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Multiple witnesses saw Alison at the bar last night

with two young local men.

And the three of them left the bar together around midnight.

I arrested the two men for drunk driving,

but your daughter was no longer with them.

Everybody knows those guys raped and killed your sister.

What was Edwin like?

Edwin was one of the most duplicitous humans I ever met.

And Gogo?

I think he did whatever his friend told him to.

We must tell Gogo about Sara.

- I need to talk to you. - It's serious.

- So Desmond told you. - About my best friend

stopping you from being with me.

I know what you did to Sara.

I thought she was hanging out with her sister tonight.

I promised myself if I ever had the means

to help someone, I would.

I hope you use it

to get somewhere where you can live freely.

His friend gave him a letter,

which has to be from Edwin.

When I was seven, my brother was murdered.

My life was ripped apart.

Get in.

- This is Paulette's? - Mm-hmm.

Looks fun.

Go explore.

Listen, Goges, uh, the thing with Sarah, man,

- it's not what you think. - Not in front of the girl.

- Not in front of... - Listen to me.

The place has great energy.

I love it.

- You dance, Gogo? - Of course he dances.

He's an excellent dancer. Wait till you see him move.

See if you can guess the secret ingredient.

Smells like pot.

Yes, it is vodka infused with fine Jamaican herb.

You trust me?

Earlier, you said we both have secrets.

I think I am ready.

I want to tell you. I want we to tell each other.

Maybe you could begin...

With your brother's murder.

His, uh... his name was John.

When you were seven?

A boy's murdered, a white boy.

Surely it would be in the news.

What is your last name?

Norton.

So if I pulled over right now,

pulled out that smartphone of yours,

and googled "John Norton murder,"

I would find your brother?

- Where... where are we? - What... what is this place?

Have you lied to me, Emily?

I...

My life is complicated, you know?

I... there are certain things I've altered,

that I haven't wanted to say.

Please forgive me.

And who would I be forgiving,

Emily...

or Claire?

Clive, I'm sorry.

Get out!

- Clive... - Shut up. Shut up!

- Go. - Don't do this.

- Please, I... - Go.

Go! Go!

Stop crying. Stop.

Are you gonna kill me?

Kill you?

I'm not going to kill you, you stupid girl.

Follow me.

I'm going to show you what your family took from me.

I always wished to take my son here.

He never came to visit.

How did you know that I was...

That thing you did.

I wrote on my arm.

- You did it then too. - Yeah.

There was a time a while back

I was walking home and...

I thought I heard...

Did you follow me?

Did you call me old name?

Yes.

I thought I was losing me mind.

- I don't know what to say. - I...

I'm sure you'll think of something.

You are so good at thinking things up to say.

All these nights, I hope you did have fun.

Do you think I wanted to do this?

I've lost everything.

I just want the truth.

For Alison. That's all I want.

The truth is, Alison ruined my life,

and from what I can tell, she ruined yours too.

Tell me.

Tell me what happened.

Then I never want to see your face again.

Look at me. Look... look at me, please.

I'm not in love with Sara.

Then why?

Why did you do it?

Sara was never going to love you.

M-maybe she'll marry you...

to escape, maybe.

Gogo, man, I'm sparing you from pain.

You need to trust me.

I'm sparing you from a lifetime of pain.

I don't need protection.

Who wants to dance with me?

You want to. Come on.

Come on, Gogo.

I don't know why I never noticed this, but...

you're kind of hot.

Let's get out of here.

Okay. See you later, Goges.

- No, don't be silly. - Gogo's coming with us.

Come on, Gogo.

All right, where we going next? Hmm.

You said we'd go to Faraway Cay.

Are you mad, girl? Are you mad?

I was messing with you.

How we gonna get to Faraway when we got no boat?

- Hmm? - We could swim.

I'm a great swimmer.

I'm not a stupid tourist, you know?

- Yeah, man, and I know that. - I know that, Alison.

And this is why the next place I will take you...

Very, very special, just for you.

Follow me.

Where are we going?

This wild enough for you, miss?

This is so beautiful.

I told you I'd take you somewhere special.

You scared the shit out of me.

Ooh, yes. We having a real bacchanal now.

Whatever.

Mm-mm.

Now...

Your turn.

- Are you shitting me? - No way. No way.

Are you... are you scared?

Yeah, I thought you wanted to have a wild night, but...

I guess...

Fuck. Fucking girl. Come on.

Bravo. That was good.

So good.

Um...

I feel, um...

I'm gonna...

lie...

Lie down for a second.

Stupid.

Gogo.

The reason why...

I did what I did with Sara...

It was...

He kissed me.

And I kissed him back.

And it...

It unlocked something.

And we...

You and Edwin?

It... it was not something I...

wanted or knew I wanted.

It just...

It changed everything.

What are you looking at, little girl?

Get the fuck out. Move. Go on.

- Move, move, move. Go on. Go... - No, no, don't.

Gogo, Gogo. Gogo, man, it's half a mile to Indigo Bay.

She's gonna be back in... in no time.

Please, Gogo, stay with me.

Okay? A little longer.

Please.

She ran away?

I tried to run after she, but Edwin stopped me.

You don't believe me?

Fuck you.

Of course I believe you, Gogo.

Um, sorry.

I just, um... I just have to ask you, um,

would you, like, still, like,

be with me if, like, Alison was here?

Actually, sorry. That was stupid.

That was... let's just keep going, okay?

Shit.

I'm sorry.

Tyler. Fuck.

Tyler.

Hey.

Do you want to go to your room?

- Yes or no? - Yeah, yeah, no. I do.

I do. Um, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

Hey. What's up?

You okay?

- You want to come with me? - Where?

It's the last night of my vacation.

I don't want to leave like this.

Like what?

You like me, right?

So much.

I'm not like...

I'm different from other girls you know, right?

- Yes. - Can you tell me why?

Alison, you're beautiful,

smart...

Wonderful...

Incredible.

Can you take off your pants?

Tell me you're not gonna forget me.

Never.

- It's good, right? - Yeah.

Alison, I can't.

Harder.

- Harder. - I don't want to hurt you.

Alison, wait. Alison.

Emily, you okay?

Can I come in?

So what's going on?

Always love to see you, but I don't usually get guests

at 6:30 in the morning.

I know.

You know what?

It was you.

That you slept with Alison that last night,

her last night.

- I... what? - What are you talking about?

Tyler.

Admit it,

or I'm gonna go to the FBI with everything I know.

It's not what you think.

Okay.

Okay, okay.

But that night, she found me.

Something was wrong, but I didn't know how to ask what.

And?

And yes.

I had sex with her anyway.

The next day, I found out she was missing...

And my dad,

he said if... if I told anyone that I was with her

that I would be a suspect... The suspect,

so I lied.

- And I... I know it was wrong. - Wrong?

I've spent every day of my life

trying to make up for it. It's why...

Don't fucking virtue signal right now.

I'm just saying the media would

have seized on me.

My life would've been ruined.

I mean, all the patients that I care for...

The entire world

thinks that Clive Richardson and Edwin Hastings

are murderers.

And you could've cleared their names.

If Edwin and Gogo had actually

been charged with her murder,

I would've stepped up to save them.

I'm sure of it.

I need to believe I would have.

How do I know you didn't kill her?

I mean, you're the last person to see her.

No, I wasn't.

Don't you remember?

You were.

What?

No, I wasn't.

Alison,

she got up right in the middle of...

And she started to run.

And I chased after her to apologize, to check on her,

and by the time I got there, she was already in your room.

You were awake.

I mean, I could hear you through the door,

yelling at her.

Why are you awake?

You wouldn't stay up late and watch movies,

so I did it with lion.

- You promised! - Shut...

I'm not talking to you.

Shh!

You'll wake Mom and Dad.

Don't look at me like that,

like I'm your everything.

I'm not, Claire. Don't you...

I'm not anything. I'm not real.

I try so hard

to be...

enlightened and different

and not like everyone else in this fucking place.

And I thought

if he would see me like that, then...

Then maybe it'd be true.

But I just wanted...

I mean, when I saw them...

When I saw them, you know what I realized?

I realized... I'm not the star.

I'm a fucking extra.

And...

And they were so pure

and perfect, and nothing

I have ever done...

Not one thing has been as real as that.

You...

What...

I'm gonna do it.

I'm gonna do it.

- I have to go. - Where?

Faraway.

Don't rat me out this time.

Thank God.

- Emily. - Are you okay?

Where... where have you been?

We were so worried.

Emily?

What's going on? Hey, come. That's okay.

Come inside.

Here. Want to sit down?

They didn't kill her.

She just...

I could've stopped her, and I...

And I should've stopped her.

I... I could've stopped her, and I...

I didn't stop her. I could've...

I didn't stop her.

You and Edwin?

Wow.

Um, after all these years,

why are you finally telling me?

I don't think about he.

I don't let myself think about he

or that night or any of it, but...

I met someone.

And I start to share with she,

and when I start to share, I began to feel.

And I realize just how lonely I've been.

And I've been lonely.

I've been... I've been so, so lonely.

I'm glad you came to me, Clive.

I knew you and he... I...

I knew there was more to the story.

All those years, Edwin kept Sara away from you.

But it wasn't she; it was you...

You he loved?

And, Clive, how do you feel about Edwin?

I never really had time to think because of...

everything,

everything that happened.

If the girl hadn't found me, who knows?

And if we had just run after she...

Who knows?

Instead we got pulled over for drunk driving.

You boys, you're gonna sleep it off at the station.

Again.

Gogo, I should call your grandma.

You're supposed to be a father now.

What kind of example you setting...

You two awfully quiet back there.

What you been up to?

Always great to see you, brother.

Where's Des?

He'll be here.

Better be.

I got a surprise for you later, Goges.

What?

You just ask what the surprise is?

You know what a surprise means, Goges?

Come on, man. Have some faith in me.

You will love it. I've never let you down.

Clairey, what is it, sweetie?

Alison didn't come home last night.

- Hey. - Hey.

I thought you're leaving today.

Lucky asshole.

Supposed to be shit weather the rest of the week.

Yeah, Alison went out last night

and still hasn't come back.

And we're gonna miss our flight,

so if you see her, send her straight to our room.

- Yeah. - Thanks.

Tyler, were you with Alison last night?

Where is she?

We... we weren't together last night.

I... I think she left the resort.

- Okay, with who? - Who did she leave with?

Clive, where you been?

That Thomas girl is missing.

Bring they their tea, on the house... now.

I have tea from the manager.

Fuck away from my family!

You hear me? What'd you do to her?

Where's Alison? Where is she?

What'd you do to her?

What you doing?

Oh, Lucy, I have a windfall, huh?

So I'm gonna go surprise Gogo

with a trip to the great Big Apple.

Gonna show him how awesome my city be.

You crazy?

Relax. Only be away a week.

Stephen's gonna forgive me.

You know I'm the best employee at Indigo Bay.

So fix your face. I'm gonna be fine.

You know it.

Edwin, some white girl went missing from the resort,

same white girl everybody say that you be with last night.

What?

Don't even think about looking like

you fleeing the scene.

The police are looking for us,

so when they ask about the girl,

we dropped her off at the hotel.

We never saw her again. You understand me?

I never want to see you again.

We deserve everything that be coming for we.

We deserve it.

Go!

- Alison! - Alison!

Alison!

Come on, Alison! Where are you?

Alison, where are you?

Alison!

Alison!

You fired? Good.

I just heard from Sara.

Goges got arrested for drug possession.

We both know Goges never do that,

any of it, not without help, anyway.

I don't think he's the one who should be punished.

Drugs were found in Mr. Richardson's house,

and as such, he will face arraignment.

I know what you did.

When I heard about the girl,

I thought it was God's punishment for...

what we did.

All the shame I felt, it was so ingrained,

and I was cruel to he.

I was so cruel.

It's understandable.

Well, he got he revenge.

He found a way to hurt me like I hurt he.

He married me Sara.

I was so mad at he when I found out.

But maybe marrying Sara was the only way of him

holding on to you, caring for the only parts of you he could.

It is possible the most hurtful thing he did

was his greatest act of devotion.

What if you knew everything that was waiting for you

when Edwin asked you to play on that first day of school

back when you were Clive?

You could say no.

Would you?

No.

No.

Because of Edwin, I lost everything, but...

Without him, I wouldn't have had anything to lose.

Clive.

Gogo, I read the email.

I know about he.

Seems to me you have a choice to make.

- Thanks for coming. - Yeah, yeah. Of course.

- How have you been? - I'm okay.

Uh, it's weird being back in Green Point.

Weird having roommates, but I'm okay.

Hey, I'm sorry for everything.

- It's... - You know, the truth is,

I'm not sure I could've survived if I didn't have you

to come home to, so thank you

for sticking it out with me as long as you did.

It's what you do for the people you love.

I just wish...

Me too.

I'll get you a cab.

Hey, taxi!

Hi.

Well, that's everything,

so call me when you get there.

- Call me from the airport. - I love you.

I love you too.

- Um, one sec. - Can you wait a minute?

Uh, I... I'll be right back.

He's gone.

Weeks now.

Do you know where he went?

I don't.

If you see him, can you tell him...

I'm leaving too?

Be well, honey.

I was thinking, now that you're here,

we could plant some of the things

that you really like,

maybe some turnips,

and we could visit Alcatraz.

I mean, all these years living here,

and I've never been.

Bill, don't you think that sounds fun?

Sure.

Okay, so what do we think?

- Should I get tickets for... - Stop.

We've been doing this dance for 21 years.

Can we just for once be real?

Well, she was just making conversation,

but if you want to be real, let's be real.

What happened at our last visit sucked.

You were rude and... awful.

And I still haven't forgiven you.

How's that for being real?

Okay, Bill, please, just...

Listen...

it was a lot, okay?

We were so scared, petrified.

I was going through something, and...

In a way, I still kind of am.

- Okay. - What happened?

I mean, why were you suddenly asking

all these questions about Alison's murder?

What happened, honey?

Because we know that something did.

I don't think I'm ready to tell you,

and honestly,

I don't think you're ready to hear.

Okay.

Well...

that's not exactly being real, now, is it?

I'm gonna go watch the game.

Hey.

You remember when Aunt Cynthia

took me to Paris?

Of course.

When I came back, you and Dad were different.

Less sad, less angry.

Yeah.

I knew you were pretending for me.

So I pretended for you.

But I think I pretended for so long

that I forgot who I really was.

I am...

so sorry.

I knew we should've gotten you more help.

I always suspected it,

and... and after your breakdown, I knew it.

- We failed you. - Mom, you didn't fail me.

You didn't fail me.

After what happened, the fact that you got up every day

and you clothed me and you fed me,

in... in some ways, that was a huge triumph.

We should've talked about what happened to her more.

I was looking for answers.

For so long, I've been looking for answers.

And after a while,

I realized that...

some answers are never enough

and there are some holes that will never be filled.

No.

No, they can't.

We just have to decide to live

and to move on.

And that's what I'm here to do...

To move on...

And try and figure out who I am and what I want.

Whatever you need,

I support you.

All right?

I was hoping you might start calling me Claire again.

I would love that.

I would love that.

Oh, God.

Oh, it's good to see that face.

Hello.

Thank you for coming.

It is good to see you.

I heard about your mom passing.

- I'm sorry. - Mm-hmm.

You know every day she's gone is a blessing, so...

But...

sometimes I hear, like, a funny story

or something like that,

and I'll go to call up Mom and...

I don't... I just think it's strange

how that works, you know?

- Yeah. Right. - Mm.

- Shall we go? - Mm.

Oh, Bery told me about this one.

She said it's luxurious.

- Exclusive. - Uh-huh. It is.

I had a job cleaning there for a while.

It was the worst time of my life.

Why?

No matter.

It just took the island a long time

to recover from what happened, so...

we are grateful for all the new hotels.

You don't complain.

Some things don't change.

And some things do.

How is my son?

He and I have not spoken in a long time.

I texted him to tell him I was coming,

but he did not respond.

- Yeah, he moved away. - Where?

You're here for a while, right?

Then I will tell you.

We have time.

And Edwin?

For him, there is little time.

Gogo?

Hello, Gogo.

Come on, man. Where you been?

Hello, Edwin.

Mm, turns out, smoking was...

Was not the best choice.

Come. Come on. Come closer.

Come on. It's okay.

Tell me about New York.

You ever go to a Yankee game?

No.

Oh.

But once...

I picked up Mike Piazza on he way to a home game.

He driver got stuck on the Bruckner.

I got he to Shea just in time.

- No shit. - Mm-mm.

Yeah.

Well, you talk to him?

Before he got out the car, I say, "Look, Mike, look.

"Usually I'm a Yankees fan, but tonight...

I'm rooting for the Mets."

Yeah.

Oh, Gogo.

You come back, and now you bred with Mike Piazza.

Yeah.

- Yeah. - Man, that is huge.

You... you remember that time

we snuck into Bery uncle's bar

to watch the World Series?

And he come down and he catch we.

Yeah, he come down and he catch you.

That's right. No, you too.

- No, you. - No, you too.

No, no, I was... I was...

Sirius never leave Orion.

He follow he master across all of space.

Like we.

We always there for each other.

No.

- You see? You like that? - Oh!

Gogo.

Said me, "I'm so scared."

- Oh, Edwin." - No. No, that was you.

- That was you. - Why would I say "Edwin"?

You said "Edwin."

Maybe. Okay.

But I don't think so.

- Still trembling. - No.

No. EDWIN:

- No, you. You. - You was... you was trembling.

- I was trembling? - Yes. Yes, completely.

- Memory's going. - Oh.

I had a...

Mine? Ah.

Go ahead. Go ahead.

Woof!