Original subtitles

Definitely locked all the windows

and doors when I went out

Before you accuse me of having "demen-tia."

-Sorry. Having what? -"Demen-tia."

It's a hard "T." Everyone gets it wrong.

♪ ♪

Fucking looking for me?

(yells)

(yelling, grunting)

This is all I want. The way people look at you.

The way they look at all of you.

-(gunshot) -Is he gonna be okay?

We got to fucking go!

That place is fucked.

I don't... I don't know why you can't see that.

It's my home.

LETICIA (crying):

Coco, wake up!

(Leticia crying)

(gasps)

(coughing)

I'm fucking pregnant.

You're not alone in this.

(both grunting)

(sighs) That was so fucking hot.

-What is it? -Single tire tracks.

You know I applied for nursing school.

-Yeah. -I got in.

-That's great, right? Fuck. -Yeah.

(both laugh)

It's in Lodi.

Help me get us back to who we really are.

We're the fucking outlaws.

-GABRIELA: Stop! -(grunts)

-Come on. -Gaby.

-You got to relax! -Gaby. Please.

Gaby!

-(panting sibilantly) -(lock buzzes)

(panting)

(punches landing)

(panting)

(Gabriela screams)

(lock buzzes)

(panting)

(indistinct chatter in distance)

(man speaking indistinctly over P.A.)

♪ ♪

(sighs)

(drawer opens)

(water running)

(Angel exhales)

Sorry about yesterday.

Been fucked-up lately.

Saw Adelita.

Shit. When?

Few days ago.

They let her out?

(clears throat)

Is she okay?

Nah.

She's not.

(sighs)

The baby?

Oh, fuck.

My little boy.

I'm so fucking sorry, Angel.

When she showed up

back out of the blue like that,

I told myself, "Don't ever let her out of your sight."

"Don't ever let her go again."

But...

I... I wasn't enough for her to stay.

You're gonna get another shot, man.

You'll meet the right girl and...

have a family.

I know.

(inhales sharply)

Nails.

(laughs)

She's pregnant.

Are you fucking serious?

(snorts)

It's crazy, I know.

But...

well, maybe this was how it was all supposed to go down.

(EZ sighs)

I ain't gonna fuck this up.

This is my second chance.

You're gonna be a great dad.

You'll be a great dad.

But, bro, do me a favor.

-You got to start wrapping that shit. -(laughs)

You can't go around fucking knocking everybody up.

Oh, bro, I can't help it.

I got the 100 proof baby juice.

Oh, my God. You're fucking gross.

-It's nature. -(engine starts)

(EZ scoffs)

(dog barking outside)

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

Shit.

If I knew all I had to do was almost die

to get you to clean up after yourself...

I couldn't sleep.

I figured, um,

fresh starts and all that.

For both of us.

(Coco sighs)

Um, I said some fucked-up shit the other day.

Sorry.

(sighs)

What's that?

I made a list of rehabs.

Nah, I-I ain't going to no dog kennel.

Uh, no, they're-they're real ones.

Man, we can't afford that shit.

Well, maybe I was thinking the club could help.

Fuck that. You can never tell them.

Uh, they're your brothers, Coco. They love you.

Leticia, it'll be a fucking death sentence

if Bishop knew what I was doing and what I've done.

Okay. We'll figure something else out.

Fuck.

Hmm. Hope out back?

What?

What? What the fuck did you do?

What did I do?

Fuck you! I didn't do shit

but watch that skank sneak out the fucking door

-and leave your ass while you were asleep.

-Fuck! -What?

Man, he's gonna fucking kill her, Letty.

Who?!

Coco, Coco. Coco, what are you doing?

-Coco, no, no, no. Coco, please. -Well...

Please don't go use. Please don't go use. Please, Coco.

I'm not gonna get high. I swear. I'm done with that shit.

I'm just gonna get Hope, and I'm gonna

-fucking bring her back, okay? -No, no.

-Coco. Coco, don't do it. Coco. -Fucking...

Coco, don't fucking choose her over me. Coco, please.

-Let-Letty, I'll be back. -Please! Coco!

-Don't fucking choose her over me! -I'll be back! I promise!

-Don't choose her over me! -I'll be back. Shit.

-Coco! Coco! -I promise.

What do you think?

I think you got some fucking balls.

Your guys--

they got the training?

One of them does.

It was his job in the army.

Hooyah.

You lay it out there for them yet?

Just the kid.

Wanted his input.

We'll let Creep and Pavía and Lobo get back.

We'll celebrate a little.

Then it's going down.

Be nice to put my kutte back on.

Feel fucking naked without it.

I appreciate all you done.

And I won't forget it.

Just make sure

you get that motherfucker.

Canche will be dead

by sundown tomorrow.

(man speaking Spanish on TV)

(laughing)

(knocking)

You look pretty good for a corpse.

The rumors of my death are greatly exaggerated.

You got some balls requesting a meeting.

That's why we're meeting here.

With them.

I'm curious to know what's so fucking urgent.

Securing your future.

Is this the guy?

It is.

You know El Banquero?

Only by reputation.

(shushes)

You know what this glorious creature is?

(man continues speaking Spanish on TV)

-An ostrich? -Yes.

Of course a fucking ostrich.

(mutes TV)

But what is an ostrich?

They are nomads.

Loners.

Until mating season.

And then they form alianzas with other animals.

Zebras, antelopes.

All due respect,

what does an ostrich fucking an antelope have to do with me?

The ostrich doesn't fuck the antelope.

Fuck this. I didn't ride out here

for some Sesame Street bullshit.

These are beautiful, deadly creatures.

If they wanted,

they could kick right through your fucking intestines.

What you're ignorant of,

and what I'm here to educate you on,

is the word "symbiosis."

The zebra's hearing, the ostrich's sight,

the antelope's horns.

It's not misery. (clicks tongue)

It's opportunity that...

acuesta al hombre con extraños compañeros.

You want to tell me what the fuck he's talking about?

The Tempest, I believe.

And supplying you with more heroin

than you could ever dream of.

Mayans' deal is with Galindo.

Galindo. Galindo, Galindo.

He's so fucking boring, eh?

(laughs) Even his mistress says so.

You can ask her.

She works for me now.

If we were to learn to...

forage as one,

we could drive Galindo

and all the other creatures

to extinction.

Santo Padre's deal is with Galindo.

What if Yuma became the pipeline into the U.S.?

(man speaking Spanish on TV)

What's your part in all this?

I patch over, become a Mayan and help you

drive Bishop and Santo Padre off the face of the earth.

(indistinct chatter over radio)

I thought Gaby might be working.

I sent her home.

She couldn't be around here with her face looking like that.

She okay?

What happened?

(sighs) I fucked up.

Why?

(exhales)

Because I'm fucked-up.

(sniffles, exhales)

You know, when I was a little boy,

I looked at Mom's book of Goya's paintings.

And this one print... God, I've never been able to shake it.

(exhales)

A dog is swimming in the ocean.

And you can tell he's...

he's about to get swallowed up by this wave.

He's not gonna make it.

He's gonna drown.

That's how I've always felt.

Like I'm about to be swallowed up by something.

Pop, I...

I spent my whole life trying to lock it away.

But now the things I got to do for the club...

The things I've done...

(exhales shakily)

Gaby, though.

She feels like...

She feels like a lifeline.

I can't lose her, Pop.

I'm gonna go find her.

I've never told anyone that before.

(breathes deeply)

I love you, Pop.

(panting)

Mm.

I finally got Cris down for his nap.

It only took

30 rounds of "Baby Shark."

(laughs): Jesus, I'm sorry.

-That song. -Mm.

No swim?

Mm-mmm. Felt like a run today.

You should come with me next time.

I'm good.

What the fuck is that on your neck?

It's nothing.

Did that motherfucker do that?

We got, uh,

a little carried away last night.

It looks worse than it is.

-Emily. -What? I thought

you of all people would be glad we...

(whispers): You know.

Glad he's strangling my sister?

Ple...

Stop. Stop being so dramatic.

Do you think that wedding ring protects you

from what he really is? Hmm?

What he does?

I know what he is.

I know what my husband does.

And I know you have always judged him

but still come crawling back to us

every time you need to be bailed out.

Credit card debt? Eviction?

Money to get away from the loser boyfriend

who broke your jaw?

That's how I know, Emily.

Yeah, Dad fucked both of us up.

And now we fall in love

with men that you can smell that darkness on.

You stay

in this house, then you're gonna fuck your kid up, too.

That's right. It's my kid.

My house! My life!

You know what the truth is? You've never been able

to stand to see me happy.

(drawer opens)

(drawer closes)

I know this is why you're really here.

So let's stop pretending.

Just fill in however much you need this time.

I came here...

...because I thought that,

for once, maybe you needed me.

Keep your blood money.

I hope you fucking choke on it.

(vehicle approaching)

(engine turns off)

Not fucking today.

What the fuck am I walking into?

MIGUEL: Marcus.

What's going on, Miguel?

Betrayal.

So much fucking betrayal.

My mother was...

murdered.

There were motorcycle tracks left at the scene.

I'm sorry.

I should have told you, Marcus.

MIGUEL: Nestor was... He was afraid

to tell us.

Afraid of what it could mean.

And what does it mean?

That my wife

enlisted the help of her ex-lover.

EZ Reyes.

And together,

they conspired.

How fucking stupid

do they think I am?

They're laughing at me

behind my fucking back.

I've always worried where your loyalty stands, Marcus.

But now I guess we'll find out.

Will you kill a Mayan?

Will you kill EZ Reyes?

♪ ♪

(door opens)

(door closes)

MAN: She's not here, EZ.

Please, sir. I need to talk to her.

(man exhales)

MAN: She's not here.

Can you just...

Just tell her I'm sorry.

-Tío. -Mija.

It's okay.

MAN: Okay.

All right.

Gaby, I...

No.

Gaby, I'm so fucking sorry.

You know I'd never fucking hurt you,

not in a million years.

I know.

It was an accident.

I was just... I just...

was just trying to protect you.

Last night had nothing to do with me.

I asked you to stop, EZ.

They were kids.

Stupid kids saying stupid things.

And the way you...

hurt them...

Don't say you did it for me.

I couldn't live with that.

Do you know what I went through to escape violence?

Real violence.

What I had to go through alone?

Not knowing if I'd ever see my family again.

Hoping...

the awful things that happened to me

to get here...

...were worth the awful things I'm trying to get away from.

I promised myself...

...that if I survived...

...I would never allow darkness back into my life.

And you.

This...

is a choice.

That's the privilege of being an American.

While the rest of us fight so hard to survive...

...you flirt with death like it's a hobby.

I've decided I'm going to Lodi to be back with my family.

Oh, Gaby, please...

I have to, because...

if I stay...

...I'll betray the terrified girl,

and I'll break the promise that saved me.

I love you.

(sobbing)

And if you love me...

...you'll let me go.

(door opens)

(door closes)

Steve.

Steve!

Steve!

(rock music playing faintly)

Those are dirty.

Oh, yeah. Sorry.

It's okay.

I hate prepping for these parties.

Makes me miss Chucky.

Who's Chucky?

Well, he left before you got here.

He was strange but...

very sweet.

Well, where'd he go?

Well, he fell in love and moved to Ohio.

How crazy is that?

-Doesn't sound so crazy to me. -(door opens)

HANK: What the fuck, Steve?

Detail my bike, prospect.

Mine, too, prospect.

While you're at it, prospect.

HANK: What the fuck, Steve?

Why are you still here?

Sorry, Hank.

Go.

I'm gonna miss that.

(laughter)

(indistinct conversation)

Hey.

Hey, about what we talked about yesterday...

Hmm?

I shouldn't have laid that on you.

-No, that wasn't fair. -No.

I'm glad you did.

This isn't the kind of thing you should go through alone.

Yeah.

-Well, actually... -(door opens)

Hey, big man, I got Creep on the phone.

Let's do it.

Uh, you... do you want to come to dinner Thursday night?

Uh, it'll just be me and my mom.

(exhales)

She'll overfeed you.

I mean, she's, uh, really a great cook.

Yeah. Sure.

Yeah?

Great. I mean, that's...

that's really great.

Hank, we really need to talk about what...

Hank. You called this Templo.

Let's go.

(takes deep breath)

I-I got to go.

But, um...

(knocks on bar top twice)

You just made me really happy.

(whispers): Shit.

(turns engine off)

(sighs)

(whispers): Fuck.

(sniffs, groans)

Hey, you got a minute?

No, I'm late for Templo.

Okay.

Sorry.

What is it, Steve?

You know that...

that thing that happened up north?

The guy I...

Yeah.

I can't...

I can't stop seeing him.

I-I can't stop thinking about him,

about his family.

EZ: Hey.

Fucking look at me.

You put it away.

You fucking lock it away.

This is what we signed up for.

This is who we are.

Everything else is a fucking lie.

This is who we fucking are!

(door opens and closes)

♪ ♪

(gasps softly) Shit, you scared me.

What's wrong?

(sighs) Erin and I...

She left.

I think for good.

She always comes back.

I said some awful things.

It'll be nice...

to have the house to ourselves again.

(Emily sniffles)

♪ ♪

(man speaks indistinctly in distance)

(quietly): Hope? Wake up.

Come on, we got to go.

Come on.

-Coco? -Yeah.

(gun cocks)

(Hope sighs)

Come on, Hope.

It's okay, it's okay. Come on.

(chuckles): Little Bo-Peep.

Always the steep and thorny path.

-(cheering) -(music blaring)

(laughter)

Welcome back, brother.

(overlapping chatter)

What's up, dawg?

-(grunts) -Way to fucking handle the shit.

Thanks, man.

-You all right? -Yeah... yeah.

(Bishop grunts)

CREEPER: Club come first. Club first, bro.

(Bishop speaks indistinctly)

Ramos. Respect.

Whatever the club needs.

Thanks, man.

Hey, can a man get a fucking drink around here?

Yeah!

What the fuck, Steve?

What the fuck are you doing now?

I don't know.

Well, that's the problem-- you never do.

HANK: Hey.

Take off that fucking kutte.

(chuckles nervously): Hank...

Now, prospect.

(music stops abruptly)

On the table.

As you all know,

Hank called an emergency Templo today.

This club's about to embark on some unchartered territory.

It's time to shed the dead weight,

get rid of the fucking trash.

Coco...

is officially out.

And you.

Hmm. You've only been here four months,

but we've seen all we needed to.

So we took a vote this afternoon and decided...

(Bishop chuckles)

...that Hun Hunahpu should welcome another son.

-Yeah! -Fuck yeah, bro!

(whooping)

Welcome to the tribe, brother.

TAZO (laughing): Yeah.

Look at him.

-He don't know what to say. -(laughter)

You killed in battle.

That means something.

(gasps) You're one of us now, brother.

♪ Herbie said, "Tony, can you fly?" ♪

♪ But Tony couldn't fly ♪

♪ Tony died ♪

♪ Those are people who died, died ♪

♪ Those are people who died, died ♪

♪ Those are people who died, died. ♪

You're not joining?

I thought I'd, um, just watch you first.

Mmm.

It feels nice.

(Miguel clears throat)

(laughs)

(quietly): Honey, come on.

You're gonna wake him up.

Come on.

Did he ask about his dad again?

Less today.

I don't know if it's gonna be a good day when he stops asking

or if it's gonna be the worst.

Do I even want to know?

I've been thinking about Esai a lot lately.

How it's not fair that...

...he didn't get to see the change in me.

Having Tessa.

Meeting you.

Before I met you, Izzy...

I was something else, man.

Something worse.

I put everything in front of my family.

What's bringing all this up now?

Work.

I'm afraid I'm about to do the same thing.

Then don't.

-It's not that simple, Iz... -It is.

You're just not letting it be.

You know, when I die,

I'm gonna have to do a lot of answering

for a lot of shit that I've done.

No.

(sniffles)

When you die,

you're gonna have to do some answering

for abandoning me.

Mm?

Mine is the only wrath that you should be worried about.

Mm?

(laughing): I'm sorry.

-Uh-huh. -I'm so sorry.

I'm just picturing you

-singing a cappella. (laughs) -(chuckles)

Hey, it was very prestigious.

I'm sure it was. (chuckles)

All right...

(both laugh)

Wow.

Mmm.

-Know what? -Hmm?

I'll be right back.

Mm-hmm.

(sighs deeply)

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

Thank you.

-You relaxed? -Mm-hmm.

(both chuckle softly)

Good, mi amor.

♪ ♪

(chuckles)

(indistinct chatter, laughter)

Hey. Two more.

Maybe, but you weren't there.

-(indistinct chatter) -(music blaring)

You know what? Give me two.

Bro, watch this.

Hey, turn that shit down for a second.

-Turn that shit down. Come on. -(chuckling)

-What are you doing? What are you doing?

-Come on. -(music stops)

Hey, shut the fuck up!

(indistinct chatter)

Like Prez said earlier,

we're about to start on a new chapter.

One that's been a long time coming.

But tonight...

tonight we celebrate a brother's return.

GROUP: Yeah.

And welcome a new member to the family.

(cheering)

(chuckling)

And on that note...

-(mumbling) -What are you doing?

Ladies,

sorry,

I am officially off the market.

-(group groaning) -What?

Ladies, you're welcome.

I'm taking the bullet for all of you.

(laughter)

(whooping)

(music playing)

(laughter and indistinct chatter)

♪ ♪

I can't keep up with you, man.

I can't keep up with me either.

(chuckling)

Is that Mom's ring?

Yeah.

She'd be so proud of you, man.

She'd be happy.

Think so?

Yeah.

-Love you. -I love you, bro.

(grunts)

Pop know you stole that?

(both laugh)

EMILY: I think I...

(grunts softly)

I think something is...

(breathing heavily)

(exhales) Miguel, I-I...

Mm.

(breathing heavily)

(glass clinks)

(breathing steadily)

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

(sniffling)

(panting)

Emily! Emily!

(grunting, panting)

(crying)

(retching)

-(coughing) -(crying)

(crying): I'm so sorry.

I'm fucking sorry.

(crying)

(coughing)

(panting)

(Emily panting)

-(coughing) -I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

(crying)

(Emily exhales)

(screaming)

(Montserrat speaking Spanish)

(panting)

(child whispering indistinctly)

(whispers): Adelita.

(shouts)

(groaning)

(grunting, panting)

(breathing heavily)

Hey, straight up.

Straight up, bro. True story. True story.

These motherfuckers got me dead to rights, bro.

I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking, "Fuck it.

Fuck it. I'm done." Right? This is it.

This is fucking it. I'm good with that, bro.

What the fuck are you doing, man? Put that shit down.

BISHOP: So I'm sitting there, and out of nowhere,

-right, out of nowhere... -You're a patch now.

You sit with us.

-Come on... come on. -Dawg, have a seat, baby.

(Bishop laughs)

(laughter)

BISHOP: Right? Okay, so I'm sitting there, and this

motherfucker, bro, this motherfucker...

I'm sitting there, and I'm looking at him,

and I'm like, "Aw, shit.

This is it. This is fucking it."

And out of nowhere, out of nowhere, right,

this motherfucker right here--

he comes strolling out of the bathroom, right?

(laughter)

Bro, he was in there so fucking long,

I'd forgotten the motherfucker was in there, bro.

I thought he might have fallen in that shit.

♪ ♪

♪ Mighty spirit ♪

♪ Who controls ♪

♪ The shade... ♪

♪ Of... ♪

-I told you. -(water sloshing)

Free will is a lie.

♪ I ask that... ♪

You may think this abortion of a rescue was your idea, but...

(water sloshing)

See.

Little Bo-Peep,

I'm gonna tell you a nursery rhyme.

It's a story about a wolf.

(Coco groans)

Ranchers hate wolves.

Wolves kill their livestock.

They take food out of their mouths.

So when they come upon a den, the ranchers will butcher

every male, female and pup

except for one.

-That wolf they spared? -(Coco groans)

They fasten a GPS collar around its neck.

They know she's gonna go out and find herself another pack,

get herself adopted into another family.

(muffled groan)

And then those fucking ranchers show up again

and kill them all.

(groaning)

Except...

(footsteps approaching)

That's right.

That damn tagged wolf.

(water sloshing)

They set her free...

to find another family.

Until they kill that pack.

And set her free to find another.

Ad nauseam.

(panting)

Until that poor pup,

this tagged wolf--

she gives up.

She stops eating.

She lets herself starve to death because she's realized

that the world is just a dark, torturous place.

And there's no point in loving anything

because God...

God would just destroy it.

(Isaac whimpers)

(sighing)

(sniffles)

I guess what I'm saying is, don't be so hard on Hope.

She didn't know she was tagged.

Leading you back to me.

And she didn't know I'm a rancher of souls.

And you...

...the little wolf in sheep's clothing,

have repeatedly tried to take food out of my mouth.

You tried to steal my pills.

You refused to share your bounty with my people.

And what you pulled tonight...

(sniffles, sighs)

(muffled): Oh. No. No. No! No!

(yelling)

First, I'm gonna get you nice and pliable.

-No! -And then, because you tried

-to take Hope from me... -(yells)

No!

(whimpering)

♪ Its rightful place ♪

♪ As quickly as you bow ♪

♪ And I will burn... ♪

I'm gonna take every last bit of hope left in you.

(car alarm chirps)

(sighs)

(grunts)

(groans softly)

(sighs)

David?

Where the fuck is my son?

We've got some catching up to do, sis.

I hit this motherfucker with the hammer, right?

I said, I said, bah!

-(laughter) -Bah! But-but no, no, no, no. Listen.

It was the fucking claw side, right?

-(laughs): Ah, no. -BISHOP: And that shit got stuck

in that motherfucker's face, dawg, and I'm sitting there.

And I'm looking at this motherfucker,

and I tried to take that fucking claw.

I said... oh!

I'm standing over this motherfucker

and I'm trying to take this motherfucking thing out, right?

And every time, every fucking time...

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

STEVE: I'm sorry, EZ.

-I don't think I can put it away. -Whoa-whoa-whoa!

(women screaming)

♪ If this is redemption ♪

♪ Why do I bother at all? ♪

♪ There's nothing to mention ♪

♪ And nothing has changed ♪

♪ Still I'd rather be working for something ♪

♪ Than praying for the rain ♪

♪ So I wander on till someone else is saved ♪

♪ I moved to the coast ♪

♪ Under a mountain ♪

♪ Swam in the ocean ♪

♪ Slept on my own ♪

♪ At dawn, I would watch the sun cut ribbons through the bay ♪

♪ I'd remember all the things my mother wrote ♪

♪ That we don't eat until your father's at the table ♪

♪ We don't drink until the devil has turned to dust ♪

♪ Never once has any man I've met ♪

♪ Been able to love ♪

♪ So if I were you, I'd have... ♪

♪ Was written on that wall ♪

♪ 'Cause we don't eat until your father's at the table ♪

♪ We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust ♪

♪ Never once has any man I've met ♪

♪ Been able to love ♪

♪ So if I were you, I'd have a little trust ♪

♪ But am I an honest man ♪

♪ And true? ♪

♪ Have I been good to you at all? ♪

♪ Oh, I'm so tired of playing these games ♪

♪ We'd just be running down ♪

♪ The same old lines, the same old stories of ♪

♪ Breathless trains and worn down glories ♪

♪ Houses burning, worlds that turn on their own ♪

♪ So we don't eat until your father's at the table ♪

♪ We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust ♪

♪ Never once has any... ♪

Gaby?

(panting)

Gaby?

Gaby.

Don't make this harder, EZ.

You can't change my mind. I have to go.

Let me go with you.

What?

I choose you.

(baby laughing)

Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH

(engine rumbling)

(sparking)

(engine revs)

(clanging)

PRAY TELL: I ain't goin' out without a fight.

Here I am, living. So I'm gonna continue to do just that.

Drop that beat!

Live...

work... and pose.

♪ No, you can't stop me ♪

♪ Or control me ♪

♪ No, you can't hold me down ♪

Yes, you may be discriminated against.

But how do you find joy amidst all of that?

It's up to you.