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Ricky Apo

What are you doing here

Well

I came to

take care of my sweet

granddaughter

Will you have your big day

Chloe's already at daycare

Sos really sweet of you

But oh well

that's a shame

I'll see her another time

right

what do you have there

Oh

It's a casserole

No more TV Dinners for You

Ricky trying to keep eating

that way

Let's just say

I always used to make that

casserole all the time for me

Thank you for bringing it

Well

you know

she

she learned that recipe

from me

She wasn't much for cooking

which is a shame because there

are so many things I

could have taught her

I mean

I'm sorry that was

a little bit insensitive

I'm still grieving too

You know

ohka U

Ricky

Your shirt is all wrinkled

You can't go to your loan

appointment like this

They won't take you

seriously's the only clean

shirt I have

I must have just slept

The laundry slept the last

couple of days

It's fine

You know what

If I had known

I would have done a load

of laundry for you

but we don't have time

for that now

That's really oka

you know what

Give me your shirt

I'm gona iron it for you

It'll make a big difference

Con

Wait right now

yes

right now

all iron and you can

eat that casserole that way

You won't stain your shirt

I really don't how to go

Come on

It's fine

It's the least I can do

I wantnna help oka

And you take that

It's just been really hard

to make ends meet since

Emily passed

I was barely scraping

by before

but without her contributing

I just

i don't know

I know I'm not going to

have enough right now to give

Chloe a good future or

college fund

medical insurance

All the things she would need

I have spent too many

years doing these

passion projects

wasting time on nothing

I have nothing to show

for it now

I just

I have to get serious

I have to have this

meeting work

I have to have the money to

start this company and

It's just

I've always been good at

fixing computers

so I guess I'm an end of

fixing computers for

the rest of my life

But

if it pays for

Chloe to have the life

she deserves

and that's what I have to do

Well

you know

I'll

help you in any way

that I can

I wish I could do more

but I'm

living on a small

salary myself

I'm Sempre retired and

now that harold's gone

he can't really contribute

And Paul

you already

you do enough to help us

already

You don't need to be sorry

for anything

Oh

that's kind of you to say

you know

i

think it's insane that

Emily didn't

leave more of a nest egg

I mean

she made all that money

Where did it go

How do you find it

within yourself to forgive

her for that

It's not like that at all

I was the one who was just

fumbling away with these

projects

not contributing anything

to our family

I mean

she did so much for us

of course

of course

it's nobody's fault at all

You know

life can just be so unfair

Sometimes be that as it may

it is very important

that this

loan interview goes perfectly

and I'm gonna do

everything I can to help

your shirt is done

Let let's give this a try

Huh

you go

Well how do I look

Well

it's definitely an

improvement

But you know what would really

pull this together

Do you still have that tie

that I got you for

Christmas last year

Oh yeah no

In our

I know where is I got it

right back

You're tying that yourself

Right

yeah

Emily told me all about you

Little Tradition with Harold

and everything

But she also said

I was a grown man

so I could do it myself

really

You know that tradition

is

very important in my family

We learned how to take

care of our men

Then I had Emily and

she grew up to be this

independent woman and

spending all her money on

herself and

look where A got her

husband and

daughter having to defend

for themselves

Anyway

see just this

Yep

now it's perfect

you've got

the clothes handled

just finish

your touches here me go

well

aren't you

the handsome gu I've

ever seen

I

you'd give Harold a

run for his money

really

Yes

I mean it all right

thank you for all your

help with everything

I guess Ill have to learn

how to do some of this on

my own from now on

Oh no

you don't

No

I'll always be here for you

These acts of intimacy

the ironing and cooking and

cleaning and laundry

All of that is

very important to me

especially if it brings

us closer

Whoa

whoa

whoa

what are you doing

I felt a spark between us

I'm sure of it

You don

No

I would never

betray himle's memory

that way

And with her own mother

what are you thinking

You should be ashamed

at yourself

I should be ashamed

No

no

no

no

Emily should be ashamed

All she ever did was

take

take

take

take

take

So ungrateful

you know

she was a 12 baby

I bet you didn't know that did

you

huge destroyed my body

I swear she probably did

it on purpose

Yeah

I wouldn't put it past her

but I lost the best years

of my life

taking care of

Oh

just

what are you even saying

this is insane and of anyone

Why

why me out of everyone

in the world

Why me like

You know when Harold passed

I was

so lonely

and of course Emily

was not supportive at all

not

in any kind of a meaningful

way

And

then she brought you home and

I saw you standing in the

doorway like an angel

You were so handsome and

kind and attentive and

such an

interesting and creative guy

And then you guys had

Chloe and I saw what

an amazing father you were

and I was jealous

I just knew

that

I should have been the one

that you married

not her

She was just so

so so selfish

All she ever did was think

about herself

She never did anything

for you

You're only referencing the

worst parts

There were great things

about her too

It and I surely was

not perfect

I mean

you're right

We should not speak ill

of the dead

It's it's so cross

but we can't

wallow in our misery forever

We can't bring Emily back

no matter how badly

we'd like to

We have to move on

and I feel like we can move

on together

You

you're my Ted wife's mother

Ricky

you know

you know that I can take

care of you

I think I proved it today like

I came over with a nice

homecooked meal

I came to the rescue with

ironing your shirt

I

was here to look after Chloe

I think you can see

how much I have to offer

I

I appreciate the help that

you've given us

But if I had known

that

it would lead you to this

I would have never accepted

your help

Oh Rickie

let's not trivialize this

bottom line is

I would be here for you anyway

to help

in all of these different

ways

It's just I know

that you need intimacy

You need companionship

It's not just about

the chores

It's about having something

familiar to come home to

look

You

have

this important loan interview

in a couple hours

I think it would help if

you released some of this

pent-up

frustration that you

have inside

Think about how relaxed

you'll be

I feel it too

I feel that need as well

that need for touch

And I know that chloe

sure misses having a mother

figure around

I do miss being touched

No

I

just I

I couldn't

shes

I would

just be thinking of her

the whole time

Maybe that's not such

a bad thing

Maybe if you close your eyes

you can imagine that I'm her

I mean

she is a product of me

It's basically the same thing

only better

just a better version of El

Right here for you

It's the same thing

only better

Nice see it's the same thing

I know something that you

might like

What

don you stand up here

I've wanted this for so long

Yes

oh fuck m

Oh

fuck

Oh

you just do that like Emily

Yes

M

So good thoughts so good

Fuck

Yes

M

M

Oh

I told you that

I would take care of you

Yes

please

Oh m

Maybe emily never did that

No

M

M

Oh

m

Oh

yeah

this is just like that

Fu

oh

don't you like to back here

Yeah

oh

oh

oh

Oh taste

yes but a little better so

oh she

Oh oh oh yes

Oh oh my goodness

Stop what

Oh it's so sweet

Oh ah yes

Oh oh oh my son

Oh my what are you doing me

I remember you

Oh I miss you Emily

Oh oh yes

See how good that

feels so tight

Yes

oh oh oh that's so nice

Yeah o oh oh my gosh

Oh riy

Oh man feels so good

Yeah oh yes

oh oh yes

oh just like her

Oh good muchs better yes yes

yes

oh right there yes

oh my gosh

Oh it's so good

Oh yes

Oh yes you needed him

Oh needed just spi it again

I need to touch it again

M

Yes

yes

yes

oh

it feels so good

Ohs awesome

yes

I love that

Oy just grab Emily

hold her back

He yes

Jesus

yeah oh so good

Oh

M yes

yes

come back to me here

Yeah

yes

oh ye oh yes

oh my God

Oh oh he smoke ye

you can keeppo me

Yeah

oh I'm sure Emily

never let you span

No

no

that was never thing

Yes

yes

oh

yes

oh gosh

come here

Little lay down

Okay like this

okay goes

yeah oh is

Oh

M

Yes

M oh

yeah

ye oh

yes

yes

oh

that's even bigger than ours

M oh

yes

yes

come for me up

Please come for me

Oh go

oh yes

do it

Yes

oh my oha asme

Oh wo yes

oh God

Yeah

oh oh oh oh Rei

isn't it worth it

Yes

yes

you needed this

I it sick so much

Oh yes

yes

yes

oh yes

oh yes

it so tight

Yes

oh

oh my gosh

Harold never did that

Oh yes

yes

oh oh

Oh richie my God

Oh oh oh gosh

Oh oh oh yeah

oh oh Jesus

Oh God

Oh oh yes

oh yeah

oh yeah

oh yeah

yes

I love

Oh yes

oh oh yes

yesnight

Oh yeah

yeah

yes

yes

oh I needed this

So oha

Yeah

yes

oh runninging your hands down

Oh ye me

me

Oh yeah

oh oh oh oh yeah

oh God

Oh oh yes

that's yeah

Oh oh my daughter

Yes

oh yes

oh oh God

God

that's so good

Oh oh this

Oh yes

oh ah

Oh oh he feel so good though

Fuck that some more

Yeah yes

yes

please

yeah

right there

Wo yes

yes

oh I told you

Ricky

I told you this

this is where you ready to go

Oh my

Oh

oh I love the way you do that

Just

Oh that yes

oh gro

Yeah

it's so good

Yeah

it's better than yeah

Oh yes

yes

yes

yes

oh ye

oh yeah

yeah

just like if

Yes

yes

see it

Yes

you really

Yes

yes

Yes

yes

squeeze it

Yes

yeah

oh yes

yes

yeah

yes

there we go

Yeah

right there

Yes

you tell me what you

Oh

for you so

badly come for you mine

I want you to come for me

I want you to come on my

tents

Okay

I wanna see that big load

Oh whoever we good

Yes

oka

I'm for me

Oh

oh yes

yes

yes

oh oh

Oh

I told you this is what

we both needed

Ye I know I just

can we do the right thing

I mean I

i wouldn't worry

I know that that Emily wanted

me to take care of

you in any and

all possible ways

I just wish there was some way

I could know that for sure

Well

I mean that's that

That was the last thing she

said to me

The last

thing she said to you

I

I mean

I wait

wait

wait

you

you never said

anything about last words

what I misspoke

I'm sorry

I'm a little

No

no

no

you

no

no

no

You told me we you got here

there was

just she was already dead

You told me she was gone

How did she tell you

to take care

of me if she was already god

I'm

it's no

I mean

It

it's what I know she wanted

It's she

you

you

no

no

no

no

no

You said that there was so

much blood and that there was

no reason

to even call 900 and 11

because she was already dead

She okay

now

you're just you're attacking

me and I'm confused

You're confused

or are you lying

I'm not because not lying

wouldnt

I would never lie

I did

There was just nothing there

There's nothing

anybody could have

done for her

There was nothing anybody

could have done

but you didn't even try

I mean

you didn't even call 900 and

11 to trying someone to

save her

It was point

mean

there

was there was so much blood

The blood loss was insane

there was nothing

No one would

have been able to save her

It was too late

I would have tried

If there had been a chance

you didn't did you

You

leave her there on the floor

You left

your own daughter to die

No

I would never

ever do something

like that if there had been

a way

If there had been

any kind of a way

I would have done something

all day

All these

things you've been saying

about me and about her

How you felt you

you doing that on purpose

No

no

what kind of a person do

You think I am

I would never

that was my daughter

I would never do

anything to intentionally

hurt her

Ricky Look

I don't Ever

Want to See You Again

you Come After and Talk to Me

or Chloe Ever Again

Never

Rick ricky Wait

ricky I Love You Please I