Original subtitles

[Tim Hockenberry singing "Fresno"]

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ Oh I won't be back tonight

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ I was blockin' all my life

♪ Don't try to find me

♪ I'm like a needle in the stack ♪

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ And I'm never coming back

♪ Yeah yeah yeah yeah

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ Oh I won't be back tonight

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ I was blockin' all my life

♪ Don't try to find me

♪ I'm like a needle in the stack ♪

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ I'm going to Fresno

♪ And I'm never coming back

♪ Yeah yeah yeah yeah

♪ Yeah yeah yeah yeah ♪

[rattling]

[speaking Spanish]

[rustling]

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[speaking Spanish]

[rattling]

[ringing on phone]

[rattling]

[speaking Spanish]

[rattling]

[clinks on door]

[thud]

I just called Chris.

[metal clinks]

- We'll figure it out. - Yeah.

[speaking Spanish]

[instrumental music]

[singing in Spanish]

[Susanna] 'Hey, thanks for overseeing the cleanup and returns.'

[Hunter] 'Sure... no problem.'

Any idea why dad's lawyer was here yesterday of all days?

Probably looking for anything to keep

him from dealing with the obvious.

Taking care of his son's affairs.

[blows gently]

Like exactly what he's doing right now.

Where are you off to?

To do the exact opposite.

[instrumental music]

[liquid burbling]

[metal clinks]

[clicks on keyboard]

[music continues]

[birds chirp]

[engine revving]

♪ Come back baby

♪ Stay in my head

♪ I don't want to loose you from me ♪

♪ But you re drifting from me instead ♪

[engine revving]

♪ Come back baby

[birds chirp]

♪ Out of my dreams

[footsteps]

♪ Clouds don t give comfort to me ♪

♪ Touch me and see what it means ♪

[sighs]

♪ Come back to me

♪ Stay in my life

♪ I don t want to search for you anymore ♪

Not in the mood.

♪ I don t want to look through the night ♪

Me either.

Why do they feel the need to force things.

[Hassie] 'To fit everything into one of these?'

Tradition.

Tradition of the fucking prison?

[birds chirp]

[rustling]

♪ Come back to me

♪ Stay for a while

♪ Clouds don t give comfort to me ♪

♪ Comfort is inside your smile ♪

[birds chirp]

[sighs]

[clinks on door]

[footsteps]

[music continues]

Aw, I've missed you so much.

[smacking lips]

So it's true then, huh?

Everything.

Even the thing about immigration.

Yeah.

Apparently they were all in on it.

I'm so sorry.

I don't know what we should do.

They're going to come back with a real warrant.

It could be any day.

[instrumental music]

Yeah, that makes sense.

[sniffles]

The way ICE has been recently.

[inhales deeply]

[sighs] We should have been more careful, Hassie.

Babe, we should've been more careful.

My dad is fucking furious.

I was hoping it was just all a misunderstanding.

Is he gonna do anything?

There's only one thing he can do.

[music continues]

No, he can't leave.

Your dad is an institution here.

Yeah.

More of a reason for him to lose faith in yours.

- So that means you would go? - No.

No... I wouldn't go anywhere without you.

Then you can come with me.

[music continues]

You know, we can go to New York or...

Fuck college, we can go to LA, we can go to Miami.

- We can go anywhere together. - Hassie! Hassie!

Tell me, what, what're we gonna do?

What am I gonna do? I don't know how to maneuver those places.

- We'll get married. - It's not that simple.

- But it can be that simple. - No.

Yeah, 'cause you'll get your green card

and then we don't have to--

No, Hass, my family!

My life!

I love what I do.

[music continues]

What am I gonna do there?

Be with me.

[engine revving]

You know I can't tell you anything.

- Why are you calling? - Diana, come on.

Doesn't take a rocket scientist to

know you were here discussing the will.

Look, I'm not asking for answers, I'm just curious.

What's the rush?

Look, I'm sorry.

But you're just gonna have to ask your father.

Oh, so there is something.

I'm sorry again for your loss.

[beeps on phone]

Diana.

[mellow music]

[birds chirp]

[cellphone ringing]

[speaking Spanish]

No! No!

[beep on phone]

Hey Cami, uh, sorry, my... phone was off.

Just...

Million people that I barely know, texting me about Luke.

Um... where are you?

[birds chirp]

Need some advice.

[music continues]

[speaking Spanish]

Uh, mommy, but that's not fair, even--

[Natalia] 'Fair? Fair?'

[music continues]

[speaking Spanish]

[rattling]

[paper rustling]

[music continues]

[sighs]

[sighs]

Uh, okay.

[Camila] 'Just like that?'

She didn't even give us time to make a plan.

Thank you, Cecilia.

[footsteps]

You don't deserve this.

You shouldn't have been caught in the middle of all that.

I know too well how, things can get with Hassie.

Look, if you guys don't mind sharing a room.

You could stay in the guest house.

Just until we figure something out.

Thank you so much, Chris.

- Thank you-- - Christopher.

We need jobs.

I'd love to help, but...

We just don't have anything right now.

[Chris] 'And I could talk to some of the guys.'

I had to handle the whole party by myself.

My dad doesn't need a full time cook right now.

[Chris] 'Since the divorce, he's just been eating out all the time.'

It's time he has the woman in the house again.

[chuckles]

[Natalia] 'Anything he likes... I can make.'

'Give it a week.'

If he hates my cooking, you send us away.

[chuckles]

Camila... can't survive on room and board.

[Natalia] 'So you make sure..'

- You find something for her. - Mama!

[speaking Spanish]

We just don't have anything.

[sighs]

Your maid?

- Cecilia? - Hmm?

Is she a friend of the family, too, like Camila?

Does she knows what you like?

- Who you like? - Mama!

- Chris I would never-- - Has she covered for you?

[instrumental music]

Why you and Hassie pretend for the sake of what?

Your father!

[Natalia] 'Has she supported your choice to stay quiet?'

I know Camila has.

I'll see what I can do.

Gracias!

[birds chirp]

[Diana on phone] 'Hunter called earlier.'

I'd expect nothing less. Good for her.

I made my decision.

[Diana on phone] 'Is it who I think it is?'

'When are you planning on disclosing this?'

I know you'd rather wait till I'm dead

so you could do it yourself.

'I do love a good surprise.'

I'm headed back, it's a mercy to do it quick.

- 'It's better I'd be there.' - No need.

[birds chirp]

[mellow music]

[screeching]

[rattling]

[rattling]

[birds chirp]

[crow caws]

[instrumental music]

[footsteps]

[thud]

[gasps]

No!

No, no, no, no, no, no.

[cellphone ringing]

- Hassie. - Thank God!

[gasps]

Where are you? Are you okay?

[rattling]

I'm at Chris's, he's helping us out.

I-I'm so sorry, I had no idea.

[birds chirp]

Your mom didn't say anything.

I just found out.

You have an excuse for everything.

It's not like that.

Well, so much for having my back.

- 'I can fix this, Cami.' - How?

Come home, I will get you your job back.

It's not your job to give.

I'm trying.

Yeah, well, maybe you should've

been there for us when it mattered.

[Camila on phone] 'God, why my mom?'

Your mom painted a pretty clear picture of me.

But why her?

She's emotional, irrational, we all are.

You're defending her now?

I'm just saying that under the given circumstances

I-I can understand why she would act out, but...

- We can-- - Tell her the truth?

Is that the right answer?

[birds chirp]

God, you should've seen the look in her eyes.

'She fucking hates me, Hassie.'

I'm not saying we tell... everybody.

Uh, I'm just...

'I'm not even asking you to go to the cops.'

But maybe if you only tell her?

[birds chirp]

Well, are you gonna tell her?

Just come home.

[beeps on phone]

Cami!

[birds chirp]

[leaves rustling]

So I was right.

[speaking Spanish]

I thought she was different, ma!

[birds chirp]

[guitar music]

[Noah] 'So, I asked around and..'

It seems like you're the only one who can help me.

[music in the background]

Look, I know you have more questions, but...

I don't have the answer that you want.

Uh, I know, I know, but... look, if you could just

introduce me to Mr. Clarkman.

[speaking Spanish]

Look, that's all I'm asking for, okay?

I came a long way, please.

Well, then maybe you should get going.

Yeah, but look, if there's any possibility that he knows...

Anything about my mother, I have the right to know that.

[mechanical whirring]

Look, um...

[screeching]

I understand that you want to find some

treasure at the end of the trail, I get it.

[rattling]

[speaking Spanish]

But your mother is gone.

Your father was...

He was trouble.

And that man up there even if he knew something.

You can count on that being the truth.

[speaking Spanish]

You know...

You need to learn the lessons that

your mother and I never did?

Get away from here before it's too late.

Hmm?

[speaking Spanish]

[mechanical whirring]

[music in the background]

[clinks on board]

[Hassie] 'I don't know why I'm asking you.'

'You always just know what to do.'

She's really angry.

[clinks on board]

They both are.

But why take it out on me? Why won't they let me help?

It's my fault.

I just feel like...

Everything that I do just makes things worse.

[clinks on board]

I don't know the whole story, but I know your

heart is in the right place.

And, what do you think I should do?

[clinks on board]

Mi vida, I think you have to realize that all this

might be out of your control.

I just can't believe that my mom.

I mean, first Mael and now this.

T-they, they were family.

You're a family, it's like they don't even care.

Yes, mi vida.

'We have become like family, but..'

Family isn't just blood, it is trust.

And that's now gone.

'Your parents have been shoving'

'things into the dark for so long.'

The light was bound to burst in.

[mellow music]

What if I went too?

Yes.

Take that scholarship and all the checks

and just run as far away as you can.

What if I went with you?

I mean, you were 17, when you met Rafa and...

'You came all the way here.'

It was a different time.

'Plus, we came both from a safe place.'

[footsteps]

[clinks on board]

I know you love him.

'But you're both young.'

Your parents will never support this.

They'll come and find us.

[music continues]

'So for all our sakes.'

Stay away from my son.

I mean it.

Now get out.

[clinks on board]

Out.

[footsteps]

[clinks on door]

[thud]

[music continues]

[sobbing]

[paper rustling]

[paper rustling]

[rattling]

[instrumental music]

[rattling]

[engine revving]

[clinks on door]

[Noah] 'Mrs. Clarkman?'

'Mrs. Clarkman, let me help you.'

Oh, wow, yeah, thank you.

It's heavy.

Um... you know, can you bring it

here and just put it on the kitchen?

Table.

You know what, and there's one more, that big one on the floor.

- Can you just bring it in-- - Oh, I don't...

- Um... - The kitchen?

- Thank you. - Never mind.

[rattling]

Yeah, that one great.

[gasps]

My, uh... my condolences.

Mrs. Clarkman.

Thank you.

[rattling]

So your son didn't live in the house?

You don't work here, do you?

Uh...

No!

[sighs]

You know Luke? He wanted the respect of the workers.

You know, no special treatment.

Plus, you know, he was becoming a man.

So... sure living with mom and dad.

Just kind of loses this appeal.

Yeah.

I get the need to figure out your own stuff.

So!

[rustling]

What are you doing here?

I was hoping I could talk to Mr. Clarkman.

M-m-my parents worked here.

And I was just hoping he might remember them.

Aw, honey, we've had so many workers over the years.

I know it's not gonna change anything, but, um...

No, you know what, you don't have to explain.

[thud]

I know how the unknown can weigh heavy on you.

[rattling]

Do you know their name?

[rattling]

César and Paula.

Family name was Uribe.

[mellow music]

[paper rustling]

Hmm... uh...

Doesn't ring a bell.

[glass clinks]

'The manager Rafael, said'

that they worked here for a few years.

Look, Ms. Clarkman, I just...

[sighs]

'I just want to know why César'

left o-or why my mom didn't.

Hey, kid, you know what, um...

[inhales sharply] Alright, I don't really wanna be the one to tell you this.

[music continues]

César was not a good man.

I heard he was trouble.

Yeah, he drank and he hit your mom a lot.

B-but, Paula...

Paula was pretty useless around the farm.

I mean, she drove his issues.

She was really demanding.

And then when we kicked him out.

She started stealing from us.

Well, no, that, that can't be true.

Yeah, I mean, you can understand why we

couldn't have someone like her here.

Yeah, I-I, understand.

[rattling]

Alright, but look I just.. I just have

a couple more questions, and if I can talk to Mr. Clarkman--

You know what? Can I give you some advice?

Yeah.

Sometimes just leave the past in the past.

♪ Come back baby

It's only going to cause you pain.

♪ Stay in my head

- Oh, I wo-- - I need you to go.

♪ I don't want to loose you from me ♪

♪ But you re drifting from me instead ♪

[clinks on door]

♪ Come back baby

♪ Out of my dreams

Who was that boy?

♪ Clouds don t give

A friend of Hassie's.

♪ Comfort to me

♪ Touch me and see what it means ♪

[clinks on door]

Hey!

[thud]

[birds chirp]

Wait a second.

Uh, Mr. Clarkman.

I was.. I was looking for you.

Well, you found me.

How can I help you?

It's alright, sir.

I think I got what I came for.

[clinks on door]

[thud]

[engine revving]

♪ Come back to me

♪ Stay in my life

♪ I don t want to search for you anymore ♪

♪ I don t want to look through the night ♪

♪ Come back to me

♪ Stay for a while

[cellphone ringing]

♪ Clouds don t give comfort to me ♪

[sighs]

[Mael on voicemail] 'Hey, you've reached Mael, should be a sec--'

♪ Inside your smile ♪

[cellphone ringing]

[Cami on voicemail] 'Hey, you've reached Cami, Cami can't answer, right--'

[Luke on voicemail] 'Hey, this is Luke.'

'Clearly, I can't talk, so!'

'So, do the thing, after the.'

[sobbing]

[gasps]

[whimpering]

[heavy breathing]

[sobbing]

[birds chirp]

[shrieks]

[clinks on door]

[creaking]

[thud]

What's the deal with that kid?

What did he tell you?

Not the issue.

Don't you lie to me.

I didn't lie to you.

That boy is not Hassie's friend.

[birds chirp]

You're hiding something.

[glass shattering]

[Hassie screams]

[footsteps]

Fucking shame! Fucking!

What's going on?

[sighs]

Whoa!

What are you doing?

This is all bullshit.

You're bullshit.

Okay, what are you talking about?

You think that I don't understand what

goes on around here.

- What are you talking about? - You gotta calm down.

- Fuck you. - Excuse you.

You think that I'm too young and naive?

To know about the ICE deals?

The backstabbing, the lies?

[scoffs]

You know all the underhanded shit

that you have your other daughter do for you?

Now you don't understand what's going on.

You, kicked people, who worked their asses off.

Out of our house like they were fucking pieces of shit.

Alright, that's enough, God damn it.

It is a trade off.

So that we can help more people.

You're too young to understand.

You never cared about any of us.

Not Natalia, not Camila.

Not me.

Not Mael.

Not Luke.

How dare you?

No, dad's just pissed because Luke's not here

to take care of his precious fucking farm.

And you're so caught up in your shit.

[gasps]

You don't realize that this is all your fault.

What?

You guys knew about me and Mael.

Oh, good at least we're not denying--

It was never going to work.

So you deport him.

And then you proceed to get rid of everyone that I love.

Including Camila and-and Natalia, too.

Why're you so worried about Camila?

She drove her truck into a tree and killed our son.

[birds chirp]

I killed your son.

[eerie music]

[Hassie] 'It was me.'

I-I killed Luke.

Why would you say that?

I was drunk.

'I was trying to save the man that I loved'

'from getting ripped from my life'

so I got in that car, and Luke got in after me.

And Camila was protecting me, mom!

She was sober.

She was smart enough to take the blame for me on the spot.

[music continues]

Really, I should say that, we all killed Luke.

[birds chirp]

This whole family.

Ran him into the ground.

Hassie!

Oh, you can have him.

[footsteps]

Honey!

[footsteps]

[water splattering]

[Camila] 'This is cozy.'

[speaking Spanish]

You know, I've never seen you like this, ma.

[speaking Spanish]

We don't have time to wait around for some handout.

[rustling]

[rattling]

[screeching]

[speaking Spanish]

[mellow music]

The rich ones.

[La Lá singing "Selva Negra"]

No!

No, no, no, no, no!

Being the widow of Luke Clarkman?

Must be worth something.

[La Lá singing "Selva Negra"]

[birds chirp]

[thud]

[chair creaking]

[sighs]

[metal clinks]

[liquid burbling]

[glass clinks]

[glass clinks]

[rattling]

[groans]

[instrumental music]

[exhales deeply]

[groans]

[sighs]

[sighs]

[clears throat]

[groans]

[sighs]

[sighs]

[knocks on door]

[clinks on door]

[clears throat]

Oh, Lord. What now?

I think we've had enough yelling for one day.

- Don't you, dad? - Hmm.

Every family has its secrets.

Yes, they do.

[rustling]

I just didn't think you and I had them.

[clink]

[scoffs]

I don't even take those anymore.

[liquid burbling]

When did you start chemo?

I didn't.

[thud]

I'm not gonna let some, uh...

Quack!

Fill me full of poison.

No, sir.

[liquid burbling]

Well...

[liquid burbling]

[glass clinks]

We all go.

'I'll go with dignity.'

[engine revving]

[cows moo]

Hey, we're almost done.

What are you doing here?

I love you.

I love you, too.

Um, I-I understand that things are really complicated.

A-a-and you don't have any answer.

H-h-hey, y-you're scaring me.

What's going on?

[cows moo]

I'm leaving tomorrow.

[birds chirp]

And...

You can come with me or you can stay.

[The Rigs singing "Home"]

[footsteps]

[cows moo]

♪ Oh my brother

♪ You've fallen from grace

♪ You took

[Sawyer] 'I'm coming in.'

♪ Her love

♪ And hid

Could've at least waited for the Zoloft to kick in.

♪ Now you're prone to walk alone ♪

We've had an understanding.

We look out for the kids first.

[Susanna] 'We always have.'

♪ You can come home.

We don't keep things from each other.

We do what's best for our family.

[scoffs]

You played at that.

♪ Oh my sister

You look out for yourself as often as not.

♪ You've lost your song

Our son is gone.

♪ You used his pain

The youngest daughter may as well be.

And the one we took in.

Still broken, thanks to us.

♪ Now you sing

I don't have much time left.

♪ All

For once...

♪ Alone ♪

Let's just tell each other the whole truth.

[harmonizing]

[instrumental music]