Original subtitles

[OLIVIA]:PREVIOUSLY, ONCEDAR COVE...

[SMACK]

YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND.

[♪]

[BOB]:LOOKS LIKE YOU'VE GOTA SECRET ADMIRER.

[PEGGY SCOFFS]

-OH, BOB!-HUH?

[OLIVIA]:WHO WOULD SEND YOU THAT?

"FROM JERI--YOUR FRIEND AND COLLEAGUE."

[♪]

-HEY.-HEY!

I SAW CLIFF ON THE WAY OUT.WHERE'S HE HEADED?

OH, HORSE AUCTION.

WELL, JACK IS HAVINGA BOY'S NIGHT IN

WITH HIS BELOVED PHILLIES,PIZZA AND HIS COUCH.

WE'D BETTER HURRY UP, GRACE.

WE'RE GONNAMISS OUR RESERVATION.

I'M GOING TO MISSTHIS HOUSE.

I'M GOING TO MISS YOUIN THIS HOUSE.

WELL, YOU DON'THAVE TO.

I AM NOT MOVINGTO CLIFF'S CABIN.

I LOVE THIS PLACE.

I THOUGHTYOU COULDN'T AFFORD IT.

WELL, I CONTACTED THE BANK,AND I'M LOOKING TO REFINANCE--

SO THAT WAY,IF SOMETHING COMES UP,

I CAN PAY FOR ITWITHOUT GOING BROKE,

AND THEN STAY ON TOPOF THE REPAIRS.

SO WHAT'S CLIFF THINKABOUT THIS?

HE GETS IT.

AND...

HE TOLD ME HE LOVES ME.

[EXHALES] WOW...

THAT'S BIG!

IT IS!

AND WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HIM?

I TOLD HIMI LOVED HIM, TOO.

I'M JUST HAPPY TO SEE YOUWITH SOMEONE LIKE CLIFF.

YEAH.

EARRINGS! I'LL BE BACK.

SO...

SOMETHING HAPPENEDWITH JACK.

YEAH?

I MET HIS EX-WIFE.

OH? ERIC'S MOM?

NO.

HIS OTHER EX-WIFE.

EXCUSE ME?

JERI. THE REPORTERTHAT WAS HERE FOR THE TRIAL.

NO! HOW DID JACK BRING THAT UP?

HE DIDN'T.

SHE DID.

OH... I THINK WE NEED TO TALK.

[PHONE RINGS]

HEY, YOU KNOW WHAT?THAT'S PROBABLY MARYELLEN.

WE'VE BEEN PLAYING PHONE-TAGALL DAY.

CAN YOU JUST PICK IT UP,WILL YA?

[PHONE BEEPS]

HELLO?

GRACE?

NO.

WHO IS THIS?

SORRY. WRONG NUMBER.

WAIT.

WILL? IS THAT YOU?

[♪]

OKAY.WAS THAT MARYELLEN?

WHY IS MY BROTHER, WILL,CALLING YOU?

[♪]

[GRACE SIGHS]

HE CONTACTED MEA FEW WEEKS BACK.

WILL AND IARE JUST FRIENDS.

YOU KNOW, HE APOLOGIZEDABOUT EVERYTHING.

IN FACT,THE FIRST 10 PHONE CALLS,

ALL HE DID WAS LEAVE APOLOGIESON MY VOICEMAIL.

HE FELT REALLY BAD ABOUTTHAT WHOLE THING WITH GEORGIA.

SO EXACTLY HOW

DID HE TRY TO APOLOGIZE

FOR TRYING TO DATE YOU WHILEHE WAS STILL MARRIED TO GEORGIA?

HE'S NOT PERFECT.I'M NOT PERFECT.

I'VE MADE MISTAKES.HE'S MADE MISTAKES.

[SIGHS]

WILL IS ONEOF MY OLDEST FRIENDS.

HE JUST HAPPENS TO BETHE BROTHER OF MY BEST FRIEND.

I DIDN'T WANTONE STUPID INDISCRETION

TO GET IN THE WAY OFA 25-YEAR FRIENDSHIP.

I HAVE A LOT OF HISTORYWITH WILL,

WITH BOTH OF YOU,

AND IT'S GOOD HISTORY.

WHAT IF CLIFF FINDS OUT?

THERE'S NOTHINGFOR HIM TO FIND OUT.

I HAVE NO INTENTIONOF A ROMANCE WHATSOEVER.

BESIDES, WILL'S HANDSARE PRETTY FULL WITH GEORGIA.

WHAT'S GOING ON WITH GEORGIA?

HE ASKED MENOT TO SAY ANYTHING.

JUST TALK TO WILL.LET HIM TELL YOU.

HE WANTS TO.

[♪]

NO, THE FLOWERS WERE BEAUTIFUL,

BUT I'D LIKE TO KNOWWHO SENT THEM.

THERE'S NO CARD.

UH-HUH.

OH. INTERNET ORDER, HUH?

YOU MEAN YOU HAVENO NAME OR NUMBER?

[SIGHS] OKAY. THANKS.

[BEEP]

[WHEEZING] YOU KNOW,

JOGGING IS JUSTWALKING WITH CRAMPS,

SO YOU KNOW, CAN WEJUST, LIKE...

STOP?

OH... ARE YOU TRAINING

FOR A COMPETITIONI DON'T KNOW ABOUT?

TWO WEEKS AGO, YOU COULDHARDLY KEEP UP, AND NOW--

NOW I CAN BARELY KEEP UP.

SEE? PROGRESS!

[LAUGHS]

SO, HAVE YOU TALKED TO JERI?

NO. WHY WOULD I?

SHE SENT YOUTHAT BOTTLE OF VODKA.

YEAH, WELL...

JERI HASAN INTERESTING SENSE OF HUMOR.

SO...

WHAT HAS GOT YOUSO ENERGIZED THIS MORNING?

WELL...

GRACE IS TALKINGTO MY BROTHER, WILL.

WOW.

AFTER EVERYTHING LAST YEAR?

TOOK A WHILE,ACCORDING TO GRACE,

A VERY LONG WHILE,

BUT HE WORKED HIS WAYBACK INTO HER LIFE.

IS HE STILL MARRIED?

LAST TIME I CHECKED.

AND CLIFF?

WELL, SHE SWEARS

THAT SHE AND WILLARE JUST FRIENDS.

I DON'T THINK CLIFF'SGONNA SEE IT THAT WAY.

I HAVE TO ADMIT

WILL AND GRACE WERE REALLY CLOSEIN HIGH SCHOOL.

WILL WAS HER FIRST CRUSHAND THE FIRST MAN TO CRUSH HER.

I HATE TO SAY IT, THOUGH--

I DO NOT TRUST MY BROTHER.

NO, I THINK THAT GRACE ISJUST TOO NAIVE TO SEE THE TRUTH.

THE TRUTH BEING?

SHE SHOULDN'T TRUST HIM.

COME ON. LET'S RACE.

OH...

-LET'S GO!-NO...

COME ON!

OKAY.

YOU AND BOBARE THE BEST.

THE CENTER CAN REALLY USETHESE SHEETS AND TOWELS.

I'M GLADWE CAN DO OUR PART.

SO HOW'S YOUR WORKON THE BASE GOING?

-GREAT.-YEAH?

MOST DAYS, I SPENDHELPING OUT AT THE STORE,

BUT WHAT I REALLY LOVE

IS WORKING WITHTHE SOCIAL WORKERS

AND THERAPISTS WHO WORKWITH THE VETS WITH PTSD.

OH, THAT'S GREAT, HONEY.

[DOOR THUDS]

UH, I THINK I'M JUSTGONNA GO BAKE SOMETHING.

CAN WE TALK?

OR BETTER YET,CAN I APOLOGIZE?

YOU GOTONE HELL OF A RIGHT-HOOK.

IT WAS A SLAP.

WHICH I NEEDED.I WAS OUT OF LINE.

YOU WERE.

I'M WITH SETH.

I KNOW.

CAN WE GO BACKTO THE WAY THINGS WERE BEFORE?

MISS HANGING OUT WITH YOU.

YOU MISS ME, TOO?

HUH? JUST A LITTLE?

YOU KEEP YOUR LIPS IN CHECKAND WE'LL BE FINE.

SEE, I WANTED TO HUG YOURIGHT THERE, BUT I DIDN'T.

I'M A MAN OF MY WORD.

I WILL NEVER MAKE A MOVE ON YOUEVER AGAIN.

[♪]

[DOOR CLOSES]

[♪]

SO, YOU, UH...

GET YOUR ONE-YEARA.A. CHIP SOON.

YOU KNOW,YOUR "SOBER ANNIVERSARY"

WOULD BE A REALLY GOOD TIMETO GET UP AND TELL YOUR STORY.

I BET OLIVIA WOULD AGREE.

[JACK EXHALES]

I DIDN'T TELL HER.

I'M KIND OF KEEPINGTHIS ON THE DOWN-LOW.

I THINKSHE'D WANT TO KNOW.

NO. SHE WOULDN'T.

SHE LOVES THIS JACK.

I DON'T WANT HER

KNOWING ABOUTTHE "OLD JACK."

YOU AREIN A RELATIONSHIP.

HONESTY'S THE BESTWAY TO PLAY IT.

BOB, I AM HONEST.

I GO TO THE MEETINGS.

I WORK THE PROGRAM.

THAT SHOULD BE ENOUGH.

[♪]

HEY, I'LL GRAB YOURS.

OKAY.

HEY, MOON.

TWO LARGE COFFEES,ONE WITH CREAM.

COMING UP.

SO, UH...

WHO'S YOUR NEW FRIEND?

OH, YEAH.

THAT'S, UH, THAT'S REBECCA.SHE'S THE NEW A.D.A.

YOU KNOW...[CHUCKLES]

AS A MAN THRICE-DIVORCED,

I MAY BE IN NO POSITIONTO COMMENT--

AH, BUT THEN AGAIN,MAYBE I AM.

WOMEN...

GET OVER A LOT OF THINGS.

LYING ABOUTBEING WITH ANOTHER WOMAN...

THAT'S NOT ONE OF THEM.

I'M NOT LYING.

I'M NOT WITH ANOTHER WOMAN.

YEAH? SO THENYOU'VE TOLD SHELLY

ABOUT YOUR, UH, BUDDINGFRIENDSHIP WITH REBECCA THERE?

WELL, IF YOU HAVEN'T,

YOU'D BEST ASK YOURSELF WHY NOT.

COME ON.LET'S GO.

[GRUMBLES QUIETLY]:YEAH.

GOOD MORNING.

GRACE!

WILL?

TWO ICED TEAS.

GREAT. THANK YOU, PEGGY.

MM-HMM. WELL, THAT'STHE LAST YOU'LL SEE OF ME.

YOU'VE GOT THE PLACETO YOURSELVES.

ALRIGHT. LET'S SEE...

YOU RECORDING THIS?

UH, THIS IS JUST FOR MY NOTES.

[RECORDER BEEPS]

OKAY.

YOU READY?

YEAH. SURE.

OKAY.

TELL ME ABOUT THE DAYTHAT YOUR UNIT WAS AMBUSHED.

I DON'T KNOW.IT WAS LIKE ANY OTHER DAY.

MM-HMM.

UM...

YOUR BEST FRIEND

WAS ONE OFTHE SOLDIERS KILLED.

I DON'T WANTTO TALK ABOUT HIM...

OR THE MISSIONOR MY PROBLEMS.

OKAY.

I DON'T EVEN KNOWWHERE YOU'RE FROM.

WHERE DID YOU GROW UP?

GRESHAM, OREGON.

OKAY.

WAS YOUR FAMILYIN THE MILITARY?

YOUR DAD? YOUR MOM?

DO I NEED TO TALKABOUT MY FAMILY?

NOPE.

NO. NOT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO.

CAN I TAKE A BREAK?

UH...

[SIGHS]

[♪]

[GRACE]: SO WHATARE YOU DOING HERE?

WELL, AFTER OLIVIAAND THE PHONE CALL,

I CAUGHT THE FIRSTFLIGHT OUT.

I HAVE TOFACE MY FAMILY.

ALTHOUGH I HEAR MY MOTHER'SIN FLORIDA AGAIN?

YEAH.

SO IT'S JUST OLIVIA?

I AM SO SORRY.

I'M SORRY THAT I PUT YOUIN THE MIDDLE OF THIS.

IT'S OKAY.

I GUESS THEY HAVE TOFIND OUT EVENTUALLY, RIGHT?

YEAH, BUT I ALSO UNDERSTAND

SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANTTO KEEP YOUR PROBLEMS PRIVATE.

HAVE YOU TOLDOLIVIA ANYTHING?

NO.

HOW MUCH DOES SHE KNOW?

I HAVEN'TTOLD HER ANYTHING.

MR. GRAHAM,IT'S MY UNDERSTANDING

THAT YOU AND YOUR BROTHER

BOTH LIVE AND WORKON THE SAME FARM.

A FEW YEARS AFTER

WE INHERITED ITFROM OUR DAD,

MY BROTHER AND I BOTHBUILT HOUSES ON THE PROPERTY.

LET ME TAKE A WILD GUESS--

AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLEFROM EACH OTHER?

I'VE BEEN SEEING A LOTOF YOU AND YOUR BROTHER

IN MY COURTROOM,

AND I UNDERSTAND THE NEED

TO WORK OUT YOUR FAMILY PROBLEMSIN PUBLIC,

BUT MOST PEOPLE DO THATAT THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS.

HE WATERED THE FIELD,BUT HE DIDN'T ROLL UP THE PIPE.

-IT'S NOT MY FAULT.-THE WATER MAIN'S--

...ON YOUR PART OF THE PROPERTY,NOT MINE.

OKAY! THAT'S ENOUGH.SIT DOWN.

I KNOW YOU HAVEYOUR DIFFERENCES...

BUT YOU NEED TO LEARNTO WORK TOGETHER.

YOU'RE BROTHERS!GOODNESS' SAKE!

[DOOR SHUTS]

[♪]

WE'RE GONNA TAKEA SHORT RECESS.

[GALLERY MURMURING]

[♪]

HEY, JILL.YOU GOT A SECOND?

I'M NOT HERETO DO YOUR WORK FOR YOU,

SO STOP ASKING.

I'M WARREN'S ASSISTANT,NOT YOURS.

LOOK, I FOUND SOMETHING.

NOW, I CHECKEDTHE FOREMAN'S LOG,

AND NONE OF THESE INVOICEDCONSTRUCTION MATERIALS

SHOWED UP ON SITE.

THE ACCOUNTANTSWILL FIGURE IT OUT.

THIS ISTHE SECOND TIME THIS WEEK.

JUST LEAVE IT ALONE.

OKAY.

THERE IS NOTHINGGOING ON WITH GRACE

OUTSIDE OF FRIENDSHIP.

SEE, I HAVE A HARD TIMEBELIEVING THAT...

AGAIN.

I'M SERIOUS.

SO AM I.

SO WHAT DOES GEORGIA THINK

ABOUT THIS RENEWED FRIENDSHIPWITH GRACE?

SHE'S YOUR WIFE, WILL.

NOT ANYMORE.

WE'RE DIVORCED.

SINCE WHEN?

A COUPLE OF MONTHS.

REALLY.

WHAT HAPPENED?

I DON'T KNOW.WE-- [SIGHS]

WE FELL OUT OF LOVE.

I'M SORRY.

WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US?

BECAUSE I'M TIREDOF BEING THE FAMILY SCREW-UP.

WILL--

LOOK.

GRACE AND I ARE JUSTFRIENDS, OKAY?

WELL SHE'S DATING CLIFF NOW,AND HE'S REALLY GOOD FOR HER.

I KNOW.

I ALSO KNOW THAT I DON'T HAVETHE BEST REPUTATION,

BUT I CARE ABOUT GRACE.

I WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHINGTO HURT HER AGAIN.

OR YOU.

OKAY?

[SIGHS] OH.

ADOPTION?

I KNOW YOU'RE AFRAIDOF LOSING ANOTHER CHILD,

AND LOSING ME,

BUT I ALSO KNOW

YOU WANT KIDSAS MUCH AS I DO,

SO I GOT TO THINKING.

ADOPTION?

THE FIRST STEPIS A "HOME STUDY."

YEAH, AND WHEREIN ALL THESE STEPS

IS THE STEP THAT SAYS

YOU AND I NEEDTO TALK ABOUT THIS

BEFORE WE DO THESE STEPS?

YOU WANT KIDS.

I WANT KIDS.

YOU DON'T WANT METO GET PREGNANT, I GET IT.

YOU'RE SCARED WE COULDLOSE THE BABY AGAIN.

ADOPTION ISA GREAT SOLUTION.

DON'T YOU THINK?

NO. I DON'T.

PLEASE...JUST STOP THIS.

[♪]

HEY, BOSS.

ARCHITECTSENT THIS OVER.

SHE WANTS YOUTO HAVE A LOOK.

SEE, ERIC?THIS IS THE FUN PART.

AFTER ALL THE NEGOTIATIONSAND THE FINANCIAL HEADACHES,

ONCE THESE PLANS GO THROUGH,EVERYTHING FALLS INTO PLACE.

WHY ARE YOU STILLSTANDING IN MY OFFICE?

NO. WE CAN TALKABOUT IT TOMORROW.

BUT YOU'VE ALREADYAGGRAVATED ME.

OKAY, THIS--

YOU KNOW, IT MIGHTBE NOTHING...

ALL THESE CONSTRUCTIONMATERIALS,

YOU'RE PAYING FOR THEM,

BUT THEY'RE NOTSHOWING UP ON SITE.

WELL, MAYBE THEY'RE IN TRANSIT.

NO, I CHECKEDWITH THE DISTRIBUTOR.

THERE'S NOTHING IN THE SYSTEM.

NOW, I DON'T WANTTO GET ANYONE IN TROUBLE,

BUT WHY WOULD TYLER BE ORDERINGSUPPLIES HE DOESN'T NEED?

[SIGHS]

ALRIGHT.THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW.

UM...

I WILL DEAL WITH TYLER.

[THUD]

HEY, BOB.

HEY.

YOU'RE EARLY.

LUKE'S STILL ATTHERAPY ON THE BASE.

-AH.-YEAH.

HE STILL HAVINGPROBLEMS OPENING UP?

[CHUCKLES DRYLY]

THE KID IS LIKE A MIME.

BUT, UH, I FEEL FOR HIM.

WELL...REHASHING THE PAST

IS NOT EASYFOR VETS WITH PTSD.

I CAN VOUCH FOR THAT.

YEAH.

I JUST REALLY WANT THISTO BE A GREAT ARTICLE, YOU KNOW?

NOT FOR ME,

BUT FOR HIM,FOR OTHER VETS.

FEELING THE WEIGHTOF A LOT OF SOULS

COUNTING ON YOUR WORDSTO BE THE RIGHT WORDS?

YEAH, I GUESS I AM.

BUT HE JUST WON'T TALK.

WELL, THEN YOU TWO HAVESOMETHING IN COMMON.

HE DOESN'T WANTTO SHARE HIS STORY,

AND NEITHER DO YOU.

NOT WITH OLIVIA.

NOT WITH THE GROUP.

HOW IS IT

THAT YOU CANBRING EVERYTHING BACK

TO MY SOBRIETY?

I'M A REALLY AMAZING SPONSOR.

YES, YOU ARE.

I JUST DON'T THINKIT'S FAIR FOR YOU

TO ASK LUKE TO DELVE INTOAND TALK ABOUT HIS PAST,

WHEN YOU WON'T DO THE SAME.

I'M JUST SAYING.

WHAT'RE YOU WRITING ABOUT?

IT'S PRIVATE.

MM.

YEAH, THEY TRY TO MAKE USTO DO THAT IN THERAPY.

JOURNAL?

YEAH, I HATE IT.

I LOVE IT.

ACTUALLY, I NEED IT.

WHEN MY HEADIS FULL OF THINGS,

IT HELPSTO WRITE THEM DOWN.

SOMETIMES,I JUST MAKE LISTS.

I LIKE TOCHECK THINGS OFF,

GIVES ME A SENSEOF ORDER IN CHAOS.

IS EVERYTHINGOKAY WITH YOU?

OH. YEAH.

JUST TRYINGTO FIGURE OUT

WHAT TO DO WITHTHE REST OF MY LIFE.

AND YOU?

I'M SUPPOSED TO BEAT AN INTERVIEW WITH JACK.

BUT YOU'RE HERE.

YOU KNOW WHAT I MISS MOSTABOUT BEING OVER THERE?

GETTING THERE.

I DON'TUNDERSTAND.

WE HAVE ALL SORTS OFWAYS OF GETTING TO MISSIONS--

ON HELICOPTER,PLANE, SUB...

THAT'S HOW I MET IAN--

BUT MY FAVORITE MODE?

DESTROYER.

YOU GET OUT THEREON THAT DECK

IN THE MIDDLEOF THE OCEAN...

IT'S THE ONLY TIME

I'VE EVER REALLYFELT PEACE.

THE ONLY TIMEI FEEL PEACE

IS WHENI'M ON MY WAY TO WAR.

I AM MESSED UP.

[LAUGHS]

NO, YOU'RE NOT.

HEY...

YOU WANT TO TAKE A RIDE?

OKAY. WHY NOT?

[MACHINERY RUMBLING]

WASN'T EXPECTING YOUTILL TOMORROW.

WE'RE MAKINGGOOD PROGRESS, THOUGH.

RAN INTO SOME DELAYSWITH THE FOUNDATION WORK

OVER ON SECTION "C,"

BUT SHOULD BEBACK ON TRACK

BY THE ENDOF THE WEEK.

WELL, THAT'S NOTWHY I'M HERE.

FOREMAN'S LOG.SIGNED BY YOU.

ERIC DOUBLE-CHECKEDTHE CONSTRUCTION INVOICES.

NOW HE KNOWS THAT NOTHINGHAS ARRIVED ONSITE.

HE ACTUALLY THINKSYOU'RE STEALING FROM ME.

OH, THAT'S RICH.

YOU SHOULD'VECOVERED YOUR TRACKS BETTER.

[♪]

[CELL PHONE RINGS]

HELLO?

[WILL]:HI, GRACE.

HEY! I WAS JUSTTHINKING ABOUT YOU.

YOU WERE?

I MOST CERTAINLY WAS.

AND I WAS ALSO THINKINGWHY DON'T WE TRY

THAT NEW ITALIAN RESTAURANTBY THE ART GALLERY?

I HEAR IT'S REALLY GOOD.

I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLETO MAKE DINNER TONIGHT.

OH, IS EVERYTHING OKAY?

YEAH, UH...

JUST WORK STUFF.

I'M REALLY SORRY.

OH, WILL, THAT'S FINE.

I MEAN,WORK IS WORK.

IS THERE SOMETHING ELSEYOU WANT TO TELL ME?

UH, JUST THATI HAVE TO LEAVE TOMORROW.

OKAY. UM...

DO YOU NEEDA RIDE TO THE FERRY?

NO. THANKS, THOUGH.

UM...

IT WAS REALLY GOODTO SEE YOU, GRACE.

YEAH. YEAH, YOU TOO.

BYE.

[♪]

HI! HOW YOU DOING?

[♪]

-HEY, PEG---[GASPS]

-OH! MOON!-SORRY.

NO, IT'S NOT YOU, IT'S ME.I'M SORRY.

YOU OKAY?

SURE. GREAT!

NEVER BETTER.

BYE.

[PAPER CRUMPLING]

YOU'RE A SIGHTFOR SORE EYES.

I AM?

YES, OF COURSE.

[GRUNTS]

I'VE BEEN TRYINGTO GET LUKE

TO OPEN UP TO MEABOUT HIS PTSD.

HE IS SO CLOSED OFF,

AND HE'S AS JUMPYAS A FERAL CAT.

I DON'T THINK HE TRUSTS ME.

WELL...

I DON'T THINK YOU TRUST ME.

WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?

I'VE BEEN WAITING PATIENTLYFOR YOU TO COME AND TALK TO ME

ABOUT THE FACTTHAT YOU WERE MARRIED TO SOMEONE

AND I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT IT.

JERI IS FROM ANOTHER TIMEIN MY LIFE--

A TIME I WANT TO FORGET.

SORRY, THAT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

OLIVIA, I DON'T ASK YOU

TO TELL MEEVERY DETAIL OF YOUR PAST.

I WOULD TELL YOU ANYTHING.

ASK ME ANY QUESTION.

I LOVE YOU.

THAT'S WHAT YOU DOWHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE.

YOU SHARE LIFE'S STORIES--THE GOOD AND THE BAD.

YEAH, BUT YOU SEE,THAT'S ALL I HAVE, RIGHT,

IS BAD.

ALL YOU HAVE IS GOOD.

THAT'S NOT TRUE.

OH, COME ON, OLIVIA!

OUR PASTS COULDN'T BEMORE DIFFERENT.

THIS ISN'T ABOUT JUDGEMENT. THISIS ABOUT TRUST.

WHAT, YOU DON'T TRUST ME?

I DIDN'T SAY THAT,

BUT AS THIS CONVERSATIONGOES ON,

I'M STARTING TO WONDER WHAT ELSEYOU MIGHT BE HIDING FROM ME.

I'M NOT HIDING ANYTHING.

A LIE BY OMISSIONIS STILL A LIE,

AND IN SOME CASES,IT'S WORSE THAN A LIE.

NOT TELLING MEABOUT JERI IS A LIE.

AND NOT WANTING TO TALK ABOUT ITIS A BIG RED FLAG.

OKAY, LOOK,THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND...

NO, JACK.

THIS IS A RELATIONSHIP.

OKAY, YES.

YES, I WAS MARRIEDTO JERI DRAKE.

WHO CARES?

OBVIOUSLY, YOU DO.

AND YOU DON'T CAREENOUGH ABOUT ME

TO SHARE THE WHOLE TRUTHWITH ME.

I CAN'T BEWITH SOMEONE

WHO ONLY WANTS TO SHARETHE PARTS OF THEM

THEY THINK ARE OKAY.

I HAVE TO BE WITH SOMEONEWHO WANTS TO SHARE IT ALL,

EVERYTHING GOODAND EVERYTHING HORRIBLE.

THAT'S WHAT I DO WITH YOU!

NOT BECAUSE I HAVE TO,BUT BECAUSE I WANT TO.

I WAS MARRIED TO A MANWHO KEPT THINGS FROM ME

BECAUSE HE THOUGHTHE WAS PROTECTING ME.

I DON'T NEED TO BE PROTECTED.I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.

WHAT I NEED,WHAT I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT,

IS TOTAL AND COMPLETE HONESTY,

AND IF YOU CAN'T GIVE ME THAT,

THEN I DON'T KNOWWHAT WE'RE DOING.

OLIVIA...

DON'T TELL ME YOU LOVE ME.

WHAT?

DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME.

SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME.

[♪]

♪ SLOW IT DOWN

♪ EVERYONE'S BEEN SLOWING DOWN

♪ BUT I'VE BEEN UPALL NIGHT... ♪

SO WHOSE BOATIS THIS, REALLY?

IT'S THIS ADMIRAL I KNOW.

RAN INTO HIM THE OTHER DAY.

HE'S STATIONED HEREIN CEDAR COVE...

TOLD ME I COULD TAKE THIS BABYOUT WHENEVER.

YOU OKAY?

JUST FEELINGA BIT GUILTY, I GUESS.

HOW COME?

BEING IN A BOAT OUT HERE...

IT'S SOMETHINGI ONLY EVER DID WITH SETH.

I MISS HIM.

SO HE HAS A BOAT?

HE DID.

BUT THEN HE SOLD IT.

HE'S BACK OUT HERE,WHERE HE BELONGS.

AND WHERE DO YOU BELONG?

I'M NOT SURE.

YOU KNOW, I HAD THISHIGH SCHOOL GYM TEACHER...

BASICALLY TAUGHT ME

THAT SPORTS IS 90%MENTAL, 10% PHYSICAL.

HE ALSO TAUGHT ME TO CONTROLTHAT VOICE IN MY HEAD...

YOU KNOW,THE ONE THAT ALWAYS TELLS YOU

YOU CAN'T DO SOMETHING.

IN THAT LAST WEEKOF SEAL TRAINING...

ALL I COULD FEEL WAS PAIN,

BUT ALL I COULD HEARWAS THE VOICE OF MY COACH.

JUSTINE, YOU CAN DO ANYTHINGTHAT YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO.

YOU'RE AMAZING.

YOU KNOW, YOU JUST NEEDTO BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE AMAZING.

[GRACE]: THANKS TO YOU,HE CANCELED DINNER.

YOU TOLD WILLNOT TO SEE ME.

NO, I DIDN'T.

OH, COME ON!

I KNOW YOU AREN'T HAPPYWE'RE FRIENDS.

THAT IS NOTWHY I'M NOT HAPPY.

OH?WELL THEN, WHAT IS IT?

EVERY TIME MY BROTHERCOMES TO TOWN,

YOU LOSE YOUR MIND.

I DO NOT.

YES, YOU DO.

YOU'RE MY FRIEND,AND I LOVE YOU,

SO I HAVE TO TELL YOU

THAT I THINK WHAT YOU ARE DOINGWITH WILL

IS FOOLISH AND DANGEROUS.

HE MAY BE SINGLE,BUT YOU'RE NOT.

AND YOU SAY YOU'RE JUST FRIENDS,BUT HAVE YOU TOLD CLIFF? NO.

AND YOU HAVETO ASK YOURSELF WHY?

IF WHAT YOU HAVE WITH MY BROTHERIS SO INNOCENT,

WHAT IS THERETO HIDE FROM CLIFF?

[JUSTINE]: CAN YOU TELL MEWHY IT'S HARD FOR YOU

TO TALK TO JACKABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?

I DON'T KNOW.

SEE, I THINK YOU DO.

[LAUGHS]

YOU DON'T LET ME GET AWAYWITH ANYTHING.

I LIKE THAT.

I GUESS IT SEEMS LIKE

I JUST DON'T WANT TO BUILDMYSELF UP,

MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I'M RIDINGON THE BACKS

OF THOSEWHO DIDN'T MAKE IT BACK.

I MEAN,THOSE ARE THE REAL HEROES,

BUT NO ONE'S TALKING TO THEM,

BECAUSE THEY'RE DEAD...AND FORGOTTEN.

JACK'S A REALLY GOOD GUY.

YOU SHOULD GIVE HIM A CHANCE.

TRUST HIM.LET HIM TELL YOUR STORY.

[KNOCKING]

YES?

HI, BOB!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

PICKING YOU UP.

BUT I DON'T WANTTO GO ANYWHERE.

WELL, TRUST ME...

YOU WANT TO GOWHERE I'M TAKING YOU.

[DOOR SLAMS]

HEY, BOSS.

YOU WANTED TO SEE ME?

I DID.

TYLER'S STILL HERE.

YES, HE IS.

BUT HE'S STEALING FROM YOU.

YOU KNOW, ERIC, LAST TIMEI CHECKED YOUR JOB DESCRIPTION,

I DIDN'T NOTICE "ACCOUNTANT"NEXT TO YOUR NAME.

SIT.

YOU KNOW, AS A DEVELOPER,

I... OPERATEON A VERY THIN PROFIT MARGIN.

CREWS, LAND,EQUIPMENT, MATERIALS--

IT'S ALL VERY, VERY EXPENSIVE.

AND SOMETIMES--

OKAY, ALL THE TIME--

LOOK, ALL MY PROJECTS,BIG OR SMALL,

I NEED TO DO WHATEVER I CAN

TO MAKE SURE I BRING HOMEA DECENT PROFIT.

TYLER DIDN'T STEAL FROM YOU.

"STEAL,"THAT'S SUCH A NEGATIVE WORD.

I PREFER "ALLOCATE"OR "REDISTRIBUTE."

[EXHALES]

ERIC.

NO ONE IS GETTING HURT HERE.

WE'RE NOT DOINGANYTHING WRONG, OKAY?

I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, AND...

I TAKE CARE OF MY EMPLOYEES.

WHAT IS THIS?

I DON'T KNOW.DEPENDS ON YOU.

IT COULD BEA SEVERANCE CHECK,

OR IT COULD BEA BONUS CHECK,

FOR UNDERSTANDINGTHAT MY BUSINESS,

AND WHAT I DOWITH MY BUSINESS...

IS MY BUSINESS.

ERIC, I LIKE YOU.

I SEE BIG THINGS WITH YOUHERE AT SAGET DEVELOPMENT.

BUT YOU SEE, TODAY--

TODAY IS GRADUATION DAY,

AND YOU ARE EITHERIN BUSINESS WITH ME,

OR YOU'RE NOT.

YOU UNDERSTAND?

[LUKE]: JACK. HEY.

I GOT YOUR MESSAGETO MEET YOU HERE.

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE.

FOR WHAT?

AND WHERE ARE WE?

I'M SORRY FOR ASKING YOU TO DOSOMETHING THAT UP UNTIL NOW...

I HAVEN'T BEEN WILLINGTO DO MYSELF.

HEY.

UH, LUKE...

WHY DON'T WE WAITINSIDE, HUH?

OKAY.

WHAT'S GOING ON?

IT'S MY ANNIVERSARY,

AND I WANT TO SHARE ITWITH YOU.

TODAY, I'M ONE YEAR SOBER.

I DIDN'T KNOW.

NO, OF COURSE,YOU DIDN'T KNOW.

I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO.

OLIVIA, I HAVEN'T SHAREDEVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WITH YOU

BECAUSE I'M AFRAID

THAT IF YOU KNOWALL THE DARKNESS IN MY PAST,

YOU'RE NOT GONNA WANT TO BEWITH ME ANYMORE.

THAT'S NOT TRUE.

BUT THAT'S HOW I FELT.

"FELT?" PAST TENSE?

YEAH.

YOU SEE,YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE

THAT I HAVEN'T SHAREDMY PAST WITH,

AND, WELL,TO CELEBRATE THIS MILESTONE,

I THOUGHT YOU NEEDED TO BE HEREWHEN I SHARE WITH THE GROUP.

THIS IS ME SHOWING YOU...

HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

THANK YOU.

HI.

UM... WHERE TO START?

UM...

FIRST OF ALL, I'M A WRITER,I'M NOT A SPEAKER,

SO I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE...

UM...

[DEEP BREATHS]

THE TRUTH IS THATI'VE BEEN AVOIDING THIS MOMENT

FOR A LONG TIME.

BUT I REALIZED SOMETHINGTHIS WEEK...

THAT SHARING MY STORYISN'T ALL ABOUT ME.

IT'S ABOUT YOU.

WE LEARN FROM EACH OTHER,DON'T WE?

OUR SUCCESSESAND OUR FAILURES...

AND EACH WEEK,ONE OF YOU BRAVE SOULS,

YOU STAND UP HERE,AND YOU TELL YOUR STORY.

AND TODAY, I THINK, UM...

IT'S TIMETHAT I DO THE SAME THING.

[EMOTIONAL BREATHS]

SO AS I STAND HEREHOLDING MY ONE-YEAR CHIP.

I THINK I NEED TO BACK UP HEREA LITTLE BIT

AND TELL YOUHOW I ENDED UP HERE.

[EXHALES]

SO LET'S STARTFROM THE BEGINNING.

MY NAME IS JACK...

AND I'M AN ALCOHOLIC.

[GROUP]: HI, JACK.

HEY!

HEY.

YOU DID GOOD. HUH?

I KNOW I'M NOTTHE EASIEST GUY TO SPONSOR.

OH, THERE ARE HARDERCASES THAN YOU.

[LAUGHS] REALLY?

YEAH. YOU'RELOOKING AT ONE.

I DON'T THINKI'VE EVER MET YOUR SPONSOR.

YEAH, WELL, HE, UH... QUIT.

SOMETIMES, WHEN YOUFALL OFF THE WAGON,

YOU DON'T GET BACK ON.

YEAH.

SO, I'M GOING TO HITTHOSE COOKIES.

DON'T TELL PEGGY.

[CHUCKLES]

HEY.

THANKS.

WELL, IT'S, UH,NOT A PRETTY STORY.

IT'S GOT A GOOD ENDING.

MORE LIKE A WORK IN PROGRESS,I THINK.

DRINKING IS WHAT YOU DID.IT DOESN'T DEFINE WHO YOU ARE.

I COULD SAY THE SAME TO YOU...

ABOUT WAR... SOLDIERING...

HOW 'BOUT WE TRYTHAT INTERVIEW AGAIN?

YEAH?

YEAH.

YOU KNOW, I THOUGHTMAYBE THIS TIME,

I'D ACTUALLY TALK.

[CHUCKLES]

YOU KNOW, THAT'S NOT WHYI INVITED YOU HERE.

YEAH, THAT'S WHY I WANT TO DOTHE INTERVIEW AGAIN.

YOU KNOW,YOU HAVEN'T LIED TO ME.

YOU HAVEN'T PLAYED ME.YOU HAVEN'T MANIPULATED ME.

NOT ONCE.

ALL YOU'VE EVER DONEIS HELP ME.

'KAY.

[CLEARS THROAT]

WELL?

I AM SO PROUD OF YOU.

THANK YOU.

YOU KNOW,WHAT I SAID IN THE MEETING...

IT'S NOT EVERYTHING.THERE'S MORE.

BUT IT'S A START.

FOR ME?

FOR US.

I DO LOVE YOU.

AND I LOVE YOU.

EVEN AFTER EVERYTHINGTHAT I SAID?

BECAUSE OF EVERYTHINGYOU SAID.

OH, JACK...

NO MORE SECRETS.BY OMISSION OR NOT.

TRUTH, ALWAYS.

OKAY. DEAL.

HEY! WE AGREED TO SPLIT IT.

I GOT IT.

I JUST GOT A BIG BONUS AT WORK.

OKAY, YOU'RE GETTING IT.

I'M JUST A LOWLY CIVIL SERVANT.

OR YOU COULD SAY THANK YOU.I MEAN...

THANK YOU.

SO...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO NOW?

HMM.

OH, JUSTINE'S HERE.

HEY, HONEY!

HEY, JUSTINE.

HEY!

YOU LOOK HAPPY.

I AM.

I FIGURED SOMETHING OUT TODAY.

WHAT'S THAT?

I WANT TO GET MY MASTER'SIN SOCIAL WORK.

I'M APPLYING TO WASHINGTONPACIFIC UNIVERSITY.

GRAD SCHOOL.

I WANT TO TURN MY VOLUNTEER JOBINTO MY "REAL" JOB.

I LOVE THE WORKTHAT I'VE BEEN DOING,

AND I REALIZED THAT I JUST...I WANT TO KEEP DOING IT.

SO IF THAT MEANS GOING BACKTO SCHOOL, I'LL GO BACK...

BECAUSE I FINALLY FIGURED OUTWHAT I WANT TO DO.

YOU'RE GONNA MAKEA GREAT SOCIAL WORKER.

YEAH, I SECOND THAT.

AW, HONEY!

IT'S EXCITING!

[GRACE AND WILL LAUGH]

I'M GLAD YOU CALLED.

YEAH, WELL,YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE CANCELED.

NOT FOR THE REASONS YOU DID.

I DIDN'T WANT TO COMPLICATEYOUR LIFE THIS TIME.

MM...

YOU WEREN'T.WE'RE FRIENDS.

GOOD FRIENDS.

YOU KNOW THAT OLIVIA NEVERTOLD ME SHE GOT IN TROUBLE.

AND I WAS THE ONE WHO TALKED HER

INTO STAYING OUT LATETHAT NIGHT.

SHE DIDN'T WANTTO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD.

I KNOW. SHE WAS ALWAYSLOOKING OUT FOR ME,

EVEN BACK THEN.

YOU TWO WERE LIKE SISTERSTHE DAY YOU MET.

MM-HMM.

DO YOU REMEMBER WHENI GAVE MYSELF THAT HOME PERM?

I SO WANTED HAIR LIKE HERS.

[LAUGHS]

YOU LOOKED LIKE A POODLE.

OH, NICE.

THANK YOU.

BUT I DID!I LOOKED LIKE A POODLE.

YOU DON'T LOOK LIKEA POODLE NOW.

THANKS.

SEE, I'M SO GLAD YOU CHANGEDYOUR MIND ABOUT DINNER.

ME TOO.

LOOK, POODLE OR NOT...

YES?

YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL THENAND YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL NOW.

WHY, THANK YOU.

DO YOU WANT METO TAKE MY HAND BACK?

I DON'T KNOW.

[♪]