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MAYA: And at 7:52...

I saw the fetal heart rate drop

and I felt the prolapsed cord on a vaginal exam,

then I immediately moved her to the OR.

- Apgars? - Uh, six at one minute,

eight at five minutes.

We got this. We got this.

And you, little one, go in here.

And Mommy's finally ready to clear her name

and get back to the things that really matter.

I love it when you get your game face on.

And I'll love it even more when all this is over.

The time and energy it has taken from me...

I know. Just try to remember to keep your cool.

- Okay. - ? All these beautiful people ?

Oh, remember to set a timer

- for the HCG trigger shot. - Right.

It has to be given at 4:00 p.m., otherwise...

My eggs won't be mature enough to be retrieved

- within the 36-hour window. - Yes.

And you don't forget to replace the hormone patches.

Great.

- ? Showtime ? - Okay.

? Yeah, yeah, yeah ?

? Showtime ?

? Yeah, yeah, yeah ?

? Showtime ?

? Gotta get loose ?

- ? It's showtime, it's showtime ? - Um...

Hey, how about we keep some of the stuff

we ordered on Prime at the house? [SOBS]

- [LIAM CRYING] - Hey.

- Yeah. - O-Okay. Hey.

- Oh! - [CRYING]

Looks like we all need to do some deep breathing.

My genes are gonna ruin the baby.

- What? - I'm sorry. I'm just being...

- feeling triggered by my trigger shot. - Hey.

Your dad's cruelty is not genetic.

I wish you didn't have to go to work today.

I'm just on inspections. I'll be fine.

? Beautiful people Yeah, yeah, yeah ?

- I'm fine. - ? Beautiful people ?

Okay. Breathe, four.

[BOTH INHALE DEEPLY]

Out for four. Let's beat these people's butts.

[GROANS] Mnh-mnh, mnh-mnh. Where are you going?

Where are you going? What...

I thought you were coming back for round two.

No, no, no, no, no, no. Unh-unh, no more.

- I thought you had the day off. - [LAUGHS] Stop. Okay. Come on.

I have a to-do list of things that require me to be upright.

Oh. You've already been doing push-ups on me.

- [LAUGHS] - You need more push-ups?

[GRUNTS, EXHALES DEEPLY]

I think I'm gonna lift some weights this morning,

and then I will lift you tomorrow morning.

Ah, oh, come on, Ben Warren.

- What am I going to do with you? - No, no, no, no, no.

You can do anything you want.

- [LAUGHING] - Oh, my God.[LAUGHS]

? It's showtime ?

? Let's go ?

? Yeah ?

It's not nice to flaunt your rejuvenated metabolism, Warren.

What can I say? I'm a new man.

- MAYA: Behind you. - Oh.

- Ugh. Montgomery! - I'm so sorry.

These shots are making me feel like my nipples are going to explode.

Wow. What's this about exploding nipples?

- Someone's hormones are hormoning. - [LAUGHS SARCASTICALLY]

So exciting to think that sunny disposition

will be passed on to another human.

- [STIFLED LAUGH] - He said, totally joking.

- How are you feeling? - Well, I'm feeling.

- So that's... good. - That is good.

Are we still making budget cuts?

Don't worry, Hughes. Nothing I can't handle.

SULLIVAN: What's happening?

Your girlfriend's still riding us on the budget.

- Don't you mean fianc�e? - [KLAXONS SOUND]

DISPATCH: Engine 19 requested to 415 Peat Road...

- That's us. Let's move. - ... northwest corner of Tallman Park.

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STEVE: through Ms. Wilson's testimony,

as well as the testimony from experts,

we will show that a delayed diagnosis and botched delivery

caused young Nina Wilson's cerebral palsy

and that Dr. Carina DeLuca was negligent

and therefore responsible

for the financial and emotional burdens

faced by Ms. Wilson today.

Ms. Reed, your opening?

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[SIREN WAILING]

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Alright, grab your gear. We need eyes on that fire.

Let's move.

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

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MAN: Hey. Are you listening to me?

You can't have this.

TYLER: Come on, man. We're live on TizTam.

[CHUCKLES] Please tell me we're not doing

something like that for Carina.

- SULLIVAN: Oh, Bishop would hate it. - [LAUGHS]

- So you're saying we should do it, then? - [LAUGHS]

Uh, excuse me. Can we help you?

I'm Captain Herrera with SFD.

We got a call about smoke in the area.

- This is a private event. - Fire in a public park is not private.

_ Just give us a moment, okay?

Ma'am, in a moment, this whole park will be on fire.

This is a controlled ceremony.

We have a permit. Okay, please just stop.

We are holding a prayer ceremony for an elder who is in ICU.

It cannot be interrupted.

You're gonna have to go through me

and everybody in this path if you want to get back there.

You have one minute.

If that permit's not here, we'll move whoever

and whatever we need to to do our job.

[STOPWATCH BEEPS]

- [BEN LAUGHS] - TRAVIS: No.

Come on. [GRUNTING]

[LAUGHS]

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No, no, no, no!

And time! Impressive! Minute 49.

Ha! My record's intact, baby!

You're chemically enhanced! He's chemically enhanced!

- I know. - [SIREN CHIRPS, HORN HONKS]

Clean that up.

Get the SCBAs out of the way.

[BEEPING]

- It's Ruiz. - I've been trying to call you guys.

- What are you doing here? - Brought you a patient.

Paula Kelly, 42-year-old construction worker.

Found her outside her worksite attempting to remove this nail.

Well, I did... Oh!

"I would have gotten away with it, too,

if it weren't for you meddling kids!"

Right, uh, minimal blood loss and no memory of recent tetanus shot.

Ruiz suggested we bring her here.

You guys playing with your hoses?

No. I...

- Uh, everyone, this is Dominic Amaya. - Take this.

Uh, the nail's bent, but ultrasound showed

that it seems like it missed the major arteries.

What, you got an ultrasound in that fancy private ambulance?

We've got a lot of fancy toys in our fancy ambulance.

Why didn't you take her to Grey-Sloan?

- Uh, patient stated that... - Patient's sitting right here,

and patient can't afford another worker's comp claim.

My boss'll sack me.

Well, you... you may not have a choice.

Don't tell 'em it happened on the job.

Oh, hospitals leave paper trails.

You know what? [GASPS] Oh, oh, okay.

Okay, I'm just gonna get it out myself, though, 'cause I-I've done

this kind of thing.

Ma'am, you're only gonna make it worse.

Not exactly this, but, like, a splinter with tweezers.

[STAMMERING] Paula, Paula, Paula.

Relax. Look at me. You are in good hands.

Dante, grab me a chair real quick.

Let us take care of this, alright? We got you.

Oh, I don't like letting men do things for me.

Well, you have a nail through your arm.

Uh, you, uh, take the blocks on the west, I'll cover the east.

- Sounds good. I'll see you back here. - Yeah.

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[DOORBELL RINGS]

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MASON: Maya?

What are you doing here?

I wanted to talk to you.

I got nothing to say to you.

You don't have 10 minutes for your own sister?

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[KEYS JINGLING]

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MASON: What do you want, Maya?

I don't know. After seeing you at Pride, I just wanted to talk.

I mean, what the hell, Mason?

Is that a question?

Do you believe this crap? Is this who you are now?

"Now" is a weird qualifier.

I've known you my entire life, Mason. You're just confused or...

You don't think I can form my own opinions?

I can't think for myself?

You're not a person who...

Okay, you're not full of hate.

We grew up together. I know you.

You don't know me. You know yourself.

That's all you've ever cared about.

- Is that one of yours? - Yeah.

Fine. Tell me who you are then.

- I want to understand. - I'm not doing this.

No, I'm not leaving until we talk.

- So we nee... - Come on, Maya, enough.

Just leave me alone.

Damn it.

I'm sorry. Let me...

Just please leave!

No, I can help, okay? Let me help.

[WATER RUNNING]

- ANDY: Alright, time's up. - JULIE: I am begging you.

- Please, just one more minute. - Okay, look, ma'am.

If you don't get out of our way, we're gonna have a huge problem.

- I'm telling you, they're gonna be... - ROSE: Stop. Stop!

_

He's coming. He's coming.

- Elliott's here. - Hey! What are you doing?

We got a call about smoke.

I'm the one that called. I'm Elliott Henderson,

a captain from the fire station on the Tulalip reservation.

This is a permitted ceremony.

So, why'd you call it in?

I called because of that.

Those people have a bunch of smoke bombs and fireworks.

I was over there trying to tell them not to do anything stupid.

Sorry about the misunderstanding. I...

TYLER: It's a boy!

- [PEOPLE COUGHING]

You gotta be kidding me. Lieutenant, take Larsson and

- Wiggins and take that fire out. - SULLIVAN: Copy, Captain.

Hughes, I need eyes on the nearest hydrant.

- Copy, Captain. - SULLIVAN: You heard her.

Just move the engine, grab a couple of one inch lines,

- to hit those spots. - ELLIOTT: Captain, tell me what you need.

Let's get Captain Henderson some turnouts.

BENNETT DISPATCH: Bennett 104. Please return to previous address.

Resident says smell of smoke has returned.

- Dom, turn it off. - Oh, yeah.

- Let's get in more trouble. - Oh, you and me both, kid.

- Bennett 107, please call in. - Ah!

- Damn it, her vain blew. - Blew into what?

Okay. We're gonna have to start another line.

Ruiz, why don't you two make yourselves useful?

Grab some lidocaine and a laceration kit.

Ruiz knows where it is.

Mm. [GROANS]

DOMINIC: We're gonna have to report it eventually.

Look, and we will.

But we're legally obligated to make sure this patient's okay.

We're also legally obligated to report,

and then we can't do that.

We could lose our jobs trying to protect hers.

Look, I'll tell 'em it was all me, okay?

I'm a grown man. You didn't make me do anything.

What did Ruiz make you do?

That's funny because, uh, he used to be the stickler

- for the rules around here. - [CHUCKLES] Find that hard to imagine.

You know what? I gotta get this to Warren.

Oh. Ugh. [SIGHS]

- Clean this up, will ya? - What are you doing?

[SIGHS]

You guys always bring in rogue clients?

Well, let's just say we, uh... color outside the lines

- every once in a while. - Hmm. Like toddlers.

We prefer to think of ourselves as do-gooders.

Sometimes care bears.

Well, at least I know now where Ruiz gets it.

The physician who diagnosed her...

- You mean Dr. Hudson? - Yes.

Said that it could be caused

by a lack of oxygen during labor.

And was Nina deprived of oxygen during labor?

Well, I couldn't see when they got her out,

but I caught a glimpse around the curtain.

She was blue and didn't cry at first.

She let my baby suffocate and then smiled

and handed her to me like nothing happened.

- Objection. - Sustained.

- And then? - Um...

there were loads of tests and appointments

to have her diagnosed.

- My life is filled with appointments. - SHANNON: Objection.

This is irrelevant to Dr. DeLuca's role in delivery.

ELEANOR: Sustained.

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Nina's condition...

- it's expensive, isn't it? - Yeah.

- Objection, Your Honor. - No. No. I-I am almost bankrupt...

Counselor is trying to use emotion to sway...

because of all the treatments

your determination of whether my client was negligent...

and the doctors and the round-the-clock care.

ELEANOR: Sustained.

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No further questions.

TRAVIS: I'm prepping pain meds now.

As soon we get these meds in, we'll push 'em, Paula.

Okay. And then you'll get the nail out.

- And then we'll get the nail out, yes. - Thank God.

I'm sure this happens to plenty of construction workers.

Honestly, I don't quite understand

why your company would fire you for this.

Are you kidding? They love firing people.

Almost as much as they love money.

Bennett 108, large piece of debris outside 671...

Yeah, one missed day of work, one minute over lunch,

born on Tuesday, your mom's name is Brenda, you know, whatever.

If you're not making 'em money, you're costing 'em money.

But they are not getting me.

Bennett Ambulance 110 requested to 9237 Cole Avenue.

Ruiz, the next call could be for us.

Let them handle this. We'll go on some calls.

We'll come back a little later,

and then we'll take her back to her worksite like we promised.

It's fine.

- Sounds like a plan. Alright. - [KLAXONS SOUND]

DISPATCH: Engine 19 requesting Ladder 19

- and Aid Car 19 to 415 Peat Road... - That's us, Montgomery.

- Northwest corner of Tallman Park - TRAVIS: Yep.

Gonna need somebody to stick around.

You guys got this, right? Here, two hands.

[STAMMERS]

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MAYA: It'll be fine, okay? Relax.

Okay. Well, you're not helping.

- It's just a rug. - This is our house.

My brothers...

I'm in charge of keeping it nice, okay?

So what, you're their houseboy or something?

- We all contribute. - To what?

This boys' home for deplorables?

We uphold the traditions of our country

- and the people who built it. - What does that even mean?

A man used to be able to raise a family on one salary.

We're losing out on jobs because of identity politics,

- immigration. - Mason, you are brainwashed.

This is the stupidity... This is the stupidity

my brothers warned me about.

Men like us are despised.

What are you talking about? How are you despised?

You were the group shouting at innocent people at...

Ugh!

Look, I... I'm...

I am... I'm just confused, okay? I...

[BREATHING DEEPLY]

The Mason I knew was a kid who made up stories with me.

You remember that?

[CHUCKLES] He was the kid who insisted on having a funeral

for... the dead mouse in the garage.

He is extremely talented.

Talented?

Why didn't you ever tell that to Dad when he was burning my art?

Where were you when I wanted to go to art school?

All the money went to your Olympic training.

These people are my brothers.

Okay? They helped me get clean.

They hung my art on the walls.

I matter to these people.

No one ever told me that I mattered before.

You matter to me, Mason.

Just let me get you out of this place and see how it feels.

- And go where? - Move in with me.

You want me to come and live with you?

You don't know what real family feels like.

Let me show you.

And yet, you proceeded to allow Ms. Wilson

to have a vaginal delivery,

despite her pre-existing conditions,

knowing the great risk to her and her baby?

We tried to minimize risks as much as possible.

I was keeping a tab on the baby.

She was connected to a fetal monitor.

And the moment I detected distress, I moved to operate.

So, you secured the barn door

after the horse had been let loose?

I don't understand that expression.

Oh. You acted too late.

I saved the baby's life.

And I listen to what my patients want because they're people.

They're not just wombs with... with legs.

So you just do whatever they want, no matter the risk.

I've had multiple patients with similar conditions

deliver healthy babies vaginally with zero complications.

I gave Ms. Wilson and her baby the excellent care

that they deserve, and, no, the delivery did not go perfectly,

but that's not negligence, it's nature.

How convenient. It wasn't your fault.

You just happened to be there pulling all the strings.

Objection.

Withdrawn. No further questions.

ELEANOR: Counselor, your cross.

- SHANNON: Dr. DeLuca? - Yeah.

Looking back on Ms. Wilson's delivery,

what would you do differently today?

Nothing.

Dispatch, I need an ETA on Ladder 19 and Aid Car 19.

I've got several spot fires, a strengthening wind,

and I'm still clearing civilians.

DISPATCH: Landing in one minute, Captain.

EMMA: Why you have so many boom kits?

I bought them online. I didn't know the gender until this morning.

- You bought them online?! - Emma, honey. Can you chill?

I'm not gonna tell you again, I need you to clear this van out. Now!

SULLIVAN: Captain, the wind keeps kicking up spot fires.

Captain, we need another hose line over here!

Copy, Hughes. Larsson, pull another inch line.

Wiggins, get some hose packs for Hughes.

[SIREN WAILING]

Ladder 19, hand tools and hand lines.

The wind is scattering embers.

Let's knock these fires down before they spread

and we have a real problem on our hands.

[INDISTINCT ARGUING]

SULLIVAN: Hey! Move away from the van!

- Move away from the van! - We're good, we're good. We're fine.

- You gotta move away! - Get away, get down!

Get out! Move! The tank's about to explode!

- MAN: Get them out of here! - [GRUNTING]

[FIREWORKS WHISTLING]

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BENNETT DISPATCH: Bennett Ambulance 118

requested to 6942 Ramsey Street.

- Aah! - The local anesthetic and pain meds

aren't controlling the pain enough.

Wait, my fingers are all tingly.

- Is... Is that normal? - No. No, it's not.

I'm gonna have to numb your whole arm

to get this out before it impinges more on your nerve.

Okay, whatever that is, yes, do it.

Bennett Ambulance 118, do you copy request?

- Copy, uh... - Dispatch, this is Bennett 118.

Our engine overheated on East Union Street.

Currently at Station 19 for mechanical assistance.

Please redirect all calls.

- Copy Bennett Ambulance 118. - Buys us some time.

- Warren, what do you need? - You know what?

Help me get Paula up - to the conference room.

- What? The rig's is gonna be back anytime

now, and I do not want to be interrupted in the middle of this.

I'm gonna do an ultrasound-guided removal under a regional block.

No, regional. That's what I was gonna suggest.

- Just trust me. Come on. - Dom. Dom, what are you do...

- Whatever... - I-I got it.

- Dom, come on. Let's go. - Aah.

What are you doing?

They're gonna check the engine.

- Lead the way. - Nice.

Hot.

You could go to school and study art

and... and get a job.

- You want me to pay rent? - I mean, no.

You could, but I don't need you to pay rent.

You really want me to come and live with you?

I just... I want to show you that there's another way.

I didn't need your saving when I was on the streets,

- and I don't need it now. - These people don't care about you.

- These people are my family. - Who harass innocent people

- at a parade. Was that your family? - Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Why are you so obsessed with that?

Why do you care so much about a stupid gay parade?

Because they're my people, Mason.

You're harassing me and my community.

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Over this way.

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ELLIOTT: Captain, we have a real problem here.

Any minute now, this widowmaker's gonna light up

that canopy and endanger my people.

- We're not trained in tree felling. - I am.

Alright.

Captain.

Captain, water's not enough, and you know it.

Our elder, he's important to us all.

Holding ceremony is how our children send their strength.

We can't lose him.

I'll be your spotter.

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Okay, Paula, I need you to stay very, very still.

Now, Paula, tell me, how'd you get into construction?

Well, my dad was pretty handy.

You know, I couldn't afford to build a future with a diploma,

so I-I built one with my hands instead.

I'm... I'm pretty good at it, but ugh, my... my bosses,

I mean, they treat me like I'm a cog in a machine.

I don't know. It's a... It's a living.

- Mm. [STIFLED YELL] - Hey, I hear that.

I took this private job because the money's good.

I mean, I love helping people and everything,

but, you know, when my marriage ended,

he left me with nothing.

Not a mattress, not a place to live,

not even my dignity, girl.

You know, your ex should hang out with my ex-wife.

I mean, they would get along great.

- She's awful. - I bet.

BEN: Okay, Ruiz, Ruiz, I'm gonna need you to hold this wand and keep

- it steady, right there. - RUIZ: I got it.

Okay. Now, Paula, I've located the nerve,

and I'm gonna inject lidocaine directly into it

to stop the pain.

- You ready? - Ready like spaghetti, Doc.

[INHALES DEEPLY] Mm. Ah! Ooh!

[DOOR OPENS]

WENDY: Are there any other appointments?

Well, I-I'm in the middle of...

Okay.

Well, do you have a wait list?

I... Yep. Mm-hmm. Okay. Yeah. Thank you.

[CELLPHONE CLATTERS]

[INHALES DEEPLY, GRUNTS ANGRILY]

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Congratulations, Dr. DeLuca,

on your excellent care.

And I just hope you know that if you win today...

my daughter loses...

again.

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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

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BEN: There we go.

DOMINIC: You think it's time to consider doing something

- less dangerous for a living? - Oh. [CHUCKLES]

Well, I could say the same for you, fellas.

I mean, for me, I'm just trying to hold my parts together

till I can retire.

Uh, this is amazing. I-I can't feel anything.

[CHUCKLES] Well, Warren's got the smoothest hands

in the Pacific Northwest.

BEN: Okay, okay, okay.

Now, listen, Paula, I'm gonna make a small incision

so that I can remove the nail. But you might want to look away.

Are you kidding? This is better than cable.

After my own heart.

[AYSANABEE'S "EGO DEATH" PLAYS]

? Oh-oh-oh-oh ?

? Ooh-oh-oh-oh ?

[CHAINSAW WHIRS]

? Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ?

? Oh-oh-oh ?

? Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ?

? Oh-oh-oh ?

? Oh-oh ?

? Do I blame it on this restless feeling? ?

? Blame it on nomadic spirits? ?

? See, I've been here for too long ?

? But I've only got myself to blame ?

? I-I-I-I ?

? Only got, got, got myself to blame ?

? Only got myself ?

? Only got, got, got myself to blame ?

? Oh, no-no-no-no ?

? Only got, got, got myself to blame ?

Okay, let's get some water on this thing.

STEVE: By depriving us of calling experts to this hearing...

ELEANOR: If it's relevant, it's in the written testimony.

Your Honor, we have no objection to Claimant

calling in their expert to testify.

And we welcome the opportunity to cross examine theirs.

Am I done here?

- Excuse me? - Am I done here?

Usually, the respondent stays for the duration.

But if counsel has no objections...

Okay, I'm gonna give you my contact.

Please call me.

I want to put you in touch with people

who can really help because this has nothing to do with us.

The system does what it always does,

which is assign value to winning and losing

when really, we all lose in this process.

So I am gonna go back to work

and do what I do and help people.

And I really hope you call me.

I want to get you help that will actually make a difference.

Yeah.

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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

[CAMERA BEEPS]

- You're telling me you're... gay? - Yes. I'm bisexual.

Oh, so you're confused.

And you have daddy issues.

I have a wife. We're trying to adopt a son.

I am building a family.

You have a wife and a kid?

And you want me to move in with you?

Call your wife. Tell her.

God knows that fatherless kid is gonna need a male role model,

especially when the little weirdo tells all the other kids

at school about his two mommies.

No, go on. Call her. Tell her Uncle Mason's coming.

I'll pack my bags.

Right.

I want you to be a part of my life, Mason,

but I can't do that if you don't...

So you want me to accept you and your "choices,"

but you don't have to accept me and mine?

I can agree to disagree about everything

except my humanity, Mason.

I'm just trying to exist, and your "brothers" hate me for it.

Because you are poisoning this country.

And you shouldn't be allowed to do that.

You shouldn't be allowed to have kids.

Oh, my God.

You're Dad.

You've become Dad.

Don't... pull that crap with me.

No, actually...

[VOICE BREAKING] you're not him.

You're worse.

I came here trying to save you or something.

But now I get it.

That's not possible.

You can never be a part of my life, Mason. Not like this.

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You're not allowed to touch the beautiful life

that I've created, because you would ruin it.

I have love that we never knew existed as kids,

and I wanted you to have that, too, but...

you don't want it.

And I won't risk losing it, so...

[ALARM RINGS]

Damnit. I have to go.

[SNIFFLES] Uh...

Goodbye, Mason.

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Listen, I didn't mean to put you in a tough spot.

I'm sorry, man.

I get why you love it here.

I wouldn't go that far.

I mean, you and Warren barely had to talk.

It's like you knew what he needed.

Here, can you connect this hose while I reattach this piece?

Oh, um... no.

I mean, I broke it. I-I don't know how to fix it.

[CHUCKLES] I know.

You learn those skills in training?

We do a lot of wildland training in Tulalip.

Helps keep up our skills for the changing weather.

It'd be nice to have those skills at the ready

at SFD, too, with these extreme temperatures and climate change.

- Well, come up and train with us. - [CHUCKLES]

- Wish that was in our budget. - I got you covered.

We get funding from here and there...

tribal, city, state, federal.

And in return, the department's very involved with the tribe.

We know how to take care of each other, our community.

And now you and... and your team are included in that.

We're just doing our job.

Would you come with us?

[SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE]

[DRUMS BEATING RHYTHMICALLY]

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Hold your hands like this.

Empty hands.

Only by the goodness of the Creator do we have full hands.

You honored us by protecting our ceremony.

This is our way of honoring you.

[SINGING CONTINUES]

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Hey, Ruiz, how's it going with the rich and the paranoid?

Not great considering he can't do his job

without being a savior. Paula!

Got a sweet little souvenir to go home with.

I'm mailing this to my ex-wife. No note.

- That's gross. - You must be Victoria Hughes.

- It's nice to put a face to the name. - [CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY] Uh-oh.

Oh, no. All good things. Trust.

19! Gather in the beanery in 10.

Copy, Captain.

Ruiz, why don't you two join us at Joe's tomorrow morning after shift?

Relax, Hughes, I survived my uncle's wake,

I'll survive Joe's.

We'll be there.

Damn it.

Hey. Um...

Captain wants everybody in the... in the beanery.

Stupid idiot. [SNIFFLES]

I ruined it. I ruined [SOBS] everything. [SNIFFLES]

- I missed the window. - May I help you?

I used to help my ex-wife with hers.

[WATER RUNNING]

I found my, uh...

my brother.

He... He's so hateful.

Like, I thought... I thought a little piece of him

was still left, but he's gone.

Oh, my God. I cut him off.

- How could I do that? - Maya...

I'm a horrible person.

Maya, you did what you needed to do.

Why...

Ugh, why does it feel like somebody... died or something?

That's actually... apparently a real thing.

Hughes...

Hughes said it's called, um, "ambiguous loss."

- Can I? - Yeah.

It hurts like hell.

But... you had to make a choice.

It was either... him...

or you.

?

[SOFTLY] Yeah. Yeah.

- It's okay. It's okay. - [SOBS]

You ready?

- Alright. - [SNIFFLES]

- And, Bishop... - Yeah?

For what it's worth...

[SNIFFLES]

you're already a great mother.

?

[DOOR CLOSES]

?

So, here's the thing.

I'm stuck, okay? I need help.

And I've decided I want to be the kind of captain who asks for it.

I-I've been through the audit analysis, and, um...

well, we're already down to sandpaper two-ply toilet paper,

so... I'm all out of ideas.

Do you need some of us to think about early retirement?

No, no, no, we retire when we decide it's time.

The point is to preserve 19.

Okay, I hate to even say this...

given everything we've done to save it,

- but, um... what about Crisis One? - Absolutely not.

I don't even know what you're talking about.

No, no, no. W-Wait. W-W-Wait.

We gotta get 10% out of the overall SFD budget, right?

- Keep talking. - The Tulalip Captain today

was saying that their station is funded by several sources.

So, what if Crisis One wasn't a part of the SFD budget

because it's being funded by other sources...

- grants, federal funding? - That would go a long way.

Miller always wanted Crisis One to expand beyond SFD.

Yes. Yes! This is what we need. More ideas like this.

I could try and connect with some of my old political contacts.

I could reach out to some of my people at the union.

I got contacts in the VA.

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]

?

Oh, let a girl sleep for once.

[CHUCKLES] I can't help it.

Ah, I've been thinking about you all day.

- Okay, Benjamin Warren. - Mm.

D... Okay, don't... don't get me wrong.

- I love all the date night... - Mm-hmm.

- Date morning, all the dates... - Yeah.

But I [CHUCKLES] am going to need joints replaced soon.

[LAUGHS] Sorry.

I've just, you know,

I got a lot of energy these days. I, um...

What is it?

I, um...

[SIGHS]

I've...

been... taking testosterone.

N-Now, y-you know it's been really useful.

And, you know, I mean, look, a lot of men

who've survived testicular cancer use it.

And, I mean... And the s... side effects are just, like,

- you know, like, adult acne... - You're kidding, right?

Uh, no.

I am your wife and a doctor.

I knew from the minute you started waking up

- like a teenage boy. - Oh, you knew?

I-I figured you would tell me when you were ready.

- Woman, I've been so stressed to tell you. - I...

[LAUGHS]

Look, I know T can be wonderful for people who need it,

and, you know, women use it, too.

What you really need to consider

is why was it so hard to tell me.

Um...

[DOOR CLOSES]

[JILLIAN CALKINS' "ROOM IN MY HEART" PLAYS]

?

Amore mio! Hey.

Hey. How's it going?

Oh, careful. [LAUGHS]

Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

Ahh.

I got you pastries for... to celebrate the trigger shot.

Well, it's only worth celebrating if I didn't screw it up.

Hey, you did not screw it up.

I told you already, you just need to wait an extra 30 minutes

before retrieval.

Okay? And facing your brother?

Definitely need one of these.

We should be celebrating you, okay?

When do we find out the final decision?

Couple of weeks.

But it wouldn't feel right to celebrate that anyway.

Hey. Hmm.

Pastries.

- Dolci per la mia dolcezza. - Mmm.

Ba-da-ba!

Did you get pastries that look like

exploding nipples on purpose?

- CARINA: Oh, my God, they do. - [LAUGHS]

? Like the dust on the pavement ?

My man.

- Be right back. - Alright.

- He's not coming back. - No, he's not.

- Uh, mocktail? - I'm more of a whiskey guy.

Uh, one of our guys is newly sober, so...

- Ah. Then I'll have what you're having. - Great.

- Do you wanna play darts? - I do.

Okay. Yeah. I do.

Yeah. Yeah, sorry.

?

You know he's got it bad for her, right?

Yeah. Yeah, she's pretty great.

I mean, I'm biased 'cause she's my best friend,

but I would marry her if it didn't trap her

- in a sexless marriage. - Oof.

I've been in one of those.

It ended in a messy divorce, but you know what they say...

never marry your best friend.

They literally say the opposite.

"They" never married their best friend then.

I did. Best decision I ever made.

Michael, right? Theo told me about him.

- Sounds like a great guy. - He was.

But I don't know, I guess...

it could have ended in divorce.

And then I would maybe hope that it would be really messy

and drawn out because underneath it all

- we still loved each other. - [CHUCKLES]

Wait, so you fantasize about divorcing your dead husband?

Yeah. [LAUGHS] No.

I mean, thinking about the things that we never got to do

is sort of comforting.

? On my way up, on my way up ?

I loved how you engaged your team today.

[CHUCKLES] I knew I chose right.

Oh, Sully called me.

He told me about your meeting today, and honestly,

that's something I could probably stand to learn, too.

Maybe I could help make some calls or...

Thank you. I... That... that means a lot.

Hey.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

[CHUCKLES]

? I'll find a way to make better days now ?

I got your 52 voicemails.

[SIGHS] Too much?

[SIGHS]

I was... I was just worried

after you handed the mayor his ass in front of, you know,

- the entire world. - Yeah.

That was not my proudest moment.

But, um... I do appreciate you checking on me.

Really.

Well, you've always been there for me.

Despite me being a pretty crap boyfriend

and icing you out when I was captain.

Hold up. Now you want to be this guy?

Now? I-I know I'm not perfect,

and I... haven't been telling anyone

how I've been feeling, either,

not that anyone was asking,

but then you just had to go

and do the most Shakespearean,

- glorious thing and cheat on me... - No.

- With Chaos Kate. - Technically, you and I, we were...

Oh, well, technically, we were broken up for five minutes.

I mean, come on. That was... Why are you smiling?

It's just...

It's nice to have you back, Hughes.

? Hey, there, Mr. Mister ?

Oh, this is it.

? You're a real enigma ?

? Wanna know all about it ?

? All about it ?

? Tell me about your mother ?

? And all your ex-lovers ?

? Maybe if you let me ?

? I could be your favorite color ?

? 'Cause I'll keep you up late in the night ?

? I'm paintin' your nails, and we're talkin' 'bout life ?

? But I don't know much ?

? Past meets the eye ?

? But we don't have to bring it up ?

? If it don't feel right ?

? I wanna speak in your love language ?

? So, can you help me understand it? ?

? Whether you wanna talk or touch ?

? Go slow or rush ?

? Oh, you can have it all ?

? I wanna speak in your love language ?

? You make it hard, but I can manage ?

? I wanna know what's goin' on inside your head ?

? So you can teach me your love language ?

? Cards fold, reasons untold ?

? If my acts of service make you nervous ?

? I'll go ?

? But what's written on my essence ?

? You're callin' me cryin' ?

? I'm no therapist ?

? But I'll try my best ?

? No, no, no, no, no ?

?

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