All language subtitles for Sullivans Crossing s02e09 Remorse.eng

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(birds chirping)

(beeping)

(ringing)

(buzzing)

(buzzing continuing)

- (beeping)
- Lola on recording: You have

reached Lola Gunderson.

I can't come to the
phone right now.

- Please leave me a message.
- (Sully sighing)

(beeping)

I'm really worried
about you, Lola.

Just... call me and let
me know you're okay, please.

(beeping)

Morning.

Sully, you okay?

Didn't sleep that well.
Just... got a lot on my mind.

(liquid pouring)

You want to talk about it?

I'm going to give Frank a call,

see if he wants
to go for a walk.

Okay. That's a good idea.

Mm-hmm.

Are you sure you're okay?

I'm fine, really.

Call me if you need anything.

(door opening, closing)

? Is this as good
as it's gonna get? ?

? I've given all I can give ?

? But the rivers
still get wider, wider ?

? We've been here all along ?

? Through the valleys,
we carry on ?

? The journey
takes us higher, higher ?

? This could be your home,
if we try to build it ?

? This could be your life
that's one in a million ?

? All the hard times,
yeah, they were worth it ?

? Time and time
and time again ?

? Time and time
and time again ?

(phone ringing)

(ringing continuing)

Can you get that, Frank?

(ringing continuing)

Sullivan's Crossing.

Okay. I'll be right over.

(Frank hanging up phone)

I'm going over to Sully's.

He needs to talk.

Well, those fish aren't
going to cook themselves.

I won't be gone long.

Do you have to drop everything
the minute he calls?

I'm his sponsor.

(sighing) Okay.

It's not about the fish, is it?

I don't get how you can be
so patient with Sully

and not with your own cousin.

(chuckling)

What is so funny?

(kissing)

Nothing.

I'll be back.

(door opening)

? No easy way
to break the fall ?

? No making sense when
my back's against the wall ?

? Don't know how to start ?

? Until I've stopped ?

? No remedy to give me rest ?

? Making peace with this
weight upon my chest ?

? And letting go ?

? Of all I know ?

Sully: I told Lola, Frank.

What did she say?

That she never wants
to see me again.

Ah. She could still come around.

How's she ever going
to trust me again, Frank?

I broke her heart, and nothing I
can say or do can fix that.

It'll take time.

What about Maggie?

I haven't told her.

Why not?

She just found out
about Walter, you know?

I mean, how's she going to feel

when she hears that
I'm lying to her, too?

There's only one way
to find out.

Can't lose her, Frank.

Making amends is
about taking accountability.

It's not about asking
for forgiveness.

I know that.

I just wish there
was something I could do.

You were right.

About what?

Looks like it's time for
me to face the storm.

(water bubbling)

(bicycle bell ringing,
child giggling)

(tires screeching)

(banging, horn honking)

(kettle whistling)

(whistling continuing)

- (knocking)
- Maggie: Cal?

Come on in!

- Hey.
- Hey.

Um, I just wanted to
check and see

if you'd heard
anything from Sedona.

Yeah. She has an appointment

with one of the specialists
you recommended.

Well, that's good.

That's a start.

Uh, will you let her know
she can give me a call

if she needs help
with her test results?

I will do.

Uh... breakfast?

Are you sure you have enough?

- Have a seat.
- Thank you.

Looks delicious.

Everything does taste better
when you're pregnant.

So, uh, Lola told me

that Sully has an investor
for the Crossing?

Mm-hmm. The owner of the
golf course across the lake,

he's going to make him an offer.

So I-- I guess you'll be
headed home soon.

Well, I do need to
start getting my life in order.

Mm. Andrew will be
happy to have you back.

Uh, things weren't really
working out between us,

so... we decided to
go our separate ways.

Oh.

What about you?

You decided what
you're going to do yet?

Yeah. Yeah. I think, um,

I'm going to volunteer for the
Search and Rescue team,

you know, until I figure
out what I want to do full time.

(Cal chuckling)

They'll be lucky to have you.

I don't know what I would
have done without you

during that storm.

I was just happy to
have the company.

Yeah.

I should get back to Sully's.

Need to look for a job.

Yes. Uh... well, thank
you for stopping by.

Yeah. Let me know if you
hear anything from Sedona.

I will.

(door closing)

Hey.

Hey. I didn't expect
to see you today.

I was in the neighbourhood.

I heard you were short-staffed,

so I thought I'd stop in and
see if you needed a hand.

Oh. That's nice.

Well, I'm a nice person,

and I also know my
way around a kitchen.

Want to help me
with some setups?

Sure.

(Jane sighing)

My wife used to do them
just like that, actually.

Sounds like she must
have been a smart woman.

She was.

You know, I know
it's not the same at all,

but I had a really tough
time after my divorce.

But the more I
kept it to myself,

the harder I found it
to connect with people.

When did it get easier for you?

When I stopped trying
to hide how I was feeling.

? You and I getting
drunk on life ?

I just-- just want you to
know that I'm here,

you know, if you ever
want to talk about Sarah.

(scoffing) That-- that wouldn't
that bother you at all?

? You and I getting drunk ?

No! Why would it?

(chuckling)

? Just you and I
getting drunk on life ?

(buzzing)

- Hey.
- Hi.

You make it home okay?

Phoebe:
We-- we did.

Listen. I've been thinking.

The waiting list for
daycares are long,

and you should probably
start interviewing nannies,

because a good one's
going to be hard to find.

Well, um, I have lots
of time to think about that.

Look. I just want you
to be prepared

so you don't feel overwhelmed.

Can we talk about
something else, please?

Um... Walter's
heartbroken, Maggie.

Mom.

I just thought you
should know that, um,

they're going to let
Walter keep his licence

so that he can make restitution.

Maggie: Mom, I-- I really need
to get in the shower.

I'll talk to you later.

Phoebe:
Okay. Love you.

Love you too.

Hello.

- Hey, Cal.
- Cal: Hey.

Here to work out?

Uh, actually, no.

I'm here to talk to you.

I'd like to volunteer for
the Search and Rescue team.

That is great. I was wondering

when you were going
to come around.

I'll get you an
application form.

- Perfect.
- I just have to do

a background check, but
once that's all done,

then we can get
you into training.

What made you change your mind?

My residency came through.

So it's official.
You're staying.

Yeah. Uh, I finally can
move forward with my life.

I'm a little jealous.

Why?

I always thought it would
be nice to-- to go somewhere new

and start fresh in a place
where nobody knows you.

Well, why not do it?

I can't just drop
everything and leave, Cal.

Well, look. You said yourself,

your divorce is final, right?

- Yeah.
- And Jackson,

he's headed off
to college soon, so...

what's holding you back?

That's a good question.

Hmm.

(door opening)

(footsteps approaching)

How'd it go with Frank?

Everything okay?

The night of my stroke,

you asked me a question,

wanted to know why
I didn't come after you

when your mother took you away.

We put all that behind us.

We don't have to talk
about that anymore.

You deserve to hear the
truth, Maggie.

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After I hit Lola,

I, uh, I couldn't live
with myself. I...

That's when Frank found
me, put me in rehab.

But by the time I got out,

they'd already labeled
it a hit and run.

Did Frank and Edna know?

So you just kept
quiet all this time?

Lola needed help, you know,

and I knew I could
do more for her from here

than I could from behind bars.

There's not a day goes by I
don't regret what I did.

I'm worried about her, Maggie.

I need to know she's okay.

But... eh... she won't
answer my calls.

I can go and check on her.

I don't agree with what you did.

But I am glad that
you finally you told her.

So you don't hate me?

No, of course not.

Getting behind the
wheel was wrong.

But I was just as desperate
to get back to you

that day too, Sully.

You don't think he'll start
drinking again, do you?

I don't know.

It'll always be a
struggle for Sully.

And for me.

Well, then it's a good thing
that you went to see him.

Astum. Api.

I need to talk to
you about something.

What's wrong, Frank?

I need to tell you
something about Sully.

So, we need somebody
to start the saws.

Uh, we got to check the packs,

and, um, uh, we got to do an
inventory on our kits.

Oh, you're back!
I missed you so much!

Jackson:
I missed you, too.

Mm. Where's your dad?

Oh, he's in the car. Uh, I
just came to get a house key,

um, and he said
he'll call you later.

Yeah. Okay. I'll get it.

Hey, Cal.

- Jacks, how was the road trip?
- It was great.

I just had to listen to
my dad's music the whole time.

At least you got to spend
some quality time together,

- though, right?
- Yeah, exactly.

- Here you go.
- Thanks. I'll see you at home.

Connie:
Okay. Aw.

- Love you.
- Okay. Okay.

- Tell your dad I say hi.
- Jackson: I will.

Later, Jacks.

Connie: You know,
it's so funny.

You spend so many
years watching over your kid

and making sure that they're
safe and that they're healthy,

and then all of a sudden,

you're just supposed to
kick them out of the nest

so they can learn
how to be independent

and survive on their own.

Did you always want kids?

Actually, I didn't think
that I'd be a very good mom,

but Tom, he really
wanted a family,

and he promised that he'd help,

he'd be there.

I'm so glad that he
convinced me,

because the minute
Jackson was born

and he was in my arms, it
was like... all the doubts,

they just-- they disappeared.

I'm going to get back to work.

(knocking)

(sniffling)

Why are you here?

Oh. I... I want to
make sure you're okay.

He told you?

Of course he did.
Why wouldn't he?

He's really worried about you.

All this time, he's just
been feeling guilty.

Sully loves you.

You know that.

How am I suppose to
believe that?

I know what it's
like when the person

you trust most in this
world lies to you.

But you know Sully.

He is a-- he is a good person.

He would never
intentionally hurt you.

Why do you even care, Maggie?

You've never wanted me
to be a part of his life.

- That's not--
- You should be happy right now,

because you're
getting everything

that you've ever wanted.
Now, if you don't mind,

I'd really like to
be alone now, please.

Okay. Okay.

Edna: So, you're telling me
Sully is the one who hit Lola?

And all this time,

he's been keeping it to himself?

Yeah.

How long have you known?

Since the hurricane.

And you didn't tell me?

I promised Sully that I'd
let him talk to Lola first.

It's a pretty big secret, Frank.

Trying to do right by Sully.

I know you're his best friend
and his sponsor, Frank,

but you're my husband.

And keeping something like
this from me...

I am sorry.

I need to get some air.

(door opening, closing)

Hey.

I tried talking to Lola,
but she's too upset.

I think you just need
to give her some space.

What's this?

The deed to the Crossing,
my mortgage files,

bank account information.

You're going to need those
when you're negotiating

Glenn's offer with the Crossing.

I don't understand.

I have to make things
right, Maggie,

finally take responsibility
for my actions.

What are you saying?

I need you to drive me to
the police station.

I'm going to turn myself in.

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Why would you turn yourself in now?

Because it's the only way I
can make things right.

I should have done
this a long time ago.

- Who are you calling?
- Frank.

No.
I need to do this on my own.

You're not going to talk me
out of this, Maggie.

Can I at least call Cal?

He's a defense attorney.
He can give us some advice.

Please.

Okay.

(birds chirping)

(high-pitched noise sounding)

(tires screeching)

(high-pitched noise continuing)

(pills rattling)

Have you ever been back
to where it happened?

- No.
- Sometimes, that can help

trigger repressed memories.

Where you been?

Thinking about things.

I've been worried about you.

When you wanted to
move to the Crossing

to be here for Sully,

I didn't say a word.

And when you wanted
us to work here with him

at the Outpost, I said yes.

I spent years supporting your
friendship with him,

even if it meant taking
a back seat to him at times.

(tearfully) And Sully
is my family, too,

but I'm tired of being
taken for granted.

I'm not sure I can
keep doing this.

What are you saying?

I'm tired of always
coming in second.

I'll be back to pick you up.

I can't believe it.

What's going to happen to him?

Well, that depends on
whether or not Lola wants

to press charges.

It's been over 25 years.

Isn't there a statute
of limitations?

Not on a hit and run.

What would he be charged with?

Failure to report,

criminal negligence, uh,

impaired driving
causing bodily harm.

Maggie: Will he
go to prison?

Cal:
Possibly.

I'm sorry, Maggie.

I can't imagine what you
must think of me, Cal.

What matters is
that you're doing

the right thing now.

Let's take a seat,

and I can walk you
through what to expect.

? I would die for your call ?

? I'm an ocean holding
all your shore ?

? But you already know this
feeling of home is almost gone ?

? Now we can't
remember what it was ?

? I'm only getting half of you ?

? I'm only giving half of me ?

? The secrets on our lips ?

? We're always hiding ?

? I'm only getting half of you ?

? I'm only giving half of me ?

? There's regrets pulling back ?

? A silver lining ?

? Now there's nothing left ?

? Ooh ooh ooh ?

? There's nothing left ?

? Nothing left ?

(buzzing)

? Birds don't fly in a cage ?

Lola on recording: You have
reached Lola Gunderson.

I can't come to the
phone right now.

Please leave me a message.

- (beeping)
- Lola, it's Maggie.

I know you don't want
to talk to me right now,

but Sully has just asked me to
drive him to the station.

He wants to turn himself in.

He wants to do the right thing.

I just-- I-- I thought
you should know.

? I'm only getting half of you ?

? I'm only giving half of me ?

(child giggling)

(bicycle bell ringing)

Woman: Remember!
Be careful!

? Now there's nothing left ?

(heart pounding)

? Ooh ?

(heart continuing to pound)

? There's nothing left ?

? Nothing left ?

(tires screeching)

(banging)

(heart pounding quickly)

Oh, my God, Sully.

It wasn't you.

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(tearfully) I can't lose you again, Sully.

Sully:
Oh.

No matter what happens,

just remember how much I
love you, sweet pea,

and that I'm proud of you.

(Maggie sobbing)

(sniffling, sobbing)

Please don't do this.

I have to.

For Lola... and for me.

You ready?

(tires screeching)

Sully, wait!

Wait! I remembered!

I went back to the
site of the accident.

You weren't the
one that hit me, Sully.

It was another car.

What?

Whoa! (laughing)

I didn't know you were
coming back today.

- Yeah.
- (Rob laughing)

- So, how'd the photo shoot go?
- Great.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Alright. When do
they need you back?

I'm not going back.

I thought you said it went well.

Turns out I don't fit
into that world anymore.

What do you mean? I thought
you loved modelling.

I did, but once
I got to New York,

I realised that's
not what I went back for.

Rob:
I don't understand.

I guess I needed to face David

so I could finally put what
happened between us behind me.

So, it looks like I'm ready to
move forward with Rafe.

Okay. I'm happy for you, Syd.

Thanks.

Syd.

Yeah?

I'm glad you're home.

Me too.

Hi. Hi. Noah?

Hi. This is Connie Boyle.

I, uh, was calling
to see if that position

that you told me about at
Otter Lake has been filled.

(loon calling)

(owl hooting)

I can't imagine how hard it's
been for you, Sully.

(Sully sighing)

I just don't understand...

how I could blame
myself all these years.

The alcohol and the
shock of finding Lola,

all of that could have affected

your ability to
remember clearly.

Maybe if I'd said
something sooner, this...

Things could have been
different, for all of us.

- Well, it's over now.
- (door opening)

You can both put it
behind you and move on.

(door closing)

What'd the police say?

They think that crosschecking

the description of the
vehicle with speeding tickets

might help them find
the person responsible.

Where's Lola?

Uh, she went home.

You know, giving her statement
took a lot out of her.

Well, it's been a long day.

Hey, uh, thanks for all
your help, Cal, okay?

Uh, I think I'll
go lie down for a bit.

Yeah.

Thanks for being here.

(Cal sighing)

I'm just glad it worked
out the way it did.

Yeah. Me, too.

I'm really going to
miss you, Cal.

This place will not
be the same without you.

Well, you should get some sleep.

Night.

? Pain that you feel ?

? Don't hide it away ?

(door opening)

? If you let it ?

? It will help you
find your way ?

? Trust me I know ?

? You want to escape ?

? You can't shake this feeling ?

? You can't be yourself ?

? Because you're not forgotten ?

? There's a light on for you ?

(buzzing)

Lola, hey. Is everything okay?

I just wanted to apologise...

for being so rude when
I saw you earlier.

? Light on for you ?

I know you were
just trying to help.

No. There's no
need to apologise.

I know how much
you were dealing with.

I was hoping
you could come over.

? There's a light on for you ?

There's something I'd like
to talk to you about,

and I'd rather do it in person.

? There's a light on for you ?

Sure.

Thanks.

591
(dog barking distantly)

(knocking)

Hey.

I thought you
were still in New York.

Uh, I just got back.

Do you have a minute?

- Sure. Yeah.
- (door closing)

Um... the photo shoot go okay?

Yeah.

I wanted to let you
know that I've decided

not to go back to modelling.

Why? Did something happen
in New York?

It's a long story.

It's not important. I
just-- I wanted you to know

that I think I'm finally
ready to do this with you.

So, what? We're supposed
to just, like, pick up

where we left off?

Yeah. Why not?

Because you planned a trip to
New York behind my back, Sydney.

- That's why.
- It wasn't like that.

Wasn't it?

Look. I'm sorry that I hurt you.

But can't we just start over?

Syd, I can't do this.

One minute, you
want to be with me,

and the next, you're
moving to New York

and not telling me about it.

And that's supposed to be okay?

I'm just going to forget about
it like it never happened?

Come on, Syd. You were right.

I deserve better than this. I
deserve to be with someone

who's ready to be in a
real relationship.

But that's what
I'm trying to tell you.

I am ready.

No, you're not, Sydney,

because a real relationship
means that you can let yourself

trust the other person.

I think you've made
it pretty clear

that you don't know
how to do that.

I should probably go.

? (Man singing indistinctly) ?

? May you give up that home ?

(door closing)

(Edna sighing)

(sighing)

You were right, Edna.

I haven't been fair to you.

I let my friendship with Sully

get in the way
of our relationship.

And that was wrong.

Thank you, Frank.

Your mother's regalia.

(gasping) But how?

I finally listened to you.

And I called my cousin. Turns
out he-- he got it back for me.

And you were right.

I shouldn't have judged him for
somebody else's mistake.

My mother... would
have been very proud

to know you have this.

You know that...

there's never been...
anyone else for me.

And there never will be.

I love you.

Oh, Frank.

Kis�kihitin.

(chuckling) Kis�kihitin.

(Edna chuckling) Aw.

Thanks for coming.

Of course.

I spent years blaming the
person that hit me

for everything that
went wrong in my life.

But I realise now
that Sully lied

because he was
afraid of losing me.

And I get that,

because I felt that way, too.

What's this?

Cal left it in his cabin the day
you came looking for him.

And you kept it?

Why would you do that?

Because I was jealous.

I thought that you
had the perfect life.

And I was afraid that if
I gave that to you,

you would decide to stay and
I would lose Sully.

Maggie: I can't believe
you'd do that, but...

I get it.

You do?

Yeah. I...

I've been jealous of you, too.

(chuckling)

How could you be jealous of me?

You were the one
who had everything.

Everything except...

you know... for Sully.

"Dear Maggie,

Like our friend
Thoreau once said,

'Not until we are lost do we
begin to find ourselves.'

I just need to put
my past behind me...

to be able to move
forward with my future."

He came back to
Sullivan's Crossing

for you, Maggie.

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(owl hooting)

Sedona: You're
in love with Maggie.

You know that, right?

It doesn't matter anyway.

She's with someone else.

She wants a family,

and you know how
I feel about that.

(door opening, closing)

Uh, dinner's almost ready.

I'll give you two a minute.

Thanks.

Lola.

Maggie thought it might be nice

if the three of us
had dinner together.

I'm glad you're here.

I understand why you lied.

I never lied about loving you.

I know that, Sully.

I'd better give Maggie a hand.

(phone ringing)

- (beeping)
- Hello?

Sully, it's Glenn Perry.

I hope it's not
too late to be calling.

Sully: No, of course not!

Happy to hear from you.
Waiting for your call.

Um, any news on that paperwork?

Yeah. About that,

I've had a little bit of
time to think it over,

and I've changed my mind.

About what?

The profit split
needs to be 70-30.

That's what it is.

In my favour.

We had a deal.

What's wrong?

Glenn: Well, I changed my mind.

What the hell are you
talking about,

you changed your mind?

Look, Sully. There is no need
to take this personally.

Sullivan's Crossing has been in
my family for generations.

This is my life
you're talking about.

I need you to take a minute
and consider my offer.

I don't need to take
a minute, Glenn.

Glenn: Isn't the auction a
little less than a week away?

You know, I-- I would hate
to see your place

fall into the wrong hands.

I'll tell you where you
can stick your offer.

Then I look forward to bidding
against you at the auction.

(beeping)

What's going on?

Frank was right.

I never should have
trusted Glenn.

He pulled the offer.

So, what are we going to do now?

We're going to raise the
money, and we're going to win

that auction. That's
what we're going to do.

The Crossing is our home,

and nobody's taking it away
from us without a fight.

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