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Chapters 19-31

"quack!"

- Drink? - Beer, please.

Fuck!

Goddamn it!

I�m sorry, Colton, I didn�t mean to...

Just don�t do it again, okay?

What happened?

We all didn�t have perfect, white picket fence childhoods

like you, rylee.

It's really that important for you to know I�d go days without food?

That my mom would force me...

She�d do whatever was needed to ensure her next fucking fix?

Fuck...

I�m sorry.

I find myself apologizing a lot around you, rylee, I didn�t mean to...

It�s okay to feel that way.

What happened?

Don�t try try fix me.

I�m just trying to understand.

I know. I told you,

my first eight years were a fucking nightmare.

I don�t wanna fill your head with details. It was...

Fuck!

I swear to god it�s you.

I�ve never let my guard down. Never...

I�ve been able to block things out for so long.

Ignore everything.

You tear down walls I didn�t even know I was building, ry.

You make me feel, rylee.

Do you have any idea what you�re doing to me?

I could look at you for hours.

I�m proud of you.

You walked into that storage closet tonight and didn�t freak out.

I didn�t actually walk in.

I believe I was coerced.

You had my thoughts focused elsewhere.

It�s the Colton effect.

The Colton effect?

I like the sound of that.

Why does that not surprise me, ace?

Everything you do surprises me.

Well...

According to bathroom gossip tonight,

you�re a god in the sack

and I am far from your usual, experienced type.

You broke the mold, rylee.

You�re the purest person I�ve ever met.

You fell out of that damn storage closet

and my life hasn't been the same since.

No one�s mattered before. Ever.

You changed that. You matter.

I�ve never had to work so hard for something I never thought I wanted.

Thank you.

- A god in the sack, huh? - Oh, my god.

Hey. Oh, hey, calm down, scooter.

It's okay... it�s okay, buddy.

Oh, I�m okay. I'm okay. Hey, I�m right here...

No, nothing�s happened to me.

I promise. I�m not going anywhere.

Never.

You okay now?

Okay... hey, no.

Don�t be sorry.

You know you can always call me. Always.

Okay, I'm gonna see you on Monday, okay?

Hey, scoot?

I "spiderman" you. Bye.

Okay, bye.

Sorry.

He had a really bad dream and thought I�d been hurt.

No. Don�t be.

"I spiderman you?"

Yeah. Some of the boys have trouble with expressing affection.

It all started with Shane really, but now most of the boys do it.

We take the one thing that they love more than anything

and we use that to express the emotion instead

and scooter loves spiderman, so that�s what he uses.

For instance, pretend you are one of my boys,

what do you love more than anything?

Sex with you.

Come on, be serious.

I love to race.

Perfect. So, if you were one of the boys

and you wanted to tell me that you loved me,

you�d say I race you, rylee.

I mean... if you were one of the boys that is.

Hey!

Morning, sleepy.

Do you have any idea how much I wish I was tangled up in that bed of yours?

I was just thinking the exact same thing.

Seeing as I am very cold and naked

and I know you�d know exactly what to do to warm me up.

Sweet Jesus, woman.

I�ll be right back.

I�m not sure the people having breakfast here wanna hear me

have phone sex with my girlfriend.

How are the meetings going? How's Nashville?

Not bad, just not home.

Sorry to wake you, but I wanted to hear your voice.

I miss you.

I miss you too.

More than I thought possible.

Hey, I gotta go, but I�ll call you tonight if it�s not too late, okay?

It doesn�t matter the time.

- Hey, ry? - Hm?

Think of me.

Always.

Hi, momma!

Hey, sweetie. I have to find out from people magazine

about the new man in your life?

Colton Donavan! How serious is it?

We�re just feeling it out as we go.

Does he treat you well?

Yes, mom. He treats me very well.

All right, well, just remember what I always say,

"don�t lose yourself trying to hold onto someone

who doesn�t care about losing you."

Yes, mom. I know.

You deserve nothing but happiness, sweetheart.

Thanks, mom.

How are the boys?

They�re good.

I think Shane has his first pseudo-girlfriend.

And Zander, he's still slowly making progress.

Oh, my goodness.

I'm so proud of you.

Oh, your dad talked to Tanner, by the way,

everything's going great for him over there.

But, sweetie, he is driving me crazy.

We have got to have a girl's day.

Ah, mom! I would love to do a girl's day.

Massages, manicures... wine!

I love you, mom.

Anything...

Someone's having Colton withdrawals.

What�s it been, nine days?

Eight.

Well, try Skype. It�s not the toaster's fault.

Who says we haven�t?

Hot damn! Nice to see colton�s put that spark back in your eye.

He�s made you feel sexy too...

Don�t give me that look, I�ve seen the lingerie

and I love it.

So when does he get back?

Two days.

Thank god. Then you can stop being a raving bitch!

You�ve got it bad, girl!

I know. I know...

All right, I have to go.

- Bye. - All right, bye!

There�s a meeting today at cde and you gotta go.

What? A meeting at cde? Colton is in Nashville.

They requested you. Maybe it�s with his marketing team.

They�re sending a car for you. It�ll be here in 30 minutes.

Thanks, Sammy.

Good afternoon, Ms. Thomas.

I figured you�d be in Nashville with Colton.

Becks scolded me for not giving you romantic gestures.

Says I needed to give you the flowers and poetry variety.

Here�s the closest I get, "roses are red. Violets are blue.

Sitting in Nashville. Thinking of you."

How sweet!

And you said you didn't do romance.

Be still my beating heart.

Now I have one for you.

"Roses are red. Violets are blue.

I�m using my hand, while thinking of you."

How am I supposed to get through my meeting with a hard-on?

My turn, typing with one hand now.

"Roses are red. Lemons are sour.

If you open your legs, I�ll be there in an hour."

Quite the poet, ace.

Too bad you�re not here.

Might just have to take care of myself.

Xx. Gotta go.

I need my hands for other things now.

Please, head to the conference room. Someone will be right with you.

Thanks.

"Roses are red. Violets are blue.

Better be only my hands on you."

Colton!

Surprise!

Hiya, ace.

I missed you.

I really like my surprise.

You sure know how to spoil a girl.

Thank you.

I wasn�t sure how your office would react if I were to waltz in

and take you over the edge of your desk.

That was your plan, huh?

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

I believe you once told me that you were far from desperate.

That was before I spent an endless amount of time,

in god knows how many boring meetings,

thinking about what exactly I wanna be doing with you.

And to you.

That�s a lot of dirty thoughts.

Excuse me, Colton?

Beckett's looking for you.

Something about an issue with Eddie.

They�re on the garage floor.

Thanks. Be right there.

Come with me.

I�ll be right back.

- What's going on, becks? - Hey, bud.

Grab that helmet, I wanna show you something.

All right.

So, you know this latest iteration that we have.

You gotta see that helmet there.

So this new lock mechanism we got right here,

- where the slot slides on the top. - Yeah.

It locks in. Welp, some yahoo is trying to sell it.

Someone at the shop?

Yeah, and I feel pretty confident that is heavy...

I just wanted to bring it to your attention.

It's your call from here.

Great... All right, I'll take care of that.

All right. It looks good though. Nice job.

Hey, thanks, man. Doing what I can for you here.

Hey.

Up.

Sweet Jesus.

Are you trying to tease me, ry?

It's not like you're gonna do anything about it.

In a building full of your employees...

Didn�t you know dares like that are what rebels like me live for?

Good things come to those who wait.

Take off your panties.

I wanna ruin you...

For any other man that dares to think of touching you.

You already have.

My down payment for later.

Colt, you scared me half to death.

Can I help you with something, tawn?

I'm just looking for the penzoil contract.

Tawny, you�ve met rylee, right?

Something like that.

So good to see you again.

Tawny came up with the lap match sponsorship idea.

Corporate caring appreciates all the hard work

you�ve put behind this.

Well, if you think you can contribute in any way, rylee,

feel free to let me know.

Thank you, but I�m sure that any help I could provide would be...

Inconsequential. Don�t you think, ace?

Inconsequential.

Thank you, tawny.

Rylee and I have somewhere we need to be.

We need to do something about this habit you have

of taking my panties.

No, we don�t.

You�re starting to put a dent in my drawers.

I know... and I hope to be again very soon.

Well, why�d your trip get cut short?

I missed you.

I could tell by all the beautiful poetry you wrote me.

"Always creating ecstasy."

No.

You really dislike her, don�t you?

Let�s just say that she and I have had a couple of exchanges

that lead me to believe she�s not as innocent as she seems...

And I�ll just leave it at that.

You�re jealous of her?

Jealous? No... but come on.

Colton. Look at her. It�s easy to see why I�d feel that way.

What are you talking about?

Seriously? She�s like a walking wet dream.

Perfect in every way, and I�m just... i�m me.

Come here. I wanna show you something.

Uh-uh, rylee.

Don�t take your eyes off of mine.

Rylee... you are breathtaking.

I want you to see what I see.

I want you to see how sexy...

And desirable...

And fucking hot you are.

I want you to see what you do to me.

How this body...

That's beautiful...

Inside and out...

Can unravel me...

Can cause me to come undone.

I want you to watch me while I take you, rylee.

See what you do to me.

What I do to you.

See why this is enough for me.

Why I choose you.

Stop it... stop...

Stop...

I love you.

Fuck!

- Hey. - I gotta get to work.

Colton.

Please, say something.

I told you, rylee, I'm just not a possibility.

I�m not capable of, not deserving...

I got nothing but black inside of me.

Patron. Six shots. Keep 'em coming.

You got it.

A hundred for the mirror.

A hundred to keep 'em coming.

You know that you�re only ever allowed to love me, colty.

I know the things you let them do to you.

The things you enjoy them doing to you.

I know you�re convinced you let them to do it

because you love me,

but you really do it because you like how it feels.

You�re a naughty boy.

No one will ever be able to love you.

If they found out all the naughty things you�ve done,

they�d know the truth,

that you�re horrible and poisoned inside.

I love you.

"A catastrophic exit."

What?

Hey!

Hi, ace. Call me when you have a chance. We need to talk. Xo.

Hi, this is rylee Thomas for Colton Donavan.

Oh... he�s sick?

Uh, no. Thank you.

- Hey. - What the hell happened?

I told him I loved him.

Oh, shit.

That sums it up.

How�s he doing?

Moody. Grouchy. Surly as hell.

I�d say he�s trying to drink himself into oblivion.

But, he�s missing you terribly.

Please, I�m at a loss as to what to do.

I don�t wanna push him away further.

Colton is a wonderful, complicated man...

He needs a lot of patience, loyalty, trust,

and a person to tell him when he steps out of line.

All that�s gonna take time for him to realize and accept...

So, give him time.

In the end, he�s worth the wait.

Good luck, rylee.

Thanks, quinlan.

Donavan residence.

Hi, grace, it�s rylee... I need to see Colton.

Hi, dear. Colton�s not here.

He hasn�t been here since yesterday afternoon.

Would you like to come in?

No, thank you. Just... tell him I stopped by.

- I sure will. Take care. - Thanks.

- Rylee! - Fuck this.

Rylee, it�s not what you think!

It's not what I think?

Because when your ex answers your door in your t-shirt

this early in the morning, what else am I supposed to think?

I swear. It�s not what you think.

If it looks like a duck and walks like a duck...

- Nothing happened! - Quack!

God! Why? Why did you choose her?

Out of everyone?

Especially after what we shared the other night?

Please... I can make this right.

You said you�d try...

When I meant try, Colton,

I didn�t mean try to stick your dick in the first available candidate

as soon as you get scared!

- I swear this is not from last... - Quack!

Rylee!

Rylee!

I told you I�d hurt you.

Yeah, you did.

But just because you warned me doesn�t make it okay.

Suck it up, Donavan. We both have baggage.

Everyone does.

Turning to someone else, fucking someone else,

is unacceptable. I will not tolerate it.

You can�t possibly love me, rylee.

Well, you definitely tried to make sure of that, didn�t you?

Did you sleep with her, Colton?

Does it matter? You�re gonna think what you wanna think anyway.

Do not turn this on me. I am not the one who messed this up.

Didn�t you though?

No.

This one is entirely on you, Colton.

Goodbye.

You�re leaving me?

Goodbye.

Wait...

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