All language subtitles for Evil.S01E12.720p.BluRay.x265-PROTON.eng

Good afternoon, Mr. Leroux.

I have 567 true-or—false statements.

"I use my wife's e-mail account
to avoid detection."

- I said I want out!
- — oh, you're never getting out.

Three missing hispanic youths.

- Kristen: [Think the husband did it.
- — David: Me, too.

Andy: You miss it. You should take
the tour of Everest in the spring.

My youngest daughter, Laura,
she was born with a heart defect.

Man:
In america, men are so lucky.

In my country...

You wake up, you are 22,

you have 15 wives and 42 kids.

But I am kidding.

I only have 32 children.

My ex—wife,

she's always mad about something, yeah?

"Why did you give Joseph
the peanut butter sandwich?

Now he has a rash."

And all I can think is...

"Who is Joseph?"

Man: J' the baby's gonna have himself
a biscuit today

wait, what?
That's not how it goes.

We're not barbarians.
Are you kidding me?

I'll do it again.

J“ everybody's happy that...

- One more.
- — you got it.

I really enjoyed your set.

Yeah?

Are you an aspiring comedian?

No accent.

Yeah, it's, um,
part of my schtick on stage.

What's your name?

Sonia.

Man: I made you laugh. Not him.

Oh. This is a nice apartment.

Are you independently wealthy?

No.

I just, um...

I invest well.

I should give my money to you.

How do you do it?

I anticipate disasters.

I sell short at bad times.

- Hmm.
- Some scotch?

Sounds good.

Sorry. Um...

I only carry it because

I've been jumped a few times
going home.

I don't like guns.

Neither do I.

You know what? It'll be...

Far over here,

right there, where you can see it.

And I'll be over here,
where you can see me.

Do you ever bring back
your earlier jokes?

- My earlier jokes?
- Mm-hmm.

Which ones?

You used to do one about dancing.

Oh, wow, you've been
following me for a while.

Along while.

- Oh, should I be worried?
- — Very.

The earlierjokes. Hmm.

- Tell me one. — mm.

Ah...

Hello, my friends.

I want to teach you a new dance.

It's called "kill the cockroaches."

- Ah! There's a mama cockroach.
- Cha-cha—cha.

And father and brother.
Cha-cha—cha.

Oh, and don't forget the babies,
because they will grow up to breed.

Cha—cha-cha.

What's wrong?

Who are you?

Sonia.

Why... why, who are you?

I'm gonna go.

Sorry. Thank you.

Oh! God.

I'm here, I'm here, I'm here.

I know, and I need you here.

Yeah, well, just give me 20 minutes.
I'm just... getting my files together.

Okay, but... just know this looks bad.

- They're never gonna let leroux out.
- — hurry.

Okay.

Sashi pukyi

jukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyi...

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Sashi pukyijukshing metok tram.

Hey! Nothing.

Hey, sorry.

- What is it?
- — nothing. It's okay.

- Don't worry.
- No, I'm not worried.

I just want to know what it is.
Let me see.

It's a... it's a mandala.

They use it in, uh, kagyu buddhism.

I learned about it in Tibet.

So you're...

- You're... a Buddhist now?
- — no.

No. I'm just, uh...

I don't know, um...

Exploring.

- Okay.
- But don't worry, I'm still me, so...

I know you're still you.
I just, I mean,

I find it weird that you're
criticizing the catholic stuff

- in my job, while you were...
— oh, no. Oh, no.

Buddhism's not a religion.

It's... it's a practice.

Okay.

- Well, I got to go. They need me in court.
- — okay.

- Bye.
- Bye. Oh, hey, hey, hey.

The Everest expedition's,
like, three months away,

- and there's a prep meeting next week.
- Where is it?

Denver. So you got to decide

- if you want to lead the tour.
— um...

Can we talk about this later?
I'm kind of running late.

Oh, no, of course. Yeah, yeah.

- Okay. — okay.

Oh, don't leave that bowl of rice out.

Birds eat it, and their stomach explode.

Really?

So, what is this?

Just someone who needs
some spiritual advice.

- Ben: What, like eating meat on Fridays?
- — David: No.

She's just hearing some kind of demon.

Okay.

All right, well, look,
uh, give me a call

if there's actually any real

supernatural crap to debunk.

I'll pick you up at 4:00. Go.

Sonia?

Yes. David.

Thanks for coming.

Just one moment.

Oh. Please.

Dwight ferrell.

Counselor: And where
do you currently reside?

Rikers island.
Enhanced supervision unit three.

On November 10, 2019,
you were arrested for the murder

of three hispanic youths.

Later you confessed to these killings.
Is that correct?

Dwight: Yes.

Two weeks later,
you confessed to other murders as well.

- Yes.
- These were the three families

that Orson leroux
has been convicted of murdering.

Dwight: Yes.

How did you kill
these families, Mr. Ferrell?

Dwight: In New York,

the easiest way to gain access
to a house

is by attending open houses.

I would go to Mr. Leroux's showings,

because he always had large turnouts.

I would go unnoticed,
and then I would hide...

In closets, children's playrooms,

sometimes the attic...
And I would wait.

And then?

Dwight: I would hurt them.

Counselor: Kill them?

Dwight: Yes.

Starting with the father,
and then the mother.

I saved the children for last.

Why are you admitting
to this now, Mr. Ferrell?

Because I'm looking for redemption.

I don't want to be responsible
for somebody like Mr. Leroux

spending the rest of his life
in prison.

Mira.

Hey.

There's no way Dwight killed
those families. There's no shared m.O.

Their forensic psychologist
saw a similar pattern.

Yes, and that forensic psychologist
is Leland townsend.

Mira, don't help the defense.

Leroux will be released,
and he will kill again.

Thank you for coming, David.

You do know I'm not a priest?

I do.

I just need some advice.

I hear a voice.
It was quiet at first, uh, nonverbal.

Then it... it...

It grew...
Into something of a whisper.

It's like kings, chapter 19.

God's voice was in the whisper
after the earthquake and the fire.

What'd the whisper say?

It said to kill.

That's not god's voice.

God doesn't tell people to kill.

He told Saul, "kill them all."

Amalek, and his men

and his women, his children,
and all infants.

That was the old testament.

And why does that matter?

Because...

God needed to protect his chosen ones.

And does he not anymore?

David: Not in the same way.

The new testament is different.

Sonia: David.

Forgive me.

That's not good.
It's usually green.

You should call the doctor.

Go do your homework. I got this.

- No, I'm here.
- Man: Hello?

Hello, doctor? Uh, Dr. Docker? Yes.

This is Andy bouchard here.
Uh, I'm calling about my daughter

Laura. I was just online.

Yes, I was just about to call your wife.

Why don't you bring Laura in right now?

That time we discussed,
I think it is now.

What time? Is... I mean,
is there a problem?

What do these numbers mean?

It means we have to do an immediate EKG

and if there is severe regurgitation,

we'll have to execute
the procedure we discussed.

- I'll see you in about 30 minutes.
- Wait, wait. What procedure?

- Procedure?
- I think it's best

that you come in
in 30 minutes, Mr. Bouchard.

Of course. We'll be right there.

What is it?

Um, where's Laura?

Guys, if you kill someone
who's not a zombie,

- then they're gonna turn into a zombie.
- Wait, wait.

Is it a running zombie or is it
a slow-walking zombie like...

It really doesn't matter.

That's why you have to
shoot them in the legs.

That's how they slow down.

Quiet, quiet. Hold on. Quiet, quiet.

We all need to get ready because,
uh, we're going on an outing.

- — Where?
- We're gonna take Laura to the doctor.

- — Why? What happened?
- I don't want to go to the doctor!

And then we'll go for ice cream.

- You want ice cream?
- — yeah! Yeah, yeah!

Okay. So get ready
in ten minutes, please.

Ten minutes. Quickly.

- Ten minutes, ten minutes.
- — Lila: I love you.

Kristen:
Hi, this is Kristen bouchard.

If you leave your name and number,
I'll get back to you shortly.

Hey, it's me. Uh, the doctor
wants me to bring Laura in

for a procedure, uh,
that is in 20 minutes.

Counselor: Believes you are
demonically possessed.

- Why would she believe that?
- — Orson: I can't answer...

It's important, so call me.

Idam guru ratna
mandala-kam nir-yatayami.

Idam guru ratna
mandala-kam nir-yatayami.

Idam guru ratna
mandala-kam nir-yatayami.

Detective, after you arrested
Dwight ferrell, what did he tell you?

He said there were more victims.

Not just the three boys.

He had also killed

three families that Mr. Leroux
was convicted of killing.

So, in that case, Mr. Leroux

should not be imprisoned
for these murders?

Correct.

Counselor:
But it is true that sometimes

people confess to murders
they didn't commit.

It is.

Counselor: And why would you say
that didn't happen here?

Because Mr. Ferrell led us to trophies
he'd buried from these families.

Would you describe these trophies
for me, please?

Mira: Uh, fingers from Mrs. Gilbert,
one of the victims.

A pacemaker taken from
the desecrated body of Mr. Gilbert.

Mira: A kitchen knife

used in one of the other killings.

Counselor: No further questions.

Judge: Your witness, Mr. Cormier.

Your honor, I have a few questions
for the detective,

but I need a short recess.

I'm sorry, David. I didn't mean

- for this to happen.
- I need a doctor.

- I'm hurt. — I'm so sorry.

I can't.

David: My friend Ben dropped me off.
He's coming back any minute.

You have to let us go, Sonia.

J“ all that she wants

j” is another baby, yeah

j” one more baby, yeah

man 1:
That is all that she wants

from ace of base, number four
on the American hit charts.

Man 2:
And a favorite of our hutu brothers.

Man 1:
But not our tutsi brothers?

Man 2: To be my brother,
you must share a mother.

And my mother was no cockroach.

Man 1: And what do you say

to those who argue
tutsis are just like us?

- Blood runs through their veins.
- — man 2: So do cockroaches.

But I'm not a cockroach.

Man 1: Who was that?

Man 2: My neighbor.
Oops, here comes his wife.

Man 1:
Now you've made a mess of my floor.

Man 2: I think you have
a tutsi intern to clean it up.

Hey, ngabo.

Ngabo:
Yes, sir, what do you need?

Man 2: Can you just clean up there?

Ngabo: Clean up what? Where?

Man 2: You have to bend down.

- Man 1: Oh, no.
- — man 2: Get very close.

See? — ngabo: Yes.

I... I think it's...

That wasn't me.

- Yes, it was.
- I worked at the radio station,

- but that... I never did that.
—april 4, 1994.

That was the broadcast
three days before it started.

- You can download if you don't...
- I... I understand.

- But that wasn't me. — Sonia.

You called me because
you wanted to talk.

Let's talk.

Sonia: Radio two encouraged

the hutu majority to take to the streets
to massacre the tutsi.

That man over there is Jean bakunda,

- the funnyman of radio two.
— no, Sonia.

I am lando mutabazi,
an immigrant from Rwanda.

I suffered, too, just like you.

I'm sorry. Did you want to
talk to me about how you suffer?

Sonia. I am not who you think I am.

Don't! Sonia. Look at me.

You said you felt this thing,

this evil oppressing you.

Killing him is evil.

- He broadcast for the next hundred days.
- — wasn't me.

He encouraged the hutus
to take to the streets,

to break into homes,
churches, raping tutsi women,

hacking innocent people.

- With machetes exactly like this.
- — I did not...

I did not. I swear. I'm just a comedian.

Two million tutsis murdered,
hacked to death by their neighbors.

Two million!

Man 2: What is the difference
between a car and a hundred dead tutsis?

Man 1: What?

Man 2: I don't have
a car in my garage.

Man 2: How many dead tutsis
does it take to change a iightbulb?

Man 1: Oh, no. How many?

Man 2: It must not be 30
because my basement is still dark.

Man 1: And now
more hits from america.

Number three on the billboard charts.

Boyz ii men's I'll make love to you.

David: Sonia, you said
you heard a voice.

That was the voice of revenge.

Listen to god's voice.

He's the voice of justice.

David: Lando, tell the truth.

Admit what you've done
and plead for mercy.

Sonia is merciful.

She is a truly good person.

Lando: I was under orders
from the government militia

to work at the station.

But I was just an engineer.

Sonia, every night I go to bed,

and I hear the screams
of the children who were murdered.

Every night!

Let me help you with that.

David: No!

Judge: You may begin, Mr. Cormier.

Thank you for the recess, your honor.
Just a few questions.

Detective byrd,
is it true you're writing a book

about the serial killer Dwight ferrell?

Cormier: You're shaking your head,
detective. Does that mean "no"?

No, it doesn't.

I understand why you
might be embarrassed.

- Are you writing a book? — yes.

Cormier: And it would
increase the book's salability

if the body count
of the serial killer was increased.

Objection. Offensive and prejudicial.

It's a post-conviction hearing, counselor.

The only person to prejudice is me.
I'd like to hear the detective's answer.

My guess is what would
improve the salability would be the truth.

Yeah. That's how it works.

- Counselor: Objection!
- A cheap shot, counselor.

Sustained.

I will happily withdraw.
Nothing further.

Judge: You are excused, detective.

The elevated troponin and bnp

was a sign that Laura's heart
was being ovennorked,

and the EKG shows
severe mitral valve regurgitation.

The valve isn't healing. It's worse.

Okay. Uh, so, okay.
So, what do... what do we do?

I need to perform
an emergency cardiac catheterization.

What is that?

A guide wire is led up
to the heart valve from the groin.

It gives a diagnostic view
of what is going on

- and allows us to repair the valve.
— okay, I just... I need to get my wife.

I... I understand.

But I need to prep her
for surgery right now.

Now? I mean, right now?
Why? Why right now?

I'm sorry if! Haven't
made myself clear.

I was hoping that the valve would heal.

Now I'm certain that it won't.

It's too dangerous
not to deal with this now.

Kristen:
Hi, this is Kristen bouchard.

If you leave your name
and number, I'll...

okay.

- Okay. If you got to do
it, you got to do it. — yeah.

Okay.

Oh, my god.
You're just going to cut me up

- piece by piece.
— David: Lando, wait.

Sonia,
you believe in mercy, right?

That was mercy.

Remember,
Jesus healed the ear of the soldier.

"Those who draw the sword
will die by the sword."

Yes, but he also said,

"think not that I am come
to bring peace on earth:

I came not to bring peace...

But a sword."

This sword.

I'll get the first aid kit.

You have to find the key.

Quick, unlock me.

- There's no time.
- — she's not gonna let you live either.

She's going to kill both of us.

What are you doing?

Help!

Help us! We're trapped!

Help!

Help! We're trapped!

Help us!

Help!

Please!

Help us!

Help!

David: Help us!

And it was during one of these sessions

- that Mr. Leroux physically attacked you?
— yes.

He leaped across the table,

forced me to the ground
and strangled me.

Multiple prison guards
had to pull him off.

Thank you, doctor.

Counselor: Mrs. Bouchard,
did my client actually jump at you

because you taunted him?

- Really?

You do remember
you're under oath, right?

Doctor? Is it "doctor"?

Yes, "doctor."
And I do remember...

That I'm under oath.

Okay, did you not tell Mr. Leroux
that he will never get out of prison?

Do you need a moment, Mrs. Bouchard?

I did say those words

but not at the moment
when Mr. Leroux attacked me.

Well, good.

That is a relief.

And did you not taunt Mr. Leroux
by saying to him...

Here it is... "You are 48 years old,
and prisons have

good health care,
so you won't get out till you are 100"?

I did say that. But, again,
not prior to Mr. Leroux attacking me.

- Do you usually taunt your patients?
- — Mr. Leroux was not a patient.

And, also, I had already...
Resigned from the case.

- Resigned or been fired?
- Objection.

- Help!
- Help!

- Please!
- Help!

- Help us!
- — we're... we're bleeding!

Please. Help!

Shh. Wait.

What's wrong, joker?

Help!

- Help!
- Help!

Please!

All right, leave it.

Leave it. Joker, come.

Wait!

Help us!

I'm maimed for life.

She... she's going to kill me.

Just... just tell her the truth.

I am telling her the truth.

I am just a comedian.

- I am not a soldier.
- Then tell her that.

Explain that.

She's struggling with herself.

Woman: Hello? — she...

Wait.

Help us!

- We're here!
- We're down here!

- We're here! Please! — help!

Hello?

Woman: Hello?

Woman: Hello?

You shouldn't have done that.

You are a man of god.

You shouldn't want anybody else in this.

Shh.

This is your responsibility!

Don't do anything.

May I help you?

Is everything all right?
I heard screaming coming from

your basement, someone calling for help.

Oh, I think you must be mistaken.

Actually, I can't leave until I know
everything's okay.

Like, ethically.

I really hate how new yorkers
don't care about each other.

Help!

- Help! — shh!

Shut up. You're gonna
get somebody else killed.

So what? She's killing me!

Help!

Help! Help!

I'm watching a horror movie.
I think that's what you heard.

I know what a horror movie sounds like.

And if you are not willing
to investigate the situation,

then maybe the police will.

I'm sorry.

I recognize I'm being a little cagey.

I'm just, uh,
embarrassed, is all.

My husband and I,
we are in the middle of, um,

a bit of role-play.

We've been going through a dry spell,

and, uh, I thought the situation
was hopeless,

- until we started exploring and...
- I'm sorry.

I feel like an idiot.

Um, have you tried
the pleasure palace on wyeth?

They have some really great stuff there.

Good idea. I will.

Now, if you'll excuse me,
he's in a very... compromised position.

Got it.

Oh.

Oh. Hey. — All right.

Hey there. Sonia, right?

I'm Ben. I'm here for David.

Ah. Right.

Come on in.

- Yeah.
- David is just, uh, out back.

Such a pretty day.

Um...

I'm sorry. Just... just one second.

- Yeah. Hello?
- —andy: Uh, hey, is this Ben?

- Yeah, who's this?
- This is Andy,

- Kristen's husband. — oh, hi.

Hey.

Uh, listen, I'm... I'm trying
to get in touch with Kristen,

uh, but I can't.

Uh... is she with you?

With me? No.

Look,
it's... it's okay if she is.

I just need her to know
that Laura is in the hospital

for an emergency procedure.

Oh, my god. I'm so... I'm so sorry.

Uh, uh, I think she's in, uh, court today.

Well, she's not answering
my calls. I mean,

uh, could you try her or...

I just need her to get here.
Oxwell hospital.

Well, if she's not answering your calls,
she's probably not gonna answer mi...

Okay, let me... let me try.

I'm so sorry. Just a minute.

Take your time.
Would you like a cup of tea?

What? No, no, no, thanks. Yeah.

Come on, come on, come on, come on.

Kristen:
Hi, this is Kristen bouchard.

Yeah, I can't, uh, get her either.

I think, uh, her cell is probably off.

Uh, look, I can head down
to the courthouse and tell her.

- Andy: You sure?
- Yes, definitely.

Okay, just tell her that
the operation's going on right now.

Wow. Okay. Uh, got it.
Uh, we'll... we'll talk later.

Uh, I'm so sorry.

Please tell David that I'll be back
in about an hour.

Uh, there's been a bit of an emergency.

Certainly. Uh, I hope it all works out.

Yeah. Me, too.

Hey. Here we are,
just the two of us, coming full circle.

Oh, my goodness.

Your testimony went
poorly today, didn't it?

I think the judge was
leaning against leroux

until you testified.
What do you think?

And the sad thing is

you had so many chances
to not get involved.

How many times did I tell you
to go home to your daughters?

Don't get involved in David.

But then, every step of the way,
you did the opposite.

And now your husband's
offering this gift:

Go climbing.

And, yet, here you still are.

I'm gonna do for you
what god did for job.

Job had only three daughters.

God killed them.

You have four daughters.

I'm gonna kill every last one,

then your husband,
then burn down your house.

I'm not gonna touch you though,

no, because I want you to live
with the realization

that you're responsible
for their deaths,

that you let them die

through your obstinacy,
your need to win...

God, you talk too much.

- If I were you, I would not...
- — what, tempt you?

Seriously? Is that how the devil works,
he needs to be tempted to do wrong?

I am not to be trifled...

Jake Perry.

- What?
- That's your real name.

You're an insurance adjuster
from des moines.

Or at least you were
until your second divorce.

Then you moved to New York,
went to college and decided

to recreate yourself as Leland townsend,

a forensic psychologist psychopath.

Is that what the devil does?

- Uh, you...
- Yep, the devil may be tech-savvy,

but so are we mortals.
And all I had to do

was use some of the genetic material
that you left

on a glass in my kitchen,
ask the help of a detective friend

and, bang, there it was, a match.

- The devil can use anybody...
- — really, Jake?

"Jake the flake,"

shyest boy in the class of 1979
at Roosevelt high school.

Honorary member of band club.

How was playing the tuba
in marching band?

And let's talk about your first wife.

Aw. Janey.
She wanted to have children,

but you had trouble
getting it up, didn't you?

- None of this is true.
- And then your second wife, Tina...

She married you for the money.

Do you want to know how I know?

I just gave her a call.

I mean, you'd think if...
If the devil had anybody to inhabit,

he'd use a better specimen.

- I am going to...
- — what? Hurt me?

How?

You're a nothing man from des moines
who is using the imagery of satanism...

A satanism you probably
don't even believe...

To pretend you weren't
the third chair tuba player

in the Roosevelt high school band.

Here's a thought... Jake.

Get a life.

Kristen!

David: You're making a mistake!

- Don't do it, Sonia.
- — I am only...

- David: This is wrong.
- Asking if you are right—handed.

No. No, no, no, no, no! I'm left-handed.

Then this is the hand
that held the machete.

Iando, tell her!

Just... tell her.

I did not use a machete.

- Just... what did you do?
- I did not!

I was funny. That's all.

I... I said what I was told to say.

And you said those things?!

Yes! Yes!

I never hurt anyone.

I'm a comedian. I make jokes.

I love Robin Williams.

I love Richard pryor.

I... I punch up. I don't punch down.

Punch up at what?!

Tutsis.

They were wealthy.

They... they had power.
They had cattle.

I told jokes about them.

Every comedian makes fun of people,

but you make fun of people in power.

That doesn't make people into killers.

That was a confession, Sonia.

Let him go.

Please.

Daughters: Nir-yatayami.

Idam guru ratna mandala-kam

nir-yatayami. Idam guru ratna

- mandala-kam... — Kristen?

- Idam guru...
- Is Laura okay?

- She's fine. She's fine.
- — where is she?

She's in the recovery room.

Ben, the magnificent!

- They're operating on Laura.
- — hey. Hey. Aw.

Come here. We're gonna make...

Hey. Oh.

What were they doing?

I... I don't know. I didn't see.

- They were chanting.
- Were they?

- Yeah.
- Is... is that a problem if they were?

I just think we should discuss

before sharing any religion
with the girls.

I didn't share anything with them.

- Well, then how did they...?
- Oh, I don't know.

How do they find out anything?
The Internet.

I was in the church when
I heard the... the gates torn open.

I ran, but I was struck from behind
with a metal pipe.

And my sister fell next to me.

Half her face was gone.

I pretended to be dead.
Even as I heard the hutus

take the babies from
the arms of their mothers

and crack their heads

on the western wall of the church.

Oh, there were so many...
Terrible things I heard.

But the most terrible sound
was the laughing.

The hutu men telling yourjokes

about cockroaches and laughing

as they hacked everyone to pieces.

Sonia.

I believe god sees everything.

He will understand why I do what I do.

No! No!

I'm sorry! I'm sorry. I'm so sor...

I'm just very sorry.

Believe me.

Thank you.

I forgive you.

Your soul is clean.

Ah.

Why did you do that?

- He asked forgiveness.
- And I forgave him.

But you killed him.

Yes.

But not for revenge.

Forjustice.

Hello. There has been a shooting
at 1865 grand.

Yes, one dead body.

Sonia kamanzi.

I shot him.

Yes.

And please send an ambulance.

There's an injured man here, too.

Judge: The question is
always about justice.

How best to serve justice.

These murders may have at first appeared
to be two separate cases,

but after careful consideration,

there is only one.

Orson leroux,

I overturn your conviction
on all counts. You are free to go.

- — Your honor!
- I have ruled, Mr. D.A.

He... he's gonna kill me.
He's gonna kill me.

He's gonna kill me. He's gonna kill me.

May I hug you, sir?

I want you to have this.

It's my personal Bible.

I hope it helps you find some peace.

I was so brave.

You really were,
and I'm so proud of you.

- Laura: It's over.
- — Lynn: Are you all better?

Laura: Yeah, a little bit.
It still hurts there.

- Can I see your scar?
- Yeah.

It's underneath.

They're gonna bandage around it.

Lila: Did they put you to sleep?

- Laura: Yeah.
- — Lila: Did the medicine taste good?

Laura: No.
Doctor gave it to me, but I didn't like it.

- Lexis: No medicine tastes good.
- Doctor, is Laura gonna be all right?

- Oh, the doctor. — hi, doctor.

Can I see a picture of the heart?

Andy: Guys, guys, guys, guys, guys.

- Shh, shh. We need to talk to the doctor.
- — okay, mommy.

Is everything okay?

The results are a bit unusual.

Okay.

Sometime between the EKG
and performing the cardiac cath...

- Mm-hmm.
- The mitral valve in Laura's heart

has completely healed.

- It has?
- — yes. And I don't know how.

Young bodies are mysterious to us.

Sometimes they heal unexpectedly,

sometimes even... miraculously.

Daughters: Idam guru ratna
mandala-kam nir-yatayami.

Idam guru ratna
mandala-kam nir-yatayami.

- I've made a choice.
- — oh, yeah?

Yeah.

Tell me.

I'm gonna stay.

You go to Denver.

No. It's your turn.

Laura's well. The kids are great.
I can take care of them.

I know you can, but I'm...
I'm not doing it for you.

I'm doing it for me.

I have a career here...
Something that's challenging me.

I... I don't want to give it up.

Okay. Okay.

I'll go to Denver to set it up,

but I'm gonna get one
of the boys to run it.

You don't have to.

I know.

Okay.

So, um...

The chant.

What does it mean?
What were you praying for?

Tonglen. It means "giving and taking."

It's like an exchange.

What were you exchanging?

Uh... well, I...

I asked for Laura to be healed.

Um... in exchange for my life.

Andy.

No. Don't worry. It's just a mantra.

Come on. Hey.

Leland: She has this way
of getting to me.

I'll be feeling all-knowing
and all-powerful, and then,

she's in my face,
and I just feel... impotent.

Man: When you say "impotent,"
do you mean sexually?

No. Uh...

She's talking about Jake the flake
and the marching band.

And why do people make fun
of marching bands?!

That's a worthy
entertainment. And I just...

I should have ripped out her heart.

Why didn't you?

It's not part of the plan,
or has that changed?

Do you want the plan to change?

Good.

Then find someone else
to take her heart out,

and you and I will eat it together.

Now tell me about your dreams.