All language subtitles for A_Four_Letter_Word_(2007)

Parties every boys move on.

Let's get a group together

please be respectful of
neighbors in go home quietly math

the sidewalk sale has come
then sidewalk sale everything

markdown fifty percent Tara
liquidation everything must go.

Gave away.

Planning.

He.

The.

Anyway.

Randy.

The.

Now.

Mm.

Did

they.

No.

To another.

Him he'll come back
into the real world.

And excel really use to the floor into
your lungs break down downward facing go.

You.

Can take the right where it

ends and

them

or your one posture

and

sale

to order to past.

Because you're tomorrow morning.

The

it's alive.

Could i have fun.

Today.

Yeah.

Now.

Not everything

cell phone.

Rather.

Yes respect.

I was with me last night.

I bought this

for my

girlfriend

and are.

You know.

It

wasn't

the right fit.

So what's what's your

are we kind of have a policy
there's no exchanges or refunds on

those or

penetrating devices.

And then but it wasn't what

we were looking for
you know i understand

maybe you can take
it home and use it as a

dog chew toy or a paperweight.

There's becoming to give a hood.

Thanks have a good day.

Morning

good morning

we're late.

Considering this is only
your second week on the

job you should treat
it with a lot of content

take it personally Zeke

I've read all of my
jobs with contempt

don't expect we the last three

i don't.

Morning sir

all purple del those
are on sale today

don't forget to buy in bulk

so wonderful
day for dildo by in.

Thick and the most incredible forty last
night i just don't even know where to begin

please don't i
just had breakfast.

Thick

sex can be a lot of fun

don't knock it

just because i define myself as a
gay man doesn't mean that i'm a whore

and every charged
to pay and my life.

Hi swimwear his son sale right

for you anything

twenty nine dollars

taken.

These are going

i

am.

He don't i know you
from somewhere.

I don't know.

Look familiar to.

Long John

excuse me that's how i
entered you my cell phone.

We hooked up about a year ago

effective my bathtub.

This is

ray

vaguely remember now

on times.

Hi then good

good

on them

in a hug you and
all the right places.

So he's still my number

we should do it again sometime

i'm flattered to and actually
i don't do that anymore

after

sex

and i'm in se ca.

I'm sorry i don't speak acronym

of sexual impulses anonymous

hush hush.

Why.

You couldn't tell him
the sexual compulsive

know i thought you had sex with me because
you like me now because you're a compulsive

when we had sex

and a slip.

Them smelled anything.

Here's my card.

Perhaps

we can hang out sometime.

Helena when you're
having slip oh now

for sex maybe you'd like to
check out and se a meeting

or cut off part

of.

How sad

he is one of life's
cruel contradictions

a total bottom
with a dick to die for

and then

when he should be going to
meeting to learn how to top

he decides to stop
having sex altogether.

Double said

i don't see what's sad
about someone realizing they

have a problem in trying
to do something about it

seeing all these grown
up men spending all

their time trying to
get laid and that's sad

music plays

there's a lot of important stuff happening
out there issues that we need to fight for

civil rights

discrimination equality marriage
well i don't see you out on the barricade

you're working with me
here peddling rubber dick

and i was that.

This is just temporary.

Hey Maryland

Peter Peter

guess what

what.

Who's getting married

i am.

Florida as me to marry him
this morning i mean game

congratulations like

that's also

did you go Saturday or
they can mid September

it's just so much to do

oh Peter i'm so excited for us

you and Derek knitting and
together and the after get married.

It really goes to show you know

dreams do come to.

Congratulations Bart.

Farts it down over here so we
can discuss the wedding invitations.

That your apartment.

Oh i thought that

leave us alone and

because it gives a.

Is it is the.

The man

it's never too late to
takes them new tricks.

Anyway

it might be a bit premature that

started working
on a seating chart

where she get your and.

This is huge.

Maybe this would be good
time to go over some rules

what

kind of rules.

Oh

i would just hate for us to fight
about the small stuff you know like

whose turn it is to
do the dishes and

taking out the garbage and stuff

and then there's the toilet

issue

and you know how
much that bothers me

maybe we can put up a
sign you know to remind me.

I'm serious

a lot of relationships
go bad when people

move in together i just
wanted to happen to us

be a won't we just have to be considered of
each other and give each other some slack

i.

Right.

Besides it's too late on Wednesday was
planning on putting on a street or something

i didn't see had change my mind.

You're trying to get me drunk

little bit.

He

have

Oscar.

Ten wonderful months
together and many many Monica.

I love you.

Be more.

But the manhunt

Vivian.

He's a button make a friendly.

Oh you're going to
come up for air vacation.

Cameron i.

Am addicted to cleave

i don't understand it

maybe because it to them.

Quality control

i need to verify this
drink is not for them.

Are

what the pregnant or something

that is a rare species of a cock

when i leave some kind
of penis anthropologists

what do we have here mean

we have an economic variety and often found
in north america i am south Africa for

that explain that
so i will it be look

countries different fruit

like my message

to vodka spicer cranberry.

Okay.

You know it and he said dancer.

Do

you know orphan Annie that
lucky little bit of the red hair.

Give up.

Your never fully
dressed without a smile

and that would make you naked.

I see.

So

what do you do

help.

And added you go ask
him what he does for a living

yeah

because Luke is
allergic to that question.

I cannot be defined
by how i pay my rent.

Then how by that

ridiculous scarf and
on the body glitter

honey if you're not sparkling
what the fuck are you doing

to stay.

I'm Luke.

What name do they call out when
they pin your ankles behind your ears

and Steven

Steven with the v or
Stephen with the ph

the

ph.

Just verify that you are gay

just for the record my ankles
or never behind my years

try yoga

you'll get their

not necessary i'm a total top.

How limiting

by.

Not that it's any of your business but i
just don't like to get fucked where your

name is Steven with a
p h and year a total top

poppy how could you
neglect your prostate like that.

Nice talking with
you girls and a great

reminder of why don't
come to places like this

and just what do
you mean by that

people here so

typical i

need typical typical may not be flamboyance
enough and say you more of a game cliches

and em up our see my gonna
put that get their body your

he called me a gay
cliche of fuck cameras the

to media were
flannel and go hiking

on show him day
can share oh no wow.

They play tag on the furniture with a drag
queen please get a wardrobe budget ha.

Yeah.

That's part of up.

Oh.

They're shy work.

Where do you.

Know where to you listed
i'm sick of changing shape.

A

good idea.

Where do you live

live around the corner actually.

By.

I'm starting to get myself

and i have the
potential to judge myself

right back into a bar.

So at

that little p week has a nobody
taken map up and sit right

down the way know how

a.

I

Marilyn and i'm an alcoholic

and airline thanks
for the share Sheila.

Still having trouble

letting go.

Having trouble
getting to step three.

Thanks to my sponsor tricia

i think I'll get there.

I'm learning to appreciate
the little things in life

you know like

cranberry juice.

I used to resent cranberry juice
because it made my vodka taste so.

Sweet.

Now

i realize cranberry juice

can be really tasty.

Straight up.

Look.

Luke

try to look busy

the owner said he
might come by today.

Where you want me to do.

I don't know.

Does porn.

You know

and their own a million years
imagined i grew up the this

and duster of porn

who said he are grown up.

God knows your no
spring chicken but as far as

fitting in the sociological
framework of an adult.

I suppose we learned all this
sociology mumbo jumbo the new school.

Before they kicked you out

they didn't kick me out

i left.

Well

i didn't have to waste time at
college to learn about sociology

did you know some study on the correlation
between penis size and various things done

that there's no connection
whatsoever with the size of the feet

and you bring this up because

the a study did claim however there is a
connection between penis size and height but

i often find glaring
exceptions to that rule

you maybe they're sampling
wasn't as big as yours true.

So i believe.

What.

School.

My parents start helping me
with tuition after i came out to them

hours instead of new York
wasn't the best place for me

and instead enrolled me at
some religious school in Ohio.

That's why i didn't go
back black anal liquors.

I think i know that guy

that's a picture of an ass yeah

i think i slept with it

god you're so typical where
are the normal gay people

typical you just hold
it right there mister

the other night some
guy call me again Christian

very perceptive as an

excuse me

for your information there's
none a typical about me

at all.

Just because we work
together you think you know

i went home with
he wants remember

bits and pieces so

so i know you're not very good i passed
out exactly i was drunk no kidding you who.

You to

such a cute couple.

A use WiFi

oh you remind me so much
of myself as a young man.

In.

Brooklyn.

Peter tell me

and i just a
pathetic gay cliche.

Don't answer that

and know what you
think but seriously

does this bother me so much.

If everybody has a need to
feel significant in some way

you have Derek and
that whole load of shit

that's not for me

because being single and easy
makes me feel good if i want to fuck fuck

you following me.

Maryland billion has restaurant
managing treating you.

A pleasant surprise

eventually come work
for year we had such fun

waiting tables together
that some i didn't wait.

I

didn't.

Oh and Peter tells me got
engaged to the owner way to go.

Thank you.

I thought you couldn't have
a relationship if you're an

alcoholic synonymous
it's not a cult.

None of us means

anonymous Peter

sorry ride

hush hush

phone the liver

talk as a matter of fact
i'm late for a meeting.

Trusting you can
close things that

don't think it
through out the trash

and i have

and

go for drink.

A baby

a paper you doing.

While i'm

have another.

Actually were closed

oh come on a friend.

Derek you remember Luke
one of our regulars hello them

and hello to you

and she's just depressed because
he found out today that he's a

cliche

i am not

take baby

just a few minutes

up to close out

okay.

Solo gray.

Launched to was bothering you.

How can it be.

I've worked so hard to stand out

to sparkle

to be some stereotype

i don't think you have to worry about
their you seem to stand out to me

besides little funny and

stereotype.

The have a big dick.

I don't know.

That me investigated

okay sure sure

have a big dick say a
black man with the big dick

we're all just a
bunch of stereotypes.

Oliver there are black
metal small dicks school.

There are exceptions
to or stereotypes

and i want to be an exception

or a stereotype i want to be

exceptional.

Sometimes it all seems pointless

are you lonely

i'm drunk.

You know before i'm Peter

i felt that way a lot

you know

i wasn't unhappy with something
definite was missing you want my

baby i'm ready to go

look

out.

Dominant pussy whipped yoga

scares me.

I'm just saying.

Peter.

The to kill myself.

A time to go

looking where's the party.

Get you can get you
home okay home.

Going on.

A four letter word
for no other option i.

Am not going home.

Where's may

come on honey

scum.

Audrey.

What are you doing later.

There's a party in my pants
and everybody's coming.

I'm look

i know.

We've looked have
like three times.

In every member me.

Sorry

trying to be polite.

You made it.

God to see mais

performing in
the darkroom i just

i just saw like seven hands and

and it's.

Because

of the reality deal
with knowledge

of even

in a again day

give us the blow by blow i was
nursing and giant banana slugs

i held a left hook
in one hand and

a sloping cascade and the other

it is the most highly evolved species
of it's naturally angles just smart

enough to

follow me the were
the trolls my meta

Audrey

can i go home now
just nestled in Iran

it's okay everything's gonna be

just.

Where's you learn that.

Hobby.

You've got some talent.

Who

practice makes perfect.

All

you want.

When i finish this at my place i
kind of want your undivided attention.

Are you always this needy.

Not always.

Well it's not everyday i
find the sloping cascade

a what

a sloping cascade my
friend may he did you even

with a p h

one that's fine

he's stalking me

oh no.

You still want to come on

now

why not

you called me again cliche ah

you can strike me
as sensitive time

and mean to upset you know

yes he did

it take a back.

With.

Now.

It's clear this story.

I already have.

Beat.

That Monday.

In the region.

Always of the gentleman.

Anything from my baby.

The.

The.

I'm very happy.

Yeah.

Two.

Oh no.

Roses are very
conventional of course

but that's not
necessarily a bad thing

at my cousin says he's
willing they had tulips.

Tulips

everywhere

was so bizarre.

Just a few more minutes
honey and so ready.

Right there honey.

In my chair

that.

No to.

No tulips for me.

Well let me get this straight

you met

your perfect man

in the back room

at boy's room from that ideal most
people would be ashamed to admit that

i'm not most people
have no kidding.

I've been with a lotta
guys middle lot of guys.

That is something
out of the ordinary

but you didn't pass out.

Steven and i had
a real connection.

I think we have a
look to turn the eyes

and the way he fucked me or

right into the stratosphere

and then he didn't care
about coming himself

he didn't come

know

he said he didn't need to

it was all about my pleasure
me you must are like that

oh i did.

I bet he's on antidepressants or Tina words
or he he probably couldn't count that is

not true i can make anyone come he
just chose not to for him it was all about

one.

So what about you

see a bang anyone from negative yoga class
last night they could yoga class is not

about sex Luke me Jasper were busy
making flyers for the equal rights march.

Was just for

my dog i'm sure nonstop fun.

Here.

That's customer service

Lucas trained to satisfy

the icc this is Stephen

with a ph

so you're the guy has been
keeping Luke awake all night.

It i'm into.

I don't think so

so as

to what do we owe the pleasure of
your presence here at the Gabriel that

interested in a butt plug may
introduce you to the anal intruder

know smart as you
know i'm not into that

contest candidate top proper

the doesn't date too
much commitment

that true

not necessarily

it's just the idea of dating

hi how are you.

Sitting across from a complete stranger
and having them as be forced questions like

how many brothers
and sisters i have

where i grew up and what
my star sign is it so unnatural

credit or debit

guns like the because
pressure been.

Date is a four letter
word for interview

and if i wanted one of those.

And look for real job.

Thank you.

So

my schedule on

when

i like to skills and your resume

can i set up an interview

on the if it's a very modern day

very no strings
attached type interior

i'm a no strings
attached employer

won't even bother to check your
references in that would take years.

So how about tomorrow

yes.

You don't know me
and i don't know how you

perfect.

There's a spinning class at David
barton gym at seven thirty pm.

A there

will do.

Oh fuck he was the icc.

On.

Try.

For.

Three.

Two.

One hit it.

Yeah.

For

a try

it out.

Town of that.

Yeah.

He's going.

Right

that.

Yeah.

Same

room.

Was wondering how many
brothers and sisters yeah

where did you grow up
and what's your star sign.

One of each.

In Oregon

cancer

and you.

I'm an only child Beverly
hills California Leo.

So what do we do now
that we know each other.

Having to take it slow.

How the way to my place.

Impressive

you don't remember my
place from the other night.

Not at all.

I just hope it on says to
to taste with the price tag.

Well i brought you home deny.

You call me cheap.

So how do you
afford all your bubbles

and asking what
to do for living.

Let me rephrase the question.

Who had to die for
you to for this place

if you must know

that transplant.

It's not something i'm
proud of for not proud of.

Just isn't allows me
to focus on the past.

Which is

painting.

Getting my

had to do school

fees soon the walls it's mine.

Nice.

Turn to evoke

visual emotions from my are.

Wanted a fuel something
when you look in.

Like those ink blots.

It

the down.

Mind if i do.

You sound

issue.

Horny

and this one.

Winning.

Once your passion and nine.

I would have to see sex.

Nothing more nothing

deeper.

Team.

And you wonder why
i call you again cliche.

What would you
like to hear that.

That all i want us
to love and be loved

and until turn

that on

to forget.

Given me something to work with

great.

The be our little secret.

Demonstrating for decision.

Just a kiss.

I'm sorry i'm going to have out

have a friend who's
going through some drama

day

tools or and meter
for dinner ninety.

The i said no idea
of and are they

go so well.

I'm looking forward to
getting more inside of you.

I'm tempted.

Kind mom.

Call you have to do.

Honey

know

because out which you
know we arrange anything

and and just wait
until i get home okay.

Thank you.

View more.

I don't want to do.

The said.

I just.

Can i just

need things to be a
certain way you know and

tarik doesn't get that

and now he started rearranging the
bedroom closet to fit his things and

even though we both
know i would do it better.

There's something
else bother you.

Now.

Well.

Yeah.

He takes everything

so lightly

oi so sweet to everyone

always in and good mood

always so perfect

all the time and
i guess that just

makes me feel.

Not so perfect.

Don't you sabotage
this now Peter.

Relationships can be very scary.

When it's right that's
right and you know

but how do you know.

I don't know what
are you asking me for.

Look don't think so much

suppose you have to

just plunge ahead and
go after what you want

happiness this not
waiting around for anybody.

Has to be crafted

held onto.

A dirty Martini for me

it's like

a woman's breasts
one is not enough but

three

three is definitely not enough.

Anybody else with
a burning desire.

I'm Marilyn and
i'm gonna call it.

I've really go for a long
island ice to you right now

but on

thanks to my sponsored
tricia she's taught me that

all they want something to
hold onto i want to prostitute.

I've been sober

for

thirty four weeks

and as

most are you know i'm

getting married soon
to my wonderful fiance

so it's anybody knows of
a banquet hall that would

complement my colors
of cantaloupe and cream.

Can speak to after the meeting.

Someone else.

I'm Sam and i'm
an alcoholic final.

I've got a burning
desire for just.

A beaver

and the view

one

beer.

I've got just two days a sobriety and I've
been coming here almost two years we must

realize that we're powerless
in the face of our addictions

give me a prostitute
a prostitute.

Rules and eastern time.

You.

It's delicious

good.

This just so shamelessly
people like lobby

and then in the program
Jessica's with months and.

She's

a list

of.

Your i am and i.

The news and reach step three.

Seems like the
murderer i try the

further away i am.

Breathe Marilyn.

He just need to get the control
your life to higher powers.

I guess i feel that if i don't
control it it won't get done.

For example

i registered at
Macy's and there's this

crock pot and and died a half.

And.

When i went back
over my registry

they had forgotten
to include included

completely overlooked.

If i

double checked

the crop

would not be a

wedding gifts.

You think i can just leave us three hundred
dollar crock pot after my higher power.

As far as able to
help even letting go.

How

are things to make
a big fuss i mean that

he can't even help you locate a
venue for my bridal shower need

to just

wait a little bit
you're letting it seems

really stressful know i
want to get it over with

you think we can have.

Shown my

man.

Yes.

Patricia.

Is just

feel right

now and then

and appear attracted me too

and.

You could be

rushing into this writing

to avoid dealing
with you to feelings

have you ever.

Then with a woman.

God i'm so in jail.

Good.

Waiter

hope for certain
and use ladies and

one died because our please

no.

What if i don't i'm to
be a married woman

cannot compromise of the by just
one tricia just what doesn't work like that

point

dammit i

told her not i'm not we are not.

I shouldn't have up my
feelings come over me and

not control of them but
i and your sponsor and

but because out.

Okay.

Trisha.

I will not drink you

just a minute.

Not.

Just as minute.

Peter browsers you.

Pay

very Marilyn what
are you doing here

is

the okay hitter i
don't know what to do.

A.

Toaster trump.

I don't have any close
girlfriends in the city.

What do you mean.

I thought i had a maid of honor

but.

I don't want to get into it

anyway i have to put
together my bridal shower all

by myself and i don't know
where are our who and.

Oh.

When really shouldn't have to organize
one's own shower can will maybe it's not

necessary to have
a bridal shower.

You know we love
to host your shower.

You.

Yeah of course we would.

It have to be a
non alcoholic event

natural

natural.

The who are you going to invite

of don't worry we'll find lots

of.

So good and

like

oh no

no i played job at all milk production
of little women for six weeks

think had enough
drug to last me a lifetime

you selfish

do for me.

I mean.

To from Maryland.

And yesterday with other guys
started blaming also in the steam room

but this time i didn't come
through got interrupted

don't you hate when that happens

now

isn't that crazy twice
in the same week

people have no shame

so Luke.

When this.

Happens to you

do you ever think that

maybe

just once

you should say no to it.

No.

Why.

Well.

You say you like
this Stephen guy.

Maybe you should
explore monogamy.

It's true.

I really do like Stephen
and yesterday as i was

getting my dick sucked i
thought about in the full time

and special

but what can i say

i get distracted easily.

For ten thousand deficit disorder
have been around when i was a kid

i definitely would have
had it it's not a dd Luke

it's a compulsion you
have a compulsive disorder

do not

if someone offers you
dick you can't say no

of course i can.

Do feel that.

My.

Your steam room story.

Really

turned me on.

Maybe it's time we
finish what we started

how much front door see

you can't say no

all the world overseas of our communities
people like you it's really a shame

why i was trying to change the world
Zeke because it's the only thing to do

i'm going to lunch

so you think maybe
i'm and them phone.

I think you really
like the Stephen yeah

but

you're petrified of love and do everything
and everyone to keep your distance.

Huh.

Mom John hey

have the.

Tripod.

Doc hammer

hi.

Okay well welcome everybody.

Why don't we.

Why don't we get started

and

go around the room
and introduce ourselves

i'm Bob and i'm a
sexual compulsive.

Hello my name is not so and
i am est falcon compulsive.

Hi i'm Nicky and
i'm a sex a hollick

i make a

hi i'm layer and i'm a sexual.

Where i am blog

and i'm addicted to
Internet sucks hi i'm Sarah

i'm Brandy

and worker dependent
and sexually compulsory

yeah we fuck a lot.

I'm Michael and of
sexual compulsive.

Hi i'm Luke and

i love sex.

So

each morning when i
wake up next to a stranger

i don't blame myself.

I just need to come here
and stuck with my plan

remembering that
compulsion is not a choice.

Thank you

someone else.

My name is Roger and
a sexual compulsive.

I've learned to accept.

Surrender.

Whether it be a donor or bicep.

I realize that i'm
powerless over boat.

That's why i'm here

thank you

anyone else

hi

i'm Luke and i just have
to say i'm one of you

i was recently on the doing the
fire island fooling around a stud

his asses so hard i couldn't
help myself from actually biting it.

So as i'm fucking em all
these guys start appearing

out of nowhere pulling
out there fat meet.

I came along with this guy's

so i wasn't really
morning anymore

but i knew if i didn't
have a piece of everyone

i would hate myself so
much the next morning.

So i

like you are

accepted surrender

i took to that hard hung heard
like a mosquito to a lot can happen.

Yeah to stop

because what you're
doing is acting out

and your enticing others
to act out as well and that's

not what we're here for

we're here to help each other and support
each other not to hand it to our rice.

Okay everyone repeat after me

our Jersey is is a

calming and baffling
beast always see eating

out new ways to trick
us into submission.

Our diseases that economy
and and baffling beast

always seeking out
new ways to trick us

into submission

our diseases economy
and baffling beast

always seeking out new to waste.

Into submission

as crazy like they
all got into a trance

or disease is a cunning
and baffling beast

always seeking out new
ways to trick us into submission

and then

they started flogging
themselves with ropes

they did not

i swear

they did not

well they might have i was out
of there before it came to that.

Medic you gotta

got his number two you're hopeless but
i didn't call him i decided to wait and see

the going with
Stephen so you see.

Not hopeless

well Luke

that reminds me

what.

I remember where i
know Stephen from

he went to college together

at the new school.

He's getting his
i'm a fan painting.

Cowboy dot com

three hundred dollars out only
total top with the total package

a big dick and a college degree

rise at a fuck like a pro

it's definitely him

and his sloping cascade.

Nico.

Now you know why doesn't come

with you.

Will make you feel like
you're the one and only.

He's got testimonials to

little guttersnipe

completely print this out for me

tough lovely

you know what i did
last night when he had.

Making sense.

You know what i did last
night instead of fuck a stranger

and when home

alone.

Thinking about.

Nico.

Just what exactly are you
doing on carboy dot com

i wrote a paper on queer culture
and online sex last semester.

For sociology class.

Now when the apparent
stop paying you to wish and.

Zeke

do for roommate.

Just Jasper

was Jasper.

My dog

right

fabulous.

Need to help.

I just

wanna feel special Nico and

you sound like special
people medicine.

Oh i bet you've got a lot
of regulars Nico maybe

if all goes well tonight
I'll be a regular to.

Really

oh dear me.

Now you sure you don't need a
passport to come all the way to queens.

Take the job you train

to thirtieth Avenue

i'm at eleven fifty one Vernon

apartment one see
one second Nico.

Sorry about that my wife does
all up in my shit have they say

the one more little thing

i'm really in the mood to do a little
pummeling tonight you a strict top.

Double the price.

What's money to me i'm
sure you're worth every penny.

Excuse me

can i try to shut

up.

All right me.

Tonight seven pm

ciao.

How may i help you.

Or purple.

A

purple.

Right.

But

not the climax you are
expecting the go you tricks

makes it the only trick
icy and way overpriced

fuck you.

You on the law that
supposed to be angry here

i guess you got
me real good have

set me up for your Bette Davis
moment you thought i'd try and apologize

just as me loop this
is what i do for a live i.

I need them money

or yeah what about the trust.

You don't

go on tell me more lies

i never lied to you.

Fuck

my parents blocked
access to my trust okay.

My family has money
but i haven't seen a penny

since they kicked me
out when i was eighteen

let me guess they found
out you again cut you off right

now i was molested by my
uncle from the age of thirty.

When i finally told the school
counselor in the police got involved

my parents refuse to believe it

they said i was a
disgrace to the family name

and didn't want
to sinking again.

Sorry i still love my parents.

It's kind of hard to accept that
they've never been there for me.

So this is what i do to
put myself through school.

Some forever.

For if you're just stand there
judgment like my parents

then i don't want anything to do with
you either don't you turn that's run on me

i tried to be monogamous for you

and never asked you to.

Look as two men were
free to find our own way

but we're not going to
find it if you play games

i wouldn't have confront i do
it all if i didn't care about you.

A lot.

Really

yeah.

I wouldn't just tell them my
friends i'm fucking or employ for free.

So.

I was still good.

He.

Works

fine now.

Do i am

the victim.

I still

that will.

Oh yeah.

So you're going to date a prostitute a
realize they can have my cake and eat it too

and how to date my cake but he
totally lie deal was a misunderstanding

that the best part was
you finally came with me

it's ah right path my head
under the pillow way who's pillar

our a

i found a sponge in your kitchen

you i

their last night

have it.

Hey.

So

says the accomplice.

Yeah I've had three

and do

but

i have a bridal shower to attend

you want to come.

Is this the thing where you
need to dress like a woman

yes and it will be lots of fun

why aren't you has
come over after.

You can come to
the party to seek

got we could spare no
thanks I'll be at home

watching my sheets.

I smell

and then the

dutchman killer
have to say you the

real good

go that

argument.

You think i get any today.

As a man in drag
ever gotten laid.

Ever.

Look

don't spill on the that okay

my name is

corner

to cope effort by
look who just arrived.

Maryland congratulations.

You're dating someone
to unbelievable now

it's a here

he had to work he's a hustler

perfect but such a cop out

account Maryland let's go put that in
the bedroom with the other person's

so how are you
going to have learned.

I call him Stephen

so serious than a

lot.

No absolutely not

and selling them with serious
it's not there is that after it's fun

for now.

The lady doth protest too much.

I'm not even sure there
is such a thing as lot

but our society refers to as love seems to
be all about power struggle and addiction.

People will do anything
they can get love and

once they get it they'll
do anything to keep as

give me my love for
x and I'll make you

dinner wash your socks
and give up my freedom.

Gimme my love now

i'm going to make
you pay fucking pig

so on and so forth.

Or love can be about two people

have been each other globally

yeah

and what does the love go
once you're done throwing

after all ends.

Now the last guy
was serious about

it.

It was really intense you know

we really meant
everything to each other

he had my back

and then it ended.

I ran into him last year and i go up to em
all excited all warm inside like i wanted

to hug him all over like
done that so much to me

and i run up to him and he says

what up Luke.

And that was it

all those powerful moments.

All the i love use

and in the and
that's all it's worth.

Of frigid

water.

Peter how

you know they can game.

I just knew.

Haven't you know.

It.

Feels natural like
creating with my right hand.

Couldn't you learn to
write with your left him

will

probably about my

home and chip wouldn't be shed

for will awkward.

Hi Peter

i brought a cake

from the Hamptons and give.

Congratulations Maryland.

Thanks.

So you never
question your sexuality.

No

never

why not.

I'm just not into women
have you ever been with one

know

have not

Sadie know you're not into them.

Marilyn

you and i are friends

okay

that's not what i meant.

Get this

little black marks

all over my floor.

There was this pervert

who hid in the woods behind my junior
high school and flashed some of the girls.

I used to wander

in those woods
every day after school

hoping and

praying that he would flash me.

It never happened.

Well that's how i
knew i was gay.

Derek

what's going on here in corners and
I'll just have a little hotter employees

wound on

the Rwanda

take off those pumps their scuffing up my
parquet okay you need to leave me alone

without her pops

she's the one who's going to be on her
knees scrubbing the kitchen floor tomorrow

if the web for the
life of a single gal.

Leave my man alone slut.

Solas

i'm a slut.

Are use that

i can't speak for my
ass it's public property.

Wrong with you people.

Don't you want
somebody to wake up with

you know will be there through.

Sickness and in health

till death do you part.

God knows that's what i a lot.

No

quite a beautiful feeling know.

Where are you also in
love with love i just wanna

be able to unhinged my
dialect an anaconda right

i mean what kind of enjoy
sex with a sake of sex without

being labeled a flat
through they're not our fault

as i mean were
attractive and social.

Media lot of people precisely

and it's our duty to take advantage of
the opportunities presented us and life

slowness

his life affirming a

flood is a four
letter word for it yet.

I can't believe you can
overhear wearing their.

You know if classic case clients
would have the bash industry.

Did you know was best ones

in the west village.

The little go

where you a drag.

Are you suggesting
it to be justified.

No of course not

yes you are

you're saying that if i
wasn't swaggering macho

man and baggy jeans
that never be attacked

well

yes

i mean

you're saying

that i'm asking for because
that's what should wear heels.

You're never going to
change the world by thinking

like that what the fuck
are you talking about

change the world.

Take off that wig i can't
even take you seriously

why should i take it off Nico.

Can you break Luke.

What do you feel the
same where's your clients.

Just chill out.

He should remind
me of my sister.

When

you have a sister.

Get over here.

Still that glitter dinner
and i were take it off.

What am i doing
if i'm not sparkling.

You don't need glitter to spark

yeah.

Well you don't need to be
straight acting to be a man to say.

And for.

That was a big mistake.

I was fun.

Crush she did.

What does that supposed to mean.

You are all over
everyone of touchy feely.

Oh come out of going to good host
you know making everyone to walk.

By grinding on them.

I don't grind on anybody

i will be delivered to
make up for your tightness

i'm just trying to make sure the party ran
smoothly we have a nagging running around

telling everyone to touch any think it was
your idea to have the party here not mine

maybe you should have
taken a little more responsibility

don't use a cloth and
applauds for the kitchen which

has some time with the
do all of that the of time

don't

yell at me

i'm not yelling okay.

Relax.

That's points from Maryland
and the point was as

she had a good time you
know what i think she'd it

i'm not so sure she was
acting strange the whole time

you know she can't stand Luke

god only knows what
you invited on Peter stop.

What.

Look to the right.

Of course we do.

As

and matters

of Iraq.

Hi i'm Carol i'm an alcoholic.

I

am also a sex on a lot
the headache because i.

I have a Helen
point to find love.

I'm also and cocaine addict

and animals because
i i love cocaine.

Things

have you seen tricia recently

display now but i hope she's
been going to detergents she grew

turn into village

and i'm often over eaters and nine
and it's not because i over eat that

it for women

have nothing.

Thank you.

Let's continue with day towns

run

around

and i'm an alcoholic.

Of got fifty eight
days in the program.

Hi i'm kind of us

how it is hard to stop drinking
i have nine days with thirty.

I'm Marilyn and i'm an alcoholic and
today is two hundred and forty six days.

Commercial closet dot org they're the
ones that get positive portrayals into the

mainstream media
see if they can cover.

Great.

What's going on here guttersnipe
your speciality dick inventory.

What's with the boa

stock value.

You can't shock
anybody in Chelsea from

but you should have
seen the sensation it

caused at my high school
reunion in rural Oregon

and speaking of high school

i'm not going into my

i'm on the glbt panel and

the Washington
high in the Bronx.

It's a panel about

teen empowerment did you know the gay teens
or four times as likely to commit suicide a

teens.

Yeah

solicit it they
live in the Bronx

it's not a joke Luke it's
an epidemiological trend

fancy word Zeke and they can be
prevented with education and awareness

gay teens are often condition to believe
that they're not normal which needs to

feelings of inadequacy
depression and

suicide

teen

it's just a four letter
word for inexperienced

i prefer men who could teach me

Luke

why

are you such an egocentric self serving
can't of does have any concern for other

people can't buy that's just
another form of them were up

i'm talking about a superlative really
serious issue here and as always

you make it into
some smart ass joke

gay kids

are killing themselves show
some fucking compassion

why

you think i haven't
been through it all

you think I've forgotten that
every day of high school was torture

that not a moment went by where i wasn't
called the had proved very tinkerbell

well guess what

i didn't kill myself

i don't think you forgot

i think he remembered it when you were a
feather boa to your high school reunion and

i think you're a member
at each and every time you

have cheap detach sex
right embrace it all now know

you're trying to prove to
the world the you're a big

bag guess what

you don't have to prove
anything Luke tried to spin you.

Don't you need a
license to practice therapy

why am i with being analyzed by you like
are you so self destructive you're not only

hurting yourself for your
behavior is starting all of us

who else does it hurt us gay
men as a group of the community

the community

you know what seek

your only a homosexual
crusader because your

parents do now not
and will never accept you

accept that.

The steering

ah.

I you like about me.

Year hairy chest staircases

your ass

but about my inequality.

What about of.

I do i have any

more severe why.

Now is this

something Zeke
that made me think

maybe i'm months and to smoke i

have three seek

he's an idiot

anything i.

Am in his crazy gay agenda
that kids a pain in the ass

it really does care though

yeah well i don't care for him
he tried to break us up remember.

Is probably jealous because you
have somebody and he doesn't.

I bet he's in love with you.

Is not.

Hey.

Yeah i'm available.

I can arrange the.

Okay you won't be disappointed.

Okay

yeah when a call
you back and a few.

Is

one of my regular sports and i

was going to bring a friend.

Don't get me

i will never charge

wouldn't dream of it i never
mix business with glitter.

Kind of hard to believe
in your line of work.

Let me make it
perfectly clear to you

that when i'm working.

I'm able to remove
intimacy from sex completely

like a switch.

Like to see afterwards

one to be off fuck down.

Fuck down yeah

ready to make love to you.

Fine

make love.

Grown.

When you're with
one special person.

You can close your eyes
and there's nobody else.

The to of.

All other sexual
fantasies vanish.

Each John.

The report says about.

Hello everyone.

Stop trying to fix me.

Was

i know i'm not perfect but i'm pretty
happy with why i'm i'm a good guy

to even know that

you've course they
do let me be me Peter.

Baby what are you talking about

you

know do you do realize
what you're doing what

this an appetite doing this is using the
brush anthology was plenty of knows the

center by won't
have you told me up

it as well as fuck
and matter Peter

prajapati no dear

stop tell me what to do.

Want you to school and say it

say what.

You don't love me anymore and
that was a mistake to move in together.

It's not what i'm saying

but that's what
you're thinking isn't it

true yet there's
no use denying it

i can feel it.

You will love me anymore.

The only reason you're still here is because
you give up your apartment a you have

nowhere else to go
i have places to go.

Then why don't you.

Are you asking me to.

If you are unhappy
with me should stay here

you know what your

reasonable.

You dare leave all i'm trying to talk to
you but the laptop tell you what to do.

Where are you going out.

Shut down.

I really miss to.

Marilyn.

Heaven saying and weeks

and he didn't bother
coming to my bridal shower.

People haven't

haven't found a new sponsor.

I thought about
what you said and

to really confused

everything.

They need you.

Like you need a drink.

I

feel very close
to you as a friend.

Maryland

why you here.

Want to keep you in my life.

Let me help you work
through your feelings.

Feelings

you don't have to disappear just
because you're in love with me.

In love with you.

Maryland.

You just wanna say well.

I'm care Elena.

I.

Don't know

i can

switch meetings things
i'm in love with you i just.

Disappeared because

you're a threat to my sobriety

what.

I can be around people at ten
cease to fall out of the program

that your response sir.

Not me move.

This.

It's.

Uses.

He'll.

Excel comeback
into more your life.

Melbourne.

Although.

It's.

Hey.

Honestly.

Do not work all night so i
went out and gotta you've

got am so tired.

Think I'll take him out behind the counter
for a couple hours if that's okay with

you

you must feel.

Who are you

Gail

used to work here i'm covering Zeke shift
until they find a replacement where's the

I'll quit

he quit

yes

and no you cannot
sleep behind the counter.

What are you doing here

didn't you get my messages

I've been busy tinkerbell.

Look guttersnipe

i'm sorry about what does
that about your parents.

Was below the belt

oh.

Thanks.

You when mean you came all the
way out here to apologize did you

say please come
back to work i miss you

and that Dale
person is scaring me

fluke

i didn't quit because of you

he didn't

of course not

the got a better job of he did

yes

they want

it's very exciting actually

the administration at the school i spoke
at offered me a job and student counselor

they might even pay for
me to finish my degree so

but

it's in the Bronx

that is correct

but

what about me

this isn't about you Luke

doing something i
believe in be happy for me

on this issue

we can still be friends

we just won't work
together for we hang out.

Will

and for what it's worth.

I

think you know

i'm

not normal

i'm exceptional

i mean inherently normal normal
enough to exist outside of the gay ghetto

i checked in Jersey once

you know what

i gotta go

but we we have things
to talk about like what

Nico for example he told
me less the what do i do.

Do you love him.

I think i might.

So i should tell him that

right

so we're saying

no no Luke

i shouldn't tell him

dearly know this guy

to we ever really know anyone

he told us getting his mf am
painting from the new school rang

don't tell me the new school
has no em of a program

of

the have an m f a program.

In creative writing.

Are you are.

Cheers

to one.

Us happy one month anniversary
new been counting days.

Ps

and i wanted to
show you this gallery

I've been thinking
about buying it.

Sounds expensive.

Well I've always
wanted my own gallery

I've been saving off and
Christopher said he'll help the money

to

kind to

on his brother.

You know Madonna

and while

we've hung out a few times
and she's a sweetheart.

The thing is

Christopher used to be in love with
me so i'm hoping you won't be a problem

anyway he says he really likes
my work and wants to help out.

Those

paintings at your house

yes

and they even yours

what did you say

did i stutter.

Oh what do you mean by that
who couldn't you tell me Stephen.

What the fuck you don't
think those are mine

i spoke to Zeke

the new school has no
mf a programming painting

seeks a fucking freak

look i

said.

My degree is at the

school

the Emma phase in
conjunction with Parsons.

You know this isn't
the first time you

fucking try to trick me look.

You

a real problem

in the first time
McCartney lying to me

day ever see that
i wasn't a hustler.

So you take classes at Parsons

my studio is a
parts of the address.

You look

just want to know where the
parson studio system thirteenth okay

Germany to take you there yes.

You know you're unbelievable i
don't have to prove anything to you.

Happy anniversary baby.

I gotta go.

Obviously we have some
serious trust issues here

yes we do.

I believe in you look.

We believe in me.

Kind later.

Today.

That's a man and began.

Lose about and make friends.

I don't think so.

Oh.

All home run.

Make knack paddy padua

give this thousand pounds.

An undiscovered species.

Impossible.

Tweet.

Ten

favorite flavor is

yummy yum letters guns.

Hi conducting an informal
survey which is more important

blank

or girl.

There was only one answer.

Look.

I'm a mammal.

If the bus or look

for your hundred
and that's nice.

Yeah

not into it tonight.

The

identity into the of.

The scent of a man.

A mace.

On to take off maybe
catch a movie my place

you're kidding.

Right

actually no.

Look

a libido is a terrible
thing to waste.

It's Tuesday night.

Luke what did you expect.

Nathan i have always been like this as
because he's always been on the same track

maybe you're moving
in a different direction.

When you going to settle
down with them and that deserve

why didn't give up all my.

Watch it

three.

It's my life.

To sleep with
someone else last night.

You know you don't need to ask.

I know

have voice.

I know i could find it here.

And it's some relationship
advice from the perfect couple.

I've really been making an effort
with my ramp when you go it's nice

to believe it thing he says.

Tell them it's raining.

Maybe it is

or what does it a say
that you don't believe.

Small things

big thing

everything.

Totally used to hang out with
Madonna data brother maybe it's true.

Oh.

Yeah

and maybe not.

Just can't let anyone

with you look.

And Maryland great
party the other night

fully recovered was no use

she won't talk.

When he me

she came in about an hour ago

made a

double vodka cranberry in has been sitting
over there staring at it ever since.

I can't get a hold of Bart

i just

don't want to do.

Let me take earth.

Hi Marilyn.

If you're not going to shit
you need to get off the pot.

Family brother actually and
the that stuff can you believe that

that thick.

I guess i and pee on someone
if they really wanted me to.

Wouldn't necessarily
turned me on.

What's i guess is a
good think of of kind of

hard for gotta pay be
turned on on i mean.

If it gets done.

Guess if you're going to drink
again yeah to go for top shelf.

So you want them.

Then you better get
make good reason.

I can't let go and let god.

Excuse me.

I need to

be in control of everything

and i feel like i'm losing it.

I want to get married i do

and i'm scared.

How do i know he said.

Are there any man is it.

I might be a lesbian you know

i kissed a girl.

Did you like it.

So.

A

sexually confused

obsessive compulsive
control fake.

And i don't know what to
do about what's his name.

A drink i admit that

but what i always ask
myself in times like these.

Can i really give
up dead preparatory.

I think not.

Could you

know that.

So

and the second thing

and this is really
important so listen carefully

to i love.

That's the question you did ask
yourself it's the only one that matters

gene that

what's.

You do.

Good.

Can go home and tell him so.

The rest of work itself out.

Thank you live.

Dominant in it.

Marilyn.

Thanks for the drink.

And thank you voice.

Now i know what i need to do.

She's for guess.

I'm just going to let you
be useful now on i promise.

Mason.

Plenty more.

Hey.

As just on my way and get something
to eat at that i had an appetite all day.

Listen

i don't know why
i'm so paranoid.

Steven.

I'm sorry.

If you're willing
to let me i'd like to

work on testing you.

We're gonna together okay.

Leave something
really special just

don't freak out on me.

Agreed.

Luke.

What are you doing

your work on the trust
afterthought minor verification.

Get out of there.

I.

Look at

had lived there briefly
at the my parents

having excuse if they're not
excuse excuses their explanations

where you said you were eighteen
when your guys get to our devices.

You call when you are

sixteen.

This in cut me off until i was fifteen i
moved my grandparents for a while and then.

Party going to Leo.

My rising is

up

to par you Steven

not need

just plain Stephen

look

I've had a lot of shit
happened to me and my okay

i have to be a lot of different things to
a lot of different people and sometimes

i get confused so you lied know

Stephen

i don't have anything
you've ever told me is true.

Don't care where you're from

i don't care if you're painter

and i certainly don't care
whether or not your Leo

but i do care about honesty.

You can have to trust me look

just has to be built.

You have a problem
student i don't have a problem.

You know i knew the day i met
you that you were a typical gay cliche.

Things get a little rocky your
reinhardt so fucking typical

i forgot to tell you

i hadn't done on the phone

she says her brothers
never even heard of you.

Fucking difficult you hear me.

Accepting who you are Stephen

whoever that is

just like every other
game and out there.

Yeah

we'll putting honesty
first makes me gag cliche

and that's what i am.

I love you loop.

I've never been able
to say that the anybody.

Stop line.

Don't lie.

And love is just
another four letter word.

What

hump.

A four letter word from what.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Steve.

And they friend
lent his wedding.

You should have seen
how that little call squealed.

I guess what i'm
getting at bar is.

Flower girls can
really ruin a ceremony

and then nice have used

to stop eating.

For seen a three year old quite
so big and she's only getting bigger.

Keep in mind that

trust this argument fit it.

What does she just gonna

pass data to seems right
there and middle of the aisle.

I refuse to be

ah stage.

Other world leaders
toddler and my own

wedding ah.

Yeah.

Maybe as right there.

Wow.

Oh.

I mean

the ceremony is hard.

For nowadays the
production protocol.

Fuck it.

Let's

go.

You killed bridezilla.

Ah

finally step

three.

Thank you higher power.

So how many teenagers
and be safe and themselves

i have a green reformed
my students about union

and what's going on
with you young loop.

He ever want to press
control on delete and start over

definitely

Stephen slash nika

hopeless case.

I'm sorry.

How are you.

Know a

of.

She's

not so good

i had a nice time was doing

and that it's nice to know i'm capable
of having relationship with someone

he

just has to be
the right someone.

Like you get a puppy

he's so cute what's the name.

Jasper

Jasper such a pretty name just
that to pretty he does use them there's

plenty of bed.

We've become.

Actually missed you.

Billy

in the community
have to say about that

a community

is at peace with them.

Mr to.

So would you miss about
me a little guttersnipe.

You know tinker bell.

Here's want if he.

Gets am pretty fun to be around

and arguing.

What are we going to
go home and fuck man.

Let's just go for coffee.

Unless you want to focus on the trail
that i'm just going to say let's go for

a tree over there.

Where we can get a
gang bang with those guys

play they.

There

you go ask i'm i'm intimidated.

You're intimidated.

The.

Painting.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Try.

No.

One.

Thing.

The.

This when you think
you don't accrue.

Just when you think.

Apply

to a

good.

Wow.

God.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Can watch.

To migrants here

tomorrow Israel.

Night.

When

they get her number.

Get out of

town

come back.

Wow.

Wow.

Else.

For forget much

no

never.

Maryland's year and

mile away.