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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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(CRICKETS CONTINUE CHIRPING)
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GIRL: Lacy.
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Hi.
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I'm gonna kill myself.
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I said I'm gonna kill myself
if you don't come get me.
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MAN: ♪ He said to me
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-(GUITAR PLAYING)
-GIRLS: ♪ He said to me
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MAN: ♪ Don't take a sip
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GIRLS: ♪ Don't take a sip
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♪ For if you do
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♪ For if you do
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♪ I'll surely slip
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♪ I'll surely slip
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♪ He said to me,don't take a sip
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♪ For if you do,I'll surely slip
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-♪ I took a sip-♪ I took a sip
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-♪ And he went down-♪ And he went down
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-♪ Down to my belly-♪ Down to my belly
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-♪ He might have drowned-♪ He might have drowned
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♪ I took a sipand he went down
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♪ Into my belly,he might have drowned♪
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LACY: It was
a motorcycle accident.
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I'm so sorry, Lacy.
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LACY: It's really sad.
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But he and I
aren't very close.
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I hope your stepdad
gets better.
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LACY: He's actually
just her boyfriend.
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You can have this one.
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That's so nice.
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I don't wanna go.
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GIRL: Is that your mom?
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-LACY: Yeah.
-GIRL: Can we meet her?
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LACY: Mm, I don't think
that's a good idea.
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Why is Wayne here?
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I'm not gonna kick Wayne out
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because you decided
to come home from camp.
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I wanna stay.
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I've changed my mind.
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You can't do that.
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I thought nobody liked me,
but I was wrong.
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This is a bad pattern.
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And I've already
convinced them
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to give me part
of my deposit back.
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(MIRACLE MAN BY BOB CARPENTER
PLAYING ON STEREO)
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♪ Up on the river
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♪ Along with the miracle manthat I am
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♪ With true found lovers
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♪ And true found brothersof man in the plan
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♪ I don't know what I didBut I did and I am, I am
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♪ I don't know where you gowhen you're sad
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♪ But I ride, ride, ride
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♪ Everything lies inside
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♪ Leave all your caresand troubles behind
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♪ I don't carewhat you've got to hide
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♪ Yes, ride, ride, ride
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♪ Roll out the trainfor the liberty line
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♪ You'll be giving me yoursI'll be giving you mine
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♪ I don't carewhat you've been denied♪
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(MUSIC STOPS)
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(MECHANICAL WINDING)
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(W.A. MOZART'S LACRIMOSA
PLAYING ON MUSIC BOX)
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(MUSIC ENDS)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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LACY: Where did you grow up?
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WAYNE: South Carolina.
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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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I don't wanna fall asleep.
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LACY: Five more minutes?
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Wayne thinks it's weird
we still sleep together.
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Can I have a piece of you?
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What do you mean,
a piece of me?
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A little piece of you
to sleep with.
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Thanks.
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(WHISPERS) Welcome home.
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(KISSES)
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(INSECTS CHIRPING)
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(GENTLE SNORING)
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(PRACTICING SHINICHI SUZUKI'S
FRENCH CHILDREN'S SONG)
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(STOPS PLAYING)
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(LAWNMOWER WHIRRING)
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(PLEASANT MUSIC PLAYING
ON SPEAKERS)
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LACY: Is that your daughter?
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Say "uthag" after anything
that isn't A, E, I or O or U.
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-After a consonant?
-Yes.
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But if it's A, E, I, O, U,
you say it before.
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Before what?
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Uthagi duthago nuthagot
knothagow.
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What does that mean?
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Uthagits uthaga
suthagecruthaget.
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(DELIGHTFUL INSTRUMENTAL
MUSIC PLAYING)
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(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)
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(DELIGHTFUL INSTRUMENTAL
MUSIC CONTINUES)
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"Jondalar relaxed
beside Noria.
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"After a while, she sat up
and looked at him
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"with glowing lang..."
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"Languorous."
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"...languorous eyes.
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"'Jondalar, man,
Noria, woman,' she said,
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"as though she truly felt
she was a woman now
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"and leaned over to kiss him."
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(CAR ENGINE HUMMING)
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(PARKING BRAKE ENGAGES)
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(ENGINE SWITCHES OFF)
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Suthagee yuthagou
luthagatuthager.
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Guthagoodbuthagye.
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MOTHER: So nice meeting you.
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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I like Sequoia.
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That's good.
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I like Sequoia, too.
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I'd like to be friends
with her.
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I usually have a hard time
making friends.
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Why doesn't she live with you
some of the time?
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Do you have any other kids?
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Wayne has a wonderful son
named Eric.
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He's 20.
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Where does he live?
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Iraq. And California.
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(BIRDS CALLING)
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Eyes up here.
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Very good.
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You're ready to concentrate.
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-(CLAPPING RHYTHMICALLY)
-Mississippi hot dog.
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Mississippi hot dog.
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Mississippi hot dog.
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Mississippi hot dog.
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Mississippi hot dog.
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Mississippi hot dog.
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(PLAYING FRENCH CHILDREN'SSONG BY SHINICHI SUZUKI)
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Better.
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You're using the fat part
of your thumb.
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You need to stay
right on the edge.
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This little man...
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should be kissing the keys.
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(INSECTS CHIRPING)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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Something's wrong with Wayne.
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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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(WAYNE MOANING SOFTLY)
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(WAYNE BREATHING DEEPLY)
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(WIND CHIMES TINKLING)
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(WAYNE MOANS SOFTLY)
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(CONTINUES BREATHING DEEPLY)
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(SWITCH CLICKS)
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-(SWITCH CLICKS)
-(KETTLE WHISTLING)
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MOTHER: Wayne has a migraine.
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I think you should
go back to bed.
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What's a migraine?
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A really bad headache.
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LACY: You had a headache
yesterday.
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MOTHER: Yes.
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He thinks maybe
I transferred it to him.
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It's too hot for tea.
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WAYNE: Turn off the light.
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What's she doing here?
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MOTHER: Lacy, go back to bed.
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WAYNE: Close the door.
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(DOOR CREAKS)
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LACY: Why doesn't Sequoia live
with you part of the time?
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WAYNE: Please get her
out of here.
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MOTHER: Lacy, leave.
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WAYNE: Is she still here?
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I need quiet.
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I need to be alone.
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(WHISPERING)
My head is splitting open.
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Do you know what
a migraine feels like?
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LACY: What does it feel like?
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WAYNE: Please
get her out of here.
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I can't listen to her voice
right now.
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LACY: But I'm not trying
to talk to you.
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MOTHER: Lacy, get out!
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LACY: I'm not trying
to talk to you!
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I'm not trying to talk to you!
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MOTHER: Get out!
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LACY: I wasn't
saying anything!
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I wasn't talking to you!
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-(MOTHER GRUNTS)
-(DOOR BANGS)
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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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MOTHER: So what do I do?
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LACY: You want me
to tell you what to do?
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MOTHER: Yes.
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I think you have
to break up with him.
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(PRACTICING SHINICHI SUZUKI'S
ALLEGRETTO I ON KEYBOARD)
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(FINISHES PLAYING)
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I'm done with Book One.
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Congratulations, honey.
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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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LACY: Can I hold your hand?
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It's kind of hard for me
to fall asleep
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when we're holding hands.
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How about for a minute?
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(BREATHES DEEPLY)
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You know what's funny?
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What?
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Every moment of my life
is hell.
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I don't like it
when you say things like that.
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But it is.
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You actually seem very happy
to me a lot of the time.
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(SIGHS DEEPLY)
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It's hell. I don't think
it'll last, though.
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I'm actually
pretty unhappy, too.
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(SIGHS DEEPLY)
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(DISTANT INDISTINCT NOISE)
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(MAN LAUGHS)
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MAN: Hey.
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MOTHER: (WHISPERS)
Don't turn on the light.
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(LACY SIGHS)
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LACY: (WHISPERS)
The worst part of this for me
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is that I really wanted
to see Sequoia again.
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(BELL JINGLING)
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(FLUTE MUSIC PLAYING)
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(WELCOMING BELL
CONTINUES JINGLING)
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(FLUTE MUSIC CONTINUES)
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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(CABASA RATTLING)
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(GENTLE DRUMMING)
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(CLARINET PLAYING NOTE)
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(BAND PLAYING
PERPLEXING MUSIC)
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(PERPLEXING MUSIC CONTINUES)
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(PEOPLE LAUGHING)
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(SINGING IN OTHER LANGUAGE)
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I know her.
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(SINGING CONTINUES)
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(PERCUSSIVE ACCOMPANIMENT
PLAYING)
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(VOCALIZING)
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(CONTINUES VOCALIZING)
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(BAND PLAYING
WHIMSICAL JAZZ MUSIC)
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MAN: ♪ What experiencehas made you
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Everything is a door.
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What experience
has made you suffer most?
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(MAN CONTINUES SINGING
IN TANDEM)
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If to drink tastes bitter,
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become wine.
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MAN: ♪ Become wine
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Let the magic powers
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of this night's excess...
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MAN: ♪ Magic powers
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...at the crossroads
of your senses,
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give meaning
to this strange encounter.
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MAN: ♪ Crossroadsof your senses
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When the world
has long forgotten you,
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to the silent earth, say...
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MAN: ♪ Encounter
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WOMAN: "I am flowing.
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"I am flowing.
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"I am flowing!"
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To the rushing waters, speak:
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"I am.
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"I am!
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-"I... am."
-(MUSIC ENDS)
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Something
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is about to happen.
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(BAND PLAYING UPBEAT MUSIC)
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(APPLAUSE)
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(CROWD CHEERING)
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00:41:32,193 --> 00:41:33,327
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
259
00:41:33,427 --> 00:41:35,930
(BAND PLAYING PEPPY MUSIC)
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Well, a number of you
have asked me
261
00:42:11,732 --> 00:42:13,234
why we call
what we did tonight
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00:42:13,334 --> 00:42:15,169
a service
and not a performance.
263
00:42:17,506 --> 00:42:19,273
Well, um...
264
00:42:21,375 --> 00:42:24,145
We think of our work
as a funeral
265
00:42:24,245 --> 00:42:26,714
and also as a celebration.
266
00:42:27,715 --> 00:42:29,784
We're in service for you,
and with you,
267
00:42:29,884 --> 00:42:31,852
to collectively process
and mourn
268
00:42:31,952 --> 00:42:36,257
our nihilistic, materialistic,
dead and asleep culture.
269
00:42:37,825 --> 00:42:40,694
And we're here to celebrate
radical, impersonal love.
270
00:42:42,163 --> 00:42:44,365
Because that's the deepest
source of political
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and spiritual resistance.
272
00:42:47,334 --> 00:42:48,569
-Right?
-WOMAN: Yes.
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MAN 1: Don't forget...
MAN 2: What about the table?
274
00:42:50,071 --> 00:42:52,373
-Tell them about the table.
-Oh. Yeah.
275
00:42:52,473 --> 00:42:55,209
We also want you to leave with
some really good zucchini.
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00:42:55,309 --> 00:42:56,110
(LAUGHTER)
277
00:42:56,210 --> 00:42:57,546
We grew too much of it
over the summer
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00:42:57,645 --> 00:42:58,879
and we're trying
to get rid of it.
279
00:42:58,979 --> 00:43:02,616
So, it's on the picnic table
on your way out.
280
00:43:02,716 --> 00:43:05,152
So, uh, leave a donation or...
281
00:43:06,654 --> 00:43:08,923
Please, just take a zucchini.
282
00:43:09,023 --> 00:43:10,224
(LAUGHTER)
283
00:43:10,324 --> 00:43:12,626
(BAND PLAYING CHEERFUL MUSIC)
284
00:43:14,595 --> 00:43:16,597
(GROUP SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
285
00:43:16,697 --> 00:43:18,299
(LIVELY CHATTERING)
286
00:43:54,068 --> 00:43:56,571
She was in a relationship
with Avi.
287
00:43:56,670 --> 00:43:59,006
The guy with the beard?
288
00:43:59,106 --> 00:44:01,809
Then she broke things off
with him, but he...
289
00:44:03,711 --> 00:44:06,981
Well, I wouldn't go so far
as to call it a cult,
290
00:44:07,081 --> 00:44:09,116
and Regina insists it isn't,
291
00:44:09,216 --> 00:44:10,684
and they're actually
really wonderful...
292
00:44:10,784 --> 00:44:12,186
What's a cult?
293
00:44:13,087 --> 00:44:14,388
MOTHER: Mm...
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00:44:14,488 --> 00:44:16,824
(SNICKERS) Good question.
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A group of people
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00:44:19,793 --> 00:44:23,697
who all gather around
and maybe worship someone,
297
00:44:23,797 --> 00:44:27,201
like he's a religious figure
or something.
298
00:44:28,603 --> 00:44:31,238
And they usually
all live together.
299
00:44:31,338 --> 00:44:34,141
And you know these people do
all live together at the farm.
300
00:44:35,442 --> 00:44:37,444
And he's slept
with a lot of...
301
00:44:38,812 --> 00:44:40,347
Hold on, what is that?
302
00:44:44,519 --> 00:44:46,420
Oh, fuck. Oh, my God.
303
00:44:46,521 --> 00:44:47,955
What is it?
304
00:44:50,592 --> 00:44:52,193
MOTHER: I need
to find my tweezers.
305
00:44:55,530 --> 00:44:57,097
LACY: (SHOUTS) What is it?
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00:45:05,105 --> 00:45:06,307
(GRUNTS)
307
00:45:06,407 --> 00:45:07,908
It's still alive.
308
00:45:20,754 --> 00:45:22,423
Die, tick, die.
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00:45:39,507 --> 00:45:41,775
-(DOOR CLACKS)
-(SOFT FOOTSTEPS)
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00:45:42,544 --> 00:45:44,745
(MUFFLED INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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00:46:12,373 --> 00:46:14,308
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
312
00:46:16,645 --> 00:46:17,811
(SWITCH CLICKS)
313
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:41,536
How long were you and Will
together?
314
00:46:42,903 --> 00:46:45,507
-Three years.
-Oh, wow.
315
00:46:46,006 --> 00:46:47,341
And where does he live now?
316
00:46:47,441 --> 00:46:50,077
He moved to New Mexico to be
closer to his grandchildren.
317
00:46:50,177 --> 00:46:53,013
-Grandchildren?
-I know.
318
00:46:54,181 --> 00:46:55,983
And when did you get
your license?
319
00:46:56,785 --> 00:46:59,320
Mm... five...
320
00:47:00,287 --> 00:47:03,123
no, yeah,
four-and-a-half years ago.
321
00:47:03,223 --> 00:47:04,858
-Will you do some work on me?
-Of course.
322
00:47:04,958 --> 00:47:06,360
I can't pay you.
323
00:47:06,460 --> 00:47:07,995
You're not paying me.
324
00:47:08,095 --> 00:47:09,597
And you're not paying
for the room, either.
325
00:47:11,298 --> 00:47:14,835
You're a beautiful person,
Janet. You really are.
326
00:47:17,237 --> 00:47:20,240
Do you remember meeting me
when you were two years old?
327
00:47:20,341 --> 00:47:21,576
JANET: I don't think
it's possible
328
00:47:21,676 --> 00:47:23,143
for her to remember that.
329
00:47:24,345 --> 00:47:25,613
You seem familiar.
330
00:47:26,548 --> 00:47:27,615
See?
331
00:47:29,149 --> 00:47:30,652
Lacy, how do you feel
about me staying here?
332
00:47:30,752 --> 00:47:33,120
Is that all right with you?
333
00:47:33,220 --> 00:47:35,623
It's okay with me if we go
on some adventures.
334
00:47:35,724 --> 00:47:36,825
Lacy's always talking about
335
00:47:36,924 --> 00:47:39,226
how we don't go
on enough adventures.
336
00:47:39,326 --> 00:47:41,195
I'll take you
on some adventures.
337
00:48:01,115 --> 00:48:03,384
It's hard when there's a
five-year gap on your resume.
338
00:48:03,484 --> 00:48:06,353
But I actually do have a lot
of waitressing experience.
339
00:48:07,955 --> 00:48:10,391
LACY: You were an actress
for five years.
340
00:48:10,491 --> 00:48:12,393
D'Angelo's doesn't care
about that.
341
00:48:13,862 --> 00:48:15,362
My mom had
a lot of different jobs
342
00:48:15,462 --> 00:48:18,899
before she got
her acupuncture license.
343
00:48:18,999 --> 00:48:20,769
Yeah, but do you know
your mom got $30,000
344
00:48:20,869 --> 00:48:23,036
from your grandfather
when he died?
345
00:48:24,338 --> 00:48:26,140
That's how she could
go back to school.
346
00:48:30,077 --> 00:48:31,445
Do you want kids?
347
00:48:33,380 --> 00:48:34,883
Probably not.
348
00:48:34,982 --> 00:48:37,117
Do lots of people
fall in love with you?
349
00:48:37,886 --> 00:48:39,420
Why do you say that?
350
00:48:39,521 --> 00:48:43,290
Mm, lots of people
fall in love with my mom.
351
00:48:43,390 --> 00:48:46,193
Well, your mom is fantastic.
352
00:48:47,394 --> 00:48:49,764
But she also has
terrible taste in men.
353
00:48:49,864 --> 00:48:51,098
Yeah.
354
00:48:51,932 --> 00:48:54,134
-You think so, too?
-Yeah.
355
00:48:55,570 --> 00:48:58,706
The guy she just broke up with
sounds awful.
356
00:48:59,908 --> 00:49:01,108
Yeah.
357
00:49:02,009 --> 00:49:03,477
He was okay.
358
00:49:06,614 --> 00:49:08,015
(REGINA SIGHS)
359
00:49:09,249 --> 00:49:11,285
Someone lit himself
on fire here.
360
00:49:12,887 --> 00:49:14,154
Wait, where?
361
00:49:14,789 --> 00:49:16,624
On the town common.
362
00:49:16,724 --> 00:49:18,626
Why'd he light himself
on fire?
363
00:49:18,726 --> 00:49:20,528
He was against the war.
364
00:49:28,268 --> 00:49:30,304
That always
makes me think about
365
00:49:30,404 --> 00:49:33,307
-spontaneous combustion.
-What's that?
366
00:49:35,275 --> 00:49:36,644
It's like where you, like,
367
00:49:37,545 --> 00:49:40,247
explode or disappear
or catch on fire,
368
00:49:40,347 --> 00:49:43,183
but there's no explanation.
369
00:49:50,057 --> 00:49:52,660
Let's go to the ice-cream shop
370
00:49:54,294 --> 00:49:57,297
-and then go home.
-Okay.
371
00:49:57,397 --> 00:49:59,634
Wouldn't you rather be
hanging out with your friends?
372
00:49:59,734 --> 00:50:01,536
I don't have any friends.
373
00:50:01,636 --> 00:50:03,771
-Why?
-I don't know.
374
00:50:03,872 --> 00:50:05,640
It's a complete mystery to me.
375
00:50:10,678 --> 00:50:14,047
(SCHUMANN'S PIANO QUINTET INE-FLAT MAJOR PLAYS ON RADIO)
376
00:51:17,779 --> 00:51:19,747
(OVEN HUMMING)
377
00:51:44,404 --> 00:51:45,673
(SNIFFS)
378
00:51:45,773 --> 00:51:46,808
(EXHALES)
379
00:51:54,114 --> 00:51:55,315
(SNIFFS)
380
00:51:56,483 --> 00:51:57,719
(EXHALES)
381
00:52:30,417 --> 00:52:33,453
(MY EYES BY LAURIE ANDERSON
PLAYING IN OTHER ROOM)
382
00:52:41,194 --> 00:52:43,296
♪ If I were the president
383
00:52:44,197 --> 00:52:46,299
♪ If I were queen for a day
384
00:52:48,335 --> 00:52:50,705
♪ I'd give the ugly people
385
00:52:51,973 --> 00:52:53,473
♪ All the money
386
00:52:54,709 --> 00:52:57,477
♪ I'd rewritethe Book of Love
387
00:52:58,478 --> 00:53:00,247
♪ I'd make it funny
388
00:53:00,915 --> 00:53:01,983
I got a job.
389
00:53:02,083 --> 00:53:03,818
♪ Wheel of fortune
390
00:53:05,753 --> 00:53:07,722
WOMAN ON TV:
...there is an evolution here,
391
00:53:07,822 --> 00:53:10,124
and that we area part of the evolution.
392
00:53:10,257 --> 00:53:12,492
And the self of woman
393
00:53:12,593 --> 00:53:15,596
that is articulated nowand conceptualized,
394
00:53:15,697 --> 00:53:17,632
and the possible life patternsof women taking
395
00:53:17,732 --> 00:53:19,634
our own experienceseriously...
396
00:53:19,734 --> 00:53:21,836
(PHONE RINGING)
397
00:53:21,936 --> 00:53:23,470
Don't answer it.
398
00:53:23,571 --> 00:53:25,907
And what if it's someone
calling for us?
399
00:53:26,574 --> 00:53:28,176
They can leave a message.
400
00:53:28,275 --> 00:53:30,178
WOMAN ON TV: ...sharingour experience here,
401
00:53:30,277 --> 00:53:34,549
in forums like this,when it isn't that...
402
00:53:34,649 --> 00:53:36,416
What do you think he wants?
403
00:53:37,618 --> 00:53:40,387
Avi is ultimately harmless.
404
00:53:40,487 --> 00:53:42,289
He just wants me to come back.
405
00:53:43,191 --> 00:53:44,792
What if you talked to him?
406
00:53:44,892 --> 00:53:46,226
I don't want to talk to him.
407
00:53:46,326 --> 00:53:48,395
WOMAN ON TV:
...seem to us as serious
408
00:53:48,495 --> 00:53:50,698
as the problemsthat we started out with.
409
00:53:50,798 --> 00:53:54,035
But they must be metand articulated
410
00:53:54,135 --> 00:53:56,504
and we must be tuning it in,
411
00:53:56,604 --> 00:53:58,405
tuning our rhetoric infor life.
412
00:53:58,506 --> 00:54:00,208
Do I need this much?
413
00:54:00,307 --> 00:54:01,509
This is nothing.
414
00:54:01,609 --> 00:54:03,611
You could take three times
this much and be fine.
415
00:54:03,711 --> 00:54:05,580
You could take five times
this much and be fine.
416
00:54:05,680 --> 00:54:08,082
WOMAN: ... then we areon the right political track.
417
00:54:08,182 --> 00:54:12,086
If it doesn't open lines,if it isn't true to our own...
418
00:54:12,186 --> 00:54:13,688
It's to help sleep tonight.
419
00:54:13,788 --> 00:54:16,224
WOMAN: ...then we have to goback to the drawing board.
420
00:54:16,323 --> 00:54:18,325
And this iswhat we must do now
421
00:54:18,425 --> 00:54:20,561
because Erin Kaplan is right.
422
00:54:20,661 --> 00:54:22,797
It is fragile, our victory.
423
00:54:22,897 --> 00:54:25,533
It is fragile,the basic covenant
424
00:54:25,633 --> 00:54:28,268
that we could move from hereand that our daughters...
425
00:54:28,368 --> 00:54:32,206
Well, the short version is,
when I was 15,
426
00:54:32,305 --> 00:54:35,076
Mum died
and I moved in with my dad.
427
00:54:35,176 --> 00:54:37,545
And things were going well,
I mean, relatively speaking,
428
00:54:37,645 --> 00:54:38,813
I made some new friends
429
00:54:38,913 --> 00:54:40,515
and I started hanging out
with these older kids.
430
00:54:40,615 --> 00:54:45,987
I guess one of them was 19,
or 20, maybe.
431
00:54:46,087 --> 00:54:48,823
And then someone sent my dad
an anonymous letter.
432
00:54:48,923 --> 00:54:51,458
It said something like...
I mean, I read it at the time.
433
00:54:51,559 --> 00:54:53,861
It said something like...
434
00:54:53,961 --> 00:54:55,997
"Your daughter is, you know,
435
00:54:56,097 --> 00:54:58,398
"hanging out with bad
characters and doing drugs,
436
00:54:58,498 --> 00:55:00,300
"and you should do
something about it."
437
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:03,037
And this letter
was the beginning
438
00:55:03,137 --> 00:55:05,305
of the two worst years
of my life.
439
00:55:06,339 --> 00:55:07,542
You already know this part.
440
00:55:07,642 --> 00:55:08,676
It was the reason
they sent me to Ireland
441
00:55:08,776 --> 00:55:10,011
to live with my grandparents,
442
00:55:10,111 --> 00:55:12,445
which is, of course, when
I had my nervous breakdown.
443
00:55:14,447 --> 00:55:17,417
Anyway, two years ago,
444
00:55:17,518 --> 00:55:19,654
which is, what,
almost 30 years later,
445
00:55:20,721 --> 00:55:22,790
I'm visiting my dad
for Christmas
446
00:55:22,890 --> 00:55:25,560
and I'm having coffee with
one of my old best friends.
447
00:55:26,459 --> 00:55:29,564
And we stop in
to see her mother.
448
00:55:29,664 --> 00:55:32,600
And when we're all saying
goodbye, she starts crying,
449
00:55:32,700 --> 00:55:35,435
I mean, my friend's mother
starts crying.
450
00:55:35,536 --> 00:55:37,437
And we say, "What, what?"
And she says,
451
00:55:37,538 --> 00:55:38,973
"I'm the one...
452
00:55:40,508 --> 00:55:42,944
"who sent the anonymous
letter, it was me."
453
00:55:44,477 --> 00:55:46,280
And she's sobbing.
454
00:55:46,379 --> 00:55:49,116
And she says,
"I see now it was a mistake."
455
00:55:49,217 --> 00:55:52,086
And I was... I mean,
I just moved to Massachusetts,
456
00:55:52,186 --> 00:55:53,187
and I'd just met Avi,
457
00:55:53,287 --> 00:55:54,522
and I was in such a good place
in my life
458
00:55:54,622 --> 00:55:56,389
for the first time
in a long time.
459
00:55:56,489 --> 00:55:58,125
And I said, you know,
460
00:55:58,226 --> 00:56:01,696
"Estelle," and I was bubbling
over with forgiveness.
461
00:56:01,796 --> 00:56:04,165
And I hugged her
for a long time,
462
00:56:04,265 --> 00:56:05,933
but she wouldn't stop crying.
463
00:56:06,033 --> 00:56:08,368
And then that night, I got
back to my dad's house,
464
00:56:08,468 --> 00:56:13,674
and I said, "Hey, Dad,
I just saw Jackie's mother
465
00:56:13,774 --> 00:56:15,142
"for the first time
in decades,
466
00:56:15,243 --> 00:56:16,510
"remember Estelle?"
467
00:56:16,611 --> 00:56:18,478
And he says, "Yeah."
468
00:56:18,579 --> 00:56:22,016
And I say, "Well, it turns out
she's the one who sent
469
00:56:22,116 --> 00:56:24,552
"the anonymous letter
about me 30 years ago."
470
00:56:25,385 --> 00:56:27,822
And Dad says, "What letter?"
471
00:56:31,792 --> 00:56:34,228
Erm... no.
472
00:56:34,328 --> 00:56:35,529
Yeah?
473
00:56:35,630 --> 00:56:39,466
No, we never had any dogs
and we never had any cats.
474
00:56:39,567 --> 00:56:43,104
It was just me and
my Holocaust-survivor dad
475
00:56:43,204 --> 00:56:44,639
and my angry mom.
476
00:56:44,739 --> 00:56:46,774
And then finally, one day,
477
00:56:46,874 --> 00:56:50,011
after I'd begged
and begged them for a pet,
478
00:56:50,111 --> 00:56:51,712
they got me a dove.
479
00:56:52,280 --> 00:56:53,648
REGINA: A dove?
480
00:56:53,748 --> 00:56:56,584
Mm-hmm. They got me a dove
and I named her Susan.
481
00:56:57,685 --> 00:56:59,921
(ROUND AND ROUND BY LIBANA
PLAYING ON STEREO)
482
00:57:00,021 --> 00:57:03,758
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
483
00:57:03,858 --> 00:57:09,664
♪ Turning always'round to morning
484
00:57:09,764 --> 00:57:14,769
♪ And from morning'round to night♪
485
00:57:14,869 --> 00:57:16,938
I think I know
what it feels like
486
00:57:17,672 --> 00:57:19,740
to be a baby in the womb.
487
00:57:23,711 --> 00:57:25,579
I just got in touch with it.
488
00:57:27,682 --> 00:57:28,983
What's it like?
489
00:57:32,119 --> 00:57:33,453
It's wet...
490
00:57:35,122 --> 00:57:36,489
and warm...
491
00:57:39,327 --> 00:57:40,995
and wooshy.
492
00:57:41,095 --> 00:57:43,030
(JANET BREATHES DEEPLY)
493
00:57:46,434 --> 00:57:47,735
It's really good.
494
00:57:47,835 --> 00:57:50,705
(ROUND AND ROUND CONTINUES
PLAYING ON STEREO)
495
00:57:54,608 --> 00:57:58,045
There's no language for it.
496
00:58:00,214 --> 00:58:01,615
No thinking
497
00:58:03,084 --> 00:58:04,585
and no language.
498
00:58:20,001 --> 00:58:22,036
What are we
even talking about...
499
00:58:23,437 --> 00:58:25,039
when we talk about mothers?
500
00:58:31,812 --> 00:58:35,783
What are we even
talking about?
501
00:58:40,488 --> 00:58:42,256
Look, there's making
bad decisions.
502
00:58:43,657 --> 00:58:45,226
Choosing the wrong person.
503
00:58:45,326 --> 00:58:47,828
(EVER NEW BY BEVERLY GLENN-
COPELAND PLAYING ON STEREO)
504
00:58:47,928 --> 00:58:49,663
But then there's also
worrying all the time
505
00:58:49,764 --> 00:58:50,798
that you're making
bad decisions
506
00:58:50,898 --> 00:58:52,767
and not trusting yourself.
507
00:58:55,436 --> 00:58:58,773
So, you develop an identity.
508
00:59:00,374 --> 00:59:04,278
You develop an identity
as an untrustworthy person.
509
00:59:04,378 --> 00:59:07,214
Untrustworthy to yourself.
510
00:59:09,250 --> 00:59:10,618
And so that...
511
00:59:12,119 --> 00:59:14,055
I mean,
once you're in that pattern,
512
00:59:14,155 --> 00:59:16,190
that's how you make
bad decisions.
513
00:59:17,191 --> 00:59:18,793
Because then you think...
514
00:59:20,261 --> 00:59:23,164
When you have an instinct
about something, you think...
515
00:59:24,965 --> 00:59:29,103
"Oh, I can't trust my instinct
because I'm the one...
516
00:59:29,203 --> 00:59:33,107
"I'm the person
who makes bad decisions here."
517
00:59:34,141 --> 00:59:36,177
REGINA: So, then you make
a bad decision.
518
00:59:37,812 --> 00:59:39,780
But even the word "bad."
519
00:59:42,149 --> 00:59:44,218
But even the word
520
00:59:45,586 --> 00:59:47,188
"bad."
521
00:59:47,288 --> 00:59:48,589
What is that word?
522
00:59:49,824 --> 00:59:51,792
Why do we say that word
to ourselves?
523
00:59:57,798 --> 00:59:59,934
I would never say that
to one of my patients.
524
01:00:00,034 --> 01:00:01,102
That's my...
525
01:00:04,171 --> 01:00:06,173
That's my narrative
of myself, but...
526
01:00:08,709 --> 01:00:10,277
who's to say?
527
01:00:12,713 --> 01:00:16,884
Who's to say but me
whether it's a bad decision?
528
01:00:17,384 --> 01:00:18,953
Yeah.
529
01:00:19,053 --> 01:00:21,388
But objectively,
you do make bad decisions.
530
01:00:24,358 --> 01:00:25,993
Well, who knows?
531
01:00:26,595 --> 01:00:28,462
Well, you know.
532
01:00:28,563 --> 01:00:30,831
I mean, I know.
We know when we know.
533
01:00:35,035 --> 01:00:37,071
But I'm saying maybe we don't.
534
01:00:41,342 --> 01:00:43,077
Yeah, yeah.
535
01:00:43,177 --> 01:00:44,145
Okay.
536
01:00:45,246 --> 01:00:46,280
Okay.
537
01:00:47,715 --> 01:00:49,083
(INHALES)
538
01:00:49,183 --> 01:00:50,417
Okay, but...
539
01:00:51,652 --> 01:00:52,820
also,
540
01:00:54,088 --> 01:00:55,956
and I mean this with love...
541
01:00:57,925 --> 01:00:59,860
don't kid yourself, Janet.
542
01:01:01,395 --> 01:01:02,396
I mean...
543
01:01:04,298 --> 01:01:06,635
-you know.
-(EVER NEW CONTINUES PLAYING)
544
01:01:06,734 --> 01:01:13,774
♪ The summer blooming flower
545
01:01:16,277 --> 01:01:21,048
♪ Welcome the childwhose hand I hold♪
546
01:01:24,586 --> 01:01:27,288
I think I might be dehydrated.
547
01:01:29,323 --> 01:01:30,758
You should sit down.
548
01:01:31,759 --> 01:01:33,227
Lacy, can you get some water?
549
01:01:38,465 --> 01:01:40,267
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
550
01:01:41,570 --> 01:01:42,671
Yeah, I don't know.
551
01:01:42,770 --> 01:01:44,838
I think I was...
552
01:01:48,108 --> 01:01:52,479
I think I was onto something
and you stepped on my toe.
553
01:01:54,415 --> 01:01:56,618
Stepped on your toe?
554
01:01:56,717 --> 01:01:58,419
Or however you say it.
555
01:01:59,353 --> 01:02:01,322
Interrupted me.
556
01:02:01,422 --> 01:02:02,423
No, no, no.
557
01:02:04,058 --> 01:02:05,426
Oh, I didn't mean
to do that. I...
558
01:02:05,527 --> 01:02:08,329
Yeah, but
that's what happened.
559
01:02:08,429 --> 01:02:14,435
I was onto something and I was
being kind to myself for once,
560
01:02:14,536 --> 01:02:16,070
and you stepped on my toe.
561
01:02:18,105 --> 01:02:19,173
Huh.
562
01:02:20,074 --> 01:02:21,208
Okay.
563
01:02:22,476 --> 01:02:23,777
(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
564
01:02:25,346 --> 01:02:26,447
That's not...
565
01:02:27,815 --> 01:02:29,149
I actually felt
566
01:02:29,250 --> 01:02:32,353
filled with love for you
in that moment.
567
01:02:32,453 --> 01:02:34,822
That's what filled with love
looks like?
568
01:02:36,991 --> 01:02:39,728
That's what it's like
when you're filled with love?
569
01:02:39,827 --> 01:02:42,896
I was, like,
yes, you're onto something.
570
01:02:43,864 --> 01:02:45,634
You do make bad decisions
sometimes,
571
01:02:45,734 --> 01:02:47,368
but you're facing up to it.
572
01:02:47,468 --> 01:02:50,505
But you don't know me.
You haven't seen me for years.
573
01:02:52,641 --> 01:02:54,743
We're friends.
574
01:02:54,842 --> 01:02:57,077
You gave away
all of your money.
575
01:02:57,177 --> 01:02:59,113
You can't pay a month's rent.
576
01:03:01,982 --> 01:03:04,351
I've worked
really, really hard.
577
01:03:07,488 --> 01:03:09,089
I know you have.
578
01:03:09,923 --> 01:03:11,358
I've changed my life.
579
01:03:14,562 --> 01:03:16,964
(EVER NEW CONTINUES PLAYING)
580
01:03:30,978 --> 01:03:32,813
(KNOCKING AT DOOR)
581
01:03:34,448 --> 01:03:35,517
Hi.
582
01:03:36,850 --> 01:03:38,586
REGINA: Are you gonna be
in there much longer?
583
01:03:39,721 --> 01:03:41,388
No, I'm getting off.
584
01:03:43,390 --> 01:03:45,359
REGINA: You've been in there
for 45 minutes.
585
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:53,133
Also, Lacy?
586
01:03:55,269 --> 01:03:56,303
LACY: Yes?
587
01:03:57,706 --> 01:03:58,773
REGINA: I don't
wanna sound rude,
588
01:03:58,872 --> 01:04:00,474
but can you stop
using my shampoo?
589
01:04:07,981 --> 01:04:09,383
(TOILET FLUSHES)
590
01:04:14,922 --> 01:04:16,490
I didn't use your shampoo.
591
01:04:18,158 --> 01:04:21,428
Also, why do you smear your
hair all over the shower wall?
592
01:04:23,397 --> 01:04:24,599
I don't.
593
01:04:35,109 --> 01:04:37,277
I forgot to wash my hands!
594
01:04:37,911 --> 01:04:39,547
Use the kitchen sink.
595
01:04:43,984 --> 01:04:45,653
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
596
01:04:59,667 --> 01:05:02,704
(DON'T TREAT ME BAD BY
FIREHOUSE PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)
597
01:05:02,804 --> 01:05:05,272
(PEOPLE CHATTERING)
598
01:05:05,372 --> 01:05:07,509
♪ Well, this could bethe best thing
599
01:05:07,609 --> 01:05:09,943
♪ That you'll ever have
600
01:05:10,043 --> 01:05:13,882
♪ Baby, don't treat me bad
601
01:05:13,981 --> 01:05:17,685
♪ You can do anything,but, baby
602
01:05:17,786 --> 01:05:21,455
♪ Don't treat me bad
603
01:05:21,556 --> 01:05:25,325
♪ Oh, don't treat me bad
604
01:05:27,094 --> 01:05:28,962
♪ I gave everything
605
01:05:29,062 --> 01:05:31,131
♪ But you threw it all away
606
01:05:31,231 --> 01:05:33,000
♪ I can't take anymore
607
01:05:33,100 --> 01:05:35,737
♪ Of these gamesthat you play
608
01:05:35,837 --> 01:05:38,005
♪ Oh, I've beenthrough heartache
609
01:05:38,105 --> 01:05:39,973
♪ And I've been through pain
610
01:05:40,073 --> 01:05:41,743
♪ And it's hard to believe
611
01:05:41,843 --> 01:05:44,278
♪ You still treat methis way
612
01:05:44,378 --> 01:05:46,213
♪ But I won't cry no more
613
01:05:46,313 --> 01:05:48,415
♪ 'Cause the tearsare all in vain♪
614
01:05:48,516 --> 01:05:50,217
(LOVE OF A LIFETIME BY
FIREHOUSE PLAYS ON SPEAKERS)
615
01:05:50,317 --> 01:05:54,154
♪ I finally found the loveof a lifetime
616
01:05:55,956 --> 01:06:02,496
♪ A love to lastmy whole life through
617
01:06:03,698 --> 01:06:09,537
♪ I finally foundthe love of a lifetime
618
01:06:11,271 --> 01:06:15,610
♪ Forever in my heart
619
01:06:15,710 --> 01:06:20,615
♪ I finally foundthe love of a lifetime♪
620
01:06:20,715 --> 01:06:23,417
-(INSECTS CHIRRING)
-(ANIMAL CALLING IN DISTANCE)
621
01:06:57,652 --> 01:06:58,753
JANET: Are you okay?
622
01:06:58,853 --> 01:07:00,120
LACY: What do you mean?
623
01:07:00,220 --> 01:07:02,055
You're covered in something.
624
01:07:02,991 --> 01:07:04,626
It's just ice cream.
625
01:07:07,394 --> 01:07:10,197
Lacy, this is
Regina's friend, Avi.
626
01:07:10,297 --> 01:07:12,099
He just stopped by
to say hello.
627
01:07:12,934 --> 01:07:14,334
Great to meet you.
628
01:07:15,637 --> 01:07:17,170
I saw you in the play.
629
01:07:17,271 --> 01:07:18,673
JANET: He directed it, too.
630
01:07:22,710 --> 01:07:24,044
Did you like it?
631
01:07:24,512 --> 01:07:25,613
She loved it.
632
01:07:30,350 --> 01:07:32,152
So, what do you do
for fun, Lacy?
633
01:07:34,087 --> 01:07:36,524
I have a piano lesson
in five minutes.
634
01:07:37,792 --> 01:07:39,159
Fantastic.
635
01:07:45,065 --> 01:07:46,568
(TICKING)
636
01:07:54,509 --> 01:07:56,844
(PIANO PLAYING IN OTHER ROOM)
637
01:08:25,573 --> 01:08:27,542
(CLOCK CHIMING)
638
01:08:49,229 --> 01:08:51,431
(CLOCK STRIKING 5 O'CLOCK)
639
01:09:06,748 --> 01:09:09,917
(PLAYING SHINICHI SUZUKI'S
GOODBYE TO WINTER)
640
01:09:54,294 --> 01:09:56,931
I can tell
you really practiced.
641
01:09:57,031 --> 01:09:59,600
I actually didn't practice
very much this week at all.
642
01:10:04,739 --> 01:10:06,107
(INSECTS CHIRPING)
643
01:10:06,206 --> 01:10:08,275
(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)
644
01:10:49,584 --> 01:10:51,652
(FOOTSTEPS RUNNING
DOWN STAIRS)
645
01:11:17,745 --> 01:11:19,947
I don't know. He showed up
and he was friendly,
646
01:11:20,047 --> 01:11:22,382
and he asked if he could
647
01:11:22,482 --> 01:11:25,052
tell me about
what happened between them.
648
01:11:26,020 --> 01:11:27,755
What happened between them?
649
01:11:30,258 --> 01:11:32,492
We didn't end up talking
that much about it.
650
01:11:38,633 --> 01:11:40,768
It really surprised me
how nice he was.
651
01:11:44,437 --> 01:11:46,107
I thought he'd be
a narcissistic,
652
01:11:46,207 --> 01:11:48,341
artist type of guy.
653
01:11:55,616 --> 01:11:57,685
He asked a lot of questions.
654
01:12:24,078 --> 01:12:27,447
Would you be disappointed
if, one day, I dated a girl?
655
01:12:36,724 --> 01:12:39,861
No, I wouldn't be
disappointed at all.
656
01:12:43,998 --> 01:12:46,067
I'd be very happy for you.
657
01:12:52,573 --> 01:12:54,374
I've always wondered
if you might turn out
658
01:12:54,474 --> 01:12:55,943
to be a lesbian.
659
01:12:56,711 --> 01:12:58,980
I didn't say I was a lesbian.
660
01:12:59,080 --> 01:13:00,882
I know, I know.
661
01:13:00,982 --> 01:13:03,483
Don't get mad at me.
I just said I wondered.
662
01:13:04,417 --> 01:13:05,620
Why?
663
01:13:09,523 --> 01:13:11,792
Because you have a kind of...
664
01:13:15,529 --> 01:13:17,098
a forthrightness.
665
01:13:21,468 --> 01:13:22,770
(EXHALES)
666
01:13:22,870 --> 01:13:25,405
You have a kind
of aggressive quality.
667
01:13:27,608 --> 01:13:30,344
It sounds like a criticism
and I don't mean it as one.
668
01:13:30,443 --> 01:13:32,680
I've just always worried...
669
01:13:35,650 --> 01:13:37,184
I've just always wondered
670
01:13:38,653 --> 01:13:40,588
how that would work
with a man.
671
01:13:44,759 --> 01:13:47,028
I've wondered
if it might be easier
672
01:13:47,128 --> 01:13:48,763
for you to be with a woman.
673
01:14:00,574 --> 01:14:02,076
Men like you.
674
01:14:06,547 --> 01:14:08,950
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
675
01:14:14,855 --> 01:14:15,923
What?
676
01:14:24,799 --> 01:14:26,701
I know I'm not that beautiful.
677
01:14:29,904 --> 01:14:31,038
But I've...
678
01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:35,076
always had this knowledge...
679
01:14:37,678 --> 01:14:39,680
and I don't even know
if it's true,
680
01:14:39,780 --> 01:14:43,551
but I've always
had this knowledge...
681
01:14:45,653 --> 01:14:49,757
deep inside of me that I could
682
01:14:49,857 --> 01:14:53,227
make any man fall in love
with me if I really tried.
683
01:14:58,966 --> 01:15:01,736
And I think maybe
it's ruined my life.
684
01:15:11,912 --> 01:15:15,016
I've never actually said that
685
01:15:16,350 --> 01:15:17,852
out loud before.
686
01:15:19,787 --> 01:15:22,289
I guess it sounds kinda silly.
687
01:15:30,464 --> 01:15:31,966
Can you stop?
688
01:15:33,067 --> 01:15:34,135
Stop what?
689
01:15:35,236 --> 01:15:36,837
Stop trying.
690
01:16:45,172 --> 01:16:47,141
(CAR ENGINE HUMMING)
691
01:16:57,485 --> 01:16:58,686
(DOOR CLOSES)
692
01:17:30,417 --> 01:17:33,787
(BACH'S SYMPHONIE CONCERTANTEIN F MAJOR PLAYING ON RADIO)
693
01:17:37,124 --> 01:17:38,726
Good news.
694
01:17:38,826 --> 01:17:41,195
You're in Mr. Mac's class.
695
01:17:41,295 --> 01:17:43,330
He's supposed to be
the nice one, right?
696
01:17:50,271 --> 01:17:51,739
(SIGHS) Phew.
697
01:17:52,673 --> 01:17:53,908
You glad?
698
01:18:10,592 --> 01:18:12,126
(KNOCK AT DOOR)
699
01:18:30,110 --> 01:18:31,078
So,
700
01:18:31,712 --> 01:18:33,447
we're in agreement that
701
01:18:33,548 --> 01:18:37,586
before the universe existed,
there was nothing, right?
702
01:18:37,686 --> 01:18:39,386
Are the two of you
in agreement with me?
703
01:18:41,556 --> 01:18:42,923
Theoretically?
704
01:18:44,325 --> 01:18:45,893
There was nothing,
705
01:18:47,094 --> 01:18:49,163
and out of nothing
came something.
706
01:18:50,397 --> 01:18:53,901
I mean, we're... we're talking
about the Big Bang.
707
01:18:54,001 --> 01:18:57,271
There was nothing, and out
of nothing came something.
708
01:18:58,439 --> 01:19:00,874
Right? Okay.
709
01:19:01,775 --> 01:19:03,645
So, out of nothing
came something.
710
01:19:03,744 --> 01:19:05,946
There was just God or...
711
01:19:06,046 --> 01:19:09,416
or Brahmin or whatever
you want to call him.
712
01:19:09,517 --> 01:19:12,820
There was God and the state
of nothing ever happening
713
01:19:12,920 --> 01:19:14,221
for an infinity of time...
714
01:19:14,321 --> 01:19:17,858
well, of no time,
'cause time didn't exist.
715
01:19:20,394 --> 01:19:21,996
Imagine you're God, okay?
716
01:19:22,096 --> 01:19:24,031
And you are God, by the way.
717
01:19:24,131 --> 01:19:26,166
I know you don't think
you are, but you are.
718
01:19:28,168 --> 01:19:31,272
And just imagine you've been
doing nothing forever.
719
01:19:33,340 --> 01:19:37,311
And then imagine the thought
crosses your mind that,
720
01:19:37,411 --> 01:19:39,446
"You know,
maybe I should do something."
721
01:19:40,881 --> 01:19:43,417
And then
another billion years go by.
722
01:19:43,518 --> 01:19:45,085
And then, "Hmm,
723
01:19:45,953 --> 01:19:48,389
"maybe I should do something.
724
01:19:48,489 --> 01:19:51,191
"Nah, I'm gonna go back
to doing nothing."
725
01:19:52,192 --> 01:19:53,193
Pfft.
726
01:19:54,094 --> 01:19:55,996
Once you have that thought,
God,
727
01:19:56,096 --> 01:19:58,165
once you have that thought,
728
01:19:59,668 --> 01:20:00,868
it's hard to let go of, right?
729
01:20:00,968 --> 01:20:03,404
It's hard to let go of that...
that impulse.
730
01:20:06,106 --> 01:20:08,909
Maybe I will. Maybe I won't.
731
01:20:12,479 --> 01:20:13,581
But you do.
732
01:20:14,683 --> 01:20:15,849
Okay, so
733
01:20:16,917 --> 01:20:18,653
you create the universe.
734
01:20:18,753 --> 01:20:22,356
Bang. Everything changes
in an instant.
735
01:20:22,456 --> 01:20:25,259
And millions of years later,
you get human consciousness.
736
01:20:29,296 --> 01:20:31,533
Now, are you both
still with me so far?
737
01:20:36,671 --> 01:20:37,971
All right.
738
01:20:40,240 --> 01:20:42,544
Every Buddhist scripture
says...
739
01:20:42,644 --> 01:20:44,378
And I know that you know this.
740
01:20:44,478 --> 01:20:48,115
Every Buddhist scripture says
there's only one I, right?
741
01:20:49,316 --> 01:20:51,118
That's the first thing
we learn.
742
01:20:52,419 --> 01:20:54,021
I may look like a man,
743
01:20:54,121 --> 01:20:56,090
and you may look
like a woman, but...
744
01:20:58,760 --> 01:21:00,194
we're all the same.
745
01:21:01,061 --> 01:21:02,363
We're all one.
746
01:21:03,931 --> 01:21:06,300
So, if there's only one I,
747
01:21:06,400 --> 01:21:08,737
which we acknowledge to be
a spiritual truth,
748
01:21:08,837 --> 01:21:10,237
then you...
749
01:21:11,238 --> 01:21:13,974
you created the universe.
750
01:21:15,643 --> 01:21:17,344
You made that decision.
751
01:21:26,353 --> 01:21:27,888
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
752
01:21:30,357 --> 01:21:32,426
JANET: He said I can
come up with it myself.
753
01:21:33,561 --> 01:21:36,463
I had a good one last night,
but now I forget it.
754
01:21:41,101 --> 01:21:43,337
It has to do with truth
before ego.
755
01:21:45,072 --> 01:21:47,975
Truth before the desire
to be liked,
756
01:21:49,209 --> 01:21:51,278
which is a very female thing.
757
01:21:52,580 --> 01:21:53,947
LACY: What is?
758
01:21:55,215 --> 01:21:57,117
JANET: The desire to be liked.
759
01:22:02,891 --> 01:22:05,492
My own liberation
depends on my ability
760
01:22:06,293 --> 01:22:09,263
to put truth before
the desire to be liked.
761
01:22:12,366 --> 01:22:15,068
My own liberation
depends on my ability
762
01:22:15,169 --> 01:22:18,405
to put truth before
the desire to be loved.
763
01:22:22,109 --> 01:22:24,011
My own liberation
depends on my ability
764
01:22:24,111 --> 01:22:27,481
to put truth before ego.
765
01:22:30,050 --> 01:22:34,889
My own liberation
depends on my willingness
766
01:22:34,988 --> 01:22:39,527
to put truth
before my own self-image.
767
01:22:41,596 --> 01:22:46,033
My own liberation
depends on my willingness
768
01:22:46,133 --> 01:22:50,538
to see truth beyond
my own self-image.
769
01:22:53,340 --> 01:22:56,443
My own liberation
depends on my willingness
770
01:22:56,544 --> 01:23:00,548
to see truth
beyond my own self-image.
771
01:23:01,950 --> 01:23:03,450
Something like that.
772
01:23:09,022 --> 01:23:11,058
And then
you can do prostrations.
773
01:23:13,460 --> 01:23:16,430
(EXHALES HEAVILY)
My own willingness...
774
01:23:18,298 --> 01:23:22,336
My own liberation
depends on my willingness
775
01:23:22,871 --> 01:23:24,338
to see truth
776
01:23:25,740 --> 01:23:28,342
beyond my own self-image.
777
01:23:32,179 --> 01:23:36,250
My own liberation
depends on my willingness
778
01:23:36,350 --> 01:23:40,153
to see truth
beyond my own self-image.
779
01:23:45,593 --> 01:23:49,496
My own liberation
depends on my willingness
780
01:23:49,597 --> 01:23:53,568
to see truth
beyond my own self-image.
781
01:23:56,571 --> 01:23:57,739
(JANET EXHALES)
782
01:24:09,517 --> 01:24:11,485
It's really starting
to smell like fall.
783
01:24:16,323 --> 01:24:18,593
I think it's my favorite smell
in the whole world.
784
01:25:19,252 --> 01:25:20,888
(VEHICLE APPROACHING)
785
01:25:20,989 --> 01:25:22,557
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
786
01:26:02,830 --> 01:26:06,266
She says she can't think
because of the headache.
787
01:26:07,001 --> 01:26:08,836
And my face is numb.
788
01:26:09,302 --> 01:26:11,338
And her face is numb.
789
01:26:16,443 --> 01:26:18,445
It was her first day
of sixth grade today,
790
01:26:18,546 --> 01:26:20,515
and I think
she was really nervous.
791
01:26:21,883 --> 01:26:23,283
I'm gonna throw up.
792
01:26:23,383 --> 01:26:25,318
The headache's
gonna make me throw up.
793
01:26:25,419 --> 01:26:26,921
You wanna use the bathroom?
794
01:26:30,992 --> 01:26:32,359
Mm-hmm.
795
01:26:38,231 --> 01:26:39,399
(SPITS)
796
01:26:43,738 --> 01:26:46,074
He said you can go
on antibiotics,
797
01:26:46,174 --> 01:26:47,975
in case it's some kind
of infection.
798
01:26:53,147 --> 01:26:54,882
But, you know,
I hate antibiotics.
799
01:26:59,821 --> 01:27:01,321
What do you want to do?
800
01:27:01,421 --> 01:27:03,624
LACY: I don't want to go
on antibiotics.
801
01:27:09,731 --> 01:27:12,466
JANET: You scared
about middle school?
802
01:27:12,567 --> 01:27:14,569
Yes, but that's not
why I'm sick.
803
01:27:17,370 --> 01:27:20,541
( CLARISSA EXPLAINS IT ALL
MAIN THEME PLAYING ON TV)
804
01:27:21,274 --> 01:27:23,243
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
805
01:27:24,277 --> 01:27:25,378
♪ All right, all right
806
01:27:25,479 --> 01:27:27,815
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
807
01:27:29,282 --> 01:27:31,351
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
808
01:27:32,385 --> 01:27:33,755
♪ Hey, cool
809
01:27:33,855 --> 01:27:35,990
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
810
01:27:37,859 --> 01:27:39,727
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
811
01:27:40,862 --> 01:27:42,130
♪ All right, all right
812
01:27:42,230 --> 01:27:44,498
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
813
01:27:46,033 --> 01:27:47,969
♪ Na, na, na, na, na
814
01:27:48,936 --> 01:27:50,270
♪ Hey, cool
815
01:27:50,370 --> 01:27:52,774
♪ Na, na, na, na, na♪
816
01:27:53,875 --> 01:27:55,743
(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
817
01:28:46,459 --> 01:28:48,529
(VEHICLE APPROACHING)
818
01:29:09,217 --> 01:29:10,751
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
819
01:29:21,095 --> 01:29:23,064
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
820
01:29:31,572 --> 01:29:34,407
Sweetie, I'm gonna have
to ask you to go inside,
821
01:29:34,508 --> 01:29:37,011
otherwise my clients
will see you and get worried.
822
01:30:18,619 --> 01:30:21,589
-(WIND CHIMES TINKLING)
-(INSECTS CHIRRING)
823
01:30:34,635 --> 01:30:36,837
(FLOOR CREAKING
UNDER FOOTSTEPS)
824
01:30:47,480 --> 01:30:49,016
Are you still throwing up?
825
01:30:55,856 --> 01:30:57,758
I picked up the antibiotics.
826
01:30:59,026 --> 01:31:00,728
I think maybe
you should take them.
827
01:31:02,296 --> 01:31:03,564
Why?
828
01:31:03,664 --> 01:31:05,666
In case you have
a bacterial thing.
829
01:31:05,766 --> 01:31:07,969
But we hate antibiotics.
830
01:31:10,972 --> 01:31:11,973
Well,
831
01:31:12,640 --> 01:31:14,208
it's your decision.
832
01:31:16,444 --> 01:31:18,478
I'm leaving the bag
on the counter.
833
01:31:32,526 --> 01:31:33,995
How would you feel
about me meeting up
834
01:31:34,095 --> 01:31:35,663
with Avi for a walk?
835
01:31:41,068 --> 01:31:42,069
When?
836
01:31:44,238 --> 01:31:45,940
He wants to have
a picnic dinner.
837
01:31:46,674 --> 01:31:48,642
You're invited, of course.
838
01:31:53,080 --> 01:31:55,316
If you're not feeling
well enough,
839
01:31:55,416 --> 01:31:58,886
I'll leave out some of those
frozen blintzes you love.
840
01:32:01,789 --> 01:32:03,457
Without the fruit.
841
01:32:03,557 --> 01:32:05,292
Yeah, without the fruit.
842
01:32:14,268 --> 01:32:15,302
(MICROWAVE BEEPS)
843
01:32:15,403 --> 01:32:17,605
(MICROWAVE WHIRRING)
844
01:32:44,265 --> 01:32:46,133
(MICROWAVE BEEPING)
845
01:32:47,168 --> 01:32:48,335
(WHIRRING STOPS)
846
01:32:49,270 --> 01:32:51,105
(INSECTS CHIRPING)
847
01:32:54,041 --> 01:32:55,276
JANET: I thought that part
would get easier
848
01:32:55,376 --> 01:32:58,746
as I got older, but it's
pretty much stayed the same.
849
01:33:04,618 --> 01:33:06,754
The guilt, but also...
850
01:33:13,694 --> 01:33:16,097
sometimes I feel like
she's watching me.
851
01:33:19,600 --> 01:33:21,202
AVI: When you're not with her?
852
01:33:22,303 --> 01:33:23,671
JANET: Yeah.
853
01:34:10,519 --> 01:34:12,753
(WINDING MUSIC BOX)
854
01:34:12,853 --> 01:34:16,023
(W.A. MOZART'S LACRIMOSA
PLAYING ON MUSIC BOX)
855
01:34:55,296 --> 01:34:56,897
(MUSIC ENDS)
856
01:34:56,997 --> 01:34:58,799
(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
857
01:34:58,899 --> 01:35:01,802
"And you, my parents,
am I not right?
858
01:35:03,237 --> 01:35:04,673
"You who loved me
859
01:35:04,772 --> 01:35:08,209
"for that small beginning
of my love for you,
860
01:35:08,309 --> 01:35:10,945
"from which I always
shyly turned away,
861
01:35:12,346 --> 01:35:16,717
"because the distance in
your features grew, changed,
862
01:35:16,817 --> 01:35:19,753
"even while I loved it,
into cosmic space
863
01:35:21,121 --> 01:35:23,190
"where you no longer were.
864
01:35:24,693 --> 01:35:28,329
"And when I feel inclined to
wait before the puppet stage,
865
01:35:28,429 --> 01:35:32,833
"no, rather to stare at it
so intensely that in the end,
866
01:35:32,933 --> 01:35:35,202
"to counter-balance
my searching gaze,
867
01:35:35,302 --> 01:35:39,039
"an angel has to come
as an actor
868
01:35:40,140 --> 01:35:42,644
"and begin manipulating
the lifeless bodies
869
01:35:42,743 --> 01:35:44,812
"of the puppets to perform.
870
01:35:46,615 --> 01:35:48,916
"Angel and puppet!
871
01:35:49,483 --> 01:35:51,819
"Now at last there is a play.
872
01:35:53,787 --> 01:35:56,957
"Then what we separatecan come together
873
01:35:57,659 --> 01:36:00,361
"by our very presence.
874
01:36:00,461 --> 01:36:03,864
"And only then the entirecycle of our own life-seasons
875
01:36:03,964 --> 01:36:07,034
"is revealedand set in motion."
876
01:36:15,677 --> 01:36:18,078
It's... It's part
of a much longer poem.
877
01:36:22,684 --> 01:36:24,251
Will you read it again?
878
01:36:26,987 --> 01:36:29,490
I spaced out for a second
in the middle.
879
01:36:36,564 --> 01:36:38,265
I really like you, Janet.
880
01:36:41,435 --> 01:36:43,304
I really like you.
881
01:36:49,943 --> 01:36:51,478
Read it again.
882
01:36:59,721 --> 01:37:03,891
"And you, my parents,
am I not right?
883
01:37:04,925 --> 01:37:06,460
"You who loved me
884
01:37:06,561 --> 01:37:10,097
"for that small beginning
of my love for you,
885
01:37:10,197 --> 01:37:12,534
"from which I always
shyly turned away,
886
01:37:14,101 --> 01:37:18,939
"because the distance in
your features grew, changed,
887
01:37:19,039 --> 01:37:22,009
"even while I loved it,
into cosmic space
888
01:37:23,844 --> 01:37:25,547
"where you no longer were.
889
01:37:27,549 --> 01:37:31,452
"And when I feel inclined to
wait before the puppet stage,
890
01:37:31,553 --> 01:37:38,225
"no, rather to stare at it
so intensely that in the end,
891
01:37:38,325 --> 01:37:40,394
"to counter-balancemy searching gaze,
892
01:37:40,494 --> 01:37:44,666
"an angel has to comeas an actor
893
01:37:44,766 --> 01:37:47,635
"and begin manipulating
the lifeless..."
894
01:38:08,489 --> 01:38:10,057
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
895
01:38:55,035 --> 01:38:57,104
(INSECTS CHIRPING)
896
01:39:19,092 --> 01:39:20,394
(CAR DOOR OPENS)
897
01:39:33,373 --> 01:39:36,544
(LEOPOLD MOZART'S TOY SYMPHONY
PLAYING ON STEREO)
898
01:41:05,065 --> 01:41:06,500
(MILK POURS)
899
01:41:14,008 --> 01:41:15,242
(PILLS RATTLE)
900
01:41:32,827 --> 01:41:34,428
(INSECTS CHIRRING)
901
01:41:35,329 --> 01:41:36,831
(VEHICLE APPROACHING)
902
01:41:42,670 --> 01:41:44,171
(GIRLS LAUGHING)
903
01:42:31,853 --> 01:42:34,187
(BUS DRIVING AWAY)
904
01:42:44,464 --> 01:42:46,366
(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
905
01:43:15,096 --> 01:43:17,364
(MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING)
906
01:43:23,370 --> 01:43:24,972
I'm so glad you came.
907
01:43:25,073 --> 01:43:26,774
I'm a terrible dancer.
908
01:43:28,810 --> 01:43:31,344
It's not really
about being good or bad.
909
01:43:31,445 --> 01:43:33,480
It's just a great way
to meet people.
910
01:43:37,752 --> 01:43:39,787
Are you gonna contra dance,
Lacy?
911
01:43:41,254 --> 01:43:42,757
JANET: Lacy has made it
very clear to me
912
01:43:42,857 --> 01:43:45,059
that she is not going
to contra dance.
913
01:43:45,159 --> 01:43:47,595
(PLAYING FOLK DANCE MUSIC)
914
01:43:52,332 --> 01:43:53,300
(SINGSONG)
Circle to the left,
915
01:43:53,400 --> 01:43:54,969
two circle lefts.
916
01:43:56,604 --> 01:43:59,339
And back to the right,circle right, right, rights.
917
01:44:00,508 --> 01:44:01,876
Now the ones with the twos.
918
01:44:01,976 --> 01:44:04,178
It's lady 'round ladyand the gent around gent
919
01:44:04,277 --> 01:44:06,881
and swing in the middleof the sentence.
920
01:44:09,449 --> 01:44:11,686
Now, men center,go four by four.
921
01:44:14,387 --> 01:44:16,057
Back on up.
922
01:44:16,157 --> 01:44:17,725
Ones arch, twos dive through.
923
01:44:17,825 --> 01:44:20,293
On to the nextfor the figure eight.
924
01:44:25,265 --> 01:44:26,601
Box the gnat.
925
01:44:30,538 --> 01:44:31,806
Circle to the left.
926
01:44:33,908 --> 01:44:36,677
Now back to the right,circle right, right, rights.
927
01:44:41,983 --> 01:44:43,651
New ladies!
928
01:44:48,055 --> 01:44:49,489
There's your partner.
929
01:44:53,628 --> 01:44:54,595
MAN: Hi.
930
01:44:56,363 --> 01:44:57,632
Hi.
931
01:44:57,732 --> 01:44:59,834
CALLER: Gentlemen, left hands.
932
01:45:01,002 --> 01:45:02,837
Long line to the middle.
933
01:45:07,141 --> 01:45:08,676
Go once and a half.
934
01:45:12,046 --> 01:45:13,781
Now box the gnat.
935
01:45:18,820 --> 01:45:21,055
Find your partner.Balance here.
936
01:45:30,097 --> 01:45:31,666
You okay?
937
01:45:33,301 --> 01:45:34,769
Yeah.
938
01:45:36,436 --> 01:45:37,972
I'm here with my mom.
939
01:46:02,462 --> 01:46:03,898
MAN: You wanna dance?
940
01:46:14,909 --> 01:46:17,612
(FOLK DANCE MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING)
941
01:46:28,189 --> 01:46:29,657
You sure?
942
01:46:49,944 --> 01:46:52,747
(FOLK DANCE MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING)
943
01:48:15,596 --> 01:48:16,831
(MUSIC ENDS)
944
01:48:19,700 --> 01:48:25,573
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
945
01:48:25,673 --> 01:48:31,579
♪ Turning always'round to morning
946
01:48:31,679 --> 01:48:37,718
♪ And from morning'round to night
947
01:48:37,818 --> 01:48:43,758
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
948
01:48:43,858 --> 01:48:49,764
♪ Turning always'round to morning
949
01:48:49,864 --> 01:48:55,836
♪ And from morning'round to night
950
01:48:55,936 --> 01:49:02,376
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
951
01:49:02,476 --> 01:49:08,382
♪ Turning always'round to morning
952
01:49:08,482 --> 01:49:14,488
♪ And from morning'round to night
953
01:49:14,588 --> 01:49:20,761
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
954
01:49:20,861 --> 01:49:26,967
♪ Turning always'round to morning
955
01:49:27,068 --> 01:49:33,542
♪ And from morning'round to night
956
01:49:33,641 --> 01:49:39,647
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
957
01:49:39,747 --> 01:49:45,920
♪ Turning always'round to morning
958
01:49:46,020 --> 01:49:52,460
♪ And from morning'round to night
959
01:49:52,561 --> 01:49:58,666
♪ Round and roundthe earth is turning
960
01:49:58,766 --> 01:50:04,972
♪ Turning always'round to morning
961
01:50:05,072 --> 01:50:11,479
♪ And from morning'round to night
962
01:50:11,580 --> 01:50:17,852
♪ Turning always'round to morning
963
01:50:17,952 --> 01:50:25,159
♪ And from morning'round to night♪
964
01:50:30,197 --> 01:50:33,100
(RUSSIAN LULLABY
BY LIBANA PLAYING)
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