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Hi.

- Hi. - Can I help you?

Carrie?

Can I come in?

Sorry, do, do I know you? You you do look really familiar.

I just can't place you.

I'm Monique now.

I used to be Devon.

Yeah.

- Yeah, yeah. - okay, okay, okay, yeah.

De-Deven. Monique. Yeah.

Come, come, come, come, yeah, come.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Come, come, come com, come in.

Yeah, yeah.

So, what's going on?

Is this some kind of sick joke?

No, it's not a joke.

I know this is sudden, but I just needed to--

The last time I heard it's been years since

I've even seen you and the last time we spoke,

we only talked about our business or some bullsh it like that.

And you were definitely not Monique then.

I was.

I-I just didn't tell you.

I know we were engaged, but I never felt like I was in the right body.

I've always felt like something was wrong or missing my entire life.

I didn't know what was going on exactly or how to express myself.

But basically, after a lot of soul searching

and experimenting and research, I realized I was, I am a transgender woman.

I couldn't live a lie anymore, Carrie.

The person you knew or thought you knew it wasn't me.

I had to release the woman I knew I was deep down.

All this time.

You knew that you were trans and you didn't tell me.

I wasn't ready.

You just...

up and left and you didn't think about me,

and all the years that we spent building our lives together.

The family, we were supposed to have...

all gone. And this whole time

I thought it was because I did something wrong.

No, no, it was never anything you did.

Then why are you here now?

I can't apologize for who I am.

But I should apologize for hurting you so much.

I wish I had been able to be honest with you back then...

and maybe things wouldn't have ended so badly between us.

It's too late for that now.

I know that I just feel like you deserve closure.

I think, I think you should go.

Here.

What's that?

It's my cell number.

If you ever want to get in touch.

I'm not the same person.

Not just gender wise, I-

I've had a chance to mature and reflect

on things and I'm sure you're not the same person either.

I'd love to be in your life if you want to reconnect

Just as friends.

But no pressure.

if you don't want anything to do with me, I respect that and...

I completely understand if you don't forgive me.

Just if you want to reach out.

Hello.

Monique?

It's me.

Okay.

Well, it's starting to get late. I'm thinking

like I should probably get going here?

Really? So soon?

-I was just about to play another episode. -Yeah.

Yeah, I hate to dash but you have things to do.

-I wish I could stay. -I wish you could stay too.

I've really enjoyed spending time with you.

Me too.

Yeah.

-Okay. -Well, that's really nice.

I'm gonna miss you.

- Okay. - Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I guess you do have the rest of your day to...

That's right.

Yeah.

-Okay. -Okay.

All right. Well, yeah, I'll see you later.

-You know? Take care and jump again. -Yeah.

-I'd love to see you again. -Of course, yeah, I'll see you soon.

-Okay. -We can do it again.

-Okay, yeah. -Yeah.

Well, see you.

So what do you want to talk about?

Well, Monique, I just wanted to tell you

that, I've really been enjoying all the time

that we've been spending with each other and you know.

Yeah?

I really didn't see our relationship coming to

this when we first started hanging out, but you're, you're beautiful.

And yeah, those feelings that I had for you in the past,

are just, they're coming back to me now.

Well, that's news.

I mean, I'm flattered also a little confused.

I mean, not just our history, but I'm a woman.

And you're straight.

Are you sure you're not mistaking

that for something else or friendship? Nostalgia?

No, it's not.

No, nostalgia.

It's just,

you know, I've been learning a lot from you lately and learning a lot about

myself and , and it turns out that I'm actually pan sexual.

So all those feelings for you that I had before.

-They're just they're just stronger now. -Aw.

I mean, I've always loved you.

Even when I was away, I think that's why I left so badly.

I hated myself for years for not being

able to get over you and I've always wanted

to get close to you again.

Just never thought it actually happened like this.

Me either.

And let's be clear the stuff that happened in the past.

You know, it really hurt me.

But... we're both different people now and I

can't stop thinking about what it would be like to be with you.

So you just gotta work through our feelings.

So that way none of those things that happened in the past happened again.

Absolutely, promise good communication and you

can go to counseling and want to do whatever it takes.

Yeah.

But, but you still don't have to do anything.

Yeah!

They are so soft.

Yes, thank you.

I missed this body.

I missed you.

Yeah.

- I'm being excited. - I see.

Can I kiss?

Yeah.

Yes you can.

I like them.

Amazing.

Thank you.

Tickled.

I really like it though.

Yeah!

- It's so hot. - Let me you get more comfortable.

Yeah.

There you go.

There you go.

I know it is getting a little hot?

Yeah.

Yeah.

There you are.

Beautiful.

My god!

Yeah.

Let me get out off my clothes too.

Give me a hand.

There you go.

Yeah.

Wow, so beautiful under there.

Yeah?

Yes!

- There you go, sexy. - Thank you.

I might think you had prepared that.

I did. I knew you were coming over and I just figured.

Look at you, yeah.

I like this.

They are really pretty panties.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

- Wanna see what's underneath? - I'd love to.

Yeah.

My god.

Yeah!

- Yeah. - Yes!

This pretty hair.

Yes.

- That's the noise you make. - Yeah.

- You are so soft. - It's not.

Yeah.

- Look at you. - Yes, now lay down for me.

Yeah!

There you go.

Give me this pretty ankle.

You are so sweet.

- My god. - Yeah.

Your tongue feels amazing.

My goodness.

Baby!

Yeah!

Fuck!

God!

Yeah.

Fuck yes, yes, yes. It's so good.

My god!

You are so beautiful.

You're so beautiful.

Like that.

Yes!

Yeah.

I like it, baby.

Yeah.

My god!

It's so good.

Yes.

God.

- It's just so bad. - Yes.

Please.

Yes, please.

- [Monique} My god, it's so amazing. - Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

- Fuck. yes. - Yeah!

- Fuck, I missed you so much. - Fuck.

- You're so warm. - Yes.

- Yeah. - It's amazing.

Yes.

- Yes, yes, yes! Yeah. - God.

Fuck.

Yes.

- Yeah. - Yes.

Yes, yes.

Yes, I like that.

Fuck, you are so beautiful.

- Yes. - Yeah, you are everything to me.

Yes.

Yes,

Yes.

- Yeah. - There you go, just like that.

- That's good. - Yes!

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yeah.

- That's so good. - Baby, yeah.

Yeah.

- Fuck, so good. - Yes.

Yes.

Yes, yes.

Yes.

Yes.

- Fuck yes. - Yeah.

Yes, like that.

- Yeah, like that? - Yes, spread that pussy.

- Like that? Yeah! - Yes, it feels so amazing.

I love everything you do.

Yes, yes, yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes,

Yes!

My goodness!

Yes.

Yes.

Fuck yes!

Yes, yes, yes.

- My god. - Fuck.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yeah.

- Yes. - I missed you so much.

-I missed you too. -Yeah, baby.

Yes, yes.

- Fuck, you're so beautiful. - Yeah.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Yes! Yes, like that.

Yes.

- Yeah. - Yes.

Yeah.

Yes.

- Yes. - I want to taste you.

Yeah.

That's so good.

- Yes, yes. - Yeah.

Yeah.

Yes, that's so good.

Fuck, yes.

- My god! - Yes.

Yeah.

Yes, yes.

My god!

- That's so good. - My god, I missed this...

- pussy. - Yes.

Yes, like that.

- Yeah! - Yes, yes!

Play with my pussy, that's so good.

- My god. Amazing. - Yes, yes.

Yeah.

- You're so wet. - Yes.

- I missed you so much. - My god.

-Yeah. -Wow.

My goodness.

-Yeah? -I missed these lips.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yeah.

- My god, so good. - Yes, do that.

Yes, yes.

- Fuck! My god! - Yeah!

God.

I forgot how amazing you are.

That's so good.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Fuck, I like that.

- Yeah? - Yes, yes, yes.

Yes.

Fuck!

Yes.

- Yes, all that. - Yeah!

- Fuck. - Yeah.

Yes.

Yes, yes, yes.

Fuck.

So, you want to play cowgirl?

I'd love too.

Get on.

Man! I missed you so much.

Yes, there you are.

Yes, like that?

- Yeah. - Yes.

My god.

- Yeah. - Yes!

- My goodness. - Yeah.

Fuck yeah!

Yes!

- My god, you're amazing. - Yes.

Yeah.

Yes.

Yeah.

Fuck!

- My god. Fuck me so good. - Fuck, yes, yes!

Yeah.

- Fuck yeah! - Yes, yes, yes.

-Yes, yes. -Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yes, yes.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yes.

- Yes, yes. - Yeah!

Yeah.

Yeah.

- Baby -Yes.

You're so good.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah!

- Yeah. - Yes!

Yeah, baby!

- Fuck yeah! - Yes.

Yes.

Ride me like that.

- That's amazing. - Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

- Fuck, it feels so good. - You okay?

Yeah.

Ooh.

- Look at you. - Yeah.

You're doing your yoga.

I think I can see it.

- Yeah! - Yes.

My god.

Yes.

- It's so good. - Yeah!

- You are so beautiful. - It's so good.

- I love how we look. - Yes.

Yeah.

Yeah!

Yeah! Yeah.

Yes!

Fuck!

Yeah!

- Just a little bit more. - Okay.

Just a little bit more.

Ride on it, yeah, baby!

Yes.

- Yes. - Fuck.

Yes, that's so good.

Fuck.

- Baby. - Yeah?

Look at all my hair all over you.

-It's all good. -I like that hair.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Baby.

Ticklish.

Okay.

Can I have a seat?

Ooh!

Yes.

Okay, okay.

Woh.

-You like that? -Yeah, yeah.

- Just- -Yes.

Yeah!

- My god! - It's so good.

Look at you.

Gorgeous.

Yes.

Yes.

Yeah!

Yeah?

Right there.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

There it is.

Fuck!

Yeah.

Yes, that's so good.

Yes.

Yes.

Feels so good.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah. My goodness!

Yes.

Yeah!

Yeah!

Fuck yeah!

Fuck.

Get it back in.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

You're work of art.

Thank you.

You are beautiful.

Yeah.

Yes.

It feels so good.

Yes.

Yeah.

- I like that. - [Carrie} Yeah, you do?

- Yeah. - Like that.

I'll do this as much as you like.

- My god! - Yeah.

Yeah, baby!

- Yes. - Yeah.

- My god. - Yeah.

Yes.

It's so good.

Yes.

- Yes, yes, yes. - My god.

Yeah.

Yes, yes, yes.

Fuck!

Let me come kiss you.

Yeah.

Fuck.

Yes, come on, baby.

Come here.

Yes!

You are so beautiful, you know.

Yes.

Yes, do that.

Yeah.

Yes, please.

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

Yeah!

I missed kissing you.

I love kissing you.

Fuck. You're pleasing me so much tonight.

Yeah.

Fuck!

Yes.

Fuck yeah!

- My god. - Yes.

Fuck.

Fuck yeah!

It's so bad, yes, right there.

Fuck.

Yes.

Yeah.

Yes!

Yes!

Yeah, you lay on your back.

Just kissing you.

Yes.

Baby!

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

-Yeah! -Yeah!

Your sexy nipple.

Yes.

Yeah!

Yeah!

- Fuck! - Got you.

There you go.

Yes, it's so good.

Fuck, baby!

Yeah, I love this.

Yes, yes, yes.

Yeah!

Yeah,

- Yes, yes. - Yeah.

- Yes. - Yeah.

Just grab me close to you like this.

- Yes, yes. - Yeah?

Yeah.

Yeah!

- Yes. - Yeah.

Yes.

Yeah.

Yeah!

Yes, yes.

- Like that? - Yes.

Fuck, it's so good being so close to you.

-Yeah? -Yes, yes.

Yeah.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Yes.

- Yeah! - Shit!

Yeah!

- Yes! - Yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

Fuck!

- Fuck, yes. - Yeah, I'm gonna cum, baby.

Yes, I need you to cum that, yes.

Just a little more, just a little more.

Right there.

- Yes. yes. - Yes.

Yes.

Baby, yes.

Make me cum.

Yes, yes.

Fuck!

Baby.

-You are so beautiful. -You too.

Yeah!

Yes.

Well, that was the best makeup sex I've ever had.

Me too.