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Phenom man I'm just saying good things

Phenom man I'm just saying good things

Phenom man I'm just saying good things okay yeah because T your friend and and

okay yeah because T your friend and and

okay yeah because T your friend and and and for me well as a as a light friend

and for me well as a as a light friend

and for me well as a as a light friend as well he introduced me to you Jose

as well he introduced me to you Jose

as well he introduced me to you Jose Antonio

Antonio

Antonio manado pronounce it right yes correct

manado pronounce it right yes correct

manado pronounce it right yes correct okay yeah

is

is yeah he is

healer if you have to choose and I of

healer if you have to choose and I of

healer if you have to choose and I of course you don't have a card with your

course you don't have a card with your

course you don't have a card with your name on it that's pretty oldfashioned

name on it that's pretty oldfashioned

name on it that's pretty oldfashioned but what what will be the title what

but what what will be the title what

but what what will be the title what will be your your own title so of course

will be your your own title so of course

will be your your own title so of course your name and then then something kind

your name and then then something kind

your name and then then something kind description

description

description um mind the

um mind the

um mind the programmer or de programmer de

programmer or de programmer de

programmer or de programmer de programmer yeah yes because we've been

programmer yeah yes because we've been

programmer yeah yes because we've been programmed in so many ideas so many

programmed in so many ideas so many

programmed in so many ideas so many beliefs and we are suffering because of

beliefs and we are suffering because of

beliefs and we are suffering because of this even the the belief in death you

this even the the belief in death you

this even the the belief in death you know people that are afraid of Dy and

know people that are afraid of Dy and

know people that are afraid of Dy and the they have the wrong idea cuz they

the they have the wrong idea cuz they

the they have the wrong idea cuz they think death is the opposite to life M

think death is the opposite to life M

think death is the opposite to life M and what is opposite is fear and if

and what is opposite is fear and if

and what is opposite is fear and if you're afraid you're already

you're afraid you're already

you're afraid you're already dead yeah okay we we'll talk about the

dead yeah okay we we'll talk about the

dead yeah okay we we'll talk about the power of fear which is pretty big but um

power of fear which is pretty big but um

power of fear which is pretty big but um I just uh told you and and uh well the

I just uh told you and and uh well the

I just uh told you and and uh well the listeners and viewers know it I just

listeners and viewers know it I just

listeners and viewers know it I just became father so um I'm I'm thinking do

became father so um I'm I'm thinking do

became father so um I'm I'm thinking do you

you

you think it is necessary to

think it is necessary to

think it is necessary to deprogram or could it be possible for me

deprogram or could it be possible for me

deprogram or could it be possible for me as a father to program Direct in the

as a father to program Direct in the

as a father to program Direct in the good way without all the limited beliefs

good way without all the limited beliefs

good way without all the limited beliefs and think or is it a necessary Journey

and think or is it a necessary Journey

and think or is it a necessary Journey you have to make okay I I like to to

you have to make okay I I like to to

you have to make okay I I like to to explain it very simple okay imagine we

explain it very simple okay imagine we

explain it very simple okay imagine we there is only one tree and you a branch

there is only one tree and you a branch

there is only one tree and you a branch okay and you as a branch you get

okay and you as a branch you get

okay and you as a branch you get connected connected with another female

connected connected with another female

connected connected with another female branch in your case and you both have a

branch in your case and you both have a

branch in your case and you both have a little Branch you will be programmed to

little Branch you will be programmed to

little Branch you will be programmed to say this is my Branch then you want to

say this is my Branch then you want to

say this is my Branch then you want to suffer because it's not yours it's from

suffer because it's not yours it's from

suffer because it's not yours it's from the

the

the tree that that's the only thing you have

tree that that's the only thing you have

tree that that's the only thing you have to take in consideration in order to

to take in consideration in order to

to take in consideration in order to really enjoy that kids and that that

really enjoy that kids and that that

really enjoy that kids and that that that experience as a families with

that experience as a families with

that experience as a families with Consciousness not like they belong to me

Consciousness not like they belong to me

Consciousness not like they belong to me no it's like no no we belong to the tree

no it's like no no we belong to the tree

no it's like no no we belong to the tree let's have fun and from there you have

let's have fun and from there you have

let's have fun and from there you have an amazing experience with your child

an amazing experience with your child

an amazing experience with your child all

all

all right but well what do you think about

right but well what do you think about

right but well what do you think about ego

ego

ego uh the ego is a choice you know right

uh the ego is a choice you know right

uh the ego is a choice you know right now you have the choice of okay I'm

now you have the choice of okay I'm

now you have the choice of okay I'm going to experience myself after the

going to experience myself after the

going to experience myself after the tree or I'm going to use a different way

tree or I'm going to use a different way

tree or I'm going to use a different way of experiencing myself with a filter

of experiencing myself with a filter

of experiencing myself with a filter called the separate self or the idea

called the separate self or the idea

called the separate self or the idea that I'm just a branch separating from

that I'm just a branch separating from

that I'm just a branch separating from the tree and then you have a choice but

the tree and then you have a choice but

the tree and then you have a choice but in this moment right now you you have

in this moment right now you you have

in this moment right now you you have the choice to drop yourself to your

the choice to drop yourself to your

the choice to drop yourself to your heart feel the space of the tree and

heart feel the space of the tree and

heart feel the space of the tree and therefore leave yourself the life of a

therefore leave yourself the life of a

therefore leave yourself the life of a branch but

branch but

branch but knowing that you're the tree so ego is

knowing that you're the tree so ego is

knowing that you're the tree so ego is just a choice of experiencing yourself

just a choice of experiencing yourself

just a choice of experiencing yourself in a different way which you as a

in a different way which you as a

in a different way which you as a Creator here have always choices because

Creator here have always choices because

Creator here have always choices because we have the free will to choose and then

we have the free will to choose and then

we have the free will to choose and then you say hey I'm going to actually play

you say hey I'm going to actually play

you say hey I'm going to actually play in opposition to life and then I choose

in opposition to life and then I choose

in opposition to life and then I choose a choice called the ego the ego mind the

a choice called the ego the ego mind the

a choice called the ego the ego mind the separate self that is that is this a fun

separate self that is that is this a fun

separate self that is that is this a fun experience but sooner or later you have

experience but sooner or later you have

experience but sooner or later you have to let it go when when you apparently

to let it go when when you apparently

to let it go when when you apparently die and then in your Cemetery there is

die and then in your Cemetery there is

die and then in your Cemetery there is this sign that is very suspicious like

this sign that is very suspicious like

this sign that is very suspicious like now he's resting in peace yeah why

now he's resting in peace yeah why

now he's resting in peace yeah why before I couldn't be at you choose the

before I couldn't be at you choose the

before I couldn't be at you choose the ego you see wow wow wow but do you think

ego you see wow wow wow but do you think

ego you see wow wow wow but do you think that there is

that there is

that there is um there well there's a meaning of ego

um there well there's a meaning of ego

um there well there's a meaning of ego is it is it

is it is it

is it is it useful okay as a pure Consciousness we

useful okay as a pure Consciousness we

useful okay as a pure Consciousness we decide to experience something different

decide to experience something different

decide to experience something different then we create this world and this world

then we create this world and this world

then we create this world and this world is the world of ego no matter what you

is the world of ego no matter what you

is the world of ego no matter what you do it's going to be the same thing do

do it's going to be the same thing do

do it's going to be the same thing do it's going to be dual it's going to be

it's going to be dual it's going to be

it's going to be dual it's going to be the morning it's going to be the night

the morning it's going to be the night

the morning it's going to be the night it's going to be peace it's going to be

it's going to be peace it's going to be

it's going to be peace it's going to be the opposite to that it's going to be

the opposite to that it's going to be

the opposite to that it's going to be love and fear we want to explore this

love and fear we want to explore this

love and fear we want to explore this and then this is the the the world of

and then this is the the the world of

and then this is the the the world of the ego then you can have you can have a

the ego then you can have you can have a

the ego then you can have you can have a functional ego like for example somebody

functional ego like for example somebody

functional ego like for example somebody for example you go to Australia somebody

for example you go to Australia somebody

for example you go to Australia somebody ask you who are you and you say yeah

ask you who are you and you say yeah

ask you who are you and you say yeah this is my name okay and then you enter

this is my name okay and then you enter

this is my name okay and then you enter in in

in in

in in Australia or have this dysfunctional ego

Australia or have this dysfunctional ego

Australia or have this dysfunctional ego these voices that they talking to you

these voices that they talking to you

these voices that they talking to you you're not good enough there's something

you're not good enough there's something

you're not good enough there's something wrong with you maybe you as a father

wrong with you maybe you as a father

wrong with you maybe you as a father you're having doubts this is the ego

you're having doubts this is the ego

you're having doubts this is the ego yeah because if you're a father life

yeah because if you're a father life

yeah because if you're a father life knows it's the right time for you and

knows it's the right time for you and

knows it's the right time for you and you case you you wait until 40 something

you case you you wait until 40 something

you case you you wait until 40 something 46 cuz you before maybe you know you

46 cuz you before maybe you know you

46 cuz you before maybe you know you were not ready so right now is the right

were not ready so right now is the right

were not ready so right now is the right moment for you but if the ego is

moment for you but if the ego is

moment for you but if the ego is doubting it's in opposition to life so

doubting it's in opposition to life so

doubting it's in opposition to life so you see then it's then it's not then

you see then it's then it's not then

you see then it's then it's not then it's negative thing exactly and you

it's negative thing exactly and you

it's negative thing exactly and you doubt and then move but there's like a

doubt and then move but there's like a

doubt and then move but there's like a personality as well exactly get yeah and

personality as well exactly get yeah and

personality as well exactly get yeah and funny enough the the um root of the word

funny enough the the um root of the word

funny enough the the um root of the word h Persona where you say personality

h Persona where you say personality

h Persona where you say personality means per Anda is the real meaning is

means per Anda is the real meaning is

means per Anda is the real meaning is the mask that has made sounds so you

the mask that has made sounds so you

the mask that has made sounds so you have a mask now and you believe you're

have a mask now and you believe you're

have a mask now and you believe you're something different from Pure

something different from Pure

something different from Pure consciousness of of on life and

consciousness of of on life and

consciousness of of on life and therefore you you you get yourself in

therefore you you you get yourself in

therefore you you you get yourself in trouble that's the whole thing of course

trouble that's the whole thing of course

trouble that's the whole thing of course I Look to Josephine and I'm thinking oh

I Look to Josephine and I'm thinking oh

I Look to Josephine and I'm thinking oh wow I want to be her she has no idea of

wow I want to be her she has no idea of

wow I want to be her she has no idea of exactly it's all she's fresh she she's

exactly it's all she's fresh she she's

exactly it's all she's fresh she she's pure she the tree is pure in her and

pure she the tree is pure in her and

pure she the tree is pure in her and when you look at her even without

when you look at her even without

when you look at her even without without words you start to feel relaxed

without words you start to feel relaxed

without words you start to feel relaxed and and totally present cuz she is H

and and totally present cuz she is H

and and totally present cuz she is H giving you the feedback from the tree

giving you the feedback from the tree

giving you the feedback from the tree through her eyes or or when she smile at

through her eyes or or when she smile at

through her eyes or or when she smile at you you melt down the the mask in you

you you melt down the the mask in you

you you melt down the the mask in you melt down yeah but in a certain way I'm

melt down yeah but in a certain way I'm

melt down yeah but in a certain way I'm going to teach her and help her to be

going to teach her and help her to be

going to teach her and help her to be the personality exactly exactly and

the personality exactly exactly and

the personality exactly exactly and exactly it's what I son of U my student

exactly it's what I son of U my student

exactly it's what I son of U my student are doing with the with the children

are doing with the with the children

are doing with the with the children they say Okay um right now I'm going to

they say Okay um right now I'm going to

they say Okay um right now I'm going to educate you and I I might program you

educate you and I I might program you

educate you and I I might program you you know so but be aware that you are

you know so but be aware that you are

you know so but be aware that you are something beyond the programmation okay

something beyond the programmation okay

something beyond the programmation okay you you need to be educated and so but

you you need to be educated and so but

you you need to be educated and so but you can choose any time to let go so

you can choose any time to let go so

you can choose any time to let go so this this is always a way of conscious

this this is always a way of conscious

this this is always a way of conscious consciously educate children and

consciously educate children and

consciously educate children and sometime we use this in some events we

sometime we use this in some events we

sometime we use this in some events we used to do an event called conscious

used to do an event called conscious

used to do an event called conscious education with a a friend who pass away

education with a a friend who pass away

education with a a friend who pass away and then we for a while we stop to give

and then we for a while we stop to give

and then we for a while we stop to give uh the parents and conscious knowledge

uh the parents and conscious knowledge

uh the parents and conscious knowledge that first your s it doesn't belong to

that first your s it doesn't belong to

that first your s it doesn't belong to you and then it's I mean in this Society

you and then it's I mean in this Society

you and then it's I mean in this Society some rules May apply but at any at any

some rules May apply but at any at any

some rules May apply but at any at any time they can actually you know leave U

time they can actually you know leave U

time they can actually you know leave U behind those those ideas and they have

behind those those ideas and they have

behind those those ideas and they have the choice every time to like being

the choice every time to like being

the choice every time to like being living a playful life without taking so

living a playful life without taking so

living a playful life without taking so serious the role that I am just a person

serious the role that I am just a person

serious the role that I am just a person so it's good for because at the moment

so it's good for because at the moment

so it's good for because at the moment they they they want to just let go it's

they they they want to just let go it's

they they they want to just let go it's easier for for them because no they are

easier for for them because no they are

easier for for them because no they are not that much of program I don't know if

not that much of program I don't know if

not that much of program I don't know if I'm making sense yeah absolutely so you

I'm making sense yeah absolutely so you

I'm making sense yeah absolutely so you started really young

started really young

started really young with well the the the well the

with well the the the well the

with well the the the well the spirituality way yeah you were 19 and um

spirituality way yeah you were 19 and um

spirituality way yeah you were 19 and um what happened then you know he my my

what happened then you know he my my

what happened then you know he my my story is very short uh I was when I was

story is very short uh I was when I was

story is very short uh I was when I was five years old or seven between five and

five years old or seven between five and

five years old or seven between five and seven I don't even remember the because

seven I don't even remember the because

seven I don't even remember the because time for me now is quite weird yeah it's

time for me now is quite weird yeah it's

time for me now is quite weird yeah it's a concept as well a cons yeah yeah this

a concept as well a cons yeah yeah this

a concept as well a cons yeah yeah this life you know it's Timeless but we we

life you know it's Timeless but we we

life you know it's Timeless but we we need a reference right so sometime for

need a reference right so sometime for

need a reference right so sometime for me if difficult to find references um I

me if difficult to find references um I

me if difficult to find references um I remember I just wanted to be a painter I

remember I just wanted to be a painter I

remember I just wanted to be a painter I I love you know every time I have a

I love you know every time I have a

I love you know every time I have a color pen and in my in my pocket would

color pen and in my in my pocket would

color pen and in my in my pocket would use it and will I will express myself I

use it and will I will express myself I

use it and will I will express myself I I was so happy and I I

I was so happy and I I

I was so happy and I I remember um I was in my in my house and

remember um I was in my in my house and

remember um I was in my in my house and my mother went for a moment to the

my mother went for a moment to the

my mother went for a moment to the supermarket and I decided to give her a

supermarket and I decided to give her a

supermarket and I decided to give her a present like okay I have this I got this

present like okay I have this I got this

present like okay I have this I got this as a for my birthday I have like five

as a for my birthday I have like five

as a for my birthday I have like five pens MH and for me they were like a

pens MH and for me they were like a

pens MH and for me they were like a treasure okay I'm going to I'm going to

treasure okay I'm going to I'm going to

treasure okay I'm going to I'm going to paint this wall completely full of color

paint this wall completely full of color

paint this wall completely full of color and when my mother came back she would

and when my mother came back she would

and when my mother came back she would say oh my God you're the new I don't

say oh my God you're the new I don't

say oh my God you're the new I don't know Picasso maybe you you

know Picasso maybe you you

know Picasso maybe you you know I was super happy and I was even

know I was super happy and I was even

know I was super happy and I was even you know like doing like a leather with

you know like doing like a leather with

you know like doing like a leather with with stuff to in order to reach uh the

with stuff to in order to reach uh the

with stuff to in order to reach uh the higher part of the worldall and then I

higher part of the worldall and then I

higher part of the worldall and then I was so proud so my mother came say hey

was so proud so my mother came say hey

was so proud so my mother came say hey man come look and my mother he look at

man come look and my mother he look at

man come look and my mother he look at the wall he look at me then as a tear

the wall he look at me then as a tear

the wall he look at me then as a tear start to pour out it's a tear of Joy but

start to pour out it's a tear of Joy but

start to pour out it's a tear of Joy but no it was tear of Ang she was so angry

no it was tear of Ang she was so angry

no it was tear of Ang she was so angry at me and she start to hit me with the

at me and she start to hit me with the

at me and she start to hit me with the with the shoe so I was disgrace it was

with the shoe so I was disgrace it was

with the shoe so I was disgrace it was not good and then I repress my artist uh

not good and then I repress my artist uh

not good and then I repress my artist uh soul back you know um I was so afraid

soul back you know um I was so afraid

soul back you know um I was so afraid after to express myself so I was living

after to express myself so I was living

after to express myself so I was living my life uh looking for external

my life uh looking for external

my life uh looking for external validation especially for my for my

validation especially for my for my

validation especially for my for my parents so what happened after I started

parents so what happened after I started

parents so what happened after I started to be H having anxiety attacks and panic

to be H having anxiety attacks and panic

to be H having anxiety attacks and panic attacks until I was 19 I remember even I

attacks until I was 19 I remember even I

attacks until I was 19 I remember even I wanted to kill myself but no no like a

wanted to kill myself but no no like a

wanted to kill myself but no no like a typical way you know cutting your veins

typical way you know cutting your veins

typical way you know cutting your veins or or or um H yourself no I wanted to

or or or um H yourself no I wanted to

or or or um H yourself no I wanted to kill myself by surfing big wave and

kill myself by surfing big wave and

kill myself by surfing big wave and maybe smash myself against the Rocks but

maybe smash myself against the Rocks but

maybe smash myself against the Rocks but you know when you are obsess about

you know when you are obsess about

you know when you are obsess about something nothing of that happen so I

something nothing of that happen so I

something nothing of that happen so I couldn't kill myself like that so I was

couldn't kill myself like that so I was

couldn't kill myself like that so I was like man I have to try something else

like man I have to try something else

like man I have to try something else and then then I remember I was in the

and then then I remember I was in the

and then then I remember I was in the morning uh surfing I look at the sky and

morning uh surfing I look at the sky and

morning uh surfing I look at the sky and I felt like something like something was

I felt like something like something was

I felt like something like something was listening to me so I was oh that's weird

listening to me so I was oh that's weird

listening to me so I was oh that's weird and then I asked hey whatever is there

and then I asked hey whatever is there

and then I asked hey whatever is there if there is a path I may follow please

if there is a path I may follow please

if there is a path I may follow please place it in front of me because I I I I

place it in front of me because I I I I

place it in front of me because I I I I I even willing to Die Trying to sh for

I even willing to Die Trying to sh for

I even willing to Die Trying to sh for the truth and then next day I found a

the truth and then next day I found a

the truth and then next day I found a like a poster it was kind of fault and

like a poster it was kind of fault and

like a poster it was kind of fault and and and and I look at it and I said

and and and I look at it and I said

and and and I look at it and I said tonight there is a conference um of a

tonight there is a conference um of a

tonight there is a conference um of a Lama called Lama San about how to deal

Lama called Lama San about how to deal

Lama called Lama San about how to deal with your conflict emotions I said hey

with your conflict emotions I said hey

with your conflict emotions I said hey this is for me so I went there and I saw

this is for me so I went there and I saw

this is for me so I went there and I saw this old Lama just laughing without

this old Lama just laughing without

this old Lama just laughing without reason say don't believe anything I say

reason say don't believe anything I say

reason say don't believe anything I say you try this try that and I start to try

you try this try that and I start to try

you try this try that and I start to try this and I say man this is is a huge

this and I say man this is is a huge

this and I say man this is is a huge difference I feel I feel different I I

difference I feel I feel different I I

difference I feel I feel different I I feel less afraid and then after the

feel less afraid and then after the

feel less afraid and then after the event I I I ran to to San German um

event I I I ran to to San German um

event I I I ran to to San German um people who brought this llama from the

people who brought this llama from the

people who brought this llama from the Himalayas because apparently the next

Himalayas because apparently the next

Himalayas because apparently the next day they have like Sun events and and I

day they have like Sun events and and I

day they have like Sun events and and I said hey can I join I said yeah but you

said hey can I join I said yeah but you

said hey can I join I said yeah but you have to pay this price and I didn't I

have to pay this price and I didn't I

have to pay this price and I didn't I didn't have money and I said can I can I

didn't have money and I said can I can I

didn't have money and I said can I can I cook they said yeah but we have Cooks uh

cook they said yeah but we have Cooks uh

cook they said yeah but we have Cooks uh can I can I clean yeah we have cleaners

can I can I clean yeah we have cleaners

can I can I clean yeah we have cleaners uh and then okay so I was about to give

uh and then okay so I was about to give

uh and then okay so I was about to give up and the guy came say Hey cuz I was a

up and the guy came say Hey cuz I was a

up and the guy came say Hey cuz I was a younger kid there so everybody was in

younger kid there so everybody was in

younger kid there so everybody was in the 6 this and I was one guy in in his

the 6 this and I was one guy in in his

the 6 this and I was one guy in in his 19s you know yeah I said hey what this

19s you know yeah I said hey what this

19s you know yeah I said hey what this guy wants he said no he wants to Joy he

guy wants he said no he wants to Joy he

guy wants he said no he wants to Joy he he wants to join and he said why don't

he wants to join and he said why don't

he wants to join and he said why don't you take us in the morning for scussion

you take us in the morning for scussion

you take us in the morning for scussion because we are alone in the morning

because we are alone in the morning

because we are alone in the morning we're not doing anything cuz the events

we're not doing anything cuz the events

we're not doing anything cuz the events are in the afternoon so in the morning

are in the afternoon so in the morning

are in the afternoon so in the morning you can take us around the island and I

you can take us around the island and I

you can take us around the island and I say okay it's like a Karma Yoga thing

say okay it's like a Karma Yoga thing

say okay it's like a Karma Yoga thing you know I do something for you you do

you know I do something for you you do

you know I do something for you you do something for me so for three years and

something for me so for three years and

something for me so for three years and a half I was taking these llamas having

a half I was taking these llamas having

a half I was taking these llamas having with them an excor and then I became

with them an excor and then I became

with them an excor and then I became friend like really close friends like we

friend like really close friends like we

friend like really close friends like we were making jokes we were fighting cuz I

were making jokes we were fighting cuz I

were making jokes we were fighting cuz I I didn't treat them like like like you

I didn't treat them like like like you

I didn't treat them like like like you know like these these people who are are

know like these these people who are are

know like these these people who are are placing their hands together you know

placing their hands together you know

placing their hands together you know you're like super master they were like

you're like super master they were like

you're like super master they were like more like like my friends and from there

more like like my friends and from there

more like like my friends and from there I start to learn from them and then they

I start to learn from them and then they

I start to learn from them and then they even invite me to the to the Himalayas

even invite me to the to the Himalayas

even invite me to the to the Himalayas to have Retreats with them but for me it

to have Retreats with them but for me it

to have Retreats with them but for me it was like I did I don't really want to go

was like I did I don't really want to go

was like I did I don't really want to go to Nepal or or to the Himalayas to I I

to Nepal or or to the Himalayas to I I

to Nepal or or to the Himalayas to I I did it for them cuz they were my friends

did it for them cuz they were my friends

did it for them cuz they were my friends yeah for me was very expensive how and

yeah for me was very expensive how and

yeah for me was very expensive how and then when I realized hey man I'm a

then when I realized hey man I'm a

then when I realized hey man I'm a totally different being and then when I

totally different being and then when I

totally different being and then when I I reached my 24 years old I remember one

I reached my 24 years old I remember one

I reached my 24 years old I remember one morning I I woke up I said hey this is

morning I I woke up I said hey this is

morning I I woke up I said hey this is weird I don't hear any voices in my head

weird I don't hear any voices in my head

weird I don't hear any voices in my head and and I remember it was a little bit

and and I remember it was a little bit

and and I remember it was a little bit of light coming from from the window and

of light coming from from the window and

of light coming from from the window and some little dust like moving in slow

some little dust like moving in slow

some little dust like moving in slow motion I was like no no I'm Dreaming

motion I was like no no I'm Dreaming

motion I was like no no I'm Dreaming then I went back to sleep and then I

then I went back to sleep and then I

then I went back to sleep and then I woke up again and it was the same

woke up again and it was the same

woke up again and it was the same situation and say oh I have a problem

situation and say oh I have a problem

situation and say oh I have a problem now cuz cuz this everything is slowed

now cuz cuz this everything is slowed

now cuz cuz this everything is slowed down and when my mother was talking to

down and when my mother was talking to

down and when my mother was talking to me every time she talked it was it

me every time she talked it was it

me every time she talked it was it sounds very very very weird like I was I

sounds very very very weird like I was I

sounds very very very weird like I was I don't understand but at somehow I

don't understand but at somehow I

don't understand but at somehow I understand without words it was very

understand without words it was very

understand without words it was very weird so then I realized that I have to

weird so then I realized that I have to

weird so then I realized that I have to do something so I I call I called my my

do something so I I call I called my my

do something so I I call I called my my master I went to see them for three

master I went to see them for three

master I went to see them for three months in order to adjust my new estate

months in order to adjust my new estate

months in order to adjust my new estate to to to the world and from there my my

to to to the world and from there my my

to to to the world and from there my my adventure start as you say in this SP

adventure start as you say in this SP

adventure start as you say in this SP our world but what I like is to simplify

our world but what I like is to simplify

our world but what I like is to simplify things cuz I learn from simple Masters I

things cuz I learn from simple Masters I

things cuz I learn from simple Masters I I didn't have Orthodox um ways or belief

I didn't have Orthodox um ways or belief

I didn't have Orthodox um ways or belief or anything that's why when you ask me

or anything that's why when you ask me

or anything that's why when you ask me about the books hey I haven't read books

about the books hey I haven't read books

about the books hey I haven't read books because in my heart in your heart there

because in my heart in your heart there

because in my heart in your heart there is a tree full of wisdom you you can

is a tree full of wisdom you you can

is a tree full of wisdom you you can access anytime and and download all that

access anytime and and download all that

access anytime and and download all that information and I if you like you can

information and I if you like you can

information and I if you like you can write books for example I have wrote A

write books for example I have wrote A

write books for example I have wrote A Few books but the thing is it's good to

Few books but the thing is it's good to

Few books but the thing is it's good to have as a reference and nice books but

have as a reference and nice books but

have as a reference and nice books but when you found you found the wi within

when you found you found the wi within

when you found you found the wi within you don't need any external stuff

you don't need any external stuff

you don't need any external stuff anymore so one of uh you you one of the

anymore so one of uh you you one of the

anymore so one of uh you you one of the friends is that Mr Diaz was Mr di is

friends is that Mr Diaz was Mr di is

friends is that Mr Diaz was Mr di is like the nickname because uh he's one of

like the nickname because uh he's one of

like the nickname because uh he's one of my masters so I get really close to him

my masters so I get really close to him

my masters so I get really close to him because this guy is half American half

because this guy is half American half

because this guy is half American half from canar Islands half Spanish yeah but

from canar Islands half Spanish yeah but

from canar Islands half Spanish yeah but he's being always learning from from

he's being always learning from from

he's being always learning from from Masters and and for me he's a reference

Masters and and for me he's a reference

Masters and and for me he's a reference because when I saw this guy that for me

because when I saw this guy that for me

because when I saw this guy that for me is is is an awaken awaken being that he

is is is an awaken awaken being that he

is is is an awaken awaken being that he was uh no an asan person able to do that

was uh no an asan person able to do that

was uh no an asan person able to do that for me it destroyed my mindset only for

for me it destroyed my mindset only for

for me it destroyed my mindset only for Asian people you know Buddha it was from

Asian people you know Buddha it was from

Asian people you know Buddha it was from Asia so everybody had to be for Tibet

Asia so everybody had to be for Tibet

Asia so everybody had to be for Tibet and when I saw this guy I said okay he's

and when I saw this guy I said okay he's

and when I saw this guy I said okay he's it's my reference so yeah in the book

it's my reference so yeah in the book

it's my reference so yeah in the book it's called Mr Diaz but his name is

it's called Mr Diaz but his name is

it's called Mr Diaz but his name is different he said please I don't want to

different he said please I don't want to

different he said please I don't want to be involved in many people trying to sh

be involved in many people trying to sh

be involved in many people trying to sh for says to look for me because I have

for says to look for me because I have

for says to look for me because I have to have my private life but in in the

to have my private life but in in the

to have my private life but in in the book it's called Mr it's a real real

book it's called Mr it's a real real

book it's called Mr it's a real real person the book over is be happier than

person the book over is be happier than

person the book over is be happier than the the D Lama great title of course

the the D Lama great title of course

the the D Lama great title of course yeah and there's another book with a

yeah and there's another book with a

yeah and there's another book with a great title as well are you ill

great title as well are you ill

great title as well are you ill congratulations um but let's go one step

congratulations um but let's go one step

congratulations um but let's go one step uh back to well you're 19 because I read

uh back to well you're 19 because I read

uh back to well you're 19 because I read somewhere that there was like uh well

somewhere that there was like uh well

somewhere that there was like uh well the tragic death of a

the tragic death of a

the tragic death of a family uh but I don't know what happened

family uh but I don't know what happened

family uh but I don't know what happened there well for me that was a you know it

there well for me that was a you know it

there well for me that was a you know it break all my kind of mindset CU I

break all my kind of mindset CU I

break all my kind of mindset CU I remember

remember

remember um as the reference is that I have a

um as the reference is that I have a

um as the reference is that I have a back in the days I had a friend that was

back in the days I had a friend that was

back in the days I had a friend that was a Hindi MH so I used to spend a lot of

a Hindi MH so I used to spend a lot of

a Hindi MH so I used to spend a lot of uh long time with with him and they were

uh long time with with him and they were

uh long time with with him and they were using a lot of meditation for me it was

using a lot of meditation for me it was

using a lot of meditation for me it was something weird Okay this this the for

something weird Okay this this the for

something weird Okay this this the for me it was ritual thing religious thing

me it was ritual thing religious thing

me it was ritual thing religious thing they were meditating and they were

they were meditating and they were

they were meditating and they were really happy all the time they were like

really happy all the time they were like

really happy all the time they were like really friendly really really polite and

really friendly really really polite and

really friendly really really polite and and for me it was kind of shocking

and for me it was kind of shocking

and for me it was kind of shocking because they they were kind of innocent

because they they were kind of innocent

because they they were kind of innocent but uh sure of their way you know and

but uh sure of their way you know and

but uh sure of their way you know and and one night well my my grandfather I

and one night well my my grandfather I

and one night well my my grandfather I was really close to him he he got sick

was really close to him he he got sick

was really close to him he he got sick and I didn't want to see him in in in

and I didn't want to see him in in in

and I didn't want to see him in in in the hospital because I wanted to have

the hospital because I wanted to have

the hospital because I wanted to have the memory that he was a healthy guy and

the memory that he was a healthy guy and

the memory that he was a healthy guy and so oh you're right about this yeah yeah

so oh you're right about this yeah yeah

so oh you're right about this yeah yeah so I decide to not to see him but uh one

so I decide to not to see him but uh one

so I decide to not to see him but uh one day my father took the keys of my car so

day my father took the keys of my car so

day my father took the keys of my car so I had to to go to the hospital cuz I

I had to to go to the hospital cuz I

I had to to go to the hospital cuz I thought my my father was I enter I saw

thought my my father was I enter I saw

thought my my father was I enter I saw my my grandfather before dying like

my my grandfather before dying like

my my grandfather before dying like screaming holding the blanket like like

screaming holding the blanket like like

screaming holding the blanket like like fighting like oh man it really it really

fighting like oh man it really it really

fighting like oh man it really it really it really hurt me to see somebody

it really hurt me to see somebody

it really hurt me to see somebody suffering so much so then he

suffering so much so then he

suffering so much so then he died and then I remember uh when the

died and then I remember uh when the

died and then I remember uh when the grandfather of my Hindi friend was about

grandfather of my Hindi friend was about

grandfather of my Hindi friend was about to to die he knew that day he would die

to to die he knew that day he would die

to to die he knew that day he would die so I I I was there with him and I and I

so I I I was there with him and I and I

so I I I was there with him and I and I saw he was saying to everybody goodbye

saw he was saying to everybody goodbye

saw he was saying to everybody goodbye with a smile giving them even hints okay

with a smile giving them even hints okay

with a smile giving them even hints okay do this take care of this you know take

do this take care of this you know take

do this take care of this you know take care of that do your meditation that and

care of that do your meditation that and

care of that do your meditation that and then when he was about to die he just

then when he was about to die he just

then when he was about to die he just smiled and say goodbye I just died with

smiled and say goodbye I just died with

smiled and say goodbye I just died with a smile and for me those different kind

a smile and for me those different kind

a smile and for me those different kind of death yeah it create an impact maybe

of death yeah it create an impact maybe

of death yeah it create an impact maybe maybe for some people this like

maybe for some people this like

maybe for some people this like ridiculous but for me it was a shock

ridiculous but for me it was a shock

ridiculous but for me it was a shock like how can you live can you die so

like how can you live can you die so

like how can you live can you die so peacefully how can how can you die so uh

peacefully how can how can you die so uh

peacefully how can how can you die so uh in pain and then I start to look for

in pain and then I start to look for

in pain and then I start to look for answer so I interview a lot of people I

answer so I interview a lot of people I

answer so I interview a lot of people I until I found this master but it was a

until I found this master but it was a

until I found this master but it was a long way of exploring and interviewing

long way of exploring and interviewing

long way of exploring and interviewing people um for all kind of different

people um for all kind of different

people um for all kind of different backgrounds even to people who were

backgrounds even to people who were

backgrounds even to people who were doing crazy stuff yeah you know I

doing crazy stuff yeah you know I

doing crazy stuff yeah you know I believe in who knows so please tell me

believe in who knows so please tell me

believe in who knows so please tell me about it so I wanted to learn about

about it so I wanted to learn about

about it so I wanted to learn about everything and uh do your parents still

everything and uh do your parents still

everything and uh do your parents still live now yeah they they're alive okay

live now yeah they they're alive okay

live now yeah they they're alive okay life yeah and I I have a beautiful

life yeah and I I have a beautiful

life yeah and I I have a beautiful relationship now with him CU When I I

relationship now with him CU When I I

relationship now with him CU When I I discover that everything that they did

discover that everything that they did

discover that everything that they did in the past to me that they didn't do

in the past to me that they didn't do

in the past to me that they didn't do anything it was part of my mastership

anything it was part of my mastership

anything it was part of my mastership like when my mother hit me it was it was

like when my mother hit me it was it was

like when my mother hit me it was it was love behind this so everything that

love behind this so everything that

love behind this so everything that happened to you you have a master ship

happened to you you have a master ship

happened to you you have a master ship as in Disguise it's like a seat you can

as in Disguise it's like a seat you can

as in Disguise it's like a seat you can be a victim and then this the lesson

be a victim and then this the lesson

be a victim and then this the lesson repeat itself or you can actually access

repeat itself or you can actually access

repeat itself or you can actually access to the wisdom that is there and now when

to the wisdom that is there and now when

to the wisdom that is there and now when I look at then I feel so much joy

I look at then I feel so much joy

I look at then I feel so much joy because now they're free to be

because now they're free to be

because now they're free to be themselves and I free to be me so it's

themselves and I free to be me so it's

themselves and I free to be me so it's it's it's fantastic relationship that we

it's it's fantastic relationship that we

it's it's fantastic relationship that we have now and and they are proud now

have now and and they are proud now

have now and and they are proud now because there were some parts that they

because there were some parts that they

because there were some parts that they were thinking oh why is our son doing

were thinking oh why is our son doing

were thinking oh why is our son doing this crazy things instead of just a

this crazy things instead of just a

this crazy things instead of just a normal job yeah my my mother it was

normal job yeah my my mother it was

normal job yeah my my mother it was shocked CU I I changed my profession

shocked CU I I changed my profession

shocked CU I I changed my profession let's say I I I quit everything and I

let's say I I I quit everything and I

let's say I I I quit everything and I started to become like okay I'm going to

started to become like okay I'm going to

started to become like okay I'm going to help others I'm going to help others to

help others I'm going to help others to

help others I'm going to help others to to heal and to to uh connect with the

to heal and to to uh connect with the

to heal and to to uh connect with the true self and my M didn't understand

true self and my M didn't understand

true self and my M didn't understand that and she said but what do you do and

that and she said but what do you do and

that and she said but what do you do and I said yeah I do this kind of similar to

I said yeah I do this kind of similar to

I said yeah I do this kind of similar to raiky you know like I pro project things

raiky you know like I pro project things

raiky you know like I pro project things with my hands and then people would ask

with my hands and then people would ask

with my hands and then people would ask her and she didn't know say Hey Now what

her and she didn't know say Hey Now what

her and she didn't know say Hey Now what is the profession of your s he said he's

is the profession of your s he said he's

is the profession of your s he said he's doing something with his hands and uh

doing something with his hands and uh

doing something with his hands and uh okay what what are he's doing yes like

okay what what are he's doing yes like

okay what what are he's doing yes like ranking he said doing ranking oh he's a

ranking he said doing ranking oh he's a

ranking he said doing ranking oh he's a boxer ranking one ranking

boxer ranking one ranking

boxer ranking one ranking two he was screaming like leave me alone

two he was screaming like leave me alone

two he was screaming like leave me alone as she would leave because didn't she

as she would leave because didn't she

as she would leave because didn't she couldn't be proud anymore of me she was

couldn't be proud anymore of me she was

couldn't be proud anymore of me she was for me she actually said I was a

for me she actually said I was a

for me she actually said I was a disgrace for the family cuz uh back in

disgrace for the family cuz uh back in

disgrace for the family cuz uh back in the days I was not known by anyone no um

the days I was not known by anyone no um

the days I was not known by anyone no um but the beautiful thing is I I keep my

but the beautiful thing is I I keep my

but the beautiful thing is I I keep my my path um they didn't talk to me for

my path um they didn't talk to me for

my path um they didn't talk to me for two years because they thought um about

two years because they thought um about

two years because they thought um about the disgrace of the family but then I

the disgrace of the family but then I

the disgrace of the family but then I was treating uh friends of them and they

was treating uh friends of them and they

was treating uh friends of them and they were having an amazing healing and then

were having an amazing healing and then

were having an amazing healing and then I say congratulations for your song I

I say congratulations for your song I

I say congratulations for your song I said what do you mean he did that to me

said what do you mean he did that to me

said what do you mean he did that to me oh really and then they start to get

oh really and then they start to get

oh really and then they start to get closer oh you're helping people oh and

closer oh you're helping people oh and

closer oh you're helping people oh and then they start to realize CU I knew

then they start to realize CU I knew

then they start to realize CU I knew they need time to understand what I was

they need time to understand what I was

they need time to understand what I was doing yeah but uh it's a strong moment

doing yeah but uh it's a strong moment

doing yeah but uh it's a strong moment than when your parents give your and

than when your parents give your and

than when your parents give your and give you the back and they don't they

give you the back and they don't they

give you the back and they don't they don't support you anymore no but at the

don't support you anymore no but at the

don't support you anymore no but at the same time you know that that is your

same time you know that that is your

same time you know that that is your path and you keep on on walking and as

path and you keep on on walking and as

path and you keep on on walking and as you said it's all because of love

you said it's all because of love

you said it's all because of love because they they wanted be to be

because they they wanted be to be

because they they wanted be to be successful in the way they thought

successful in the way they thought

successful in the way they thought success exactly is is it also is tasting

success exactly is is it also is tasting

success exactly is is it also is tasting testing your faith for me it was clear

testing your faith for me it was clear

testing your faith for me it was clear was my path and when your parent say

was my path and when your parent say

was my path and when your parent say don't do that you're disar of the family

don't do that you're disar of the family

don't do that you're disar of the family some people may may freak out and and

some people may may freak out and and

some people may may freak out and and come back to the normality of the

come back to the normality of the

come back to the normality of the branches but I wanted to be in the tree

branches but I wanted to be in the tree

branches but I wanted to be in the tree and and and I as I said i' rather die

and and and I as I said i' rather die

and and and I as I said i' rather die than leave this path and this path it

than leave this path and this path it

than leave this path and this path it was not following anyone it was just

was not following anyone it was just

was not following anyone it was just following the tree in me they have no

following the tree in me they have no

following the tree in me they have no name no right there is no exal guru I

name no right there is no exal guru I

name no right there is no exal guru I mean there is some people who can guide

mean there is some people who can guide

mean there is some people who can guide you that that's for sure this is this is

you that that's for sure this is this is

you that that's for sure this is this is very productive but once you have the

very productive but once you have the

very productive but once you have the guidance go all the way like a slide

guidance go all the way like a slide

guidance go all the way like a slide from the branches to the tree and enjoy

from the branches to the tree and enjoy

from the branches to the tree and enjoy the

the

the ride that's I don't know if you know but

ride that's I don't know if you know but

ride that's I don't know if you know but the name of this podcast is called is

the name of this podcast is called is

the name of this podcast is called is kuuru and it stands for it's I I made

kuuru and it stands for it's I I made

kuuru and it stands for it's I I made this up myself because it's like it's

this up myself because it's like it's

this up myself because it's like it's it's in you there is not a guru outside

it's in you there is not a guru outside

it's in you there is not a guru outside you are exactly yeah we need sometime

you are exactly yeah we need sometime

you are exactly yeah we need sometime reference because we that's why we talk

reference because we that's why we talk

reference because we that's why we talk about this and you right exactly

about this and you right exactly

about this and you right exactly otherwise we wouldn't be here right and

otherwise we wouldn't be here right and

otherwise we wouldn't be here right and you you with your conscious podcast

you you with your conscious podcast

you you with your conscious podcast you're giving guidance to people yeah

you're giving guidance to people yeah

you're giving guidance to people yeah yeah

yeah

yeah um yeah be happier than the D Lama it's

um yeah be happier than the D Lama it's

um yeah be happier than the D Lama it's not it's it's it's a funny funny title

not it's it's it's a funny funny title

not it's it's it's a funny funny title uh it's well already six years old now

uh it's well already six years old now

uh it's well already six years old now no 10 years already 10 years already it

no 10 years already 10 years already it

no 10 years already 10 years already it was finished in 2014 oh wow and it's

was finished in 2014 oh wow and it's

was finished in 2014 oh wow and it's great because it's it's with some some

great because it's it's with some some

great because it's it's with some some classic almost ancient Buddha stories

classic almost ancient Buddha stories

classic almost ancient Buddha stories but it's your own life story with

but it's your own life story with

but it's your own life story with serving and painting and and um I have a

serving and painting and and um I have a

serving and painting and and um I have a question I I have never heard it

question I I have never heard it

question I I have never heard it before Tong tonglen what's that tongin

before Tong tonglen what's that tongin

before Tong tonglen what's that tongin is a Sanskrit tiet a word say giving and

is a Sanskrit tiet a word say giving and

is a Sanskrit tiet a word say giving and take um it's about for example if you

take um it's about for example if you

take um it's about for example if you see somebody who is suffering instead of

see somebody who is suffering instead of

see somebody who is suffering instead of saying oh thank God it's not me it's

saying oh thank God it's not me it's

saying oh thank God it's not me it's what the ego would do or I'm glad that

what the ego would do or I'm glad that

what the ego would do or I'm glad that the others they are you you know in that

the others they are you you know in that

the others they are you you know in that situation not me or I wish I could help

situation not me or I wish I could help

situation not me or I wish I could help you say actually I'm going to help how

you say actually I'm going to help how

you say actually I'm going to help how when you breathe in but first this is

when you breathe in but first this is

when you breathe in but first this is like a little meditation you drop

like a little meditation you drop

like a little meditation you drop yourself into your heart and you connect

yourself into your heart and you connect

yourself into your heart and you connect with the with the with your heart and

with the with the with your heart and

with the with the with your heart and from there it's it's like the intention

from there it's it's like the intention

from there it's it's like the intention that you have like a flame like a fire

that you have like a flame like a fire

that you have like a flame like a fire so when you breathe in you take the

so when you breathe in you take the

so when you breathe in you take the suffering of the person like a black

suffering of the person like a black

suffering of the person like a black cloud place it in that in that fire then

cloud place it in that in that fire then

cloud place it in that in that fire then you do like an Alchemy and when you

you do like an Alchemy and when you

you do like an Alchemy and when you breathe out you Project Life into them

breathe out you Project Life into them

breathe out you Project Life into them that not only not only help the other

that not only not only help the other

that not only not only help the other person but it help you a lot so I'm

person but it help you a lot so I'm

person but it help you a lot so I'm using this practice with people with

using this practice with people with

using this practice with people with cancer when they go go to the hospital

cancer when they go go to the hospital

cancer when they go go to the hospital and start to see this they start to

and start to see this they start to

and start to see this they start to actually get the suffering from others

actually get the suffering from others

actually get the suffering from others and then send back life and they start

and then send back life and they start

and then send back life and they start to report to me that they actually feel

to report to me that they actually feel

to report to me that they actually feel better and they and they heal faster M

better and they and they heal faster M

better and they and they heal faster M because we are here to help each other

because we are here to help each other

because we are here to help each other our expression is to share life not

our expression is to share life not

our expression is to share life not sharing fear is what the normality and

sharing fear is what the normality and

sharing fear is what the normality and the branches system want to want you to

the branches system want to want you to

the branches system want to want you to leave yeah let's say like that yeah yeah

leave yeah let's say like that yeah yeah

leave yeah let's say like that yeah yeah yeah and and and um how what what is

yeah and and and um how what what is

yeah and and and um how what what is healing very simple healing is the

healing very simple healing is the

healing very simple healing is the realization that you're not you are not

realization that you're not you are not

realization that you're not you are not fear you are you're life not a part of

fear you are you're life not a part of

fear you are you're life not a part of life you're life the healing is when you

life you're life the healing is when you

life you're life the healing is when you start living and perceiving yourself as

start living and perceiving yourself as

start living and perceiving yourself as a just separate branch and you realize

a just separate branch and you realize

a just separate branch and you realize that you're the tree of life then

that you're the tree of life then

that you're the tree of life then miracle miracle can happen what is a

miracle miracle can happen what is a

miracle miracle can happen what is a miracle shifting from the state of fear

miracle shifting from the state of fear

miracle shifting from the state of fear to the state of love Yeah in capital

to the state of love Yeah in capital

to the state of love Yeah in capital letters life because people they confuse

letters life because people they confuse

letters life because people they confuse the real love with romantic love this is

the real love with romantic love this is

the real love with romantic love this is part of the you know the attachments

part of the you know the attachments

part of the you know the attachments yeah okay but how do you see it do you

yeah okay but how do you see it do you

yeah okay but how do you see it do you have like a special gift that you can

have like a special gift that you can

have like a special gift that you can help people or is it just or just well

help people or is it just or just well

help people or is it just or just well or is it you show

or is it you show

or is it you show people how they can do it theirself you

people how they can do it theirself you

people how they can do it theirself you can can other people heal somebody or

can can other people heal somebody or

can can other people heal somebody or can you just only heal your yourself how

can you just only heal your yourself how

can you just only heal your yourself how do you see when when we are born uh we

do you see when when we are born uh we

do you see when when we are born uh we have the capacity to access to that

have the capacity to access to that

have the capacity to access to that energetic field it's when you for

energetic field it's when you for

energetic field it's when you for example you see the kids and place it in

example you see the kids and place it in

example you see the kids and place it in hands when they feel hurt or even even

hands when they feel hurt or even even

hands when they feel hurt or even even you you will see for example sometime

you you will see for example sometime

you you will see for example sometime when you get uh distracted and you start

when you get uh distracted and you start

when you get uh distracted and you start to have preoccupations you may see

to have preoccupations you may see

to have preoccupations you may see probably your daughter come to you and

probably your daughter come to you and

probably your daughter come to you and maybe touch your forehead this is

maybe touch your forehead this is

maybe touch your forehead this is actually a healing from her reminding

actually a healing from her reminding

actually a healing from her reminding you hey you're not just a branch worry

you hey you're not just a branch worry

you hey you're not just a branch worry uh trying to control the situation trust

uh trying to control the situation trust

uh trying to control the situation trust she will help me she will heal me she

she will help me she will heal me she

she will help me she will heal me she will smile she will touch you she will

will smile she will touch you she will

will smile she will touch you she will say something okay so everybody have

say something okay so everybody have

say something okay so everybody have that but we get to Start program and

that but we get to Start program and

that but we get to Start program and then we forget that so what I'm doing is

then we forget that so what I'm doing is

then we forget that so what I'm doing is bringing them um like specific systems

bringing them um like specific systems

bringing them um like specific systems like dma shamanic uh re healing and

like dma shamanic uh re healing and

like dma shamanic uh re healing and another one that is Tibetan um Holograms

another one that is Tibetan um Holograms

another one that is Tibetan um Holograms organic flow this is this is from the

organic flow this is this is from the

organic flow this is this is from the same Masters and then I I teach them how

same Masters and then I I teach them how

same Masters and then I I teach them how to do it and then they have the access

to do it and then they have the access

to do it and then they have the access again to that energy flow and from there

again to that energy flow and from there

again to that energy flow and from there some magic start to happen but let's say

some magic start to happen but let's say

some magic start to happen but let's say I'm not gifted the only gift that I have

I'm not gifted the only gift that I have

I'm not gifted the only gift that I have is that I really uh let myself uh out of

is that I really uh let myself uh out of

is that I really uh let myself uh out of the equation and then life can go and

the equation and then life can go and

the equation and then life can go and and practice all this healing through me

and practice all this healing through me

and practice all this healing through me if for example yesterday when I start an

if for example yesterday when I start an

if for example yesterday when I start an event in front of 100 person I said hey

event in front of 100 person I said hey

event in front of 100 person I said hey guys I have to say something sorry for

guys I have to say something sorry for

guys I have to say something sorry for what I'm going to say this is not me

what I'm going to say this is not me

what I'm going to say this is not me this is life and all the synchronises

this is life and all the synchronises

this is life and all the synchronises everything that happen in my events is

everything that happen in my events is

everything that happen in my events is life helping that

life helping that

life helping that group and I'm translating what life

group and I'm translating what life

group and I'm translating what life they're saying through them and they say

they're saying through them and they say

they're saying through them and they say how do you know that I said it's not me

how do you know that I said it's not me

how do you know that I said it's not me who knows it's life so I can access to

who knows it's life so I can access to

who knows it's life so I can access to all the branches for example if there is

all the branches for example if there is

all the branches for example if there is a the branch the branch number 80 in

a the branch the branch number 80 in

a the branch the branch number 80 in this in the room and he asked me a

this in the room and he asked me a

this in the room and he asked me a question I will connect with that branch

question I will connect with that branch

question I will connect with that branch and and the three me will know exactly

and and the three me will know exactly

and and the three me will know exactly the answer because in in your question

the answer because in in your question

the answer because in in your question the answer is there m but it's very

the answer is there m but it's very

the answer is there m but it's very subtle and it's very it's in silent it's

subtle and it's very it's in silent it's

subtle and it's very it's in silent it's a language that we forgot the silence

a language that we forgot the silence

a language that we forgot the silence yeah and then ask to that I say that I

yeah and then ask to that I say that I

yeah and then ask to that I say that I say how do you know that and I said

say how do you know that and I said

say how do you know that and I said there is no uh like a physical or or

there is no uh like a physical or or

there is no uh like a physical or or personality knowing is is is is is the

personality knowing is is is is is the

personality knowing is is is is is the life that is there that he knows because

life that is there that he knows because

life that is there that he knows because he got the wisdom yeah so you see how it

he got the wisdom yeah so you see how it

he got the wisdom yeah so you see how it works yeah yeah yeah

works yeah yeah yeah

works yeah yeah yeah so as I now have this this thing this

so as I now have this this thing this

so as I now have this this thing this picture in my head that you are a very

picture in my head that you are a very

picture in my head that you are a very clear mirror exactly exactly a mirror

clear mirror exactly exactly a mirror

clear mirror exactly exactly a mirror when you it reflect the image back it

when you it reflect the image back it

when you it reflect the image back it doesn't have an opinion it doesn't say

doesn't have an opinion it doesn't say

doesn't have an opinion it doesn't say tell you anything but probably what you

tell you anything but probably what you

tell you anything but probably what you see there is going to hurt you yeah for

see there is going to hurt you yeah for

see there is going to hurt you yeah for example let's say that today you were

example let's say that today you were

example let's say that today you were playing with your daughter and you are

playing with your daughter and you are

playing with your daughter and you are full of ink everywhere you were painting

full of ink everywhere you were painting

full of ink everywhere you were painting with her and then you look at the mirror

with her and then you look at the mirror

with her and then you look at the mirror oh I don't like that mirror you start to

oh I don't like that mirror you start to

oh I don't like that mirror you start to destroy it or you start to cover it you

destroy it or you start to cover it you

destroy it or you start to cover it you know it's what we do with the

know it's what we do with the

know it's what we do with the relationship they they are mirrors we

relationship they they are mirrors we

relationship they they are mirrors we have relationship could be a you know

have relationship could be a you know

have relationship could be a you know like a like a intimate or it could be

like a like a intimate or it could be

like a like a intimate or it could be friendship so it could be in in your

friendship so it could be in in your

friendship so it could be in in your work or people who are um cooperating

work or people who are um cooperating

work or people who are um cooperating with you they're reflecting back our

with you they're reflecting back our

with you they're reflecting back our mindset

mindset

mindset and instead of fighting against or try

and instead of fighting against or try

and instead of fighting against or try to destroy them bless them and and do

to destroy them bless them and and do

to destroy them bless them and and do the transformation Within by looking at

the transformation Within by looking at

the transformation Within by looking at the wind at the at the mirror so yeah

the wind at the at the mirror so yeah

the wind at the at the mirror so yeah that that's it but that brings me to are

that that's it but that brings me to are

that that's it but that brings me to are you ill

you ill

you ill congratulations discover the opportunity

congratulations discover the opportunity

congratulations discover the opportunity in illness yeah and uh I love this Jose

in illness yeah and uh I love this Jose

in illness yeah and uh I love this Jose but of course you were aware of the fact

but of course you were aware of the fact

but of course you were aware of the fact that

that

that people will go mad when they hear this

people will go mad when they hear this

people will go mad when they hear this yeah when I I was talking to the

yeah when I I was talking to the

yeah when I I was talking to the publisher he said man you're going to be

publisher he said man you're going to be

publisher he said man you're going to be in trouble and I said a little bit of

in trouble and I said a little bit of

in trouble and I said a little bit of trouble for

trouble for

trouble for now no the the thing is um you know when

now no the the thing is um you know when

now no the the thing is um you know when somebody gets sick and um they see it as

somebody gets sick and um they see it as

somebody gets sick and um they see it as a let's say a punishment oh it's because

a let's say a punishment oh it's because

a let's say a punishment oh it's because of my karma there something wrong

of my karma there something wrong

of my karma there something wrong something wrong with me and then you

something wrong with me and then you

something wrong with me and then you hear that say no it's actually the Tree

hear that say no it's actually the Tree

hear that say no it's actually the Tree of Life telling you hey don't leave

of Life telling you hey don't leave

of Life telling you hey don't leave yourself off a branch full of fear and

yourself off a branch full of fear and

yourself off a branch full of fear and don't forget the dream that you have

don't forget the dream that you have

don't forget the dream that you have don't forget uh you're here to to enjoy

don't forget uh you're here to to enjoy

don't forget uh you're here to to enjoy that life is supposed to to be joyful

that life is supposed to to be joyful

that life is supposed to to be joyful mhm and then it send you for example a

mhm and then it send you for example a

mhm and then it send you for example a cancer or any illness in order to

cancer or any illness in order to

cancer or any illness in order to transform yourself through the

transform yourself through the

transform yourself through the experience like like a caterpillar going

experience like like a caterpillar going

experience like like a caterpillar going through a cocon and then become a

through a cocon and then become a

through a cocon and then become a butterfly there's like a crisis there

butterfly there's like a crisis there

butterfly there's like a crisis there and if you access to with this um idea

and if you access to with this um idea

and if you access to with this um idea that hey life is doing H something um is

that hey life is doing H something um is

that hey life is doing H something um is helping me like uh car car booster jum I

helping me like uh car car booster jum I

helping me like uh car car booster jum I think he said uh sickness is the effort

think he said uh sickness is the effort

think he said uh sickness is the effort that Mother Earth does in order to heal

that Mother Earth does in order to heal

that Mother Earth does in order to heal the man right so it's actually doing an

the man right so it's actually doing an

the man right so it's actually doing an effort for you and they start to feel

effort for you and they start to feel

effort for you and they start to feel gratitude they start to change some

gratitude they start to change some

gratitude they start to change some patterns I'm going to explain for

patterns I'm going to explain for

patterns I'm going to explain for example what happened the other day in

example what happened the other day in

example what happened the other day in one of my events it was a woman who have

one of my events it was a woman who have

one of my events it was a woman who have in the right chest um two tumors each of

in the right chest um two tumors each of

in the right chest um two tumors each of them they were two cm

them they were two cm

them they were two cm each and I just ask a question what

each and I just ask a question what

each and I just ask a question what happened two years ago to M two years

happened two years ago to M two years

happened two years ago to M two years ago and said oh yeah I have a conflict

ago and said oh yeah I have a conflict

ago and said oh yeah I have a conflict with my husband we got we got separated

with my husband we got we got separated

with my husband we got we got separated and not only that but my son also took

and not only that but my son also took

and not only that but my son also took uh took a sight and then she she she he

uh took a sight and then she she she he

uh took a sight and then she she she he left with him so you see two conflicts 2

left with him so you see two conflicts 2

left with him so you see two conflicts 2 cm 2 cm two years so the only things he

cm 2 cm two years so the only things he

cm 2 cm two years so the only things he has to be at peace with the situation

has to be at peace with the situation

has to be at peace with the situation and then those tumors start to dissolve

and then those tumors start to dissolve

and then those tumors start to dissolve the thing is you don't have to believe

the thing is you don't have to believe

the thing is you don't have to believe it it's just listen that every symptom

it it's just listen that every symptom

it it's just listen that every symptom that you have it have a c

that you have it have a c

that you have it have a c and if you deactivate the cost the

and if you deactivate the cost the

and if you deactivate the cost the symptoms are gone but what we do we

symptoms are gone but what we do we

symptoms are gone but what we do we fight against the symptoms and then you

fight against the symptoms and then you

fight against the symptoms and then you have that to be afraid and then a

have that to be afraid and then a

have that to be afraid and then a metastasis can can can happen because

metastasis can can can happen because

metastasis can can can happen because there more conflict related to fear yeah

there more conflict related to fear yeah

there more conflict related to fear yeah so you say the cancer for example in

so you say the cancer for example in

so you say the cancer for example in this is is like a

this is is like a

this is is like a symptom a cancer is a symptom of a

symptom a cancer is a symptom of a

symptom a cancer is a symptom of a deeper cause if if you see somebody who

deeper cause if if you see somebody who

deeper cause if if you see somebody who has cancer if you have the question are

has cancer if you have the question are

has cancer if you have the question are you living your life or the life of

you living your life or the life of

you living your life or the life of others they in the 99% of the cases they

others they in the 99% of the cases they

others they in the 99% of the cases they will tell you I forgot about my life I

will tell you I forgot about my life I

will tell you I forgot about my life I was living by external validation I was

was living by external validation I was

was living by external validation I was doing so much for others I forgot about

doing so much for others I forgot about

doing so much for others I forgot about myself and now I'm so angry you will

myself and now I'm so angry you will

myself and now I'm so angry you will feel that pattern if you see why people

feel that pattern if you see why people

feel that pattern if you see why people who die of cancer they are they are

who die of cancer they are they are

who die of cancer they are they are supposed they they look like good people

supposed they they look like good people

supposed they they look like good people no I don't understand he was such a good

no I don't understand he was such a good

no I don't understand he was such a good person and the bad guys they are they

person and the bad guys they are they

person and the bad guys they are they they are very healthy they're congruent

they are very healthy they're congruent

they are very healthy they're congruent and I'm not saying for me there's no

and I'm not saying for me there's no

and I'm not saying for me there's no good or bad but if you're congruent if I

good or bad but if you're congruent if I

good or bad but if you're congruent if I like this I do it you're fine but if you

like this I do it you're fine but if you

like this I do it you're fine but if you like that and you repress that you start

like that and you repress that you start

like that and you repress that you start to be sick yeah because that's like

to be sick yeah because that's like

to be sick yeah because that's like poison exactly because you're repressing

poison exactly because you're repressing

poison exactly because you're repressing yeah you're repressing down for example

yeah you're repressing down for example

yeah you're repressing down for example I don't know some people there born to

I don't know some people there born to

I don't know some people there born to be an artist and then they decide to be

be an artist and then they decide to be

be an artist and then they decide to be in an office repressing down everything

in an office repressing down everything

in an office repressing down everything and then they they start to feel feel

and then they they start to feel feel

and then they they start to feel feel depressed and that depression lead to

depressed and that depression lead to

depressed and that depression lead to some symptoms and then they get the

some symptoms and then they get the

some symptoms and then they get the cancer so so I'm not saying this is a

cancer so so I'm not saying this is a

cancer so so I'm not saying this is a radical message but but now it's open up

radical message but but now it's open up

radical message but but now it's open up for people that trying and I know the

for people that trying and I know the

for people that trying and I know the only one who's talking about it when you

only one who's talking about it when you

only one who's talking about it when you try to say to whatever symptom you have

try to say to whatever symptom you have

try to say to whatever symptom you have hey what kind of from you and you open

hey what kind of from you and you open

hey what kind of from you and you open up you're going to see that there is

up you're going to see that there is

up you're going to see that there is behind there is so much love in order to

behind there is so much love in order to

behind there is so much love in order to wake up and be back to the tree yeah but

wake up and be back to the tree yeah but

wake up and be back to the tree yeah but you a certain way and and I know you

you a certain way and and I know you

you a certain way and and I know you don't mean it that way but in a certain

don't mean it that way but in a certain

don't mean it that way but in a certain way you say to people with cancer oh

way you say to people with cancer oh

way you say to people with cancer oh that's your own fault no no no never

that's your own fault no no no never

that's your own fault no no no never never there is no fault there is nobody

never there is no fault there is nobody

never there is no fault there is nobody who is guilty here it's like oh you got

who is guilty here it's like oh you got

who is guilty here it's like oh you got distracted can can you see this more

distracted can can you see this more

distracted can can you see this more like hey you got distracted it can be

like hey you got distracted it can be

like hey you got distracted it can be fixed right now yeah cuz oh you fall oh

fixed right now yeah cuz oh you fall oh

fixed right now yeah cuz oh you fall oh did you you already send adjustment to

did you you already send adjustment to

did you you already send adjustment to the person and and the universe is

the person and and the universe is

the person and and the universe is innocent we are innocent we we we we can

innocent we are innocent we we we we can

innocent we are innocent we we we we can believe we we're creature of God we are

believe we we're creature of God we are

believe we we're creature of God we are branches of of the tree of life it's the

branches of of the tree of life it's the

branches of of the tree of life it's the same you can never be guilty of anything

same you can never be guilty of anything

same you can never be guilty of anything no there is no fault that you just try a

no there is no fault that you just try a

no there is no fault that you just try a different way and now try to adjust

different way and now try to adjust

different way and now try to adjust there's no good and bad is no no no is

there's no good and bad is no no no is

there's no good and bad is no no no is for me I don't see a d dualistic thing

for me I don't see a d dualistic thing

for me I don't see a d dualistic thing here it's a see like you got distracted

here it's a see like you got distracted

here it's a see like you got distracted now you have the opportunity cancer um

now you have the opportunity cancer um

now you have the opportunity cancer um um require more of Consciousness maybe

um require more of Consciousness maybe

um require more of Consciousness maybe you you have a headage it's like when

you you have a headage it's like when

you you have a headage it's like when you went too far away now cancer is

you went too far away now cancer is

you went too far away now cancer is telling you hey get back to the source

telling you hey get back to the source

telling you hey get back to the source without dying so you understand what I'm

without dying so you understand what I'm

without dying so you understand what I'm saying but you have to die to your own

saying but you have to die to your own

saying but you have to die to your own version that old version have to die you

version that old version have to die you

version that old version have to die you know the one that you deny who you are

know the one that you deny who you are

know the one that you deny who you are the one that is looking for external

the one that is looking for external

the one that is looking for external validation that version have to die so

validation that version have to die so

validation that version have to die so you say a little death yeah yeah yeah a

you say a little death yeah yeah yeah a

you say a little death yeah yeah yeah a little death yeah H and I don't know if

little death yeah H and I don't know if

little death yeah H and I don't know if you came up with this or your master or

you came up with this or your master or

you came up with this or your master or maybe it's for somebody else it doesn't

maybe it's for somebody else it doesn't

maybe it's for somebody else it doesn't matter but that's great great thing to

matter but that's great great thing to

matter but that's great great thing to to to imagine that if if in in in your

to to imagine that if if in in in your

to to imagine that if if in in in your car uh the dashboard is saying oh you're

car uh the dashboard is saying oh you're

car uh the dashboard is saying oh you're driving without oil what you never would

driving without oil what you never would

driving without oil what you never would do

do

do is uh well you can explain at a sticker

is uh well you can explain at a sticker

is uh well you can explain at a sticker with a smile nothing happened you know

with a smile nothing happened you know

with a smile nothing happened you know like I think there's a super quote said

like I think there's a super quote said

like I think there's a super quote said um okay you can't ignore uh you can't

um okay you can't ignore uh you can't

um okay you can't ignore uh you can't ignore the cons the the reality but you

ignore the cons the the reality but you

ignore the cons the the reality but you can never ignore the consequences of

can never ignore the consequences of

can never ignore the consequences of ignoring the reality so if your car is

ignoring the reality so if your car is

ignoring the reality so if your car is telling you like your body hey change

telling you like your body hey change

telling you like your body hey change the oil change these electric things

the oil change these electric things

the oil change these electric things that they are not working and you you

that they are not working and you you

that they are not working and you you just play stickers like yeah positive

just play stickers like yeah positive

just play stickers like yeah positive thinking you know like smiley yeah yeah

thinking you know like smiley yeah yeah

thinking you know like smiley yeah yeah you know ha happy flower then boom and

you know ha happy flower then boom and

you know ha happy flower then boom and then you're going to you don't see it

then you're going to you don't see it

then you're going to you don't see it yeah the car have to stop in the middle

yeah the car have to stop in the middle

yeah the car have to stop in the middle of the road and then you have a bigger

of the road and then you have a bigger

of the road and then you have a bigger problem so it's good to listen every day

problem so it's good to listen every day

problem so it's good to listen every day what is going

what is going

what is going on and what are uh of course there are

on and what are uh of course there are

on and what are uh of course there are several kind of well let's call it

several kind of well let's call it

several kind of well let's call it poisons uh so and things where you can

poisons uh so and things where you can

poisons uh so and things where you can get sick from or what is one of

get sick from or what is one of

get sick from or what is one of the what do you think is one of the

the what do you think is one of the

the what do you think is one of the most yeah heavy heavy poisons that

most yeah heavy heavy poisons that

most yeah heavy heavy poisons that people aren't aware

people aren't aware

people aren't aware of of course if you steal if you if you

of of course if you steal if you if you

of of course if you steal if you if you will be bad we all know that's more the

will be bad we all know that's more the

will be bad we all know that's more the karma thing we all know but somewhere in

karma thing we all know but somewhere in

karma thing we all know but somewhere in your book I I I thought oh wow like you

your book I I I thought oh wow like you

your book I I I thought oh wow like you mentioned validation of other people and

mentioned validation of other people and

mentioned validation of other people and and really small yeah there there is

and really small yeah there there is

and really small yeah there there is three Foundation of fear um that is

three Foundation of fear um that is

three Foundation of fear um that is actually creating creating this mindset

actually creating creating this mindset

actually creating creating this mindset of Separation um you know is what I said

of Separation um you know is what I said

of Separation um you know is what I said to people you know when you have if you

to people you know when you have if you

to people you know when you have if you have thought in your head the thought

have thought in your head the thought

have thought in your head the thought they are not bad or good they they are

they are not bad or good they they are

they are not bad or good they they are just the symptoms of where you are in

just the symptoms of where you are in

just the symptoms of where you are in your mindset the more thought you have

your mindset the more thought you have

your mindset the more thought you have the more in the branches you are and the

the more in the branches you are and the

the more in the branches you are and the less in the in the tree so that's why

less in the in the tree so that's why

less in the in the tree so that's why when people come to my events or they

when people come to my events or they

when people come to my events or they practice the meditation I share they

practice the meditation I share they

practice the meditation I share they feel he very weird there's no thought

feel he very weird there's no thought

feel he very weird there's no thought anymore but I'm here and I understand

anymore but I'm here and I understand

anymore but I'm here and I understand and I can live my life so there's no

and I can live my life so there's no

and I can live my life so there's no controlling there is no over thinking oh

controlling there is no over thinking oh

controlling there is no over thinking oh my God what what happen but they super

my God what what happen but they super

my God what what happen but they super happy can you see that now you're

happy can you see that now you're

happy can you see that now you're smiling before it was like really hard

smiling before it was like really hard

smiling before it was like really hard for you yeah so the three Foundation of

for you yeah so the three Foundation of

for you yeah so the three Foundation of fear is um the need of external

fear is um the need of external

fear is um the need of external validation all the time looking for ex

validation all the time looking for ex

validation all the time looking for ex validation they for you for forget about

validation they for you for forget about

validation they for you for forget about yourself another one is the need of

yourself another one is the need of

yourself another one is the need of controlling so if you're controlling

controlling so if you're controlling

controlling so if you're controlling it's because you don't trust life

it's because you don't trust life

it's because you don't trust life therefore you have to do it by yourself

therefore you have to do it by yourself

therefore you have to do it by yourself if we deny the tree you have to create a

if we deny the tree you have to create a

if we deny the tree you have to create a stitute of the tree or suude of God is

stitute of the tree or suude of God is

stitute of the tree or suude of God is called is like a mindset of thought and

called is like a mindset of thought and

called is like a mindset of thought and now there are my guidance and there this

now there are my guidance and there this

now there are my guidance and there this this guiding is is actually a misguiding

this guiding is is actually a misguiding

this guiding is is actually a misguiding is misguiding you to look where there is

is misguiding you to look where there is

is misguiding you to look where there is actually nothing the in the illusion you

actually nothing the in the illusion you

actually nothing the in the illusion you know the the the love that are going to

know the the the love that are going to

know the the the love that are going to deny and I'm going to look in a

deny and I'm going to look in a

deny and I'm going to look in a relationship for that love and therefore

relationship for that love and therefore

relationship for that love and therefore good luck with that cuz you're going to

good luck with that cuz you're going to

good luck with that cuz you're going to you're going to you're going to hurt

you're going to you're going to hurt

you're going to you're going to hurt yourself and another one is the the need

yourself and another one is the the need

yourself and another one is the the need of security we're looking for security

of security we're looking for security

of security we're looking for security instead of for Freedom we we want to be

instead of for Freedom we we want to be

instead of for Freedom we we want to be safe therefore you know they're not

safe therefore you know they're not

safe therefore you know they're not going to be happy a safe work a safe

going to be happy a safe work a safe

going to be happy a safe work a safe thing a safe relationship everything had

thing a safe relationship everything had

thing a safe relationship everything had to be safe and in that uh exchange of

to be safe and in that uh exchange of

to be safe and in that uh exchange of Freedom you at the end you you get lost

Freedom you at the end you you get lost

Freedom you at the end you you get lost because freedom is our true identity

because freedom is our true identity

because freedom is our true identity we're supposed to be free and if you see

we're supposed to be free and if you see

we're supposed to be free and if you see the society people are there they're not

the society people are there they're not

the society people are there they're not free at all they're afraid yeah see yeah

free at all they're afraid yeah see yeah

free at all they're afraid yeah see yeah it's it's it's it's great and how it's a

it's it's it's it's great and how it's a

it's it's it's it's great and how it's a big question but

big question but

big question but how um yeah could you get rid of those

how um yeah could you get rid of those

how um yeah could you get rid of those fears well we have the foundation of

fears well we have the foundation of

fears well we have the foundation of Love um for example um the opposite to

Love um for example um the opposite to

Love um for example um the opposite to external validation is self-discovery if

external validation is self-discovery if

external validation is self-discovery if I start to selfis discover discover

I start to selfis discover discover

I start to selfis discover discover myself that's going to be against the

myself that's going to be against the

myself that's going to be against the external validation especially back in

external validation especially back in

external validation especially back in the days if you were meditating you're

the days if you were meditating you're

the days if you were meditating you're weird your black magician you know now

weird your black magician you know now

weird your black magician you know now it's it's more like it is like a fashion

it's it's more like it is like a fashion

it's it's more like it is like a fashion you know actually if you don't meditate

you know actually if you don't meditate

you know actually if you don't meditate now you're weird especially H is like

now you're weird especially H is like

now you're weird especially H is like but it's good because now it's a fashion

but it's good because now it's a fashion

but it's good because now it's a fashion and every fashion have the the up and

and every fashion have the the up and

and every fashion have the the up and downs but let's say that it's good to at

downs but let's say that it's good to at

downs but let's say that it's good to at least they don't put you in jail when

least they don't put you in jail when

least they don't put you in jail when you

you

you meditate so then we have uh they need uh

meditate so then we have uh they need uh

meditate so then we have uh they need uh the The Looking For Freedom instead of

the The Looking For Freedom instead of

the The Looking For Freedom instead of security and you start to a how can I

security and you start to a how can I

security and you start to a how can I make this day more free how can I be

make this day more free how can I be

make this day more free how can I be more free in this situation and then

more free in this situation and then

more free in this situation and then look of that freedom it's it's like

look of that freedom it's it's like

look of that freedom it's it's like especially in your mind if you're free

especially in your mind if you're free

especially in your mind if you're free your mind it doesn't matter where you

your mind it doesn't matter where you

your mind it doesn't matter where you are if you're in jail I remember some

are if you're in jail I remember some

are if you're in jail I remember some some master they were in jail by the

some master they were in jail by the

some master they were in jail by the Chinese and and they were spelled out of

Chinese and and they were spelled out of

Chinese and and they were spelled out of the jail because it were it were a bad

the jail because it were it were a bad

the jail because it were it were a bad example for other because because they

example for other because because they

example for other because because they were just happy how can you be happy in

were just happy how can you be happy in

were just happy how can you be happy in jail so and the other one is um instead

jail so and the other one is um instead

jail so and the other one is um instead of uh looking for you know for control

of uh looking for you know for control

of uh looking for you know for control is is have faith in life you know little

is is have faith in life you know little

is is have faith in life you know little thing that will give you trust and

thing that will give you trust and

thing that will give you trust and therefore you will become you know

therefore you will become you know

therefore you will become you know faithful about about life you will you

faithful about about life you will you

faithful about about life you will you will be having this Faith looking for

will be having this Faith looking for

will be having this Faith looking for new opportunities New Horizons you know

new opportunities New Horizons you know

new opportunities New Horizons you know uh Thinking Out of the Box uh the other

uh Thinking Out of the Box uh the other

uh Thinking Out of the Box uh the other day we saw walking woman who who was

day we saw walking woman who who was

day we saw walking woman who who was working with a box and she was kind of

working with a box and she was kind of

working with a box and she was kind of oh this is a good symbol somebody with a

oh this is a good symbol somebody with a

oh this is a good symbol somebody with a box I don't know if she was uh going to

box I don't know if she was uh going to

box I don't know if she was uh going to Carnival losan was in a box like walking

Carnival losan was in a box like walking

Carnival losan was in a box like walking in the street I was like w and I

in the street I was like w and I

in the street I was like w and I Dreaming here uh so that was an example

Dreaming here uh so that was an example

Dreaming here uh so that was an example that's weird all the time in this little

that's weird all the time in this little

that's weird all the time in this little box and every time somebody challenge

box and every time somebody challenge

box and every time somebody challenge your box you get angry you know you see

your box you get angry you know you see

your box you get angry you know you see oh my God is is challenge my box

oh my God is is challenge my box

oh my God is is challenge my box no just let go of the box and see what

no just let go of the box and see what

no just let go of the box and see what is there you see Freedom you see life

is there you see Freedom you see life

is there you see Freedom you see life you see everything that's why what I

you see everything that's why what I

you see everything that's why what I said to you before I like to simplify

said to you before I like to simplify

said to you before I like to simplify spirituality because life is simple but

spirituality because life is simple but

spirituality because life is simple but if you see for example in in the social

if you see for example in in the social

if you see for example in in the social media people say a status in my

media people say a status in my

media people say a status in my relationship is complicated we

relationship is complicated we

relationship is complicated we complicate life in so many ways and

complicate life in so many ways and

complicate life in so many ways and forms and then say wow I don't know why

forms and then say wow I don't know why

forms and then say wow I don't know why I'm suffering so much because you

I'm suffering so much because you

I'm suffering so much because you complicated you everything you know

complicated you everything you know

complicated you everything you know you're supposed to simplify yeah the

you're supposed to simplify yeah the

you're supposed to simplify yeah the happy people and not saying you have to

happy people and not saying you have to

happy people and not saying you have to deny your stuff or anything no it's

deny your stuff or anything no it's

deny your stuff or anything no it's living but without complicating Your

living but without complicating Your

living but without complicating Your Existence you know doing the opposite

Existence you know doing the opposite

Existence you know doing the opposite simplify yeah it sounds so easy but it

simplify yeah it sounds so easy but it

simplify yeah it sounds so easy but it well but our programs say no no no the

well but our programs say no no no the

well but our programs say no no no the more I have the more I am so you see the

more I have the more I am so you see the

more I have the more I am so you see the more I do the more the more external

more I do the more the more external

more I do the more the more external validation I get yeah and then you in

validation I get yeah and then you in

validation I get yeah and then you in being say hey be with me and then

being say hey be with me and then

being say hey be with me and then everything you do is going to be magical

everything you do is going to be magical

everything you do is going to be magical CU it's effortless yeah and here is the

CU it's effortless yeah and here is the

CU it's effortless yeah and here is the more you you sacrifice yourself the more

more you you sacrifice yourself the more

more you you sacrifice yourself the more maybe you will get a statue somewhere

maybe you will get a statue somewhere

maybe you will get a statue somewhere and they will have a place for you in

and they will have a place for you in

and they will have a place for you in the Wikipedia you know that's see

the Wikipedia you know that's see

the Wikipedia you know that's see special yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah

special yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah

special yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah Special

Special

Special Branch um what for me is a well of

Branch um what for me is a well of

Branch um what for me is a well of course yosephine my daughter is my

course yosephine my daughter is my

course yosephine my daughter is my biggest uh master and and and well gives

biggest uh master and and and well gives

biggest uh master and and and well gives me a lot of inspiration how well is she

me a lot of inspiration how well is she

me a lot of inspiration how well is she now five months five month wow that's

now five months five month wow that's

now five months five month wow that's fantastic she's in the three right now

fantastic she's in the three right now

fantastic she's in the three right now yeah yeah yeah exactly but

yeah yeah yeah exactly but

yeah yeah yeah exactly but and and because she's like a mirror for

and and because she's like a mirror for

and and because she's like a mirror for me as well

me as well

me as well and yeah I am I used I would like to say

and yeah I am I used I would like to say

and yeah I am I used I would like to say I used to be but I still

I used to be but I still

I used to be but I still am

am

am impatience and uh well she's learning me

impatience and uh well she's learning me

impatience and uh well she's learning me to be more patience yeah um is that

to be more patience yeah um is that

to be more patience yeah um is that meditation as well or do you have like

meditation as well or do you have like

meditation as well or do you have like another practice to to well to train to

another practice to to well to train to

another practice to to well to train to be

be

be patient yeah this is more like impatient

patient yeah this is more like impatient

patient yeah this is more like impatient is you know something that is is very

is you know something that is is very

is you know something that is is very very on the fact that I don't respect

very on the fact that I don't respect

very on the fact that I don't respect that life has his own flow you know it's

that life has his own flow you know it's

that life has his own flow you know it's the typical example you're baking a a b

the typical example you're baking a a b

the typical example you're baking a a b a cake in the oven and you're opening is

a cake in the oven and you're opening is

a cake in the oven and you're opening is is it done yet is it done yet is it

is it done yet is it done yet is it

is it done yet is it done yet is it don't yet and you actually delay the

don't yet and you actually delay the

don't yet and you actually delay the whole thing yeah so no no I know life is

whole thing yeah so no no I know life is

whole thing yeah so no no I know life is taking care of of of this so I share

taking care of of of this so I share

taking care of of of this so I share with people uh Sometimes some some

with people uh Sometimes some some

with people uh Sometimes some some mantras like the the the Mantra I mean I

mantras like the the the Mantra I mean I

mantras like the the the Mantra I mean I mean a thought comes you I tell you hey

mean a thought comes you I tell you hey

mean a thought comes you I tell you hey what if what is this happening and you

what if what is this happening and you

what if what is this happening and you say I don't know no I know that life is

say I don't know no I know that life is

say I don't know no I know that life is taking care of me I know the oven is

taking care of me I know the oven is

taking care of me I know the oven is baking the cake it's not me who's baking

baking the cake it's not me who's baking

baking the cake it's not me who's baking the cake I did my part and now I trust

the cake I did my part and now I trust

the cake I did my part and now I trust it will take the time and then when

it will take the time and then when

it will take the time and then when there is impa no no no no everything has

there is impa no no no no everything has

there is impa no no no no everything has to be because we are programed to have

to be because we are programed to have

to be because we are programed to have it everything fast that is a trap

it everything fast that is a trap

it everything fast that is a trap because we don't we don't actually allow

because we don't we don't actually allow

because we don't we don't actually allow the flow of life to actually maybe you

the flow of life to actually maybe you

the flow of life to actually maybe you know to to give it some to make it

know to to give it some to make it

know to to give it some to make it mature you know to to flourish we we we

mature you know to to flourish we we we

mature you know to to flourish we we we we we take it like this and instant

we we take it like this and instant

we we take it like this and instant gratification called yeah and then the

gratification called yeah and then the

gratification called yeah and then the the kids especially now it's fine but

the kids especially now it's fine but

the kids especially now it's fine but when she become a teenager they going to

when she become a teenager they going to

when she become a teenager they going to be a master a master chip for you okay

be a master a master chip for you okay

be a master a master chip for you okay you know of patient especially there

you know of patient especially there

you know of patient especially there they're going to challenge you a lot

they're going to challenge you a lot

they're going to challenge you a lot because kids they're supposed to give

because kids they're supposed to give

because kids they're supposed to give you some contrast for example I remember

you some contrast for example I remember

you some contrast for example I remember a a friend her name isab she's very

a a friend her name isab she's very

a a friend her name isab she's very spiritual and she said you know

spiritual and she said you know

spiritual and she said you know spirituality and money they don't go

spirituality and money they don't go

spirituality and money they don't go together this is another

together this is another

together this is another misunderstanding because everything's in

misunderstanding because everything's in

misunderstanding because everything's in energy so if I don't have anything about

energy so if I don't have anything about

energy so if I don't have anything about against money money will come because I

against money money will come because I

against money money will come because I don't have anything about a friend that

don't have anything about a friend that

don't have anything about a friend that friend will come so exactly the same

friend will come so exactly the same

friend will come so exactly the same thing so she was like so in opposition

thing so she was like so in opposition

thing so she was like so in opposition to to money that one day she was

to to money that one day she was

to to money that one day she was meditating and the little girl I think

meditating and the little girl I think

meditating and the little girl I think she was five years old she touched her

she was five years old she touched her

she was five years old she touched her in the shoulder said Mom you know what

in the shoulder said Mom you know what

in the shoulder said Mom you know what stop stop meditating and get out there

stop stop meditating and get out there

stop stop meditating and get out there and get some money go money is m is the

and get some money go money is m is the

and get some money go money is m is the most important I want money I want to Dr

most important I want money I want to Dr

most important I want money I want to Dr I oh oh and I said yeah do I creating

I oh oh and I said yeah do I creating

I oh oh and I said yeah do I creating that by contrast you see so the kids

that by contrast you see so the kids

that by contrast you see so the kids will give you the contrast if you are

will give you the contrast if you are

will give you the contrast if you are very spiritual they would do the

very spiritual they would do the

very spiritual they would do the opposite exactly so you see they have to

opposite exactly so you see they have to

opposite exactly so you see they have to see you as a reference as a as a clean

see you as a reference as a as a clean

see you as a reference as a as a clean example so don't impose anything to the

example so don't impose anything to the

example so don't impose anything to the kids and then they will respect you and

kids and then they will respect you and

kids and then they will respect you and value and they will go for it otherwise

value and they will go for it otherwise

value and they will go for it otherwise they will be your your contrast mirror

they will be your your contrast mirror

they will be your your contrast mirror they will um reflect the opposition of

they will um reflect the opposition of

they will um reflect the opposition of what you're doing it's fantastic it's

what you're doing it's fantastic it's

what you're doing it's fantastic it's it's a master

it's a master

it's a master ship great great great great um so I ask

ship great great great great um so I ask

ship great great great great um so I ask you about the books no books no books at

you about the books no books no books at

you about the books no books no books at all or is there was like is there like

all or is there was like is there like

all or is there was like is there like one book you you

one book you you

one book you you you can mention your own books of yeah

you can mention your own books of yeah

you can mention your own books of yeah you told me you have this uh question

you told me you have this uh question

you told me you have this uh question like and I like to break traditions yeah

like and I like to break traditions yeah

like and I like to break traditions yeah I love it yeah but but the thing is if I

I love it yeah but but the thing is if I

I love it yeah but but the thing is if I recall properly I remember one only one

recall properly I remember one only one

recall properly I remember one only one book well actually two now I com in

book well actually two now I com in

book well actually two now I com in another one H one day one day I I got

another one H one day one day I I got

another one H one day one day I I got this book I think I was in my seven I 17

this book I think I was in my seven I 17

this book I think I was in my seven I 17 years old and then I started to open up

years old and then I started to open up

years old and then I started to open up to something else it was the the ninth

to something else it was the the ninth

to something else it was the the ninth Insight the ninth inside I think that's

Insight the ninth inside I think that's

Insight the ninth inside I think that's that's the name okay and and what's it

that's the name okay and and what's it

that's the name okay and and what's it about

about

about and or the celestin prophecy probably

and or the celestin prophecy probably

and or the celestin prophecy probably celestin prophecy I think oh yeah yeah I

celestin prophecy I think oh yeah yeah I

celestin prophecy I think oh yeah yeah I know what you mean Cel Cel prophecy yeah

know what you mean Cel Cel prophecy yeah

know what you mean Cel Cel prophecy yeah I think we in Hispanic we tend to change

I think we in Hispanic we tend to change

I think we in Hispanic we tend to change I think celestin prophecy in in English

I think celestin prophecy in in English

I think celestin prophecy in in English right yeah so yeah it was it was about

right yeah so yeah it was it was about

right yeah so yeah it was it was about there is energy you know there is

there is energy you know there is

there is energy you know there is synchronicity there is this there is

synchronicity there is this there is

synchronicity there is this there is there probably the connections will will

there probably the connections will will

there probably the connections will will guide you to and that for me was wow

guide you to and that for me was wow

guide you to and that for me was wow Brown I know I'm not sure sure probably

Brown I know I'm not sure sure probably

Brown I know I'm not sure sure probably prob I think James is look like the

prob I think James is look like the

prob I think James is look like the singer of Metallica Jane efield or

singer of Metallica Jane efield or

singer of Metallica Jane efield or something like this I I don't know it it

something like this I I don't know it it

something like this I I don't know it it sounds like simp because I as I said it

sounds like simp because I as I said it

sounds like simp because I as I said it was when I was now I'm 48 and it was

was when I was now I'm 48 and it was

was when I was now I'm 48 and it was when I was 17 so yeah so was a long time

when I was 17 so yeah so was a long time

when I was 17 so yeah so was a long time ago uh I I still amazed that I have that

ago uh I I still amazed that I have that

ago uh I I still amazed that I have that memory and then it was another one who

memory and then it was another one who

memory and then it was another one who really really make an impression with me

really really make an impression with me

really really make an impression with me cuz I was having what people call Lucy

cuz I was having what people call Lucy

cuz I was having what people call Lucy dreams um and then my master they

dreams um and then my master they

dreams um and then my master they encouraged me to do a lot of U these

encouraged me to do a lot of U these

encouraged me to do a lot of U these projections at night that I could I

projections at night that I could I

projections at night that I could I could actually access to to

could actually access to to

could actually access to to information and one person said man

information and one person said man

information and one person said man you're not crazy read this book and it

you're not crazy read this book and it

you're not crazy read this book and it was a very thin book from Krishna morti

was a very thin book from Krishna morti

was a very thin book from Krishna morti it's called at the feet of the master

it's called at the feet of the master

it's called at the feet of the master are you familiar with this no he

are you familiar with this no he

are you familiar with this no he actually when he was a child he was

actually when he was a child he was

actually when he was a child he was going to the astral world to the dream

going to the astral world to the dream

going to the astral world to the dream world and he was getting information

world and he was getting information

world and he was getting information from a from a master and he wrote down

from a from a master and he wrote down

from a from a master and he wrote down that information so for me it was an

that information so for me it was an

that information so for me it was an open an opener to say hey this is

open an opener to say hey this is

open an opener to say hey this is actually doable so I was I'm not czy czy

actually doable so I was I'm not czy czy

actually doable so I was I'm not czy czy I can actually access to the same thing

I can actually access to the same thing

I can actually access to the same thing and from there it I felt actually very

and from there it I felt actually very

and from there it I felt actually very easy in my lucid dreaming experiences I

easy in my lucid dreaming experiences I

easy in my lucid dreaming experiences I would say these two books yeah great but

would say these two books yeah great but

would say these two books yeah great but the rest I has access to my in

the rest I has access to my in

the rest I has access to my in information yeah and that's it and do

information yeah and that's it and do

information yeah and that's it and do you still uh work with with with lucid

you still uh work with with with lucid

you still uh work with with with lucid dreams to to yeah I teach people how to

dreams to to yeah I teach people how to

dreams to to yeah I teach people how to lucid dreaming because lucd dreaming for

lucid dreaming because lucd dreaming for

lucid dreaming because lucd dreaming for me I love the fact that uh back in the

me I love the fact that uh back in the

me I love the fact that uh back in the days you know this this amazing lamb as

days you know this this amazing lamb as

days you know this this amazing lamb as they said you know what we we are

they said you know what we we are

they said you know what we we are spending eight hours sleeping every

spending eight hours sleeping every

spending eight hours sleeping every night every every night so in if we

night every every night so in if we

night every every night so in if we become 80 uh it's like uh 25 years

become 80 uh it's like uh 25 years

become 80 uh it's like uh 25 years sleeping so why don't we keep on

sleeping so why don't we keep on

sleeping so why don't we keep on reaching information and and then and

reaching information and and then and

reaching information and and then and then they drink I think they made up

then they drink I think they made up

then they drink I think they made up things I drink yoga and these kind of

things I drink yoga and these kind of

things I drink yoga and these kind of things and for me it's something that I

things and for me it's something that I

things and for me it's something that I use every every every day even in my

use every every every day even in my

use every every every day even in my siestas in my naps because for me I

siestas in my naps because for me I

siestas in my naps because for me I don't get fooled by the senses when I go

don't get fooled by the senses when I go

don't get fooled by the senses when I go to sleep I know that I'm Dreaming every

to sleep I know that I'm Dreaming every

to sleep I know that I'm Dreaming every night I never get lost because because I

night I never get lost because because I

night I never get lost because because I know that I'm three 24/7 so so if you

know that I'm three 24/7 so so if you

know that I'm three 24/7 so so if you are not sure when you go and dream if

are not sure when you go and dream if

are not sure when you go and dream if for example right now you are in Africa

for example right now you are in Africa

for example right now you are in Africa and you are in different race different

and you are in different race different

and you are in different race different color maybe you're a woman you believe

color maybe you're a woman you believe

color maybe you're a woman you believe it that you keep on going right but then

it that you keep on going right but then

it that you keep on going right but then I say hey wait a

I say hey wait a

I say hey wait a moment no I know I know that and then I

moment no I know I know that and then I

moment no I know I know that and then I I I connect with and then I can instead

I I connect with and then I can instead

I I connect with and then I can instead of being reacting to what my

of being reacting to what my

of being reacting to what my subconscious mind is giving me as a

subconscious mind is giving me as a

subconscious mind is giving me as a release so every night the subconscious

release so every night the subconscious

release so every night the subconscious mind is releasing information because we

mind is releasing information because we

mind is releasing information because we have a lot of information it create like

have a lot of information it create like

have a lot of information it create like a story so you can be reacting to that

a story so you can be reacting to that

a story so you can be reacting to that or actually flying or going to some

or actually flying or going to some

or actually flying or going to some wisdom temples or access to Masters or

wisdom temples or access to Masters or

wisdom temples or access to Masters or can you can do so many things um

can you can do so many things um

can you can do so many things um conscious wise that you're going to be

conscious wise that you're going to be

conscious wise that you're going to be amazed wow yeah so oh and so for example

amazed wow yeah so oh and so for example

amazed wow yeah so oh and so for example uh yesterday or tonight what are you

uh yesterday or tonight what are you

uh yesterday or tonight what are you planning to discover during uh your

planning to discover during uh your

planning to discover during uh your dreams are you thinking about that

dreams are you thinking about that

dreams are you thinking about that beforeand no I don't I don't plan

beforeand no I don't I don't plan

beforeand no I don't I don't plan anything well sometime sometime I mean

anything well sometime sometime I mean

anything well sometime sometime I mean this is going to sound maybe a little

this is going to sound maybe a little

this is going to sound maybe a little bit crazy I don't know but you can meet

bit crazy I don't know but you can meet

bit crazy I don't know but you can meet uh somebody uh in the dreams like like

uh somebody uh in the dreams like like

uh somebody uh in the dreams like like like today we meet we have uh the let's

like today we meet we have uh the let's

like today we meet we have uh the let's say the vacation the the the coordinates

say the vacation the the the coordinates

say the vacation the the the coordinates and we came so in the dream world also

and we came so in the dream world also

and we came so in the dream world also yeah but the other person have to be

yeah but the other person have to be

yeah but the other person have to be also in the same awarness that you are

also in the same awarness that you are

also in the same awarness that you are that you can actually access and you can

that you can actually access and you can

that you can actually access and you can you can meet the person and the way I

you can meet the person and the way I

you can meet the person and the way I Discover it it was a long time ago um we

Discover it it was a long time ago um we

Discover it it was a long time ago um we were practicing this with um back in the

were practicing this with um back in the

were practicing this with um back in the days I have a girlfriend and we were

days I have a girlfriend and we were

days I have a girlfriend and we were starting to discover that you can

starting to discover that you can

starting to discover that you can actually wake up in the dreams and then

actually wake up in the dreams and then

actually wake up in the dreams and then we decid to do uh experience together so

we decid to do uh experience together so

we decid to do uh experience together so I remember when I went to sleep I

I remember when I went to sleep I

I remember when I went to sleep I dreamed that I was in New York in a

dreamed that I was in New York in a

dreamed that I was in New York in a hotel no actually it was like a

hotel no actually it was like a

hotel no actually it was like a restaurant in a hotel in the top of the

restaurant in a hotel in the top of the

restaurant in a hotel in the top of the hotel and we were having dinner and I

hotel and we were having dinner and I

hotel and we were having dinner and I said hey you know what this is a lucid

said hey you know what this is a lucid

said hey you know what this is a lucid dream I said no it's not look at the

dream I said no it's not look at the

dream I said no it's not look at the ticket we came to New York I said no no

ticket we came to New York I said no no

ticket we came to New York I said no no I'm when to jump out the window and I'm

I'm when to jump out the window and I'm

I'm when to jump out the window and I'm want to fly said she hold my hand and

want to fly said she hold my hand and

want to fly said she hold my hand and said don't do it you want to kill

said don't do it you want to kill

said don't do it you want to kill yourself I love you I said okay so I

yourself I love you I said okay so I

yourself I love you I said okay so I stay then I woke up I said oh damn it

stay then I woke up I said oh damn it

stay then I woke up I said oh damn it was a dream and then next day she came

was a dream and then next day she came

was a dream and then next day she came in the afternoon we didn't see each

in the afternoon we didn't see each

in the afternoon we didn't see each other in the morning so she live in

other in the morning so she live in

other in the morning so she live in another place came said sorry I said

another place came said sorry I said

another place came said sorry I said what yesterday I thought we were in New

what yesterday I thought we were in New

what yesterday I thought we were in New York I said for me it was a shock like

York I said for me it was a shock like

York I said for me it was a shock like wow we can connect through the dreams

wow we can connect through the dreams

wow we can connect through the dreams and from there I start to explore more

and from there I start to explore more

and from there I start to explore more but as I said that was when I was 19

but as I said that was when I was 19

but as I said that was when I was 19 years old and for me now it's an

years old and for me now it's an

years old and for me now it's an evidence that I can meet my masters I

evidence that I can meet my masters I

evidence that I can meet my masters I can meet H students I can be yeah

can meet H students I can be yeah

can meet H students I can be yeah because it's it's it's the same thing

because it's it's it's the same thing

because it's it's it's the same thing like this this reality but the thing is

like this this reality but the thing is

like this this reality but the thing is we're not conditioned by the by the

we're not conditioned by the by the

we're not conditioned by the by the rules like here like gravity and all

rules like here like gravity and all

rules like here like gravity and all rules that's why you can fly you can

rules that's why you can fly you can

rules that's why you can fly you can access like like this to different spot

access like like this to different spot

access like like this to different spot but people think this is weird but but

but people think this is weird but but

but people think this is weird but but it's not it's actually something natural

it's not it's actually something natural

it's not it's actually something natural once you deprogram your mind that's why

once you deprogram your mind that's why

once you deprogram your mind that's why I'm teaching this in my Retreats my my

I'm teaching this in my Retreats my my

I'm teaching this in my Retreats my my seminars even some lucd dreaming um

seminars even some lucd dreaming um

seminars even some lucd dreaming um events that I have online so people ask

events that I have online so people ask

events that I have online so people ask it man I'm having my own lucid dreaming

it man I'm having my own lucid dreaming

it man I'm having my own lucid dreaming and it's very very easy yeah but it's

and it's very very easy yeah but it's

and it's very very easy yeah but it's well again the limits we have in our

well again the limits we have in our

well again the limits we have in our mind that that well takes us away from

mind that that well takes us away from

mind that that well takes us away from exactly that's what I say when you ask

exactly that's what I say when you ask

exactly that's what I say when you ask me how do you define yourself well I

me how do you define yourself well I

me how do you define yourself well I don't have a definition but if you push

don't have a definition but if you push

don't have a definition but if you push me it's like I'm a minded programmer I'm

me it's like I'm a minded programmer I'm

me it's like I'm a minded programmer I'm the program uh mindsets yeah CU When you

the program uh mindsets yeah CU When you

the program uh mindsets yeah CU When you the program something it's not possible

the program something it's not possible

the program something it's not possible now what for example there is a this is

now what for example there is a this is

now what for example there is a this is a story that it touched my heart because

a story that it touched my heart because

a story that it touched my heart because actually I met the the guy it was a guy

actually I met the the guy it was a guy

actually I met the the guy it was a guy in in mainland in Spain that he live in

in in mainland in Spain that he live in

in in mainland in Spain that he live in in a farmer he used to be a a farmer and

in a farmer he used to be a a farmer and

in a farmer he used to be a a farmer and he start to feel sick in the stomach so

he start to feel sick in the stomach so

he start to feel sick in the stomach so he went to the doctor and the doctor

he went to the doctor and the doctor

he went to the doctor and the doctor said you know what uh you have a

said you know what uh you have a

said you know what uh you have a terminal cancer so just uh enjoy your

terminal cancer so just uh enjoy your

terminal cancer so just uh enjoy your life um your family and that's it

life um your family and that's it

life um your family and that's it because there's nothing to do because

because there's nothing to do because

because there's nothing to do because it's very Advanced you have terminal

it's very Advanced you have terminal

it's very Advanced you have terminal cancer so the guy left but seven years

cancer so the guy left but seven years

cancer so the guy left but seven years later he have to do a check out and the

later he have to do a check out and the

later he have to do a check out and the same doctor was there said hey are you

same doctor was there said hey are you

same doctor was there said hey are you still alive yeah you told me I have a

still alive yeah you told me I have a

still alive yeah you told me I have a terminal cancer the cancer is finished

terminal cancer the cancer is finished

terminal cancer the cancer is finished it's terminal so terminal means it's

it's terminal so terminal means it's

it's terminal so terminal means it's gone so you see he was not programmed

gone so you see he was not programmed

gone so you see he was not programmed that he would die he leing and believe

that he would die he leing and believe

that he would die he leing and believe you're going to it's ter called oh thank

you're going to it's ter called oh thank

you're going to it's ter called oh thank you I'm going to enjoy as you say so

you I'm going to enjoy as you say so

you I'm going to enjoy as you say so that's that's an example and this is

that's that's an example and this is

that's that's an example and this is this is the good part but uh on the

this is the good part but uh on the

this is the good part but uh on the opposite there's one story in one of

opposite there's one story in one of

opposite there's one story in one of your books it's it's about levitation

your books it's it's about levitation

your books it's it's about levitation and and and oh why why don't you do that

and and and oh why why don't you do that

and and and oh why why don't you do that well because somebody told me it's not

well because somebody told me it's not

well because somebody told me it's not possible exactly exactly and that's yeah

possible exactly exactly and that's yeah

possible exactly exactly and that's yeah exactly because in the Himalayas there

exactly because in the Himalayas there

exactly because in the Himalayas there are some uh reports that some master

are some uh reports that some master

are some uh reports that some master they could reach U cave that they are

they could reach U cave that they are

they could reach U cave that they are really high um by flying by again if you

really high um by flying by again if you

really high um by flying by again if you listen to that and you say I don't

listen to that and you say I don't

listen to that and you say I don't believe it don't believe it but they're

believe it don't believe it but they're

believe it don't believe it but they're there and there stories Mila and others

there and there stories Mila and others

there and there stories Mila and others that they could fly but again this is

that they could fly but again this is

that they could fly but again this is something I don't I don't share because

something I don't I don't share because

something I don't I don't share because people they want to have special effects

people they want to have special effects

people they want to have special effects instead of going deeper in the in the

instead of going deeper in the in the

instead of going deeper in the in the heart I have another question I always

heart I have another question I always

heart I have another question I always ask beside the books and that's do you

ask beside the books and that's do you

ask beside the books and that's do you have like a morning

have like a morning

have like a morning routine when I was uh reading the books

routine when I was uh reading the books

routine when I was uh reading the books yes when I started my first one the be

yes when I started my first one the be

yes when I started my first one the be happier than the Dal Lama for me it was

happier than the Dal Lama for me it was

happier than the Dal Lama for me it was a shock cuz I met a guy in a in a party

a shock cuz I met a guy in a in a party

a shock cuz I met a guy in a in a party that he said yeah I'm writing a book

that he said yeah I'm writing a book

that he said yeah I'm writing a book also I've been writing the book for

also I've been writing the book for

also I've been writing the book for almost 30 years and I said no I don't

almost 30 years and I said no I don't

almost 30 years and I said no I don't want that and then I start to talk to

want that and then I start to talk to

want that and then I start to talk to people who wrote books and I said man I

people who wrote books and I said man I

people who wrote books and I said man I don't want to waste 30 years and and

don't want to waste 30 years and and

don't want to waste 30 years and and then in a year and a half I wrote it

then in a year and a half I wrote it

then in a year and a half I wrote it because every day in the morning I I

because every day in the morning I I

because every day in the morning I I have the discipline like okay let's

have the discipline like okay let's

have the discipline like okay let's let's just hit the keyboard boom boom

let's just hit the keyboard boom boom

let's just hit the keyboard boom boom boom boom boom boom and and then I I

boom boom boom boom and and then I I

boom boom boom boom and and then I I didn't in a year and a half and then it

didn't in a year and a half and then it

didn't in a year and a half and then it was a um um friends do correct a little

was a um um friends do correct a little

was a um um friends do correct a little bit the style and the spelling mistakes

bit the style and the spelling mistakes

bit the style and the spelling mistakes and I would I would test with people hey

and I would I would test with people hey

and I would I would test with people hey do you understand this this chapter no

do you understand this this chapter no

do you understand this this chapter no because sometimes you write and you

because sometimes you write and you

because sometimes you write and you you're the only one who understand it's

you're the only one who understand it's

you're the only one who understand it's very

very

very non-dualistic and then I I add some

non-dualistic and then I I add some

non-dualistic and then I I add some dualistic thing and then say okay and

dualistic thing and then say okay and

dualistic thing and then say okay and sometime to my mom mom do you understand

sometime to my mom mom do you understand

sometime to my mom mom do you understand this oh yeah fantastic then okay if my

this oh yeah fantastic then okay if my

this oh yeah fantastic then okay if my mother could read it and understand it

mother could read it and understand it

mother could read it and understand it it's fine and then that that was the

it's fine and then that that was the

it's fine and then that that was the morning routine but do you have like a

morning routine but do you have like a

morning routine but do you have like a daily meditation practice or uh I don't

daily meditation practice or uh I don't

daily meditation practice or uh I don't know for me when when I started I have

know for me when when I started I have

know for me when when I started I have my old routines of Med meditations that

my old routines of Med meditations that

my old routines of Med meditations that they actually make the difference but

they actually make the difference but

they actually make the difference but when you start you do meditations and

when you start you do meditations and

when you start you do meditations and after you become the meditation so for

after you become the meditation so for

after you become the meditation so for me I don't need um practicing because

me I don't need um practicing because

me I don't need um practicing because right now I am I am in the in 24/7 in

right now I am I am in the in 24/7 in

right now I am I am in the in 24/7 in the tree and and here there's nothing

the tree and and here there's nothing

the tree and and here there's nothing else I want to do um but then I practice

else I want to do um but then I practice

else I want to do um but then I practice some other thing for for masters that

some other thing for for masters that

some other thing for for masters that who are is different is for to read

who are is different is for to read

who are is different is for to read deeper into conscious mind going deeper

deeper into conscious mind going deeper

deeper into conscious mind going deeper and so especially docy dreaming and so

and so especially docy dreaming and so

and so especially docy dreaming and so but let's say I don't have a daily

but let's say I don't have a daily

but let's say I don't have a daily practice now CU I I used to need it in

practice now CU I I used to need it in

practice now CU I I used to need it in in order to access where I am now so

in order to access where I am now so

in order to access where I am now so that's the good thing you don't have to

that's the good thing you don't have to

that's the good thing you don't have to practice your whole life no it's like

practice your whole life no it's like

practice your whole life no it's like for example if you want to go to Brea I

for example if you want to go to Brea I

for example if you want to go to Brea I think is a I don't know how many

think is a I don't know how many

think is a I don't know how many kilometers from here you need first a

kilometers from here you need first a

kilometers from here you need first a map and the action of going there once

map and the action of going there once

map and the action of going there once you reach it you drop the map you drop

you reach it you drop the map you drop

you reach it you drop the map you drop the the actions to get there and you

the the actions to get there and you

the the actions to get there and you just enjoy you can train everything

just enjoy you can train everything

just enjoy you can train everything exactly how do you train your

exactly how do you train your

exactly how do you train your intuition H intuition is uh the word com

intuition H intuition is uh the word com

intuition H intuition is uh the word com in means inside twer twer means teacher

in means inside twer twer means teacher

in means inside twer twer means teacher if your inner

if your inner

if your inner teacher it's not a matter of training it

teacher it's not a matter of training it

teacher it's not a matter of training it it's a matter of dropping yourself in

it's a matter of dropping yourself in

it's a matter of dropping yourself in the space in Consciousness and from

the space in Consciousness and from

the space in Consciousness and from there intuition will come like this all

there intuition will come like this all

there intuition will come like this all of a sudden since you're not thinking

of a sudden since you're not thinking

of a sudden since you're not thinking you can listen to this uh silent

you can listen to this uh silent

you can listen to this uh silent guidance that is you and you start to

guidance that is you and you start to

guidance that is you and you start to understand it because very subtle love

understand it because very subtle love

understand it because very subtle love it doesn't impose H while the the ego is

it doesn't impose H while the the ego is

it doesn't impose H while the the ego is imposing all the time the fear

imposing all the time the fear

imposing all the time the fear so it's more like how do you can get

so it's more like how do you can get

so it's more like how do you can get silent enough to hear the inner voice

silent enough to hear the inner voice

silent enough to hear the inner voice your inner Master is calling you imagine

your inner Master is calling you imagine

your inner Master is calling you imagine you have a phone and there's only one

you have a phone and there's only one

you have a phone and there's only one line and he calling you every day hey

line and he calling you every day hey

line and he calling you every day hey you know what I have this for you and

you know what I have this for you and

you know what I have this for you and you are busy in the other line with with

you are busy in the other line with with

you are busy in the other line with with the with the ego talking yeah what about

the with the ego talking yeah what about

the with the ego talking yeah what about this what about that I don't have time

this what about that I don't have time

this what about that I don't have time and yeah and then what do they think

and yeah and then what do they think

and yeah and then what do they think about me you know and blah blah blah

about me you know and blah blah blah

about me you know and blah blah blah blah blah and and they keep on calling

blah blah and and they keep on calling

blah blah and and they keep on calling you hey I love you hey I love you and

you hey I love you hey I love you and

you hey I love you hey I love you and then there's a moment you go to a

then there's a moment you go to a

then there's a moment you go to a retreat or you maybe you I don't know

retreat or you maybe you I don't know

retreat or you maybe you I don't know you are with your daughter you're

you are with your daughter you're

you are with your daughter you're totally present and then you feel

totally present and then you feel

totally present and then you feel something like a call oh my god oh and

something like a call oh my god oh and

something like a call oh my god oh and then the other the other guy called you

then the other the other guy called you

then the other the other guy called you hey what happened I just go this SCH no

hey what happened I just go this SCH no

hey what happened I just go this SCH no blah blah blah blah blah blah again you

blah blah blah blah blah blah again you

blah blah blah blah blah blah again you you get the line off again you see so it

you get the line off again you see so it

you get the line off again you see so it that's the intuition is an example is

that's the intuition is an example is

that's the intuition is an example is for a while give yourself a little

for a while give yourself a little

for a while give yourself a little holiday from yourself boom stay in pure

holiday from yourself boom stay in pure

holiday from yourself boom stay in pure Consciousness there and then you start

Consciousness there and then you start

Consciousness there and then you start to listen the subtleties and in these

to listen the subtleties and in these

to listen the subtleties and in these subtleties is where you listen to God to

subtleties is where you listen to God to

subtleties is where you listen to God to Pure Consciousness to the inner Buddha

Pure Consciousness to the inner Buddha

Pure Consciousness to the inner Buddha it doesn't matter how you call it I like

it doesn't matter how you call it I like

it doesn't matter how you call it I like to you know give this symbol of the tree

to you know give this symbol of the tree

to you know give this symbol of the tree of life is calling you hey you're not

of life is calling you hey you're not

of life is calling you hey you're not just a branch I'm here with you oh my

just a branch I'm here with you oh my

just a branch I'm here with you oh my God and now the branch mindset who is

God and now the branch mindset who is

God and now the branch mindset who is talking to you doesn't have the power

talking to you doesn't have the power

talking to you doesn't have the power because now you are in a different

because now you are in a different

because now you are in a different frequency the thoughts are there because

frequency the thoughts are there because

frequency the thoughts are there because you have this mindset who is vibrating

you have this mindset who is vibrating

you have this mindset who is vibrating in a different frequency the frequency

in a different frequency the frequency

in a different frequency the frequency is fear mhm and separation and the other

is fear mhm and separation and the other

is fear mhm and separation and the other one is one United so you there oh and

one is one United so you there oh and

one is one United so you there oh and the more you're there for you it's going

the more you're there for you it's going

the more you're there for you it's going to be um it's like yeah feel at home and

to be um it's like yeah feel at home and

to be um it's like yeah feel at home and then you get used to this and then you

then you get used to this and then you

then you get used to this and then you going to stay there

247 but when we we're born like your

247 but when we we're born like your

247 but when we we're born like your daughter she's there yeah she there and

daughter she's there yeah she there and

daughter she's there yeah she there and you can feel it that's why even you

you can feel it that's why even you

you can feel it that's why even you stress out you see a

stress out you see a

stress out you see a baby because it just for her there's

baby because it just for her there's

baby because it just for her there's only now of course exactly exactly yeah

only now of course exactly exactly yeah

only now of course exactly exactly yeah but well you are like uh uh well a lot

but well you are like uh uh well a lot

but well you are like uh uh well a lot of light I I know people can see or

of light I I know people can see or

of light I I know people can see or people can hear it but you are a human

people can hear it but you are a human

people can hear it but you are a human being as well I don't know do you still

being as well I don't know do you still

being as well I don't know do you still serve and paint or yeah um I think the

serve and paint or yeah um I think the

serve and paint or yeah um I think the thing is you don't deny the experience

thing is you don't deny the experience

thing is you don't deny the experience of the branch I mean you you're a branch

of the branch I mean you you're a branch

of the branch I mean you you're a branch because some people they get radical

because some people they get radical

because some people they get radical like uh for me it's funny to see people

like uh for me it's funny to see people

like uh for me it's funny to see people say hey there is nothing there is no one

say hey there is nothing there is no one

say hey there is nothing there is no one here there's nothing like a guy who was

here there's nothing like a guy who was

here there's nothing like a guy who was this spiritual excuse like the

this spiritual excuse like the

this spiritual excuse like the girlfriend say hey what's the dishes

girlfriend say hey what's the dishes

girlfriend say hey what's the dishes what dishes there's no dishes there not

what dishes there's no dishes there not

what dishes there's no dishes there not you there is not me and then she have to

you there is not me and then she have to

you there is not me and then she have to to do this for him and she was like with

to do this for him and she was like with

to do this for him and she was like with this this kind of you know

this this kind of you know

this this kind of you know Guru you know what no I mean you don't

Guru you know what no I mean you don't

Guru you know what no I mean you don't deny the experience of the branches but

deny the experience of the branches but

deny the experience of the branches but you are not attached to that you you're

you are not attached to that you you're

you are not attached to that you you're not taking seriously is open therefore

not taking seriously is open therefore

not taking seriously is open therefore for example I feel okay okay what is

for example I feel okay okay what is

for example I feel okay okay what is what is unfolding right now right now

what is unfolding right now right now

what is unfolding right now right now it's unfolding um the experience of

it's unfolding um the experience of

it's unfolding um the experience of painting thing the the I let it be I

painting thing the the I let it be I

painting thing the the I let it be I paint yeah but there is no a meaning

paint yeah but there is no a meaning

paint yeah but there is no a meaning there is no wow and and a super painter

there is no wow and and a super painter

there is no wow and and a super painter no I just allow life to express it

no I just allow life to express it

no I just allow life to express it Through Me by painting that's why uh

Through Me by painting that's why uh

Through Me by painting that's why uh when I when I share my paintings people

when I when I share my paintings people

when I when I share my paintings people they I don't know I don't know why but

they I don't know I don't know why but

they I don't know I don't know why but it remind me this place and and that's

it remind me this place and and that's

it remind me this place and and that's the energy of the place I just do that

the energy of the place I just do that

the energy of the place I just do that for example I don't know if I want I

for example I don't know if I want I

for example I don't know if I want I like to to to um dance salsa and maata

like to to to um dance salsa and maata

like to to to um dance salsa and maata and actually there's a chck there the

and actually there's a chck there the

and actually there's a chck there the monk who dance salsa so and then I I

monk who dance salsa so and then I I

monk who dance salsa so and then I I remember once I was I was dancing and a

remember once I was I was dancing and a

remember once I was I was dancing and a girl she came to me ohon said gur don't

girl she came to me ohon said gur don't

girl she came to me ohon said gur don't dance salsa this is like a evil dance

dance salsa this is like a evil dance

dance salsa this is like a evil dance and I said uh okay so enjoy so so going

and I said uh okay so enjoy so so going

and I said uh okay so enjoy so so going I say to you so people have idea so if

I say to you so people have idea so if

I say to you so people have idea so if if the experience of salsa unfolds I

if the experience of salsa unfolds I

if the experience of salsa unfolds I want to I want to just explore it and

want to I want to just explore it and

want to I want to just explore it and and that's it because it's a way of

and that's it because it's a way of

and that's it because it's a way of dancing a way of moving but for me I

dancing a way of moving but for me I

dancing a way of moving but for me I that doesn't add any spiritual concept

that doesn't add any spiritual concept

that doesn't add any spiritual concept to my life and actually sometime I say

to my life and actually sometime I say

to my life and actually sometime I say to people and sometimes that's a joke

to people and sometimes that's a joke

to people and sometimes that's a joke sometimes it's true when I go to have

sometimes it's true when I go to have

sometimes it's true when I go to have lunch I don't want the spiritual people

lunch I don't want the spiritual people

lunch I don't want the spiritual people with me why because I don't want to be

with me why because I don't want to be

with me why because I don't want to be ask question like can I how can I heal

ask question like can I how can I heal

ask question like can I how can I heal this cancer or this and then you're

this cancer or this and then you're

this cancer or this and then you're eating you know you know or I'm vomiting

eating you know you know or I'm vomiting

eating you know you know or I'm vomiting blood what can I do I man you

blood what can I do I man you

blood what can I do I man you know so I I just like to be with friend

know so I I just like to be with friend

know so I I just like to be with friend who are more like a like a you know like

who are more like a like a you know like

who are more like a like a you know like a cyclist or people who practice sports

a cyclist or people who practice sports

a cyclist or people who practice sports and

and

and surfing yeah and and I I sto for a while

surfing yeah and and I I sto for a while

surfing yeah and and I I sto for a while the surfing part but I'm soon soon I'm

the surfing part but I'm soon soon I'm

the surfing part but I'm soon soon I'm going to come back because now I'm more

going to come back because now I'm more

going to come back because now I'm more in in something else like dancing and

in in something else like dancing and

in in something else like dancing and other things yeah um but for me I don't

other things yeah um but for me I don't

other things yeah um but for me I don't repress anything cuz comes naturally and

repress anything cuz comes naturally and

repress anything cuz comes naturally and I just see it as it is you see but how

I just see it as it is you see but how

I just see it as it is you see but how do you deal with this machine with a

do you deal with this machine with a

do you deal with this machine with a with mobile phone yeah in normal life

with mobile phone yeah in normal life

with mobile phone yeah in normal life because of course there's like a toxic

because of course there's like a toxic

because of course there's like a toxic part of it but it's always it's also uh

part of it but it's always it's also uh

part of it but it's always it's also uh a thing where we can get connection yeah

a thing where we can get connection yeah

a thing where we can get connection yeah yeah talking about social media um how

yeah talking about social media um how

yeah talking about social media um how how how do you not drown in that okay

how how do you not drown in that okay

how how do you not drown in that okay it's very simple many people that

it's very simple many people that

it's very simple many people that attached to the the phone because deep

attached to the the phone because deep

attached to the the phone because deep inside there is a void and they need to

inside there is a void and they need to

inside there is a void and they need to uh put something on that void then they

uh put something on that void then they

uh put something on that void then they get distracted and then they they this

get distracted and then they they this

get distracted and then they they this never ending scrolling down and then

never ending scrolling down and then

never ending scrolling down and then they they they go to sleep like this

they they they go to sleep like this

they they they go to sleep like this with this blue light and everything and

with this blue light and everything and

with this blue light and everything and then they don't understand why they're

then they don't understand why they're

then they don't understand why they're tired and so on and this is like a

tired and so on and this is like a

tired and so on and this is like a spiral down where spiral U for me more

spiral down where spiral U for me more

spiral down where spiral U for me more like okay uh this is a way of

like okay uh this is a way of

like okay uh this is a way of communication I don't want to get lost

communication I don't want to get lost

communication I don't want to get lost into it and then I I you know I know

into it and then I I you know I know

into it and then I I you know I know exactly what I'm doing when I'm when I'm

exactly what I'm doing when I'm when I'm

exactly what I'm doing when I'm when I'm okay I'm going to do this this and that

okay I'm going to do this this and that

okay I'm going to do this this and that and I and I know that that's the

and I and I know that that's the

and I and I know that that's the beautiful part of that we have now that

beautiful part of that we have now that

beautiful part of that we have now that with social media you can access to

with social media you can access to

with social media you can access to people you know you have your podcast

people you know you have your podcast

people you know you have your podcast you you have for example some great

you you have for example some great

you you have for example some great messages you send it out and maybe

messages you send it out and maybe

messages you send it out and maybe thousand of people can get it so I use

thousand of people can get it so I use

thousand of people can get it so I use it like this but I'm not getting

it like this but I'm not getting

it like this but I'm not getting external validation like people yeah

external validation like people yeah

external validation like people yeah let's see how many likes I have sometime

let's see how many likes I have sometime

let's see how many likes I have sometime sometimes I I post things and I don't

sometimes I I post things and I don't

sometimes I I post things and I don't realize that I put it in private it's

realize that I put it in private it's

realize that I put it in private it's only me seeing Oh Yes actually it's me

only me seeing Oh Yes actually it's me

only me seeing Oh Yes actually it's me seeing but you know it's the same thing

seeing but you know it's the same thing

seeing but you know it's the same thing so but I enjoy you see this only one

so but I enjoy you see this only one

so but I enjoy you see this only one like I was my like you see so sometime

like I was my like you see so sometime

like I was my like you see so sometime messed up you know uh I I I need to have

messed up you know uh I I I need to have

messed up you know uh I I I need to have uh some some some friends who help me

uh some some some friends who help me

uh some some some friends who help me sometime sometimes but but the thing is

sometime sometimes but but the thing is

sometime sometimes but but the thing is don't get lost uh and know that uh you

don't get lost uh and know that uh you

don't get lost uh and know that uh you know don't do that for ex standard

know don't do that for ex standard

know don't do that for ex standard validation and check if you have for

validation and check if you have for

validation and check if you have for example it's one thing that I tell

example it's one thing that I tell

example it's one thing that I tell people hey how many how how many hours

people hey how many how how many hours

people hey how many how how many hours you spend on your phone and they're not

you spend on your phone and they're not

you spend on your phone and they're not aware and they start to come to say hey

aware and they start to come to say hey

aware and they start to come to say hey man like five every day without counting

man like five every day without counting

man like five every day without counting Netflix at night because it's it's in

Netflix at night because it's it's in

Netflix at night because it's it's in the screen and so on let's say five man

the screen and so on let's say five man

the screen and so on let's say five man if you meditate the half of those hours

if you meditate the half of those hours

if you meditate the half of those hours wow in in a year you be enlightened you

wow in in a year you be enlightened you

wow in in a year you be enlightened you be the dream oh let's do that and people

be the dream oh let's do that and people

be the dream oh let's do that and people when they do that and actually my

when they do that and actually my

when they do that and actually my seminars I said two hours before don't

seminars I said two hours before don't

seminars I said two hours before don't use the phone people get a lot of you

use the phone people get a lot of you

use the phone people get a lot of you know like like addicted like side effect

know like like addicted like side effect

know like like addicted like side effect oh my God you know like like somebody

oh my God you know like like somebody

oh my God you know like like somebody who is leaving the the drugs but when

who is leaving the the drugs but when

who is leaving the the drugs but when they do that they start to have lucd

they do that they start to have lucd

they do that they start to have lucd dreaming they rest better they they when

dreaming they rest better they they when

dreaming they rest better they they when they meditate they fully connect so it's

they meditate they fully connect so it's

they meditate they fully connect so it's about to apply balance this is not a

about to apply balance this is not a

about to apply balance this is not a evil machine or anything it's the evil

evil machine or anything it's the evil

evil machine or anything it's the evil with us who increase when we use this

with us who increase when we use this

with us who increase when we use this this is but at the same time the the

this is but at the same time the the

this is but at the same time the the good thing about us when you use the

good thing about us when you use the

good thing about us when you use the phone it can increase also yeah do you

phone it can increase also yeah do you

phone it can increase also yeah do you have uh experiences with

have uh experiences with

have uh experiences with Tantra yes I do have experience with

Tantra yes I do have experience with

Tantra yes I do have experience with Tantra but this a it's a subject I don't

Tantra but this a it's a subject I don't

Tantra but this a it's a subject I don't talk why because when people get um or

talk why because when people get um or

talk why because when people get um or misunderstand what I say they they use

misunderstand what I say they they use

misunderstand what I say they they use it in the wrong way so right now many

it in the wrong way so right now many

it in the wrong way so right now many people with respect and love they're

people with respect and love they're

people with respect and love they're doing more like sexual massages putting

doing more like sexual massages putting

doing more like sexual massages putting some Sanskrit names and let's say that

some Sanskrit names and let's say that

some Sanskrit names and let's say that is santra yeah but the santra is the the

is santra yeah but the santra is the the

is santra yeah but the santra is the the Divine energy that we have the energy of

Divine energy that we have the energy of

Divine energy that we have the energy of the uh I'm going to place it very simple

the uh I'm going to place it very simple

the uh I'm going to place it very simple you can have for example a sexual

you can have for example a sexual

you can have for example a sexual experience with somebody with the agenda

experience with somebody with the agenda

experience with somebody with the agenda or the intention of getting what I think

or the intention of getting what I think

or the intention of getting what I think is is missing in me so if you see sex is

is is missing in me so if you see sex is

is is missing in me so if you see sex is more like uh feeling something yeah

more like uh feeling something yeah

more like uh feeling something yeah actually sex is more a way of escaping

actually sex is more a way of escaping

actually sex is more a way of escaping from yourself it's like you have an

from yourself it's like you have an

from yourself it's like you have an orgasm then you're at the tree and then

orgasm then you're at the tree and then

orgasm then you're at the tree and then back to the branch and then you think

back to the branch and then you think

back to the branch and then you think that person is giving you that that

that person is giving you that that

that person is giving you that that freedom and then we're looking that

freedom and then we're looking that

freedom and then we're looking that little you know and

little you know and

little you know and then Tantra the real Tantra is okay I

then Tantra the real Tantra is okay I

then Tantra the real Tantra is okay I enter in the I enter in the tree you

enter in the I enter in the tree you

enter in the I enter in the tree you also enter in the tree and from there

also enter in the tree and from there

also enter in the tree and from there let's have the

let's have the

let's have the experience and I'm going to leave it

experience and I'm going to leave it

experience and I'm going to leave it there great I think it's a great answer

there great I think it's a great answer

there great I think it's a great answer and I know exactly what you mean it's

and I know exactly what you mean it's

and I know exactly what you mean it's yeah yeah um do you have

yeah yeah um do you have

yeah yeah um do you have Ambitions no I mean I would say it's

Ambitions no I mean I would say it's

Ambitions no I mean I would say it's more like um how you say projects and

more like um how you say projects and

more like um how you say projects and let's say something to share mhm uh CU

let's say something to share mhm uh CU

let's say something to share mhm uh CU ambis K so I'm going to gain something

ambis K so I'm going to gain something

ambis K so I'm going to gain something and for me the real success is with this

and for me the real success is with this

and for me the real success is with this how many life can I help you see that is

how many life can I help you see that is

how many life can I help you see that is Success the measurement for me so for me

Success the measurement for me so for me

Success the measurement for me so for me is every project is aligned with my in

is every project is aligned with my in

is every project is aligned with my in my inner piece where if you see people

my inner piece where if you see people

my inner piece where if you see people sometime they get in Project where they

sometime they get in Project where they

sometime they get in Project where they lose themselves they lose this health

lose themselves they lose this health

lose themselves they lose this health the the health they are burn out so it's

the the health they are burn out so it's

the the health they are burn out so it's it's more like you know I have this to

it's more like you know I have this to

it's more like you know I have this to share I have this idea about this event

share I have this idea about this event

share I have this idea about this event so I talk to people who are helping me

so I talk to people who are helping me

so I talk to people who are helping me so thanks God I I have a lot of people

so thanks God I I have a lot of people

so thanks God I I have a lot of people are helping me and from there there we

are helping me and from there there we

are helping me and from there there we have objectives aligned to our inner

have objectives aligned to our inner

have objectives aligned to our inner peace and therefore my Happ but I don't

peace and therefore my Happ but I don't

peace and therefore my Happ but I don't have Ambitions ambs coming from the ego

have Ambitions ambs coming from the ego

have Ambitions ambs coming from the ego Branch I want to be a bigger Branch or a

Branch I want to be a bigger Branch or a

Branch I want to be a bigger Branch or a big a bigger special okay but in a

big a bigger special okay but in a

big a bigger special okay but in a certain way like a book yeah it it

certain way like a book yeah it it

certain way like a book yeah it it inspires people it helps people and

inspires people it helps people and

inspires people it helps people and maybe it's a bit of ego thing to write

maybe it's a bit of ego thing to write

maybe it's a bit of ego thing to write it all down but I'm glad you did it yeah

it all down but I'm glad you did it yeah

it all down but I'm glad you did it yeah but but but my point is is I call it

but but but my point is is I call it

but but but my point is is I call it conscious projects because if ambition

conscious projects because if ambition

conscious projects because if ambition it it coming from the different the word

it it coming from the different the word

it it coming from the different the word have energy but I understand why you

have energy but I understand why you

have energy but I understand why you said yeah yeah I mean you you write book

said yeah yeah I mean you you write book

said yeah yeah I mean you you write book and I I mean people you get recognition

and I I mean people you get recognition

and I I mean people you get recognition from people also but I I was not

from people also but I I was not

from people also but I I was not actually looking for that it was like

actually looking for that it was like

actually looking for that it was like even I didn't I didn't know how to uh

even I didn't I didn't know how to uh

even I didn't I didn't know how to uh what name to give it and then I was I

what name to give it and then I was I

what name to give it and then I was I was meditating I felt like the the child

was meditating I felt like the the child

was meditating I felt like the the child because when you in the tree this this

because when you in the tree this this

because when you in the tree this this is like a child I said hey what about be

is like a child I said hey what about be

is like a child I said hey what about be happy Lama and and when I I give to my

happy Lama and and when I I give to my

happy Lama and and when I I give to my my my book that that name s St students

my my book that that name s St students

my my book that that name s St students of mine they were angry at me of course

of mine they were angry at me of course

of mine they were angry at me of course just dis respectfully just respecting

just dis respectfully just respecting

just dis respectfully just respecting the I said no he actually gave me the

the I said no he actually gave me the

the I said no he actually gave me the permission uh because in his Spanish we

permission uh because in his Spanish we

permission uh because in his Spanish we we actually have the picture of him in

we actually have the picture of him in

we actually have the picture of him in in the C okay and he gave us the

in the C okay and he gave us the

in the C okay and he gave us the permission and actually we are paying

permission and actually we are paying

permission and actually we are paying for the rights to win so yeah he having

for the rights to win so yeah he having

for the rights to win so yeah he having fun

fun

fun also it's it's h great that you

also it's it's h great that you

also it's it's h great that you mentioned the word inner peace because

mentioned the word inner peace because

mentioned the word inner peace because uh when we just met and shook hands

uh when we just met and shook hands

uh when we just met and shook hands there I know of course I started with T

there I know of course I started with T

there I know of course I started with T he introduced me to you and then uh well

he introduced me to you and then uh well

he introduced me to you and then uh well when I was was busy with this um uh

when I was was busy with this um uh

when I was was busy with this um uh conversation uh somebody sent me an old

conversation uh somebody sent me an old

conversation uh somebody sent me an old movie of you in Amsterdam at inner peace

movie of you in Amsterdam at inner peace

movie of you in Amsterdam at inner peace oh yeah and then I saw it and I thought

oh yeah and then I saw it and I thought

oh yeah and then I saw it and I thought oh wow that's that guy because a friend

oh wow that's that guy because a friend

oh wow that's that guy because a friend of me he was there and it was for him it

of me he was there and it was for him it

of me he was there and it was for him it was like a a a trans

was like a a a trans

was like a a a trans informational meeting and then I thought

informational meeting and then I thought

informational meeting and then I thought wow I'm going to meet Jose it's it's

wow I'm going to meet Jose it's it's

wow I'm going to meet Jose it's it's well I don't know if you can still

well I don't know if you can still

well I don't know if you can still remember it's on YouTube it's it's well

remember it's on YouTube it's it's well

remember it's on YouTube it's it's well several years ago yeah I I did uh I

several years ago yeah I I did uh I

several years ago yeah I I did uh I think a couple of

think a couple of

think a couple of um uh lectures in that event but all of

um uh lectures in that event but all of

um uh lectures in that event but all of then the you know I just placed myself

then the you know I just placed myself

then the you know I just placed myself in front of the audience I just dropped

in front of the audience I just dropped

in front of the audience I just dropped completely myself in pure Consciousness

completely myself in pure Consciousness

completely myself in pure Consciousness and from there magic start to happen

and from there magic start to happen

and from there magic start to happen this is what I love about that and

this is what I love about that and

this is what I love about that and people get connected like the feedback

people get connected like the feedback

people get connected like the feedback I'm getting is like the other day it was

I'm getting is like the other day it was

I'm getting is like the other day it was a woman crying in the audience he was

a woman crying in the audience he was

a woman crying in the audience he was she was I was reading so many

she was I was reading so many

she was I was reading so many books trying to find so many different

books trying to find so many different

books trying to find so many different way ways and places and here right now

way ways and places and here right now

way ways and places and here right now feeling this pure Consciousness open up

feeling this pure Consciousness open up

feeling this pure Consciousness open up she was just crying of joy and then it

she was just crying of joy and then it

she was just crying of joy and then it made me cry and everybody was crying

made me cry and everybody was crying

made me cry and everybody was crying like 100 people crying with her because

like 100 people crying with her because

like 100 people crying with her because we felt the joy of Simplicity you see

we felt the joy of Simplicity you see

we felt the joy of Simplicity you see and people are seen that in in my teach

and people are seen that in in my teach

and people are seen that in in my teach because it's very simple and not going

because it's very simple and not going

because it's very simple and not going off like like a super Guru anything I

off like like a super Guru anything I

off like like a super Guru anything I just say I'm your friend here yeah and

just say I'm your friend here yeah and

just say I'm your friend here yeah and then we have fun and that's it yeah

then we have fun and that's it yeah

then we have fun and that's it yeah death what what what what is uh what do

death what what what what is uh what do

death what what what what is uh what do you think about

you think about

you think about death well there's so many things to

death well there's so many things to

death well there's so many things to share about this but let's say for

share about this but let's say for

share about this but let's say for example when people come to me and say

example when people come to me and say

example when people come to me and say I'm so afraid of death they're not

I'm so afraid of death they're not

I'm so afraid of death they're not afraid of death they are afraid because

afraid of death they are afraid because

afraid of death they are afraid because they're not living their life fully you

they're not living their life fully you

they're not living their life fully you see so you will regret them

see so you will regret them

see so you will regret them exactly but uh let's let's go for this

exactly but uh let's let's go for this

exactly but uh let's let's go for this you know um I have so many so many

you know um I have so many so many

you know um I have so many so many experiences um you know going to places

experiences um you know going to places

experiences um you know going to places where people are about to die and then

where people are about to die and then

where people are about to die and then they they ask me to to be with them to

they they ask me to to be with them to

they they ask me to to be with them to you know to guide guide them in the

you know to guide guide them in the

you know to guide guide them in the process or just just to hold their hands

process or just just to hold their hands

process or just just to hold their hands and and if you're there you see this

and and if you're there you see this

and and if you're there you see this amazing breathing in brething out deep

amazing breathing in brething out deep

amazing breathing in brething out deep dropping in this in the hard space you

dropping in this in the hard space you

dropping in this in the hard space you know and then there's explosion of life

know and then there's explosion of life

know and then there's explosion of life if you if you are you know if you if

if you if you are you know if you if

if you if you are you know if you if you're not too attached to to the

you're not too attached to to the

you're not too attached to to the story um then for me death is like if

story um then for me death is like if

story um then for me death is like if you see a a wave in the ocean you know

you see a a wave in the ocean you know

you see a a wave in the ocean you know you see the the wave it just temporarily

you see the the wave it just temporarily

you see the the wave it just temporarily got the

got the

got the shape of the of the wave and it's going

shape of the of the wave and it's going

shape of the of the wave and it's going to the shore that would be life going to

to the shore that would be life going to

to the shore that would be life going to the shore and then it's going to be a

the shore and then it's going to be a

the shore and then it's going to be a moment that it crash and then is the is

moment that it crash and then is the is

moment that it crash and then is the is the wave de or is back to source but it

the wave de or is back to source but it

the wave de or is back to source but it it wouldn't it was never separate from

it wouldn't it was never separate from

it wouldn't it was never separate from the source so also my my master said

the source so also my my master said

the source so also my my master said okay in the lucid dreaming uh make sure

okay in the lucid dreaming uh make sure

okay in the lucid dreaming uh make sure that before you wake up somebody had to

that before you wake up somebody had to

that before you wake up somebody had to kill you during the dreams so I was in

kill you during the dreams so I was in

kill you during the dreams so I was in every dream so being being run over by a

every dream so being being run over by a

every dream so being being run over by a car like somebody was uh cutting my body

car like somebody was uh cutting my body

car like somebody was uh cutting my body pieces so yeah I was I was very creative

pieces so yeah I was I was very creative

pieces so yeah I was I was very creative in the way so I realized there's a

in the way so I realized there's a

in the way so I realized there's a moment like and you wake up so it's

moment like and you wake up so it's

moment like and you wake up so it's going to be the same like okay it was a

going to be the same like okay it was a

going to be the same like okay it was a dream oh it was an illusion oh it was a

dream oh it was an illusion oh it was a

dream oh it was an illusion oh it was a it was a joke no it's s s like that oh

it was a joke no it's s s like that oh

it was a joke no it's s s like that oh when you wake up oh than God it was a

when you wake up oh than God it was a

when you wake up oh than God it was a dream so and I remember a case that it

dream so and I remember a case that it

dream so and I remember a case that it really touched my my heart I was

really touched my my heart I was

really touched my my heart I was treating a guy that he was going through

treating a guy that he was going through

treating a guy that he was going through a very powerful um you know uh chemical

a very powerful um you know uh chemical

a very powerful um you know uh chemical process in the body with a lot of things

process in the body with a lot of things

process in the body with a lot of things okay and uh he was so I mean he he

okay and uh he was so I mean he he

okay and uh he was so I mean he he changed his mindset on everything but

changed his mindset on everything but

changed his mindset on everything but the body was so

the body was so

the body was so damaged and they went they went to the

damaged and they went they went to the

damaged and they went they went to the hospital I was dying in the hospital I

hospital I was dying in the hospital I

hospital I was dying in the hospital I was not there but the the wife came to

was not there but the the wife came to

was not there but the the wife came to me he said you know what he was about to

me he said you know what he was about to

me he said you know what he was about to die like a few hours before he was like

die like a few hours before he was like

die like a few hours before he was like oh my god I think I'm not worthy of such

oh my god I think I'm not worthy of such

oh my god I think I'm not worthy of such such a b oh my God he said Jose was

such a b oh my God he said Jose was

such a b oh my God he said Jose was right tell him he was right but right

right tell him he was right but right

right tell him he was right but right about what you just tell him and then

about what you just tell him and then

about what you just tell him and then she came to me said you know she was

she came to me said you know she was

she came to me said you know she was smiling laughing saying oh my God I know

smiling laughing saying oh my God I know

smiling laughing saying oh my God I know was such a joy and love and and he said

was such a joy and love and and he said

was such a joy and love and and he said you were right and I said yeah because

you were right and I said yeah because

you were right and I said yeah because we were talking about this and and I

we were talking about this and and I

we were talking about this and and I told I told him if if you remove the

told I told him if if you remove the

told I told him if if you remove the idea of death and you allow yourself to

idea of death and you allow yourself to

idea of death and you allow yourself to explore it open yourself up to it

explore it open yourself up to it

explore it open yourself up to it without any any any label of of

without any any any label of of

without any any any label of of expectations you're going to see that is

expectations you're going to see that is

expectations you're going to see that is life in capital letters there holding

life in capital letters there holding

life in capital letters there holding you and then he said he was right and

you and then he said he was right and

you and then he said he was right and for me it really touched I mean I cannot

for me it really touched I mean I cannot

for me it really touched I mean I cannot tell you more cuz I haven't physically

tell you more cuz I haven't physically

tell you more cuz I haven't physically died yet but maybe I will appear I don't

died yet but maybe I will appear I don't

died yet but maybe I will appear I don't know in one of you as a speed or you use

know in one of you as a speed or you use

know in one of you as a speed or you use the the wiki witch how you call

the the wiki witch how you call

the the wiki witch how you call this but the thing is uh for

this but the thing is uh for

this but the thing is uh for me death is just an idea yeah and it's

me death is just an idea yeah and it's

me death is just an idea yeah and it's not the end it's it's it's a flow it's

not the end it's it's it's a flow it's

not the end it's it's it's a flow it's like a

like a

like a branch it gets for a while going down oh

branch it gets for a while going down oh

branch it gets for a while going down oh my God I'm die and boom and then back to

my God I'm die and boom and then back to

my God I'm die and boom and then back to the ground back to the

the ground back to the

the ground back to the tree and do you think you will regret

tree and do you think you will regret

tree and do you think you will regret anything about this life as

anything about this life as

anything about this life as Jose no no no what is a regret is the

Jose no no no what is a regret is the

Jose no no no what is a regret is the idea that something was supposed to be

idea that something was supposed to be

idea that something was supposed to be different life is giving you exactly

different life is giving you exactly

different life is giving you exactly what you have to be yeah that's it I

what you have to be yeah that's it I

what you have to be yeah that's it I mean from the perspective of a branch of

mean from the perspective of a branch of

mean from the perspective of a branch of of the personality it will tell you a

of the personality it will tell you a

of the personality it will tell you a lot of things but in my case there is

lot of things but in my case there is

lot of things but in my case there is not this energy anymore no this is an

not this energy anymore no this is an

not this energy anymore no this is an open space yeah but in a certain way

open space yeah but in a certain way

open space yeah but in a certain way maybe it's hard to say but

maybe it's hard to say but

maybe it's hard to say but that well it's because I'm

that well it's because I'm

that well it's because I'm on this pink Cloud

on this pink Cloud

on this pink Cloud now I I I well you should have been

now I I I well you should have been

now I I I well you should have been a such a great father and of course in a

a such a great father and of course in a

a such a great father and of course in a certain way you are our father and we

certain way you are our father and we

certain way you are our father and we are all but that's well yeah you mean

are all but that's well yeah you mean

are all but that's well yeah you mean you're talking about your experience or

you're talking about your experience or

you're talking about your experience or it's like

it's like

it's like me okay like since I don't have any any

me okay like since I don't have any any

me okay like since I don't have any any kids okay yeah um having kids for me is

kids okay yeah um having kids for me is

kids okay yeah um having kids for me is something that is it was never Latin I

something that is it was never Latin I

something that is it was never Latin I mean it's like no no but also I was

mean it's like no no but also I was

mean it's like no no but also I was traveling uh for me right now my family

traveling uh for me right now my family

traveling uh for me right now my family like Jesus and know said brothers and

like Jesus and know said brothers and

like Jesus and know said brothers and sisters for me my mother is actually

sisters for me my mother is actually

sisters for me my mother is actually Mother Earth and my father is the

Mother Earth and my father is the

Mother Earth and my father is the universe so it's a big big parents that

universe so it's a big big parents that

universe so it's a big big parents that I have and the rest are sisters and

I have and the rest are sisters and

I have and the rest are sisters and brothers so for me I don't I don't I

brothers so for me I don't I don't I

brothers so for me I don't I don't I don't feel in my case to to to have a

don't feel in my case to to to have a

don't feel in my case to to to have a child and because I don't have the time

child and because I don't have the time

child and because I don't have the time for it maybe if I could could have the

for it maybe if I could could have the

for it maybe if I could could have the time I don't know but it's not something

time I don't know but it's not something

time I don't know but it's not something I'm going to cuz for me uh I have the

I'm going to cuz for me uh I have the

I'm going to cuz for me uh I have the experience for example with my with my

experience for example with my with my

experience for example with my with my nephew so he was like a son for me so I

nephew so he was like a son for me so I

nephew so he was like a son for me so I was I was glad to be part of his um you

was I was glad to be part of his um you

was I was glad to be part of his um you know when he was growing growing and

know when he was growing growing and

know when he was growing growing and everything everything he's learning now

everything everything he's learning now

everything everything he's learning now he's 28 and this is amazing being but

he's 28 and this is amazing being but

he's 28 and this is amazing being but it's something I don't know going to

it's something I don't know going to

it's something I don't know going to regret for sure because nothing that I

regret for sure because nothing that I

regret for sure because nothing that I have done or or or I didn't do or doing

have done or or or I didn't do or doing

have done or or or I didn't do or doing for me that is a regret is only there is

for me that is a regret is only there is

for me that is a regret is only there is a lesson there and learning and and I

a lesson there and learning and and I

a lesson there and learning and and I respect that life is bringing to me me

respect that life is bringing to me me

respect that life is bringing to me me it's it's it's something that I'm going

it's it's it's something that I'm going

it's it's it's something that I'm going to H hug and I'm going to embrace it and

to H hug and I'm going to embrace it and

to H hug and I'm going to embrace it and I'm going to love it so no

I'm going to love it so no

I'm going to love it so no regrets how do you want to be

regrets how do you want to be

regrets how do you want to be remembered I don't care no I

remembered I don't care no I

remembered I don't care no I know H that's of course you know you

know H that's of course you know you

know H that's of course you know you don't care that's but you will be

don't care that's but you will be

don't care that's but you will be remembered okay I'm G to I'm going to

remembered okay I'm G to I'm going to

remembered okay I'm G to I'm going to share with you how I perceive so imagine

share with you how I perceive so imagine

share with you how I perceive so imagine tonight you're going to dream and youve

tonight you're going to dream and youve

tonight you're going to dream and youve been leing in that dream for let's say

been leing in that dream for let's say

been leing in that dream for let's say in 8 hours you live your whole life and

in 8 hours you live your whole life and

in 8 hours you live your whole life and then you're going to die and your dream

then you're going to die and your dream

then you're going to die and your dream and everybody hey how how would you like

and everybody hey how how would you like

and everybody hey how how would you like to be reminded I said I don't know um

to be reminded I said I don't know um

to be reminded I said I don't know um and then boom you wake up oh do they

and then boom you wake up oh do they

and then boom you wake up oh do they remember me yeah you understand no yeah

remember me yeah you understand no yeah

remember me yeah you understand no yeah I understand those people in the dream

I understand those people in the dream

I understand those people in the dream what what do you think now they didn't

what what do you think now they didn't

what what do you think now they didn't exist I mean it was like an illusion

exist I mean it was like an illusion

exist I mean it was like an illusion temporary reality is more compassionate

temporary reality is more compassionate

temporary reality is more compassionate so for me it's the same so this is going

so for me it's the same so this is going

so for me it's the same so this is going to

to

to disappear I'm going to disappear yeah

disappear I'm going to disappear yeah

disappear I'm going to disappear yeah it's it's actually noost Antonio Machado

it's it's actually noost Antonio Machado

it's it's actually noost Antonio Machado who is actually WR writing the books why

who is actually WR writing the books why

who is actually WR writing the books why do we have to take credit at the

do we have to take credit at the

do we have to take credit at the discredit oh of course not okay but

discredit oh of course not okay but

discredit oh of course not okay but let's focus on your nephew for example

let's focus on your nephew for example

let's focus on your nephew for example there will be a day that Jose Antonio

there will be a day that Jose Antonio

there will be a day that Jose Antonio manchado uh the body is leaving Earth it

manchado uh the body is leaving Earth it

manchado uh the body is leaving Earth it and and your heart this heart isn't

and and your heart this heart isn't

and and your heart this heart isn't beating anymore okay so your nephew

beating anymore okay so your nephew

beating anymore okay so your nephew nephew will think ah

Jose and what will he think what do you

Jose and what will he think what do you

Jose and what will he think what do you think he will think I was saying this

think he will think I was saying this

think he will think I was saying this can you hear the

can you hear the

can you hear the silence that would be my

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thought oh that's the most craziest

thought oh that's the most craziest answer on this question ever um yeah

answer on this question ever um yeah

answer on this question ever um yeah well it's said now what yeah it's it's

well it's said now what yeah it's it's

well it's said now what yeah it's it's it's all good of course you understand

it's all good of course you understand

it's all good of course you understand I'm feeling to tell you TR it's the

I'm feeling to tell you TR it's the

I'm feeling to tell you TR it's the first time somebody with such a degree

first time somebody with such a degree

first time somebody with such a degree of cons Consciousness is asking me

of cons Consciousness is asking me

of cons Consciousness is asking me question and is interviewing me so for

question and is interviewing me so for

question and is interviewing me so for me like being at home with you ah so

me like being at home with you ah so

me like being at home with you ah so thank you for that thank you so much

thank you for that thank you so much

thank you for that thank you so much thank you so much that's a great uh

thank you so much that's a great uh

thank you so much that's a great uh great thing you

great thing you

great thing you say and and T was right of course he was

say and and T was right of course he was

say and and T was right of course he was right what a what a great light thank

right what a what a great light thank

right what a what a great light thank you for

you for

you for shining thank to you for inviting me for

shining thank to you for inviting me for

shining thank to you for inviting me for giving the opportunity to share this and

giving the opportunity to share this and

giving the opportunity to share this and to meet you meeting you fantastic than

to meet you meeting you fantastic than

to meet you meeting you fantastic than have these amazing friends and so so

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