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Rebecca!

Jemma darling, how's my beautiful daughter today?

Save it mom, I still think this is a terrible idea.

Hey, listen, this week is gonna be okay, I swear.

I know it's gonna be a little strange, but-

It's not strange, mom.

It's just they were Rebecca's friends, not mine.

Look, they've been coming to stay

with us every summer for years.

Having them now is the right thing to do.

It's been a year, sweetheart,

and they've been hurting just like us.

I know it's hard for you to see them

without thinking of her, but I promise,

after this week, you never have to see them again

if you don't want to. - Promise?

Please, it's what your sister would've wanted.

- Fine. - Thank you.

Maybe it'll give us all some closure.

God knows we could use some.

When do they arrive?

Late tomorrow, I've heard back

from all of them except Natasha.

Mia's trying to find her.

Are you lost love?

Yeah, I'm looking for my friend, Natasha.

I was told she works here.

You're just in time.

She's on in a few minutes.

Thank you.

Ladies and gentlemen, it is time.

♪ You had plenty money 1922 ♪

♪ You let all the women make a fool of you ♪

♪ Why don't you do it right ♪

♪ Like some other men do ♪

♪ Get out of here ♪

♪ Gimme some money too ♪

♪ You're sitting down wondering what it's all about ♪

♪ You ain't got no money ♪

♪ They will put you out ♪

♪ Why don't you do right ♪

♪ Like some other men ♪

You shouldn't have come.

You should have answered our calls.

I know why you're here and you can forget it.

Come on, Natasha, it's one week, please.

I mean, think what it will mean to her mom, to her sister.

You were Rebecca's best friend, not me.

I'm not going.

Now I have to get back on.

What aren't you telling me?

I'm not going back there.

There's nothing about last summer I wanna revisit.

♪ All good children need traveling shoes ♪

♪ Drive your problems from here ♪

♪ All good people read good books ♪

♪ Now your conscience is clear ♪

♪ I hear you talk girl ♪

♪ Now your conscience is clear ♪

♪ And never do what you say ♪

♪ I'll never hear you ♪

♪ And never do what you say ♪

Mia.

- Oh, Will, I- - You okay?

Yeah, sorry, hey.

Mmm, this week was never gonna be easy, huh?

- You okay? - It's been a tough year.

You know, I almost didn't come.

I can't grieve forever.

And who knows?

Maybe this last week will help us say goodbye.

So what's new with you?

I hate that we haven't spoken.

Have you managed to maybe date anyone?

- God, no, no one since... - Rebecca.

So I hear James is coming.

Is that gonna be weird?

Probably, but this week isn't about me.

You guys still talk?

No, I'll always be fond of him,

but James can be...

Intense, possessive, psycho?

Jesus, I'm not that bad, am I?

- Hey. - Hi.

Shall we?

I've booked a car. - Sure.

Leaving without me?

I would never.

I thought you weren't coming.

I realized I'd never forgive myself

if I let you guys down.

Thank you. - I'm glad you came.

Okay, should we go? - Yes.

Hi.

Really kind of you and your mom to have us, Jem.

Oh, it's been too long.

It's actually the first time

we've all been together since.

Graduating coincided with all things Rebecca,

so we've drifted a bit more than planned.

Well, that's what this week is about,

to reconnect and remember.

It's strange being here without her.

I try not to think about Rebecca.

It sounds harsh I know,

but it's the way I get through the day.

It was in her things.

I thought you'd like it.

I love it, thank you.

You still wear it?

Every day.

I'll leave you to get ready.

Dinner's at eight.

It's good to see you.

I love you, Mia.

Whoa, hi, you're in my room.

- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. - Stay.

I'm glad you're here.

You didn't answer my texts. - Don't.

Why not?

Rebecca.

Things have changed.

And that didn't stop us before.

I hate myself for what we did,

what we were doing, when she-

We can't change the past, Jem.

But I can change the future, I'm sorry.

And this of course is the sexiest room in the house.

Welcome to my humble abode.

It's great to have you all here, kids.

This house has felt pretty lonely this last year,

but I couldn't bear to break the tradition

and not have you spend your vacation here,

even without my Rebecca.

She loved you all so much.

I know it can't be easy being here without her.

And I want you to know how much I appreciate it.

This looks delicious.

Don't look at me.

Mum's been slaving in the kitchen all afternoon.

I thought you couldn't cook.

Well, I couldn't.

My husband was always the chef.

But after he died, Rebecca and I taught ourselves to cook.

And then when we lost Rebecca,

cooking became my therapy.

It was a way to... feel close to them both again.

So, to Thomas and Rebecca.

- Can I join you? - Sure.

How are you really?

I keep having dreams that I was there when Rebecca,

that I could have helped, could have stopped it.

There's something we don't know,

I'm sure of it.

Don't you think there's any chance that I might be right,

that something was off?

Mia, this has to stop.

Rebecca would want you to have a life.

I know. You're right.

I owe you an apology

for ending things the way that I did, I'm sorry.

- I wanna get back together. - James, I-

Look, I know that you needed time alone

after Rebecca died, and I respected that.

I did, but it's been a year.

I want to be here for you.

I can help you.

I love you.

James, I um, I'll always have really fond memories

of our time together,

but I don't want to be with you again,

I'm sorry.

Okay.

I understand.

Goodnight, Mia.

Hey.

Natasha, thank you for coming.

I know it wasn't easy.

I'm sorry for vanishing.

It's just after everything,

your husband and Becca,

I was totally out of my depth.

I never meant to hurt anyone.

It wasn't your fault, I was to blame.

No one's to blame.

We did a bad thing,

but no one could have predicted what came next,

that your life would be smashed up,

that you'd lose everything.

But you haven't lost me.

I'm still here.

Hello, who's there?

Hello, is someone there?

Hi. - You're okay?

Yeah, just a little on edge.

Freaked myself out in the dark.

Mia.

Sebastian.

Bit late for a swim, Sebastian.

This is the one time I can guarantee being alone.

No noise, no tourists, well, usually.

I better get home.

Do you wanna walk together?

Actually, I am home.

I live just down the beach.

Oh, amazing, we're basically neighbors.

I'm in the house on the hill.

- The Lowell house? - Yeah.

- Did you know her? - She was my best friend.

Did you?

Only in passing.

It's tragic what happened.

Well, it was nice to meet you, goodnight Sebastian.

Do you wanna get a drink sometime?

I'd like that.

- Come on! - Rebecca, be careful.

Relax, come on!

Rebecca!

Rebecca!

Rebecca, Rebecca, Rebecca!

Rebecca!

Mia.

Hey, Jesus, be careful.

You okay? - I'm fine.

Sorry, I just, I'm-

A little on edge, I know.

I'll let you get back to your run.

Hey, what are you doing now?

Wow, this is gorgeous.

I'm beyond jealous of you living here.

Can I ask you a question, Mia?

Sure.

What actually happened to Rebecca?

What do you know?

I heard she had lost her father a few months before.

Yeah, Rebecca's dad was the best.

He went for a walk one morning by the cliffs.

We think he stopped to take in the view.

The police say he must have lost his balance and fell.

People say he jumped.

Rebecca was really close to her father.

She was crushed, obviously, but she stayed strong.

I thought she was gonna be okay.

We came out here last summer.

Hey!

It's sort of has been a tradition since we met.

We were gonna miss last year and give them some space,

but they wanted us to come.

So we did, and we tried to cheer them up.

It was almost a perfect holiday.

In spite of their loss

everyone was happy until one day,

Rebecca came to me and said...

- I'm sorry. - For what?

Nevermind.

Hey, you okay?

Yeah. I love you, Mia.

A few hours later, they found her things by the sea.

Her bag, and her phone,

and a note addressed to me saying she was sorry.

The current's so strong here,

it would've pulled her out in a heartbeat,

especially if she wasn't fighting it.

She left a note to you?

Yeah, I still remember every word.

Dear Mia, it feels a bit surreal writing to you.

Even now, I'm not entirely certain if I'll do this or not.

I'm in over my head in a bad situation,

and it's all my fault.

I need you to know it's not yours.

It's not your fault at all.

But unfortunately, I think this is my only option.

I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry.

And I love you.

There was something off in the note.

I went a bit crazy last year trying to figure it all out.

It didn't make sense.

I mean, this bad situation,

no one seemed to know anything about it,

not her boyfriend, not her family.

It drove me insane.

It just doesn't add up.

I'm sorry, I'm not making much sense.

If you truly believe something was off,

maybe it was.

- Hey. - Oh, oh Jesus,

you frightened me.

Where are the others?

Back at the house.

It's just me.

Are you okay?

That was tough at the church.

I felt less alone knowing that you were there.

This is so fucked up.

It is, but I don't want it stop.

I just hate lying to everyone, to my daughter.

And one day, we won't have to,

but everything's too fragile right now.

No one can take another bombshell.

What are you guys doing?

Oh, we found some videos from last summer.

Stop, stop!

Don't you see?

It doesn't make any sense.

I mean, when was this?

What, a week before she died?

Tell me that is a girl that's about to go out to sea

and let herself drown? - Mia, maybe-

No, there must be another explanation,

that there has to be, because maybe the police,

you know, they got it wrong.

Maybe she- - I've had that thought

many, many times, Mia.

I want to believe it even more than you,

to believe that my little sister didn't kill herself.

But at some point, you just have to accept

that for whatever reason, she did.

She wrote a note.

She swam out to sea and she let herself drown.

That's all there is to it.

- I can't accept that. - Mia.

Give her time.

I miss you.

I don't know if you can hear me.

I never really believed in heaven, but you did, so

maybe you are up there right now

in a pretty white dress, lounging on a cloud.

If you are... there,

and you are listening,

please help me find some answers (crying).

Hey!

Wait, please, please slow down.

Wait, please,

please just slow down, please.

You've been watching me.

Why?

I know what really happened to your friend.

Rebecca?

Tell me, please.

Not here, it's not safe.

Why, what is it?

What's wrong? - Amalia!

- Amalia! - Ask for Catherine Isaac.

I don't understand.

Does she know what happened to Rebecca?

Amalia, honey, go inside.

Can I help you?

- Catherine Isaac? - Do I know you?

No, but I need to speak to you.

I'm sorry, I'm not taking any appointments today.

Call in the morning.

I'm sure I can find you some time.

Please, it's urgent.

Sorry about my daughter.

She's very inquisitive.

What's with the notepad?

I take notes on all my patients.

I hope that's okay.

So you're a shrink? - Psychotherapist, yes.

What brings you in today?

I lost a friend last year.

She killed herself.

But something's felt off from the start.

I'm afraid I don't understand.

I think you do.

I think you know exactly who I'm talking about.

Maybe she was a patient of yours.

Did she sit in this very seat?

You should leave.

I'm afraid I can't discuss anything.

If you know anything, please.

What did you say your name was?

I didn't, it's Mia, Mia Faber.

- Mom! - Not now, sweetheart.

I need you please.

I can't work the TV. - Wait here please.

It's not there... Rebecca.

Oh, come on!

I'm really sorry for your pain,

but I'm afraid I can't divulge information

about other patients with you, it's unethical.

Anything discussed in this office

is strictly confidential.

I understand, thank you so much for your time.

Anxiety, not sleeping.

She's afraid, but won't say of who.

She creates conspiracies.

Doesn't think her father's death was suicide.

Believes he was murdered.

The day she died.

Pregnant.

Hey, I owe you an apology.

Why did she leave her note to you?

I'm her sister.

She could have come to me.

I would've helped.

Did Rebecca ever say anything strange

about how your dad died?

She did, didn't she?

Tell me.

Police said he fell.

People whispered that he jumped.

Rebecca thought he was pushed.

Pushed, she told you that?

She came to me a few months after

to tell me what she thought.

She said it had been eating her up.

I didn't have time for Rebecca's conspiracies,

and I told her so.

Who did Rebecca think killed your father?

Like I said, they were just conspiracies.

Gonna get an early night.

Oh, Jesus.

What are you doing?

I was just looking for some toothpaste.

What the hell are you doing?

Hey, hey. - I'm losing my mind.

Hey, hey, hey, what's the matter?

Come here, come here.

I hate it when you cry.

I just feel like my whole world is falling apart

and I dunno what's going on or who to trust.

Look, I've got you, okay?

I've got you, hmm? - Okay.

- That's better, isn't it? - Yeah.

Stay. - What?

I don't wanna be alone tonight.

I want you to stay.

- You sure? - Yeah... stay.

- Say, mama. - Mama.

Mama, say mama.

Mama, say mama.

- Hey. - Ah, thank you.

- No worries. - Ah.

You're regretting last night.

No.

Yes, it's just, we shouldn't have.

Last night, I just needed-

Familiarity, and I'm your safety net.

- I'm sorry. - I understand.

No worries, we're cool.

Really?

Yes, because I love you, remember?

- Can I still trust you James? - Always.

What's this?

It was Rebecca's,

she was seeing a therapist under my name, I guess,

so one would find out.

What's in here?

Rebecca was pregnant when she died.

Jesus, does Will know?

I don't know.

But don't you see?

Something about this has always felt wrong.

I never believed that Rebecca meant to kill herself.

And at first I thought this file proved it.

Rebecca, she wouldn't have done that

if she'd known she was pregnant, right?

- Right, yeah. - But then I thought,

what if she killed herself because she was pregnant?

And hear me out.

What if that is the bad situation from her letter?

Mia, there are other ways to deal

with an unwanted pregnancy.

Unless it wasn't Will's and that was the problem.

It wasn't about the baby, it was about who the father was.

Mia, we're going to the beach.

Go without me, I'm gonna stay

and go through the file again,

check I haven't missed anything.

Then I guess I need to speak to Will.

Maybe Rebecca was seeing someone else.

Mia, you're worrying me.

Remember last year,

you almost drove yourself crazy.

Are you sure you wanna go back to that place?

I have to, for Rebecca.

- Sorry. - I'll get it.

Thank you!

You're not gonna let up, are you?

Not if there's a chance, this could be something real, no.

I'll come to your room after dinner tonight.

Talk then.

What you got there?

Nothing, I didn't know anyone was home.

No, neither did I.

Seriously, what have you got there?

It's really nothing.

It's just some work.

Oh, I'd love to see your work, Mia.

- No. - What?

I said no.

Mia, are you okay?

You seem a little strange.

That'll be the others.

Hey, did you get a chance to speak to Will?

I was just gonna try now.

Oh, well I was just thinking.

What?

You know, it's all in the past

and people are starting to heal.

Maybe we should just leave it alone.

No way, I can't, James.

I have to find out what happened.

Will? - Mia.

Sorry, do you have a minute

'cause I need to talk to you about something.

Let's talk later, okay?

I don't think you understand.

You see, it's about Rebecca.

I'm wondering if you think...

Mia, Mia, Mia!

- Mia. - Mia.

Fuck!

How about that drink?

Maybe it's best we start with some water

until you tell me what's up.

Thank you.

I just feel like everything

that I thought I knew has been turned upside down.

I don't know who to trust anymore.

Mia, I-

I'm so sorry to turn up like this.

I had to get out of that house.

I don't know what to think, I can't.

Maybe you could use that drink.

Mia, you're safe here.

Thank you.

- Lemon? - Yes, please.

Hello, anyone?

Lily!

Lily!

- Mia! - Mia!

Oh my God, this can't be real.

Mia, wait!

Guys, we need to talk.

- Wait, Mia. - Wait, Mia wait,

wait, Mia, stop!

You okay?

What the hell is going on?

This week was meant to be about commemorating Rebecca,

and you're all finding increasingly inventive ways

to betray her.

What's going on?

Why don't you tell them?

Jemma sweetheart, I'm so sorry.

Mom, what's happening?

Natasha and I have been waiting

for an opportunity to tell you something.

Tell me what?

Well, we're in a relationship.

As in?

What the hell is wrong with you?

Oh, please, you've been fucking

your dead sister's boyfriend!

What?

Please don't tell me this was going on when she was alive.

Did she know?

- Of course not. - No.

- Right? - Jemma-

Please tell me my sister didn't know about us.

- Oh my God. - She could see

that we liked each other.

She asked me if we...

I said no.

I don't think she believed me.

She asked me the day she died.

Rebecca asked me if there was anything going on between us.

I denied it, of course, said it was insane,

but she knew.

None of you said anything.

You all had vital insight into why she might have done

what she did and you all stayed silent.

I'm going home.

I dread to think what I'll find if I stay any longer.

No Mia, please don't go.

Look, why don't we just go for a walk and you can calm down

and you can ask me anything you want.

I know I've messed up, but I'm not a bad person, please.

Come on, I know a place.

Why have you brought us here?

A file of Rebecca's recently came into my possession,

notes made by her therapist detailing their time together.

It was in there, so small that I nearly missed it,

something her therapist dismissed

as a conspiracy theory.

Go on.

Rebecca thought you killed her father.

She knew about you and Natasha

and knew her father planned to confront you

and tell you he was leaving.

Oh my God, it's true.

You killed him.

It must be terrible for you,

having to keep a secret like that.

That day started so normally,

just another day in paradise.

When I woke up, I found a note saying

to meet him up at the ruins on the cliff.

That was our special spot.

Thomas was always so romantic.

Thomas?

Thomas, hey.

But something seemed off.

He told me he knew about Natasha.

He said that Rebecca had seen us together.

He asked me if I was in love with her.

I just... I just had to tell him I was sorry.

He grabbed me

and I pulled away

and I tried to get him off me. And...

...it just happened.

It was an accident, a terrible, terrible accident.

I just went home and I waited for the tap upon the shoulder,

for the police to come and cart me away,

but no one came.

Then I heard what they were saying, that he'd just fallen.

And I realized no one knew.

Except Rebecca.

- Is that true? - Jemma.

How could you?

- Jemma. - You killed dad.

You murdered my father.

Jemma, it was an accident.

Rebecca told me it was you.

I didn't listen to her. - Jemma, Jemma, Jemma!

Maybe she's still be here!

- Jemma, stop it! - Stop, stop, stop!

Stop!

Jesus Christ.

Not quite.

Jemma!

Holy shit.

Becca?

What the hell is going on?

I'm glad you're all here.

We have a lot to catch up on.

- Rebecca. - Rebecca!

- Rebecca, stop! - Rebecca!

Enough! Sit down! All of you.

Is it really you?

Yeah. It's me.

But that means that...

...all this time

What the hell is this?

How are you here? - Patience dear sister.

All will be revealed in due course.

Rebecca, please.

Oh, Will, my lovely loyal boyfriend,

thank you so much for looking after my sister in my absence,

really beyond the call of duty caring for all her needs.

And you, does your heart still belong to mommy?

My mommy that is.

And mommy herself.

I'm touched all of you came this week to commemorate me.

Very sweet, wholesome even.

I'm going to take my time with this.

It's what got me through the last year.

I want to savor every second of hurting you

as much as you hurt me.

Except you.

I never wanted to hurt you.

Well, brace yourselves, gang.

It's quite the story.

Let me take you back to the day I died.

It should have been a beautiful day.

Birds singing, sun shining,

but I had a problem.

You're sure?

I took three tests this morning, I'm sure.

Six weeks along.

Does your boyfriend know yet?

It's not his.

I'm scared, I dunno what to do.

Do you want to keep it?

I can't, but I'm afraid to...

You know.

I am jeopardizing my career

telling you something this personal,

but I had an abortion when I was 15.

- How was it? - The procedure, fine.

It's before the,

I was a wreck, consumed by guilt, terrified.

- How did you overcome that? - I wrote the baby a letter.

What?

Sounds crazy I know, but it worked.

I wrote the baby a letter explaining everything

and saying I was sorry.

- And then? - Then I did it.

I don't regret it, but I do think about it often.

It's a big deal either way.

I've already given the baby a name.

I didn't mean to, but my brain did it for me.

Mia, after my best friend.

Then start the letter, "Dear Mia,"

and say everything you want to say.

You may get to the end

and realize you don't want to do it after all.

Dear Mia, it feels a bit surreal writing to you.

Even now, I'm not entirely certain if I'll do this or not.

I'm in over my head in a bad situation.

It's all my fault.

I need you to know it's not yours.

It's not your fault at all.

But unfortunately, I think this is my only option.

I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry.

And I love you.

It wasn't a suicide note?

Far from it.

You didn't mean to drown yourself?

I just wanted to swim, clear my head,

be sure I was making the right decision.

But then she came to find me.

Rebecca?

Rebecca, Rebecca, I've been looking everywhere for you.

Rebecca?

I know what you did.

Okay, come on, let's get you home.

I know you killed dad.

Rebecca?

You pushed him at the cliff

because he told you he was leaving you.

You know it's true.

He'd had enough of your lying, your cheating, your-

- Rebecca, stop. - Why should I?

It's true, isn't it?

Rebecca, you have got this wrong, stop.

Or what?

Are you going to kill me too?

I said stop!

- Let me go! - Rebecca!

Okay, sober up and get yourself home.

We'll talk about it then,

but you are wrong about this.

I don't understand.

If it wasn't her then?

Rebecca, Rebecca, wait.

What the fuck was that about?

What was what about?

Your whole apology act to Mia?

Do you want her to find out?

- I'm sorry. - For what?

Nevermind.

What we did was wrong.

Mia deserves to know what kind of man she's with.

- I'm in love with her, okay? - Yet you fucked me.

Please, gimme a break, we were both drunk out of our minds

and you came onto me.

You were dying to, remember?

No, I don't remember!

I can't fucking remember anything from that night!

All I know is I betrayed my best friend

and I'm going reap the consequences.

I'm pregnant!

- That's not funny. - It's not a joke.

But it's Will's.

We haven't slept together in months, it's yours.

Fuck, what are you gonna do about it?

I don't know, but I'm telling Mia everything.

Becca, Becca, wait!

Please don't do this.

I love Mia and I'd do anything not to lose her.

You should have thought about that before.

The tides swept you out.

And then they found your things.

Of course, with the note, it looked like suicide.

But it was you, you left her for dead.

You bastard!

How could you?

For you, I did it for you.

She was gonna tell you everything.

I couldn't let that happen.

I had to stop her.

You actually believe that, don't you?

What are you doing?

What I should have done a long time ago,

calling the police.

They can decide what to do with you, both of you.

- Come here. - Hey, don't touch her.

She's gonna send you away too.

Don't be stupid.

Well, perhaps it's what I deserve.

- Please, don't do this. - Let me go, James.

Okay.

Mia, Mia, please.

My life will be over.

You don't want that, do you?

I'm your safety net, right?

I love you.

I hope you get what you deserve.

Mia, Mia, Mia, please stop.

Don't let her do this, please guys.

Guys, guys, guys, guys, guys, please.

Come on.

You bitch!

Rebecca!

Stand the fuck back or I swear,

I'll toss both of us.

- No! - James.

James, look at me.

Look at me, I'm right here.

- Stop! - James.

James, James, James!

You are my safety net, always will be, okay?

So just let her go, and then we can talk, okay?

Rebecca, run!

Dead, really dead.

Rebecca!

What's going on?

Sebastian found me.

Tide must have washed me back in.

911, what's your emergency?

No, don't call anyone please.

Hello, hello?

When I woke up, at first, I was just grateful to be alive,

and it sunk in what James had done,

what he could try to do again

if he found me.

I'd lost the baby.

The idea to disappear came

when we heard everyone thought it was suicide.

I made Sebastian swear he wouldn't tell anyone

he'd found me.

And as soon as I was strong enough, I slipped away.

Left him my necklace as a thank you.

At first, I thought maybe give it a week,

a month at most.

Make everyone worry and come back once I'd punished you all.

I was hurt.

I wanted to hurt you.

Show you how it felt.

Weeks turned into months.

Then I heard you guys were back on the island.

And here I am.

She's awake, family only please.

Which one of you is Mia?

She's asking for you too.

I don't expect you to forgive me, any of you.

For what it's worth, I forgive you

for your part in it.

My beautiful girls, can you ever forgive me?

Saving Rebecca was a good start.

The police were here earlier.

They'll come back once you're rested.

Can I ask what you told them?

That we went for a walk.

We were messing around and James got too near the edge.

You tried to save him, but couldn't,

hurt yourself in the process.

Thank you.

We figured having to live with what happened to dad

is punishment enough.

Can I just speak to Mia for a moment, please,

alone, if that's okay?

Yeah, we'll be right outside.

Please don't hate Rebecca for what she did.

I know she hurt you, but she was tortured

by all of us.

Not by me.

No, not by you.

But if I deserve a second chance,

maybe she does too.

Mia, Mia, please.

You still wear your necklace.

Every day.

Here, you take it.

You need one.

You gave yours away. - Mia, wait-

Every day for a year,

I prayed that there was some mistake.

I prayed for some miracle,

and that you'd come back to me,

and you could have.

All this time, you were right here.

Where have you been this past year?

Where were you?

I can't forgive you.

Are you gonna be okay?

I don't know.

I don't know what shocks me more that James is dead

or that Rebecca's alive.

Can you forgive her?

Maybe one day.

I hope one day.

And let's face it, she needs to forgive me too.

Take care of yourself, Jem.

Safe journey.

- I'm sorry. - I can't talk.

I have a flight to catch.

I wanted so badly to tell you everything,

but I promised Rebecca.

I didn't know what to do, I'm sorry.

No one comes outta this story well.

I'll see you around Sebastian.

You know where I live, if ever you need a friend.

Mia!

I came to wish you a safe flight.

Please, please forgive me.

I need some time.

I want to tell you something.

Another time.

Mia,

I Love you.

♪ Weightless in motion ♪

♪ I drift out in sea ♪

♪ Swept by the current a prisoner free ♪

♪ Crash in the waves ♪

♪ Get thrust in the sand ♪

♪ Gasping for breath as I reach ♪

♪ For you hand ♪

♪ Don't think you'd understand ♪

♪ Lord forgive me ♪

♪ For I have sinned ♪

♪ It's strictly confidential ♪

♪ It was accidental ♪

♪ Was it wrong ♪

♪ Is it right the sweet delight ♪

♪ It's strictly confidential ♪

♪ I did it for the thrill of it all ♪

♪ My final stand ♪

♪ Don't think you'd understand ♪

♪ Lord forgive me ♪

♪ For I have sinned ♪

♪ But I know it's strictly confidential ♪

♪ Can I keep all these secrets inside ♪

♪ Where I go ♪

♪ The storms try to follow ♪

♪ As I search for a safe place to hide ♪

♪ From the father ♪

♪ The lightning it draws ♪

♪ Black fills the sky ♪

♪ As my feet move to run from the clouds ♪

♪ Every day I dream of burning ♪

♪ Weightless in motion ♪

♪ I drift out at sea ♪

♪ Hoping that maybe you'll swim out to me ♪

♪ Ever so often things don't go to plan ♪

♪ Vision is blurry ♪

♪ I crawl for dry land ♪

♪ I wish you'd understand ♪

♪ Lord forgive me ♪

♪ I have sinned ♪