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Celeste was
born in America in 1986.
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Considering her parents'
background, education,
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and socioeconomic status,
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being somewhat on
the losing side of Reaganomics,
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the name of Latin origin seemed
an especially poetic choice.
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It carved her out some
predetermined destination,
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a route which to travel by.
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And many years before "Celeste"
rolled off the cultural tongue
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like a principled anecdote one
senses they were born knowing,
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she might not have been
described as all that special
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or conspicuously talented.
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However, she did possess
that proverbial "something,"
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which on occasion captured
the attention of her teachers
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and young peers.
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Despite what naysayers later
perceived of her ingenuity,
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she was actually
a very savvy businesswoman.
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In the beginning, she was kind
and full of grace,
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and at least she wrote
her own lyrics.
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No one could take that
away from her.
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She would be 13
going on 14 years old
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in the year 2000,
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the dawn
of the new millennium.
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Morning.
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- Good morning.
- Good morning.
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- Hello.
- Welcome back.
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- Good morning.
- Hi. Happy New Year.
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Therese, did you change
your hair?
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Uh, my sister cut it.
She's a hairdresser.
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Oh. Does she work in town?
I want a cut like that.
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Really? Uh, well,
she lives out of state.
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She was visiting us
for the holidays,
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but I can let you know
when she's back.
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Would you mind?
Sometimes you feel like a change.
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Sure, I can.
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- Hello.
- What's up?
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- Good morning.
- Hi.
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- Hi. Welcome back.
- Good morning.
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Okay.
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Welcome back, everybody.
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- Did you enjoy the break?
- Yes. Yeah.
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- Did you enjoy the break?
- Yes.
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Well, I received news
from Vice Principal Kane
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about our homeroom
computer appeal.
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What is it?
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I want to wait and share it
once everyone's arrived.
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We're waiting on, um,
Eric and Elyse.
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Well,
they're probably gonna take a while.
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Why is that?
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Aidan, let's not start
the year off at odds.
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Whatever you're saying to him,
you can save it for after class.
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He's here.
I saw Eric five minutes ago.
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- All right, then. We'll wait.
- Are we getting desktops?
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- I said we'll wait.
- Excuse me.
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Yes?
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My name is
Cullen Active.
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What?
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Yes, Cullen, I know.
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Celeste?
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Celeste, go stand in the back
with the others.
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Is she breathing?
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No.
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Celeste,
you need to get up
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and step away from the windows,
because in a few minutes
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there will be
an explosion.
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What are you doing?
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Why are you doing this?
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Stop! Stop!
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I'm standing.
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I'll stand.
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Now everyone,
please shut up and be quiet.
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Go back inside!
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Cullen?
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Cullen, please let us go.
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I killed plenty
of people already.
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I'm sorry.
I can't do that now.
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Please.
At least let everyone else go.
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I'll stay here with you.
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And what are
we gonna do?
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We'll pray together.
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Shh. Everything's gonna be...
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- Clear.
- Adam Seven, clear in the classroom.
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Clear!
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Adam Seven, be advised...
multiple 80s.
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Room 206, second floor.
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Breathe
in and hold your breath.
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Breathe.
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What are
you feeling now?
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I feel like
I'm on a boat.
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Nausea won't subside?
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It's not just that.
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I just feel
like I'm spinning.
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You think
it's in my head?
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No, I don't think
it's in your head at all.
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I just don't think it has anything
to do with your spinal injury.
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I need to sit.
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I'll get your chair.
Just a minute. Come on.
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Do you want to try
a few more steps?
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Okay. Good.
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All right.
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- There you go.
- Where's Dad and Eleanor?
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They went to
get us some food.
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Some of the other kids
have been complaining
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about their ears ringing
from the gun blasts.
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I talked to her doctor
about it, and...
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Great.
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- Hey, Mrs. Howard.
- Hello, Miss Celeste.
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I'm so sorry
I was sick.
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I should've
been there for you.
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I'm so grateful
you're alive.
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I think I would have died...
or just killed myself.
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I don't think
I could've standed it.
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I'm here now,
and I am never going to leave you.
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Ever.
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My God.
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Ellie,
I think I've done something terrible.
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What is it?
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It says here they found
Cullen's grandparents.
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They think that he shot both of
them three weeks before Christmas
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and lived with the bodies
over the holiday.
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- Ew!
- Dad...
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- Excuse me.
- Stop.
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I'm sorry. There are some news
people here requesting an interview.
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Oh, well, don't look at me.
It's up to her.
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I don't want anyone
to see me like this.
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You look fine.
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Can you talk
to them?
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Me?
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What am
I supposed to say?
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I wasn't there.
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Just tell them how sorry we
are for everyone that died.
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Call Mom.
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Are you sure?
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I can take you
to a telephone.
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Thanks, babe.
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- I think I want to try and sleep for a while.
- Good.
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I think I am going to try
and take your mother
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out to dinner
or something.
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Get her mind
off of things.
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Sure you don't need anything
else other than that keyboard?
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You know, I have a guitar
in the basement.
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Could bring that over,
teach you a little.
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Thanks, but...
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it's hard for me
to tilt my head down.
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So it starts like...
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so, one, two, three.
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Yeah.
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Twice.
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...remain
in critical condition.
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Hold them especially
in your prayers.
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Please join me now
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by turning to the page 13.
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I was informed earlier,
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and I guess some of you
are already aware,
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of last night's
arson attempt
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over at
the Active residence.
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Lieutenant Lynne at
the 120th Precinct has asked me
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to remind everyone
that that is the site
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of an ongoing
investigation,
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and its destruction would...
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gravely impair their officers'
ability to provide answers
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to the community's
many pressing questions.
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I would like to add...
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ferocious anger
prompted this,
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and we cannot have
any more anger
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or violence around us
this minute.
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I'll go a step further
by asking you all to please
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include the perpetrator
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of these vicious attacks
in your prayers.
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By this way of
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healing prayer
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and forgiveness,
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victims of this tragedy
will be...
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released from
their own grief
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and rage in the afterlife.
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Throughout the night, we'll be
asking New Brighton students
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to come up and share
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memories and recollections
with us.
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Please join me in welcoming
Celeste Montgomery
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from Stephanie Dwyer's
eighth-grade class.
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Um, I tried to prepare
something to say,
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but... I couldn't really put
my feelings into words exactly,
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so I thought
I'd do this instead.
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Uh, my sister, Ellie,
helped me a lot.
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This song is about us,
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and... it's for her.
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♪ Hey ♪
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♪ Turn the light on ♪
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♪ 'Cause I've got no one
To show me the way ♪
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♪ Please, I will follow ♪
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♪ 'Cause you're my last hope
I'll do anything ♪
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♪ You say ♪
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♪ And ♪
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♪ I tried it my way ♪
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♪ And I failed to save me ♪
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♪ From myself ♪
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♪ So ♪
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♪ Bind my hands now ♪
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♪ Shut my mouth down
I will listen ♪
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♪ Listen well ♪
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♪ So teach me ♪
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♪ Show me all you've got ♪
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♪ And in your words
I will be ♪
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♪ Wrapped up ♪
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♪ Speak to me ♪
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♪ You're my last hope ♪
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♪ And I will say nothing ♪
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♪ And listen to your love ♪
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♪ And I'm so
lucky to be with you ♪
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♪ Keeping me from my shadow
Whoa ♪
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♪ And though I might
Have been torn to shreds ♪
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♪ By the people in my head ♪
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♪ I ♪
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♪ I let one tear fall ♪
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♪ And I crumble like
The Berlin Wall ♪
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At the advice of a producer,
Celeste would change the lyric
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from "I" to "we,"
and shortly thereafter,
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the entire country fell in step
with her sentiment.
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It was not her grief;
it was theirs.
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No longer merely
her experience,
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they reclaimed it
as their own.
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Over the course
of the following year,
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The song would become
an anthem for the nation.
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Simply put, it was a hit.
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♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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♪ Devil may try
To kill your game ♪
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♪ So let him try ♪
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♪ I missed my train
Got stuck outside in the rain ♪
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♪ Let it go tonight ♪
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♪ And I don't got nothing
In my band, but ♪
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♪ Hell, that's all right ♪
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♪ I was used to loving
Never not in pain ♪
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♪ That's my sweet life ♪
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♪ I, I, I
Want to touch your sky ♪
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Sorry. I'm getting thrown off
from hearing my own voice.
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You want me to
pull that out?
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If you can do that, thanks.
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- No problem.
- Do you like it when I go
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- to the C before the refrain?
- No, not...
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- I thought that was D, sorry.
- That is a D right over there.
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Oh.
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Celeste,
let's take five.
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Meet me in the hall.
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You okay in there,
or are you in over your head?
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- No, I'm good.
- You trust me?
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Do you trust me?
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Yeah.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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That's good,
'cause I've been doing this a long time,
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and I can understand
if it's little overwhelming,
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but you have to trust
the process.
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The process works.
That's why you and your parents chose me
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to guide you
through this...
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strange and unpredictable
new process.
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So I want you to remember what I
told you at your parents' place
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the first time we met.
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You got to shut your eyes and
pretend like you're in your bedroom.
260
00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:32,896
You're just dancing in your bedroom,
and no one's looking at you,
261
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:36,436
and you ain't got
a care in the world, okay?
262
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,278
Okay.
263
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,994
You got to tell me
if I'm not making any sense,
264
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:44,256
'cause you got your head screwed on so
straight half the time I forget you're a kid.
265
00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:47,016
Don't worry yourself too much about the
technical stuff, 'cause I'm telling you,
266
00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:50,158
these people are not here to
listen to that fuckin' bass player
267
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,398
riff like he's
Jaco Pastorius, hmm?
268
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,671
- Okay.
- This is your show, okay?
269
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,076
Remember that.
Run it. Okay?
270
00:25:58,120 --> 00:25:59,952
- You ready to get back into it?
- Yeah.
271
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,276
- Good.
- But can you do me a favor?
272
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,119
- Yeah.
- Can you watch your language around Ellie?
273
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,516
It really bothers her
when people swear.
274
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,591
Yeah, so I'm sorry.
275
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,030
I-I, uh...
276
00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:17,198
I-I didn't realize
I was swearing at you.
277
00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:20,074
I wasn't thinking.
I'm sorry. Okay.
278
00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,176
So I just quickly
cut something together
279
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,078
for the first
and the last verse,
280
00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,696
and it actually seems like
it's working really well.
281
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,030
We might be over-thinking it.
282
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:33,471
In the first verse, though, there's a
little crack or a hiccup or something
283
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,160
in your delivery of
"'Cause I missed the train."
284
00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:38,669
So maybe we should just
take it from there?
285
00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:40,677
Great.
I'll nail that.
286
00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:42,916
Then we can get started
on "Body Talk."
287
00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:45,156
I'm sorry,
what section is that?
288
00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:47,840
It's the next track.
289
00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:50,239
Okay. Yeah.
290
00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,476
Let's get a head start
on tomorrow.
291
00:26:58,120 --> 00:27:00,430
Okay, here we go.
292
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,676
I'm sorry I'm late.
293
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,837
Thank you for waiting.
294
00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:15,759
Have you girls
been enjoying your stay?
295
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,634
Yeah.
The hotel's very nice.
296
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,592
Yeah. It's great.
297
00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:23,674
So, what's next?
298
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:25,996
She beat me to the punch.
299
00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:29,316
Well, a few things.
300
00:27:29,360 --> 00:27:32,034
First, I've been meaning
to ask you if you, uh,
301
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,356
have any background
in dance,
302
00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:36,232
or if your injury
303
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:39,079
- prevents you from...
- I used to take ballet.
304
00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:40,315
And no.
305
00:27:40,360 --> 00:27:42,397
I just have to
be careful.
306
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:44,272
That's great.
307
00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,835
Internally we've been discussing
a few upcoming events,
308
00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:49,554
performances we'd like
to pitch you for,
309
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:52,115
and we'd love to set you up
with a choreographer.
310
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:54,800
What kind of appearances?
311
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,036
In-store performances,
things like that.
312
00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:58,958
It's a great way
to introduce
313
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,151
your live experience
to the public
314
00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,678
and a great way for you to
get your feet wet in turn.
315
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,280
Uh, Celeste,
316
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,950
we really love
what you do here,
317
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,674
but after everything
you've been through,
318
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:18,077
I just think it's necessary to
be really straight with you
319
00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:20,555
and let you know
that there is
320
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,557
no guarantee that
these new tracks will work.
321
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,434
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
She's 14 years old.
322
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:29,315
You don't need to talk that way to her.
Talk to me that way, not her.
323
00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:31,955
Let me finish, please.
324
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:37,913
it would be unconscionable
for me to
325
00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:40,191
not make a young person
like yourself fully cognizant
326
00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,239
of the reality
of the situation.
327
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:45,476
You've given us
a great demo,
328
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,160
and we are going to
pitch it hard,
329
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,398
but... the rest
is out of our hands.
330
00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,238
It's fine.
331
00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:55,192
If it works, great.
332
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:58,199
If not,
that's okay too.
333
00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:00,038
Well, that's great.
334
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,515
On to the fun stuff then.
335
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:06,190
This is what we had in mind
in terms of artwork
336
00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:10,757
for the EP that we'll be
sending to the stations.
337
00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,156
- What do you think?
- I like it.
338
00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,109
It's peach.
339
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:18,152
We can change
the color.
340
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:20,032
Just for now,
341
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,754
try and focus more
on the feeling of the layout.
342
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:26,397
- I like it.
- I like it too.
343
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,680
Great. They know
what they like.
344
00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:31,757
That's great. We love it.
345
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:35,555
The lyric inside of the font
gives it precedence,
346
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:39,116
the advent of a new voice
being announced.
347
00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:43,439
But the most important thing to us
is that you feel well-represented.
348
00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:47,191
I feel well-represented.
349
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:50,358
As your representative,
I'd like to express how highly unusual
350
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:53,074
and inappropriate
that woman's conduct was.
351
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:55,476
I had no idea
she was gonna sit down
352
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:58,433
and give you a list of reasons that
she's not to be held accountable
353
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,551
if she fails at her job.
354
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,320
These salespeople are mostly the same.
Five minutes into a meeting
355
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:06,000
you know they couldn't sell
a lifejacket to Natalie Wood.
356
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:08,999
She was just telling me
not to get my hopes up.
357
00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:12,112
Of course you should
get your hopes up.
358
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,629
Come on.
359
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,354
So, from here,
pulling through five,
360
00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:19,437
walking six, seven,
361
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,120
and down eight.
362
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,914
Uh-huh, good.
So to do that slide,
363
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:28,800
and you want to think
of actually lifting up
364
00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,718
as you're going down,
okay?
365
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,197
You'll get more length on the slide.
Let me see it.
366
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,553
- Good. You okay?
- Yeah, I'm good.
367
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,478
- You sure?
- I'm fine.
368
00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:42,671
- We can take a break if you need.
- No, no, I'm okay.
369
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,633
Okay. I'm gonna put the disc on,
and let's go from the top.
370
00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,113
♪ I, I, I, I ♪
371
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,234
♪ I, I, I, I ♪
372
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:07,830
- Finding the beat.
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
373
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,159
Ready?
374
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,954
Step right, left.
375
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,720
Good.
376
00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:22,319
Grapevine.
377
00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:32,832
Going forward.
378
00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:45,639
And going down.
Good, okay.
379
00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:47,558
When the chorus comes in,
380
00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:49,353
try to sing along
with the track,
381
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:51,232
to see how that feels,
okay?
382
00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,272
And just focus
on breathing,
383
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,376
because you want to have enough
air to get through the track.
384
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,278
Okay? Ready?
385
00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,472
Five, six, seven, eight.
386
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,314
Keep going.
387
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,270
Good. Step.
388
00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:27,594
Low.
389
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,472
And hit.
390
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,519
Good.
391
00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:42,071
And right. Left.
392
00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:43,474
Walk.
393
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:46,159
Up.
394
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,834
Good.
That feel okay?
395
00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:53,111
- Yeah.
- Good, good.
396
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,309
Is this what
you wanted to see? Huh?
397
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,397
Is this what
you wanted to see?
398
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,511
They came into our house...
399
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:45,071
The government
called it Operation Reunion,
400
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,237
a delicate mission
carried out
401
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,999
with military precision.
402
00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:50,759
No one was
seriously injured.
403
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,231
What if you get
really big?
404
00:33:57,680 --> 00:33:59,273
First of all,
405
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,437
I don't think that's
even happening.
406
00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:04,314
And second,
even if it did,
407
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,829
it's not like I wouldn't
come home all the time.
408
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,311
Really think I'm gonna be
able to get in anywhere?
409
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,589
Totally.
410
00:34:18,640 --> 00:34:21,599
You look like
you're 22.
411
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,597
No way.
412
00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,472
You do.
413
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,992
"Excuse me, sir.
414
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:31,680
Have you met
my baby sister?
415
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,996
She's so sexy,
isn't she?"
416
00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:35,440
Shut up.
417
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,234
It's true.
418
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:40,556
You're the pretty one,
419
00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:42,996
and you sing
better than me.
420
00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:46,511
I know. And I'm bigger
than you too.
421
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:50,120
Stop! Stop!
422
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:51,879
Sorry.
423
00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,230
Hurts my back.
424
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:00,276
- I'm not dressed.
- Okay.
425
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:10,353
Got a call from the label,
from that P.R... bitch.
426
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,915
- You want to hear about it?
- Is it bad?
427
00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:15,634
- You gonna let me in?
- Ellie's getting dressed.
428
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:17,911
- They shopped it around to radio.
- And what?
429
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,034
And you did it. She says "Alive" and
"Hologram" tested in the mid-90s.
430
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,992
What about
the other ones?
431
00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,016
They did fine, I think,
but you got two, for Christ sake.
432
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,430
You needed exactly one
to work.
433
00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:30,477
You don't seem excited.
434
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:32,637
Well, you don't seem
very excited either.
435
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,070
I'm thrilled.
Just didn't come as much of a surprise.
436
00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:36,998
A & R is sending through
a list of their acts
437
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,396
they think you can open for
in the spring.
438
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,456
- I can't believe it.
- Listen, I'm sending you home for a week or two.
439
00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,056
I want you to rest up,
'cause guess what?
440
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:44,878
I'm taking you to Stockholm
after the break.
441
00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,479
- Really?
- It's in Europe.
442
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:48,591
- I know.
- They want enough tracks for an album.
443
00:35:48,640 --> 00:35:51,075
I want you working with this guy.
The best.
444
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:52,918
You'll know his stuff
when you hear it.
445
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,520
He's written everything.
Hits.
446
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,040
I told him, make space for you.
He said okay if we come to him.
447
00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:00,914
- Oh.
- So whatever you got... half-written,
448
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:03,600
ideas, whatever you got...
let's go lay it down.
449
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,639
You hear that, Ellie?
450
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:09,832
See? I told you
you'd get really big.
451
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,216
Following a short
visit home with their parents,
452
00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:17,074
Celeste's manager had
the girls' passports expedited,
453
00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,635
and the three of them
set flight for an unfamiliar
454
00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:22,514
if not particularly exotic
foreign city,
455
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:26,474
where they would go on to have
many uniquely first experiences.
456
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:31,000
Stockholm was home
to what business scholars
457
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:34,033
and economic geographers call
an industry cluster,
458
00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:37,118
an agglomeration of talent,
business infrastructure,
459
00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:39,231
and competing firms
all swirling around
460
00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,476
one industry in one place.
461
00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,957
In the 1940s, church leaders
and cultural conservatives
462
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,674
rallied together around
a solemn mission:
463
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:51,077
to safeguard the country's youth
against the degenerate music
464
00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:53,635
that was being piped in
from America.
465
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:58,072
To combat this threat, municipal schools
of music spread across the country,
466
00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:01,557
offering morally uplifting
instruction in classical music.
467
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,116
One thing would eventually
to another.
468
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,193
Born at the height
of this morally uplifting boom
469
00:37:08,240 --> 00:37:10,311
at the close
of the second war,
470
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:13,990
Swedish producer Tor Erik
Romstad was initially skeptical
471
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:17,590
but grew increasingly fond
of the inseparable sisters.
472
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,280
And though he considered
himself a beat-up old atheist
473
00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:24,030
that had been phoning it in for
some time in the pop music game,
474
00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:27,312
he found the girls'
kind-hearted devotion to God,
475
00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:30,159
music, and most importantly,
one another,
476
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,760
to be altogether inspiring.
477
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,235
Over the course of five weeks,
he would turn out
478
00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:39,638
some of his career's most
addictive hooks and melodies.
479
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,037
So far oblivious to the
impending deluge of notoriety
480
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:45,390
these tracks would
soon afford her,
481
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:46,920
Celeste primarily enjoyed
getting
482
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,600
all this one-on-one time
with Eleanor.
483
00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,916
They never could've dreamed
they would one day
484
00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,792
casually travel
to Europe together,
485
00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:57,151
unsupervised and unattended.
486
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,556
On weekends,
Eleanor enjoyed
487
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:02,513
playing the role of the big
sister by taking Celeste around
488
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:05,758
to the nearby bars
and local dance clubs.
489
00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,440
Before the massacre
at New Brighton,
490
00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:11,917
Eleanor might never have dared to
share these more disgraceful aspects
491
00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:15,317
of her recreational appetites
with her young sibling.
492
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:19,149
But considering all the
suffering Celeste had endured,
493
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,840
she was surely
old enough now to engage
494
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:24,952
in the more pleasurable parts
of adulthood also.
495
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:29,438
Celeste felt alive,
creative, and autonomous,
496
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,632
in command
of her own destiny.
497
00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:44,790
Baby,
he's calling again.
498
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,877
We're gonna miss
our flight.
499
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,479
It's so early.
500
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,479
Tell him I don't think
I can get on a plane.
501
00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:03,280
I don't believe this shit.
502
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,670
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
503
00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:08,235
- No, I'm sorry.
- No, don't say you're sorry.
504
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:11,432
Just don't do it.
505
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,837
It's the same old shit with
all you kids over and over.
506
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,715
Your parents trusted me.
I take that seriously.
507
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:20,274
Are you smiling?
508
00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:22,755
Are you smiling?
Don't smile at me.
509
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,634
It's just that you're funny.
Don't yell at me.
510
00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:27,353
I'll stop yelling
when you wipe
511
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,154
that condescending beam
off your face.
512
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,556
Guess what?
Since you two both
513
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,474
decided to completely fuck off
and do whatever you please,
514
00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,116
with zero consideration for what a
terrible position you put me in...
515
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:42,073
morally, ethically,
legally...
516
00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:44,919
from now on,
I veto your request,
517
00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:48,715
and will swear and fuckin'
curse as much as I please.
518
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,638
'Cause guess what?
I'm not buying
519
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,673
this innocent little girl
shit you two are selling.
520
00:39:53,720 --> 00:39:55,871
Fine. It's a deal.
521
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,593
Just stop yelling.
522
00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:00,872
I'm obviously
not yelling.
523
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,954
You have 12 hours to lie knocked out
on a plane and get your act together.
524
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,469
And what?
Think about what I've done?
525
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,115
I called your room
10 times.
526
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,557
What happens in 12 hours?
527
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:20,032
- Going to L.A. to make a video.
- What?
528
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:42,669
Did you enjoy
the show?
529
00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:45,713
- What?
- Did you like the show?
530
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:48,195
Oh, sorry.
I actually just got here.
531
00:42:48,240 --> 00:42:50,197
He's your manager?
532
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,114
How did you guys
connect?
533
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:56,311
He saw me sing on TV.
534
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:57,999
Oh, I'm Celeste.
535
00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:00,316
Can I get you a drink,
Celeste?
536
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,591
No, I'm good, thanks.
537
00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:05,439
I have to work
early tomorrow.
538
00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:07,711
I'm making a video.
539
00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,831
Are you in it?
540
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,837
Well, I hope so.
541
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:14,031
It's a video
for a song I made.
542
00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,197
Well, what kind of music
do you make?
543
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,079
- I'm embarrassed to say.
- Why?
544
00:43:19,120 --> 00:43:21,157
I don't want you
to make fun of me.
545
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,396
I'm not gonna
make fun of you.
546
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,794
Pop music.
547
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,832
Ah, I love pop music.
548
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,634
- No you don't.
- Of course I do. Who doesn't love pop music?
549
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,878
What are you doing? Let's go back.
I want you to meet somebody.
550
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,515
- I know your brother.
- Yeah, we've met around.
551
00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:36,960
Yeah. Celeste.
552
00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:40,559
Are you all right?
553
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:42,637
I've taken a load
of pills before the set
554
00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,990
'cause I was nervous,
555
00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:46,872
and I think
I need some new stuff
556
00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,276
to counteract
the old stuff.
557
00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,198
Do you have any drugs
in the room?
558
00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,391
Only painkillers.
559
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:55,875
Oh. Okay.
560
00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,879
I have to go back downstairs
and get a new key.
561
00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,832
I think I grabbed
my sister's.
562
00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,876
That is nice.
563
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,231
I love this shit.
564
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:25,953
Yeah.
565
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,196
This is brilliant.
This is, like, the best song I've ever heard.
566
00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,152
Shut up.
567
00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,954
You left out
a drop and crawl.
568
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,560
I'm not doing that.
569
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:51,875
You do it.
570
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:55,630
Fine. I will.
571
00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,036
Get off my stage.
572
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,871
Stop. Oh, God.
573
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:08,833
Stop! Stop!
574
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,713
You make
the same sort of music
575
00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,514
the boy who attacked me
used to listen to.
576
00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:20,190
Does that remind you
of him?
577
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,990
It did, just this moment.
578
00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,319
I hope that doesn't
upset you too much.
579
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:32,834
It doesn't.
580
00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:39,280
I think when you meet someone who's going
to become an important figure in your life,
581
00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:43,837
that... it forces us
to look back at the past
582
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:47,396
so we can get on
with the future, is all.
583
00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:54,030
In my defense,
584
00:45:54,080 --> 00:45:57,915
maybe it was the thing that
pushed that kid over the edge,
585
00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:01,078
or... maybe it was
the only thing
586
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:04,511
that could've saved him and
all those other poor kids.
587
00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:09,916
Anyhow,
I'm glad I'm already important to you.
588
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:15,399
I don't like to
think about it
589
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:18,000
or talk about it.
590
00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:20,430
Why would you?
I mean,
591
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:22,676
what is there
to talk about?
592
00:46:26,240 --> 00:46:29,916
That's what I love
about pop music.
593
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:33,715
I don't want people to
have to think too hard.
594
00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:36,355
I just want them
to feel good.
595
00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:44,353
Ever since it happened,
596
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:46,915
I have the same dream
every night.
597
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:50,393
Tell me.
598
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,677
In my dream, I'm speeding
through a tunnel
599
00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:58,838
that doesn't seem to end.
600
00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:02,635
I'm late to meet someone
at the other side.
601
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:06,677
And every time I turn
602
00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:09,719
these wide bends in the road,
603
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,480
I drive past a body,
604
00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,796
but I don't stop for it.
605
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:17,993
Dead body?
606
00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:21,798
Not exactly,
607
00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:24,600
but...
608
00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,672
lifeless.
609
00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:34,554
After a while,
610
00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:38,992
I realize that they're
these doubles of me,
611
00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:41,271
like clones,
612
00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:44,836
that I've tried to send
down the tunnel in my place.
613
00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:49,193
But they never made it
to the other side.
614
00:47:49,240 --> 00:47:51,436
They're never the same age.
615
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,757
They're always laid out
in different configurations.
616
00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,239
Makes sense.
617
00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:02,912
Does it?
618
00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:06,477
Sure.
619
00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:10,036
I mean,
you almost died.
620
00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:12,037
So...
621
00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:15,630
now it's easy to imagine
yourself dead at any age.
622
00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:21,592
I don't think that's
what it's about, because...
623
00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:24,200
in my dream,
I know that I will never die.
624
00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:31,480
What's at the end
of the tunnel?
625
00:48:34,720 --> 00:48:37,519
I always wake up
before I get there.
626
00:48:39,720 --> 00:48:42,155
But I'm so frightened,
because...
627
00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:45,079
I'm going somewhere
where no one can find me
628
00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,237
and no one knows my name.
629
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,157
Wake up!
630
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:28,112
What are you doing
in here?
631
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:32,552
You got to wake up.
We have to call Mom and Dad.
632
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:34,990
Where's the remote?
633
00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:38,033
A plane crashed into
a building in New York.
634
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:39,793
And playback.
635
00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:47,758
♪ Oh ♪
636
00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:54,909
♪ Oh, pretend and lie ♪
637
00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:57,429
♪ There is
Smoke and fire ♪
638
00:49:57,480 --> 00:49:59,870
♪ You are the great desire ♪
639
00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:04,153
♪ I wish you'd disappear
Now I've seen enough ♪
640
00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:09,958
♪ Of your dirty
Lo-o-o-o-ove ♪
641
00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:11,559
♪ Yes, I have seen ♪
642
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:17,358
♪ Enou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ough ♪
643
00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:20,518
♪ Of your dirty love
Now I get you up ♪
644
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:23,632
♪ I just want you gone ♪
645
00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:27,310
♪ I need to be alone
You're dirty magic ♪
646
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:30,478
♪ You've broken my heart ♪
647
00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:32,113
♪ With your black art ♪
648
00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:40,275
- Cue the set?
- Set.
649
00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,630
And playback.
650
00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:57,478
Haunted by the ephemeral image
651
00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:00,479
of her sister and manager's
nocturnal encounter,
652
00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:04,116
wrestling feelings
of betrayal and exclusion,
653
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:05,913
Celeste's loss of innocence
654
00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,600
curiously mirrored
that of the nation.
655
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:13,080
From that day forth,
the girls' paths diverged,
656
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,396
and the two sisters
were forcefully pushed towards
657
00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:18,751
opposing severities
of their characters.
658
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,076
One for the money,
two for the show,
659
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:24,158
three to get ready,
and four we go.
660
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:29,394
Cut. Good.
661
00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:44,994
In the year 2017,
662
00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:47,430
Celeste would be
31 years old,
663
00:52:47,480 --> 00:52:49,995
prisoner of a gaudy
and unlivable present,
664
00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:52,953
which had reached
an extreme of its cycle,
665
00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:55,469
and there was no imagining
what new forms
666
00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:58,399
it, or she, may assume.
667
00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:11,040
Where are you going?
668
00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:12,639
For a smoke.
She's with makeup.
669
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,911
- Is she dressed?
- Hair wanted her.
670
00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:16,952
Round tables
start at 1:00.
671
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,560
That's not on me.
40 minutes late.
672
00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:23,600
Hey, how's she look?
673
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,313
Tired.
674
00:53:28,240 --> 00:53:30,914
You look beautiful.
675
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,112
I think it's enough of a
statement with the brows.
676
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,595
I think we should stop
fussing with them now.
677
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:41,838
How we doing in here?
678
00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:43,758
20 minutes.
679
00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,553
Good. Celeste,
680
00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,796
I need to speak with you
before we start today.
681
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:50,560
- What is it?
- It's better in private.
682
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:55,117
Toni doesn't care.
What is it?
683
00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,277
There's, uh...
684
00:54:01,560 --> 00:54:03,358
There's been a shooting...
685
00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,915
they think it's terrorism...
in a beach town
686
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:07,599
called Brac in Croatia.
687
00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:09,520
- Do we know someone who got hurt?
- No, no, no.
688
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:12,200
Of course not.
No, no, no. Don't worry.
689
00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,472
We don't have much information,
but 14 people are dead,
690
00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:18,558
- and, uh, more are injured...
- Hey.
691
00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:21,776
No one is gonna think we are insensitive
for playing a gig halfway around the world.
692
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:23,075
It's not that.
693
00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:24,839
Okay, well, who did it?
694
00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:26,997
Far as I know,
nobody's claimed responsibility.
695
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:28,235
- Uh...
- Let me finish.
696
00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:30,920
- Okay.
- The shooters
697
00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:34,840
were all wearing masks
from our "Hologram" video.
698
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,758
- What?
- They came out in masks
699
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:38,712
and started shooting people
at a beach resort.
700
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:40,911
We don't know
if it was organized
701
00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:44,112
or just a one-off thing.
702
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:46,840
How similar?
703
00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:50,476
That's as much as I know.
704
00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:53,991
You're gonna get a lot of questions about
it today. I want you to be prepared.
705
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:57,556
- Can we call off the press?
- Probably not without calling off tonight too.
706
00:54:57,600 --> 00:55:00,798
Josie says it'd be bad
to avoid it anyway.
707
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:02,479
Okay.
708
00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:06,911
People are going to be
on your side.
709
00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:09,919
We just got to face it head-on
and, you know,
710
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:13,032
be astute in our response.
711
00:55:13,120 --> 00:55:15,874
I'm making arrangements to hold a
press conference downstairs at 4:00.
712
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,559
- A press conference?
- Yeah.
713
00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,456
- Are you kidding me?
- It'll take five minutes.
714
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,790
I called Josie, I told her
I want her here with us
715
00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:24,679
to prepare a statement now.
716
00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:27,315
Has anyone heard from Albertine?
My phone's dead.
717
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:29,238
Albertine is in the
restaurant having lunch.
718
00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:30,919
I'm taking you to
see them right now.
719
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:32,519
Is she mad at me?
720
00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:34,870
Why would she be mad at you?
She's excited to be here.
721
00:55:34,920 --> 00:55:37,594
I pushed roundtables
until after press assembly.
722
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:40,872
That allows us time for a
few more details to pour in.
723
00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:44,630
But the gist I have so far is,
it might all be a coincidence.
724
00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:48,276
- What do you mean, a coincidence?
- I don't know.
725
00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:51,392
They stopped at a costume store
and picked up the first disguise
726
00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:53,591
or whatever you want to
call it that they saw.
727
00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:56,917
But the article SRK sent over
purports that the gunmen
728
00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:59,429
were exploiting your image
and body of work as a symbol
729
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:02,518
of moral corruption in the
West or something lunatic.
730
00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:04,950
- Ah, great.
- Given your history,
731
00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:07,720
I think we should try and view
this as an opportunity to speak
732
00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:11,430
to some of your most important
beliefs and positions.
733
00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:14,040
I don't know about that.
In all likelihood,
734
00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:17,437
her history is the reason
they decided to target her.
735
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,393
Now, from the outset,
you have to make it clear
736
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,440
that the reason that you are not
canceling tonight or any upcoming dates
737
00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:27,314
is because there isn't enough
information yet to justify canceling.
738
00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:29,352
- Right.
- Keep it focused
739
00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:32,234
on your outpour of love
and mourning for the victims
740
00:56:32,280 --> 00:56:34,795
and victims of violence
all over the world.
741
00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:39,956
Nobody would blame you,
but don't say anything rash.
742
00:56:40,040 --> 00:56:43,351
I don't want anyone to misconstrue
what you're really trying to say.
743
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,279
- Everyone out there will feel for you.
- Yeah.
744
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,551
Just speak
from the heart.
745
00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:50,398
I feel like
I'm gonna throw up.
746
00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:55,876
No, it's just my meds.
My spine feels like daggers.
747
00:56:55,920 --> 00:57:00,278
I'll get the masseuse to swing
by straight after the show.
748
00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,551
- Hello.
- I'm gonna greet everyone
749
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:04,736
and get us set up and meet you
back down here in an hour.
750
00:57:04,760 --> 00:57:07,798
- Are they in the restaurant?
- Yeah, I'll call... There they are.
751
00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:11,151
Ah.
There you are!
752
00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:14,113
Why didn't you guys
come up to the green room?
753
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,520
Hey, Mom.
754
00:57:15,560 --> 00:57:17,995
Hi, baby.
755
00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:19,633
Hey, Ellie.
756
00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,478
Oh, you look tired.
757
00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:23,352
Want to come up to my room
and take a nap?
758
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,357
- No, I'm really hungry.
- Okay.
759
00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:27,756
She wouldn't eat anything
I ordered for her down here.
760
00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:29,359
I don't blame you.
761
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,312
I had room service
for breakfast. It's awful.
762
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:33,795
- No, it's not that. I get carsick.
- She gets carsick.
763
00:57:33,840 --> 00:57:36,400
Ah. Okay. Well, did you
have any fun at all?
764
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:40,275
- I showed her around our hometown.
- Hey. How are you?
765
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:43,154
- Things are the same in our world.
- It's good to see you, kiddo.
766
00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:44,873
How's Grandma and Grandpa?
767
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:47,151
Grandma wants to change
their tickets to tomorrow.
768
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,477
Why? I mean,
it's practically across the street from them.
769
00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:56,313
Okay, I'll call her.
770
00:57:56,360 --> 00:57:58,317
- How'd it go?
- What?
771
00:57:58,360 --> 00:57:59,999
- The conference.
- Oh.
772
00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:05,957
I know. Let's not talk
about it now.
773
00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:07,798
What's wrong?
774
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,309
None of your business.
Grownup problems. Don't worry about it.
775
00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,431
Hey, baby, you want to
get some lunch with me?
776
00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:16,394
Can I take Alby for
a quick solo girls' lunch?
777
00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:18,636
Of course,
but I need you back by 4:00
778
00:58:18,680 --> 00:58:20,194
so we can get ready
for the show.
779
00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,039
- All right.
- She has to be back by 3:30.
780
00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:25,072
Thank you, Ellie.
781
00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:27,496
Can you stick around the hotel, please?
I got to go upstairs...
782
00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:31,070
- I got to get out of here...
- Fine! Take security.
783
00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:34,158
I don't need a babysitter.
I'm gonna walk Alby down the street.
784
00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:37,238
Yeah, down the street.
Please be back by 3:30.
785
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:41,240
All right. You take a nap.
I'll bring her back after lunch.
786
00:58:41,280 --> 00:58:44,239
- What do you want to eat?
- Mm, I don't know.
787
00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:47,079
What do you mean, you don't know?
Of course you know.
788
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:49,840
I hate talking to kids
these days.
789
00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:53,152
They always say they "don't know"
about everything. Are you depressed or what?
790
00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,556
No.
791
00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:58,256
Listen, I'm just teasing. I'm just
trying to get you to relax around me.
792
00:58:58,280 --> 00:59:00,192
I am relaxed.
I'm just uncomfortable
793
00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:03,233
because there are so many
people looking at us.
794
00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:09,511
Listen, there's gonna be paparazzis outside
'cause everyone knows we're here.
795
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:11,631
- You want to go out the back?
- No.
796
00:59:11,680 --> 00:59:13,672
I'll just walk
ahead of you.
797
00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:24,791
Celeste? Celeste!
798
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:27,196
Hey, man,
please don't follow me.
799
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,118
What are your feelings
on today's attack?
800
00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:31,356
Listen, I'm going to lunch.
I'll be back in 45 minutes.
801
00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:34,040
You can take as many pictures
of me as you want then, okay?
802
00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:35,639
Thank you. Jeez!
803
00:59:35,680 --> 00:59:39,151
- Hey, slow down.
- I hate those people.
804
00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:42,352
Everybody hates those people.
Don't even worry about it.
805
00:59:42,400 --> 00:59:44,357
You should've let them
take a picture of you.
806
00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:47,757
- You look so beautiful today.
- No, I don't.
807
00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:50,360
I haven't washed my hair,
and I barely have any makeup on.
808
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:52,159
You want me to give you
some of mine?
809
00:59:52,200 --> 00:59:54,590
I woke up looking like
a pterodactyl today.
810
00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:57,280
That's the thanks you get
for giving the gift of life.
811
00:59:57,320 --> 00:59:59,516
No good deed
goes unpunished.
812
00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:02,871
You know, the little babies, they just
suck the lifeblood right out of you.
813
01:00:02,920 --> 01:00:04,957
Shut up.
You look great, Mom.
814
01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:06,753
Thank Christ for that.
815
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,269
Better off than some of
these other girls I meet.
816
01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:11,630
- Like who?
- Not telling.
817
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:14,514
- Why? What's wrong with them?
- Nothing, really. It's just, you know,
818
01:00:14,560 --> 01:00:17,155
when I flip through these magazines,
I see these girls I know,
819
01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:20,398
and half the time, I've seen them
naked in a dressing room or whatever,
820
01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:24,116
so I know where they have an ugly birthmark
or where they got their tail cut off.
821
01:00:24,160 --> 01:00:28,200
- Who has a tail?
- Don't look so excited. I'm not telling you.
822
01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,896
I mean, I wouldn't want someone to
spread that kind of personal stuff
823
01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:34,038
around about me,
you know?
824
01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:36,072
This place isn't bad.
825
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,871
Well, it's nice to sit
with somebody
826
01:00:45,920 --> 01:00:47,720
who doesn't have their face
buried in a phone.
827
01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:50,798
Me and Ellie don't do
phones at the table.
828
01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:54,038
That's cool.
You should listen to her.
829
01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:56,595
I do listen to her.
830
01:00:56,640 --> 01:00:58,896
But if she's so cool,
then why do you hate having her around?
831
01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:02,391
I don't hate having her around.
I just wanted some alone time with you.
832
01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:05,753
You act like you hate her.
833
01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:08,235
That's an ugly thing to say.
Don't say that.
834
01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:11,910
Not saying you actually hate her.
Just saying you act like it.
835
01:01:13,280 --> 01:01:16,478
Look, sometimes
I got a short fuse
836
01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:18,637
because I don't get
a lot of sleep
837
01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:20,990
and I've got a lot of stuff
on my plate.
838
01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:23,236
There's no money
in music anymore.
839
01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:26,717
It's all branded content
or virtual reality, reality TV.
840
01:01:26,760 --> 01:01:30,356
I mean, I do a voice for a video
game character, for Christ sakes,
841
01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:34,360
and I make more money in an afternoon
than I do all year on tour.
842
01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:37,120
Then why do you leave us
and go on tour for so long?
843
01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,959
I got a lot of people to pay...
more people than you can imagine.
844
01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:42,834
It's a full-time job.
It's like I'm connected
845
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:46,556
to the whole world all the time,
and I can hear everyone in my head.
846
01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:49,069
I thought we were talking
about Aunt Ellie.
847
01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:51,874
What do you want
to talk about?
848
01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:56,472
- Is she okay?
- She's upset you don't ever try and see her.
849
01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:58,910
She told you that?
850
01:01:58,960 --> 01:02:01,241
That really pisses me off
that she's bringing our problems
851
01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:03,789
into my relationship
with you.
852
01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:07,595
That has nothing to do with you.
You got that? Nothing.
853
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,200
What problems
do you have with her?
854
01:02:10,240 --> 01:02:12,596
You have everything
she ever wanted.
855
01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:14,552
That's ridiculous!
856
01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:16,353
- I'm serious.
- Oh, God.
857
01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:18,710
When we went to visit Grandpa,
he even showed us a video
858
01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:22,310
of Aunt Ellie singing and dancing
when you guys were little.
859
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,116
Hey, what can I say,
you know?
860
01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:28,356
Your Aunt Ellie
has too many scruples,
861
01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:31,711
and sometimes life
just isn't that fair.
862
01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,320
Especially not nowadays.
863
01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:37,353
Now people will try
and sell you anything...
864
01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:40,911
a TV monitor that plain as day
looks like shit,
865
01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:44,954
but they tout it as "ultra mega
triple hi-def" whatever.
866
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,276
Their business model
relies on
867
01:02:47,320 --> 01:02:50,040
their customer's
unshakable stupidity.
868
01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:52,436
And deep down,
we probably sense that...
869
01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:55,075
their intimate knowledge
of our commitment
870
01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:57,840
to the lowest common
denominator.
871
01:02:57,880 --> 01:03:00,111
It's the official
manifestation
872
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,755
of the increasingly
important urge
873
01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:05,992
to break with every living thing that
has some connection to the past.
874
01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:08,760
- What?
- When we weren't paying attention,
875
01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:11,110
everyone got together
and they voted
876
01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:13,516
that traditions of the past
are ugly.
877
01:03:13,600 --> 01:03:17,992
The past reeks too much
of ugly old people and death.
878
01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:19,952
So Mama's got to stay fresh.
879
01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:22,356
- Okay.
- You know, I'm pretty sure
880
01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:25,359
that every year my videos
keep getting worse and worse,
881
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:27,596
but they're doing
better and better.
882
01:03:27,640 --> 01:03:30,678
They showed me this perfume
thing we shot last year
883
01:03:30,720 --> 01:03:34,509
where I'm unfurling from a digital
rose petal like Thumbelina,
884
01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,029
and I thought
it would ruin me,
885
01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,151
but here I am,
opening for 30,000.
886
01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:41,396
Mom, what are you even
talking about?
887
01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:45,150
I'm letting you in on a little secret
because I love you, that's what.
888
01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:48,079
It doesn't matter anymore
if you're Michelangelo
889
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:50,430
or if you're Mikey and Angelo
from New Brighton.
890
01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:56,879
And Aunt Ellie
never found her angle.
891
01:03:56,920 --> 01:04:00,800
And then she decided to go get
jealous of my good fortune.
892
01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:02,752
She made
her own choices.
893
01:04:02,800 --> 01:04:05,235
And let me tell you,
she could never do
894
01:04:05,280 --> 01:04:07,715
what I do
day in and day out.
895
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,320
But luckily, she gets to
go home to you every night,
896
01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:12,336
and she doesn't have any
real-world responsibilities
897
01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:13,794
'cause I finance
her entire life.
898
01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:17,117
- Quiet.
- Don't tell me to be quiet.
899
01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:19,117
No, I don't mean it
like that.
900
01:04:19,160 --> 01:04:22,119
Isn't that your song?
901
01:04:22,160 --> 01:04:25,278
Yeah, I'm sorry.
I'll go ask them to turn it off.
902
01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:30,318
Excuse me. Would you mind
turning off the music, please?
903
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,556
I'm about to order lunch,
I'm trying to talk to my kid.
904
01:04:32,600 --> 01:04:34,398
I just keep hearing
my voice in the head.
905
01:04:34,440 --> 01:04:37,160
Yeah, sorry. My manager
told me to put it on.
906
01:04:37,200 --> 01:04:39,317
Okay.
907
01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:42,159
Could you bring me a drink
and maybe a soda for her?
908
01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:45,318
- What do you want?
- Oh, a glass of white wine.
909
01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:47,551
Whatever you have
that isn't gross.
910
01:04:47,600 --> 01:04:50,274
And if you could put it in
a plastic cup or something.
911
01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:52,232
- Sure.
- Okay.
912
01:04:54,960 --> 01:04:58,237
I'm sorry to
rag on Aunt Ellie.
913
01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:00,317
I know she's doing her best.
914
01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:03,273
It's just, I'm having a shit day,
and I'm taking it out on her.
915
01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:05,073
Better her than me.
916
01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:07,635
I never
take it out on you.
917
01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:08,875
Okay.
918
01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:11,833
I don't, do I?
919
01:05:13,040 --> 01:05:14,599
Ah, God!
920
01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:17,832
Well, if I do,
I don't mean to.
921
01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:20,031
I'm sor...
922
01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:24,111
I'm sorry.
923
01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:26,470
You know,
sometimes you just...
924
01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,796
you think it can't get
any worse, and then you just...
925
01:05:28,840 --> 01:05:33,119
you get diagnosed
with fucking cancer.
926
01:05:33,160 --> 01:05:35,072
What?
Mom, are you sick?
927
01:05:35,120 --> 01:05:38,033
I don't mean literally.
I just...
928
01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:41,238
You know, sometimes you just
get kicked while you're down.
929
01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:46,074
- Oh, God, I shouldn't do this in front of you.
- It's fine.
930
01:05:46,120 --> 01:05:48,680
No, it's not. I would
slap me across the face
931
01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:51,679
if I was sitting
across from me right now.
932
01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:55,031
- Really, it's fine.
- Dan left me.
933
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:57,873
Yeah, I know.
I read about it.
934
01:05:57,920 --> 01:05:59,798
You know?
935
01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:02,400
Aunt Ellie's not supposed to
let you read that gossip shit.
936
01:06:02,440 --> 01:06:04,557
She can't control
everything I do like a watchdog.
937
01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:07,195
You know what? I wanted to tell you.
I keep feeling like
938
01:06:07,240 --> 01:06:09,994
big moments get stolen
away from me.
939
01:06:10,040 --> 01:06:11,952
Mom, it's fine.
940
01:06:12,000 --> 01:06:14,117
I don't care
about that guy.
941
01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:17,198
I thought you loved Dan.
942
01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:18,799
Yeah, he was fine.
943
01:06:18,840 --> 01:06:21,639
I was just nice to him
because he was nice to you.
944
01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:23,558
Here we are.
945
01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:25,637
Do you guys know what
you want to order yet?
946
01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,240
You know, we could use a couple
more minutes with the menu.
947
01:06:28,280 --> 01:06:30,078
I'll just have
the pasta with marinara.
948
01:06:30,120 --> 01:06:32,794
Do you want me to put that in,
or do you want me to wait?
949
01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:34,976
That's okay. You can just bring her.
I don't need anything.
950
01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:37,231
You just bring her pasta.
951
01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,472
Why did he leave you?
952
01:06:40,520 --> 01:06:42,910
- Who said he left me?
- You did.
953
01:06:42,960 --> 01:06:45,759
Well, he didn't.
We left each other.
954
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:49,589
Because when you love something,
you give it away.
955
01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:56,675
Is he seeing
someone else?
956
01:06:56,720 --> 01:06:58,439
- Is that what you read?
- Yeah.
957
01:06:58,480 --> 01:07:01,040
Said he started dating
some rich girl.
958
01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:04,318
I don't know.
That's not what he told me.
959
01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:06,750
But I bet
it's just a fling.
960
01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:11,431
I mean, I've had flings I wouldn't
want anyone to judge my character by.
961
01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:14,598
- Drinks okay?
- Yeah, thanks.
962
01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:17,235
I'm the manager here,
so if you need anything, let me know.
963
01:07:17,280 --> 01:07:19,954
Will do, thanks.
964
01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:22,959
Um, hey, do you mind if
I get a quick picture with you?
965
01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:26,232
Now is not
the best time.
966
01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:28,317
It's not for public use
or anything.
967
01:07:28,360 --> 01:07:30,896
- It'll just take a minute.
- Is this what you want a picture with?
968
01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:32,877
I'm trying to talk
to my daughter.
969
01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,696
I'm sorry, you don't have to
use that tone with me.
970
01:07:34,720 --> 01:07:36,677
I think I asked you
very nicely.
971
01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,616
You don't have to be so upset.
It's just a picture.
972
01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:40,576
- Are you fucking serious, man?
- Please don't use that language.
973
01:07:40,600 --> 01:07:42,592
How dare you,
motherfucker?
974
01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:44,120
Alison, can you call
the police?
975
01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:45,958
Who the fuck
do you think you are?
976
01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,679
I could ask you
the same question.
977
01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:49,656
I can smell the alcohol
on your breath, by the way.
978
01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:51,816
Are you trying to embarrass me
in front of my daughter?
979
01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:53,479
I didn't even know
you had a daughter.
980
01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:55,696
I just came up to be friendly,
and you started yelling at me.
981
01:07:55,720 --> 01:07:57,616
Now I'm asking you to leave the restaurant,
or I'm going to call the cops.
982
01:07:57,640 --> 01:07:59,074
Let's just go.
983
01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:01,032
You should be ashamed
of yourself, prick.
984
01:08:03,880 --> 01:08:05,951
Oh, Jesus.
985
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:07,957
You know what?
Let's go down this way
986
01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:11,038
so we don't have to deal with
all those shitheads out front.
987
01:08:12,960 --> 01:08:15,919
Look, I'm really sorry
I lost my cool on that guy.
988
01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:18,429
He was asking for it,
but I don't want to talk about it.
989
01:08:18,480 --> 01:08:20,711
Baby, you're all
shook up.
990
01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:23,150
Look, that kind of thing
doesn't happen all the time,
991
01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:25,840
but sometimes it does,
and I got to protect myself.
992
01:08:25,880 --> 01:08:27,633
I said I don't want
to talk about it.
993
01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:30,275
But baby, we got to
talk about it,
994
01:08:30,320 --> 01:08:34,030
'cause if we don't,
it just hangs in the air.
995
01:08:34,080 --> 01:08:36,151
I'm worried about you.
996
01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:38,396
You're worried
about me?
997
01:08:38,440 --> 01:08:41,194
You don't need to worry about me.
I'm solid.
998
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,551
I worry about you.
Baby, that's my job... to worry about you.
999
01:08:44,640 --> 01:08:47,394
- You're skinnier than I am!
- Oh, come on.
1000
01:08:47,440 --> 01:08:49,671
That's 'cause I'm in great shape
'cause I go out
1001
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:52,280
dancing my ass off
every night.
1002
01:08:52,320 --> 01:08:54,232
Come on, baby.
1003
01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:56,875
You're breaking my heart.
1004
01:08:56,920 --> 01:08:58,877
Listen,
what that guy said before
1005
01:08:58,920 --> 01:09:00,832
about me having alcohol
on my breath,
1006
01:09:00,880 --> 01:09:03,759
that was a terrible thing
to imply in front of you.
1007
01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:06,269
And instead of just ignoring
the elephant in the room,
1008
01:09:06,320 --> 01:09:08,755
let's talk about it
head-on.
1009
01:09:08,800 --> 01:09:11,474
I ordered a glass of wine
from them in a plastic cup
1010
01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:14,194
'cause I need to let go of some
tension I'm having about tonight,
1011
01:09:14,240 --> 01:09:17,392
and I didn't want you to think
there was anything to worry about.
1012
01:09:17,440 --> 01:09:19,352
But I swear on my life
1013
01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:22,632
I had nothing to drink
before that today, okay?
1014
01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:24,996
It's nothing
to worry about.
1015
01:09:25,040 --> 01:09:28,750
In 2011,
Celeste had drunk herself blind...
1016
01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:31,360
or more precisely,
blind in one eye.
1017
01:09:31,400 --> 01:09:34,950
She'd waited to tell a physician
about the trouble she'd been having,
1018
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:37,674
too embarrassed to explain
that while touring
1019
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:40,519
the less inhabited,
and therefore less inhibited
1020
01:09:40,560 --> 01:09:43,439
parts of the southern
United States,
1021
01:09:43,480 --> 01:09:45,995
she had damaged
the optic nerve in her left eye
1022
01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:49,477
by ingesting various forms
of methanol during a stint
1023
01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:52,194
of binge-drinking
household cleaning products
1024
01:09:52,240 --> 01:09:54,436
across three state lines.
1025
01:09:54,480 --> 01:09:57,200
Shortly thereafter,
once back at home,
1026
01:09:57,240 --> 01:10:00,278
she found herself at the center
of a very public dispute
1027
01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:02,551
as the result
of a traffic collision
1028
01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:06,674
and one unlucky pedestrian's
crushed left leg and pelvis.
1029
01:10:06,720 --> 01:10:08,632
Adding insult to injury,
1030
01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:10,592
Celeste accosted
the pedestrian
1031
01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:13,872
in a string of uncharacteristic
racial slurs.
1032
01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,560
The victim of this short-lived
episode in her life
1033
01:10:16,600 --> 01:10:18,637
saw an opportunity
and seized it.
1034
01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:20,672
That golden ticket came
in the form
1035
01:10:20,720 --> 01:10:23,189
of a nearly 13-million-dollar
settlement,
1036
01:10:23,280 --> 01:10:25,511
all just another flame
in the crowd
1037
01:10:25,560 --> 01:10:29,031
of what Celeste perceived
as a decade-long witch hunt.
1038
01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:32,118
What is it, baby?
Is something else on your mind?
1039
01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,117
It's nothing.
1040
01:10:34,160 --> 01:10:36,720
Stop it.
What is it?
1041
01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,956
Albertine
had lost her virginity
1042
01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:42,357
the weekend prior to leaving
for this first unveiling
1043
01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:45,916
of Celeste's 6th studio
recording, Vox Lux,
1044
01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:49,715
and yearned to share the galvanizing
details with her mother.
1045
01:10:49,760 --> 01:10:53,231
She had made herself sick with
anticipation every day since
1046
01:10:55,440 --> 01:10:58,353
or sense of failure
it might inspire in Celeste,
1047
01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:06,072
had always spoken
severely of young men,
1048
01:11:06,120 --> 01:11:08,430
even warning of them
more than mixing
1049
01:11:08,480 --> 01:11:11,154
uppers with downers,
for example.
1050
01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:14,398
If all went according to plan,
the news might just
1051
01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:17,359
strike up a long-misplaced
maternal instinct,
1052
01:11:17,400 --> 01:11:20,996
and Celeste would be forced
to act as her confidant.
1053
01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:51,599
That was fast.
Where's Albertine?
1054
01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,758
Oh, she's up in my room
taking a pregnancy test,
1055
01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:57,269
'cause apparently you're so
fucking incompetent
1056
01:11:57,320 --> 01:12:01,280
you let her get fucked
by some hick from town.
1057
01:12:01,320 --> 01:12:04,631
- She's pregnant?
- Unless she inherited my bad luck, probably not.
1058
01:12:04,680 --> 01:12:07,593
But I wanted her to feel the
unease of waiting for that result,
1059
01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:09,996
because a parent,
or a legal guardian,
1060
01:12:10,040 --> 01:12:12,430
disciplines their kid,
they don't just hang out.
1061
01:12:12,480 --> 01:12:15,279
I'm sorry.
I had no idea.
1062
01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:18,154
You fucked up. Twice.
1063
01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:21,910
- I know you're mad but...
- How could I be so stupid?
1064
01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:23,917
You know?
1065
01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:28,034
You did so badly by me,
why would I expect you to do right by her?
1066
01:12:28,080 --> 01:12:30,595
I knew she was seeing a guy,
but it...
1067
01:12:30,640 --> 01:12:32,950
it didn't seem physical,
I swear.
1068
01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,992
You a retard?
1069
01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:37,236
No.
1070
01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:39,272
'Cause sometimes your jaw
slacks in a certain way,
1071
01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:41,516
where you look like
life's just happening to you.
1072
01:12:42,720 --> 01:12:44,632
You look like
a retard.
1073
01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:46,433
Please don't say that
about me.
1074
01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:50,360
Only crazy people get aggravated
when you call them crazy.
1075
01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:52,995
So you must really
be retarded.
1076
01:12:55,760 --> 01:12:59,390
- I don't understand how you can hate me so much.
- Oh, I hate you?
1077
01:12:59,440 --> 01:13:01,875
Is that the kind of garbage
you've been putting in her head?
1078
01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:06,153
'Cause she told me all the shit
you've been putting on her shoulders.
1079
01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:08,715
You ungrateful sow.
1080
01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:11,639
I have a press conference
and two hours of roundtables,
1081
01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:14,354
but I swear to God, Ellie,
if my daughter
1082
01:13:14,400 --> 01:13:16,232
comes back to me pregnant
1083
01:13:16,280 --> 01:13:19,114
with some cross-eyed Guido's
kitten litter
1084
01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:21,755
or Hepatitis Z, I will
throw you off that balcony.
1085
01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:24,679
After everything
I've done for you both!
1086
01:13:27,480 --> 01:13:30,598
After everything
you've done for us?
1087
01:13:32,080 --> 01:13:35,039
Good job.
You've done it.
1088
01:13:35,080 --> 01:13:37,072
Done what?
1089
01:13:37,120 --> 01:13:38,998
You've hurt me.
1090
01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,191
Embarrassed me.
1091
01:13:41,240 --> 01:13:44,358
I have dedicated my whole life
to "Celeste,"
1092
01:13:44,440 --> 01:13:46,193
and I'll continue
to do so,
1093
01:13:46,240 --> 01:13:50,075
but if you threaten me
ever again,
1094
01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:52,715
I'll remind the world
that I raised her child
1095
01:13:52,760 --> 01:13:54,831
and that I write her songs.
1096
01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:59,675
Touché.
1097
01:13:59,720 --> 01:14:03,316
but today, that's a stock
I wouldn't buy into.
1098
01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:07,079
You can say
whatever you'd want.
1099
01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:10,192
In this day and age,
who'd care?
1100
01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:46,678
In this meditation,
1101
01:14:46,720 --> 01:14:49,554
we're going to play with
the idea of motivation.
1102
01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:52,195
- Work can sometimes feel a bit flat.
- Celeste?
1103
01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:55,836
Hey, Is she awake?
1104
01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:00,833
Celeste?
1105
01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:03,154
Thank you.
1106
01:15:05,600 --> 01:15:08,752
Hey. Hello again.
Have a great show.
1107
01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:10,712
Have a great show.
1108
01:15:12,480 --> 01:15:14,517
How are we doing
in here?
1109
01:15:18,440 --> 01:15:20,511
How we doing?
1110
01:15:22,680 --> 01:15:24,717
Can you believe it?
1111
01:15:24,760 --> 01:15:26,797
Hmm? What's that?
1112
01:15:26,840 --> 01:15:30,720
Everyone we used to answer
to works for us now.
1113
01:15:35,200 --> 01:15:37,590
Josie...
1114
01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:40,360
She cares about you.
1115
01:15:40,400 --> 01:15:42,710
You used to call her
a bitch.
1116
01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:49,155
- You look amazing.
- What?
1117
01:15:49,200 --> 01:15:51,840
Keep it simple.
1118
01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:53,792
You're gonna do great.
1119
01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,952
Celeste, I just want to quickly
introduce you to Yanmei,
1120
01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:01,957
our opener tonight,
before she heads out
1121
01:16:02,000 --> 01:16:04,834
- to Staten Island for sound check.
- Welcome.
1122
01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:07,520
We are so glad
to have you.
1123
01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:14,234
To share a stage with you,
to me,
1124
01:16:14,280 --> 01:16:17,956
is an incredible honor
and truly a dream come true.
1125
01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:19,957
That's real nice
of you to say,
1126
01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:23,357
but, really,
the pleasure's mine.
1127
01:16:23,400 --> 01:16:26,791
They showed me your stuff, and I said,
"We got to get that girl."
1128
01:16:32,960 --> 01:16:36,351
Then I am even more touched
by your invitation.
1129
01:16:36,400 --> 01:16:39,120
We won't keep you.
She has a rehearsal at the venue.
1130
01:16:39,160 --> 01:16:41,072
Hope you
dig my hometown.
1131
01:16:41,120 --> 01:16:43,715
Excuse me?
1132
01:16:43,760 --> 01:16:45,911
Have fun in Staten Island.
1133
01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:55,150
I have an outpouring
of love
1134
01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:59,479
for victims of today's
unthinkable event
1135
01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:02,831
and for victims
of violence everywhere,
1136
01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:05,759
and I am deeply saddened
to be associated
1137
01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:09,589
with such an obscene
and unnecessary tragedy.
1138
01:17:11,320 --> 01:17:13,551
It's-It's a weird world
we live in,
1139
01:17:13,600 --> 01:17:17,355
and I guess,
no matter how much you try
1140
01:17:17,400 --> 01:17:19,596
to ignore all these things
1141
01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:22,951
that are really happening,
1142
01:17:23,000 --> 01:17:25,276
sometimes they just
find a way to creep in.
1143
01:17:25,320 --> 01:17:28,916
Jennifer Durst, WYNN New York.
1144
01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,077
Why do you think
they chose you?
1145
01:17:31,120 --> 01:17:34,272
Do you assume there's some
connection to New Brighton?
1146
01:17:34,320 --> 01:17:37,199
I don't know, I mean, I know
about as much as you right now,
1147
01:17:37,240 --> 01:17:39,800
and, um...
1148
01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:41,877
you know, since no one's
coming forward
1149
01:17:41,920 --> 01:17:43,559
and saying,
"Hey, we did this,"
1150
01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:46,035
I'd prefer
not to speculate.
1151
01:17:46,080 --> 01:17:50,677
But if they did choose
this disguise on purpose,
1152
01:17:50,720 --> 01:17:53,918
I-I guess that it's because
they don't like that I'm a woman
1153
01:17:53,960 --> 01:17:56,839
or maybe they don't like
that I'm a successful woman.
1154
01:17:56,880 --> 01:17:59,873
Maybe they don't like that
I had a kid when I was a kid.
1155
01:17:59,920 --> 01:18:04,472
Maybe they think I'm a floozy.
But maybe you guys think that too.
1156
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:07,035
I mean, the way
I've chosen to live my life
1157
01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:09,914
goes against some people's
views about things.
1158
01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:12,919
Are there any links
between you and Central Europe?
1159
01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:14,758
Not really.
Not that I know of.
1160
01:18:14,800 --> 01:18:16,712
I've never
played a show there,
1161
01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:18,956
so I don't really know.
1162
01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,640
- Next question.
- I just have one more.
1163
01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:24,056
Are you and the band still going
forward with the show tonight?
1164
01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:26,720
Well, there's not
really enough information yet
1165
01:18:26,760 --> 01:18:28,877
to justify canceling.
1166
01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:32,994
and my dad always says,
"Never postpone joy,"
1167
01:18:33,040 --> 01:18:35,839
so, yeah,
I'll play if they let me.
1168
01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:38,315
Next question.
There, at the back.
1169
01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:40,790
Afternoon, Meredith Desh,
covering Greater Northeast.
1170
01:18:42,680 --> 01:18:44,990
to the perpetrators
of today's attack?
1171
01:18:46,640 --> 01:18:48,871
Yeah.
1172
01:18:48,920 --> 01:18:52,516
I'd like to tell them
that when I was a little girl,
1173
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:55,394
I used to believe
in God too.
1174
01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:57,750
And if they ever come
to their senses,
1175
01:18:57,800 --> 01:19:00,269
and they want something new
to believe in,
1176
01:19:00,320 --> 01:19:02,630
they can believe in me.
1177
01:19:02,680 --> 01:19:06,435
'Cause I'm the new faith,
and I'm not afraid of them.
1178
01:19:06,480 --> 01:19:09,234
Hell, I'd even like to extend
an invite to my show tonight.
1179
01:19:09,280 --> 01:19:13,035
Josie, can you make sure to put
"cowards in masks" on the guest list.
1180
01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:15,640
I'm sorry,
but can you explain what you mean exactly?
1181
01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:18,479
Celeste had
been led here by example,
1182
01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:21,240
making loose proclamations
akin to those
1183
01:19:21,280 --> 01:19:23,636
made en vogue
by the government officials
1184
01:19:23,680 --> 01:19:26,912
and public representatives
of her era.
1185
01:19:26,960 --> 01:19:30,158
She was frightened
and wanted to hide,
1186
01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:33,955
but before leaving the stage,
she would tangentially exclaim,
1187
01:19:34,000 --> 01:19:37,391
"I got more number-one hits
than an AK-47's
1188
01:19:37,440 --> 01:19:39,591
standard 30-round
magazine."
1189
01:19:39,640 --> 01:19:44,157
I don't know.
I was just making... a quip.
1190
01:19:44,200 --> 01:19:47,398
Do you actually believe the
weird shit you said up there?
1191
01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:49,238
They wanted a show,
I gave 'em a show.
1192
01:19:49,280 --> 01:19:51,556
All right, this place
is swarming with press.
1193
01:19:51,640 --> 01:19:53,816
Can I kindly ask you both to keep your
mouths shut until we're finished?
1194
01:19:53,840 --> 01:19:55,638
- Fine by me.
- Let me handle it.
1195
01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:57,911
Go smoke a cigarette
or something.
1196
01:20:06,320 --> 01:20:07,959
Hello, everybody.
1197
01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:11,437
Hello.
You have ten minutes.
1198
01:20:11,480 --> 01:20:13,472
As we currently have
no new information
1199
01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,955
concerning what's happening
across the Atlantic,
1200
01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:18,515
I'd ask you to keep your questions
to tonight's performance
1201
01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:20,870
and the new album
as much as possible.
1202
01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:23,031
Okay. Thank you.
1203
01:20:23,080 --> 01:20:25,436
Um, well,
1204
01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:28,112
on that note,
1205
01:20:28,160 --> 01:20:31,517
can you tell us what audiences
can expect from the new album?
1206
01:20:32,680 --> 01:20:35,070
- Sci-fi anthems.
- Hmm.
1207
01:20:35,120 --> 01:20:37,200
The concept with this one
was to create an experience
1208
01:20:37,240 --> 01:20:39,596
as relentless and addictive
as possible.
1209
01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:42,354
Fantastic.
1210
01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:46,994
Um, so...
1211
01:20:47,040 --> 01:20:50,397
I know we were just asked not
talk about today's attack,
1212
01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:52,796
but, um,
I can't help but let it
1213
01:20:52,840 --> 01:20:55,674
- contextualize my next question.
- Okay.
1214
01:20:55,720 --> 01:20:57,518
Okay.
1215
01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,678
Uh, you know,
it just got me thinking,
1216
01:21:00,720 --> 01:21:02,837
do you feel
that there has been
1217
01:21:02,880 --> 01:21:05,440
a shift in the culture
1218
01:21:05,480 --> 01:21:09,076
where nihilist radical
groups like this are
1219
01:21:09,120 --> 01:21:11,555
increasingly keen
on being perceived
1220
01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:14,593
as superstars
themselves?
1221
01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:17,115
I mean, who cares?
1222
01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:19,880
I was hesitant to even make
a statement today,
1223
01:21:19,920 --> 01:21:22,674
because all these ultra-violent
thugs want is to make headlines.
1224
01:21:22,720 --> 01:21:26,509
I mean, if everyone stopped
paying attention to them,
1225
01:21:26,560 --> 01:21:28,870
they'd cease to exist.
1226
01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:30,877
So would people like me,
I guess,
1227
01:21:30,920 --> 01:21:33,754
But that's the only link I can
really think of between me and them.
1228
01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:37,271
I couldn't just ignore the casualties,
though. It makes me sick.
1229
01:21:39,320 --> 01:21:40,800
Okay.
1230
01:21:42,760 --> 01:21:45,355
I guess, uh, from
the public's perspective,
1231
01:21:45,400 --> 01:21:47,312
this has been a, I guess,
1232
01:21:47,360 --> 01:21:49,431
emotional few years
for you,
1233
01:21:49,480 --> 01:21:51,597
bizarre events today
very much included.
1234
01:21:51,640 --> 01:21:53,916
Can you shed any light
on the significance
1235
01:21:53,960 --> 01:21:58,034
of these upcoming arena
performances for you personally?
1236
01:21:58,080 --> 01:22:00,720
You're kicking things off
in your hometown.
1237
01:22:00,760 --> 01:22:03,195
This is a culmination
of my life's work so far.
1238
01:22:03,240 --> 01:22:06,278
You know, we worked on it for two years
before bringing it to the public.
1239
01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:08,710
Why two years?
1240
01:22:08,760 --> 01:22:10,240
Well, the year
before that,
1241
01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:13,199
I was under a lot of stress
after my accident.
1242
01:22:13,280 --> 01:22:16,717
And it's an expensive show
to put on.
1243
01:22:16,760 --> 01:22:19,434
I wanted to make sure all the
best people became available.
1244
01:22:19,480 --> 01:22:21,233
I wanted all
my best dancers back.
1245
01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:23,511
With the decision to kick
things off in New Brighton.
1246
01:22:23,560 --> 01:22:26,473
you must have considered
the event like a homecoming
1247
01:22:26,520 --> 01:22:28,955
resurgence since the accident
and the arrest
1248
01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:31,993
- for, uh, causing serious injury by dangerous driving?
- "Injury,"
1249
01:22:32,040 --> 01:22:34,316
not "serious injury."
1250
01:22:34,360 --> 01:22:38,798
And I never stopped making music,
so I don't consider it a resurgence.
1251
01:22:38,840 --> 01:22:41,674
I just wanted a place to channel
all that anxiety and suffering
1252
01:22:41,720 --> 01:22:43,951
into something tangible,
something positive.
1253
01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:47,710
Mm-hmm. Then can you shed any light on
why that case was abruptly dropped?
1254
01:22:49,640 --> 01:22:52,235
I see what you're doing.
1255
01:22:52,320 --> 01:22:54,630
Well, you brought it up.
1256
01:22:54,680 --> 01:22:57,195
I'm not going to say "abruptly"
anything, okay?
1257
01:22:59,560 --> 01:23:01,279
Listen, there are
three classifications
1258
01:23:01,320 --> 01:23:03,277
of gunshot wounds
to the spine.
1259
01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:05,336
I'm type three, which means
that the bullet is lodged
1260
01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:07,431
in my inter-vertebral
disc space.
1261
01:23:07,480 --> 01:23:10,598
Now, type-three injuries
are further subdivided into,
1262
01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:14,156
(a) spinal injury without
perforation of abdominal viscera;
1263
01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:17,910
(and b) spinal lesions with
perforation of abdominal organs.
1264
01:23:17,960 --> 01:23:20,953
Now, thankfully,
I'm type A,
1265
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,913
but it's no secret that
I'm on meds for my injury,
1266
01:23:23,960 --> 01:23:27,795
and I never should've been behind
the wheel of a car that night.
1267
01:23:27,840 --> 01:23:31,151
- Josie?
- I didn't mean to upset you by that.
1268
01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:34,238
I used to be treated
like I was a hero,
1269
01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:36,994
and then they start talking
about me like I'm trailer trash.
1270
01:23:37,040 --> 01:23:38,713
But that's what
this show is about.
1271
01:23:38,760 --> 01:23:40,433
- It's about rebirth.
- Time's up!
1272
01:23:40,480 --> 01:23:42,631
And have you at all been
in contact with the victim?
1273
01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:44,558
You know I can't
talk about that.
1274
01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:47,991
I thought we were talking
about it just now, am I wrong?
1275
01:23:48,040 --> 01:23:49,736
Do you not think it's an insensitive
time to be bringing this up?
1276
01:23:49,760 --> 01:23:52,594
- Oh, come on.
- You and I, Tony, we are through.
1277
01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:55,056
- You know what? You should...
- I'm doing my job, Josie. That's it.
1278
01:23:55,080 --> 01:23:58,960
...write about those innocent people
instead of trying to tear down
1279
01:23:59,000 --> 01:24:01,196
a good person
and an artist.
1280
01:24:01,240 --> 01:24:04,756
That's not what I'm trying to do.
I'm sorry that you misunderstood.
1281
01:24:04,800 --> 01:24:09,192
I'm standing everything down
until after the show.
1282
01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:14,076
I want you to go to your
room and get some rest.
1283
01:24:14,120 --> 01:24:16,840
Some rest, okay?
1284
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:19,475
- Okay.
- I'm serious.
1285
01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:23,313
What floor
are you on?
1286
01:24:23,360 --> 01:24:26,512
One floor up.
Uh, room 910.
1287
01:24:27,720 --> 01:24:29,996
Do you have my key?
1288
01:24:30,040 --> 01:24:32,430
- No.
- Ah, fuck.
1289
01:24:42,040 --> 01:24:44,509
Get your hands off her.
1290
01:24:46,240 --> 01:24:48,675
I came up here,
she was crying by herself.
1291
01:24:48,720 --> 01:24:50,916
She needed a hug.
1292
01:24:50,960 --> 01:24:53,919
Go downstairs,
get ready for the show.
1293
01:24:56,560 --> 01:24:58,472
Come on.
Don't do that.
1294
01:25:00,760 --> 01:25:03,559
Look, I hope you didn't take
that thing I gave you earlier.
1295
01:25:03,600 --> 01:25:05,637
I overreacted.
1296
01:25:07,720 --> 01:25:10,360
What you want me do,
you want me to scream it from the rooftops?
1297
01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:13,040
I'm not ready
for you to grow up.
1298
01:25:13,080 --> 01:25:15,231
Okay?
You're my little girl.
1299
01:25:16,840 --> 01:25:18,957
You forgive me?
1300
01:25:21,360 --> 01:25:23,477
Okay, uh...
1301
01:25:36,120 --> 01:25:37,713
Give these to Aunt Ellie.
1302
01:25:37,760 --> 01:25:40,070
- What's this for?
- It's for everything.
1303
01:25:40,120 --> 01:25:43,397
Take them down,
I'll meet you guys in the lobby,
1304
01:25:43,440 --> 01:25:47,036
and, uh, we'll head over
together, all right?
1305
01:25:47,120 --> 01:25:50,192
Baby, I love you.
1306
01:25:50,240 --> 01:25:52,038
You too.
1307
01:26:05,040 --> 01:26:08,317
- So why aren't you downstairs?
- Ah, Jesus Christ!
1308
01:26:08,360 --> 01:26:11,319
I almost forgot
you were there.
1309
01:26:11,360 --> 01:26:12,840
What happened?
1310
01:26:12,880 --> 01:26:15,634
Josie called off
the rest of the day.
1311
01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:19,276
- What?
- Yeah, some guy came after me about Joel Hedlund.
1312
01:26:19,360 --> 01:26:23,036
I didn't have the mental capacity
or the balls to take him on.
1313
01:26:23,080 --> 01:26:26,232
Oh, good. I'll go
talk her off a roof.
1314
01:26:26,280 --> 01:26:28,920
No, please.
Please, please, stay here.
1315
01:26:33,680 --> 01:26:35,956
What was she saying
to you just now?
1316
01:26:36,000 --> 01:26:37,992
Hmm? Nothing, really.
1317
01:26:38,040 --> 01:26:40,077
Oh, come on.
1318
01:26:40,120 --> 01:26:42,396
You're my best spy.
1319
01:26:42,440 --> 01:26:45,114
She doesn't talk
to me.
1320
01:26:45,160 --> 01:26:47,072
I don't know.
1321
01:26:47,120 --> 01:26:49,794
She's got this, uh,
1322
01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:52,150
mock trial thing
at school.
1323
01:26:52,200 --> 01:26:54,760
They got invited to
a competition in Lake Tahoe,
1324
01:26:54,800 --> 01:26:57,554
- so she must be pretty good at it.
- Okay.
1325
01:26:57,600 --> 01:26:59,478
Well, that explains
the Perry Mason routine.
1326
01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:01,876
I got cross-examined
over lunch.
1327
01:27:01,920 --> 01:27:06,312
Did she mention
anything else of note?
1328
01:27:08,560 --> 01:27:11,120
Asked if I could arrange
for her to see it.
1329
01:27:11,160 --> 01:27:13,470
All right. Okay.
1330
01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:17,070
Not what I was
expecting you to say.
1331
01:27:19,520 --> 01:27:21,637
How'd you respond?
1332
01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:23,831
I told her,
you know,
1333
01:27:23,880 --> 01:27:26,839
he's a messed-up guy
with problems.
1334
01:27:26,880 --> 01:27:29,759
It was probably a bad idea.
1335
01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:32,918
Good.
1336
01:27:32,960 --> 01:27:34,599
Good.
1337
01:27:39,240 --> 01:27:42,233
You got any of that stuff
left over from last night?
1338
01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:46,796
Is that a good idea
right now?
1339
01:27:46,840 --> 01:27:49,878
I'm done yammering
for the day.
1340
01:27:49,920 --> 01:27:52,116
Come on.
1341
01:27:52,160 --> 01:27:54,516
Tonight's second nature.
1342
01:27:54,560 --> 01:27:57,234
Got to get out of my head.
You know that.
1343
01:27:59,480 --> 01:28:02,154
I'm getting myself all worked up
from over-thinking everything.
1344
01:28:02,200 --> 01:28:04,431
I keep picturing
all those people screaming
1345
01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,790
and running
all over the sand.
1346
01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,753
Look, we'll just do
what we have left.
1347
01:28:11,800 --> 01:28:14,031
We won't call for more
until after the show.
1348
01:28:18,680 --> 01:28:21,434
You can fuck me
for a little while we're high.
1349
01:28:32,080 --> 01:28:34,151
I'm scared.
1350
01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,076
Nothing to be
scared about, kiddo.
1351
01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:44,032
Nothing.
1352
01:29:22,800 --> 01:29:25,759
Celeste, come on.
1353
01:29:25,800 --> 01:29:27,837
Everybody's downstairs.
1354
01:29:57,600 --> 01:30:00,434
- Stop the car.
- No, no, no, no. No. We're running late.
1355
01:30:00,480 --> 01:30:03,075
- Just pull over for two minutes.
- What is it?
1356
01:30:03,120 --> 01:30:05,396
I just... I just need to do
something for two minutes.
1357
01:30:05,440 --> 01:30:07,352
Will you stop
the fucking car, please?
1358
01:30:09,600 --> 01:30:11,557
Stop the car!
1359
01:30:30,760 --> 01:30:32,399
Come on!
1360
01:31:12,520 --> 01:31:14,273
Get down with me.
1361
01:31:14,320 --> 01:31:16,277
What are you doing?
1362
01:31:16,320 --> 01:31:19,233
Let's just have a moment
of silence together.
1363
01:31:23,880 --> 01:31:25,872
Let's shut our eyes
1364
01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:29,596
and hold everyone who's suffering
right now in our hearts.
1365
01:31:58,960 --> 01:32:01,634
Can I help you, miss?
1366
01:32:01,680 --> 01:32:04,149
- Nobody calls me that.
- Give her some space.
1367
01:32:04,200 --> 01:32:06,317
I got you.
1368
01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:08,272
- You got her?
- Yeah.
1369
01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:16,196
- Are there cameras down there?
- Not that I know of.
1370
01:32:16,240 --> 01:32:19,597
- Tell your team if anyone is caught photographing her...
- No photos!
1371
01:32:19,640 --> 01:32:22,056
- ...they are fucking fired!
- We'll fire their fucking asses.
1372
01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:24,037
What can we get you?
1373
01:32:24,080 --> 01:32:26,993
Mmm...
I'm very thirsty.
1374
01:32:27,040 --> 01:32:28,918
Get her some water
and something to eat.
1375
01:32:28,960 --> 01:32:31,475
- Okay, what would she like?
- Uh, anything with sugar.
1376
01:32:31,520 --> 01:32:33,751
- Soda.
- Where's Albertine?
1377
01:32:33,800 --> 01:32:36,793
- She's behind you.
- Will you take her and get her something to drink?
1378
01:32:36,840 --> 01:32:38,877
We're not going anywhere.
I'm right here.
1379
01:32:38,920 --> 01:32:41,674
Oh,
I was just coming up to introduce myself.
1380
01:32:41,720 --> 01:32:44,599
- I'm stepping in for O'Malley tonight.
- Who's O'Malley?
1381
01:32:44,640 --> 01:32:48,554
- Now is not a great time.
- Oh, I'm sorry. I can come by your dressing room later.
1382
01:32:48,600 --> 01:32:51,593
I need you to call this!
She can't go on.
1383
01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:54,280
Celeste, stop
with the histrionics.
1384
01:32:54,320 --> 01:32:56,232
- Yeah, I know. I know.
- Okay? Get it together.
1385
01:32:56,280 --> 01:32:58,351
I know. We've been here
every day for a week.
1386
01:32:58,400 --> 01:33:01,040
Let go of me!
Let go of me!
1387
01:33:01,080 --> 01:33:03,720
Everyone thinks
I'm some kind of idiot!
1388
01:33:03,760 --> 01:33:05,640
- No one thinks you're an idiot.
- Just shut up!
1389
01:33:05,680 --> 01:33:07,831
- Stop being a spoiled brat.
- Don't call me a brat.
1390
01:33:07,880 --> 01:33:10,839
- Stop being a spoiled fucking brat.
- Don't call me a fucking brat!
1391
01:33:10,880 --> 01:33:14,317
You shut up.
Shut up and stop being a spoiled brat.
1392
01:33:16,800 --> 01:33:20,271
- Right this way, guys.
- Thank you.
1393
01:33:20,320 --> 01:33:22,516
- Spoiled brat.
- Don't you ever
1394
01:33:22,560 --> 01:33:25,075
fucking call me
a spoiled brat!
1395
01:33:25,160 --> 01:33:29,393
Don't you ever!
I am sick of everybody
1396
01:33:29,440 --> 01:33:32,478
treating me like
I'm not a person!
1397
01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:34,557
Get it together.
1398
01:33:34,600 --> 01:33:38,196
Get your shit together.
Do not come in here
1399
01:33:38,240 --> 01:33:40,391
and indulge this unhealthy
behavior, Ellie!
1400
01:33:40,440 --> 01:33:42,955
Close your eyes.
1401
01:33:43,000 --> 01:33:45,640
- Get out of here.
- Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
1402
01:33:45,680 --> 01:33:47,876
I said, get out!
1403
01:33:47,920 --> 01:33:49,673
Close your eyes
and pretend
1404
01:33:49,720 --> 01:33:51,576
- you're the only one in the room.
- Hey. Hey. Hey.
1405
01:33:51,600 --> 01:33:53,478
Do you want me
to call this off?
1406
01:33:53,520 --> 01:33:56,080
You're dancing in your room.
What did you say?
1407
01:34:00,480 --> 01:34:02,073
Move.
1408
01:34:11,160 --> 01:34:14,471
Everybody's is talking about me like
I'm not right in front of them.
1409
01:34:14,520 --> 01:34:17,319
I'm right in front of them...
1410
01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:20,114
He's a car salesman.
Don't worry about him.
1411
01:34:21,840 --> 01:34:23,479
Hey.
1412
01:34:23,520 --> 01:34:27,992
They showed me these
promos we shot today.
1413
01:34:28,040 --> 01:34:31,556
I looked so bad.
1414
01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:34,240
- What are you talking about?
- So bad!
1415
01:34:34,280 --> 01:34:38,957
No, don't look
at me like that.
1416
01:34:39,000 --> 01:34:41,071
- Listen to me.
- Okay.
1417
01:34:41,120 --> 01:34:44,158
Listen to me.
1418
01:34:44,240 --> 01:34:47,597
So they told me
the camera we were using
1419
01:34:47,640 --> 01:34:49,632
was gonna be great.
1420
01:34:50,760 --> 01:34:53,514
I looked so ugly.
1421
01:34:53,560 --> 01:34:56,439
I looked so ugly!
1422
01:34:56,480 --> 01:34:59,040
And it made me
want to die!
1423
01:34:59,080 --> 01:35:01,117
No. You're not
gonna die.
1424
01:35:01,160 --> 01:35:03,880
I just want to be
queen for them,
1425
01:35:03,920 --> 01:35:06,799
and sometimes I don't
feel like a queen at all.
1426
01:35:08,080 --> 01:35:09,434
Sometimes...
1427
01:35:09,480 --> 01:35:13,554
I'm just so ugly
underneath all this.
1428
01:35:13,600 --> 01:35:15,796
If they only knew.
1429
01:35:15,840 --> 01:35:18,799
I'm so grateful
you're alive.
1430
01:35:18,840 --> 01:35:20,797
I'm here.
1431
01:35:20,840 --> 01:35:24,629
They can be so mean!
1432
01:35:24,680 --> 01:35:27,400
So mean!
1433
01:35:27,440 --> 01:35:29,397
That's because
they've never done anything
1434
01:35:29,440 --> 01:35:30,999
they're proud of, honey.
1435
01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,475
Right!
You're right!
1436
01:35:35,080 --> 01:35:37,276
You're not here for them.
1437
01:35:37,320 --> 01:35:39,437
You're here for your fans.
1438
01:35:39,480 --> 01:35:43,076
And tonight will be the
greatest night of their lives.
1439
01:35:43,120 --> 01:35:45,954
The public will be
at your feet again.
1440
01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:50,230
In just a few minutes,
this nightmare you've been living
1441
01:35:50,280 --> 01:35:52,397
will all be over,
1442
01:35:52,440 --> 01:35:55,274
and it will have all
been worth it.
1443
01:36:00,960 --> 01:36:03,111
Let me help you
get dressed.
1444
01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:11,551
Two minutes.
Two minutes, guys!
1445
01:36:11,600 --> 01:36:14,440
- All right, two-minute warning!
- Watch your step, miss.
1446
01:36:16,200 --> 01:36:18,317
Coming through!
1447
01:36:18,360 --> 01:36:20,556
Clear those cables.
They're coming in.
1448
01:36:20,600 --> 01:36:22,637
Excuse me.
Coming through.
1449
01:36:30,800 --> 01:36:33,156
- Excuse me.
- Excuse us.
1450
01:36:34,400 --> 01:36:36,119
Watch your step here.
1451
01:36:38,520 --> 01:36:40,557
- Stage team, take your places.
- Excuse us.
1452
01:36:40,600 --> 01:36:43,240
- Places, please.
- Clear. Clear out of the way. Thank you.
1453
01:36:43,280 --> 01:36:46,717
- Quick, over here.
- You look amazing.
1454
01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,035
Are you ready?
1455
01:36:48,080 --> 01:36:49,719
My daughter's
out there tonight.
1456
01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:51,752
Got to make this
amazing for her.
1457
01:36:51,800 --> 01:36:53,996
All right.
Let's get started.
1458
01:36:54,040 --> 01:36:55,918
All right, everybody
gather round Cel.
1459
01:36:59,920 --> 01:37:02,389
Okay, I just
want to say thank you
1460
01:37:02,440 --> 01:37:05,080
for this beautiful group
of talented people.
1461
01:37:05,120 --> 01:37:07,840
I want to take a minute
to reflect on the last year
1462
01:37:07,880 --> 01:37:09,997
and this crew,
who are like family.
1463
01:37:10,040 --> 01:37:13,397
None of this would be
possible without you.
1464
01:37:15,680 --> 01:37:19,799
Then let's give our girl some love!
1465
01:37:22,200 --> 01:37:25,511
- Who's the baddest bitch in the room?
- You are!
1466
01:37:25,560 --> 01:37:29,349
- Who's the sickest band on the planet?
- We are!
1467
01:37:29,400 --> 01:37:32,074
- Who makes this possible?
- We do!
1468
01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:34,077
- Are we gonna be good?
- No!
1469
01:37:34,120 --> 01:37:35,918
- Are we gonna be great?
- No!
1470
01:37:35,960 --> 01:37:38,953
- Are we gonna be amazing?
- No!
1471
01:37:39,000 --> 01:37:41,037
Then what are
we gonna be?
1472
01:37:41,080 --> 01:37:43,993
- Phenomenal!
- Yeah! Phenomenal!
1473
01:37:44,040 --> 01:37:46,416
Phenomenal!
Phenomenal! Phenomenal! Phenomenal!
1474
01:37:46,440 --> 01:37:49,000
Come on!
Take it higher and higher and higher
1475
01:37:49,040 --> 01:37:51,760
and higher and higher
and higher and higher!
1476
01:37:51,800 --> 01:37:55,032
Phenomenal, break!
1477
01:38:08,560 --> 01:38:11,519
Five, four, three,
1478
01:38:11,560 --> 01:38:13,233
two...
1479
01:38:14,920 --> 01:38:16,832
Tonight,
we're gonna bring it back
1480
01:38:16,880 --> 01:38:20,191
to where it all began.
1481
01:38:20,240 --> 01:38:23,153
You want to travel back
in time with me?
1482
01:38:24,800 --> 01:38:29,033
Tonight is all for you.
1483
01:38:29,080 --> 01:38:30,992
That's right, bitches.
1484
01:38:31,040 --> 01:38:34,112
My little angels.
1485
01:38:34,160 --> 01:38:36,755
This is the
new New Testament.
1486
01:38:36,800 --> 01:38:40,760
and tonight
is all for you.
1487
01:39:25,720 --> 01:39:27,473
♪ I cannot get out ♪
1488
01:39:27,520 --> 01:39:31,878
♪ Where they go
I cannot follow ♪
1489
01:40:45,000 --> 01:40:47,879
♪ I, I, I, I ♪
1490
01:40:47,920 --> 01:40:50,992
♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪
1491
01:40:52,160 --> 01:40:55,597
♪ I, I, I, I ♪
1492
01:40:55,640 --> 01:40:58,712
♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪
1493
01:41:00,640 --> 01:41:04,077
♪ No, I don't need no
Fourth of July ♪
1494
01:41:04,160 --> 01:41:07,710
♪ I'm celebrate every night
Every night ♪
1495
01:41:07,760 --> 01:41:11,117
♪ And I don't need no
No chemicals ♪
1496
01:41:11,160 --> 01:41:14,915
♪ I'm incredible
I provide my own fuel ♪
1497
01:41:14,960 --> 01:41:19,910
♪ Yeah, I got all my friends
And we roll together ♪
1498
01:41:19,960 --> 01:41:22,600
♪ We're so alive ♪
1499
01:41:22,640 --> 01:41:26,520
♪ Yeah, I got a sixth sense
On where the party's headed ♪
1500
01:41:26,600 --> 01:41:30,037
♪ Oh, every night
We're alive ♪
1501
01:41:34,360 --> 01:41:37,398
♪ 'Cause I'm a firecracker ♪
1502
01:41:41,320 --> 01:41:44,836
♪ I'll be your firecracker ♪
1503
01:41:44,880 --> 01:41:48,760
♪ And watch the sparks fly
Tonight, tonight ♪
1504
01:41:48,800 --> 01:41:52,032
♪ Be your firecracker ♪
1505
01:41:52,080 --> 01:41:54,914
♪ Let's throw it down tonight ♪
1506
01:41:54,960 --> 01:41:59,512
♪ Throw it down tonight ♪
1507
01:41:59,560 --> 01:42:03,315
♪ I, I, I, I ♪
1508
01:42:13,840 --> 01:42:17,117
♪ Come on now, boy, I want
To see some sweat and tears ♪
1509
01:42:17,160 --> 01:42:20,631
♪ Throw it down, boy, I want
To see your sweat and tears ♪
1510
01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:25,517
♪ I want to see some
Sweat and tears ♪
1511
01:42:25,560 --> 01:42:27,279
♪ I want to see
Some sweat and tears ♪
1512
01:42:27,320 --> 01:42:29,789
♪ I see you
Don't buckle today ♪
1513
01:42:29,840 --> 01:42:33,720
♪ Use your muscles,
baby You're the competition New way ♪
1514
01:42:33,760 --> 01:42:36,753
♪ You've got guts
Just for getting on us ♪
1515
01:42:36,800 --> 01:42:38,553
♪ Using all that you've got ♪
1516
01:42:38,600 --> 01:42:40,671
♪ You know what position
You play ♪
1517
01:42:40,720 --> 01:42:43,872
♪ I want to see you put your
Heart where your mouth is ♪
1518
01:42:43,920 --> 01:42:47,197
♪ I want to see you give it up
For this world ♪
1519
01:42:47,240 --> 01:42:50,153
♪ I wanna squeeze you and give
You all the love you need ♪
1520
01:42:50,200 --> 01:42:51,759
♪ Listen to me cheer, baby ♪
1521
01:42:51,800 --> 01:42:53,837
♪ I want to see
Your sweat and tears ♪
1522
01:43:03,520 --> 01:43:05,512
♪ Ain't nothing to fear, baby ♪
1523
01:43:07,720 --> 01:43:10,394
♪ Come on now, boy, I want
To see some sweat and tears ♪
1524
01:43:10,440 --> 01:43:13,478
♪ Throw it down, boy, I want
To see your sweat and tears ♪
1525
01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:19,270
♪ I want to see some
Sweat and tears ♪
1526
01:43:26,800 --> 01:43:30,157
I hear all you angels.
1527
01:43:30,200 --> 01:43:33,557
30,000 of my little angels.
1528
01:43:34,320 --> 01:43:35,959
So tell me,
1529
01:43:39,240 --> 01:43:43,519
how many of you have ever had
a boy break your heart?
1530
01:43:46,600 --> 01:43:49,991
And how many of you have cried
yourselves to sleep at night
1531
01:43:50,040 --> 01:43:53,670
because somebody called you
an ugly name?
1532
01:43:53,720 --> 01:43:56,315
Fat?
1533
01:43:56,360 --> 01:43:58,591
Hideous?
1534
01:43:58,640 --> 01:44:00,233
Slut?
1535
01:44:01,880 --> 01:44:03,553
Well, guess what?
1536
01:44:03,600 --> 01:44:05,910
People have been
trying to take me down
1537
01:44:05,960 --> 01:44:08,634
for years,
1538
01:44:08,720 --> 01:44:10,677
but I won't stay down.
1539
01:44:12,560 --> 01:44:15,837
Celeste!
Celeste! Celeste! Celeste!
1540
01:44:22,960 --> 01:44:27,159
♪ I'm a private girl ♪
1541
01:44:27,200 --> 01:44:31,035
♪ In a public world ♪
1542
01:44:31,080 --> 01:44:34,960
♪ I'm a private girl ♪
1543
01:44:38,720 --> 01:44:40,552
♪ Now here the fun begins ♪
1544
01:44:40,600 --> 01:44:42,717
♪ Don't need to sing of ♪
1545
01:44:42,760 --> 01:44:46,071
♪ What we got ourselves in ♪
1546
01:44:46,120 --> 01:44:50,114
♪ Maybe we'll sneak around When
the plane hits The ground ♪
1547
01:44:50,160 --> 01:44:54,313
♪ They point the lens
And we're running ♪
1548
01:45:08,520 --> 01:45:11,957
♪ You know I'm a private girl ♪
1549
01:45:12,000 --> 01:45:15,311
♪ I don't need to tell
The world ♪
1550
01:45:15,360 --> 01:45:17,317
♪ So I'm sticking to ♪
1551
01:45:17,360 --> 01:45:19,636
♪ "We're just friends
We're just friends" ♪
1552
01:45:19,680 --> 01:45:21,637
♪ I'm sticking to ♪
1553
01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:27,480
♪ You see
I'm a private girl ♪
1554
01:45:27,520 --> 01:45:31,036
♪ My secrets are hidden ♪
1555
01:45:57,440 --> 01:45:59,955
Late one
night at the hospital,
1556
01:46:00,040 --> 01:46:03,636
following that fateful morning
at New Brighton,
1557
01:46:03,680 --> 01:46:06,639
Celeste made a maddening claim
that only her sister
1558
01:46:06,680 --> 01:46:09,320
had ever sensed to be true.
1559
01:46:09,360 --> 01:46:11,352
She recounted
a story to Eleanor
1560
01:46:11,400 --> 01:46:13,835
that went something
like this:
1561
01:46:13,880 --> 01:46:16,634
Shortly after her classmate
pulled the trigger
1562
01:46:16,680 --> 01:46:19,798
and sent her to the place
between life and death,
1563
01:46:19,840 --> 01:46:23,390
a place that she was only able
to describe to Eleanor
1564
01:46:23,480 --> 01:46:25,756
as a rush of color,
1565
01:46:25,800 --> 01:46:28,599
She had met the devil
and made a deal with him
1566
01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:31,200
in exchange for her life.
1567
01:46:31,240 --> 01:46:34,916
He whispered her melodies,
and she returned with a mission
1568
01:46:34,960 --> 01:46:37,953
to bring great change
to the next century.
1569
01:46:38,000 --> 01:46:40,356
He said,
1570
01:46:40,400 --> 01:46:42,551
"Shut your eyes
1571
01:46:42,600 --> 01:46:46,196
and repeat after me:
1572
01:46:46,240 --> 01:46:48,675
One for the money,
1573
01:46:48,720 --> 01:46:51,599
two for the show.
1574
01:46:51,640 --> 01:46:55,156
On three we get ready,
1575
01:46:55,200 --> 01:46:58,159
And on four...
come with me.
1576
01:46:58,200 --> 01:47:00,795
♪ I knew I would've been
Torn to shreds ♪
1577
01:47:00,840 --> 01:47:04,834
♪ But all the people
In my head ♪
1578
01:47:04,880 --> 01:47:07,873
♪ Dropped to the bed
I got up instead ♪
1579
01:47:07,920 --> 01:47:11,960
♪ Oh, oh
I was barely alive ♪
1580
01:47:12,000 --> 01:47:15,277
♪ Stuck in my head
I had nothing left ♪
1581
01:47:15,320 --> 01:47:18,950
♪ No, you brought me alive ♪
1582
01:47:19,000 --> 01:47:22,277
♪ I'm kissed, I'm licked
Gonna need a fix ♪
1583
01:47:22,320 --> 01:47:26,109
♪ Oh, oh
I'm so glad your mine ♪
1584
01:47:26,160 --> 01:47:29,312
♪ Your laws that shock
They start from the top ♪
1585
01:47:29,360 --> 01:47:33,798
♪ Oh, oh
I'm so satisfied ♪
1586
01:47:33,840 --> 01:47:37,356
♪ You are my music ♪
1587
01:47:37,400 --> 01:47:40,677
♪ You are my heartbeat
Truly ♪
1588
01:47:40,720 --> 01:47:44,316
♪ And when we do it, do it ♪
1589
01:47:44,360 --> 01:47:47,592
♪ I know I will
Get through it ♪
1590
01:47:47,640 --> 01:47:51,953
♪ I come alive
I hit that line ♪
1591
01:47:52,000 --> 01:47:55,038
♪ Until you let me ♪
1592
01:47:55,080 --> 01:47:58,676
♪ Feel me
Check the EKG ♪
1593
01:47:58,720 --> 01:48:01,792
♪ My heart's
Like a house beat ♪
1594
01:48:18,040 --> 01:48:20,953
♪ Now feel the heat
From my heartbeat ♪
1595
01:48:21,000 --> 01:48:24,880
♪ Yeah, yeah
When I'm in your arms ♪
1596
01:48:24,920 --> 01:48:28,152
♪ We come alive
We have lots of time ♪
1597
01:48:28,200 --> 01:48:31,989
♪ Yeah, yeah
We are shooting stars ♪
1598
01:48:32,040 --> 01:48:35,397
♪ Oh, I see electricity ♪
1599
01:48:35,440 --> 01:48:39,116
♪ Yeah, yeah
Makes me want to move ♪
1600
01:48:39,160 --> 01:48:42,358
♪ Without your love
I'd be up above ♪
1601
01:48:42,400 --> 01:48:46,076
♪ Yeah, yeah
Stay right here with you ♪
1602
01:48:46,120 --> 01:48:50,399
♪ You are my music ♪
1603
01:48:50,440 --> 01:48:53,911
♪ You are my heartbeat
Truly ♪
1604
01:48:53,960 --> 01:48:57,351
♪ And when we do it, do it ♪
1605
01:48:57,400 --> 01:49:00,711
♪ I know I will
Get through it ♪
1606
01:49:00,760 --> 01:49:02,991
♪ I come alive ♪
1607
01:49:03,040 --> 01:49:07,751
♪ I hit that line
Until you let me ♪
1608
01:49:07,800 --> 01:49:11,680
♪ Feel me
Check my EKG ♪
1609
01:49:11,720 --> 01:49:15,760
♪ My heart's
Like a house beat ♪
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