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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,775 --> 00:00:10,678 [bright, up-tempo music playing] 2 00:00:22,590 --> 00:00:25,894 [insects trilling] 3 00:00:25,994 --> 00:00:28,228 [birds chirping] 4 00:00:32,199 --> 00:00:34,434 [bright synth melody playing] 5 00:00:38,006 --> 00:00:39,306 [woman] Once upon a time, 6 00:00:39,406 --> 00:00:41,910 there was a woman who loved a man 7 00:00:42,010 --> 00:00:43,745 who loved her back. 8 00:00:44,344 --> 00:00:47,247 And so, together... 9 00:00:48,248 --> 00:00:50,384 they decided to have a wedding. 10 00:00:51,151 --> 00:00:53,688 [bright melody continues] 11 00:01:04,398 --> 00:01:06,634 [lively, overlapping chatter] 12 00:01:08,970 --> 00:01:10,572 [man on television] Here we go. 13 00:01:10,672 --> 00:01:12,774 Legs up. Lift knees. 14 00:01:13,440 --> 00:01:15,777 Roll it out. Here we go. 15 00:01:15,877 --> 00:01:17,645 And lift those legs. 16 00:01:17,745 --> 00:01:20,213 Three, two, one, go. 17 00:01:20,314 --> 00:01:22,550 [bell chimes] [chatter stops] 18 00:01:23,450 --> 00:01:26,020 Welcome to Meditation Minute. 19 00:01:26,119 --> 00:01:28,322 Thank you for taking time once again 20 00:01:28,422 --> 00:01:31,124 out of your busy, hectic life 21 00:01:31,224 --> 00:01:35,663 to meditate, calm down, relax, and unwind with me. 22 00:01:35,763 --> 00:01:38,566 We're gonna take a couple of deep breaths. 23 00:01:38,666 --> 00:01:40,133 Ready? 24 00:01:40,233 --> 00:01:42,135 Inhale. 25 00:01:45,039 --> 00:01:46,741 Exhale. 26 00:01:47,542 --> 00:01:50,277 [bright, gentle melody playing] 27 00:01:50,377 --> 00:01:53,113 Inhale. [overlapping chatter resumes] 28 00:01:57,184 --> 00:01:58,553 [Meditation Mary] Keep breathing. 29 00:01:58,653 --> 00:02:00,855 [woman] Celestina, answer your phone! 30 00:02:00,955 --> 00:02:02,557 [Meditation Mary] Inhale. 31 00:02:02,657 --> 00:02:05,425 [music continues] 32 00:02:07,494 --> 00:02:09,396 [Celestina] Once upon a time, 33 00:02:09,496 --> 00:02:12,466 a woman was becoming a wife. 34 00:02:14,869 --> 00:02:16,804 [bell chimes] 35 00:02:17,605 --> 00:02:19,841 [funky, dramatic music playing] 36 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:43,397 [funky synth chord joins] 37 00:03:21,135 --> 00:03:23,370 [dramatic music continues] 38 00:03:29,644 --> 00:03:31,879 [funky synth chord joins once more] 39 00:03:40,387 --> 00:03:42,322 [music ends] [bell chimes] 40 00:03:44,125 --> 00:03:46,359 [birds chittering] 41 00:03:52,934 --> 00:03:55,335 [thunder rumbling] 42 00:03:56,037 --> 00:03:58,573 [inhales deeply] 43 00:03:59,841 --> 00:04:01,876 [exhales] 44 00:04:03,711 --> 00:04:05,146 [Celestina] You know my father 45 00:04:05,245 --> 00:04:07,414 and my mother never got married? 46 00:04:10,585 --> 00:04:12,787 Said it was the secret to their happiness. 47 00:04:14,155 --> 00:04:15,890 He built this whole place for her. 48 00:04:15,990 --> 00:04:17,058 Mm. Yeah. 49 00:04:17,158 --> 00:04:18,559 Did I ever tell you that? 50 00:04:18,659 --> 00:04:19,961 Mm. Maybe. 51 00:04:20,061 --> 00:04:21,495 It doesn't matter. 52 00:04:21,596 --> 00:04:25,166 I mean, obviously, before the accident of me. 53 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:26,834 Back when it was 54 00:04:26,934 --> 00:04:30,538 extramarital affairs and club drugs. 55 00:04:31,371 --> 00:04:33,406 Money, money, money. 56 00:04:34,642 --> 00:04:35,810 Fun. 57 00:04:37,545 --> 00:04:40,380 Then little ol' me came along. 58 00:04:41,381 --> 00:04:44,852 And my mother, who never settles, 59 00:04:44,952 --> 00:04:48,055 decided that it was time to settle down. 60 00:04:48,956 --> 00:04:50,825 So my dad found the land. 61 00:04:50,925 --> 00:04:53,728 He had his crew come out and build it. 62 00:04:54,662 --> 00:04:57,965 He said that it'd last till the edge of forever. 63 00:05:04,105 --> 00:05:07,508 [Cookie] Your mother got a man to build her a manor. 64 00:05:08,308 --> 00:05:10,443 Smart woman. 65 00:05:10,545 --> 00:05:12,180 Maybe. [chuckles] 66 00:05:12,280 --> 00:05:13,714 [Celestina] I mean, my dad needed her 67 00:05:13,815 --> 00:05:16,316 more than she needed him, really. He... 68 00:05:16,416 --> 00:05:18,085 He liked being useful, 69 00:05:18,186 --> 00:05:21,354 and she likes having someone to use. 70 00:05:21,454 --> 00:05:24,357 And not in a bad way, by any means, but... 71 00:05:25,325 --> 00:05:26,727 You know, maybe it was symbiotic. 72 00:05:26,828 --> 00:05:28,428 It worked for them. They were happy. 73 00:05:28,529 --> 00:05:31,699 They were annoyingly into each other. 74 00:05:31,799 --> 00:05:34,434 Like, I was the third wheel 75 00:05:34,535 --> 00:05:36,771 my whole childhood, Cooks. 76 00:05:36,871 --> 00:05:38,940 [Cookie] Mm. Here. 77 00:05:40,373 --> 00:05:41,474 Take it. 78 00:05:41,576 --> 00:05:43,144 Gift for your wedding. Mm. 79 00:05:43,244 --> 00:05:45,079 A breath of the freshest of airs. 80 00:05:45,179 --> 00:05:46,446 Yeah. 81 00:05:46,547 --> 00:05:49,250 I don't need a wedding gift, because it's a party. 82 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:50,383 Oh. 83 00:05:50,483 --> 00:05:51,686 Plus, you already got me a gift. 84 00:05:51,786 --> 00:05:53,254 This was your gift to me. 85 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:54,922 "No gifts." Ugh. 86 00:05:55,022 --> 00:05:56,524 That's such craziness. That... 87 00:05:56,624 --> 00:05:59,794 No, no, that ring-- I never liked it. 88 00:06:01,162 --> 00:06:03,064 I don't know why we keep using it. 89 00:06:03,164 --> 00:06:05,132 It brings very little luck. 90 00:06:05,233 --> 00:06:07,101 But that's what you do. 91 00:06:07,201 --> 00:06:09,270 You pass on the jewels 92 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:12,940 and the bad habits and the... 93 00:06:14,508 --> 00:06:16,244 And the good ones, too. 94 00:06:16,344 --> 00:06:18,112 [cell phone buzzing] 95 00:06:20,548 --> 00:06:22,449 But my grandson asked me, 96 00:06:22,550 --> 00:06:24,986 and you know I can't say no to my River. 97 00:06:27,154 --> 00:06:28,956 I... 98 00:06:29,056 --> 00:06:30,291 I-I know you... 99 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:31,692 Uh-uh. I know you hate it. 100 00:06:31,792 --> 00:06:33,194 No, no, no, don't lie to me. 101 00:06:33,294 --> 00:06:34,795 I don't give a shit. You-you know it. 102 00:06:34,896 --> 00:06:36,097 So sell it. 103 00:06:36,197 --> 00:06:37,765 Buy a trip to someplace 104 00:06:37,865 --> 00:06:40,568 where it still snows in December. 105 00:06:41,569 --> 00:06:45,573 That-that rock is not a gift. 106 00:06:45,673 --> 00:06:48,709 This is much better. [air hissing] 107 00:06:48,809 --> 00:06:53,614 The flower is from a farm near Levittown, 108 00:06:53,714 --> 00:06:57,018 but the seeds are from Peru. 109 00:06:57,118 --> 00:06:58,953 How did you get seeds from Peru? 110 00:06:59,053 --> 00:07:00,855 You smuggling oxygen now? 111 00:07:00,955 --> 00:07:02,489 [Cookie] Mm-hmm. 112 00:07:09,964 --> 00:07:11,933 [Meditation Mary] Now, we're gonna take 113 00:07:12,033 --> 00:07:13,534 one more inhale. 114 00:07:13,634 --> 00:07:15,503 [inhales deeply] Make it big. 115 00:07:15,603 --> 00:07:16,938 [bell chimes] 116 00:07:17,038 --> 00:07:18,205 Fuck. 117 00:07:18,706 --> 00:07:21,075 [lively, overlapping chatter outside] 118 00:07:21,642 --> 00:07:23,644 [sighs] [footsteps approaching] 119 00:07:24,412 --> 00:07:26,013 [Ayman] Hey. Hello! Hello. 120 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:27,982 Hey, hey! Whoa. 121 00:07:28,082 --> 00:07:30,217 Are we late? No, you're right on time. 122 00:07:30,318 --> 00:07:32,286 What is this? It's a raccoon skin. 123 00:07:32,386 --> 00:07:33,587 River's family came six hours early. 124 00:07:33,688 --> 00:07:34,922 Why is it so dark in here? 125 00:07:35,022 --> 00:07:36,456 Well, I don't know really. Yeah. 126 00:07:36,624 --> 00:07:38,659 [Tessa] Sure we're not concerned about the storm? 127 00:07:38,759 --> 00:07:40,895 It's not supposed to hit till middle of next week. It's fine. 128 00:07:40,995 --> 00:07:42,563 [Geoffrey] We can't let our lives 129 00:07:42,663 --> 00:07:44,065 be curtailed by the whims of precipitation. 130 00:07:44,165 --> 00:07:45,533 Ooh, but the whole thing with these storms 131 00:07:45,633 --> 00:07:47,068 is they could hop at any given time. 132 00:07:47,168 --> 00:07:48,970 A lot of windows to board up. [Celestina] No, it's fine. 133 00:07:49,070 --> 00:07:51,372 You got a lot of windows to board up. 134 00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:53,240 Where did it hit last? Are we next? 135 00:07:53,341 --> 00:07:55,142 It laid waste to Daytona. Laid waste? 136 00:07:55,242 --> 00:07:57,311 [Sabrina] Remember spring break? Yeah, the bikers. 137 00:07:57,411 --> 00:07:58,913 Mm-hmm. They're all gone now. 138 00:07:59,013 --> 00:08:01,916 [Celestina] Why? What happened? [Tessa] Story for another day. 139 00:08:02,016 --> 00:08:03,384 A day that isn't your wedding day. 140 00:08:03,483 --> 00:08:04,785 Oh, it's not a wedding. I... 141 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:06,253 It was very explicit on the invitation. 142 00:08:06,354 --> 00:08:07,621 It's a party. I just wanted to see 143 00:08:07,722 --> 00:08:08,889 your beautiful faces. [Sabrina] Okay. Damn. 144 00:08:08,990 --> 00:08:10,191 Your "not wedding" wedding day. Whatever. 145 00:08:10,291 --> 00:08:11,459 [Geoffrey] How does that work? 146 00:08:11,559 --> 00:08:12,994 Is there a marriage certificate? Yep. 147 00:08:13,094 --> 00:08:14,829 For taxes, health insurance. If you would've planned this 148 00:08:14,929 --> 00:08:16,931 like normal adults, I would've been able to throw you 149 00:08:17,031 --> 00:08:18,532 the bachelorette party you actually deserve. 150 00:08:18,632 --> 00:08:19,934 Do it for my 30th. Are you serious? 151 00:08:20,034 --> 00:08:21,702 Yeah. Are you? Because I have crazy ideas. 152 00:08:21,802 --> 00:08:23,104 Oh, did River have a stag do? 153 00:08:23,204 --> 00:08:24,972 How'd he do it? Oh, where is your beloved? 154 00:08:25,072 --> 00:08:26,640 Where is your prospective spouse? 155 00:08:26,741 --> 00:08:28,409 I need the both of you. [Celestina] He's, uh... 156 00:08:28,509 --> 00:08:30,044 [Tessa] Oh, yes. [Geoffrey] Not you. You s... 157 00:08:30,144 --> 00:08:32,113 [Tessa] This is great. Yeah. [Ayman] Ooh. 158 00:08:32,213 --> 00:08:35,516 You know, it shocks me that you of all people 159 00:08:35,616 --> 00:08:37,518 are wedding yourself to a man, 160 00:08:37,618 --> 00:08:40,221 but then I remember that man is River, so... 161 00:08:40,321 --> 00:08:41,589 It tracks. Yeah, it tracks. 162 00:08:41,689 --> 00:08:43,724 It tracks. Definitely. 163 00:08:44,558 --> 00:08:46,193 I love this. 164 00:08:46,293 --> 00:08:47,862 [sighs] 165 00:08:49,597 --> 00:08:51,465 It's been a while. Yeah, I know, right? 166 00:08:51,565 --> 00:08:53,267 Uh, work's been kicking my ass. 167 00:08:53,367 --> 00:08:54,602 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 168 00:08:54,702 --> 00:08:56,070 Work's been kicking your ass. 169 00:08:56,170 --> 00:08:57,506 [Celestina] Yeah, I, um... 170 00:08:57,605 --> 00:08:59,073 That's why I came to visit you for that thing. 171 00:08:59,173 --> 00:09:00,775 Remember? And you... No, I know, and I wanted 172 00:09:00,875 --> 00:09:02,276 to make your thing. Yeah. [chuckles] Okay. 173 00:09:02,376 --> 00:09:03,544 It's just you're acting, like, 174 00:09:03,644 --> 00:09:05,446 mad weird, right? No, I'm not. 175 00:09:05,546 --> 00:09:06,747 [laughing] I'm not being weird. 176 00:09:06,847 --> 00:09:08,482 How am I being weird? Am I being weird? 177 00:09:08,582 --> 00:09:09,617 [Ayman] You're being weird. 178 00:09:09,717 --> 00:09:11,118 Celly, it has been a month since 179 00:09:11,218 --> 00:09:12,720 you've answered a phone call, text, anything. 180 00:09:12,820 --> 00:09:14,688 I-I... And I know you, 181 00:09:14,789 --> 00:09:16,123 and you have no poker face. 182 00:09:16,223 --> 00:09:17,391 I do have a poker face. 183 00:09:17,491 --> 00:09:18,492 I've been working on it. 184 00:09:18,592 --> 00:09:19,794 Oh, yeah? Let me see. Mm-hmm. 185 00:09:19,894 --> 00:09:21,996 This is my poker face. Mm. 186 00:09:22,096 --> 00:09:23,397 Oh. 187 00:09:23,497 --> 00:09:25,399 Tessa said that you wrote a musical. 188 00:09:25,499 --> 00:09:26,734 I did write a musical, yeah. 189 00:09:26,834 --> 00:09:28,569 That's very impressive. It is cool. 190 00:09:28,669 --> 00:09:31,338 Uh, we only perform it on the weekends, but... 191 00:09:31,439 --> 00:09:33,007 Oh, on weekends. 192 00:09:33,107 --> 00:09:35,376 For now. Weekends for now. I, um... 193 00:09:35,476 --> 00:09:37,611 Celly, I miss you. 194 00:09:38,612 --> 00:09:40,515 [sighs] And your little weird ass. 195 00:09:40,614 --> 00:09:43,017 [laughing] I miss you, too. 196 00:09:43,884 --> 00:09:45,186 I'm gonna come. I'm gonna come see the show. 197 00:09:45,286 --> 00:09:46,954 [Geoffrey] Celestina? [Celestina] Yeah. 198 00:09:47,054 --> 00:09:49,156 Where's River? I brought a cigar for us, and I want to smoke it. 199 00:09:49,256 --> 00:09:50,891 Wait, what is... I... You didn't bring me one. 200 00:09:50,991 --> 00:09:52,426 [Tessa] We're here, let me help you. 201 00:09:52,527 --> 00:09:54,128 There must be so much to do. 202 00:09:54,228 --> 00:09:55,796 Yeah, there is, actually. 203 00:09:55,896 --> 00:09:57,598 Should we make a list? Let's make a list. 204 00:09:57,698 --> 00:09:59,300 I would love to. Isn't making a list calming? 205 00:09:59,400 --> 00:10:00,434 Yeah, it is. 206 00:10:00,535 --> 00:10:01,669 There she go with her lists again. 207 00:10:01,769 --> 00:10:03,003 Adults make lists. Wives make lists 208 00:10:03,104 --> 00:10:04,605 and put them on the refrigerator. 209 00:10:04,705 --> 00:10:07,308 Trust me, I would know. I'm a wife. 210 00:10:07,408 --> 00:10:08,742 [Geoffrey] Yes, you are, darling. 211 00:10:08,843 --> 00:10:10,111 [Ayman] Where are the snacks? [Lara] Celestina! 212 00:10:10,211 --> 00:10:11,879 [Ayman] How you just gonna leave your company? 213 00:10:11,979 --> 00:10:13,548 Uh, Celly? Did she see my ring? 214 00:10:13,647 --> 00:10:14,715 [Lara] Celestina, finally. 215 00:10:14,815 --> 00:10:16,317 River was just looking for you. 216 00:10:16,417 --> 00:10:18,520 River is here? Do you know if he grabbed my bag from... 217 00:10:18,652 --> 00:10:20,354 No, no, no. On the phone. On the phone. 218 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:22,723 He's gonna be in town a little longer because he's gonna 219 00:10:22,823 --> 00:10:24,859 pick up his father's sister from the airport. 220 00:10:24,959 --> 00:10:26,227 His aunt. His aunt. 221 00:10:26,327 --> 00:10:29,196 And that he's gonna, uh... Well, I don't know. 222 00:10:29,296 --> 00:10:30,798 I figured you wouldn't care if I just 223 00:10:30,898 --> 00:10:32,233 kept him in town a little longer, but... 224 00:10:32,333 --> 00:10:34,635 Wait, what is this? Is this a to-do list? 225 00:10:34,735 --> 00:10:36,837 Fabulous! Okay. Hi, peanut. 226 00:10:36,937 --> 00:10:38,873 [hushed] Sorry. Got to be quiet. 227 00:10:38,973 --> 00:10:40,941 She's always sleeping. [chuckles] Baby. 228 00:10:41,041 --> 00:10:44,245 But the camp friends, they are meant to arrive by car, okay? 229 00:10:44,345 --> 00:10:47,582 But because of the flood, the bridge is a nonstarter. 230 00:10:47,681 --> 00:10:49,551 So, um... Thank you. 231 00:10:49,650 --> 00:10:51,553 Like, so do you mind? Do you mind just... 232 00:10:51,685 --> 00:10:54,623 Um, hey, yeah. Yep, this is Celestina. 233 00:10:54,722 --> 00:10:56,023 You're gonna double back at the bridge, 234 00:10:56,123 --> 00:10:57,526 take the route past the marsh, 235 00:10:57,626 --> 00:10:59,293 but do not turn down Bristol Ave., 236 00:10:59,393 --> 00:11:00,595 because it's still flooded. 237 00:11:00,694 --> 00:11:01,996 Go left towards the bird sanctuary. 238 00:11:02,096 --> 00:11:04,131 Then you're gonna go back to the mushroom farm. 239 00:11:04,231 --> 00:11:06,000 No. Listen, if the trees are blocking the road... 240 00:11:06,100 --> 00:11:07,801 [Geoffrey] If you don't have alcohol, 241 00:11:07,902 --> 00:11:09,803 you should be executed. 242 00:11:09,904 --> 00:11:11,506 Just drink if you want to drink. 243 00:11:11,606 --> 00:11:13,007 Don't worry, we're here! 244 00:11:13,107 --> 00:11:15,843 [excited, overlapping chatter and laughter] 245 00:11:15,943 --> 00:11:18,445 Everyone! Oh, I love the blue. 246 00:11:18,547 --> 00:11:20,714 [overlapping chatter continues] 247 00:11:20,814 --> 00:11:22,383 You're scaring me. 248 00:11:22,483 --> 00:11:24,451 [overlapping chatter continues] 249 00:11:24,553 --> 00:11:26,954 [bright, up-tempo music playing] 250 00:11:28,355 --> 00:11:30,791 I've known Celestina for over a decade now, 251 00:11:30,891 --> 00:11:33,194 and River's always been the best of the bunch, 252 00:11:33,294 --> 00:11:34,929 all genders considered. 253 00:11:35,029 --> 00:11:36,830 The whole, like, friend group, we all kind of 254 00:11:36,931 --> 00:11:38,699 glommed together in high school, and... 255 00:11:38,799 --> 00:11:41,402 semi-pathetically, we have not let go since. 256 00:11:41,503 --> 00:11:42,571 [Ayman] I'm Ayman. 257 00:11:42,671 --> 00:11:44,471 I'm a urologist. 258 00:11:44,573 --> 00:11:47,408 Here's my ca-zard. 259 00:11:47,509 --> 00:11:48,643 Charmed. 260 00:11:48,742 --> 00:11:50,010 Mimosas! Who said that? [phone ringing] 261 00:11:50,110 --> 00:11:51,546 Fern, what is that on your face? 262 00:11:51,646 --> 00:11:54,181 Is that a tattoo? Fern! 263 00:11:54,281 --> 00:11:56,083 [Geoffrey] Marriage, vows, ceremony. 264 00:11:56,183 --> 00:11:57,885 This is the most pious show of faith... 265 00:11:57,985 --> 00:11:59,353 [Celestina] River? 266 00:12:00,555 --> 00:12:02,591 Tessa, are you pregnant? 267 00:12:02,691 --> 00:12:04,225 No, I'm not. I-I... Drink it. 268 00:12:04,325 --> 00:12:05,259 Hello? Riv? 269 00:12:05,359 --> 00:12:06,727 Since when do you want kids? 270 00:12:06,827 --> 00:12:08,395 [Celestina] Riv, hello? 271 00:12:08,495 --> 00:12:10,264 No, I'm not looking at him! No! 272 00:12:12,233 --> 00:12:14,201 Tessa! 273 00:12:14,669 --> 00:12:16,403 [laughs] 274 00:12:16,504 --> 00:12:17,404 Cool. 275 00:12:17,505 --> 00:12:19,740 [dryer whirring] 276 00:12:27,281 --> 00:12:28,882 [dryer buzzes] [Daisy] Full disclosure, 277 00:12:28,983 --> 00:12:30,585 we do have a pool on whether you're pregnant. 278 00:12:30,685 --> 00:12:31,885 [Daisy laughs] 279 00:12:31,986 --> 00:12:33,220 [Rose] I always told River, I recommend 280 00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:35,022 not waiting too long to have kids. 281 00:12:35,122 --> 00:12:37,224 It's much easier to hop back in the office when you're young. 282 00:12:37,324 --> 00:12:39,159 Daisy. Wait, did you turn this on? 283 00:12:39,260 --> 00:12:41,262 [Daisy] Oh, yeah. Sorry. It just gets really nervous 284 00:12:41,362 --> 00:12:42,664 and freaked out when there's all these 285 00:12:42,763 --> 00:12:44,131 people and feet around, so... 286 00:12:44,231 --> 00:12:45,667 [laughing] I know. You should know that. 287 00:12:45,766 --> 00:12:47,502 [Rose] Ow! [laughter] 288 00:12:47,602 --> 00:12:49,336 We're gonna be like sisters! 289 00:12:49,436 --> 00:12:51,238 I love it. Sisters! 290 00:12:51,338 --> 00:12:52,540 [yells, laughs] 291 00:12:52,641 --> 00:12:53,807 [all] Celly belly! 292 00:12:53,907 --> 00:12:56,910 [laughter] Sorry, the gnats are... 293 00:12:57,011 --> 00:12:58,580 It's all in the hips. Watch. Show me the hips. 294 00:12:58,680 --> 00:12:59,648 [Sabrina] What are you wearing? 295 00:12:59,748 --> 00:13:01,215 A jumpsuit. 296 00:13:01,315 --> 00:13:02,983 It's black. [Sabrina] No, see... 297 00:13:03,083 --> 00:13:05,352 She let me go. She let you go? 298 00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:06,655 Stop moving. 299 00:13:06,755 --> 00:13:08,489 Oh, is this for us? 300 00:13:08,590 --> 00:13:09,724 [Celestina] No, it's for Cookie! 301 00:13:09,823 --> 00:13:10,991 [excited chatter, whooping] 302 00:13:11,091 --> 00:13:12,393 The only people who get to drink 303 00:13:12,493 --> 00:13:14,261 before noon are septuagenarians and up. 304 00:13:14,361 --> 00:13:16,030 I'll give it if you let me wear your dress. 305 00:13:16,130 --> 00:13:18,265 This is terrible. Get her away from me. 306 00:13:18,365 --> 00:13:20,502 Okay. [laughter] 307 00:13:20,602 --> 00:13:22,737 I'll throw it! [exclaiming] 308 00:13:22,836 --> 00:13:24,739 [laughter, excited chatter] 309 00:13:24,838 --> 00:13:26,874 And no, thank you. 310 00:13:26,974 --> 00:13:28,809 [laughter] [Ayman] Try again. 311 00:13:28,909 --> 00:13:30,645 [Geoffrey] I don't want to run with it. 312 00:13:30,745 --> 00:13:32,580 [laughter] 313 00:13:32,681 --> 00:13:33,814 I don't run. 314 00:13:33,914 --> 00:13:35,650 I feel like it's not funny anymore. 315 00:13:35,750 --> 00:13:37,217 Clink, clink, clink, clink. 316 00:13:38,520 --> 00:13:41,121 To the homeys in absentia. 317 00:13:42,423 --> 00:13:44,726 [funky music playing] 318 00:13:44,825 --> 00:13:46,528 [music ends] [bird chittering] 319 00:13:46,628 --> 00:13:47,895 To Eli. 320 00:13:47,995 --> 00:13:49,430 [all] Elijah. 321 00:13:49,531 --> 00:13:51,198 [thunder rumbles] 322 00:13:51,298 --> 00:13:52,333 [phone ringing] 323 00:13:52,433 --> 00:13:54,536 Ring a-ling a-ling a-ling a-ding-dong. 324 00:13:54,636 --> 00:13:56,036 [overlapping chatter] 325 00:13:56,136 --> 00:13:57,838 You know what you should do? Do what Rose did. 326 00:13:57,938 --> 00:13:59,607 'Cause our last name is way too long to hyphenate. 327 00:13:59,708 --> 00:14:01,208 You take your maiden name, 328 00:14:01,308 --> 00:14:02,744 give to the baby, make the middle name, 329 00:14:02,843 --> 00:14:04,244 and then you take your married name, 330 00:14:04,345 --> 00:14:07,181 and then you make that the family last name, right? 331 00:14:07,281 --> 00:14:09,751 I was gonna do that with your father. Do you remember? 332 00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:11,085 No, because you weren't talking to me. 333 00:14:11,185 --> 00:14:12,554 I don't even remember why I didn't do it. 334 00:14:12,654 --> 00:14:14,388 I'm not pregnant, so it doesn't... it's fine. 335 00:14:14,488 --> 00:14:15,889 [Daisy] Nevertheless, you can't bet on it. 336 00:14:15,989 --> 00:14:17,157 Sorry. [Rose] What? Shut up, Daisy. 337 00:14:17,257 --> 00:14:18,593 [Daisy] Are you making fun of me? 338 00:14:18,693 --> 00:14:19,993 [Rose] Why wouldn't she be able to? 339 00:14:20,094 --> 00:14:21,563 [Daisy] She would know if she was pregnant, 340 00:14:21,663 --> 00:14:23,598 so she'd know the answer. I didn't know I... well... 341 00:14:23,698 --> 00:14:25,132 We're gonna get into miscarriages. 342 00:14:25,232 --> 00:14:27,868 Know what we should do? Play blackjack tonight. 343 00:14:27,968 --> 00:14:29,336 [Celestina] Why wouldn't River take my last name? 344 00:14:29,436 --> 00:14:30,805 My last name is... kind of the shit. 345 00:14:30,904 --> 00:14:32,906 My parents didn't give me a name 346 00:14:33,006 --> 00:14:34,542 so that on some special occasion, 347 00:14:34,642 --> 00:14:36,578 because your brother wants to wife me, I could give it up. 348 00:14:36,678 --> 00:14:38,680 Like, your brother doesn't have a right to my name. 349 00:14:38,780 --> 00:14:40,013 [Daisy] Yeah, but it's... 350 00:14:40,114 --> 00:14:41,281 your last name is your dad's last name, 351 00:14:41,382 --> 00:14:43,183 so I don't see what the difference is. 352 00:14:43,283 --> 00:14:44,885 I mean, you're just switching one man for another. 353 00:14:44,985 --> 00:14:47,655 River told us about the, uh, promotion! 354 00:14:47,756 --> 00:14:50,324 Senior analyst. Pretty fancy. 355 00:14:50,424 --> 00:14:53,293 I haven't... I haven't accepted the position, so... 356 00:14:53,394 --> 00:14:55,429 Such a great company. Your parents must be so proud. 357 00:14:55,530 --> 00:14:57,866 My dad's dead, but my mom's into it. 358 00:14:57,965 --> 00:14:59,099 What does that mean? 359 00:14:59,199 --> 00:15:00,735 Are you, like, the boss now? 360 00:15:00,835 --> 00:15:02,136 [chuckles] 361 00:15:04,506 --> 00:15:05,973 [laughs] Ayman... 362 00:15:08,275 --> 00:15:12,045 I-I mean, it's not... it-it's not very interesting. 363 00:15:12,146 --> 00:15:14,915 It's just, like... it's not as glamorous... 364 00:15:15,015 --> 00:15:16,885 [clears throat] ...as it probably... 365 00:15:16,984 --> 00:15:18,720 you know, as it sounds. 366 00:15:18,820 --> 00:15:21,121 It's just, like, you know, slideshows 367 00:15:21,221 --> 00:15:24,324 and spreadsheets and... [sighs] just, like, a whole lot of... 368 00:15:24,425 --> 00:15:25,693 all of that. 369 00:15:25,794 --> 00:15:27,361 I mean, like, essentially, I'm just... I have, like... 370 00:15:27,461 --> 00:15:29,496 with the promotion, I have, like, a small division 371 00:15:29,597 --> 00:15:30,865 within, like, this global, 372 00:15:30,964 --> 00:15:33,535 private, uh, equity fund. 373 00:15:33,635 --> 00:15:35,804 We use other people's money to buy companies, cut the fat, 374 00:15:35,904 --> 00:15:39,406 make them profitable again, and then we sell them off. Um... 375 00:15:39,507 --> 00:15:42,276 [tense chord plays] 376 00:15:42,376 --> 00:15:46,313 [newswoman on TV] This just in. December 3, 2033. 377 00:15:46,413 --> 00:15:48,516 Everywhere has flooded. [newsman] That's right. 378 00:15:48,616 --> 00:15:51,118 Every place you've ever loved is flooded from the storm. 379 00:15:51,218 --> 00:15:53,120 Your elementary school, your place of work, 380 00:15:53,220 --> 00:15:54,823 your mosque, your synagogue. 381 00:15:54,923 --> 00:15:56,390 [newswoman] All bridges are out. 382 00:15:56,490 --> 00:15:59,159 You can try the tunnels, but you'll be swimming. 383 00:15:59,259 --> 00:16:03,163 Mudslides on every hill, pits of despair on every marsh. 384 00:16:03,263 --> 00:16:04,666 [newsman] All the pipes have burst. 385 00:16:04,766 --> 00:16:06,300 Water, water everywhere. 386 00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:09,036 [newswoman] And now tap water is contaminated with sewage. 387 00:16:09,136 --> 00:16:11,773 Oh, no. Do not consume the tap water. 388 00:16:11,873 --> 00:16:13,575 Do not bathe in the tap water. 389 00:16:13,675 --> 00:16:16,611 Do not make French press coffee with the tap water. 390 00:16:16,711 --> 00:16:18,613 [bell chimes] 391 00:16:18,713 --> 00:16:21,549 [Meditation Mary on TV] Welcome to Meditation Minute. 392 00:16:21,649 --> 00:16:24,017 Thank you for taking time once again 393 00:16:24,117 --> 00:16:26,821 out of your busy, hectic life 394 00:16:26,921 --> 00:16:29,323 to meditate, calm down, 395 00:16:29,423 --> 00:16:32,025 relax, and unwind with me. 396 00:16:32,125 --> 00:16:34,796 Now, we are going to start by closing our eyes. 397 00:16:34,896 --> 00:16:36,997 [gentle music playing] 398 00:16:37,097 --> 00:16:38,766 Did you close your eyes? 399 00:16:43,905 --> 00:16:47,609 Before we start, we're gonna take a couple of deep breaths. 400 00:16:48,442 --> 00:16:49,944 Ready? 401 00:16:50,043 --> 00:16:51,378 Inhale. 402 00:16:53,848 --> 00:16:55,583 Exhale. 403 00:16:56,350 --> 00:16:59,353 Doesn't it feel good to just breathe? 404 00:16:59,453 --> 00:17:00,788 Inhale. 405 00:17:01,488 --> 00:17:04,391 The only thing you have to fix is your perception. 406 00:17:04,491 --> 00:17:05,860 Exhale. 407 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:07,194 'Scuse me. 408 00:17:08,963 --> 00:17:10,097 Inhale. Sorry. 409 00:17:10,197 --> 00:17:12,299 [dishes clattering] Just gotta... 410 00:17:13,568 --> 00:17:14,736 Exhale. 411 00:17:14,836 --> 00:17:17,572 The problems of the world are not your problems. 412 00:17:17,672 --> 00:17:19,473 Keep breathing. 413 00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,711 Everything is frequencies. 414 00:17:23,811 --> 00:17:26,014 Everything is calibration. 415 00:17:26,548 --> 00:17:30,050 Frequencies, frequencies, frequencies. 416 00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:32,987 Yes, yes, yes. 417 00:17:33,120 --> 00:17:34,589 [exhales] 418 00:17:34,689 --> 00:17:35,924 Inhale. 419 00:17:36,024 --> 00:17:38,526 Yes. 420 00:17:40,528 --> 00:17:41,963 Exhale. 421 00:17:42,630 --> 00:17:44,966 This is Meditation Mary, and I'm signing off. 422 00:17:45,065 --> 00:17:46,066 [bell chimes] Celestina. 423 00:17:46,166 --> 00:17:47,535 Oh, Celly. Huh? 424 00:17:47,635 --> 00:17:49,469 Has my mother said anything to you, or has... 425 00:17:49,571 --> 00:17:52,707 Don't let her talk him into any of this meshuggaas, okay? 426 00:17:52,807 --> 00:17:54,408 [Rose] Have you heard about the app that he's 427 00:17:54,509 --> 00:17:55,877 trying to get her to sign up for? 428 00:17:55,977 --> 00:17:57,244 What'd he say? It's called Exit Plan. 429 00:17:57,344 --> 00:17:59,179 They help you plan your... exit. 430 00:17:59,279 --> 00:18:01,181 You know, the legal aspects, like... 431 00:18:01,281 --> 00:18:03,017 you know, the will, the art storage. 432 00:18:03,116 --> 00:18:04,351 [Lara] The boring stuff. Yeah. 433 00:18:04,451 --> 00:18:06,219 Grandpa's car, the house. Oh, yeah. 434 00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:08,056 That's so mortgaged, it's going straight to the bank. 435 00:18:08,155 --> 00:18:09,423 Uh, Rose. 436 00:18:10,058 --> 00:18:11,960 [thunder rumbling] 437 00:18:12,060 --> 00:18:15,495 ["Mon Homme" by Claudia Hommel playing, lyrics in French] 438 00:18:19,266 --> 00:18:20,835 [Celestina] Did I tell you that River 439 00:18:20,935 --> 00:18:24,204 built me a little studio in our backyard last fall? 440 00:18:25,540 --> 00:18:28,342 He did it when my friend Eli passed. 441 00:18:28,442 --> 00:18:32,614 Uh... I was, like, freaked out by the water, you know? 442 00:18:32,714 --> 00:18:36,050 I didn't bathe for like three weeks. 443 00:18:36,149 --> 00:18:38,886 I was just doing a washcloth in the sink. 444 00:18:42,056 --> 00:18:44,291 [Cookie] Well, how did he die? 445 00:18:45,693 --> 00:18:47,528 What? He... 446 00:18:47,629 --> 00:18:50,531 The floods in the tunnel in Philly last summer? 447 00:18:51,298 --> 00:18:53,735 Mm. I told you this. 448 00:18:53,835 --> 00:18:55,302 [Cookie] No. 449 00:18:55,937 --> 00:18:57,839 You remember. 450 00:18:57,939 --> 00:18:59,574 I... 451 00:19:00,575 --> 00:19:01,776 I do? 452 00:19:02,610 --> 00:19:03,878 Mm-hmm. 453 00:19:05,013 --> 00:19:07,147 [chuckles softly] 454 00:19:08,248 --> 00:19:09,984 All right. Yeah. 455 00:19:10,084 --> 00:19:11,351 He, um... 456 00:19:12,319 --> 00:19:15,422 I always imagined that it happened in a big wave. 457 00:19:16,323 --> 00:19:18,593 Like a dam broke or... 458 00:19:18,693 --> 00:19:21,228 there was a crack in the tunnel and... 459 00:19:22,295 --> 00:19:26,166 it expanded quickly and... you know. 460 00:19:27,068 --> 00:19:28,703 All that. 461 00:19:30,838 --> 00:19:32,305 But no. 462 00:19:33,473 --> 00:19:37,444 When you drown in a subway car in a tunnel... 463 00:19:38,746 --> 00:19:40,982 you're just standing there watching... 464 00:19:41,082 --> 00:19:43,483 watching the water rise and... 465 00:19:44,384 --> 00:19:47,187 knowing that there's nothing you can do about it. 466 00:19:52,392 --> 00:19:55,096 But, yeah, like I was saying, I had a... 467 00:19:55,195 --> 00:19:59,433 I had a thing about water, and it was, um... 468 00:20:01,401 --> 00:20:02,737 it was raining a lot, 469 00:20:03,604 --> 00:20:04,906 and, uh... 470 00:20:05,673 --> 00:20:09,242 River, uh, he went by and he collected all these windows 471 00:20:09,342 --> 00:20:11,112 'cause people, when they demo their houses, 472 00:20:11,211 --> 00:20:14,549 they just toss them to the side of the road. 473 00:20:15,016 --> 00:20:17,051 And he builds walls and a roof. 474 00:20:18,152 --> 00:20:23,791 And he gets me to go outside, and we lay in this window hut. 475 00:20:23,891 --> 00:20:25,560 We fall asleep. 476 00:20:26,594 --> 00:20:29,362 And I wake up in the middle of the night, 477 00:20:29,463 --> 00:20:31,699 and I take a shower. 478 00:20:34,569 --> 00:20:36,971 I mean, it leaks sometimes, but... doesn't matter. 479 00:20:37,071 --> 00:20:38,873 We just throw a tarp up. It's fine. 480 00:20:38,973 --> 00:20:40,041 [Cookie] He... 481 00:20:40,141 --> 00:20:42,409 He couldn't figure out 482 00:20:42,510 --> 00:20:44,244 how to make it without leaking? 483 00:20:44,344 --> 00:20:46,714 Okay, I didn't say that he was perfect. 484 00:20:46,814 --> 00:20:50,051 I said I love that he always tries. 485 00:20:50,151 --> 00:20:51,786 [laughs] Yeah, Cookie. 486 00:20:51,886 --> 00:20:53,788 [laughing] 487 00:20:57,125 --> 00:20:58,593 [glass clinks on table] 488 00:20:59,894 --> 00:21:01,629 [grunts softly] 489 00:21:02,830 --> 00:21:03,765 My fingers... 490 00:21:03,865 --> 00:21:05,365 [phone rings] 491 00:21:05,465 --> 00:21:07,502 ...used to move 492 00:21:08,069 --> 00:21:10,605 as smooth as yours. 493 00:21:11,404 --> 00:21:12,707 Yeah? Mm-hmm. 494 00:21:12,807 --> 00:21:15,176 [girl] Can somebody get that? That must be weird. 495 00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:16,744 [phone continues ringing] Hmm? 496 00:21:16,844 --> 00:21:20,181 It must be weird for your body to not move like it used to. 497 00:21:20,280 --> 00:21:21,582 Yes. 498 00:21:21,682 --> 00:21:24,018 This makes it a bit easier, of course. 499 00:21:24,451 --> 00:21:26,087 [phone rings, someone answers] 500 00:21:26,721 --> 00:21:28,256 [Sabrina] Hello? Lavelle residence. 501 00:21:28,355 --> 00:21:30,057 Sabrina speaking. 502 00:21:30,158 --> 00:21:31,759 [gasps] Maman! 503 00:21:31,859 --> 00:21:33,326 I'm surprised you are not here yet. 504 00:21:33,426 --> 00:21:34,662 Wait until you have pains 505 00:21:34,762 --> 00:21:36,898 for when you're lying down that are different 506 00:21:36,998 --> 00:21:38,298 from when you're standing up 507 00:21:38,398 --> 00:21:39,867 that are different from when you're sitting. 508 00:21:39,967 --> 00:21:42,503 Doesn't matter if you sit in a hard chair or a soft chair... 509 00:21:42,603 --> 00:21:44,739 you just use it up, use it up. Mm-hmm. 510 00:21:44,839 --> 00:21:47,875 So easy for the child bride to say. 511 00:21:47,975 --> 00:21:49,277 Child bride? Yeah. 512 00:21:49,376 --> 00:21:50,912 [Sabrina] You raised an omitter. 513 00:21:51,012 --> 00:21:52,345 Do you know what I mean by that? 514 00:21:52,445 --> 00:21:54,549 It's just omission. She should have told me. 515 00:21:54,649 --> 00:21:56,184 Light that up. Let me smoke that. 516 00:21:56,284 --> 00:21:57,785 [Sabrina] I'm not mad, I'm disappointed. 517 00:21:57,885 --> 00:22:02,023 She quit soccer in third grade, quit volleyball in tenth grade. 518 00:22:02,123 --> 00:22:03,057 No, Angelique, no. 519 00:22:03,157 --> 00:22:04,659 Celly, do not grab things 520 00:22:04,759 --> 00:22:06,260 out of my hand like that, please. 521 00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:08,729 I'm on the phone with your mom. [scoffs] 522 00:22:08,830 --> 00:22:10,463 I don't get it. 523 00:22:11,299 --> 00:22:13,134 Eli dies, you disappear from us, 524 00:22:13,234 --> 00:22:14,669 and you said you're at work, 525 00:22:14,769 --> 00:22:16,336 uh, you're gunning for a promotion, 526 00:22:16,436 --> 00:22:19,240 so we leave you alone, and then I find out 527 00:22:19,339 --> 00:22:21,441 from your mom that you quit your job? 528 00:22:22,342 --> 00:22:23,878 Celly! 529 00:22:24,712 --> 00:22:26,147 I'll be right back, Cooks. 530 00:22:26,247 --> 00:22:27,447 [window closes] 531 00:22:27,548 --> 00:22:28,716 [muffled] I wanted that promotion 532 00:22:28,816 --> 00:22:30,450 because I fucking deserved it. 533 00:22:30,551 --> 00:22:32,220 There was always more work to be done, 534 00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:33,988 and I was always the right one to do it. 535 00:22:34,088 --> 00:22:35,857 And that's the trouble. Like, that's what I've been saying. 536 00:22:35,957 --> 00:22:38,659 [Fern] Mom said to come tell you there's a leak upstairs. 537 00:22:38,759 --> 00:22:40,528 Wh-What? [Fern] There's a leak. 538 00:22:40,628 --> 00:22:41,963 You guys haven't fixed that yet? 539 00:22:42,063 --> 00:22:43,798 [Fern] I think it's leaking from upstairs, but... 540 00:22:43,898 --> 00:22:45,432 Okay. Fern, look at your face. 541 00:22:45,533 --> 00:22:46,868 Hey, ha-has Cookie seen that? 542 00:22:46,968 --> 00:22:48,736 Oh, is that what the babies do now? 543 00:22:48,836 --> 00:22:50,370 No, bro, there's a leak upstairs 544 00:22:50,470 --> 00:22:51,806 in the living room. It's... 545 00:22:51,906 --> 00:22:53,473 Bro, if there's a leak, get a bucket. 546 00:22:53,574 --> 00:22:55,243 It's so simple. That's good. 547 00:22:55,343 --> 00:22:56,611 That's a good idea. Go get the buckets. 548 00:22:56,711 --> 00:22:58,646 There's a lot of buckets around. 549 00:22:58,746 --> 00:23:01,481 [Sabrina] Look, Celly, no. You know I adore your beloved. 550 00:23:01,582 --> 00:23:04,352 I... I just want to get a few things straight, 551 00:23:04,451 --> 00:23:05,987 because when I met him, 552 00:23:06,087 --> 00:23:09,290 he was a law student who really wanted to be a muralist 553 00:23:09,389 --> 00:23:11,592 which, we love that, good for him, 554 00:23:11,692 --> 00:23:13,928 but he dropped out of law school 555 00:23:14,028 --> 00:23:16,130 to be a puppet maker. 556 00:23:16,230 --> 00:23:18,199 Puppeteer. Whatever, bitch. [laughs] 557 00:23:18,299 --> 00:23:19,867 And then after that, he decided 558 00:23:19,967 --> 00:23:22,303 he wanted to study landscape architecture? 559 00:23:22,402 --> 00:23:24,238 And now this man is 560 00:23:24,338 --> 00:23:27,842 a lawyer-cupcake-maker hybrid and... 561 00:23:27,942 --> 00:23:29,877 What's going on? How long's that gonna last? 562 00:23:29,977 --> 00:23:32,280 I mean, however long he needs it to last. 563 00:23:32,380 --> 00:23:34,081 I don't understand why you're acting like, 564 00:23:34,181 --> 00:23:37,385 once we leave college, we're doomed to just never change. 565 00:23:37,484 --> 00:23:39,587 Like, is your life really that dismal? 566 00:23:39,687 --> 00:23:42,256 You of all people should understand 567 00:23:42,356 --> 00:23:43,691 a person's unwillingness 568 00:23:43,791 --> 00:23:45,860 to fold themselves into... into this-this machine. 569 00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:47,728 [Sabrina] To the machine. Don't use my shit against me. 570 00:23:47,828 --> 00:23:50,463 And fuck you. This has nothing to do with that. 571 00:23:50,564 --> 00:23:52,465 I did bullshit temp gigs so that I have 572 00:23:52,566 --> 00:23:54,467 money and time to afford to do my art. 573 00:23:54,568 --> 00:23:56,604 Right. That has nothing to do 574 00:23:56,704 --> 00:23:58,839 with your nigga and his arrested development. 575 00:23:58,940 --> 00:24:00,841 Arrested development? Yes. Yes! 576 00:24:00,942 --> 00:24:03,110 I mean... [laughs] 577 00:24:03,210 --> 00:24:04,812 I mean, what? Like... Hello. 578 00:24:04,912 --> 00:24:07,548 ...we're supposed to just work and work and work 579 00:24:07,648 --> 00:24:09,684 until, like, we save up enough money 580 00:24:09,784 --> 00:24:11,886 to go on some mediocre vacation 581 00:24:11,986 --> 00:24:15,089 where we spend the whole time replying to emails? 582 00:24:15,189 --> 00:24:17,490 Then we save up some more, and then we do something else, 583 00:24:17,591 --> 00:24:19,627 and then we spend, and then we save, 584 00:24:19,727 --> 00:24:21,696 and it's all so that when we die 585 00:24:21,796 --> 00:24:23,698 people know that we mattered? 586 00:24:23,798 --> 00:24:25,900 That we were worth something? 587 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:29,837 Because, guess what, Sabrina, no matter how much you make, 588 00:24:29,937 --> 00:24:33,774 at the end of the day, surprise, we all fucking die. 589 00:24:33,874 --> 00:24:35,843 That's it. Okay, Celly, no, no. 590 00:24:35,943 --> 00:24:37,511 It can't be that way. Yes. Yes. 591 00:24:37,611 --> 00:24:39,513 We work to afford a life, darling. 592 00:24:39,613 --> 00:24:41,415 We work to afford a lifestyle. 593 00:24:41,515 --> 00:24:44,018 You have a champagne lifestyle. 594 00:24:44,118 --> 00:24:45,720 You have a champagne... [TV volume increases] 595 00:24:45,820 --> 00:24:47,288 This is so loud, I can't hear you. 596 00:24:47,388 --> 00:24:50,191 Hello. So, how are you supposed to make it off beer money? 597 00:24:50,291 --> 00:24:51,659 [music playing loudly on TV] 598 00:24:51,759 --> 00:24:53,060 You act like I don't get it. Like... 599 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:55,129 [man on TV] All things are temporary. 600 00:24:55,229 --> 00:24:57,565 I plan birthday parties... Only energy is forever. 601 00:24:57,665 --> 00:24:59,567 [Sabrina] ...every weekend, and I hate it. I hate it. 602 00:24:59,667 --> 00:25:01,235 I... Yeah, I know. You know I hate it. 603 00:25:01,335 --> 00:25:05,106 You know I hate it, but I do it so I can exist. 604 00:25:05,206 --> 00:25:07,641 [phone ringing in other room] 605 00:25:07,742 --> 00:25:09,877 I don't know, Celly. 606 00:25:09,977 --> 00:25:12,913 It's just... it's just life. 607 00:25:17,318 --> 00:25:20,054 [Ayman in other room] Hello. Lavelle residence. 608 00:25:20,154 --> 00:25:21,389 [chuckles] Oh, buddy. 609 00:25:21,489 --> 00:25:23,357 If you're trying to get to the house this time of day, 610 00:25:23,457 --> 00:25:24,825 with the roads as they are, 611 00:25:24,925 --> 00:25:28,129 you might be better off flying. Flap those arms, my guy! 612 00:25:29,730 --> 00:25:31,766 [chuckles] Oh. Good luck! 613 00:25:31,866 --> 00:25:33,167 [Tessa] We've never been to a wedding 614 00:25:33,267 --> 00:25:35,504 where the phone just keeps ringing incessantly. 615 00:25:35,603 --> 00:25:37,772 Will you just unplug the phone, please? 616 00:25:37,872 --> 00:25:41,142 That's not life, though, is it? 617 00:25:41,242 --> 00:25:43,144 Just labor. [chuckles] 618 00:25:43,244 --> 00:25:44,879 It is, and that's so silly. 619 00:25:44,979 --> 00:25:48,015 I mean, there's got to be a difference. 620 00:25:48,115 --> 00:25:49,283 [scoffs] 621 00:25:49,383 --> 00:25:51,619 And I know that, like, when I say "labor," I mean... 622 00:25:51,719 --> 00:25:54,355 I mean, I know that I sit in my office 623 00:25:54,455 --> 00:25:55,956 and I lay the laborers off, 624 00:25:56,057 --> 00:25:57,858 but they could lay me off, too. I'm just... 625 00:25:57,958 --> 00:25:59,560 No, they... Yes, they can. 626 00:25:59,660 --> 00:26:01,929 I'm just doing it before they lay me off. Like... 627 00:26:02,029 --> 00:26:03,631 If six figures and benefits and PTO, 628 00:26:03,731 --> 00:26:05,466 all the shit that you were getting at your job, 629 00:26:05,566 --> 00:26:07,735 isn't enough for you... 630 00:26:08,803 --> 00:26:10,871 the problem is not the gig. It's you. 631 00:26:10,971 --> 00:26:13,508 Do you know how many people don't get a fraction 632 00:26:13,607 --> 00:26:15,643 of a fraction of a fraction of that much money? 633 00:26:15,743 --> 00:26:17,244 No, you know. You know. 634 00:26:17,344 --> 00:26:18,946 You're just acting like that shit doesn't make a difference. 635 00:26:19,046 --> 00:26:20,881 No, because it doesn't make a difference. 636 00:26:20,981 --> 00:26:23,451 Six figures isn't enough. Oh, my God. 637 00:26:23,552 --> 00:26:25,086 It's never enough, because six figures... 638 00:26:25,186 --> 00:26:26,454 Are you crazy? 639 00:26:26,555 --> 00:26:27,721 No, it just makes you focus on seven. 640 00:26:27,822 --> 00:26:29,123 Do you hear yourself? 641 00:26:29,223 --> 00:26:30,825 Yes, I do, 'cause that's what's true for me. 642 00:26:30,925 --> 00:26:33,327 It doesn't make... It's-it's a vicious cycle. 643 00:26:33,427 --> 00:26:34,695 Oh, my God. 644 00:26:34,795 --> 00:26:36,430 It's so embarrassing to hear you say this shit. 645 00:26:36,531 --> 00:26:37,698 You sound like somebody who's had 646 00:26:37,798 --> 00:26:39,333 a pretty fucking easy life, Cell. 647 00:26:39,433 --> 00:26:40,668 You're right. 648 00:26:40,768 --> 00:26:42,203 My life is fucking fantastic. 649 00:26:42,303 --> 00:26:44,605 I mean, for the most part, it's been great. 650 00:26:44,705 --> 00:26:46,807 The upper middle class just grating of this. 651 00:26:46,907 --> 00:26:48,776 I can't even listen to you anymore. I'm sorry. 652 00:26:48,876 --> 00:26:51,078 And Angelique is gonna have a field day with you. 653 00:26:51,178 --> 00:26:53,714 [automated voice] You have an incoming package 654 00:26:53,814 --> 00:26:55,916 from Future Nostalgia Trading Company. 655 00:26:56,016 --> 00:26:59,653 Please meet your courier at the end of the lane. 656 00:26:59,753 --> 00:27:01,556 [camera clicks, whirs] Um, I'm good. 657 00:27:01,655 --> 00:27:03,691 I don't need a photo. 658 00:27:07,661 --> 00:27:10,898 [gentle, mellow music playing] 659 00:27:12,867 --> 00:27:16,704 "Mr. and Mrs. River Ravitz." 660 00:27:16,804 --> 00:27:18,939 What the fuck? 661 00:27:19,773 --> 00:27:21,408 [gasps] Aw! I said no gifts. 662 00:27:21,510 --> 00:27:22,843 It's like nobody's listening. 663 00:27:22,943 --> 00:27:24,778 "Mr. and Mrs. River Ravitz." 664 00:27:24,879 --> 00:27:27,314 Oh, so cute! So you are changing your name. 665 00:27:27,414 --> 00:27:29,316 No, I'm not changing my name. 666 00:27:29,416 --> 00:27:30,851 Celestina, do not be mad, 667 00:27:30,951 --> 00:27:33,020 but, um, we did manage to get a hold of River, 668 00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:35,022 and he said he didn't see the harm in it. 669 00:27:35,122 --> 00:27:36,824 Wait. You spoke to River? I need flowers! Flowers! 670 00:27:36,924 --> 00:27:38,560 Yes, we need flowers. What the fuck? 671 00:27:38,659 --> 00:27:40,828 Did he say when he'd be back? Celestina... 672 00:27:40,928 --> 00:27:42,897 [Rose] Just a taste of what is available 673 00:27:42,997 --> 00:27:44,732 at the farmers market. Hey, please don't... 674 00:27:44,832 --> 00:27:46,333 [Daisy] Yeah, there were like 12 vendors today, 675 00:27:46,433 --> 00:27:48,035 tons of variety. 676 00:27:48,135 --> 00:27:49,538 We got all kinds of flowers you like, 677 00:27:49,638 --> 00:27:51,573 not just, like, roses or something boring. 678 00:27:51,672 --> 00:27:53,140 It's not, like, a thing against roses. 679 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:55,442 They were all closing early because of the flooding. 680 00:27:55,544 --> 00:27:56,877 They were just so desperate. 681 00:27:56,977 --> 00:27:58,445 [overlapping chatter] [tinny music playing] 682 00:27:58,547 --> 00:28:00,214 But I'm sure they had cancellations or something. 683 00:28:00,314 --> 00:28:02,316 Even with the discounts, we were totally helping them out. 684 00:28:02,416 --> 00:28:04,084 No, no, please don't put the flowers on the couch. 685 00:28:04,185 --> 00:28:06,153 Like, so humanitarian, so economical, right? 686 00:28:06,253 --> 00:28:08,789 Fern, can you close that card? [clears throat] 687 00:28:08,889 --> 00:28:11,025 No, don't open it again. [stomping, chanting] 688 00:28:11,125 --> 00:28:12,927 Hey, when put that stuff in the wash, 689 00:28:13,027 --> 00:28:14,895 just don't run it, because there's a leak. 690 00:28:14,995 --> 00:28:16,764 Unless you're gonna connect the pipe. 691 00:28:16,864 --> 00:28:18,766 It's fine. I'm gonna do it. Celestina! 692 00:28:18,866 --> 00:28:20,535 I'm gonna do it. Thank you. 693 00:28:20,635 --> 00:28:22,671 ♪ Down to the ground to get out of the rain... ♪ 694 00:28:22,770 --> 00:28:24,171 And I just don't get the point 695 00:28:24,271 --> 00:28:25,839 of bringing something alive inside 696 00:28:25,940 --> 00:28:27,841 just for it to die. [Rose] Flowers die, Celestina. 697 00:28:27,942 --> 00:28:29,710 It's what they do. 698 00:28:29,810 --> 00:28:31,212 There's an entire flower market for that. 699 00:28:31,312 --> 00:28:33,280 Do you not want us to stimulate the market? 700 00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:35,082 And in the meantime, make the room look pretty. 701 00:28:35,182 --> 00:28:36,551 Oh, my God. They make everything brighter. 702 00:28:36,651 --> 00:28:39,153 No, it's just that I don't like the smell 703 00:28:39,253 --> 00:28:40,154 and the pollen. 704 00:28:40,254 --> 00:28:42,022 I, um... Cheers. 705 00:28:42,122 --> 00:28:44,225 I don't trust them, how they... when they turn to the sun. 706 00:28:44,325 --> 00:28:46,460 [Rose] That's just sunflowers. [tinny music continues] 707 00:28:46,561 --> 00:28:48,028 Fern, with the card, please, it's... 708 00:28:48,128 --> 00:28:49,698 [slam] [takes deep breath] 709 00:28:49,797 --> 00:28:51,899 [chatter stops] 710 00:28:51,999 --> 00:28:54,101 [tinny music stops] 711 00:29:10,451 --> 00:29:12,486 [gentle music playing] 712 00:29:37,911 --> 00:29:39,514 [door creaks] 713 00:29:51,225 --> 00:29:53,193 [Meditation Mary] Keep breathing. 714 00:29:57,364 --> 00:29:58,700 [music stops] 715 00:29:58,799 --> 00:30:00,301 [clock ticking faintly] 716 00:30:15,517 --> 00:30:16,850 [buzzer blares] 717 00:30:16,950 --> 00:30:18,620 [overlapping chatter] I told you. 718 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:22,956 I told you I would find a photo of her. 719 00:30:25,125 --> 00:30:27,227 [Geoffrey] I just feel like... 720 00:30:27,328 --> 00:30:29,363 with the world the way it is these days, 721 00:30:29,463 --> 00:30:31,031 especially these days, 722 00:30:31,131 --> 00:30:33,067 traditions have become so important. 723 00:30:33,167 --> 00:30:34,669 [Tessa] Traditions are important. 724 00:30:34,769 --> 00:30:35,903 [Geoffrey] Let's get married again. 725 00:30:36,003 --> 00:30:37,639 [Ayman] Really? [Tessa] I'd love that. 726 00:30:37,739 --> 00:30:38,972 [Tessa] I would really love it. 727 00:30:39,073 --> 00:30:40,407 [Ayman] Can I be the reverend at the ceremony? 728 00:30:40,508 --> 00:30:42,076 [Geoffrey] I don't know. Are you ordained? 729 00:30:42,176 --> 00:30:43,877 [Ayman] I am ordained. I got ordained two months ago. 730 00:30:43,977 --> 00:30:45,680 [Geoffrey] When? What? You're doggone right I did. 731 00:30:45,780 --> 00:30:47,181 I can baptize you. [Tessa] You're ordained? 732 00:30:47,281 --> 00:30:48,550 [Ayman] That would count. [Sabrina] Woman to woman... 733 00:30:48,650 --> 00:30:50,384 [Geoffrey] We have drinks out here right now. 734 00:30:50,484 --> 00:30:52,186 [Sabrina] Don't ever scare me like that ever again. 735 00:30:52,286 --> 00:30:53,722 [Geoffrey] When did you get so against children? 736 00:30:53,822 --> 00:30:55,189 When did this happen? 737 00:30:55,289 --> 00:30:56,725 [Sabrina] Stop talking to me, Geoffrey. You're done. 738 00:30:56,825 --> 00:30:58,492 [Geoffrey] You used to be so open. 739 00:30:58,593 --> 00:31:00,961 [Sabrina] I'm still open. I'm just not open to the idea 740 00:31:01,061 --> 00:31:03,030 of her ruining her life in this economy. 741 00:31:03,130 --> 00:31:04,632 [Ayman] I agree. We are going into a depression. 742 00:31:04,733 --> 00:31:06,568 [Sabrina] I'm gonna go inside and get a cold one, 743 00:31:06,668 --> 00:31:08,503 and in that time, please deeply consider if you 744 00:31:08,603 --> 00:31:10,739 are going to have babies... [Tessa laughing] Oh, come on. 745 00:31:10,839 --> 00:31:12,439 ...with a man who looks like a rich snob. 746 00:31:12,540 --> 00:31:14,475 [Geoffrey] I'm not wrong. [Ayman laughing] 747 00:31:14,576 --> 00:31:16,644 Hey, babe, it's, uh... 748 00:31:16,745 --> 00:31:18,646 it's Celly, obviously. 749 00:31:18,747 --> 00:31:20,715 Um, I'm just calling to check in. 750 00:31:20,815 --> 00:31:22,383 Give me a call back. 751 00:31:22,483 --> 00:31:24,051 Uh, call the landline. 752 00:31:24,151 --> 00:31:27,321 Um, I want to know if you-you grabbed my dress. 753 00:31:27,421 --> 00:31:30,558 Everyone's kind of clowning my jumpsuit. 754 00:31:30,658 --> 00:31:32,493 Uh, but yeah. 755 00:31:32,594 --> 00:31:33,994 Okay. 756 00:31:34,995 --> 00:31:38,098 Bye. [footsteps approaching] 757 00:31:42,670 --> 00:31:45,305 [sighs] God. [hangs up phone] 758 00:31:46,407 --> 00:31:47,809 [pills rattling] 759 00:31:47,908 --> 00:31:50,411 You just don't let up, do you? 760 00:31:52,547 --> 00:31:54,248 It's not killing myself. I'm not doing this for you. 761 00:31:54,348 --> 00:31:56,116 It's not as extreme as that. We already talked about this. 762 00:31:56,216 --> 00:31:57,886 We talked about it at Passover. You children are so dramatic. 763 00:31:57,985 --> 00:31:59,654 You said, "Celestina, bubbeleh, please." 764 00:31:59,754 --> 00:32:01,088 So caught up in your own lives, 765 00:32:01,188 --> 00:32:02,524 you can't imagine somebody wanting to take theirs. 766 00:32:02,624 --> 00:32:04,258 "I'm tired of this home, sick of life. Help me." 767 00:32:04,358 --> 00:32:06,493 Means yours isn't worth it. And I said... "This is crazy." 768 00:32:06,594 --> 00:32:08,730 You are not going to go to jail. "This is wild. What the fuck?" 769 00:32:08,830 --> 00:32:10,732 Do not be obtuse. They will absolutely send me to jail. 770 00:32:10,832 --> 00:32:12,399 I'm leaving you everything I've got that's worth leaving. 771 00:32:12,499 --> 00:32:14,168 Moreover, I don't know if you noticed... 772 00:32:14,268 --> 00:32:15,936 Why would they put you in jail? 773 00:32:16,036 --> 00:32:17,271 ...but I'm going through my own thing. 774 00:32:17,371 --> 00:32:18,939 I don't know what to do with my life, 775 00:32:19,039 --> 00:32:20,441 and you want me to take yours? 776 00:32:20,542 --> 00:32:22,811 You'll figure it out. You always do. 777 00:32:22,911 --> 00:32:26,013 The nice thing about this combination 778 00:32:26,113 --> 00:32:29,016 is the dreams I'll have when I go. 779 00:32:29,784 --> 00:32:31,218 You don't dream when you're dead. 780 00:32:31,318 --> 00:32:35,322 Good. I've had enough dreams for one lifetime. 781 00:32:35,924 --> 00:32:37,491 Three lifetimes. 782 00:32:37,991 --> 00:32:40,093 Cookie, why-- Just one more dream, 783 00:32:40,194 --> 00:32:42,630 and then quiet. That's all I want. 784 00:32:43,464 --> 00:32:45,265 Cookie, why? Why do we have to... 785 00:32:45,365 --> 00:32:47,602 [lively chatter outside] [sighs] Oh, fuck. 786 00:32:47,702 --> 00:32:49,303 [Ayman] This is cool! 787 00:32:49,403 --> 00:32:50,538 Ayman! What?! 788 00:32:50,638 --> 00:32:52,841 Wh-What are you doing? Geoff, stop it. 789 00:32:52,941 --> 00:32:54,576 We... No fire! 790 00:32:54,676 --> 00:32:57,344 I told you no! I said no fire! [Ayman] Look at these colors! 791 00:32:57,444 --> 00:32:59,112 [Ayman] You should come out and play! 792 00:32:59,213 --> 00:33:01,448 [Geoffrey] You will know when things are burning. 793 00:33:04,351 --> 00:33:06,521 It's hard for them, you understand, to imagine 794 00:33:06,621 --> 00:33:10,592 waking up to a world where I don't exist for them. 795 00:33:11,391 --> 00:33:16,463 That I'm not something they get to worry about. 796 00:33:16,564 --> 00:33:18,766 I get to soak up all their fears about dying 797 00:33:18,867 --> 00:33:20,467 by sticking around. 798 00:33:20,568 --> 00:33:23,103 As long as I'm here and old, they get to be here and young. 799 00:33:23,203 --> 00:33:25,105 And that's a role I've played for long enough, 800 00:33:25,205 --> 00:33:27,107 thank you very much. 801 00:33:27,942 --> 00:33:32,145 They've known me their whole lives. 802 00:33:32,246 --> 00:33:34,281 I've always been here. Cooks, please. 803 00:33:34,381 --> 00:33:36,183 You have only known me a few years, 804 00:33:36,283 --> 00:33:38,520 and yet you love me all the same. 805 00:33:38,620 --> 00:33:41,623 Everyone thinks I don't know what I want. 806 00:33:41,723 --> 00:33:42,790 Right? 807 00:33:43,323 --> 00:33:46,093 You're the only one who believes me. 808 00:33:46,193 --> 00:33:50,999 You're strong enough to... Oh, come on. No, no. 809 00:33:51,098 --> 00:33:53,133 ...to let someone make a choice like this 810 00:33:53,233 --> 00:33:55,937 and respect it. No, no, no, no. 811 00:33:56,036 --> 00:33:58,038 I do respect it. 812 00:33:58,138 --> 00:33:59,473 I know. I... Yes. 813 00:33:59,574 --> 00:34:01,174 I know that you know. Eyes on you. 814 00:34:01,275 --> 00:34:04,044 Eyes on you. Eyes on you. 815 00:34:04,144 --> 00:34:06,280 [inhales deeply] 816 00:34:08,583 --> 00:34:10,484 [exhales] 817 00:34:20,628 --> 00:34:21,930 [doorbell rings] 818 00:34:22,030 --> 00:34:23,765 Wait, I'm sorry. Who are you? 819 00:34:23,865 --> 00:34:25,600 [girl] We're the music. 820 00:34:25,700 --> 00:34:26,968 I didn't order any music. 821 00:34:27,067 --> 00:34:29,037 [Daisy] Is that the music? 822 00:34:29,136 --> 00:34:32,139 [gasps] Oh, my God, the players are here! 823 00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:33,775 Come in, come in. Set up anywhere. 824 00:34:33,875 --> 00:34:35,175 You can move all this stuff. 825 00:34:35,275 --> 00:34:37,045 I want something soft while people are, you know, 826 00:34:37,144 --> 00:34:38,913 coming in, getting in the mood for festivities. 827 00:34:39,013 --> 00:34:40,314 River said that sounded nice. 828 00:34:40,414 --> 00:34:42,050 Okay, follow me. Go to the left. [Lara] Celestina. 829 00:34:42,149 --> 00:34:43,317 Has anybody seen Celestina? 830 00:34:43,417 --> 00:34:45,053 [Celestina] Ah, we said no gifts! 831 00:34:45,152 --> 00:34:47,055 You guys don't listen. 832 00:34:47,154 --> 00:34:48,690 So crazy. 833 00:34:48,790 --> 00:34:50,290 Ah, balloons! 834 00:34:50,390 --> 00:34:51,726 You know, I-I hate balloons. 835 00:34:51,826 --> 00:34:55,128 The sound when they pop, it's like gunshots. 836 00:34:59,299 --> 00:35:01,101 [Celestina] To the office, 837 00:35:01,201 --> 00:35:02,570 to those in charge, to the capitalist pigs, 838 00:35:02,670 --> 00:35:04,171 you puppets dressed like people, my colleagues, 839 00:35:04,271 --> 00:35:05,506 my bosses, overlords, whatever: 840 00:35:05,607 --> 00:35:07,107 [voice overlapping] I quit. I quit. 841 00:35:07,207 --> 00:35:08,509 I hate it here. I've hated it for years. 842 00:35:08,610 --> 00:35:10,243 And I think hate's a strong word, 843 00:35:10,344 --> 00:35:11,613 but that's how I feel. None of you use... 844 00:35:11,713 --> 00:35:13,313 And I know because it's sitting in the box. 845 00:35:13,413 --> 00:35:15,083 Fuck the fucking wellness weekend. 846 00:35:15,182 --> 00:35:16,483 Fuck the accountability whiteboards. 847 00:35:16,618 --> 00:35:18,318 Do you realize our clients are terrible... 848 00:35:18,418 --> 00:35:20,153 Fuck you for making me work for them. 849 00:35:20,253 --> 00:35:21,522 I am so fucking sick... 850 00:35:21,623 --> 00:35:23,290 Fuck you for making me calculate 851 00:35:23,390 --> 00:35:25,459 exactly how much you think my time is worth. 852 00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:27,061 There's a storm coming... 853 00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:29,363 No, I don't want to take a mental health leave of absence 854 00:35:29,463 --> 00:35:31,231 because this job is the thing that's making me sick. 855 00:35:31,331 --> 00:35:32,700 Fuck working from home! 856 00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:35,637 I don't wanna work from home! It's home! 857 00:35:36,370 --> 00:35:38,573 I can't do this anymore! No! 858 00:35:38,673 --> 00:35:41,042 This is my letter of resignation. Fuck it. 859 00:35:41,141 --> 00:35:43,544 Thank you, Celestina. 860 00:35:45,780 --> 00:35:47,247 Absolutely not. 861 00:35:49,349 --> 00:35:50,852 [both grunting] 862 00:35:50,952 --> 00:35:52,486 Stop. 863 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:54,856 I don't know any of those people. 864 00:35:54,956 --> 00:35:57,091 Yeah, 'cause they're friends and family that were invited. 865 00:35:57,190 --> 00:35:59,093 What are you doing here? River invited me. 866 00:35:59,192 --> 00:36:00,728 No, he didn't. Yes, he did. 867 00:36:00,828 --> 00:36:02,897 River and I have a bond that was forged 868 00:36:02,997 --> 00:36:04,699 in the wilderness of summer camp. 869 00:36:04,799 --> 00:36:07,167 Of course he wanted me here. No, he fucking didn't. 870 00:36:07,267 --> 00:36:09,904 Why would you lie about something like that? 871 00:36:17,277 --> 00:36:19,246 [laughing] That is not an invite. 872 00:36:19,346 --> 00:36:20,515 That's basically an invite. 873 00:36:20,615 --> 00:36:22,917 It's not. Yeah, that is. 874 00:36:23,483 --> 00:36:25,385 Plus, I drove five hours, okay? 875 00:36:25,485 --> 00:36:28,221 Least you could do is let me stay. Five hours? 876 00:36:28,321 --> 00:36:29,657 I didn't know about the detour at the bridge. 877 00:36:29,757 --> 00:36:31,526 You took a U-turn... I had to go to the tunnel, 878 00:36:31,626 --> 00:36:33,895 and I had to double back at the wetlands, yep. 879 00:36:33,995 --> 00:36:35,262 You should've taken all of that 880 00:36:35,362 --> 00:36:36,496 as a sign that nobody wanted you here. 881 00:36:36,597 --> 00:36:39,567 You know, I called you seven times. 882 00:36:39,667 --> 00:36:41,401 Yeah, and I didn't answer seven times. 883 00:36:41,501 --> 00:36:43,137 It is so good to see you. Take a hint. 884 00:36:43,236 --> 00:36:45,006 Thank you for having me. I'm not having you. 885 00:36:45,106 --> 00:36:48,109 [Lara] What? No! David Rosen! Lara. 886 00:36:48,208 --> 00:36:51,045 Lara! Oh, my God, look at you! Oh, my God! 887 00:36:51,145 --> 00:36:53,681 I'm going to lose my mind! Oh, my God. 888 00:36:53,781 --> 00:36:55,482 Did you get younger? What? Stop it! 889 00:36:55,583 --> 00:36:57,185 I'm starting to feel old. 890 00:36:57,284 --> 00:36:59,821 You look so handsome man-some! [Dave laughing] 891 00:36:59,921 --> 00:37:02,456 [Dave] Daisy, Daisy, Daisy! [Daisy] Oh! Little Davey! 892 00:37:02,557 --> 00:37:04,257 Oh, my God! Oh, my... 893 00:37:04,357 --> 00:37:06,194 I remember your bris. Smallest penis I've ever seen. 894 00:37:06,293 --> 00:37:07,695 [laughing] Rose is gonna freak. 895 00:37:07,795 --> 00:37:09,229 It's gotten bigger. It's gotten bigger, Daisy. 896 00:37:09,329 --> 00:37:10,631 [Daisy] Rose! [Rose] What? What? 897 00:37:10,732 --> 00:37:12,265 [Daisy] Rose, come here! [Rose] What? 898 00:37:12,365 --> 00:37:13,768 What are you, a movie star now? 899 00:37:13,868 --> 00:37:15,402 [Dave] I don't know. [Daisy] Dave's here. 900 00:37:15,503 --> 00:37:17,004 [Dave] I grew it out. Yeah. [Rose] Dave who? 901 00:37:17,105 --> 00:37:19,073 [Daisy] Dave Rosen from camp. Will you come here? 902 00:37:19,173 --> 00:37:20,208 It just happened last week. 903 00:37:20,307 --> 00:37:22,176 Rose! Hey! Hi! 904 00:37:22,275 --> 00:37:23,778 [both] Mwah! Mwah! 905 00:37:23,878 --> 00:37:26,013 [Rose] And your face! [Lara] Marge, get over here. 906 00:37:26,114 --> 00:37:27,115 Marge, please. 907 00:37:27,215 --> 00:37:28,348 This is David Rosen! [gasps] 908 00:37:28,448 --> 00:37:29,717 And Daisy... no, wait. Was it Rose? 909 00:37:29,817 --> 00:37:31,418 Wait, which one of you babysat him? 910 00:37:31,519 --> 00:37:34,756 [Daisy] Rose, you'd babysit because I hate kids. 911 00:37:34,856 --> 00:37:36,858 I didn't like you. Ah, you were so annoying! 912 00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,960 [Rose] Oh, yeah, you were a little terror! 913 00:37:39,060 --> 00:37:40,695 [overlapping chatter] 914 00:37:40,795 --> 00:37:42,663 Yeah, well, you know what they say: "Early to bed, 915 00:37:42,764 --> 00:37:44,364 early to rise." [Lara] Oh, they do say that. 916 00:37:44,464 --> 00:37:46,000 [Dave] They always do. [Lara] They say that! 917 00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:47,501 Celestina! Yeah? 918 00:37:47,602 --> 00:37:49,336 Leave that. Come on. Get over here. Get over here. 919 00:37:49,436 --> 00:37:51,572 So, Celestina works with him, too. 920 00:37:51,672 --> 00:37:53,373 Yeah, yeah, yeah, we do. Can you... 921 00:37:53,473 --> 00:37:54,942 Are you just chomping at her heels now that she's... 922 00:37:55,042 --> 00:37:56,911 I... Yeah, oh, my God. Excuse me, she's senior analyst. 923 00:37:57,011 --> 00:37:58,579 [all exclaiming, cheering] 924 00:37:58,679 --> 00:38:00,047 Yeah. Yeah. 925 00:38:00,148 --> 00:38:01,549 Isn't that... It's ama... 926 00:38:01,649 --> 00:38:03,416 We're so proud. We are so proud of her. 927 00:38:03,518 --> 00:38:05,285 But, you know, at the end of the day, we're... 928 00:38:05,385 --> 00:38:08,388 we're both just trying to keep the economy healthy. 929 00:38:08,488 --> 00:38:10,725 It's... you know? It's really important. 930 00:38:10,825 --> 00:38:13,027 [Rose] Wow. [Daisy] It's really important. 931 00:38:13,127 --> 00:38:14,529 Hey, guys! Don't fret. Don't fret. 932 00:38:14,629 --> 00:38:16,564 The Wi-Fi has been officially fixed. 933 00:38:16,664 --> 00:38:17,865 Oh, thank God. What? 934 00:38:17,965 --> 00:38:19,567 Yeah, go... go check it out. 935 00:38:19,667 --> 00:38:21,401 Yeah, you can use your phones. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 936 00:38:21,501 --> 00:38:23,838 [Daisy] Bye, Davey. [Ayman] Fixed the Wi-Fi. 937 00:38:23,938 --> 00:38:25,573 [Lara] Wait, what is my password? Daisy! 938 00:38:25,673 --> 00:38:27,208 [Daisy] Yes? All right. 939 00:38:27,307 --> 00:38:28,910 [Lara] What is my password again? 940 00:38:29,010 --> 00:38:30,945 Who changed it? [Daisy] 1-2-3-4-5, capital 1. 941 00:38:31,045 --> 00:38:33,446 What the fuck is wrong with you? [Dave] Huh. 942 00:38:33,548 --> 00:38:34,849 It's interesting. 943 00:38:34,949 --> 00:38:36,551 Get that fucking smug look off your face. 944 00:38:36,651 --> 00:38:38,385 It's interesting, isn't it? You make me sick. 945 00:38:38,485 --> 00:38:39,654 Isn't it? What? 946 00:38:39,754 --> 00:38:43,323 Have you not told River that you quit yet? 947 00:38:44,391 --> 00:38:46,127 Of course I told... Why would I not... 948 00:38:46,227 --> 00:38:47,962 Why would I not tell River that I quit? 949 00:38:48,062 --> 00:38:50,164 You're lying. [gasps, laughs] No, I'm not. 950 00:38:50,264 --> 00:38:52,099 Shut the... Lower your voice. 951 00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:54,302 Stop. Shh! [laughing] You're lying! 952 00:38:54,401 --> 00:38:55,937 Seriously, lower your voice. I can't believe it. 953 00:38:56,037 --> 00:38:59,807 Celestina, you quit your job the day before your wedding, 954 00:38:59,907 --> 00:39:02,677 when your beloved eschewed a law career to make cupcakes. 955 00:39:02,777 --> 00:39:04,411 Does the bakery pay him a salary, 956 00:39:04,512 --> 00:39:06,647 or is it like a, uh... is it like an internship? 957 00:39:06,747 --> 00:39:08,649 It's an apprenticeship, you dick. 958 00:39:08,749 --> 00:39:10,417 Oh, got you. Got you. Sorry. Okay? 959 00:39:10,518 --> 00:39:11,953 I forget the distinction. Part of a union. 960 00:39:12,053 --> 00:39:13,154 We don't have a union. 961 00:39:13,254 --> 00:39:15,156 No, of course not. Uh, duh! 962 00:39:15,256 --> 00:39:18,358 'Cause we make fucking bank. [chuckles] 963 00:39:18,458 --> 00:39:20,928 [sighs] Celestina, listen. 964 00:39:22,296 --> 00:39:26,033 I am sympathetic to your outburst, right? 965 00:39:26,133 --> 00:39:28,703 Sometimes, when we let our emotions bottle up, they can... 966 00:39:28,803 --> 00:39:31,471 you know, they can bubble over in unexpected ways, right? 967 00:39:31,572 --> 00:39:32,940 Right, right. Think about it. 968 00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:34,642 Your body, right, your choice. 969 00:39:34,742 --> 00:39:36,476 Thank you. If you're gone, 970 00:39:36,577 --> 00:39:37,645 why let it go to waste? 971 00:39:37,745 --> 00:39:39,513 Give me your project files, 972 00:39:39,614 --> 00:39:41,649 give me your notes, give me a leg up, 973 00:39:41,749 --> 00:39:45,119 and I promise not to taint your special day 974 00:39:45,219 --> 00:39:46,453 by accidentally telling River... 975 00:39:46,554 --> 00:39:48,322 Taint my special day? Yeah. 976 00:39:48,455 --> 00:39:50,324 And by the way, I'm so happy to be here, 977 00:39:50,423 --> 00:39:51,893 and I'm so excited for you. 978 00:39:51,993 --> 00:39:53,661 Thank you for inviting me. Thank you so much. 979 00:39:53,761 --> 00:39:55,229 Do you know what your problem is? 980 00:39:55,329 --> 00:39:56,463 What's that? Your problem is you think 981 00:39:56,564 --> 00:39:58,232 you're two steps ahead of everybody... 982 00:39:58,332 --> 00:39:59,567 Uh-huh. 983 00:39:59,667 --> 00:40:00,801 ...and you're not even playing the same game. 984 00:40:00,902 --> 00:40:02,435 I don't even know what you mean by that. 985 00:40:02,536 --> 00:40:04,105 [Angelique] Celestina. 986 00:40:04,205 --> 00:40:05,273 [Dave] Get your hands off of me! 987 00:40:05,373 --> 00:40:06,908 [Dave muttering] [door slams] 988 00:40:07,008 --> 00:40:08,276 Maman. [sighs] 989 00:40:08,376 --> 00:40:09,944 Maman est arrivée. 990 00:40:10,044 --> 00:40:11,712 [cheering, excited chatter] You're here! 991 00:40:11,812 --> 00:40:13,413 It took you long enough. Thank God. 992 00:40:13,514 --> 00:40:14,782 Finally. I missed you all. 993 00:40:14,882 --> 00:40:16,817 Oh, my goodness. We love you. 994 00:40:16,918 --> 00:40:18,252 You smell so good. [smacking lips] 995 00:40:18,352 --> 00:40:19,620 Thank you. Mwah. 996 00:40:19,720 --> 00:40:21,522 All right. All right. Let her breathe. 997 00:40:21,622 --> 00:40:23,324 Let her breathe. God. All right. 998 00:40:23,423 --> 00:40:25,126 Okay, now. Oh, oh, oh, oh! 999 00:40:25,226 --> 00:40:27,695 You want a cigarette? Wait, no, I got it. I got it. 1000 00:40:27,795 --> 00:40:29,697 I got it. There we go. There we go. 1001 00:40:29,797 --> 00:40:32,033 Wow. Okay, it's fair? Yep. 1002 00:40:32,133 --> 00:40:34,602 [all murmuring] 1003 00:40:36,037 --> 00:40:38,572 What happened to the vape that I got you? 1004 00:40:38,673 --> 00:40:41,542 You know, they're saying smoking's really bad for you. 1005 00:40:44,444 --> 00:40:46,914 Maman, come on. Mm-hmm. 1006 00:40:49,449 --> 00:40:50,885 [chuckles] 1007 00:40:51,652 --> 00:40:53,888 [birds chirping] 1008 00:40:57,490 --> 00:40:58,893 Are you high? 1009 00:40:59,627 --> 00:41:01,762 [Celestina] Probably not anymore. Why? 1010 00:41:01,862 --> 00:41:03,664 You ashamed of that, too? 1011 00:41:03,764 --> 00:41:05,366 Ashamed? 1012 00:41:05,465 --> 00:41:07,068 No. 1013 00:41:07,168 --> 00:41:08,636 I do not care. 1014 00:41:08,736 --> 00:41:11,072 You are a fully grown woman. 1015 00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:14,608 Spit on my grave. 1016 00:41:14,709 --> 00:41:16,310 Snort your nose off. 1017 00:41:16,410 --> 00:41:18,312 S-Spit on your grave? 1018 00:41:18,412 --> 00:41:20,014 What is wrong with you? 1019 00:41:20,114 --> 00:41:23,017 Relax. I'm just joking. 1020 00:41:23,117 --> 00:41:24,585 Uh, well, then laugh. 1021 00:41:24,685 --> 00:41:26,821 Hi. You look beautiful. 1022 00:41:27,487 --> 00:41:29,523 [laughs] What? That's not... 1023 00:41:30,591 --> 00:41:32,693 Say hello to your uncles. 1024 00:41:33,627 --> 00:41:35,563 [Celestina] Hi. Hey, guys. 1025 00:41:36,130 --> 00:41:37,264 Hi. 1026 00:41:37,631 --> 00:41:41,535 Hey, if I'm not back in ten minutes, just send help. 1027 00:41:41,635 --> 00:41:43,938 [uncles chuckling] Please. Please. 1028 00:41:45,740 --> 00:41:47,241 Like the hat, Stan. 1029 00:41:52,513 --> 00:41:55,349 What is wrong with my azaleas? 1030 00:41:55,783 --> 00:41:58,886 Why are they coming out so soon? 1031 00:41:59,854 --> 00:42:02,056 It's not even Christmas. 1032 00:42:02,156 --> 00:42:03,891 What's going on? 1033 00:42:05,326 --> 00:42:07,294 Go back in! 1034 00:42:07,395 --> 00:42:09,897 You're not ready yet! 1035 00:42:10,364 --> 00:42:11,665 Mom, it's the heat. 1036 00:42:11,766 --> 00:42:13,467 The seasons are all out of whack. 1037 00:42:13,567 --> 00:42:15,002 It'll be fine. They'll be fine. 1038 00:42:15,102 --> 00:42:16,871 They'll sleep during the frost from the storm, 1039 00:42:16,971 --> 00:42:18,572 and after that, they'll be back. 1040 00:42:18,672 --> 00:42:20,241 It's-it's fine. 1041 00:42:25,514 --> 00:42:28,315 That's not how flowers work, Celestina. 1042 00:42:29,216 --> 00:42:30,951 Well, maybe now it is. 1043 00:42:34,989 --> 00:42:36,223 Thank you. 1044 00:42:37,658 --> 00:42:39,627 So this is it? Thank you for shopping with 1045 00:42:39,727 --> 00:42:41,429 Future Nostalgia Trading Company. 1046 00:42:41,530 --> 00:42:43,397 All the hard work? 1047 00:42:43,898 --> 00:42:46,367 Everything you have given to this life, 1048 00:42:46,467 --> 00:42:48,537 you are just ready to... 1049 00:42:48,636 --> 00:42:50,971 wash your hands of it. 1050 00:42:51,072 --> 00:42:55,309 You are just willing to kill it dead and bury it? 1051 00:42:56,210 --> 00:42:58,646 To become what? Basic? 1052 00:42:58,746 --> 00:43:02,016 Pas possible! Pas possible! 1053 00:43:02,116 --> 00:43:03,951 Ma seule fille... 1054 00:43:04,785 --> 00:43:07,388 [in English] ...ends up a housewife. 1055 00:43:07,488 --> 00:43:09,256 I'm not a housewife. 1056 00:43:09,356 --> 00:43:10,658 I don't want to be. 1057 00:43:10,758 --> 00:43:12,860 And even if I did, that's not the point. 1058 00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:15,396 There is a certain poetry 1059 00:43:15,496 --> 00:43:17,566 that comes with what a person can be, 1060 00:43:17,665 --> 00:43:20,000 based upon their circumstances, 1061 00:43:20,101 --> 00:43:22,803 and you are disrupting that poetry. 1062 00:43:22,903 --> 00:43:25,272 Do you want to see what's happening to me? 1063 00:43:25,372 --> 00:43:27,308 [boxes thud on ground] 1064 00:43:30,778 --> 00:43:33,247 This is from... I thought it was, you know, like, 1065 00:43:33,347 --> 00:43:36,183 from the recycled laundry detergent or-or the... 1066 00:43:36,283 --> 00:43:39,019 the lotion or the perfume that River made, but this is... 1067 00:43:39,120 --> 00:43:41,523 [Angelique] Hold on. The perfume? [scoffs] 1068 00:43:41,622 --> 00:43:42,957 How many hobbies can one man have? 1069 00:43:43,057 --> 00:43:45,326 It doesn't matter. This is from work. 1070 00:43:45,426 --> 00:43:47,328 This is what work is doing to me. 1071 00:43:47,428 --> 00:43:51,065 This is from shrinking deficits and increasing margins 1072 00:43:51,165 --> 00:43:53,968 and diversifying outreach and ruined lives. 1073 00:43:54,068 --> 00:43:57,037 Because that is what I do. I-I ruin some people's lives 1074 00:43:57,138 --> 00:43:58,806 in an attempt to make another group 1075 00:43:58,906 --> 00:44:00,708 of people's lives marginally better. 1076 00:44:00,808 --> 00:44:03,377 And my body is betraying me for it. 1077 00:44:05,179 --> 00:44:06,380 It's eczema. 1078 00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:08,550 [Celestina] It's not eczema. I ruin lives for a living, 1079 00:44:08,649 --> 00:44:11,652 and it's giving me stress hives because I am betraying my body. 1080 00:44:11,752 --> 00:44:13,154 It is eczema. 1081 00:44:13,254 --> 00:44:15,189 Put some Vaseline... It is not eczema! 1082 00:44:15,289 --> 00:44:17,324 It is stress hives! 1083 00:44:20,427 --> 00:44:22,329 [sighs] I'm sorry. 1084 00:44:52,326 --> 00:44:53,827 I'm sorry. 1085 00:44:57,599 --> 00:44:59,366 I am. I'm sorry. 1086 00:45:12,581 --> 00:45:14,415 I'm sorry, too. 1087 00:45:15,849 --> 00:45:18,385 [gentle music playing] 1088 00:45:20,321 --> 00:45:23,290 For you to be the best that you can be, 1089 00:45:23,390 --> 00:45:27,895 you have to believe that you are the best that you are. 1090 00:45:27,995 --> 00:45:31,865 You have to believe that you are. 1091 00:45:32,634 --> 00:45:34,902 Yes, I-I'll admit... 1092 00:45:35,002 --> 00:45:39,406 he's charming, he's got moxie, he's smart enough. 1093 00:45:39,507 --> 00:45:41,375 He's not as smart as you, but... 1094 00:45:41,475 --> 00:45:44,878 but he's smart enough, and... all of that is good for now. 1095 00:45:44,979 --> 00:45:47,682 But what about for later? 1096 00:45:47,781 --> 00:45:49,551 For the hard times. 1097 00:45:49,651 --> 00:45:52,286 For the... for the future. 1098 00:45:52,386 --> 00:45:53,787 Hmm? 1099 00:45:53,887 --> 00:45:58,693 Celestina, I know you and I love you, 1100 00:45:58,792 --> 00:46:01,829 so I just have to ask: Is it worth it? 1101 00:46:01,929 --> 00:46:04,666 Is it worth giving up your career for a man 1102 00:46:04,765 --> 00:46:06,867 who will eventually bore you? 1103 00:46:06,967 --> 00:46:08,902 Maman, I am not giving up my career. 1104 00:46:09,003 --> 00:46:10,605 Why do you keep saying this? 1105 00:46:10,705 --> 00:46:12,574 God, I'm not giving up anything for River. 1106 00:46:12,674 --> 00:46:14,842 I never said that. It's like I've explained this to you 1107 00:46:14,942 --> 00:46:16,176 a million different ways, 1108 00:46:16,277 --> 00:46:18,479 and you are refusing to understand me. 1109 00:46:18,580 --> 00:46:19,714 It is not worth it. 1110 00:46:19,813 --> 00:46:21,683 It is never worth it. Worth what? 1111 00:46:21,782 --> 00:46:23,217 It's never worth it! Worth what? 1112 00:46:23,317 --> 00:46:25,019 If there's no career, there's nothing for it to be worth! 1113 00:46:25,119 --> 00:46:27,689 Your boss will take you back right now. 1114 00:46:27,788 --> 00:46:29,156 You bring too much to it. 1115 00:46:29,256 --> 00:46:30,525 Mom, calm down. 1116 00:46:30,625 --> 00:46:32,159 Honey. Maman! 1117 00:46:32,259 --> 00:46:34,228 If you do not get out of this right now... 1118 00:46:34,328 --> 00:46:36,130 If you do not get out of this right now... 1119 00:46:36,230 --> 00:46:38,165 Are you really coming here to tell me to get out of it? 1120 00:46:38,265 --> 00:46:40,769 ...it will be very difficult to get out when you're married. 1121 00:46:40,868 --> 00:46:43,738 [Lara] Oh, Angelique! Oh! 1122 00:46:43,837 --> 00:46:45,472 Oh, my God. Ah. Lara. 1123 00:46:45,573 --> 00:46:46,974 [sighs] Oh. 1124 00:46:47,074 --> 00:46:48,643 Somebody let the sunshine in here. 1125 00:46:48,743 --> 00:46:51,011 Yes. Look at you. Oh! 1126 00:46:51,111 --> 00:46:54,181 Look at you. Well, you look lovely today. 1127 00:46:54,281 --> 00:46:56,183 [phone ringing in other room] I know you're thrilled. 1128 00:46:56,283 --> 00:46:58,919 Oh. I mean, it's Celestina. 1129 00:46:59,019 --> 00:47:01,221 You know how much we love Celestina. We're all... 1130 00:47:01,322 --> 00:47:03,924 Well, how could you not? It's Celestina. 1131 00:47:04,024 --> 00:47:05,259 [Angelique chuckles] [Lara] I mean... 1132 00:47:05,359 --> 00:47:07,828 River is just... he's just so lucky. 1133 00:47:07,928 --> 00:47:09,830 [Angelique] Oh, yes he is. 1134 00:47:09,930 --> 00:47:11,231 I'm gonna cry. [sniffles] Oh... 1135 00:47:11,332 --> 00:47:13,535 [sighs] So, how's the university? 1136 00:47:13,635 --> 00:47:15,737 Hmm? Oh, it's a nightmare. 1137 00:47:15,836 --> 00:47:17,471 [Lara] Yeah? [Angelique] But, um... 1138 00:47:17,572 --> 00:47:18,773 it's a blessing, too, you know? 1139 00:47:18,872 --> 00:47:20,174 [Lara] Yeah? 1140 00:47:20,274 --> 00:47:23,043 Well, it's just... well, it would make you crazy. 1141 00:47:23,143 --> 00:47:24,746 Well, I don't know how you handle it. 1142 00:47:24,845 --> 00:47:27,414 I don't. I just don't. [chuckling] 1143 00:47:29,883 --> 00:47:31,285 So, how's things with you and... 1144 00:47:31,385 --> 00:47:33,087 [Celestina clears throat] Central Library. 1145 00:47:33,187 --> 00:47:35,523 ...the library? Oh, the library. 1146 00:47:36,558 --> 00:47:37,792 I can't complain. Mm. 1147 00:47:37,891 --> 00:47:38,892 I can't complain. 1148 00:47:38,992 --> 00:47:40,027 Yeah. I really can't. 1149 00:47:40,127 --> 00:47:41,395 But, you know what, I do. 1150 00:47:41,495 --> 00:47:42,863 [laughs] I do. I have. 1151 00:47:42,963 --> 00:47:44,666 I will right now, because you know how it is 1152 00:47:44,766 --> 00:47:46,066 with government funding. Yes. 1153 00:47:46,166 --> 00:47:47,736 You've been there, so... 1154 00:47:47,836 --> 00:47:50,337 I, uh... Oh, my God. 1155 00:47:50,437 --> 00:47:52,607 Are the Pine Barrens on fire? [newsman] Breaking news. 1156 00:47:52,707 --> 00:47:54,642 Major wildfire... Oh, my. 1157 00:47:54,743 --> 00:47:56,110 Thank God we're expecting rain. 1158 00:47:56,210 --> 00:47:57,846 Yes, I was just about to say the same thing. 1159 00:47:57,945 --> 00:47:59,346 It just can't rain fast enough, can it? 1160 00:47:59,446 --> 00:48:01,816 Would you look at that? I can't believe it. 1161 00:48:01,915 --> 00:48:03,852 Now, that's hot. [phone ringing] 1162 00:48:03,951 --> 00:48:05,285 Now, that's a fire. 1163 00:48:05,386 --> 00:48:07,321 [newsman] Wasn't it supposed to snow today? 1164 00:48:07,421 --> 00:48:10,357 [Lara] Do you ever just think about the animals, you know? 1165 00:48:11,392 --> 00:48:13,728 Hello? Celestina speaking. [River] Fucking finally. 1166 00:48:13,828 --> 00:48:16,029 Mimosas for the moms. All these people in my ear, 1167 00:48:16,130 --> 00:48:17,866 passing me around, and all I'm trying to do 1168 00:48:17,965 --> 00:48:20,835 is get somebody to put me in your ear so I can let you know 1169 00:48:20,934 --> 00:48:22,537 that I know your mom just got there, 1170 00:48:22,637 --> 00:48:24,371 I know my mom's being a pain, 1171 00:48:24,471 --> 00:48:26,273 and I know my sisters are obnoxious, 1172 00:48:26,373 --> 00:48:29,009 but you want to know something else, Celly? 1173 00:48:29,109 --> 00:48:30,812 It's chill. [laughs] 1174 00:48:30,911 --> 00:48:31,945 It's chill. 1175 00:48:32,045 --> 00:48:34,982 I love you, and it's chill. 1176 00:48:35,082 --> 00:48:37,084 What's taking so long? The roads. 1177 00:48:37,184 --> 00:48:39,052 [chuckles] I know. The roads. The roads. 1178 00:48:39,153 --> 00:48:41,188 Everybody out here is trying to slow me down. 1179 00:48:41,288 --> 00:48:43,157 [laughs] Okay, well, I need you to get back. 1180 00:48:43,257 --> 00:48:46,059 I am wilting under the limelight, kid. 1181 00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:48,128 Hey, why'd you tell your sisters to bring flowers 1182 00:48:48,228 --> 00:48:49,930 when you know that they freak me out? 1183 00:48:50,030 --> 00:48:53,066 [River] I know. I know. Photosynthesis. 1184 00:48:53,167 --> 00:48:55,436 Yeah, it's not natural. It is natural, you know. 1185 00:48:55,537 --> 00:48:58,305 I know that photosynthesis is a natural occurrence. 1186 00:48:58,405 --> 00:49:00,073 And I'm gonna be totally real with you. 1187 00:49:00,174 --> 00:49:01,776 I thought they meant they were bringing weed, you know. 1188 00:49:01,876 --> 00:49:03,778 [laughs] They did not mean weed. 1189 00:49:03,878 --> 00:49:05,547 Hey, have you heard of Exit Plan? 1190 00:49:05,647 --> 00:49:07,715 [thunder crashes] 1191 00:49:07,816 --> 00:49:10,083 [River] Wait, wait, hold on. 1192 00:49:10,685 --> 00:49:11,920 Hello? 1193 00:49:12,319 --> 00:49:14,054 This reception's so shit. 1194 00:49:14,154 --> 00:49:16,290 [thunder rumbling] 1195 00:49:19,894 --> 00:49:22,329 Riv? 1196 00:49:22,429 --> 00:49:24,465 River? Hello? 1197 00:49:24,566 --> 00:49:26,500 [Rose] Celestina, I need to talk to you. 1198 00:49:26,601 --> 00:49:28,803 River says that you aren't doing any vows? 1199 00:49:28,903 --> 00:49:31,338 I don't get it. I mean, what's the point in a wedding 1200 00:49:31,438 --> 00:49:33,608 unless you're gonna do vows and make promises? 1201 00:49:33,708 --> 00:49:35,175 If you weren't gonna do vows, 1202 00:49:35,275 --> 00:49:37,144 you should just throw a party, not have a wedding. 1203 00:49:37,244 --> 00:49:38,780 [laughing] You know what I'm saying. 1204 00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:41,081 Oh, of course you understand. Please tell me he's kidding. 1205 00:49:41,181 --> 00:49:43,083 He's absolutely kidding. You're doing vows. 1206 00:49:43,183 --> 00:49:45,085 If you want to run anything by me... 1207 00:49:45,185 --> 00:49:46,554 Also, oh, do not be offended 1208 00:49:46,654 --> 00:49:48,355 if his are a little less expressive than yours. 1209 00:49:48,455 --> 00:49:50,257 I mean, we all know River likes to take a millennia 1210 00:49:50,357 --> 00:49:51,391 to get a full idea out. 1211 00:49:51,492 --> 00:49:53,595 My brother likes to take his time. 1212 00:49:53,695 --> 00:49:56,163 Don't let it slow you down. I do not let it slow me down. 1213 00:49:56,263 --> 00:49:58,800 You know he was four and a half when he said his first word? 1214 00:49:58,900 --> 00:50:00,234 I mean, Cookie said it was the trauma 1215 00:50:00,334 --> 00:50:02,002 of being surrounded by a bunch of talkers, 1216 00:50:02,102 --> 00:50:03,403 but I think he's got a lot going on 1217 00:50:03,505 --> 00:50:05,339 in that big heart of his, you know? 1218 00:50:05,439 --> 00:50:07,642 He's a man of few words and many long pauses. 1219 00:50:07,742 --> 00:50:09,677 He marches to his own syncopation, as they say. 1220 00:50:09,777 --> 00:50:11,613 But, I mean, what are we supposed to do, wait? 1221 00:50:11,713 --> 00:50:13,648 [Ayman] You know, I think you're doing the right thing. 1222 00:50:13,748 --> 00:50:16,216 [Celestina] Stop. Do you? [Ayman] Of course. 1223 00:50:16,316 --> 00:50:21,121 I think it's time for you to go back to where you belong. 1224 00:50:23,691 --> 00:50:26,493 One, two, three. Grad school. Homeland. 1225 00:50:26,594 --> 00:50:27,862 What? 1226 00:50:27,962 --> 00:50:29,597 [laughing] That's not... 1227 00:50:29,697 --> 00:50:30,999 The homeland? Yeah. 1228 00:50:31,098 --> 00:50:32,499 What's the homeland? 1229 00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:34,134 I thought we were going to, like, West Africa. 1230 00:50:34,234 --> 00:50:36,403 What are you... Whoa! Where did you come from? 1231 00:50:36,504 --> 00:50:38,205 I heard grad school. I'm never getting married. 1232 00:50:38,305 --> 00:50:40,274 Why would you make such a permanent statement? 1233 00:50:40,374 --> 00:50:42,010 You can't just stop working. 1234 00:50:42,109 --> 00:50:44,012 How are you gonna pay off your student loans? 1235 00:50:44,111 --> 00:50:45,647 Student loans? I'm not paying those off. 1236 00:50:45,747 --> 00:50:47,982 I've been paying consistently for five years, on time, 1237 00:50:48,081 --> 00:50:49,651 and it's still a fucking mountain. 1238 00:50:49,751 --> 00:50:51,351 I told you guys this. Did you get my email? 1239 00:50:51,451 --> 00:50:52,887 That if we all stop paying, 1240 00:50:52,987 --> 00:50:54,556 it's a bubble, and the bubble will pop. 1241 00:50:54,656 --> 00:50:56,089 Yep, yep, yep. Bubble pops. We know. 1242 00:50:56,189 --> 00:50:57,559 I got the email. I stopped my auto-pay. 1243 00:50:57,659 --> 00:50:59,561 Good husband? No, I'm a great husband. 1244 00:50:59,661 --> 00:51:02,062 Why am I a great husband? Fern, can you get these scraps? 1245 00:51:02,162 --> 00:51:03,263 Where do I throw them away? 1246 00:51:03,363 --> 00:51:04,999 This is compost. There's a compost bin. 1247 00:51:05,098 --> 00:51:07,267 Goes out the window. No, there's a compost bin. 1248 00:51:07,367 --> 00:51:09,369 [Geoffrey] You understand? [Fern] I know about composting. 1249 00:51:09,469 --> 00:51:10,605 [Geoffrey] This is what composting is. 1250 00:51:10,705 --> 00:51:12,674 [sighs] What a special day for us, huh? 1251 00:51:12,774 --> 00:51:13,875 [Geoffrey] I know this stuff. 1252 00:51:13,975 --> 00:51:15,142 [Ayman] Kids. [Tessa] You could teach. 1253 00:51:15,242 --> 00:51:16,476 You could teach children. 1254 00:51:16,578 --> 00:51:17,645 I could. Yeah. 1255 00:51:17,745 --> 00:51:18,780 You could be an art tutor. 1256 00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:20,414 Ooh. Maybe. 1257 00:51:20,515 --> 00:51:22,550 Right now, I'm just... you got to be reasonable, you guys. 1258 00:51:22,650 --> 00:51:24,217 Okay? I can work at a sandwich shop. 1259 00:51:24,318 --> 00:51:26,754 They're hiring, so... [Ayman] Sandwich shop. 1260 00:51:27,487 --> 00:51:29,824 Okay, you can't come to people's houses uninvited 1261 00:51:29,924 --> 00:51:31,358 and do nothing but dance. 1262 00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:33,460 But I was invited, and it's for entertainment. 1263 00:51:33,561 --> 00:51:35,462 Working in a sandwich shop would only make sense 1264 00:51:35,563 --> 00:51:37,497 if you love making sandwiches. I... 1265 00:51:37,599 --> 00:51:40,068 Do you love sandwiches? Yes, I love sandwiches. 1266 00:51:40,167 --> 00:51:43,303 It's... it doesn't matter, because it's just a job. 1267 00:51:43,403 --> 00:51:44,639 And you know what I do enjoy? 1268 00:51:44,739 --> 00:51:46,440 I enjoy the idea of someone coming in, 1269 00:51:46,541 --> 00:51:50,078 I make them a sandwich, they go home happy and-and full. 1270 00:51:50,177 --> 00:51:51,879 And I go home full and happy. 1271 00:51:51,980 --> 00:51:53,347 And I just leave it all there. 1272 00:51:53,447 --> 00:51:55,783 I don't have to have a career or a passion. 1273 00:51:55,883 --> 00:51:58,185 Why can't I just have a life? 1274 00:51:58,285 --> 00:52:00,655 What's wrong with just having a job? 1275 00:52:00,755 --> 00:52:02,255 You guys, it's just a job. 1276 00:52:02,356 --> 00:52:05,660 Being a wife always felt a bit like a job, you know? 1277 00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:07,962 Everybody keeps saying things like that to me. 1278 00:52:08,062 --> 00:52:11,365 And it's like, "Well, maybe you shouldn't have gotten married." 1279 00:52:12,834 --> 00:52:14,769 God, did I fuck up, Cooks? 1280 00:52:15,970 --> 00:52:17,471 Should I take it back? 1281 00:52:17,572 --> 00:52:19,741 The husband or the job? [sighs] 1282 00:52:21,308 --> 00:52:23,310 [Lara] Has anybody seen Celestina? 1283 00:52:23,410 --> 00:52:24,846 Where's Celestina? 1284 00:52:24,946 --> 00:52:26,313 Celestina! 1285 00:52:26,814 --> 00:52:28,950 [thunder rumbling] 1286 00:52:29,050 --> 00:52:31,284 [thunder crashes] 1287 00:52:35,155 --> 00:52:37,892 [Cookie] At least you know... 1288 00:52:38,993 --> 00:52:41,228 how to hold your liquor. 1289 00:52:42,396 --> 00:52:43,798 All will be well. 1290 00:52:45,066 --> 00:52:47,135 [door opens] [Lara] A-ha. 1291 00:52:47,234 --> 00:52:49,403 Mother, no more vodka. [Cookie] It's potatoes. 1292 00:52:49,504 --> 00:52:52,406 I told you, it's fine. It's lunch. 1293 00:52:52,507 --> 00:52:54,776 Just wa... Just water. Come on. 1294 00:52:54,876 --> 00:52:56,176 [news theme playing] 1295 00:52:56,276 --> 00:52:57,879 [newswoman] Here we are again with weather 1296 00:52:57,979 --> 00:52:59,547 on the fours and fives. 1297 00:52:59,647 --> 00:53:03,685 It's 4:45, and the sun is shining, except when it's not. 1298 00:53:03,785 --> 00:53:08,255 Remember, whatever the weather, always have your go bag ready. 1299 00:53:11,125 --> 00:53:12,994 [Angelique] You know I like Lara. 1300 00:53:13,094 --> 00:53:13,928 [Celestina scoffs] 1301 00:53:14,028 --> 00:53:14,996 I like her mother, 1302 00:53:15,096 --> 00:53:16,864 I like her daughters, and... 1303 00:53:16,964 --> 00:53:18,599 I-I don't like Rose that much, 1304 00:53:18,700 --> 00:53:20,802 but Lily and Fichus... [chuckles] 1305 00:53:20,902 --> 00:53:22,603 It's Daisy and Fern. 1306 00:53:22,704 --> 00:53:26,607 And Rose is... She means no harm. 1307 00:53:26,708 --> 00:53:30,310 She's fucking annoying, but she means well. 1308 00:53:30,410 --> 00:53:33,213 I mean, all of them mean well, really. 1309 00:53:34,582 --> 00:53:36,483 [Angelique] You're slipping. I'm fine. 1310 00:53:36,584 --> 00:53:38,653 [knife clatters] [groans] Oh, merde, merde. 1311 00:53:38,753 --> 00:53:40,555 You shouldn't be cutting that with this ring on. 1312 00:53:40,655 --> 00:53:41,989 Please, please just, could... 1313 00:53:42,090 --> 00:53:43,390 Can you get the pan? But I'm... Okay. 1314 00:53:43,490 --> 00:53:45,026 Get the pan! You shouldn't be doing it... 1315 00:53:45,126 --> 00:53:46,293 It's fine. I can... Okay, fine. 1316 00:53:46,393 --> 00:53:48,361 I'm a big girl. Thank you. Shh. Okay. 1317 00:53:48,462 --> 00:53:50,330 Are you bleeding? 1318 00:53:50,430 --> 00:53:52,734 Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay. 1319 00:53:54,869 --> 00:53:56,104 [Lara sighs] 1320 00:53:56,204 --> 00:53:58,206 It's okay. It's okay. I should probably... 1321 00:53:58,305 --> 00:54:00,942 We're gonna get it good. 1322 00:54:01,042 --> 00:54:02,143 Here we go. 1323 00:54:02,242 --> 00:54:04,244 Do you mind if I take that off? Okay. 1324 00:54:04,344 --> 00:54:06,914 When I, uh, was marrying the girls' father, 1325 00:54:07,014 --> 00:54:08,916 I was so nervous. 1326 00:54:09,016 --> 00:54:10,718 I was a wreck. I was a wreck. 1327 00:54:10,818 --> 00:54:13,888 Because Rose and Daisy were being so bitchy to me. 1328 00:54:13,988 --> 00:54:16,456 They were still treating me like the evil stepmother. 1329 00:54:16,557 --> 00:54:19,927 You know, before we became such good buddies. 1330 00:54:20,027 --> 00:54:23,396 And that's... part of why I fell for their father 1331 00:54:23,497 --> 00:54:26,734 is because he was a father and I wanted to be a mother. 1332 00:54:26,834 --> 00:54:28,703 I mean, I didn't have to be their only mother. 1333 00:54:28,803 --> 00:54:31,471 I just wanted to be another mother. 1334 00:54:31,572 --> 00:54:33,440 I wanted to be a second mom. 1335 00:54:33,541 --> 00:54:35,408 I'm mom number two. 1336 00:54:36,611 --> 00:54:38,079 Just wanted to be a mom. 1337 00:54:38,179 --> 00:54:39,981 Always wanted to be a mama. 1338 00:54:40,081 --> 00:54:42,049 So I don't think that's... 1339 00:54:42,150 --> 00:54:44,185 I think being nervous is okay. 1340 00:54:44,284 --> 00:54:46,020 I think it's like... 1341 00:54:47,088 --> 00:54:48,756 like we just... 1342 00:54:48,856 --> 00:54:51,125 kind of know that it's because... 1343 00:54:51,692 --> 00:54:55,797 we're choosing to do something very big for ourself. 1344 00:54:56,264 --> 00:54:57,364 Marriage is big. 1345 00:54:57,464 --> 00:54:59,299 Marriage is so big. 1346 00:54:59,399 --> 00:55:00,968 Yeah, it is. 1347 00:55:03,838 --> 00:55:05,873 [bell chimes] 1348 00:55:07,008 --> 00:55:10,044 [playing "Ants Go Marching"] 1349 00:55:14,682 --> 00:55:16,050 You know, I-I-I... and, of course, 1350 00:55:16,150 --> 00:55:17,450 a lot of my colleagues are bankers, 1351 00:55:17,552 --> 00:55:19,086 but I'm not an analyst, per se. 1352 00:55:19,187 --> 00:55:21,088 That's actually the brilliance 1353 00:55:21,189 --> 00:55:23,724 of our little team within the firm, 1354 00:55:23,825 --> 00:55:26,227 is that I'm more of, like, a knowledge broker. 1355 00:55:26,326 --> 00:55:27,662 I get, like, information 1356 00:55:27,762 --> 00:55:29,496 to the right people for the right price, 1357 00:55:29,597 --> 00:55:31,566 which is a lot, 'cause, like, all right, you know, 1358 00:55:31,666 --> 00:55:33,267 our rates are quite high. 1359 00:55:33,366 --> 00:55:35,670 And Celestina, for sure, she's the most in demand. 1360 00:55:35,770 --> 00:55:37,872 Like, of course it looks good to have a woman lead 1361 00:55:37,972 --> 00:55:39,640 some of these things, right? [chuckles] Oh, my God. 1362 00:55:39,740 --> 00:55:41,474 Like, way better optics. Yeah, I bet it does. 1363 00:55:41,576 --> 00:55:43,277 Yeah, uh, that's why we charge more 1364 00:55:43,376 --> 00:55:44,679 for her to lead a project. 1365 00:55:44,779 --> 00:55:47,548 Uh, I mean, I'm pretty expensive, too. 1366 00:55:47,648 --> 00:55:50,417 [sighs heavily] Um, but, uh, yeah. 1367 00:55:50,518 --> 00:55:52,419 So, River tells me you're a dancer. 1368 00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:56,224 Like, ballet or, like, a, uh, dancer? 1369 00:55:56,324 --> 00:55:57,525 I don't know... 1370 00:55:57,625 --> 00:55:59,193 Okay, I need to know how you're here. 1371 00:55:59,293 --> 00:56:00,728 [chuckles] Um... Oh, yeah. 1372 00:56:00,828 --> 00:56:02,964 You and River went to school together? What... what's up? 1373 00:56:03,064 --> 00:56:04,632 [Dave] Oh, camp, actually. [Sabrina] Oh, camp. 1374 00:56:04,732 --> 00:56:06,200 [Dave] Yeah, yeah. Classy. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1375 00:56:06,300 --> 00:56:08,401 [Dave] I was in the top bunk. [Sabrina] Mm-hmm. Love that. 1376 00:56:08,501 --> 00:56:10,238 Yeah. I was actually voted president of the camp, 1377 00:56:10,338 --> 00:56:11,839 which wasn't even a thing-- Thank you. 1378 00:56:11,939 --> 00:56:13,774 Get him out of here. Bye. Ow, ow! What the fuck? 1379 00:56:13,875 --> 00:56:15,343 Kill him. Finish him. [Dave] Ow! 1380 00:56:15,442 --> 00:56:17,211 [Ayman singing] [Sabrina] Hello! 1381 00:56:17,311 --> 00:56:18,546 Huh? Why didn't you help me? 1382 00:56:18,646 --> 00:56:19,881 With what? When we said 1383 00:56:19,981 --> 00:56:21,749 "protect Black women," this is what we meant. 1384 00:56:22,817 --> 00:56:25,186 [Tessa] What'd River say when you quit? 1385 00:56:25,286 --> 00:56:26,554 Is he stressed? 1386 00:56:26,654 --> 00:56:28,589 Will he stay at the bakery? 1387 00:56:30,224 --> 00:56:31,626 Mm... 1388 00:56:32,293 --> 00:56:34,629 [chuckling] Well, um... 1389 00:56:35,495 --> 00:56:36,664 Celestina. 1390 00:56:38,099 --> 00:56:39,399 [gasps softly] 1391 00:56:39,499 --> 00:56:42,136 What? It all happened so fast. I don't... 1392 00:56:42,236 --> 00:56:43,604 Oh, you're joking. 1393 00:56:43,704 --> 00:56:45,072 Say "psych." No, I was... 1394 00:56:45,172 --> 00:56:46,406 I-I was gonna tell him. 1395 00:56:46,507 --> 00:56:48,309 Obviously, I'm gonna tell him. I just... 1396 00:56:48,408 --> 00:56:50,077 Uh, inevitably, 1397 00:56:50,177 --> 00:56:52,079 there would have been a fight if I told him. 1398 00:56:52,179 --> 00:56:55,516 I don't want him to look back on today and think of a fight. 1399 00:56:55,616 --> 00:56:57,218 That's a bold move. 1400 00:56:57,318 --> 00:57:00,288 That's so rude, Celly. 1401 00:57:00,388 --> 00:57:02,056 [Ayman] Great, uh, first wife day. 1402 00:57:02,156 --> 00:57:03,591 You are number one wife. 1403 00:57:03,691 --> 00:57:05,660 You are wiz-ife number one-za. 1404 00:57:05,760 --> 00:57:08,461 You don't understand. You're not a wife. 1405 00:57:08,562 --> 00:57:10,064 What is that supposed to mean? 1406 00:57:10,164 --> 00:57:12,499 [Celestina] It means that you're not a wife. 1407 00:57:12,600 --> 00:57:15,903 We live in a world of wives and husbands. 1408 00:57:16,003 --> 00:57:18,539 Not... Like, regardless of gender or sexuality, 1409 00:57:18,639 --> 00:57:20,775 this is, like... it-it is what it is. 1410 00:57:20,875 --> 00:57:23,945 It's a construct. We... I'm a wife. 1411 00:57:24,045 --> 00:57:26,314 River was raised by wives. He makes wives out of us. 1412 00:57:26,414 --> 00:57:28,716 We get caught up in his potential. 1413 00:57:28,816 --> 00:57:30,718 And if I ended up with Sabrina, 1414 00:57:30,818 --> 00:57:32,687 if that would have worked out, she'd be my wife. 1415 00:57:32,787 --> 00:57:34,055 That's the nature of things. 1416 00:57:34,155 --> 00:57:36,390 This is not about husbands and wives, okay? 1417 00:57:36,489 --> 00:57:38,626 You're over-contextualizing the reality here. 1418 00:57:38,726 --> 00:57:41,295 This is about tops and bottoms, okay? 1419 00:57:41,395 --> 00:57:42,495 Tops and bottoms. 1420 00:57:42,596 --> 00:57:44,799 Spiritually speaking, he means. 1421 00:57:44,899 --> 00:57:46,033 Spiritually. 1422 00:57:46,133 --> 00:57:48,269 Okay, spiritually speaking, but societally speaking, 1423 00:57:48,369 --> 00:57:49,904 this is the world that we live in, 1424 00:57:50,004 --> 00:57:51,572 this is the world that we've built, 1425 00:57:51,672 --> 00:57:53,841 this is the world that we feed into, 1426 00:57:53,941 --> 00:57:55,376 and I didn't tell River last night, 1427 00:57:55,475 --> 00:57:56,577 because I don't want him to worry, 1428 00:57:56,677 --> 00:57:58,980 because I wanted to be a good wife. 1429 00:58:01,582 --> 00:58:03,784 The wife is the one who worries. 1430 00:58:07,521 --> 00:58:08,956 You do look stressed. 1431 00:58:09,056 --> 00:58:11,125 You should really separate your shoulders from your neck. 1432 00:58:11,792 --> 00:58:13,227 [Tessa] Oh, yeah, that totally works. 1433 00:58:13,327 --> 00:58:14,862 He taught me how to do it. 1434 00:58:16,063 --> 00:58:18,099 [inhales deeply] 1435 00:58:18,199 --> 00:58:19,533 [exhales] 1436 00:58:19,633 --> 00:58:21,869 [thunder rumbling] 1437 00:58:23,938 --> 00:58:25,973 [birds chirping] 1438 00:58:37,418 --> 00:58:39,653 [chimes tinkling] 1439 00:58:46,293 --> 00:58:48,896 [Sabrina] Celly, do you want to know what your problem is? 1440 00:58:48,996 --> 00:58:50,731 Not really. 1441 00:58:52,833 --> 00:58:55,870 Well, you think that you exist in a vacuum. 1442 00:58:57,838 --> 00:58:59,440 You move through the world like it's just 1443 00:58:59,540 --> 00:59:01,842 you, you, you all the time. 1444 00:59:01,942 --> 00:59:04,779 It's not like that. We're not 23 anymore. 1445 00:59:06,080 --> 00:59:07,681 And you snap your fingers and you say, 1446 00:59:07,782 --> 00:59:09,650 "We're having a wedding. 1447 00:59:09,750 --> 00:59:12,686 It's not a wedding, though I am getting married." 1448 00:59:12,787 --> 00:59:14,688 We drop everything-- everything-- 1449 00:59:14,789 --> 00:59:17,158 and we come because we love you. 1450 00:59:17,258 --> 00:59:19,760 We are deeply affected by you. 1451 00:59:23,731 --> 00:59:27,234 Others, being affected by them, affecting others. 1452 00:59:27,334 --> 00:59:29,570 That's what this is about. That's why you matter. 1453 00:59:29,670 --> 00:59:31,806 Being makes you matter. 1454 00:59:48,422 --> 00:59:51,292 You get that, right, Celly? 1455 00:59:52,259 --> 00:59:54,295 [thunder crashes] 1456 01:00:09,176 --> 01:00:11,278 [Lara] You're doing this when your grandson's wedding 1457 01:00:11,378 --> 01:00:12,813 is in two hours. 1458 01:00:12,913 --> 01:00:15,416 Honestly, Mom, doesn't this just feel a little selfish? 1459 01:00:15,517 --> 01:00:16,784 We just want to talk to you. 1460 01:00:16,884 --> 01:00:18,352 [Cookie] I don't need to talk about it. 1461 01:00:18,452 --> 01:00:19,753 [Lara] Oh, will you... 1462 01:00:19,854 --> 01:00:21,288 [Daisy] It just feels like we're hearing about it 1463 01:00:21,388 --> 01:00:23,757 from everybody else and you're not coming to us 1464 01:00:23,858 --> 01:00:26,660 and talking about something very big that affects us. 1465 01:00:26,760 --> 01:00:28,530 [Lara] I mean, don't you even want to hear 1466 01:00:28,629 --> 01:00:30,331 what we have to say about it? 1467 01:00:30,431 --> 01:00:33,200 Don't you even remember when we brought River home 1468 01:00:33,300 --> 01:00:36,704 and you met us at the airport and you said, "What a berakah"? 1469 01:00:36,804 --> 01:00:39,773 You said, "It's new life. It's new family. 1470 01:00:39,874 --> 01:00:41,275 It's a blessing." 1471 01:00:43,043 --> 01:00:46,647 I mean, I don't even know who I am without you. 1472 01:00:48,550 --> 01:00:50,284 That's a problem. Well, I just... 1473 01:00:50,384 --> 01:00:52,453 I'm saying that I'm so out of balance without you. 1474 01:00:52,554 --> 01:00:53,787 How am I supposed to... 1475 01:00:53,888 --> 01:00:55,689 What am I supposed to do without you? 1476 01:00:55,789 --> 01:00:57,958 I need a mom. Does that matter? 1477 01:00:58,058 --> 01:01:00,161 Does it matter that I need a mother? 1478 01:01:00,261 --> 01:01:01,896 I-I need a mother. 1479 01:01:01,996 --> 01:01:04,064 Okay? You happy? Please. 1480 01:01:04,899 --> 01:01:07,602 [Daisy] I just... I just... I don't understand. 1481 01:01:07,701 --> 01:01:10,738 I don't understand why you want to do this. 1482 01:01:10,838 --> 01:01:13,007 I thought you meant, like, 1483 01:01:13,107 --> 01:01:17,912 if-if you were hooked up to a tube or, like, 1484 01:01:18,012 --> 01:01:20,481 if there was nuclear war. Like, I thought you meant... 1485 01:01:20,582 --> 01:01:23,017 What... what would Zay think 1486 01:01:23,117 --> 01:01:25,219 if he knew right now that you were just giving up? 1487 01:01:25,319 --> 01:01:26,921 He would be so disappointed. Giving up? 1488 01:01:27,021 --> 01:01:28,657 [Daisy] Come on, Rose, we don't need to... 1489 01:01:28,756 --> 01:01:30,324 No, it's absolutely true. Because Dad would have 1490 01:01:30,424 --> 01:01:33,127 something to say about this. [Cookie] Giving up? 1491 01:01:33,227 --> 01:01:36,964 Tell me, what-what... what am I giving up? 1492 01:01:38,766 --> 01:01:42,703 How much more do you want me to live through 1493 01:01:43,270 --> 01:01:48,577 for me to have lived enough life for you? 1494 01:01:48,677 --> 01:01:50,044 Hmm? 1495 01:01:50,711 --> 01:01:53,781 [laughter, lively chatter in distance] 1496 01:01:55,684 --> 01:01:56,951 [Sabrina] River! [Ayman] Oh! 1497 01:01:57,051 --> 01:01:58,352 What's up? He made it! 1498 01:01:58,452 --> 01:01:59,954 [Rose] River! [Lara] Oh, good, he's here. 1499 01:02:00,054 --> 01:02:01,055 River! 1500 01:02:01,188 --> 01:02:03,090 [Lara] Sweetheart! [Daisy] Oh, my God, River! 1501 01:02:03,190 --> 01:02:05,793 [all clamoring] [Lara] Honey! 1502 01:02:05,893 --> 01:02:07,795 He's here. He's here. He's here. 1503 01:02:07,895 --> 01:02:09,230 [clamoring continues] 1504 01:02:09,330 --> 01:02:11,799 It's River! He made it! 1505 01:02:14,768 --> 01:02:16,270 We've been waiting for you all day! 1506 01:02:16,370 --> 01:02:18,607 We've been waiting all day! Where are you going? 1507 01:02:18,707 --> 01:02:20,040 [Ayman] Where are you going? Hey! 1508 01:02:20,140 --> 01:02:21,875 [Celestina] We're gonna go talk. We're gonna go. 1509 01:02:21,976 --> 01:02:24,278 [clamoring continues] 1510 01:02:25,879 --> 01:02:28,415 [Fern] I'm making a video for your wedding! 1511 01:02:29,450 --> 01:02:31,018 [clamoring stops] 1512 01:02:32,186 --> 01:02:34,221 River. 'Sup? 1513 01:02:36,190 --> 01:02:39,493 ♪ I'm down o'clock ♪ 1514 01:02:39,594 --> 01:02:42,631 ♪ I'm down o'clock ♪ 1515 01:02:42,731 --> 01:02:46,200 ♪ I'm down o'clock ♪ 1516 01:02:46,300 --> 01:02:47,868 ♪ I'm down ♪ 1517 01:02:49,203 --> 01:02:52,106 ♪ I'm down o'clock ♪ 1518 01:02:52,206 --> 01:02:55,677 ♪ I'm down, down o'clock ♪ 1519 01:02:55,776 --> 01:02:57,945 ♪ I'm down o'clock ♪ 1520 01:02:58,045 --> 01:03:00,214 [Daisy] River! ♪ I'm down... ♪ 1521 01:03:00,314 --> 01:03:03,551 [pounding at door] [clamoring] 1522 01:03:04,785 --> 01:03:06,120 [Rose] River! 1523 01:03:06,220 --> 01:03:08,590 [pounding and clamoring continue] 1524 01:03:09,223 --> 01:03:10,725 [Geoffrey] I left my bag in there! 1525 01:03:10,824 --> 01:03:12,993 You quit the firm? Did you get my messages? What? 1526 01:03:13,093 --> 01:03:15,129 The promotion... What happened? Talk to me. 1527 01:03:15,229 --> 01:03:18,032 Whoa. Who told you that? My mom, Sabrina, my friends, 1528 01:03:18,132 --> 01:03:19,833 Ayman, your mom, my sisters. Ayman? 1529 01:03:19,933 --> 01:03:21,068 Pretty much goddamn everybody. 1530 01:03:21,168 --> 01:03:22,671 Everybody. Cookie. Of course, Dave. 1531 01:03:22,771 --> 01:03:24,438 Dave? Ooh, what the fuck? [pounding, clamoring continue] 1532 01:03:24,539 --> 01:03:26,106 Why would Dave tell you that? 1533 01:03:26,206 --> 01:03:27,975 No! We're good! Give us a minute, please? 1534 01:03:28,075 --> 01:03:29,243 [all groan, clamoring quiets] 1535 01:03:29,343 --> 01:03:31,145 Just an aside, by the way, I feel like 1536 01:03:31,245 --> 01:03:32,880 adults at a certain age should stop 1537 01:03:32,980 --> 01:03:34,649 introducing their friends from summer camp 1538 01:03:34,749 --> 01:03:36,751 as their friends from summer camp. 1539 01:03:36,850 --> 01:03:38,085 I mean, it's like, just say 1540 01:03:38,185 --> 01:03:39,654 that it's your childhood friend. 1541 01:03:39,754 --> 01:03:40,988 Like, if you're 30 and you're saying, 1542 01:03:41,088 --> 01:03:42,557 "This is my friend from summer camp," 1543 01:03:42,657 --> 01:03:44,091 like, what, like, last summer? 1544 01:03:44,191 --> 01:03:45,826 That doesn't even fucking matter. 1545 01:03:45,926 --> 01:03:48,128 It does matter to me. 1546 01:03:48,996 --> 01:03:50,364 Okay. [chuckles] River. 1547 01:03:50,464 --> 01:03:52,534 You told me you were gonna take a week off 1548 01:03:52,634 --> 01:03:53,668 before the new position. 1549 01:03:53,768 --> 01:03:55,035 I am taking time off... 1550 01:03:55,135 --> 01:03:57,572 We did picklebacks to celebrate last night. 1551 01:03:57,672 --> 01:03:59,039 I like picklebacks. 1552 01:03:59,139 --> 01:04:01,041 Okay, so we did all of that, and the whole time, 1553 01:04:01,141 --> 01:04:02,476 you had already quit? 1554 01:04:03,511 --> 01:04:05,547 Yes. And? 1555 01:04:06,514 --> 01:04:07,649 What the fuck, Celly? 1556 01:04:07,749 --> 01:04:09,216 What? Why didn't you tell me? 1557 01:04:09,316 --> 01:04:11,985 Since when don't you tell me these things? 1558 01:04:15,255 --> 01:04:17,057 Like, why don't you trust me with this? 1559 01:04:17,157 --> 01:04:19,426 Why would you lie? You could've told me. 1560 01:04:19,527 --> 01:04:20,628 I'm not angry. 1561 01:04:20,729 --> 01:04:22,262 It's not about that, being not angry. 1562 01:04:22,363 --> 01:04:24,365 I just wish you would fucking tell me these things. 1563 01:04:24,465 --> 01:04:26,900 I can help. I don't want help, River. 1564 01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:29,537 Please. I didn't tell you because I figured, 1565 01:04:29,637 --> 01:04:31,905 what is the point in telling you without a plan? 1566 01:04:32,005 --> 01:04:33,974 Like, if I don't have an end point in sight, 1567 01:04:34,074 --> 01:04:36,343 then you're just gonna upset the fucking waves, 1568 01:04:36,443 --> 01:04:38,813 as you do, and cloud my vision with your propensity 1569 01:04:38,912 --> 01:04:40,648 to daydream more than you do commit 1570 01:04:40,749 --> 01:04:42,916 to an actual plan of action. [pounding, clamoring resume] 1571 01:04:43,016 --> 01:04:44,619 I don't want to fucking dream right now. 1572 01:04:44,719 --> 01:04:46,019 I want to figure it out for myself. 1573 01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:48,989 River! River! [clamoring continues] 1574 01:04:49,089 --> 01:04:50,924 Can I figure things out by myself? 1575 01:04:51,024 --> 01:04:53,260 Can I just get a minute? [door opens] 1576 01:04:53,360 --> 01:04:55,095 [door closes] 1577 01:04:55,195 --> 01:04:56,765 Cool. 1578 01:04:56,865 --> 01:04:58,867 [clamoring continues in distance] 1579 01:04:58,966 --> 01:05:00,501 Just wanted a moment. 1580 01:05:00,602 --> 01:05:03,203 Just wanted a fucking second. 1581 01:05:04,071 --> 01:05:06,173 Cool! I am fine. 1582 01:05:11,746 --> 01:05:12,747 [Lara] Celestina! No. 1583 01:05:12,847 --> 01:05:13,848 Hmm? 1584 01:05:13,947 --> 01:05:15,817 Okay, look, new development. 1585 01:05:15,916 --> 01:05:17,519 We need River to swing by the train station. 1586 01:05:17,619 --> 01:05:19,554 I'm just gonna keep him out a little bit longer. 1587 01:05:19,654 --> 01:05:22,456 They got cousins right now whose car has water damage. 1588 01:05:22,557 --> 01:05:23,792 I'm not making this up. 1589 01:05:23,892 --> 01:05:25,959 They're just hydroplaning all over the place. It's a... 1590 01:05:26,059 --> 01:05:27,529 [Rose] Come on! I'm telling her! 1591 01:05:27,629 --> 01:05:29,296 It's a big mess, so... but here's the good news. 1592 01:05:29,396 --> 01:05:30,832 He's gonna swing by the bakery 1593 01:05:30,931 --> 01:05:32,232 on the way home, because the cake is 1594 01:05:32,332 --> 01:05:33,835 still sitting there, so he can pick that up, 1595 01:05:33,934 --> 01:05:35,804 and he's gonna be right back here, if you... 1596 01:05:35,904 --> 01:05:37,171 Unless you want him to do anything else, 1597 01:05:37,271 --> 01:05:38,740 but you should tell me right now, 1598 01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:39,940 because I can't read minds. 1599 01:05:40,040 --> 01:05:42,276 [bell chimes] 1600 01:05:43,243 --> 01:05:45,880 Welcome to Meditation Minute. 1601 01:05:45,979 --> 01:05:48,148 Thank you for taking time once again 1602 01:05:48,248 --> 01:05:50,752 out of your busy, hectic life 1603 01:05:50,852 --> 01:05:53,253 to meditate, calm down, 1604 01:05:53,353 --> 01:05:55,422 relax, and unwind with me. 1605 01:05:55,523 --> 01:05:58,325 We're gonna take a couple of deep breaths. 1606 01:05:58,425 --> 01:05:59,661 Ready? 1607 01:06:00,461 --> 01:06:01,629 Inhale. 1608 01:06:03,964 --> 01:06:05,867 Exhale. 1609 01:06:05,966 --> 01:06:07,936 [gentle music playing] 1610 01:06:08,035 --> 01:06:11,305 Take this moment to really center yourself. 1611 01:06:11,405 --> 01:06:12,540 Inhale. 1612 01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:15,409 Let yourself feel the ground beneath your feet. 1613 01:06:15,510 --> 01:06:16,644 Exhale. 1614 01:06:16,744 --> 01:06:19,980 Ask yourself what you need to feel full. 1615 01:06:20,080 --> 01:06:21,348 Keep breathing. 1616 01:06:21,448 --> 01:06:22,684 You can do this. 1617 01:06:22,784 --> 01:06:23,918 I know you can do this. 1618 01:06:24,017 --> 01:06:25,085 Inhale. 1619 01:06:25,185 --> 01:06:27,889 I want you to repeat after me. 1620 01:06:27,988 --> 01:06:29,624 There is no "I." [Celestina repeats] 1621 01:06:29,724 --> 01:06:32,760 There is only "we." [Celestina repeats] 1622 01:06:35,162 --> 01:06:38,065 There are no imperfections here. 1623 01:06:38,766 --> 01:06:42,670 Everyone is perfect as is. [Celestina repeats] 1624 01:06:42,770 --> 01:06:46,406 Everyone is trying their best. [Celestina repeats] 1625 01:06:46,508 --> 01:06:50,077 You deserve the absolute best that there is. 1626 01:06:50,177 --> 01:06:52,346 [Celestina repeats, whispering] 1627 01:06:52,446 --> 01:06:55,683 You deserve to feel alive every moment you're alive. 1628 01:06:55,783 --> 01:06:57,685 [Celestina, whispering] You deserve to be living. 1629 01:06:57,785 --> 01:06:59,386 [Meditation Mary] You deserve to be living. 1630 01:06:59,486 --> 01:07:00,889 [Celestina, whispering] Are you living? 1631 01:07:00,989 --> 01:07:02,824 [Meditation Mary] Are you... living? 1632 01:07:02,924 --> 01:07:04,959 [Celestina, whispering] Are you living? 1633 01:07:05,092 --> 01:07:07,127 What is living? 1634 01:07:08,028 --> 01:07:10,230 Am I living? 1635 01:07:10,965 --> 01:07:12,466 [dryer buzzes] 1636 01:07:16,905 --> 01:07:19,139 [Dave humming "Ants Go Marching"] 1637 01:07:20,274 --> 01:07:22,510 [Dave's humming grows closer] 1638 01:07:24,979 --> 01:07:26,213 [Dave] Hey! 1639 01:07:26,313 --> 01:07:28,917 The young wife doing the laundry. 1640 01:07:29,017 --> 01:07:30,317 What's the matter? River wouldn't let you 1641 01:07:30,417 --> 01:07:32,352 take the day off? [laughs] 1642 01:07:33,021 --> 01:07:34,956 Oh, actually, would you mind? 1643 01:07:35,055 --> 01:07:36,958 Spilled a bit of my drink on my shirt 1644 01:07:37,057 --> 01:07:38,258 being too much of a ham. 1645 01:07:38,358 --> 01:07:40,093 You know how it goes. 1646 01:07:40,193 --> 01:07:42,530 Got to keep the people coming back for more. 1647 01:07:42,630 --> 01:07:44,097 [chuckles] And they do. 1648 01:07:44,197 --> 01:07:46,233 Seriously. Thank you so much, Celly. 1649 01:07:46,333 --> 01:07:48,402 It's wash cold and air-dry. 1650 01:07:48,502 --> 01:07:50,772 Good to see you. Proud of you. 1651 01:07:50,872 --> 01:07:53,206 [Dave resumes humming] 1652 01:07:55,108 --> 01:07:57,745 [Dave in distance] Rose! [Rose] Dave! 1653 01:07:57,845 --> 01:07:59,847 [chatter nearby] 1654 01:08:01,950 --> 01:08:04,184 [birds chirping] [insects trilling] 1655 01:08:13,861 --> 01:08:16,096 [thunder rumbling] 1656 01:08:22,804 --> 01:08:25,873 [gentle, up-tempo music playing] 1657 01:08:39,687 --> 01:08:42,557 [chimes tinkling] 1658 01:08:49,063 --> 01:08:51,298 [gentle, up-tempo music playing] 1659 01:09:10,417 --> 01:09:12,687 What did the laundry ever do to you? 1660 01:09:12,787 --> 01:09:14,822 [thunder crashes] 1661 01:09:41,716 --> 01:09:44,585 [bell chimes] 1662 01:09:44,686 --> 01:09:45,687 [thunder rumbles] 1663 01:09:45,787 --> 01:09:48,288 [Meditation Mary] Do you feel that? 1664 01:09:48,388 --> 01:09:50,158 That difference? 1665 01:09:50,257 --> 01:09:52,560 [dramatic music playing] 1666 01:09:52,660 --> 01:09:54,662 Are you standing straighter? 1667 01:09:59,534 --> 01:10:03,270 What does the world look like from this perspective? 1668 01:10:04,038 --> 01:10:05,973 [thunder rumbling] 1669 01:10:06,074 --> 01:10:08,275 [birds chirping] 1670 01:10:17,250 --> 01:10:19,419 Come on. Come on. 1671 01:10:19,520 --> 01:10:21,856 Others are affected by me. 1672 01:10:22,957 --> 01:10:24,357 But it's my life. 1673 01:10:24,458 --> 01:10:26,226 It absolutely is your life. It is my life. 1674 01:10:26,326 --> 01:10:27,762 It's your life, but you know what, girl? 1675 01:10:27,862 --> 01:10:31,632 What a privilege it is that others are affected by you. 1676 01:10:33,333 --> 01:10:35,570 [River humming in distance] 1677 01:10:37,839 --> 01:10:39,874 [humming] 1678 01:10:52,285 --> 01:10:54,522 [humming stops] 1679 01:10:59,961 --> 01:11:01,229 [River chuckling] 1680 01:11:01,328 --> 01:11:02,830 [Sabrina] Where are you coming from even? 1681 01:11:02,930 --> 01:11:05,133 There is nothing back there. Y'all don't worry about it. 1682 01:11:05,233 --> 01:11:07,835 You are such a little weirdo. [chuckling] 1683 01:11:11,038 --> 01:11:12,006 Hi. 1684 01:11:12,807 --> 01:11:13,708 Hi. 1685 01:11:22,784 --> 01:11:24,585 You ready? 1686 01:11:28,222 --> 01:11:30,457 So, I'm standing there yesterday, 1687 01:11:30,558 --> 01:11:33,326 and I'm going on and on about the Austrians, 1688 01:11:33,426 --> 01:11:35,129 and I had this realization, like... 1689 01:11:35,229 --> 01:11:36,496 [River] Yeah. 1690 01:11:36,597 --> 01:11:39,200 If I can't justify what I'm doing right now 1691 01:11:39,299 --> 01:11:41,569 to my hypothetical kid... 1692 01:11:42,537 --> 01:11:44,437 how can I justify it to myself? 1693 01:11:44,539 --> 01:11:46,774 You know, it's not like I don't have a choice. 1694 01:11:46,874 --> 01:11:50,377 I chose to be here. I just feel so fucking guilty. 1695 01:11:50,477 --> 01:11:52,280 Huh. River, how can I be 1696 01:11:52,379 --> 01:11:55,716 so dissatisfied when I have so much? 1697 01:11:55,817 --> 01:11:57,585 It's not fair. It's not fair to the people 1698 01:11:57,685 --> 01:11:59,452 that sacrificed everything for me to be here. 1699 01:11:59,554 --> 01:12:00,788 My friends, my family, you. 1700 01:12:00,888 --> 01:12:02,322 This uncertainty... it's not fair 1701 01:12:02,422 --> 01:12:05,259 to the people that have less than I do. 1702 01:12:05,392 --> 01:12:07,695 I sound like an asshole that I get to, you know, 1703 01:12:07,795 --> 01:12:10,198 say "fuck you" to reality and search the abyss for a bit, 1704 01:12:10,298 --> 01:12:12,200 and look for what? 1705 01:12:12,300 --> 01:12:14,434 In search of something. 1706 01:12:14,535 --> 01:12:18,206 Something else, something... 1707 01:12:18,306 --> 01:12:20,608 I don't even know. Not something grander. 1708 01:12:20,708 --> 01:12:22,475 Hmm. Or more important or necessary. 1709 01:12:22,577 --> 01:12:24,178 It's just something else. 1710 01:12:24,278 --> 01:12:26,147 Like, something of what? [River] Mm-hmm. 1711 01:12:26,247 --> 01:12:28,716 A reason to-to be alive? 1712 01:12:29,150 --> 01:12:31,118 [sighs] You know, like... 1713 01:12:32,720 --> 01:12:35,488 How do we make it make sense? 1714 01:12:41,829 --> 01:12:43,598 That's not a rhetorical question. 1715 01:12:43,698 --> 01:12:46,399 [laughing] Like, you can answer it. 1716 01:12:48,401 --> 01:12:52,039 You just unpacked a lot, but I-I hear you. 1717 01:12:56,911 --> 01:12:58,279 Mm-hmm. 1718 01:12:59,080 --> 01:13:01,582 Okay, I got a question. [Celestina] Okay. 1719 01:13:03,050 --> 01:13:05,052 Are you pregnant? 1720 01:13:05,152 --> 01:13:06,821 [Celestina] What? No, River. 1721 01:13:06,921 --> 01:13:08,789 I'm not pregnant. 1722 01:13:08,890 --> 01:13:10,625 [both chuckle] 1723 01:13:13,928 --> 01:13:15,462 Are you sure? 1724 01:13:17,131 --> 01:13:18,099 Yeah. 1725 01:13:19,033 --> 01:13:20,101 Yes. 1726 01:13:22,069 --> 01:13:24,105 [gentle rhythmic tapping] 1727 01:13:36,651 --> 01:13:38,052 [River] Well, my sisters were texting me 1728 01:13:38,152 --> 01:13:39,887 about a bet on a baby. 1729 01:13:40,755 --> 01:13:43,524 I'm just happy about it. [laughs] About what? 1730 01:13:43,624 --> 01:13:46,027 [River] What do you mean, "what?" [chuckles] 1731 01:13:46,127 --> 01:13:47,795 What are you happy about? 1732 01:13:47,895 --> 01:13:50,698 I love the little hypothetical baby. 1733 01:13:50,798 --> 01:13:52,900 Oh, my God, River. What? 1734 01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:54,902 How do you expect me not to be excited? 1735 01:13:55,002 --> 01:13:57,138 Like, imagine a baby. 1736 01:13:57,238 --> 01:13:58,706 Okay. 1737 01:13:58,806 --> 01:14:00,473 We're obviously gonna end the month 1738 01:14:00,574 --> 01:14:02,710 making substantially less. 1739 01:14:02,810 --> 01:14:04,946 How do we make that work? 1740 01:14:05,546 --> 01:14:07,548 Are you not concerned with money? 1741 01:14:07,648 --> 01:14:09,016 Fuck the money. 1742 01:14:12,787 --> 01:14:15,589 Nah, we'll-we'll figure it out. 1743 01:14:15,690 --> 01:14:16,791 How? 1744 01:14:16,891 --> 01:14:19,293 You'll get a gig at the sandwich shop, and... 1745 01:14:19,393 --> 01:14:21,095 you'll love it, and if you don't, 1746 01:14:21,195 --> 01:14:22,495 we'll leave it behind. 1747 01:14:22,596 --> 01:14:24,098 I'll keep working at the bakery. 1748 01:14:24,198 --> 01:14:26,634 I can't just leave it behind. 1749 01:14:26,734 --> 01:14:28,069 River, you can't just decide 1750 01:14:28,169 --> 01:14:29,537 that you don't want to do things anymore. 1751 01:14:29,637 --> 01:14:31,072 That doesn't... [sighs] 1752 01:14:31,172 --> 01:14:32,673 Can you please just trust me? 1753 01:14:32,773 --> 01:14:35,176 Why isn't that enough for you, Celestina? 1754 01:14:36,510 --> 01:14:38,312 What can I grasp there, River? 1755 01:14:38,412 --> 01:14:40,881 What are you giving me to hold on to? 1756 01:14:40,982 --> 01:14:43,985 Do you know how things work, River? 1757 01:14:45,485 --> 01:14:47,088 Do you know how they work out? 1758 01:14:47,188 --> 01:14:48,456 No, y-you tell me. 1759 01:14:48,556 --> 01:14:50,791 I make things work out. 1760 01:14:51,625 --> 01:14:52,927 I make things work out. 1761 01:14:53,027 --> 01:14:54,762 Things work out because I do them. 1762 01:14:54,862 --> 01:14:56,630 Why do we always have to get into this? 1763 01:14:56,731 --> 01:14:59,066 What's going on with you? Stop asking me that. 1764 01:15:00,668 --> 01:15:02,903 [bell chimes] 1765 01:15:07,575 --> 01:15:09,810 [dramatic guitar chord resonates] 1766 01:15:11,212 --> 01:15:12,646 [River] Celly. 1767 01:15:12,747 --> 01:15:14,448 What do you need? [Celestina] I don't know. 1768 01:15:14,548 --> 01:15:15,916 I don't know. 1769 01:15:16,017 --> 01:15:17,651 I thought this feeling would go away. 1770 01:15:17,752 --> 01:15:19,987 [River] What? What feeling? 1771 01:15:20,087 --> 01:15:21,722 [Celestina] I don't know, River. 1772 01:15:21,822 --> 01:15:24,191 It's like I've been out of sync all day, 1773 01:15:24,291 --> 01:15:25,826 and I know what everybody... 1774 01:15:25,926 --> 01:15:27,962 you know, what they want from me. 1775 01:15:28,062 --> 01:15:30,364 It's like how they want me to move, 1776 01:15:30,464 --> 01:15:32,133 but it's this dance that I can't... 1777 01:15:32,233 --> 01:15:35,136 I can't do it because I don't even know it. 1778 01:15:36,437 --> 01:15:39,173 [River] What do you need, Celestina? 1779 01:15:39,273 --> 01:15:41,510 [Celestina] I don't know. 1780 01:15:41,609 --> 01:15:43,611 [River] Can you just trust me? 1781 01:15:43,711 --> 01:15:45,980 I just know everything is gonna be fine. 1782 01:15:46,080 --> 01:15:47,748 [Celestina] How are things gonna be fine? 1783 01:15:47,848 --> 01:15:49,383 [River] Things tend to work out, Celestina. 1784 01:15:49,483 --> 01:15:50,651 [Celestina] No, they don't, River. 1785 01:15:50,751 --> 01:15:52,653 They don't just work out. 1786 01:15:52,753 --> 01:15:54,688 They work out because I make them work out. 1787 01:15:54,789 --> 01:15:57,258 Because I make the appointments, I... 1788 01:15:57,358 --> 01:16:00,094 I call in favors, and I follow up when you forget to. 1789 01:16:00,194 --> 01:16:01,462 I make all of the plans. 1790 01:16:01,562 --> 01:16:03,431 And whether you realize it or not, 1791 01:16:03,532 --> 01:16:04,832 when we get to that end point, 1792 01:16:04,932 --> 01:16:06,667 it's because I have reverse-orchestrated 1793 01:16:06,767 --> 01:16:08,836 every step towards the destination, 1794 01:16:08,936 --> 01:16:10,571 and you get to just show up and go, 1795 01:16:10,671 --> 01:16:12,673 "See, babe, everything always works out. 1796 01:16:12,773 --> 01:16:16,511 We're so lucky. It went better than expected." 1797 01:16:16,610 --> 01:16:18,479 It didn't go better than expected, River. 1798 01:16:18,579 --> 01:16:20,748 I made it work. I do the fucking work. 1799 01:16:20,848 --> 01:16:22,817 Are you kidding me? [chuckles] Are you kidding me? 1800 01:16:22,917 --> 01:16:24,553 You do some work. I do some work. 1801 01:16:24,652 --> 01:16:26,353 We farm out. It's a group effort. 1802 01:16:26,454 --> 01:16:28,389 [Celestina] Group effort? Fuck off. 1803 01:16:28,489 --> 01:16:31,225 [River] So you-you just expect me to be okay with that? 1804 01:16:31,325 --> 01:16:33,060 Why do you have a list 1805 01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:34,662 of times where I failed you in your head? 1806 01:16:34,762 --> 01:16:36,297 [Celestina] I don't, but I recognize patterns. 1807 01:16:36,397 --> 01:16:38,232 [River] If that's how you think about the situation, 1808 01:16:38,332 --> 01:16:40,434 if that's how you feel, like, why are we doing this? 1809 01:16:40,535 --> 01:16:42,770 Why are we even here? 1810 01:16:44,205 --> 01:16:47,775 [thunder rumbling] 1811 01:16:50,177 --> 01:16:52,980 [Meditation Mary] We're gonna take a couple of deep breaths. 1812 01:16:55,483 --> 01:16:57,084 Inhale. 1813 01:17:00,321 --> 01:17:01,856 Exhale. 1814 01:17:01,956 --> 01:17:05,793 [guests exhaling loudly] 1815 01:17:06,961 --> 01:17:10,097 [scattered applause] [whooping] 1816 01:17:12,666 --> 01:17:14,902 [cheering and applause pick up] 1817 01:17:26,347 --> 01:17:29,250 [enthusiastic cheering and applause continue] 1818 01:17:33,555 --> 01:17:35,456 [cheering and applause fade] 1819 01:17:35,557 --> 01:17:37,791 [thunder rumbling] 1820 01:17:39,793 --> 01:17:42,997 [rhythmic clapping] 1821 01:17:43,097 --> 01:17:44,665 Celestina... 1822 01:17:45,399 --> 01:17:47,234 what do you vow? 1823 01:17:49,571 --> 01:17:51,372 What are my options? 1824 01:17:52,072 --> 01:17:54,842 [rapid rhythmic clapping continues] 1825 01:17:59,180 --> 01:18:02,016 Is this the happiest you've ever been? 1826 01:18:03,017 --> 01:18:04,051 Yes. 1827 01:18:04,151 --> 01:18:06,187 Will you love him like we love him? 1828 01:18:06,287 --> 01:18:07,589 [Celestina] Sometimes. 1829 01:18:07,688 --> 01:18:09,223 Are you scared of the future? 1830 01:18:09,323 --> 01:18:12,026 Yeah. Can you be with anyone forever? 1831 01:18:12,126 --> 01:18:13,994 Maybe. Do you still think about us? 1832 01:18:14,094 --> 01:18:14,929 Yes. 1833 01:18:15,029 --> 01:18:16,665 Do you have enough love for us all? 1834 01:18:16,764 --> 01:18:18,232 [Lara] Are you always gonna be this serious? 1835 01:18:18,332 --> 01:18:19,967 [Geoffrey] Are you going to keep yourself first? 1836 01:18:20,067 --> 01:18:22,002 Will you make time for us? Yes. 1837 01:18:22,102 --> 01:18:23,837 Do you want this? [Ayman] Will you consider going 1838 01:18:23,938 --> 01:18:24,972 back to grad school? No. 1839 01:18:25,072 --> 01:18:26,907 If your father... [coughing] 1840 01:18:27,007 --> 01:18:29,176 Um... Absolutely. [overlapping questions] 1841 01:18:29,276 --> 01:18:31,045 Yes. Yes. 1842 01:18:31,145 --> 01:18:32,913 Yes. Maybe. 1843 01:18:33,013 --> 01:18:34,683 Kinda. [clapping stops] 1844 01:18:34,782 --> 01:18:36,050 [questions end] 1845 01:18:46,561 --> 01:18:48,729 [Celestina] I'll try. 1846 01:18:49,997 --> 01:18:52,866 I know that. I know that I'll try. 1847 01:18:55,869 --> 01:18:57,438 [guests murmuring] 1848 01:18:57,539 --> 01:18:59,039 She said she'll try. 1849 01:18:59,139 --> 01:19:01,543 Said she'll try. She said she'll try. 1850 01:19:01,643 --> 01:19:04,144 She said she'll try. She said... 1851 01:19:04,245 --> 01:19:05,946 She'll try? 1852 01:19:17,559 --> 01:19:19,893 [thunder rumbling] 1853 01:19:24,566 --> 01:19:26,867 [dramatic music playing] 1854 01:19:29,069 --> 01:19:30,938 [crunches] [cheering and applause] 1855 01:19:31,038 --> 01:19:33,340 [Lara] To marriage! [all] Marriage! 1856 01:19:33,440 --> 01:19:35,442 [Angelique] To my daughter! 1857 01:19:35,543 --> 01:19:36,645 [all] Celestina! 1858 01:19:36,745 --> 01:19:39,380 [Sabrina] To my friends! [all] Friends! 1859 01:19:39,480 --> 01:19:40,649 [men] To the future! 1860 01:19:40,749 --> 01:19:42,584 [women] And nostalgia! 1861 01:19:42,684 --> 01:19:45,386 [River] To my wife! [all] A wife! 1862 01:19:45,486 --> 01:19:48,289 [cheering and applause] 1863 01:19:48,389 --> 01:19:49,423 [cameras clicking] 1864 01:19:49,524 --> 01:19:51,825 [photographer] Okay, big smiles, everybody. 1865 01:19:51,925 --> 01:19:54,895 Now, let's all look at the bride. 1866 01:19:57,398 --> 01:19:59,033 [woman 1] Celly, you look so beautiful. 1867 01:19:59,133 --> 01:20:00,901 [woman 2] Sabrina! I love you, too! 1868 01:20:01,001 --> 01:20:04,805 Feels like it's my wedding! Oh, amen, Ayman! 1869 01:20:04,905 --> 01:20:06,608 [dramatic music playing] 1870 01:20:06,708 --> 01:20:09,410 [lively, indistinct chatter] 1871 01:20:12,313 --> 01:20:13,515 [thunder rumbling] 1872 01:20:13,615 --> 01:20:15,249 This is the best night ever! 1873 01:20:15,349 --> 01:20:16,917 [man 1] Yo, River! 1874 01:20:17,017 --> 01:20:18,952 [woman 3] River! River! River! 1875 01:20:19,053 --> 01:20:20,421 [lively, indistinct chatter continues] 1876 01:20:20,522 --> 01:20:21,889 [laughter] 1877 01:20:21,989 --> 01:20:24,224 [man 2] Open wide! Glug, glug, glug, glug, glug! 1878 01:20:24,325 --> 01:20:27,061 [lively, indistinct chatter continues] 1879 01:20:29,897 --> 01:20:31,899 [woman 4] I love that purple on you! 1880 01:20:33,434 --> 01:20:36,437 Celestina, Celestina. 1881 01:20:37,838 --> 01:20:41,175 You know, when I met your father, I lost my mind. 1882 01:20:41,842 --> 01:20:43,410 I really did. 1883 01:20:43,511 --> 01:20:47,381 I took off from school for a whole year 1884 01:20:47,481 --> 01:20:49,016 to live in a van. 1885 01:20:49,116 --> 01:20:51,051 And you know your mother. [scoffs] 1886 01:20:51,151 --> 01:20:54,421 I am not meant for a van. 1887 01:20:55,989 --> 01:20:59,561 But I did it for your father. 1888 01:21:01,563 --> 01:21:05,966 Do you really think that anyone in the world could love you 1889 01:21:06,066 --> 01:21:08,135 the way I love you... Celestina? Celly? 1890 01:21:08,235 --> 01:21:10,705 ...when you are the only one in the world 1891 01:21:10,805 --> 01:21:13,842 who knows what my heartbeat sounds like 1892 01:21:13,941 --> 01:21:16,343 from the inside of my body? 1893 01:21:16,443 --> 01:21:18,580 Hmm? [chuckles] 1894 01:21:18,680 --> 01:21:20,615 It's different. 1895 01:21:21,750 --> 01:21:24,652 You know, we're not meant to have the same love that we had 1896 01:21:24,753 --> 01:21:28,989 when we were just a figment of our mother's imagination. 1897 01:21:30,792 --> 01:21:33,628 And if you're going to be a wife, 1898 01:21:33,728 --> 01:21:36,163 let it be different. 1899 01:21:37,331 --> 01:21:38,899 [sighs] 1900 01:21:40,769 --> 01:21:42,670 Oh. 1901 01:21:42,771 --> 01:21:44,606 Thanks, Maman. 1902 01:21:46,006 --> 01:21:48,308 [thunder rumbling] 1903 01:21:48,409 --> 01:21:51,945 [Cookie] The unfortunate truth of this world 1904 01:21:52,045 --> 01:21:55,082 is that being a wife to a man means 1905 01:21:55,182 --> 01:21:57,985 cutting yourself into bite-sized pieces 1906 01:21:58,085 --> 01:22:00,954 so that the world doesn't choke on you. 1907 01:22:02,156 --> 01:22:05,527 So that your husband doesn't choke. 1908 01:22:10,765 --> 01:22:12,499 So let him choke. 1909 01:22:13,967 --> 01:22:15,235 If you must. 1910 01:22:15,969 --> 01:22:17,471 If it comes to it. 1911 01:22:19,173 --> 01:22:23,210 You keep yourself whole. 1912 01:22:24,846 --> 01:22:27,114 [thunder crashes] 1913 01:22:27,214 --> 01:22:29,983 [dramatic synth music playing] 1914 01:22:34,856 --> 01:22:37,324 Will you be all right without me? 1915 01:22:39,561 --> 01:22:41,596 Will you? [sighs] 1916 01:22:42,996 --> 01:22:44,231 [whispering] Cookie. Hmm? 1917 01:22:44,331 --> 01:22:47,367 Bubbeleh, please. [chuckling] 1918 01:22:47,468 --> 01:22:49,069 All will be well. 1919 01:22:49,737 --> 01:22:51,472 All is well. 1920 01:22:53,808 --> 01:22:55,476 We'll be fine. 1921 01:22:57,478 --> 01:22:59,413 We'll be fine. 1922 01:22:59,814 --> 01:23:01,649 [voice echoes] We'll be fine. 1923 01:23:01,749 --> 01:23:03,718 We'll be fine. 1924 01:23:03,818 --> 01:23:06,153 [voice echoes] We'll be fine. 1925 01:23:12,627 --> 01:23:14,929 [gentle rhythmic tapping] 1926 01:23:15,028 --> 01:23:16,865 [lively chatter] [guest 1] Celestina! 1927 01:23:16,965 --> 01:23:20,000 [guest 2] Celly! Celly! 1928 01:23:23,003 --> 01:23:24,572 [guest 3] Celestina! 1929 01:23:24,672 --> 01:23:28,676 [guest 4] Hey, Celestina! [guest 5] Celestina! 1930 01:23:28,776 --> 01:23:30,645 Celestina! 1931 01:23:32,780 --> 01:23:34,381 Celestina! 1932 01:23:34,481 --> 01:23:36,718 [lively, indistinct chatter continues] 1933 01:23:40,454 --> 01:23:42,924 [rhythmic tapping grows louder] 1934 01:23:43,023 --> 01:23:45,727 [chatter intensifies] 1935 01:23:45,827 --> 01:23:47,562 [chatter stops] [thunder rumbling] 1936 01:23:47,662 --> 01:23:49,864 [lightning crashes] 1937 01:23:49,964 --> 01:23:52,199 [dramatic music playing] 1938 01:23:53,935 --> 01:23:56,169 [insects trilling] 1939 01:23:59,541 --> 01:24:01,408 [River] Celestina! 1940 01:24:02,710 --> 01:24:04,478 Celly! 1941 01:24:04,579 --> 01:24:06,246 Wait! 1942 01:24:06,346 --> 01:24:08,583 [Celestina panting] 1943 01:24:17,457 --> 01:24:19,059 [Celestina] I thought that getting married 1944 01:24:19,159 --> 01:24:22,462 meant that you believed in the future, 1945 01:24:22,564 --> 01:24:23,798 but I don't. 1946 01:24:24,699 --> 01:24:27,535 I don't believe any of it, my love. I am lying. 1947 01:24:28,002 --> 01:24:29,637 I don't know what I'm doing. 1948 01:24:33,106 --> 01:24:36,010 I don't know if I'll love you forever. 1949 01:24:36,109 --> 01:24:38,078 [chuckles] 1950 01:24:40,447 --> 01:24:42,684 You think I'm pressed about forever? 1951 01:24:43,818 --> 01:24:45,285 Love me now. Of course I do, 1952 01:24:45,385 --> 01:24:47,789 but how will you feel in ten years? 1953 01:24:47,889 --> 01:24:50,123 Like, how does that feel then? 1954 01:24:51,859 --> 01:24:55,362 We could die tomorrow, in five years, in ten years. 1955 01:24:55,462 --> 01:24:57,031 Who cares? 1956 01:24:57,130 --> 01:24:59,033 [thunder rumbling] 1957 01:24:59,132 --> 01:25:01,869 [chimes tinkling softly] 1958 01:25:13,180 --> 01:25:15,115 I realize... 1959 01:25:16,249 --> 01:25:18,620 that I don't want to die. 1960 01:25:20,153 --> 01:25:21,623 Not yet... 1961 01:25:23,190 --> 01:25:25,292 at least. 1962 01:25:28,563 --> 01:25:31,899 I'm afraid of what comes next, 1963 01:25:32,000 --> 01:25:35,570 but I know that I love you. 1964 01:25:37,404 --> 01:25:40,340 And I'm terrified of the world changing, 1965 01:25:40,440 --> 01:25:43,778 but I know that I love you. 1966 01:25:55,489 --> 01:25:58,760 [River] This... this is just a ring. 1967 01:26:00,795 --> 01:26:02,362 This is just a wedding. 1968 01:26:02,964 --> 01:26:04,331 A party. 1969 01:26:06,333 --> 01:26:08,569 You want to know what matters? 1970 01:26:10,237 --> 01:26:13,340 You and me, them in there... 1971 01:26:13,440 --> 01:26:16,376 all together, we're an "us." 1972 01:26:16,476 --> 01:26:18,713 [lightning crashes] 1973 01:26:26,120 --> 01:26:29,222 The "us" is eternal. 1974 01:26:30,558 --> 01:26:33,828 [rhythmic pounding, like a heartbeat] 1975 01:26:39,266 --> 01:26:41,803 What do we do when shit gets skewed? 1976 01:26:44,105 --> 01:26:45,807 Recalibrate. 1977 01:26:46,908 --> 01:26:50,310 Recalibrate. Recalibrate. 1978 01:26:53,047 --> 01:26:55,282 There's no shame in that. 1979 01:26:56,216 --> 01:26:58,452 There's no shame at all. 1980 01:27:00,320 --> 01:27:02,557 [Celestina and River] Recalibrate. 1981 01:27:02,657 --> 01:27:06,694 Recalibrate. Recalibrate. 1982 01:27:10,363 --> 01:27:12,600 [bell chimes] 1983 01:27:14,969 --> 01:27:17,572 [Meditation Mary] Doesn't that feel good? 1984 01:27:19,239 --> 01:27:21,475 Isn't it awful to be alone? 1985 01:27:24,979 --> 01:27:27,280 Wouldn't you rather be with us? 1986 01:27:35,223 --> 01:27:38,593 ["My --- Love?" by Terence Etc. playing] 1987 01:27:48,169 --> 01:27:51,139 ♪ She was dark and lovely, didn't see that crazy coming ♪ 1988 01:27:51,239 --> 01:27:52,807 ♪ Didn't see no beauty leaving ♪ 1989 01:27:52,907 --> 01:27:54,809 ♪ Didn't see much of nothing really ♪ 1990 01:27:54,909 --> 01:27:58,012 ♪ 'Cause it was all a blur, me and her, million miles per ♪ 1991 01:27:58,112 --> 01:28:00,748 ♪ We in love and do not care ♪ 1992 01:28:00,848 --> 01:28:03,618 ♪ I was on my masochistic shit, me hurting me ♪ 1993 01:28:03,718 --> 01:28:05,720 ♪ She hurting she, equal opportunity ♪ 1994 01:28:05,820 --> 01:28:07,722 ♪ I'm damaging my sanity ♪ 1995 01:28:07,822 --> 01:28:09,524 ♪ Thinking we could make it work ♪ 1996 01:28:09,624 --> 01:28:13,594 ♪ That's complacency, nth degree, L-O-V-E ♪ 1997 01:28:13,694 --> 01:28:16,329 ♪ Me an arrogant fool, she was unstable too ♪ 1998 01:28:16,429 --> 01:28:19,867 ♪ She had that circumstance, fatherless with no chance ♪ 1999 01:28:19,967 --> 01:28:21,702 ♪ 'Cause she the strong-headed type ♪ 2000 01:28:21,803 --> 01:28:23,271 ♪ Fisticuffs when we fight ♪ 2001 01:28:23,370 --> 01:28:24,639 ♪ Swinging wild, that's her style ♪ 2002 01:28:24,739 --> 01:28:26,473 ♪ Her bite match her bark, oh, child ♪ 2003 01:28:26,574 --> 01:28:29,811 ♪ Now I'm done and free, used all our mercy ♪ 2004 01:28:29,911 --> 01:28:31,913 ♪ I haven't seen her in some years ♪ 2005 01:28:32,013 --> 01:28:35,415 ♪ And that's how it's gotta be 'cause unfortunately ♪ 2006 01:28:35,516 --> 01:28:39,153 ♪ That's the intensity of my first L-O-V-E ♪ 2007 01:28:39,253 --> 01:28:42,990 ♪ My first love, my first love ♪ 2008 01:28:43,090 --> 01:28:44,258 ♪ My first love ♪ 2009 01:28:44,357 --> 01:28:45,626 ♪ My first love ♪ 2010 01:28:45,726 --> 01:28:47,728 ♪ My first love ♪ 2011 01:28:47,829 --> 01:28:50,031 ♪ My first love ♪ [thunder crashes] 2012 01:28:50,131 --> 01:28:51,699 [yelling] 2013 01:28:52,499 --> 01:28:55,603 ["My --- Love?" continues] 2014 01:29:18,259 --> 01:29:20,493 ["My --- Love?" continues] 2015 01:29:32,673 --> 01:29:35,276 [thunder crashes] ["My --- Love?" ends] 2016 01:29:35,375 --> 01:29:37,612 [rain falling] 2017 01:29:47,822 --> 01:29:49,657 [River] ♪ There's a light that shines ♪ 2018 01:29:49,757 --> 01:29:51,626 ♪ Out of your eyes ♪ 2019 01:29:51,726 --> 01:29:53,426 ♪ When I feel it ♪ 2020 01:29:53,527 --> 01:29:55,730 ♪ I feel alive ♪ 2021 01:29:55,830 --> 01:29:57,665 ♪ You make me feel alive ♪ 2022 01:29:57,765 --> 01:29:59,734 ♪ You make me want to be alive ♪ 2023 01:29:59,834 --> 01:30:03,403 ♪ You make me understand why we're allowed to be alive ♪ 2024 01:30:03,503 --> 01:30:04,839 ♪ It's true ♪ 2025 01:30:05,506 --> 01:30:07,174 ♪ I love you ♪ 2026 01:30:07,275 --> 01:30:08,976 ♪ I do ♪ 2027 01:30:11,279 --> 01:30:12,914 ♪ You make me feel alive ♪ 2028 01:30:13,014 --> 01:30:14,916 ♪ You make me want to be alive ♪ 2029 01:30:15,016 --> 01:30:18,586 ♪ You make me understand why we're allowed to be alive ♪ 2030 01:30:18,686 --> 01:30:20,554 ♪ You make me feel alive ♪ 2031 01:30:20,655 --> 01:30:22,356 ♪ You make me want to be alive ♪ 2032 01:30:22,455 --> 01:30:26,227 ♪ You make me understand why we're allowed to be alive ♪ 2033 01:30:26,327 --> 01:30:27,662 ♪ It's true ♪ 2034 01:30:28,362 --> 01:30:30,097 ♪ I love you ♪ 2035 01:30:30,197 --> 01:30:32,199 ♪ I do ♪ 2036 01:30:34,201 --> 01:30:35,736 ♪ It's true ♪ 2037 01:30:36,570 --> 01:30:38,272 ♪ I love you ♪ 2038 01:30:38,372 --> 01:30:39,941 ♪ I do ♪ 2039 01:30:42,442 --> 01:30:44,078 ♪ It's true ♪ 2040 01:30:44,679 --> 01:30:46,881 ♪ I love you ♪ 2041 01:30:46,981 --> 01:30:48,182 ♪ I do ♪ 2042 01:30:48,916 --> 01:30:50,952 [birds chirping] 2043 01:30:58,726 --> 01:31:00,594 [Celestina] All will be well. 2044 01:31:07,001 --> 01:31:09,170 ["It Takes a Village" by Terence Etc. playing] 2045 01:31:09,270 --> 01:31:11,172 ♪ To have or to hold ♪ 2046 01:31:11,272 --> 01:31:12,907 ♪ Wish me well ♪ 2047 01:31:13,007 --> 01:31:17,178 ♪ I place my coin in the well ♪ 2048 01:31:17,278 --> 01:31:18,612 ♪ Running out of change ♪ 2049 01:31:18,713 --> 01:31:21,215 ♪ And this is in the pocket ♪ 2050 01:31:21,315 --> 01:31:22,550 ♪ Running for a change ♪ 2051 01:31:22,650 --> 01:31:25,186 ♪ And this is in the pocket ♪ 2052 01:31:25,286 --> 01:31:26,620 ♪ I'm really trying to change ♪ 2053 01:31:26,721 --> 01:31:29,724 ♪ But I want you in my pocket ♪ 2054 01:31:29,824 --> 01:31:33,094 ♪ Ready? Ready? ♪ 2055 01:31:33,761 --> 01:31:35,262 ♪ Ready? ♪ 2056 01:31:39,300 --> 01:31:42,903 ♪ Last time I kissed you well ♪ 2057 01:31:43,004 --> 01:31:47,208 ♪ With a secret I'm gon' tell ♪ 2058 01:31:47,308 --> 01:31:48,542 ♪ Running for your life ♪ 2059 01:31:48,642 --> 01:31:50,578 ♪ The change is out of pocket ♪ 2060 01:31:50,678 --> 01:31:52,013 ♪ I'm shooting from the hip ♪ 2061 01:31:52,113 --> 01:31:55,016 ♪ But I don't know if we can call it ♪ 2062 01:31:55,116 --> 01:31:59,587 ♪ Shit is getting real, fake it till you got it ♪ 2063 01:31:59,687 --> 01:32:01,222 ♪ Steady ♪ 2064 01:32:01,322 --> 01:32:04,225 ♪ Steady, steady ♪ 2065 01:32:05,693 --> 01:32:07,528 ♪ Steady ♪ 2066 01:32:08,963 --> 01:32:13,034 ♪ I'll tie this knot I learned at sea ♪ 2067 01:32:13,134 --> 01:32:17,038 ♪ Break it when you know all of me, but ♪ 2068 01:32:17,138 --> 01:32:19,240 ♪ Healing from your wounds, I don't know ♪ 2069 01:32:19,340 --> 01:32:21,042 ♪ If we can call it ♪ 2070 01:32:21,142 --> 01:32:25,046 ♪ Who are you to blame? Fake it till you got it ♪ 2071 01:32:25,146 --> 01:32:30,117 ♪ Bodies aren't real, you looking like a target ♪ 2072 01:32:30,217 --> 01:32:31,252 ♪ Ready ♪ 2073 01:32:32,286 --> 01:32:33,587 ♪ Aim ♪ 2074 01:32:36,057 --> 01:32:37,258 ♪ Fire ♪ 2075 01:32:39,060 --> 01:32:40,961 ♪ Let's get even, let's get even ♪ 2076 01:32:41,062 --> 01:32:45,833 ♪ Let's get even, let's do the math for once ♪ 2077 01:32:45,933 --> 01:32:49,003 ♪ Let's be odd, let's be odd ♪ 2078 01:32:49,103 --> 01:32:54,141 ♪ Let's be odd, let's do the reading at once ♪ 2079 01:32:54,909 --> 01:32:57,445 ♪ Let's do the reading at once ♪ 2080 01:32:57,546 --> 01:32:59,180 [all] All will be well. 2081 01:32:59,280 --> 01:33:00,714 ♪ At once ♪ 2082 01:33:01,215 --> 01:33:03,651 [all] All will be well. 2083 01:33:05,853 --> 01:33:08,022 All will be well. 2084 01:33:08,789 --> 01:33:10,791 ♪ Storm won't spare us, it'll take all of us ♪ 2085 01:33:10,891 --> 01:33:12,827 [all] All will be well. 2086 01:33:12,927 --> 01:33:15,062 ♪ Storm won't spare us, it'll make fools of us ♪ 2087 01:33:15,162 --> 01:33:16,764 [all] All will be well. 2088 01:33:16,864 --> 01:33:19,400 ♪ Storm won't share us, it'll take all of us ♪ 2089 01:33:19,500 --> 01:33:21,168 [all] All will be well. 2090 01:33:21,268 --> 01:33:23,804 ♪ It'll take all of us, it will take all of us... ♪ 2091 01:33:23,904 --> 01:33:26,273 [all] All will be well. 2092 01:33:26,373 --> 01:33:28,209 ♪ It will take all of us ♪ 2093 01:33:28,309 --> 01:33:31,112 ♪ It'll take all of us, all of us ♪ 2094 01:33:31,212 --> 01:33:32,947 ♪ All of us, all of us ♪ [song ends] 2095 01:33:33,047 --> 01:33:36,283 ["My --- Love?" by Terence Etc. playing] 2096 01:33:42,591 --> 01:33:45,326 [man] Five, six, seven... 2097 01:33:46,160 --> 01:33:48,929 ♪ She was dark and lovely, didn't see that crazy coming ♪ 2098 01:33:49,029 --> 01:33:50,698 ♪ Didn't see no beauty leaving ♪ 2099 01:33:50,798 --> 01:33:52,500 ♪ Didn't see much of nothing really ♪ 2100 01:33:52,601 --> 01:33:55,769 ♪ 'Cause it was all a blur, me and her, million miles per ♪ 2101 01:33:55,870 --> 01:33:58,105 ♪ We in love and do not care ♪ 2102 01:33:58,205 --> 01:34:01,208 ♪ I was on my masochistic shit, me hurting me ♪ 2103 01:34:01,308 --> 01:34:04,011 ♪ She hurting she, equal opportunity ♪ 2104 01:34:04,111 --> 01:34:05,813 ♪ I'm damaging my sanity ♪ 2105 01:34:05,913 --> 01:34:07,381 ♪ Thinking we could make it work ♪ 2106 01:34:07,481 --> 01:34:11,520 ♪ That's complacency, nth degree, L-O-V-E ♪ 2107 01:34:11,620 --> 01:34:14,589 ♪ Me an arrogant fool, she was unstable too ♪ 2108 01:34:14,688 --> 01:34:17,626 ♪ She had that circumstance, fatherless with no chance ♪ 2109 01:34:17,725 --> 01:34:19,493 ♪ 'Cause she the strong-headed type ♪ 2110 01:34:19,594 --> 01:34:20,895 ♪ Fisticuffs when we fight ♪ 2111 01:34:20,995 --> 01:34:22,663 ♪ Swinging wild, that's her style ♪ 2112 01:34:22,763 --> 01:34:24,498 ♪ Her bite match her bark, oh, child ♪ 2113 01:34:24,599 --> 01:34:27,569 ♪ Now I'm done and free, used all our mercy ♪ 2114 01:34:27,668 --> 01:34:29,303 ♪ I haven't seen her in some years ♪ 2115 01:34:29,403 --> 01:34:32,439 ♪ And that's how it's gotta be 'cause unfortunately ♪ 2116 01:34:32,541 --> 01:34:37,546 ♪ That's the intensity of my first L-O-V-E ♪ 2117 01:34:37,646 --> 01:34:40,582 ♪ My first love, my first love ♪ 2118 01:34:40,681 --> 01:34:42,483 ♪ My first love ♪ 2119 01:34:42,584 --> 01:34:45,520 ♪ My first love, my first love ♪ 2120 01:34:45,620 --> 01:34:49,558 ♪ My first love ♪ 2121 01:34:49,658 --> 01:34:51,892 ["My --- Love?" continues] 2122 01:35:17,384 --> 01:35:19,987 [song slows, softens] 2123 01:35:32,866 --> 01:35:36,870 ♪ Feeding on each other ♪ 2124 01:35:36,971 --> 01:35:41,442 ♪ And loving every minute ♪ 2125 01:35:41,543 --> 01:35:46,413 ♪ I'm not grown ♪ 2126 01:35:53,688 --> 01:35:57,791 ♪ Tasted like right at first ♪ 2127 01:35:57,891 --> 01:36:02,496 ♪ But in the end all wrong ♪ 2128 01:36:02,597 --> 01:36:07,368 ♪ I'm not grown ♪ 2129 01:36:12,072 --> 01:36:17,111 ♪ No, I'm not grown ♪ 2130 01:36:18,412 --> 01:36:23,384 ♪ Not grown ♪ 2131 01:36:30,057 --> 01:36:32,293 [song slows, turns tender] 2132 01:36:40,167 --> 01:36:42,737 ♪ Just so you know ♪ 2133 01:36:42,836 --> 01:36:45,774 ♪ My lust is still ♪ 2134 01:36:45,873 --> 01:36:48,777 ♪ Very fresh ♪ 2135 01:36:48,876 --> 01:36:54,048 ♪ I'm not grown ♪ 2136 01:37:00,821 --> 01:37:03,857 ♪ I want you simply ♪ 2137 01:37:03,957 --> 01:37:06,193 ♪ And even now ♪ 2138 01:37:06,293 --> 01:37:09,798 ♪ You could care less ♪ 2139 01:37:09,897 --> 01:37:13,535 ♪ What a joke ♪ 2140 01:37:14,168 --> 01:37:17,838 ♪ What a terrible joke ♪ 2141 01:37:20,140 --> 01:37:25,346 ♪ Ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha ♪ 2142 01:37:25,846 --> 01:37:31,018 ♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ♪ 2143 01:37:44,431 --> 01:37:46,467 [song ends] 2144 01:37:49,069 --> 01:37:54,241 [yelling sighs from all] 161859