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Da-dum.

I gotta pee.

Oh! We'll find a garage or something.

No, just-- just pull over.

Tip it out.

I'm just curious, what-- what was your plan back there?

I don't know.

I mean, if I hadn't chased after to you,

what would you have-- what would you have done?

I didn't think that far ahead, to be honest.

You're pretty outta shape though.

Hey...

I could never keep up with you, Turbo.

You must be hungry. Are you hungry?

I'm hungry.

Um... I'll take two of these.

You got ID?

Oh, they're, um, they're for him.

Just get a pack of 27s.

Could you just put this together?

Mm.

Mm... want a bite?

I'm vegan.

You're vegan? Since when?

Since I was 15.

Oh!

You know they bring drugs into the country using animals, don't you?

They literally shove the cocaine up their asses.

That's so interesting, but I don't really do cocaine, so.

Oh, yeah. You're more of a benzos and opioids sort of girl.

-What a relief. -Benzos.

Line drive right field.

Caught the no-hitter for Rufus.

No hits retired.

Just the 8th time in the modern era.

- You only got candies? - Hm.

Okay. Well, we'll go to a proper restaurant

before we get to the motel.

- Motel? - Yeah.

It's-- it's like a 14 hour drive to get to Santa Fe.

And what kind of art does this guy even do?

Um, all sorts, I think.

He is the guy-- he is the--

Remember that chef with the-- the metal plate in his head?

-What? -He-- From that breakfast café you used to like the, um...

Cool Cat's Cafe and they had those amazing chocolate chip pancakes.

Well, it's his brother.

That-- that's the house that we're going to.

Anyway, I thought it would be a-- You know, hey, it's a destination

and we could go and hang out there for a couple of days

and then, um, maybe you could tour a studio

and, you know, you'd be inspired to start painting again, maybe.

And then we'll go back.

Why do you care if I paint?

Can you pull over?

No, I'm not running through the desert again.

-I'm sorry. -No, I'm serious.

I'm serious. Please pull over.

You okay?

I know-- I know this feeling.

I know how badly you're hurting.

You know I've been there, so.

The last thing you need from me is a lecture.

But your mommy told me that...

That your face turned blue.

I mean, do you know what that means?

This-- this is serious, you know?

Sweetheart?

Uh... very good. Very good.

What, are you trying to enter some kind of lung cancer competition or something?

-Can't get it to work, huh? -Fuck sake!

Hey, not the truck. Don't kick the truck.

That's a shame you can't get that cigarette lit.

Oh, shit.

Oh.

What?

Great.

Ah... God.

Now, come on. Fuck.

You don't happen to have a screwdriver with you, do you?

You've gotta be fucking kidding me.

You can blame your mom for your overactive bladder.

When you were potty training, she used to give you like an M&M every time you went,

and I swear to God you went 50 times a day.

The sweet tooth you've got from me.

Oh!

Is that all?

Hm?

Is that all I got from you?

Somebody ordered a stripper?

I'm just messing.

And it's not just your star sign,

I can guess anyone's age too.

It's a gift I've had since I was a girl.

I guessed everyone in my town. Yeah.

The paper reported on it back in '64,

got my picture taken and everything.

I was the biggest thing to happen here since that UFO.

-There was a UFO sighted here? -Oh hell yes, there was.

There's all kinds of crazy extraterrestrial shit

that goes on in these areas.

All righty. I'm gonna guess now, okay?

Okay. Hm... let's see.

Libra, 25.

Sagittarius.

Hm. 37.

Close. Close. I'm a Libra, but I'm 20.

And he's an Aries and he's 47.

Shit! I was close. I was close.

-You got very close. -But you know what?

I practice ancient Vedic astrology,

I don't go in for that Western hipster shit.

They don't even take into account the wobble of the earth

and I think that's where the disconnect happens.

Right. Right. That makes sense.

47?

Ain't no judgment here. I mean, love is love, man.

- Oh, no. - You know, my parents were together for 72 years.

They died when they were 90 years old

within seconds of each other.

Oh, there's something beautiful about that.

Mama died first 'cause she was sitting on the front of the motorcycle

and took most of the impact

and Daddy got flung off the back.

I'm sorry.

Oh, man!

Yeah, sorry about that.

Yeah, that was bad. Oh, well.

Hey, do you two mind if we make a quick pit stop?

Oh, well the thing is we're on a bit of a tight schedule.

We need to push on, really, I'm afraid.

Are we?

It'll only take me a second.

Can you do me a favor and reach in the back there and grab that package?

Okay.

She's a beaut, ain't she?

Oh, don't worry. The bullets are in the birthday card.

-Okay. -It's the gift for my nephew.

Right.

Hey, you know... my brother has been working on cars his whole life.

I bet he could fix her up for ya and it would only--

-It'd be cheaper and a-- and a lot faster-- -I think--

Than the joint that I'd have to take you.

Well, I should probably just go to--

No! I'm telling you,

his garage is a car mechanic's heaven.

- Okay. - Works for me. - Okay. Thanks.

My nephew is gonna love it!

Yeah, that's a beauty. That's a lovely gun.

No, it's not loaded. It's not loaded, right?

Are you deaf? I said the bullets were in the birthday card!

Now...

don't make direct eye contact with anyone.

Come on.

Don't you think it's a bit ironic?

What?

Well, you know, you take me on this trip to what?

Keep me out of danger and then we end up in a truck with a stranger

and a gun in the middle of nowhere.

I'm not-- I'm not just taking you

to keep you out of danger, all right?

I'm happy to be with you, you know?

Hi, how you doing?

Hello.

- Hello. - How are you?

- Hey. - Good to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

trucker.

Yeah. It's an old '80s, uh, Sierra.

We got from the.

There we go.

You said you wanted--

What do you want? Said you wanted a little puppy?

I bet you can't get my nose. I bet you can't get my nose!

You want a dog or what? Here. Just one--

one at a time. One at a time. One at a time. One at a time. Hold on. Hold on, hold on.

Hold on. Hold on, hold on. You gotta let me make it first, dude.

You gotta let me make it first.

Stop, stop, stop, stop!

My birthday is coming up.

Yeah?

My, uh, aunt makes me do this every year, so.

All right, all right, all right.

Can I get you anything? Like a--

You want a burger or like a-- I think we got some salad--

-I'll take a beer. -Or something.

We can get you back on the road tonight.

I got quite a bit of tools in my garage.

Oh, great. Okay.

-Yeah. A GNC. Collect classic, huh? -Yeah.

A friend of mine had one of these beautiful trucks.

-Oh, he did? -Yeah. And tells me about it.

-Yeah. -We went on the road trip, yeah, together,

and they sure performed good.

-Oh, that's cool. -Yeah.

Well, we just need to get it down off the, uh, tow truck.

I don't know how to do that. Is Elsie--

Is she a relation of yours, Elsie?

She's a sister-in-law of mine.

-Okay. -Yeah.

- Elsie? - and the cars,

Man, nice truck. Nice GMC.

- Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. Beautiful.

Welcome to mi casa.

Yeah.

There you go. So you paint?

- Hm. - That's cool. That's cool.

I paint a little bit myself actually.

Mm?

Yeah. Well, I mean, graffiti. All right.

Yeah. Me and my boys actually just, uh,

tag the old Dollar General and said,

"Anarchy is democracy taken seriously."

- Nice. - Pew!

Real big and it's kind of dumb, but whatever.

So, uh, what do you paint?

Oh, I don't really paint much anymore.

What? Why not?

Just ran out of inspiration, I guess.

That's fucking bullshit!

Just saying like, that's...

You should keep fucking painting.

I actually make music for inspiration. Play you something.

-Hey, can I--

- Hm? - Can I use the--

Uh, do you have a bathroom I could use?

Yeah. Yeah. Right down the hall. Pew!

That was-- That was really good though.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

Wanna take some shots?

Ooh, nice.

Oh, fucking hell!

Dick.

A beautiful color. Why-- why this sticker?

Well, that's the name of my business?

You know, I have a land-- I got a landscape company.

It's just a little one.

Yeah.

I think that truck looks a whole lot better without it.

Yeah.

Cheers.

Whoo.

You want another one?

Yeah.

Ah!

I like your house.

Oh, yeah. What? You wanna move in?

Yeah, sure. Why not?

So like, what do you?

Do you like to model or something?

No, I'm just kidding. No, um, seriously, are you a model?

Just tell me.

Pass. Next question.

All right.

Okay.

Are you single?

- Pass! Next question. - Oh, geez.

Are you fucking with me?

- Pass. Next question. - Okay.

Okay.

So...

Be honest. Do you think I'm sexy?

Pass. Next question.

Is that your boyfriend outside?

God, no! Why does everyone keep assuming that?

Oh. Oh, no. Oh, hey.

-Oh, okay. Let's go. Now! -We're just having a conversation.

-Excuse me? -We're leaving.

I've fixed the truck. Let's go.

-I'm not going with you. -Yes you are!

No, I'll get my own ride back to the city!

I can give you a ride if you want.

-He'll give me a ride. -I'm not leaving you here.

-I'm not going with you! -Relax, dude. All right.

Look, why don't you just mind your own fucking business?

Hey, don't speak to him like that. It's his house.

You can't speak to me like that. You're in my house.

You're used to serving underage girls in your house?

- God, Dad! - Underage? What do you mean?

Yeah, she's not 21.

-Okay. I didn't know that. -12 hours ago! 12 hours ago, you OD'ed

and here you are fucking drunk and God knows what.

I'm not drunk!

Okay. Okay, look. I'm on parole right now, kind of, so like--

Well, we weren't even drinking, so.

- That's not true. - Oh, stop!

You know, you had one beer and two shots.

Stop talking. Stop talking.

Whoa. Hey, nope. No.

Fucking dick ass!

Why did you even come this morning?

- Because I'm your father! - Since when?

Fuck. God.

. Thank you.

Amos.

I got something I'd like you to have.

Oh, that's not-- You're very kind. We--

No. I insist. I insist. Okay.

Okay. Yeah. Thanks.

All right, brother. This is my son

-and we'd like you to have-- -Oh, hi.

A gift for you.

Nice to meet you.

But this is too much. We-- we don't need--

Uh, Brother. It's my pleasure to help you.

Well, thank you so much and thanks for--

- Yeah. - Your help with the truck.

And thanks for the pumpkin.

Yeah. You can put it in here. There you go. Okay.

Thanks, guys.

Safe travel. Take care.

How much did you have to drink?

Hello?

Oh, no jokes for me now? Okay.

You have no idea how lucky you are to be alive.

Turbo!

Oh, fuck no! I'm not going in there.

I don't even believe in God.

That's an AA meeting.

Yeah, I know. They try to turn you into some Jesus freak.

-I'm not going. -No, they don't.

I think it would do us both good to go to the meeting.

Us? No, I'm good.

You go ahead to your culty little group meeting.

Look, if you don't like it,

then, you know, we can leave early. We don't have to--

But I haven't been to a meeting for a while

and I think it would be good for both of us.

If I go in, will you take me back to San Diego?

-Why would you wanna go back to San Diego? -Because it's my home.

Yeah, but you don't really have a home there just now.

I-- I have options.

It really doesn't seem like you do.

Well, you really don't know me,

so I don't see how you would have any concept of that.

Well, I would like to get to know you.

That's why I'm here and I would like to think there's a hint of a chance

that you'd like to get to know me too.

No, thank you.

When you woke up in the hospital room this morning,

did that feel good?

Look, I know you don't-- You don't want to hear it from me,

but trust me that this path you're on, it's not worth it.

Why would I ever trust you?

Oh. Oh, okay. Okay.

Go ahead then.

Uh, it's-- it's really fun, isn't it?

I mean, it wouldn't be so hard to stop

if it wasn't fun, right?

Getting high and, uh, drinking and partying.

I mean, it's-- it's fun until it's not.

And then... things started to slip away, slowly at first.

My life started to slip away from me, um...

and then all of a sudden it--

it just turned to shit really quick, and um...

I-- I don't like to think back to then.

I-- I wish that it didn't have to have been a part of my story,

but it is. And uh...

I was, um...

Well, I was acting like a child, but--

but I had a child and, uh,

I just guess I didn't really know what it meant

to be a father.

I remember this one time, I was coming home.

Uh, the sun was coming up

and I was walking out of a blackout.

I had no idea where I was, had--

Had been, or I had no idea who I'd been with

or what I'd been up to.

But I came into the house and, um...

my now ex-wife was with my little girl

and she was only four or five.

And I can never forget the way that she looked at me.

That-- That she was trying to figure out

what was wrong with me, but, uh, but at the same time,

she was, um... she was frightened of me, you know?

I was a stranger to her.

But even though that kind of thing would happen,

and even though I didn't want to drink anymore, I hated it.

I-- I-- I'd hated the way my life felt, to live that way.

I couldn't stop. I tried all--

Probably all the things we all did. You know, like cutting down or,

"I'll only drink on a Thursday and a Friday,"

and I'd drink all day Thursday and all day Friday, you know?

I just couldn't stop. I couldn't do it.

And, uh, it just sort of led me to the point

where I-- I think I felt like if I run away, you know,

if I like blow my life up, then I'll stop.

So you are religious now?

No. Not particularly. No.

I do like the idea of something greater than ourselves.

You know, like a higher power. I...

I've been waiting to tell you--

Hi, I see two new faces. Glad you could join us.

- Thank you for having us. - Hey, Shiloh.

Hi.

Is this your first meeting?

Yeah.

Do you have any questions?

Not really.

Do you want to join the program?

No.

What brought you in here today?

He did.

Oh.

Well, no one can want this for you.

You better want this for yourself.

Right.

What do you want?

Honestly?

Thank you. All right.

Aren't you hungry?

I thought I was.

I really hate those meetings. The public speaking. I just--

I just could never do that.

Oh, yeah?

Yeah. Just talking to everyone like that.

Well, I wasn't talking to everyone. I was talking to you.

So, how did you sell me to him?

I'm sorry?

Your friend. What was your pitch?

"Hey, man. I know I haven't seen you in a decade,

but my daughter just OD'ed

and I have no idea what to do with her.

Anyway, see you tomorrow. Hide your booze."

You know, I'm really not addicted to this stuff.

Like, I-- I don't need it all the time.

Then stop.

Well, I--

I don't really see why

I would if it's not--

I should take this. Sorry. I'm really sorry.

I'll be right back.

Ho, ho, ho. Ho, ho, ho.

Oh.

I don't think that was yours.

- Excuse me? - Don't play dumb.

Oh. Um, well, I just assumed that

no one would come back for it, so.

Yeah.

No, well, 30 days? Is that the minimum?

Okay.

No, no, no, no. Outpatient. That--

It won't work for us. Well, she needs-- she needs to-- to stay there.

I'm gonna need to see some ID.

I, uh, I don't have it on me.

Okay. I'm just gonna have to talk to your father about this.

No, no, no, no. Please, please don't do that. Um...

Um, should we get going?

Yeah. You okay?

Yeah. Yep.

Could we get this in a box, please? To go?

Thanks.

You're jamming with the hottest disc jockey-- disc jockey.

Oh, wait a minute. Oh, come on!

Come on!

Come on!

Oh, sorry. Hello.

Oh, hello, my love. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course. Hello, wee man.

What did you do today?

Oh, that's-- You will have to show me when I get home.

What book are you gonna read with Mommy tonight?

Oh, yeah, that's a good one.

All right, my wee man. I love you so much. I--

Yeah. Bigger than the whole universe.

All right. Thank you, my darling.

Yep. Yeah, yeah. It's cool. Yep. Great. I'll call--

I'll call you. I'll call you when we get there.

All right, my darling. Bye.

They'd really like to meet you, you know?

I'd really like to pee.

Ow.

Do you want me to pull over again?

No, I'm fine.

Throws it down the center field.

And then,.

Oh, that's right. The Pads are playing the Braves tonight.

-Okay. -Do you remember that game we went to

when the Cowboy hit the homer and you caught it?

Like it-- it-- it literally came down

into your little hands. Do you remember?

-Nope. -Yes, you do, Turbo.

We had an amazing time that time.

Can you stop calling me that?

I wanted to, um...

You okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Yeah. I just, I felt like I-- I-- I should, uh--

What's happening?

I don't know. I got stung or something.

What? Let me have a look.

God! No, it's-- it's down there. Okay? I--

What do you mean down there?

I mean, I was peeing

and I don't know if something got in up there. Whatever it--

Oh, my God. Is it-- is it burning? Is it swollen?

I don't know. Dad, I'm not gonna-- I can't--

Well, what? You have to have these things checked out

because there's all kinds of-- There-- there could have been a, like, a poisonous insect,

or it could have been a snake. Did you see a snake?

Jesus Christ, Dad! Stop freaking me out!

Well, did you see something like a snake?

How are you feeling?

- I-- I-- - Oh, my God!

Like I'm gonna die now.

Okay. I'm gonna find if there's us a, um,

a pharmacy, okay?

-Don't panic. -But don't--

But I wasn't until you told me that there could--

There's poisonous stuff out there.

There is poisonous stuff out there.

I'm sure it wasn't that, but we can't be too careful.

- Oh, God! Am I gonna be okay? - Pharmacy near me.

Am I gonna be okay?

- Shit. - Dad.

Pharmacy near me. Oh, come on!

- Oh, God. - Pharmacy near me.

- This is how I go. - Eight miles.

-Dad, I-- -Okay. This is not how you go.

Don't be silly.

- Okay. - It looks closed.

I know, but there might be someone inside.

Let me see.

Fuck!

Shit!

Fuck's sake!

Hi.

Oh, hi.

Do-- do you know of another pharmacy nearby?

I need to get this one thing for my daughter.

- And this one's shut and all of these seem shut. - -No.

No, sorry.

-God damn. -I don't.

You're not from 'round here, huh?

Uh, no.

Yeah, everything closes around here at seven sharp,

except for me.

What do you do after that? I mean, what do--

I-- I just need this-- Look, this is shut, that's shut.

This one's like nine miles, but that's shut.

Like you seem stressed.

Oh, I-- I am stressed.

I could relax you.

Oh. Um, no, that's not necessary.

- Are you sure? - Yeah.

I could be really fun.

No, no, I'm sure. I just-- I need a--

I need a doctor or a pharmacy.

So, that's what I'm looking for. Uh, good night.

Well, um, I'm no doctor, but I can take a look.

Maybe you could have a look.

I-- I would just need you to look at my daughter's um...

her lady area.

She had-- She got bitten

- Oh. - By, uh, something.

Well, she was peeing at the side of the road

and she got bitten by-- I don't know if it was a snake or a--

-So that's my worry, is that it was a snake. -Okay.

She won't let me look. So, if you would look.

Hey, darling. Um.

This kind lady's offered to a look at your bite.

What? No.

Well, she's sort of like a professional person.

Yeah, I know that.

Yeah.

Yeah. That's a spider bite. It's not too bad though.

I would say it was either a wolf spider or tarantula.

Tarantula?

Relax.

They get a worse rep than is warranted for.

Contrary to public belief, tarantula bites are not deadly.

It's more like a bee sting.

How do you know all of this stuff?

Um, my dad was a park ranger, so.

Oh, that's cool.

- I-- - Oh! Oh.

She's gonna be just fine.

Oh, great. Thank you so much.

-Told her to ice it. -Right. Okay.

Yeah. I'm no stranger to having my pants down

on the size of these roads. Gotta be careful.

What do I owe you?

Uh, you guys headed North?

Ooh, pancakes.

I love me some pancakes.

-Help yourself. -Thank you.

So do you live around here?

Er, yeah. I was...

I've lived here my whole life pretty much.

-Oh, really? -Mm-hmm.

Mm, and I'm saving up to move to New York.

What's in New York?

I'm gonna be on Broadway.

- Cool. - Mm-hmm.

Wow.

Yep, I got some plays that I'm gonna sell,

and then I'm gonna be a famous actress.

It's so cool you wrote a play.

Several plays actually.

-That's funny. -Are you in school?

Uh, no, no, I, I was, but not anymore.

Cool. I never really liked school.

What did you study or...

Uh, painting.

-But what kind of painting? -I mean, I don't...

I just don't really paint anymore.

She's an amazing artist.

-Amazing. -I was okay.

No, no. Look, let me show you.

-What are you doing? -I've got...

Here, if you scroll through that,

you'll see that she's really got a gift.

- Oh, wow. - Right?

- Beautiful. - This...

-I like these, oh. -That's all her.

- Goodness, wow. - Yeah.

- Unique. - This is so cool.

Why did you stop? Look at this one...

Mm? As, like, the background on one of my sets on Broadway.

- You got it... - You know? - It's all yours.

And then, um,

I'll have you come on opening night, sit front row.

They'll ask me, "How did you,

this incredible playwright/actress,

meet this phenomenal painter?"

I'll tell them that I stared directly

into your pussy years ago,

without ever even knowing your name.

Uh... oh, you know,

can you-- Right here is good.

-Oh, really? Okay. -Yeah.

This is great. Thank you...

No, thank you for your help. Thank you.

For the ride, and, um, you should get some ice on that bite.

Yeah, will do.

I will see you in New York city.

-Okay. -See ya there.

Take care of yourself.

She took the pumpkin.

You know, back there at the church

when you were around all the candles,

I had this idea for a portrait.

I didn't know you did portraits.

I didn't.

Well, what was your idea?

You were just surrounded by all these strange,

religious knickknacks,

and you had this really intense,

red glow from the candles

reflecting all over your face.

Just contrasting with this really icy blue around you.

-Oh, I looked like a demon. -No.

Happy. Just looked happy.

Wow, look at the lighthouse.

Okay.

All right.

Oh, I'm gonna take a dip.

No, no, no, the pool area is closed, it says.

Yeah, well, the temperature's perfect, so...

Okay, enjoy yourself.

What, are you afraid of getting in trouble?

No I'm just tired. I wanna go to the room.

Do you want me to just take your bag?

-Yeah. -Okay.

Have a nice swim.

What, are you all grown up now?

I remember you used to be way more fun.

Oh, shut up.

And here we are at the game.

Whose team are you cheering for?

-Our team! -Yes!

-And are they doing well? -Yeah.

-Augh! -Ah!

-Come on. -Come on!

Whoa!

Whoo!

Oh, my God.

You scared the shit out of me.

-My God, it is really nice. -I told you.

-Oh, my God, what is that? -What?

-Ah, there's a cockroach. -Oh, no, no.

-It's okay, the chlorine will kill it. -No, no! Ah!

-Oh, my God. -What?

It's in your hair.

Ah! Turbo!

-Turbo! Turbo! -Turbo!

Turbo! She got it! Look!

Ah! Stop it!

Whoa! Stop it!

Excuse me! Can you not read?

-Oh, sorry. -Sorry, sir.

Sorry, sorry, sorry. We didn't see that, but...

we thought maybe, uh--

Get out.

This is a serious violation.

-Sorry. -I'm sorry about that.

- Sorry, sir. - Take your time.

-We will get out. -We'll get out.

- Yeah. - Sorry, Sir.

What ya doing?

Oh, just looking for something.

How's your bite?

-A little itchy. -Oh.

Oh, I'll get you some ice. There's a machine outside.

-Oh, yeah. -Okay.

Thanks.

Cute.

Hello?

- Hi. - Hi.

- Uh, hi, uh... - Hi.

Uh, Sorry my, uh,

my dad ran out just to get some ice but, um...

Oh, no problem. Yeah.

-Hi. Hi. -Hi.

So, you made it to the motel?

Yep, yep, we, uh... we did.

Good, that's, that's great.

I was just, I just wanted to check and make sure.

I can get him to call you right back.

Oh, no. No need.

I don't want to interrupt your time together.

Um, so how are you?

I'm good, I'm-- I'm great.

Oh, great. Oh, good.

I'm, I'm so glad to hear that.

And how's the motel?

It's really nice. Really nice.

I mean, I...

I wouldn't shine a black light in here, but...

Yeah. Yeah, better not.

No... Um, well...

Anyway, I just... I want to say,

and I know it's not my place,

and I hope I'm not crossing a line,

but I think it's very brave of you,

going to rehab.

Yeah! Uh, totally.

Yeah, um...

I hope to finally meet you afterwards,

if that's something that you'd like?

No, yeah, uh, after...

Okay, well, good night.

Night.

Got your ice.

I couldn't remember if you're, uh...

a Reese's person or a Snickers person,

so I, I got both, and some chips.

Some Cokes.

You're gonna have to wrap this ice in a towel though,

before you uh...

Are you in the bathroom? Are you okay?

Spoke to your new wife.

You spoke with her?

Yep.

She wanted to tell me how proud she was of me

for going to rehab.

Wonder who she got that from?

Do you want to come out? We can talk about it?

I really didn't know that your painter friend

also ran a rehab center.

I was gonna... I tried to tell you... Ah...

Just come out.

I didn't know really how to deal with all this, you know?

Fuck. I can't believe this. What the fuck am I doing here?

Look, when your mom called me, she was so terrified, and I was terrified too.

Oh, and you thought you could just kidnap me?

No. You're an addict.

Oh, jeez, don't put your shit on me.

Okay? I'm not like you, Dad.

Everybody does drugs. Everybody drinks.

Not everybody OD's at00 in the morning

and wakes up in a hospital.

Oh, so I make one little mistake, and all of a sudden,

what, you think you can be my parent again?

No, you don't get to call it a little mistake.

A little mistake is like not setting your alarm

- or something. - Your heart stopped!

You almost died!

And so what if I did, huh?

What do you care? You've never cared.

Mom doesn't care. I don't fucking care.

What are you talking about?

Well, of course we care. What do you mean?

I care for you more than I can even...

I care more than I can even express to you, I--

When, when my little boy was born,

all I wanted was for him to know you.

So you could do things together

and protect each other,

and be there for each other and experience life together.

-Oh, my God, of course. -What?

Your new fucking baby.

Your new fucking life, your new fucking wife.

Look, all right...

No, you're just a phony fuck, okay.

I don't know you. I don't want to know you.

-Okay, let's calm down. -No.

-Let's calm down. -Calm down?

What, all of a sudden you get to tell me

to calm down because you're my parent again?

You're not my parent.

You've never been there for me, Dad.

You fucking left.

You left me. You left us, okay?

You made that decision.

And now you're trying to make it all nice

for your new fucking wife, and your new fucking baby,

so in hopes that maybe she doesn't see

what a fucking, fucking piece of shit you really are.

-That's not fair. -Oh, it's not fair, is it?

-What are you gonna joke your way out of this? -No, you're a fucking asshole.

You're trying to kill yourself. You're gonna kill yourself!

Guess who I fucking learned that from?

-Oh, fucks sake. -Oh, yeah.

No, it's too much for you now, isn't it?

-Yeah. -Yeah, just fucking go,

like you always do. Just fucking go.

Like you always fucking do.

What the fuck.

Just messing around when this guy went crazy.

-What happened to your face? -Yeah, he kicked off on me.

Don't you think it's kind of cute?

No. What is wrong with you?

What's wrong with you? You can't say you want to

stop drinking, and you're going out every night.

Hey, Turbo.

She didn't know. What the hell?

Oh, shit. Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

No, it's not your fault, I should've, um...

Well, I should've told her. I should've told her.

Okay, well, what's, what's going on now?

What's-- what's happening?

She's so angry with me and I...

I can't even speak to her like...

Now, I know what I would like to have said,

but in the moment, I'm just like...

I get frozen and I can't think of what to say and...

Yeah, of course. She's gonna be angry, okay?

She's gonna push back.

She's struggling with a serious addiction.

Yeah, I know, but it's more than that.

Like, I haven't, I haven't,

I haven't seen her or spoken to her in ages,

and she thinks it's because I, I don't try,

or that I didn't want to and...

Well, maybe I didn't.

I understand. I understand.

I know, but... I don't think you really know what it was...

What I was like. It was, I was bad.

I was, like, a terrible father.

And, uh...

spending time with her now is just bringing it all back,

you know, and I-- I hate it.

I fucking hate who I was then.

Yeah, but you're not that person anymore.

-You're not. -I know but she...

She thinks that I am.

Shit.

Come on, come on, come on, come on.

Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.

Come on!

Fuck.

Hey, man. Sorry.

Um, um.

I'm just wondering if, um...

Do you know where I can get high?

Um, I didn't know girls still got into cars with--

with strange-- I'm not strange, but...

you know, you know what I'm saying. Um.

Oh, excuse me.

Did a young girl or a woman come in here?

Maybe about 5'8", brown hair? She's 20 years old.

She was wearing a brown sweater.

- I wish. - Oh... okay, thanks.

Yeah, I mean, if it's been a while,

like, I'll just, I'll just get sort of, like,

scratchy eyes and, like, a runny nose,

and maybe some hives.

I just figured it's worth it, you know?

Because, like, cats, they're just...

...fucking adorable.

Yeah, um... Uh, just--

no, you, uh, yeah, wait here for a second.

Fuck.

Rain, rain go away, right?

Man. Ladies first.

Hey, you, you sit down wherever you want.

I ask you to get some milk and cigarettes,

and you bring back a whole ass girl.

-I'm an overachiever. -You want a soda?

Uh, sure.

-So what do you want? -Oh, hey... Um, baby.

Um, where are your manners? She, she's our guest.

She just got here, let's, let's have our manner hat on.

I was just making sure she knows

she's not getting any freebies.

- She's not getting any freebies. - Okay.

-She knows. -Okay.

Now why don't you be a good little girl

and get that globe?

Who am I, the butler?

Just get it.

She's not always such a cunt.

Oh, that's okay.

Um... you like music?

-Yeah. -Yeah.

So... where you from?

-Uh, San Diego. -I see.

And, um, they don't tell girls in San Diego

not to get into cars with strangers?

That's what I said. Great minds.

Um, yeah, she's lucky. She could've...

ended up with a real... weirdo.

Uh... what is it?

I don't know!

- Is it coke? - You tell me?

Yeah, yeah.

Oh, don't hog it all, babe. Come on.

-Whoa, yeah! -Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Put some pep in that step.

Come dance with me.

-Oh, no, I'm okay. -Oh, come on.

Hey, do you think I could get another one?

Oh, I knew I liked you.

I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry to bother you.

I'm just trying to find my daughter. We, we became, uh...

I wondered if maybe she came in here earlier.

She's 20 years old.

She's got brown hair, about this high.

She's a sweet girl. She's quite, she's quite funny.

Has anyone seen her in here?

She might be a bit upset, uh--

No? She might have come in here.

We had a bit of an argument, but...

Do you think she maybe came in earlier?

Hey, so where are you staying?

Huh?

Would you shut up? Be nice.

I'm just saying.

I haven't even seen one dollar, heard one thank you.

Thank you.

She's gonna pay.

She's gonna pay.

She's gonna pay, ain't that right?

Do you have a bathroom I could use?

Oh, hell no.

Nah, you ain't getting off that easy.

Oh, for fucks sakes.

You'll be fine.

Well...

Cash, grass or ass. Nobody rides for free.

Have a nice day. Go on.

Hello, honey? Hello?

Hello! Oh, oh!

Oh thank goodness you're alive.

-What's wrong with her? -Shh. Mhm-hmm.

How did you get there, honey?

Do you know what day it is?

Oh, dear...

Maybe we should call an ambulance.

No, no. No, please don't do that.

I-- I was camping,

and I-- I went to pee, and I think I fell, so...

Are you sure there isn't anybody we can call?

Maybe your mom?

Pretty fun.

- What do you think? - Cool.

Would not last in space.

- Mom? - Are you okay?

-Your dad called me. Where are you now? -Yeah, I'm okay.

I'm physically okay. I just, um...

I just lost...

I just went for a walk after our fight

and couldn't find my keys, so I slept by, by the pool.

I'm just borrowing someone's phone, staying at the motel?

I'm, I'm really okay, I just...

Mom, I just, I just want to come home.

I know I fucked up, okay, but please...

Mom say something.

You need to talk to your dad.

You're such a hypocrite!

- Because-- - No, I don't get it.

I don't get why you still want him around

after everything he's put us through,

after everything he's done to you, why don't you hate him?

Hello?

Dad?

What are we doing?

Well, I just assumed you'd need to... pee.

Turbo...

don't be too embarrassed by your old dad's diary.

You are like me...

...but better.

But I love you more.

Dad.

Here.

Okay.

That's it. Yeah, you got it.

Just, now put your arm up on the...

That's it, slouch down a bit.

Yeah. Now you're looking cool.

Ah, yeah.

Good song.

So where we headed?

What do you mean?

Well, you're the driver now.

Yeah right.

No, where do you want to go?

I feel like this is some kind of trap.

It's your decision.

We can turn around and go home.

We can do that or...

Um, don't you have to sign me in or something?

No, it's all you.

-Okay. -Okay?

-I'll see you in a few weeks. -Yeah, you will.

I...

I know...

Hi.

Welcome, and congrats on the first step to your journey of recovery.

You've already done the hardest part,

which is walking through the door.

You should be so proud of yourself.