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Adult Cea VO: When my grandfather found out

his 15-year-old daughter was pregnant,

he did what any nonsensical anti-establishment cowboy

would do.

Best thing you can do for this kid,

raise it somewheres away from this

godforsaken capitalist society.

You're gonna meet your baby!

Adult Cea VO: He packed his family into a VW van and drove north

because if there was one thing Papa Dick was sure of,

it was that the wilderness would solve all their problems.

Cea: Fucking hell!

Somebody didn't use the shit pit!

Crotch, crotch, crotch!

Crotch!

Crotch, crotch, crotch!

The valley is low

And you're confused on which way to go

So I've come here to give you a hand

A bear!

Papa Dick, it's a bear!

It's a bear!

Grandma Jeanne, it's a bear!

It's a bear!

Mom! I nearly got eaten by a bear!

Oh yeah? - Yeah.

First I saw the baby bear, then I saw the mommy bear.

The mommy bear was one hundred feet tall.

She put her claws up and went...

You never run! You hear me?

Don't yell, she didn't know.

It also might not have been a bear.

Cea: It was a bear.

Papa Dick: I believe you, Peanut.

Now, what's my number one rule?

Always put the lid on the shit pit.

Papa Dick: That's the number two rule.

Rule number one is: Never give in to fear.

This place ain't made for the faint of heart.

You gotta fend for yourself,

so you don't end up like your mama.

Now whatcha gonna do next time you see a bear?

Are you gonna run away?

Uh-uh.

Whatcha gonna do?

That's right.

If this were money, I'd still be burning it.

Come meet me later.

Now this is the ultimate irony.

Can all of you see what I have here?

A tax-return cheque from the government.

I know, I know, you mean, I paid taxes?

I sure did.

Before I moved my family off the grid,

I watched as one third of my paycheque

got stuffed into some corrupt government official's pocket.

Now, do you know where I told them to send my cheques?

Cea: To the fuckin' Moon!

Papa Dick: Damn right!

Nope.

Papa Dick: I don't bring folks here to build teepees

and shoot goddamn deer.

These people are here to learn our way of life.

It's about spreading our values.

So, you have to fuck the visitors to teach them values?

Yeah.

You're free to do the same.

Hey, you ready for bed?

Are you a sexpot?

What?!

Where'd you hear that?

You're not answering the question.

I'm not a sexpot. You're a sexpot.

I am not a sexpot. You're a sexpot.

Well, I think you are.

No I'm not! You're a sexpot!

Michelle: I know you are, but what am I?

A sexpot!

Cea, sex is a beautiful and natural thing.

It's also very loud.

Yeah, well, Karl and I love each other.

And he's an Aries.

So what?

So Aries and Pisces are sexually in sync,

so it's only natural that we're loud.

And it makes me very happy.

Don't you want me to be happy?

I guess.

Alright, sexpot, it's time for bed!

Come on.

Cea: I'm gonna beat ya.

Michelle: Oh, yeah?

Oh, how was your walk?

Michelle: Mmm, good.

Karl: God, you're so beautiful.

Oh. "The gull sees farthest who flies highest."

How you finding it?

It's good.

I'm almost done.

Wow.

Are you?

Cea: Yeah.

Are you reading trashy magazines?

You better hide that before your grandpa sees it.

But I like the pictures.

Karl: We all like the pictures.

Okay.

Michelle: Go on.

How much have you smoked today?

Michelle: I don't know.

Well if you don't know, it's too much.

I can be the judge of that.

I'm an adult.

Are you? Really?

Does that mean you're ready to leave home then?

Cea: Leave home?

What do you mean?

Karl: Yeah.

It's time for me to move on,

I want your mom to come with me.

What about me?

Karl: You too, of course.

I don't wanna go anywhere without you.

Can Papa Dick and Grandma Jeanne come?

No, they'd stay here.

Oh.

You serious?

I was only supposed to be here a couple weeks.

Now I gotta go.

I don't know if I can just leave.

Oh, but you can leave me?

Look, we'll find our own place,

we'll build a life together.

But I'm going,

so make your choice.

Papa Dick: She's the one turning her world upside down.

Your mama finds a man,

all of her sense goes out the window.

We're gonna be a real family.

Papa Dick: This is the realest family you're ever gonna have.

Hey, come on.

Cea: I don't wanna leave forever.

You can't worry about forever.

Nothing is real except the moment you're in.

The past and the future are just illusions,

like a dream.

You gotta live in the present.

How?

If you get in that truck, you gotta forget us.

Will you forget me?

What's my number one rule?

Never give in to fear.

Yeah, that's right.

You gonna give in?

Hey.

Karl: All right.

Are you ready for an adventure?

Soul City, that's where we're heading

Whoo!

Oh god!

Ahhhh!

Look at you.

Cea: I missed you.

I missed you too.

Come on!

Look at you, sexpot!

Well, this is the building.

This is it?

Yeah.

Hey Jeff, this is my girl.

Principal Rose: Cea Sunrise Person.

That's an interesting name.

Thanks.

So I'm trying to locate your transcripts

from your previous school.

Oh, uh, yeah.

I was, um, home schooled?

I thought Papa Dick mailed my certificate thing in.

Papa Dick?

My grandfather.

Oh, is he your legal guardian?

Who looks after you?

My mom does now.

But I was living with my grandparents in the Yukon

for the last six years.

Oh, the Yukon. Wow.

So how do you like it here?

It's okay.

I like being back with my mom.

And I get my own room now which is cool,

so I don't have to sleep with her and her boyfriends anymore.

I mean, I obviously didn't sleep with her boyfriends,

they were just there.

And she only had one boyfriend at a time, so...

Okay.

Hey, what's your name again?

Sunshine?

Cea Sunrise.

It's when I was born.

Amanda: Cute.

I'm Amanda Lunchtime.

One day, we'll go, you and me.

Anything good in there?

Just some porn.

Oh!

Hey, I got the day off tomorrow.

You wanna do something fun?

Hmm?

Like what?

I love this song!

What are you doing?

Come on!

Come on!

Whoo!

Come on, Eileen

Poor old Johnnie Ray

Sounded sad upon the radio

Moved a million hearts in mono

Our mothers cried

Sang along, who'd blame them?

You've grown

So grown

Now I must say more than ever

Come on, Eileen

Too-ra-loo-ra

Too-ra-loo-rye-ay

Come on, Eileen

At this moment

Michelle: Cea!

Who needs Hawaii, right?

Although the flight's shorter this time of year, you know,

'cause of the winds.

Cea: Cool.

Hi.

Hi.

Have a dip, the water's nice.

Don't mind my walking hormone.

Sam: You're a mom?

I am.

Sam: You know, I too have one of those human teenagers.

I was twenty.

Twenty? That's old.

I was fifteen.

Fifteen? Shut up!

Mistake?

Hello, excuse me?

Hi, can I help you?

Fancy Woman: I'm a scout.

Like a girl scout?

A model scout.

Here, you show this to your mom

and then come by our offices.

You could win a trip to Paris.

Hey, we gotta go, get dressed!

What does "Jay-me Pa-ris" mean?

Karl: It means someone's got a lot of scratch for swanky trips,

so there's no need to feel bad.

Michelle, we just gotta go, okay, please?

Paris is a really magical city far, far away.

And you see that? That's the Eiffel Tower.

You can see it from anywhere in the city.

Can we go?

One day, we'll go, you and me.

Now get dressed in the truck. We gotta go!

Why?

Because if the owners find us here

we could get in a lotta trouble.

But I thought you said we're allowed to stay here.

Michelle: Well, we are sorta,

but just for one night while they're not using it.

But if this is their house, how come they don't use it?

Michelle: Because it's their vacation house.

Cea: What's a vacation house?

We have to leave!

No, I don't wanna go!

Well, you can't always have what you want in life.

You've got a momma that loves you,

and that's more than a lot of kids got.

So you should be grateful for that.

It hasn't been just the two of us in a really long time.

What if I could take care of you?

Then you wouldn't have to keep going out with these jerks.

Aw honey, you're sweet,

but how you gonna take care of me?

I could model.

Michelle: You wanna model?

My little bush baby?

Oh honey, you don't wanna model.

Why not?

Because it's...

it's modelling, it's...

The epitome of our consumerist culture

and capitalist society.

Yeah, exactly.

It's just not how we live.

But how many jobs could I get

that could actually change things for us?

Oh honey, I didn't think this was so bad.

What if I win a trip to Paris?

What?

Would you come with me?

Who gave you this?

A model scout on the beach.

She told me to come by her office.

She seems legit.

Legit? Okay.

I always knew you were the most beautiful thing

to ever walk this planet.

I just didn't know it was gonna be your job.

So if I won,

you'd come with me to Paris?

What would we do?

Sit in cafes, drink champagne.

And eat croissants.

Get French boyfriends?

So you'd come?

Heck yeah, baby!

Try and stop me.

Alright, you hear it with the bass just-

Excuse me, ma'am. - I love it!

I'd like to throw some of these balls.

Oh, hi sweetie!

You remember Sam.

He's all fancy now.

He's a stock broker.

I buy and sell shares on behalf of clients.

He makes a lot of money.

And he wants me to be his secretary.

She already has a job.

Customer: Hey, miss.

Which she should be doing now.

Okay.

Will you think about it?

You'd fit right in.

Well I mean, maybe not right in,

but actually that's probably a good thing.

I'll consider it.

Good.

Take my card.

Ooh.

Nice to see you again.

Uh-huh.

He wants to sleep with you.

I could do a lot worse.

He was wearing a wedding ring.

So he's not perfect.

The job sounds fun.

What's wrong with this one?

I can barely make rent.

Cea: I don't need my own room.

I'm figuring it out.

Well if you work for him and then you guys break up,

then what?

Will you quit grilling me?

I said I'm figuring it out!

Secretary: Just have a seat.

Next, please?

Hi.

Do you have your headshot?

I have this.

Come back with a headshot.

Sam: No, don't pose, just look natural.

Will you trust me? I'm a portrait photographer.

You're not a stock broker with an overpriced camera?

Hey, you wanted a headshot.

Sam's good.

Oh!

You know, I could've been a professional.

People are always saying to me,

"Sam, you have a real eye for this."

What people?

Michelle: Hey, Cea, who am I?

My mother on drugs?

Maybe this is your mother on drugs.

Michelle: I'm Janice. I'm Janice.

Is that what you're gonna wear Monday?

Michelle: I could.

I mean, it's a pretty corporate environment.

Michelle: Oh, you want me to wear a tie?

Sam: Or, we could go shopping.

Cea: She hates shopping.

I don't hate shopping.

I just never had the money for it.

Sam: Well, today it's on me.

It's time to dress for success.

Michelle: You know, I always really wanted to get one of those,

those blazers with the-the pads and the shoulders.

I think I'd look chic.

I like what you're thinking.

Michelle: Okay, okay.

If you want your secretary to dress like a secretary,

you shouldn't have hired the waitress you're screwing.

Hey, I get it.

My mom had a lot of boyfriends too.

I already got the shot.

Michelle: I'm ready!

When will I get the photos?

Ah, weekend maybe?

This is fun.

All of us going shopping together.

You are gonna look so damn sexy.

Michelle: Okay.

Michelle: Cea?

Sam: Try it on.

Hello, this is Sam's office.

He can't come to the phone right now

because he's with his stocks.

You're a natural.

I look neat.

Yeah, I look neat.

Cea!

Look at you, sexpot!

You look amazing!

Come here, come here, come on!

Doesn't she look amazing?

You look very nice.

I'll get it for you.

No thanks.

Come on, baby, get it.

I don't want it.

Cea, come on!

Sam: You know, I think this is the beginning

of a whole new wardrobe for you.

Yeah.

You look incredible.

Where do I put this?

Cashier: Oh, just leave that there.

Sam: Actually miss, would you ring that up as well?

I said, I don't want it.

Cea, come on!

If you're serious about being a model,

you can't look like you're wearing hand-me-downs

from a cult leader's love-child.

You should be dressing like Madonna

or, uh, Cindy Lauper or somebody.

He wants you to have it.

Didn't know you were so passionate about teen fashion.

Sam: I'm trying to help you.

Please don't.

Please don't do that.

Sorry.

Michelle: Let's do something fun this weekend,

celebrate my new job.

Sam: I can't, sweetheart.

I have to go outta town.

Where are you going?

Sam: Ahhhhh... Florida.

The kids want to go to Disney World.

Disney World?

It's just for a week.

What about my photos?

Right, I-I'll get 'em as soon as I get back.

What am I supposed to do while you're gone?

Sam: I don't know, whatever you want.

Young Cea: Bye-bye house.

Karl: Bye-bye, house.

Michelle: Hey, you need to be careful of going down these stairs.

All right, come on, come on!

Up you go.

Karl: Hey Small Fry,

I got you a little keepsake.

A doll?

Karl: Even better.

But it's not really mine.

Karl: Hey man,

if someone left something like that for the entire winter,

you know what I think?

I don't think they fuckin' deserve it.

I mean, that's a groovy snow globe.

It should be cherished.

Are you gonna cherish it?

Fuck yes!

Karl: Fuckin' right!

Neighbour: Hi there!

Oh, shit.

Hey, neighbour!

Mommy, are we gonna get in trouble?

No honey, just don't say anything.

Neighbour: It looks like quite a load you folks got there, huh?

Oh yeah, just, uh, heading to the dump.

You know, doing a bit of spring cleaning.

Yeah.

Yeah, you know, I didn't realize

the Andersons were renting out their cottage for the season.

Oh yeah, yeah, beautiful.

Yeah, they friends of yours?

Karl: No, just acquaintances, you know.

But, um, I hate to be rude, we really gotta get on the run,

you know?

The wife and the kid and everything like that,

and it's just a big detour for us to head to the dump.

But, um, you stay safe out there, okay buddy?

Yeah, I didn't catch your name.

Pardon?

Your name?

Huh?

Tiffany: Sunshine!

Oh. Hey.

These things are crazy.

TVs?

Yeah.

What are you doing right now?

I'm just waiting for some photos to be ready.

You wanna hang out?

Okay.

This place is sweet.

No, it's not.

Is that weed?

You want some?

Tiffany: Yeah.

Are you gonna open these?

Yeah.

Whoa, you look hot.

You think?

Totally.

What are these for?

They're headshots.

I'm trying to be a model.

Seriously?

It's a really sweet job, you know,

something to get me and my mom outta here.

Who's that?

That's my mom's boyfriend.

Yeah, she has, uh, pretty bad taste in guys.

It was one thing in the wilderness,

but now she has no excuse.

Wilderness?

Like... like, in a cabin?

Tipi.

Did you live there right before you moved here?

Kinda.

We, um, moved around a couple times

with my mom and one of her boyfriends.

Once we lived in this guy's trailer

and he used to drink his own pee.

He'd put it in smoothies.

Oh my God.

There was only one guy I liked, Karl.

He had all these ideas and stuff.

He was fun.

He taught me a lot about books and stuff.

So why'd they break up?

They all break-up.

Oh, and then there was Barry.

Shit, shit, uh, gimme your bag fast, fast.

Okay, here.

Michelle: Hey, baby.

You have a friend.

What's your name?

Um, I'm Tiffany.

Ooh.

Can I have some of this?

Oh, yeah.

I like it when you smoke pot.

Oh, nice to meet you, Tiffany.

Nice to meet you too.

Your mom is so cool.

Young Cea: Mommy?!

Karl: It's all right.

Come on.

Young Cea: Mommy, what's wrong?

Karl: Cea!

It's okay.

Hey, which way is the washroom?

Karl: Hey Michelle, you okay?

Michelle: Yeah, be right back.

Can we stay here?

Karl: That'll be fun, huh?

What are you doing?

I can't sleep.

What's this?

It's poison.

Why are you drinking it?

Michelle: It's making me feel better.

Are you okay?

I'm gonna have a baby.

Cea: You mean, a little sister?

Or a little brother, yeah.

But there's no bump.

It takes a little while to show.

Cea: Aren't you glad?

It's just gonna take a little while

to get used to the idea.

Is Karl happy?

Michelle: I don't know.

I guess I'll find out when you tell him.

Until then, it'll be our little secret, okay?

You wanna come in?

Sam's wife's name is Pam?

Pam and Sam? Seriously?

Michelle: I wonder what they're doing right now.

Who needs Florida, right?

I wonder if they're eating dinner.

I betcha Pam likes to eat early, like an old lady.

Can you just forget about him?

For one day?

It's not a bad thing

to have someone else looking out for us.

I can look out for myself.

Is that what you want?

'Cause you can leave.

You can go out on your own and be free.

Is that what you want?

It doesn't matter what I want.

You're your own person,

you gotta make your own decisions.

Karl: I feel like we should be getting close to something.

Michelle: I'm sick of sleeping on park benches

and in other people's houses without them knowing.

You said we were gonna have a house.

Karl: Yeah, we will, you know?

We just gotta get to Tofino.

I gotta line on a place there.

Michelle: You got a job to pay for it?

Karl: Baby, I'm working on it.

Don't you worry.

You know, we've got some cash in our pockets,

got a stash of pot.

We're cruisin'.

Cruisin'.

Fire!

Michelle: Holy shit!

Stop the car! Stop the car!

Karl: Hold on, Jesus!

Michelle: Oh my God, oh my God!

Karl: No, no, no, no, no!

Cea, come on! Cea, let's go!

Karl: Christ!

Motherfucker!

Karl: Fuck. Fuck.

Oh, fuck.

Motherfucker!

Fuck!

You can forget about fuckin' Tofino, that's for sure.

Tofino!

Yeah, forget about Tofino!

You nearly killed us with a stolen can of gas!

Oh, come on, don't pretend that wasn't your idea!

We both did it!

This isn't my fault!

Karl: Oh no, no, nothing's ever your fault, is it?

You just sit back, relax, smoke your pot.

Now don't lift a finger, babe.

You're on my ass about doing something,

why don't you do something?

Michelle: Hey, we were doing just fine before you got here

with your promises of nothing!

Karl: Nothing, eh?

Michelle: Yeah, nothing but your truck full of stolen junk!

Karl: You're unbelievable.

Michelle: Fuck this! We're leaving!

Karl: Oh yeah, go on,

run back to mommy and daddy, huh?

Do that same routine again.

How many times have I heard that?

Michelle! Michelle, hey!

Come on, hey.

Look, don't be stupid.

Hey, we're in the middle of nowhere.

Baby, hey, come on.

Come on.

Michelle: Get outta my face!

I don't wanna go.

Karl: I know.

Hey, come here, come here.

Hey, it's okay.

Your mom, she's a tough lady.

But you're even tougher.

You'll be okay.

Michelle: Come on, Cea, we're goin'!

I don't wanna go!

Michelle: Come on!

Lemme give you a lift!

No thanks, we're good!

Karl: Not like this.

Michelle.

Michelle, come on.

I'll give you a lift.

No thanks, we're fine!

Come on! Come on!

Come on.

Sam: I missed you so much.

You did?

Sam: Like you wouldn't believe.

How was Florida?

Did Pam have a good time?

Are you ever gonna leave her?

Well, that's none of your business.

It is if you're fucking my mom.

I'll just come back.

No, no, she's done.

Tiffany: Here.

I'm sorry I couldn't get these back to you sooner.

Thanks.

Amanda: Oh, the famous headshots.

Thanks.

Hey, give that back.

Amanda: Why, what's the matter?

I thought models like to be looked at, huh?

Hmm.

What the hell?

Why do you have a picture of my parents?

What?

Amanda: What the fuck?

Is this your mom?

Oh my god.

You know the only reason Tiffany was nice to you

is because she feels bad for you?

Right Tiff? Isn't that what you said?

I didn't mean it like that.

Amanda: I mean, of course you're messed up,

your mom's a drug addict and a total slut!

Fuck you!

Cea! - Holy shit!

Papa!

Hey, Cea.

Look at you.

You're wearing makeup?

Did they teach you that at school?

I got kicked outta school.

Oh, good for you.

I punched a girl.

Oh yeah?

You don't believe me?

I believe you, Peanut. I'm sure she deserved it.

Where's your mom?

You might wanna wait a minute.

Yeah.

Dad?

Dad?

Help me set up my tents.

You look skinny.

You're just used to seeing fat city folk.

You talk to Mom?

I know she's shacked up with some young kid,

if that's what you're getting at.

She could be his mother.

Hmm.

Mmm.

Can you get this?

Thanks.

You okay?

Cancer.

What?

Papa Dick: In my bones.

I still need somewhere to sleep.

I'm not dying tonight.

Does Mom know?

I'm gonna go for a piss.

When I get back,

I want everyone acting normal again.

Shit.

Papa Dick: Cea?

Backpack, front pocket.

Come on, Mom.

I'm gonna take a freight train

Down at the station, Lord

I don't care where it goes

Gonna climb a mountain

The highest mountain

I'll jump off, nobody gonna know

Can't you see, ohh, can't you see

So this is the famous bedroom.

It's fine, I guess.

Walls, ceilings, all that.

You read this shit?

It's just a magazine.

It's consumerist propaganda.

Look, it's all ads.

Is this like, uh, one of those spot the difference things?

We were just playing around.

Sam has a nice camera.

Huh.

You have to tell Mom.

Oh, yeah?

Why's that?

'Cause you were married to her for three decades.

That's all in the past.

I live in the present.

Michelle: Did the doctor talk about treatments?

Sure.

Wants to inject me with poison.

Medicine?

Doc said himself I'll be nauseous,

stop eating,

lose all my fuckin' hair.

Thanks, but no thanks.

So you're giving up?

No, it's acupuncture,

garlic works wonders,

turmeric.

Cea: Sounds like you're making a curry.

When was the last time you had a massage?

Papa Dick: Not since Mom left.

Yeah.

This is insane!

You can't cure cancer with good vibes.

I know what I'm doing.

Do you?

Because you avoided the chemicals and pollution

and alcohol and sugar, basically everything

for your whole life, saying it causes cancer.

And guess what?

You're still dying of cancer.

I'm staying true to myself.

You should try it.

What does that mean?

Papa Dick: You're wearing makeup,

eating junk,

trying to be a goddamn model.

What are your values?

I could ask you the same thing.

Oh, I stick to my values always.

Yeah?

Then why did Grandma Jeanne leave?

Was it because you stuck your values

into half the women at camp?

Hey!

We have different values.

Hey.

Don't be a fucking model.

It's my dying wish.

Papa Dick: People say they want freedom.

Well, this is it.

Beautiful, but hard work.

People don't want that.

They wanna be coddled.

What's that?

It means they want other people to take care of them.

Like your mama.

Cea: Mama takes care of me.

Me and Grandma Jeanne take care of the both of ya.

I take care of Cea.

Papa Dick: Oh yeah? How so?

I read to her, sing her to sleep.

I feed her soup when she's sick.

I tickle her back.

I sleep next to her every night.

I haven't been more than a mile away from her

since she was born.

And who makes the soup?

Who hunts the meat?

Who built your damn shelter?

Stoney Tribe built my damn shelter.

I wish you'd stay.

I ain't kicking the bucket in the fuckin' city.

I can take it.

I don't like being coddled.

Ever wish you weren't so stubborn?

Nobody tells me how to live,

and sure as shit,

nobody tells me how to die.

Fuck anybody who tries to tell you

how to live your life, Peanut.

Even my grandpa?

Fuck him.

Take care of your mom.

Hey, what's my number one rule?

Young Cea: Never give in to fear.

Yeah, that's right.

You gonna give in?

Yeah.

Young Cea: Do you think they'll recognize me?

It hasn't been that long.

Cea: Papa Dick? Grandma Jeanne?

Where is everyone, Mom?

You gotta eat.

What about baby?

Baby's sleeping.

Almost heaven, West Virginia

Blue Ridge Mountains, Shenandoah River

Life is old there, older than the trees

Younger than the mountains, growin' like a breeze

Country roads, take me home

To the place I belong

I love this colour.

A little more.

Press. Like that.

I saw that in a movie once.

Barry: If I knew you wanted a doll so bad,

I would've got you one.

The lady at the store said all little girls want makeup.

Michelle: It's perfect.

Right? It's perfect.

I need to get a mirror.

Barry: You have a beautiful face, you know that?

Cea: Here.

She'd look good with a short bob, no?

Have you ever cut your hair short?

My mom won't let me.

Why not?

Because men don't like it.

Female Agent: Where you from?

I grew up in the wilderness.

Female Agent: The wilderness?

What does that mean?

Cea: My grandfather wanted to teach us

how to survive and live off the land.

Female Agent: Wow, that's unusual.

He says the modelling industry

sums up everything that's wrong with society.

And I'm not just gonna wait around

for the world to hand me a decent life.

If I've got a good face, then I'm gonna fuckin' use it.

Eh, she seems young.

Mmm.

Fuck.

What if I won a trip to Paris?

Cea: Would you come with me?

Michelle: One day we'll go, you and me.

Don't be upset, sweetheart.

You wanna go out? Let's go out.

You ignoring me?

I don't wanna go out.

Come on, let's have some fun!

Not everything can be fixed with fun.

Oh, ow, ow, ow, ow! Oh my god.

Ow, ow, my foot. - What? What?

Oh, my foot. - Hey, hey!

Let me see it.

Okay, can you feel this?

I got you.

Michelle: Hey man, how are you?

I'm gonna have to catch you up later.

Ahhhh!

Where's Denise?

Outside? Great.

What they say

Michelle: I'm gonna take one of these.

Michelle: Hey! Hey!

Running

Ohhhhhh

Man: Want some?

Hey honey, how you doin'?

You're so beautiful.

I think she's doing good!

And Amanda was very upset to find out like that.

You shouldn't have taken that film.

Maybe you shouldn't have cheated on your wife.

Oh, Pam knew.

Cea, marriages are tough.

I tried to make it work for my kids,

but it's done.

I left Pam.

Great.

Sam: Can I tell you a secret?

I'm gonna ask your mom to marry me.

What?

Sam: I know, right?

It's, uh...

It's-it's crazy.

I just...

I don't wanna be without her ever, you know?

Look, this could be good for you.

You worry so much.

I'll take care of you.

Barry: Do you know how to play the quiet game?

Cea: Stop.

You lost.

What are you doing?

I can't sleep.

Stop.

When I can't sleep, I read a book.

Barry: You wanna play again?

You can't say a word.

That's how it works.

Get away from me.

Barry: At least gimme my wine back, it's an expensive bottle.

Sam: Cea!

Michelle: Hey baby, look at you!

Do you know where I got this?

I don't know. The kitchen?

Barry.

Michelle: What? This is Sam!

Did you know why Barry gave this to me?

Michelle: Gave you what?

My doll.

Just gimme the wine.

Stop!

Sam: Cea! - Stop!

Sam: Cea, just give me-

Get away from me! STOP!

Sam: Just give me the-

Michelle: Oh my god, Sam!

Hey.

Hey.

How you feelin'?

Is he okay?

Is he okay?

Yeah.

What is it?

Sometimes I get sad.

Get some rest.

Mom, what's wrong?

I think I lost the baby.

Young Cea: Can I help you find him?

Oh no, it's lost forever.

Oh, man.

Barry: Where you headed?

The city.

I can't get you the whole way there,

but I can get you closer than this.

Yeah.

Barry: Pull that, there you go.

Hop in.

You in?

Yeah.

All right.

Sam: You have had it out for me since the day we met.

The thing is,

I'm not going anywhere, Cea.

Uh-huh.

Sam: I mean it.

Cea: They all say it.

They all mean it. They all leave.

I'll wait it out.

Sam: Fine. Wait it out.

But you need to do it somewhere else.

I thought we were gonna do this at the restaurant?

Your dad's house makes the most sense.

Except he lives in San Francisco

and I haven't seen him since I was three.

Sam: Then you're overdue for a visit.

It'll be good.

Good for everyone.

We booked you on a flight tomorrow.

Mom, what's he talking about?

Mom!

We thought it would be for the best, honey.

Fuck this!

Michelle: Cea!

Cea, where are you going?

You're sending me away?

We're not sending you away. Greg's your father!

So he's cool to just take on the burden!

Michelle: I didn't say that!

You didn't have to say it.

You made it pretty clear

when you ditched me in the fucking Yukon!

I was trying to get my shit together.

Cea: It was six years!

What can I say? I'm a lousy mom.

You're better off without me.

Don't pretend like you're doing this for me.

You're doing this for him!

What if I won that trip to Paris?

What?

Would you have actually come?

Would you have left him and come with me

if I had a job and could take care of us?

I'm trying to make us a family!

We already are a family!

It can't just be the two of us!

Why not?!

Why can't you just choose me?

For once in your life

choose your fucking daughter over your shitty boyfriend!

Why can't you be happy for me?

And what about Barry?

Why couldn't you leave him?

We didn't know where to go. I-

Do you know what he did to me?

I know you know.

I don't know why this stuff happens to us, baby,

it just does.

Cea: That's not good enough.

I know!

Oh, I was just trying to do my best.

Your best is pretty fucking shitty.

Cea!

Cea, come back!

Cea!

Michelle: Pack your stuff.

Young Cea: Where are we going?

Michelle: I heard from Papa Dick

and Grandma Jeanne. They're in the Yukon.

Is Barry coming?

Just us.

Young Cea: Papa Dick!

Grandma Jeanne!

Auntie!

Papa Dick: How you doin'?

Hey, you're back!

Hey, aw.

You're back! You're back!

Why are you not unpacking?

'Cause I'm not gonna stay long.

I'm gonna go to the city.

We can't leave. We just got here!

Not you, sweetheart. Just me.

But I'm gonna send for you as soon as I get on my feet.

Aw, don't get upset. Come here.

What if, but what if we leave for a little bit

and then you can't find us anymore?

Just like Papa Dick and Grandma Jeanne did?

Well no matter what, I'll always find you.

How do you know?

'Cause I'm your mom.

I'm never gonna lose you.

Hey!

Just a one-way.

I have a credit card.

Goodbye, Mom.

I love you.

I love you too, baby.

It's not gonna be forever.

And you're gonna be okay.

Y'know why?

Why?

Because you are so, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so smart.

And you're so, so, so, so strong.

And you can take care of yourself.

Michelle: I don't know how you turned out so good

with a mom like me.

Michelle: But I'm proud of you.

I've sat upon the setting sun

But never, never, never, never

I never wanted water once

No never, never, never

I listen to my words but they fall far below

I let my music take me where my heart wants to go

I've swam upon the devil's lake

But never, never, never, never

I'll never make the same mistake

No, never, never, never

Michelle: Cea!