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At that time,

I often wondered.

When people think of me

after I'm gone,

will they miss me?

Will they be reluctant to part?

Or...

Or will they...

Dear students of the 13th graduating class of

Blue Sky Senior High School,

today, you are proud of your school.

Tomorrow, I hope you will make your school proud.

If you jump, you'll die.

'Nerd.'

Eh.

Why do you want to...

I'm Fish.

We've never talked in our three years

in school together.

But I know... -I know you.

After we die,

do you think people will remember us?

But everyone will remember you.

News headline:

Blue Sky Senior High School Top Student

Commits Suicide by Jumping Off Building.

After I fail, the headline becomes:

Failed Student Commits Suicide by Jumping.

I'd rather people not remember me.

'Nerd.'

Play a game with me.

I don't know why

I can't quite remember

what happened afterwards that day.

It's just...

even after so many years,

I still think of her face from time to time,

her voice,

and her name, Fish.

Union Taiwan University Hospital Psychiatry Department.

Dr. Morpheus Chang.

Doctor.

Hey.

Why do you have so little money?

Why are you smiling at me?

Are you sick?

You don't remember me?

Remember what?

You're the one who can't remember.

Such a big thing that you forgot.

Hey!

What? -Wait a second, I have something to ask you!

Catch up if you can!

Hey! -Bye-bye, 'Nerd.'

Senior!

Sorry I'm late.

Our psychiatric hospital is hard to find.

This is the general environment here

at the psychiatric hospital.

Oh.

You don't officially report until tomorrow, right?

Yes.

Then that'll be all for today.

You can go take a look around and

familiarize yourself with the surroundings.

You'll be working here for half a year after all.

Thanks, Senior.

This is...

I'm returning it to you.

Yesterday, you called me 'Nerd.' Do you...

What?

Do you...

Do you remember when we were in high school...

I don't remember things from that long ago.

Fish.

Fish Tseng.

Your name, right?

Let's play a game.

What are you doing?

Hey, this is a library!

Hey!

Hey! Wait a sec! Fish!

It wasn't me, it was... -Mister,

this is a library. Put down the books.

What are you doing?

What?

Running makes me hot.

That doesn't mean you have to strip.

Don't you know a lot of people live around here?

What if you go out like this and people see you?

Eh!?

You're going out like this?

Yes.

Hey! Wait a sec!

If you pull me again, I'll scream.

Rape!

Help me!

You're seriously crazy.

Didn't you know that already?

'Nerd.'

That's true.

I'll give you another chance.

Agree...

and I'll answer any questions you have.

Let's exchange clothes.

Huh?

Take off your clothes for me to wear.

You'll wear that.

Why do I have to change clothes with you?

Hey!

OK, OK, OK.

The pants too?

Morpheus Chang.

You're really dumb.

Hey!

Don't run! My pants!

Give them back to me!

Hey, mister! -Come out.

Sorry, your clothes...

Sir, sorry, please leave.

No, my clothes are on her.

You can't enter dressed this like.

Sorry.

Sir, leave.

Mister, we're going to have to call the police.

What a psycho.

What now?

Last time you were returning my money,

and now you're returning my clothes?

Hey.

Not going to say anything?

Sigh!

Do you know how bad you screwed me over today?

I was running on the streets naked.

Like, wow, people thought I was a pervert.

I don't know how many people saw me.

I was seriously...

What's the matter?

Tired from playing?

Fish!

Fish!

Hello?

We need an ambulance.

We've got an injury here.

I don't want to go to the hospital.

'Nerd.'

Play a game with me.

Let's see who flies farther.

Death is scary, right?

Just close your eyes,

imagine you're a paper airplane,

and you won't be scared anymore.

I finally remember.

It was because of her,

I no longer wanted to die.

Can you please not kick me out?

You can stay.

Thank you.

Do me a favor.

Fish.

Here's yours.

The memories slowly resurface.

The things I had already forgotten

and the things I didn't want to remember.

Senior year in high school,

I thought I had been abandoned by the world.

Morpheus.

How much do you like me?

By the time I came to my senses,

I was already on the roof of the school.

Then she appeared.

I could imagine that we were the same.

At that moment,

I felt like someone understood me.

I like you a lot.

At that moment,

I found

the courage "to live on."

I need her.

Only when she's by my side,

do I feel

I am complete.

You like me so much

that you can't even see yourself clearly.

Fish.

Guess what happened to me today?

You know, Dr. Wu.

He reported me to my Senior.

Damn! Seriously,

I've never seen a psychiatrist acting

more like a patient than an actual patient.

You know what he said to my patient, Sean?

He said, "People like you

can only be locked in a psychiatric hospital!"

Fish.

Don't come over here.

Don't come over here.

Fish.

Look clearly.

I'm Morpheus.

Go away.

All of you go away.

It's OK.

It's OK.

It's OK.

It's OK.

It's OK.

Please let me go, OK?

Please let me go, OK?

Fish!

Why'd you do that?

Who was smoking here? Come out!

Morpheus Chang?

The PA announced they're looking for

the student representative to give a speech.

Didn't you hear them?

Is this cigarette yours?

A good student shouldn't be learning how to smoke!

Come with me!

Go!

You already know.

Your job is to deal with

'abnormal' people like me.

Right?

Fish.

You're not abnormal.

No one gets sick voluntarily.

And no one

goes through those things voluntarily.

Why are you so good to me?

If things continue like this,

you'll be dragged down by me.

Then get treated.

OK?

Get treated?

Yes.

And turn me into a 'normal' person?

What if this is my 'normal'?

The me that looks 'normal' after treatment,

is that still 'me'?

No.

That's not what I meant.

We'll find a way.

We'll find a way.

Senior, excuse me.

May I bother you for a few minutes?

Sure.

What I want to ask is

if it's possible for a patient with Schizophrenia

to undergo treatment

without taking medication?

Who's getting treated?

Fish.

Fish? She...

Fish.

It'd be better if you told him your situation.

Fish doesn't want to see a doctor.

But, it's understandable.

Many psychiatric drugs

like Abilify or Risperdal

have serious side effects.

The personality of the patient changes drastically

in the later stages...

Junior. -and it's unknown

whether it's the drug or...

Junior. -the progression of the disease.

So, uh,

I brought her to Senior...

Junior!

We can talk Fish's matter later.

First I want to talk about 'you.'

'Me?' -Yes.

'You.'

And your 'disease.'

My 'disease'? -Yes.

Morpheus!

Morpheus calm down! Morpheus!

Calm down!

Calm down!

What are you doing! Let me go!

Go away!

Go away! I'm not a patient!

Get away!

Let me out!

I'm not crazy! Let me out!

I don't want an injection!

Sean! Ah!

Sean! Don't!

Sean,

don't throw paper planes around haphazardly.

Don't!

Ah!

Ah! Sean, wait!

Don't run, Sean

Morpheus.

Your condition is stable.

Then can I leave?

Yes.

Thank you, Dr. Wang.

There's no one here, just call me Senior.

One more thing,

Union Taiwan University Hospital

already found someone to fill your vacancy.

They hope you can rest stably for a year.

After a year,

you only have to apply again.

Where do you want to go?

Fish.

Fish.

Is there anyone else?

No.

It's just me.

Not learning good things and smoking.

Do you know what day today is?

What do you think you're doing?

The graduation ceremony is almost over.

No!

Fish.

Morpheus.

It's not anyone's fault.

It's my own choice.

You don't have to feel guilty.

No one will blame you.

I....

I'm leaving.

Morpheus.

Even if the past three months

and the memories we had together aren't real.

But all of your feelings,

all of your emotions,

they are real.

Though we're different from other people,

we can still love

and be loved.

Promise me,

live well.

In the end,

she still left.

As for me,

I'm left

alone.