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It was my first time home in a year.

In just nine months, my single lonely

mother met a man and married

him. To tell you the truth, I didn't

want to come home that summer.

I never expected this. I never

expected him. Oh,

hey, you must be Amber. My mother was the

smartest person I ever met.

I don't know what she saw in this man.

Nice to meet you.

Oh, geez, I'm sorry. Here, I need you to

take your hand there. Sorry, it's a

little dirty.

Thanks. Yeah, my pleasure.

So your mom tells me you're studying

literature. Russian literature. Well,

I know nothing about that. It's. Pretty

useless. Well, regardless, your mother

is still very proud of you. Thanks.

I you're not. You're not what I

was expecting. So. No, there's

pictures of me all around the house.

Well, yeah, but those are, you know, when

you were younger. You know, you're all

grown up now. Am I?

Yeah. How old are you now?Almost

22. Yeah, see, there you go. My

beautiful stepdaughter, 22 years

old, all grown up.

My mom didn't really tell me what you

do. Oh, I, yeah, a

little bit of everything and a

little bit of nothing. What's

that mean?I'm a handyman. Oh, my

mom could use someone like that around

the house. Yeah, what about

you?

I don't know. I'm feeling kind of tired.

It was a long trip. Yeah, of course.

Well, your room hasn't been touched, so.

It

was nice to meet you, Amber.

My heart was beating fast. I

almost thought I was dying, but if I was

dying, it was a beautiful death.

I didn't like him. I wouldn't like him.

But he was handsome in an ugly

kind of way. There's

no denying it. He was a real

man. The first real man I

ever met in my life.

Coffee. I've never really

had a taste for it. No.

I can't get my day started with a cup of

Joe here. So what are you, what

are you up to?Just reading some

short stories. What do Russians

write about anyway?A lot of

murder and longing.

Well, I would have thought it would have

been about, you know. Abortion vodka.

There's a lot of that too. Why are you

looking at me like that?

I'm just trying to figure you out. What

do you mean?Well, a

girl like you. A

girl like me?

Never mind. I'm not a kid. Tell

me. Well, it's

just a girl like you, you know, where I'm

from. She wouldn't be lost

in a book. I don't

only read.

Boyfriend?I

had a boyfriend, but

he broke up with me.

Oh, it'd be crazy to break up with you.

You're supposed to say that. No. I'm

serious. If you were plain, then yeah

maybe I'd tell you something like your

expectations are too high. But you?No.

I'm not that pretty.

You are one of the most beautiful girls

that I have ever seen.

And besides your mother, of course.

I'm going to go get some work done

outside.

Oh. Thank you. I thought you might be

thirsty. Yeah, you might be right.

So do you get bored

just hanging out here by yourself?

I guess a little bit.

Well, if you want to ever have some

people over, your mom and I don't mind. I

don't really have many friends around

here. They're all back east. You didn't

grow up with any friends?None that

stayed around here.

What about you?Do you have many

girlfriends before my mom?

I, you know, a few here and there.

Nothing too serious. You

seem like a bit of a flirt to me.

Do I?

Maybe I am. It was

always just me and my mom around.

Never really had any men around.

What about all the all the boyfriends you

told me about?Uh, they were

just boys.

You know,

a girl like you should stay away from

older men. I

know what I'm doing.

You're a smart girl. I'm sure you do.

Would you even know what to do with an

old man?Uh,

I...

Please.

I want you.

Be careful what you wish for.

My whole body was on fire, like a million

little matches were set off all at once.

I was mad with desire, but I didn't know

what to do. I didn't know what I had

awoken.

Amber, I'm sorry. I

shouldn't have done that.

Please. Are you okay?Are you all right?

Good.

It's Ed.

I thought, I thought you'd been, you

know, with men before. You're a college

girl. Sorry. I've

never met anyone like you.

You're a young, beautiful girl.

I'm old enough. That's right.

So stop treating me like a

child, please.

I will continue to treat you like the

strong, powerful, beautiful young

woman that you are. Am I?

Yes.

I shouldn't have done that. What if

your mother finds out?She won't.

I won't tell.

A dream of your hands.

Do you dream of me?

I shouldn't. But you

do. You're

so beautiful.

Am I?Yes.

I don't know. I was always the

smart one.

Exactly. ExactlySoCan't you

understand like why we can't be together?

Well, don't you like me?Emma,

I love you. I love

you so much.

Then show me.

You know I want to, but... Don't

think about it.

Just...

You won't hurt me. I know, but

you're so delicate. I'm not that

delicate. Trust me.

You are.

Be honest with me. You've been with a man

before, right?I have.

But. But

not a man like you.

Oh, honey.

Please. I'm so bored

here. All alone and unloved.

Boredom is not a valid

reason, just a fuckIt

is for me. You're

just full of surprises, aren't you?I have

more. Let me show you. Little

girl, where did you come from?

From your dreams. Are

you sure you want this?There's nothing.

I want more. Yeah, well,

you better be sure because you're the...

type of girl who could have some pretty

big consequences.

Tell me. You are the type of girl

that a man would ruin his life.

Tafak. Show

me.

You see what I mean?I'm not

afraid of you.

You say that now, but...

I want this. I

promise. I just...

Be patient.

So perfect.

I'm being so

delicate.

Worship this perfect body. You

know it's perfect, don't you?I

don't know. It is.

You've

seen all my spit all

over so good.

Oh my God, I love how

hard you are. Don't

stop. Don't stop. StopPlease keep going.

There

you go. Look at me.

Look at me. Yes, yes, yes, yes

Oh, fuck

Yes, yes, yesThat's so good.

Yes.

Oh, my God. That's

so good. Yes, yes, yes

Yes, Daddy. Can you say that?Yes, Daddy.

You give me that cock so good, Daddy.

Please don't

stop,

Daddy. Please don't stop. That's so

good.

Do it for me. Oh,

yes, Daddy. Come

on, let go.

I'm

gonna stop.

Oh, yes,

yesBye. Just like

that, just like that. I'm gonna come

again, Daddy. I'm gonna come again.

Oh, that's what I

want.

Oh, fuck yes. Oh,

you're so perfect.

Oh

my God. Oh my

God. You let me come. I want you

to come inside of me. I want to

feel it. I

want to

feel that come

inside of me.

Oh, fuckHere it comes.

Here it

comes. Here it

comes.

Oh, fuck you.

I

keep saying it. Oh, fuck

yes.

It only happened once that summer.

After that, Ryan found some excuse to

work in town. I barely saw him.

Mom never suspected a thing. All the

better. He was hers, and I could

tell she loved him dearly. I loved him

too, but... Our love was never

meant to last. I liked it better that

way. A beautiful dream.