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Are you taking care of yourself? Are you eating properly?

Yeah, yeah.

I don't believe you. Your voice tells me otherwise.

Oh, stop! You're not my mother.

I am also not your girlfriend anymore. But I am your agent.

This is about our clients and a lost photojournalist.

Our soldier is the greatest. He's the bravest!

What the fuck is your hurry?

Sweetie you're digging yourself into deeper shit. The cops will find you here.

What's up, girl? Are you bringing your boys here now?

You disappeared again.

Why, did we have a fuck date?

Fuck you.

I won't have to wear a uniform anymore.

How did you get out of it?

Bang on!

I finally went there and told them I was a faggot.

You mean it's that easy?

You need to dress like a fag. If you go there looking like him, it won't work.

Well then, it should not have been hard for you.

Nothing is ever hard enough for me, honey.

Plus, you show them photos to prove you are a fag.

In your drag clothes?

No, baby, they have to show you being fucked up the ass.

Disgusting. I don't want to sacrifice my ass just to escape the army.

If you go there without those photos you'll see just how disgusting it gets.

Ha ha, your medical discharge proves you're a nut!

So what, asshole?

I'd rather be called a faggot than die in some stupid war zone like your dad did.

Whatever, they won't get me anyway!

What the fuck now?

Come and hold this.

Should I have a little tuck around my eyes?

I think you should find a camel and ask her.

-And why is that? -Because they are honest.

They're so ugly so they have no other choice.

Are you a freak or what?

Yes, no objections though. I am enjoying every minute of it.

If it weren't for Kerem, I'd kick your ass out right now!

Are you senseless?

What's that supposed to mean?

Why would they call it common sense when it is so rare?

You should be thanking me, jerk,

-stupid cow. -I am a bear, not a cow.

You hairy daisies, you think your hair will save you.

At least we look like real men.

Ever heard about Scottish drags? They wear trousers like you.

Save your bullshit for your cook book!

Being a real man doesn't mean you can't be polite.

Are you fertilizing the fur on your shoulders?

What about your hair? You're all dying for a real man

and when you find one...

-Get the fuck out of here! Right now. -Look, I was just trying to say...

Ah, of course. Your hairy ass doesn't get fucked.

What the hell? Just leave the poor boy alone.

Come on, it is your turn.

Wait here, I'll come back and wax your shoulders.

What have I done wrong?

Son of a bitch, he screwed up my show.

Why do you pity these people?

This zenne is a really great dancer.

A zenne ? A male belly dancer? What's that got to do with your work.

I am just interested.

Perhaps, you want to do art photography.

I could arrange an exhibition.

It should be easy with all your awards.

I don't know.

Stop blaming yourself.

It's OK.

I am still worried about you. More than ever.

Sorry, mom is calling.

Mom, I'm in Istanbul. Six months already.

I don't know. Mom, I'll try to. Sure, I am doing fine.

Coffee? What coffee?

Oh, I see dad wants some coffee.

Mom, I have to go now. Clients, you know.

Bye mom.

Watch out, God damn it! How many have you broken so far.

Enough with your morning tempers.

Get away from me, you asshole!

Auntie, what do you find in that animal?

That's exactly what I like in him, the animal in my bed.

Take down those pictures. I'm sure they drive him crazy.

Well, he hates me anyway.

He can fuck off. I'll kick him out soon.

Is this for the rent?

It's been nine months and I still don't have a job.

Cavit still asks about you.

Oh, he is disgusting!

I wish our motel was still open.

Old pussies became dicks.

Don't you even think of going back.

The ruins will make you cry.

I still can't believe it, look at us!

Why? What's wrong?

We inherited bar stools.

I prayed so hard that you would return from Munich.

Your prayers worked.

You finally got me divorced.

Just joking. It has nothing to do with you.

It didn't work out and we got divorced.

Feel this!

This golden fabric is so nice.

My sister called last night.

-Mom? -Yes.

They must have come for you again.

I'm going to turn myself in.

Don't be ridiculous!

But this is no kind of life. I have to hide until it gets dark.

It's not only you.

Everybody's got issues with cops in this country.

If you talk to mom, don't mention anything about Murat.

Don't worry!

What are you going to make for me, sweetheart?

We'll think of something.

Look at this mess!

I have to go to school, mom.

Didn't we send you here for your brother?

But, I did clean that spot.

Oh, just leave it!

You're going to wake him up.

So what?

God bless you!

Help me!

Mom, why return so soon?

Look at you! Such strength, what's your shoe size now?

Your beloved son.

Your babies will be someone else's but his will be ours.

Where were you?

If I'd known, I would have picked you up.

I called many times. You didn't answer.

Oh dear, sorry.

Love is in the air.

If you screw up love, it starts to stink.

Your husband's fingerprints?

Back again for a fidelity reading.

This strong man, your lover, in his thirties, with wide shoulders...

Look sugar-puff, I don't know about the wide shoulders.

With a guy at 58, I only care about his wallet.

Then he definitely has a son.

Yes, he is cheating on you.

With a woman or a man?

Listen baby-cakes, if you don't know this shit, shut up!

There is no strong, young guy. That old fart dumped me, OK?

Which one?

But there's a young guy...

Enough!

If you figure it out, just fax me or something.

Thank God.

Idiot!

What's up, bro?

A busy day, huh?

How is your aunt Şükran?

I want to visit her again but she never picks up the phone.

She is still looking for a job.

I told her. She could work here.

She can't.

Her new boyfriend is overly jealous.

Anyway...

Bitch.

Don't be late. I hold your room free the whole day.

Madam, it is every Turkish men's duty to serve his country as a soldier.

Your son is no exception but he is a draft dodger.

Concealing his whereabouts is a crime.

Listen, son.

Can's father died in combat in south-eastern Turkey.

-May his soul rest in peace. -Thank you.

Can's brother also joined the army and he is burnt out now.

Can is not a draft dodger. Anyway...

Let me sign and leave.

SECURITY FOR PEOPLE SERVICE FOR JUSTICE

Cihan!

Cihan.

Son?

Wake up, son.

Wake up, son.

-Mom... -Yes.

Get up.

Mom...

They came back for your beloved son.

Whatever you do, they will take him away.

No, he won't go to the army.

He will go like the rest of us.

-No, he won't! -No, he won't!

Your precious son. Your little, cheerful, happy son.

-Come on, son. -Mommy's darling little boy.

-You're precious too. -He won't go.

Come on.

Like a daisy Girl, how many letters in your name?

-Darling... -Five. Come on.

-Come, rest now. -I will tell you a joke.

I thought I was getting a boy and he turned out to be a girl.

Come on.

Mom, pass me a beer.

Mom...

Pick seven cards please.

For you sweetie, I'll pick 14.

What the hell are you doing here?

I just came to have my fortune told.

Also to apologize for that night.

Whatever.

Take your ass downstairs and get your fortune told there.

Once the cup is lifted, it has to be read.

Your fortune is dark, complicated.

Some guy is after you.

And also a foreign guy. You will fail.

Do you own money to somebody? What's this constant money talk?

You end up dancing at a bar.

Really? I don't like dancing.

What exactly do you see?

I see your mom's pussy, right here.

Sorry, here is someone to see you.

Leave now!

Now what?

Why don't you answer your phone?

Answer the damn phone!

The papers are not interested in war photos anymore.

I'll see what I can do.

Do something on kids. Kids always sell.

People want to see hope.

OK, I'll ask the fixer.

Send me something in two days.

Why are you so late, my son?

School ends around this time.

It's been half an hour, my eyes were glued to the clock.

What's half an hour in Istanbul?

What's this radio station again?

Radio Holy Water.

I am scared. Istanbul is a dangerous place.

I know. You called me 26 times today!

I can't wait to see you get out of this filthy place.

As if our hometown were cleaner, look!

Never deny your roots.

I wish I could.

May God forgive us.

You're beyond mercy.

Allah has struck you already.

Allah be praised, I'm fine.

Sure.

Get up girl, put this away.

Wash your hands

and heat some rice for your brother.

What's going on?

I heard a noise, just checking.

It's getting colder, wear an undershirt.

There are no cleaning materials left.

Dad?

Tie up your hair.

Take care of your sister.

No, I still have things to take care of here.

Kezban, enough!

Watch out, this could be the end of us.

Don't worry, dad.

This is your final year anyway.

Just finish school, do your military service, and come back home.

Business is bad, I need help.

There is a teaching position in university.

See? He is lusting after sinful gains.

Don't keep us waiting, son.

Business is really bad.

You don't say, dad.

Do you want me to go bankrupt?

I can't breathe without you, son.

I could've driven you.

No need. You take care of your homework.

May God protect you from the evil eye.

Wonderful!

Finally, the nightmare is over.

They wouldn't even leave your corpse behind in Istanbul.

Damn. My hands stink of bleach.

Come on, I'll drop you off at school.

And where are you off to?

-Misty, moisty, morning full of birds. -How on earth did you find me?

Your beloved boss.

Fuck you, Cavit!

Can?

It's OK auntie, he's a friend.

Come on girl, I need to go shopping! I've nothing left to wear.

Nothing? As if you ever had anything.

I can buy your entire day.

It's my photo shoot day, with that German guy.

Why don't you meet him later? Then you'll get paid twice!

Take that money!

Can?

What's going on?

I can't go out during daylight.

Do I need to talk to your mom?

Fuck you.

My ass is freezing. Swimming in November?

No whole wheat?

I called your mom the other day.

Why is that?

She was one mean woman.

You idiot! What did you say?

Don't shout!

I said that you forgot your phone and she was already yelling...

Sorry...

My mom is a little bit weird.

I'm not in the mood anymore.

Hello! I didn't come here to give myself a blowjob!

You know it all, don't you?

Could you stay out of this?

Gross, what a shit hole!

Not for me, thanks.

I agree.

Imagine they're swirling around in silk skirts and red leggings.

Your new clothes don't mean you're no longer a bear.

And fancy clothes don't make you a princess.

Save your wisdom for your cook book.

Was it a long night?

Why?

Show me your flat.

This is not a good time.

I just want the best for you.

When are you sending me the samples?

I am finalizing them.

Are you happy with them?

Absolutely. I have to go now.

I am worried about you, Daniel.

No need.

You're such a good photographer. You're wasting your time.

You know, I'm always here for you.

I love you too, baby.

How could I possibly wake up a snoring bear like you, girl?

Where are you going?

Where are you going?

God damn you.

I told you so.

I'm so sorry. I just fell asleep at friends.

Who the fuck are these people?

I really am sorry, auntie. They are nice people.

Your mom would kill us both. It's already daylight.

It is enlistment season. A simple ID check, and you'd be caught.

Idiot! You scared the shit out of me!

Take this. It's from the photographer who took my pictures.

Fine, whatever.

Hello.

Morning, mom.

He's still sleeping. He stayed up all night studying.

Sure, I'll tell him to call you.

Can, where have you been?

I've been holding the room upstairs for you. You have no clients left.

-Boss, I was at a photo shooting. -Cavit...

Today is the photographer, tomorrow it will be either film or dance.

You should be a zenne dancer.

-Let me explain. -Off you go.

Cavit darling, should we also change the lights upstairs?

Cunts!

Shut up and eat!

Idiot. You were supposed to pick me up.

Who is this?

Can't I have friends?

Friends, sure. I'd watch out if I were you.

-Watch it, you're only here because of me. -I may as well clear the table.

-Yeah, and the floor too, please. -Fuck off!

Mom...

Some snacks please. I don't eat anything, they will blow my brain soon.

Come here, I saw your head, little brat.

Come here!

I love you, mom. You're the best mom of all.

God damn you!

He's depressed. He doesn't tell fortunes anymore.

I've been looking for a job all day. I quit the cafe.

Fuck! Did you get fired?

Boss kept nagging me about being late all the time.

And this military service thing suffocates me.

I want to make some tea.

Shit.

Come here.

Fight at the bar?

Someone threw a bottle?

I got fired from the cafe.

Couldn't pay the rent.

Murat, what happened?

Don't tell her anything. She doesn't know.

Can! What the hell happened?

Don't panic, he is OK.

-Let me see. -I fucking fell down.

Tell me the truth. Was it that little bastard?

No, I just fell.

God.

Don't embarrass him. Go back to bed. I'm coming.

-Go! -OK.

I'm fine.

Really. Just leave, I got to pee.

Don't worry, he's all right.

You wimp, do you think I didn't spot you the other day, mamma's boy.

That's not fair. How are you, bro? Are you OK?

Just want you to know that I took care of your money.

It's all settled. Do you need anything further?

Sir, we need to ask you a few questions.

Your son Ahmet filed a complaint. These youngsters...

You know how my wife can get...

Never mind.

Have a good day, son.

Hello, you're still sleeping?

Don't shout.

I need a driver.

Can, have you gone nuts?

Your foolish aunt didn't tell me.

I came here, thanks to Ahmet. She doesn't know.

Come in.

I didn't know you were coming. It is a mess.

I'm going to kill your aunt. She never tells me anything.

Sit down, son. Look at his gorgeous eyes, his pearly teeth.

Mom, don't embarrass him.

Why didn't you tell me you were coming?

What's that hair, pussy boy?

It looks beautiful.

Don't you ever risk your life like this again.

Tell me that you miss me and I'll come right away.

-Mom... -Dear...

I'll join the army.

Silly boy.

Dirty liar.

My son would never upset me. Right?

I'm so broke, nobody will give me a job.

You can find so many jobs.

I can send you money.

How the hell can you?

My aunt is having a hard time.

What now?

-I haven't seen daylight for days. -What are you doing?

You can go-go dance in the army.

Cihan, go get some air.

Your daughter will come back as a man from the army.

Save it for your hairy ass.

Excuse me?

Cihan, come on, son.

Sorry, dear.

How did this army thing came up? Did you lose your mind?

Look what the military did to your brother, your father.

I don't want to lose you either.

I'm doing this for all of us, mom.

Hi!

No, thanks.

Are you also the pride of your parents?

Just like me, you're not sure.

My father was a soldier, I always wanted to be like him.

He used to say: "I am so proud of you, son".

"You are the man!"

"Listen! Attention!"

Combat boots on, guns ready, attack!

One after the other. They all die.

Dad would be so proud of me.

At ease!

At ease, huh?

What are you talking about? Dad is dead.

My condolences.

We owe our lives to dad.

I owe everything to him. At ease?

Soldiers are immortal,

My father, too. This nation is indivisible.

You'll fucking serve the army too, you pussy boy, Can!

Pussy boy!

We should leave now.

These hands were so tiny.

Size of a cat's paw.

They said you wouldn't live. You were too small.

One kilogram and 700 gram. So tiny.

Now look at these.

Why don't you join a support group for fallen officers' families?

You're always at home.

Never mind.

It's the seaside I miss.

I can't remember the last time I walked on the beach.

You're in Izmir, the beaches are only minutes away from here.

How can I leave your brother on his own?

Let me go.

Let go.

I wish we were easier kids.

I wouldn't exchange either of you for the entire world.

Do you hear me?

Let the world see what a true son is.

Mom.

Mommy.

Please excuse the drama. Say hi to your parents.

Mom, come here.

We leave and you stay here, OK?

Promise to write!

Promise me.

Call them to come back, right away.

Kezban, what are you angry for?

Aren't you the one who had Ahmet followed?

There is something fishy about the whole thing.

He said Ahmet is clean but I am sure he isn't.

Call the girl to come back. There is no point keeping her there.

That day when I was sick

I was in infirmary

And the Captain Hakan fell into water.

Mom. Someone's at the door!

Is Can Öztürk here?

Hold on.

You asshole.

-Emma? -A moustache?

My lover likes it.

You ruined a good job for a fuck?

Something could have happened to you. You never called.

What's wrong with you?

He is in deep shit.

You don't even know him.

His family doesn't accept him. I can't leave him here.

I don't understand why this is your business.

He will be safer with me.

"German rescues gay lover

from radical Islamic family."

Perfect! Have you gone nuts?

Not only that, I love him.

Why don't you adopt a gay boy from all nations of the third world?

You could build a rainbow bears community.

I can't abandon a person in need.

Daniel, those kids in Afghanistan were going to die anyway.

There was a war going on.

The guide warned me. I didn't even speak the language.

I shouldn't have pushed for those pictures.

You could have stepped on those mines yourself.

Emma.

I'm the one who lives with this every day.

You don't understand.

There're mines everywhere.

I can't keep doing this.

If he ever breaks your heart, don't call me.

İstanbul, European Capital of Culture.

What's up?

She won't stop.

She starts calling at 5 a.m. everyday.

I'm really sick of lying for you.

Is it worth it? Whatever!

Mom keeps pushing me! Whatever it is, just be brave and come out with it.

They delivered this yesterday.

Dad, I need to tell you something.

I passed the exam.

Good job.

When do you think you'll be here?

Dad, please. I beg you, don't...

We're going to introduce you to a nice girl.

Dad, what could I possibly do in Urfa?

Apply for your military service, and come back to Urfa.

Your past, your job, your destiny, it's all here.

He doesn't care.

-Your future is here. -Why don't you tell?

You didn't make him come back?

I'll find a way. He's got little left to finish.

While we eat shit here?

How this boy could help you?

You are bankrupt. We're living in misery and he dishonors us.

Look. You even sold your teeth.

People are laughing at us.

We were taken to the police.

People make fun of us on the streets, in the mosques...

I'd give you another son right now.

Right now.

But it takes a real man.

I gave you a son and a daughter. Don't be ungrateful.

Your son didn't turn out to be a man.

Stop this nonsense, Kezban.

God damn you! You faggot!

He took after you.

What have you got here?

You're weak and mute.

God, damn you!

You have no pride.

You have no honor.

Look at your honor. It's being trampled on.

Do you know what he's doing? You're an absolute disgrace.

It's my conscience...

Do you think I am not sad?

Traditions matter more than our conscience.

Go ahead, hide in the barn, cover your head.

I told you when he was a little boy

I told you that he will be a zenne . You didn't listen to me.

I told you to cut him up.

God forgive us for what we've done or are about to do.

I cannot act until I have concrete proof.

We believe in the same God, Kezban.

He will whisper to me.

I wish you'd stay.

When mom gives orders, you have to obey.

You are still in college, are they sick or what?

Bankruptcy!

They can't afford to support both of us.

I fucked up your life as well.

Never mind. They will clean this. It will be spick-and-span with bleach.

You take care of yourself.

I don't know how to say this. Murat, I need your help.

I am pregnant.

I don't want to marry or to be your wife.

I want that child.

I don't know...

Sis?

Yeah, we are all fine.

Can? No.

No, that's not what I meant.

I was going to go to the army recruiting center

I was posing to a German photographer

Are you a faggot?

Did you apply for an exemption?

Would you like coffee?

I want to take you to Germany.

What would I do there?

You'll stay with me.

My house is big.

I'll do everything for you.

I can't...

The military won't let go of me. I cannot get a passport.

Hello.

Okay.

What kind of photos do they want?

Wait a second.

They want to see an anal intercourse.

Holy shit.

Disgusting. They must really enjoy this.

Şükran, could you make tea for us?

I really don't like what I'm hearing.

You guys will drive me crazy.

Between my mom, the cops and no job.

We haven't even paid the rent.

Why? It's been paid.

How come?

Here.

Did you pay it?

Don't I live here?

How many times have I told you?

Enough!

I support this house. I am not a sponger.

I sleep here, eat here. I am here. Got that?

To My Dearest Auntie

I'll go with you.

But I need you to change me. You will dress me up.

Make me a zenne .

Thank you.

Sezen is great!

Some milk?

Oh, you speak German?

My ex-husband was from Bavaria.

I lived in Munich for many years.

How did you like Bavaria?

I don't know. I didn't really feel at home.

The people...

But now, I miss it very much.

Bavaria is beautiful. I hope Ahmet will enjoy it there with me.

I told you to wear the red one.

What the hell?

-What the fuck are you doing? -What are you doing?

-Take this! -Disgusting!

Stand in line.

We'll check the lists. Come here.

Come here.

Look at that!

What are you waiting for? I have to check your behind.

What are you waiting big floppy donkey dick? Turn over!

I don't think I can.

Wiggle a bit.

Where are you from, son?

Urfa.

Wow, Urfa. Not a traitor but a taker.

What do you do for living?

I am a zenne , sir.

Would a real man shake his hips for living?

I always wanted to dance, sir.

Good, then.

We can always use a go-go dancer.

I am gay.

We can't hear you here, speak up!

I am homosexual.

How can we be sure of that?

I brought you pictures.

Take this.

Here, take these.

What's this look?

What does your dad have to say about this faggotry?

Sir, my father was a major like you.

He died in combat in south-eastern Turkey.

Not sure, what he'd say now.

Give me the envelope.

So?

Sorry, wrong envelope.

We'll show you how it works.

Take this.

Dad, I am fine.

You could wait a bit...

You forgot these in the car.

We'll take care of that.

I have to be honest.

I don't need these anymore.

Shove them up your ass.

How about shoving them up your girlfriend's ass.

Stick them up your mother's cunt.

You say so?

Pick on someone your own size, asshole. Get out!

Dad, I will go far away.

Forgive me.

I am a faggot.

It's my fault...

What's your show tonight?

Here, this is for making a zenne out of me.

You're a natural.

Take this, idiot. Here.

Go to my apartment and take whatever you want.

I don't need your filthy stuff.

OK then...

Don't you ever wear faded clothes again.

I don't want to see you in white ever again.

I'll miss you too.

Answer the phone. Please.

You sneaky little cunt.

You faggot's daughter, you!

Everbody is leaving. My brother is saving himself from you.

Your God left you a cripple.

You're going to die here all alone.

Dear?

Dad.

Daniel, it is too dangerous.

It is too dangerous.

It is enough.

-What are you doing? -Enough of your drinking.

Put these. They are not free. Are you out of your mind?

Get your hands off. Don't drive me mad.

-Don't drive me mad! -Don't drive me mad!

Get your hands off. Don't drive me mad.

One

two

three

four...

Yes, like this.

Five, six, seven, eight...

Ahmet, raise your arms.

Ahmet? Follow him, son.

-Watch him, son. -Ahmet, raise your arms...

Yes, like this.

Five, beautiful.

Ahmet, raise your arms. Yes!

Six, seven, eight...

Smile! Open your arms! One...

Two... Beautiful. Ahmet...

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six.

Seven, eight and...

What are we doing?

Yes, we are smiling!

A big round of applause.