All language subtitles for Gold.Digger.S01E05.Her.Baby.1080p.AMZN.WEB-DL.DDP2.0.H.264-NTb

- Everything's
upside down.

Our happy family,

the one I remember,

it doesn't exist any more.

Thank you.

Mom.

Dad.

And it's all down to one person.

Remove him,

remove the problem.

- No, no.
- Isn't that good?

- Can I help you?
- I hope so.

- I'm looking for Benjamin.

- Sorry, and, you are?

- I'm his brother.

- What are the chances of
getting a little sliver of cake

before he gets back to me

- You're not having any.

- Meanie.
- Benjamin.

There's someone to see you.

- Kieran.

- Mom, this is
Benjamin's brother.

- Half.

My,

my half-brother.

- Half, whole, it's
all the same thing.

- I'm sorry to just turn up.

- I could have sworn you told us

that Benjamin was
an only child, Mom.

- Oh, you must have it confused.

It's lovely to meet
you, I'm Julia.

- Kieran, it's nice
to meet you too.

So, how you been?

Is this your wife?

- Not so much.
- Julia is my.

We're getting married.

- Oh, it's even nicer
to meet you then.

Congratulations.
- Thanks.

- Kieran, he's a bit
late to the party,

wouldn't you say, Benjamin?

- Well, we haven't seen.
each other in a while.

- Define a while.
- 17 years.

Give or take.

- Well, that's biblical.

What happened?

- Just

one of those things.

- That's a detailed explanation.

- Come on, why don't
we get some privacy?

Give us a chance to catch up.

- Give him a hug, then.

Poor bloke's come all this way

from somewhere very far from
Kent, by the sounds of things.

- We should sing.

Della, could you help
me light the candles?

- Are you seriously
going to pretend

that that didn't just happen?

- I'm not pretending anything.

- I have to be honest, Mom,

I've never heard
mention of his brother.

- Well, why would you have?

You can barely bring yourself

to exchange pleasantries
with Benjamin.

- Either way, it's hardly the
most attractive of qualities,

not speaking to your
brother for half your life.

It's kind of

psychopathic.

- It's not always easy,

family.

- Delicately done?

- Why can't you just think
first, engage your mouth second?

- The man is a liar, end of!

So, this is your
solution, to leave?

- I'm done trying to tell Mom
things she doesn't wanna hear.

I've got my own
family to worry about.

- Newsflash, we're
your family too!

- You're not going to
believe this, but oh!

Patrick goes
and you follow, nice.

- Two words, bro, and they're
words you won't recognize,

insufficient funds.

I can't turn down
a free lift home.

Anyway, you don't wanna
spend your birthday night

with your dry, old siblings.

- No, you're right, I can't
think of anything worse.

- Yeah.

See ya.

- Happy birthday,
Leo Lion !

She rides well, doesn't she?

- She's, she's great.

- Oh, you haven't
scratched it already?

- No, that was Patrick.

So, along with lunch,

you've also missed out
on the latest absurdity

with our resident toy boy.

I'm thinking you, me,
birthday dinner at The Oak,

I'll regale you the story,

you keep my glass filled up,

everyone's happy.

I think we've got
him this time, Dad.

- I can't say it again.

No more Benjamin,
no more your mother.

It's all .

It's not good for me.

- There's still time to stop
this wedding, we could--

- Be quiet, Leo.

Remember whose house this is.

Dinner, the two of
us, sounds great.

Just not tonight.

- Sure, whenever, just.

Patrick's having an affair.

- Like father,
like son, I guess.

- No, that's different.

He wasn't just bored or randy,

like my shit of an older
brother, he was lost.

I mean, you work all your life,

and you give
everything you have,

and then it's just,
like, boom, retirement.

So all that doing the right
thing comes to nothing.

So, when the wrong
thing presents itself.

- Did you just describe my
mother as the wrong thing?

- Well, she produced you,

which I consider one of her
more redeeming features,

but, then, she did
split up my parents.

- Who were both
faultless, right?

So, if it wasn't for the
witchery of my mother,

they'd still be together?

- Yep.

And thriving.

We'd all be.

Well, you might be able
to test your theory soon.

- Don't just say that,
then go all Coy Roy.

What do you mean?

- I mean they're sleeping
in separate beds.

The kiss of death.

- So, maybe there's a way,

with a little helping hand.

- Don't look at me.

- You do realize that if
our 'rents weren't together

there'd be none of this
icky pseudo-stepkids' vibe

and we could,

we could be more open?

- History has a funny
way of repeating itself.

The same mistakes
made again, and again.

Ending up with me trapped

in something I
don't want to be in,

with a man I can't trust.

- Kieran, he's,
he's gonna stay at The Oak.

- You told me that you
were an only child.

And you made me stand
in front of them,

in front of all
of them, and lie.

- You didn't have to.

- You think my kids need any
more excuse to go against us?

- No, no, look, look, I
know, I know that they don't,

I know that they don't,
and I, and I can explain,

but first, you just
have to believe, I--

- It's the size of
it that upsets me,

because it's not a
small thing, is it?

It's not something
that I can just.

He's your family, he's
your flesh and blood,

and if you can lie about that,

you can lie about anything.

- You have to understand

I've spent my whole life
trying to get away from him.

From the past.

And when I came down to London,

it meant that I could
be who I wanted,

I could say what I wanted!

So, I just, I ended up telling
people the easiest thing!

That I'm an only child.

And the more I said it,

Well, the more it
stopped being a lie,

and it just became normal.

And so then I met you, and
you were just so clever,

and cultured, and I
just wanted to keep up!

- Right, so it's on
me then ?

- No, no, no, it's not!

You wouldn't understand.

You couldn't !

That level of shame of
just wanting to claw

at your own skin until you
just don't exist any more!

I didn't have a choice, okay?

I did it to survive.

- And what does
he want from you?

- I think he wants to,

I think he wants to show me
that he's changed .

- And you,

what do you want?

- I want you not to
look at me like that.

- Like what?
- Like I've broken something.

I can fix this!

- I can fix it, 'cause
I am not letting you go!

Do you understand?

I'm not letting you go,
'cause you are everything!

You are everything, everything!

- Then why risk it?

What were you so ashamed of?

Benjamin?

Okay, it's okay, Breathe.

Breathe, it's okay, it's okay.

It's fine, it's okay,
it's okay, it's okay.

It's okay, it's okay.
- Is it?

- It's okay.
- Is it?

- Yeah, it's okay.

It's okay.

- So, this evil plan of yours,

how can I help?

You keep your mom
busy for the day.

Shopping, manicures, or
whatever mind-numbing activities

you girls enjoy.

Yeah!

- Your understanding
of the female species

is second to none.

- And leave the rest to me.

- You all right?

- Yeah.

- I've been lying awake,
thinking about it.

The wanting to start
over, I do understand,

forgive, but I do need
to know that's it.

There's nothing else.

I think anything else
would just destroy me.

I wanna get to know Kieran.

- Me too.

- I think we should
ask him to stay here.

- You are too good for
this world, you know that?

I think he said he's
not stopping though,

he's got some work on back home.

He'll be gone after the weekend.

- So, let's ask him over, you
know make him feel welcome.

- Hey, these are for you.
- Oh, that's so sweet.

Thanks, come on in.

Eat, please.

Otherwise, I'll be inundating
you with questions,

and everything will get cold.

- Oh, fire away.

I hardly know where to start.

- Yeah, I know the feeling.

This is a photo of the two
of us when we were bairns.

Don't judge the haircut.

- You were blonde?

Blonde-blonde.

How many other things do I
not know about you, I wonder?

- It was the day after
his 10th birthday,

he went dark overnight,
I mean, the fuss he made.

There were tears and everything.

- Do you have any other photos?

- Not many, but yeah,
back at the flat.

- What, you're still?

- Yeah, I've given
it a lick of paint.

Turned our room
into a weights room.

Sorry, you weren't
around to ask.

You'll have to come
and visit some time.

- Oh, I'd love to!

See where you grew up.

What was he like as a child?

- He was,

He was always in his own head.

Not like me, you know,
I'll chat to anyone,

but my little brother,
he had these felt tips,

and they went, I'm not kidding,

they went everywhere with him.

I'd be playing
football, I'd look over,

he'd be no more than six,

writing stories about
King Arthur and dragons,

and stuff I didn't
know anything about.

I knew then that
he'd be somebody.

That he'd leave us behind.

- Rolling back the
years over potted eggs?

Is there any other way?

- I've got some
for you in the Aga.

- Oh, no, you carry on.

I just came to ask something.

Could I steal my mother
from you tomorrow?

- I mean you don't need
to ask my permission.

- He's a top man, your brother.

Should we hide the
silver ?

It's a joke, Mom.

Remember that thing
we used to do?

- You're very buoyant today.

- What, I can't be excited to
spend the day with my mother?

- Of course you can.

I'm actually really pleased
that you suggested that.

I know that the last six months

haven't been exactly .

Really, it should have
been me to make it right.

- Okay, I think
we seriously need

to manage your expectations
of this day trip.

It's not some luxe spa.

- Will you allow your
old mum a little sentiment?

It doesn't matter where we go,

I'd be happy with corned
beef sandwiches in the car,

so long as it's us two.

We haven't been to Becky
Falls since you were kids.

- Was this your idea?
- No.

No, this wasn't my idea.

- Did you hear anything
I said the other day?

- I did, actually.

Is there any reason that you're
both avoiding each other?

- Avoiding, we're not
avoiding each other.

- There's no avoiding
going on, son.

- Good, then there's no reason
that you both can't spend

the day with me.

- Okay, it's seriously slippy,

so, Dad, give Mom a hand up.

- Hey, I'm not that ancient.

- Don't be so stubborn.

- Okay, because I was in charge,

instead of chunks of
already browning apple

- Are you denigrating
my picnic skills?

- Ta-da!

- Oh, I haven't had
one of them in years.

- The biscuit of champions.

- Benjamin checking
up on you, is he?

- Mom, Rocky bar?
- He's not checking up on me.

We just have a lot to
sort with the wedding.

- Oh, of course, the big
day gallops ever nearer.

I haven't received
my invite yet.

I've taken to waiting
by the postbox.

It's just a small affair.

- I mean, really, it's a party.

To be honest, I didn't
think you'd wanna come.

- Why's that?

- Surely someone's
got to help me

with this caramel goodness?

- In the spirit of
playing happy families.

- Consider yourself invited.

- We should head back, we've
got the meerkats at three.

- Obviously I'll require
a plus-one for Marsha.

- This isn't the first
wedding I've planned,

although this one differs,

because this time I'm actually
allowed to do what I want.

- You had the
wedding you wanted.

- No, I had the wedding you
wanted, sorry, dictated.

Which, let's be honest,

set the theme for everything
that followed, didn't it?

- Mom, please.
- Thank you, son.

Told you he was on my side.

- I'm not on a side.

- Oh, so you didn't
pick your father's side

when you hid his affair from me?

- Why did you tell her?

- Because he wanted to hurt me.

And guess what, it worked.

- Mom.
- This was a bad idea.

- Finally, we
agreed on something.

- Okay, look, we can reset.

I know we can, we just
take a few minutes out,

then wander back,
feed the meerkats.

- Enough with the
bloody meerkats.

You're not five
years old any more.

I didn't wanna see anything,
I didn't wanna know anything.

Believe me, Mom.

When I thought
about telling you,

I just couldn't
hurt you like that.

Dad swore he was gonna
fix things with you,

make it how it was.
- How it was?

How was it?

- You were happy.

You and Dad.

And not in a grim
all-over-each-other way,

just working quietly.

It made me feel safe, like

our family was the
one solid thing.

But now?

We're being ripped apart,

and it's all his fault.

- Whatever you think
went wrong, Leo,

it went wrong long
before Benjamin.

- Mom and Dad, they loved
each other, didn't they?

- Ease me into the
conversation, why don't you?

- But they did, I know
they did, didn't they?

- Why don't
you call Patrick?

He loves a deep-and-meaningful.

- I'm not calling
Patrick, I'm calling you.

- Okay, It's just
now's not a good time.

Say hello to my baby
brother, everyone.

- I'm not your baby brother.

- Oh, it's a term of
affection, numbnuts.

And also, I'm afraid,
factually correct.

What's up with you?
- Nothing's up, nothing.

I took Mum and Dad
to Becky Falls today.

- Why the fuck
would you do that?

- What do you mean?

We used to have fun there.

- By fun, do you mean
that it literally rained

every time we went?

Dad kicking off about how
expensive the cream teas were,

so we'd end up
driving back hungry,

one of us in tears, usually you.

Actually, always you.

- Why do you always do
this, you and Patrick,

make out like it
wasn't the way it was?

- No, you're quite right, we
all held hands at Becky Falls,

made daisy chains, and
skipped through the woods

singing Kumba.

- Thank you.
- They're both here.

- Don't sweat it, I
was born stealthy.

- How did it go?

- Can we skip the talking?

- Leo, slow down.

What are you doing?

Stay, we can watch a movie.

- I don't wanna watch a
movie, I want to have sex,

that is what young
people do, you know?

Not some boring
middle-aged couple

with our cocoa and some
boring subtitled .

We're not even a couple.

W- hy are you being so cruel?
- What can I say?

It comes naturally.

- Cali, have
you got someone in there?

What's wrong with
the front door?

- I was helping Cali
with her job application.

- Your specialist subject?

- I'm just gonna bounce.

- Well, before you do,

I'm sure you'll be wanting
to see your father, Edward!

- Don't you think you've
caused enough trouble today?

- Hey.
- Sorry.

- I guess all being well,

you, you'll be my step-uncle.

Why are you fine with it,

him being with her?

Are you seriously saying the
age gap doesn't bother you?

- I'm just happy
that he's happy.

However that looks.

- Fuck, fuckin' weird,
that's how it looks.

I mean, there's your brother
like some kind of poster boy,

and then there's her, I mean
she's hardly in the shape

of her life.

- It's a nice way to
talk about your mom.

You look like you're
having a big one.

- It's called having a drink.
- Do you not have any mates?

- I'm sorry, it's my
bad, let me get a drink.

Same again please, love.

- You gonna tell me, then,

why you really stopped
speaking to Benjamin,

and why you're so different?

From the accent to everything.

Different dads, different
schools, different mates.

- And the 17-year big freeze?
- I did some shitty things,

things that you should
never do to family.

I lied, stole.

- Great stock we're
marrying into.

- No, no, that's me,
that's not my brother.

- Oh, because he's
such an upstanding guy.

Keeping you hidden away
like some dirty secret.

- You know, I would forgive
him almost anything,

because he's blood, and in
the end, that's all we have.

That's the way to do it, lad.

- Can you not tell
my mum about this?

- Cold Chinese,

a can of Coke,

you'll be sweet tomorrow.
- Sounds grim.

- And, remember, don't let my
little brother get you down.

He's not a bad guy.

Hey, another piece of advice,

which you can choose
to completely ignore.

Don't make the same
mistakes I did.

When I was your age
all I seemed to do

was prove people right about us.

Goodnight.

- Oh fuck.

It should say, Leo
and Kieran's Company,

because we're gonna be partners.

Okay, I know what
you're thinking.

You're thinking, what do we
do out of festival season?

What don't we do would
be the better question.

- I'm actually quite impressed.

- What, impressed
like, Well done,

or impressed like, I'll invest?

Come on.

- It's not a matter of trust.

I just wonder whether it
wouldn't be better for you

to earn the start-up
capital yourself.

And then your
enthusiasm won't wane.

- It won't, I'm
serious about this.

- Like you were serious
about surf school?

The bike rental app?

Your poetry nights?

- Okay, you're ridiculing
me, don't ridicule me.

- I'm not, darling.

I'm just trying

- You were gonna say yes
earlier, I know you were,

and now, miraculously,
you've changed your mind.

You spoke to
Benjamin, didn't you?

- Of course I did,
he's my fiance.

- And he told you
not to help me?

Because he wants all
your money for himself.

- Because he can see that
by continuing to enable you,

I am doing you more
harm than good.

- Are you seriously
taking his word over mine?

- Don't make this
about Benjamin.

- Everything's about Benjamin.

Everything's been about
Benjamin since the day you met.

- I'm sorry, I can't help you.

- All of my mates,
all of them moved

straight in to London
after uni, into flats,

into having proper lives,
but I came back for you.

- You came back
because it suited you.

Which is what you always do.

- Right, right.

- Right, so you
pretend to move out,

so I give you what you want.

That's very mature.

- I'm not pretending.

- Don't be ridiculous,
where are you even gonna go?

- Where I'm wanted, Dad's.

Anywhere but there.

Please.

- What do you care?

You've made it quite clear

that you only need
one thing, Benjamin.

- I hope Benjamin's worth it.

- Hi.
- All right, what's going on?

What happened?

Benjamin shouldn't
have to call us.

I don't like being told about
my own mother by someone else.

- But we're here now.

- Look, you want Leo
to move back, I assume,

which won't be easy

the way he is about Dad.

Unless, If he knew

about that night.
- We need biscuits.

- If he knew, he'd come back.

It's time, Mom.

Time you stopped lying to him.

- I've never lied.

I've just

not said.

And in the not saying,
you spare pain, protect,

what's wrong with that?
- So much, Mom.

All this silence, this
denial, it's a mind-fuck.

Not just for Leo, who
doesn't understand why things

are the way they are,
but for me, for us.

- Don't speak for me.

- What, you're really going to
play the well-adjusted card?

Fine,

now it's just me, then,

turning it all over
again and again,

thinking maybe it was a dream,

or maybe I got it wrong,

and I didn't see my dad
beat the shit out of my mom,

and then try to
kill himself ?

There, I've said it, and
we didn't all combust.

- I thought,

I thought you didn't remember.

- You wanted us not to,
there's a difference.

- Della, is he?

Do you?

- No, we're having
this conversation.

Of course she remembers,
we were there together.

- No.

You went to get Mom.

Left me on my own with,

with him, and I didn't,

I didn't do anything.

I didn't help .

I just

watched him.

- Darling, you were only eight.

- Conversation had now,
can I please be allowed

to stand the fuck up?

- Dell,
you never said that.

- How many times, Mom?

A Ryvita is not a biscuit!

- I thought that I was
doing the right thing

by not talking about it,

and it was meant to
keep you safe .

- I didn't tell you all this
so that you can feel bad.

I told you so that it
can be different for Leo.

- I can't, I can't
do that to him.

His father is his whole world.

- He's not a child any
more, none of us are.

We'll go and speak to him,

but if we could tell him.

Then Dad wins again.

- How did you come
by your injuries?

I've colleagues who can help.

- I fell.

- Leo, he wasn't in
the listening mood.

- You tried.

- Does he know how much
he's upsetting her?

- Yes, we equipped
him with the facts.

Some of the facts.

All he had to say for himself

was he thinks you're
exerting undue influence

over our mother's finances.

- He thinks?

- Fine, I think.

We think you're marrying
our mother for her money.

- Well,

there it is

out in the open.

- Don't say we didn't warn you.

- Is everyone's
family like this?

- So I'm told.

- It's hard to
believe, isn't it?

You deserve to be happy, Mom.

- You're not upset
with me, are you?

For interfering,

calling Patrick and Della?

- It was nice.

Showed you cared.

- Well, you must never ever,
ever doubt that I care.

That's insanity.

Are we okay?

- We'd better be.

I thought that organizing a
dinner this close to the big day

was a kind of madness,

but maybe we can call
this a new start.

And if not quite that,

I hope at least a chance
to practice being civil

to one another before we're
all on public display.

- Cheers, everyone.
- Cheers.

- Patrick?
- Cheers.

- Are you sure we
shouldn't wait for Leo?

- He knew the time,

he knew how important
this was to you, us.

His loss.

- Oh, fuck, sorry.

- The gloves are
on your shoulder.

- I know, I'm an idiot.
- A lovable idiot.

- Why, thank you.

- Your glass is empty, my love,

which is entirely unacceptable.

- You keeping me pickled
to get me down the aisle?

I'm onto you, Mr. Greene.
- Busted.

- Patrick, would you mind
grabbing us another bottle?

They're just in
the garage there.

- Well, we can't be
low on champagne,

with everything we
have to celebrate.

- Thanks, mate.

- Mom, I'm sorry, but
he's not a good man.

There are so many things that--

- I will say this one
last time, Patrick.

Do not make me choose.

- Hey, sorry to
just pitch up, we.

- It's just
amazing you're here.

- I thought
you were headed home.

- What can I say?

I couldn't stay away.
- Sit down.

- So, have you guys eaten?
- No.

- Do you want some moussaka?
- Yeah,

that would be great, thanks.
- Please.

- I'll be right back.

Kieran.

Thank you.
- Hey.

No problem.

I like Leo, he's a good lad.

- Me too.
- Hey bro, listen.

I've got some really good news,

and I wanted to
tell you in person.

- Tell me what?

- Leo's dad's agreed
to back his venture,

which means I've
got myself a job.

- A job where?
- Here, of course.

I hoped it'd give us
a chance to properly

get to know each other again.

- What are you doing?
- I want us to elope.

Imagine it, just us, we can
have the wedding the way

that we want it,
and then we can go,

we can hold up in your villa,

and we can try, we can get
back to way that things

were when we first met.

- This is odd behavior.

- Well, I prefer impulsive.

- Our wedding is in two
days, Benjamin, two days.

Everything is ready, all
of the money's been spent.

- I thought you didn't
care about money?

- That's not what this is about,

this is about
Kieran coming back.

- No, it's not.

- There's something
that you're not saying,

and I'm not an idiot,

despite the fact that everyone
seems to treat me like one.

- Okay.

Okay, I sat around
that table tonight,

and I thought,

who here is actually
happy for us?

And I've kept hoping that by
the time that we got married,

that there would be .

That things would change,
that there would be,

if not love for us,

me, that there would be,

I don't know, at least goodwill.

But there's just,
there's just not.

So

you and me,

what do you say?

- I'd say it sounds a
lot like running away.

- One more sleep.

- Apart.

- I didn't think
you were being serious.

- I'm afraid so.

Separate beds for the bride
and groom the night before,

or else terrible things
will befall us .

- Hello.

- Mom, where are you?

You've been gone for hours.

Benjamin's been calling.

- We're not supposed to
speak before the wedding.

- Right.

- Tell him that.

And tell him I'm there with you.

- Okay, but you're not.
- Then lie, Della.

I'm sure that's not beyond you.

- What's going on, Mom?

Something's going
on, I know it is.

Mom?

- You don't know a
Benjamin Greene, do you?

He used to live across the
road on the Chethurst estate?

- Benjamin Greene?

No, I can't say I do.

And I like to think I know
most folks 'round here.

- Do you know Kieran
Marshall, his brother?

- Oh, Kieran, oh, aye.

Everyone knows Kieran, but
his brother's called Sean.

- This is Benjamin.

- Well, bugger me!

Who is he to you?

- I'm marrying him tomorrow.

- After what he did?