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I would say
the biggest hurdle for me

was getting past
the embarrassment of it all.

It's hard to talk about
who I used to be.

Not a day goes by

that I'm not grateful.

I mean, to my bones,
about how my life turned around.

Shoot.

We've been in some
pretty dark places together.

I mean,

you turned it around,

made a life for yourself.

I guess I just wanted to know

how you did that.

You hear these rare stories,
you know?

Of how the impossible happened.

Well,

this is one of those stories.

Hey!

It was the 1950s. But if
you pulled up to our yard,

you'd have thought
it was the 1850s.

That's how poor we were.

Dad spent most of his time
working in the oil fields.

I wish
you didn't always have to go.

Hell, that's life, Phil.
It's time you grew up.

Take care of things around here,
you got it?

Yes, sir.

Who's a man?

I'm a man.

Momma provided
different challenges.

When she had
one of her spells...

-Get out of here!
-You'll go to the hospital!

...all we could really do
was get out of the way.

You gotta calm down! Please!

Get out of here! Go!

I started at a very young age.

Going to the woods

and bringing back
something you could eat.

Squirrel, ducks, quail, doves.
Whatever was there.

The woods became my home.

Sometimes I would just sit there
for hours, listen to the woods.

They would talk,

and I would try and talk back.

I could get lost in them.

They were my refuge.

But sooner or later,

the real world
always comes knocking.

No!

Phil! They're takin'
her away again!

You can't make me go! Phil!

-Don't let them take me!
-She did nothin' wrong!

Judy!

Phil!

Mom!

Phil!

Phil!

She was gone
for months at a time...

Momma?

...while they tried
the only medicine they had,

shock treatment.

Momma?

Why does she do this if
she knows they'll lock her up?

She can't help it.
It's in her blood, or somethin'.

We got that blood in us?

Don't know. But we'll
always look out for each other.

You mean that, Phil?

Of course I do, Jan.

Si, get taters
from under the house.

Nah.

Hey, last time,
that possum ran after me.

His teeth were, like, this big.

I didn't know it at the time,
but just up the road a few miles

lived the girl
who would soon become

the most important person
in my life.

Kay Carroway.

-Damn it!
-Language, Mom!

Pick up your toys,
they nearly killed me.

Then you go
get those over there.

Compared to us, Kay was rich.

Can't restock the store
without you tonight.

They owned
the general store in town,

so we equated that
with filthy rich.

Y'all could close stores
on Sundays and come to church.

It'd be good
for your soul, Daddy.

Sunday's our best day,
Katie-bug.

You and Nanny
say a prayer for us

about selling three roasts today

before I have to throw 'em out
and lose money on em'.

Hey.

Don't get caught readin'

them pioneer books
in church again.

Just in case.

Little House on the Prairie,
new edition.

-I don't have this one!
-I know.

Says there's all kinds of new
maps and drawings in there.

Thanks, Daddy.

Kay wasn't like the other kids.

They judged us.

She didn't.

I guess she saw somethin' else.

Looks like the riffraff's
blowing in from the field.

Y'all should be ashamed.

Look at this.
What are these called?

Hubcaps.

Dang! Pa's truck
ain't never had these.

Must be a load of millionaires
here in town.

Turns out, there was something
besides huntin' I was good at.

I was born with it.

That's how I became
the high school quarterback.

Break!

Down, set. Hut!

Way to play, fellas.

Stop runnin' like that.
You're puttin' me out of a job.

You gotta get on the field

before you can
lose that job, son.

Talk about your
pioneer man, Kay.

Maybe he'll walk you off
the field after the game.

Phil, the quarterback?

-Gotta be kidding me.
-Seen the way he looks at you.

Hey, Phil Robertson.
Can I get a statement?

Nah. You wanna talk
to Si Robertson, right here.

Real hero of the game.

Si Robertson? Did you even play?

Boy, did I even play?
I was so fast like lightning,

probably why it didn't feel
like you saw me there.

Miss Kay Carroway.

-Hey, Phil.
-Hey.

I know we don't know
each other all that well,

but maybe I can
walk you off the field tonight?

I'd like that.

Okay.

We walked off the field together
and she offered me a ride home.

I didn't have the luxury
of goin' on my first date

without one third wheel.

That's when I went down
to pet what I thought was a dog.

No way, okay? Turned out,
it was a 5-pound squirrel.

Sorry about this.

I really do despise beavers,

but I also respect their
work ethic and determination.

-Stay in the car.
-What?

This is my date.
So, you're staying.

I'll be skin and bones
if I don't eat!

I'm sorry, but you already are.

Hey, Jack! I am wastin' away!

All right. Fine. Quit yapping,
I'll get you something.

-But you're stayin' here.
-All right.

All right!

Sorry about that.

Girls are supposed to act like

they don't eat much on dates,
but I'm absolutely starvin'.

-Hey, Rachel?
-Hey, Kay.

Could I get two Muffy sandwiches
and a large fry?

-What you want? I can pay.
-No.

Come on, you drove. I got this.

I don't really eat
after the games,

so I'm just gonna
get something for Si.

You know what?
I changed my mind.

Could you give me one
single grilled cheese,

and, Rachel,
you owe me a fry from last week.

-Don't go cheatin' on me again.
-Okay.

Fries are for Skinny Bones.

Those days, it was
a nightmare dealin' with Momma.

-Where?
-When she was good,

she was great.
Funny, sharp, kind.

-Ma, what are you lookin' for?
-The money! Where's the money?

I keep telling you, we got none.
Not in the way you're sayin'.

No, from your Pa.
He's been sending it.

When it wasn't her day...

When I got back
from the hospital.

...life was hell for all of us.

Yes, Ma. And Pa did send it.
We've been usin' it.

Jan needed actual clothes
for school,

Si needed shoes for football.

Everything around us
costs money.

Why are you wearing that?
Why are you all dressed up?

'Cause I got a date tonight.

You got a date?

Baby, with who?

Kay Carroway.

Carroway.

That rich family in town?

I bet that's nice.

You're gonna leave me, Phil?

You're gonna leave me, Phil?
Is that what you're gonna do?

-You're gonna leave me?
-I'm not leaving!

Don't go!
Don't go like your father!

-Hi.
-Hey, you ready to go?

What's wrong?

Nothin'. Everything's fine.

No, I can tell. You look like
you've seen a ghost.

My momma's been
acting up again, is all.

But it's fine.
We got our date tonight.

-There's just a lot goin' on.
-Hey. It's okay.

We can figure it out together.

No. You're not gonna have to
deal with any of this.

Hey, who needs another Muffy
at Fertitta's? I've got an idea.

Thank you again
for bringin' all this.

Just because my parents
own a grocery store

don't mean I know
how to cook anything.

Honey, that I can teach.
Always start with some butter.

That wild thing out there,
it was a snake, all right?

-No one knew.
-Coca-Cola?

-Dang, she is rich.
-Jan!

Where's the cake?

Grab me some, would you?

I hear that! You steal a bite
before it's ready,

I'm gonna swat you on the head
with this spatula.

Hand me those greens?

Okay, so make sure
this is lump-free.

-Smells good.
-Thank you. Now get out.

Okay. Take one of these.

Make sure that gets nice
and soaked up with flour.

However you wanna do that.

I do it messier
than some people.

Kay, thank you for tonight.

It really meant
a lot to my momma.

And though
she probably won't admit it,

she really misses my pa
when he's on the job.

Yeah, you know, she seemed okay.

There's this other side to her.

You can't predict it,
just kinda...

You ain't never
have to be ashamed of that.

Wait.

-What is it?
-Hear that?

That's a pintail.

You love it out here.

I do.

It is beautiful.

We can get a place out here.

A little shack up on the river,
and I can spend my days fishin'.

I'm sorry.

A girl like you don't
wanna spend her time like that.

My dad used to read me
pioneer stories every night.

What's a pioneer story?

Like movin' out West,
livin' off the land,

makin' your own butter,
that kind of thing.

There's always
a good love story, too.

I used to go to bed
dreamin' about

how amazing that life would be.

So, a little place by the river
would be just the thing.

You really are the perfect
woman, Miss Kay Carroway.

Kay fell right in
with my family.

In my mind,
we were a perfect fit.

Phil has been an all-state
quarterback this year.

They say he'll get lots
of offers from colleges to play.

Football is such
a rough sport to me.

Seems like a waste of time.

Are they gonna pay you
a lot of money to play?

I'm sure they got scholarships
and such.

Am I right, Phil?

Yes, sir. Yes, ma'am.

There you go, Wanita.

You know, that reminds me.

Kay, guess who came
into the store today?

Mrs. Watson.

Now, her boy is nearly
out of medical school.

A doctor.

Now, I remember,

he used to come around.
He had eyes for you.

Wanita, you look like
you're running empty there.

Well, so is my beer.

I would love another.

Phil! Wait!
I'm sorry about my momma!

You ain't gotta
be polite anymore.

Please! Just, I'm sorry
about my momma, okay?

This is not gonna work.

-It's huntin' season.
-No.

-I gotta go.
-No.

So, you just broke up with her?
Just like that?

It was huntin' season.

-That's a bad move.
-Yep.

One of many.

How'd you get her back?

Hey!

Now!

Phil, it's Kay!

The death of Kay's father
came out of nowhere

and left a big hole
in her family.

Kay,

I love you.

I'm sorry
for runnin' off like that.

It wasn't long
after her daddy died

that her momma
spiraled down quickly.

She fought a hard battle
with alcohol,

and the alcohol eventually won.

I was all she had,
but in a lot of ways,

she was all I had.

Wait.

You think it's right we're
doin' this and we ain't married?

I, Phil Robertson,

promise to love
and be with you forever.

I, Kay Carroway, promise to love
and be with you forever.

So, after all that,

because of my skillset
throwing a football,

l headed off to Louisiana Tech.

Good game, boys!

Kay was a junior
in high school at the time,

but we had a baby on the way,

and it was pretty rough on Kay.

I tried to balance taking care
of my family,

school and football,

but it was too much.

Eventually,
I had to quit football.

You ever think about that, man?

You could've been big.

I'm talkin' cereal box big.

Wheaties big.

The Terry Bradshaw
was your number two.

The Terry Bradshaw.

I say it worked out
pretty good for him.

Yeah, I'd say so.

You and him get along?

Can I take
this thing off now, Phil?

No.

Can I sit up?

I told you
if you wanna come here,

this is how it's gonna be.

I thought you were joking.

I never joke about fishin'.

Can't be givin' away
my secret spots,

not even to you.

All right, take it off!

-Yeah?
-Yeah, now.

Got my hair all messed up.

You're fine. Take a look.

Sorta special.

Yeah, that's called a fish.

My release is getting better.

Hangin' around after practice
every day, workin' on it.

You love football,
don't you, Bradshaw?

Yeah, I do. More than anything.

Feels like
it's part of my blood.

I feel like that with huntin'.

That's why
I ain't playin' next year.

What? NFL scouts
have been watching you all year.

-Everybody knows you'll go pro!
-Nah.

I'm done. It's your turn.

You think I'm ready?

Of course. No one can throw
a bomb down the field like you.

You're the Blond Bomber.

Blond Bomber?

That's better than
the name you gave Johnson.

-You mean, Old Stubby?
-Why you gotta do him like that?

It ain't my fault he got
them stubby little legs.

So, I lost my scholarship,

but still managed
to finish college.

It was easy enough to find a job
in those days.

Hard part was finding
one that paid enough.

Our family was growin'.

Hey, boys!

And so were the bills.

I missed you boys. Come here!

How you been?
Boy, you're getting heavy.

Those feet smell?
Boy, they smell bad!

You need to take a shower.

I'm gonna go say hi
to Momma, okay?

-Hey, baby.
-Hey.

How was your day?

-It was good.
-Hi.

Until Alan tried to stick
a crayon up Jase's nose.

-Did it fit?
-Hey! Phil!

How's it looking?

I can feed you out in the woods.

I need to make sure
we got enough money

to keep a roof over our heads.

I just don't wanna be gone
all the time like my dad was.

You won't.

You got two degrees
from Louisiana Tech.

You can do just about anything

you set your mind to,
Phil Robertson.

Hey,

I'm proud of you.

I love you.

And I love you.

I wouldn't change
anything about us.

We gon' make it.

Stick with me, Miss Kay.

I'll put that long green
in your buckets.

Kay was definitely nervous

about me havin'
a job interview in a bar.

Was that me?
The bar interview was me?

Yeah.

It was you.

Yeah, I had a feeling.

Yeah, sorry about that.

Good to see you, Frank.

Keep your hands
to yourself, Big Al.

You know I can't.

Hey, Sally,

why don't you go ahead
and grab me a shot of whiskey.

Hey, make it two.
One for my friend Phil here.

Hey, make it quick.
He's just catchin' up.

Thank you, Mr. Bolen.

Mr. Bolen?

You must be
lookin' for my daddy.

You can call me Big Al.

Okay, sure. Big Al.

So, Phil,
tell me about yourself.

I got a wife and three kids
I need to support,

and teachin' seemed like
a respectable thing.

No. I don't mean that shit.

I mean, tell me about you.

What kinda man
is Phil Robertson?

Well, I love to hunt.

Now, that's what
I'm talkin' 'bout.

Huntin's sure good up
around Junction City.

Keep you real busy
on the weekends.

Something to relieve the stress
of the teacher man.

Need a smoke?

I don't really smoke.

Man, you got a sense of humor,
Phil Robertson.

Hell, I knew we was gonna
get along just fine

the moment I shook your hand.

Thank you, Sally.

Hey, and you best
keep these comin'.

-A lot to celebrate tonight.
-All right.

That's it? Did I get the job?

My name is Mr. Robertson.

If y'all could turn
your handbooks to page 45.

Hey, there's my guy.

How 'bout a drink,
celebrate the first day?

I can't.

Miss Kay's got a special dinner
waiting for me.

Of course she does.
She's a classy gal.

You ain't a dang derelict.
I'm talkin' about one drink.

Hey, Fred.
You didn't hear nothin' Fred.

One drink?

One drink.

Come on, then.

This is fresh as it comes.

Appaloosa catfish.

That's the filet mignon
of the river.

-Jan!
-Hi, Kay.

It's good to see you.

Hey, Phil.

-How you doin'?
-Hey, Jan.

Good. How are you?

-Good to see you.
-You too.

Hey, how you doin'? I'm Al.

You must be
one of Kay's friends.

I know Phil ain't got
no good-lookin' friends.

Except for me, of course.

That's my sister.

Okay.

Okay. Yeah. Okay. All right.

I was just being friendly.

Why don't you be friendly
in that direction there, Al?

Okay.

Sorry about him.

No, I'm good.

Congratulations on your new job.
I'm so proud of you.

Thanks, Jan.

Did Kay tell you we took
the boys to church last weekend?

They seemed to enjoy it.
You should come next time.

Yeah, I like to
spend my Sundays

celebratin' God in other ways.

Who needs a pew when
you can be out in His creation?

Hey, y'all,

how 'bout a toast?

To my man Phil Robertson here,

the newest
remedial English teacher

at Junction City High.

He ain't smart, but he pretty.

I can't deal.

-Four ducks?
-Yeah, four ducks.

Four ducks.

One bullet can't get four ducks.

-It can if you're Phil.
-Who's this new friend with him?

That's Al.

He's from his work.

-He runs their school.
-Okay.

-Yeah, it's that easy.
-Man!

All right! Yeah!

Told you boys.

One thing I'm better at
than fishin' is shootin'.

You okay?

-This here...
-Yeah.

...is some genuine
Three Creeks moonshine.

All right.

Daddy?

You goin' huntin'?

You betcha.

Can I come?

You don't know the woods.
Don't know huntin'.

You could teach me.

Go back to bed.

The next few years were a bit
of a blur, I must admit.

You know the guy
that owns this property?

Yeah, I met him once.

I met his sister.

It was that feeling again,

being pulled
in multiple directions.

Huntin',

partyin', family.

The drinking began
to overtake everything else.

"...airplanes, duck hawks,
and golden eagles wouldn't die."

I thought it was freedom
from my worries,

but it didn't free me from them.

It just made me
forget about them.

She just will not
leave me alone.

I've heard of worse problems
than that.

All I could think was,
I gotta lay off the sauce.

They respected Phil Robertson.

They know Phil Robertson
was a man.

Who's a man?

You're so beautiful, Marleen.

You wasn't calling
them ducks in, Phil.

You was commanding
them to come in.

Back again?

Don't have the decency
to hang around here?

I'm cooking,
cleaning up after your kids!

Keep your mouth shut!

You can't have
a conversation with me?

Y'all don't need this.

Class dismissed.

Who's a man?

I was hellbent on doin' things
my own way.

I always had been.

When I had to figure out other
ways to provide for the family,

I went back to the places
that have always provided,

the woods, and the river.

Take care.

Miss Evelyn.

Phil Robertson.

-You staying out of trouble?
-Yes, ma'am.

How's your momma?

She doing just great.

-Kay and the kids?
-It's all good.

Hey.

Got a fresh catch for ya.

You back on the water?

I thought I heard you teachin'
at that school in Junction City.

Yeah. Yeah.

Sabbatical. You know,
just a short break.

I got plenty for the shop today.

You know I don't like
throwin' out no unsold fish.

This here as fresh as it comes.

You can put this on special,
right up front.

Caught no more than an hour ago.

Have a look.

I appreciate your services.

Best make sure Miss Kay
and the boys get this.

Yes, ma'am. Absolutely.

Do.

I'm ashamed to say,

most of that money I was makin'
didn't go to Kay and the kids.

But we always found
a way to make more.

Hey, if nothing else,
we were creative.

All right, y'all.

All bets are in.
Got a rivalry as old as time.

Man versus machine!

Steel versus muscle!

Rubber versus some bare feet.

Yeah, Phil!

-All right.
-Let's go! Come on!

Let's get this show on the boat!

-On your mark!
-You got this, buddy!

Get set!

Go!

You weren't even close!

Just like old times, gentlemen.

Don't give me that sour look
like I'm tryin' to cheat ya.

It's Hank's car,
and he bet against me.

Think he hamstrung his own bet?

Hey, come on, now, pay up.
Fair and square.

Hey, don't be bitter.

We both know Hank's car
ain't got the gun

to come close to outrunnin' you
if you only give him 20 yards.

You give him 25,
he's got you smoked.

Well, that's their fault
for not askin' for 25.

Ever since I known you,
you ain't changed.

Hey, Phil?

Double or nothing.

Hold my beer.

Hey, babe.

Guess you decided
to finally come home.

I know it's late. I was...

I was workin'.

You sell some fish?

Yep.

What is this?

That's the money I made.

How much fish you sell?

What do you mean?

There's $11 here.

I know, I must've
spent some of it, all right?

Phil, we have three hungry boys.

You put all this pressure on me
to stretch a few dollars.

It is embarrassing

havin' a line behind me
in the grocery store

waitin' for me to put stuff back
because I can't afford it!

It's fine.

We're fine. The kids are fine!

I don't think we are, Phil.

I told you boys.
I'm blessed. I cannot lose.

Jesus don't be playin' no dice.

Only person who can play
dice like that is the devil,

which will explain why you
riskin' your neck in this bar.

It's 'cause I like the music
and the company better.

If you went next door,

you'd think they closed the bar
and opened up a morgue.

Really? I heard that
the owners are lookin' to sell.

Really?

Well, it just so happens
I'm in need of a job.

I said they were selling,
not hirin'.

They here now?

-Jim Perkins?
-Yeah.

Phil Robertson.
Nice to meet you.

Heard y'all might be interested
in doin' business.

Do you wanna buy the bar?

Well, thought
we could talk about

a bit more
of a creative strategy.

-Hold on.
-Phil!

Keep 'em closed.

-Come on.
-Can I open them?

Not yet.

Just a little further.

Keep 'em closed!

Stand here.
Don't open 'em till I tell you.

Why does it smell like urine?

Hold on.

Phil.

Okay. Open 'em.

It's a bar.

You bought a bar?

Sort of.

Phil, we can't afford a bar.

I can't even afford groceries.

Don't worry about that.
Look at this.

This is a new start
for us as a family.

You complain about money,
we'll make some more money here.

You been complainin' about not
spendin' time together,

well, we'll all be here
as a family.

-I don't know, Phil.
-Hey.

I'll make it up to you.

Kay, I'm gonna
make it up to you.

I know things didn't work out
with the teachin' job,

and I was tired.

I wasn't treatin'
this family well.

But this is a fresh start
for the Robertson family.

Okay? Alan and Jase,
they can even help.

Look, I know you're a good man.

I fell in love with that.

But it's the drink.

How's bein' in a bar
gonna help with that?

'Cause I'll be workin',
not drinkin'.

Look, you'll keep an eye on it,
I'll keep on it.

I'm gon' make this work,
I want it to work.

You know you're
the only one for me.

I love you.

I love you.

First we gotta get
that pee smell outta here

'cause that is horrible!

I agree.

I thought I had it figured out.

Finally, I had arrived.

A way to spend time
with my family,

makin' more money,

and still hang with my buddies

and run with them
all night long.

Daddy, when have
I dried enough glasses?

That's the point.

They drink 'em, we clean,

and the cycle starts again
till closin' time.

Doin' great, keep goin'.

Hey, get some more
peanuts in here.

Okay.

Hey, Phil. Get over here.

I got a couple of friends
I'd like to introduce you to.

Miss Kay, I'm dyin' here.

Hold on. Don't think
I don't see you there

actin' like you haven't
drank the Mississippi

and spent your paycheck tonight.

Why don't you scoot
on over a little bit.

I'm tired of your disrespect!

What's disrespectful
about asking you

to spend a day with your family?

That's all you do!
Nag, nag, nag, nag, nag!

The boys wanna see
their daddy!

Don't use your boys to guilt me!

Don't act like I don't know
what you been up to!

You been drinkin'
moonshine again.

-I see it in your eyes.
-What does that matter to you?

It makes you act
like a wild animal!

You wanna see a wild animal?
Here you go!

-Uncle Si!
-Uncle Si!

Come here, boys! What about it?

Oh, man! Look at you.

Y'all growin' faster than
green grass through a goose.

-We missed you, Uncle Si.
-Buddy, I missed you, too.

I missed you, too.
Where's your momma?

-Inside.
-Miss Kay!

You can't catch me, Jase.

Get him, Alan!

You're it.

-Tag.
-No, I tagged you back.

He becomes the devil, Si.

I seen it in his eyes.

But it ain't him.

You know
that ain't your brother.

Yeah, maybe not,

but, come on,
you don't deserve this.

You're raisin' three boys
on your own.

I don't know what I deserve.

Besides,

what would leavin'
do to the boys?

-They love their daddy.
-Go long, Jase!

I know it sounds crazy, Si.

But I just know deep in my heart

this family is gonna work out.

Well,

you know he ain't gonna change
unless he stops drinkin'.

I know.

But my Nanny told me

that someday you gonna have
to fight for your marriage.

When things get tough,
that's what you do.

You fight.

Excuse me, ladies,
gimme one second.

Hey, Phil?

There's someone here
to see you.

Who's responsible for this?

Do you know where
you'd go if you died tonight?

Jan?

-Hi, Phil.
-What you doin' here, Jan?

You ain't returned
my calls in forever,

so, thought
I'd check in on you.

This your new boyfriend?

Phil Robertson.

This is Pastor Bill Smith.

How you doin' there, Phil?

-What you sellin', preacher man?
-Nah.

We ain't sellin' nothin'.

Just offering.
God and the good news.

Don't you read Time magazine?
"God is dead."

That's not been my experience.

But I have been in here less
than maybe a minute or two,

and I can see you got one
mighty chip on your shoulder.

I should knock you out
right here.

You can try.

Tall words from a preacher man
who can't do nothin' about it.

Jesus says I got to forgive you,

but that don't mean
he won't forgive me, too.

Phil.

Jan, why you bring
the preacher man around here?

Well, I heard
you might be needin' one.

Preachers ain't
welcome around here.

Let's go, Jan.

He ain't ready yet.

How you doin', ma'am? Excuse me.

Jan, you should stay.
Have a drink.

I'm going to be prayin' for you.

Then you'll be
wastin' your time!

All right, then.

All right. God bless you, sir.

You put her up to it.

I didn't. I swear, I didn't know
she was comin' around.

Don't lie to me. I saw the way
she was lookin' at you.

This is just you tryin'
to control me. All of you.

Phil, please.

I swear to God,
you better hold your tongue.

You're hurtin' my arm.

If I find out you're tellin'
people about our business...

Phil, you're hurtin' me.

What'll it be, boys?

Hey, sweetheart.

That pie recipe she gave me,
my boys, they go crazy for it.

They do.

Where you been? Pretty late
for grocery shoppin'.

When am I supposed to go?
Been at the bar all day.

You were with him, weren't you?

-What are you talkin' about?
-The guy from the bar.

Phil, I'm tired.

It's been a long day and you've
been drinkin' through it.

My drinkin'
ain't got nothin' to do with it.

How long you been
runnin' 'round on me?

Answer the damn question!

I ain't runnin' around on you.

I know you're lyin'.

I ain't havin'
this conversation.

Not when you're drunk.

I ain't the problem.
You're the problem.

You're ruinin' my life!

Yeah?

You been ruinin' mine
for ten years!

Get out.

Get out
and take your kids with you.

Good Lord, Phil.

I can't hardly believe that.

I can't believe a lot of
what I did in those days.

There was a point
where I'd lost it all.

Kay,

my boys,

the bar.

Bingo.

Just like that.

Hey. What's happening?

What's goin' on? Come in.
Come on, boys.

Thanks.

You can stay
as long as you want.

I can't trouble you like that.

Trust me,
it's no trouble at all.

You're not worried
about Phil findin' out?

He kicked you out.

Why don't you go freshen up?

I'll listen for Willie.

Thank you, Jan.

Of course.

Are you okay, Momma?

Momma?

Hey.

What's goin' on?

Momma.

Okay.

Just go back to bed, all right?
I'll check.

Kay?

Kay, are you all right?

I was thinkin'
about somethin' real stupid.

I was about to do it.

I just kept thinkin'
about those boys.

I'm their momma.

I can't just leave 'em alone.

No, you can't.

I really believed
it was gonna work out with Phil.

I really did.

But it is over.

I just don't know what to do.

Well,

you can start by gettin' up
off the bathroom floor.

When I was little

and Momma was in the hospital

and Daddy was on the oil rigs,

I used to cry myself to sleep
every night.

And then one Sunday,

I heard the preacher
down at church,

sayin' that at some point
in our lives,

we are all going to feel

desperately alone,

like we're the only soul
in the whole entire world.

And that that would be
the most important moment

in our whole entire lives.

Because then we realize
that with Jesus,

we ain't never alone.

So,

I stopped cryin'
myself to sleep at night,

and I started prayin' instead.

I'll watch the boys tomorrow.

There's someone
you gotta go see.

Hey, that was a good one.

I appreciate you. God bless you.
See you on Wednesday.

-Pastor Smith?
-Yeah.

Hi. I'm Kay Robertson.

Right.

Jan told me you might stop by.
It's good to see you again.

It's been a bit.

I'm really sorry
about my husband.

The first time,

at the bar.

Would it surprise you if I said
I get that reaction a lot?

I guess not.

How's your husband?

He kicked us out
of the house yesterday.

Me and my three boys.

Sorry to hear that.

Look, Jan said
to come talk to you,

maybe you might
be able to help us.

But...

I don't know what I'm doin' here

or what even to say, and...

I guess,

I got into some trouble
last night,

thinkin' about things

I shouldn't have
been thinking about.

And,

I'm really sorry.
You must be so busy.

It's not a problem.

Truly.

It's the strangest thing
you should come by.

I was just now
right then in a meetin',

talkin' about what to do with
one of our little places

that just became vacant.

In fact, it's right over there.

It's right across the street.

That sound like somethin'

you and your boys
might be interested in?

I don't know what to say,
Pastor Smith.

Just Bill is fine.

Or Pastor Bill,
if you wanna be formal.

Come on.

So, we live here now?

Yeah.

This is a gift.

We're gonna take real
good care of it, you hear?

Kay got a job and
took care of the boys.

She was determined to make
somethin' of a life for them.

As for me,
I finally had my freedom.

But it certainly didn't feel
like I thought it would.

Phil!

Phil, are you in there?

As I live and breathe.

I got a call from Nancy
at the sheriff's station.

They found your truck totaled,
but couldn't find your body.

I done a lot of crazy things,

but never done smashed
my truck up good enough

to be canned
and put on the shelf in it.

Who's a man?

I'd offer to help you clean up,

but this is a lost cause.

This is a gar hole, son.

What's the day?

Sunday.

I heard an old, old story

How a savior came from glory

How he gave his life on Calvary

To save a wretch like me

I heard about his groaning

Of his precious blood atoning

Then I repented of my sins

And won the victory

Momma, can we take those?

No. Those are for kids that
don't get presents at Christmas.

Okay.

Just a few.
Leave some for the other kids.

Get out of here! Go!

She can't help it.

It's in her blood, or something.

-We got that blood in us?
-Don't know.

But we'll always look out
for each other, won't we?

You mean that, Phil?

'Course I do, Jan.

Are we there yet?

-Yep.
-Not yet.

-Are we there yet?
-Not yet.

Uncle Si, how much farther?

Oh, Lord, what did I say?

If we come, no complainin'.

What are you doin', Alan?
Jase, what's he doin'?

-Complaining?
-That's right.

Phil, it's Si! Are you in there?

You made it back.

I did.

I did.

It's good to see you.

I knew I'd find you out here.

Maybe I should've called,

given ya time
to clean up the place a bit.

Ya ain't gotta live like
no wild man anymore, Phil.

It's better for me out here.

Phil, how's that?

I don't have to be anything
but me.

That may be true,

but hey,
I think you should come back.

You know?

Work on some things.

And what work would I need?

I been hearin'
about a lotta things.

Ain't much of 'em fit to talk
about in front of little ears.

Daddy?

Al, Jase.

What you doin' here, boys?

Come on, now.

Ain't you gonna give
your pa a hug?

What, you don't recognize me?

Hey, Jase. It's okay.

You all right?

I think y'all should leave.

-Yeah.
-Say hi to Momma for me, boys.

-You change your mind...
-See ya.

Come on, boys.

All right, boys.

-Hungry? Yeah.
-Eat!

Alan, you wanna lead us?

Good boy.

Dear Jesus, I miss my daddy.

Please make him a good man.

-Amen.
-Amen.

All right.

What'd you want?

Some of this?

-They're yum.
-All right.

Thank you.

You're the only girl for me.

You're gonna make a good daddy.

I'm proud of you.

I love you.

I can't.

I can't!

You drunk right now?

Nope.

I think I saw him, Miss Kay.

Who?

The devil.

I think it might be me.

I'll quit drinkin' this time,

I promise.

No.

I'm done with promisin'.

Kay!

I'm sorry!

I messed it all up!

Miss Kay!

Phil.

You need help.

More help than me
and the boys can give you.

You need to change.

Miss Kay.

I'll do anything
for you and the boys.

Anything.

I swear it.

-Give me a minute.
-It's really okay, Phil.

You know...

It's beautiful out back.

You wanna... How 'bout
you meet me out there?

I'm not quite sure what to say.

Just say whatever's
on your mind, Phil.

I guess it were...

Everything I ever touch
is goin' to hell.

You know what I would do,

everything I touched
went to hell?

What's that?

I'd quit touchin' things.

Do you know what most stories
have in common?

Most of 'em

are about

climbin' the mountain,

becoming a God,

provin' just how good you are,

that you're good enough.

But this
a whole different story.

This is about God comin' down
from the mountain,

coming to you,

telling you,

"Phil, you ain't got nothin'
to prove."

Hey, that chip on your shoulder,

shame you've had
your whole life.

It don't mean nothin' to Him.

In fact,

He come down to take that away.

That sounds too good to be true.

This is too good for all of us.

How's it happen?

You got to die, Phil.

And then,
you need to be born again.

I'm ready.

Your daddy's lived a hard life.

That ends today.

We gon' bury that old man.

This dirty river water
represents a grave.

But...

a new man is gonna rise up.

Phil, from this day forth,

who's gonna be the Lord
in your life?

Jesus Christ.

With that confession,

I baptize you in the name
of the Father, Son,

and the Holy Ghost

for the forgiveness
of your sins.

You ready?

All right!

Dashing through the snow
In a one-horse open sleigh

O'er the fields we go...

Good boy.

Laughing all the way...

I know.

Daddy?

When do you have to leave?

What do you mean?

Don't you got somewhere to be?

I ain't got nowhere to be.

You good with that?

All right.

All the way

Oh, what fun it is to ride

In a one-horse open sleigh

Jingle bells, jingle bells,
I don't mind the storm...

Smells good.

I've got my horn to keep me warm

Hey, Jase, let me see that.

Yeah.

Thanks, buddy.

You gonna buy Jase a new one
now you broke it?

I didn't break it,
just fixin' it.

I had a moment today.

Maybe bein' sober for the first
time in a long time.

Lots of people
make duck calls, right?

They sound like ducks, sure,

but pintails
don't sound like a mallard,

like I don't sound like you
when I talk.

-So what?
-So what?

Thanks for bein' here today.

Meant a lot to the boys.

I been tryin'.

You been tryin'.

I know it ain't been perfect.

No.

Truth is,

I been fightin' for us
for ten years.

I just had nothin' left in me.

Then I saw you get baptized
in that river,

and I was full.

I was so full of joy.

My heart was so full.

And I had this little voice,

naggin' voice,

sayin' it's just gonna start
all over again.

And you was gonna
break our hearts.

I'm sorry, Miss Kay.

Truly.

I'm not gonna
put you through that again.

You remember
why you quit football?

It was huntin' season.

Partly 'cause you are stubborn
as an ox stuck in the mud.

But the other part,

that was 'cause
you wanted to take care of us,

take care of your family,

just like you always had.

Now look,
I know you're gonna stumble.

I know it ain't gon' be perfect.

But maybe
if you just keep that in mind,

how much
you really do love your family?

Yeah.

Maybe it might be right
to get away from it all.

Old friends, temptation.

We'll get ourselves
a little place.

I could fish the river.

Now that might be an idea, Phil.

Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas, Miss Kay.

Before I came along,

everyone thought duck calls
people were makin' were great,

but truth is,
they were missin' somethin'.

They looked the same.

One duck call
looked like another,

but on the inside,

somethin' had changed.

Turns out,

that can make
all the difference.

Phil!

Phil!

There he is.

My man.

Keep it down.

Everyone's still sleepin'
in there.

They're missin' out
on the best fish, then.

We come to get you.
Get your things.

It's a day after Christmas
tradition.

We'll hit the water

and head to State Line Road
for a party after.

I ain't drinkin' anymore.

The Phil you come lookin'
for is dead and buried.

Dang, you startin'
to scare me, Phil.

Look, it's been ages
since you partied with us.

Come on, now.

You know it's gonna be
a grand time.

Get your freedom back
for a night.

Well? What's it gonna be?

Who's a man?

Daddy?

Wake your brother.

Put your warm clothes on.
Your momma said it was okay.

Come on.

Come on, boys.

Stay close to Daddy.

Good boy.

Look right there.

You try.

You try, boy.

I started taking the kids
to the woods a lot more,

teachin' 'em about huntin'.

I'm just down here,
fishin', huntin',

tryin' to sell these duck calls.

In the end,
Kay got her pioneer lifestyle,

and I got my family back.

Not because I deserved it.

Lord knows I didn't.

But that's the thing
I learned about God.

We don't have to be good enough,

'cause he's good enough for us.

I finally figured it out.

Just took a little time.

Yeah, well,

seems like I might not have
as much time as I thought.

How so?

I ain't told anybody else this,

but it's my heart.

I got a aneurysm.

Doctor said it could be

two years,

two months. Heck,

two days.

Any moment, really.

You called me up

and asked me to tell you

what I'd heard,

how I got out,
made a life for myself.

That's the secret.

I didn't do it.

Only God
can pull off a move like that,

because of Jesus.

Stop always makin' it
only about me.

That's what I finally heard,

how to give my life away.

Funny thing is,
once I gave it up,

that's when I got it all back.

Everything I been chasin'
all these years.

Funny how that works.

How you gotta come
to the end of yourself

to find the beginning of God.

I gotta tell you, Phil,

that's startin'
to make a lotta sense.

As I travel

On life's pathway...

-Remember that?
-Of course I remember that.

As I ponder

And hopes grow fonder...

Come on, boys!
Let's get some food!

Hey. You caught all of that?

Precious memories

How they linger

How they ever flood my soul...

-We're happy to have you.
-Thank you.

Thank y'all for coming.

Why don't we say
a little prayer?

Father, we thank you for another
great day on planet Earth.

For the bunch of ducks
we killed this morning

and the grub on this table.

In Jesus' name, we pray.

Amen.

Amen.

Y'all dig in.

Precious memories

Unseen angels

Sent from heaven

Somewhere to my soul...

Who's got the apple butter?

Stop hoggin' the corn
down there,

will you pass it down?

And the sacred past unfolds

Precious memories

Y'all have just witnessed

what happens
when Satan controls a man.

You've seen it in living color.

It's embarrassing and shocking.

But y'all saw the initial me.

The acts of the sinful nature
are obvious.

Y'all just saw
the acts of the sinful nature.

They're obvious.

Jesus beat death for us,
removed our sin,

cleans us up,

and guarantees
he'll raise ya from the dead.

I wanna remind ya of the gospel
I preach to ya,

which you received,
I did, 50 years ago.

And on which
you've taken your stand,

I did.

I'm standin' on the death,

burial,
and resurrection of Jesus.

You really can have love,

joy, peace, patience,

kindness, goodness,

faithfulness, gentleness,
self-control.

You can have those qualities
for your own life

if you come to Jesus
through faith,

believe he died

before he was buried
and raised from the dead.

He's seated at the right hand
of the Father right now.

It's a wonderful thing.

And I highly recommend
you just start walking

by faith.

My question is,
you got a better story?

I'd love to hear it.

We could be wrong,

but I doubt it.

A lotta people said,

"If you played
ahead of Bradshaw at Tech,

and he went on to win
four Super Bowls,"

they said, "Man,

"what in the world
happened to you?"

I don't know
what to tell 'em, except

Bradshaw went after the bucks,
and I went after the ducks.

And I think we're both
pretty happy, so...