Original subtitles

"How did he fall in love"

Matt McGorry

Amy Hargreaves

: script and direction Mark Myers

, here, now, today You remind us all

.because love has surprising ways

With great pleasure I announce you Now husband and wife

how do you know ?You are the bride

Amy and I .'We worked together in college

?You are the other member of the band .yes, Amy is the one with the voice-

...the drummer was the one who Chris-

.I'm sorry

My condolences

.Forgive me

.It's nice

Yes, I don't know .a lot of people here. Some

I don't mean to .stay a long time

.Hey Travis, hey-

I'm really glad you came .of course. Mazel Tov-

...Thanks. I didn't have a moment to

Yes, I mean It's a beautiful event

?You have fire

I thought you stopped

...I thought you were coming with Monica-

.No. Something popped up

.Hi, happy belated birthday Yes, 31. Thank you

OK, so there's a joke going around "That it's a rushed wedding."

It's not .I know. I laugh-

But you can understand It all happened pretty quickly

Well, we are together .for eight months already

Yes, we were together for three years But you know

I heard you are Buying a house in New Jersey

he's cute. we pass .in a few weeks

I know our relationship

It wasn't exactly the dream ...about house and garden, but... I don't know

...I know that

.It is easy ?easy-

.yes, it's easy. Everything is easy And I'm happy

Travis, I have to go .Yes Yes-

?See you later, okay? .Yes. -OK-

.Hey .Hey-

I'm just done. you too .Yes Yes-

?The ceremony was beautiful, wasn't it? .really. Right. Beautiful Day-

...you are waiting for the car or

Yes, I'm taking a taxi to the train station

?where are you driving to .to Manhattan, yes-

and you? - Yes, they are coming .pick me up. -Cool

, you know, if you want .you can join me

...where Gramercy. -really-

?where do you live

, on the Lower East Side .on Orchard Street

.yeah, it's not really a round

.That will be great .It would be amazing. Sure, thanks

.if the guy ever comes around .Yes-

.I'm Travis, by the way

Alan. Nice to meet you .Nice to meet you-

You can answer .no it's fine. Thanks-

So how do you... you know ?The bride or the groom

I know the bride ?You are the bride. -and you-

My husband is an old friend of the groom's parents

And where is he, still dancing? No, my husband doesn't dance-

He had to go to Florida , because his mother fell

And it was .kind of an emergency trip

It needs to be moved ...to sheltered housing, then

.my sunglasses I think I forgot them there

.we can drive back

No, they're pretty crappy anyway .but I would like to find them

.well, that happens with age

.here. I found them

Amy and I .We were a couple once, actually

?really

.Yes. We had a band together , we started as writing partners

.and there was another guy. Yes

?What style of music?

These days .not many styles

?Why

.I'm struggling to find a new sound .to make a change

.to make a change Sometimes it's hard to make a change

?you know what .in the corner here would be great

?You get off here .Yes. Thanks. Thanks. -you are welcome-

I appreciate the ride .really. -happily

I don't like the train .so that's good

You know what? lets see .if I have business cards

.I gave so much ?Cool. What do you do-

.yes, I have one left ?You do yoga

Yoga, wow. -Yes I have A small studio in Gramercy

I tried once or twice .A few years ago

.Yes? It is very good for you .you should do it

.Yes? -Yes. -Good .I might try it. Thanks

.it was really nice to meet you .you too-

.Thanks. Good night .You also. Bye-

?Travis

.Hi, Monica

I tried to call .really? -Yes-

?What do you do

I went out to dinner with Julie .I'm on the way home

.Nice

.you look good ?Thanks. want to go up-

I bought lottery tickets

.I want one

?Where were you tonight? I'd rather be here-

Julie flew to Cuba .through Mexico

.we have to do something .to travel together

?Have you ever wished I could sing?

?Did you hear yourself sing?

.I come for the beer .OK-

?Hey, where are you going? I couldn't sleep-

?What happened I didn't want to press-

But we knew it was for you and for a guest

And I didn't forget, Travis You keep me away

You don't introduce me .in front of your friends

.most of them live in the suburbs now .that's not the point-

.and I saw you tagged on Facebook

.Hey. still early .come here

.No, it doesn't work, man I'm not sure what you want-

?Is it the butcher?

.it's not light enough

Hey, pick up .the ukulele behind you

Really, man .don't take it so seriously

?It's fun, remember .yeah i forgot-

?What site is this for?

"Cheap trips"

Hey, do it .that airy tone

OK, so you want to feel the taste ?of the margaritas and sombreros

.Hey, human. with the foam on top .a pina colada, baby. -Good

Nice and light

.Yes, yes, exactly. that's it

?Feeling good? -Yes. -did you like it .Yes. let it flow-

you feel ?that you are in a hammock now

You know, work .Work, work. -Yes

How is the girl?

Monica? she is OK

.I do not know .I think it's nearing completion

Oh, man. my wife and i We were just talking about it

that we should order you for dinner

It's just hard to plan .because of the toddler. -Yes

I think I should .make some changes

?What do you mean

.I think... I don't know

.maybe it's over It was a good time

And I went to Amy's wedding .In the weekend

?How was .was really bad

You know, if ever You'll need some cash

We could use you

, to talk to focus groups dub them

,You are adorable .Feel comfortable in front of people

Thanks. But not for that .I called you

.No, I know. I know

I do not know. my band ...was my life, and me

.I don't have it anymore

I do not know. I do not know .what do I have, really

This song is yours .was on the radio last week

College radio .I do not think so-

Can any of you describe ?His breakfast routine

I'm usually late .so I only eat a granola bar

I thought you were eating Cereal in the morning

.on weekends, mostly Can you explain why-

Well, I'm going by train , which leaves at 8:05 for the city

So I go out with the dog and get dressed and everything

, then ran to the train ...and I'm simple

A cereal bar is the same thing ?Only without the milk, right?

...the milk, actually .it's not good for my stomach

?And you I eat cereal, with the milk-

I really like the milk , and not just any kind of cereal

.but the sugary kind, especially .the healthy kind not for me

you eat cereal ?Every morning

Yes, I eat it .Every morning

My favorite kind .is cereal with chocolate

Travis, just ask them why

?Why do they eat the cereal, okay? What is the motive for this?

?The motive behind the cereals .exactly-

and with the exhalation push back "Dog looking back" pose

The legs are open .in the width of the hips

The fingers are slightly open .Pinky faces forward

Put energy into the pose as if a string was attached to the hips

.and pulls up and back

to breathe, and on the third breath

send the left leg forward , and place it between the palms of the hands

." and rise to the "warrior 1" position , hips forward

the back leg at an angle of 45 degrees

Look at the point above .and focus intently

Keep your concentration and breathe

Try to straighten the back leg .If possible

Be patient with yourself Lower your hips

Be compassionate in your practice, El .be bothered by what others are doing

This is your practice

Well, you've moved .yes, we recently moved-

?Yes, how is the new house? .Amazing-

.really? Beauty I am happy for you

.Hey. -Hey. -Thanks .you are welcome. thank you for coming-

We're closing soon, but I'll see .you out, okay? -OK

.Good. Yes, I have to go out Thanks so much for coming, guys

.Thanks Congratulations on the new house-

?Hi how are you Hey, well, how are you?

Good. I am very happy .that you have finally arrived

.yeah i know me too

I thought we were going In the same direction? -Yes. Yes I think so

?So, how are you ?Good. pretty good. -Yes-

?What about you .Good. pretty good-

?Did we do it or not? want to run .We did it. -We did it-

No, I'm just busy, stressed .Yes-

So when was it? ?Two or three weeks ago

Yeah, I don't know exactly

?So what's up with you?

I hate scaffolding .I will go outside. -Okay, sure

I have such a section

This lesson was .just what I needed

.Beauty. You should come again .Yes-

Yoga opens you up Emotionally and physically

what about Financially or romantically?

I don't know, maybe .You can try

.I appreciate it .No promises

No, but you have .a good body for yoga

,You are strong .You have a good spine

Thanks. both my parents Sturdy, solid

.really? solids .Yes-

.Well, you should come again Yes, I will come-

This is where I live

?this is your house ?This whole thing

.no, just the bottom two floors

Thanks for the walk .Yes-

.OK Bye .Bye-

.Goodbye .Take care of yourself. -Yes-

.maybe she's just very friendly .I do not know. Probably-

.Amy was a little cold ...maybe you're just not used to

...no, that's not the point. I'm simple .Not important. It's OK

.Good. Hi friend

Well, today's topic .is teeth whitening

In these questions I need , that you dig deeper

, ask why Peel the onion

on the last page .There is a list of demos

, if you have friends .Inform me

Come on, come in

.looking great .Thanks-

You can enter here Would you like some water? -Probably

Or tea? I was just standing .make tea. -OK

I can assume .my things? -Probably

...Good. hi I'm

Sorry. You do not need , look at the camera

You can just talk to me .OK-

Hi, I'm Alan Hansen And I am 44 years old

And I have a yoga studio .in Gramercy

Hobbies: I like to run .in Central Park, when I can

.I like to read, fiction

I just finished reading "The "meeting with the thug squad

As part of my yoga studio , we do community activity

We teach yoga in schools , the local public

And it's great fun

, and I like going to the cinema .I love to travel

?This .Yes. -OK-

how do you feel when your mouth , smells not so good

Why and how do you know?

?Your husband is at work

.No, he hasn't come back yet

.He doesn't really work in the office anymore He is a real estate developer

?He practices yoga

.you have a great life

?Do you have children ?No. to you-

.No, as far as I know

.so here it is .OK-

This is where I am .brushing teeth. -Cool

?So I just brush my teeth Just brushing my teeth-

.that's pretty weird

.here And how does it make you feel?

?I can spit first .Yes of course. -OK-

How do I feel? .It's refreshing, I guess

I love

that my teeth are smooth .Then

More? It's intimate .in a strange way

.Yes. tell me more

, it makes me feel clean , as if all the dirt of the day had disappeared

.like I'm doing a reset

But like I said I'm obsessed

Im brushing my teeth , in the morning, at noon, in the afternoon

...and when I go to sleep. So

.Excellent. Let me see what else .just a minute

I'm just going out

?So Henry is still there Yes, it will take some time, I think-

.this break is nice .Hey, guess what? We are on the list

?really .Yes-

The adoption agency Can call at any moment

, tomorrow, next week ?in a year. who knows

Alan This is wonderful news-

?Ryan, how are you? .You've grown so much, look at you

?Ryan, do you want a cookie?

.Look at my glove ?She is completely destroyed. you see

.let me see .You must be a really good athlete

Ryan, you can be a big boy And wear pajamas

.Hey cute .father-

.What's new? - Hi, Steve .Hey. What a day-

Every time I am amazed anew .how many idiots there are in the world

Why? - Because I'm stuck .with this bag, never mind

Hi, love. You can ?Put Ryan down, please

.Yes Yes .Thanks-

.Good night, Ryan

.Thanks

Who are you writing messages to there?

.Anyone ?really-

Is it risotto? -Yes, it's risotto I like risotto-

I know you love .that's why I made it

.Thanks .you are welcome-

.Um, Shanti

, sometimes, when we practice yoga

Deeply buried feelings rise above the surface

More energy is required for suppression , these feelings from handling them

And they can prevent us .to be our true selves

The beauty of practice .is to change it

Have a good evening. Namaste Namaste-

.Hey .Hey-

?what was that .I do not know-

I was just standing ...buy tickets to

Yes, you still want to ?see a movie? -You want to

Maybe we'll have a drink first

.Good .OK-

?Here

?white

.Hello. Red wine and white wine

.Thanks

You know you're beautiful

, if anyone sees me I will jump off a bridge

?want to go home

.No

You can't go to my house .I did not ask-

I'll tell you in a moment .the address

.It's crazy

You look like Audrey Hepburn .with the glasses

.shut up

You can watch TV

If we don't want to .do nothing

So we'll go .OK-

.Hi, yes

Wow

Want to order room service?

?what

I never did .Such a thing

.Damn

Hello

Yes, everything is fine in the room, thank you

?Actually, you can order food .Yes-

...hamburger and .salad. -salad-

.Yes. No, salad, sorry ?How long

.Ok thank you

.you are beautiful

I don't need it

don't let me forget .It

?prepared

.I want some fries

.The fries are really delicious, to be honest I love it-

Open, ready

I almost scored .in and out. It does not work-

.Move

Tell me something about yourself

My tongue is a little too big .for my mouth

I can expand very same. look

You were fun .You have a wonderful personality

.I had

?Your marriage

No. my marriage .saved me, actually

?how

I came to New York to dance , when I was 18 years old

.and I started dancing professionally

, then, about a year later I injured my knee

.I never came back to myself

I could not To return to dance as a soloist

And I... I met Henry Around the same time

.He kind of saved me

?You know what's funny?

I've never been with a man In his 30s

?What do you mean

I skipped this step My husband is 63 years old

He was in the 40s To his life when we met

.I did not know that

It seemed , who is my old lover

.but it wasn't like that

.I'm sorry .It's OK-

.Forgive me

?Alan

Sweetie?

I thought you were coming back tomorrow

You are here. -Yes ?How are you-

I'm fine. I just sat upstairs with the computer

?you are fine .Yes Yes-

.You look different ?in what way-

I'm just going to bring .my bag. -OK

?how was the flight You know, bouncy-

?Would you like a glass of wine? .yes, that would be wonderful. -OK-

.I take it up .OK-

You gained a few kilograms

Yes, I'm too tired .to unload

.It's not healthy at your age

.Florida is depressing

I never really thought .about how big your penis is

You are very focused .in my body tonight

This is true. I have not seen .the same for a while

You could have come, you know At least for a visit

?Give me a kiss

?What are you reading? Biography of Franklin Roosevelt-

Oh .Yes-

baby, if you're too tired to unload

?How do you have the energy for that? .and yet, I have-

I'm done .Good night, love

?In honor of what it was

For the honor of bringing me again .to some random hotel in Brooklyn

,You know when you text me

."You always write "toy

you say ?that you are my toy

I'm not much older than you .You know

I know. These are the initials (of "Thinking of You" (in English

Oh

Da

Sometimes I wonder

.what could have been

?between us

No. if I was .chooses other choices

.I'm just wondering

I wish I was kidnapped ?what-

I wish my music In my 20s

would take me , and takes me to another place

.but it was hard

?You want to be a rock star .No-

.you want to be a rock star .Yes-

I wish I was kidnapped .by pop culture

Is it really the most important thing? .No. But, it helps-

.Don't cum inside me .OK-

You know, when I was little

I thought it was my crooked fingers .ruin my dance

I would straighten them out .while I was watching TV

?Convenient for you too comfortable for me-

I'm so dirty .it's almost like a turkish hammam-

.that would have been nice

sometimes i feel .that I was born in the wrong time

if i were alive , two thousand years ago

I could have been Holy whore

.whore? - No, holy whore .that's something else

, these women Their only purpose in life

She had to wait outside the village

and bless the warriors Returned from the battles

and calm them down before returning to their families

Batons .yes, actually-

?Am I your warrior?

You know, could be That I cheat on my husband

And that makes me , to a terrible person

But it's not like that I start working on the street

really? That's what I thought you did .that night. -Very funny

.let me walk around a bit

When I met Henry , he was newly divorced

And I don't think I ever will .I had lust with him

.but I went to him He was tormented

I can not .give birth to children

?Why not

...we tried. simple

At first I didn't think ...that I want, and then Henry

He didn't want children anyway At least when we met he didn't want to

Fate is a strange thing

?What am I doing wrong? You're not focused-

.let's do it again

But remember "to lead the distance", yes"

.magnificent. that was great .It was an excellent blow

.Again

Considering you are left handed And you train like my right

.I would say you are excellent

.Yes. Damn tennis elbow You'll get over it-

Yes, wait until you're my age Everything starts to hurt

This chicken is actually good The truth is that I forget

inside my head .I'm still 35 years old

I see What is my mother going through?

And I understand that when Alan be my age

She will have to push me .in a wheelchair in some nursing home

.and wipe your ass

No, there are nurses for that .which is the good part

Yes, but that's the troubling issue .that no one talks about

I heard you got on the list .Yes. She will be a wonderful mother-

But they look at me .and there are younger couples

I do not know .what was going through my mind

.I just blew up at you

Well, you're right .I should have invited you

.No, but you have to understand

I hear all the time .You are my father in mind

?Marry a lawyer .exactly-

.These are beautiful earrings

.Thanks. I stole them ?what-

I asked them I keep house

And I looked in the jewelry box .of the woman. -magnificent

One of the reasons for this I blew up at you

It was my lease , was about to end

And I was hoping you would ask me .to move in with you

Well, it could have been .for the wrong reasons

Yes, I'm glad you didn't , so I looked on a classifieds site

And I ran into a couple who were looking for someone , to keep the apartment

So I told them I live , five blocks away

, and they pay me just to come , to water flowerpots

Just keep an eye on the place .Nice-

Want to see the place? ?now-

.Yes, yes, absolutely. OK

?Are you sure .Yes. Let's do it-

Yes, the husband was sent to Hong Kong for a year

.Wow, this place is crazy

What does he do?

, emerging markets and finance .What else? -Yes

.His wife and I really clicked .they trust me completely

?With their jewelry

, and their cat, Max Should be around here

Are you seeing someone else?

?no why

I do not know. you are simple .looks very "Travis".

?You wouldn't be happy living like this .and look what they left me

.Excellent

The husband earns , thousands of dollars per hour

.and then we'll just relax here Money is connected to everything

yes i try .don't think about it

Next time you are on tour

I will be .your travel manager

Yes, I don't know .when will it happen

.if it happens at all .it'll pass-

.I do not know

I'm starting to feel better , like a bad habit these days

Like an obstacle, more than anything .something else, really

.shit. - No, no, leave You are barefoot

I have to clean it up Stop it. I'll fix it-

No, stop it .no, fine, fine. abandoned-

.No, Travis, leave .stop struggling-

I need to beat you

.you are

I picked these flowers .from my mother's grave

Because I wanted to explore .what can be done with it

I think death is part .very important in our work

.Good

I actually think you will give a flower to someone as a romantic gesture

She is very rude , and inconsiderate

And that's why I want to Look at dead flowers

.on the death of the flower

No, absolutely. This is deep, man

...Yes, I mean

Why do you think we're having a baby? .yeah that's a good question-

.Travis .Hey. -Hey-

?what are you doing here

I just came to see a friend's exhibition .well, a friend of a friend

Which one? "Memories"-

...Yes. He has the flowers and .this-

.Yes, yes, exactly Yes, this one. Yes-

.This is my husband, Henry .Hey. Travis. -Very nice-

.Poland. Steve .Jason, Karen-

How do you know each other?

, he comes to classes at the studio .sometimes. -Yes

,Yes sometimes .when I'm not lazy, yes

You look familiar to me ?really-

Yes, he was at our house ?At the event of last Christmas

.No. I do not think .No, I don't think-

But you should .to see the exhibition

Well, we're just leaving , eat sushi

But, hey Would you like to join us?

,I appreciate it

But, actually .We meet friends for a drink

Don't let us disturb you

.okay, cool .Nice to meet you

.Goodbye .Goodbye-

.He's nicer than I imagined What did you imagine-

.an old and angry man. sullen

Why I... Why I will be ?With an old and angry man

.I do not know ...maybe it was a way to

.You know

You thought that was the reason ?that I am with you

.No

?Why, then?

.you know, it's not because of him .Not really

?are you sure

I have all the energy This treasure is inside

.to love someone other than him

And I think ...that childless is

It's not like I can lie down .with two men at the same time

?No

?It makes you happy

.I can't be jealous of your husband

.that would be totally screwed up

But if you ?There was someone else

?Maybe something that is more than that

What, me and you?

We have to go for the weekend

Wouldn't it be nice if we could , to sit freely in a cafe

Go for a walk without looking ?Over our shoulder

We have to go to Chicago .or to Philadelphia for a weekend

?Are you ready to go out? .Yes. -Good-

And we bring the plank position , the left leg forward

Bend the knee .and prepare for the pigeon pose

to inhale, to extend .the spine, exhale

, go down forward and relax your back , let the stretch be

Let go of all expectations

.Hey

.Hey. -Hello

?what So where are we going?

It's a surprise

.Thanks

?booking

you need ?The bathroom

.Yes, I'll take a quick shower .OK-

?You're not going to tell me .No-

, that's why it's called a surprise Because you don't know

.look at these guys .this place looks nice-

,I wanted to tell you I have a workshop this weekend

?Yes? When this weekend-

?Yes Yes, one of my teachers-

She was supposed to teach a lesson , in the Catskill Mountains

But her sister .gave a premature baby

Yeah, well, a tournament My fence is on Saturday. -Oh

.it's ok, there will be others .OK-

You know, I think we are ...a little ahead of time. why not

?We're going here

...it was this place ?what is this place-

Just to eat, it seems .nice place. Sorry. -OK

now i want invite to the stage

Dear company, great humanitarian And a lovely person

, accept please "Picbo Point."

.it's so inappropriate for you

This place got ." A great recommendation in the "Times".

I thought it would be fun .try something else

Applause ." to "Picbo Point

.it was not planned

?Henry? -Yes what Do you want another drink?

?You don't want to adopt. -what You don't want to, do you?

Alan, we're done with this

.Yes, I want. Yes

, and he said "Because I'm trying to check you"

And that's the kind of day ?That I had, you understand

Trust me, check it out You will love the next show

Let me invite you to the stage A great artist and a real bombshell

Kamlishas "incomparable to her"

Well, then we'll take it those who are not opposed to grains

and cut like that

that it will move to the different platform .from the one who opposes the grains

?Well, just keep it simple, yes

good, cool for the presentation we need to start

with a single mother , and then the housewife

Then we move on to the baby boom generation And to the grandmother. -I'll be right back

?Where are you going .just a minute-

.Hello .Hello-

I thought about going upstairs .and kidnap you with a fake gun and a wig

?And why didn't you do it? I don't want to make a scene-

?You arrived barefoot

I had an idea

.we are riding I thought of everything

Just get in the car Come back tomorrow

?Give me one minute. -Minute .one minute. -hurry up-

Hi, you can continue .with it alone? -Yes

.Thanks. Thanks ?Where are you going-

?Well, you remember the girl ?Are you serious-

I will work late .On Monday

.really. I promise .Love you. Thanks. Thanks

Well, then this is the moment of truth ?Traveling south or north

.God

?northward

You know ?where are we going

I drove alone from New York .to Los Angeles for five days

.that's impressive .it was at supersonic speed-

.Yes

.Oh, no, it's raining

.stop distracting me

,again .again. come back

?Hello

?They know we are coming .Yes-

Hello

I'm going out in a minute .OK-

Hello

Hello, welcome .Hey-

?Did you see my note? ...not me-

?Rose .Alan peace. -Hey-

.Nice to meet you ?Hi how are you-

I left a note. I should have .go out to buy some things

.It's OK

I'm glad you came A little earlier than I expected

.Yes, we managed to arrive quickly .OK-

It's a quiet weekend

So I thought I'd suggest you ."The "Rose Suite

It is bigger and more comfortable .Good-

.Yes? OK .here, let me open for you-

.The Rose Suite The Rose Suite-

?he is dead

Yes, the drummer was .my friend from college, chris

What did he die of?

.alcohol poisoning

The boys brought him back to the apartment after party

And just left him .in his room

Amy and I returned home ,Later

,we went to sleep We didn't even know he was in the apartment

The next morning I checked what was wrong with him ...toward breakfast and

I found him dead there

.It is terrible

.Yes Yes

.It was awful

I'm still not sure if he is yet .was dead when we got to the apartment or not

.and it weighs on you

.yes, all the time

On top of that, I went to a funeral

, and his father snapped at me .said it was my fault

that I let him behave in a way Dangerous, that I overlooked

, that was... that wasn't true ?You know

.but I was out of business I have no idea what happened

?You tried to come to terms with it

At least we had to pass ...but the rent is controlled, then

Yes, but moving .it is not complete

want me to bring you the scarf From the room? -No thanks. I'm fine

I think I want to Go up to the room. -Yes

.Hey .Hey-

.come here

.Hello .Hey-

?You are the same

?What do you mean

.out of this thing

?what was that .Ju Jitsu-

.I've always been honest with you .that's what scares me-

.I love you

.I love you too

You are so wet .I know-

And don't turn around this time

.Why? I want ?No. -Why not-

I want to look at you

.Hey, you got up early this morning .hey, yes-

Yes, usually very beautiful .at this time of day

There is a woodpecker here in the morning area I heard-

?There is no cellular reception here

Yes, it comes and goes .in the best case scenario

I'm going to try somewhere else .Well thank you

.Travis

.Travis

.Hey

.Hey

Let's get up

I have to go home

?already .yeah, so... let's get dressed-

?Want me to drive?

?Alan, can I drive, please? .I'm fine. I'm fine-

?Allen, just stop here, okay?

?what did I do

, you didn't do anything .Travis. it's me

Please tell me

?Why should you love? ?You can't just enjoy it

?You know we're not married, right? ?do you understand this

.Yeah I know that we are not married-

I thought you weren't happy .with Henry

.I never said that .I never said that

.OK. calm down, please Damn, I'm about to puke-

Alan

?Does anyone know about us? .No, not really-

?"What is "Not really

I was talking about you with a friend on the phone .He lives in Chicago

?Someone else

.friend, that's it

.who will? -My friend Jason I work with him

?He lives in New York

Yes, I was with him when I met you .and Henry at the opening of the gallery

And he knew about us .No-

.I do not understand .just now you said you told him about us

.Right

.I do not understand What are you not telling me?

.is nothing. I... caution

Why would you tell anyone? ?That we met at a wedding

There must be someone .who knows both of us

Alan, there's no one we both know ?how do you know-

Alan

What is this guy doing? go

...Alan, I mentioned you after

?What happened Go. stand aside-

?where On the side of the road, on the grass-

?Are you okay .I'm fine-

?You got hit in the head .I'm fine-

.What happened? Damn

.Damn

Hello. -Hello. I thought .that you are in the north all weekend

It was just a workshop .of one night

?you are fine ?Yes. where is henry-

.he finished

.There, he is there

.Hey

So how was it? .Good. I came in fourth place-

.It's great

Well, there were only four .in my age group

Oh .Not bad-

I think it's a sport .that suits you

Yes, it's a good place .to take out my agers in it

.Hey

They called me ?Afternoon. -who will

.Ulster County Police

I approved them What did you confirm-

.that I am your husband

...it's just the taillight, then

Yes. they gave me Also the name of the passenger

Look, I can stay home .if you... -I'm fine

.No, I'm fine, really

.I don't want to stop you from celebrating .I'm proud of you

.really

.Goodbye .enjoy-

?you are fine

I was just about to take a bath

I left all my toiletries .in the hotel room

.I love you

I need you to keep your distance ?For a while, okay?

.you are welcome

...I do not .just... Travis. you are welcome-

The trick is to really be aggressive ,much more. If you are passive

It just moves the ball to the other person's lot

It allows them , manage the whole thing

And you really should .take it into your own hands

.that's really the secret, you know You are not defending yourself

you just wait Let the opponent strike first

?what are we talking about

.Offense is the best defense .lifelike

Ready to order? .Yes. -Yes Yes-

Did you drink? .a few glasses-

.Yes, I smell

I thought you were sleeping .I slept-

could not find .your painkillers

Are you going to tell me what happened? Henry, I don't feel well-

?That's why you came back early

.I was on my way home when it happened .Don't worry, it's a small thing

I will pay the deductible

you can stop ?Move, please

?There really was a yoga workshop ?what's the time-

I checked the studio's website The workshop does not appear there

.she is supposed to be

You have no respect for me It's disgusting

.I'm still in this marriage ?Where are you

.right here, Henry "No, I meant, "Where have you been-

I do not know .What are you talking about

.just say it ?what do you want me to say-

Well, that's nonsense

After all the running around and testing and the whole adoption process

you mean ?Throw it all away now

.Be real, Henry

You don't want a child .you don't, so stop wanting me

.that's the lie. This is nonsense

.it suits you so well ?suits me so well, what-

?What it means ?What the hell does that mean?

I didn't give you the freedom ?that you always wanted? - When did I ask for time off?

.well, it was obvious

Henry, we're just passing through .what a thing

?It is what it is Henry-

?Nothing? Nothing I suffer-

it's embarrassing. If there is one thing in life which I hate more than anything

, is being embarrassed in front of my friends And that's exactly what you're doing

You don't understand anything .it's not about you

.I'm leaving

I don't bother .with this nonsense

.you have nowhere to go

?Alan

.it's absurd

.it's absurd

?A glass of wine

I don't party

?water? whiskey .This is not funny-

?you are fine

?This is what you hoped would happen

?I'll get you a glass of water, okay?

.come to bed Come on, come to bed

... Alan. what

Alan. Please talk to me

I'll pass .for so much for you

.No. You don't have to give up

?Are you sure .yes, I promise-

you know she wants .your dreams

she's a swamp monster" , from New Hampshire

she's a swamp monster" .from New Hampshire

she will kill your children" .and make love to your hamster

she's a swamp monster" .from New Hampshire

she's a swamp monster" , from New Hampshire

And you know she wants to .your dreams

.give it to her"

"She's a mummy from America."

And you know she wants to "Your dreams

.we're about to start Alan, can I talk to you for a moment?

...yes, simple

When I'm done with the students I think we should talk

Right, we need to talk

can you give ?For people to pass, Travis

Alan, please, listen

Regarding what you said before ...it's not giving up, it's earning. -Travis

.you and me .You know it

I start meditating In a minute

I have to go in and get ready

OK, but listen to me ?who cares? who cares

Travis, please

When did you find out?

Before the thing with the car I had .feeling, but only today I know who

.we need a new sofa

.I don't blame you

.I wish you would blame

?Why

.Good

?what? This

I'm not sure. It's like , that you are lecturing me, and that is insulting

...or you keep avoiding

You know, I'm tired of being The emotional one in this family

You're the one going I need air-

I'm too old for that .It's all

?Too old for what? for us .No. for shit-

Henry, we missed , our opportunity

And that's not how I want it .that my life will be

I feel .that I woke up in a nightmare

nothing in our life ...he's not a nightmare, except

?It's over

Look, it's up to you I wish it wasn't-

I only know one thing , I think I know

When you decide to stop logging in With him to bed... - I've already decided

Whenever you choose, if it's now , or later

, all the problems you had , with me or with yourself

.will still be there

Don't preach to me from the couch I wanted to be a mother

And you gave .for my eggs to dry out

.After two miscarriages, Alan go fuck you-

, two abortions. you and me

We both know we couldn't .deal with it, again

OK, let me say what there is . me to say. - I'm not listening

.You have always been an independent woman

, that's what I liked about you .that's what I like about you

.are you here. You are on your own You don't need crutches

.but I do need to, idiot .that was a compliment-

I can not .Do it

...the reality here

don't stay with me Just because you want a child

?It's an ultimatum

If you understand it that way How am I supposed to understand this?

.God. You are the one who leaves. Damn

?Damn. Alan .stop being so calm-

These are nonsense. It's all nonsense .these are not bullshit-

you put on me .that dumbbell, Henry

?What are you talking about

And now I need ?Prove something to you

?No. what

You know what? Maybe part of me .do it for us

.Great, thanks. perfect

I didn't expect to get into this thing , in such a deep way

?But you know what .nothing scares you

?what .nothing scares you-

I'm scared to death ?From what? -from what-

.to lose you, of course

from change

Compensating you too much .and keep you away from me

.from starting over With or without you

But you're right I give you two choices

Or pull me forward Or keep me away

,either way .It's your move, Alan

.Hey .Hey-

The beer is in the cooler ?Do you remember Bat and Drew?

.yes, hi. -Hey It's good to see you

They lived for a year .in San Francisco

?You do physics, right? .kind of a mad scientist like that

.Nano technology

Jason, could you do me a favor? And jump to the store

I forgot you need yogurt .for the brownies

, but I have a drink .and the grilled hamburgers

.I can, no problem Do you know where the store is?

.I will go. Travis, come with me

Doctor, you know ?How to make a hamburger?

?You still do it

Yes, I thought I lost her .but she texted me just now

Travis, she never did .wasn't yours in the first place

You don't understand, man

?Good. Do you need something .No. -I'm already leaving-

See you in an hour" ."thinking of you

?She sent you

Let's sit down

You don't have to be a genius .to check on her phone

When I was your age we didn't have any , all these emails and messages

so i hope that you don't care

If it's more convenient for me .to talk face to face

You put your dick .inside my wife

.I wouldn't put it that way How would you put it-

What did she tell you? We talked a lot about you

.you don't know me at all

I know the part .your best

To this I agree .I guess I already agreed

Look, I didn't mean to play games with myself

, and wonder who you are .It would only make the situation worse

.but you don't know Alan , you think you know

But you don't know , what motivates her

what is her mood , in a quiet evening

why is she awake On some random Tuesday at midnight

and cleans the corners , the bathroom

Or what she smells like .when she returns from a walk in the city

.No

How she sticks her foot in , under my foot in bed

Trying to find peace .to fall asleep

Or how she would like to Be someone else

, the good stuff, the real stuff They need time

?You are not married

.No

...so the mess with my wife .it's not like that-

.There was no

It wasn't like that

.OK

I worked too hard

And I sacrificed too much when I messed around with the nonsense of this city

.to earn money and save

And I'm not going to let you or any other young idiot

to come and destroy the time I have left .to enjoy my life in it

Do you understand? And I thought maybe A kiss or something

Then she will be humbled and filled with regret .and come back, but it really hurts

...and you didn't think for a moment about

When you have a wife, you will understand

.she needed me

?in what way .It was mutual, I guess-

?in what way

.it is indescribable .completely clear. open

.easy

...I did not think Don't call her-

I love her , with every cell in my body

And I don't mean ?Let her walk away. Do you understand

, and if you have to do yoga Go stretch with someone else

, such a twisted karmic thing .Maybe I deserved it

?Hey, you got my message ?Do you want to travel with me?

where? -Forest Hills .the exotic in Queens

.Hey Travis-

.Hello

.come in

Thanks. The next song is called "Crooked fingers"

.Hey .Hey-

How long have you been waiting here? . long enough to wonder why-

.you look good .Thanks-

I can go up .Do not worry. I'm alone

My husband is not going to jump .from a trash can

I don't really remember the place .from last time

.I wasn't in a good mood

...it's pretty tiny, though .It's you-

Are you shocked that I'm here?

.confused

.Yes. It was confusing ...I shouldn't even be

.but I couldn't help it

?Do you understand

I'm thinking about you , in the last few months, a lot

.and I have really mixed feelings Only you know

Only we know .what was that

.it was... pretty amazing

I'm holding onto it. I want you to know I cherish it

I needed some time to myself ?That's logical

.and I love you, Travis

.I know

You told my husband it was .indescribable

?really .Yes-

.It stayed in his mind

I can't say I loved my husband

.indescribable

But what I do have with him .is not emotionless

, it was for a while But you and me

It changed everything

And can be that I will never have

Such a relationship with my husband

I will not lose ...what I have with him because

I just hope you understand , that there is still a lot there

some of the things .I'm rediscovering

I know I can't , took you from him, and I am not the devil

...but I really hope so

I just... I don't know .if I ever find you again

You will find, in another woman

,I'm sorry My friend is coming to visit

?Why didn't you say anything? I forgot when I saw you-

.we are working on some things I'm going out of town for a few weeks

I'm going too. I mean Henry and I are also traveling

.We rehearse . appear in several small places

.It's great .Yes-

Well, I'll go out .Hey Alan-

Thank you for coming to say goodbye .you know me-

.Hey man Sorry I'm late-

.no it's fine I was just talking on the phone