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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:52,520 --> 00:00:56,433 Celeste was born in America in 1986. 2 00:00:59,720 --> 00:01:02,359 Considering her parents' background, education, 3 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:04,595 and socioeconomic status, 4 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:07,837 being somewhat on the losing side of Reaganomics, 5 00:01:07,920 --> 00:01:12,471 the name of Latin origin seemed an especially poetic choice. 6 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:16,149 It carved her out some predetermined destination, 7 00:01:16,200 --> 00:01:19,715 a route which to travel by. 8 00:01:19,760 --> 00:01:22,752 And many years before "Celeste" rolled off the cultural tongue 9 00:01:22,800 --> 00:01:26,793 like a principled anecdote one senses they were born knowing, 10 00:01:26,840 --> 00:01:29,673 she might not have been described as all that special 11 00:01:29,720 --> 00:01:31,711 or conspicuously talented. 12 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:34,877 However, she did possess that proverbial "something," 13 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:37,878 which on occasion captured the attention of her teachers 14 00:01:37,920 --> 00:01:40,309 and young peers. 15 00:01:40,360 --> 00:01:43,796 Despite what naysayers later perceived of her ingenuity, 16 00:01:43,840 --> 00:01:47,196 she was actually a very savvy businesswoman. 17 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:50,994 In the beginning, she was kind and full of grace, 18 00:01:51,040 --> 00:01:54,112 and at least she wrote her own lyrics. 19 00:01:54,160 --> 00:01:56,993 No one could take that away from her. 20 00:01:57,040 --> 00:02:00,191 She would be 13 going on 14 years old 21 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:02,071 in the year 2000, 22 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:04,714 the dawn of the new millennium. 23 00:04:33,120 --> 00:04:35,236 Morning. 24 00:04:35,280 --> 00:04:38,511 - Good morning. - Good morning. 25 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:40,312 - Hello. - Welcome back. 26 00:04:40,360 --> 00:04:43,432 - Good morning. - Hi. Happy New Year. 27 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:46,119 Therese, did you change your hair? 28 00:04:46,160 --> 00:04:49,311 Uh, my sister cut it. She's a hairdresser. 29 00:04:49,360 --> 00:04:52,113 Oh. Does she work in town? I want a cut like that. 30 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:54,594 Really? Uh, well, she lives out of state. 31 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:56,596 She was visiting us for the holidays, 32 00:04:56,640 --> 00:04:58,790 but I can let you know when she's back. 33 00:04:58,840 --> 00:05:01,638 Would you mind? Sometimes you feel like a change. 34 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:03,193 Sure, I can. 35 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:05,759 - Hello. - What's up? 36 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:08,314 - Good morning. - Hi. 37 00:05:08,360 --> 00:05:11,272 - Hi. Welcome back. - Good morning. 38 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:15,153 Okay. 39 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:18,351 Welcome back, everybody. 40 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:21,676 - Did you enjoy the break? - Yes. Yeah. 41 00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:25,349 - Did you enjoy the break? - Yes. 42 00:05:25,400 --> 00:05:28,437 Well, I received news from Vice Principal Kane 43 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:31,313 about our homeroom computer appeal. 44 00:05:31,360 --> 00:05:33,078 What is it? 45 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:35,588 I want to wait and share it once everyone's arrived. 46 00:05:35,640 --> 00:05:38,677 We're waiting on, um, Eric and Elyse. 47 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:40,950 Well, they're probably gonna take a while. 48 00:05:41,000 --> 00:05:43,798 Why is that? 49 00:05:43,840 --> 00:05:46,274 Aidan, let's not start the year off at odds. 50 00:05:46,320 --> 00:05:49,676 Whatever you're saying to him, you can save it for after class. 51 00:05:49,720 --> 00:05:52,598 He's here. I saw Eric five minutes ago. 52 00:05:52,640 --> 00:05:54,816 - All right, then. We'll wait. - Are we getting desktops? 53 00:05:54,840 --> 00:05:57,229 - I said we'll wait. - Excuse me. 54 00:05:57,280 --> 00:05:58,838 Yes? 55 00:05:58,920 --> 00:06:01,593 My name is Cullen Active. 56 00:06:01,640 --> 00:06:04,029 What? 57 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,436 Yes, Cullen, I know. 58 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:18,953 Celeste? 59 00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:24,112 Celeste, go stand in the back with the others. 60 00:06:26,160 --> 00:06:27,991 Is she breathing? 61 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:30,349 No. 62 00:06:30,400 --> 00:06:32,868 Celeste, you need to get up 63 00:06:32,920 --> 00:06:35,309 and step away from the windows, because in a few minutes 64 00:06:35,360 --> 00:06:37,396 there will be an explosion. 65 00:06:37,440 --> 00:06:39,431 What are you doing? 66 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:41,755 Why are you doing this? 67 00:06:43,480 --> 00:06:46,870 Stop! Stop! 68 00:06:46,920 --> 00:06:48,831 I'm standing. 69 00:06:48,880 --> 00:06:50,711 I'll stand. 70 00:06:53,520 --> 00:06:56,637 Now everyone, please shut up and be quiet. 71 00:07:10,640 --> 00:07:12,915 Go back inside! 72 00:07:23,920 --> 00:07:25,638 Cullen? 73 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:29,795 Cullen, please let us go. 74 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:37,829 I killed plenty of people already. 75 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:42,958 I'm sorry. I can't do that now. 76 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:46,879 Please. At least let everyone else go. 77 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:49,911 I'll stay here with you. 78 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:53,430 And what are we gonna do? 79 00:07:59,400 --> 00:08:01,311 We'll pray together. 80 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:06,673 Shh. Everything's gonna be... 81 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:49,957 - Clear. - Adam Seven, clear in the classroom. 82 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:57,069 Clear! 83 00:09:10,840 --> 00:09:13,593 Adam Seven, be advised... multiple 80s. 84 00:09:13,640 --> 00:09:15,995 Room 206, second floor. 85 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:39,517 Breathe in and hold your breath. 86 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:51,672 Breathe. 87 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:56,752 What are you feeling now? 88 00:12:56,800 --> 00:12:59,075 I feel like I'm on a boat. 89 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:00,599 Nausea won't subside? 90 00:13:00,640 --> 00:13:02,437 It's not just that. 91 00:13:02,480 --> 00:13:04,710 I just feel like I'm spinning. 92 00:13:04,760 --> 00:13:06,318 You think it's in my head? 93 00:13:06,360 --> 00:13:08,271 No, I don't think it's in your head at all. 94 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:11,357 I just don't think it has anything to do with your spinal injury. 95 00:13:11,400 --> 00:13:13,789 I need to sit. 96 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:16,673 I'll get your chair. Just a minute. Come on. 97 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:19,393 Do you want to try a few more steps? 98 00:13:19,440 --> 00:13:21,396 Okay. Good. 99 00:13:21,440 --> 00:13:23,158 All right. 100 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:28,713 - There you go. - Where's Dad and Eleanor? 101 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:31,433 They went to get us some food. 102 00:13:31,480 --> 00:13:33,550 Some of the other kids have been complaining 103 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:36,797 about their ears ringing from the gun blasts. 104 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:40,355 I talked to her doctor about it, and... 105 00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:42,197 Great. 106 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,358 - Hey, Mrs. Howard. - Hello, Miss Celeste. 107 00:13:55,560 --> 00:13:58,996 I'm so sorry I was sick. 108 00:13:59,040 --> 00:14:03,431 I should've been there for you. 109 00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:06,916 I'm so grateful you're alive. 110 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:12,273 I think I would have died... or just killed myself. 111 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:14,959 I don't think I could've standed it. 112 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:25,233 I'm here now, and I am never going to leave you. 113 00:14:25,280 --> 00:14:26,918 Ever. 114 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:32,230 My God. 115 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:35,397 Ellie, I think I've done something terrible. 116 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:47,478 What is it? 117 00:14:47,520 --> 00:14:50,432 It says here they found Cullen's grandparents. 118 00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:52,776 They think that he shot both of them three weeks before Christmas 119 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:55,360 and lived with the bodies over the holiday. 120 00:14:55,400 --> 00:14:56,549 - Ew! - Dad... 121 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:58,830 - Excuse me. - Stop. 122 00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:02,555 I'm sorry. There are some news people here requesting an interview. 123 00:15:02,600 --> 00:15:05,592 Oh, well, don't look at me. It's up to her. 124 00:15:05,640 --> 00:15:08,950 I don't want anyone to see me like this. 125 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:10,752 You look fine. 126 00:15:12,080 --> 00:15:14,674 Can you talk to them? 127 00:15:14,720 --> 00:15:16,153 Me? 128 00:15:16,200 --> 00:15:18,316 What am I supposed to say? 129 00:15:18,360 --> 00:15:20,555 I wasn't there. 130 00:15:20,600 --> 00:15:23,876 Just tell them how sorry we are for everyone that died. 131 00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:28,037 Call Mom. 132 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:30,872 Are you sure? 133 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:38,230 I can take you to a telephone. 134 00:15:45,440 --> 00:15:47,192 Thanks, babe. 135 00:15:47,240 --> 00:15:50,437 - I think I want to try and sleep for a while. - Good. 136 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:53,871 I think I am going to try and take your mother 137 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:55,717 out to dinner or something. 138 00:15:55,760 --> 00:15:57,876 Get her mind off of things. 139 00:15:57,920 --> 00:16:00,639 Sure you don't need anything else other than that keyboard? 140 00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:02,750 You know, I have a guitar in the basement. 141 00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:05,075 Could bring that over, teach you a little. 142 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:06,712 Thanks, but... 143 00:16:06,760 --> 00:16:10,036 it's hard for me to tilt my head down. 144 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:11,672 So it starts like... 145 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:14,712 so, one, two, three. 146 00:16:14,760 --> 00:16:16,637 Yeah. 147 00:16:16,680 --> 00:16:18,193 Twice. 148 00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:59,316 ...remain in critical condition. 149 00:16:59,360 --> 00:17:02,716 Hold them especially in your prayers. 150 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:07,516 Please join me now 151 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:10,518 by turning to the page 13. 152 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:31,390 I was informed earlier, 153 00:17:31,440 --> 00:17:33,431 and I guess some of you are already aware, 154 00:17:33,480 --> 00:17:35,596 of last night's arson attempt 155 00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:38,154 over at the Active residence. 156 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:43,151 Lieutenant Lynne at the 120th Precinct has asked me 157 00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:46,033 to remind everyone that that is the site 158 00:17:46,080 --> 00:17:49,117 of an ongoing investigation, 159 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:54,034 and its destruction would... 160 00:17:54,080 --> 00:17:58,835 gravely impair their officers' ability to provide answers 161 00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:01,269 to the community's many pressing questions. 162 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,875 I would like to add... 163 00:18:04,920 --> 00:18:07,275 ferocious anger prompted this, 164 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:11,108 and we cannot have any more anger 165 00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:14,675 or violence around us this minute. 166 00:18:14,720 --> 00:18:17,792 I'll go a step further by asking you all to please 167 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:21,276 include the perpetrator 168 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:24,835 of these vicious attacks in your prayers. 169 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:29,316 By this way of 170 00:18:29,360 --> 00:18:31,555 healing prayer 171 00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:34,319 and forgiveness, 172 00:18:34,360 --> 00:18:38,273 victims of this tragedy will be... 173 00:18:38,320 --> 00:18:41,153 released from their own grief 174 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:45,113 and rage in the afterlife. 175 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:48,516 Throughout the night, we'll be asking New Brighton students 176 00:18:48,560 --> 00:18:51,233 to come up and share 177 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:54,829 memories and recollections with us. 178 00:18:56,920 --> 00:19:01,152 Please join me in welcoming Celeste Montgomery 179 00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:03,953 from Stephanie Dwyer's eighth-grade class. 180 00:19:22,320 --> 00:19:26,871 Um, I tried to prepare something to say, 181 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:31,516 but... I couldn't really put my feelings into words exactly, 182 00:19:31,560 --> 00:19:34,950 so I thought I'd do this instead. 183 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:39,312 Uh, my sister, Ellie, helped me a lot. 184 00:19:39,360 --> 00:19:41,430 This song is about us, 185 00:19:41,480 --> 00:19:44,074 and... it's for her. 186 00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:56,234 ♪ Hey ♪ 187 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:59,909 ♪ Turn the light on ♪ 188 00:19:59,960 --> 00:20:05,512 ♪ 'Cause I've got no one To show me the way ♪ 189 00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:15,633 ♪ Please, I will follow ♪ 190 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:20,071 ♪ 'Cause you're my last hope I'll do anything ♪ 191 00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:22,475 ♪ You say ♪ 192 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:28,079 ♪ And ♪ 193 00:20:28,120 --> 00:20:32,238 ♪ I tried it my way ♪ 194 00:20:32,280 --> 00:20:35,317 ♪ And I failed to save me ♪ 195 00:20:35,360 --> 00:20:39,035 ♪ From myself ♪ 196 00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:44,192 ♪ So ♪ 197 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:48,199 ♪ Bind my hands now ♪ 198 00:20:48,240 --> 00:20:52,438 ♪ Shut my mouth down I will listen ♪ 199 00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:55,796 ♪ Listen well ♪ 200 00:20:55,840 --> 00:21:00,197 ♪ So teach me ♪ 201 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:04,153 ♪ Show me all you've got ♪ 202 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:08,870 ♪ And in your words I will be ♪ 203 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:12,230 ♪ Wrapped up ♪ 204 00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:16,273 ♪ Speak to me ♪ 205 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:20,074 ♪ You're my last hope ♪ 206 00:21:20,120 --> 00:21:23,157 ♪ And I will say nothing ♪ 207 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:28,149 ♪ And listen to your love ♪ 208 00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:30,794 ♪ And I'm so lucky to be with you ♪ 209 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:34,355 ♪ Keeping me from my shadow Whoa ♪ 210 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,193 ♪ And though I might Have been torn to shreds ♪ 211 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:42,994 ♪ By the people in my head ♪ 212 00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:48,278 ♪ I ♪ 213 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:52,313 ♪ I let one tear fall ♪ 214 00:21:52,360 --> 00:21:56,592 ♪ And I crumble like The Berlin Wall ♪ 215 00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:59,552 At the advice of a producer, Celeste would change the lyric 216 00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:02,592 from "I" to "we," and shortly thereafter, 217 00:22:02,640 --> 00:22:05,837 the entire country fell in step with her sentiment. 218 00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:08,713 It was not her grief; it was theirs. 219 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:10,751 No longer merely her experience, 220 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:13,553 they reclaimed it as their own. 221 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,670 Over the course of the following year, 222 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:19,599 The song would become an anthem for the nation. 223 00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:23,110 Simply put, it was a hit. 224 00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:32,717 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 225 00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:36,149 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 226 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,280 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 227 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:44,148 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 228 00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:48,557 ♪ Devil may try To kill your game ♪ 229 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:52,434 ♪ So let him try ♪ 230 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:56,519 ♪ I missed my train Got stuck outside in the rain ♪ 231 00:23:56,560 --> 00:24:00,348 ♪ Let it go tonight ♪ 232 00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:04,473 ♪ And I don't got nothing In my band, but ♪ 233 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:08,354 ♪ Hell, that's all right ♪ 234 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,473 ♪ I was used to loving Never not in pain ♪ 235 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,432 ♪ That's my sweet life ♪ 236 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:19,712 ♪ I, I, I Want to touch your sky ♪ 237 00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:28,479 Sorry. I'm getting thrown off from hearing my own voice. 238 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:30,750 You want me to pull that out? 239 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:32,518 If you can do that, thanks. 240 00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:35,518 - No problem. - Do you like it when I go 241 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,916 - to the C before the refrain? - No, not... 242 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,350 - I thought that was D, sorry. - That is a D right over there. 243 00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:44,470 Oh. 244 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,556 Celeste, let's take five. 245 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,830 Meet me in the hall. 246 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,030 You okay in there, or are you in over your head? 247 00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,753 - No, I'm good. - You trust me? 248 00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:01,758 Do you trust me? 249 00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:03,153 Yeah. 250 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:06,595 - Yeah? - Yeah. 251 00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:08,720 That's good, 'cause I've been doing this a long time, 252 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:10,680 and I can understand if it's little overwhelming, 253 00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:13,109 but you have to trust the process. 254 00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:15,913 The process works. That's why you and your parents chose me 255 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:18,030 to guide you through this... 256 00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,719 strange and unpredictable new process. 257 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:24,230 So I want you to remember what I told you at your parents' place 258 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,919 the first time we met. 259 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:30,396 You got to shut your eyes and pretend like you're in your bedroom. 260 00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:32,896 You're just dancing in your bedroom, and no one's looking at you, 261 00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:36,435 and you ain't got a care in the world, okay? 262 00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,277 Okay. 263 00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,993 You got to tell me if I'm not making any sense, 264 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:44,256 'cause you got your head screwed on so straight half the time I forget you're a kid. 265 00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:47,016 Don't worry yourself too much about the technical stuff, 'cause I'm telling you, 266 00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:50,157 these people are not here to listen to that fuckin' bass player 267 00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,397 riff like he's Jaco Pastorius, hmm? 268 00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,670 - Okay. - This is your show, okay? 269 00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,075 Remember that. Run it. Okay? 270 00:25:58,120 --> 00:25:59,951 - You ready to get back into it? - Yeah. 271 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,275 - Good. - But can you do me a favor? 272 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,118 - Yeah. - Can you watch your language around Ellie? 273 00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,515 It really bothers her when people swear. 274 00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,590 Yeah, so I'm sorry. 275 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,029 I-I, uh... 276 00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:17,197 I-I didn't realize I was swearing at you. 277 00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:20,073 I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry. Okay. 278 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,176 So I just quickly cut something together 279 00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,077 for the first and the last verse, 280 00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,696 and it actually seems like it's working really well. 281 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,029 We might be over-thinking it. 282 00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:33,470 In the first verse, though, there's a little crack or a hiccup or something 283 00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,159 in your delivery of "'Cause I missed the train." 284 00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:38,668 So maybe we should just take it from there? 285 00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:40,676 Great. I'll nail that. 286 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:42,915 Then we can get started on "Body Talk." 287 00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:45,155 I'm sorry, what section is that? 288 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:47,839 It's the next track. 289 00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:50,238 Okay. Yeah. 290 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,475 Let's get a head start on tomorrow. 291 00:26:58,120 --> 00:27:00,429 Okay, here we go. 292 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,675 I'm sorry I'm late. 293 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,836 Thank you for waiting. 294 00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:15,758 Have you girls been enjoying your stay? 295 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,633 Yeah. The hotel's very nice. 296 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,591 Yeah. It's great. 297 00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:23,673 So, what's next? 298 00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:25,995 She beat me to the punch. 299 00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:29,315 Well, a few things. 300 00:27:29,360 --> 00:27:32,033 First, I've been meaning to ask you if you, uh, 301 00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,355 have any background in dance, 302 00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:36,231 or if your injury 303 00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:39,078 - prevents you from... - I used to take ballet. 304 00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:40,314 And no. 305 00:27:40,360 --> 00:27:42,396 I just have to be careful. 306 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:44,271 That's great. 307 00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,834 Internally we've been discussing a few upcoming events, 308 00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:49,553 performances we'd like to pitch you for, 309 00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:52,114 and we'd love to set you up with a choreographer. 310 00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:54,799 What kind of appearances? 311 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,035 In-store performances, things like that. 312 00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:58,957 It's a great way to introduce 313 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,150 your live experience to the public 314 00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,677 and a great way for you to get your feet wet in turn. 315 00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,280 Uh, Celeste, 316 00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,949 we really love what you do here, 317 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,673 but after everything you've been through, 318 00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:18,076 I just think it's necessary to be really straight with you 319 00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:20,554 and let you know that there is 320 00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,556 no guarantee that these new tracks will work. 321 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,433 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. She's 14 years old. 322 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:29,314 You don't need to talk that way to her. Talk to me that way, not her. 323 00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:31,954 Let me finish, please. 324 00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:37,912 it would be unconscionable for me to 325 00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:40,190 not make a young person like yourself fully cognizant 326 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,238 of the reality of the situation. 327 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:45,475 You've given us a great demo, 328 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,159 and we are going to pitch it hard, 329 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,397 but... the rest is out of our hands. 330 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,237 It's fine. 331 00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:55,191 If it works, great. 332 00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:58,198 If not, that's okay too. 333 00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:00,037 Well, that's great. 334 00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,514 On to the fun stuff then. 335 00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:06,189 This is what we had in mind in terms of artwork 336 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:10,756 for the EP that we'll be sending to the stations. 337 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,155 - What do you think? - I like it. 338 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,108 It's peach. 339 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:18,151 We can change the color. 340 00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:20,031 Just for now, 341 00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,753 try and focus more on the feeling of the layout. 342 00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:26,396 - I like it. - I like it too. 343 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,679 Great. They know what they like. 344 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:31,756 That's great. We love it. 345 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:35,554 The lyric inside of the font gives it precedence, 346 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:39,115 the advent of a new voice being announced. 347 00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:43,438 But the most important thing to us is that you feel well-represented. 348 00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:47,190 I feel well-represented. 349 00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:50,357 As your representative, I'd like to express how highly unusual 350 00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:53,073 and inappropriate that woman's conduct was. 351 00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:55,475 I had no idea she was gonna sit down 352 00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:58,432 and give you a list of reasons that she's not to be held accountable 353 00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,550 if she fails at her job. 354 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,319 These salespeople are mostly the same. Five minutes into a meeting 355 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:05,999 you know they couldn't sell a lifejacket to Natalie Wood. 356 00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:08,998 She was just telling me not to get my hopes up. 357 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:12,112 Of course you should get your hopes up. 358 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,628 Come on. 359 00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,353 So, from here, pulling through five, 360 00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:19,436 walking six, seven, 361 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,119 and down eight. 362 00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,913 Uh-huh, good. So to do that slide, 363 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:28,800 and you want to think of actually lifting up 364 00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,717 as you're going down, okay? 365 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,196 You'll get more length on the slide. Let me see it. 366 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,552 - Good. You okay? - Yeah, I'm good. 367 00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,477 - You sure? - I'm fine. 368 00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:42,670 - We can take a break if you need. - No, no, I'm okay. 369 00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,632 Okay. I'm gonna put the disc on, and let's go from the top. 370 00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,112 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 371 00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,233 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 372 00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:07,829 - Finding the beat. - ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 373 00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,158 Ready? 374 00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,953 Step right, left. 375 00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,719 Good. 376 00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:22,318 Grapevine. 377 00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:32,831 Going forward. 378 00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:45,638 And going down. Good, okay. 379 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:47,557 When the chorus comes in, 380 00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:49,352 try to sing along with the track, 381 00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:51,231 to see how that feels, okay? 382 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,271 And just focus on breathing, 383 00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,376 because you want to have enough air to get through the track. 384 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,277 Okay? Ready? 385 00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,471 Five, six, seven, eight. 386 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,313 Keep going. 387 00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,269 Good. Step. 388 00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:27,593 Low. 389 00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,471 And hit. 390 00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,518 Good. 391 00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:42,070 And right. Left. 392 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:43,473 Walk. 393 00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:46,158 Up. 394 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,833 Good. That feel okay? 395 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:53,110 - Yeah. - Good, good. 396 00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,308 Is this what you wanted to see? Huh? 397 00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,396 Is this what you wanted to see? 398 00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,510 They came into our house... 399 00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:45,070 The government called it Operation Reunion, 400 00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,236 a delicate mission carried out 401 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,998 with military precision. 402 00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:50,758 No one was seriously injured. 403 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,230 What if you get really big? 404 00:33:57,680 --> 00:33:59,272 First of all, 405 00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,436 I don't think that's even happening. 406 00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:04,313 And second, even if it did, 407 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,828 it's not like I wouldn't come home all the time. 408 00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,310 Really think I'm gonna be able to get in anywhere? 409 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,588 Totally. 410 00:34:18,640 --> 00:34:21,598 You look like you're 22. 411 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,596 No way. 412 00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,471 You do. 413 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,991 "Excuse me, sir. 414 00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:31,679 Have you met my baby sister? 415 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,995 She's so sexy, isn't she?" 416 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:35,439 Shut up. 417 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,233 It's true. 418 00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:40,555 You're the pretty one, 419 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:42,995 and you sing better than me. 420 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:46,510 I know. And I'm bigger than you too. 421 00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:50,120 Stop! Stop! 422 00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:51,878 Sorry. 423 00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,229 Hurts my back. 424 00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:00,275 - I'm not dressed. - Okay. 425 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:10,352 Got a call from the label, from that P.R... bitch. 426 00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,914 - You want to hear about it? - Is it bad? 427 00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:15,633 - You gonna let me in? - Ellie's getting dressed. 428 00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:17,910 - They shopped it around to radio. - And what? 429 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,033 And you did it. She says "Alive" and "Hologram" tested in the mid-90s. 430 00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,991 What about the other ones? 431 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,016 They did fine, I think, but you got two, for Christ sake. 432 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,429 You needed exactly one to work. 433 00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:30,476 You don't seem excited. 434 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:32,636 Well, you don't seem very excited either. 435 00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,069 I'm thrilled. Just didn't come as much of a surprise. 436 00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:36,997 A & R is sending through a list of their acts 437 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,395 they think you can open for in the spring. 438 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,456 - I can't believe it. - Listen, I'm sending you home for a week or two. 439 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,056 I want you to rest up, 'cause guess what? 440 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:44,877 I'm taking you to Stockholm after the break. 441 00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,478 - Really? - It's in Europe. 442 00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:48,590 - I know. - They want enough tracks for an album. 443 00:35:48,640 --> 00:35:51,074 I want you working with this guy. The best. 444 00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:52,917 You'll know his stuff when you hear it. 445 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,520 He's written everything. Hits. 446 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,040 I told him, make space for you. He said okay if we come to him. 447 00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:00,913 - Oh. - So whatever you got... half-written, 448 00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:03,599 ideas, whatever you got... let's go lay it down. 449 00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,638 You hear that, Ellie? 450 00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:09,831 See? I told you you'd get really big. 451 00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,216 Following a short visit home with their parents, 452 00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:17,073 Celeste's manager had the girls' passports expedited, 453 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,634 and the three of them set flight for an unfamiliar 454 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:22,513 if not particularly exotic foreign city, 455 00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:26,473 where they would go on to have many uniquely first experiences. 456 00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,999 Stockholm was home to what business scholars 457 00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:34,032 and economic geographers call an industry cluster, 458 00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:37,117 an agglomeration of talent, business infrastructure, 459 00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:39,230 and competing firms all swirling around 460 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,475 one industry in one place. 461 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,956 In the 1940s, church leaders and cultural conservatives 462 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,673 rallied together around a solemn mission: 463 00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:51,076 to safeguard the country's youth against the degenerate music 464 00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:53,634 that was being piped in from America. 465 00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:58,071 To combat this threat, municipal schools of music spread across the country, 466 00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:01,556 offering morally uplifting instruction in classical music. 467 00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,115 One thing would eventually to another. 468 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,192 Born at the height of this morally uplifting boom 469 00:37:08,240 --> 00:37:10,310 at the close of the second war, 470 00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:13,989 Swedish producer Tor Erik Romstad was initially skeptical 471 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:17,589 but grew increasingly fond of the inseparable sisters. 472 00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,279 And though he considered himself a beat-up old atheist 473 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:24,029 that had been phoning it in for some time in the pop music game, 474 00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:27,311 he found the girls' kind-hearted devotion to God, 475 00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:30,158 music, and most importantly, one another, 476 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,760 to be altogether inspiring. 477 00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,234 Over the course of five weeks, he would turn out 478 00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:39,637 some of his career's most addictive hooks and melodies. 479 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,036 So far oblivious to the impending deluge of notoriety 480 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:45,389 these tracks would soon afford her, 481 00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:46,919 Celeste primarily enjoyed getting 482 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,599 all this one-on-one time with Eleanor. 483 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,915 They never could've dreamed they would one day 484 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,791 casually travel to Europe together, 485 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:57,150 unsupervised and unattended. 486 00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,555 On weekends, Eleanor enjoyed 487 00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:02,512 playing the role of the big sister by taking Celeste around 488 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:05,757 to the nearby bars and local dance clubs. 489 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,439 Before the massacre at New Brighton, 490 00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:11,916 Eleanor might never have dared to share these more disgraceful aspects 491 00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:15,316 of her recreational appetites with her young sibling. 492 00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:19,148 But considering all the suffering Celeste had endured, 493 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,839 she was surely old enough now to engage 494 00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:24,952 in the more pleasurable parts of adulthood also. 495 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:29,437 Celeste felt alive, creative, and autonomous, 496 00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,631 in command of her own destiny. 497 00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:44,789 Baby, he's calling again. 498 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,876 We're gonna miss our flight. 499 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,478 It's so early. 500 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,478 Tell him I don't think I can get on a plane. 501 00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:03,280 I don't believe this shit. 502 00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,669 I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. 503 00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:08,240 - No, I'm sorry. - No, don't say you're sorry. 504 00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:11,431 Just don't do it. 505 00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,836 It's the same old shit with all you kids over and over. 506 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,714 Your parents trusted me. I take that seriously. 507 00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:20,273 Are you smiling? 508 00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:22,754 Are you smiling? Don't smile at me. 509 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,633 It's just that you're funny. Don't yell at me. 510 00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:27,352 I'll stop yelling when you wipe 511 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,153 that condescending beam off your face. 512 00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,555 Guess what? Since you two both 513 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,473 decided to completely fuck off and do whatever you please, 514 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,115 with zero consideration for what a terrible position you put me in... 515 00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:42,072 morally, ethically, legally... 516 00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:44,918 from now on, I veto your request, 517 00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:48,714 and will swear and fuckin' curse as much as I please. 518 00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,637 'Cause guess what? I'm not buying 519 00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,672 this innocent little girl shit you two are selling. 520 00:39:53,720 --> 00:39:55,870 Fine. It's a deal. 521 00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,592 Just stop yelling. 522 00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:00,871 I'm obviously not yelling. 523 00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,953 You have 12 hours to lie knocked out on a plane and get your act together. 524 00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,468 And what? Think about what I've done? 525 00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,114 I called your room 10 times. 526 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,556 What happens in 12 hours? 527 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:20,032 - Going to L.A. to make a video. - What? 528 00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:42,668 Did you enjoy the show? 529 00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:45,712 - What? - Did you like the show? 530 00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:48,194 Oh, sorry. I actually just got here. 531 00:42:48,240 --> 00:42:50,196 He's your manager? 532 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,113 How did you guys connect? 533 00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:56,310 He saw me sing on TV. 534 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:57,998 Oh, I'm Celeste. 535 00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:00,315 Can I get you a drink, Celeste? 536 00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,590 No, I'm good, thanks. 537 00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:05,438 I have to work early tomorrow. 538 00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:07,710 I'm making a video. 539 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,830 Are you in it? 540 00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,836 Well, I hope so. 541 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:14,030 It's a video for a song I made. 542 00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,196 Well, what kind of music do you make? 543 00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,078 - I'm embarrassed to say. - Why? 544 00:43:19,120 --> 00:43:21,156 I don't want you to make fun of me. 545 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,395 I'm not gonna make fun of you. 546 00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,793 Pop music. 547 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,831 Ah, I love pop music. 548 00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,633 - No you don't. - Of course I do. Who doesn't love pop music? 549 00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,877 What are you doing? Let's go back. I want you to meet somebody. 550 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,514 - I know your brother. - Yeah, we've met around. 551 00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:36,959 Yeah. Celeste. 552 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:40,558 Are you all right? 553 00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:42,636 I've taken a load of pills before the set 554 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,989 'cause I was nervous, 555 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:46,871 and I think I need some new stuff 556 00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,275 to counteract the old stuff. 557 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,197 Do you have any drugs in the room? 558 00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,390 Only painkillers. 559 00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:55,874 Oh. Okay. 560 00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,878 I have to go back downstairs and get a new key. 561 00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,831 I think I grabbed my sister's. 562 00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,875 That is nice. 563 00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,230 I love this shit. 564 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:25,952 Yeah. 565 00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,195 This is brilliant. This is, like, the best song I've ever heard. 566 00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,151 Shut up. 567 00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,953 You left out a drop and crawl. 568 00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,560 I'm not doing that. 569 00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:51,874 You do it. 570 00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:55,629 Fine. I will. 571 00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,035 Get off my stage. 572 00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,870 Stop. Oh, God. 573 00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:08,832 Stop! Stop! 574 00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,712 You make the same sort of music 575 00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,513 the boy who attacked me used to listen to. 576 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:20,189 Does that remind you of him? 577 00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,989 It did, just this moment. 578 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,318 I hope that doesn't upset you too much. 579 00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:32,833 It doesn't. 580 00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:39,279 I think when you meet someone who's going to become an important figure in your life, 581 00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:43,836 that... it forces us to look back at the past 582 00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:47,395 so we can get on with the future, is all. 583 00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:54,029 In my defense, 584 00:45:54,080 --> 00:45:57,914 maybe it was the thing that pushed that kid over the edge, 585 00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:01,077 or... maybe it was the only thing 586 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:04,510 that could've saved him and all those other poor kids. 587 00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:09,915 Anyhow, I'm glad I'm already important to you. 588 00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:15,398 I don't like to think about it 589 00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:18,000 or talk about it. 590 00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:20,429 Why would you? I mean, 591 00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:22,675 what is there to talk about? 592 00:46:26,240 --> 00:46:29,915 That's what I love about pop music. 593 00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:33,714 I don't want people to have to think too hard. 594 00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:36,354 I just want them to feel good. 595 00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:44,352 Ever since it happened, 596 00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:46,914 I have the same dream every night. 597 00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:50,392 Tell me. 598 00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,676 In my dream, I'm speeding through a tunnel 599 00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:58,837 that doesn't seem to end. 600 00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:02,634 I'm late to meet someone at the other side. 601 00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:06,676 And every time I turn 602 00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:09,718 these wide bends in the road, 603 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,479 I drive past a body, 604 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,795 but I don't stop for it. 605 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:17,992 Dead body? 606 00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:21,797 Not exactly, 607 00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:24,599 but... 608 00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,671 lifeless. 609 00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:34,553 After a while, 610 00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:38,991 I realize that they're these doubles of me, 611 00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:41,270 like clones, 612 00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:44,835 that I've tried to send down the tunnel in my place. 613 00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:49,192 But they never made it to the other side. 614 00:47:49,240 --> 00:47:51,435 They're never the same age. 615 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,756 They're always laid out in different configurations. 616 00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,238 Makes sense. 617 00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:02,911 Does it? 618 00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:06,476 Sure. 619 00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:10,035 I mean, you almost died. 620 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:12,036 So... 621 00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:15,629 now it's easy to imagine yourself dead at any age. 622 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:21,591 I don't think that's what it's about, because... 623 00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:24,200 in my dream, I know that I will never die. 624 00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:31,480 What's at the end of the tunnel? 625 00:48:34,720 --> 00:48:37,518 I always wake up before I get there. 626 00:48:39,720 --> 00:48:42,154 But I'm so frightened, because... 627 00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:45,078 I'm going somewhere where no one can find me 628 00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,236 and no one knows my name. 629 00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,156 Wake up! 630 00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:28,111 What are you doing in here? 631 00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:32,551 You got to wake up. We have to call Mom and Dad. 632 00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:34,989 Where's the remote? 633 00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:38,032 A plane crashed into a building in New York. 634 00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:39,792 And playback. 635 00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:47,757 ♪ Oh ♪ 636 00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:54,908 ♪ Oh, pretend and lie ♪ 637 00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:57,428 ♪ There is Smoke and fire ♪ 638 00:49:57,480 --> 00:49:59,869 ♪ You are the great desire ♪ 639 00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:04,152 ♪ I wish you'd disappear Now I've seen enough ♪ 640 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:09,957 ♪ Of your dirty Lo-o-o-o-ove ♪ 641 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:11,558 ♪ Yes, I have seen ♪ 642 00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:17,357 ♪ Enou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ough ♪ 643 00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:20,517 ♪ Of your dirty love Now I get you up ♪ 644 00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:23,632 ♪ I just want you gone ♪ 645 00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:27,309 ♪ I need to be alone You're dirty magic ♪ 646 00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:30,477 ♪ You've broken my heart ♪ 647 00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:32,112 ♪ With your black art ♪ 648 00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:40,274 - Cue the set? - Set. 649 00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,629 And playback. 650 00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:57,477 Haunted by the ephemeral image 651 00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:00,478 of her sister and manager's nocturnal encounter, 652 00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:04,115 wrestling feelings of betrayal and exclusion, 653 00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:05,912 Celeste's loss of innocence 654 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,599 curiously mirrored that of the nation. 655 00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:13,080 From that day forth, the girls' paths diverged, 656 00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,395 and the two sisters were forcefully pushed towards 657 00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:18,750 opposing severities of their characters. 658 00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,075 One for the money, two for the show, 659 00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:24,157 three to get ready, and four we go. 660 00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:29,393 Cut. Good. 661 00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:44,993 In the year 2017, 662 00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:47,429 Celeste would be 31 years old, 663 00:52:47,480 --> 00:52:49,994 prisoner of a gaudy and unlivable present, 664 00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:52,952 which had reached an extreme of its cycle, 665 00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:55,468 and there was no imagining what new forms 666 00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:58,398 it, or she, may assume. 667 00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:11,039 Where are you going? 668 00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:12,638 For a smoke. She's with makeup. 669 00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,910 - Is she dressed? - Hair wanted her. 670 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:16,951 Round tables start at 1:00. 671 00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,560 That's not on me. 40 minutes late. 672 00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:23,600 Hey, how's she look? 673 00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,312 Tired. 674 00:53:28,240 --> 00:53:30,913 You look beautiful. 675 00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,111 I think it's enough of a statement with the brows. 676 00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,594 I think we should stop fussing with them now. 677 00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:41,837 How we doing in here? 678 00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:43,757 20 minutes. 679 00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,552 Good. Celeste, 680 00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,795 I need to speak with you before we start today. 681 00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:50,559 - What is it? - It's better in private. 682 00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:55,116 Toni doesn't care. What is it? 683 00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,276 There's, uh... 684 00:54:01,560 --> 00:54:03,357 There's been a shooting... 685 00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,914 they think it's terrorism... in a beach town 686 00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:07,598 called Brac in Croatia. 687 00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:09,536 - Do we know someone who got hurt? - No, no, no. 688 00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:12,199 Of course not. No, no, no. Don't worry. 689 00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,471 We don't have much information, but 14 people are dead, 690 00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:18,557 - and, uh, more are injured... - Hey. 691 00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:21,776 No one is gonna think we are insensitive for playing a gig halfway around the world. 692 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:23,074 It's not that. 693 00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:24,838 Okay, well, who did it? 694 00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:26,996 Far as I know, nobody's claimed responsibility. 695 00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:28,234 - Uh... - Let me finish. 696 00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:30,919 - Okay. - The shooters 697 00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:34,839 were all wearing masks from our "Hologram" video. 698 00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,757 - What? - They came out in masks 699 00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:38,711 and started shooting people at a beach resort. 700 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:40,910 We don't know if it was organized 701 00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:44,111 or just a one-off thing. 702 00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:46,839 How similar? 703 00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:50,475 That's as much as I know. 704 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:53,990 You're gonna get a lot of questions about it today. I want you to be prepared. 705 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:57,555 - Can we call off the press? - Probably not without calling off tonight too. 706 00:54:57,600 --> 00:55:00,797 Josie says it'd be bad to avoid it anyway. 707 00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:02,478 Okay. 708 00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:06,910 People are going to be on your side. 709 00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:09,918 We just got to face it head-on and, you know, 710 00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:13,032 be astute in our response. 711 00:55:13,120 --> 00:55:15,881 I'm making arrangements to hold a press conference downstairs at 4:00. 712 00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,558 - A press conference? - Yeah. 713 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,456 - Are you kidding me? - It'll take five minutes. 714 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,789 I called Josie, I told her I want her here with us 715 00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:24,678 to prepare a statement now. 716 00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:27,314 Has anyone heard from Albertine? My phone's dead. 717 00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:29,237 Albertine is in the restaurant having lunch. 718 00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:30,918 I'm taking you to see them right now. 719 00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:32,518 Is she mad at me? 720 00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:34,869 Why would she be mad at you? She's excited to be here. 721 00:55:34,920 --> 00:55:37,593 I pushed roundtables until after press assembly. 722 00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:40,871 That allows us time for a few more details to pour in. 723 00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:44,629 But the gist I have so far is, it might all be a coincidence. 724 00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:48,275 - What do you mean, a coincidence? - I don't know. 725 00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:51,392 They stopped at a costume store and picked up the first disguise 726 00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:53,590 or whatever you want to call it that they saw. 727 00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:56,916 But the article SRK sent over purports that the gunmen 728 00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:59,428 were exploiting your image and body of work as a symbol 729 00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:02,517 of moral corruption in the West or something lunatic. 730 00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:04,949 - Ah, great. - Given your history, 731 00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:07,719 I think we should try and view this as an opportunity to speak 732 00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:11,429 to some of your most important beliefs and positions. 733 00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:14,040 I don't know about that. In all likelihood, 734 00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:17,436 her history is the reason they decided to target her. 735 00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,392 Now, from the outset, you have to make it clear 736 00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,439 that the reason that you are not canceling tonight or any upcoming dates 737 00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:27,313 is because there isn't enough information yet to justify canceling. 738 00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:29,351 - Right. - Keep it focused 739 00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:32,233 on your outpour of love and mourning for the victims 740 00:56:32,280 --> 00:56:34,794 and victims of violence all over the world. 741 00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:39,955 Nobody would blame you, but don't say anything rash. 742 00:56:40,040 --> 00:56:43,350 I don't want anyone to misconstrue what you're really trying to say. 743 00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,278 - Everyone out there will feel for you. - Yeah. 744 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,550 Just speak from the heart. 745 00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:50,397 I feel like I'm gonna throw up. 746 00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:55,875 No, it's just my meds. My spine feels like daggers. 747 00:56:55,920 --> 00:57:00,277 I'll get the masseuse to swing by straight after the show. 748 00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,550 - Hello. - I'm gonna greet everyone 749 00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:04,736 and get us set up and meet you back down here in an hour. 750 00:57:04,760 --> 00:57:07,797 - Are they in the restaurant? - Yeah, I'll call... There they are. 751 00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:11,150 Ah. There you are! 752 00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:14,112 Why didn't you guys come up to the green room? 753 00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,519 Hey, Mom. 754 00:57:15,560 --> 00:57:17,994 Hi, baby. 755 00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:19,632 Hey, Ellie. 756 00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,477 Oh, you look tired. 757 00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:23,351 Want to come up to my room and take a nap? 758 00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,356 - No, I'm really hungry. - Okay. 759 00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:27,755 She wouldn't eat anything I ordered for her down here. 760 00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:29,358 I don't blame you. 761 00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,311 I had room service for breakfast. It's awful. 762 00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:33,794 - No, it's not that. I get carsick. - She gets carsick. 763 00:57:33,840 --> 00:57:36,400 Ah. Okay. Well, did you have any fun at all? 764 00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:40,274 - I showed her around our hometown. - Hey. How are you? 765 00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:43,153 - Things are the same in our world. - It's good to see you, kiddo. 766 00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:44,872 How's Grandma and Grandpa? 767 00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:47,150 Grandma wants to change their tickets to tomorrow. 768 00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,476 Why? I mean, it's practically across the street from them. 769 00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:56,312 Okay, I'll call her. 770 00:57:56,360 --> 00:57:58,316 - How'd it go? - What? 771 00:57:58,360 --> 00:57:59,998 - The conference. - Oh. 772 00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:05,956 I know. Let's not talk about it now. 773 00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:07,797 What's wrong? 774 00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,308 None of your business. Grownup problems. Don't worry about it. 775 00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,430 Hey, baby, you want to get some lunch with me? 776 00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:16,393 Can I take Alby for a quick solo girls' lunch? 777 00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:18,635 Of course, but I need you back by 4:00 778 00:58:18,680 --> 00:58:20,193 so we can get ready for the show. 779 00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,038 - All right. - She has to be back by 3:30. 780 00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:25,071 Thank you, Ellie. 781 00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:27,496 Can you stick around the hotel, please? I got to go upstairs... 782 00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:31,069 - I got to get out of here... - Fine! Take security. 783 00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:34,157 I don't need a babysitter. I'm gonna walk Alby down the street. 784 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:37,237 Yeah, down the street. Please be back by 3:30. 785 00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:41,239 All right. You take a nap. I'll bring her back after lunch. 786 00:58:41,280 --> 00:58:44,238 - What do you want to eat? - Mm, I don't know. 787 00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:47,078 What do you mean, you don't know? Of course you know. 788 00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:49,839 I hate talking to kids these days. 789 00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:53,151 They always say they "don't know" about everything. Are you depressed or what? 790 00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,555 No. 791 00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:58,256 Listen, I'm just teasing. I'm just trying to get you to relax around me. 792 00:58:58,280 --> 00:59:00,191 I am relaxed. I'm just uncomfortable 793 00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:03,232 because there are so many people looking at us. 794 00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:09,510 Listen, there's gonna be paparazzis outside 'cause everyone knows we're here. 795 00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:11,630 - You want to go out the back? - No. 796 00:59:11,680 --> 00:59:13,671 I'll just walk ahead of you. 797 00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:24,790 Celeste? Celeste! 798 00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:27,195 Hey, man, please don't follow me. 799 00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,117 What are your feelings on today's attack? 800 00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:31,355 Listen, I'm going to lunch. I'll be back in 45 minutes. 801 00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:34,039 You can take as many pictures of me as you want then, okay? 802 00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:35,638 Thank you. Jeez! 803 00:59:35,680 --> 00:59:39,150 - Hey, slow down. - I hate those people. 804 00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:42,351 Everybody hates those people. Don't even worry about it. 805 00:59:42,400 --> 00:59:44,356 You should've let them take a picture of you. 806 00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:47,756 - You look so beautiful today. - No, I don't. 807 00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:50,360 I haven't washed my hair, and I barely have any makeup on. 808 00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:52,158 You want me to give you some of mine? 809 00:59:52,200 --> 00:59:54,589 I woke up looking like a pterodactyl today. 810 00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:57,279 That's the thanks you get for giving the gift of life. 811 00:59:57,320 --> 00:59:59,515 No good deed goes unpunished. 812 00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:02,870 You know, the little babies, they just suck the lifeblood right out of you. 813 01:00:02,920 --> 01:00:04,956 Shut up. You look great, Mom. 814 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:06,752 Thank Christ for that. 815 01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,268 Better off than some of these other girls I meet. 816 01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:11,629 - Like who? - Not telling. 817 01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:14,513 - Why? What's wrong with them? - Nothing, really. It's just, you know, 818 01:00:14,560 --> 01:00:17,154 when I flip through these magazines, I see these girls I know, 819 01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:20,397 and half the time, I've seen them naked in a dressing room or whatever, 820 01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:24,115 so I know where they have an ugly birthmark or where they got their tail cut off. 821 01:00:24,160 --> 01:00:28,199 - Who has a tail? - Don't look so excited. I'm not telling you. 822 01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,896 I mean, I wouldn't want someone to spread that kind of personal stuff 823 01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:34,037 around about me, you know? 824 01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:36,071 This place isn't bad. 825 01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,870 Well, it's nice to sit with somebody 826 01:00:45,920 --> 01:00:47,720 who doesn't have their face buried in a phone. 827 01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:50,797 Me and Ellie don't do phones at the table. 828 01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:54,037 That's cool. You should listen to her. 829 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:56,594 I do listen to her. 830 01:00:56,640 --> 01:00:58,896 But if she's so cool, then why do you hate having her around? 831 01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:02,390 I don't hate having her around. I just wanted some alone time with you. 832 01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:05,752 You act like you hate her. 833 01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:08,234 That's an ugly thing to say. Don't say that. 834 01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:11,909 Not saying you actually hate her. Just saying you act like it. 835 01:01:13,280 --> 01:01:16,477 Look, sometimes I got a short fuse 836 01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:18,636 because I don't get a lot of sleep 837 01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:20,989 and I've got a lot of stuff on my plate. 838 01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:23,235 There's no money in music anymore. 839 01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:26,716 It's all branded content or virtual reality, reality TV. 840 01:01:26,760 --> 01:01:30,355 I mean, I do a voice for a video game character, for Christ sakes, 841 01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:34,359 and I make more money in an afternoon than I do all year on tour. 842 01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:37,119 Then why do you leave us and go on tour for so long? 843 01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,958 I got a lot of people to pay... more people than you can imagine. 844 01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:42,833 It's a full-time job. It's like I'm connected 845 01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:46,555 to the whole world all the time, and I can hear everyone in my head. 846 01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:49,068 I thought we were talking about Aunt Ellie. 847 01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:51,873 What do you want to talk about? 848 01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:56,471 - Is she okay? - She's upset you don't ever try and see her. 849 01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:58,909 She told you that? 850 01:01:58,960 --> 01:02:01,241 That really pisses me off that she's bringing our problems 851 01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:03,788 into my relationship with you. 852 01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:07,594 That has nothing to do with you. You got that? Nothing. 853 01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,200 What problems do you have with her? 854 01:02:10,240 --> 01:02:12,595 You have everything she ever wanted. 855 01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:14,551 That's ridiculous! 856 01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:16,352 - I'm serious. - Oh, God. 857 01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:18,709 When we went to visit Grandpa, he even showed us a video 858 01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:22,309 of Aunt Ellie singing and dancing when you guys were little. 859 01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,115 Hey, what can I say, you know? 860 01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:28,355 Your Aunt Ellie has too many scruples, 861 01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:31,710 and sometimes life just isn't that fair. 862 01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,320 Especially not nowadays. 863 01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:37,352 Now people will try and sell you anything... 864 01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:40,910 a TV monitor that plain as day looks like shit, 865 01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:44,953 but they tout it as "ultra mega triple hi-def" whatever. 866 01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,275 Their business model relies on 867 01:02:47,320 --> 01:02:50,039 their customer's unshakable stupidity. 868 01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:52,435 And deep down, we probably sense that... 869 01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:55,074 their intimate knowledge of our commitment 870 01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:57,839 to the lowest common denominator. 871 01:02:57,880 --> 01:03:00,110 It's the official manifestation 872 01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,754 of the increasingly important urge 873 01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:05,991 to break with every living thing that has some connection to the past. 874 01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:08,759 - What? - When we weren't paying attention, 875 01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:11,109 everyone got together and they voted 876 01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:13,515 that traditions of the past are ugly. 877 01:03:13,600 --> 01:03:17,991 The past reeks too much of ugly old people and death. 878 01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:19,951 So Mama's got to stay fresh. 879 01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:22,355 - Okay. - You know, I'm pretty sure 880 01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:25,358 that every year my videos keep getting worse and worse, 881 01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:27,595 but they're doing better and better. 882 01:03:27,640 --> 01:03:30,677 They showed me this perfume thing we shot last year 883 01:03:30,720 --> 01:03:34,508 where I'm unfurling from a digital rose petal like Thumbelina, 884 01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,028 and I thought it would ruin me, 885 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,150 but here I am, opening for 30,000. 886 01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:41,395 Mom, what are you even talking about? 887 01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:45,149 I'm letting you in on a little secret because I love you, that's what. 888 01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:48,078 It doesn't matter anymore if you're Michelangelo 889 01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:50,429 or if you're Mikey and Angelo from New Brighton. 890 01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:56,878 And Aunt Ellie never found her angle. 891 01:03:56,920 --> 01:04:00,799 And then she decided to go get jealous of my good fortune. 892 01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:02,751 She made her own choices. 893 01:04:02,800 --> 01:04:05,234 And let me tell you, she could never do 894 01:04:05,280 --> 01:04:07,714 what I do day in and day out. 895 01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,320 But luckily, she gets to go home to you every night, 896 01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:12,336 and she doesn't have any real-world responsibilities 897 01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:13,793 'cause I finance her entire life. 898 01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:17,116 - Quiet. - Don't tell me to be quiet. 899 01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:19,116 No, I don't mean it like that. 900 01:04:19,160 --> 01:04:22,118 Isn't that your song? 901 01:04:22,160 --> 01:04:25,277 Yeah, I'm sorry. I'll go ask them to turn it off. 902 01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:30,317 Excuse me. Would you mind turning off the music, please? 903 01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,555 I'm about to order lunch, I'm trying to talk to my kid. 904 01:04:32,600 --> 01:04:34,397 I just keep hearing my voice in the head. 905 01:04:34,440 --> 01:04:37,159 Yeah, sorry. My manager told me to put it on. 906 01:04:37,200 --> 01:04:39,316 Okay. 907 01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:42,158 Could you bring me a drink and maybe a soda for her? 908 01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:45,317 - What do you want? - Oh, a glass of white wine. 909 01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:47,550 Whatever you have that isn't gross. 910 01:04:47,600 --> 01:04:50,273 And if you could put it in a plastic cup or something. 911 01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:52,231 - Sure. - Okay. 912 01:04:54,960 --> 01:04:58,236 I'm sorry to rag on Aunt Ellie. 913 01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:00,316 I know she's doing her best. 914 01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:03,272 It's just, I'm having a shit day, and I'm taking it out on her. 915 01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:05,072 Better her than me. 916 01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:07,634 I never take it out on you. 917 01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:08,874 Okay. 918 01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:11,832 I don't, do I? 919 01:05:13,040 --> 01:05:14,598 Ah, God! 920 01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:17,831 Well, if I do, I don't mean to. 921 01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:20,030 I'm sor... 922 01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:24,110 I'm sorry. 923 01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:26,469 You know, sometimes you just... 924 01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,795 you think it can't get any worse, and then you just... 925 01:05:28,840 --> 01:05:33,118 you get diagnosed with fucking cancer. 926 01:05:33,160 --> 01:05:35,071 What? Mom, are you sick? 927 01:05:35,120 --> 01:05:38,032 I don't mean literally. I just... 928 01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:41,237 You know, sometimes you just get kicked while you're down. 929 01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:46,073 - Oh, God, I shouldn't do this in front of you. - It's fine. 930 01:05:46,120 --> 01:05:48,680 No, it's not. I would slap me across the face 931 01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:51,678 if I was sitting across from me right now. 932 01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:55,030 - Really, it's fine. - Dan left me. 933 01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:57,872 Yeah, I know. I read about it. 934 01:05:57,920 --> 01:05:59,797 You know? 935 01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:02,400 Aunt Ellie's not supposed to let you read that gossip shit. 936 01:06:02,440 --> 01:06:04,556 She can't control everything I do like a watchdog. 937 01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:07,194 You know what? I wanted to tell you. I keep feeling like 938 01:06:07,240 --> 01:06:09,993 big moments get stolen away from me. 939 01:06:10,040 --> 01:06:11,951 Mom, it's fine. 940 01:06:12,000 --> 01:06:14,116 I don't care about that guy. 941 01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:17,197 I thought you loved Dan. 942 01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:18,798 Yeah, he was fine. 943 01:06:18,840 --> 01:06:21,638 I was just nice to him because he was nice to you. 944 01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:23,557 Here we are. 945 01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:25,636 Do you guys know what you want to order yet? 946 01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,240 You know, we could use a couple more minutes with the menu. 947 01:06:28,280 --> 01:06:30,077 I'll just have the pasta with marinara. 948 01:06:30,120 --> 01:06:32,793 Do you want me to put that in, or do you want me to wait? 949 01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:34,976 That's okay. You can just bring her. I don't need anything. 950 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:37,230 You just bring her pasta. 951 01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,471 Why did he leave you? 952 01:06:40,520 --> 01:06:42,909 - Who said he left me? - You did. 953 01:06:42,960 --> 01:06:45,758 Well, he didn't. We left each other. 954 01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:49,588 Because when you love something, you give it away. 955 01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:56,674 Is he seeing someone else? 956 01:06:56,720 --> 01:06:58,438 - Is that what you read? - Yeah. 957 01:06:58,480 --> 01:07:01,040 Said he started dating some rich girl. 958 01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:04,317 I don't know. That's not what he told me. 959 01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:06,749 But I bet it's just a fling. 960 01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:11,430 I mean, I've had flings I wouldn't want anyone to judge my character by. 961 01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:14,597 - Drinks okay? - Yeah, thanks. 962 01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:17,234 I'm the manager here, so if you need anything, let me know. 963 01:07:17,280 --> 01:07:19,953 Will do, thanks. 964 01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:22,958 Um, hey, do you mind if I get a quick picture with you? 965 01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:26,231 Now is not the best time. 966 01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:28,316 It's not for public use or anything. 967 01:07:28,360 --> 01:07:30,896 - It'll just take a minute. - Is this what you want a picture with? 968 01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:32,876 I'm trying to talk to my daughter. 969 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,696 I'm sorry, you don't have to use that tone with me. 970 01:07:34,720 --> 01:07:36,676 I think I asked you very nicely. 971 01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,616 You don't have to be so upset. It's just a picture. 972 01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:40,576 - Are you fucking serious, man? - Please don't use that language. 973 01:07:40,600 --> 01:07:42,591 How dare you, motherfucker? 974 01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:44,119 Alison, can you call the police? 975 01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:45,957 Who the fuck do you think you are? 976 01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,678 I could ask you the same question. 977 01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:49,656 I can smell the alcohol on your breath, by the way. 978 01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:51,816 Are you trying to embarrass me in front of my daughter? 979 01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:53,478 I didn't even know you had a daughter. 980 01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:55,696 I just came up to be friendly, and you started yelling at me. 981 01:07:55,720 --> 01:07:57,616 Now I'm asking you to leave the restaurant, or I'm going to call the cops. 982 01:07:57,640 --> 01:07:59,073 Let's just go. 983 01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:01,031 You should be ashamed of yourself, prick. 984 01:08:03,880 --> 01:08:05,950 Oh, Jesus. 985 01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:07,956 You know what? Let's go down this way 986 01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:11,037 so we don't have to deal with all those shitheads out front. 987 01:08:12,960 --> 01:08:15,918 Look, I'm really sorry I lost my cool on that guy. 988 01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:18,428 He was asking for it, but I don't want to talk about it. 989 01:08:18,480 --> 01:08:20,710 Baby, you're all shook up. 990 01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:23,149 Look, that kind of thing doesn't happen all the time, 991 01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:25,839 but sometimes it does, and I got to protect myself. 992 01:08:25,880 --> 01:08:27,632 I said I don't want to talk about it. 993 01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:30,274 But baby, we got to talk about it, 994 01:08:30,320 --> 01:08:34,029 'cause if we don't, it just hangs in the air. 995 01:08:34,080 --> 01:08:36,150 I'm worried about you. 996 01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:38,395 You're worried about me? 997 01:08:38,440 --> 01:08:41,193 You don't need to worry about me. I'm solid. 998 01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,550 I worry about you. Baby, that's my job... to worry about you. 999 01:08:44,640 --> 01:08:47,393 - You're skinnier than I am! - Oh, come on. 1000 01:08:47,440 --> 01:08:49,670 That's 'cause I'm in great shape 'cause I go out 1001 01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:52,280 dancing my ass off every night. 1002 01:08:52,320 --> 01:08:54,231 Come on, baby. 1003 01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:56,874 You're breaking my heart. 1004 01:08:56,920 --> 01:08:58,876 Listen, what that guy said before 1005 01:08:58,920 --> 01:09:00,831 about me having alcohol on my breath, 1006 01:09:00,880 --> 01:09:03,758 that was a terrible thing to imply in front of you. 1007 01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:06,268 And instead of just ignoring the elephant in the room, 1008 01:09:06,320 --> 01:09:08,754 let's talk about it head-on. 1009 01:09:08,800 --> 01:09:11,473 I ordered a glass of wine from them in a plastic cup 1010 01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:14,193 'cause I need to let go of some tension I'm having about tonight, 1011 01:09:14,240 --> 01:09:17,391 and I didn't want you to think there was anything to worry about. 1012 01:09:17,440 --> 01:09:19,351 But I swear on my life 1013 01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:22,631 I had nothing to drink before that today, okay? 1014 01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:24,995 It's nothing to worry about. 1015 01:09:25,040 --> 01:09:28,749 In 2011, Celeste had drunk herself blind... 1016 01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:31,360 or more precisely, blind in one eye. 1017 01:09:31,400 --> 01:09:34,949 She'd waited to tell a physician about the trouble she'd been having, 1018 01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:37,673 too embarrassed to explain that while touring 1019 01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:40,518 the less inhabited, and therefore less inhibited 1020 01:09:40,560 --> 01:09:43,438 parts of the southern United States, 1021 01:09:43,480 --> 01:09:45,994 she had damaged the optic nerve in her left eye 1022 01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:49,476 by ingesting various forms of methanol during a stint 1023 01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:52,193 of binge-drinking household cleaning products 1024 01:09:52,240 --> 01:09:54,435 across three state lines. 1025 01:09:54,480 --> 01:09:57,199 Shortly thereafter, once back at home, 1026 01:09:57,240 --> 01:10:00,277 she found herself at the center of a very public dispute 1027 01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:02,550 as the result of a traffic collision 1028 01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:06,673 and one unlucky pedestrian's crushed left leg and pelvis. 1029 01:10:06,720 --> 01:10:08,631 Adding insult to injury, 1030 01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:10,591 Celeste accosted the pedestrian 1031 01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:13,871 in a string of uncharacteristic racial slurs. 1032 01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,559 The victim of this short-lived episode in her life 1033 01:10:16,600 --> 01:10:18,636 saw an opportunity and seized it. 1034 01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:20,671 That golden ticket came in the form 1035 01:10:20,720 --> 01:10:23,188 of a nearly 13-million-dollar settlement, 1036 01:10:23,280 --> 01:10:25,510 all just another flame in the crowd 1037 01:10:25,560 --> 01:10:29,030 of what Celeste perceived as a decade-long witch hunt. 1038 01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:32,117 What is it, baby? Is something else on your mind? 1039 01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,116 It's nothing. 1040 01:10:34,160 --> 01:10:36,720 Stop it. What is it? 1041 01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,955 Albertine had lost her virginity 1042 01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:42,356 the weekend prior to leaving for this first unveiling 1043 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:45,915 of Celeste's 6th studio recording, Vox Lux, 1044 01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:49,714 and yearned to share the galvanizing details with her mother. 1045 01:10:49,760 --> 01:10:53,230 She had made herself sick with anticipation every day since 1046 01:10:55,440 --> 01:10:58,352 or sense of failure it might inspire in Celeste, 1047 01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:06,071 had always spoken severely of young men, 1048 01:11:06,120 --> 01:11:08,429 even warning of them more than mixing 1049 01:11:08,480 --> 01:11:11,153 uppers with downers, for example. 1050 01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:14,397 If all went according to plan, the news might just 1051 01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:17,358 strike up a long-misplaced maternal instinct, 1052 01:11:17,400 --> 01:11:20,995 and Celeste would be forced to act as her confidant. 1053 01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:51,598 That was fast. Where's Albertine? 1054 01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,757 Oh, she's up in my room taking a pregnancy test, 1055 01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:57,268 'cause apparently you're so fucking incompetent 1056 01:11:57,320 --> 01:12:01,279 you let her get fucked by some hick from town. 1057 01:12:01,320 --> 01:12:04,630 - She's pregnant? - Unless she inherited my bad luck, probably not. 1058 01:12:04,680 --> 01:12:07,592 But I wanted her to feel the unease of waiting for that result, 1059 01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:09,995 because a parent, or a legal guardian, 1060 01:12:10,040 --> 01:12:12,429 disciplines their kid, they don't just hang out. 1061 01:12:12,480 --> 01:12:15,278 I'm sorry. I had no idea. 1062 01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:18,153 You fucked up. Twice. 1063 01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:21,909 - I know you're mad but... - How could I be so stupid? 1064 01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:23,916 You know? 1065 01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:28,033 You did so badly by me, why would I expect you to do right by her? 1066 01:12:28,080 --> 01:12:30,594 I knew she was seeing a guy, but it... 1067 01:12:30,640 --> 01:12:32,949 it didn't seem physical, I swear. 1068 01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,991 You a retard? 1069 01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:37,235 No. 1070 01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:39,271 'Cause sometimes your jaw slacks in a certain way, 1071 01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:41,515 where you look like life's just happening to you. 1072 01:12:42,720 --> 01:12:44,631 You look like a retard. 1073 01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:46,432 Please don't say that about me. 1074 01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:50,359 Only crazy people get aggravated when you call them crazy. 1075 01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:52,994 So you must really be retarded. 1076 01:12:55,760 --> 01:12:59,389 - I don't understand how you can hate me so much. - Oh, I hate you? 1077 01:12:59,440 --> 01:13:01,874 Is that the kind of garbage you've been putting in her head? 1078 01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:06,152 'Cause she told me all the shit you've been putting on her shoulders. 1079 01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:08,714 You ungrateful sow. 1080 01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:11,638 I have a press conference and two hours of roundtables, 1081 01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:14,353 but I swear to God, Ellie, if my daughter 1082 01:13:14,400 --> 01:13:16,231 comes back to me pregnant 1083 01:13:16,280 --> 01:13:19,113 with some cross-eyed Guido's kitten litter 1084 01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:21,754 or Hepatitis Z, I will throw you off that balcony. 1085 01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:24,678 After everything I've done for you both! 1086 01:13:27,480 --> 01:13:30,597 After everything you've done for us? 1087 01:13:32,080 --> 01:13:35,038 Good job. You've done it. 1088 01:13:35,080 --> 01:13:37,071 Done what? 1089 01:13:37,120 --> 01:13:38,997 You've hurt me. 1090 01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,190 Embarrassed me. 1091 01:13:41,240 --> 01:13:44,357 I have dedicated my whole life to "Celeste," 1092 01:13:44,440 --> 01:13:46,192 and I'll continue to do so, 1093 01:13:46,240 --> 01:13:50,074 but if you threaten me ever again, 1094 01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:52,714 I'll remind the world that I raised her child 1095 01:13:52,760 --> 01:13:54,830 and that I write her songs. 1096 01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:59,674 Touché. 1097 01:13:59,720 --> 01:14:03,315 but today, that's a stock I wouldn't buy into. 1098 01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:07,078 You can say whatever you'd want. 1099 01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:10,192 In this day and age, who'd care? 1100 01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:46,677 In this meditation, 1101 01:14:46,720 --> 01:14:49,553 we're going to play with the idea of motivation. 1102 01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:52,194 - Work can sometimes feel a bit flat. - Celeste? 1103 01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:55,835 Hey, Is she awake? 1104 01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:00,832 Celeste? 1105 01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:03,153 Thank you. 1106 01:15:05,600 --> 01:15:08,751 Hey. Hello again. Have a great show. 1107 01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:10,711 Have a great show. 1108 01:15:12,480 --> 01:15:14,516 How are we doing in here? 1109 01:15:18,440 --> 01:15:20,510 How we doing? 1110 01:15:22,680 --> 01:15:24,716 Can you believe it? 1111 01:15:24,760 --> 01:15:26,796 Hmm? What's that? 1112 01:15:26,840 --> 01:15:30,719 Everyone we used to answer to works for us now. 1113 01:15:35,200 --> 01:15:37,589 Josie... 1114 01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:40,359 She cares about you. 1115 01:15:40,400 --> 01:15:42,709 You used to call her a bitch. 1116 01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:49,154 - You look amazing. - What? 1117 01:15:49,200 --> 01:15:51,839 Keep it simple. 1118 01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:53,791 You're gonna do great. 1119 01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,951 Celeste, I just want to quickly introduce you to Yanmei, 1120 01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:01,956 our opener tonight, before she heads out 1121 01:16:02,000 --> 01:16:04,833 - to Staten Island for sound check. - Welcome. 1122 01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:07,519 We are so glad to have you. 1123 01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:14,233 To share a stage with you, to me, 1124 01:16:14,280 --> 01:16:17,955 is an incredible honor and truly a dream come true. 1125 01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:19,956 That's real nice of you to say, 1126 01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:23,356 but, really, the pleasure's mine. 1127 01:16:23,400 --> 01:16:26,790 They showed me your stuff, and I said, "We got to get that girl." 1128 01:16:32,960 --> 01:16:36,350 Then I am even more touched by your invitation. 1129 01:16:36,400 --> 01:16:39,119 We won't keep you. She has a rehearsal at the venue. 1130 01:16:39,160 --> 01:16:41,071 Hope you dig my hometown. 1131 01:16:41,120 --> 01:16:43,714 Excuse me? 1132 01:16:43,760 --> 01:16:45,910 Have fun in Staten Island. 1133 01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:55,149 I have an outpouring of love 1134 01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:59,478 for victims of today's unthinkable event 1135 01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:02,830 and for victims of violence everywhere, 1136 01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:05,758 and I am deeply saddened to be associated 1137 01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:09,588 with such an obscene and unnecessary tragedy. 1138 01:17:11,320 --> 01:17:13,550 It's-It's a weird world we live in, 1139 01:17:13,600 --> 01:17:17,354 and I guess, no matter how much you try 1140 01:17:17,400 --> 01:17:19,595 to ignore all these things 1141 01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:22,950 that are really happening, 1142 01:17:23,000 --> 01:17:25,275 sometimes they just find a way to creep in. 1143 01:17:25,320 --> 01:17:28,915 Jennifer Durst, WYNN New York. 1144 01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,076 Why do you think they chose you? 1145 01:17:31,120 --> 01:17:34,271 Do you assume there's some connection to New Brighton? 1146 01:17:34,320 --> 01:17:37,198 I don't know, I mean, I know about as much as you right now, 1147 01:17:37,240 --> 01:17:39,800 and, um... 1148 01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:41,876 you know, since no one's coming forward 1149 01:17:41,920 --> 01:17:43,558 and saying, "Hey, we did this," 1150 01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:46,034 I'd prefer not to speculate. 1151 01:17:46,080 --> 01:17:50,676 But if they did choose this disguise on purpose, 1152 01:17:50,720 --> 01:17:53,917 I-I guess that it's because they don't like that I'm a woman 1153 01:17:53,960 --> 01:17:56,838 or maybe they don't like that I'm a successful woman. 1154 01:17:56,880 --> 01:17:59,872 Maybe they don't like that I had a kid when I was a kid. 1155 01:17:59,920 --> 01:18:04,471 Maybe they think I'm a floozy. But maybe you guys think that too. 1156 01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:07,034 I mean, the way I've chosen to live my life 1157 01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:09,913 goes against some people's views about things. 1158 01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:12,918 Are there any links between you and Central Europe? 1159 01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:14,757 Not really. Not that I know of. 1160 01:18:14,800 --> 01:18:16,711 I've never played a show there, 1161 01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:18,955 so I don't really know. 1162 01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,639 - Next question. - I just have one more. 1163 01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:24,056 Are you and the band still going forward with the show tonight? 1164 01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:26,719 Well, there's not really enough information yet 1165 01:18:26,760 --> 01:18:28,876 to justify canceling. 1166 01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:32,993 and my dad always says, "Never postpone joy," 1167 01:18:33,040 --> 01:18:35,838 so, yeah, I'll play if they let me. 1168 01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:38,314 Next question. There, at the back. 1169 01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:40,789 Afternoon, Meredith Desh, covering Greater Northeast. 1170 01:18:42,680 --> 01:18:44,989 to the perpetrators of today's attack? 1171 01:18:46,640 --> 01:18:48,870 Yeah. 1172 01:18:48,920 --> 01:18:52,515 I'd like to tell them that when I was a little girl, 1173 01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:55,393 I used to believe in God too. 1174 01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:57,749 And if they ever come to their senses, 1175 01:18:57,800 --> 01:19:00,268 and they want something new to believe in, 1176 01:19:00,320 --> 01:19:02,629 they can believe in me. 1177 01:19:02,680 --> 01:19:06,434 'Cause I'm the new faith, and I'm not afraid of them. 1178 01:19:06,480 --> 01:19:09,233 Hell, I'd even like to extend an invite to my show tonight. 1179 01:19:09,280 --> 01:19:13,034 Josie, can you make sure to put "cowards in masks" on the guest list. 1180 01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:15,640 I'm sorry, but can you explain what you mean exactly? 1181 01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:18,478 Celeste had been led here by example, 1182 01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:21,239 making loose proclamations akin to those 1183 01:19:21,280 --> 01:19:23,635 made en vogue by the government officials 1184 01:19:23,680 --> 01:19:26,911 and public representatives of her era. 1185 01:19:26,960 --> 01:19:30,157 She was frightened and wanted to hide, 1186 01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:33,954 but before leaving the stage, she would tangentially exclaim, 1187 01:19:34,000 --> 01:19:37,390 "I got more number-one hits than an AK-47's 1188 01:19:37,440 --> 01:19:39,590 standard 30-round magazine." 1189 01:19:39,640 --> 01:19:44,156 I don't know. I was just making... a quip. 1190 01:19:44,200 --> 01:19:47,397 Do you actually believe the weird shit you said up there? 1191 01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:49,237 They wanted a show, I gave 'em a show. 1192 01:19:49,280 --> 01:19:51,555 All right, this place is swarming with press. 1193 01:19:51,640 --> 01:19:53,816 Can I kindly ask you both to keep your mouths shut until we're finished? 1194 01:19:53,840 --> 01:19:55,637 - Fine by me. - Let me handle it. 1195 01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:57,910 Go smoke a cigarette or something. 1196 01:20:06,320 --> 01:20:07,958 Hello, everybody. 1197 01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:11,436 - Hello. You have ten minutes. 1198 01:20:11,480 --> 01:20:13,471 As we currently have no new information 1199 01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,954 concerning what's happening across the Atlantic, 1200 01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:18,514 I'd ask you to keep your questions to tonight's performance 1201 01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:20,869 and the new album as much as possible. 1202 01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:23,030 Okay. Thank you. 1203 01:20:23,080 --> 01:20:25,435 Um, well, 1204 01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:28,111 on that note, 1205 01:20:28,160 --> 01:20:31,516 can you tell us what audiences can expect from the new album? 1206 01:20:32,680 --> 01:20:35,069 - Sci-fi anthems. - Hmm. 1207 01:20:35,120 --> 01:20:37,200 The concept with this one was to create an experience 1208 01:20:37,240 --> 01:20:39,595 as relentless and addictive as possible. 1209 01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:42,353 Fantastic. 1210 01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:46,993 Um, so... 1211 01:20:47,040 --> 01:20:50,396 I know we were just asked not talk about today's attack, 1212 01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:52,795 but, um, I can't help but let it 1213 01:20:52,840 --> 01:20:55,673 - contextualize my next question. - Okay. 1214 01:20:55,720 --> 01:20:57,517 Okay. 1215 01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,677 Uh, you know, it just got me thinking, 1216 01:21:00,720 --> 01:21:02,836 do you feel that there has been 1217 01:21:02,880 --> 01:21:05,440 a shift in the culture 1218 01:21:05,480 --> 01:21:09,075 where nihilist radical groups like this are 1219 01:21:09,120 --> 01:21:11,554 increasingly keen on being perceived 1220 01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:14,592 as superstars themselves? 1221 01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:17,114 I mean, who cares? 1222 01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:19,879 I was hesitant to even make a statement today, 1223 01:21:19,920 --> 01:21:22,673 because all these ultra-violent thugs want is to make headlines. 1224 01:21:22,720 --> 01:21:26,508 I mean, if everyone stopped paying attention to them, 1225 01:21:26,560 --> 01:21:28,869 they'd cease to exist. 1226 01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:30,876 So would people like me, I guess, 1227 01:21:30,920 --> 01:21:33,753 But that's the only link I can really think of between me and them. 1228 01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:37,270 I couldn't just ignore the casualties, though. It makes me sick. 1229 01:21:39,320 --> 01:21:40,799 Okay. 1230 01:21:42,760 --> 01:21:45,354 I guess, uh, from the public's perspective, 1231 01:21:45,400 --> 01:21:47,311 this has been a, I guess, 1232 01:21:47,360 --> 01:21:49,430 emotional few years for you, 1233 01:21:49,480 --> 01:21:51,596 bizarre events today very much included. 1234 01:21:51,640 --> 01:21:53,915 Can you shed any light on the significance 1235 01:21:53,960 --> 01:21:58,033 of these upcoming arena performances for you personally? 1236 01:21:58,080 --> 01:22:00,719 You're kicking things off in your hometown. 1237 01:22:00,760 --> 01:22:03,194 This is a culmination of my life's work so far. 1238 01:22:03,240 --> 01:22:06,277 You know, we worked on it for two years before bringing it to the public. 1239 01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:08,709 Why two years? 1240 01:22:08,760 --> 01:22:10,239 Well, the year before that, 1241 01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:13,198 I was under a lot of stress after my accident. 1242 01:22:13,280 --> 01:22:16,716 And it's an expensive show to put on. 1243 01:22:16,760 --> 01:22:19,433 I wanted to make sure all the best people became available. 1244 01:22:19,480 --> 01:22:21,232 I wanted all my best dancers back. 1245 01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:23,510 With the decision to kick things off in New Brighton. 1246 01:22:23,560 --> 01:22:26,472 you must have considered the event like a homecoming 1247 01:22:26,520 --> 01:22:28,954 resurgence since the accident and the arrest 1248 01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:31,992 - for, uh, causing serious injury by dangerous driving? - "Injury," 1249 01:22:32,040 --> 01:22:34,315 not "serious injury." 1250 01:22:34,360 --> 01:22:38,797 And I never stopped making music, so I don't consider it a resurgence. 1251 01:22:38,840 --> 01:22:41,673 I just wanted a place to channel all that anxiety and suffering 1252 01:22:41,720 --> 01:22:43,950 into something tangible, something positive. 1253 01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:47,709 Mm-hmm. Then can you shed any light on why that case was abruptly dropped? 1254 01:22:49,640 --> 01:22:52,234 I see what you're doing. 1255 01:22:52,320 --> 01:22:54,629 Well, you brought it up. 1256 01:22:54,680 --> 01:22:57,194 I'm not going to say "abruptly" anything, okay? 1257 01:22:59,560 --> 01:23:01,278 Listen, there are three classifications 1258 01:23:01,320 --> 01:23:03,276 of gunshot wounds to the spine. 1259 01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:05,336 I'm type three, which means that the bullet is lodged 1260 01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:07,430 in my inter-vertebral disc space. 1261 01:23:07,480 --> 01:23:10,597 Now, type-three injuries are further subdivided into, 1262 01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:14,155 a) spinal injury without perforation of abdominal viscera; 1263 01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:17,909 and b) spinal lesions with perforation of abdominal organs. 1264 01:23:17,960 --> 01:23:20,952 Now, thankfully, I'm type A, 1265 01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,912 but it's no secret that I'm on meds for my injury, 1266 01:23:23,960 --> 01:23:27,794 and I never should've been behind the wheel of a car that night. 1267 01:23:27,840 --> 01:23:31,150 - Josie? - I didn't mean to upset you by that. 1268 01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:34,237 I used to be treated like I was a hero, 1269 01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:36,993 and then they start talking about me like I'm trailer trash. 1270 01:23:37,040 --> 01:23:38,712 But that's what this show is about. 1271 01:23:38,760 --> 01:23:40,432 - It's about rebirth. - Time's up! 1272 01:23:40,480 --> 01:23:42,630 And have you at all been in contact with the victim? 1273 01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:44,557 You know I can't talk about that. 1274 01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:47,990 I thought we were talking about it just now, am I wrong? 1275 01:23:48,040 --> 01:23:49,736 Do you not think it's an insensitive time to be bringing this up? 1276 01:23:49,760 --> 01:23:52,593 - Oh, come on. - You and I, Tony, we are through. 1277 01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:55,056 - You know what? You should... - I'm doing my job, Josie. That's it. 1278 01:23:55,080 --> 01:23:58,959 ...write about those innocent people instead of trying to tear down 1279 01:23:59,000 --> 01:24:01,195 a good person and an artist. 1280 01:24:01,240 --> 01:24:04,755 That's not what I'm trying to do. I'm sorry that you misunderstood. 1281 01:24:04,800 --> 01:24:09,191 I'm standing everything down until after the show. 1282 01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:14,075 I want you to go to your room and get some rest. 1283 01:24:14,120 --> 01:24:16,839 Some rest, okay? 1284 01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:19,474 - Okay. - I'm serious. 1285 01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:23,312 What floor are you on? 1286 01:24:23,360 --> 01:24:26,511 One floor up. Uh, room 910. 1287 01:24:27,720 --> 01:24:29,995 Do you have my key? 1288 01:24:30,040 --> 01:24:32,429 - No. - Ah, fuck. 1289 01:24:42,040 --> 01:24:44,508 Get your hands off her. 1290 01:24:46,240 --> 01:24:48,674 I came up here, she was crying by herself. 1291 01:24:48,720 --> 01:24:50,915 She needed a hug. 1292 01:24:50,960 --> 01:24:53,918 Go downstairs, get ready for the show. 1293 01:24:56,560 --> 01:24:58,471 Come on. Don't do that. 1294 01:25:00,760 --> 01:25:03,558 Look, I hope you didn't take that thing I gave you earlier. 1295 01:25:03,600 --> 01:25:05,636 I overreacted. 1296 01:25:07,720 --> 01:25:10,359 What you want me do, you want me to scream it from the rooftops? 1297 01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:13,039 I'm not ready for you to grow up. 1298 01:25:13,080 --> 01:25:15,230 Okay? You're my little girl. 1299 01:25:16,840 --> 01:25:18,956 You forgive me? 1300 01:25:21,360 --> 01:25:23,476 Okay, uh... 1301 01:25:36,120 --> 01:25:37,712 Give these to Aunt Ellie. 1302 01:25:37,760 --> 01:25:40,069 - What's this for? - It's for everything. 1303 01:25:40,120 --> 01:25:43,396 Take them down, I'll meet you guys in the lobby, 1304 01:25:43,440 --> 01:25:47,035 and, uh, we'll head over together, all right? 1305 01:25:47,120 --> 01:25:50,192 Baby, I love you. 1306 01:25:50,240 --> 01:25:52,037 You too. 1307 01:26:05,040 --> 01:26:08,316 - So why aren't you downstairs? - Ah, Jesus Christ! 1308 01:26:08,360 --> 01:26:11,318 I almost forgot you were there. 1309 01:26:11,360 --> 01:26:12,839 What happened? 1310 01:26:12,880 --> 01:26:15,633 Josie called off the rest of the day. 1311 01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:19,275 - What? - Yeah, some guy came after me about Joel Hedlund. 1312 01:26:19,360 --> 01:26:23,035 I didn't have the mental capacity or the balls to take him on. 1313 01:26:23,080 --> 01:26:26,231 Oh, good. I'll go talk her off a roof. 1314 01:26:26,280 --> 01:26:28,919 No, please. Please, please, stay here. 1315 01:26:33,680 --> 01:26:35,955 What was she saying to you just now? 1316 01:26:36,000 --> 01:26:37,991 Hmm? Nothing, really. 1317 01:26:38,040 --> 01:26:40,076 Oh, come on. 1318 01:26:40,120 --> 01:26:42,395 You're my best spy. 1319 01:26:42,440 --> 01:26:45,113 She doesn't talk to me. 1320 01:26:45,160 --> 01:26:47,071 I don't know. 1321 01:26:47,120 --> 01:26:49,793 She's got this, uh, 1322 01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:52,149 mock trial thing at school. 1323 01:26:52,200 --> 01:26:54,760 They got invited to a competition in Lake Tahoe, 1324 01:26:54,800 --> 01:26:57,553 - so she must be pretty good at it. - Okay. 1325 01:26:57,600 --> 01:26:59,477 Well, that explains the Perry Mason routine. 1326 01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:01,875 I got cross-examined over lunch. 1327 01:27:01,920 --> 01:27:06,311 Did she mention anything else of note? 1328 01:27:08,560 --> 01:27:11,120 Asked if I could arrange for her to see it. 1329 01:27:11,160 --> 01:27:13,469 All right. Okay. 1330 01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:17,069 Not what I was expecting you to say. 1331 01:27:19,520 --> 01:27:21,636 How'd you respond? 1332 01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:23,830 I told her, you know, 1333 01:27:23,880 --> 01:27:26,838 he's a messed-up guy with problems. 1334 01:27:26,880 --> 01:27:29,758 It was probably a bad idea. 1335 01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:32,917 Good. 1336 01:27:32,960 --> 01:27:34,598 Good. 1337 01:27:39,240 --> 01:27:42,232 You got any of that stuff left over from last night? 1338 01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:46,795 Is that a good idea right now? 1339 01:27:46,840 --> 01:27:49,877 I'm done yammering for the day. 1340 01:27:49,920 --> 01:27:52,115 Come on. 1341 01:27:52,160 --> 01:27:54,515 Tonight's second nature. 1342 01:27:54,560 --> 01:27:57,233 Got to get out of my head. You know that. 1343 01:27:59,480 --> 01:28:02,153 I'm getting myself all worked up from over-thinking everything. 1344 01:28:02,200 --> 01:28:04,430 I keep picturing all those people screaming 1345 01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,789 and running all over the sand. 1346 01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,752 Look, we'll just do what we have left. 1347 01:28:11,800 --> 01:28:14,030 We won't call for more until after the show. 1348 01:28:18,680 --> 01:28:21,433 You can fuck me for a little while we're high. 1349 01:28:32,080 --> 01:28:34,150 I'm scared. 1350 01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,075 Nothing to be scared about, kiddo. 1351 01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:44,031 Nothing. 1352 01:29:22,800 --> 01:29:25,758 Celeste, come on. 1353 01:29:25,800 --> 01:29:27,836 Everybody's downstairs. 1354 01:29:57,600 --> 01:30:00,433 - Stop the car. - No, no, no, no. No. We're running late. 1355 01:30:00,480 --> 01:30:03,074 - Just pull over for two minutes. - What is it? 1356 01:30:03,120 --> 01:30:05,395 I just... I just need to do something for two minutes. 1357 01:30:05,440 --> 01:30:07,351 Will you stop the fucking car, please? 1358 01:30:09,600 --> 01:30:11,556 Stop the car! 1359 01:30:30,760 --> 01:30:32,398 Come on! 1360 01:31:12,520 --> 01:31:14,272 Get down with me. 1361 01:31:14,320 --> 01:31:16,276 What are you doing? 1362 01:31:16,320 --> 01:31:19,232 Let's just have a moment of silence together. 1363 01:31:23,880 --> 01:31:25,871 Let's shut our eyes 1364 01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:29,595 and hold everyone who's suffering right now in our hearts. 1365 01:31:58,960 --> 01:32:01,633 Can I help you, miss? 1366 01:32:01,680 --> 01:32:04,148 - Nobody calls me that. - Give her some space. 1367 01:32:04,200 --> 01:32:06,316 I got you. 1368 01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:08,271 - You got her? - Yeah. 1369 01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:16,195 - Are there cameras down there? - Not that I know of. 1370 01:32:16,240 --> 01:32:19,596 - Tell your team if anyone is caught photographing her... - No photos! 1371 01:32:19,640 --> 01:32:22,056 - ...they are fucking fired! - We'll fire their fucking asses. 1372 01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:24,036 What can we get you? 1373 01:32:24,080 --> 01:32:26,992 Mmm... I'm very thirsty. 1374 01:32:27,040 --> 01:32:28,917 Get her some water and something to eat. 1375 01:32:28,960 --> 01:32:31,474 - Okay, what would she like? - Uh, anything with sugar. 1376 01:32:31,520 --> 01:32:33,750 - Soda. - Where's Albertine? 1377 01:32:33,800 --> 01:32:36,792 - She's behind you. - Will you take her and get her something to drink? 1378 01:32:36,840 --> 01:32:38,876 We're not going anywhere. I'm right here. 1379 01:32:38,920 --> 01:32:41,673 Oh, I was just coming up to introduce myself. 1380 01:32:41,720 --> 01:32:44,598 - I'm stepping in for O'Malley tonight. - Who's O'Malley? 1381 01:32:44,640 --> 01:32:48,553 - Now is not a great time. - Oh, I'm sorry. I can come by your dressing room later. 1382 01:32:48,600 --> 01:32:51,592 I need you to call this! She can't go on. 1383 01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:54,279 Celeste, stop with the histrionics. 1384 01:32:54,320 --> 01:32:56,231 - Yeah, I know. I know. - Okay? Get it together. 1385 01:32:56,280 --> 01:32:58,350 I know. We've been here every day for a week. 1386 01:32:58,400 --> 01:33:01,039 Let go of me! Let go of me! 1387 01:33:01,080 --> 01:33:03,719 Everyone thinks I'm some kind of idiot! 1388 01:33:03,760 --> 01:33:05,640 - No one thinks you're an idiot. - Just shut up! 1389 01:33:05,680 --> 01:33:07,830 - Stop being a spoiled brat. - Don't call me a brat. 1390 01:33:07,880 --> 01:33:10,838 - Stop being a spoiled fucking brat. - Don't call me a fucking brat! 1391 01:33:10,880 --> 01:33:14,316 You shut up. Shut up and stop being a spoiled brat. 1392 01:33:16,800 --> 01:33:20,270 - Right this way, guys. - Thank you. 1393 01:33:20,320 --> 01:33:22,515 - Spoiled brat. - Don't you ever 1394 01:33:22,560 --> 01:33:25,074 fucking call me a spoiled brat! 1395 01:33:25,160 --> 01:33:29,392 Don't you ever! I am sick of everybody 1396 01:33:29,440 --> 01:33:32,477 treating me like I'm not a person! 1397 01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:34,556 Get it together. 1398 01:33:34,600 --> 01:33:38,195 Get your shit together. Do not come in here 1399 01:33:38,240 --> 01:33:40,390 and indulge this unhealthy behavior, Ellie! 1400 01:33:40,440 --> 01:33:42,954 Close your eyes. 1401 01:33:43,000 --> 01:33:45,639 - Get out of here. - Can you hear me? Can you hear me? 1402 01:33:45,680 --> 01:33:47,875 I said, get out! 1403 01:33:47,920 --> 01:33:49,672 Close your eyes and pretend 1404 01:33:49,720 --> 01:33:51,576 - you're the only one in the room. - Hey. Hey. Hey. 1405 01:33:51,600 --> 01:33:53,477 Do you want me to call this off? 1406 01:33:53,520 --> 01:33:56,080 You're dancing in your room. What did you say? 1407 01:34:00,480 --> 01:34:02,072 Move. 1408 01:34:11,160 --> 01:34:14,470 Everybody's is talking about me like I'm not right in front of them. 1409 01:34:14,520 --> 01:34:17,318 I'm right in front of them... 1410 01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:20,113 He's a car salesman. Don't worry about him. 1411 01:34:21,840 --> 01:34:23,478 Hey. 1412 01:34:23,520 --> 01:34:27,991 They showed me these promos we shot today. 1413 01:34:28,040 --> 01:34:31,555 I looked so bad. 1414 01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:34,239 - What are you talking about? - So bad! 1415 01:34:34,280 --> 01:34:38,956 No, don't look at me like that. 1416 01:34:39,000 --> 01:34:41,070 - Listen to me. - Okay. 1417 01:34:41,120 --> 01:34:44,157 Listen to me. 1418 01:34:44,240 --> 01:34:47,596 So they told me the camera we were using 1419 01:34:47,640 --> 01:34:49,631 was gonna be great. 1420 01:34:50,760 --> 01:34:53,513 I looked so ugly. 1421 01:34:53,560 --> 01:34:56,438 I looked so ugly! 1422 01:34:56,480 --> 01:34:59,040 And it made me want to die! 1423 01:34:59,080 --> 01:35:01,116 No. You're not gonna die. 1424 01:35:01,160 --> 01:35:03,879 I just want to be queen for them, 1425 01:35:03,920 --> 01:35:06,798 and sometimes I don't feel like a queen at all. 1426 01:35:08,080 --> 01:35:09,433 Sometimes... 1427 01:35:09,480 --> 01:35:13,553 I'm just so ugly underneath all this. 1428 01:35:13,600 --> 01:35:15,795 If they only knew. 1429 01:35:15,840 --> 01:35:18,798 I'm so grateful you're alive. 1430 01:35:18,840 --> 01:35:20,796 I'm here. 1431 01:35:20,840 --> 01:35:24,628 They can be so mean! 1432 01:35:24,680 --> 01:35:27,399 So mean! 1433 01:35:27,440 --> 01:35:29,396 That's because they've never done anything 1434 01:35:29,440 --> 01:35:30,998 they're proud of, honey. 1435 01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,474 Right! You're right! 1436 01:35:35,080 --> 01:35:37,275 You're not here for them. 1437 01:35:37,320 --> 01:35:39,436 You're here for your fans. 1438 01:35:39,480 --> 01:35:43,075 And tonight will be the greatest night of their lives. 1439 01:35:43,120 --> 01:35:45,953 The public will be at your feet again. 1440 01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:50,229 In just a few minutes, this nightmare you've been living 1441 01:35:50,280 --> 01:35:52,396 will all be over, 1442 01:35:52,440 --> 01:35:55,273 and it will have all been worth it. 1443 01:36:00,960 --> 01:36:03,110 Let me help you get dressed. 1444 01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:11,550 Two minutes. Two minutes, guys! 1445 01:36:11,600 --> 01:36:14,480 - All right, two-minute warning! - Watch your step, miss. 1446 01:36:16,200 --> 01:36:18,316 Coming through! 1447 01:36:18,360 --> 01:36:20,555 Clear those cables. They're coming in. 1448 01:36:20,600 --> 01:36:22,636 Excuse me. Coming through. 1449 01:36:30,800 --> 01:36:33,155 - Excuse me. - Excuse us. 1450 01:36:34,400 --> 01:36:36,118 Watch your step here. 1451 01:36:38,520 --> 01:36:40,556 - Stage team, take your places. - Excuse us. 1452 01:36:40,600 --> 01:36:43,239 - Places, please. - Clear. Clear out of the way. Thank you. 1453 01:36:43,280 --> 01:36:46,716 - Quick, over here. - You look amazing. 1454 01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,034 Are you ready? 1455 01:36:48,080 --> 01:36:49,718 My daughter's out there tonight. 1456 01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:51,751 Got to make this amazing for her. 1457 01:36:51,800 --> 01:36:53,995 All right. Let's get started. 1458 01:36:54,040 --> 01:36:55,917 All right, everybody gather round Cel. 1459 01:36:59,920 --> 01:37:02,388 Okay, I just want to say thank you 1460 01:37:02,440 --> 01:37:05,079 for this beautiful group of talented people. 1461 01:37:05,120 --> 01:37:07,839 I want to take a minute to reflect on the last year 1462 01:37:07,880 --> 01:37:09,996 and this crew, who are like family. 1463 01:37:10,040 --> 01:37:13,396 None of this would be possible without you. 1464 01:37:15,680 --> 01:37:19,798 Then let's give our girl some love! 1465 01:37:22,200 --> 01:37:25,510 - Who's the baddest bitch in the room? - You are! 1466 01:37:25,560 --> 01:37:29,348 - Who's the sickest band on the planet? - We are! 1467 01:37:29,400 --> 01:37:32,073 - Who makes this possible? - We do! 1468 01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:34,076 - Are we gonna be good? - No! 1469 01:37:34,120 --> 01:37:35,917 - Are we gonna be great? - No! 1470 01:37:35,960 --> 01:37:38,952 - Are we gonna be amazing? - No! 1471 01:37:39,000 --> 01:37:41,036 Then what are we gonna be? 1472 01:37:41,080 --> 01:37:43,992 - Phenomenal! - Yeah! Phenomenal! 1473 01:37:44,040 --> 01:37:46,416 Phenomenal! Phenomenal! Phenomenal! Phenomenal! 1474 01:37:46,440 --> 01:37:49,000 Come on! Take it higher and higher and higher 1475 01:37:49,040 --> 01:37:51,759 and higher and higher and higher and higher! 1476 01:37:51,800 --> 01:37:55,031 Phenomenal, break! 1477 01:38:08,560 --> 01:38:11,518 Five, four, three, 1478 01:38:11,560 --> 01:38:13,232 two... 1479 01:38:14,920 --> 01:38:16,831 Tonight, we're gonna bring it back 1480 01:38:16,880 --> 01:38:20,190 to where it all began. 1481 01:38:20,240 --> 01:38:23,152 You want to travel back in time with me? 1482 01:38:24,800 --> 01:38:29,032 Tonight is all for you. 1483 01:38:29,080 --> 01:38:30,991 That's right, bitches. 1484 01:38:31,040 --> 01:38:34,112 My little angels. 1485 01:38:34,160 --> 01:38:36,754 This is the new New Testament. 1486 01:38:36,800 --> 01:38:40,759 and tonight is all for you. 1487 01:40:45,000 --> 01:40:47,878 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 1488 01:40:47,920 --> 01:40:50,992 ♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪ 1489 01:40:52,160 --> 01:40:55,596 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 1490 01:40:55,640 --> 01:40:58,712 ♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪ 1491 01:41:00,640 --> 01:41:04,076 ♪ No, I don't need no Fourth of July ♪ 1492 01:41:04,160 --> 01:41:07,709 ♪ I'm celebrate every night Every night ♪ 1493 01:41:07,760 --> 01:41:11,116 ♪ And I don't need no No chemicals ♪ 1494 01:41:11,160 --> 01:41:14,914 ♪ I'm incredible I provide my own fuel ♪ 1495 01:41:14,960 --> 01:41:19,909 ♪ Yeah, I got all my friends And we roll together ♪ 1496 01:41:19,960 --> 01:41:22,599 ♪ We're so alive ♪ 1497 01:41:22,640 --> 01:41:26,519 ♪ Yeah, I got a sixth sense On where the party's headed ♪ 1498 01:41:26,600 --> 01:41:30,036 ♪ Oh, every night We're alive ♪ 1499 01:41:34,360 --> 01:41:37,397 ♪ 'Cause I'm a firecracker ♪ 1500 01:41:41,320 --> 01:41:44,835 ♪ I'll be your firecracker ♪ 1501 01:41:44,880 --> 01:41:48,759 ♪ And watch the sparks fly Tonight, tonight ♪ 1502 01:41:48,800 --> 01:41:52,031 ♪ Be your firecracker ♪ 1503 01:41:52,080 --> 01:41:54,913 ♪ Let's throw it down tonight ♪ 1504 01:41:54,960 --> 01:41:59,511 ♪ Throw it down tonight ♪ 1505 01:41:59,560 --> 01:42:03,314 ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 1506 01:42:13,840 --> 01:42:17,116 ♪ Come on now, boy, I want To see some sweat and tears ♪ 1507 01:42:17,160 --> 01:42:20,630 ♪ Throw it down, boy, I want To see your sweat and tears ♪ 1508 01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:25,516 ♪ I want to see some Sweat and tears ♪ 1509 01:42:25,560 --> 01:42:27,278 ♪ I want to see Some sweat and tears ♪ 1510 01:42:27,320 --> 01:42:29,788 ♪ I see you Don't buckle today ♪ 1511 01:42:29,840 --> 01:42:33,719 ♪ Use your muscles, baby You're the competition New way ♪ 1512 01:42:33,760 --> 01:42:36,752 ♪ You've got guts Just for getting on us ♪ 1513 01:42:36,800 --> 01:42:38,552 ♪ Using all that you've got ♪ 1514 01:42:38,600 --> 01:42:40,670 ♪ You know what position You play ♪ 1515 01:42:40,720 --> 01:42:43,871 ♪ I want to see you put your Heart where your mouth is ♪ 1516 01:42:43,920 --> 01:42:47,196 ♪ I want to see you give it up For this world ♪ 1517 01:42:47,240 --> 01:42:50,152 ♪ I wanna squeeze you and give You all the love you need ♪ 1518 01:42:50,200 --> 01:42:51,758 ♪ Listen to me cheer, baby ♪ 1519 01:42:51,800 --> 01:42:53,836 ♪ I want to see Your sweat and tears ♪ 1520 01:43:03,520 --> 01:43:05,511 ♪ Ain't nothing to fear, baby ♪ 1521 01:43:07,720 --> 01:43:10,393 ♪ Come on now, boy, I want To see some sweat and tears ♪ 1522 01:43:10,440 --> 01:43:13,477 ♪ Throw it down, boy, I want To see your sweat and tears ♪ 1523 01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:19,269 ♪ I want to see some Sweat and tears ♪ 1524 01:43:26,800 --> 01:43:30,156 I hear all you angels. 1525 01:43:30,200 --> 01:43:33,556 30,000 of my little angels. 1526 01:43:34,320 --> 01:43:35,958 So tell me, 1527 01:43:39,240 --> 01:43:43,518 how many of you have ever had a boy break your heart? 1528 01:43:46,600 --> 01:43:49,990 And how many of you have cried yourselves to sleep at night 1529 01:43:50,040 --> 01:43:53,669 because somebody called you an ugly name? 1530 01:43:53,720 --> 01:43:56,314 Fat? 1531 01:43:56,360 --> 01:43:58,590 Hideous? 1532 01:43:58,640 --> 01:44:00,232 Slut? 1533 01:44:01,880 --> 01:44:03,552 Well, guess what? 1534 01:44:03,600 --> 01:44:05,909 People have been trying to take me down 1535 01:44:05,960 --> 01:44:08,633 for years, 1536 01:44:08,720 --> 01:44:10,676 but I won't stay down. 1537 01:44:12,560 --> 01:44:15,836 Celeste! Celeste! Celeste! Celeste! 1538 01:44:22,960 --> 01:44:27,158 ♪ I'm a private girl ♪ 1539 01:44:27,200 --> 01:44:31,034 ♪ In a public world ♪ 1540 01:44:31,080 --> 01:44:34,959 ♪ I'm a private girl ♪ 1541 01:44:38,720 --> 01:44:40,551 ♪ Now here the fun begins ♪ 1542 01:44:40,600 --> 01:44:42,716 ♪ Don't need to sing of ♪ 1543 01:44:42,760 --> 01:44:46,070 ♪ What we got ourselves in ♪ 1544 01:44:46,120 --> 01:44:50,113 ♪ Maybe we'll sneak around When the plane hits The ground ♪ 1545 01:44:50,160 --> 01:44:54,312 ♪ They point the lens And we're running ♪ 1546 01:45:08,520 --> 01:45:11,956 ♪ You know I'm a private girl ♪ 1547 01:45:12,000 --> 01:45:15,310 ♪ I don't need to tell The world ♪ 1548 01:45:15,360 --> 01:45:17,316 ♪ So I'm sticking to ♪ 1549 01:45:17,360 --> 01:45:19,635 ♪ "We're just friends We're just friends" ♪ 1550 01:45:19,680 --> 01:45:21,636 ♪ I'm sticking to ♪ 1551 01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:27,479 ♪ You see I'm a private girl ♪ 1552 01:45:27,520 --> 01:45:31,035 ♪ My secrets are hidden ♪ 1553 01:45:57,440 --> 01:45:59,954 Late one night at the hospital, 1554 01:46:00,040 --> 01:46:03,635 following that fateful morning at New Brighton, 1555 01:46:03,680 --> 01:46:06,638 Celeste made a maddening claim that only her sister 1556 01:46:06,680 --> 01:46:09,319 had ever sensed to be true. 1557 01:46:09,360 --> 01:46:11,351 She recounted a story to Eleanor 1558 01:46:11,400 --> 01:46:13,834 that went something like this: 1559 01:46:13,880 --> 01:46:16,633 Shortly after her classmate pulled the trigger 1560 01:46:16,680 --> 01:46:19,797 and sent her to the place between life and death, 1561 01:46:19,840 --> 01:46:23,389 a place that she was only able to describe to Eleanor 1562 01:46:23,480 --> 01:46:25,755 as a rush of color, 1563 01:46:25,800 --> 01:46:28,598 She had met the devil and made a deal with him 1564 01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:31,200 in exchange for her life. 1565 01:46:31,240 --> 01:46:34,915 He whispered her melodies, and she returned with a mission 1566 01:46:34,960 --> 01:46:37,952 to bring great change to the next century. 1567 01:46:38,000 --> 01:46:40,355 He said, 1568 01:46:40,400 --> 01:46:42,550 "Shut your eyes 1569 01:46:42,600 --> 01:46:46,195 and repeat after me: 1570 01:46:46,240 --> 01:46:48,674 One for the money, 1571 01:46:48,720 --> 01:46:51,598 two for the show. 1572 01:46:51,640 --> 01:46:55,155 On three we get ready, 1573 01:46:55,200 --> 01:46:58,158 And on four... come with me. 1574 01:46:58,200 --> 01:47:00,794 ♪ I knew I would've been Torn to shreds ♪ 1575 01:47:00,840 --> 01:47:04,833 ♪ But all the people In my head ♪ 1576 01:47:04,880 --> 01:47:07,872 ♪ Dropped to the bed I got up instead ♪ 1577 01:47:07,920 --> 01:47:11,959 ♪ Oh, oh I was barely alive ♪ 1578 01:47:12,000 --> 01:47:15,276 ♪ Stuck in my head I had nothing left ♪ 1579 01:47:15,320 --> 01:47:18,949 ♪ No, you brought me alive ♪ 1580 01:47:19,000 --> 01:47:22,276 ♪ I'm kissed, I'm licked Gonna need a fix ♪ 1581 01:47:22,320 --> 01:47:26,108 ♪ Oh, oh I'm so glad your mine ♪ 1582 01:47:26,160 --> 01:47:29,311 ♪ Your laws that shock They start from the top ♪ 1583 01:47:29,360 --> 01:47:33,797 ♪ Oh, oh I'm so satisfied ♪ 1584 01:47:33,840 --> 01:47:37,355 ♪ You are my music ♪ 1585 01:47:37,400 --> 01:47:40,676 ♪ You are my heartbeat Truly ♪ 1586 01:47:40,720 --> 01:47:44,315 ♪ And when we do it, do it ♪ 1587 01:47:44,360 --> 01:47:47,591 ♪ I know I will Get through it ♪ 1588 01:47:47,640 --> 01:47:51,952 ♪ I come alive I hit that line ♪ 1589 01:47:52,000 --> 01:47:55,037 ♪ Until you let me ♪ 1590 01:47:55,080 --> 01:47:58,675 ♪ Feel me Check the EKG ♪ 1591 01:47:58,720 --> 01:48:01,792 ♪ My heart's Like a house beat ♪ 1592 01:48:18,040 --> 01:48:20,952 ♪ Now feel the heat From my heartbeat ♪ 1593 01:48:21,000 --> 01:48:24,879 ♪ Yeah, yeah When I'm in your arms ♪ 1594 01:48:24,920 --> 01:48:28,151 ♪ We come alive We have lots of time ♪ 1595 01:48:28,200 --> 01:48:31,988 ♪ Yeah, yeah We are shooting stars ♪ 1596 01:48:32,040 --> 01:48:35,396 ♪ Oh, I see electricity ♪ 1597 01:48:35,440 --> 01:48:39,115 ♪ Yeah, yeah Makes me want to move ♪ 1598 01:48:39,160 --> 01:48:42,357 ♪ Without your love I'd be up above ♪ 1599 01:48:42,400 --> 01:48:46,075 ♪ Yeah, yeah Stay right here with you ♪ 1600 01:48:46,120 --> 01:48:50,398 ♪ You are my music ♪ 1601 01:48:50,440 --> 01:48:53,910 ♪ You are my heartbeat Truly ♪ 1602 01:48:53,960 --> 01:48:57,350 ♪ And when we do it, do it ♪ 1603 01:48:57,400 --> 01:49:00,710 ♪ I know I will Get through it ♪ 1604 01:49:00,760 --> 01:49:02,990 ♪ I come alive ♪ 1605 01:49:03,040 --> 01:49:07,750 ♪ I hit that line Until you let me ♪ 1606 01:49:07,800 --> 01:49:11,679 ♪ Feel me Check my EKG ♪ 1607 01:49:11,720 --> 01:49:15,759 ♪ My heart's Like a house beat ♪ 123493

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