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The walls will be pink.

And gold.

The carpet will be white.

Soft like clouds.

And when we walk on it, it will be like we are in the sky.

Careful.

Look.

When did this happen?

Tell me if it hurts.

Wait.

Hold on.

One more.

OK?

Finish.

Will you tell me the story?

I'm young and living with my grandmother.

You will get some water from a well, and you made a wish.

That I would have somebody who could be my friend.

So you won't be lonely.

So I won't be lonely.

And they waited and waited and almost gave up hope.

Yes.

But then I came along.

And I'll never be lonely again.

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I will keep you safe always.

51.

Grace?

Ama?

It's Lisa.

What does it say?

I'm to call her.

I have to go back to school, don't I?

Grace?

Yes.

It's the only way she'll leave us alone.

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There is a fire!

There is a fire!

How?

Who saw that?

Fire!

Fire!

Fire!

Fuck me, there's a fire.

Fire!

It's a fire!

Fire!

Fire!

Fire!

You all right?

That fire was waiting to happen.

Tell your girl thank you.

Hey, you all right?

Are you hurt?

What has happened?

I saw a fire inside the kitchen.

Everybody was sleeping, so I was shouting.

And then all the lights came on and all the people came out.

What have I tell you?

We keep to ourselves.

What else?

We can not trust anyone.

We cannot trust anyone.

I'm breathing the same air as you.

Always.

I spoke to your mum.

We're worried about how much school you're missing too.

Ama, you haven't completed a week since you started.

If there is anything you want to talk about at any time,

you can speak to me or Miss Seample here.

Yeah?

Good.

I won't keep you then.

Can you talk?

Sure.

What are you doing?

Wait.

It's not like you saved our lives or anything.

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Excuse.

Yeah?

I need day shift.

Why?

My daughter.

She's not safe.

Is she all right?

Yes.

I didn't know you had a child.

How old?

11 and 3 months.

You don't look old enough.

When did you have her, when you were four?

No, I'd be 14.

Right.

Well, I'll see what I can

I can do.

Maybe I can go home on my own?

That someday I would fly, fly away.

And I always knew I couldn't stay.

So I had a dream that I'd just fly away.

I've been on my own for a minute.

Standing on the line I was given,

people stared and asked me why I'm here.

No, I don't wanna be like them.

Oh, oh, oh I fly away.

No one knew how low I was feeling.

I was scared to reach for it all.

I had a dream that someday I would just fly,

fly away.

Can I show you something?

Careful.

Come on.

I'm on.

I'm out of space and there is nothing wrong.

I'm on.

I can see my people singing all my songs.

I'm on.

It's been a while, but I could still be gone.

I'm on.

On, on.

It happens in a minute, happens in a minute.

It happens in a minute, happens in a minute.

It happens in a minute, happens in a minute.

Let me see yours.

Wow.

I like the colors.

They really suit you.

You're so crazy. Now let's go.

OK, bye.

Let's never leave.

This place is beautiful.

Not like that bloody shithole.

But I love that bloody shithole.

You said bloody.

-Bloody. -Bloody.

-Bloody. -Bloody.

Bloody.

I know what it's like to be new, to feel isolated, alone.

Ama needs to start...

Ama needs what?

I think they're good for each other.

I think that's what I'm trying to say.

You have a child?

Why do you ask?

If you love your own child, you

won't think another person knows better

than you what your child needs.

Where is Ama?

Where's my child?

Did you see where Ama go?

That's what I've been trying to say.

The council are shocked.

They will never admit those boilers

haven't been safe for years.

They have decided to move us all to hostels first.

Looks that way.

And they're starting with your block?

Aye.

And yours.

God knows how long before we get somewhere decent.

I don't want to go.

I am not going.

I don't either, hen, but the building's falling to shit.

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Where have you been?

We're moving?

Where did you go?

I'm not leaving.

Were you with that girl?

Fiona's mom wants to stay.

I think I can trust you.

I'll stay with them also.

Hey.

You want her? WOMAN: What?

She want to be with you and your daughter.

What the fuck are you on about?

See?

They don't want you.

Are you happy?

Are you all right?

I will keep you safe.

Always.

Say it.

Say it, Grace.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ignore them.

Do you agree?

A bit, yeah.

Sorry.

You just need some Dove.

It's deodorant.

What for?

Under your arms.

Stops you from smelling.

About yesterday.

Don't worry about it.

Everybody is laughing at me.

That don't matter.

It's because I smell.

You use it.

Use what?

For under your arms.

Raise your arm.

It is basic, but it is clean.

And safe.

I am young and living with my grandmother.

So I made a wish.

Go on.

You were getting water from a well and you made a wish.

That I would have somebody

who could be my friend.

So you won't be lonely.

So I won't be lonely.

And you waited and waited and almost give up hope.

Yes.

But then I come along.

And everything change.

Come to your river.

I will come to your river.

I will come to your river.

Come to your river.

Wash my soul.

I will come to you river.

Wash my soul.

I will come to you river.

Wash my soul again.

Carry away my dead leaves.

Let me baptize my soul with the help of your waters.

Sink my pains and complaints.

Let the river take them.

River.

You look amazing.

My ego and my blame.

Hey.

Come on.

With the help of your waters.

Those old means are so ashamed to let the river take them.

Grace?

Grace?

Grace?

Come on.

I don't think this is working for you.

It's been four shifts you haven't been able to complete.

Anybody else would have been out after two.

I just need a little break.

I'll be better.

Am I dying?

I am dying.

No.

No.

What is happening?

It's period.

Why?

It allows us to have babies.

When will it stop?

It doesn't.

What should I do?

Put this in your knickers.

Hey, it's OK.

She didn't do anything wrong.

What is that?

It's a period.

You want to see things on your own?

After all I've through?

You want to leave me?

You want to leave me.

I should leave you before and never look back.

Why should I be the one to look after you?

But you made...

No, they forced me.

I have no choice.

No.

No.

You should have somebody.

Who could be your friend?

So you won't be lonely.

And you waited and waited and almost give up hope.

But then I came along.

I did not ask for you.

I did not ask for you.

I did not ask for you.

Grace, did I do something wrong?

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You going to answer that?

Your phone.

Answer it or turn it off.

That's all I can do.

Hey.

It's all right.

I'm sorry.

- I'm sorry. - It's OK.

It's OK.

She has been keeping me company.

Where were you?

Where is my father?

Everyone has a father.

Where's mine?

What... what did you say to her?

Don't talk to my child.

Never speak to me.

Mm?

I know you really don't know me, but you are not alone.

You stay away from her.

You stay away from me.

Fiona, are you all right?

You know you can talk to me.

What's wrong?

Hmm?

Where are we going?

Ama, I don't know, but we have to start again.

This place, we're not safe here.

Grace, Ama, it's Lisa.

Just give them a moment, please.

Open the door.

I will open the door.

We will be fine, OK?

How have you both been?

You were leaving?

They found us somewhere.

Well, that's good.

I was wondering if I could have a little chat with Ama

on her own.

It's just a little chat like the one we had at school.

You know, about how you've been doing.

She don't want to talk to you.

It's just a few questions.

There is nothing to be afraid of.

I promise.

We don't want to talk to you.

I'll be back in a moment.

Please don't go anywhere.

I didn't do anything wrong, did I, Grace?

No, please, no.

- Why can't you ask here? - You know why.

You won't let me speak to her.

Ama doesn't want to talk with you.

Why don't you give them a little space?

Don't touch her.

You are making things worse.

Tell them to leave us.

It's fine.

I've got this.

Ama,.

Oh, really?

Ama?

Ama?

Ama!

Where did Ama go?

Can I talk to you in private?

Grace, I'm trying to help.

That's all I'm trying to do.

I'm trying to help you.

Will you call me?

If she doesn't come back this evening, will you call me?

What her friend Fiona said about what happened here

the other night, is it true?

Grace?

Grace, are you OK?

I'm fine.

Do you need anything?

Can I help?

No.

Do you know where she's gone?

I am here.

Grace, I am just here.

Ama.

Ama.

I'm sorry.

You... you won't.

I'm sorry, Grace.

You won't let them take me.

I'm sorry if I made it hard.

I'll do anything.

I'll be good.

I'll be very, very good.

Promise?

I'll be good.

Grace, promise.

The walls will be pink.

And gold.

The carpets will be white.

Soft like clouds.

And when we walk on it, it will be like we're in the sky.

This is all my fault.

No it isn't.

Look at me.

We will be fine.

I'll make sure.

OK?

Are you hungry?

What be the rules when I go?

We keep to ourselves.

What else?

We cannot trust anyone.

And?

I open the door for nobody.

I make no sound.

It's me.

Will you let me in?

Ama?

You're my only real friend.

I'm really sorry.

Ama.

Ama, please.

Are you all right?

We're fine.

What will you do?

I'm not sure again.

I... I don't know.

I... I'm not sure yet.

I

I have been here for five years.

I work.

I eat.

I go to the cinema.

I have some friends.

But still sometimes I don't know if I will ever feel safe.

But I have to believe it.

Otherwise it's like I have given up.

It is not just for Ama.

Grace, you, you also need to feel safe.

Your highness.

I'm sorry.

When she was a baby, the best thing was to watch her sleep.

And just like that, she was in another world.

Small.

Very small and not strong.

In a small life.

She's seen too much.

Always the struggle.

And I'm trying to make things better.

I can... I can look over her.

But now my heart goes down because she's changing.

She doesn't look small anymore.

I promise you that whatever you need right now

will be best for Ama.

Do you believe me?

You have to trust me.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I want you to grow safe.

I want you to be happy.

Everything I do is for this.

If you're scared, know you won't be forever.

Trust me.

I am breathing the same air as you.

Always.