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Do you love me?

You can't even say it.

Hi, Mom.

Andrew called me and told me what happened.

Maggie...

What did he say?

Just that he doesn't understand what's going on

and he's heartbroken.

Did he also say what he did?

Oh, he loves you, Maggie,

and he's worried about losing you.

That would make anyone act a little crazy.

What if the shoe were on the other foot?

- How would you feel? - I don't know.

You've been pushing everyone away

ever since this lawsuit started

and you've let your emotions cloud your judgement.

Andrew has always been the perfect match for you.

I don't know. Um... I...

I just need some time to think about things.

Well, I'm here if you need to talk, okay?

Thanks.

Thanks.

I heard what happened at the bar.

Glamping.

You know, I didn't like that guy the first time I laid eyes on him.

I heard she's back at the house.

That's a good sign.

Would be, but, uh...

... she's not talking to me.

Why not?

I painted over her mural.

After all these years.

Why would you do that?

Well, I thought she was gone for good this time.

You know, I really could use a ride to the meeting.

- What's wrong with your truck? - Edna.

She might need it.

Well, I guess I could give you a lift.

You're a good man, Sully.

Thought I might find you here.

Hey.

- What's in there? - I'll give you one guess.

Jelly donuts? Oh, my God.

I've been craving these since I got here.

Can't believe you remembered.

How could I forget?

It was third grade, Trevor Kinney broke your heart,

and you were so sad my mom took us to Fortune Donuts.

I think I polished off, like, four that day.

Thank you.

- I always loved this view. - Mm.

I still can't understand how you didn't miss it all these years.

I did.

Every day.

Why'd it take you so long to come back?

I came back.

The summer I was 15. Remember?

But you didn't stay, did you?

That was a difficult time for me.

What now? How did you

leave things with Andrew?

He made up his mind and he got back on a plane this morning.

Sounds like he's got some trust issues.

Yeah, his ex-wife cheated on him.

He's been jealous before, but never...

never like that.

What he, uh, said last night about

asking you to marry him, was that true?

Why didn't you tell me?

I didn't know what my answer was going to be.

Do you love him?

I don't know how I feel about anything right now.

Yeah, I know. I know how hard it is when it feels

like everything is falling apart,

and that's probably not the best time to be making

big decisions in your life.

Exactly.

Oh.

Um...

Have you heard from Cal?

Seemed like Andrew hit him pretty hard last night.

Yeah, yeah. He was pretty sore, but we got him some ice.

He'll be fine.

I was thinking I'd maybe stop by and see how he was doing later.

Well, if you're good, I'm going to head out,

head back to the diner.

I got my jelly donuts.

Call if you need anything, okay?

Thank you.

Hey.

Hey.

Are you just gonna stand there or are you gonna help me?

Pass me that one.

Na.

Sully's going to drive me to town for the meeting this afternoon.

And while you're there, you can break the news to him.

Maybe now is not the right time

for us to be leaving.

I already booked the plane tickets, Frank.

I need this. We need this.

So, we're going.

He's not going to like it, Edna,

and I'm not sure

if now is the time we should leave him alone.

He's not alone.

He's got Jackson,

and it looks like Maggie's going to be here for a while.

So, maybe those two will get a chance to sort things out.

Could be right.

I'm always right.

You know they sell firewood at The Outpost.

Yeah.

Blowing off a little steam.

I can see that.

Thought I'd come by and check on your jaw.

Thank you.

I just iced it last night.

I don't think it'll bruise.

May I?

Sure.

Does it hurt?

A little.

What's the prognosis, Doc?

Looks like you'll live to see another day.

Thank God.

Oh, you know, Andrew sure can throw a punch.

I thought surgeons were supposed to be precious with their hands.

We are, normally.

Can't believe he did that.

Ah, I just think he had too much to drink.

Yeah, well, that's not an excuse.

It was way out of line.

I can see how he would have misunderstood my texts.

Why was he going through my phone

and then erasing the messages? It's just...

It's crossing a line.

Um...

I could go over there, try to smooth things out.

Uh, no, it's okay.

He left.

Oh.

I'm really sorry about that.

Yeah, it's probably for the best.

I do push people away when they get too close.

Why?

I don't know. My mother says I've been doing it since I was a kid.

So, what now?

Stay here until I have to head back for the trial.

I have to see how that plays out

before I can make any other plans.

If I'm negligent then they'll

have a strong case for going after my license.

I have worked so hard to become a surgeon.

You don't have to do this alone, Maggie.

Come on. Let's talk about it.

Help you feel better.

You're different, aren't you?

How's that?

I don't know.

In my experience, most of the men in my life

aren't big on listening.

Yeah, I helped raise my two sisters and younger brother.

So, I guess it's second nature to me.

Looks like being an only child had its drawbacks, then.

Well, what about your parents?

Yeah, I mean, they tried, but they were so busy.

My stepfather had his practice and my mother was always

wrapped up in her charity work.

So, you had nobody to talk to.

Maybe that explains why it hasn't been

so easy for me to open up.

Repressing your emotions is only going to make it worse, Maggie.

And yesterday is a prime example of that.

Sorry for how I coped with things.

It's not healthy, Maggie.

You might want to think about making a change.

Wouldn't even know where to start.

Come on.

Where are we going?

I think I know something that could help. Come on.

All right, don't you two be getting into any trouble.

Eat healthy. No fish and chips.

- And no fried foods! - He's a grown man, Edna.

I know, doesn't mean I can't worry.

I'll be good.

Really? I'll be waiting by the truck.

And don't forget to tell him about our trip.

- Rafe. - Hey, buddy.

- What can I get you? - Oh, just a cup of coffee.

You're not working today?

No, day off.

Hm. You have plans?

- Not really, no. - Fine.

- I'll be right back. - Okay.

Hey, Sydney. Take this to Rafe.

- Why can't you do it? - What is up with you two?

What do you mean?

I saw you last night.

You obviously like the guy.

He clearly likes you for some reason.

He's got the day off.

Why don't you take the afternoon,

and ask the guy out already?

I can't. What about Finn? Who's going to watch him?

I'm perfectly capable of entertaining my son.

Besides, we can use some quality time together.

What about the diner?

Stop with the excuses.

I got it under control.

Okay. Okay.

Thank you.

- Hey. - Hey...

Saw you leave the bar with Lola last night.

Yup. We, uh, split a cab back to Timberlake.

Oh.

I texted but you didn't reply.

Uh, Rob mentioned that you have a day off.

I thought maybe, if you wanted,

we could do something later?

I'm sorry, are you asking me out on a date?

What if I am?

I asked yesterday and you said you weren't interested.

A girl can change her mind, can't she?

Okay. Cool. What do you want to do?

Surprise me.

Yeah, all right. I'll pick you up in a couple hours, okay?

'Kay.

This is good.

I don't understand.

Why are we here?

I want to show you something I learned help me cope when Lynn got sick.

Okay. What's that?

Well, maybe you've heard of it.

It's a technique called the primal scream.

You want me to scream here, in the middle of the forest?

Help you deal with your repressed emotions.

I prefer my treatments a little more grounded in science.

Maggie, you have to let your guard down,

and it'll help you with your anxiety.

How's it work?

It's about yelling deep down from your inner core

and truly allowing yourself to lose control.

Let me show you.

Okay, your turn.

I'm good. Thanks.

Come on. What do you have to lose?

Maggie, stop thinking. You need to learn to get out of your head

and just let go.

I'll give it a try,

but I'm not going to do it

if you're just standing there staring at me.

This better?

Okay.

Go for it whenever you're ready.

Um...

Did you go? I didn't hear anything.

No, I just... One second.

Hey.

Just breathe.

Focus on your feelings, okay?

Maybe something from way back in your past.

Something you haven't dealt with.

That shouldn't be too difficult.

Daddy!

- Come on. Maggie, sop it! - I don't want to go!

Stop pulling. Let's go.

- We have to go, sweetie. - I don't want to leave!

- I don't care! - Daddy!

Come on. Get in the car. Let's go.

- Get in the car. - Phoebe! Don't do this!

- I have to! Go, go! - Don't do this!

- Maggie! - Daddy!

Maggie!

Daddy!

No!

I don't know where that came from.

Oh, that's so embarrassing.

Hey, you have nothing to be embarrassed about.

That reaction's perfectly normal.

Let's get you back.

Get you all cleaned up.

Come on. Mm.

Hey.

Hello.

- How's it going? - Good. How're you?

You, uh, ready to give this another go?

Absolutely. Just one sec.

Looking to switch my Intro to Philosophy for Anthropology.

Oh, what's your major?

Undeclared for now.

Thought I'd have a little fun first,

maybe join a fraternity or something.

How about you?

Oh, my dad's on the force.

My grandpa was too. It kind of runs in the family.

That's pretty cool.

So, when did you decide you wanted to sign up?

- Just been the plan since I was a kid. - Really?

What about your drawings?

Yeah, I wanted to be an architect,

but, uh, school's kind of expensive,

and my parents are going through a separation at the moment.

Yeah, parents are splitting up. That's tough.

Mine almost did.

They ended up going to counselling.

That helped them. Yours could give it a try.

Yeah. Uh, I don't think so.

They, uh, they can't even be in the same room.

What're they fighting about?

My mom doesn't want me joining the force

and my dad thinks she's overreacting.

Well, what about you? What do you want?

Uh, I just wish they'd quit fighting.

Hey, how about after the lesson we hang out?

You know, do something fun, take your mind off all that.

That'd be awesome.

Okay.

You ready to go?

- Let's do this. - Okay.

I wanted to talk to you about something.

Ah. Oh, geez.

Well, now you've gone and done it.

We're dead. Edna's going to kill us.

Not if she doesn't know, and we're not going to tell her, right, Frank?

- She's going to know. - How?

Well, that woman, she's got the sense of smell of a gypsy moth.

Moths don't have noses, Frank.

They use antennae.

What'd you want to talk to me about?

Well, I noticed you didn't say much at the meeting today.

Because you'd spoken up for the both of us.

Sully, if a bird wants to fly, let it spread its wings.

Where'd you get that? From a gum wrapper?

I'm not the one chewing gum.

All right, I'll admit.

When you were in the hospital it...

it threw me a little, but

I'm good now.

You sure?

Absolutely.

I got you and Edna to lean on.

I actually think I'm feeling a little better.

Can't believe that really worked.

Yeah, that was pretty intense.

Um, you know, not to pry, but, uh,

I mean, what was the memory that took you there?

Uh...

Well, for me it was, uh...

it was the worst day of my life.

The day Lynn died.

Yeah.

I mean, just watching her suffer,

and knowing there was nothing I could do.

I'm sorry, Cal.

You know, the crazy thing...

... is that even after she was diagnosed...

... I still believed we'd grow old together.

It was only after she died that

I finally understood that we'd never be together again.

False hope...

... can really do a number on you.

Yeah.

When my mother first took me away from here,

she never told me why,

and, you know, somehow I just thought that it was my fault,

that I'd done something wrong.

Even still, I waited for Sully to come and get me.

You know, but

he never did.

Letting go of someone's hard when your whole world

revolves around them.

Do you mind? I'm waiting for someone.

What is your problem?

Rafe?

I didn't know you owned a motorcycle.

Or did you rent this just to impress me?

No. No, not quite. My dad taught me when I was a kid.

Saved up, bought my first one when I was 17.

Uh-huh.

What about you? You like motorcycles?

I don't know. I've never been on one before.

Oh, well. You're in luck. Here.

Today is your lucky day. Come on, hop on.

Yeah, I don't know about this.

You won't know until you try.

Okay. What the hell.

There you go.

All right, you ready?

- I think so? - Hold on.

Wow. Okay, so you were right.

That was incredible.

Maybe we should, uh, skip lunch, and just go back to your place?

Nice try. You said you wanted to go on a date,

and that means taking the time to get to know each other better.

- I work at the diner. - No.

I live with Rob and Finn. There's really not much else...

You said you wouldn't do that.

I want to know everything about you.

Okay, fine. What do you want to know?

There you go.

It's a pretty easy climb.

It looks pretty high.

I'm not so sure about this.

It's going to be fine. Just remember to keep looking up.

Whoo, I don't feel so good, Jackson.

You okay?

Everything is spinning and I... I feel like I can't breathe.

Okay, um, why don't we just sit down

and, like, take a couple deep breaths?

I'm so dizzy.

I think I'm going to be sick.

Ooh. Oh.

Kaleb, are you okay?

Oh, my God. Are you all right?

Kaleb.

Has... Has this happened before?

There's no signal.

I'll go get help.

Favourite movie.

Mm.

City of Angels.

Favourite book.

The Thorn Birds.

I haven't heard of that one.

It's only one of the most tragic romance stories of all time.

- They even made a mini series out of it. - Okay, cool.

How about team Wonder Woman or Captain Marvel?

Lasso of Truth, definitely.

So, is it my turn now?

Shoot.

Have any brothers or sisters?

Yeah. Yeah, I'm one of five.

Well, six if you count Connie.

Connie?

Yeah, she moved in probably early high school.

How come?

Ah, she had a falling out with her parents and stuff. So...

I didn't know that.

Is that why you two are so close?

Yeah, she's always been kind of like a big sister to me, you know?

Always there when I needed her kind of deal.

Mm, that sounds a lot like Rob.

It's actually why I came back to help when Sarah died.

But, I mean...

Modelling. New York.

It's a tough decision. I mean, coming back to a small town like this.

Yeah, actually it's not as hard as you might think.

Really? I mean, I don't know.

The way I see it, the glitz, the glamour, the travelling.

The parties even.

There's a lot more to modelling than that.

- No, I didn't mean... - Can we just drop it, please?

I don't want to talk about this anymore.

I don't think I ever asked you how long

you were planning on staying here.

When I first arrived I was thinking

it'll only be a few weeks, yeah.

But then this little place started to grow on me.

But didn't you say you took a leave of absence?

Won't your work be expecting you back?

I'm not sure I will go back.

What about all those years of law school?

Losing Lynn,

it really made me realize how short life is.

And I don't want to spend another minute doing something

that doesn't make me happy.

- You know? - Mm-hm.

Cal! Anyone home?

Cal! I need help! Cal!

Jackson?

- Hey. - What's wrong?

It's Kaleb! He's, like, really, really sick.

- We just started climbing and... - Just tell me what's going on.

He's really dizzy and he can't stop throwing up.

- Jackson, where is he now? - It's not far. Come on. I'll show you.

Lead the way.

Did I say something wrong?

No. It's not you.

I just get anxious talking about New York.

What happened?

Nothing I want to get into right now.

Thought we were supposed to be having a nice time.

Tell you what? How about I stop asking so many questions,

and we'll go get a nice lunch?

Sounds like a good idea.

Come on.

He's over here.

Hi. I'm Dr. Sullivan. I'm here to help you.

- It's Kaleb, right? - Yeah.

All right, can you tell me what's going on?

Uh, every time I move I feel like I'm going to be sick,

and it's like the whole world won't stop spinning.

Okay, um, I just need to ask you some questions first.

Are you on any medications?

- No. - Have you taken any drugs?

- No. - Any allergies or pre-existing conditions?

No, no, no. That was bad.

What were you doing when you started to feel sick?

We were just about to start climbing

and all I did was look up.

Okay, I'm going to need you to sit up to examine you.

Oh, no. No, I can't do it.

No, you can. We're all going to help you. Ready?

On the count of three. One. Two. Three.

Is he going to be okay?

Yeah, let me just take a minute.

Okay. All right. Now.

I'm going to need you to turn your head to the side,

and I'm going to sit you back really quickly. Ready?

One, two, three.

There.

So, I think Kaleb here is suffering from a severe case

of benign paroxysmal positional vertigo.

Vertigo. So, he's got an inner-ear problem?

That's right. I think you have some loose crystals

in your right ear, Kaleb.

So, that's what's making me feel so sick?

Mm-hm. Vertigo causes dizziness and nausea,

which can trigger the fight or flight response,

causing feelings of extreme anxiety.

I'll roll you over.

Okay.

Just gotta finish moving the crystals back into place,

and then all the feelings of dizziness, nausea,

anxiety should resolve.

Ready? We're going to sit you up.

Nice.

And head straight.

And try not to move it too much.

I feel better already.

I can show you how to do this on your own

in case you start feeling this way again.

You all right?

Yeah.

Ah, you're back. Good.

What's that smell?

Mulled vinegar.

You weren't kidding about that nose on her.

Sully's idea.

Nothing but salads for you while we're away.

- Edna... - What do you mean "while we're away"?

Frank and I are going on vacation.

- You didn't tell him, Frank? - Vacation?

We're taking a trip to Alberta.

Who told you you could go on vacation?

Frank and I don't need your permission, Sully.

So, when is this trip happening?

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow?! How am I supposed to find somebody by tomorrow?

I talked to Maggie and Jackson about helping out

and it's all sorted. So,

- there's nothing for you to worry about. - Fine.

How long you gonna be gone?

- Just a few weeks. - "Just a few weeks."

You didn't need to go to all this trouble.

We could've just grabbed lunch at the diner.

After what you did?

Ah, it really wasn't anything special.

It was for Kaleb.

Now, why don't you let someone do something special for you,

hm, for a change?

Can't remember the last time anyone took me on a picnic.

Oh, this isn't just any old picnic.

I'm taking you to my favourite spot.

You coming?

Mm-hm.

I know that this is last minute, Sully,

but we really need to take this trip after everything that's happened.

I know. It's all right. I'm fine.

Bookings are down anyway, so...

At least one of us should have some fun, right?

You sure?

Like I said, it's just a couple of weeks.

What could go wrong?

I can't believe this is your favourite spot, too.

I used to come here all the time when

things between my parents got bad.

It was really that bad, huh?

Yeah.

My mom wanted me to go to the top schools,

and she thought that being here would limit me, and...

and Sully thought that there was more to life than just money.

They're just different people wanting different things in life.

Well, how'd they end up together, then?

Ah, my mother came back on a summer vacation with a friend,

and met Sully, fell in love.

Ah.

And she told me he was like no one she'd ever met before.

They eloped.

- Mm-hm. - Whoa.

But her parents hated him.

They said he'd never be able to give her the life that she wanted,

and I guess she finally decided that they're right.

So, that's why she moved you to Boston.

Mm-hm.

That's a big change.

Leaving all this for the big city.

It was.

But I mean, after a couple years, Boston grew on me.

Once I was in med school, I was so busy I think

I forgot how much I missed this place.

So, why a neurosurgeon?

Uh, watching my step-father.

All his accomplishments

and the way people looked up to him.

I guess I...

I wanted to prove that I could do that, too.

Glad Maggie was there to help you.

Yeah, me too.

So, uh, did you still want to hang out tonight?

Uh, I'm actually kind of tired.

Yeah, I get it. It's a long day.

Well, I guess that's it for our climbing lessons for now.

Well, I was thinking, if you're up for it,

we can go for a real climb tomorrow.

See if I'm still afraid of heights.

Cool. Well, I'll see you tomorrow morning.

Hey, Jackson.

You should tell your dad the truth.

About wanting to be an architect.

He wouldn't understand.

You can't live your life making other people happy.

You have to do what's best for you.

I'll think about it.

See you tomorrow for that climb.

Yeah.

"Heaven is under our feet as well as above our heads."

Henry David Thoreau.

All right, well, I grew up here,

so it's clear why I love the woods,

but what about you? What was your childhood like?

My parents, they were nomads.

They actually converted an old school bus for us

to travel across the country.

What'd you do for school then?

They didn't really care too much about

the idea of a formal education.

But you went to law school, though, didn't you?

I did. I moved in with my grandparents

for a few years during high school.

I had to leave my brother and my sisters behind.

Hm.

It was hard.

But now, here.

Sullivan's Crossing.

It's the first time in a really long time that I felt...

Peace.

I know what you mean.

I could use a little peace in my life right now.

You ever think about staying?

- You ever jumped? - No! No, I'm too scared.

Dr. Maggie Sullivan?

- Mm-hm. - Scared?

I don't believe it. Nope.

All right, we need to remedy this.

What are you doing?

Well, you don't expect me to jump in with my clothes on, now do you?

Come on. I dare you.

Okay.

After you.

Hey. So, how'd it go?

Fine. How about you?

Did you have a good time with Finn?

- Okay. - What happened?

We got really busy after you left.

So, what did Finn do?

He played video games on my phone.

The whole time I was gone?

Please don't make me feel any worse than I already do.

Where is he now?

He's in the back, playing video games on my phone.

I'm going to take him to the park.

He needs to get some fresh air.

Come on, Finn. Let's get out of here.

I don't know about this. Are you sure it's safe?

You trust me?

Yeah. It's a pretty big drop, Calamity.

I wouldn't let you do it if it wasn't safe, Maggie.

Besides,

I thought you told me you like adrenaline, hm?

I do, when I'm in control.

Stop thinking. Come on.

Stop thinking. Gimme your hand.

You got this.

On three?

All right. One.

Two.

- California. - What?

You wanted to know my name.

California Jones.

Three.

Maggie?!

Oh, my God!

Oh, that was incredible. Whoo.

I don't think I've ever felt that brave before.

I knew you could do it.

Um, I'm sorry.

Um...

I shouldn't have done that.

It's okay.

I should head back.

Yeah.

Thought you'd come by The Outpost to say goodbye to Frank and Edna.

They're leaving early in the morning.

Didn't realize they were leaving so early.

Where were you?

Out.

Thought maybe this'd be a good time to talk.

There's nothing to talk about.

Look, I know I hurt you and I'm sorry about that,

but to be fair, I really didn't think you were coming back.

So, you just decided to erase me out of your life?

You're my daughter, Maggie.

Painting over a mural isn't going to change that.

Nothing will.

Did it turn out so bad? I mean,

would you have become a neurosurgeon if you'd stayed here with me?

Is that what you think?

Everything just turned out fine?

Yeah, what about all the years I spent wondering

why my father replaced me?

What are you talking about?

I come back for summer vacation to find another family

living in our house. You moved Lola into my room, Sully.

- How'd you think I was going to feel? - That's not how it was, Maggie.

- Wasn't it? - Lola's mother was sick.

I just let her stay in my room until she got through chemo.

What was I supposed to do? Turn my back on them?

They're my friends!

Where did you even get an idea like that?

Oh. Of course. Walter.

He put that thought in your head.

He's always causing trouble.

This isn't about Walter.

It broke my heart when your mom took you away from me,

and then she went off and married a man like that.

No, you don't get to talk about Walter like that.

He is the only one who has been there for me.

Not you.

I'm going to bed. I have a headache.

Just, uh...

Just lock the door and turn out the lights, okay?

"Final notice."

Sully.

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