Original subtitles

♫ Time once stood still and everything stopped ♫

♫ As it turns out, there is something special amidst a sea of people ♫

♫ Fingertips turning the pages of the eternal dictionary ♫

♫ To uncover why I keep thinking of someone who makes my heart flutter ♫

♫ What makes a moment extraordinary is an unexpected encounter ♫

♫ Like being unaware as you breathe ♫

♫ Holding hands for endless hours ♫

♫ It's beyond any language of expression ♫

♫ Amidst a sea of people (I’ll hold the umbrella for you) ♫

♫ You’ll hold the umbrella for me (I’ll be the special presence in your life) ♫

♫ You'll shield me from the wind and the rain ♫

♫ Fear not, for I'll be with you for the rest of your life ♫

♫ Your love leads me through the haze ♫

♫ I'll be waiting while I seek (Waiting for the love of the rest of my life) ♫

♫ A future with that one and only person (No longer having to wander about in a sea of people ♫

♫ Time's best plan is love (The best plan is love) ♫

[The Oath of Love]

[Episode 5]

Even though I don't know you that well,

but there is one thing I am for sure of

that is

you are a really good doctor.

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Being a doctor is an occupation where one saves lives and treats wounds.

From when I was a intern doctor to now,

There was a total of 15 patients that died at my hands.

I remember all of their faces.

Up to now

I can't even save my most respected teacher.

Do you think I'm still a good doctor?

Of course.

My grandpa was a Chinese medicine doctor

A lot of people think that seeing life and death for a doctor is a normal thing.

However, no one can be indifferent towards life and death.

When regular people see someone really sick,

Their first reaction is sympathy.

but for doctors it's can we save them and hoe can we same them.

If the person is saved, the doctor did his duty.

If the person couldn't be saved, the doctor still did his duty.

so Dr. Gu, you have already tried your best.

I'm still saying the same thing

in my heart, you are a great doctor

but for you,

you may want to be better,

so before you do

don't collapse.

Fighting!

- Hey, Lin Zhixiao. - Yes?

A lot of people use a lot of ways to comfort me,

but none of them are like you.

Right?

Aren't I especially refreshing, appropriate, and full of thoughts?

It's alright. - Who is it?

- Run, run, run. - Didn't you say that it's a tradition of your music department to jump through the window?

If we get caught, I will get points deducted. I haven't graduated.

Stand there! Don’t run!

Lin Zhixiao, you're injured. Can you walk properly?

For yuo.

Dr. Gu. You are already off worrk.

Besides, I've already jumped the window and ran.

Why worry about these?

Here, let's be happy.

Drink coke.

Cheers!

You're not going to drink? Then I will.

Bottoms up!

It's good.

Try it.

Come on, Doctor Gu!

Isn't it a great feeling?

It's ok.

What to listen to music?

OMG Doctor Gu! It’s a plot twist!

My professor just sent a message and told me

I can continue to be a cellist at the orchestra.

Only if I practice harder I would able to join the performance!

The blow on my forehead totally worth it.

Lin Zhixiao, why is the cause-and-effect relationship between our injury and you going back to be the cellist?

It is very much related.

This is the compensation from God.

That’s metaphysics. You don’t know anything about it.

Yes, I don't understand.

Release your hands first.

Sorry, got too excited.

If you want to sanitize,

you can go ahead. I won’t consider that as discrimination against me.

How can you get a girlfriend in the future?

You won't even allow holding hands.

What did you say?

Nothing. Nothing.

Actually,

Dating has dating ways.

There is a crack in everything.

That's how the light gets in.

There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in.

See, as long as you don't give up, there can be a miracle for everything.

Right?

Do you really want to go again?

I have two things that I won't admit defeat to.

The first is the charm.

The second is alcohol.

Don't regret it, little one.

Wait.

Let me have a taste.

Why is it this taste?

Let me try again.

Isn't it just seltzer water?

Should I file a complaint with consumer council?

Let's get a real one.

Do you dare?

Open a brand new bottle of whisky.

Xiao Wei?

Auntie.

Here it is.

Have some tea. - Thanks.

Xiao Wei.

It's been a long time since you've been inside here.

I know

you were outside watching me

but you just don't come in.

Xiao Wei, there is nothing wrong with your surgery case.

It's just an accident.

If you teacher says something,

then it just means he doesn't want you to feel bad.

Teacher, I want to see Master's book.

Go ahead.

[Never Forget Your Initial Intention]

[2010 Jiangsu Province Medical Academic Conference] [A Research Conference Targeted at Digestive Diseases]

[Liang Zhou]

[Never Forget Your Initial Intention]

I vow

I will do my absolute

to do what's I think is the best for my patient.

To never give patients pain nor harm.

I want to practice medicine honestly and lead a clean life.

From this moment onwards, you must remember,

countless lives and health lie under your hands.

But, also never forget

medical study is not always perfect.

Rather, it's a constantly changing and elusive knowledge system.

Between what we pursue and and our goals,

there'll always be a gap.

But be sure to let this gap spur you on and not defeat you.

Because medical science is not a one-man battle.

It's a continual advancement with people at the core.

I hope that you never forget your initial intentions, only then can you achieve your goals.

Mr. Lin.

It's time to eat.

- I heard that you were wounded with honor. - Small case.

Don't mention it.

Where are you hurt?

- I'm not hurt. I only gently bumped into something. - Let me have a look.

- There's nothing for you to see. - Let me have a look.

Alright, enough.

See, it's just a little bump. It's alright.

- Alright, let it down. - What?

All your flaws are out in the open.

Mr. Lin, I'm your biological daughter, alright?

My flaws all came from you. Let's not point it out, alright?

Well, not everything is bad, right?

Is the dimples on your face done by yourself?

No, you did it! You did it!

- Dr. Gu. - Dr. Gu.

I'm here to check on Qui Qui.

- Dr. Gu. - Qui Qui, come.

Let me check your wound.

- Does it still hurt? - Not anymore.

The wound healed fine, and the surgery was a success.

He'll only need to cooperate with our check-ups, and in a few days, he can be discharged.

It's all thanks to Dr. Gu.

- I'm really thankful. - It's what I should do.

Qui Qui, you can leave health. Are you happy?

But, have you finished your homework?

Why are you so lazy?

Then, I'll leave first.

Alright. Good-bye.

You eat too little.

Have more.

Here, I'll play with you.

How is it? Does your head still hurt?

It's alright. I'm thick-skinned, it hasn't hurt for a while now.

Later, if I pass my test and

can take part in the performance, I'll invite you to come watch me.

Then, remember, in a few days, come find me to take out your stitches.

Alright, promise.

Promise.

- I'll be leaving, then. - Wait,

there's something I want to tell you.

What is it?

I've decided to do your father's surgery.

Do...

Do my father's surgery?

But... but don't you have a psychological barrier?

I never joke around with my patients' lives.

I'm so grateful to you, Dr. Gu!

Thank you, Dr. Gu.

Oh you wanted me to look at your hand?

It's very steady, extremely steady. There's no shaking at all.

Well done!

During this period, I kept confirming this thing.

Don't worry, I'll definitely do my best.

Dr. Gu, I believe you.

And thank you.

Little Ball, look at your grandpa. Little Ball...

I'll quickly arrange the radical distal gastrectomy surgery.

The resection position needs to be adjusted based on the surgery progress.

But don't worry, I'll be keep the healthy tissues as much as possible.

I understand.

But it's a cancer surgery after all. If the surgery is done,

will it pose any danger to Old Lin's body?

Any surgery will have risks.

Besides, it's such a big surgery.

And during the surgery procedure, there will be unexpected situations.

As a doctor, I can't give you any guarantee.

But please be rest assured.

With me around, I will do my best.

Dr. Gu., I'm counting on you for our Mr. Lin.

I already saw the gastroscope report.

The appearance of the ulcer is unique. According to my experience,

I suggest you to do another examination.

Slowly. You'll peel your hand.

It's you.

Talking nonsense, causing my whole family to have no peace.

If something happens to you one day, your family will be guilty for the rest of their lives.

I know my body best.

- I'm fine. - Yes, yes.

We love to be worried for no reason.

I saw your daughter cry just now.

This apple looks so funny.

- Old Lin. - Why you not eating?

- Quick, eat. - You have to finish it before eating the second one.

- Two crazy people. The resection position needs to be adjusted based on the surgery progress.

But don't worry, I'll be keep the healthy tissues as much as possible.

Come. Take the Ultraman.

Huijuan.

Lin Zhixiao.

Lin Zhixiao.

Lin Zhixiao.

- You woke up. - Old Lin, you woke up.

What's going on with you two? Once I woke up,

there's not a soul to be seen.

I saw that you fell asleep, so I went out for a while.

I went back to make soup for you.

On my way back, there was a slight traffic jam.

You two are not around, what if something happens to me?

Who will take care of me?

- What's wrong? Why are you losing your temper? - Did you two think that

asking you to come to the hospital to accompany me is making things difficult for you?

You two can go back!

How can that be?

Okay, okay. In the future if I go anywhere, I'll tell you.

Xiao Xiao made soup for you. Taste a little.

No appetite. Not drinking.

Drink a little. You didn't eat anything the whole day,

I said I'm not drinking! So annoying!

Old Lin, what are you doing?

Tidy it properly!

You stay here yourself and lay down for a while first to calm down.

I'll go get a mop and come back to clean the floor for you.

Go, Madam Li. Go.

Go.

Xiao Xiao, please don't be angry with your dad.

What anger do I have on him?

He's has an illness. His is in a bad mood. I will not be angry with him.

Why is he suddenly so unusual?

Don't tell me he knows?

You're saying his real condition?

No, no.

Dr. Gu promised me. He said that he will definitely keep it secret for me.

And also told Dr. Gao the same thing. When the time comes, he will tell him that it's a gastric ulcer surgery.

It's okay.

Don't worry.

Don't you know smoking is bad for your health, is bad for your stomach?

Don't you know?

I'm going to look thoroughly today. If I find another stick you're not going to hear the end of it from me!

For a cancer surgery,

performing this kind of operation, will Mr. Lin's health

be in any danger?

Any operation will have risk.

Furthermore, during the surgical procedure, there will be various unexpected situations.

As a doctor I am unable to provide you any guarantee.

But please be at ease. I will give my best effort.

Xiao Wei. How's is the patient's file?

This is Bed 9's informed consent to surgery.

Thanks.

Hang up the phone again. Even more heartless than me.

I didn't touch anything at all, all right.

I honestly was so tired from standing I couldn't handle it so I sat for a bit.

If you can't handle it, then why don't you sanitize the chair.

All right enough, what wind blew you here?

You think I wanted to come here?

Your mom, that is my honorable auntie,

said you haven't been home for days and no one can convince you to budge,

and said I must bring you back today.

Recently, I really have been rather busy.

But at this time, what would we be eating? Dinner or midnight snack?

That's not my concern. You know your mom's personality.

If you don't go back, I'm going to die. Let's go, go, go, go.

Swift battle, swift victory. Let's go, let's go!

Please.

All right then.

Let me change my clothes.

Well I'll still have to follow you.

Old Lin.

Sleep early, ok? You have to prepare for surgery tomorrow.

- After 9, no more food intake is allowed. - Got it.

Family, please accompany me to the nurse's station for a moment.

I will explain to you all some items to take note of for the surgery.

Ok, why don't you go.

Lin Zhixiao. You go and listen as well.

Don't leave anything out.

Ok, ok, I'll go. I'll go.

Qiu Qiu, play by yourself, ok?

You're back? Come on in!

I got off work early today, so I thought I'd come here and lend Auntie a helping hand.

You haven't even come in.

Your family really is something. Having you as one is enough, but let's get another.

Like a icehouse.

I invited Xiao Xi.

Ok.

Wash your hands!

The seven step handwashing technique.

I already knew.

Every time she comes, she'll torment me.

Right. We all need to rest earlier today.

Where's Old Lin?

Qiu Qiu, have you seen Grandpa Lin?

Grandpa Lin just went out.

He even "shhed" me and didn't let me make a sound.

How long has Grandpa Lin been gone?

A long, long time.

Xiao Xiao, come take a look.

[Huijuan: I'm leaving. Bank card password 181012.]

What's this supposed to mean?

Let me go make a call.

- The bathroom - Check the bathroom, is he there?

Hurry, hurry, let's go out and take a look!

Gu Wei's dad has a surgery. We don't need to wait for him.

Let's go ahead and eat first.

Use the communal chopsticks.

- Here, Xiao Xi. Eat more. - Thank you Auntie.

Here, big bro, eat more.

Xiao Xi, you and Gu Wei have been MDT colleagues all this time.

Have there been any new medical cases recently?

Recently there's a stage 2 stomach cancer case.

It was only with Gu Wei's convincing the patient to get reexamined that it was confirmed.

Now that patient is already preparing for surgery.

Oh, is that so.

Then you both should collaborate well together.

You young folks, helping each other, looking out for each other,

that's the best.

Bro, are you the MVP?

Mountain Daylight Time.

Mountain Daylight Time.

You treat me as a stupid person? Three doctors here talking about daylight time?

Eat the food, you.

Xiao Xi,

Auntie has always really liked you.

At your age, career is important.

Family needs to be considered all the more.

You and Gu Wei have known each other for so many years,

and you two have always have gotten along well.

No need to always talk about work.

Happenings in daily life should be shared more often.

Gu Wei, he doesn't know how to take care of himself.

When he gets busy, he's just like his dad. Can't be bothered to care about his own health at all.

Hear Auntie out, keep an eye on him more.

Don't worry, Auntie.

Here, have some more shrimp.

Mom, I need to take a call.

-Hello, go ahead. - Hello, Dr. Gu?

The patient at Bed 9 left the hospital without permission.

Right now we're unable to contact him. I'll let the patient's family explain the details to you.

Dr. Gu, it's me, Lin Zhixiao.

I'm sorry to bother you late at night. Here's the situation.

Eat some more.

- You, eat too. - Lin Zhixiao, listen to me. Do not get worried.

The hospital is too big. Don't go looking around blindly.

Have Du Wenjun write you a request and take you to view the security monitors.

I will return to the hospital right away. I will be there in about 15 minutes.

For any other matters, tell me when I get back.

Ok, ok. Thank you Dr. Gu. Got it, got it.

- What'd he say? - Dr. Gu said to help us fill out a request

- to view the security monitors. - Ok. Let's go right now.

- Ok. - All right, all right. - Let's go.

This way.

Gao Xi, Bed 9 Lin Jianguo has left the hospital without permission.

There are suicide signs from the things left behind.

Auntie, take your time eating.

This...

Mom, I'm heading out now.

N-now, i-it's just me left to keep you company.

- Eat, eat. - Ok, ok.

Eat some more.

- Doctor Gu! - Doctor Gu is here.

- Were you able to reach him? - At first, Old Lin wasn't picking up.

But then later he just shut off his phone.

We checked the security monitors. Bed 9 did in fact leave the hospital, but we don't know where he went.

The hospital has strict protocols for dealing with patients leaving the hospital without permission.

Gao Xi, immediately report up to the Chief on duty.

Going now.

Don't panic. Think carefully where Mr. Lin might go.

Where can he go?

Why don't I go home and take a look?

Ok, then you go home. I'll look around in this area. Keep in contact.

Don't panic.

Dr. Gu, I'll go searching then.

Get in the car. I'll take you to go searching.

Dr. Gu, you must be very tired from being busy all day.

- I'm sorry. - It's okay, Lin Jianguo was my patient.

I am his primary attending surgeon.

I have the responsibility to supervise him.

Taking a call.

Hello, Mom, how is it?

I already searched. Your dad isn't home!

He didn't go home?

Don't worry, Madam Lin. Mr. Lin definitely isn't the type of person who doesn't take responsibility.

Believe me, ok? I will definitely find him. Don't worry.

Wait for my news. Hanging up now.

Mr. Lin didn't go home.

Where did he go?

Hello?

Tell me, what is a grown adult doing running out in the middle of the night?

Doesn't he know we're all worrying about him?

Hello, sorry to call you so late. Is our Old Lin with you?

Ah sorry, bye.

He went out alone, what if he has stomach pains? He simply cannot take care of himself.

His phone might be out of battery. I'll think about some other ways.

He left such a paper, what does he want to do? What exactly does he want to do?

Lin Zhixiao,

What's wrong, Lin Zhixiao?

I'm fine. It's just my stomach suddenly started hurting a bit.

Please bear it for a moment. I'll find a spot to pull aside in a bit.

Hold on.

[Suning Convenience Store]

Wait a moment.

[Suning Convenience Store]

Put this on.

[All the essentials]

[Pure cotton pads]

[Pure cotton pads]

[Young girl pads]

Are you buying it for your girlfriend?

You should buy this one. It's small and convenient. It's quite popular recently.

Thank you.

Sir, there's a promotion right now.

You get a gift with this.

- I'll help you bag it up. - Thank you.

Oh, right.

When you women have stomachaches around this time,

what do you usually need...?

Buy some hand warmers.

- Thank you, please add it for me. - And a hot drink.

Thank you.

You treat your girlfriend so well.

Yeah, I'm envious of your girlfriend.

Thank you.

This is for you.

I-I'm much better now.

I'm okay now. We should go look for Teacher Lin.

In your condition, where are you going to go to find him?

Do you know where Teacher Lin usually goes?

What you need to do right now is relax.

Calm down and try to soothe your anxiety.

Being anxious will lead to...

It'll lead to your stomach

to be in more pain.

Don't you doctors have any professional expertise

about this kind of pain?

I'm afraid I'm less of an expert in regards to this question than you.

If you really ask me,

then all I can tell you is to drink more hot water.

Drink it all.

Rest.

Once you're rested, we'll continue to look for him.

Lin Zhixiao.

Why have I never heard you call Teacher Lin "Dad"?

When I was young and in school,

I secretly left school to go out and play.

In the end, I was discovered.

The school was deciding how to discipline me.

So I begged my dad.

I said, "Daddy." Then Teacher Lin told me,

"You're not allowed to call me 'dad." Call me 'Teacher Lin.'"

I remember, that day, the head of my grade level even came to speak on my behalf.

He said a verbal warning would be sufficient.

But Teacher Lin disagreed.

Because he insisted on it,

I had to read a letter of self-reflection

in front of the entire school at the flag-raising ceremony.

Starting from that time,

I never called him "Dad" again.

It was always Teacher Lin.

It seems like Teacher Lin was very strict with you from a young age.

He wasn't just strict.

He was authoritarian.

Do you know what the scariest thing is for a child?

It's when your teacher and your dad become one.

That's exactly what Teacher Lin was.

At home, if I overslept,

he would give me a harsh scolding at home.

Then, after I ran to school,

he would discipline me again as the dean,

and make me run laps.

Isn't that terrible?

I remember one year, my birthday wish

was for my biological father to come and find me,

and tell me,

"Lin Jianguo isn't your birth father."

I think that was my 9th birthday.

And I even ran away from home that day.

Why?

I think it was because Teacher Lin was busy with work.

He didn't celebrate my birthday with me, and he even scolded me.

So I ran away from home in a fit of anger.

I just remember walking and walking for a long time.

I walked until I reached a small stream.

I made a cake for myself out of the dirt by the stream.

And I made a birthday wish by myself.

You ran away from home at such a young age.

Your parents must have been worried sick about you.

They probably were.

I bet you think that when Teacher Lin found me,

he hugged me,

and started crying uncontrollably.

And that he apologized to me, and said he shouldn't have lectured me.

And then he promised to treat me better in the future.

Is that not the case?

I remember that when he found me,

he rushed up to me,

and knocked me over with his foot.

And he pointed at my nose and said,

"Lin Zhixiao! If you dare to run away again,"

"I'll break your legs!"

Starting that day, my parents implemented a curfew.

I wasn't allowed to go anywhere after 6pm.

Every day, he would watch me closely.

After I find him,

I'm going to repeat the same things he said to me, word for word.

"Lin Jianguo! If you dare to run away again,"

"I'll break your legs!"

We will definitely find him.

I'll hold it for you.

- Mom, what's going on? - Let me tell you.

- I know where your dad is. - Where is he?

I just received a text alert. Your dad's mobile payment app is connected to my credit card.

He just bought a train ticket. He's headed to our hometown.

The train is going to leave 45 minutes from now.

- Excuse me, is anyone sitting here? - No.

Thank you.

You can't smoke in here.

Yes, yes, I know.

I'm just smelling it, to ease my craving.

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Someone Liking Someone Else - Yang Zi

♫ Walked by a bustling scenery ♫

♫ But became mesmerized by a single raindrop ♫

♫ Watching it slide through my fingertip ♫

♫ It is like pressing the strings together at the (cello's) intersection ♫

♫ Some insignificant things ♫

♫ Are already planted in my heart at first ♫

♫ Some time later, I'll rely on your smile to recall the memories ♫

♫ Back then, I was so carefree ♫

♫ A sign that a person likes another person ♫

♫ It's slowly drawing closer ♫

♫ Secretly rejoicing how incredible it is ♫

♫ How a person likes another person’s poetic language ♫

♫ It's taking all that you are ♫

♫ Without trace and without space ♫

♫ I'll give all of me to you ♫