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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:47,636 --> 00:00:48,846 All right, Lily. 2 00:00:49,430 --> 00:00:51,474 Today we're testing how much you've learned. 3 00:00:52,475 --> 00:00:54,435 This time I won't be telling you 4 00:00:54,435 --> 00:00:57,146 the name of each bird after it sings. 5 00:00:57,980 --> 00:01:01,400 This time I'm just gonna be playing the bird songs 6 00:01:01,400 --> 00:01:03,360 and it's up to you to name them. 7 00:01:04,987 --> 00:01:06,363 You ready? 8 00:01:06,363 --> 00:01:07,490 Let's try. 9 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:14,371 Bluebird. 10 00:01:14,371 --> 00:01:17,208 Golden finch. 11 00:01:17,208 --> 00:01:20,294 Chickadee. 12 00:01:23,672 --> 00:01:25,216 Mourning Dove. 13 00:03:06,483 --> 00:03:08,068 Get back inside, baby. 14 00:03:08,068 --> 00:03:09,570 Are you okay? 15 00:03:09,570 --> 00:03:11,822 Lillian Pierce, get back in the house! 16 00:03:11,822 --> 00:03:13,073 Now! 17 00:04:27,272 --> 00:04:28,524 Mom. 18 00:04:54,591 --> 00:04:56,510 Remember to watch your footwork before you are post. 19 00:04:56,510 --> 00:04:57,845 I just get ahead of myself. 20 00:04:57,845 --> 00:04:59,221 Oh, good. Let's go again. 21 00:05:11,108 --> 00:05:12,818 No, you're-- you're doing well. 22 00:05:12,818 --> 00:05:14,653 You just gotta keep sharpening up the footwork. 23 00:05:14,653 --> 00:05:17,614 Yeah, and-- and keep the left shoulder bag, I know. 24 00:05:17,614 --> 00:05:19,366 But anyway, thanks again so much for this. 25 00:05:19,366 --> 00:05:21,618 And, uh, yeah. Catch you on the next one. 26 00:05:21,618 --> 00:05:22,745 - Okay. - Yeah. 27 00:05:34,882 --> 00:05:36,967 Oh, uh, I actually have a... 28 00:05:38,302 --> 00:05:39,678 I have an extra ticket 29 00:05:39,678 --> 00:05:41,388 to a DJ Starfish concert next month. 30 00:05:41,388 --> 00:05:42,514 Really? 31 00:05:44,058 --> 00:05:46,310 Yeah, my girlfriend's not a huge house fan, so. 32 00:05:48,187 --> 00:05:51,440 I mean, I'd be down. Super down. 33 00:05:53,108 --> 00:05:54,234 Fuck yeah. 34 00:05:55,027 --> 00:05:56,445 How has the fencing been going? 35 00:05:57,029 --> 00:05:58,238 Fine. 36 00:05:58,781 --> 00:06:02,159 I've been working on cursing less at the students. 37 00:06:02,159 --> 00:06:03,994 Cursing less at students 38 00:06:03,994 --> 00:06:05,829 shouldn't be something you have to work on. 39 00:06:05,829 --> 00:06:06,997 It should be something you choose to stop. 40 00:06:08,123 --> 00:06:09,333 Yeah. Wow. 41 00:06:10,084 --> 00:06:11,085 Profound. 42 00:06:12,086 --> 00:06:14,171 Platitudes like that what I pay for? 43 00:06:14,171 --> 00:06:16,632 The problem with platitudes is that they're usually true. 44 00:06:19,426 --> 00:06:20,886 Should we talk about your dad today? 45 00:06:23,722 --> 00:06:25,474 You told me last time that you were anxious 46 00:06:25,474 --> 00:06:27,392 about him contacting you soon 47 00:06:27,392 --> 00:06:30,646 because of the anniversary of your mother's death. 48 00:06:32,689 --> 00:06:34,441 Well, let's just hope he doesn't. 49 00:06:35,943 --> 00:06:37,778 Wouldn't be the first time he forgot an important date. 50 00:06:38,320 --> 00:06:39,863 And what about the nightmares? 51 00:06:39,863 --> 00:06:41,698 - Have they been-- - Same. 52 00:06:43,492 --> 00:06:44,618 But I'm not worried. 53 00:06:45,702 --> 00:06:46,745 What do you mean? 54 00:06:49,123 --> 00:06:51,875 Well, it's better to see Mom in a nightmare than not at all. 55 00:07:59,484 --> 00:08:01,862 Are you mocking me? 56 00:08:02,779 --> 00:08:04,489 Me? 57 00:08:04,489 --> 00:08:06,074 Never. I'm not funny. 58 00:08:07,284 --> 00:08:08,827 Who said that? 59 00:08:08,827 --> 00:08:11,371 Uh, my mom, my brother, first boyfriend. 60 00:08:12,998 --> 00:08:14,041 Well... 61 00:08:15,042 --> 00:08:16,168 I think you're funny. 62 00:08:17,502 --> 00:08:19,463 Only took you 16 dates to notice. 63 00:08:19,463 --> 00:08:22,216 But who's counting? 64 00:08:23,342 --> 00:08:25,219 Me. Definitely me. 65 00:08:25,761 --> 00:08:26,803 Oh. 66 00:08:30,307 --> 00:08:31,516 16, what is that? 67 00:08:32,809 --> 00:08:33,852 Like... 68 00:08:34,853 --> 00:08:35,896 tin... 69 00:08:37,189 --> 00:08:38,357 - copper? - Head. 70 00:08:38,357 --> 00:08:39,942 I hope. 71 00:08:39,942 --> 00:08:42,486 See, you're funny. 72 00:08:44,404 --> 00:08:46,198 Look, you did 73 00:08:46,198 --> 00:08:48,700 sweet chili salmon 74 00:08:48,700 --> 00:08:50,994 just seared to perfection 75 00:08:50,994 --> 00:08:53,205 with, um, what? 76 00:08:53,205 --> 00:08:55,791 Fucking like ginger and I don't know. 77 00:08:55,791 --> 00:08:59,002 Cream cheese mashed potatoes and toasted sesame green beans. 78 00:08:59,002 --> 00:09:01,463 Yeah. Toasted sesame green beans. 79 00:09:01,463 --> 00:09:04,132 You're-- yeah, you're definitely getting 80 00:09:04,132 --> 00:09:05,759 whatever you want tonight. 81 00:09:05,759 --> 00:09:07,052 Toasted sesame? 82 00:09:07,052 --> 00:09:08,262 Is that what it was? 83 00:09:08,262 --> 00:09:09,388 Or was it this green bean? 84 00:09:09,388 --> 00:09:11,181 I love a green bean. 85 00:09:11,181 --> 00:09:13,600 Everybody knows what happens if you eat green beans. 86 00:10:03,358 --> 00:10:05,610 - Wait. I-- - Shh! 87 00:10:08,572 --> 00:10:10,949 - No, I don't want you to-- - What? 88 00:10:14,119 --> 00:10:17,873 I just learned that I have to go away for a week to New York 89 00:10:17,873 --> 00:10:19,041 and... 90 00:10:20,709 --> 00:10:22,919 I don't want you to think that I'm, you know, disappearing 91 00:10:22,919 --> 00:10:24,880 after the first time that we sleep together. 92 00:10:25,505 --> 00:10:27,382 I-- Yeah, that's fine. 93 00:10:28,508 --> 00:10:30,802 But I didn't want you to feel like I was abandoning you... 94 00:10:33,972 --> 00:10:36,350 or forgetting you. 95 00:10:37,351 --> 00:10:39,061 For-- Forgetting me? 96 00:10:43,023 --> 00:10:44,066 Take a picture then. 97 00:10:51,114 --> 00:10:52,616 Over there? 98 00:11:27,776 --> 00:11:29,486 Whoo! 99 00:11:29,486 --> 00:11:31,613 You know, like, maybe some, like, over the shoulder. 100 00:11:36,576 --> 00:11:37,869 Is everything okay? 101 00:11:38,787 --> 00:11:39,830 Is that too much? 102 00:11:41,915 --> 00:11:43,208 No, no. 103 00:12:26,918 --> 00:12:27,919 Um... 104 00:12:29,171 --> 00:12:32,507 hey, um, you want help with your stuff? 105 00:12:33,049 --> 00:12:34,092 Hmm? 106 00:12:35,093 --> 00:12:36,136 Before you head home? 107 00:12:39,431 --> 00:12:40,599 Seriously? 108 00:12:43,518 --> 00:12:44,561 What? 109 00:12:48,648 --> 00:12:49,733 Could I maybe just... 110 00:12:51,818 --> 00:12:52,944 stay over? 111 00:13:01,369 --> 00:13:02,829 I'm sorry. That was... 112 00:13:04,664 --> 00:13:06,500 assuming of me. 113 00:13:12,464 --> 00:13:13,507 We're not there yet. 114 00:13:15,425 --> 00:13:16,551 No, I just... 115 00:13:20,096 --> 00:13:21,139 It's okay. 116 00:13:22,182 --> 00:13:23,266 You can talk to me. 117 00:13:23,975 --> 00:13:25,018 Uh... 118 00:13:30,815 --> 00:13:33,151 I've just been having a lot of nightmares recently. 119 00:13:34,027 --> 00:13:35,070 That's all. 120 00:13:37,239 --> 00:13:38,615 My dad was a sleepwalker. 121 00:13:39,241 --> 00:13:41,159 So anything less 122 00:13:41,159 --> 00:13:44,037 than chasing a 50-year-old naked man 123 00:13:44,037 --> 00:13:45,247 down the driveway 124 00:13:45,247 --> 00:13:46,665 is a peaceful night for me. 125 00:13:55,674 --> 00:13:56,716 I... 126 00:13:57,884 --> 00:13:58,927 thrash... 127 00:14:00,387 --> 00:14:01,429 a lot. 128 00:14:04,432 --> 00:14:06,393 Maybe with someone here, it wouldn't be so bad. 129 00:14:08,436 --> 00:14:10,021 I don't mind a 30-minute drive. 130 00:14:12,023 --> 00:14:14,025 I just want you to... 131 00:14:16,111 --> 00:14:17,153 want me to stay. 132 00:14:28,164 --> 00:14:31,167 "Martha with her sister possessed, 133 00:14:31,167 --> 00:14:32,961 by the heritage of their mother, 134 00:14:32,961 --> 00:14:34,879 the Castle Magdalene, 135 00:14:34,879 --> 00:14:37,507 and Bethany, and a part of Jerusalem. 136 00:14:38,216 --> 00:14:40,719 Martha inherited quite a bit from her mother. 137 00:14:42,178 --> 00:14:43,680 It is nowhere read 138 00:14:43,680 --> 00:14:46,391 that Martha ever had any husband 139 00:14:46,391 --> 00:14:49,394 or fellowship of man. 140 00:14:50,353 --> 00:14:52,606 Now there was, at that time, 141 00:14:52,606 --> 00:14:56,109 a great half beast 142 00:14:56,109 --> 00:14:58,570 having teeth sharp as a sword 143 00:14:58,570 --> 00:15:00,822 and horned on either side. 144 00:15:00,822 --> 00:15:03,241 Martha, at the prayer of her people, 145 00:15:03,241 --> 00:15:05,410 led it to town to be slain 146 00:15:05,410 --> 00:15:07,454 with spears and axes of the people." 147 00:15:07,454 --> 00:15:09,873 She led it to town to be killed? 148 00:15:09,873 --> 00:15:12,626 I prefer the knights who got their hands dirty 149 00:15:12,626 --> 00:15:14,544 like Galahad or Roland. 150 00:15:15,086 --> 00:15:16,254 Yes. 151 00:15:16,254 --> 00:15:18,214 You love Roland, don't you? 152 00:15:19,966 --> 00:15:21,593 Come here. 153 00:15:34,814 --> 00:15:37,108 Ow! Fuck! 154 00:15:37,108 --> 00:15:40,153 Lily. 155 00:15:55,835 --> 00:15:58,088 Hey, Lily. 156 00:15:58,088 --> 00:15:59,756 Lily. 157 00:16:00,382 --> 00:16:02,175 Lily. Lily. 158 00:16:02,175 --> 00:16:04,678 Lily, you won the touch. 159 00:16:10,725 --> 00:16:11,810 Are you okay? 160 00:16:24,739 --> 00:16:25,990 I know we talked before 161 00:16:25,990 --> 00:16:27,409 about the facility in Chicago. 162 00:16:29,577 --> 00:16:31,830 No, I-- I told you I can't just... 163 00:16:33,206 --> 00:16:34,708 I can't just disappear 164 00:16:34,708 --> 00:16:36,668 halfway across the country for five weeks. 165 00:16:37,168 --> 00:16:39,003 And I mean, I'm a fencing instructor. 166 00:16:39,003 --> 00:16:41,172 It's-- the cost alone is-- 167 00:16:41,172 --> 00:16:43,383 I know, but we're running out of options here, Lily. 168 00:17:10,869 --> 00:17:11,828 Let us begin. 169 00:17:13,037 --> 00:17:15,665 Situating ourselves comfortably. 170 00:17:17,584 --> 00:17:21,421 Sit or lie down, whichever you prefer. 171 00:17:22,130 --> 00:17:25,258 You can choose to be inside or outside. 172 00:17:26,092 --> 00:17:29,429 And we will begin with a breathing exercise. 173 00:17:30,054 --> 00:17:31,514 First-- 174 00:17:39,773 --> 00:17:41,608 Close your eyes 175 00:17:41,608 --> 00:17:44,611 and concentrate on how the air around you feel. 176 00:18:03,254 --> 00:18:05,465 - Hi, Dad. - Hey, Lily. 177 00:18:05,465 --> 00:18:06,591 How are you? 178 00:18:06,591 --> 00:18:07,842 Why are you calling? 179 00:18:09,135 --> 00:18:10,220 I, uh... 180 00:18:12,096 --> 00:18:14,098 well, I'm sure you know 181 00:18:14,098 --> 00:18:17,101 we're coming up on the 20th anniversary of her death. 182 00:18:18,102 --> 00:18:19,145 So... 183 00:18:20,605 --> 00:18:22,315 well, I thought it's time 184 00:18:22,315 --> 00:18:24,609 to finally get rid of some of her things. 185 00:18:27,153 --> 00:18:28,696 But before I did that, 186 00:18:28,696 --> 00:18:31,449 I wanted to see if you wanted any of it. 187 00:18:32,992 --> 00:18:34,160 Yeah. 188 00:18:34,160 --> 00:18:35,954 Yeah, of course I do. 189 00:18:35,954 --> 00:18:38,248 Um, when are you doing this? 190 00:18:38,248 --> 00:18:39,499 This weekend. 191 00:18:41,042 --> 00:18:42,585 I know it's short notice. 192 00:18:42,585 --> 00:18:43,711 You think? 193 00:18:44,420 --> 00:18:46,297 You could stay the weekend. 194 00:18:47,924 --> 00:18:50,134 I'll make dinner. 195 00:19:06,776 --> 00:19:07,944 Hey. 196 00:19:07,944 --> 00:19:09,362 How you doing? 197 00:19:12,824 --> 00:19:14,325 "How you doing?" 198 00:19:14,325 --> 00:19:16,286 Yeah, I gotta get ready for New York. 199 00:19:16,286 --> 00:19:20,373 I'm gonna do Rosetta Stone New Yorker English on the train. 200 00:19:20,915 --> 00:19:22,542 What are you attending again? 201 00:19:22,542 --> 00:19:24,669 It's a conference for sustainable solutions 202 00:19:24,669 --> 00:19:26,462 for modern architectural needs. 203 00:19:26,462 --> 00:19:30,008 Uh, how we are gonna use silk worms for making pavilions 204 00:19:30,008 --> 00:19:32,594 or like frog vomit for roof tiles, I don't know. 205 00:19:33,511 --> 00:19:34,929 Poor frogs. 206 00:19:35,430 --> 00:19:37,432 Yeah, it's time those little green bastards 207 00:19:37,432 --> 00:19:39,475 did something for society. 208 00:19:39,475 --> 00:19:40,560 What about you? 209 00:19:41,352 --> 00:19:42,687 Have you got any plans this weekend? 210 00:19:43,271 --> 00:19:44,397 Maybe. 211 00:19:46,024 --> 00:19:47,984 My dad invited me out to the old house, 212 00:19:47,984 --> 00:19:49,819 but it's... 213 00:19:51,237 --> 00:19:52,488 creepy as hell. 214 00:19:54,032 --> 00:19:56,242 The-- uh, the new part was built in the '50s. 215 00:19:56,242 --> 00:19:58,828 The rest is pre-revolution. 216 00:19:59,746 --> 00:20:00,997 Sounds kinda cool. 217 00:20:02,999 --> 00:20:04,042 Sure. 218 00:20:05,084 --> 00:20:06,419 I'm surprised. 219 00:20:08,796 --> 00:20:10,048 What? 220 00:20:10,715 --> 00:20:12,133 Just wouldn't have thought you'd be scared of anything. 221 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:17,096 That's sweet. 222 00:20:17,096 --> 00:20:19,432 Especially said to someone 223 00:20:19,432 --> 00:20:21,893 who nearly clawed your face off in fear. 224 00:20:22,644 --> 00:20:24,562 Nightmares are different. 225 00:20:27,732 --> 00:20:31,653 You're a, uh, special catch, Willow. 226 00:20:31,653 --> 00:20:32,820 I know. 227 00:20:32,820 --> 00:20:33,988 You are, too. 228 00:20:36,032 --> 00:20:37,367 - Oh? - Yeah. 229 00:20:37,367 --> 00:20:40,078 I mean, how many beautiful as hell 230 00:20:40,078 --> 00:20:43,414 house music-blasting badass fencing bitches do you know? 231 00:20:43,998 --> 00:20:46,334 I know maybe two, 232 00:20:46,334 --> 00:20:47,835 but I like red hair especially 233 00:20:47,835 --> 00:20:49,337 when it's kind of wavy, kind of curly. 234 00:20:49,337 --> 00:20:51,130 The kind of in-between, you know, 235 00:20:51,130 --> 00:20:52,757 where it doesn't really know what it's gonna be. 236 00:20:52,757 --> 00:20:55,885 - That's really my type. - Oh, my God. 237 00:20:55,885 --> 00:20:58,638 Yeah. Well, that was good. 238 00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:50,643 Hey. 239 00:23:54,730 --> 00:23:57,316 I was gardening out back. I heard your car pull in. 240 00:24:08,161 --> 00:24:10,830 Can I have a-- a drink or something or-- 241 00:24:10,830 --> 00:24:12,081 It's a long drive. 242 00:24:12,582 --> 00:24:14,500 I don't keep alcohol in the house anymore. 243 00:24:14,500 --> 00:24:17,628 - I promised, never again. - Yeah. 244 00:24:17,628 --> 00:24:19,463 No, I-- I know that I-- 245 00:24:19,463 --> 00:24:21,090 Um, I meant, like... 246 00:24:22,842 --> 00:24:23,885 tea or... 247 00:24:25,136 --> 00:24:26,971 juice, or something. 248 00:24:27,638 --> 00:24:28,681 Right. 249 00:24:38,441 --> 00:24:39,609 I'll get the door for you. 250 00:27:40,331 --> 00:27:41,374 Starling. 251 00:27:46,337 --> 00:27:47,380 Blue jay. 252 00:27:56,597 --> 00:27:57,640 Wood thrush. 253 00:28:24,875 --> 00:28:26,043 Good? 254 00:28:34,885 --> 00:28:36,720 So I, uh-- 255 00:28:37,847 --> 00:28:39,849 I, uh, joined a garden club. 256 00:28:43,936 --> 00:28:46,564 There's a couple members, old ladies mostly. 257 00:28:46,564 --> 00:28:50,234 We chat and do lunch and play chess. 258 00:28:51,026 --> 00:28:52,194 It's nice just to... 259 00:28:53,571 --> 00:28:55,322 help them feel good, you know. 260 00:28:55,906 --> 00:28:56,949 It's good for me. 261 00:28:57,700 --> 00:28:58,909 Really good for them. 262 00:29:00,327 --> 00:29:03,998 They don't have much companionship or much... 263 00:29:05,207 --> 00:29:08,210 in common with the younger generations. 264 00:29:09,086 --> 00:29:12,214 My knowledge of history 265 00:29:12,214 --> 00:29:15,050 - allows for a deeper bond and-- - You should fuck. 266 00:29:17,511 --> 00:29:18,554 You know? 267 00:29:20,097 --> 00:29:22,308 If you really wanna make old women feel good. 268 00:29:25,102 --> 00:29:26,145 Just saying. 269 00:29:30,566 --> 00:29:31,775 I'll stick to chess. 270 00:29:32,860 --> 00:29:35,446 Yeah, you'll contribute the bare minimum. 271 00:29:35,446 --> 00:29:38,073 And that's enough for you to feel good. 272 00:29:40,284 --> 00:29:42,495 I was hoping this would go differently. 273 00:29:43,662 --> 00:29:45,581 Why would this go differently? 274 00:29:47,917 --> 00:29:49,251 Because you made dinner and... 275 00:29:50,252 --> 00:29:52,505 you're telling stories about how now you treat women better 276 00:29:52,505 --> 00:29:53,839 than you did Mom? 277 00:29:54,590 --> 00:29:55,633 Don't... 278 00:29:57,092 --> 00:29:59,553 make me regret inviting you here. 279 00:30:03,766 --> 00:30:05,142 And there it is. 280 00:30:05,768 --> 00:30:06,936 Like always. 281 00:30:08,020 --> 00:30:10,272 Good guy routine gets challenged just a little bit 282 00:30:10,272 --> 00:30:12,066 and you hit the fuck off button. 283 00:30:13,859 --> 00:30:16,487 Where you start talking about the fall of Rome. 284 00:30:21,951 --> 00:30:22,993 Well... 285 00:30:24,578 --> 00:30:26,956 it wasn't a single cataclysmic fall 286 00:30:26,956 --> 00:30:29,917 so much as it was a slow decay of the imperial system-- 287 00:30:29,917 --> 00:30:31,335 I wasn't asking. 288 00:30:39,510 --> 00:30:40,970 So... 289 00:30:42,263 --> 00:30:43,931 ...are you seeing anyone? 290 00:30:49,603 --> 00:30:50,646 Yeah. 291 00:30:53,232 --> 00:30:56,777 Her name's Willow and she's an architect. 292 00:30:57,611 --> 00:31:01,574 She's very successful and very supportive. 293 00:31:07,121 --> 00:31:08,497 How about friends? 294 00:31:09,623 --> 00:31:11,500 Any luck with those these days? 295 00:31:19,466 --> 00:31:22,511 Yeah, yeah, actually, um, 296 00:31:22,511 --> 00:31:24,722 one of my adult students, Liam, 297 00:31:24,722 --> 00:31:26,724 we hang out all the time. 298 00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:36,233 How's it going? 299 00:31:36,233 --> 00:31:39,862 Uh, well, my dad is doing his whole... 300 00:31:40,779 --> 00:31:43,032 "pity me, I'm a better man now" routine. 301 00:31:43,032 --> 00:31:44,742 I'm not having it. So... 302 00:31:45,993 --> 00:31:47,661 kind of feel like a bitch, but-- 303 00:31:48,329 --> 00:31:49,788 Why do you feel like a bitch? 304 00:31:53,250 --> 00:31:56,337 He made me dinner and I told him to fuck an 80-year-old grandma. 305 00:31:56,337 --> 00:31:59,590 Hey, they need it too. 306 00:31:59,590 --> 00:32:00,758 That's what I said. 307 00:32:03,135 --> 00:32:05,888 Maybe just give him a little bit of a chance, 308 00:32:05,888 --> 00:32:08,849 you know, while you're there at least. 309 00:32:09,558 --> 00:32:12,519 Just a bit. Like, a pinky of a chance. 310 00:33:11,787 --> 00:33:14,581 That's right, boy. That's right. That's right. 311 00:33:15,749 --> 00:33:16,834 Oh. 312 00:33:20,713 --> 00:33:23,465 Okay. 313 00:33:36,603 --> 00:33:37,646 Thank you... 314 00:33:39,273 --> 00:33:40,315 for dinner. 315 00:33:47,698 --> 00:33:49,700 Some of the fondest memories of my life 316 00:33:49,700 --> 00:33:51,160 are teaching you how to ride. 317 00:33:55,706 --> 00:33:57,583 My favorite was the horseshoes. 318 00:33:59,084 --> 00:34:01,211 You taught me how to shape the iron and the forge. 319 00:34:03,088 --> 00:34:04,673 That was cool as hell. 320 00:34:13,807 --> 00:34:15,017 What? You ready for more? 321 00:34:15,893 --> 00:34:17,060 You ready for more? 322 00:34:22,149 --> 00:34:24,359 Yeah, that's right. That's it. 323 00:35:21,834 --> 00:35:23,627 - You're getting rid of those? - Yeah. 324 00:35:25,128 --> 00:35:26,922 This is your family's, not Mom's. 325 00:35:26,922 --> 00:35:28,382 Yeah, I know. 326 00:35:29,383 --> 00:35:31,385 A lot of the books weren't hers either, but... 327 00:35:33,053 --> 00:35:34,888 she obsessed over this stuff... 328 00:35:35,681 --> 00:35:38,851 and I can't look at it without thinking about her. 329 00:35:43,105 --> 00:35:45,274 Is thinking about her such a bad thing? 330 00:35:46,358 --> 00:35:48,569 When it's all you think about, yeah. 331 00:35:50,821 --> 00:35:54,241 Whose idea was it to Marie Kondo your whole fucking life? 332 00:35:55,117 --> 00:35:57,911 You're not the only one seeing a therapist. 333 00:36:00,664 --> 00:36:03,208 It's the same therapist who helped you quit drinking? 334 00:36:04,293 --> 00:36:06,128 You say that like it's a bad thing. 335 00:36:08,714 --> 00:36:09,756 The cute one? 336 00:36:12,342 --> 00:36:14,970 Yes. Yes, it is. 337 00:37:03,018 --> 00:37:04,061 Welcome. 338 00:37:04,686 --> 00:37:07,481 Today's meditation will be focused 339 00:37:07,481 --> 00:37:10,317 on achieving a deep relaxation 340 00:37:10,317 --> 00:37:11,735 and oneness. 341 00:37:12,778 --> 00:37:15,781 We will be reconnecting ourselves to our bodies. 342 00:37:16,615 --> 00:37:20,369 And so it's often best to do this meditation 343 00:37:20,369 --> 00:37:23,830 either alone or in a place where you feel safe. 344 00:37:25,666 --> 00:37:28,460 As we delve deeper into our minds, 345 00:37:28,460 --> 00:37:30,712 we will encounter energies, 346 00:37:30,712 --> 00:37:32,839 frustrations, and fears. 347 00:37:33,715 --> 00:37:35,175 Do not be concerned. 348 00:37:36,093 --> 00:37:38,804 We will work through them together. 349 00:37:40,389 --> 00:37:44,351 And you know [indistinct]... 350 00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:42,844 Lily? 351 00:39:54,064 --> 00:39:56,691 I read that when sleepwalking, 352 00:39:56,691 --> 00:39:59,027 it can seem like you're in the real world... 353 00:40:00,028 --> 00:40:03,156 but your subconscious can create a half-world 354 00:40:03,156 --> 00:40:06,201 where you're aware of the real space you're moving through, 355 00:40:06,201 --> 00:40:10,080 but your mind can still dream things into it. 356 00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:13,834 So that was probably all it was. 357 00:40:46,575 --> 00:40:47,993 There's nothing out there. 358 00:40:51,413 --> 00:40:52,581 I know what I felt. 359 00:40:54,875 --> 00:40:57,335 Something was there with her in the end. 360 00:40:59,671 --> 00:41:00,714 Something that-- 361 00:41:02,257 --> 00:41:04,801 that took hold of me when she died. 362 00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:08,972 Maybe whatever it was is gone now. 363 00:41:11,224 --> 00:41:12,767 Please talk to me. 364 00:41:13,351 --> 00:41:14,519 I'm concerned. 365 00:41:21,693 --> 00:41:23,778 You barely even spoke to me 366 00:41:23,778 --> 00:41:26,740 until I was 25. 367 00:41:26,740 --> 00:41:28,408 I mean, yeah, we had our-- our moments, 368 00:41:28,408 --> 00:41:31,161 we had the gardening and horseback riding. 369 00:41:31,161 --> 00:41:32,954 But what is this? 370 00:41:34,497 --> 00:41:36,082 You're concerned now? 371 00:41:37,292 --> 00:41:39,294 Why? What has changed? 372 00:41:40,754 --> 00:41:41,880 Time. 373 00:41:43,298 --> 00:41:45,800 My grandmother was the same way, honestly. 374 00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:48,511 She was a real bitch 375 00:41:48,511 --> 00:41:51,181 until her 80s and then she softened. 376 00:41:51,973 --> 00:41:55,977 Something about seeing the grave coming. 377 00:41:57,812 --> 00:41:58,855 Dad... 378 00:42:00,232 --> 00:42:01,483 Colon cancer. 379 00:42:02,817 --> 00:42:04,569 Couldn't change fast enough. 380 00:42:05,111 --> 00:42:08,907 70% chance of survival so, not bad. 381 00:42:08,907 --> 00:42:12,827 But I start chemo in two months. 382 00:42:14,663 --> 00:42:15,872 I wish I could have... 383 00:42:17,332 --> 00:42:20,669 changed the way your childhood was. 384 00:42:20,669 --> 00:42:23,213 I could have been around more 385 00:42:23,213 --> 00:42:24,965 if your mom had-- 386 00:42:27,133 --> 00:42:29,010 Lily, she cheated on me. 387 00:42:29,511 --> 00:42:32,097 I loved her always. 388 00:42:32,097 --> 00:42:33,598 Still do. 389 00:42:34,266 --> 00:42:35,475 I can't, um-- 390 00:42:36,476 --> 00:42:38,019 I can't get into this. 391 00:42:39,688 --> 00:42:42,774 I'm sorry about your diagnosis. 392 00:42:42,774 --> 00:42:45,568 I really am, but, um, I just-- 393 00:42:45,568 --> 00:42:47,362 I'm only gonna be here a couple more days, so. 394 00:42:47,362 --> 00:42:48,905 A couple more days? 395 00:42:48,905 --> 00:42:50,073 What the fuck are you talking about? 396 00:42:51,241 --> 00:42:53,660 Nothing is coming for you. 397 00:42:53,660 --> 00:42:56,329 You've had this irrational fucking fear ever since-- 398 00:42:56,830 --> 00:42:58,164 since I don't know when. 399 00:42:58,164 --> 00:42:59,249 Yeah, you don't know when. 400 00:43:00,750 --> 00:43:03,211 'Cause you were never fucking around for anything. 401 00:43:04,170 --> 00:43:07,215 All you were doing was-- was, like, wallowing 402 00:43:07,215 --> 00:43:08,341 for decades. 403 00:43:08,341 --> 00:43:10,343 Have you even once 404 00:43:10,343 --> 00:43:12,595 thought about things from my perspective? 405 00:43:12,595 --> 00:43:14,848 Sure, let's see, middling history professor 406 00:43:14,848 --> 00:43:16,099 knocks up his TA. 407 00:43:16,099 --> 00:43:17,767 And then, oh, wow, big surprise. 408 00:43:18,685 --> 00:43:19,811 Loses his career. 409 00:43:20,895 --> 00:43:22,689 Then you expected Mom to-- to what? 410 00:43:22,689 --> 00:43:25,233 Follow you forever just into this futureless life 411 00:43:25,233 --> 00:43:26,526 with a ruined professor? 412 00:43:26,526 --> 00:43:28,403 I loved her, Lily. 413 00:43:28,403 --> 00:43:31,823 I loved her with all my fucking heart. 414 00:43:32,407 --> 00:43:33,408 You loved her. 415 00:43:34,576 --> 00:43:38,038 And that's why you were always moping, 416 00:43:38,038 --> 00:43:39,622 never fucking present for shit. 417 00:43:40,790 --> 00:43:42,792 'Cause you could not stand to be 418 00:43:42,792 --> 00:43:45,170 in the same space as her without her affection. 419 00:43:45,170 --> 00:43:47,088 You couldn't stand to be in the same room 420 00:43:47,088 --> 00:43:49,924 as men she was seeing, men she was fucking. 421 00:43:52,844 --> 00:43:55,305 And don't tell me that I don't know what I'm talking about. 422 00:43:57,932 --> 00:43:58,975 You're right. 423 00:44:00,769 --> 00:44:03,104 I never loved you the way you deserved. 424 00:44:03,772 --> 00:44:06,149 But I didn't deserve this life either. 425 00:44:06,983 --> 00:44:10,362 You're why I lost everything. Why I lost her. 426 00:44:21,956 --> 00:44:23,083 Thank you. 427 00:44:23,958 --> 00:44:25,001 For what? 428 00:44:26,336 --> 00:44:27,504 Finally admitting it. 429 00:46:38,384 --> 00:46:39,552 Did they really have 430 00:46:39,552 --> 00:46:41,429 so many monsters in the past? 431 00:46:42,263 --> 00:46:44,307 These are just stories, love. 432 00:46:44,307 --> 00:46:46,017 Have you ever seen anything? 433 00:46:52,106 --> 00:46:55,735 You're too young for my stories, little love. 434 00:46:58,947 --> 00:47:01,658 Too young to hear about... 435 00:47:03,117 --> 00:47:04,369 yellow eyes. 436 00:47:06,704 --> 00:47:08,498 Wild and wicked. 437 00:47:12,544 --> 00:47:15,505 Not ready to hear about the pain that never leaves you. 438 00:47:16,256 --> 00:47:19,759 Huh! I heard that. 439 00:47:37,819 --> 00:47:38,861 Yellow eyes. 440 00:47:50,790 --> 00:47:51,916 Jesus! 441 00:47:52,834 --> 00:47:54,502 You look like you were up all night. 442 00:47:58,548 --> 00:48:00,258 Are you leaving today? 443 00:48:01,342 --> 00:48:02,385 No. 444 00:48:08,850 --> 00:48:10,226 You taking time off work? 445 00:48:10,226 --> 00:48:11,894 I haven't taken a vacation day all year. 446 00:48:11,894 --> 00:48:13,062 It'll be fine. 447 00:48:16,065 --> 00:48:18,151 How did Mom come to be in your class? 448 00:48:18,151 --> 00:48:20,612 She loved folklore and everything medieval. 449 00:48:20,612 --> 00:48:22,071 You know that. 450 00:48:22,071 --> 00:48:23,531 And how did you come to teach it? 451 00:48:23,531 --> 00:48:25,950 Oh, that's a long story. But... 452 00:48:27,577 --> 00:48:31,039 my family was into it, I guess you could say. 453 00:48:31,789 --> 00:48:32,832 "Into it." 454 00:48:39,005 --> 00:48:40,173 I see. 455 00:48:40,965 --> 00:48:42,300 You really dug deep. 456 00:48:42,300 --> 00:48:43,801 Mom never read me this one. 457 00:48:44,594 --> 00:48:45,720 But there's a page torn up. 458 00:48:47,263 --> 00:48:48,473 Why? 459 00:48:50,808 --> 00:48:53,186 Your mother, before the end, 460 00:48:53,186 --> 00:48:57,023 started to believe some wild ideas. 461 00:48:58,858 --> 00:49:00,193 What sorts of ideas? 462 00:49:10,995 --> 00:49:13,331 The book you're holding is called 463 00:49:13,331 --> 00:49:15,541 Those Creatures Born 464 00:49:15,541 --> 00:49:18,044 Whilst God Did Sleep. 465 00:49:28,596 --> 00:49:31,683 It is a compendium of medieval demonography 466 00:49:31,683 --> 00:49:34,519 written by a 12th-century friar 467 00:49:34,519 --> 00:49:36,396 named Athol Beman. 468 00:49:40,108 --> 00:49:42,193 Everything in this box... 469 00:49:43,444 --> 00:49:44,529 should be burned. 470 00:49:46,614 --> 00:49:48,533 It's a collection of the last things 471 00:49:48,533 --> 00:49:50,410 your mother ever wrote. 472 00:49:51,452 --> 00:49:52,787 Letters mostly. 473 00:49:53,746 --> 00:49:55,790 She said some-- many... 474 00:49:57,166 --> 00:49:58,334 terrible things. 475 00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:02,714 Among them, though... 476 00:50:13,433 --> 00:50:14,517 Lily... 477 00:50:15,435 --> 00:50:18,646 there's so many crazy texts in the Middle Ages like this. 478 00:50:19,939 --> 00:50:22,024 Friars were drunk most of the time. 479 00:50:22,024 --> 00:50:23,151 Read. 480 00:50:32,827 --> 00:50:34,287 "As for those... 481 00:50:35,371 --> 00:50:38,082 monsters and demons beyond... 482 00:50:38,958 --> 00:50:41,669 the knowing of this humble chronicler. 483 00:50:42,670 --> 00:50:46,591 Beyond perhaps even the comprehension of man, 484 00:50:48,342 --> 00:50:50,094 we name them 485 00:50:50,094 --> 00:50:53,055 innominatum metus. 486 00:50:56,058 --> 00:50:58,853 And I beseech those tormented 487 00:50:58,853 --> 00:51:00,104 to use against 488 00:51:00,104 --> 00:51:03,274 their wretched tormentors, 489 00:51:03,274 --> 00:51:04,984 a deadly 490 00:51:04,984 --> 00:51:08,404 and powerful antidote to pain... 491 00:51:09,030 --> 00:51:10,239 and in battle... 492 00:51:13,493 --> 00:51:14,869 let the matter be settled." 493 00:51:17,038 --> 00:51:19,791 I-- Innominatum metus? 494 00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:22,293 Nameless fear. 495 00:51:31,052 --> 00:51:32,094 - Hey. - Hey. 496 00:51:32,804 --> 00:51:35,681 Shouldn't you be learning about the uses 497 00:51:35,681 --> 00:51:38,559 of beetles sperm in insulation or something? 498 00:51:39,143 --> 00:51:40,561 Oh, I'll be hearing all about 499 00:51:40,561 --> 00:51:41,729 the Beatles splooge soon enough. 500 00:51:42,563 --> 00:51:44,232 But there was some time between presentations 501 00:51:44,232 --> 00:51:45,983 I needed to attend, so... 502 00:51:47,151 --> 00:51:48,986 You could be checking out the city. 503 00:51:50,780 --> 00:51:51,864 I'd rather talk. 504 00:51:56,452 --> 00:51:57,495 You still there? 505 00:51:58,412 --> 00:51:59,705 Yeah. 506 00:52:02,834 --> 00:52:04,418 I wanna show you something I'm working on. 507 00:52:05,002 --> 00:52:06,838 - Can I share an album? - Yeah, of course. 508 00:52:09,841 --> 00:52:11,592 Designs for my ideal house. 509 00:52:11,592 --> 00:52:12,802 No way. 510 00:52:15,263 --> 00:52:16,848 These are incredible. 511 00:52:16,848 --> 00:52:18,891 Frog vomit roof tiles and everything. 512 00:52:21,477 --> 00:52:22,770 Why don't you come to New York? 513 00:52:24,897 --> 00:52:26,107 What? 514 00:52:26,107 --> 00:52:27,942 Yeah. Leave the past behind. 515 00:52:27,942 --> 00:52:31,028 We could dance until dawn, hit a few puffs. 516 00:52:31,028 --> 00:52:34,615 What you need is fresh air, new ideas. 517 00:52:34,615 --> 00:52:36,576 I go on these walks where I look at all the different ways 518 00:52:36,576 --> 00:52:37,994 - that architecture just-- - Willow, stop. 519 00:52:39,787 --> 00:52:41,414 What? 520 00:52:41,414 --> 00:52:42,874 Come on, Lily-- 521 00:52:42,874 --> 00:52:44,834 I have-- I have to go. 522 00:52:44,834 --> 00:52:45,960 Sorry. 523 00:52:46,669 --> 00:52:47,712 Talk later. 524 00:52:49,881 --> 00:52:51,382 I can't believe this shit. Listen to this. 525 00:52:52,967 --> 00:52:55,344 "I can't take it anymore. 526 00:52:55,344 --> 00:52:57,889 I can't take it anymore. Greg is so weak. 527 00:52:58,556 --> 00:52:59,974 He's so weak. 528 00:52:59,974 --> 00:53:01,559 I wanna hurt him sometimes." 529 00:53:07,189 --> 00:53:08,232 "Lily. 530 00:53:10,693 --> 00:53:12,194 I wonder if I should have aborted her. 531 00:53:13,154 --> 00:53:14,697 I could have been free. 532 00:53:14,697 --> 00:53:16,240 I could have gone anywhere, done anything... 533 00:53:17,033 --> 00:53:18,034 and been young." 534 00:53:18,951 --> 00:53:21,412 It's possible that this was just an exercise and-- 535 00:53:21,412 --> 00:53:23,247 and not an uncommon one, 536 00:53:23,247 --> 00:53:25,625 to write all your worst feelings down 537 00:53:25,625 --> 00:53:27,293 in letters and then burn them. 538 00:53:28,044 --> 00:53:29,879 Then why didn't she fucking burn them? 539 00:53:31,130 --> 00:53:32,506 Maybe she was going to... 540 00:53:33,591 --> 00:53:34,717 but wasn't ready yet. 541 00:53:37,094 --> 00:53:39,096 - A-- and then-- - Then shot herself. 542 00:53:47,104 --> 00:53:48,147 No. 543 00:53:49,774 --> 00:53:50,900 No. There's more to this. 544 00:58:06,071 --> 00:58:07,364 What the hell are you doing? 545 00:58:08,866 --> 00:58:10,284 Making sure you're not dead yet. 546 00:58:12,870 --> 00:58:13,913 Thanks? 547 00:58:28,469 --> 00:58:31,722 I'm very tired, Lily. 548 00:58:33,182 --> 00:58:34,808 Can we talk tomorrow? 549 00:59:03,254 --> 00:59:04,421 Fuck this. 550 00:59:07,549 --> 00:59:09,093 "I beseech those tormented 551 00:59:09,093 --> 00:59:11,387 to use against these wretched tormentors 552 00:59:11,387 --> 00:59:14,348 and a powerful and deadly antidote to pain, 553 00:59:14,348 --> 00:59:16,809 and in battle let these matters be settled." 554 00:59:19,019 --> 00:59:20,354 Let's see how this monster's claws do 555 00:59:20,354 --> 00:59:21,480 against fucking steel plate. 556 00:59:22,231 --> 00:59:23,649 What? 557 00:59:23,649 --> 00:59:25,192 No, I've looked through all the books, 558 00:59:25,192 --> 00:59:26,986 and the one thing I see universally, 559 00:59:26,986 --> 00:59:28,737 the guys trying to kill these things are armored 560 00:59:28,737 --> 00:59:30,239 head to toe. 561 00:59:30,239 --> 00:59:31,991 So, Mom... 562 00:59:33,158 --> 00:59:36,787 This stuff, this was how she was trying to escape. 563 00:59:36,787 --> 00:59:38,747 It was her antidote to-- to pain. 564 00:59:40,291 --> 00:59:42,001 Fuck. 565 00:59:42,543 --> 00:59:44,253 Can we talk through this? 566 00:59:45,087 --> 00:59:47,047 Sure. Yeah. Who wants to go first? 567 00:59:50,718 --> 00:59:51,760 Okay, I'll go. 568 00:59:52,845 --> 00:59:55,347 When my mother was killed, this thing attached to me, 569 00:59:55,347 --> 00:59:58,100 and it's been feeding on my pain the way it fed on hers. 570 00:59:58,100 --> 01:00:00,477 It wants to scare me away with these visions. 571 01:00:00,477 --> 01:00:02,187 I wasn't gonna run so it can keep fucking feeding. 572 01:00:03,439 --> 01:00:06,150 Before Mom, maybe it was connected to your dad, right? 573 01:00:06,150 --> 01:00:08,193 You always said he was a bastard, a tyrant. 574 01:00:08,736 --> 01:00:11,071 And then-- and then his mother before him, right? 575 01:00:11,071 --> 01:00:12,614 You always said your grandma was this-- 576 01:00:12,614 --> 01:00:15,200 this depressive, angry, awful person. 577 01:00:15,200 --> 01:00:18,412 And then just back and back. 578 01:00:18,412 --> 01:00:19,788 And then this thing probably followed our family 579 01:00:19,788 --> 01:00:21,415 over from Ireland. 580 01:00:21,415 --> 01:00:22,750 I mean, maybe that's why our ancestors came here, 581 01:00:22,750 --> 01:00:24,293 - to escape it. - What about me? 582 01:00:28,297 --> 01:00:29,465 Maybe it's... 583 01:00:31,050 --> 01:00:32,217 feeding on you too. 584 01:00:33,761 --> 01:00:35,637 Killing you. 585 01:00:36,722 --> 01:00:38,349 You gotta be kidding me, Lily. 586 01:00:39,350 --> 01:00:40,434 You sound-- 587 01:00:45,064 --> 01:00:46,148 Say it. 588 01:03:13,295 --> 01:03:14,922 That's not a foil you're holding. 589 01:03:14,922 --> 01:03:17,216 You hold it like you mean to kill. 590 01:03:17,216 --> 01:03:18,550 Not fence. 591 01:03:19,051 --> 01:03:20,594 This isn't a sport. 592 01:03:21,220 --> 01:03:24,097 You're not trying to score by poking someone's foot. 593 01:03:36,777 --> 01:03:39,571 Get your power and your strength from your core. 594 01:03:40,531 --> 01:03:41,907 So maybe you want it lower. 595 01:03:47,412 --> 01:03:49,957 When you strike, just get an impact... 596 01:03:52,167 --> 01:03:54,002 on each one of those thrusts. 597 01:03:56,046 --> 01:03:58,632 Oh, that's death. 598 01:04:00,175 --> 01:04:03,303 Far behind, that's weak. Here you have power. 599 01:04:36,878 --> 01:04:38,338 Your mother did love me... 600 01:04:39,298 --> 01:04:40,382 for a time. 601 01:04:41,133 --> 01:04:42,884 But she got tired 602 01:04:42,884 --> 01:04:46,221 of my relentless sadness. 603 01:04:47,347 --> 01:04:51,310 She was young, of course, she started seeing other men. 604 01:04:53,020 --> 01:04:55,355 I should have forgiven her that. 605 01:04:59,610 --> 01:05:01,778 She was a good person, 606 01:05:01,778 --> 01:05:05,907 and I regret many things I said to her. 607 01:05:07,284 --> 01:05:09,036 I know she wouldn't want this. 608 01:05:11,496 --> 01:05:14,374 She'd want you to be happy. Move on. 609 01:05:15,709 --> 01:05:17,836 Not fighting this old fight. 610 01:05:20,213 --> 01:05:22,883 There is something out there... 611 01:05:25,510 --> 01:05:26,928 and I need to kill it. 612 01:05:31,767 --> 01:05:33,268 Remember Don Quixote? 613 01:05:35,812 --> 01:05:38,231 He imagined different realities 614 01:05:38,231 --> 01:05:40,233 from what was actually in front of him. 615 01:05:41,610 --> 01:05:43,570 He took everyday things 616 01:05:43,570 --> 01:05:46,448 and made them part of a great knight's tale. 617 01:05:54,206 --> 01:05:55,374 Born to wallow. 618 01:06:00,962 --> 01:06:02,005 You told me that. 619 01:06:15,894 --> 01:06:17,187 I love you, Dad. 620 01:06:19,898 --> 01:06:20,941 But I... 621 01:06:21,942 --> 01:06:23,610 I don't need lectures. 622 01:06:29,199 --> 01:06:30,283 I love you too. 623 01:06:32,828 --> 01:06:34,996 Even if I've been terrible at showing it. 624 01:06:39,209 --> 01:06:40,669 We've both been terrible at showing it. 625 01:07:21,209 --> 01:07:22,252 Hey. 626 01:07:24,004 --> 01:07:25,088 I, um... 627 01:07:27,132 --> 01:07:28,383 I wanted to apologize. 628 01:07:28,884 --> 01:07:30,427 Last time we talked, I was a little... 629 01:07:32,095 --> 01:07:33,722 terse. 630 01:07:33,722 --> 01:07:34,848 You were. 631 01:07:35,432 --> 01:07:37,476 But I also tried to get you to come away, 632 01:07:37,476 --> 01:07:39,519 so I'm sorry too. 633 01:07:40,645 --> 01:07:42,314 I need to give you the time that you need 634 01:07:42,314 --> 01:07:43,648 and I shouldn't have been that way. 635 01:07:45,442 --> 01:07:46,485 Is there anything else I can do? 636 01:07:47,402 --> 01:07:48,695 You know, to help you through this? 637 01:07:51,531 --> 01:07:52,574 Um... 638 01:07:54,659 --> 01:07:56,119 there might come a time 639 01:07:56,119 --> 01:07:58,663 when I tell you some crazy shit 640 01:07:58,663 --> 01:08:02,000 and I just need you to hear me out. 641 01:08:04,127 --> 01:08:05,420 That's all. 642 01:08:06,046 --> 01:08:08,173 Pineapple on pizza crazy, or vegan cat crazy? 643 01:08:11,551 --> 01:08:12,969 Anything you wanna talk about now? 644 01:08:14,888 --> 01:08:15,931 No. 645 01:08:16,681 --> 01:08:17,724 Not on the phone. 646 01:08:17,724 --> 01:08:18,850 Um... 647 01:08:19,643 --> 01:08:21,269 when we're together again, then yes. 648 01:08:23,647 --> 01:08:26,441 Yeah. When we're together again. 649 01:08:26,441 --> 01:08:28,026 Every day here, away from you... 650 01:08:29,402 --> 01:08:30,779 I keep feeling as though... 651 01:08:32,155 --> 01:08:34,366 it wasn't you who needed to be pried away from there, 652 01:08:34,366 --> 01:08:36,409 but maybe me who needs to go to you. 653 01:08:38,662 --> 01:08:41,122 - Um, you have a job. - I know. I know. 654 01:08:41,122 --> 01:08:42,958 I just-- A feeling is a feeling 655 01:08:42,958 --> 01:08:44,960 and I-- I feel like I let you down. 656 01:08:47,712 --> 01:08:49,756 If you need to take space from me... 657 01:08:50,924 --> 01:08:52,259 I-- I understand. 658 01:08:58,265 --> 01:08:59,474 Is that your dad? 659 01:09:01,726 --> 01:09:02,769 Oh, I'll call you back. 660 01:10:11,755 --> 01:10:14,341 Keep trying, you fucker! I'm coming for you! 661 01:10:16,009 --> 01:10:17,719 You took my mom. 662 01:10:17,719 --> 01:10:20,889 You're not taking me, you're not taking my dad. 663 01:10:25,101 --> 01:10:26,144 You hear me? 664 01:10:52,837 --> 01:10:54,589 They always show armor getting penetrated... 665 01:10:56,216 --> 01:10:58,385 - in movies. - Yeah, that's a crock of shit. 666 01:10:59,135 --> 01:11:01,513 If armor didn't do its job, no one would've bothered. 667 01:11:06,726 --> 01:11:09,312 Sword feels right. Feels like a part of mom. 668 01:11:09,312 --> 01:11:10,897 Hmm. 669 01:11:12,232 --> 01:11:14,192 I was thinking I might just take the pistol too, though. 670 01:11:14,192 --> 01:11:16,277 If you're gonna fight in armor, 671 01:11:16,277 --> 01:11:17,946 don't take anything with you 672 01:11:17,946 --> 01:11:21,074 that can be used against you if taken away. 673 01:11:22,575 --> 01:11:25,412 The sword won't penetrate steel plate. 674 01:14:54,829 --> 01:14:57,707 I did not kill your mother. 675 01:14:58,583 --> 01:15:01,002 I tried to stop her. 676 01:15:07,467 --> 01:15:11,763 I showed her what would happen to you 677 01:15:11,763 --> 01:15:13,598 if she's gone. 678 01:15:25,902 --> 01:15:27,278 It feeds you, doesn't it? 679 01:15:29,072 --> 01:15:30,114 This pain? 680 01:15:33,201 --> 01:15:34,410 I can feel it. 681 01:15:36,955 --> 01:15:38,206 You're trying to trick me. 682 01:15:41,125 --> 01:15:42,543 I can't take it anymore. 683 01:15:44,170 --> 01:15:45,421 Then leave. 684 01:15:49,342 --> 01:15:50,677 Get some air. 685 01:15:55,473 --> 01:15:56,683 Leave? 686 01:15:59,769 --> 01:16:02,855 I'd rather die than have Lily think I didn't love her. 687 01:16:05,608 --> 01:16:09,320 I showed what she would do 688 01:16:09,320 --> 01:16:11,072 and she did it anyway. 689 01:16:26,296 --> 01:16:30,425 Your mother was a monster, Lillian. 690 01:16:30,425 --> 01:16:34,846 Let me show you what she really was. 691 01:16:37,015 --> 01:16:39,183 Lillian Pierce back in the house! 692 01:17:12,216 --> 01:17:15,345 Go home, Lillian Pierce. 693 01:17:15,345 --> 01:17:16,763 You won't kill me. 694 01:17:22,185 --> 01:17:23,978 If you wanna see Mom... 695 01:17:30,902 --> 01:17:32,278 just sleep. 696 01:17:34,739 --> 01:17:36,115 I'll be right there. 697 01:17:38,034 --> 01:17:40,536 Young forever. 698 01:17:42,580 --> 01:17:44,332 Just like I always wanted. 699 01:17:47,335 --> 01:17:50,671 Better to see me in your nightmares 700 01:17:50,671 --> 01:17:52,340 than to not see me at all. 701 01:18:30,002 --> 01:18:32,672 I stabbed it right in the chest. 702 01:18:34,215 --> 01:18:35,383 Nothing happened. 703 01:18:38,261 --> 01:18:40,430 This thing's gonna be attached to me forever. 704 01:18:40,430 --> 01:18:41,848 You know, I just need to accept that, 705 01:18:41,848 --> 01:18:43,641 like, live my life the best I can. 706 01:18:43,641 --> 01:18:46,644 Keep pissing the bed in fear every now and then. 707 01:18:49,105 --> 01:18:50,314 Won't have a relationship. 708 01:18:51,732 --> 01:18:52,817 It's fine. 709 01:18:54,402 --> 01:18:55,486 Plenty of people don't. 710 01:18:57,155 --> 01:18:58,281 Let's say... 711 01:18:59,949 --> 01:19:02,285 if you were following what was written on that page-- 712 01:19:02,285 --> 01:19:06,122 Don't pretend that you believe a goddamn word that I've said. 713 01:19:06,122 --> 01:19:07,457 I wasn't finished. 714 01:19:10,168 --> 01:19:11,461 What I was gonna ask is... 715 01:19:13,171 --> 01:19:15,298 how are you satisfying the part 716 01:19:15,298 --> 01:19:18,134 about those tormented 717 01:19:18,134 --> 01:19:20,303 use a deadly antidote? 718 01:19:20,303 --> 01:19:21,929 "I beseeched those tormented 719 01:19:21,929 --> 01:19:24,265 to use against these wretched tormentors 720 01:19:24,265 --> 01:19:26,934 a powerful and deadly antidote to pain 721 01:19:26,934 --> 01:19:28,811 and in battle let the matter be settled." 722 01:19:28,811 --> 01:19:30,021 That's-- 723 01:19:32,023 --> 01:19:33,524 That's what I've been doing. 724 01:19:35,651 --> 01:19:38,613 Using in battle a symbol of ♪om's love the-- 725 01:19:41,032 --> 01:19:43,701 the armor that claws can't penetrate. 726 01:19:45,036 --> 01:19:46,996 She loved everything medieval, 727 01:19:46,996 --> 01:19:48,164 yes, but... 728 01:19:50,541 --> 01:19:51,584 what about you? 729 01:19:53,085 --> 01:19:56,339 Maybe there needs to be more. 730 01:19:57,673 --> 01:20:01,761 More of what you specifically love. 731 01:20:02,887 --> 01:20:05,014 Stop going through Mom's stuff. 732 01:20:06,641 --> 01:20:07,767 Go through yours. 733 01:21:54,123 --> 01:21:56,208 What if creatures like this operate... 734 01:21:57,877 --> 01:21:59,170 in a place in between? 735 01:22:02,048 --> 01:22:03,549 One foot in the real world. 736 01:22:04,884 --> 01:22:07,678 And one in another that we can't possibly understand. 737 01:22:10,181 --> 01:22:12,850 And fear is here to protect us from that world. 738 01:22:17,521 --> 01:22:18,689 Maybe it's a delusion... 739 01:22:21,776 --> 01:22:23,027 and I have lost it. 740 01:22:30,743 --> 01:22:32,203 I need someone to believe me... 741 01:22:35,331 --> 01:22:36,415 and to see... 742 01:22:43,673 --> 01:22:44,840 what I see. 743 01:24:21,061 --> 01:24:22,897 I am right here. 744 01:24:23,773 --> 01:24:26,650 I'm right fucking here. 745 01:24:58,390 --> 01:24:59,475 Holly berries. 746 01:25:00,059 --> 01:25:01,101 Beautiful. 747 01:25:02,478 --> 01:25:03,562 Poisonous. 748 01:25:32,258 --> 01:25:33,717 Fuck it! 749 01:25:37,471 --> 01:25:38,597 Mr. Pierce? 750 01:25:40,516 --> 01:25:42,393 Mr. Pierce, I'm Willow. I'm Lily's girlfriend. 751 01:25:42,393 --> 01:25:44,103 Lily told me about you. 752 01:25:44,103 --> 01:25:45,563 Has she told you what she's doing? 753 01:25:45,563 --> 01:25:46,730 A little. 754 01:25:47,481 --> 01:25:49,066 We may not have much time. 755 01:25:49,608 --> 01:25:51,443 Is she in danger? Should I call the police? 756 01:25:52,027 --> 01:25:53,571 They'll never believe this. 757 01:25:56,115 --> 01:25:57,241 How can I help? 758 01:26:25,436 --> 01:26:26,562 Silvia. 759 01:26:39,408 --> 01:26:42,244 I should have cut you out. 760 01:26:42,244 --> 01:26:43,454 Fuck yourself. 761 01:26:44,163 --> 01:26:45,205 You are not her. 762 01:27:14,652 --> 01:27:16,987 You can't keep me off forever. 763 01:27:26,497 --> 01:27:28,499 What the fuck! 764 01:27:28,499 --> 01:27:31,126 Need a plan. Need an idea. 765 01:27:37,174 --> 01:27:38,217 Willow. 766 01:27:38,968 --> 01:27:40,052 Willow, listen to me. 767 01:28:28,642 --> 01:28:29,685 Lily. 768 01:28:31,854 --> 01:28:33,814 Dad, did you-- did you see it? 769 01:28:37,693 --> 01:28:38,736 Yeah. 770 01:28:40,154 --> 01:28:41,238 Hang on. 771 01:28:41,822 --> 01:28:43,240 Yeah. 772 01:28:48,912 --> 01:28:50,956 He said just play the music. He said just play the music. 773 01:28:55,419 --> 01:28:56,462 Okay. 774 01:28:58,922 --> 01:28:59,965 Dad, what do we do? 775 01:29:01,800 --> 01:29:02,885 I wasn't enough. 776 01:29:04,470 --> 01:29:05,763 That's not true. 777 01:29:07,639 --> 01:29:09,767 That is not true. 778 01:29:10,934 --> 01:29:12,102 You are fighting it. 779 01:29:14,146 --> 01:29:15,481 Just like your mother. 780 01:29:16,982 --> 01:29:20,027 And if she hadn't been alone... 781 01:29:20,027 --> 01:29:21,945 ...maybe it would've been different. 782 01:29:24,698 --> 01:29:26,450 You didn't cower 783 01:29:26,450 --> 01:29:29,244 like I've always done for my fears. 784 01:29:36,085 --> 01:29:40,672 And I am so fucking proud of you. 785 01:29:49,098 --> 01:29:51,141 We need this thing drowning in poison, 786 01:29:51,141 --> 01:29:52,643 not just slashed by it. 787 01:29:53,644 --> 01:29:55,354 Dad, what are you saying? Dad? 788 01:29:58,107 --> 01:29:59,274 I love you, Lily. 789 01:30:00,901 --> 01:30:03,278 Should have told you that a hundred thousand times more 790 01:30:03,278 --> 01:30:04,822 than I did. 791 01:30:09,576 --> 01:30:13,622 Let me be the father I always should have been. 792 01:30:18,544 --> 01:30:20,629 Dad. 793 01:30:26,135 --> 01:30:28,220 Dad, don't take another step. 794 01:31:12,598 --> 01:31:15,559 I missed your bedtime story tonight, didn't I? 795 01:31:17,811 --> 01:31:19,813 Why didn't I tell you what I know by heart then? 796 01:31:29,198 --> 01:31:31,325 There once was a brave little girl. 797 01:31:32,993 --> 01:31:34,369 And she was quick. 798 01:31:35,787 --> 01:31:37,164 And she was strong. 799 01:31:38,957 --> 01:31:40,667 And she was going to be okay... 800 01:32:03,398 --> 01:32:05,817 ...even if her mom couldn't always be there for her. 801 01:32:09,404 --> 01:32:11,406 Because some things are too much to bear. 802 01:32:16,995 --> 01:32:20,832 But that brave little girl was stronger 803 01:32:20,832 --> 01:32:23,418 than her mom could ever be. 804 01:33:14,136 --> 01:33:17,389 Willow, go help my dad stop the bleeding. 805 01:33:47,586 --> 01:33:49,338 I had rather claw my fucking face off 806 01:33:49,338 --> 01:33:51,381 than spend another day with you. 807 01:34:19,618 --> 01:34:21,161 This is not who you were. 808 01:34:22,662 --> 01:34:24,206 My mom was a human. 809 01:34:25,665 --> 01:34:29,461 She was afraid and she was in pain. 810 01:34:30,087 --> 01:34:31,922 She wasn't a monster. 811 01:34:32,631 --> 01:34:35,175 She died long ago and you are not her. 812 01:35:03,495 --> 01:35:04,913 Stay with me, Dad. 813 01:35:07,749 --> 01:35:09,042 Is that just-- 814 01:35:09,709 --> 01:35:11,628 Is that all really just... 815 01:35:16,716 --> 01:35:18,677 70% chance? 816 01:35:22,764 --> 01:35:23,890 We are here now. 817 01:35:27,727 --> 01:35:28,812 That's all that matters. 818 01:35:32,149 --> 01:35:33,275 That's all that matters. 819 01:35:47,330 --> 01:35:48,540 Let's go. 52702

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