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2 Sully, grab me some sweatshirts to put under her head.

It's all right.

Here you go.

- Cal: Sedona... - Maggie: It's okay.

Sedona! Is she gonna be okay?

Does your sister have a history of seizures?

Uh... No, I don't think so.

Sedona...

What can I do?

We just have to let it run its course.

(groaning)

Hey...

Hey, Sedona, can you hear me?

- Can you hear me? - Hey.

Maggie: Hey, easy, easy.

Easy, easy. Just take a minute. It's okay.

I got you. I got you.

I'm a doctor. You just had a seizure.

Can you tell me, do you know where you are?

Uh, Sullivan's Crossing.

We gotta get her to the hospital.

Sedona: No hospital!

Hey, what are you talking about?

Sedona, we need to make sure you're okay.

I said no, Cal.

No... hospitals, no doctors.

(breathing heavily)

She doesn't want to go; can't make her.

♪ Is this as good as it's gonna get? ♪

♪ I've given all I can give ♪

♪ But the rivers still get wider, wider ♪

♪ We've been here all along ♪

♪ Through the valleys, we carry on ♪

♪ The journey takes us higher, higher ♪

♪ This could be your home, if we try to build it ♪

♪ This could be your life that's one in a million ♪

♪ All the hard times, yeah, they were worth it ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

Cal, I know what happened last night scared you,

but I can stay in my own cabin.

I just watched you have a seizure.

We're not kids anymore, Cal.

You don't have to take care of me.

I'm worried about you, Sedona.

You don't have to be.

(sighing)

You know, I have always known

when you weren't being honest with me.

What aren't you telling me?

This wasn't, um...

my first seizure.

Why would you hide something like that?

Because the doctors are saying that it is...

all in my head.

Okay. What do you mean "in your head"?

They're, um...

called pseudo seizures

and apparently, they're stress-related,

and they said I just need to take some time off and relax.

So...

So, that's why you're here.

So, if you are done interrogating me now,

I'm going to...

get dressed and go for a walk...

on my own.

Any word on how Cal's sister is doing?

I'm going to head over there

after breakfast and check in on her.

Oh.

(Phoebe chuckling)

What?

For me, it was shrimp.

- What was? - The cravings?

Yep, shrimp cocktail, morning, noon, and night.

Phoebe: Mm-hmm.

(both chuckling)

So, your mom and I were thinking about

fixing up your room a little.

Make you more comfortable

for when you visit with the baby.

It's really nice to see you two getting along.

I could get used to this.

How long are you gonna

give me this silent treatment?

What you said hurt, Frank.

I'm sorry.

Your cousin is reaching out his hand.

Why won't you take it?

You can't understand.

I know what it means to be discriminated against Frank.

Not by your own community.

But that's because my Métis ancestors made a choice

to bring two conflicting peoples together.

You could learn a thing or two from them, you know.

My mother wanted me to have that regalia,

but they gave it away without talking to me.

When Phoebe left Sully,

she turned her back on all of us,

and you blaming your cousin for someone else's mistake,

it's the same thing. It's not right.

I don't want to talk about this.

You here for the photo shoot?

Oh, yeah. I wasn't sure I was in the right place.

Yeah, this is it. Miranda. Love your look.

Thanks. Sydney.

You new? Haven't seen you around.

Actually, I took a little time off,

so I'm just getting back into things.

It's been a while. I'm a bit nervous.

I'm sure you'll do great. You ready?

I guess we'll see.

(phone line ringing)

(exhaling sharply)

(phone vibrating)

Hey, Sully.

Hey, haven't heard from you in a couple days.

Thought I'd check in, see how you're doing.

Thought maybe we could grab a coffee.

Oh, I'd love to, but I took your advice

and I'm on my way to register for my next semester.

But I could stop by tonight if you want.

I'd like that.

See you then.

♪

Sedona: Oh!

They're everywhere!

Hey, everything okay?

Ahh! They're-- they're all over me.

Maggie: Hey, let me have a look.

Let me have a look. Let me have a look.

Oh my God. (stammering)

They're all over me. Get them off!

It's okay. Just calm down. There isn't anything on you.

There is nothing on you.

- What are you talking about?! - I promise.

What is the matter with you?! Why can't you see them?!

Sedona, there isn't anything on you.

- Get them off. - It's okay.

Help me! It's okay. Just breathe.

Help me! Help me!

Look at me.

You're safe.

- Just breathe. - (breathing heavily)

Stay calm. It's okay.

Okay.

(sighing contentedly)

Sully: All right.

It's a nice thing that you're doing, Sully.

Well...

I've got a lot to make up for.

Yeah.

We both do.

This baby is a chance for us to start fresh.

I-I'd like that.

Yeah... we better get back to it.

Uh, let me get you a T-shirt.

You cannot paint in that.

Okay.

Hey, Sully?

I'm really glad we're doing this.

♪

Cal: Thanks for calming Sedona down.

(sighing) She's asleep now.

You know, growing up, I always knew of her...

bug phobia, but I've never seen her behave like that before.

There weren't any ticks on her, Cal.

I think she was hallucinating.

I mean, the seizure, and now this...

Are you sure that she's not taking any drugs?

No, no. Sedona would never do anything

to jeopardise her medical license.

She told me today

that this wasn't her first seizure,

that the doctors are calling it, uh...

"pseudo seizures".

Psychogenic non-epileptic seizures, yeah.

Okay. What causes them?

There seems to be a link between childhood abuse

and mental illness.

Is there a history of that in your family?

My father...

was schizophrenic.

It was just one of those things we grew up hiding.

Do you think that could be it?

I can't know for sure without further testing.

You know, I read that...

there's a one in ten chance

of developing schizophrenia if one of your parents has it.

There is no reason to jump to conclusions, Cal.

Even if that happened, there are medications you can take

to manage the condition

and people with schizophrenia can still lead a normal life.

Only if you take those medications.

My father never did.

But that's a choice that your father made.

I... I...

I could never put a child through that.

I should probably be in there with Sedona.

I'll text you after she wakes up.

204 That was a great catch.

- But I missed second base. - Ah, it's okay.

Look, you're just rushing.

You've gotta lead with your glove,

the ball will follow, okay?

Hey, I'll see you at the snack shack in a sec, okay?

- Cool. - Get yourself something.

Hey, Jane. (chuckling)

Wait up a sec.

Listen,

you don't need to feel like you have to talk to me, Rob.

We had a nice time

and that's all it was, I get it.

Jane, wait.

I shouldn't have left like that.

I'm sorry.

I had a great time.

You have a funny way of showing it.

Rob: Yeah.

I like you, Jane.

I like you a lot.

But truth is...

I haven't been on a date with anyone since my...

my wife died.

And I'm just wondering

if we could maybe slow things down a bit.

That be okay with you?

I can do that.

Okay.

So, we're good?

We're good.

Okay. See you around.

♪

(house music playing)

(camera shutter clicking)

(house music playing)

Break a leg.

Thanks.

Sydney Shandon?

That's me.

(house music playing)

The client wants fierce.

(house music playing)

(camera shutter clicking)

(camera shutter clicking)

(house music playing)

(camera shutter clicking)

Come on.

Give me some more attitude.

Sorry.

I just need a moment to get my head into this.

(house music playing)

(exhaling sharply)

(house music playing)

(sighing)

(inhaling sharply)

(exhaling slowly)

(house music playing)

Yeah?

(house music playing)

(camera shutter clicking)

(camera shutter clicking)

(house music playing)

(camera shutter clicking)

(house music playing)

Perfect.

- (camera shutter clicking) - That's it.

(camera shutter clicking)

- Gorgeous. - (camera shutter clicking)

- Yeah. - (camera shutter clicking)

- (house music playing) - (camera shutter clicking)

- Nice. - (camera shutter clicking)

All right, take five.

Wow. You still got it.

- Thank you. - Congrats.

Hey, appreciate the pep talk.

I think it really... helped.

Save your breath.

My manager gave me the 411 on you.

"Your manager"?

(speaking indistinctly)

David.

Morning, sleepyhead.

(sighing)

You okay?

I'm scared.

Hey, I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere.

(Sedona sighing)

I don't want Chris to find out about the hallucinations.

Do the doctors know?

No, I haven't told them.

Why not?

Because I don't want to hear what they're gonna say.

You can't be sure it's schizophrenia Sedona.

I know you don't believe that, Cal.

(knocking)

All right, don't be mad, but, uh...

...I asked Maggie to come.

(sighing) Oh, my...

I'd just like to take a quick look to rule out a few things.

I've been through all of this already.

Something might have been overlooked.

It's a waste of time. All the tests come back normal.

Cal: Sedona, please...

for me.

Fine, if it'll make you feel better.

I'd like to start with a few standard tests.

Do you mind sitting on the edge of the bed for me?

(sighing)

Check your pupils, see how they dilate.

Look at me.

It'll be a little bright.

Looks good.

Good.

Okay, now, if you could touch your nose with your finger,

touch my finger, and back and forth a few times.

Okay. And if you can put your arms out in front of you

and resist as I try and push down.

(Sedona clearing throat)

Great.

Okay, one last thing: if I could get you

to walk across the room, heel to toe, in a straight line.

That looks good.

See? I told you this was a waste of time.

Do you have a pen and paper?

Yeah, sure.

What's that for?

One last task:

I'd like you to draw the face of the clock.

Thanks. With the numbers 1 through 12 on it,

as you'd see them, put the hands at 2 o'clock.

Seems easy enough.

I'm warning you, I'm not much of an artist.

(Sedona sighing)

Happy?

What's wrong?

(sighing)

342 - What does that mean? - It means that there's

some sort of inflammation going on in your brain.

What kind of inflammation?

Well, I'm not sure.

It could be an infection

or some sort of autoimmune response.

Cal: Does this mean that she doesn't have...

schizophrenia?

I can't know that without further testing,

but I would like to get you in contact

with a few neurologists that I know,

help figure out exactly what's going on.

What if she's wrong, Cal?

You can't ignore this anymore, all right?

You gotta do these tests for Chris, for the kids...

for you.

Fine. I...

will call Chris and I will tell him what's been going on.

Cal: We'll figure this out.

Okay. I'm gonna go to Sully's, make some calls.

Hey.

Thank you.

Of course.

(inhaling sharply, sighing)

We got this.

David: Hey, Sydney. How are you?

It's been years.

David.

I'd say it was nice to see you again,

but we both know I'd be lying.

Oh, how can you act like that?

After everything that we've been through?

What did you tell Miranda?

What do you mean?

Don't play dumb. I'm not the same girl

that fell for all your lies.

I can't believe I ever thought you cared about me.

Well, you left me, Sydney, remember?

You broke my heart.

No, I'm not going to let you do this again.

I know exactly what happened.

You poisoned everyone against me,

made everyone think I was crazy,

manipulated me, and ruined my career.

You're a narcissist, David, and I know that now.

Do you really think that I would let you just come back

after all these years? Hmm?

I'm one of the most successful managers

in this business, Sydney.

Who do you think they're going to believe?

Me...

or the girl that I spent years convincing them

was irrational and unstable?

See you in there.

I think the room looks good.

Yeah.

At least I know, if I can't find anything else,

I can always get a job painting houses.

(both laughing)

I don't think you'll have any problems finding a job.

I don't know.

I don't have the same self-confidence Maggie does.

That's not true.

You remember that taxi driver

the first time you visited the Crossing?

How could I forget?

He drove me around in circles all over town.

He thought he could overcharge me

because I wasn't from around here.

The way you stood up to him... Oh, God.

I mean, I had never seen anything quite like it.

I think you're selling yourself short.

- Okay. - You know...

Maggie wouldn't be the woman she is today,

if it weren't for you.

I mean, you know,

who do you think she takes after?

Well, thank you. I, um, think I needed to hear that.

Wouldn't say it if it wasn't true.

Ah, there's a little paint right there.

Oh.

♪

I've missed you, Sully.

I've missed you too, Phoebe.

We should probably go and finish up.

♪

(house music playing)

(models speaking indistinctly)

I heard that...

(models speaking indistinctly)

(house music playing)

(David speaking indistinctly)

(speaking indistinctly)

She's good at what she does, but she's a little... strange.

Right? And hard to work with.

No, don't believe a word he's saying.

He's a liar.

Are you okay?

No, he's just trying to make me look crazy.

Wow, this can't be good for the other girls.

I mean, you might want to reconsider

keeping her on your roster.

Yeah, that's right.

You should probably just call a cab and head home.

(recorded:) Do you really think

that I would let you just come back

after all these years?

I'm one of the most successful managers in this business,

Sydney.

Who do you think they're going to believe? Me...

or the girl that I spent years

convincing them was irrational and unstable?

(scoffing)

Okay.

You're the one that needs to leave.

- Harvey, uh, I can explain. - No, no, no, no.

Let me tell you something:

by the time I'm done with you, you won't be able to get a job

cleaning toilets in this town.

Do I need to call security?

No, I'm leaving.

(door opening)

(door closing)

(exhaling sharply)

(playing piano haltingly)

Hey, Maggie.

How's Sedona doing?

She's agreed to go home and do some more tests.

Glad to hear it.

- (knocking) - I'll get it.

(door opening, closing)

Maggie: Are you kidding me?

Walter: Please.

Walter?

What the hell are you doing here?

I'm not going anywhere without my wife.

479 If you think you can walk into my house

after what you've done, you are out of your mind.

This has nothing to do with you, Sully.

Who do you think you are, you pompous--

Stop it. Please.

Please, please, just-- you have to hear me out.

They don't have to do anything, Walter.

Look, I know that you don't owe me any favours , Sully,

and that I don't deserve any help from you

after the way I've treated you.

But I am begging you, please let me explain what happened.

I mean, come on, you of all people know what it's like

to lose your family.

Phoebe: Okay. It's okay.

It's okay, I...

I'd like to hear what he has to say.

Fine.

Thank you.

(Phoebe clearing throat)

Okay.

You have to believe me,

I never meant to hurt you.

I thought I had everything under control,

and then, the stock market crashed.

So, you put my reputation, my career, at risk for money?

Walter: It wasn't like that, Maggie.

When you asked me to invest in your practice,

I didn't want to let you down,

so I took out a loan.

The people that I borrowed the money from got impatient.

They threatened to hurt you, Maggie,

and I didn't know what else to do.

Why didn't you just come to us?

I couldn't admit that I failed. I thought I'd lose you.

I made a terrible mistake

and I will regret it... for as long as I live.

Sully, all this time,

I never considered what it was like for you.

I'm sorry.

I judged you, I did.

I judged you for your mistakes, and I used them

to keep your family from you,

and that's... inexcusable.

I'm sorry.

I can't listen to this anymore.

- Maggie! - No!

(Sully inhaling, exhaling sharply)

I appreciate the apology, Walter,

but it's a little too late, don't you think?

♪

(inhaling sharply, sighing)

Cal: So... you gonna be okay?

Chris is gonna pick me up at the airport.

Just sorry I had to...

cut my trip short.

Maybe you could come visit, you know,

see the kids, when this is all behind us.

I'd like that.

(sighing)

Um, I know I haven't been great

at keeping in touch the past few years.

It's normal to withdraw

after going through what you did with Lynn.

I know how hard that was on you,

but I've missed you, Cal, we all have.

But, uh, you needed me and, uh...

I wasn't there for you.

I'm sorry.

You needed time to heal.

Okay?

Don't ever apologise for that.

Okay?

I love you, big brother.

♪

How could he just show up here like that,

expecting us to forgive him?

Desperate people do desperate things, Maggie.

Are you really defending him?

Believe me, no one's more surprised about that than me,

...I know what it feels like

to make a mistake that costs you your family.

No, he could have come to us, he could have told the truth,

and he didn't, he lied about it.

He didn't come forward until he was forced to.

You think you'll ever be able to forgive him?

I don't know.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to do that.

(sighing)

I can't lose you.

What do you want from me, Walter?

I-I made a horrible mistake, I know that.

If I could go back and change things, I would.

It wasn't just a mistake, Walter.

You cost Maggie her practice.

I wasn't even considering the consequence

because I was so desperate to fix things.

Well, why didn't you come to me and tell me what was going on?

Because...

I thought that, if you found out

that I'd lost everything, that you'd leave me.

You really think the only reason I'm with you is for your money?

I know you've never had the same feelings for me

as you had for Sully.

There'll always be a special place in my heart for him,

that's true, but...

it doesn't mean I don't love you, too.

Is that why you never wanted me to come here with Maggie?

I always thought, someday, you'd go back to him.

And now, because of what I've done, you have.

No. That's not why I'm here.

(inhaling sharply, sighing)

I love you, Walter.

Then, don't throw away everything we have

just because of this.

I need you, Phoebe.

Don't turn your back on me, please,

not now, not when I need you the most.

(bag zipping)

Well, my taxi should be here soon.

Oh, thanks.

We're gonna figure this out Sedona.

- (sighing) - You're gonna be okay.

What about you?

What about me?

You're in love with Maggie. You know that, right?

She's already with someone else

and she wants a family, and you know how I feel about that.

I've never understood why you think

you're gonna be a bad father.

I mean, growing up,

you were the one that was there for all of us.

I don't think any of us

would have made it through without you.

We were just kids then.

Well, I think you're underestimating yourself.

(Sedona sighing)

You know, a friend once told me...

not every story has a happy ending.

I don't know. Maybe he's right.

Well, I hope he's wrong, for both our sakes.

Come here.

621 Maggie: You're going back to him?

Walter made a mistake, Maggie.

But he's right, I shouldn't let that erase

all the good years we've spent together.

How can you forgive him?

Because I'm not perfect either.

I've made mistakes too, Maggie,

and you never turned your back on me.

That is not the same, Mom.

Isn't it?

No.

I took you from a world you loved

and from a father who adored you.

What could be worse than that?

Are you sure you want to do this?

Too late for me to change my past.

It's not too late for you to change your future.

Your happiness,

and this little one's, depends on it.

♪

(Walter clearing throat)

Maggie...

(sighing)

...I know you're angry with me and you have every right to be.

I just hope, one day, you'll be able to forgive me.

I'm gonna need time.

Whatever it takes.

(sighing)

Could you give this to Edna for me?

Tell her that I'm sorry I didn't have time to say goodbye.

Of course.

Thank you.

You left this in the kitchen.

Phoebe: Thank you.

Good to see you again, Sully.

I meant what I said about you being welcome here.

Careful. I might take you up on it.

♪

♪ Hear the silence in my blood ♪

♪ Tired from the leaving ♪

♪ Hold it like a loaded gun ♪

♪ Pointed at our grieving ♪

♪ Our eyes are closed ♪

♪ Water's cold ♪

♪ In our lungs ♪

♪ Holding on ♪

♪ To the ghosts ♪

♪ In the dust ♪

♪ Underneath your walls ♪

♪ So unsteady ♪

♪ Crying with the wolves ♪

♪ If you let me ♪

♪ Falling in the dark of the summer night ♪

♪ Oh, we lost it all in the black and white ♪

♪ Breathe me back to life, my love ♪

(phone line ringing)

(phone line ringing)

(phone line ringing)

Woman (recorded:) At the tone, please leave a message.

- (beeping) - Hey, Mom, it's Cal.

Uh...

I know it's been a bit.

I, uh... just wanted to check in,

see how you and Dad are holding up.

Just give me a call when you can, okay?

Okay.

♪

♪ I'll do all that I can do ♪

♪ To keep you safe ♪

(sighing) Here, let me.

(sighing) I'm gonna miss her, too.

Seeing you two get on like that,

I think the little girl in me just... kinda hope.

Yeah, me, too.

(sighing)

But I know your mother.

She never would have been happy here.

(sighing)

Her life is back in Boston.

Do you still love her?

Part of me always will...

because she gave me something no one else ever could.

What's that?

You.

(sighing)

Come with me. I want to show you something.

Okay...

♪ I will light the path ♪

♪ For you ♪

- Maggie: Can I look yet? - Not yet.

(sighing)

- Yeah? - Okay.

It's beautiful. Thank you.

Your mother and I wanted you to know

how much you're loved, sweetpea.

♪ I'll do all that I can do... ♪

(laughing, sniffling)

♪ To keep you safe ♪

(laughing)

721 ♪

Edna: Hey.

Where's Frank?

Edna: I took him home early.

He was getting on my last nerve. Oh...

What's wrong, my girl?

Come and sit down.

Maggie: Uh...

Walter showed up

and he convinced Phoebe to go back to Boston.

Oh... I see.

But she felt really bad about leaving

without saying goodbye, so she wanted me to give you this.

Edna: "For us to keep in touch."

A cell phone.

Frank's gonna hate this. (chuckling)

Why don't I close up the store tonight?

Sully is having Lola over

and I could use a little time to myself.

Well, don't stay too late, okay?

- (door closing) - Lola: Sully?

Ah, there you are.

Oh, good to see you.

- Yeah, you, too. - Yeah.

Did you get those classes you wanted?

Yeah, most of them.

- Good. - Yeah.

I'm so glad we're doing this.

I feel like I haven't seen you in such a long time.

I know, and I'm sorry.

Lola: That's okay.

Yeah. (sighing)

I was really hoping to talk to you about something.

Sure, yeah.

I wanted to ask you about the day of my accident.

Actually, I'm-- I'm glad you brought that up.

I've been trying to find a way to talk to you about it

for a while now, so...

You have?

Yeah, um, let me--

there's something I need to tell you,

um, and it's something I should have told you a long time ago.

The day of the accident...

was the day, uh...

Phoebe took Maggie from me.

We had been fighting and...

...it all happened so fast?

I know.

I know, and that must have been so hard for you to find me.

I should have told you sooner, but I didn't know how.

(Sully sighing)

Lola: What are you saying?

I wasn't the one that found you, Lola.

I was the one that hit you.

That's not possible.

I wish it wasn't true.

Say something.

I'm sorry. I didn't know how to tell you.

All these years, I thought you loved me.

Sully: I do love you.

I trusted you.

Don't!

You were like a father to me.

How could you lie to me like that?

I never want to see you again.

♪ ...The answers ♪

♪ To all our problems ♪

♪ Lie within the one ♪

♪ Who tries to dodge them ♪

♪ We are splintered ♪

♪ And we are rotten ♪

♪ Deep under the floorboards ♪

♪ We've forgotten ♪

♪ Ooh... ♪