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[Men in Love]

[Episode 36]

It's not about throwing it away.

I don't care where you went yesterday.

I don't care about the ring either.

I just don't understand why your ex-girlfriend

♫Even the air is silent♫

kept appearing in my life.

Song Jinran. Song Jinran.

♫There's no place for my heart to hide♫

Why is everything

related to Song Jinran?

♫The world stops, like an illusion♫

Xiaoxiao, let me explain.

Explain?

Why do you explain?

♫I thought you were calling me♫

Why do you always have to explain?

♫The hand I reached out touches nothing again♫

When do we keep our relationship

by explaining?

Xiaoxiao, don't act like this.

I'm scared.

♫I want to say something♫

♫But I just stand there and stare for a long time♫

She told me

that you could give up Declaration

♫Maybe I don't want to leave♫

just to go abroad with her.

♫It still hurts♫

I know.

♫Looking back♫

You loved her so much,

♫I feel so much warmth again♫

and proposed to her.

I know

it's all in the past.

♫I'll be with you♫

But when she kept appearing

♫You know it's true♫

in my life,

♫Memories are endless♫

when I saw your romantic photos,

when I knew everything you did for her,

♫But why♫

and that ring,

♫We've been with each other♫

I realized that I wasn't that strong.

♫But why can't we have each other?♫

I really can't pretend

like nothing happened.

♫I'll be with you♫

I can't take it!

I can't take it! I can't take it!

♫I'll see this through♫

I...

Xiaoxiao!

I beg you.

♫If we can notice all the considerations♫

Don't say that.

♫At the intersection of time♫

♫Let's not lose each other again♫

Let's break up.

♫On the snowy streets♫

♫I'm wandering alone again♫

It happened today.

♫If we can meet♫

♫And change our destiny♫

Another thing will happen tomorrow.

♫I'll go far away with you♫

There will be more things happening in the future.

♫In the future I've been dreaming of♫

You loved each other so deeply

♫Love is like a lost ark♫

and got hurt so much,

Of course you'll be swayed by her.

♫Where is the entrance to dreams♫

♫I don't know what to do♫

But I'm

♫I'll be with you♫

just like the flowers

♫You know it's true♫

you threw into the trash can without hesitation.

♫Could you please not let go♫

You will leave me eventually.

No, Xiaoxiao.

♫When you realize♫

Xiaoxiao, let me explain.

♫That I'll always be there♫

I won’t be swayed by her.

I can't change the past.

♫Stopping for you♫

But I promise you

that I will prove it to you for the rest of my life.

♫I'll be with you♫

♫I'll see this through♫

♫Let's greet with a smile♫

But I don't believe it anymore.

♫At every intersection♫

♫I'll be with you♫

I'm sorry.

I can't take it anymore.

[Remember to put the flowers Ye Han gave you this morning in the vase. I'm going to bed]

Remember to put the flowers

Ye Han gave you this morning in the vase.

I'm going to bed.

[Clouds Cafe]

Hello, I want ten cups of coffee.

Ten cups, right?

Five cups with sugar, and another five cups without sugar.

-Okay. -I'll make the lattes and Americanos separately.

[Clouds Cafe]

Good.

Okay.

Please wait.

Wang,

how is Ms. Guo doing recently?

I'm sorry.

No comment.

You ordered so much coffee

for a meeting, right?

Is Ms. Guo still staying in the hotel?

Tell her,

staying at home

is better than staying at the hotel.

I can't help that.

Wang,

you’ve been working with Shengyun for so long.

I treated you well.

Do you have to be a stranger to me?

Ms. Guo is single now.

She is alone and needs someone to take care of her.

Understand?

Mr. Lu,

you and Ms. Guo have divorced.

[Clouds Cafe]

So

you

don't need to think about this.

Besides, Ms. Guo is not alone.

She's going on a date tonight.

With whom?

Where?

I'm sorry.

No comment.

All done?

Thank you.

[Clouds Cafe]

-Take care. -Thank you.

Do you think I won't know where she will go

if you don't tell me?

What are you looking for?

A ring.

Wait.

Let me help you.

I just tidied it up.

Did you see my ring?

No.

Don't worry.

Sometimes that happens.

If you don't look for it, it will come out itself.

Did you go to the bathroom?

I'll go there to check.

No need.

Two people will be faster.

I said no.

You go home.

What are you talking about?

Go back.

Because you lost the ring?

Or do you think it's me...

Okay.

Okay.

Xu Yan.

Did someone ask you

to live in pain forever?

My brother was right.

You are a prisoner of your past

and you kept hurting

people around you

with the pain you felt.

Have you come to a conclusion about the electronic magazine?

Ye Han.

What's wrong?

Sign here.

I just asked you

about the conclusion of the electronic magazine.

Electronic magazine.

I agree with your opinion.

Pick the one in Beijing.

But I have to check the content.

And we can't cease publication of our printed magazine.

Okay.

I'll move forward with it.

♫I'll be heartbroken no matter how careful I am♫

♫Maybe you have nothing to say♫

♫Our love takes a roundabout route♫

♫We could only blame that we didn't have time to prepare for it♫

♫If missing is a misunderstanding♫

♫The contradictory emotions are also shaky♫

♫The denial hit my sore point♫

♫How embarrassing it's for me when I'm heartbroken♫

♫Time has stolen blossoms♫

♫Like a silent monologue♫

♫But my heartbeats♫

♫Turn the past pages♫

♫We met by chance and missed each other; I look forward to seeing you again♫

♫I don't dare to love even if I long to♫

♫But how can I forget your tenderness?♫

♫We drifted apart in the crowd♫

♫I'm lingering in the same spot♫

♫I can't let go no matter how hard I try♫

♫Dust of constraints♫

♫When will the sunshine return?♫

Jialin.

What's wrong?

Xiaoxiao.

Xu Yan and I

♫I've never really understood♫

are done.

♫The future beyond my reach♫

It's fine.

♫I've been looking forward to it♫

♫I just found that you're irreplaceable♫

♫How can I love like the way you do?♫

Throw these things away for me.

I was already in front of the trash bin,

but I didn't make it.

Why are they all torn apart?

The first step to saying goodbye

is to let go of the memories about him.

What's the second step?

Leave.

I came back

because of him.

It seems

it's time to go back to America to study.

Have you made up your mind?

Maybe I can only let go of him

by leaving here.

At least,

you can choose to leave.

You and Ye Han...

You are not going well?

We...

broke up.

Where are you going?

Go scold him!

I said it.

Xiaoxiao.

It’s my fault.

How can I only think about myself?

Xiaoxiao.

You must be upset.

Cry.

You'll feel better.

Sir,

do you need to order now?

The steak can't be tasty.

Steak is our specialty.

Cheers.

You are drinking?

If you need wine,

we can do a wine pairing.

Sir.

Sir.

One pasta will do.

Okay.

How does it taste?

It's good.

Here, honey.

Eat mine. I've cut it for you.

Aren't you eating?

I'll watch you eat.

I-It's delicious, right?

Shengyun.

I chose this wine for you.

It tastes sweeter.

I think you'll like it.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Hello.

Do you need more wine?

A bottle of house wine, please.

Okay.

Wait.

Well...

Just a bottle of sparkling water.

No wine, thanks.

Honey, you have many business dinners.

You don't have to drink with me.

Then I don't drink today.

Let's drink sparkling water.

One more bottle.

Are you okay with it?

Yes.

Let me send you home.

Are you okay?

I'm sorry.

Let her go.

Sir, what can I do for you?

You kept asking her to drink.

What do you mean?

I drank it myself.

Did I allow you to speak?

Who are you?

He's my boyfriend.

Do you know each other?

Used to know.

I'm her husband.

Ex-husband.

I see.

Shengyun,

I think you need to talk.

I'll be right here.

Call if you need me.

Sorry.

It's okay.

Sir,

Shengyun and I are just friends.

We just came out for dinner.

Plus,

I hope you can respect her,

no matter what

your relationship is.

I'll leave you two.

I don't respect her?

Guo Shengyun,

we just got divorced.

Do you want to make me angry with someone just like him?

He's a rich bachelor.

He deserves me,

but you don't.

Do you understand?

Fine.

You are drunk today.

I'll forgive you.

-I’m not drunk. -Come with me.

Come with me!

I'm not drunk!

You have lots of choices

for the blind date.

But you picked a bearded guy.

Look.

Will he carry you if you get drunk?

I'm carrying you.

Can he carry you?

Look how drunk you are.

What if

you would be fooled by the bad guys without me?

It's not right.

Not right.

No. No. No.

Guo Shengyun.

It’s inappropriate.

Lie down.

Guo Shengyun,

I’m not your husband anymore.

Sleep tight.

What am I doing?

[Clouds Cafe]

What's up

with him?

Maybe he broke up

with Xiaoxiao.

Maybe?

You haven't apologized yet?

I don't know what happened.

Hello?

Okay.

I'll be right back.

Well...

Xiaoxiao

came to me.

Why are you looking at me?

She came here for you.

Go.

Okay.

I'll go first.

[Clouds Cafe]

Xiaoxiao.

What's wrong?

Xu Yan.

I thought about it for a long time.

I think I should give this to you.

This is...

Jialin asked me to throw it away.

She said

she would give up on you.

If she doesn't want it,

it will be meaningless to give it to me.

Xiaoxiao,

Jialin and I

are done.

What if she

will go back to America tonight?

I know

you've always wanted to protect Jialin.

All this time,

you are considering the overall situation,

weighing up the pros and cons

and making the right choices.

But have you ever thought

that Jialin loved you so much,

so she could feel

your pain?

She's protecting you in her way.

You two are the same on this point.

But the difference is

that she is braver than you.

I'm here today

because I don't want you to miss each other.

Just take me as a busybody.

Think about it.

I'm leaving.

Xiaoxiao,

we need to talk.

I've said

what I should say.

I still don't understand

why we broke up.

I already explained.

But I don't accept that.

You knew it.

From the first time I met you,

my heart lied with you.

Now you wanted to

deny all these things.

Would you accept it if you were in my position?

I saw everything

that my boyfriend had.

If you had been me,

would you accept it?

You said that from the first time you met me,

your heart lied with me.

It would be good if I had the same thought.

♫I'll be heartbroken no matter how careful I am♫

So you have never

trusted me.

♫We could only blame that we didn't have time to prepare for it♫

I have trusted.

I thought I was your girlfriend.

♫If missing is a misunderstanding♫

I thought

♫The contradictory emotions are also shaky♫

I could win this battle.

♫The traffic lights are like tears♫

Because I thought

♫Twinkling in my heart♫

our relationship was stronger

♫Time has stolen blossoms♫

than your relationship with your ex.

♫Like a silent monologue♫

But I was wrong.

Since Song Jinran has come back,

♫But my heartbeats♫

♫Turn the past pages♫

it's like you've lived in a different world sometimes.

♫We met by chance and missed each other; I look forward to seeing you again♫

I didn't know how to trust you.

♫I don't dare to love even if I long to♫

I didn't know how we could continue with this relationship.

A-As long as we are together,

♫But how can I forget your tenderness?♫

we can continue with this relationship.

But I think being together

is already painful enough!

♫Distance makes people retreat♫

I hate myself for being like this.

♫Can I still face it if I turn around?♫

I was full of timidity,

inferiority,

suspicion and jealousy.

♫I want to hug you 'cause you're precious♫

But I couldn't control myself.

♫I always doubt myself and take myself as a humble person♫

♫The denial hit my sore point♫

I became who I hated most

♫How embarrassing it's for me when I'm heartbroken♫

because of you.

♫Time has stolen blossoms♫

♫Like a silent monologue♫

Okay.

♫But my heartbeats♫

♫Turn the past pages♫

If that's the case,

♫We met by chance and missed each other; I look forward to seeing you again♫

let's break up.

♫I don't dare to love even if I long to♫

♫But how can I forget your tenderness?♫

I won't have a crush on you anymore.

I won't come to you again.

♫We drifted apart in the crowd♫

♫I'm lingering in the same spot♫

♫I can't let go no matter how hard I try♫

Take care.

♫Dust of constraints♫

♫When will the sunshine return?♫

♫I've never really understood♫

♫The future beyond my reach♫

♫I've been looking forward to it♫

♫I just found that you're irreplaceable♫

What a mess.

Because of Song Jinran?

She said we shouldn't be together

from the beginning.

And she has never trusted me.

What would you think if it were you?

Compared to others,

you and I

do care more about our past.

It's the truth.

But I've explained it countless times.

If she didn't trust me

in the beginning,

it's useless no matter how much I do.

Alright.

Don't be angry.

I'm not angry.

I'm just...

a little tired.

And I'm a little sad.

How could she

break up with me so easily?

But if this relationship

makes her suffer,

there will be no need for me to make up for it.

Actually, there's no right or wrong about this.

It's not on the past,

Xiaoxiao,

or you.

It's good

to take a break.

Jiacheng told me

that Jialin would fly back to America soon.

But have you ever thought

that Jialin loved you so much,

so she could feel

your pain?

She was protecting you in her way.

You just let her go?

What else can I do?

You're right.

Compared to others,

we do care more about our past.

Xu Yan, remember,

the position we are in now

is called the future.

Have you packed everything?

Yes.

You've been in China for so long.

It's time to go back to study.

Mom is right.

The offer has been postponed for so long.

I'm leaving tonight.

Right.

Going to school is good.

Go finish school

and come back to stay with us.

That's great.

I'll drive you

to the airport later.

No need.

No one needs to see me off.

The driver can send me here.

You have so many things

and bought tonight's flight ticket.

The international flight leaving at night is better.

I just need to have a sleep.

I don't even have jet lag.

It's a deal.

No one is allowed to see me off tonight.

Otherwise, I don't want to leave.

Check again

and see if there's anything missing.

Nothing is missing.

[Xu Yan]

[Xu Yan]

[Shut down] [Restart]

♫Even the air is silent♫

♫There's no place for my heart to hide♫

♫The world stops, like an illusion♫

♫I thought you were calling me♫

♫The hand I reached out touches nothing again♫

Thank you.

♫I want to say something♫

♫But I just stand there and stare for a long time♫

♫Maybe I don't want to leave♫

♫It still hurts♫

♫Looking back♫

♫I feel so much warmth again♫

[International and Hong Kong/Macao/Taiwan Departures]

♫I'll be with you♫

♫You know it's true♫

♫Memories are endless♫

[International and Hong Kong/Macao/Taiwan Departures]

♫But why♫

♫We've been with each other♫

♫But why can't we have each other?♫

♫I'll be with you♫

♫I'll see this through♫

♫If we can notice all the considerations♫

♫At the intersection of time♫

♫Let's not lose each other again♫

Xu Jialin.

♫On the snowy streets♫

♫I'm wandering alone again♫

♫If we can meet♫

♫And change our destiny♫

♫I'll go far away with you♫

♫In the future I've been dreaming of♫

♫Love is like a lost ark♫

♫Where is the entrance to dreams♫

♫I don't know what to do♫

♫I'll be with you♫

Don't go.

♫You know it's true♫

I have no reason to stay.

♫Could you please not let go♫

♫When you realize♫

♫That I'll always be there♫

Let me finish.

I don't want to hear it.

♫Stopping for you♫

If you can't let go of the past,

♫I'll be with you♫

just let me go.

It's not that I can't let go of the past.

♫I'll see this through♫

♫Let's greet with a smile♫

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have said that to you.

♫At every intersection♫

You were right.

I shouldn't hurt you

♫I'll be with you♫

with my regrets from my past relationship.

I was selfish,

and cowardly.

I dared not admit

that I've liked you for a long time.

What's the point of saying this now?

Nothing will change.

♫The footsteps follow the second hand♫

♫I'm willing to be in your story♫

Do you know what you are doing?

♫I keep a perfect distance from you♫

I can hold your hand

and hug you.

♫I'm waiting for you to turn around♫

This is our relationship.

♫No matter how long♫

♫No matter how far♫

I hope I can hug you forever.

♫I will write down the fairy tale you wish♫

Everything will be fine.

♫There's something I haven't told you♫

This time,

♫For even only once♫

I won't give up again.

♫Let me say it fearlessly♫

♫No matter how hard♫

♫No matter how rough♫

♫No matter how far away the place is, I'll go and find you there♫

♫I've met countless people♫

♫You're still♫

♫The only answer♫

♫The wind is still on the clouds♫

This is not just your memory,

♫Your words are still in my ears♫

but also ours.

♫If I miss the chance to be brave♫

Xu Jialin.

♫Can we still reach the destination?♫

I really like you.

I've liked you

♫No matter how long♫

before I knew it.

♫No matter how far♫

♫I will write down the fairy tale you wish♫

Stay here.

Don't go, okay?

♫There's something I haven't told you♫

Don't shake me anymore.

♫For even only once♫

♫Let me say it fearlessly♫

This time,

I won't give up.

♫No matter how hard♫

♫No matter how rough♫

Even if you leave,

♫No matter how far away the place is, I'll go and find you there♫

I'll follow you.

If you decide

to go on the plane,

♫I've met countless people♫

I'll buy the next flight

and fly to you.

♫You're still♫

If you say that,

♫The only answer♫

I'll take it seriously.

♫In the small world♫

Then take it seriously.

This time,

♫What else can be achieved?♫

it's my turn to be brave.

♫I can only close my eyes quietly♫

♫Praying for you♫

♫No matter how hard♫

♫No matter how rough♫

♫I will write down the fairy tale you wish♫

♫There's something I haven't told you♫

♫For even only once♫

♫Let me say it fearlessly♫

♫No matter how hard♫

♫No matter how rough♫

♫No matter how far away the place is, I'll go and find you there♫

♫I've met countless people♫