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STELLA: Aww! Look at these two.
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She's been dreaming about this
day since she was a sapling.
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He's got a tiny stick up his butt.
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But you can't deny they
were made for each other.
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Stella?
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- Hmm?
- Who are you talking to?
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Oh.
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- Thought I was talking to you.
- Oh, let me guess.
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You two need a wedding cake.
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Actually, we need a funeral cake.
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- That's not a thing.
- Right.
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But I love cake, and it's my funeral.
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My living funeral.
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- I'm dying.
- Wow.
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I'm so sorry.
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Oh, no, don't be.
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My life has been pretty amazing.
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I can honestly say
I wouldn't change a thing.
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STELLA: From the minute I
was diagnosed with cancer,
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my mom and dad were there
for me no matter what.
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- We're here for you.
- No matter what.
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♪ I've been thinking ♪
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Over the next few years,
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my brother Aiden encouraged me
to live like I was dying.
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♪ Just waiting ♪
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Because I was.
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Yeah!
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My sister Elizabeth
never let me miss a beat...
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even when I was at my absolute worst.
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♪
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My family always
helped me face my fears.
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So that dying would seem
like the next great adventure.
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[SCREAMS]
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WOMAN: Would you do something for me?
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Six years in, I thought
I had done it all.
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Would you get me out of here?
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But then I was watching
this sappy cancer movie
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with my sister and her husband, Diego,
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and I realized that there
was still one thing
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left for me to do...
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find true love.
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So after I stopped chemo,
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my dad scraped together
the money to send me
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to the birthplace of love...
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Paris.
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♪ Waiting on a song ♪
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Where I dressed up like a sexy mime
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and waited for my soul mate to appear.
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BOTH: Oh! I'm so sorry.
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He was lost... literally.
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- Can you help me?
- But he was also figuratively lost.
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See, he was afraid to live...
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WES: And she was afraid to die.
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Oh, baby, you've gotta
stop adding that part.
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I was not afraid to die.
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We'll just tell it your way.
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So there we were,
two strangers in Paris...
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falling in love the way only two people
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with nothing else to do truly can.
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♪ Running through the heat, heartbeat ♪
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♪ You shine like silver
in the sunlight ♪
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♪ You light up my whole heart ♪
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♪ It feels like in the sun ♪
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You know what happens next.
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♪ Love like this won't last forever ♪
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♪ I know that love like this
won't last forever ♪
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♪ But I... I don't really mind ♪
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Stella?
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Will you spend the rest of your life...
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with me?
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I love you.
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I love you, too.
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♪ Forever, but I ♪
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♪ Yeah ♪
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So I got my godmother Poppy to marry us.
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Sure, getting married
was a rash decision,
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but it was only a six-to
eight-month commitment, tops.
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- I love you.
- Not yet!
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"Husband and wife,"
I have to say that part.
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And so began the sexiest marriage ever.
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♪ You ♪
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I know what you're thinking.
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Nobody has Sara Bareilles
candle sex every night.
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But we do.
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Because we never know
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if it will be my last night on earth.
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[VOICE BREAKING]
That was a beautiful story.
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A little longer than I expected,
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but... a beautiful story.
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You're life is like one of
those romantic cancer movies.
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I want to give you a free cake.
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Thank you so much.
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Okay. I played the cancer card,
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but you have to play
the hand you're dealt.
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After all, I am dying.
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You're not dying.
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I'm sorry.
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What did you just say?
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The oncolytic virotherapy worked.
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Stella...
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you're cured.
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Oh, my God! That's amazing!
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That's amazing! Thank you so much!
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♪ Your yelling's getting loud ♪
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♪ Keep it down now ♪
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♪ Keep it down now ♪
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♪ There's talk going 'round this town ♪
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♪ Keep it down now ♪
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Needless to say, my living funeral
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took on a whole new meaning.
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♪ Noises closing in from all sides ♪
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♪ Warning all the ways to die ♪
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STELLA: I know that we've been
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down this road before...
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Dr. Chang said that
I'm not in remission...
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I'm cured.
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[CHUCKLES EXCITEDLY]
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MAN: I don't believe it.
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♪
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Oh, Daddy, stop crying.
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You're making me cry.
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Your mom's not gonna stop.
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I'm so glad you're okay.
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Thank you.
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Who are you?
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Oh, I'm Aiden's friend Marlene.
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She's here for emotional support.
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♪
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♪ C'est la vie ♪
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We got rowdy that night.
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Even Dad danced.
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♪ C'est la vie ♪
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♪ It's unforgettable ♪
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DIEGO: All right, hey, guys!
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Why are we still holding these eulogies
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for someone who's not dying?
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Why don't we just burn this thing, huh?
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Who's with me? Come on!
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This thing is not lighting.
Okay, just give me a second.
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All right, okay. Okay, fine, fine, fine.
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- Okay.
- [LAUGHTER]
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Oh, Stel, you should have
invited Dr. Chang
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so we could have thanked her in person.
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- Mmm.
- Oh, this was just for family.
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- And apparently, Marlene.
- Aww!
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Plus, I was thinking that I could...
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I could throw Dr. Chang
her own party next week
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- instead of family dinner.
- Of course, yes!
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So... what are you gonna do
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with the first day of
the rest of your life?
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I don't know.
Maybe I'll apply to college.
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I know a professor who could
write me a good recommendation.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Everything okay, Daddy?
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Yep. Never been better, Stel-belle.
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♪
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Hey, did my dad seem weird to you?
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No, you're dad's
just not a very emotional guy.
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Yeah. It's probably nothing.
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Okay, time for our private celebration.
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Play Sara Bareilles.
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[MUSIC PLAYS]
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Mmm.
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- Mmm. Actually...
- Mm-hmm?
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Um...
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would you mind
if we took the night off?
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- I'm... I'm exhausted, and...
- Yes.
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Absolutely fine. No problem.
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Okay. I'm sorry.
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Today's just... been a lot.
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And I...
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don't want to be up for hours.
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Babe, it doesn't have to take hours.
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I mean, maybe we can just
ditch the 600 candles
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and the indie-rock soundtrack
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and, you know, just get 'er done.
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Oh. Ow.
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Am I the "'er" in
that crude proposition?
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Oh, no. I mean, yes, you are, but I...
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Do you not like the way we have sex?
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I love it. It's not that,
I'm just saying
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that this isn't gonna be
your last night on earth,
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so maybe we could change it up.
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I don't want anything to change.
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- You know what? Never mind.
- Let's just go to bed.
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[SIGHS]
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What are you doing?
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I always fall asleep
with my head on your chest.
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Unless you don't like being
my pillow anymore, either.
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No, I... I love being your pillow.
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Get in there.
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Yeah.
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As I lay there, I could feel
things were already changing,
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I just didn't know how much.
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- [IN DISTANCE] What?
- Hi, Daddy.
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Oh.
-Just came to see how you were doing.
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Can't talk, Stel-belle,
late for my lecture.
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- Oh.
- Rent's on the counter.
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Love you.
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What's going on?
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Mom just left Dad.
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Do you... Do you want a waffle?
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AIDEN: These waffles are amazing.
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- You should try it.
- Can you just stop with the waffle?
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You're right, this is serious.
A waffle isn't the answer.
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Oh, I also have three flavors
of Tasty Strudel...
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Will someone just tell me what happened?
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Lizzie, you take it.
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Oh, okay.
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The way Mom and Dad
act around you is a show.
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They've got problems.
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They just kept them from you
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because Dr. Chang
told us not to dump in,
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because creating a positive
emotional environment
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would give you a better shot
at beating cancer.
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So...
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we all kept stuff from you.
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You all have...
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secrets you've been hiding from
me for the last eight years?
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- [MUFFLED] Oh, uh...
- No, no secrets.
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I'm good.
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Are you lying?
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- Obviously.
- Aiden is stress-eating.
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So what are you're problems?
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Uh, Aiden is a grown man
who still lives at home,
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sells his ADD medication to soccer moms,
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and uses your cancer to guilt
them into sleeping with him.
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- Well, Elizabeth hates her children.
- I do not!
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Please, you said that you would
trade them for a massage chair.
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I said that once.
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Okay, okay. I will admit I...
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made sacrifices in my career
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so that I could have children early
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to give Mom and Dad
something positive to focus on.
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And I may regret that.
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And I may regret selling drugs
and sleeping with soccer moms.
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- You do?
- No! It's so fun!
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Guys, I do what I have to.
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Dad gives handouts
to his dying daughter,
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but all he gives his loser son is grief.
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- And a place to live.
- Reluctantly.
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He gives that reluctantly.
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Okay, you... might be beyond help.
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But, Lizzie...
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if you need to focus on work,
I can babysit.
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- You know nothing about kids.
- That's not true. I know a lot.
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I believe...
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the children are our future.
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That sounds about right.
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I do have a stupid client
dinner tomorrow night and...
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- Done!
- Oh.
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I probably should have run that by Wes,
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but I figured he'd be cool with it.
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He loves to make me happy.
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I mean, the past six months,
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I did whatever it took
to make her happy,
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even when it didn't
always make me happy.
261
00:11:36,773 --> 00:11:38,273
Now I'm starting to worry
262
00:11:38,298 --> 00:11:40,476
if I can keep it up
for the rest of our lives.
263
00:11:40,501 --> 00:11:41,851
Uh, you see, Wes,
264
00:11:42,148 --> 00:11:44,303
this is a support group
265
00:11:44,328 --> 00:11:46,843
for the spouses of the terminally ill,
266
00:11:46,868 --> 00:11:48,710
which you no longer are.
267
00:11:48,735 --> 00:11:52,187
That's why we ordered you
this celebratory pizza.
268
00:11:53,343 --> 00:11:56,406
Ah, you guy! You're the best.
269
00:11:56,698 --> 00:11:58,904
Just before we dig into it,
though, can I ask you...
270
00:11:58,929 --> 00:12:00,210
No. No.
271
00:12:00,434 --> 00:12:02,656
Wes, this pizza is a...
272
00:12:03,462 --> 00:12:05,125
it's a gesture of...
273
00:12:05,900 --> 00:12:06,966
good-bye.
274
00:12:07,414 --> 00:12:09,140
It's a good-bye pizza.
275
00:12:11,279 --> 00:12:12,609
Yeah. Let's eat.
276
00:12:12,824 --> 00:12:14,132
♪
277
00:12:17,648 --> 00:12:19,576
I knew that my dad
wasn't the type of guy
278
00:12:19,578 --> 00:12:21,531
that was gonna tell me
what was going on,
279
00:12:21,597 --> 00:12:23,263
so I went to him.
280
00:12:24,016 --> 00:12:25,335
♪
281
00:12:29,762 --> 00:12:32,406
- Hey, Daddy.
- Stel-belle.
282
00:12:33,281 --> 00:12:34,554
What are you doing here?
283
00:12:34,579 --> 00:12:36,312
Can we talk about you and Mom?
284
00:12:36,875 --> 00:12:38,937
We're fine.
- She left you.
285
00:12:39,057 --> 00:12:40,359
We've been better.
286
00:12:42,350 --> 00:12:43,984
I know you want to protect me.
287
00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:47,092
Lizzie told me about
the whole dumping in thing
288
00:12:47,117 --> 00:12:49,239
while Aiden claimed you
thought he was a loser.
289
00:12:49,241 --> 00:12:50,429
He is a loser.
290
00:12:50,976 --> 00:12:53,975
He spent an entire week hiding
our garden gnomes in places
291
00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:55,859
- that would scare me in the dark.
- [CHUCKLES]
292
00:12:56,367 --> 00:12:57,460
That's...
293
00:12:58,186 --> 00:12:59,406
not funny.
294
00:13:01,187 --> 00:13:03,718
Dad, you don't have to
protect me anymore.
295
00:13:05,031 --> 00:13:08,007
Just tell me what happened.
Why did Mom leave?
296
00:13:08,260 --> 00:13:10,625
She's just staying
at Poppy's for a while
297
00:13:10,650 --> 00:13:13,429
while she processes the fact...
298
00:13:14,282 --> 00:13:15,851
we may have to sell the house.
299
00:13:16,590 --> 00:13:17,656
Why?
300
00:13:18,281 --> 00:13:19,781
I can't afford the mortgage.
301
00:13:21,132 --> 00:13:22,506
Or the second mortgage.
302
00:13:22,508 --> 00:13:24,890
Well, if you were hurting,
why didn't you say something?
303
00:13:25,752 --> 00:13:28,554
You didn't have to pay
for Paris or my wedding.
304
00:13:29,823 --> 00:13:30,956
Or my rent.
305
00:13:31,365 --> 00:13:35,273
No, I don't regret
helping you for one second.
306
00:13:36,289 --> 00:13:37,890
But I should have been more responsible
307
00:13:37,915 --> 00:13:39,147
with how much I helped.
308
00:13:39,446 --> 00:13:41,382
I should have told your mother sooner.
309
00:13:44,054 --> 00:13:45,329
For the first time in my life,
310
00:13:45,331 --> 00:13:48,031
my dad needed my help
more than I needed his.
311
00:13:48,445 --> 00:13:50,773
Here's what we're gonna do.
I'll talk to Mom,
312
00:13:50,798 --> 00:13:53,515
and you are gonna figure out
how to save the house.
313
00:13:54,054 --> 00:13:58,289
And to help, I am cutting
myself off financially,
314
00:13:58,710 --> 00:13:59,910
starting right now.
315
00:14:00,148 --> 00:14:01,375
Rent check...
316
00:14:02,312 --> 00:14:03,562
What about college?
317
00:14:03,718 --> 00:14:06,210
- College is for dorks.
- I'm a college professor.
318
00:14:07,494 --> 00:14:08,781
I'll get a job.
319
00:14:09,828 --> 00:14:12,984
So I did the same thing
every desperate millennial
320
00:14:13,009 --> 00:14:16,303
with a funky haircut does,
I became a barista.
321
00:14:16,328 --> 00:14:17,995
Never show up without the hat.
322
00:14:18,148 --> 00:14:20,875
Yes! My first job ever!
323
00:14:21,382 --> 00:14:22,835
Was it my dream job?
324
00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:25,257
No. But it was a start.
325
00:14:25,414 --> 00:14:27,185
And now that I was
pulling my own weight,
326
00:14:27,210 --> 00:14:28,578
I thought it would be a good time for me
327
00:14:28,603 --> 00:14:30,843
to go by my godmother's house
and talk to my mom.
328
00:14:31,477 --> 00:14:32,750
♪
329
00:14:38,649 --> 00:14:40,023
I thought wrong.
330
00:14:42,828 --> 00:14:44,413
As I watched my mother make up
331
00:14:44,438 --> 00:14:46,554
for missing 30 years of Lilith Fair,
332
00:14:46,796 --> 00:14:49,607
I realized why she loved
her Subaru so much.
333
00:14:49,859 --> 00:14:52,398
I also realize that I knew
lots of lesbian cliches.
334
00:14:52,570 --> 00:14:53,882
What the hell?!
335
00:14:54,351 --> 00:14:56,710
- Oh! Oh, my gosh!
- What is going on?
336
00:14:56,735 --> 00:14:57,834
Honey, honey, this...
337
00:14:58,030 --> 00:14:59,679
this doesn't mean
what you think it means.
338
00:14:59,765 --> 00:15:01,851
- It doesn't?
- Oh, I don't know. I mean, we have...
339
00:15:01,937 --> 00:15:03,500
- we should talk about this.
- Maybe later?
340
00:15:03,525 --> 00:15:05,484
Yeah, this is between you and your mom.
341
00:15:05,550 --> 00:15:07,812
- I will be inside. If you need me...
- She doesn't.
342
00:15:07,869 --> 00:15:10,445
She's married to my dad... who you know.
343
00:15:10,484 --> 00:15:11,804
- I should go.
- Yeah.
344
00:15:11,829 --> 00:15:13,085
- Right?
- Yeah.
345
00:15:13,655 --> 00:15:15,421
Okay, ok, okay, okay.
346
00:15:15,492 --> 00:15:17,771
Don't attack Poppy.
This isn't her fault.
347
00:15:17,796 --> 00:15:19,273
Okay, then whose fault is it?
348
00:15:19,304 --> 00:15:20,604
Probably mine.
349
00:15:20,645 --> 00:15:22,492
Wait, so this isn't about the house?
350
00:15:23,104 --> 00:15:24,328
The hous... no.
351
00:15:24,526 --> 00:15:27,194
No, your father lying about money
352
00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:29,320
is just part of the problem, honey.
353
00:15:29,703 --> 00:15:31,312
He closed himself off.
354
00:15:31,337 --> 00:15:33,593
So you're having an affair with Poppy?
355
00:15:33,618 --> 00:15:34,632
No.
356
00:15:35,121 --> 00:15:36,421
No, this is the first time anything
357
00:15:36,423 --> 00:15:37,937
has gotten physical with us.
358
00:15:37,962 --> 00:15:40,429
- Well, second... third.
- Oh.
359
00:15:40,523 --> 00:15:42,734
Our connection is mainly emotional.
360
00:15:42,829 --> 00:15:45,789
So you're having an emotional affair.
361
00:15:46,099 --> 00:15:48,233
Oh. You're making it sound so tacky.
362
00:15:48,235 --> 00:15:51,187
Well, it is tacky. You still
have her lip gloss on your chin.
363
00:15:51,212 --> 00:15:53,742
Ew. What? Oh, God, look, I'm just...
364
00:15:54,382 --> 00:15:57,367
okay, look, I am just trying
to explain that I am...
365
00:15:57,392 --> 00:15:59,210
I'm very confused.
366
00:16:00,438 --> 00:16:01,671
Look, honey...
367
00:16:02,451 --> 00:16:04,421
I have always put our family first.
368
00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:08,421
But now it's my turn to start
thinking about my needs.
369
00:16:08,446 --> 00:16:09,953
You have to talk to Dad.
370
00:16:10,450 --> 00:16:13,265
And give him a chance to fix this.
371
00:16:13,562 --> 00:16:16,594
I do. I will.
I will talk to him, I promise.
372
00:16:16,820 --> 00:16:19,864
But until I do, can we please
keep this between the two of us?
373
00:16:20,500 --> 00:16:21,570
[SIGHS] Of course.
374
00:16:21,595 --> 00:16:23,829
But everyone knows telling
the person you're married
375
00:16:23,854 --> 00:16:24,953
to doesn't count.
376
00:16:25,207 --> 00:16:27,085
- Oh.
- Morning.
377
00:16:27,452 --> 00:16:28,684
Good morning.
378
00:16:29,328 --> 00:16:31,203
I still can't believe
about your mum and Poppy.
379
00:16:31,228 --> 00:16:33,914
Oh, it's nothing.
Just having a midlife crisis.
380
00:16:35,921 --> 00:16:37,749
Well, maybe it's a good thing
381
00:16:37,751 --> 00:16:39,960
that she's taking some time
to sort stuff out, you know?
382
00:16:40,179 --> 00:16:41,859
You can't really have a happy marriage
383
00:16:41,884 --> 00:16:44,023
without being honest about who you are.
384
00:16:44,946 --> 00:16:46,203
Whose side are you on?
385
00:16:46,343 --> 00:16:48,765
Your side, babe.
I'm always on your side.
386
00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:51,296
You know, unless we were on a boat
387
00:16:51,298 --> 00:16:54,367
and being the same side as you
is gonna make the boat tip.
388
00:16:54,392 --> 00:16:55,800
I mean then I would...
389
00:16:55,882 --> 00:16:57,554
obviously move to the other side,
390
00:16:57,642 --> 00:16:58,808
for your safety.
391
00:16:58,927 --> 00:17:00,156
But, no, I would...
392
00:17:00,181 --> 00:17:02,014
I would still be on
your side metaphorically.
393
00:17:02,162 --> 00:17:03,343
Okay.
394
00:17:04,328 --> 00:17:05,998
I just feel like
you're acting weird around me
395
00:17:06,023 --> 00:17:07,500
since we found out I was cured.
396
00:17:08,300 --> 00:17:10,500
Hmm. Uh, no.
397
00:17:11,101 --> 00:17:12,360
No, not doing that.
398
00:17:12,781 --> 00:17:15,546
He was doing that,
but I couldn't deal with it.
399
00:17:15,571 --> 00:17:16,796
I had to go to work,
400
00:17:16,828 --> 00:17:19,281
where I learned a fun
new way to spell "Julie."
401
00:17:19,306 --> 00:17:22,515
J-O-O-L-I-E.
402
00:17:23,063 --> 00:17:24,203
Adorable.
403
00:17:24,266 --> 00:17:26,195
- I'll go get that ready.
- Thank you.
404
00:17:29,848 --> 00:17:31,782
I'm having a lot of difficulty
with these names.
405
00:17:31,807 --> 00:17:34,031
Oh, yeah, I just draw little pictures.
406
00:17:36,044 --> 00:17:37,507
Hottie incoming.
407
00:17:37,568 --> 00:17:39,648
- Ew, that's my brother.
- I call dibs.
408
00:17:39,775 --> 00:17:42,281
Yeah, you don't have to,
'cause that's my brother.
409
00:17:43,029 --> 00:17:45,203
- Aiden, what are you doing here?
- Do you remember Marlene?
410
00:17:45,228 --> 00:17:46,851
Yeah, you brought her to my funeral.
411
00:17:47,007 --> 00:17:48,353
Oh, my God. You died?
412
00:17:48,355 --> 00:17:50,257
Okay, can you just go
be dumb over there?
413
00:17:50,282 --> 00:17:51,445
Whatever.
414
00:17:51,734 --> 00:17:53,324
Well, she just called me to tell me
415
00:17:53,326 --> 00:17:54,968
that her husband was
coming by the house to,
416
00:17:54,993 --> 00:17:56,972
you know, kill me,
so I had to get out of there.
417
00:17:57,007 --> 00:17:59,070
- Marlene's married?
- Totally.
418
00:17:59,710 --> 00:18:01,125
What is wrong with our family?
419
00:18:01,296 --> 00:18:04,671
I don't have the time necessary
to answer that question.
420
00:18:05,043 --> 00:18:06,351
Shh, shh, that's him!
421
00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:07,664
Aiden!
422
00:18:08,265 --> 00:18:09,398
[SIGHS]
423
00:18:09,867 --> 00:18:12,343
Okay, Aiden, this is crazy.
424
00:18:12,368 --> 00:18:14,579
You cannot be dating married women.
425
00:18:14,773 --> 00:18:15,812
We're not dating.
426
00:18:15,837 --> 00:18:17,656
Why are you talking to this
man instead of working?
427
00:18:17,681 --> 00:18:20,882
Oh. I... I don't know
if I'd call him a man.
428
00:18:21,382 --> 00:18:22,695
Ouch.
429
00:18:23,804 --> 00:18:25,218
Do you have a back door?
430
00:18:26,350 --> 00:18:27,593
Okay, uh...
431
00:18:27,706 --> 00:18:28,867
I'll find it.
432
00:18:31,247 --> 00:18:32,984
Sorry. Back to the grind.
433
00:18:33,828 --> 00:18:35,585
Uh, coffee grind.
434
00:18:36,135 --> 00:18:38,132
- Where's your hat?
- Where's your hat?
435
00:18:38,765 --> 00:18:40,398
No hat, no shift.
436
00:18:42,299 --> 00:18:44,257
Clearly, I was failing at work.
437
00:18:44,409 --> 00:18:47,492
But I hoped babysitting
Lizzie's kids would go better.
438
00:18:47,517 --> 00:18:49,335
I want to wear your shiny ring.
439
00:18:49,601 --> 00:18:52,139
No. No, I don't think
that's a good idea.
440
00:18:52,164 --> 00:18:53,554
- I want it.
- Okay.
441
00:18:55,121 --> 00:18:56,367
Ah! Oh!
442
00:18:56,984 --> 00:18:59,203
[DEEP VOICE] Frank, I am your father.
443
00:19:00,638 --> 00:19:02,437
- You are?!
- [NORMALLY] No.
444
00:19:02,462 --> 00:19:04,273
No, that's just from the movie.
445
00:19:04,612 --> 00:19:05,796
Okay?
446
00:19:06,384 --> 00:19:08,195
Wow, I can't believe you've
never seen "Star Wars."
447
00:19:08,220 --> 00:19:10,335
- I'm five.
- Right.
448
00:19:10,711 --> 00:19:13,328
Well, by the time Auntie Stelly
and my kids are five,
449
00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:16,125
they are gonna know every word.
450
00:19:16,550 --> 00:19:18,046
You said you didn't want kids.
451
00:19:19,012 --> 00:19:20,179
Did I?
452
00:19:21,683 --> 00:19:25,421
Well, that was because you said
you didn't want kids, you know?
453
00:19:26,241 --> 00:19:28,625
Well, that's an issue.
454
00:19:29,265 --> 00:19:32,123
It's an even bigger issue
that you lied to me.
455
00:19:33,023 --> 00:19:34,296
[GULPS] We should
talk about this later.
456
00:19:34,321 --> 00:19:35,382
Why can't we just talk
about it right now?
457
00:19:35,407 --> 00:19:37,195
Because Fiona swallowed your ring.
458
00:19:38,061 --> 00:19:39,304
My bad.
459
00:19:41,789 --> 00:19:44,804
So... there's the ring.
460
00:19:45,125 --> 00:19:48,327
And there's what appears to be a...
461
00:19:48,890 --> 00:19:50,132
small toy car.
462
00:19:51,532 --> 00:19:53,766
Okay. Well, this, too, shall pass.
463
00:19:54,140 --> 00:19:56,304
Just tell your sister
to keep an eye on her stool.
464
00:19:56,837 --> 00:19:58,570
Okay, I... I can't ask my sister to see
465
00:19:58,572 --> 00:19:59,998
if her kid's crapping diamonds
466
00:20:00,023 --> 00:20:01,328
without an explanation.
467
00:20:01,353 --> 00:20:02,781
Crap's a bad word.
468
00:20:02,806 --> 00:20:04,820
Don't you judge me, you ate my ring.
469
00:20:06,172 --> 00:20:07,320
You okay?
470
00:20:09,156 --> 00:20:11,015
Yes. Sorry. I'm just...
471
00:20:12,047 --> 00:20:14,890
just trying to adjust
to a post-cancer world.
472
00:20:15,614 --> 00:20:16,847
Tell me about it.
473
00:20:16,872 --> 00:20:19,551
Thought I'd spend my whole life
trying to find a cure,
474
00:20:19,576 --> 00:20:20,765
but it didn't take that long.
475
00:20:20,790 --> 00:20:22,960
So now I have no idea
what to do with myself.
476
00:20:23,914 --> 00:20:26,992
I feel like you should
probably keep curing people.
477
00:20:27,664 --> 00:20:31,359
What I meant was my whole life's
been so focused on one thing
478
00:20:31,384 --> 00:20:33,171
that I haven't had time
to do anything else,
479
00:20:33,196 --> 00:20:34,882
like... date.
480
00:20:35,611 --> 00:20:36,726
[GASPS]
481
00:20:36,751 --> 00:20:38,476
Oh, my God. Yes!
482
00:20:38,501 --> 00:20:40,028
You should date my brother.
483
00:20:40,030 --> 00:20:42,093
I can't date my patient's brother.
484
00:20:42,882 --> 00:20:44,671
God, no matter how sexy he is.
485
00:20:44,696 --> 00:20:47,492
Yeah, but I'm not your patient anymore.
486
00:20:48,132 --> 00:20:50,171
So, I mean, come on,
what do you have to lose?
487
00:20:50,296 --> 00:20:51,773
My virginity.
488
00:20:52,750 --> 00:20:54,343
- Oh.
- I'm kidding.
489
00:20:55,009 --> 00:20:57,466
Sort of. Okay, you're right,
maybe you can set us up
490
00:20:57,491 --> 00:20:58,765
at my thank you party tomorrow night.
491
00:20:58,790 --> 00:21:01,124
Oh, no! I forgot all about her party.
492
00:21:01,332 --> 00:21:03,820
Totally. Yes, that's perfect.
493
00:21:04,062 --> 00:21:06,320
I... I am so excited for your party.
494
00:21:06,875 --> 00:21:08,570
You know, I even wrote you a speech.
495
00:21:08,828 --> 00:21:11,159
Nope. No, I didn't. Why did I say that?
496
00:21:11,161 --> 00:21:12,170
WES: I'm sorry.
497
00:21:12,195 --> 00:21:14,476
ELIZABETH: Well, she was crying.
Was anybody watching her?
498
00:21:14,501 --> 00:21:15,835
- Lizzie?
- She just...
499
00:21:16,742 --> 00:21:18,195
How did you know we were here?
500
00:21:18,357 --> 00:21:20,490
Wes called me. The question
is why didn't you?
501
00:21:20,515 --> 00:21:24,289
Because I... I had
the situation under control.
502
00:21:24,314 --> 00:21:26,429
Clearly. Have they eaten?
503
00:21:26,471 --> 00:21:29,187
- I ate fancy jewelry.
- Honey.
504
00:21:29,387 --> 00:21:31,312
Okay, you guys, let's just... let's go.
505
00:21:32,242 --> 00:21:33,656
Sorry, Lizzie!
506
00:21:34,316 --> 00:21:36,132
Please keep an eye on her stool!
507
00:21:38,961 --> 00:21:40,414
Nice work, narc.
508
00:21:40,439 --> 00:21:43,703
Wait, so it's not okay
for your family to lie to you,
509
00:21:43,728 --> 00:21:45,593
but fine for you to lie to them.
510
00:21:45,618 --> 00:21:47,851
Of course not, that's why
I needed you to do it.
511
00:21:48,398 --> 00:21:50,812
Well, I'm sorry, but I thought
Fiona was in danger.
512
00:21:50,837 --> 00:21:52,304
Well, you were wrong.
513
00:21:53,740 --> 00:21:54,875
Stella?
514
00:21:56,919 --> 00:21:58,312
We're parked this way.
515
00:22:02,946 --> 00:22:04,781
The next morning was the first time
516
00:22:04,806 --> 00:22:06,195
in six months of marriage that
517
00:22:06,220 --> 00:22:08,927
Wes and I didn't speak
a word, other than...
518
00:22:08,952 --> 00:22:10,789
Don't forget, we have
the party for Dr. Chang
519
00:22:10,814 --> 00:22:11,979
at my parents' house tonight.
520
00:22:12,075 --> 00:22:14,453
- You sure that's still a good idea?
- Nope.
521
00:22:17,484 --> 00:22:19,015
But that didn't stop me
522
00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:20,750
from going to decorate the back yard.
523
00:22:21,664 --> 00:22:22,960
♪
524
00:22:32,752 --> 00:22:35,132
[TWIG SNAPS, LEAVES RUSTLE]
525
00:22:36,448 --> 00:22:37,664
Mom?
526
00:22:39,101 --> 00:22:40,890
Stel-belle! Hi, honey!
527
00:22:41,151 --> 00:22:43,093
What are you...
What are you doing here, honey?
528
00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:45,803
What are you doing here?
529
00:22:45,828 --> 00:22:49,015
Oh, um... I came to see your dad.
530
00:22:49,171 --> 00:22:51,335
But first I stopped and got some...
531
00:22:51,757 --> 00:22:54,007
some vodka for courage and a...
532
00:22:54,223 --> 00:22:56,906
Slim Jim... for protein.
533
00:22:58,062 --> 00:23:00,131
For some reason, I can't seem
to make it past the yard,
534
00:23:00,156 --> 00:23:02,021
so you know what,
I think I'm just gonna spend
535
00:23:02,046 --> 00:23:03,679
the rest of the day in this bush.
536
00:23:04,148 --> 00:23:06,609
Oh, hey, look. No, it's a vodka bush.
537
00:23:06,649 --> 00:23:10,151
- I haven't seen you yet.
- No, no. No. Okay, uh...
538
00:23:10,781 --> 00:23:12,880
- I'm gonna take you inside.
- Okay.
539
00:23:13,093 --> 00:23:14,796
- You and Dad have to fix this.
- Yeah.
540
00:23:15,018 --> 00:23:17,687
All right, and that starts
with you telling him the truth.
541
00:23:17,712 --> 00:23:19,070
Yeah. Okay.
542
00:23:21,336 --> 00:23:22,390
[GASPS]
543
00:23:22,638 --> 00:23:23,828
Aiden!
544
00:23:24,028 --> 00:23:25,132
[SIGHS]
545
00:23:26,437 --> 00:23:28,382
Okay, time to heal.
546
00:23:29,132 --> 00:23:30,546
I'm in love with Poppy.
547
00:23:31,042 --> 00:23:32,281
Wait, what?
548
00:23:32,702 --> 00:23:33,935
Mom, I thought we agreed
549
00:23:33,937 --> 00:23:35,870
that you were gonna give Dad
a chance to fix this?
550
00:23:35,872 --> 00:23:37,703
I... I, um, I thought I was, too.
551
00:23:37,728 --> 00:23:39,703
But when I pounded those mini bottles
552
00:23:39,728 --> 00:23:41,008
and I snapped into the Slim Jim,
553
00:23:41,010 --> 00:23:42,710
something in me snapped.
554
00:23:42,815 --> 00:23:44,234
Mom, what are you doing?
555
00:23:45,289 --> 00:23:46,640
I'm coming out.
556
00:23:47,173 --> 00:23:49,781
As a bi... sexual person.
557
00:23:50,234 --> 00:23:51,421
Is that how you say it?
558
00:23:51,617 --> 00:23:53,171
I'm new, so I don't know the lingo yet.
559
00:23:53,196 --> 00:23:55,570
You can't be bi. You're almost 50!
560
00:23:55,595 --> 00:23:58,236
Sexuality doesn't have
a statute of limitations, Peter.
561
00:23:58,261 --> 00:24:00,161
Sexuality is fluid.
562
00:24:00,163 --> 00:24:01,710
Oh, really? Where did you hear that?
563
00:24:01,735 --> 00:24:03,942
Shouldn't I be able to do
what makes me happy?
564
00:24:03,967 --> 00:24:05,531
I thought I made you happy.
565
00:24:06,648 --> 00:24:08,734
You did, Peter, a long time ago.
566
00:24:08,972 --> 00:24:11,390
Really, Ida? This is
coming out of nowhere!
567
00:24:11,415 --> 00:24:13,570
Coming out of nowhere?
This is happening right now!
568
00:24:13,595 --> 00:24:15,937
As I watched my parents'
marriage fall apart,
569
00:24:15,962 --> 00:24:17,304
all I could think was...
570
00:24:17,329 --> 00:24:19,289
Guys, what about the party tonight?
571
00:24:19,338 --> 00:24:20,172
I'll be there.
572
00:24:20,197 --> 00:24:22,096
Me, too, sweetie. We're still a family.
573
00:24:22,234 --> 00:24:24,051
Sure, we're a family
when it suits you...
574
00:24:24,053 --> 00:24:25,234
I know that seems selfish,
575
00:24:25,259 --> 00:24:27,093
but I didn't want to let down Dr. Chang.
576
00:24:27,573 --> 00:24:28,945
Tonight should be fun.
577
00:24:33,025 --> 00:24:35,759
I cannot believe we're going
through this with party.
578
00:24:37,212 --> 00:24:41,165
I cannot believe mom is a bi.
579
00:24:41,915 --> 00:24:43,844
- What are we gonna do?
- [EXHALES]
580
00:24:44,415 --> 00:24:47,493
♪ You can get lost
in the music forever ♪
581
00:24:47,518 --> 00:24:48,962
Are you asking me or yourself?
582
00:24:49,411 --> 00:24:50,727
- I'm not sure.
- [SIGHS]
583
00:24:53,009 --> 00:24:55,235
I used to have all the answers,
but now I don't.
584
00:24:55,785 --> 00:24:57,360
I don't know anything at all.
585
00:25:00,508 --> 00:25:02,337
- Hmm.
- ♪ The world's still spinning ♪
586
00:25:03,007 --> 00:25:05,032
That's called growing up, kid.
587
00:25:06,476 --> 00:25:07,929
What do you know about growing up?
588
00:25:08,679 --> 00:25:10,444
You still mix chocolate milk
in your mouth.
589
00:25:10,469 --> 00:25:12,522
Because that's the right way to do it.
590
00:25:13,285 --> 00:25:17,241
Look, I know enough
about growing up to know...
591
00:25:18,413 --> 00:25:19,733
it's not for me.
592
00:25:19,758 --> 00:25:22,280
I also know that it
doesn't happen overnight.
593
00:25:22,305 --> 00:25:24,116
It takes decades. So...
594
00:25:26,989 --> 00:25:28,390
you can't give up.
595
00:25:29,327 --> 00:25:30,663
You beat certain death.
596
00:25:30,688 --> 00:25:33,429
I think you can figure out
how to handle uncertain life.
597
00:25:36,696 --> 00:25:38,029
You're right.
598
00:25:38,945 --> 00:25:41,429
Hey, can I use that line
for my speech tonight?
599
00:25:43,625 --> 00:25:44,960
What did I just say?
600
00:25:45,641 --> 00:25:46,733
Are you serious?
601
00:25:46,867 --> 00:25:48,061
You just said it.
602
00:25:48,255 --> 00:25:50,936
Like, we just had
an entire conversation.
603
00:25:51,124 --> 00:25:52,601
We did?
- Yeah.
604
00:25:52,838 --> 00:25:54,616
You give me really good advice.
605
00:25:55,990 --> 00:25:58,577
And as a thank you, I said that I was...
606
00:25:59,194 --> 00:26:01,686
gonna hook you up with
Dr. Chang tonight at her party.
607
00:26:01,847 --> 00:26:04,507
- Cool! Oh.
- You said you'd wear a tie.
608
00:26:04,726 --> 00:26:06,444
You said you'd even
decorate the bark yard
609
00:26:06,469 --> 00:26:08,257
so I could go change
and write my speech.
610
00:26:08,433 --> 00:26:09,686
Really?
611
00:26:10,135 --> 00:26:12,858
I don't think I'm the sort
of guy who decorates and...
612
00:26:13,483 --> 00:26:15,280
I'm pretty sure I don't own a tie.
613
00:26:15,305 --> 00:26:16,538
No, you got this.
614
00:26:18,218 --> 00:26:19,663
This a chandelier?
615
00:26:20,966 --> 00:26:22,140
♪
616
00:26:23,921 --> 00:26:25,671
Hey. What are you up to?
617
00:26:26,203 --> 00:26:29,405
I just finished writing
my speech for Dr. Chang.
618
00:26:30,288 --> 00:26:31,726
I think it's really bad-ass,
619
00:26:31,751 --> 00:26:33,788
and I wrote it on cocktail napkins,
620
00:26:33,813 --> 00:26:35,030
which is great because then we can just
621
00:26:35,055 --> 00:26:36,382
repurpose them for cocktails.
622
00:26:36,407 --> 00:26:37,647
They're actually made from bamboo,
623
00:26:37,672 --> 00:26:39,116
which I thought it was
just used for panda food,
624
00:26:39,141 --> 00:26:40,828
but it turns out you can use it
for a lot of reusable stuff,
625
00:26:40,853 --> 00:26:42,780
like plates and napkins
and even diapers.
626
00:26:42,805 --> 00:26:44,249
Are you doing that thing where you...
627
00:26:44,503 --> 00:26:46,929
over-talk to avoid having
a real conversation?
628
00:26:48,683 --> 00:26:49,749
I think so.
629
00:26:50,995 --> 00:26:52,493
- It's just that I...
- Look, I'm sorry.
630
00:26:54,086 --> 00:26:55,257
You go.
631
00:26:55,987 --> 00:26:59,421
Stella, I'm sorry I didn't
tell you I wanted to have kids.
632
00:27:00,349 --> 00:27:02,515
I really am. It's just at the time...
633
00:27:03,378 --> 00:27:06,280
we didn't have a... a future.
634
00:27:08,777 --> 00:27:11,811
But now we do,
and I'm so happy about that.
635
00:27:12,571 --> 00:27:14,905
I want to be honest about who we are.
636
00:27:18,069 --> 00:27:19,968
- You go first.
- Why do I have to go first?
637
00:27:19,993 --> 00:27:22,429
- Because I won the coin toss.
- When was there a coin toss?
638
00:27:22,454 --> 00:27:25,140
It happened earlier.
You missed it, unfortunately.
639
00:27:26,396 --> 00:27:28,529
Okay. Okay, I'll go first.
640
00:27:33,276 --> 00:27:35,311
"Love Actually"
isn't my favorite movie.
641
00:27:35,694 --> 00:27:37,108
[GASPS]
642
00:27:37,517 --> 00:27:38,741
Oh.
643
00:27:39,938 --> 00:27:41,471
Okay, go on.
644
00:27:42,077 --> 00:27:44,522
I don't love hard-boiled eggs.
645
00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:46,835
I mean, they're your favorite,
but they're not mine.
646
00:27:47,522 --> 00:27:49,887
I don't love the music
of Sara Bareilles, either.
647
00:27:49,889 --> 00:27:52,413
I mean, I'm British. I can't
allow myself to be that happy.
648
00:27:52,686 --> 00:27:55,905
Also, I'd like you to spank me, maybe...
649
00:27:55,930 --> 00:27:58,382
not all the time,
just maybe during sex...
650
00:27:58,780 --> 00:28:01,327
or if we're playing a team sport
and I do a really good job.
651
00:28:01,549 --> 00:28:04,383
Um, I don't love the...
I don't love the way that, um...
652
00:28:04,534 --> 00:28:07,235
I can't keep going outside
every time I have to fart.
653
00:28:07,749 --> 00:28:08,866
I mean, winter's coming,
654
00:28:08,891 --> 00:28:11,351
I'm not gonna be able to spend
that kind of time outdoors.
655
00:28:12,545 --> 00:28:13,897
[SIGHS] Also...
656
00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:15,952
I don't love being your pillow.
657
00:28:16,258 --> 00:28:18,351
It is nice for a minute,
658
00:28:18,376 --> 00:28:21,140
but then my arm falls asleep
and there's a real chance
659
00:28:21,165 --> 00:28:23,031
I'm developing permanent nerve damage.
660
00:28:23,077 --> 00:28:24,601
If I can't lift my hands above my head,
661
00:28:24,626 --> 00:28:26,061
how am I ever gonna wash my hair?
662
00:28:26,527 --> 00:28:28,569
Well, you know what, it's not important.
663
00:28:29,990 --> 00:28:31,757
What is important is...
664
00:28:34,015 --> 00:28:35,226
...I love you.
665
00:28:35,251 --> 00:28:38,397
And I'm so sorry
that I have lied to you.
666
00:28:41,889 --> 00:28:43,390
Can you ever forgive me?
667
00:28:44,114 --> 00:28:46,468
I couldn't answer because I didn't know.
668
00:28:47,123 --> 00:28:49,226
- Stella?
- I didn't know him.
669
00:28:49,495 --> 00:28:52,327
Hey, little sis, back yard is all done.
670
00:28:52,352 --> 00:28:53,765
Apparently, I do decorate.
671
00:28:53,790 --> 00:28:57,218
Marlene is finishing up some
fabulous little centerpiece.
672
00:28:57,243 --> 00:28:59,765
- Why is Marlene here?
- You invited her at your funeral.
673
00:28:59,790 --> 00:29:01,968
I told you I was setting you up
with Dr. Chang tonight.
674
00:29:02,335 --> 00:29:03,593
Does Dr. Chang know that?
675
00:29:03,618 --> 00:29:04,788
- Yes.
- Yikes!
676
00:29:04,813 --> 00:29:06,991
Uh, well, this is awkward.
677
00:29:07,079 --> 00:29:08,749
Good evening, party people.
678
00:29:10,109 --> 00:29:11,241
Oh.
679
00:29:14,070 --> 00:29:15,803
Oh! This is a bag of poop!
680
00:29:15,828 --> 00:29:17,108
- Yep.
- I tried to stop her.
681
00:29:17,133 --> 00:29:19,460
It's a little thank you for
your wonderful work babysitting.
682
00:29:19,485 --> 00:29:21,765
Leaving that dinner
cost my firm the client,
683
00:29:21,790 --> 00:29:23,343
so happy ring hunting.
684
00:29:23,882 --> 00:29:25,507
Could tonight get any worse?
685
00:29:26,829 --> 00:29:29,179
- Hello, family.
- Really?
686
00:29:29,647 --> 00:29:30,976
Poppy, what are you doing here?
687
00:29:31,001 --> 00:29:32,194
You invited me at your funeral.
688
00:29:32,219 --> 00:29:33,924
You invited everyone.
689
00:29:33,926 --> 00:29:36,116
And she's my date.
690
00:29:36,388 --> 00:29:37,851
Your date? Did I miss something?
691
00:29:37,876 --> 00:29:39,632
Uh, I... I definitely did.
692
00:29:39,657 --> 00:29:42,202
Oh, Mom has decided
to be a bi with Poppy.
693
00:29:42,227 --> 00:29:44,085
We don't have to put
labels on it, but...
694
00:29:44,662 --> 00:29:47,390
we recently upped the level
of physical intimacy.
695
00:29:47,780 --> 00:29:49,147
Uh. That was an over-share.
696
00:29:49,172 --> 00:29:51,468
No, please, regale us all with tales
697
00:29:51,493 --> 00:29:53,069
of your progressive lesbianism.
698
00:29:53,094 --> 00:29:54,577
Oh, good. Dad's here.
699
00:29:54,602 --> 00:29:56,272
Peter, you smell like a bar.
700
00:29:56,297 --> 00:29:57,530
That makes sense.
701
00:29:57,586 --> 00:30:00,954
We have to sell the house
and work until we're 80.
702
00:30:01,167 --> 00:30:02,633
Wait, if we sell the house,
703
00:30:02,991 --> 00:30:04,788
where are we going to
have family dinners?
704
00:30:04,790 --> 00:30:06,116
That's what you're worried about?
705
00:30:06,141 --> 00:30:08,382
I think we can let go of
family dinners at this point.
706
00:30:08,407 --> 00:30:10,913
No one ever really appreciated
all the work I put in.
707
00:30:10,963 --> 00:30:12,608
So I, for one, would like to be done.
708
00:30:12,633 --> 00:30:16,007
You can't be done, Ida.
That's now how family works.
709
00:30:16,032 --> 00:30:17,226
Wait!
710
00:30:17,251 --> 00:30:19,217
If we sell our house,
where am I going to live?
711
00:30:19,447 --> 00:30:20,749
- [DOOR CLOSES]
- DR. CHANG: You guys?!
712
00:30:21,655 --> 00:30:23,905
You guys, this is so awesome!
713
00:30:23,930 --> 00:30:26,265
[GASPS] And you even got me a banner.
714
00:30:26,413 --> 00:30:29,741
Whoa! Sexy doctor alert!
715
00:30:29,851 --> 00:30:32,351
Hey, I'm here with someone,
she's outside.
716
00:30:32,538 --> 00:30:34,374
Not serious. But she does exist.
717
00:30:34,399 --> 00:30:36,538
Okay! Everybody outside...
718
00:30:36,955 --> 00:30:38,077
now!
719
00:30:38,223 --> 00:30:39,593
♪
720
00:30:43,647 --> 00:30:46,063
♪ You shut me down ♪
721
00:30:46,065 --> 00:30:47,788
♪ You like the control ♪
722
00:30:49,303 --> 00:30:53,671
♪ Try to hold it down,
I know the answer ♪
723
00:30:54,452 --> 00:30:59,507
♪ I can shake it off
and you feel threatened by me ♪
724
00:31:00,857 --> 00:31:02,523
♪ I tried to play it nice but ♪
725
00:31:02,548 --> 00:31:04,476
♪ Oh-oh-oh, ooh, ooh ♪
726
00:31:04,501 --> 00:31:05,882
♪ Don't kill my vibe ♪
727
00:31:05,907 --> 00:31:08,702
As I watch my cocktail napkin
speech blow in the wind,
728
00:31:09,226 --> 00:31:13,210
it dawned on me this could be
one of those epic movie moments
729
00:31:13,235 --> 00:31:14,374
where the heroine's speech
730
00:31:14,399 --> 00:31:16,499
brings her entire family back together.
731
00:31:16,710 --> 00:31:17,819
♪ Don't you ♪
732
00:31:17,844 --> 00:31:19,857
♪ Don't kill my vibe ♪
733
00:31:19,882 --> 00:31:21,601
♪ I tried to play it nice but ♪
734
00:31:21,626 --> 00:31:23,444
♪ Oh-oh-oh, ooh, ooh ♪
735
00:31:24,084 --> 00:31:26,483
♪ Don't kill my vibe ♪
736
00:31:27,472 --> 00:31:29,351
♪ Oh-oh-oh, ooh, ooh ♪
737
00:31:30,672 --> 00:31:32,530
♪ Don't break my stride ♪
738
00:31:32,778 --> 00:31:35,069
♪ Don't kill my vibe ♪
739
00:31:35,914 --> 00:31:38,530
Most people think death
is the opposite of life.
740
00:31:39,008 --> 00:31:40,265
But it's not.
741
00:31:40,599 --> 00:31:43,929
Death is the opposite of... something.
742
00:31:44,614 --> 00:31:48,001
Life is a circle, and if that's true,
743
00:31:48,026 --> 00:31:50,413
why are we so obsessed with...
744
00:31:51,335 --> 00:31:52,567
making progress?
745
00:31:53,155 --> 00:31:55,015
This was not a movie moment.
746
00:31:59,609 --> 00:32:01,147
Thank you, Dr. Chang.
747
00:32:01,754 --> 00:32:03,436
[CLAPPING] Whoo!
748
00:32:03,634 --> 00:32:05,060
[DISJOINTED APPLAUSE]
749
00:32:05,717 --> 00:32:08,866
Thank you, Stella. That was, uh...
a speech.
750
00:32:08,891 --> 00:32:10,741
Stella, what was that? Are you on drugs?
751
00:32:10,766 --> 00:32:14,522
No. Well... yes, I was
when I wrote this, but...
752
00:32:14,547 --> 00:32:15,991
Relax, Mom, it's just weed.
753
00:32:16,016 --> 00:32:17,449
No, that is a gateway drug.
754
00:32:17,474 --> 00:32:21,038
Who are you to lecture anybody
on acceptable behavior, Ida?
755
00:32:21,063 --> 00:32:22,601
Peter, I know how you must feel, but...
756
00:32:22,626 --> 00:32:23,905
Do you, Poppy?
757
00:32:24,059 --> 00:32:25,710
You have any idea how hard it is
758
00:32:25,735 --> 00:32:27,913
to watch the love of your life
leave you?
759
00:32:28,431 --> 00:32:31,766
Or what it feels like to think
at least if she was with a man,
760
00:32:31,791 --> 00:32:33,022
I could beat the crap out of him?
761
00:32:33,047 --> 00:32:34,655
Oh, that is mature.
762
00:32:34,991 --> 00:32:38,343
As usual, you will do anything
other than be vulnerable.
763
00:32:38,368 --> 00:32:40,038
What do you want to hear, Ida?!
764
00:32:40,270 --> 00:32:42,772
That I've been scared every day
for the last eights years
765
00:32:42,797 --> 00:32:45,163
because I thought we were
gonna lose our little girl?
766
00:32:45,963 --> 00:32:47,233
Because I was.
767
00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:50,054
You didn't have a monopoly on grief.
768
00:32:51,366 --> 00:32:53,190
But unlike you, I didn't have the luxury
769
00:32:53,192 --> 00:32:54,824
of wearing my heart on my sleeve
770
00:32:54,826 --> 00:32:57,569
because someone had to be
strong for our kids!
771
00:32:58,296 --> 00:32:59,624
And you may not want to admit it,
772
00:32:59,649 --> 00:33:01,718
but you needed me to be
strong for you, too.
773
00:33:02,415 --> 00:33:04,499
I wanted to feel like
we were in it together.
774
00:33:04,524 --> 00:33:05,968
You want to be in it together?
775
00:33:06,224 --> 00:33:08,483
Stop getting naked with family friends!
776
00:33:08,508 --> 00:33:09,827
Okay, guys!
777
00:33:11,569 --> 00:33:14,296
You both did the best you could to get
778
00:33:14,321 --> 00:33:17,265
through an impossible
situation... you all did.
779
00:33:17,290 --> 00:33:20,554
That's... That's what I was
trying to say in my speech.
780
00:33:20,579 --> 00:33:22,624
That's what you were going for?
781
00:33:22,649 --> 00:33:25,046
'Cause that did not come across at all.
782
00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:26,241
The point is...
783
00:33:27,022 --> 00:33:28,999
our problems are fixable.
784
00:33:29,821 --> 00:33:31,186
Mom, Dad...
785
00:33:31,983 --> 00:33:35,165
deep down, you still
really love each other,
786
00:33:35,167 --> 00:33:36,413
and you can work this out.
787
00:33:36,438 --> 00:33:37,679
Aiden,
788
00:33:38,077 --> 00:33:39,757
you deserve to be in a relationship
789
00:33:39,782 --> 00:33:41,405
with someone who is not married.
790
00:33:41,430 --> 00:33:43,952
I-I seriously think it will help
you get your life on track.
791
00:33:44,122 --> 00:33:45,249
I'm sorry, Marlene.
792
00:33:45,274 --> 00:33:47,233
And, Lizzie, what happened to you?
793
00:33:47,258 --> 00:33:48,561
You used to be so fun,
794
00:33:48,586 --> 00:33:50,983
but now you're so stressed
about your kids and your job.
795
00:33:51,125 --> 00:33:54,092
So you lost a client?
I mean, who cares, so what?
796
00:33:54,296 --> 00:33:55,913
I bet you don't even know
what your firm does.
797
00:33:55,938 --> 00:33:57,827
- Of course I do.
- Of course you do.
798
00:33:57,882 --> 00:34:00,546
I just don't because I know
that this career of yours
799
00:34:00,571 --> 00:34:02,404
is not your real passion.
800
00:34:02,911 --> 00:34:04,671
You used to want to be
a writer, remember?
801
00:34:05,397 --> 00:34:07,772
Writing made you so happy.
802
00:34:08,522 --> 00:34:09,616
So you need to go do that,
803
00:34:09,641 --> 00:34:11,085
because you are not happy, Lizzie.
804
00:34:11,110 --> 00:34:12,483
Well, how could I be?
805
00:34:12,575 --> 00:34:15,140
Your cancer always
came before my happiness.
806
00:34:15,710 --> 00:34:17,374
Yes, writing used to make me happy,
807
00:34:17,399 --> 00:34:20,827
but I gave that up when I gave
up a scholarship to Columbia
808
00:34:20,912 --> 00:34:23,046
to stay here and help take care of you.
809
00:34:23,071 --> 00:34:24,116
Sweetheart.
810
00:34:24,303 --> 00:34:25,452
What?
811
00:34:27,628 --> 00:34:30,186
- I didn't know about that.
- Of course you didn't.
812
00:34:30,479 --> 00:34:33,580
Because it was our job
to make your life beautiful.
813
00:34:33,605 --> 00:34:35,507
But behind the scenes, we were a mess.
814
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:36,960
Look at Aiden.
815
00:34:37,710 --> 00:34:39,663
The thought of losing somebody
he cared about made him
816
00:34:39,688 --> 00:34:41,241
stop caring about anything at all.
817
00:34:41,266 --> 00:34:43,304
I feel like you're psychoanalyzing me
818
00:34:43,428 --> 00:34:44,686
unnecessarily,
819
00:34:44,829 --> 00:34:46,140
and I'm good, guys.
820
00:34:46,445 --> 00:34:47,757
- I'm great.
- [SCOFFS]
821
00:34:47,989 --> 00:34:50,890
- In fact, I've never been better.
- Man: Stay away from Marlene!
822
00:34:51,276 --> 00:34:52,796
- What?
- [ALL GASP]
823
00:34:53,779 --> 00:34:55,108
[INDISTINCT TALKING]
824
00:34:56,499 --> 00:34:57,669
Oh, God, Aiden!
825
00:34:58,382 --> 00:34:59,538
♪
826
00:35:01,180 --> 00:35:03,976
- What did he hit me with?!
- Aiden!
827
00:35:04,756 --> 00:35:06,101
♪
828
00:35:09,968 --> 00:35:12,296
It's starting to happen. I don't care.
829
00:35:12,492 --> 00:35:13,925
Nelson, if you leave now,
830
00:35:13,927 --> 00:35:16,232
everything we had
will be perfect forever.
831
00:35:16,257 --> 00:35:18,015
Sara, life isn't perfect.
832
00:35:20,556 --> 00:35:21,819
It can be beautiful.
833
00:35:24,398 --> 00:35:25,499
Don't you see?
834
00:35:26,139 --> 00:35:29,351
Um, I don't think patients
are allowed to drink wine.
835
00:35:30,744 --> 00:35:32,499
Good thing I'm not a patient then.
836
00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,444
So why are you here?
837
00:35:35,957 --> 00:35:38,530
I like the views of
the city from this window.
838
00:35:40,966 --> 00:35:43,335
And also, when I was sick,
this was my room.
839
00:35:46,038 --> 00:35:47,202
Rough day?
840
00:35:48,761 --> 00:35:52,208
Turns out my... family's a disaster,
841
00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:55,179
and I can't seem to be
able to fix anything.
842
00:35:56,213 --> 00:35:59,929
My cancer has ruined
my family's lives and...
843
00:36:00,522 --> 00:36:02,919
Oh, my God, I'm complaining
to a cancer patient
844
00:36:02,944 --> 00:36:04,718
about how hard my life is.
845
00:36:05,532 --> 00:36:06,921
You sound like a...
846
00:36:08,564 --> 00:36:12,077
dying girl from one
of these sappy cancer movies.
847
00:36:12,992 --> 00:36:14,802
Trying to fix everybody else's problems
848
00:36:14,827 --> 00:36:17,171
just so you can avoid
facing your own fears.
849
00:36:17,390 --> 00:36:19,663
That is not what I'm doing.
850
00:36:20,533 --> 00:36:22,577
That is exactly what I was doing.
851
00:36:23,632 --> 00:36:25,077
I'm Sadie, by the way.
852
00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:28,601
Hi, Sadie.
853
00:36:31,168 --> 00:36:32,367
I'm Stella.
854
00:36:35,593 --> 00:36:37,616
Look, if you ever want
to talk about anything,
855
00:36:37,641 --> 00:36:39,226
I would be happy to...
856
00:36:40,217 --> 00:36:41,507
just listen.
857
00:36:42,522 --> 00:36:43,952
Just listen.
858
00:36:45,752 --> 00:36:47,647
No, if cancer taught me one thing...
859
00:36:48,577 --> 00:36:50,288
it's that you can get
through anything...
860
00:36:51,616 --> 00:36:53,421
as long as someone has your back.
861
00:36:57,476 --> 00:37:00,116
Also, an old guy died in that bed today,
862
00:37:00,141 --> 00:37:02,033
and I don't think it's been cleaned.
863
00:37:04,771 --> 00:37:08,085
♪ If you need to keep ♪
864
00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:09,574
As I walked down the hall,
865
00:37:09,576 --> 00:37:11,809
wishing I had another bottle of wine,
866
00:37:12,046 --> 00:37:13,327
I couldn't help but wonder,
867
00:37:13,352 --> 00:37:14,671
now that I wasn't sick,
868
00:37:15,170 --> 00:37:16,835
did anyone have my back?
869
00:37:18,519 --> 00:37:19,647
Hey.
870
00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:25,085
Thought I might find you here.
871
00:37:26,897 --> 00:37:28,515
And that you might want this.
872
00:37:29,395 --> 00:37:32,733
And then I realized... he did.
873
00:37:35,155 --> 00:37:36,506
♪
874
00:37:37,351 --> 00:37:38,483
[LAUGHTER]
875
00:37:39,561 --> 00:37:44,444
♪ You're the fire and the flood ♪
876
00:37:45,979 --> 00:37:50,561
♪ And I'll always feel you in my blood ♪
877
00:37:50,586 --> 00:37:52,260
- Yeah, you like that?
- I do.
878
00:37:52,718 --> 00:37:54,366
I don't love the Q&A afterwards.
879
00:37:54,488 --> 00:37:56,621
♪ Everything is fine ♪
880
00:37:57,726 --> 00:38:00,319
♪ When your hand is
resting next to mine ♪
881
00:38:00,413 --> 00:38:01,624
Wow.
882
00:38:01,994 --> 00:38:04,093
Whoa. I had no idea we could
883
00:38:04,118 --> 00:38:06,288
get so much done in such a short window.
884
00:38:07,199 --> 00:38:08,561
- It that too short?
- No.
885
00:38:09,059 --> 00:38:11,159
- No, it was hot.
- Okay.
886
00:38:11,271 --> 00:38:12,708
You really know how to get 'er done.
887
00:38:12,733 --> 00:38:13,866
Well...
888
00:38:13,978 --> 00:38:15,179
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
889
00:38:15,975 --> 00:38:17,101
[EXHALES]
890
00:38:17,374 --> 00:38:18,522
[GRUNTS]
891
00:38:19,858 --> 00:38:21,085
Listen...
892
00:38:22,186 --> 00:38:23,530
I'm sorry, too.
893
00:38:24,640 --> 00:38:25,944
Sorry, what for?
894
00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:28,335
Not getting to know the real you.
895
00:38:30,054 --> 00:38:31,756
But I do want to.
896
00:38:31,983 --> 00:38:33,101
And...
897
00:38:33,585 --> 00:38:34,835
[EXHALES]
898
00:38:35,450 --> 00:38:37,124
...I want you to know the real me.
899
00:38:38,503 --> 00:38:39,772
And the real me is...
900
00:38:40,681 --> 00:38:41,847
terrified.
901
00:38:43,913 --> 00:38:45,265
What are you terrified of?
902
00:38:46,345 --> 00:38:47,546
The future.
903
00:38:51,077 --> 00:38:52,186
That I'll...
904
00:38:52,285 --> 00:38:54,218
screw it up or waste it.
905
00:38:57,327 --> 00:38:58,499
What I'm really scared of
906
00:38:58,524 --> 00:39:00,405
is that you might not be
okay with all this.
907
00:39:03,608 --> 00:39:06,741
Our forever just got a whole lot
longer than you were expecting.
908
00:39:08,132 --> 00:39:09,335
Stella...
909
00:39:09,588 --> 00:39:11,319
I know I promised you...
910
00:39:12,670 --> 00:39:15,226
that I would love you
for the rest of your life...
911
00:39:18,037 --> 00:39:20,796
I was always gonna love you
for the rest of mine.
912
00:39:23,525 --> 00:39:25,343
You just weren't gonna
be around to see it.
913
00:39:26,890 --> 00:39:28,312
If you really don't want kids...
914
00:39:28,314 --> 00:39:29,655
I do want kids.
915
00:39:32,828 --> 00:39:34,976
I used to picture myself
with a little girl.
916
00:39:37,519 --> 00:39:38,632
I was just...
917
00:39:39,047 --> 00:39:42,069
I was scared to let myself want
something that I couldn't have.
918
00:39:43,030 --> 00:39:44,772
But, baby, you can have that now.
919
00:39:45,331 --> 00:39:46,569
What if she gets sick?
920
00:39:46,594 --> 00:39:48,397
Oh, babe, no, no, no.
921
00:39:48,976 --> 00:39:50,429
You can't think like that.
922
00:39:51,678 --> 00:39:53,140
You're not sick anymore.
923
00:39:54,701 --> 00:39:55,874
I promise you...
924
00:39:56,335 --> 00:39:58,042
whatever comes our way,
925
00:39:58,044 --> 00:40:00,554
whatever tomorrow holds...
926
00:40:02,036 --> 00:40:03,369
we'll get through it together.
927
00:40:03,796 --> 00:40:05,241
- Really?
- Always.
928
00:40:06,491 --> 00:40:08,015
And I love you so much.
929
00:40:08,282 --> 00:40:09,483
I love you.
930
00:40:11,483 --> 00:40:15,077
So there it was...
the end of my cancer movie...
931
00:40:15,461 --> 00:40:17,710
but the beginning of my life sentence...
932
00:40:18,179 --> 00:40:19,882
which was full of promise.
933
00:40:20,856 --> 00:40:22,233
♪ When I was six years old ♪
934
00:40:22,235 --> 00:40:24,335
You sure we can afford for me
to stay at home and write?
935
00:40:24,337 --> 00:40:25,803
- Yes.
- Yes?
936
00:40:25,805 --> 00:40:27,811
- We can't afford for you not to.
- Come on.
937
00:40:27,836 --> 00:40:29,448
♪ I was running from my... ♪
938
00:40:29,473 --> 00:40:30,413
[CHILDREN LAUGHING]
939
00:40:30,438 --> 00:40:31,670
- Okay!
- Okay, guys.
940
00:40:31,695 --> 00:40:33,595
I'm gonna get this one.
Give me this one!
941
00:40:33,620 --> 00:40:34,866
You take that one.
942
00:40:34,891 --> 00:40:37,208
♪ And tasted the sweet perfume ♪
943
00:40:37,233 --> 00:40:40,418
♪ Of the mountain grass I rolled down ♪
944
00:40:40,420 --> 00:40:43,155
And, sure, none of us knew
what would happen next.
945
00:40:45,140 --> 00:40:48,421
♪ Take me back to when I ♪
946
00:40:49,325 --> 00:40:51,592
I really gotta figure out
what I'm gonna do with my life.
947
00:40:53,393 --> 00:40:54,429
So do I.
948
00:40:54,667 --> 00:40:56,069
♪ Through the years ♪
949
00:40:56,429 --> 00:41:00,938
♪ And I've not seen
the roaring fields in so long ♪
950
00:41:01,103 --> 00:41:02,663
Marlene's pregnant.
951
00:41:03,578 --> 00:41:05,382
- ♪ I'm on my way ♪
- [LAUGHS]
952
00:41:08,882 --> 00:41:10,124
Oh.
953
00:41:10,811 --> 00:41:13,240
One thing I did know
was that from now on,
954
00:41:13,265 --> 00:41:15,554
it would be up to me
to host family dinners.
955
00:41:16,491 --> 00:41:18,099
Don't get me wrong, one awkward evening
956
00:41:18,124 --> 00:41:19,444
where my dad got drunk
957
00:41:19,469 --> 00:41:21,794
and called my mom and Poppy
scissor sisters three times
958
00:41:21,819 --> 00:41:23,483
doesn't mean everything's okay.
959
00:41:24,464 --> 00:41:26,905
That's what they call 'em.
Scissor sisters.
960
00:41:29,807 --> 00:41:32,976
Still for the first time since
I found out I wasn't dying...
961
00:41:34,890 --> 00:41:36,866
I was truly happy to be alive.
962
00:41:38,140 --> 00:41:42,186
♪ Over the castle on the hill ♪
963
00:41:42,313 --> 00:41:48,187
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00:41:49,305 --> 00:41:55,301
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