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♫ In the dark, I closed my eyes ♫

♫ Listening to my heart yelling ♫

♫ I turned around and returned to this world ♫

♫ In the ruins, I opened my eyes ♫

♫ Feeling the hot waves and fire ♫

♫ I rushed ahead against the wind ♫

♫ Between life and death ♫

♫ Even when it all ♫

♫ Is not what it was ♫

♫ I'm still deeply in love with this world ♫

♫ There's a light illuminating ♫

♫ This lonely heart ♫

♫ Through the raging flames ♫

♫ When I could only remember ♫

♫ A strange and blurred sky ♫

♫ I'm still deeply in love with this world ♫

♫ Your light illuminates me ♫

♫ So, I won't flinch for a second ♫

♫ Conquer the raging flames ♫

[A Date with the Future] ♫ All along ♫

[Episode 34] [I Won't Allow Any Regrets Between Us]

[Inpatient Department]

[Lu Fangqi]

How is he going?

I went to the fire station yesterday.

Lu Fangqi doesn't seem good.

It's okay.

You're the person he trusts the most.

Let's figure out a way to help him.

I went to the station yesterday,

and everyone misses you.

I also showed them Liu Xu's video.

Everyone's finally pulling together,

but Lu Fangqi

doesn't seem good.

Don't worry,

Zang Qiu will be with him.

I know you must be worried about your team too.

They are all waiting for you.

I'm waiting for you too.

I'm going back to work tomorrow.

so I can't be with you during the day.

But don't worry,

I'll come as soon as I get off work.

You wait right here for me.

My boyfriend is so cool,

even in his sleep.

Step back!

Stop filming!

The special task force is here to reinforce.

The fire at the scene is basically under control.

We're in search and rescue.

I need two more assault teams from your station for search and rescue.

- Thank you. - It's our duty.

Assault Team A and Team B,

ready to go into the fire and rescue.

Yes!

Assault Team A, follow me.

Are you okay?

Let's go.

Teams A and B, hurry up!

Hurry!

Keep up!

There are still people up there.

Hurry, keep up!

Hurry, water!

Hurry, the face mask!

There are still people up there.

Go!

Go, Zhang Yang!

Hurry!

Zhang Yang!

There are still people on the third floor.

Hurry, keep up!

Liu Xu!

Help!

Help!

There are still people up there, hurry!

Help! Help!

There are still people!

Help!

Help! Help!

Help!

Found her! She's over here!

Hurry! Get her out!

Hurry! Get out!

Lu Fangqi!

Lu Fangqi!

Wake up!

Lu Fangqi!

Lu Fangqi!

Did you rescue the people? Did anyone get hurt?

Don't worry.

The scene's all taken care of and we are all safe.

How are you feeling?

Do you feel any discomfort?

I'm fine.

What happened?

Why did you faint?

Maybe I was too tired the past few days,

and a little short of oxygen.

But I heard Zhang Yang said

that you were a little off before you went to the scene.

Tell me the truth.

Is it because of what happened before,

so you have a psychological shadow of the scene of fire?

No.

I'm fine.

Mr. Jin told me to lead the team.

I have to go back to the station.

Lu Fangqi, what are you doing?

You stop!

How much longer do you plan to run away?

Why don't you two have a chat?

I'll wait for you downstairs.

You don't seem good recently.

You're sick mentally.

Your leader told me that you've been resisting treatment.

You can't just lie to yourself

and get away with it.

I'll go with you to the doctor.

We'll figure this out together.

Can you just leave me alone?

I want to be alone.

How can I leave you alone?

Lu Fangqi, have you ever thought

if you fainted yesterday

where no one else could find you,

I would never see you again?

I know.

Liu Xu's death is a great blow to you, but you can't…

Stop! You don't know anything.

I do, I do know it.

I know. I know you're upset now.

But I am always here for you.

If you want, we can go through

this difficulty together.

Okay?

Let's see a doctor, okay?

Lu Fangqi!

Living well is the best consolation

for the dead.

Ever since what happened,

I was in a terrible state.

I would think of Mr. Xu,

even wanted to run away

from being a firefighter.

I feel like you're

in even worse shape than I was.

Even though you never let it out,

it's in you--

Zhang Yang,

stop.

No, I have to say it.

You and I were there when Mr. Xu died.

No one knows how you feel better than me.

I'm sure he wouldn't want to see you like this.

Zhang Yang, stop!

- Lu Fangqi, I have to say it. - Stop!

Driver, stop the car!

Lu Fangqi!

L-Lu Fangqi!

Lu Fangqi!

Don't come over. Watch out for the car!

I know it's hard for you to let go.

And I know

that I might not be able to surpass him in this lifetime.

But I'm different from him in one way.

I will never leave you alone.

I'll be with you all the time

always protecting you,

and won't give up easily.

Don't come over.

You used to walk up to me,

let me come to you this time.

♫ You've come to me running ♫

♫ You've been pursuing your dream ♫

♫ We've been through so much ♫

♫ For me to fulfill those wishes ♫

♫ Collecting the faint light ♫

♫ May we meet again unscathed ♫

♫ With you by my side ♫

♫ Because I love you. I miss you. I need you ♫

I know how much you need me right now,

so I'll be with you all the time.

I'll always be here for you.

Do you remember?

You once told me,

you said you won't leave without saying goodbye.

You won't make me sad

or leave me alone.

Right?

♫ Because I love you. I miss you. I need you ♫

I'm sorry.

♫ Memory forgets that time never travels ♫

♫ Guard the moment for you still ♫

♫ In my chest is your still-burning gentleness ♫

Fang Huai, it's been a long time.

How are you doing over there?

For a long time after you've gone,

I've been living with the pain of losing you.

reluctant to move on.

Some time ago,

I went to the earthquake front to join the rescue.

I went through a lot of crises there,

and witnessed something far worse

than the one I saw in the hospital.

I finally understood your feelings back then.

I also decided to completely let go of my regret and obsession.

I promise you,

I will move on

to embrace a new life,

and pursue my own happiness.

It's time to say goodbye.

Fang Huai.

Don't worry about me, I will be happy.

Shishi, look over here.

[Yunkai Group's Image Spokesperson: Yu Shishi]

[Contract Signing Conference of Yu Shishi, Movie and TV Star, and Yunkai Group]

Pleasure to work with you, Miss Yu.

Han Fang clearly said you wouldn't come today,

that's why I agreed to come.

Why did you suddenly show up?

I just wanted to come suddenly.

I think you wanted to come long ago.

So sweet.

Indeed.

Huo Yanzong did it on purpose.

In front of so many reporters,

he acted like we are on good terms.

Is he mad?

Keep your voice down.

Maybe he's not acting,

but taking the opportunity to make nice to you.

You have no idea how good he is at acting.

I won't believe him anymore.

If he's really acting,

that's a good response

to this show. Look.

The news of your renewal contract with Yunkai Group

has made headlines on all the major websites,

especially the intimate photos

of you and Huo Yanzong on the stage,

the viewers have soared.

He saved us a lot of publicity money.

Now we don't have to worry about

the buzz and popularity after you come back.

Even without Huo Yanzong,

I am a talented and popular

actress, okay?

Yes, my superstar!

By the way, today is

the fifth anniversary of your debut.

The company has prepared a party for you,

inviting a lot of industry people.

Let's celebrate tonight.

Industry people?

During the time I got discredited,

I didn't see any of these industry people.

I don't want to deal with them.

You have to attend the party

prepared for you.

Should we invite Mr. Huo?

Why?

He's one of our big clients, after all.

It's in your interest to have a good relationship with him.

I think he's too busy

to attend.

I'm sure he'll attend when you invite him.

Just ask him for me, okay?

Please.

Okay, I'll ask him.

But I'm doing it for you.

I don't want to see him at all.

You and Yu Shishi,

are you two on good terms again?

It wasn't that bad before.

You deliberately did that on stage earlier, right?

What do you mean?

Come on.

You can hide it from anyone, but you can't hide it from me.

All these years, you've never attended such events.

But today you attended the conference.

Do you want to help Yu Shishi boost the popularity?

I owe her so much,

now I'm just trying to fix it.

Fix it? Are you sure?

Or what?

You're not still thinking about Xu Lai, are you?

But Xu Lai has been having a hard time lately,

Jin Shichuan has been unconscious.

I went to see Xu Lai the other day,

she looked completely worn out.

She must be upset.

Go check on her if you're worried about her.

Reporter Xu.

Where are you going?

To see Jin Shichuan.

Okay, I'll give you a ride.

[Inpatient Department]

Xu Lai.

Xu Lai.

Wake up!

Have we arrived?

We're at the hospital.

I wanted to let you sleep a bit more,

but I knew you're anxious to see him,

so I woke you up.

Thank you, Huo.

Go.

Xu Lai,

don't wear yourself out.

Jin Shichuan will definitely wake up.

If you need any help,

call me anytime.

I'm always here for you.

Thank you, Huo, don't worry.

Be careful on the way.

Go.

Mr. Huo, we sincerely invite you to join us

for the fifth anniversary debut celebration party of Yu Shishi.

Long time no see.

- Long time no see. - Long time no see.

Come on, cheers! Drink up!

Maggie.

Your new drama is about to air, right?

May you have a high rating.

Come on.

My queen,

tonight, you're the star.

Don't be with that long face, just cheer up.

I told you I didn't want to come,

but you forced me to.

Shishi, happy 5th anniversary.

Come and blow out the candles.

Come on, Shishi, come on!

It's not my birthday. This is way too much.

Of course, we need to value high on the anniversary.

Come on, make a wish.

We are coming.

We're here.

Come on, come on.

We are waiting for you, hurry up!

Make a wish.

What did you wish for?

Would you mind telling us?

Tell us.

The first wish is to stay beautiful forever.

The second one is to become a wealthy woman.

Good, that's good.

What about the third one?

The third one…

It came true so quickly?

Let's drink!

Come on, everyone!

It's rare for us to get together.

Come on.

Propose a toast.

What are you doing here? I didn't ask you to come.

You actually wanted me to be here, right?

Not at all.

Sorry, I'm late.

After preliminary analysis of psychological reports,

he suffers from

post-traumatic stress disorder,

also known as

PTSD.

Because he suffered

severe mental distress

in the accident,

so

he has a stress response

to certain thing.

So I suggest the patient

to get systematic psychotherapy as soon as possible.

Don't worry, I'll be with you.

Okay.

Relax.

Breathe slowly.

Listen to my voice.

Empty your mind.

Let it go empty.

Alright.

What happened that day?

Can you tell me?

Liu Xu!

Anyone!

Professor Yu, how is he?

He doesn't seem good.

I played some soft music for him.

He should wake up in about five minutes.

But in its current state,

if he keeps resisting like this,

it's hard for me to do the psychological intervention to him.

Are there any other options?

Like when he's relaxed,

I can do it to him.

I think it is okay.

You're the person he trusts the most right now,

so he can easily open up to you.

You can try

some supportive psychotherapy

with him.

Supportive psychotherapy?

Yes, you can spend more time with him,

pay close attention to his mood,

and give him encouragement in a timely manner.

If you can mentally

reduce the burden of patients psychologically,

it will be a great help

for the patient.

I really want to work on my illness.

But when I think about that day, I can't control myself.

Let's take our time.

Treating mental disorders is difficult.

It requires a process of adaptation.

I don't want to come to the hospital anymore,

and I don't want to think back what happened that day.

Am I pathetic?

Not at all.

Alright, it's okay.

It's fine. I'm here, I'm with you.

Stop blaming yourself, okay?

It's okay.

Come on.

Look at me.

Look at me.

You know what?

Everyone has a past they can't let go of,

and has moments of weakness.

Think about me before,

I couldn't move on either.

But luckily, you were there with me.

You're the one who stayed with me

and healed me.

Now that you're sick,

let me take care of you.

We'll face it together.

Everything will be fine.

Okay?

Go forward, turn left.

Turn left.

Go straight.

Okay, you can open your eyes now.

You used to cook for me.

Can you teach me a dish today?

Let me cook for you once.

What are you thinking?

How is it?

Delicious.

Do you want one?

It's the first time I've seen you

eat like that in a while.

Of course, my girlfriend made this.

I have to eat it.

And with you by my side,

I don't feel so bad.

But honestly,

when I first met you

during that blind date,

I really didn't expect to be your girlfriend.

Me neither.

Do you still remember that?

At that time, you saved someone.

The way you saved him

really scared me.

Are you willing

to let me save you in my own way?

The patient was in shock and asphyxiation.

And now you're like

a drowning, choking man

in a negative emotion,

and I want to pull you out.

I understand

you want me to stop running away

and accept the treatment.

It's like you deliberately put the candlestick here

to tell me that

actually many things are not

as terrible as I imagine as long as I face them.

These days when I see a fire,

I would think of…

a lot of bad things.

But with you here tonight,

I can only think about the good times we had together.

That's good.

It means the treatment we had tonight

was very effective.

I promise you.

I'll go to the hospital tomorrow for the intervention therapy,

but you have to stay by my side the whole time.

Because you're the only prescription that can cure me.

Don't worry.

I'll always be with you.

Aunt Zhang has a relative

in a similar situation to Jin.

Later, a retired doctor

gave him a folk prescription,

after applying it externally every day,

he woke up six months later.

Do you want to try it for Jin?

Mom, folk prescription won't work.

Don't worry about it.

Alright.

What if it works?

It's a waste of time to keep waiting.

It's been such a long time,

it's not okay for you to keep going to the hospital

every day.

You've lost so much weight.

How can both of us not worry?

Yes.

Look at you.

We finally came to see our daughter,

and you just kept talking.

Let her finish the meal,

okay?

I'm just worried about her.

It's been such a long time,

he isn't getting any better,

what if he never wakes up?

What are you talking about?

What do you mean?

Save it, okay?

Mom, Dad, I'm full.

I'll go back to the hospital now. You guys take your time eating.

You haven't had much.

Look at you.

To torment our child like this.

[Inpatient Department]

Dr. Zang.

It's so late now, and you still come to see Jin Shichuan.

I feel better looking at him.

By the way, I didn't get a chance to ask you.

How is Lu Fangqi doing?

He suffers from PTSD

from what happened.

I've been with him for treatment during this time.

He's finally getting better.

Don't worry, he'll be fine.

Look.

You can still see him getting better.

You can see hope,

not like me.

Don't worry.

Maybe he'll wake up in the morning.

Right?

I hope so.

It's been a while since we've had a drink.

When Jin Shichuan wakes up,

let's celebrate together with a drink.

Sure.

You should go now.

Grandpa.

You're here.

You should go back and rest.

You've been here all day.

I'll take it from here.

It's you who should rest.

Look at you,

you've lost so much weight.

If Shichuan sees this,

he'd be upset.

I'm okay, don't worry.

Xu Lai.

Listen to me,

don't wait for him any longer.

Who knows when Shichuan

will wake up?

I don't know

how long it's going to take you.

I won't give up.

If Jin Shichuan doesn't wake up,

I'd always stay with him,

and I believe

he will definitely wake up.

You're a lucky fool!

I'll go back then.

Be careful on the road.

Jin Shichuan.

Just wake up, okay?

I'm not actually that strong.

I'm actually scared every day

that… you'll never wake up again.

Just wake up, okay?

I really need you.

I really can't hold on much longer.

Just wake up, okay?

♫ Light in the flames ♫

♫ Time settles down ♫

♫ Guiding me slowly ♫

♫ Wanting to confide ♫

♫ Protecting faith ♫

♫ Steadfastly by your side ♫

♫ I wish to become light ♫

♫ Illuminating your path ♫

♫ Crossing the thorny road ♫

♫ Looking for your tracks ♫

♫ I wish to become light ♫

♫ Breaking into your heart♫

♫ I'm charging at you fearlessly ♫

♫ Through the crowd ♫

♫ The light in your eyes ♫

♫ Fixed the time ♫

♫ Guiding me slowly ♫

♫ I want to confide in you ♫

♫ I want to be your guardian ♫

♫ I will always be by your side ♫

♫ I wish to become light ♫

♫ Illuminating your path ♫

♫ Crossing the thorny road ♫

♫ Looking for your tracks ♫

♫ You are the most burning light ♫

♫ In my life ♫

♫ I'm searching for you as the years pass ♫

♫ Running towards you ♫

♫ Without hesitation ♫