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Shit.

Jesus.

Wes.

Sorry.

I'm... guessing you heard everything?

Yeah.

What are you gonna do now?

I'm getting the hell out of here.

Come in.

Hi.

I just thought I would check in.

See how you're doing.

I'm okay.

Well, I was thinking maybe we could go and get

some ice cream? You and me, the two of us?

Can I get a raincheck? It's kinda been a long day.

Yes, of course.

Look, Jules...

I want you to know that I really care about you.

We all do.

Thanks.

Okay. I'll leave you to it.

"I really care about you, Jules." Bullshit.

I mean, she really wanted me to get a sundae with her?

After that stunt they just pulled? No way.

I'm going to get some answers. Um, can you cover for me?

Uh, well...

Wes, come on! I need you.

Please, I-I'm a printout, remember?

Yeah, I guess that's still a thing, huh?

Hey, um, here, give me your sweater.

Hurry, fast, fast. 'Kay.

And, and give me your phone too.

And mine's right there. Take mine, we'll switch.

And I'm gonna need this. - Hey! Be careful with that hat.

It's vintage. - Dude! Priorities.

I need to figure out who the hell made me.

Yeah, of course.

Okay.

I'll see you soon.

- I mean, you can't compare

Celine Dion to Mariah Carey.

They're totally different artists.

100% agree. Like night and day. Please.

Word up. I mean, Celine Dion is proof that angels can sing.

Hey, hey, hey. Look! There she is.

No, no. It's not her. See?

It's the kid brother.

I've seen his standup online.

He's actually really good. I'm telling you, man,

he's going places.

- For real? - Yeah.

- No? - Yeah. Look it up.

Hey, Sedan: Pull up "Wes Lee standup."

Oh, wait, wait. Uh, look up the one

with the six-toed cat. That's...

You're gonna die. It's so funny.

You like cat comedy?

- Not all-- - Feline funniness?

No. No.

Just messing with you.

Cats are great. Cats are really funny. Hey, uh,

uh, pull up six-toed cat.

I would have given him the final rose too.

Nah, she chose wrong.

Look, sure, he was rich, but she didn't love the guy.

Yeah.

She had the kid to think about.

- We good now? - Yeah.

Hey.

Um, you've got a very young visitor here to see you, Lucy.

So, you're related, but she's not your sister?

And she's not your cousin or your niece?

Yeah.

You know what? I don't need to know.

I don't need to know. Um, good luck

with whatever weird stuff you've got going on.

I have a date!

Have fun!

Oh, I will.

Uh, by the way,

mess my stuff up, I mess you up. Got it?

Okay.

She's intense.

What are you doing?

Did you not hear the woman? She owns guns.

So, did you bring the stuff?

You know, Lucy. I'm kind of surprised

you're in a monogamous thing.

Unless, of course, I'm missing something.

Are you two open?

- No. - So, monogamous with a cis-het

snoozer in Dullsville.

Hm. Not really my vibe.

I guess printouts are a lot different than we think.

I spy with my little eye:

a quaint normie picket-fence scenario in your future!

You don't know anything about what my life was like

before now, and you know nothing about my relationship with Jack.

You would be lucky to find someone like him.

Oh, gee. I sure hope I do!

So, you told him the plan?

Yes, this drug, whatever it is,

you think will trigger a shared memory between you two.

Are you sure it's safe?

It's totally safe. I've done it.

I mean, not like this, but I--

Sorry, what do you mean, not like this?

Lucy, I-I don't like this.

I know, but if it helps us remember

or figure out who we are-- - Look, we're not burning holes

in our sinuses for this, okay?

Only desperate meth heads snort.

I'm thinking a classier, more effective option.

Like a nasal spray.

Exactly. The closer we get to the--

Blood-brain barrier?

Look at you, knowing a little something about this stuff!

He used to be an army medic.

For better, for worse.

Whatever, Designated Dave! You gonna help me or what?

You two really are the same.

Thank you.

Gonna not do blinking.

You gotta try it! It feels so good.

I'm having fun! Are you having fun?

Yeah... Listen.

Uh, I'm gonna need you two to focus.

Hi.

Hi.

You're pretty.

Thank you. Focus, please.

That's her.

That's the woman who made me.

- Whoa. - Mm-hmm.

Do you recognise her?

No.

But these, this...

This is what I see, too.

The knife looks just like this.

And why a hunting knife?

I don't know.

I wish we could see the whole thing.

The whole memory, the whole bathroom.

I know. Me, too.

Wait.

I have a fantastic idea.

But we're gonna need some paint.

I guess this is everything.

I've never seen it all together.

What's that sound?

I don't know.

Do you hear that?

Hear what?

You guys need a break.

You must be hallucinating.

I don't even know what I was like as a kid.

Whether or not I had a happy childhood

or a crappy one.

I mean, I guess I feel okay now.

If all of this is true, you're only technically,

like two years old...

...so welcome to your childhood.

Do you think...

we're happy?

Or were happy?

Whoever we are? I don't... Are you happy?

I don't know. Maybe not.

Maybe sometimes.

Even if I was, I don't know that what makes you happy

makes me happy, even if we are the same.

Jack and Charlie make me happy.

I love being Charlie's mom. She is...

She's so special.

I think that the "original" version had a kid, too.

Are you saying I'm a mother,

or the me that was me before me was a mother?

I think so.

Crazy.

- What happens to printouts?

Do printouts have souls? What happens when we die?

Then we go back to Staples?

The mirror was a good idea, right?

Like, it has to be.

If it's the only thing that we remember,

then it has to mean something, right?

It has to.

Don't you think?

Good morning.

As you all know, the Darros Foundation

prides itself on identifying

and supporting the finest minds in science and technology.

Well, these individuals

are changing the world.

I am humbled to just play a tiny part in that change.

So, without further ado, uh,

today's speakers include climate researcher

and ocean robotics expert, Syuko Funada-Espino.

And working at the forefront of tissue and organ printing,

we have Kira Manning of the Additive Foundation.

If you've ever seen the harrowing sight

of the North Pacific Ocean,

you'd understand why I got into robotics.

Nerves of steel.

The North Pacific is as beautiful

as it is daunting,

but we never could have calibrated

the most effective, scalable, long-term cleanup system...

I-I need to talk to you about our project.

Hey, I wanted to thank you for participating

in today's event. I know you usually don't

like to go for these kinds of things.

Yeah, I-I'm, uh...

I'm, uh, worried that you haven't been

entirely honest with me about your plans for Lucy.

No, I'd assumed you weren't the kind of person

who would feel comfortable with blood on their hands.

Though...

it is, as you suggest, our project.

Right? Yours and mine, so...

whatever the consequences,

I think that falls on both of us equally. Hm?

You know what I love about Dr. Funada-Espino?

She really understands that even the best science

needs to be flexible. Right?

Hm?

Sometimes we have to make sacrifices

for the greater good, Kira.

Why don't I remember anything?!

Sorry. Didn't mean to scare you.

You okay?

Depends on your definition of okay.

Well, I think there's something you need to see.

Oh, yeah?

Yeah. Come on.

We don't have a lot of time.

I mean, it's not going to the Met any time soon.

I've never seen this pile of clothing before.

And that's a watch?

Yeah, but I don't know who it belongs to.

And I've never seen that window either.

And what's that, is that like a statue or something?

Or maybe a church steeple.

Oh, hey. Charlie.

Come meet my friend. This is Jules.

How did you know?

Cool... PJs.

Um, so, uh, Jules and I

have the same dream,

and so we're just trying to figure out what happened.

Is this some kind of homage to JP?

- JP? - Jamaica Plain?

Used to be wall-to-wall queers?

Lesbian capital of Boston.

I mean, not Northampton level, or anything.

Got pricey when the university moved in.

Uh, Tina knows that this monument is Boston.

Identity confirmed.

Well, this is it.

This is where she's been living?

Yeah.

Near the orchard where she works.

Ugh, I grew up in a trailer like this.

Might have been even more of a shithole, honestly.

I've been wondering how she's been living,

where she sleeps at night.

At least she had a roof over her head.

We searched it. We thought maybe we'd turn up something

that would help us find her, but no luck.

Maybe you'll see something that we missed

that'll help you get to her first.

Why are you helping me?

I guess I know what it's like

to be the only one looking out for someone.

It weighs on you.

You know, I made her.

I put her into the world.

And I'm not a religious person but hoping she's okay...

Wanting her to be safe...

It's the closest I've ever come to praying.

Well, I hope this helps.

You can let yourself out when you're done.

It really is just like the painting.

So it's gotta be one of these houses.

So, should we just start knocking on doors

and asking if anyone has a murder bathroom?

Come on.

We've walked down this street like five times.

We're never gonna find the place.

We might be the same person,

but you are definitely more impatient.

Do you hear that?

- Is that the same sound? - Yeah.

Looks like some kind of party.

Oh.

Shall we?

Wow. Places like this still exist?

Welcome, welcome, welcome to Zeta Rho Beta's

Triannual Frozé Tournay! You're just a little bit late,

but feel free to get in line, and rules of the game

are up on the board.

Thank you so much. Uh, hey...

my mom really has to use the bathroom.

Your mom?

Yeah. Teen pregnancy,

but, uh, she really made it work

Sorry, you only get the key to the bathroom

if you win at frozé pong.

Otherwise, you have to pee in the yard!

Oh, it-it's not hazing. It's a game.

Yes!

Ooh!

Yes! Okay, woo!

All right.

Bathroom's upstairs.

You know, maybe this isn't the right place.

Hey, look.

The monument. Just like the mural.

I guess so.

Hey. Look.

Yeah. This is definitely it.

Definitely.

I have to admit, you really crushed it at frozé pong.

Oh, didn't you want to ask them, uh, about your,

um, school project?

Yeah. I know it's a long shot.

I've been working on this community history project

about gentrification in the neighbourhood.

Do you happen to know who used to live here?

Actually, this old woman wandered off while she was on

a field trip with her assisted-living community

last month. 'cause she thought this was her house.

We drove her back. Obvi.

Luxuriant... Legacy!

Duh. Legacy Assisted Living.

Do you remember the woman's name?

Oh, yeah! Melissa was the best. Totally hilarious.

- And her hair was amazing. - Thank you.

Thanks.

- Jules?

Look, I'm sorry to barge in.

I used to hate when my mother did that,

but it's very late to sleep in, even for a teenager.

Okay?

Jules?

Jules?

...had my appendix taken out when I was a kid,

which seemed fine, 'cause they told me it was useless.

But you know what? Based on my life since then,

I think maybe it controls motivation.

- Wes,

do you know where Jules is?

Um... a class trip. Weekend excursion.

For... for yearbook club!

She wanted to go on the yearbook club fun bus.

They're going to the zoo!

Wes. If you know where she is, you need to tell me.

Wes! Really!

If there's something going on, I need to know.

Jules is worried she can't trust you and James.

What? What do you mean? Of course she can trust us!

People have been following her.

What?

Jules learned some things about her past aren't true.

There's this lady who looks like her who kidnapped her.

Kidnapped her?

I'd figured they'd be back by now.

Jules has my phone. I'm starting to get worried.

Don't worry, honey.

I'm gonna take care of this, okay?

But you need to tell me exactly what's going on.

Everything.

I know how to find her.

Here they are.

Hi, there. Reception said you're here to see Melissa

about a research project. That's pretty neat.

Yeah, we're really excited to talk to Melissa.

She's in the Day Room. I'll take you right to her.

By the way, September is Alzheimer's Awareness Month.

- Is it? - It is.

Never forget.

Helps with the runners.

Hi, there, Melissa.

I've got some visitors for you today.

God bless America, Eleanor.

Why haven't you done your hair?

It looks awful.

Really, Eleanor.

Sometimes she's a little confused.

If you need anything, I'll be back at the nurses' station.

Thank you.

Can I play with you?

And what game are we playing?

You've reached Kira Manning. Please leave a message.

Hello. Nurse Marty from Legacy Assisted Living.

Just checking in. Uh, Melissa has a couple of visitors

and is having a bit of a hard time.

She keeps calling both of them Eleanor.

I've never heard her do that before.

Anyway, uh, we'll keep you posted.

We went by your old house today.

Do you remember the one in Jamaica Plain?

How long did you live there?

It's your turn, dear.

This is so pointless.

What did you say, young lady?

I said, This is pointless.

Eleanor! Why aren't you ready?

Uh...

I'll bet your father isn't ready yet either.

Come on, already! You know the bus is slow on the weekend!

We have to go fix Eleanor's hair so we can get on the road!

She doesn't know anything, okay?

She doesn't even know where she is right now.

We've made it this far, haven't we?

Hurry up, Eleanor!

♪ There were things we'd never do again ♪

♪ But then they always seemed right ♪

♪ There were nights of endless pleasure ♪

♪ It was more than all your laws allowed ♪

♪ Baby, baby, baby

♪ When you touch me like this

♪ And when you hold me like that ♪

♪ It was gone with the wind

♪ But it's all coming back...

Well, that's... that's a shame.

♪ When you see me like this And I see you like that ♪

♪ When we see what we want to see ♪

It's fine.

♪ All coming back to me

♪ I can barely recall

♪ But it's all coming back to me now ♪

You need to take better care of yourself, Eleanor.

This is a big day!

You're getting bad habits from your father.

Let's see.

Definitely gonna be late.

Melissa, do you remember when you moved into that house?

Did anything bad happen there?

Help me.

You said that today was a big day?

Where are we going? - Don't ask stupid questions.

You're always asking stupid questions.

- I-I'm sorry-- - And stop interrupting me.

You're always interrupting me!

- I didn't-I didn't mean to. - Will you just sit down!

Wow. Melissa's kind of a bitch.

Just checking in. Uh, Melissa has a couple

of visitors and is having a bit of a hard time.

She keeps calling both of them Eleanor.

I've never heard her do that before.

Anyway, uh, we'll keep you posted.

Oh my God.

Melissa, who is this?

Don't be silly. That's you!

Wait. So-so we really are Eleanor?

When...

when was this taken?

That was the...

that was your high school graduation.

I was so proud of you that day.

After everything.

Nothing was gonna hold you back!

So you're my mom? Like, my real mom?

Our real mom.

What was I like as a kid?

You were always getting into something.

You were too smart for your own good.

You-you said that you were

"so proud of us after everything"?

What did you mean by that?

You know I have the perfect hair clip!

It-it's your school colours!

What happened to us in that house?

What happened?

Do you know what I did with that-that hairclip?

Where... where's that hairclip?

Oh shit.

- What's wrong? - We have to go.

Now! Now, now!

We need to split up. It'll be safer.

- No, no! - Yes!

I'm the one they wanna hurt.

I'll find you.

Go!

Oh. Shit.

Push me. - What?

Jules, oh my God! Are you okay?

Just push me.

How do I know you're not one of them?

One of who, honey?

Jules, come on, please. You can trust me.

How can I trust you when you've been lying to me?

- Hey. You good? - Yeah, go.

Lucy! Get in! Get in the car!

You are the last person that I would ever get in a car with.

Somebody has been lying to the both of us.

I know it doesn't always feel like it,

but I am your mother, and I just want to protect you!

What's going on with this thing?

- Jules? - Come on, come on, come on!

Jules!

Are you kidding me?

Let's go!

I know you want to know who he is.

Come with me and I will tell you about who you are.

Get in the car!

So, did Melissa try to brush your hair?

I'll tell you everything.

Okay.

First, you should know...

you were made out of love.

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