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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:30,927 --> 00:01:35,463 He told me "whomever amongst us who's killed as a martyr should go to paradise 2 00:01:35,563 --> 00:01:38,999 to lead the luxurious life that he's never seen." 3 00:01:39,099 --> 00:01:41,769 "God is great" he repeats. 4 00:01:41,869 --> 00:01:44,371 No one knows how long the battle will continue, 5 00:01:44,471 --> 00:01:47,900 but in a country long ravaged with poverty, anger and violence, 6 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:52,146 one thing is certain, there will always be those willing to pay the ultimate price, 7 00:01:52,246 --> 00:01:54,826 to make their voices heard. 8 00:02:06,292 --> 00:02:08,701 Would you like a brochure? 9 00:02:09,295 --> 00:02:12,017 Hi, sir, would you like a brochure? 10 00:02:14,867 --> 00:02:16,470 Hi, sir. 11 00:02:16,570 --> 00:02:19,158 Would you like a brochure? 12 00:02:21,708 --> 00:02:24,044 Would you like a brochure? 13 00:02:24,144 --> 00:02:25,885 Sir? 14 00:02:35,121 --> 00:02:36,590 Okay, then. 15 00:02:36,690 --> 00:02:38,888 - Hi, ma'am, would you like a brochure? - No thank you. 16 00:02:45,131 --> 00:02:49,803 So you've outlined the absent father, bipolar mother, self harm issues, 17 00:02:49,903 --> 00:02:53,340 and history of previous suicide attempts. 18 00:02:53,734 --> 00:02:56,310 Yep, toxicology off the charts. 19 00:02:56,410 --> 00:02:58,712 Poor thing. 20 00:02:58,812 --> 00:03:01,983 And on the day... 21 00:03:02,783 --> 00:03:05,319 you were the person who signed her out as being okay to leave. 22 00:03:05,419 --> 00:03:06,720 Yes, I did. 23 00:03:06,820 --> 00:03:09,837 - Which is... which is... - Yeah, I... 24 00:03:14,827 --> 00:03:17,923 Travis, is there something that you... 25 00:03:21,050 --> 00:03:23,903 want to add to the file? 26 00:03:25,072 --> 00:03:29,714 About her condition or any of the symptoms that she may have presented? 27 00:03:31,377 --> 00:03:33,257 Do you know what she asked me one time? 28 00:03:35,115 --> 00:03:37,552 She asked me... 29 00:03:38,252 --> 00:03:41,767 if I thought it was possible to treat someone's soul. 30 00:03:43,756 --> 00:03:45,926 Do you think that... 31 00:03:46,026 --> 00:03:48,096 that we can treat someone's soul? 32 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:52,948 I know. I know. 33 00:03:54,100 --> 00:03:57,872 It's just I look at these people across the table and... 34 00:03:58,222 --> 00:04:01,998 and I can see that there's something in there that I'm missing. 35 00:04:02,960 --> 00:04:05,429 And I don't know what the fuck it is. 36 00:04:05,529 --> 00:04:07,765 - Travis... - We talked about her life, okay? 37 00:04:07,865 --> 00:04:10,788 Not her file because for once in my life I wanted to help someone 38 00:04:10,888 --> 00:04:13,304 in this fucking place. 39 00:04:13,404 --> 00:04:15,745 Travis, look, it is tough, 40 00:04:15,845 --> 00:04:18,404 I get it. But this is our job. 41 00:04:19,044 --> 00:04:21,410 We treat sick people. 42 00:04:21,510 --> 00:04:24,815 And I know you must be feeling like there was something you could've done but... 43 00:04:24,915 --> 00:04:27,291 No, you're wrong. 44 00:04:27,818 --> 00:04:30,285 I don't feel anything. 45 00:04:30,521 --> 00:04:32,971 I can't feel anything. 46 00:04:33,574 --> 00:04:35,537 But thank you. 47 00:04:44,834 --> 00:04:47,885 - Good morning, Trevor. - Morning, Doctor Bell. 48 00:04:53,009 --> 00:04:55,383 So, Rachel... 49 00:04:55,612 --> 00:04:58,447 Hi, there. I'm Doctor Bell. 50 00:04:59,532 --> 00:05:01,302 How's your week been? 51 00:05:01,652 --> 00:05:04,188 - Good. - Good. 52 00:05:04,488 --> 00:05:09,723 And the medication, you've been on the new medication for... 53 00:05:10,360 --> 00:05:13,503 About a month now, do we need to make any adjustments? 54 00:05:13,831 --> 00:05:16,456 No. I feel better. 55 00:05:16,556 --> 00:05:20,780 Better. And are you sleeping uninterrupted through the night? 56 00:05:25,441 --> 00:05:28,312 And on a scale of one to ten, 57 00:05:28,412 --> 00:05:32,116 how would you rate Tuesday night's lasagne? 58 00:05:33,316 --> 00:05:36,404 - A seven. - Seven. Interesting. 59 00:05:36,504 --> 00:05:40,699 I would have gone with eight. I thought they did something pretty special there. 60 00:05:50,032 --> 00:05:52,603 A few days ago I was down south at a party. 61 00:05:52,703 --> 00:05:55,105 I'd had a few beers, a pill, 62 00:05:55,205 --> 00:05:58,797 - bit to smoke, but I was cool. - Okay. 63 00:05:58,897 --> 00:06:01,578 So... so I go to the kitchen, to find some ice, and... 64 00:06:01,678 --> 00:06:05,845 - You took ice as well? - For my beverage, relax, dude. 65 00:06:06,750 --> 00:06:09,169 Okay. Sorry. 66 00:06:09,269 --> 00:06:12,956 I turn around, and God and the devil are standing there. 67 00:06:13,056 --> 00:06:16,873 God goes out to the patio and the devil's standing right there behind me. 68 00:06:16,973 --> 00:06:19,519 - With big horns. - That's interesting. 69 00:06:19,619 --> 00:06:22,095 Yeah. And I said to the devil, mate... 70 00:06:22,195 --> 00:06:24,518 you have no love in your life, that's the trouble with you. 71 00:06:25,168 --> 00:06:27,204 That's why you do what you do. 72 00:06:27,304 --> 00:06:31,241 Devil couldn't forgive himself. That's the message, man. Bring love. 73 00:06:31,341 --> 00:06:34,925 Wait. What did the devil have to forgive himself for? 74 00:06:35,245 --> 00:06:39,216 - Have to ask him yourself, mate. - No, Dean, seriously. 75 00:06:39,316 --> 00:06:43,258 What do you think that the devil had to forgive himself for? 76 00:07:28,563 --> 00:07:30,000 Hello? 77 00:07:30,100 --> 00:07:33,270 Hi. I just... I was in the city and I just... 78 00:07:33,370 --> 00:07:37,284 - Who is this? - I'm sorry, it's Rachel. 79 00:07:37,384 --> 00:07:38,411 Rachel? 80 00:07:39,610 --> 00:07:43,387 - We met at the hospital, the other day... - How did you get this number? 81 00:07:43,487 --> 00:07:46,360 I was just in the city and I... I was walking around and... 82 00:07:46,460 --> 00:07:49,634 - Are you okay? - I just think I need to see someone. 83 00:08:03,599 --> 00:08:06,917 I was walking around and it started to rain. 84 00:08:07,304 --> 00:08:11,741 And... then I couldn't think what it was that I needed. 85 00:08:12,370 --> 00:08:14,228 And then I remembered. 86 00:08:14,578 --> 00:08:16,931 But it's gone again. 87 00:08:36,599 --> 00:08:39,588 - Well, how's your week been? - Special. 88 00:08:39,688 --> 00:08:41,655 - Oh, yeah. - Very special. 89 00:08:41,755 --> 00:08:44,238 Do you want to tell me about it? 90 00:08:45,474 --> 00:08:49,179 I have these... intense feelings. 91 00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:52,864 - Do you want to talk to me about them? - No, I don't want to talk about them. 92 00:09:00,089 --> 00:09:01,845 Sorry? 93 00:09:01,945 --> 00:09:04,441 I didn't say anything. 94 00:09:04,541 --> 00:09:06,597 You didn't? 95 00:09:06,697 --> 00:09:10,336 It's not like that, it's... it's... It's more... 96 00:09:10,436 --> 00:09:12,718 It's more... 97 00:09:14,470 --> 00:09:17,674 Oh, God. No. 98 00:09:17,774 --> 00:09:19,543 - No? - No. 99 00:09:19,743 --> 00:09:22,846 I sort of was going up and down all the time, 100 00:09:22,946 --> 00:09:26,080 fluctuating with moods and... 101 00:09:26,180 --> 00:09:29,120 anxiety and depression, so in general... 102 00:09:29,220 --> 00:09:33,366 Just being overwhelmed like a tidal wave had come over me, 103 00:09:33,466 --> 00:09:38,508 with so much new things that took me to a dark place. 104 00:09:42,232 --> 00:09:46,321 I was exhausted, confused and angry, and I had... 105 00:09:48,739 --> 00:09:51,295 I was exhausted... 106 00:09:58,764 --> 00:10:00,599 Dude. 107 00:10:03,703 --> 00:10:06,407 I'm sorry. I lost my train of thought. 108 00:10:07,457 --> 00:10:10,293 Train fucking derailed more like it. Toot toot, Trav! 109 00:10:10,393 --> 00:10:12,629 Doctor. Okay, Dean? 110 00:10:12,729 --> 00:10:15,999 In this room, I'm doctor. 111 00:10:16,099 --> 00:10:18,137 I've got a question. 112 00:10:18,685 --> 00:10:21,929 Why are you doing this, man? Trav? Doc? 113 00:10:22,029 --> 00:10:23,540 Doing what? 114 00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:27,724 Nah, nah, come on, I'm asking. Serious. 115 00:10:28,879 --> 00:10:30,947 You're smart. 116 00:10:31,047 --> 00:10:34,324 You scrub up alright. You could do what you want. 117 00:10:36,886 --> 00:10:38,989 Well, I don't want to do anything else. 118 00:10:39,389 --> 00:10:41,868 Helping make you feel good? 119 00:10:43,259 --> 00:10:45,825 Satisfied patients. 120 00:10:47,796 --> 00:10:51,568 - Let's talk about you, hey, Dean? - No, no, let's talk about you. 121 00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:56,633 'Cause, I've heard something. People have been talking, mate. 122 00:10:57,639 --> 00:11:03,367 Last week we were... we were talking about you at the party... 123 00:11:04,030 --> 00:11:06,266 Not flash, brother. 124 00:11:06,366 --> 00:11:10,059 Doesn't inspire confidence in the clientele, does it? 125 00:11:12,254 --> 00:11:14,891 Okay, Dean, well, we'll start working when you're ready. 126 00:11:14,991 --> 00:11:17,027 One of your favorites. 127 00:11:17,127 --> 00:11:19,272 That's what I heard. 128 00:11:19,372 --> 00:11:21,390 That's cool. 129 00:11:21,490 --> 00:11:24,334 - She was mine too. - Shut the fuck up, hey, Dean? 130 00:11:24,434 --> 00:11:28,638 Thought it was a bit harsh. Not exactly, "Thank you, Doctor Travis", was it? 131 00:11:28,738 --> 00:11:32,077 No, Rachel... 132 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:42,479 No, no, no, no, no! No! 133 00:11:54,263 --> 00:11:55,873 Dean is one of those patients 134 00:11:55,973 --> 00:11:59,136 - that can get under your skin. - We both know it's not about him. 135 00:11:59,536 --> 00:12:01,504 Alright, then. 136 00:12:01,604 --> 00:12:03,940 Perhaps we should start by discussing how you're coping... 137 00:12:04,040 --> 00:12:06,593 Was there something specific... 138 00:12:06,693 --> 00:12:09,326 you wanted to talk to me about? 139 00:12:11,280 --> 00:12:13,171 We think it would be best for everyone if you... 140 00:12:13,271 --> 00:12:17,602 We? Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't realize that there was somebody else here. 141 00:12:19,588 --> 00:12:22,025 Take a couple of weeks and think about... 142 00:12:22,125 --> 00:12:24,495 A couple of weeks. 143 00:12:24,795 --> 00:12:26,997 You firing me? 144 00:12:27,497 --> 00:12:30,817 - No, I'm not firing anyone! - Just tell me. I can take it. 145 00:12:30,917 --> 00:12:34,613 I'm saying, take two or three weeks. 146 00:12:36,488 --> 00:12:39,686 What... Oh, Jesus, Trav! 147 00:12:48,150 --> 00:12:50,520 I tried to protect you. 148 00:12:50,620 --> 00:12:52,224 Right? 149 00:12:56,658 --> 00:12:58,613 Doctor? 150 00:13:09,538 --> 00:13:12,112 Hi, there, would you like a brochure? 151 00:13:13,275 --> 00:13:15,989 Excuse me, would you like something to read? 152 00:13:16,778 --> 00:13:19,639 Would you like to ask a question with me? 153 00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:24,769 Ma'am, would you like to ask a question with me? 154 00:13:26,822 --> 00:13:29,139 How about you, sir? 155 00:13:30,893 --> 00:13:32,719 Sir? 156 00:13:34,129 --> 00:13:35,937 What? 157 00:13:36,732 --> 00:13:38,665 Do you ever find yourself alone, 158 00:13:38,765 --> 00:13:42,450 or abandoned or in pain, you could come and speak to us. 159 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:46,491 There's a meeting tonight if you wanted to come. 160 00:13:47,877 --> 00:13:50,253 I'm busy tonight. 161 00:13:50,713 --> 00:13:52,348 That's a shame. 162 00:14:15,300 --> 00:14:20,391 Hey. It doesn't have to be now, but pick up once. 163 00:14:23,945 --> 00:14:26,896 Okay, I'm going to keep trying you. 164 00:14:30,119 --> 00:14:32,317 I was discharged today. 165 00:14:33,823 --> 00:14:35,851 I know. 166 00:14:36,226 --> 00:14:40,731 My dad came and collected me from the hospital... took me home. 167 00:14:41,631 --> 00:14:44,667 They redecorated my old bedroom. 168 00:14:44,767 --> 00:14:49,046 Put all my old trophies up on the shelf. Like a shrine. 169 00:14:51,056 --> 00:14:52,909 Violin. 170 00:14:53,460 --> 00:14:56,196 I played violin. 171 00:14:56,496 --> 00:14:57,724 Played? 172 00:14:58,124 --> 00:15:00,417 Why'd you stop? 173 00:15:00,517 --> 00:15:04,321 I wanted to see if I could be someone other than a girl who plays the violin. 174 00:15:04,421 --> 00:15:05,956 Right. 175 00:15:06,056 --> 00:15:09,705 - And can you? - I don't know. 176 00:15:14,063 --> 00:15:16,415 What time is it? 177 00:15:18,266 --> 00:15:19,956 About three. 178 00:15:20,904 --> 00:15:23,636 I shouldn't be here, should I? 179 00:15:24,757 --> 00:15:26,697 No. 180 00:15:31,913 --> 00:15:34,817 I think I just needed someone to... you know? 181 00:15:34,917 --> 00:15:36,834 Yeah. Of course. 182 00:15:39,455 --> 00:15:42,775 It must get lonely having to listen to everyone's crap all the time. 183 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:47,119 Actually it's a nice break from all the crap inside my own head. 184 00:15:56,672 --> 00:16:00,454 I don't think that... that's such a good idea. 185 00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:36,014 Hi, I'm Tom. What's your name? 186 00:16:36,114 --> 00:16:38,161 - Hey. I'm Travis. - Good to meet you, Travis. 187 00:16:38,261 --> 00:16:41,598 - Just through here? - Yeah. Just round to your right. 188 00:16:56,199 --> 00:16:59,971 I've served. I've done a tour of duty of Iraq. 189 00:17:01,470 --> 00:17:03,546 And I've seen the terror first hand. 190 00:17:06,708 --> 00:17:09,709 I saw it for what it was and I saw what caused it. 191 00:17:09,809 --> 00:17:11,337 In this time of danger... 192 00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:16,031 All these people burning up with their own personal pain... 193 00:17:18,754 --> 00:17:21,638 And then they inflicted it upon their world. 194 00:17:26,328 --> 00:17:31,538 But all that time, I couldn't stop thinking that the hatred that kills hearts 195 00:17:31,638 --> 00:17:33,419 and kills each other... 196 00:17:33,519 --> 00:17:36,170 it all really comes from within. 197 00:17:42,027 --> 00:17:46,316 The biggest lie that they told after 9/11 was that the enemy is out there. 198 00:17:46,416 --> 00:17:50,921 You know, somewhere in a desert, in a cave, waiting to strike. 199 00:17:51,471 --> 00:17:53,647 But the darkest and most frightening enemy... 200 00:17:54,057 --> 00:17:57,050 is the enemy who poisons himself from within 201 00:17:57,150 --> 00:18:00,461 because he can't see the terror inside his own heart. 202 00:18:05,601 --> 00:18:06,929 Okay, thanks everyone. 203 00:18:07,029 --> 00:18:10,642 Now you've seen that, it's time for the important part of tonight. 204 00:18:11,191 --> 00:18:16,419 Marcus has committed to say something, so let's give him our full support. 205 00:18:25,220 --> 00:18:27,847 You alright? 206 00:18:29,124 --> 00:18:32,102 Before I came here, I was an addict. 207 00:18:32,862 --> 00:18:35,232 Before I got here... 208 00:18:35,882 --> 00:18:39,119 everyone blamed me for being in my pain. 209 00:18:39,399 --> 00:18:44,297 It was when I got off of it, that's when I realized how... how bad... 210 00:18:45,974 --> 00:18:48,278 - Look, you have to do this. - I know... 211 00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:50,746 - Okay? - I know. 212 00:18:52,013 --> 00:18:54,216 I know! 213 00:18:56,752 --> 00:19:00,870 I know I've fucked up my chances before, but I won't do it again. 214 00:19:00,970 --> 00:19:03,476 You've shown me so much... 215 00:19:04,668 --> 00:19:07,197 about the injuries that have been given to me. 216 00:19:07,297 --> 00:19:11,311 And why I've been in so much pain and how it caused me to be an addict. 217 00:19:11,768 --> 00:19:15,082 And I know that with your help, and with Father's help, 218 00:19:15,182 --> 00:19:18,641 and with Grace's help, that I can get there. 219 00:19:18,741 --> 00:19:20,924 Okay. Tell them. 220 00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:24,497 I want to let go of my life. 221 00:19:24,597 --> 00:19:26,916 I want to join you on the farm. 222 00:19:27,016 --> 00:19:29,519 It's so beautiful there and... 223 00:19:29,619 --> 00:19:34,558 I promise... that if you let me, I will join your family. 224 00:19:35,958 --> 00:19:39,435 And I will protect you like you've protected me. 225 00:19:40,162 --> 00:19:42,999 And I will light the light of my consciousness. 226 00:19:43,099 --> 00:19:45,526 I will light my light. 227 00:20:01,783 --> 00:20:06,321 This is a photo of me, and my mum and my stepdad Glen. 228 00:20:08,023 --> 00:20:11,500 It's the only thing I have of my old life. 229 00:20:27,843 --> 00:20:30,127 It burns! 230 00:20:37,452 --> 00:20:42,105 - That's all you had to do. - Thank you. Thank you. 231 00:20:48,230 --> 00:20:50,516 Something wrong, Travis? 232 00:20:50,917 --> 00:20:52,950 Not with me. 233 00:20:54,336 --> 00:20:57,373 You're the one making the poor kid stand up here and... 234 00:20:57,473 --> 00:21:02,125 talk about some pretty difficult stuff in front of a bunch of homeless people. 235 00:21:02,225 --> 00:21:04,227 No offense. 236 00:21:04,327 --> 00:21:06,215 - Is that what you see happening? - Yeah, it is. 237 00:21:06,315 --> 00:21:08,681 'Cause, I see Marcus showing a lot of courage and saying 238 00:21:08,781 --> 00:21:12,103 who he really wants to be and now he's got somewhere where he belongs. 239 00:21:14,122 --> 00:21:16,567 You should be ashamed of yourself. 240 00:21:22,764 --> 00:21:24,600 Travis? 241 00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:27,303 Travis. 242 00:21:27,603 --> 00:21:31,388 - What? - Don't stay away if you're in pain. 243 00:21:32,692 --> 00:21:34,439 Thanks. 244 00:21:57,182 --> 00:21:59,402 Come on. Do it. 245 00:21:59,802 --> 00:22:03,373 Do it. Just a little bit. Just a little bit. Just a little bit. 246 00:22:03,473 --> 00:22:07,505 Not for them. Not for me. Just for you. 247 00:22:07,605 --> 00:22:10,345 Just for you. Come on, now. Please, come on, please... 248 00:22:10,445 --> 00:22:14,175 - Okay, okay, okay. - Thank you. Thank you. 249 00:22:14,916 --> 00:22:18,521 - But you have to go inside. - Okay. Yes. Inside. 250 00:22:18,621 --> 00:22:20,356 Just... here? 251 00:22:20,456 --> 00:22:23,159 - Shut the door. Shut the door. - Shut the door? Door is shutting. 252 00:22:23,259 --> 00:22:25,775 - Thank you. - No worries. 253 00:23:32,862 --> 00:23:34,945 Five... 254 00:23:38,967 --> 00:23:42,183 - Hello? - Hello, it's me. 255 00:23:43,405 --> 00:23:46,576 - It's Travis. - Travis, it's really late. 256 00:23:46,676 --> 00:23:49,412 - Travis. - Okay. 257 00:23:50,012 --> 00:23:53,783 Don't stay away if you're in pain... 258 00:23:53,883 --> 00:23:56,271 that's what she said. 259 00:23:56,486 --> 00:23:58,834 What's happened, Travis? 260 00:24:01,791 --> 00:24:06,128 - Pills, mostly. - Tell me, how many have you had? 261 00:24:06,228 --> 00:24:08,531 Probably around forty. 262 00:24:08,631 --> 00:24:10,533 Forty? 263 00:24:10,633 --> 00:24:13,942 Maybe forty-seven. 264 00:24:15,870 --> 00:24:18,174 Travis, where are you? 265 00:24:18,274 --> 00:24:22,312 - Tell me where you are. - I'm in my apartment. 266 00:24:23,112 --> 00:24:24,914 Where are you? 267 00:24:25,014 --> 00:24:28,150 - What's your address? - Four seven three... 268 00:24:28,250 --> 00:24:29,952 - Four seven three king. - Can you hear me? 269 00:24:30,052 --> 00:24:36,262 - Just around the corner from the church. - Travis? We're coming. Just stay awake! 270 00:25:06,921 --> 00:25:11,085 There you go... that's it, just a sip... 271 00:25:11,185 --> 00:25:15,292 One sip... that's it... that's it. 272 00:25:33,548 --> 00:25:36,608 How do you feel? 273 00:25:37,719 --> 00:25:41,265 It doesn't matter. 274 00:26:49,624 --> 00:26:51,474 Hello. 275 00:26:56,264 --> 00:26:58,272 Who are you? 276 00:26:59,300 --> 00:27:00,970 Where am I? 277 00:27:01,070 --> 00:27:03,488 Please don't. Where are you going? 278 00:27:15,884 --> 00:27:17,968 Hello? 279 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,801 Hello? 280 00:27:29,597 --> 00:27:33,318 - I've got something for you to drink, mate. - I don't want to drink it. 281 00:27:33,418 --> 00:27:35,661 - You've got to. You've gotta drink it. - I don't want to fucking drink it. 282 00:27:35,761 --> 00:27:37,973 You stay the fuck away from me. I don't want to fucking drink it. 283 00:27:38,073 --> 00:27:41,410 Listen to me you fucking assholes, just stay the fuck away from me, okay? 284 00:27:41,510 --> 00:27:45,674 Stay the fuck away from me! I don't want to drink it! 285 00:27:45,981 --> 00:27:50,286 Tom, what are you doing? What's he doing? I don't want to drink it. 286 00:27:50,386 --> 00:27:52,755 Please, just leave me alone, I just want to get out of here. 287 00:27:52,855 --> 00:27:56,418 I just want to get out of here! You fucking prick! 288 00:27:56,518 --> 00:27:59,762 Oh, fuck! What are you doing! 289 00:27:59,862 --> 00:28:02,932 You motherfuckers! 290 00:28:03,032 --> 00:28:05,652 Why are you doing this? 291 00:28:06,051 --> 00:28:07,921 What the fuck are you doing! 292 00:28:10,739 --> 00:28:13,044 I don't want it! 293 00:28:13,847 --> 00:28:15,932 I don't want... 294 00:28:25,520 --> 00:28:29,988 I don't want to... I don't want to drink it. 295 00:28:30,625 --> 00:28:33,442 I don't want to drink it. 296 00:28:33,542 --> 00:28:36,117 You motherfuckers. 297 00:28:36,217 --> 00:28:39,167 I don't want to drink it. 298 00:28:39,667 --> 00:28:42,805 I don't want to drink it. 299 00:28:43,355 --> 00:28:46,171 I don't want to drink it. 300 00:30:26,207 --> 00:30:28,117 Thank you. 301 00:30:35,867 --> 00:30:38,574 Your body's judging you for your addiction. 302 00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:19,117 When you're a whole person you can have a whole meal. 303 00:31:21,195 --> 00:31:22,765 Can't wait. 304 00:31:22,965 --> 00:31:25,482 That's just how it works. 305 00:32:55,723 --> 00:32:58,045 What are you looking for? 306 00:33:02,263 --> 00:33:04,334 Painkillers. 307 00:33:06,167 --> 00:33:08,070 Oxycozin. 308 00:33:08,370 --> 00:33:10,560 Cirtrulline. Diazepam. 309 00:33:11,673 --> 00:33:14,476 Vodka. Gin. 310 00:33:14,726 --> 00:33:17,662 You don't have a bottle of gin, do you? 311 00:33:18,780 --> 00:33:20,649 We don't have any of that here. 312 00:33:20,749 --> 00:33:24,767 Of course you don't, because that would be fun. 313 00:33:50,344 --> 00:33:52,795 Why do you do them? 314 00:33:54,315 --> 00:33:55,685 Do what? 315 00:33:56,335 --> 00:33:58,350 The pills. 316 00:34:00,254 --> 00:34:03,192 I mean, do they make you feel good? 317 00:34:03,992 --> 00:34:05,795 No. 318 00:34:06,395 --> 00:34:08,914 They don't make you feel anything. 319 00:34:09,014 --> 00:34:11,011 It's brilliant. 320 00:34:12,767 --> 00:34:15,602 Is that what you were trying to do when we found you? 321 00:34:17,005 --> 00:34:18,855 Yeah. 322 00:34:23,344 --> 00:34:25,957 My parents were just like you. 323 00:34:27,931 --> 00:34:30,467 But they couldn't get clear. 324 00:34:30,819 --> 00:34:32,339 What happened to them? 325 00:34:33,739 --> 00:34:35,609 Well, they had to leave. 326 00:34:36,825 --> 00:34:38,472 They left you here? 327 00:34:41,095 --> 00:34:43,916 Jay loves everyone who'll let him. 328 00:34:45,866 --> 00:34:47,869 Without him I'd be nothing. 329 00:34:47,969 --> 00:34:49,747 Okay. 330 00:34:50,505 --> 00:34:52,741 So what are you going to do now? 331 00:34:52,841 --> 00:34:56,245 - What do you mean? - Well, do you want to fight it? 332 00:34:56,345 --> 00:34:58,199 Yeah. 333 00:34:59,213 --> 00:35:01,277 Do you? 334 00:35:01,750 --> 00:35:04,654 Yes. I want to fight it. 335 00:35:05,154 --> 00:35:07,867 Because if you don't, you should just leave right now. 336 00:35:09,257 --> 00:35:11,987 I want to fight it. 337 00:35:12,926 --> 00:35:14,777 Okay. 338 00:35:36,817 --> 00:35:38,387 Jesus. 339 00:35:40,855 --> 00:35:43,233 Let's go for a walk. 340 00:35:55,436 --> 00:35:58,026 So you ever shot anything before? 341 00:35:59,039 --> 00:36:03,141 No. Guns aren't really my sort of thing. 342 00:36:03,778 --> 00:36:07,382 There was this one time when I was guarding a checkpoint. 343 00:36:07,682 --> 00:36:10,495 And one of our guys he... just didn't like the look of this bloke 344 00:36:10,595 --> 00:36:12,988 as he was coming towards us. 345 00:36:13,088 --> 00:36:17,126 So we all started yelling at him, inzil, inzil, adyi faouk!" 346 00:36:17,226 --> 00:36:20,963 Just telling him to get down on the ground, you know. 347 00:36:21,463 --> 00:36:23,632 So he takes off his shirt, 348 00:36:23,732 --> 00:36:27,336 and he shows us he's wearing a vest with a bomb on it. 349 00:36:27,436 --> 00:36:30,639 And he's walking towards us with this... 350 00:36:30,739 --> 00:36:35,053 this stupid fucking grin on his face. 351 00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:38,847 And we're all screaming at him and people are running everywhere, 352 00:36:38,947 --> 00:36:41,116 women, little kids. 353 00:36:41,216 --> 00:36:46,455 But this guy... man, this guy, he was as cool as they come. 354 00:36:47,155 --> 00:36:49,391 My sergeant, he's there, he's yelling at me, 355 00:36:49,491 --> 00:36:52,623 "take him down, take him down!" 356 00:36:53,295 --> 00:36:55,230 Problem was... 357 00:36:55,330 --> 00:36:58,133 I'd never actually shot anyone before. 358 00:36:58,233 --> 00:37:02,103 So obviously I was shitting myself, I had the shakes, had the sweats, 359 00:37:02,203 --> 00:37:06,374 all the usual things you get when you've been told to shoot a guy dead. 360 00:37:06,474 --> 00:37:07,836 Yeah. 361 00:37:07,936 --> 00:37:12,150 So they're still barking at me, telling me to shoot this guy. 362 00:37:12,250 --> 00:37:17,174 And he's getting closer and closer with this stupid fucking grin. 363 00:37:18,053 --> 00:37:20,565 So I'm lying there in the dirt... 364 00:37:20,665 --> 00:37:23,959 looking at this bloke through the scope of my gun... 365 00:37:24,359 --> 00:37:26,665 and it suddenly dawns on me... 366 00:37:26,765 --> 00:37:30,916 that this guy... he actually wants to die. 367 00:37:32,833 --> 00:37:34,916 There you go. 368 00:37:40,174 --> 00:37:42,667 - Sorry. - Nah, that's alright. 369 00:37:43,210 --> 00:37:45,163 What happened to him? 370 00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:48,141 Yep, I killed him. 371 00:37:48,750 --> 00:37:50,921 Through and through. 372 00:37:51,386 --> 00:37:53,969 Big fucking mess. 373 00:37:55,656 --> 00:37:59,803 But we found out later... he was crazy. 374 00:37:59,903 --> 00:38:03,565 He'd just lost his wife and his kid. 375 00:38:03,665 --> 00:38:06,163 Didn't have a bomb on him. 376 00:38:06,263 --> 00:38:08,810 Just wanted to get shot. 377 00:38:10,738 --> 00:38:12,568 Well... 378 00:38:14,136 --> 00:38:18,046 - What happened to you? - Gave me a medal. 379 00:38:18,146 --> 00:38:20,625 I went to Thailand. 380 00:38:20,725 --> 00:38:22,884 Got hooked on smack. 381 00:38:22,984 --> 00:38:27,677 I fucked a lot. Forgot who I was for about three years. 382 00:38:28,657 --> 00:38:31,147 And I came back here... 383 00:38:32,610 --> 00:38:34,813 I got clean... 384 00:38:35,363 --> 00:38:37,778 and I built this place. 385 00:38:43,621 --> 00:38:45,748 Anything else you want to know? 386 00:38:49,964 --> 00:38:52,614 This is the beginning of your healing. 387 00:38:53,064 --> 00:38:54,483 You understand? 388 00:38:54,783 --> 00:38:56,951 - Yes, Father. - You? 389 00:38:57,051 --> 00:39:01,353 It's just... I'm so fucking exhausted I can... What's the question again? 390 00:39:01,453 --> 00:39:04,125 You land on our doorstep and expect us to rescue you, 391 00:39:04,225 --> 00:39:06,928 you have to be prepared to go the whole journey. 392 00:39:07,028 --> 00:39:09,141 It's not enough for us that you're not dead. 393 00:39:10,065 --> 00:39:13,612 There's a few very basic rules. You eat what you're given. 394 00:39:13,712 --> 00:39:17,906 You do the drills without holding back and you work with the others in the community. 395 00:39:18,006 --> 00:39:22,900 And you only talk about what you feel to me or Tom. 396 00:39:23,311 --> 00:39:26,329 - That clear? - Yes, Father. 397 00:39:27,765 --> 00:39:29,631 Yeah. 398 00:39:30,684 --> 00:39:33,100 Show us your strength. 399 00:39:35,132 --> 00:39:37,605 - You've gotta be kidding me. - Come on, you're weak. 400 00:39:37,705 --> 00:39:40,263 - Shut up, Marcus. - Hit it, Travis. 401 00:39:40,463 --> 00:39:43,084 Listen, I think that this is getting a bit out of hand. 402 00:39:43,184 --> 00:39:46,202 - Hit the bag! - Just hit the bag, mate. 403 00:39:46,302 --> 00:39:48,587 - Just hit the bag? - Just hit the bag. 404 00:39:48,687 --> 00:39:51,489 - Hit the bag. - Hit the fucking bag. 405 00:39:51,589 --> 00:39:54,576 - Hit the fucking bag. - Hit the bag! Just hit it! 406 00:39:54,676 --> 00:39:56,952 - Hit the bag! - Hit it, Travis! 407 00:39:57,052 --> 00:39:59,381 - Hit the bag. - Come on, mate. 408 00:40:03,283 --> 00:40:06,500 I can't do it. I'm not doing this. 409 00:40:09,507 --> 00:40:11,267 Go and get some rest, mate. 410 00:40:24,772 --> 00:40:27,075 I need something. 411 00:40:27,175 --> 00:40:28,944 I'm really sick. 412 00:40:29,444 --> 00:40:33,596 - Well, how about a run? - That wasn't what I had in mind. 413 00:40:41,171 --> 00:40:43,258 To heal... 414 00:40:43,358 --> 00:40:45,127 all my injuries. 415 00:40:45,427 --> 00:40:47,619 To be safe. 416 00:40:48,019 --> 00:40:50,644 To feel safe with myself. 417 00:40:52,833 --> 00:40:56,485 To love... everyone. Equally. 418 00:40:59,107 --> 00:41:02,540 To find the joy in everything. Even in pain. 419 00:41:02,660 --> 00:41:04,918 To be a protector of the community. 420 00:41:07,014 --> 00:41:08,917 To be powerful. 421 00:41:09,017 --> 00:41:12,798 So that nothing and no one can harm our community. 422 00:41:13,338 --> 00:41:15,894 This is the purpose of my life. 423 00:41:16,491 --> 00:41:20,061 To touch people with music. To show them the way out of their pain. 424 00:41:20,161 --> 00:41:22,024 Come on! 425 00:41:22,946 --> 00:41:25,363 To walk the red road in peace. 426 00:41:42,349 --> 00:41:44,651 - So what do you feel? - I feel sick. 427 00:41:44,751 --> 00:41:47,322 That's because you're sick on the inside. 428 00:41:47,422 --> 00:41:49,357 That's what your body's showing you. 429 00:41:49,457 --> 00:41:54,262 You've been hiding behind your addiction and you've been hurting yourself. 430 00:41:54,362 --> 00:41:58,066 But these feelings, it's just the advertising, it's just the wrapping, yeah? 431 00:41:58,166 --> 00:42:02,237 I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand what you're saying. 432 00:42:02,337 --> 00:42:05,294 - Do you get it? - No, I don't get it. 433 00:42:06,356 --> 00:42:08,607 It's your soul. 434 00:42:10,010 --> 00:42:11,280 Do you get that? 435 00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:15,356 Hey, do you get it, do you fucking get it? 436 00:42:16,283 --> 00:42:19,135 - I think so. - Then say it. 437 00:42:20,654 --> 00:42:24,527 - My soul... - Your soul what? 438 00:42:25,393 --> 00:42:28,063 My soul is sick. 439 00:42:28,763 --> 00:42:31,887 My soul is in pain. 440 00:42:45,746 --> 00:42:47,949 See that's the tradeoff. 441 00:42:48,049 --> 00:42:51,592 Pain... for freedom. 442 00:43:02,896 --> 00:43:06,668 When I got back from Iraq, I was a mess, man. 443 00:43:06,768 --> 00:43:08,903 I was a fucking mess. 444 00:43:09,003 --> 00:43:12,841 Thought I was gonna die soon, so what's the point in living, yeah? 445 00:43:12,941 --> 00:43:17,846 Couldn't hold down a relationship. Couldn't feel any emotions. 446 00:43:18,446 --> 00:43:21,794 And then one day, I had a good look around 447 00:43:21,894 --> 00:43:25,553 and I realized: Holy fucking shit! 448 00:43:25,653 --> 00:43:27,989 Everyone's doing the same thing. 449 00:43:28,089 --> 00:43:30,992 Everyone's terrified of finding their own truth. 450 00:43:31,092 --> 00:43:34,129 And even more shit-scared of doing anything about it. 451 00:43:34,229 --> 00:43:36,086 Yeah? 452 00:43:44,304 --> 00:43:47,048 Come on in, mate, it is fucking beautiful. 453 00:43:48,608 --> 00:43:50,532 Come on. 454 00:43:57,084 --> 00:43:59,130 So how do you feel? 455 00:44:01,121 --> 00:44:04,672 - I don't feel anything, really. - Come on. 456 00:44:04,772 --> 00:44:07,509 Hey, you're alive, aren't you, man? 457 00:44:09,197 --> 00:44:11,533 You alive now? No? 458 00:44:11,633 --> 00:44:14,042 Okay, how about now? 459 00:44:14,142 --> 00:44:16,505 How about now? Now? 460 00:44:16,705 --> 00:44:18,440 - Come on - What are you doing? 461 00:44:18,540 --> 00:44:22,586 What are you gonna do about it? What are you fucking afraid of? 462 00:44:29,416 --> 00:44:32,251 What are you gonna fucking do about it? 463 00:44:32,653 --> 00:44:35,845 Come on, come on. 464 00:44:45,078 --> 00:44:49,103 There you go! Now is there anything you want to say to me? 465 00:44:49,203 --> 00:44:52,921 - Stay the fuck way from me! - Yes! 466 00:45:00,981 --> 00:45:03,218 Come on, Trav, wait up, mate. 467 00:45:03,318 --> 00:45:05,025 I don't want your fucking help, okay? 468 00:45:05,125 --> 00:45:08,404 Okay. You're free to go. Take the old merc if you like, 469 00:45:08,504 --> 00:45:10,825 it's nothing flash but it'll get you where you need to go. 470 00:45:10,925 --> 00:45:14,014 Grab the keys will you please, Tom? There's a map in the glovebox, 471 00:45:14,114 --> 00:45:17,399 just let us know where you leave the car when you get to town, okay, Travis? 472 00:45:17,799 --> 00:45:20,221 - Travis! - What? 473 00:45:21,069 --> 00:45:24,978 - The cars are this way, mate. - Fucking shit! 474 00:45:32,031 --> 00:45:35,387 - Fuck! - Just give it a bit more choke. 475 00:46:36,927 --> 00:46:38,876 Wait here. 476 00:46:56,730 --> 00:46:59,666 Life crisis is spirit crisis, Trav. 477 00:47:00,401 --> 00:47:02,337 Your doctors... 478 00:47:02,437 --> 00:47:06,772 kept you away from that knowing because they didn't want you looking in. 479 00:47:07,108 --> 00:47:10,960 You're still right in the guts of your addiction, mate. 480 00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:33,847 I don't know who I am anymore. 481 00:47:35,119 --> 00:47:37,738 I don't know how to live. 482 00:47:37,838 --> 00:47:40,541 That's why Tom brought you here. 483 00:47:40,641 --> 00:47:44,658 Because right now there's nothing holding you together. 484 00:47:45,379 --> 00:47:48,216 But if you can feel your pain, 485 00:47:48,316 --> 00:47:52,146 then you can feel your real self. Yeah? 486 00:47:55,222 --> 00:47:57,058 Ask me. 487 00:47:57,158 --> 00:47:59,808 - Ask you what? - You know. 488 00:48:04,599 --> 00:48:07,246 - Help me. - Mean it. 489 00:48:08,969 --> 00:48:11,068 - Help me. - Mean it. 490 00:48:12,239 --> 00:48:14,525 Help me. 491 00:48:16,209 --> 00:48:18,429 Help me. 492 00:48:24,301 --> 00:48:26,522 Help me. 493 00:48:31,858 --> 00:48:33,941 Like this? 494 00:48:34,427 --> 00:48:36,597 Like this? 495 00:48:36,697 --> 00:48:38,766 Is this the game? 496 00:48:38,866 --> 00:48:42,470 - Is this the game? Hit the bag. - There's the anger. 497 00:48:42,570 --> 00:48:45,793 - The anger? Fuck off! - Chickenshit. 498 00:48:45,893 --> 00:48:49,110 I'm a chickenshit, am I? I'm a chickenshit. 499 00:48:49,210 --> 00:48:52,831 Chickenshit, am I? Is that... how's that for fucking chickenshit? 500 00:48:53,781 --> 00:48:55,849 Like that? 501 00:48:55,949 --> 00:48:58,066 Get it! 502 00:49:01,122 --> 00:49:03,952 Violin's your favorite isn't it, Trav? 503 00:49:10,664 --> 00:49:12,543 Is this what you want? 504 00:49:16,603 --> 00:49:18,352 Okay. 505 00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:28,876 Come on. 506 00:49:32,552 --> 00:49:34,569 Come on. 507 00:49:36,690 --> 00:49:38,392 Come on. 508 00:49:38,492 --> 00:49:40,628 - Come on, mate. - Come on, mate. 509 00:49:40,728 --> 00:49:43,598 There's the anger, come on. Kill the bag, Travis. Kill the bag. 510 00:49:43,698 --> 00:49:45,600 - Harder. - Let it out mate, let it out. 511 00:49:45,700 --> 00:49:48,269 Travis, let yourself go, mate! Come on! 512 00:49:48,369 --> 00:49:52,337 - Come on, give it. - Harder. Harder. Harder... 513 00:50:29,075 --> 00:50:30,561 Die! 514 00:50:46,126 --> 00:50:48,600 Who are you angry with? 515 00:51:02,709 --> 00:51:05,060 Who are you angry with? 516 00:51:07,691 --> 00:51:10,248 Who are you angry with? 517 00:51:19,943 --> 00:51:22,244 Who are you angry with? 518 00:51:29,536 --> 00:51:31,252 Hey. 519 00:51:32,605 --> 00:51:35,290 - Hey. - What are you taking? 520 00:51:39,162 --> 00:51:43,922 Just things are... starting to get on top of me a little bit here and... 521 00:51:44,652 --> 00:51:47,772 and it feels really heavy. I come home and it feels really heavy 522 00:51:47,872 --> 00:51:51,926 and I just... I don't know where to go and it just... 523 00:51:52,026 --> 00:51:55,297 It's all just fucking stacking on top of each other, you know? 524 00:51:56,130 --> 00:51:57,912 Okay. 525 00:52:02,769 --> 00:52:04,610 Travis. 526 00:52:05,310 --> 00:52:08,636 - What? - I just want to help you, Trav. 527 00:52:08,736 --> 00:52:11,879 - You just want to help me? - Yeah. 528 00:52:11,979 --> 00:52:15,629 You... want to help me? 529 00:52:20,854 --> 00:52:22,707 Come on. 530 00:52:24,591 --> 00:52:26,598 Oh, my... 531 00:52:28,061 --> 00:52:31,867 Yeah, laugh, laugh, you can't fucking talk, though. 532 00:52:34,367 --> 00:52:37,009 No, no, no. No. What the... 533 00:52:39,389 --> 00:52:41,632 Open the door! 534 00:52:42,942 --> 00:52:46,447 I know I'm fucked up but at least I can feel! 535 00:52:46,847 --> 00:52:51,454 You're such a kid. You're such a kid and you're scared, Travis! 536 00:52:51,714 --> 00:52:54,822 Fuck! Travis just look at me! 537 00:53:00,193 --> 00:53:02,539 Talk to me! 538 00:53:06,065 --> 00:53:08,002 You're fucked. 539 00:53:08,102 --> 00:53:10,782 Completely fucked. 540 00:53:15,809 --> 00:53:17,993 Who do you want to talk to? 541 00:53:19,746 --> 00:53:21,982 You're me. 542 00:53:22,082 --> 00:53:24,766 What do you want to say to yourself? 543 00:53:30,523 --> 00:53:33,398 For as long as I can remember... 544 00:53:34,762 --> 00:53:36,572 I've hated you. 545 00:53:39,033 --> 00:53:41,669 You've always had a special way of... 546 00:53:41,769 --> 00:53:44,285 fucking everything up. 547 00:53:45,339 --> 00:53:48,576 Travis, it's me, again. 548 00:53:49,250 --> 00:53:52,747 You don't have to pick up. I know you're listening, though. 549 00:53:52,847 --> 00:53:54,849 I hope you're listening. 550 00:53:54,949 --> 00:53:56,129 Tell me. 551 00:53:57,017 --> 00:53:59,453 You were always pretending. 552 00:53:59,553 --> 00:54:02,172 You're a pretender. 553 00:54:02,272 --> 00:54:04,542 Oh, God. 554 00:54:04,642 --> 00:54:06,977 I knew you were a frightened child. 555 00:54:07,077 --> 00:54:09,430 I knew it when I first met you. 556 00:54:09,530 --> 00:54:11,899 It was okay, 'cause I thought that... 557 00:54:11,999 --> 00:54:14,468 It doesn't matter what I thought now, 558 00:54:14,568 --> 00:54:16,767 really, does it? 559 00:54:18,705 --> 00:54:21,552 It's so beautiful up here. 560 00:54:22,943 --> 00:54:25,660 It's like the top of the world. 561 00:54:28,882 --> 00:54:31,399 I can see everything. 562 00:55:08,956 --> 00:55:12,092 I've just been trying to run away. 563 00:55:12,192 --> 00:55:16,317 I've just been running and running and running. 564 00:55:17,497 --> 00:55:21,619 - Look at me. - I don't want to look at you. 565 00:55:21,719 --> 00:55:25,923 I'm so sick of looking at you. 566 00:55:26,373 --> 00:55:30,528 I just... you make me sick. 567 00:55:31,545 --> 00:55:36,102 And now somebody's dead because of you. 568 00:55:36,383 --> 00:55:39,652 Because of what you did. 569 00:55:42,255 --> 00:55:44,472 So what now? 570 00:55:46,292 --> 00:55:50,690 I just... I just want to get rid of you. 571 00:55:50,790 --> 00:55:54,335 I just... I don't want to be filled with that hatred, 572 00:55:54,435 --> 00:55:57,189 all the time. 573 00:56:00,089 --> 00:56:02,560 And when I'm gone... 574 00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:05,009 what's left? 575 00:56:05,828 --> 00:56:08,245 I don't know. 576 00:56:12,569 --> 00:56:14,785 Just nothing. 577 00:56:15,572 --> 00:56:17,837 Just nothing. 578 00:56:20,710 --> 00:56:22,535 Good. 579 00:56:38,728 --> 00:56:40,577 Thank you. 580 00:56:41,297 --> 00:56:44,394 - Thank you. - Welcome, brother. 581 00:56:44,635 --> 00:56:46,974 - Thank you. - Welcome, Travis. 582 00:56:47,074 --> 00:56:50,221 - We love you, Travis. - Welcome, Travis. 583 00:56:54,711 --> 00:56:56,806 Thank you. 584 00:56:57,960 --> 00:56:59,796 Thank you. 585 00:56:59,896 --> 00:57:02,093 Thank you. 586 00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:16,289 Okay. 587 00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:20,538 I'm really glad you're healing. 588 00:57:20,638 --> 00:57:22,519 Me too. 589 00:57:23,072 --> 00:57:25,809 It's important for who you can be. 590 00:57:25,909 --> 00:57:27,746 Yeah. 591 00:57:30,079 --> 00:57:32,515 And who you can be with. 592 00:58:19,061 --> 00:58:21,463 To be a soldier of peace. 593 00:58:22,199 --> 00:58:24,715 To stand by Jay's side. 594 00:58:25,935 --> 00:58:28,319 To live in love. 595 00:58:29,055 --> 00:58:30,895 This is the purpose for my life. 596 00:58:32,441 --> 00:58:35,056 To find the joy in everything. 597 00:58:35,356 --> 00:58:37,514 Even in pain. 598 00:58:37,614 --> 00:58:39,885 That is the purpose of my life. 599 00:58:41,585 --> 00:58:43,421 To touch people with music. 600 00:58:43,621 --> 00:58:47,298 To show them there's meaning and take them out of their pain. 601 00:58:48,925 --> 00:58:50,815 To share myself. 602 00:58:51,761 --> 00:58:54,164 And only this. 603 00:58:54,264 --> 00:58:56,348 This is the purpose of my life. 604 00:58:59,302 --> 00:59:03,381 To forgive those who tarnished me. 605 00:59:03,941 --> 00:59:05,648 To forgive myself. 606 00:59:07,161 --> 00:59:10,483 This is the purpose my soul has chosen for my life. 607 00:59:12,415 --> 00:59:15,986 I think that I always wanted to heal people. 608 00:59:16,787 --> 00:59:20,071 And somewhere along the way, I forgot that. 609 00:59:21,024 --> 00:59:25,388 But, yeah, I think... that's the purpose of my life. 610 00:59:35,905 --> 00:59:39,076 - How's it look? - Trust me. 611 00:59:39,976 --> 00:59:43,523 - It looks good. - Okay. 612 01:01:10,733 --> 01:01:14,171 You need to be exposed to what he did to you, and how you feel about it. 613 01:01:14,271 --> 01:01:16,476 Do you understand? 614 01:01:18,107 --> 01:01:20,539 You have to feel your pain. 615 01:01:21,244 --> 01:01:23,547 That's the grief of letting go. 616 01:01:23,647 --> 01:01:26,233 And then it won't affect you anymore. 617 01:01:39,395 --> 01:01:44,094 Now you're connected to your pain, you can look out from yourself. 618 01:01:44,194 --> 01:01:48,776 And now you can be with that special someone whose soul feels the same as yours. 619 01:01:48,876 --> 01:01:51,088 Thank you, Jay. 620 01:03:40,717 --> 01:03:42,184 Hey. 621 01:03:42,284 --> 01:03:44,034 Hey. 622 01:03:45,788 --> 01:03:48,826 - How you doing? - Yeah. 623 01:03:49,526 --> 01:03:52,896 You learn so much, right? 624 01:03:52,996 --> 01:03:56,633 I mean, I'm only starting to see how far away from myself I was. 625 01:03:56,733 --> 01:03:59,076 You've been working really hard too. 626 01:03:59,176 --> 01:04:01,972 I think we're at that point where we're gonna start 627 01:04:02,072 --> 01:04:04,678 breaking away from ourselves. 628 01:04:05,709 --> 01:04:08,412 - So you're feeling like you... - it's like a calling, isn't it? 629 01:04:08,512 --> 01:04:11,671 Once you start you just gotta keep on going. 630 01:04:12,716 --> 01:04:15,218 I've been so stupid. 631 01:04:15,318 --> 01:04:20,208 - I don't think that you're stupid... - No. It's okay. I know. 632 01:04:20,657 --> 01:04:23,725 Trying to get people in the city to like me... 633 01:04:24,827 --> 01:04:29,195 You know, I was never gonna be good at being that person. 634 01:04:29,666 --> 01:04:33,283 Neither were you. Right? 635 01:04:33,803 --> 01:04:35,610 Right. 636 01:04:42,545 --> 01:04:45,525 I went swimming in the lake today. 637 01:04:47,316 --> 01:04:49,486 And I took a long walk in the woods. 638 01:04:49,586 --> 01:04:54,124 It's beautiful there. This whole place is beautiful. 639 01:04:54,224 --> 01:04:57,027 You don't know how disconnected you are 640 01:04:57,127 --> 01:04:59,810 until somebody shows you. 641 01:05:01,263 --> 01:05:04,211 Letting go of that person... 642 01:05:05,434 --> 01:05:07,717 I'm excited. 643 01:05:08,170 --> 01:05:10,340 I'm really excited. 644 01:05:10,440 --> 01:05:13,291 I saw you and Jay in the woods. 645 01:05:21,517 --> 01:05:23,861 No, you didn't. 646 01:05:26,405 --> 01:05:28,456 Marcus. 647 01:06:14,738 --> 01:06:16,673 Travis. 648 01:06:16,773 --> 01:06:19,485 I need to be by myself for a bit. 649 01:06:19,585 --> 01:06:22,024 You don't have to pretend. 650 01:06:23,145 --> 01:06:25,282 What do you mean? 651 01:06:25,382 --> 01:06:28,563 I know you wanted me to follow you down here. 652 01:06:58,947 --> 01:07:02,185 - Okay, just wait. Wait a minute. - It's alright. 653 01:07:02,285 --> 01:07:04,287 It's not alright. 654 01:07:04,387 --> 01:07:06,670 You're free now. 655 01:07:07,690 --> 01:07:10,040 We can be together. 656 01:07:12,027 --> 01:07:15,305 We're like two drops out of the ocean. 657 01:07:18,133 --> 01:07:21,418 You need to stop talking like that. 658 01:07:23,239 --> 01:07:25,603 It's not right. 659 01:07:27,175 --> 01:07:29,660 None of this is right. 660 01:07:38,721 --> 01:07:41,598 After everything we've done for you. 661 01:07:43,859 --> 01:07:46,364 You haven't got the courage. 662 01:08:37,394 --> 01:08:40,049 Alright, thank you very much, ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls. 663 01:08:40,149 --> 01:08:42,185 If I could have your attention, please. 664 01:08:42,485 --> 01:08:45,355 Tonight is a very special night, 665 01:08:45,455 --> 01:08:50,674 as we celebrate Marcus's victory after a long, hard-fought battle. 666 01:09:01,537 --> 01:09:06,736 Now Marcus has had to overcome a lot of obstacles, a lot of demons. 667 01:09:06,836 --> 01:09:10,497 - Marcus... - But with love, we can heal. 668 01:09:10,597 --> 01:09:13,020 - Can't we? Yeah - Yeah. 669 01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:15,885 - It's one thing to sit there and say... - It's time to go. 670 01:09:15,985 --> 01:09:18,021 ...I feel pain. 671 01:09:18,121 --> 01:09:20,523 But it's another thing entirely to get off your butt 672 01:09:20,623 --> 01:09:23,126 and do something about it, isn't it? 673 01:09:23,226 --> 01:09:25,190 - You see, pain... - This isn't right. 674 01:09:25,290 --> 01:09:27,530 Yeah, it is. This is right. This is where I belong. 675 01:09:27,630 --> 01:09:30,600 If you come with me I can get you some help. 676 01:09:30,700 --> 01:09:34,828 Marcus is getting all the help he needs, he was very courageous today. 677 01:09:35,271 --> 01:09:37,540 Is that what you were doing? 678 01:09:37,640 --> 01:09:41,845 You force him to have sex with you and you call it... you call it helping? 679 01:09:41,945 --> 01:09:45,114 - I didn't do that. - I saw you. 680 01:09:45,214 --> 01:09:47,651 I didn't do that, Travis. 681 01:09:47,951 --> 01:09:50,954 Well, I want to hear it from Marcus. 682 01:09:51,554 --> 01:09:54,735 Marcus, did you want that? 683 01:09:55,235 --> 01:09:59,129 Yeah, I think you might be a little confused as to what you saw today. 684 01:09:59,229 --> 01:10:02,776 Right, if I hadn't pushed Marcus into some sort of action we would've lost him forever 685 01:10:02,876 --> 01:10:05,568 to his own fear, and I won't apologize for that. 686 01:10:05,668 --> 01:10:08,771 I will never apologize for taking drastic action to heal someone. 687 01:10:08,871 --> 01:10:13,661 You drag him here, he's got nobody, nothing else and... 688 01:10:13,761 --> 01:10:17,280 And now that he depends on you, you pull him apart. 689 01:10:17,380 --> 01:10:21,518 You see, therapists like Travis, they call this transference. 690 01:10:21,618 --> 01:10:26,063 Travis is putting his problems onto me because he can't face them himself. 691 01:10:26,956 --> 01:10:28,785 You're still just a scared little boy, 692 01:10:28,885 --> 01:10:31,494 desperately seeking the attention of his dad, aren't ya? 693 01:10:31,594 --> 01:10:35,632 - This isn't about me. - And now we're seeing the real you. 694 01:10:35,732 --> 01:10:40,280 See, you so badly want the love that you can never have, but the bad news is... 695 01:10:40,380 --> 01:10:43,673 You've got to have courage to love, Travis. 696 01:10:43,973 --> 01:10:46,530 You're the one with the disorder, mate. 697 01:10:47,377 --> 01:10:51,882 Marcus, this is supposed to be a beautiful night for you. 698 01:10:52,382 --> 01:10:56,319 - Do you feel good? Does it feel nice? - Don't ruin this for me. 699 01:10:56,419 --> 01:10:58,822 You've got to get out of here! 700 01:10:59,222 --> 01:11:02,251 How many of you know what's going on? 701 01:11:02,351 --> 01:11:04,395 - How many has it happened to? - Excuse me, 702 01:11:04,495 --> 01:11:09,666 - is anyone else here feeling anger? - Yeah, who's angry with this filthy liar? 703 01:11:09,766 --> 01:11:12,569 Hey, come on, be honest. Be honest. 704 01:11:13,669 --> 01:11:17,123 You see this is the classic example of a sociopath. 705 01:11:17,223 --> 01:11:21,496 He's dead to himself, so he'll use you instead. 706 01:11:21,945 --> 01:11:26,005 He'll say that he feels exactly what you want him to feel, 707 01:11:26,105 --> 01:11:28,468 but it's all selfishness. 708 01:11:28,618 --> 01:11:32,236 He lies... doesn't feel a thing. 709 01:11:35,957 --> 01:11:38,414 Jay, did you really do that? 710 01:11:41,930 --> 01:11:43,047 Marcus? 711 01:11:45,349 --> 01:11:48,204 - Marcus! - Get this weak creature out of here. 712 01:11:48,304 --> 01:11:50,607 I don't know about you guys but I can't stand to look at him anymore. 713 01:11:50,707 --> 01:11:53,810 Tom, how can you stand by? How can you stand back here, man? 714 01:11:53,910 --> 01:11:57,146 How can you stand back? How can any of you let this happen? 715 01:11:57,246 --> 01:11:59,863 How can any of you let it happen? 716 01:12:02,084 --> 01:12:06,876 Travis is feeling a lot of jealousy at the moment. A lot of pain. 717 01:12:06,976 --> 01:12:10,260 But tonight is not about Travis. 718 01:12:10,560 --> 01:12:13,943 - What are you doing... please! - Tonight's about Marcus. 719 01:12:15,130 --> 01:12:17,033 It's about his bravery. 720 01:12:17,133 --> 01:12:20,150 It's about his courage. It's about his commitment. 721 01:12:25,774 --> 01:12:28,612 You're a very brave man, Marcus, look at me, mate. 722 01:12:29,112 --> 01:12:32,048 You're a very, very, brave man. 723 01:12:32,148 --> 01:12:36,286 And we welcome you aboard the farm community. 724 01:12:36,986 --> 01:12:38,869 We all love you, mate. 725 01:12:40,957 --> 01:12:42,877 Well done, Marcus. 726 01:13:13,722 --> 01:13:17,408 - What the fuck is going on? - You're leaving. Now. 727 01:13:19,528 --> 01:13:21,393 Come on. 728 01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:26,931 - Tom... - Don't... 729 01:13:28,037 --> 01:13:30,266 Don't say anything. 730 01:13:30,807 --> 01:13:34,644 - Brother, come on... - You're not my brother anymore. 731 01:13:34,944 --> 01:13:37,183 You don't exist. 732 01:13:57,465 --> 01:13:59,262 Tom! 733 01:14:03,972 --> 01:14:04,991 Please? 734 01:14:05,091 --> 01:14:07,547 - Tom... - Shut up. 735 01:14:08,510 --> 01:14:10,333 Come on. 736 01:14:14,482 --> 01:14:17,740 Thank you. Thank you. 737 01:14:27,829 --> 01:14:29,922 Grace! 738 01:14:31,799 --> 01:14:35,018 - Grace! - Oh, Jesus... 739 01:14:39,074 --> 01:14:40,276 Tom, just keep driving! 740 01:14:40,376 --> 01:14:42,979 - Put the gun down, Marcus. - No. 741 01:14:43,079 --> 01:14:45,081 - Come on! - Start the car, Tom! 742 01:14:45,181 --> 01:14:49,199 I'm ordering you to drop the weapon, do it now! 743 01:14:51,219 --> 01:14:52,949 You lied to me. 744 01:14:53,790 --> 01:14:56,159 You lied to me! 745 01:14:56,259 --> 01:14:58,661 You're not seeing things clearly, mate. 746 01:14:58,761 --> 01:15:02,173 Your pain is making you lose your way. 747 01:15:02,273 --> 01:15:03,733 Is that what you really want? 748 01:15:03,833 --> 01:15:05,602 Liar! 749 01:15:05,702 --> 01:15:07,583 Marcus. 750 01:15:07,936 --> 01:15:10,373 - I love you, Marcus. - No! 751 01:15:10,473 --> 01:15:13,109 Jay! No! 752 01:15:13,209 --> 01:15:14,711 No! 753 01:15:14,811 --> 01:15:17,413 No... no! 754 01:15:18,981 --> 01:15:20,596 No! 755 01:15:21,983 --> 01:15:23,727 - He's Al... he's alright. - Marcus! 756 01:15:23,827 --> 01:15:26,254 - He's alright! - Somebody help him! 757 01:15:26,354 --> 01:15:29,559 No, he's alright, I said, stay the fuck away! 758 01:15:29,659 --> 01:15:32,295 - Help him! - No, I said he's okay! 759 01:15:32,395 --> 01:15:34,831 Marcus. Marcus. 760 01:15:35,731 --> 01:15:38,205 This isn't what you wanted, is it? 761 01:15:39,100 --> 01:15:40,570 Let me hear you say it. 762 01:15:40,670 --> 01:15:43,972 Marcus, let me hear you say it, this isn't what you wanted. 763 01:15:44,572 --> 01:15:46,912 This isn't what I wanted. 764 01:15:49,011 --> 01:15:51,150 I know that. Marcus. 765 01:15:51,250 --> 01:15:54,168 I know that this is hard. But it's gonna be okay. 766 01:15:54,268 --> 01:15:58,722 Marcus, look at me. Marcus, it's gonna be okay. 767 01:15:59,522 --> 01:16:02,421 It's gonna be okay, let me hear you say it. Let me hear you say it. 768 01:16:02,521 --> 01:16:06,295 - It's gonna be okay. - That's it Marcus, it's gonna be okay. 769 01:16:06,395 --> 01:16:10,133 It's gonna be okay. Marcus. Marcus. 770 01:16:10,233 --> 01:16:12,635 - It's gonna be okay. - It's gonna be okay. 771 01:16:12,735 --> 01:16:16,240 - It's gonna be okay. - It's gonna be okay. 772 01:16:17,240 --> 01:16:19,252 Marcus. 773 01:16:19,908 --> 01:16:23,550 Marcus? Listen to my voice, Marcus. 774 01:16:23,650 --> 01:16:25,748 Look at me. 775 01:16:25,948 --> 01:16:27,717 Marcus... 776 01:16:28,167 --> 01:16:30,684 Give me the gun, Marcus. 777 01:16:32,320 --> 01:16:33,423 Marcus. 778 01:16:33,723 --> 01:16:37,074 This... is me showing my pain. 779 01:16:37,174 --> 01:16:39,194 Marcus, no! 780 01:16:59,080 --> 01:17:01,117 - Here... no, I can help him. - Keep away from him! 781 01:17:01,217 --> 01:17:04,267 I can help him, I can help him! 782 01:17:07,590 --> 01:17:11,052 Don't move him, don't move him. You don't want to move him. 783 01:17:11,152 --> 01:17:14,544 Tom, let me help him, you don't want to move him! 784 01:17:15,864 --> 01:17:17,981 Tom, just let me help him. 785 01:17:40,091 --> 01:17:42,700 - I can't stop the bleeding. - Please, I'm a doctor if you just... 786 01:17:42,800 --> 01:17:45,117 - Shut your fucking mouth. - Toby if he can help... 787 01:17:45,217 --> 01:17:47,543 No! Don't let him. 788 01:17:47,997 --> 01:17:50,514 Travis, get down here. 789 01:18:01,809 --> 01:18:04,756 - Someone really needs to look at this. - Could you do it. 790 01:18:04,856 --> 01:18:09,051 I can't. I don't have the equipment and someone needs to look at this now. 791 01:18:09,151 --> 01:18:10,306 - No. - No. 792 01:18:10,406 --> 01:18:13,222 Please, Jay, just let us help you. 793 01:18:13,822 --> 01:18:17,398 I've seen what it's like when you're near the end. 794 01:18:18,394 --> 01:18:20,804 I'm not afraid of it. 795 01:18:22,764 --> 01:18:25,160 The ones who ran... 796 01:18:25,501 --> 01:18:28,038 they'll go straight to the police. 797 01:18:28,938 --> 01:18:31,174 That's alright. 798 01:18:31,574 --> 01:18:34,910 They'll have to live their days knowing that they ran. 799 01:18:35,010 --> 01:18:38,515 - If we tell the police what happened... - No. 800 01:18:39,015 --> 01:18:41,317 You know what they'll do. 801 01:18:41,717 --> 01:18:44,970 They don't need an excuse. 802 01:18:45,771 --> 01:18:48,308 We've been betrayed. 803 01:18:49,058 --> 01:18:52,943 Travis's pain... has caused this. 804 01:18:55,563 --> 01:18:58,011 They'll be here soon. 805 01:18:58,401 --> 01:19:00,717 With their anger... 806 01:19:00,817 --> 01:19:02,416 and their threats. 807 01:19:03,973 --> 01:19:06,399 We'd better not be here when they come. 808 01:19:11,880 --> 01:19:14,178 We love you, Jay. 809 01:19:15,450 --> 01:19:18,040 - We love you, Jay. - We love you, Jay. 810 01:19:18,586 --> 01:19:20,570 We love you, Jay. 811 01:19:37,071 --> 01:19:39,686 Tom, don't do this. 812 01:20:03,398 --> 01:20:05,205 No! 813 01:20:21,282 --> 01:20:23,049 Get out. 814 01:20:23,149 --> 01:20:26,903 Get out, come on. Now! 815 01:20:30,325 --> 01:20:32,682 To be myself. 816 01:20:33,295 --> 01:20:35,635 To find truth. 817 01:20:36,832 --> 01:20:38,501 To be a mother. 818 01:20:39,301 --> 01:20:41,865 I always wanted to be a mother. 819 01:20:42,671 --> 01:20:45,008 To fall in love. 820 01:20:45,508 --> 01:20:49,891 To be free. To be truly free. 821 01:20:55,266 --> 01:20:57,880 - Tom. - Don't turn around. 822 01:20:59,237 --> 01:21:00,954 Stop. 823 01:21:11,167 --> 01:21:13,178 I'm sorry. 824 01:21:34,389 --> 01:21:37,609 The road about three kilometers that way, just go. 825 01:21:38,010 --> 01:21:40,393 Tom, what's happening? 826 01:21:41,229 --> 01:21:43,579 There's nothing left. 827 01:21:44,532 --> 01:21:46,625 Just go. 828 01:22:23,671 --> 01:22:27,276 Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. 829 01:22:27,376 --> 01:22:30,312 Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. 830 01:22:30,412 --> 01:22:33,983 Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. 831 01:22:34,383 --> 01:22:37,300 Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. 832 01:24:47,715 --> 01:24:50,086 I love you, Jay. 833 01:24:50,386 --> 01:24:52,655 I fucking love you too, Andy. 834 01:24:53,555 --> 01:24:56,565 See you on the other side, my brother. 835 01:24:57,992 --> 01:25:00,396 I love you too, Ben. 836 01:25:00,996 --> 01:25:03,413 See you on the other side. 837 01:25:07,335 --> 01:25:10,032 So much love. 838 01:25:14,575 --> 01:25:17,189 What would you like to say? 839 01:25:18,946 --> 01:25:21,397 Sorry, Jay. 840 01:25:23,984 --> 01:25:26,611 I couldn't do it. But... 841 01:25:26,711 --> 01:25:29,822 I'm going to make it up to you, I will, I... 842 01:25:30,759 --> 01:25:34,760 I'm ready to show them the agony that I can see in their hearts. 843 01:25:37,565 --> 01:25:41,241 In the land of the blind the one eyed girl is queen. 844 01:25:47,675 --> 01:25:50,093 I love you, Jay. 845 01:26:21,876 --> 01:26:23,892 Come on. 846 01:26:38,125 --> 01:26:40,763 I want people to know that you... you can be real. 847 01:26:41,063 --> 01:26:43,814 We really had something here. 848 01:26:44,264 --> 01:26:46,802 We had it in the palm of our hand. 849 01:27:01,482 --> 01:27:03,162 We live the right way. 850 01:27:03,986 --> 01:27:08,286 The way we're meant to live. Just open your eyes, people. 851 01:27:08,386 --> 01:27:11,722 And everyone 'neath the vine and fig tree shall live in peace... 852 01:27:43,991 --> 01:27:46,653 Drinking to you, Jay. 853 01:28:03,344 --> 01:28:05,661 I love you, Jay. 854 01:28:11,886 --> 01:28:16,472 The train on platform number seven goes to Creston... 855 01:28:22,229 --> 01:28:25,367 Please stand clear. Doors closing. 856 01:28:26,067 --> 01:28:32,520 Attention passengers. This train is an express train to... Creston. 857 01:28:32,620 --> 01:28:36,691 This train's first stop will be Creston. 858 01:29:12,913 --> 01:29:17,500 Excuse me. Would you like to ask a question with me, ma'am? 859 01:29:20,380 --> 01:29:23,156 How about you, sir, would you like to ask a question with me? 860 01:29:27,588 --> 01:29:29,631 Everybody... 861 01:29:29,851 --> 01:29:34,309 Look, I know you've been ignoring me, but today's a really special day. 862 01:29:34,703 --> 01:29:38,206 Today you're going to learn about the kind of life you've led and... 863 01:29:38,306 --> 01:29:41,391 and the impact that life has had on other people. 864 01:29:43,110 --> 01:29:46,736 Today you're going to learn the purpose of your life. 865 01:29:47,248 --> 01:29:49,718 To not listen to any more street preacher bullshit? 866 01:29:49,818 --> 01:29:54,203 I reckon that's the purpose of my life. Thanks for sharing. 867 01:29:55,840 --> 01:30:00,573 I believe that our ignorance and our blindness have made this world unlivable. 868 01:30:09,203 --> 01:30:12,188 - Jesus! - She's got a gun. 869 01:30:21,615 --> 01:30:25,546 Jay taught us to see the pain of the injuries inside us. 870 01:30:27,321 --> 01:30:30,569 And he taught us to see the enemies within us. 871 01:30:31,926 --> 01:30:35,645 He was made to kill people in a false and unjust war and... 872 01:30:36,265 --> 01:30:37,893 damaged him deeply but... 873 01:30:37,993 --> 01:30:41,678 he returned home to make a world of peace for everyone and... 874 01:30:42,037 --> 01:30:44,156 he believed that our pain is within ourselves and... 875 01:30:44,256 --> 01:30:47,991 that we need to release that pain to give ourselves the gift... 876 01:30:48,243 --> 01:30:51,027 to give ourselves the gift of freedom. 877 01:30:51,546 --> 01:30:54,316 - Do you understand that? - Yes. 878 01:30:54,416 --> 01:30:57,520 - I said, can you understand that? - Yes. 879 01:31:04,859 --> 01:31:07,826 Okay, I'm going to give you all a brochure and... 880 01:31:08,263 --> 01:31:09,765 and... 881 01:31:09,865 --> 01:31:13,480 and you'll notice that on the inside there are some lyrics to a song. 882 01:31:15,903 --> 01:31:18,640 Sorry if I don't have enough for everyone. 883 01:31:18,740 --> 01:31:22,081 If you don't get one you can just look on with your neighbor. 884 01:31:23,894 --> 01:31:26,732 One... two... three. 885 01:31:26,882 --> 01:31:31,553 And everyone neath their vine and fig tree... 886 01:31:31,653 --> 01:31:33,287 Stop! 887 01:31:34,489 --> 01:31:36,692 You need to do it louder. 888 01:31:36,792 --> 01:31:38,327 Okay? 889 01:31:38,627 --> 01:31:43,493 And everyone neath their vine and fig tree 890 01:31:43,593 --> 01:31:48,203 Shall live in peace and unafraid. 891 01:31:48,503 --> 01:31:53,075 And everyone neath their vine and fig tree 892 01:31:53,475 --> 01:31:57,759 Shall live in peace and unafraid 893 01:32:02,783 --> 01:32:07,022 And into ploughshares turn their swords 894 01:32:07,122 --> 01:32:12,083 Nations shall learn war no more 895 01:32:12,183 --> 01:32:16,982 And into ploughshares turn their swords... 896 01:32:27,875 --> 01:32:29,861 Attention passengers. 897 01:32:29,961 --> 01:32:32,048 Please remain seated. 898 01:32:32,611 --> 01:32:35,233 - It's okay. - We apologize for the delay. 899 01:32:35,333 --> 01:32:38,320 - What are you doing? - I was looking for you. 900 01:32:40,154 --> 01:32:41,818 Jay's gone. 901 01:32:41,918 --> 01:32:44,738 I know. I'm sorry. 902 01:32:46,193 --> 01:32:49,564 - I need to make them understand. - We do, don't we? Just keep the gun on me. 903 01:32:49,664 --> 01:32:52,267 Everyone listen to what Grace is telling you. 904 01:32:52,367 --> 01:32:55,645 She's giving you a chance to learn the truth. 905 01:32:57,371 --> 01:32:59,875 Is that right, Grace? Is that what we're doing? 906 01:32:59,975 --> 01:33:01,743 Stop! 907 01:33:01,843 --> 01:33:04,329 Just stop lying! 908 01:33:04,429 --> 01:33:06,665 You don't believe in anything. 909 01:33:06,815 --> 01:33:11,254 Jay died trying to save you and every single person in this world. 910 01:33:12,454 --> 01:33:15,357 - He loved too much. - No, he didn't. 911 01:33:15,457 --> 01:33:17,759 - Yes, he did. - No, he didn't. 912 01:33:17,859 --> 01:33:21,495 I wasn't strong enough. I'm not strong enough. 913 01:33:24,198 --> 01:33:27,342 Do you remember meeting me on this train? 914 01:33:28,270 --> 01:33:30,978 I'd be dead if it wasn't for you. 915 01:33:32,440 --> 01:33:35,110 I was in so much pain, Grace. 916 01:33:35,510 --> 01:33:39,216 I did something wrong, I did something really wrong. 917 01:33:40,781 --> 01:33:43,084 I caused so much damage. 918 01:33:43,184 --> 01:33:45,487 And I was so scared. 919 01:33:45,587 --> 01:33:47,122 Just like you are. 920 01:33:47,222 --> 01:33:49,776 I didn't want to live anymore. 921 01:33:50,658 --> 01:33:54,730 But you never gave up on me, did you? 922 01:33:54,830 --> 01:33:57,129 Everyone's gone. 923 01:33:58,799 --> 01:34:01,569 Tom. Marcus, my mum. 924 01:34:01,669 --> 01:34:04,439 I know, but they're not brave like you. 925 01:34:04,539 --> 01:34:06,795 I just want to be with the others now. 926 01:34:07,125 --> 01:34:10,028 - You want to be with them. - Yeah. 927 01:34:10,128 --> 01:34:12,648 You want to be with them? 928 01:34:13,048 --> 01:34:16,764 Okay. Okay, well, let's do it. Let's do it. 929 01:34:16,864 --> 01:34:20,288 Shoot me and then shoot yourself but I think that you should do it quickly 930 01:34:20,388 --> 01:34:22,976 because you are really scaring these people. 931 01:34:25,522 --> 01:34:26,597 Do it. 932 01:34:31,800 --> 01:34:33,255 You were right. 933 01:34:35,336 --> 01:34:40,242 We're like two drops out of the ocean and I'm really glad I met you. 934 01:34:41,242 --> 01:34:43,044 So do it. 935 01:34:43,144 --> 01:34:44,642 Shoot me. 936 01:34:45,830 --> 01:34:47,713 Do it! 937 01:34:54,388 --> 01:34:56,867 I don't want to. 938 01:35:06,100 --> 01:35:08,670 I don't want to be like them. 939 01:35:08,770 --> 01:35:12,161 You're not. You're not like anyone I've ever met. 940 01:35:17,644 --> 01:35:19,753 It's okay. 941 01:35:20,531 --> 01:35:22,701 It's okay. 942 01:35:22,801 --> 01:35:25,717 - I'm sorry. - It's okay. 943 01:35:29,223 --> 01:35:33,115 We just have to keep being brave. Okay? 944 01:35:33,215 --> 01:35:35,044 We just keep being brave. 945 01:35:39,033 --> 01:35:40,635 I'm sorry. 946 01:35:40,735 --> 01:35:43,532 I think you should tell them that. 947 01:35:52,880 --> 01:35:55,252 I'm sorry. 948 01:36:05,008 --> 01:36:06,921 We're really sorry, everyone. 949 01:36:07,896 --> 01:36:10,305 We'll just wait now for the police to come. 950 01:36:19,656 --> 01:36:21,732 There's no bullets in the gun. 951 01:36:22,643 --> 01:36:25,180 Everyone's going to be okay. 952 01:36:25,280 --> 01:36:26,988 Everything's going to be okay. 953 01:36:55,909 --> 01:36:58,834 For as long as I can remember, 954 01:36:59,230 --> 01:37:01,460 I've hated you. 955 01:37:01,983 --> 01:37:04,385 You've always had a special way... 956 01:37:04,485 --> 01:37:07,056 of fucking everything up. 957 01:37:07,956 --> 01:37:10,706 It's so beautiful up here. 958 01:37:12,092 --> 01:37:14,740 It's like the top of the world. 959 01:37:15,596 --> 01:37:18,249 I can see everything. 960 01:37:21,068 --> 01:37:23,250 You're always pretending. 961 01:37:24,439 --> 01:37:26,919 You're a pretender. 962 01:37:36,233 --> 01:37:38,934 Pretending to care. 963 01:37:40,304 --> 01:37:43,711 Pretending to be a good person. 964 01:37:57,104 --> 01:37:59,573 But when it really comes down to it... 965 01:38:02,377 --> 01:38:05,401 You're just a frightened child. 966 01:38:12,486 --> 01:38:15,122 It's so beautiful up here. 967 01:38:15,822 --> 01:38:18,460 It's like the top of the world. 968 01:38:18,860 --> 01:38:21,443 I can see everything. 969 01:38:24,498 --> 01:38:27,036 I guess that's it. 970 01:38:28,136 --> 01:38:30,918 You're really not coming, are you? 971 01:39:16,650 --> 01:39:19,302 It just feels like a bad dream. 972 01:39:21,855 --> 01:39:24,192 And every morning on the farm we'd wake up 973 01:39:24,292 --> 01:39:28,288 and we'd tell each other how much we loved our world and everyone in it. 974 01:39:30,097 --> 01:39:32,621 And we were loved. 975 01:39:36,069 --> 01:39:39,732 But they all left and... 976 01:39:40,675 --> 01:39:44,012 I didn't want to stay but I didn't know what to do. 977 01:39:44,112 --> 01:39:46,896 And you chose not to go with the others? 978 01:39:49,983 --> 01:39:54,373 I know one person can do something so brave that they can fix their soul. 979 01:39:57,557 --> 01:40:00,102 Otherwise what's the point? 980 01:40:09,853 --> 01:40:12,141 Can I go now? 73255

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