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- [MONITOR BEEPING]
- [BREATHING HEAVILY]
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DR. GARCIA: I'm incising
the uterine wall.
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[SNIFFLES] You're doing
great, really great.
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It's gonna be okay.
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You promise?
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[SMOOCHES]
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- Baby's out.
- Umbilical clip. Suction.
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- [BABY CRYING]
- Please...
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can I see my daughter?
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Yes.
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Of course.
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LIM: Sorry.
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We'll need to get her into surgery.
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We'll take good care of her.
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♪♪
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[BABY CRYING]
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♪♪
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Your New Chief is fashionably late.
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Our Chief.
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Just because I endorsed
Dr. Han to the Board
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doesn't mean I don't have any concerns.
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Connections like Dr. Han's
come at a premium
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and, he assures me, will be well worth it
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given our current predicament
with the Medical Board.
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I'm not just worried about the money.
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When you pay that much,
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they tend to think they're worth it.
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Makes a person think
they don't have to show up
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for their own welcome brunch.
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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
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[BREATHES SHARPLY]
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[MONITOR BEEPING]
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CLAIRE: The baby's bowel protrusion
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seemed less severe
on the prenatal imaging.
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LIM: And it'll have to wait until
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we're done with her heart problem.
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Now that I'm in here, her septum
looks more like Swiss cheese.
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[MONITOR BEEPING]
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Page the on-call
neonatal cardiac surgeon.
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That won't be necessary. I'll scrub in.
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LIM: And who are you?
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I'm Jackson Han.
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Your new Chief of Surgery.
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♪♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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[MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY]
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Echo probe, please.
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And let's turn that music on.
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[ LORD HURON'S "ANCIENT NAMES(PART 1)" PLAYS]
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Advance the delivery sheath.
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♪♪
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It's in the patient's heart, Dr. Murphy.
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I think the music
is a little distracting.
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I feel the same way about
operating without music.
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I'll take a longer sheath,
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and Dr. Murphy will need some forceps.
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♪♪
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- [FORCEPS CLATTER]
- ♪ Well, the neon lights ♪
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♪ Glowed red and gold ♪
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- ♪ I came to hear my fortune told ♪
- 5-second rule.
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♪ I can't imagine what she saw ♪
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- ♪ While gazing in her crystal ball ♪
- It was a joke.
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♪♪
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What about her bowels?
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Why isn't Dr. Lim inserting it
into the abdomen right now?
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There is not enough room.
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There's... There's not enough room
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without increasing abdominal pressure,
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which would critically decrease
blood flow to the bowel.
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According to what
hemodynamic principle...
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Dr. Browne?
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Vascular impedance...
blood flow is driven
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by the force induced
by the pressure gradient.
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And how do you calculate it?
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♪♪
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Uh. Um...
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I-I'd have to look it up.
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8 times L.Nu. divided by Pi.R.4.
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Very good, Dr. Murphy.
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That's also why this occluder won't work.
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It won't hold up against
the huge pressure gradient
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- in her heart.
- Is there a fix?
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Long-term, I don't have one.
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Right now, I need umbilical tape
and PE tubing.
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♪ I gotta get away from here ♪
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♪ I'll never see the golden sunrise ♪
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♪ Oh, I gotta get away from her ♪
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You're making a pulmonary artery band.
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That should buy us some time
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to come up with a plan
before we lose this baby.
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♪ Oh, if I leave this place alive ♪
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♪♪
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[BEEPS]
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WOMAN ON P.A.: Lab technician to O.R. 6.
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Lab technician to O.R. 6.
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[DOOR OPENS]
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You canceled my hernia repair?
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With no advance notice. Sorry about that.
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But so great to meet you.
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Jackson Han.
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- Neil Melendez.
- Oh, I know.
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You did great work on
that piggyback heart transplant.
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Huh.
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I need a consult on Minesh Goyal.
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He's the founding CEO of a company...
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- What's his diagnosis?
- He doesn't have one.
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He's here for a full physical,
complete diagnostic workup.
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I have a long-standing
Executive Wellness...
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I'm a surgeon, not an internist.
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I don't do preventative medicine.
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No matter how rich the patient is.
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You know what's great
about rich patients?
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They allow us to treat poor patients.
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Also, I promised Minesh the very best.
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So, really, who else am I gonna get?
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[BEEPS]
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WOMAN ON P.A.: Dr. Johansen to pre-op.
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Dr. Johansen to pre-op.
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[VELCRO TEARS]
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BP's 110 over 70.
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Uh, Jackson... Dr. Han...
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says great things about you.
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That's very kind.
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Normal EKG, optimal BMI,
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heart and lungs sound good.
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Any reason you're worried
enough about your health
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to endure an entire day of tests?
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I'm not worried.
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Knowledge is power.
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Whenever I enter a new market,
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I learn everything I can
about the landscape...
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consumer needs, target market,
competitors.
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You're aware your body isn't a business.
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[CHUCKLES]
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I know I sound like a rich lunatic
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with fantasies about controlling
every aspect of my life.
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And I guess I kind of am.
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My dad was in good shape, too.
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Until he dropped dead on his daily jog.
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♪♪
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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
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♪♪
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Hi.
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WOMAN ON P.A.: Dr. Markiel, please
come to the mental health unit.
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Dr. Markiel, please come
to the mental health unit.
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[CONVERSATIONS CONTINUE]
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[TELEPHONE RINGING]
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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Hi.
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Hi. I'm Larry Childs.
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I'd shake your hand, but, you know,
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no functioning immune system.
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[CHUCKLES]
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- Aaron. Hi.
- Good to meet you.
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What flavor cancer do you have?
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[CHUCKLES]
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- What flavor?
- Yeah.
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Glioma.
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Shut the front door.
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Brain or spine?
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- Brain.
- Dude...
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we're tumor twins.
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Wh-What do they have you on?
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Ooh. Vincristine.
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I hear that's intense.
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My doc thought it would wipe me out.
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You doing okay or longing for death?
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I am hanging in there. Thank you.
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I'm on my third round of temozolomide.
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I've seen you in here a few times.
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I've seen you in here a few times.
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You kind of keep to yourself, huh?
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Yeah.
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Well, I'm happy to introduce you around.
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It's a really friendly group.
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I'm okay. Thank you.
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You have a support group you go to?
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I do not.
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Everyone needs a cancer community.
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[PAPER RUSTLES]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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- And try to hold still.
- [CLICKS]
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Thank you.
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For bringing us in.
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This is the new Chief's patient.
It's a great opportunity.
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Or it's a bunch of pointless tests.
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[SIGHS]
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Uh, for which I thank you.
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Tell us about Dr. Han.
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He's direct, charming,
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very sure of himself.
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Big ego.
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There's nothing wrong with
an ego if you can back it up.
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And Dr. Han's arterial switch technique
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is performed all over the world.
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The tests aren't all pointless.
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Way to stand firm, Park.
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No, look at the monitor.
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He has a tumor.
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♪♪
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[SIGHS]
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[MONITOR BEEPING]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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NIGEL: Percy's stable?
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We're naming her Persephone.
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Yes. I put in a central line
for nutrition.
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Percy is stable right now.
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We're looking for solutions
to her problems.
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W-Wh-Why does...
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Why does she have
all these birth defects?
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Diane.
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We spoke to our obstetrician.
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She said these defects can
happen for no reason, right?
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That's true.
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Over 50% have no known cause.
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I was taking paroxetine
for clinical depression.
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And you went off the meds
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as soon as you found out
you were pregnant.
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She was five, six weeks at most.
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My OB told me studies show
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antidepressants are safe
to take during pregnancy.
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But is that true,
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or is she protecting me?
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There was a study that
associated paroxetine
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with these kinds of defects.
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It is a possibility.
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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♪♪
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You can't tell whether
it's cancerous or benign?
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Not until we do the biopsy,
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which I've scheduled for later.
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We'll know what's going on
by the morning.
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♪♪
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Good.
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That's good.
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♪♪
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Maybe you'd like to call someone?
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A family member, a friend?
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I'll worry when I know it's cancer.
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♪♪
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We could use a transcatheter route
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and patch each hole individually.
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Her heart's the size of a walnut.
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It's too small to maneuver inside.
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A single large patch to close the holes
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would withstand the pressure.
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Yes.
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It would also block
electrical conduction,
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causing deadly arrhythmias.
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Dr. Murphy...
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did you tell the mom that she
caused her baby's birth defect?
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No. I said that
her antidepressants could have.
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Why did you tell her that?
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It's the truth.
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And is that relevant to
her current medical situation?
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No.
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And how did you think
that answer would make her feel?
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What did you think would happen?
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♪♪
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The mother is devastated.
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The father is furious.
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I would be, too.
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LIM: Shaun is a resident.
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Residents make mistakes.
269
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Managing these parents'
emotional concerns
270
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is as much a part of this job
as operating on their daughter.
271
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[SIGHS] Social cues are hard for Shaun,
272
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but we've been working with him...
273
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You should be focused
on your own shortcomings,
274
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like retaining the formula
for vascular impedance.
275
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Dr. Han.
276
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♪♪
277
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We could patch each
individual hole in the heart
278
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if we cut open the ventricle...
279
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Don't change the subject, Dr. Murphy.
280
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I didn't, Dr. Han.
281
00:12:06,832 --> 00:12:09,232
We were talking about the baby.
282
00:12:09,234 --> 00:12:10,713
Really?
283
00:12:11,503 --> 00:12:13,770
You don't see a difference
in the nature of your discussion
284
00:12:13,772 --> 00:12:15,705
before I arrived and after?
285
00:12:17,375 --> 00:12:21,111
We were talking about the baby.
286
00:12:21,113 --> 00:12:24,514
♪♪
287
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They tried the approach you
suggested at L.A. Children's.
288
00:12:29,454 --> 00:12:31,288
The baby died a week later.
289
00:12:31,290 --> 00:12:34,691
The suture line didn't hold,
and the cardiac wall ruptured.
290
00:12:34,693 --> 00:12:35,758
Keep looking.
291
00:12:35,760 --> 00:12:37,994
Dr. Murphy,
292
00:12:37,996 --> 00:12:40,743
do not talk with those parents again.
293
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I'll walk with you.
294
00:12:49,273 --> 00:12:51,106
LIM: You're pretty tough on my residents.
295
00:12:51,108 --> 00:12:52,441
Rebuking them in public,
296
00:12:52,443 --> 00:12:55,010
pimping them with questions
during surgery.
297
00:12:55,012 --> 00:12:56,645
Shame-based learning isn't my style.
298
00:12:56,647 --> 00:12:58,714
I'll bear that in mind.
299
00:12:58,716 --> 00:13:00,716
But this isn't about
my treatment of "the residents."
300
00:13:00,718 --> 00:13:02,384
You're concerned about Dr. Murphy.
301
00:13:02,386 --> 00:13:04,920
Well, a lot of doctors have
less than ideal bedside manner.
302
00:13:04,922 --> 00:13:06,755
- He's young...
- Would you ever have said
303
00:13:06,757 --> 00:13:08,824
something like that
to a patient as a resident?
304
00:13:08,826 --> 00:13:10,459
As a med student?
305
00:13:10,461 --> 00:13:11,593
And Murphy doesn't even understand
306
00:13:11,595 --> 00:13:12,895
he did anything wrong.
307
00:13:12,897 --> 00:13:14,363
Shaun has hard-wired differences
308
00:13:14,365 --> 00:13:16,531
- in the way he perceives things.
- Exactly.
309
00:13:16,533 --> 00:13:17,733
No matter how hard he works,
310
00:13:17,735 --> 00:13:20,502
no matter how hard you try and help him,
311
00:13:20,504 --> 00:13:23,104
his limitations are not going to change.
312
00:13:23,106 --> 00:13:26,441
He's going to continue to
inflict them on our patients...
313
00:13:26,443 --> 00:13:29,143
all in the name of diversity
and inclusion.
314
00:13:31,682 --> 00:13:33,415
Shaun deserves to be here.
315
00:13:34,551 --> 00:13:37,619
Once you see what he's
capable of, you'll agree.
316
00:13:37,621 --> 00:13:39,386
I look forward to being proven wrong.
317
00:13:39,388 --> 00:13:40,471
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
318
00:13:40,473 --> 00:13:42,691
[ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN]
319
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Stay seated for 20 minutes.
320
00:13:46,797 --> 00:13:48,323
Don't want you passing out in the lobby.
321
00:13:48,325 --> 00:13:49,963
I know, I know. Thank you.
322
00:13:55,318 --> 00:13:57,070
This disease changed my relationships,
323
00:13:57,072 --> 00:13:59,874
changed my priorities, changed...
324
00:13:59,876 --> 00:14:01,241
who I am.
325
00:14:01,243 --> 00:14:02,574
Cancer is an identity.
326
00:14:02,576 --> 00:14:04,712
Cancer is cellular mutation.
327
00:14:04,714 --> 00:14:06,881
The people in this room are my people.
328
00:14:06,883 --> 00:14:09,983
What are you... 20 years old?
I'm triple your age.
329
00:14:09,985 --> 00:14:11,285
I don't think you're my "people."
330
00:14:11,287 --> 00:14:13,533
The last time I hung out with
my law-school friends...
331
00:14:13,535 --> 00:14:14,523
epic fail.
332
00:14:14,548 --> 00:14:16,413
The fact that you use
the phrase "epic fail,"
333
00:14:16,415 --> 00:14:17,558
kind of case in point.
334
00:14:17,560 --> 00:14:19,460
They're all focused on what firm
they're gonna land at,
335
00:14:19,462 --> 00:14:21,562
and I'm all about whether...
336
00:14:21,564 --> 00:14:23,330
Candice's leukemia is responding
337
00:14:23,332 --> 00:14:25,032
to her new chemo regimen.
338
00:14:25,034 --> 00:14:26,599
By the way, she has this peppermint oil
339
00:14:26,601 --> 00:14:28,393
that is great for headaches.
340
00:14:32,741 --> 00:14:34,874
Ooh, I know that look.
341
00:14:34,876 --> 00:14:36,317
Here, here.
342
00:14:37,212 --> 00:14:38,778
[VOMITING]
343
00:14:38,780 --> 00:14:41,748
[COUGHING]
344
00:14:41,750 --> 00:14:43,583
Got you, brother...
345
00:14:43,585 --> 00:14:45,052
whether you like it or not.
346
00:14:45,054 --> 00:14:46,619
[CHUCKLES]
347
00:14:49,458 --> 00:14:51,358
Show me where we are.
348
00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:54,127
That angle runs pretty close
to the sacral nerve roots.
349
00:14:55,697 --> 00:14:57,063
How are we doing?
350
00:14:57,065 --> 00:14:58,497
MELENDEZ: Tumor's abutting
the iliac artery.
351
00:14:58,499 --> 00:15:00,299
I'm trying not to disrupt
the entire blood supply
352
00:15:00,301 --> 00:15:01,600
to his lower body.
353
00:15:01,602 --> 00:15:03,302
Dr. Han, I'm Morgan Reznick.
354
00:15:03,304 --> 00:15:05,604
I really enjoyed your article on Myotomy
355
00:15:05,606 --> 00:15:08,641
for infantile hypertrophic
pyloric stenosis.
356
00:15:09,444 --> 00:15:12,578
I appreciate the thorough
research behind your sucking up.
357
00:15:12,580 --> 00:15:14,380
And you are?
358
00:15:14,382 --> 00:15:15,848
Alex Park.
359
00:15:15,850 --> 00:15:18,317
Park... you were a cop.
360
00:15:18,319 --> 00:15:20,919
Medicine as a second career...
good stuff.
361
00:15:20,921 --> 00:15:22,989
Tends to bring a fresh perspective.
362
00:15:24,158 --> 00:15:25,591
[ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY]
363
00:15:25,593 --> 00:15:28,127
I hit an artery. Take the needle.
364
00:15:28,129 --> 00:15:29,294
Blood's pooling in the pelvis.
365
00:15:29,296 --> 00:15:30,958
- Should we open him up?
- No.
366
00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:32,530
Prep the femoral artery.
Get me an art cath set.
367
00:15:32,532 --> 00:15:34,550
- Pressure's dropping.
- Platinum coil.
368
00:15:34,552 --> 00:15:36,968
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
369
00:15:41,441 --> 00:15:43,718
- [BEEPING STOPS]
- Nice save.
370
00:15:44,344 --> 00:15:45,943
Next time, don't hit the vessel.
371
00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:49,614
There is no next time.
372
00:15:49,616 --> 00:15:51,449
The biopsy's too dangerous.
373
00:15:54,888 --> 00:15:57,188
[SIGHS]
374
00:15:57,190 --> 00:16:00,558
MELENDEZ: It is likely that it's
a benign notochord cell tumor.
375
00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:02,343
They look like chordomas,
376
00:16:02,345 --> 00:16:03,828
but they're harmless and way more common.
377
00:16:03,830 --> 00:16:05,162
But you don't know.
378
00:16:05,164 --> 00:16:07,231
Since we can't do the biopsy, no.
379
00:16:08,300 --> 00:16:10,286
This is the problem with broad testing.
380
00:16:11,103 --> 00:16:12,637
Everyone has abnormalities.
381
00:16:12,639 --> 00:16:14,171
Most of them are nothing.
382
00:16:14,173 --> 00:16:15,840
But when we do find them,
383
00:16:16,125 --> 00:16:17,942
we have to make some tough choices.
384
00:16:19,178 --> 00:16:22,212
So, what exactly is my tough choice?
385
00:16:23,841 --> 00:16:25,516
We could remove the tumor.
386
00:16:25,518 --> 00:16:27,151
This is a very risky surgery.
387
00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:29,353
There's a chance of paralysis or worse...
388
00:16:29,355 --> 00:16:31,140
you may not make it off the table.
389
00:16:31,724 --> 00:16:33,434
Or you do nothing.
390
00:16:33,760 --> 00:16:35,360
We'd continue to monitor it,
391
00:16:35,362 --> 00:16:36,726
do imaging every few weeks.
392
00:16:36,728 --> 00:16:38,828
But chordomas move very quickly.
393
00:16:38,830 --> 00:16:40,931
By the time any change
showed up on imaging,
394
00:16:40,933 --> 00:16:43,433
it's most likely metastasized
throughout your body.
395
00:16:45,537 --> 00:16:49,039
So it probably isn't cancer,
396
00:16:49,041 --> 00:16:52,576
but if it is and I wait, then I'll die.
397
00:16:52,578 --> 00:16:54,044
That's true.
398
00:16:54,046 --> 00:16:57,948
And if I don't wait
and I get the surgery,
399
00:16:57,950 --> 00:16:59,849
then there's a good chance I'll die.
400
00:16:59,851 --> 00:17:00,951
Yes.
401
00:17:06,324 --> 00:17:08,491
I'm gonna need to think this over.
402
00:17:08,493 --> 00:17:16,065
♪♪
403
00:17:16,067 --> 00:17:21,571
♪♪
404
00:17:23,442 --> 00:17:27,577
This is the May
Annals of Neonatal Surgery.
405
00:17:27,579 --> 00:17:30,779
I just finished March.
I need to read April now.
406
00:17:30,781 --> 00:17:32,448
LIM: Oh, I have April, Shaun.
407
00:17:32,450 --> 00:17:34,016
No.
408
00:17:34,018 --> 00:17:36,210
No, you're supposed to be reading
409
00:17:36,212 --> 00:17:38,673
New Approaches in Neonatal Surgery.
410
00:17:38,675 --> 00:17:41,419
Claire has the British Journalof Neonatology...
411
00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:51,533
Shaun...
412
00:17:51,846 --> 00:17:54,802
I think maybe you should
be quiet around Han
413
00:17:54,804 --> 00:17:57,018
for a little while.
414
00:17:57,641 --> 00:18:00,074
But then how will I answer his questions?
415
00:18:01,897 --> 00:18:04,646
Direct questions, absolutely answer.
416
00:18:04,648 --> 00:18:06,914
Otherwise, outside of the O.R.,
417
00:18:06,916 --> 00:18:08,683
you should stay out of his way.
418
00:18:11,588 --> 00:18:14,189
If someone had convinced Shaun
to do that with Dr. Melendez,
419
00:18:14,191 --> 00:18:16,558
he would still be on suction.
420
00:18:19,029 --> 00:18:20,228
[BEEP]
421
00:18:20,230 --> 00:18:22,464
MAN ON P.A.: Code blue... NICU, Bed 4.
422
00:18:22,466 --> 00:18:25,133
Code blue... NICU, Bed 4.
423
00:18:25,135 --> 00:18:26,534
[DOOR OPENS]
424
00:18:26,536 --> 00:18:27,935
[ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY]
425
00:18:27,937 --> 00:18:30,604
O2 SATs dropped and central
venous pressure shot up.
426
00:18:30,606 --> 00:18:32,239
The Pulmonary Artery Band is failing.
427
00:18:32,241 --> 00:18:34,275
- Eight of dopamine.
- Let's get a mask on her.
428
00:18:34,277 --> 00:18:36,577
She won't last much longer.
We need other options.
429
00:18:36,579 --> 00:18:38,345
I'll update the parents.
430
00:18:38,347 --> 00:18:39,981
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
431
00:18:39,983 --> 00:18:41,961
LIM: Let's get her
on full cardiac support.
432
00:18:41,963 --> 00:18:43,651
♪♪
433
00:18:43,653 --> 00:18:46,154
[MACHINE BEEPING]
434
00:18:46,156 --> 00:18:48,156
[RESPIRATOR HISSING]
435
00:18:48,158 --> 00:18:54,261
♪♪
436
00:18:57,028 --> 00:18:59,134
What have you got? Anything?
437
00:18:59,180 --> 00:19:01,079
This Cleveland group
438
00:19:01,081 --> 00:19:03,715
repaired a bowel protrusion
using enterolysis.
439
00:19:03,717 --> 00:19:06,251
I could cut out this excess
inflammatory tissue
440
00:19:06,253 --> 00:19:07,717
and segment of bowel atresia.
441
00:19:07,719 --> 00:19:09,829
Might make her intestines
small enough to fit.
442
00:19:09,831 --> 00:19:11,089
Promising.
443
00:19:11,091 --> 00:19:12,691
Given the size of her abdomen,
444
00:19:12,693 --> 00:19:14,059
I need to remove a lot of bowel.
445
00:19:14,061 --> 00:19:16,562
There's a good chance she
wouldn't be able to absorb food.
446
00:19:16,564 --> 00:19:18,319
We'll have to find the right balance.
447
00:19:18,319 --> 00:19:20,285
It's our only workable plan.
448
00:19:20,287 --> 00:19:22,253
Best bet on the heart is
to cut through the ventricle,
449
00:19:22,255 --> 00:19:24,055
like Murphy suggested.
450
00:19:24,057 --> 00:19:26,891
Uh, you were concerned about
the suture line holding.
451
00:19:26,893 --> 00:19:28,493
Well, I still am.
452
00:19:28,495 --> 00:19:30,761
Hopefully, horizontal
mattress sutures will work.
453
00:19:30,763 --> 00:19:32,097
They should be able
to withstand the tension
454
00:19:32,099 --> 00:19:33,598
at the suture line.
455
00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:35,900
[FADING] There's still
a risk of an aneurysm forming
456
00:19:35,902 --> 00:19:37,935
in the tissue underneath.
457
00:19:37,937 --> 00:19:40,771
[INDISTINCT TALKING]
458
00:19:40,773 --> 00:19:42,456
Dr. Lim?
459
00:19:42,876 --> 00:19:45,210
I have an idea I'd like to share,
460
00:19:45,212 --> 00:19:47,879
even though Dr. Han
didn't ask me a question.
461
00:19:52,085 --> 00:19:54,151
Yeah, go ahead, Shaun.
462
00:19:54,153 --> 00:19:56,020
If we go in through the atrium,
463
00:19:56,022 --> 00:19:57,854
we wouldn't have to worry
about the suture line...
464
00:19:57,856 --> 00:19:59,689
It's the same issue we discussed.
465
00:19:59,691 --> 00:20:01,691
There's not enough room
inside the baby's heart
466
00:20:01,693 --> 00:20:03,193
to stitch the patches in the place.
467
00:20:03,195 --> 00:20:05,695
Oh, we don't need to, Dr. Han.
468
00:20:05,697 --> 00:20:08,198
We can make a plug
small enough for her heart...
469
00:20:08,200 --> 00:20:10,600
a PTFE disc with a stem like a mushroom.
470
00:20:10,602 --> 00:20:12,403
Then we can insert the stem
through one of the holes
471
00:20:12,405 --> 00:20:14,104
until the disc presses against the wall,
472
00:20:14,106 --> 00:20:15,656
covering all the holes.
473
00:20:16,575 --> 00:20:20,444
L-Like a stopper in a bathtub.
474
00:20:20,446 --> 00:20:21,711
Yes.
475
00:20:21,713 --> 00:20:23,580
The higher pressure on
the left side of her heart
476
00:20:23,582 --> 00:20:24,948
would keep it in place.
477
00:20:24,950 --> 00:20:26,883
We wouldn't even need to stitch.
478
00:20:28,421 --> 00:20:30,353
Great idea.
479
00:20:30,355 --> 00:20:32,088
We should take this to the parents.
480
00:20:32,090 --> 00:20:33,889
Great idea for the heart.
481
00:20:33,891 --> 00:20:36,459
But we need to tell them that
our current plan
482
00:20:36,461 --> 00:20:37,493
for the abdominal repair
483
00:20:37,495 --> 00:20:39,929
is considerably more of a long shot.
484
00:20:39,931 --> 00:20:42,516
And that fixing the heart
takes an option off the table.
485
00:20:43,368 --> 00:20:45,234
Withdrawing care.
486
00:20:54,645 --> 00:20:56,447
LARRY: You can't move that card.
487
00:20:56,948 --> 00:20:58,414
Excuse me?
488
00:20:58,416 --> 00:20:59,615
Who cheats at solitaire?
489
00:20:59,617 --> 00:21:01,184
You're literally only cheating yourself.
490
00:21:01,186 --> 00:21:02,552
Again.
491
00:21:02,554 --> 00:21:03,919
Good morning, Larry.
492
00:21:03,921 --> 00:21:05,754
Is it a macho thing?
493
00:21:05,756 --> 00:21:07,522
Like a real man should
be able to make it through
494
00:21:07,524 --> 00:21:10,025
without leaning on a label
or the people who go with it?
495
00:21:12,129 --> 00:21:14,096
Embracing cancer as an identity
496
00:21:14,098 --> 00:21:16,364
is the last thing
any one of us should be doing.
497
00:21:16,366 --> 00:21:19,534
It underscores everything
horrible right now.
498
00:21:20,437 --> 00:21:22,370
We're in a daily battle for our lives.
499
00:21:22,372 --> 00:21:24,573
I see no value in dwelling on that.
500
00:21:28,946 --> 00:21:30,512
Candice is late.
501
00:21:31,816 --> 00:21:34,182
Which means either her niece
forgot to pick her up.
502
00:21:34,184 --> 00:21:36,278
Again.
503
00:21:36,821 --> 00:21:38,697
Or she got some bad news.
504
00:21:39,590 --> 00:21:41,256
Or she's already dead.
505
00:21:43,494 --> 00:21:46,261
- [OBJECT THUDS, BAG ZIPS]
- We are in a daily battle.
506
00:21:49,166 --> 00:21:51,454
I'd rather have some company.
507
00:21:51,456 --> 00:21:59,107
♪♪
508
00:21:59,109 --> 00:22:07,215
♪♪
509
00:22:07,217 --> 00:22:09,117
I spoke to my mother and brother,
510
00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:11,730
and they both think
I shouldn't do the surgery.
511
00:22:12,389 --> 00:22:14,322
Apparently they're more scared
of your surgical skills
512
00:22:14,324 --> 00:22:15,985
than they are of this tumor.
513
00:22:17,194 --> 00:22:19,093
And where do you stand?
514
00:22:19,095 --> 00:22:21,062
I need numbers.
515
00:22:21,064 --> 00:22:22,363
Please.
516
00:22:22,365 --> 00:22:25,867
♪♪
517
00:22:25,869 --> 00:22:28,872
The stats on something like this, it...
518
00:22:29,472 --> 00:22:30,738
there are a lot of variables.
519
00:22:30,740 --> 00:22:32,807
What are the odds
I make it through the surgery
520
00:22:32,809 --> 00:22:35,129
without any complications?
521
00:22:35,745 --> 00:22:37,945
It's a challenging procedure.
522
00:22:37,947 --> 00:22:40,782
Zero complications, I'd say 80%.
523
00:22:42,351 --> 00:22:45,452
But it is very unlikely
this tumor is malignant.
524
00:22:45,454 --> 00:22:47,182
Give me a number.
525
00:22:47,924 --> 00:22:50,558
About 5% chance it's a chordoma.
526
00:22:57,900 --> 00:23:00,067
The numbers agree with your family.
527
00:23:00,069 --> 00:23:01,569
So do I.
528
00:23:05,708 --> 00:23:07,808
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
529
00:23:10,313 --> 00:23:11,878
I've always been
more comfortable with action
530
00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:13,447
than inaction.
531
00:23:16,885 --> 00:23:19,286
I want you to do the surgery.
532
00:23:21,490 --> 00:23:22,656
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
533
00:23:22,658 --> 00:23:24,786
Certainty comes at a price.
534
00:23:24,788 --> 00:23:33,533
♪♪
535
00:23:33,535 --> 00:23:36,369
DIANE: She'll be able to get off
the life support machines?
536
00:23:36,371 --> 00:23:38,238
HAN: If everything goes well, yes.
537
00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:39,972
She'll have a strong heart.
538
00:23:39,974 --> 00:23:41,807
How soon can you do it?
539
00:23:43,478 --> 00:23:45,144
You should know we feel less confident
540
00:23:45,146 --> 00:23:47,201
about our plan for her bowel.
541
00:23:47,582 --> 00:23:50,316
The chance of failure is quite high.
542
00:23:50,318 --> 00:23:51,784
How high?
543
00:23:51,786 --> 00:23:54,721
LIM: I put it at 90%
that the repair won't work.
544
00:23:54,723 --> 00:23:57,823
Which would lead
to irreversible malnutrition.
545
00:23:57,825 --> 00:24:01,340
Your daughter would slowly
starve to death over months.
546
00:24:02,029 --> 00:24:04,130
Right now, her body is working very hard
547
00:24:04,132 --> 00:24:05,397
just to stay alive.
548
00:24:05,399 --> 00:24:08,700
♪♪
549
00:24:08,702 --> 00:24:11,003
If we were to turn off the machines...
550
00:24:11,005 --> 00:24:12,958
Turn off the machines?
551
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:15,741
♪♪
552
00:24:15,743 --> 00:24:18,816
...she would pass quickly.
And peacefully.
553
00:24:19,346 --> 00:24:21,680
If the heart surgery is a success,
554
00:24:21,682 --> 00:24:23,783
that won't be an option.
555
00:24:23,785 --> 00:24:25,617
Oh. [BREATHES DEEPLY]
556
00:24:25,619 --> 00:24:27,519
Why not try to fix the bowel first
557
00:24:27,521 --> 00:24:28,720
to see if it works?
558
00:24:28,722 --> 00:24:30,522
We won't know if the bowel is viable
559
00:24:30,524 --> 00:24:32,258
until after the heart is.
560
00:24:33,460 --> 00:24:35,874
We have to do the surgery.
561
00:24:36,229 --> 00:24:38,530
But if this doesn't work,
she could starve to death.
562
00:24:38,532 --> 00:24:41,433
- It's worth the risk...
- It's not our risk. It's hers.
563
00:24:41,435 --> 00:24:44,803
So, instead, you're ready
to give up on our daughter?
564
00:24:44,805 --> 00:24:47,339
I mean, it's like we're
right back at the ultrasound.
565
00:24:47,341 --> 00:24:49,941
We decided together
to continue this pregnancy.
566
00:24:49,943 --> 00:24:51,910
So this is as much
my fault as it is yours.
567
00:24:51,912 --> 00:24:53,312
My fault?
568
00:24:53,314 --> 00:24:55,280
Because of the medication?
569
00:24:56,917 --> 00:25:00,315
I cannot turn off that machine.
570
00:25:01,021 --> 00:25:03,855
Your guilt is stopping you from
admitting what we need to do.
571
00:25:03,857 --> 00:25:06,490
My guilt has nothing to do with this.
572
00:25:06,492 --> 00:25:09,227
- I am fighting for my daughter.
- So am I.
573
00:25:11,675 --> 00:25:13,676
Since the parents can't agree,
the decision
574
00:25:13,678 --> 00:25:15,960
about the baby's care
will be made by a judge
575
00:25:15,962 --> 00:25:17,814
who will rely on our recommendation.
576
00:25:18,399 --> 00:25:20,032
So we make the choice,
577
00:25:20,034 --> 00:25:21,600
but the parents live with it?
578
00:25:24,131 --> 00:25:25,804
Well, maybe that's a good thing.
579
00:25:27,474 --> 00:25:29,507
For parents to have to decide between
580
00:25:29,509 --> 00:25:31,243
letting their daughter die
581
00:25:31,245 --> 00:25:34,980
or fighting for her life,
knowing she may suffer horribly,
582
00:25:34,982 --> 00:25:37,477
maybe it's better
if we carry that burden.
583
00:25:40,221 --> 00:25:41,820
Dr. Lim?
584
00:25:41,822 --> 00:25:43,322
Your decision would be?
585
00:25:44,791 --> 00:25:46,491
Take her off life support.
586
00:25:46,493 --> 00:25:48,660
The odds are stacked against
the bowel repair working.
587
00:25:48,662 --> 00:25:51,696
Those numbers reflect the
general population of doctors.
588
00:25:51,698 --> 00:25:54,102
I think Dr. Lim and I
are better than that.
589
00:25:54,703 --> 00:25:56,163
We can beat the odds.
590
00:26:03,921 --> 00:26:05,562
One of the things I'm not going to miss
591
00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:07,245
about being Chief of Surgery
592
00:26:07,247 --> 00:26:10,135
is being responsible
for choices like this.
593
00:26:12,852 --> 00:26:15,219
Dr. Han, it's your department...
594
00:26:15,221 --> 00:26:16,888
it's your call.
595
00:26:22,962 --> 00:26:24,428
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
596
00:26:24,430 --> 00:26:26,230
GLASSMAN: You've been here all night?
597
00:26:26,735 --> 00:26:28,165
I've been working on a case
598
00:26:28,167 --> 00:26:30,768
with the new Chief of Surgery, Dr. Han.
599
00:26:30,770 --> 00:26:33,388
- How's that going?
- Not very well.
600
00:26:33,390 --> 00:26:35,405
He plays music in the operating room.
601
00:26:35,407 --> 00:26:36,889
Oh, geez. One of those.
602
00:26:36,891 --> 00:26:38,191
And he says I need to focus on
603
00:26:38,193 --> 00:26:40,290
our patients' emotional needs.
604
00:26:40,745 --> 00:26:42,845
Well, that's a tough assignment for you.
605
00:26:43,708 --> 00:26:45,175
Mm.
606
00:26:49,466 --> 00:26:53,167
You ever wish you had, you know,
607
00:26:53,169 --> 00:26:55,892
friends, co-workers on the spectrum?
608
00:26:56,264 --> 00:26:57,860
Not usually.
609
00:26:57,862 --> 00:27:00,773
But maybe Dr. Han
wouldn't notice me as much
610
00:27:00,775 --> 00:27:03,105
if I weren't the only doctor with ASD.
611
00:27:06,204 --> 00:27:08,103
There's this kid in chemo,
612
00:27:08,105 --> 00:27:11,288
just [CHUCKLES] obsessed
with having cancer.
613
00:27:11,315 --> 00:27:12,615
It's all he talks about.
614
00:27:12,617 --> 00:27:14,254
He wants to be friends
with everybody in the ward.
615
00:27:14,256 --> 00:27:15,926
That's very smart of him.
616
00:27:15,928 --> 00:27:19,121
Speigel et Al. showed
an increase in overall survival
617
00:27:19,123 --> 00:27:21,491
and quality of life measures
in breast cancer patients
618
00:27:21,493 --> 00:27:24,527
who formed social bonds with
others battling the disease.
619
00:27:25,430 --> 00:27:27,430
What should I do about Dr. Han?
620
00:27:29,901 --> 00:27:32,735
[EXHALES DEEPLY] I don't know. Um...
621
00:27:32,737 --> 00:27:34,404
just do your work,
622
00:27:34,406 --> 00:27:36,706
be a good surgeon,
be an excellent surgeon.
623
00:27:36,708 --> 00:27:38,941
Over time, he'll forget about the autism.
624
00:27:38,943 --> 00:27:40,342
Why would that happen?
625
00:27:40,344 --> 00:27:43,345
He'll see that you have
the skill, you have dedication.
626
00:27:43,347 --> 00:27:45,680
I have autism.
627
00:27:45,682 --> 00:27:47,449
It's part of who I am.
628
00:27:47,451 --> 00:27:49,451
[CONVERSATIONS CONTINUE]
629
00:27:54,358 --> 00:27:58,127
[RESPIRATOR HISSING, MONITOR BEEPING]
630
00:27:58,129 --> 00:27:59,761
The judge...?
631
00:27:59,763 --> 00:28:01,463
Accepted our recommendation
632
00:28:01,465 --> 00:28:03,373
and ruled in favor of surgery.
633
00:28:04,001 --> 00:28:05,479
Thank you, Doctor.
634
00:28:05,481 --> 00:28:09,604
♪♪
635
00:28:09,606 --> 00:28:11,040
[SIGHS]
636
00:28:11,042 --> 00:28:12,441
Okay, Percy.
637
00:28:12,443 --> 00:28:14,276
♪♪
638
00:28:14,278 --> 00:28:16,145
[VOICE BREAKING] Momma loves you.
639
00:28:16,147 --> 00:28:19,147
♪♪
640
00:28:19,149 --> 00:28:20,458
I love you, Percy.
641
00:28:20,460 --> 00:28:28,757
♪♪
642
00:28:28,759 --> 00:28:36,397
♪♪
643
00:28:36,399 --> 00:28:44,005
♪♪
644
00:28:44,007 --> 00:28:53,647
♪♪
645
00:28:55,995 --> 00:28:57,661
CLAIRE: Should we remove more bowel?
646
00:28:57,663 --> 00:28:58,863
That would take us to the ilium.
647
00:28:58,865 --> 00:29:01,032
She won't gain enough weight to thrive.
648
00:29:01,429 --> 00:29:03,128
Her abdominal muscles are tight
649
00:29:03,130 --> 00:29:05,393
from developing around an empty cavity.
650
00:29:06,100 --> 00:29:07,966
♪ But the days, girl,
just slip away, oh, yeah ♪
651
00:29:07,968 --> 00:29:10,635
They're cinched around
her tummy like a corset.
652
00:29:10,637 --> 00:29:12,037
What if we unbuttoned it?
653
00:29:12,039 --> 00:29:13,205
Released the muscle
654
00:29:13,207 --> 00:29:15,473
and increased the abdominal
circumference.
655
00:29:15,475 --> 00:29:16,782
Those muscles are part
of her abdominal wall.
656
00:29:16,807 --> 00:29:18,310
Not if we separate the layers...
657
00:29:18,312 --> 00:29:21,113
create a plane between
the skin and the muscle.
658
00:29:21,115 --> 00:29:22,948
♪♪
659
00:29:22,950 --> 00:29:24,817
You good if Murphy and I
start on the heart?
660
00:29:25,652 --> 00:29:28,220
Dr. Browne, you're with me
on the abdomen.
661
00:29:29,623 --> 00:29:30,923
Clearing the field.
662
00:29:30,925 --> 00:29:32,925
Han is on the call schedule next weekend.
663
00:29:32,927 --> 00:29:35,160
Maybe Carmen will switch with me
so I can cover with him?
664
00:29:35,162 --> 00:29:38,262
Or maybe you shouldn't try so hard.
665
00:29:38,264 --> 00:29:39,761
Retractor.
666
00:29:40,634 --> 00:29:42,567
Some of us don't have
a cool former career...
667
00:29:42,569 --> 00:29:44,235
or an easy-going, mellow demeanor.
668
00:29:44,237 --> 00:29:45,603
People are never gonna crowd in my corner
669
00:29:45,605 --> 00:29:46,871
because I'm just so likable.
670
00:29:46,873 --> 00:29:48,906
Well, you could try being nice to them.
671
00:29:48,908 --> 00:29:50,642
- Well, this is easier.
- There it is.
672
00:29:53,347 --> 00:29:55,046
Does it look like cancer?
673
00:29:55,048 --> 00:29:56,815
It's not labeled.
674
00:29:56,817 --> 00:29:59,155
We're all gonna have to wait
for the pathologist's report.
675
00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:01,018
[MONITOR BEEPING]
676
00:30:01,020 --> 00:30:02,587
Probe.
677
00:30:02,589 --> 00:30:04,288
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
678
00:30:07,594 --> 00:30:09,227
The artery is in the way.
679
00:30:09,229 --> 00:30:11,529
We can't get at the tumor
without him bleeding out.
680
00:30:11,531 --> 00:30:16,467
♪♪
681
00:30:16,469 --> 00:30:17,969
We're gonna have
to take it from the back.
682
00:30:17,971 --> 00:30:21,072
- But the S1 nerve root...
- Is something he can live without.
683
00:30:21,074 --> 00:30:22,606
Dissecting scissors.
684
00:30:22,608 --> 00:30:26,510
♪♪
685
00:30:26,512 --> 00:30:27,912
HAN: Pledget anchor.
686
00:30:27,914 --> 00:30:30,514
♪ You'll be leaving me soon,
like hell you will ♪
687
00:30:30,516 --> 00:30:34,919
♪ The owl gazing at the moon ♪
688
00:30:34,921 --> 00:30:39,123
♪ Is the feeling that I get
when I'm lookin' at you ♪
689
00:30:39,125 --> 00:30:43,127
♪ The sun will rise and fade the stars ♪
690
00:30:43,129 --> 00:30:44,262
The plug is in position.
691
00:30:44,264 --> 00:30:46,244
You ready to test the bowel repair?
692
00:30:46,832 --> 00:30:47,998
♪ And you're leaving me soon,
like hell you are ♪
693
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:49,566
Let's take her off cardiac support.
694
00:30:49,568 --> 00:30:51,368
Dr. Murphy, it was your idea.
695
00:30:51,370 --> 00:30:52,969
You do the honors.
696
00:30:52,971 --> 00:30:58,208
♪♪
697
00:30:58,210 --> 00:30:59,510
[CLICKS]
698
00:30:59,512 --> 00:31:00,878
[MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY]
699
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:03,747
♪♪
700
00:31:03,749 --> 00:31:06,683
Abdominal pressure is normal.
701
00:31:06,685 --> 00:31:09,052
The intestines are perfusing.
702
00:31:09,054 --> 00:31:12,255
♪♪
703
00:31:12,257 --> 00:31:14,324
- [ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY]
- HAN: Pulmonary pressure's spiking.
704
00:31:14,326 --> 00:31:15,526
Prostacyclin and nitric oxide...
705
00:31:15,528 --> 00:31:16,727
we need to get her lung pressure down.
706
00:31:16,729 --> 00:31:18,295
Oxygen SATs are dropping.
707
00:31:18,297 --> 00:31:20,563
No response to pulmonary vasodilators.
708
00:31:20,565 --> 00:31:23,299
Now the heart's too strong.
It's overpowering her lungs.
709
00:31:23,301 --> 00:31:25,367
She needs to go back on cardiac support.
710
00:31:25,369 --> 00:31:26,502
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
711
00:31:26,504 --> 00:31:28,504
[CLICKS, BEEPING STEADIES]
712
00:31:28,506 --> 00:31:33,643
♪♪
713
00:31:33,645 --> 00:31:37,045
Persephone won't starve to death...
714
00:31:37,615 --> 00:31:39,949
but she will drown in her own fluids.
715
00:31:39,951 --> 00:31:42,452
♪♪
716
00:31:42,454 --> 00:31:47,924
♪♪
717
00:31:47,926 --> 00:31:54,663
♪♪
718
00:31:54,665 --> 00:31:56,197
I'll talk to the parents.
719
00:31:56,199 --> 00:31:57,566
May I come?
720
00:31:57,568 --> 00:32:03,404
♪♪
721
00:32:03,406 --> 00:32:09,110
♪♪
722
00:32:09,112 --> 00:32:11,713
Now that Persephone's heart
is pumping at full power,
723
00:32:11,715 --> 00:32:13,448
her lungs are overwhelmed.
724
00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:16,885
The humane thing to do
725
00:32:16,887 --> 00:32:19,554
is to turn off the machines
and let her go.
726
00:32:20,724 --> 00:32:22,632
No, I-I can't...
727
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:24,493
I can't give up on her.
[BREATHES SHARPLY]
728
00:32:24,495 --> 00:32:27,562
♪♪
729
00:32:27,564 --> 00:32:29,389
Because you fought for her
730
00:32:30,366 --> 00:32:32,633
every minute since she was born.
731
00:32:32,635 --> 00:32:34,935
Before that, when you were
taking your medication
732
00:32:34,937 --> 00:32:36,069
for the depression,
733
00:32:36,071 --> 00:32:37,897
you were fighting to keep going
734
00:32:38,407 --> 00:32:40,140
so you could bring her into the world.
735
00:32:40,142 --> 00:32:42,510
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
736
00:32:42,512 --> 00:32:46,580
♪♪
737
00:32:46,582 --> 00:32:56,456
♪♪
738
00:32:56,458 --> 00:32:59,527
But letting go of Percy
is not giving up on her.
739
00:32:59,529 --> 00:33:01,595
♪♪
740
00:33:01,597 --> 00:33:04,397
It's listening to what
her body is telling us.
741
00:33:04,399 --> 00:33:09,201
♪♪
742
00:33:09,203 --> 00:33:10,537
She's hit her limit.
743
00:33:10,539 --> 00:33:14,440
♪♪
744
00:33:14,442 --> 00:33:16,009
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
745
00:33:16,011 --> 00:33:23,783
♪♪
746
00:33:23,785 --> 00:33:27,787
♪♪
747
00:33:27,789 --> 00:33:29,622
Okay.
748
00:33:29,624 --> 00:33:39,297
♪♪
749
00:33:39,299 --> 00:33:45,571
♪♪
750
00:33:45,573 --> 00:33:48,006
♪♪
751
00:33:48,008 --> 00:33:49,741
[SOBS]
752
00:33:49,743 --> 00:33:53,178
♪♪
753
00:33:53,180 --> 00:33:54,680
[CRYING]
754
00:33:54,682 --> 00:33:58,116
♪♪
755
00:34:00,633 --> 00:34:02,901
[MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY]
756
00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:05,708
HAN: I want Persephone to look
as good as possible
757
00:34:05,710 --> 00:34:07,243
for the parents.
758
00:34:07,245 --> 00:34:10,547
♪♪
759
00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:12,214
[SIGHS]
760
00:34:12,216 --> 00:34:14,149
Let's turn off cardiac support.
761
00:34:14,151 --> 00:34:16,518
♪♪
762
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:19,254
[CLICKS, BEEPING]
763
00:34:19,256 --> 00:34:20,823
Ventilator.
764
00:34:20,825 --> 00:34:22,223
♪♪
765
00:34:22,225 --> 00:34:23,792
Let's take a minute.
766
00:34:23,794 --> 00:34:26,194
[MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY]
767
00:34:26,196 --> 00:34:33,602
♪♪
768
00:34:33,604 --> 00:34:42,110
♪♪
769
00:34:42,112 --> 00:34:48,916
♪♪
770
00:34:48,918 --> 00:34:52,187
[LOUD, RHYTHMIC BEEPING]
771
00:34:52,189 --> 00:34:53,621
♪♪
772
00:34:53,623 --> 00:35:00,362
♪♪
773
00:35:00,364 --> 00:35:07,102
♪♪
774
00:35:07,104 --> 00:35:08,769
Check valve.
775
00:35:08,771 --> 00:35:13,108
♪♪
776
00:35:13,110 --> 00:35:15,543
Every time the heart contracted,
777
00:35:15,545 --> 00:35:17,778
blood went into the opposite
side of the heart
778
00:35:17,780 --> 00:35:19,680
and raised lung pressure.
779
00:35:19,682 --> 00:35:22,416
The hole reduced the pressure
when it got too high
780
00:35:22,418 --> 00:35:23,817
because it allowed backflow.
781
00:35:23,819 --> 00:35:27,254
But our repair of the defect
blocked this backwards flow.
782
00:35:27,256 --> 00:35:29,656
What if we made it so
she still had a heart defect,
783
00:35:29,658 --> 00:35:31,558
but only when she needed it?
784
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:35,529
It'd be like an unlatched door
in the wall of the heart.
785
00:35:35,531 --> 00:35:37,731
When the pressure gets too high
on the right side,
786
00:35:37,733 --> 00:35:40,600
the door swings open, releasing
the pressure on the lungs.
787
00:35:40,602 --> 00:35:42,503
The rest of the time, it stays shut.
788
00:35:42,505 --> 00:35:45,372
It should reduce lung pressure
by a third. Is that enough?
789
00:35:45,374 --> 00:35:46,507
It depends on how high
790
00:35:46,509 --> 00:35:48,509
her pulmonary vascular resistance is.
791
00:35:48,511 --> 00:35:50,877
PVR is pulmonary artery pressure
792
00:35:50,879 --> 00:35:53,980
minus wedge pressure divided
by cardiac output times 80.
793
00:35:53,982 --> 00:35:59,419
♪♪
794
00:35:59,421 --> 00:36:04,844
♪♪
795
00:36:04,846 --> 00:36:06,725
CANDICE: The last time I saw my doctor,
796
00:36:06,727 --> 00:36:09,628
he told me I had six months to live.
797
00:36:09,630 --> 00:36:11,431
He also told me I should
marry an accountant
798
00:36:11,433 --> 00:36:12,765
and move to North Dakota.
799
00:36:12,767 --> 00:36:14,367
LARRY: You don't say.
800
00:36:14,369 --> 00:36:16,869
When I asked if it would
help my cancer, he said no,
801
00:36:16,871 --> 00:36:19,672
just make the six months
seem much longer.
802
00:36:19,674 --> 00:36:22,275
[BOTH LAUGH]
803
00:36:23,010 --> 00:36:26,679
What's the difference between
a Neo-Nazi and cancer?
804
00:36:26,681 --> 00:36:28,274
Cancer doesn't discriminate.
805
00:36:28,276 --> 00:36:29,515
[LAUGHS]
806
00:36:29,517 --> 00:36:31,517
[LAUGHS]
807
00:36:31,519 --> 00:36:33,285
I knew a guy once...
808
00:36:33,287 --> 00:36:35,720
his Zodiac sign was Cancer.
809
00:36:35,722 --> 00:36:38,890
It was really ironic how he died.
810
00:36:40,260 --> 00:36:42,027
Uh, uh, how's that?
811
00:36:42,029 --> 00:36:43,962
He was eaten by a giant crab.
812
00:36:43,964 --> 00:36:47,832
[LAUGHTER]
- Oh, geez.
813
00:36:47,834 --> 00:36:49,267
[LAUGHS]
814
00:36:49,269 --> 00:36:51,503
Aaron, glioma.
815
00:36:51,505 --> 00:36:54,038
Candice, leukemia.
816
00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:55,307
Gin rummy or blackjack?
817
00:36:55,309 --> 00:36:57,342
How fast do you want to take my money?
818
00:36:57,344 --> 00:36:58,843
Blackjack.
819
00:36:58,845 --> 00:37:00,326
Cut 'em.
820
00:37:12,243 --> 00:37:14,310
Did you get it all?
821
00:37:17,396 --> 00:37:18,829
Yes...
822
00:37:18,831 --> 00:37:20,764
totally clear margins.
823
00:37:20,766 --> 00:37:22,433
But the only way to achieve that
824
00:37:22,435 --> 00:37:24,935
involved removing the nerve
that controls your left foot.
825
00:37:26,572 --> 00:37:29,873
Rehab and an advanced orthotic may help,
826
00:37:29,875 --> 00:37:32,676
but you will walk with a limp.
827
00:37:32,678 --> 00:37:34,978
Final pathology will let us know
if it was worth it.
828
00:37:39,157 --> 00:37:40,984
I'll let you know when it comes in.
829
00:37:43,215 --> 00:37:45,481
It doesn't matter anymore.
830
00:37:48,412 --> 00:37:50,645
It's not like you can
put the tumor back in.
831
00:37:58,303 --> 00:38:00,570
[BABY CRYING]
832
00:38:05,777 --> 00:38:08,344
Is she... okay?
833
00:38:09,447 --> 00:38:13,683
She still has a surgery or two
in her future, but, yes.
834
00:38:13,685 --> 00:38:15,276
She's gonna be great.
835
00:38:16,120 --> 00:38:18,887
- [BREATHES SHARPLY]
- [SNIFFLES]
836
00:38:18,889 --> 00:38:20,422
Can I hold her?
837
00:38:20,424 --> 00:38:22,617
I think that would be very nice.
838
00:38:23,227 --> 00:38:25,093
For both of you.
839
00:38:25,095 --> 00:38:34,069
♪♪
840
00:38:34,071 --> 00:38:35,904
[BABY CRYING]
841
00:38:35,906 --> 00:38:40,008
♪♪
842
00:38:40,010 --> 00:38:42,377
[CRYING] Hi, angel.
843
00:38:42,379 --> 00:38:43,278
♪♪
844
00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:44,413
[BABY COOS]
845
00:38:44,415 --> 00:38:47,249
Oh, my baby. [SMOOCHES]
846
00:38:47,251 --> 00:38:50,485
♪♪
847
00:38:50,487 --> 00:38:52,019
Come hold her.
848
00:38:52,021 --> 00:38:58,426
♪♪
849
00:38:58,428 --> 00:39:00,928
You were fighting for her, too.
850
00:39:00,930 --> 00:39:04,131
♪♪
851
00:39:04,133 --> 00:39:06,133
[SNIFFLES]
852
00:39:06,135 --> 00:39:08,569
- [BOTH CHUCKLE]
- She's beautiful.
853
00:39:08,571 --> 00:39:15,710
♪♪
854
00:39:15,712 --> 00:39:17,296
Nice work.
855
00:39:18,514 --> 00:39:20,132
Thank you.
856
00:39:21,050 --> 00:39:23,917
- [BABY CRYING]
- She's beautiful.
857
00:39:23,919 --> 00:39:25,486
Listen to her. Oh.
858
00:39:25,488 --> 00:39:28,122
[CRYING]
859
00:39:28,124 --> 00:39:35,262
♪♪
860
00:39:36,866 --> 00:39:38,398
Thank you.
861
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:41,568
[SIGHS DEEPLY]
862
00:39:43,538 --> 00:39:45,705
Minesh's biopsy results?
863
00:39:50,512 --> 00:39:52,980
[SIGHS]
864
00:39:55,751 --> 00:39:57,050
You don't want to know
if we wasted our time
865
00:39:57,052 --> 00:39:58,462
almost killing him?
866
00:39:59,621 --> 00:40:01,488
Can't put the tumor back.
867
00:40:17,506 --> 00:40:19,692
Hello, Dr. Han.
868
00:40:20,208 --> 00:40:22,442
You take the bus, too?
869
00:40:22,444 --> 00:40:23,843
No, Shaun.
870
00:40:23,845 --> 00:40:26,282
I just wanted to talk to you.
871
00:40:26,948 --> 00:40:29,015
[INHALES SHARPLY]
872
00:40:29,017 --> 00:40:33,218
You really do have
remarkable diagnostic skills.
873
00:40:33,220 --> 00:40:36,188
I have to admit, you're an
asset to this hospital.
874
00:40:36,626 --> 00:40:38,390
Yes, I am.
875
00:40:41,061 --> 00:40:44,383
I spoke to the Residency
Director of Pathology.
876
00:40:45,032 --> 00:40:48,012
And we both agree
you'll be a great fit there.
877
00:40:50,438 --> 00:40:53,706
I'm a surgical resident.
878
00:40:53,708 --> 00:40:55,808
As a pathology resident,
879
00:40:55,810 --> 00:40:58,677
you'll touch cases and lives
880
00:40:58,679 --> 00:41:02,247
across all the medical departments.
881
00:41:02,249 --> 00:41:04,483
It's an opportunity
for you to help patients
882
00:41:04,485 --> 00:41:07,490
without having to deal with patients.
883
00:41:08,616 --> 00:41:12,457
Given your difficulties with
communication and social cues,
884
00:41:12,459 --> 00:41:14,955
I think it will be a much better fit.
885
00:41:15,795 --> 00:41:17,458
No, thank you.
886
00:41:18,292 --> 00:41:21,198
I have been working very hard
887
00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:24,006
at my communication skills.
888
00:41:24,571 --> 00:41:26,759
Hard work isn't enough.
889
00:41:27,507 --> 00:41:29,273
You have to do the job.
890
00:41:31,811 --> 00:41:36,080
I am a surgical resident.
891
00:41:37,884 --> 00:41:39,522
You were.
892
00:41:40,787 --> 00:41:43,520
And you're gonna do
great work in pathology.
893
00:41:45,358 --> 00:41:48,859
[WYLDER'S "AT THE END PT. 1" PLAYS]
894
00:41:48,861 --> 00:41:52,162
♪ Oh, and when the storms come ♪
895
00:41:52,164 --> 00:41:55,465
♪ Flooding through the hall ♪
896
00:41:55,467 --> 00:41:57,734
♪ Rising to the landing ♪
897
00:41:57,736 --> 00:42:01,671
♪ Tearing pictures from the walls ♪
898
00:42:01,673 --> 00:42:04,508
♪ The currents pull us underneath ♪
899
00:42:04,510 --> 00:42:08,145
♪ That bright tide rips us out ♪
900
00:42:08,147 --> 00:42:11,181
♪ Into a tangled coral reef ♪
901
00:42:11,183 --> 00:42:14,985
♪ Where we could never drown ♪
902
00:42:14,987 --> 00:42:17,921
♪ Now that ♪
903
00:42:17,923 --> 00:42:20,557
♪ We're at the end ♪
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