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♪♪ ♪♪
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PERSON: Everybody wants to
kind of go back to normal.
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But it's never gonna
be like that.
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I wanted to tell my son,
like, you know,
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"you're gonna be fine.
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Nothing like this
is gonna happen."
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But I also felt like
I would be lying.
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'Cause it's like,
I can't say that
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nothing like this
is gonna happen because
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it just did.
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KIM: Leon,
it's time for school, babe.
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I think people tend to think
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that journalists
don't have hearts.
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We do. I think about the kids
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that I've written about
in the past all the time.
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Margie's gonna pick y'all up
for school in the mornings.
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Vic will pick you up.
You walk, so that's fine.
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Meemaw will come
in the afternoons
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to help with dinner
and homework.
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Y'all remember when
Lexi would complain
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if we went to Donut Palace
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instead of Starbucks?
- Not Starbucks.
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- [chuckles]
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[soft guitar music]
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♪♪ ♪♪
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There are interviews
every week.
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There are meetings
with families,
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upcoming DC trips.
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It never stops.
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But when I come home, I'm Mom.
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Are these all of the dogs?
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He has all of those
comfort dog cards.
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Why do you have
a collection of them?
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They, like, fell out
of his pocket.
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A lot of Martha.
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Axe, Devorah.
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13? Is that how many you had?
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Yeah?
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I have some from work
at the newspaper.
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- Ooh, give me them.
- I will.
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That way, you can beat Gia.
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All right, put your hoodie on.
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I think I just miss
who I was before.
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I miss the people.
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I considered going back,
but I don't know
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if working right now is
in the cards for me.
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I have covered
child homicides before.
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I have requested autopsies.
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And now, my daughter's autopsy
will be made public one day.
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There's a butterfly
on the butterfly.
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What time is it?
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We gotta get going.
- All right.
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- Bye, baby.
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♪♪ ♪♪
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[soft music]
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- He's licking me.
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KIM:
[laughs] Lexi!
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When somebody asks me,
"how would you describe Lexi?"
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a million different memories
flash in my mind.
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- Hey.
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Close your eyes.
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[laughter]
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KIM: I love
her willingness to learn.
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- Alexandra Rubio is receiving
the principal's award.
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KIM: And this competitive
nature that she had.
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PERSON:
Go, Lexi!
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[cheering]
KIM: There you go, Lexi!
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[cheering, applause]
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PERSON:
Go, Lexi. Go, Lexi!
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Woo-hoo-hoo! Go, Lexi!
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KIM:
I loved that about her.
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[cheers and applause]
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[indistinct
police radio chatter]
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- Hey, Sheriff.
Sorry to bother you.
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I know you got your hands full
right now.
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I just have a quick question,
if you don't mind.
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I know there's a trooper here
on the west side
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blocking off the road.
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So there is no option for me
to be able to get out there.
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I need pictures of this scene.
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People need to know
what's going on.
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How do I get to 700--
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I know it's a small town,
small news,
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but it's kind of almost
a fast-paced situation.
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[camera shutter clicking]
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I went to work at
7:00 this morning.
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I've had two cups of coffee
and one taco.
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[laughs]
You know?
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So my next worry is, I need to
get some food in my system.
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It's unfortunate,
but doing this kind of job,
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it's like,
what's the next thing?
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What's the next big photo?
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What's the next
unfortunate occurrence,
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or crazy thing,
or whatever it is?
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It's just--
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it's the job, man.
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The story I heard on
the ground was that
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this storage container here
contained 12 migrants.
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Right there is the two--
the two deceased bodies,
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the individuals that were
in the storage container.
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PETE: Even though we are
a news organization,
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we still got to pay bills.
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Right now, I'm just focusing on
keeping the boat going.
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He's getting that, too.
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The photography, the chasing
down of stories, selling ads--
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I have too many hats
right now.
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I shot it a little taller.
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- Let's add it up,
see what we got.
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- Yeah, that's what I'm gonna
do right now and then--
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Then when Craig offered it
to me, I asked him.
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I said, can I still be
the photographer?
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'Cause if I can't,
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then I don't want to be
general manager.
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- 1901 would be the first
official Uvalde Leader-News.
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It's one of those institutions
that grew up,
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you know,
as the community grew.
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♪♪ ♪♪
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Uvalde is a very complicated
place,
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like most small communities.
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We just happen to
have racial divides
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and extremely poignant
class divides
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that maybe not all
communities have.
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There's a Uvalde
that's extremely poor.
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And they don't have time
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to think about
philosophical things.
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They have to put
food on the table.
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Community journalism to me is
every bit as rich,
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and accurate, and professional,
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and important as, you know,
the national media.
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And in fact,
I think in many ways
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community journalists are
even more committed.
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Because they live it
day in and day out.
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- I'm with the local newspaper.
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Could I get your names?
- Lucas.
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- What's a town
without a newspaper?
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It's literally
a written history.
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And it's the only one
that's available.
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There's nobody else that
captures those activities,
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that drama, those births,
deaths, winning touchdowns.
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It's just all in our pages.
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[camera shutter clicking]
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My staff is pretty incredible.
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I would put them up
against anybody.
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Meghann is brilliant.
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She's methodical,
a decision-maker.
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- I think this one's better
than the one that we have.
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- My question is--
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CRAIG: Julye has more contacts
in her Rolodex than any of us.
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- Good morning, Mayor
McLaughlin. This is Julye.
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Would you give me a call
when you have a moment?
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Thank you, sir. Bye.
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CRAIG: Melissa,
in the space of a year,
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she learned how to
put a story together
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in a way that really,
really grips you.
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MELISSA:
Just taking a couple more
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in case mine didn't turn out.
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Thanks, girls.
- Thank you.
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- My kids are just like me.
Everybody was like,
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let's go.
[laughter]
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- Kim Rubio, she's been
very much part of our team
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over the last decade
and brought so much to it.
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KIM:
While I was at the crime desk,
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it was crime,
city/county government,
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and meeting with
police officers
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and getting them to tell me,
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you know,
little bits and pieces
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of what I needed for the story.
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- You've been bouncing around.
KIM: Mm-hmm.
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- You were in Washington
just the other day?
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- Yes.
CRIAG: Yeah.
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KIM: I owe so much to Craig,
specifically--
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a chance to provide for
my family but still be present.
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I worked with
really good people.
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ALL:
♪♪ Birthday, dear Lexi ♪♪
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KIM: Meghann, she made Lexi
her last birthday cake.
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She's just
a really good friend.
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You know, my coworkers
know my kids.
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My kids know my coworkers.
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My kids make jokes like, "Mom,
you don't really have friends,
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you have coworkers."
[laughs]
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[soft music]
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We have five children.
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Despite having both good jobs,
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we were living
paycheck to paycheck.
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I wanted more for my kids.
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And I wanted to show them that,
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you know,
you never stop learning.
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So I decided that I wanted
to go back to school
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and get a college degree.
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On my last day,
they had a cake in the back.
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And they called me back there.
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And the cake says,
"We hope you fail!" [laughs]
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And I know they love me.
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But they're going to miss me.
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And you know, I was--
I missed them.
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So every time
they needed some help or--
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or I was off from school,
I'd come in.
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CRAIG: They are a family.
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If we hadn't been this close
when Robb occurred on May 24,
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we would have fallen
by the wayside.
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[somber music]
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♪♪ ♪♪
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- Citizenship Recognition
goes to Darian Ojeda
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and Alexandria Rubio.
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MEGHANN: Kimberly Rubio was
back for the summer.
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Her kids had award ceremonies.
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She had texted me
the night before
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a little concerned, saying,
"I know it's my second day,
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"but I'll be out
for the morning.
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But I'll make up for it
in the afternoon."
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- I was walking towards
Meghann's office.
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And I looked over to the right.
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And Kimberly was sitting
there at her desk.
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I said something
to the effect of,
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"I thought
I had smelled something."
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And that's our way of saying,
"hi, Kimberly, I love you."
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And she just said, "ha-ha,"
and made a funny face.
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- I left for lunch around 11:40
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and immediately got a text
from my aunt
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to say that she was hearing
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there was an active shooter
near the school.
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[ominous music]
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- I stood in Meghann's office
and I listened to the scanner.
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And I heard an officer say
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that we're going to need
a lot of helicopters.
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I thought, well, that's weird.
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- I think I looked at Julye,
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'cause it's gonna be
Julye's story
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and I remember being
in that position.
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And in your head,
you're coming up with, like,
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who do I need to call,
what do I need to do,
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and trying to pay attention
to the scanner.
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And to me, it was just,
it was another story--
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probably front page.
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- There's a lot of incidences
with the human smuggling
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where they have weapons.
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That's not uncommon down here.
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So we're still thinking,
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you know,
maybe the guy crashed.
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He bailed out of the car,
shot at somebody.
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I was thinking about the story
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that I was gonna have to
write later.
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And then Kim got an alert
on her phone
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that there was
a lockdown at Robb.
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KIM:
If there's a chase, a bailout,
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they lock down
all the nearby schools.
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So I didn't really
necessarily think
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my children were in danger.
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I just thought,
that's standard procedure.
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- And we have no idea that
this is a school shooter.
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No clue. No clue.
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PETE:
I grabbed my police scanner.
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And the shooter
had shot someone
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and drove towards the school,
ran inside the school.
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And this is where I see
the truck for the first time.
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And there's the AR-15 that--
that I saw.
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So I saw this rifle,
and I said,
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all right, good, he's unarmed.
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He just ran to hide.
He ran for cover.
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[helicopter blades whirring]
There's helicopters in the sky.
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I could barely hear
the guy talking next to me
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when he was telling me
his story about being shot at.
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Uh-huh?
- And right when I got here,
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he jumped out like there with
an assault rifle,
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shot three times at them
and twice at me.
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CRAIG: It was a din because
these people were
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coming from every point
of the compass,
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flying into Uvalde
to respond to Robb,
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all this law enforcement.
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And the sirens went on,
and on, and on.
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- I'm texting and calling
people, trying to find out,
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get a handle of
what's going on.
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And of course,
nobody's answering us
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or returning our calls because
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they're busy with
the situation.
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[helicopter blades whirring]
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CRAIG: And Pete says parents
are fogging into the area.
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And the police are divided
between those
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who were trying to confront
the shooter in the hallway
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and those who are
handling crowd control.
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[excited chatter]
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KIM: It's just a sea of
parents and hysteria.
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OFFICER: We need everyone
to move back.
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KIM: Having gotten there late,
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I really didn't know
what was going on.
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OFFICER: Come on. Come back.
It's not complicated. Come on.
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PARENT:
It is kind of complicated
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when we got kids here.
OFFICER: Yeah.
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KIM: And I remember, you know,
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there's yelling at
some of the officers.
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- Get across the street!
- Why are you--
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- Because I'm having
to deal with you!
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Get across the street.
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KIM: And I remember
thinking like, oh, we kind of
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need to let them do their job.
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They can't have us close
to the school
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if there's something going on.
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And the officers inside,
they have it.
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[indistinct radio chatter]
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OFFICER: I don't know
which one of those.
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- OK. That's OK.
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- This is probably
going to be a story
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that I'm gonna need to write.
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But then personal feelings
started taking over because
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we--we got worried, you know--
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Kim's our friend.
Kim's our family.
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And she's got two children
at that school.
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- I think it was right around
this point where I saw
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a little girl coming out of
one of the classrooms,
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where she was bloodied up--
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just blood pouring out of
her nose area.
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I thought she had
a broken nose.
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- And I remember
asking one officer,
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00:17:14,835 --> 00:17:16,237
though I can't remember
his name, like,
325
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"everything's OK, right?"
326
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- [wailing]
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- The first time
that it got scary was
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hearing Angel Garza
just start screaming.
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KIM: I didn't know then,
but I know now that
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he was told
his daughter was shot.
331
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- [screaming]
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- Everything now has changed
from this bailout to
333
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a real school shooting
is going on.
334
00:17:56,209 --> 00:17:59,580
[helicopter blades whirring]
335
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PETE:
I still couldn't process it.
336
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I was seeing it.
I was living it.
337
00:18:03,383 --> 00:18:06,053
We were going through
a school shooting, man.
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♪♪ ♪♪
339
00:18:11,892 --> 00:18:15,128
[sighs]
340
00:18:15,195 --> 00:18:19,466
I was standing next to Kim
for a while and, um,
341
00:18:19,533 --> 00:18:22,469
we were just staring,
just looking for Lexi,
342
00:18:22,536 --> 00:18:24,972
looking for Lexi, trying to see
when she's going to run out.
343
00:18:25,039 --> 00:18:26,640
I stopped taking
a lot of pictures
344
00:18:26,707 --> 00:18:31,078
and stopped doing my work
because I was focusing on--
345
00:18:31,145 --> 00:18:33,514
on finding Lexi for her.
346
00:18:33,580 --> 00:18:36,249
[voice breaking]
I knew I had to find her, so.
347
00:18:38,685 --> 00:18:42,056
- I decided since Pete was
at the school
348
00:18:42,122 --> 00:18:44,992
that I would go to
the Civic Center
349
00:18:45,059 --> 00:18:48,728
to find out what was going on.
350
00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,531
Part of the conversation
we had in the office
351
00:18:50,598 --> 00:18:53,200
before I left was,
352
00:18:53,267 --> 00:18:55,236
look for Lexi,
and look for Kim.
353
00:18:55,302 --> 00:18:57,738
So I parked my car
354
00:18:57,805 --> 00:19:00,474
and then school buses
started showing up.
355
00:19:00,541 --> 00:19:02,376
FATHER: I'm here. I'm here.
I'm here, mija.
356
00:19:02,443 --> 00:19:03,510
STUDENT: Mama?
FATHER: It's OK.
357
00:19:03,577 --> 00:19:04,678
STUDENT:
We can't--we can't leave.
358
00:19:04,744 --> 00:19:06,280
FATHER: Yes, we--it's OK.
We're right here.
359
00:19:06,346 --> 00:19:09,749
We're right here. OK? It's OK.
We're right here. OK?
360
00:19:09,816 --> 00:19:11,418
Hey, hey, we're right here. OK?
361
00:19:11,484 --> 00:19:14,388
STUDENT: [crying]
FATHER: Hey, it's OK.
362
00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:15,889
We're right here.
MOTHER: Go, go, go, go, go.
363
00:19:15,956 --> 00:19:17,258
FATHER: Go inside. Go inside.
364
00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:18,759
[ominous music]
365
00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:21,629
MELISSA: I was taking pictures
and this lady
366
00:19:21,695 --> 00:19:24,765
started yelling at me
about why I was there.
367
00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:28,034
And I said, "well,
I'm with the newspaper,
368
00:19:28,101 --> 00:19:30,470
and so I'm just here
to see what's going on."
369
00:19:30,537 --> 00:19:31,505
And she said, "well,
you don't need to be
370
00:19:31,572 --> 00:19:33,140
"taking pictures of us
right now.
371
00:19:33,207 --> 00:19:34,642
That's not appropriate."
372
00:19:34,708 --> 00:19:35,743
- Nobody at that point
373
00:19:35,809 --> 00:19:37,611
had yet been reunited with
their children.
374
00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:38,845
And then as time went on,
375
00:19:38,912 --> 00:19:42,049
some people were getting
reunited with their children,
376
00:19:42,115 --> 00:19:46,086
and Kim wasn't.
377
00:19:52,425 --> 00:19:54,228
We heard that the school was
gonna have a press conference
378
00:19:54,295 --> 00:19:55,962
at the Civic Center
and Meghann decided
379
00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:58,532
to go out there, too.
380
00:19:58,599 --> 00:20:03,036
- And I saw Judge Mitchell
and I said I wasn't asking--
381
00:20:03,103 --> 00:20:06,273
[voice breaking]
for the newspaper--
382
00:20:09,410 --> 00:20:12,846
That I just wanted to know
for Kimberly and Felix
383
00:20:12,913 --> 00:20:15,482
if he had any information
on Lexi.
384
00:20:21,956 --> 00:20:23,891
And he just said that, you
know,
385
00:20:23,958 --> 00:20:28,428
he didn't have information
on Lexi specifically.
386
00:20:28,495 --> 00:20:31,832
But being that
we didn't know anything,
387
00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:34,868
it wasn't good.
388
00:20:34,935 --> 00:20:37,270
[sniffles]
389
00:20:39,440 --> 00:20:41,609
- When everything ended,
I just saw a bunch of faces
390
00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:44,110
of parents who lost
their children.
391
00:20:44,177 --> 00:20:46,246
And I remember their pain.
392
00:20:46,313 --> 00:20:49,449
[somber music]
393
00:20:49,516 --> 00:20:53,888
♪♪ ♪♪
394
00:20:53,954 --> 00:20:55,856
And it's still there.
395
00:20:55,923 --> 00:21:03,063
♪♪ ♪♪
396
00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:11,638
- I think the longer we waited,
397
00:21:11,705 --> 00:21:15,809
the more it became clear
that something was wrong.
398
00:21:15,876 --> 00:21:17,310
Somebody drove us to
399
00:21:17,377 --> 00:21:19,579
the Uvalde Memorial Hospital
here in town.
400
00:21:19,646 --> 00:21:22,316
We gave them her name,
her description,
401
00:21:22,383 --> 00:21:25,452
what she was wearing.
And she wasn't there.
402
00:21:25,519 --> 00:21:28,021
So I said,
"I want to go back to Robb.
403
00:21:28,088 --> 00:21:30,323
She's still at Robb."
404
00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:33,227
I had sandals on,
so I took those off
405
00:21:33,294 --> 00:21:36,630
and I just ran to Robb.
406
00:21:40,334 --> 00:21:43,770
It felt right being there.
407
00:21:43,837 --> 00:21:46,440
We waited a little bit there
and then, finally,
408
00:21:46,507 --> 00:21:49,543
a San Antonio firefighter
offered to give us a ride
409
00:21:49,609 --> 00:21:51,211
back to the Civic Center
because he said
410
00:21:51,278 --> 00:21:54,782
we just weren't gonna
get answers here.
411
00:21:55,482 --> 00:21:59,419
MELISSA:
The Civic Center has windows.
412
00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:07,160
[voice breaking]
And so...
413
00:22:09,030 --> 00:22:10,597
We see Kim.
414
00:22:10,664 --> 00:22:12,499
There's a group of people
around her.
415
00:22:12,566 --> 00:22:17,571
And they're walking her
to the windows.
416
00:22:17,638 --> 00:22:21,474
And Meghann and I are
watching her through the glass.
417
00:22:25,346 --> 00:22:27,547
And she just falls
to the floor.
418
00:22:31,919 --> 00:22:34,688
KIM: I get into a patrol car.
419
00:22:34,755 --> 00:22:38,258
And I asked the driver could
he just take me back to Robb.
420
00:22:38,325 --> 00:22:40,127
I told him, "you know me,
I won't cause any problems,
421
00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:43,764
I just want to go
and just sit."
422
00:22:43,831 --> 00:22:45,632
He just looked defeated.
423
00:22:45,699 --> 00:22:49,369
And he had just to tell me
he can't do that.
424
00:22:49,436 --> 00:22:52,807
Of course he can't do that
but...
425
00:22:52,873 --> 00:22:55,142
if my feet hadn't been cut up
from the earlier run,
426
00:22:55,209 --> 00:22:59,413
I would have just gone myself.
427
00:22:59,480 --> 00:23:01,648
I just wanted to be with her.
428
00:23:04,785 --> 00:23:05,719
[sniffles]
429
00:23:07,988 --> 00:23:11,091
[door opens and shuts]
430
00:23:13,293 --> 00:23:16,196
[ambient music]
431
00:23:16,263 --> 00:23:23,370
♪♪ ♪♪
432
00:23:31,278 --> 00:23:33,214
"I am many things--
433
00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,081
"a mother...
434
00:23:36,851 --> 00:23:38,885
"a journalist,
435
00:23:38,952 --> 00:23:42,422
"a student, a runner.
436
00:23:46,627 --> 00:23:51,899
"Now I carry another title,
one I wish I could give back.
437
00:23:51,966 --> 00:23:55,468
"I am the mother of
a mass shooting victim.
438
00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:02,643
"May 24, 2022,
439
00:24:02,710 --> 00:24:05,312
"the day an 18-year-old armed
with an assault-style weapon
440
00:24:05,379 --> 00:24:06,813
"murdered
my youngest daughter,
441
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:11,718
"Alexandria 'Lexi' Rubio,
and ten of her classmates,
442
00:24:11,785 --> 00:24:13,754
"along with two teachers
and eight students
443
00:24:13,821 --> 00:24:15,088
in an adjacent classroom."
444
00:24:15,155 --> 00:24:22,295
♪♪ ♪♪
445
00:24:49,957 --> 00:24:52,258
CRAIG: It's truly astounding
how quickly
446
00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:55,362
the world press responds to
447
00:24:55,429 --> 00:24:58,531
this level of chaos
and tragedy.
448
00:25:00,367 --> 00:25:02,937
People began immediately
phoning
449
00:25:03,003 --> 00:25:04,738
from all across the country
450
00:25:04,805 --> 00:25:07,574
and, you know, even the world.
451
00:25:07,641 --> 00:25:10,144
And they all wanted to
just talk to somebody
452
00:25:10,210 --> 00:25:11,879
about what was happening.
453
00:25:11,945 --> 00:25:13,080
- Oh, it was horrible.
454
00:25:13,147 --> 00:25:17,885
It was--it--
they were calling nonstop.
455
00:25:17,952 --> 00:25:19,586
You couldn't even finish
one call.
456
00:25:19,653 --> 00:25:22,856
There was--the phone was
just ringing off the wall.
457
00:25:22,923 --> 00:25:25,525
- She was just fielding calls
left and right, left and right.
458
00:25:25,592 --> 00:25:29,163
And at that time, it was,
what, a couple of hours
459
00:25:29,229 --> 00:25:30,497
after it had happened.
460
00:25:30,564 --> 00:25:32,232
And I had just gotten back
to the office.
461
00:25:32,299 --> 00:25:36,671
The hounding of the calls
and emails--just constant.
462
00:25:36,737 --> 00:25:38,439
- I was crying.
463
00:25:38,505 --> 00:25:40,140
I think I got approached
by two or three
464
00:25:40,207 --> 00:25:42,576
different news reporters
465
00:25:42,642 --> 00:25:45,312
that thought that
I was a crying parent.
466
00:25:45,379 --> 00:25:48,816
You know, I just said,
no, I'm with the paper.
467
00:25:48,882 --> 00:25:51,885
- Even if we had chosen to
talk to any one of these--
468
00:25:51,952 --> 00:25:54,054
these news agencies,
we didn't--
469
00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:56,557
we didn't have facts.
470
00:25:56,623 --> 00:25:58,192
We didn't know.
471
00:25:58,259 --> 00:26:00,694
- We don't know
who's--who's injured.
472
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:02,963
We don't know who's sitting
in a hospital bed
473
00:26:03,030 --> 00:26:05,332
clinging on to their life.
474
00:26:05,399 --> 00:26:07,268
When I first got all
of these pictures,
475
00:26:07,334 --> 00:26:08,935
trying to look through them
and, you know,
476
00:26:09,002 --> 00:26:11,272
not knowing what exactly
I was looking at,
477
00:26:11,338 --> 00:26:14,108
the only people that
hounded me 24/7
478
00:26:14,174 --> 00:26:17,144
and reached out to me
was other news agencies.
479
00:26:17,210 --> 00:26:18,578
Because obviously,
they weren't here.
480
00:26:18,645 --> 00:26:21,115
So they wanted to know
everything from,
481
00:26:21,182 --> 00:26:22,283
"what do you have?
482
00:26:22,349 --> 00:26:23,650
"What are you willing
to share with us?
483
00:26:23,717 --> 00:26:25,886
"We have someone
right down the corner.
484
00:26:25,953 --> 00:26:27,354
"He'll be there
in five minutes.
485
00:26:27,420 --> 00:26:29,089
"Don't worry about
going through anything.
486
00:26:29,156 --> 00:26:30,490
We can do all of that for you."
487
00:26:30,557 --> 00:26:32,793
You know, all these,
like, really--
488
00:26:32,859 --> 00:26:36,430
those used car salesmen--
talking really fast,
489
00:26:36,496 --> 00:26:39,065
hope you miss all
the important things.
490
00:26:39,132 --> 00:26:40,701
I put up my guard.
And I realized,
491
00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:43,203
OK, this is--
this is bigger than--
492
00:26:43,270 --> 00:26:45,138
than anything
I've ever handled.
493
00:26:45,205 --> 00:26:49,643
I had a real serious talk
with Craig.
494
00:26:49,709 --> 00:26:52,679
He trusted my judgment
and everyone else did, too.
495
00:26:52,746 --> 00:26:55,248
And that's how
we came about these,
496
00:26:55,315 --> 00:26:56,884
I think, 26 pictures
that we released,
497
00:26:56,951 --> 00:26:59,219
was because it was the only 26
498
00:26:59,286 --> 00:27:01,688
I was willing to
release myself.
499
00:27:01,755 --> 00:27:07,627
♪♪ ♪♪
500
00:27:07,694 --> 00:27:10,664
Why would I want to show
a photo of someone who--
501
00:27:10,731 --> 00:27:13,066
maybe a parent--
has never seen before
502
00:27:13,133 --> 00:27:14,902
or doesn't know
if their child made it?
503
00:27:14,969 --> 00:27:17,838
We are the Uvalde Leader-News.
504
00:27:17,905 --> 00:27:21,375
This is our town.
This is our home.
505
00:27:21,442 --> 00:27:23,177
Could I say that I would have
done the same thing
506
00:27:23,244 --> 00:27:24,911
if I was with
The New York Times?
507
00:27:24,978 --> 00:27:25,946
I don't know.
508
00:27:26,013 --> 00:27:27,715
But this is our family.
509
00:27:27,782 --> 00:27:29,583
If it happened to one child
from Uvalde,
510
00:27:29,649 --> 00:27:32,152
it happened to
everyone in Uvalde.
511
00:27:34,655 --> 00:27:39,326
- I asked Meghann
on her way out the door
512
00:27:39,393 --> 00:27:43,764
what we were gonna put
on Thursday's front page.
513
00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:45,499
You know?
514
00:27:45,566 --> 00:27:48,702
And she said, "I don't know."
515
00:27:48,768 --> 00:27:51,505
And I said to her,
well, I think that
516
00:27:51,572 --> 00:27:54,208
we should do a black front
page, just solid black.
517
00:27:54,274 --> 00:27:59,413
- We were distraught.
518
00:27:59,479 --> 00:28:03,216
I don't know if we stopped
crying, really.
519
00:28:03,283 --> 00:28:06,120
We had touched on
the evening before
520
00:28:06,187 --> 00:28:09,523
what to put on the front page.
521
00:28:09,589 --> 00:28:11,692
For historical record,
we have to have it, of course.
522
00:28:11,758 --> 00:28:14,328
We have to show
that this happened.
523
00:28:14,394 --> 00:28:16,930
But what is actually new?
524
00:28:16,997 --> 00:28:20,100
What is our role?
525
00:28:20,166 --> 00:28:22,102
What is our objective?
526
00:28:22,168 --> 00:28:25,639
What can you say about this?
527
00:28:25,706 --> 00:28:30,044
And what can you put
528
00:28:30,110 --> 00:28:33,246
on the Uvalde Leader-News
front page?
529
00:28:35,281 --> 00:28:36,584
- I said, "Meghann,
what do you see here?"
530
00:28:36,650 --> 00:28:38,685
And she said, "well, we--
531
00:28:38,752 --> 00:28:40,454
we see just a black page."
532
00:28:40,521 --> 00:28:44,258
And I said, "honey, I just have
a hard time with that.
533
00:28:44,325 --> 00:28:49,830
"That's not--that's not how
I perceive our coverage.
534
00:28:49,897 --> 00:28:51,531
"You know, we're a newspaper.
535
00:28:51,598 --> 00:28:55,702
"And this is our home
and this has happened
536
00:28:55,769 --> 00:28:58,272
"and don't you think
our readers expect
537
00:28:58,338 --> 00:29:01,308
something more tangible?"
538
00:29:01,375 --> 00:29:04,545
And she said,
"well, we don't think so."
539
00:29:04,611 --> 00:29:07,547
[soft music]
540
00:29:07,614 --> 00:29:09,683
♪♪ ♪♪
541
00:29:09,750 --> 00:29:11,685
So I said, OK.
542
00:29:11,751 --> 00:29:14,054
If this is what you guys want,
then I want--
543
00:29:14,121 --> 00:29:16,090
this is what we're gonna have.
544
00:29:16,156 --> 00:29:19,660
- We all sort of felt blank.
545
00:29:19,726 --> 00:29:24,531
Like, grief-stricken but also
still in a sort of shock,
546
00:29:24,598 --> 00:29:26,934
disbelief that
this had happened.
547
00:29:27,001 --> 00:29:29,102
And I think that
the black front page
548
00:29:29,169 --> 00:29:31,672
was a way to reflect that.
549
00:29:31,738 --> 00:29:34,774
And the date is printed on it
in white
550
00:29:34,841 --> 00:29:37,210
because it's stamped
on all our brains.
551
00:29:37,277 --> 00:29:38,612
In the same indelible way,
552
00:29:38,678 --> 00:29:41,715
we wanted to reflect that
in the paper.
553
00:29:41,782 --> 00:29:47,721
♪♪ ♪♪
554
00:29:50,890 --> 00:29:52,626
- And you have not gone back
to your house?
555
00:29:52,693 --> 00:29:55,462
- We--we made the decision
to go
556
00:29:55,529 --> 00:29:58,565
before we went to
the funeral home today.
557
00:29:58,632 --> 00:30:01,134
- How was it?
- It was hard.
558
00:30:01,201 --> 00:30:03,503
- I am a sheriff's deputy, yes,
559
00:30:03,570 --> 00:30:07,141
but someone else is on scene,
it's their scene.
560
00:30:07,207 --> 00:30:08,976
- This was not
an assignment for you?
561
00:30:09,043 --> 00:30:10,377
- It wasn't an--
- This was personal?
562
00:30:10,444 --> 00:30:12,880
- This is me going to
check on my babies at Robb.
563
00:30:12,947 --> 00:30:17,250
Like, she said, we have two.
That's just me just going.
564
00:30:17,317 --> 00:30:20,053
And I go turn on my radio.
565
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:21,888
I turn it on and--
[snaps fingers]
566
00:30:21,955 --> 00:30:28,128
Like that, I just hear panic
in everybody's voices.
567
00:30:28,195 --> 00:30:32,967
And me, I just address,
568
00:30:33,033 --> 00:30:37,471
got in my unit, took off.
569
00:30:37,538 --> 00:30:39,840
And I get there.
570
00:30:39,906 --> 00:30:41,142
I'm outside for a bit,
571
00:30:41,208 --> 00:30:43,711
then start inching my way
a little bit.
572
00:30:43,778 --> 00:30:48,648
And then I get to the building
where it's all at.
573
00:30:48,715 --> 00:30:53,420
And I see where everybody's
posted at
574
00:30:53,487 --> 00:30:54,821
in front of
my baby girl's door.
575
00:30:54,888 --> 00:30:58,191
There's two doors that's there.
576
00:30:58,258 --> 00:31:02,629
It's a 50/50 which door is it.
577
00:31:03,397 --> 00:31:08,035
Once I see them open the door
and open fire, I--
578
00:31:08,101 --> 00:31:11,771
I don't--just--
my heart dropped.
579
00:31:13,140 --> 00:31:17,811
- [crying]
I left my baby at that school.
580
00:31:17,878 --> 00:31:21,081
- You shouldn't blame yourself.
581
00:31:21,148 --> 00:31:23,017
- I'm her mom.
She can't make good decisions.
582
00:31:23,083 --> 00:31:25,518
Who else is there to blame?
583
00:31:29,490 --> 00:31:31,658
[sighs]
584
00:31:35,663 --> 00:31:37,597
[cat meows softly]
585
00:31:48,208 --> 00:31:49,643
- It's a note with the school.
586
00:31:49,709 --> 00:31:51,478
- This is--aww.
587
00:31:51,545 --> 00:31:53,446
From Lexi.
- [chuckles]
588
00:31:56,683 --> 00:31:58,051
These are also for you
for Mother's--
589
00:31:58,118 --> 00:31:59,586
- For Mother's Day?
- Yeah.
590
00:31:59,653 --> 00:32:01,355
In Spanish.
She was in dual language.
591
00:32:01,421 --> 00:32:02,589
- Oh, it's the--
when the dual language.
592
00:32:02,656 --> 00:32:07,194
And that's my picture.
[chuckles]
593
00:32:07,261 --> 00:32:09,430
- Taken with Lexi.
594
00:32:09,497 --> 00:32:11,365
- Because I take her
to parties.
595
00:32:11,431 --> 00:32:13,500
She loves me because
I take her to parties,
596
00:32:13,567 --> 00:32:18,072
because I clean,
because I cook food,
597
00:32:18,139 --> 00:32:21,375
and I help her
with her homework.
598
00:32:21,441 --> 00:32:22,843
- Mm.
599
00:32:22,909 --> 00:32:24,144
- I remember that one.
600
00:32:24,211 --> 00:32:26,446
That's the birthday party
we had in the backyard
601
00:32:26,513 --> 00:32:28,015
when my mom bought her--
- The Father's Day gift.
602
00:32:28,081 --> 00:32:31,851
- My mom bought her
those earrings.
603
00:32:31,918 --> 00:32:33,186
Yeah, and these are all Mary's.
604
00:32:33,253 --> 00:32:36,523
Mary does the Father's Day
and Mother's Day things.
605
00:32:43,430 --> 00:32:45,399
Oh, this is--
this is what I needed.
606
00:32:45,465 --> 00:32:46,934
- What?
- This is the tattoo.
607
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,269
I was hoping we would find it
because I didn't know
608
00:32:48,335 --> 00:32:50,370
how they could scan it
from, like, a photo.
609
00:32:50,437 --> 00:32:53,307
Lexi drew this for me.
It says "the best mom.
610
00:32:53,374 --> 00:32:55,809
not only "the best mom,
the best, best mom."
611
00:32:55,876 --> 00:32:57,911
That's me. She's underneath me.
612
00:32:57,978 --> 00:33:00,013
It says,
"I Love My Mom by Lexi."
613
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,848
I came across it
on my Instagram
614
00:33:01,915 --> 00:33:03,150
because I had shared it.
615
00:33:03,217 --> 00:33:05,752
And I was like, that'd be
a perfect tattoo, so.
616
00:33:05,819 --> 00:33:11,592
I want to get that scanned
and copied.
617
00:33:11,658 --> 00:33:12,960
And it will be
my first color tattoo.
618
00:33:13,026 --> 00:33:17,965
I always said
I wouldn't do color, but.
619
00:33:18,032 --> 00:33:21,468
The idea is, once our--
620
00:33:21,535 --> 00:33:23,337
once all of our children
are out of the home,
621
00:33:23,404 --> 00:33:28,008
we want to have, like,
a bedroom all her own.
622
00:33:28,075 --> 00:33:30,044
And we'll have
all of this stuff,
623
00:33:30,110 --> 00:33:32,112
all of the artwork
and all of her clothes.
624
00:33:32,179 --> 00:33:35,048
We're saving all her clothes.
625
00:33:35,115 --> 00:33:38,018
So that's the plan.
626
00:33:38,085 --> 00:33:39,953
Lexi's.
627
00:33:40,020 --> 00:33:41,188
- Lexi.
628
00:33:41,254 --> 00:33:43,824
[ambient music]
629
00:33:43,891 --> 00:33:46,260
♪♪ ♪♪
630
00:33:46,326 --> 00:33:51,332
JULYE: I know that myself
and my co-workers,
631
00:33:51,398 --> 00:33:55,669
we're trying to do our job
as best we can.
632
00:33:55,736 --> 00:33:58,805
I wrote a story describing
some of the preliminary events
633
00:33:58,872 --> 00:34:02,475
as we knew them at the time.
634
00:34:02,542 --> 00:34:05,546
That narrative has shifted.
635
00:34:05,612 --> 00:34:10,584
I think that people are
searching for accountability.
636
00:34:10,651 --> 00:34:17,591
♪♪ ♪♪
637
00:34:19,927 --> 00:34:22,729
We have not heard a lot of
638
00:34:22,796 --> 00:34:26,499
anything from the side of most
of the local law enforcement
639
00:34:26,566 --> 00:34:29,870
and the state responders
that were there.
640
00:34:29,936 --> 00:34:33,139
PETE: The lack of
accountability and knowing
641
00:34:33,206 --> 00:34:34,809
exactly what happened that day,
642
00:34:34,875 --> 00:34:38,278
or the reasons for it happening
and the end results,
643
00:34:38,345 --> 00:34:41,281
just has divided this town up.
644
00:34:41,348 --> 00:34:42,649
There is no coming to grips.
645
00:34:42,716 --> 00:34:45,118
There is no healing from
that particular day.
646
00:34:45,185 --> 00:34:47,388
Too many questions
and not enough answers.
647
00:34:47,455 --> 00:34:51,425
I think that the number-one
people that deserve this
648
00:34:51,491 --> 00:34:55,495
is the families,
the Rubios and everyone else,
649
00:34:55,562 --> 00:34:57,230
that were affected by
that day.
650
00:34:57,297 --> 00:35:03,804
♪♪ ♪♪
651
00:35:03,870 --> 00:35:07,975
[light chatter]
652
00:35:08,041 --> 00:35:10,978
[soft music]
653
00:35:11,045 --> 00:35:12,913
♪♪ ♪♪
654
00:35:12,980 --> 00:35:14,714
- Hey, boys.
655
00:35:18,051 --> 00:35:21,021
[softly]
Hi, baby girl.
656
00:35:21,088 --> 00:35:24,391
SPEAKER:
Cazares, Makenna Elrod,
657
00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:27,761
Jose Flores Junior, Alithia--
658
00:35:27,828 --> 00:35:31,398
- OK, next up,
we have Kimberly Rubio.
659
00:35:31,465 --> 00:35:32,900
[clapping]
660
00:35:32,967 --> 00:35:34,801
- What is it, Kimberly?
661
00:35:34,868 --> 00:35:38,839
[cheering]
662
00:35:38,905 --> 00:35:40,641
- I am a mother
to five children.
663
00:35:40,708 --> 00:35:44,411
I live in a small town,
content with the simple life.
664
00:35:44,477 --> 00:35:48,848
I never dreamt of testifying
before today.
665
00:35:48,915 --> 00:35:51,685
What I want no one can give me.
666
00:35:51,752 --> 00:35:54,821
I want my daughter back.
667
00:35:54,888 --> 00:35:56,590
If I can't have her,
668
00:35:56,657 --> 00:36:01,162
then those who failed her
will never know peace.
669
00:36:01,228 --> 00:36:06,366
[cheers and applause]
670
00:36:06,433 --> 00:36:09,203
We want answers.
We seek justice.
671
00:36:09,269 --> 00:36:11,939
And we demand change.
672
00:36:12,006 --> 00:36:14,742
And we will never rest.
673
00:36:14,808 --> 00:36:17,644
Remember their names.
674
00:36:17,711 --> 00:36:20,548
- Alexandria Lexi Rubio.
675
00:36:20,614 --> 00:36:22,049
PERSON: Lexi!
[cheers and applause]
676
00:36:22,115 --> 00:36:24,785
PROTESTER: No justice.
ALL: No peace!
677
00:36:24,851 --> 00:36:26,053
PROTESTER: No justice.
678
00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:27,488
ALL: No peace!
679
00:36:27,554 --> 00:36:31,058
PROTESTER: Viva Uvalde!
ALL: Viva Uvalde!
680
00:36:31,125 --> 00:36:33,293
PROTESTER: Not one more child!
681
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,096
ALL: Not one more child.
682
00:36:36,162 --> 00:36:38,732
KIM: After we wrapped
our head around
683
00:36:38,799 --> 00:36:41,102
what happened to us,
what happened to Lexi,
684
00:36:41,168 --> 00:36:42,602
I immediately knew
685
00:36:42,669 --> 00:36:44,638
that I didn't want another
mom to feel this way.
686
00:36:44,704 --> 00:36:47,141
PROTESTER: What do we want?
ALL: Justice!
687
00:36:47,207 --> 00:36:49,209
PROTESTER: When do we want it?
ALL: Now!
688
00:36:49,276 --> 00:36:52,113
KIM:
We hit the ground running.
689
00:36:52,179 --> 00:36:54,047
We marched in DC.
690
00:36:58,853 --> 00:37:00,053
I'll never stop.
691
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,089
I have never turned down
an opportunity
692
00:37:02,155 --> 00:37:04,291
to share Lexi's story.
693
00:37:04,358 --> 00:37:07,394
Our focus will always be
at the federal level because
694
00:37:07,461 --> 00:37:09,530
I want to help
as many people as possible.
695
00:37:09,596 --> 00:37:11,732
And that is with the complete
ban of assault weapons.
696
00:37:11,798 --> 00:37:16,770
[light chatter]
697
00:37:16,836 --> 00:37:19,606
What we can do at the
state level is raise the age
698
00:37:19,673 --> 00:37:22,542
from 18 to 21 to be able to
purchase these weapons.
699
00:37:22,609 --> 00:37:28,515
[chanting]
700
00:37:31,151 --> 00:37:34,054
[determined music]
701
00:37:34,121 --> 00:37:35,923
♪♪ ♪♪
702
00:37:35,990 --> 00:37:39,693
JULYE: I see a lot of parents
who have seen the footage,
703
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:42,429
who have read reports,
who are very disheartened,
704
00:37:42,495 --> 00:37:44,364
who feel that
Chief Pete Arredondo
705
00:37:44,431 --> 00:37:46,933
didn't take actions
that he should have.
706
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:53,473
♪♪ ♪♪
707
00:37:53,540 --> 00:37:55,675
CRAIG: I think people have
been looking forward--
708
00:37:55,742 --> 00:38:01,648
maybe too much--to seeing him
lose his position.
709
00:38:01,715 --> 00:38:04,351
Once you--you get these things
in your mind
710
00:38:04,418 --> 00:38:06,520
that you've got to
knock this person off
711
00:38:06,586 --> 00:38:08,855
or this person or somebody's
got to be the fall guy
712
00:38:08,922 --> 00:38:10,624
and then you keep going down
the line,
713
00:38:10,691 --> 00:38:12,192
at some point,
you run out of those people.
714
00:38:12,259 --> 00:38:13,660
And then who do you blame
715
00:38:13,727 --> 00:38:15,896
or how do you come to terms
with the tragedy?
716
00:38:15,963 --> 00:38:18,832
As a community journalist,
you can never really shed
717
00:38:18,899 --> 00:38:22,202
that sort of mantle of--
718
00:38:22,269 --> 00:38:24,071
of your being in the community,
719
00:38:24,137 --> 00:38:26,540
of what the community
means to you.
720
00:38:26,607 --> 00:38:29,710
♪♪ ♪♪
721
00:38:29,776 --> 00:38:31,778
- On a regular basis,
I think about
722
00:38:31,845 --> 00:38:34,581
the hiring of Pete Arredondo.
723
00:38:34,648 --> 00:38:37,952
People were so thrilled.
He was very well-liked.
724
00:38:38,018 --> 00:38:40,387
He seemed like a good fit
for the community.
725
00:38:40,454 --> 00:38:43,356
They definitely knew him as
the guy who
726
00:38:43,423 --> 00:38:45,359
would come and get me out of
a school board meeting
727
00:38:45,426 --> 00:38:47,461
and tell me my car windows were
down and it's raining.
728
00:38:47,528 --> 00:38:51,465
So there is that level
of connection that--
729
00:38:51,532 --> 00:38:54,501
that outside media,
you know, doesn't have.
730
00:38:54,568 --> 00:38:57,137
It's hard to cancel out
all of those things,
731
00:38:57,203 --> 00:38:59,439
just like it is any person.
732
00:38:59,506 --> 00:39:01,141
But there has been
some decisions made
733
00:39:01,208 --> 00:39:03,777
that I can't get behind.
734
00:39:03,844 --> 00:39:10,784
♪♪ ♪♪
735
00:39:12,686 --> 00:39:16,690
[indistinct discussion]
736
00:39:16,757 --> 00:39:19,626
BURROWS: The House Committee on
the Robb Elementary shooting
737
00:39:19,693 --> 00:39:21,429
will now come to order.
738
00:39:21,495 --> 00:39:24,831
Several officers in the
hallway or in that building
739
00:39:24,898 --> 00:39:29,269
knew or should have known there
was dying in that classroom
740
00:39:29,336 --> 00:39:31,405
and they should have done more.
741
00:39:31,472 --> 00:39:33,673
Chief Arredondo,
he testified that
742
00:39:33,740 --> 00:39:36,677
he felt like
he was not in command.
743
00:39:36,744 --> 00:39:37,911
- [speaking in Spanish]
744
00:39:37,978 --> 00:39:39,546
JULYE: We're a small town.
745
00:39:39,613 --> 00:39:42,750
Not only are these officers
the ones that police us
746
00:39:42,817 --> 00:39:46,186
and enforce the laws,
but they're our neighbors,
747
00:39:46,253 --> 00:39:47,521
they're our friends,
they're the people that
748
00:39:47,588 --> 00:39:50,190
we go to the grocery store
and the post office with.
749
00:39:50,257 --> 00:39:54,795
And it's very hard
to look at somebody
750
00:39:54,861 --> 00:39:58,699
who's an intrinsic part of
your community and wonder,
751
00:39:58,766 --> 00:40:03,237
"did you just stand there
and let my friend's child die?"
752
00:40:03,303 --> 00:40:06,440
[soft music]
753
00:40:06,507 --> 00:40:13,446
♪♪ ♪♪
754
00:40:23,657 --> 00:40:26,526
[coffee machine rumbling]
755
00:40:26,593 --> 00:40:28,162
- So things that
I am working on,
756
00:40:28,228 --> 00:40:31,164
I have city and county meetings
this week.
757
00:40:31,231 --> 00:40:32,733
I need to check in with Sabrida
758
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,637
and keep that update going
for the municipal election.
759
00:40:36,703 --> 00:40:38,372
- What do you got, James?
760
00:40:38,439 --> 00:40:41,842
- Football scrimmage
on Friday night.
761
00:40:42,342 --> 00:40:44,711
Tennis, they opened
their season last Friday.
762
00:40:44,778 --> 00:40:46,714
That's where I was Friday
morning, covering that.
763
00:40:46,780 --> 00:40:48,582
- And then tonight is
the board meeting
764
00:40:48,649 --> 00:40:51,652
for the school district,
that open forum,
765
00:40:51,719 --> 00:40:53,153
so that could go
three to four hours.
766
00:40:53,219 --> 00:40:55,222
- Yeah, OK. Thank you, all.
767
00:40:55,289 --> 00:40:57,424
- OK.
- That's a wrap.
768
00:41:04,799 --> 00:41:07,668
HAL HARRELL: First of all,
thank you for being here.
769
00:41:07,735 --> 00:41:10,738
And we offer our condolences
to all the families.
770
00:41:10,804 --> 00:41:14,174
The release of yesterday's
report, I know,
771
00:41:14,241 --> 00:41:16,243
must be extremely heavy
on each one of you.
772
00:41:16,309 --> 00:41:19,212
The House report will help us
in our decision-making
773
00:41:19,279 --> 00:41:20,847
as we move forward.
774
00:41:20,914 --> 00:41:22,282
And I would like
to turn it over
775
00:41:22,349 --> 00:41:23,884
to the community at this time.
776
00:41:23,951 --> 00:41:27,821
- Why the hell does he still
have a job with y'all?
777
00:41:27,888 --> 00:41:30,156
PERSON:
Yes, why? Why?
778
00:41:30,223 --> 00:41:35,229
[applause]
779
00:41:35,296 --> 00:41:36,930
HAL: Chief Arredondo is
on administrative leave
780
00:41:36,997 --> 00:41:38,565
at this point.
781
00:41:42,836 --> 00:41:46,773
[clapping]
782
00:41:48,775 --> 00:41:50,845
NORMA:
Good morning. May I help you?
783
00:41:51,645 --> 00:41:53,446
NORMA: OK, a yard sale?
PERSON: Yes.
784
00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:55,916
Plenty of tools,
household items.
785
00:41:55,983 --> 00:41:58,552
- OK. This will be $8.50.
PERSON: OK.
786
00:41:58,619 --> 00:42:00,553
- Gonna be cash? OK.
And your name?
787
00:42:00,620 --> 00:42:01,889
- Melissa.
788
00:42:01,955 --> 00:42:03,157
- Ruiz, right?
- Yes.
789
00:42:03,223 --> 00:42:05,125
- I was gonna say,
I think I remember you.
790
00:42:05,192 --> 00:42:06,560
- [chuckles]
- You look like your mom.
791
00:42:06,627 --> 00:42:08,796
[chuckling]
I wasn't sure.
792
00:42:08,863 --> 00:42:11,064
JULYE: We're very close to
some of these families.
793
00:42:11,131 --> 00:42:13,867
Mr. Prado,
he's not just investigating
794
00:42:13,934 --> 00:42:16,102
one, you know, lieutenant.
795
00:42:16,169 --> 00:42:18,471
He's investigating
the whole police department.
796
00:42:18,538 --> 00:42:19,906
So I think our coverage has
been maybe
797
00:42:19,973 --> 00:42:22,209
a slightly different approach
than some of
798
00:42:22,276 --> 00:42:23,443
the larger news media.
799
00:42:23,510 --> 00:42:27,548
We're not trying to
necessarily capture
800
00:42:27,614 --> 00:42:30,317
every moment of
the families' pain.
801
00:42:30,384 --> 00:42:32,653
We just want to be here
and offer a platform
802
00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:34,421
for what is happening.
803
00:42:34,488 --> 00:42:37,791
MELISSA: I'm gonna put on the
end that I called George Hyde.
804
00:42:37,857 --> 00:42:39,493
- OK.
805
00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:42,128
- And I'm going to close it
so you can read it.
806
00:42:51,504 --> 00:42:53,941
MELISSA: OK.
Anyway, I think we were close.
807
00:42:54,007 --> 00:42:57,178
We're just trying to give
an update on what is going on.
808
00:42:57,244 --> 00:43:01,749
[ambient music]
809
00:43:01,816 --> 00:43:03,250
MEGHANN: If you work there,
your whole life
810
00:43:03,317 --> 00:43:05,152
is pretty much the newspaper.
811
00:43:05,218 --> 00:43:08,055
We have UMH firearm policy,
812
00:43:08,121 --> 00:43:12,726
Arredondo, what's happening
with his employment at UCISD,
813
00:43:12,793 --> 00:43:15,695
100-degree days
and no rain in sight,
814
00:43:15,762 --> 00:43:17,864
the teacher, Reyes,
who was shot,
815
00:43:17,931 --> 00:43:21,835
and the last student who was
still in the hospital
816
00:43:21,902 --> 00:43:23,204
went home last week.
817
00:43:23,270 --> 00:43:25,739
So we just have a lot.
818
00:43:25,806 --> 00:43:28,742
We're all firmly
in the middle of it.
819
00:43:28,809 --> 00:43:32,112
I think we're just trying
to get through
820
00:43:32,179 --> 00:43:35,448
every day of reporting on it.
821
00:43:35,515 --> 00:43:38,552
And we'll figure out
our feelings later.
822
00:43:38,618 --> 00:43:42,055
So the good news is, all of
our pages are in color today.
823
00:43:42,122 --> 00:43:45,159
MELISSA: Oh, wow.
824
00:43:45,225 --> 00:43:47,027
- Sadly, we don't have
that many stories
825
00:43:47,094 --> 00:43:48,128
with art right now.
826
00:43:48,195 --> 00:43:55,302
♪♪ ♪♪
827
00:44:14,020 --> 00:44:17,190
[light chatter]
828
00:44:17,257 --> 00:44:23,363
♪♪ ♪♪
829
00:44:50,023 --> 00:44:51,691
PERSON: We are with you.
830
00:44:52,158 --> 00:44:55,429
- We don't know what to do.
831
00:44:55,495 --> 00:44:58,032
We just want to fight
for our children.
832
00:44:58,099 --> 00:45:00,834
And we want them
to be remembered.
833
00:45:00,901 --> 00:45:03,603
[sniffles]
834
00:45:03,670 --> 00:45:06,406
We just want to stop
being disappointed.
835
00:45:06,473 --> 00:45:09,276
- No matter what happens today,
836
00:45:09,343 --> 00:45:11,311
we're gonna continue our fight.
837
00:45:19,786 --> 00:45:23,190
- Mr. Board President,
I move that good cause exists
838
00:45:23,257 --> 00:45:25,693
to terminate
the non-certified contract
839
00:45:25,759 --> 00:45:29,230
of Pete Arredondo
effective immediately.
840
00:45:29,296 --> 00:45:30,631
- Motion passes unanimously.
841
00:45:30,697 --> 00:45:34,501
[cheers and applause]
842
00:45:43,310 --> 00:45:46,814
- What he should be charged
with? Manslaughter.
843
00:45:46,881 --> 00:45:50,184
- Pete Arredondo did not attend
tonight's special session here.
844
00:45:50,251 --> 00:45:53,320
Instead, he issued
a 17-page statement
845
00:45:53,387 --> 00:45:56,189
calling the termination
proceeding "an illegal
846
00:45:56,256 --> 00:45:58,692
and unconstitutional
public lynching."
847
00:46:07,901 --> 00:46:10,837
[soft music]
848
00:46:10,904 --> 00:46:13,940
♪♪ ♪♪
849
00:46:14,007 --> 00:46:16,944
JULYE: He is not the only
person that was there.
850
00:46:17,010 --> 00:46:21,281
He is one of 376
851
00:46:21,348 --> 00:46:24,017
law enforcement personnel
that were on scene.
852
00:46:24,084 --> 00:46:26,753
So while he certainly would
bear some responsibility
853
00:46:26,820 --> 00:46:28,021
in the eyes of the families,
854
00:46:28,088 --> 00:46:30,090
that can't be the only
progress they see.
855
00:46:31,658 --> 00:46:34,261
These families don't seem to
have
856
00:46:34,327 --> 00:46:38,064
a whole lot of other people in
the community supporting them.
857
00:46:54,181 --> 00:46:56,650
- "Dear Sheriff Ruben Nolasco,
858
00:46:56,717 --> 00:47:00,954
"this letter serves as notice
of my resignation
859
00:47:01,021 --> 00:47:03,390
"as a patrol deputy for
860
00:47:03,456 --> 00:47:07,194
the Uvalde County Sheriff's
Office effective immediately."
861
00:47:07,261 --> 00:47:12,132
Sincerely, me.
862
00:47:12,198 --> 00:47:13,434
Oh, hit you with the dog tag.
- Love you.
863
00:47:13,501 --> 00:47:14,935
- Love you, too.
864
00:47:15,001 --> 00:47:17,938
[soft music]
865
00:47:18,005 --> 00:47:19,907
♪♪ ♪♪
866
00:47:19,973 --> 00:47:26,012
Border Patrol was always my...
top-tier job that I wanted.
867
00:47:27,314 --> 00:47:31,184
What I saw was just upsetting.
868
00:47:34,020 --> 00:47:38,292
I don't even know what more
else there is to say about it.
869
00:47:38,358 --> 00:47:42,229
I think the video
speaks volumes.
870
00:47:44,831 --> 00:47:47,901
You build a brotherhood and,
871
00:47:47,968 --> 00:47:51,404
I don't know, just--
872
00:47:51,471 --> 00:47:56,677
never would have expected
it came to this.
873
00:47:56,744 --> 00:48:01,715
♪♪ ♪♪
874
00:48:01,781 --> 00:48:04,184
All right, let's see.
875
00:48:04,251 --> 00:48:10,524
♪♪ ♪♪
876
00:48:10,591 --> 00:48:13,793
Is Sheriff or Chief here,
or no?
877
00:48:25,672 --> 00:48:27,975
I am tired.
- Was that exhausting?
878
00:48:28,042 --> 00:48:29,810
Was that emotionally
exhausting?
879
00:48:29,877 --> 00:48:33,481
- It was just Chief.
880
00:48:33,547 --> 00:48:37,384
I'll meet with Sheriff Monday.
- Monday?
881
00:48:40,154 --> 00:48:42,790
What did he say?
882
00:48:42,857 --> 00:48:46,059
- Gonna miss me.
883
00:48:46,126 --> 00:48:50,197
Um--
884
00:48:50,264 --> 00:48:52,833
make sure--
885
00:48:52,899 --> 00:48:57,905
yeah.
886
00:48:57,971 --> 00:48:59,373
You know.
887
00:48:59,439 --> 00:49:02,643
And that they expected it.
[laughs]
888
00:49:02,710 --> 00:49:04,111
- Yeah.
889
00:49:04,177 --> 00:49:07,114
[soft music]
890
00:49:07,181 --> 00:49:12,652
♪♪ ♪♪
891
00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:16,056
[indistinct chatter]
892
00:49:16,123 --> 00:49:23,230
♪♪ ♪♪
893
00:49:41,781 --> 00:49:44,551
SHEILA JACKSON LEE:
I call to order
894
00:49:44,618 --> 00:49:47,053
the Congressional
Children's Caucus
895
00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:50,524
of the United States
House of Representatives
896
00:49:50,591 --> 00:49:55,996
for the historic listening
session in Uvalde, Texas.
897
00:49:56,062 --> 00:49:59,132
You're recognized for five.
898
00:49:59,199 --> 00:50:05,038
- My name is Kimberly Rubio.
I'm Lexi's mom.
899
00:50:05,105 --> 00:50:07,174
I want to thank y'all for
the opportunity
900
00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:09,844
to share her story
and my experience.
901
00:50:09,910 --> 00:50:11,445
I apologize in advance
902
00:50:11,512 --> 00:50:15,282
'cause it's just not a good day
and I'm not prepared.
903
00:50:15,349 --> 00:50:18,819
I don't have a blueprint for
how to live
904
00:50:18,886 --> 00:50:24,425
when your 10-year-old daughter
is murdered in her classroom.
905
00:50:24,491 --> 00:50:26,827
But I think the state
and our nation
906
00:50:26,894 --> 00:50:28,429
should have a roadmap by now.
907
00:50:28,495 --> 00:50:30,597
This is not the first
mass shooting.
908
00:50:30,664 --> 00:50:35,402
It will not be the last until
we federally ban these weapons.
909
00:50:38,238 --> 00:50:40,307
So you better get really good
really fast
910
00:50:40,374 --> 00:50:43,109
at how to deal with
the aftermath.
911
00:50:47,347 --> 00:50:51,017
We need transparency
and accountability.
912
00:50:51,084 --> 00:50:55,388
We need resources that are
readily and easily available.
913
00:51:00,227 --> 00:51:02,763
I'm just a mom from
a really small town.
914
00:51:02,829 --> 00:51:04,932
I have no idea what we need
915
00:51:04,998 --> 00:51:07,901
other than
I need my daughter back.
916
00:51:07,968 --> 00:51:10,203
And if I can't have
my daughter back,
917
00:51:10,270 --> 00:51:12,672
then I just want change.
918
00:51:12,739 --> 00:51:17,177
I don't just want it.
I am demanding it.
919
00:51:17,243 --> 00:51:19,613
And I'm so sorry
I can't share her story today.
920
00:51:19,680 --> 00:51:22,950
Because I--
921
00:51:23,016 --> 00:51:25,118
it's just too much today.
922
00:51:28,121 --> 00:51:30,791
[soft music]
923
00:51:30,858 --> 00:51:34,261
♪♪ ♪♪
924
00:51:34,327 --> 00:51:36,830
- Thank you so very much.
925
00:51:36,897 --> 00:51:40,934
- [sniffles]
926
00:51:41,001 --> 00:51:48,074
♪♪ ♪♪
927
00:51:58,119 --> 00:52:01,054
[somber music]
928
00:52:01,121 --> 00:52:04,725
♪♪ ♪♪
929
00:52:04,791 --> 00:52:06,259
[light chatter]
930
00:52:07,762 --> 00:52:09,029
- Fuck you!
931
00:52:10,797 --> 00:52:12,933
- Oh, my god.
- He did not say that.
932
00:52:13,000 --> 00:52:14,401
- Yeah, he did.
- I just heard--
933
00:52:17,604 --> 00:52:24,544
♪♪ ♪♪
934
00:52:31,284 --> 00:52:32,519
- And you've already addressed
them, have you?
935
00:52:32,586 --> 00:52:35,522
- Not to anyone.
- OK. The Beto incident?
936
00:52:35,588 --> 00:52:38,525
Hal Harrell is
a lifelong Uvaldian.
937
00:52:38,592 --> 00:52:39,726
I think he's very well known
938
00:52:39,793 --> 00:52:42,362
for his dedication
to his students.
939
00:52:42,429 --> 00:52:48,034
There's a difference
between being able to, um,
940
00:52:48,101 --> 00:52:51,204
advocate for education
for children
941
00:52:51,271 --> 00:52:54,441
and then being someone
who can manage a crisis.
942
00:52:54,508 --> 00:52:56,743
I think his retirement comes
943
00:52:56,810 --> 00:52:59,580
in his own realization of
his lack of capability
944
00:52:59,647 --> 00:53:01,815
to provide the kind of
leadership
945
00:53:01,882 --> 00:53:03,917
the district needs right now.
946
00:53:03,984 --> 00:53:11,124
♪♪ ♪♪
947
00:53:16,763 --> 00:53:21,167
[light chatter]
948
00:53:30,877 --> 00:53:33,347
REPORTER: Group of parents and
educators wanted to thank him
949
00:53:33,414 --> 00:53:36,049
for more than 30 years of
service to this community.
950
00:53:36,116 --> 00:53:40,554
So you could look at tonight's
events really as a referendum.
951
00:53:40,620 --> 00:53:43,157
- I want to heal.
I want to get better.
952
00:53:43,223 --> 00:53:45,125
And it's really hard when you
have a community
953
00:53:45,192 --> 00:53:47,360
that's so divided.
954
00:53:47,427 --> 00:53:51,164
Focus on maybe changing laws
or changing protocols,
955
00:53:51,231 --> 00:53:54,100
not pointing fingers
at everybody right now,
956
00:53:54,167 --> 00:53:56,070
'cause that's what's tearing
everybody apart.
957
00:53:56,136 --> 00:54:00,741
[cheers and applause]
958
00:54:00,807 --> 00:54:04,211
ALL: ♪♪ Uvalde High ♪♪
959
00:54:04,278 --> 00:54:06,546
♪♪ Three cheers for you ♪♪
960
00:54:06,613 --> 00:54:07,914
Rah, rah, rah!
961
00:54:07,981 --> 00:54:12,619
[applause]
962
00:54:14,121 --> 00:54:16,089
- This is extremely
overwhelming.
963
00:54:16,156 --> 00:54:23,030
I cannot begin to tell you
what this means.
964
00:54:23,097 --> 00:54:25,332
That's pretty clever.
[laughter]
965
00:54:25,399 --> 00:54:26,967
Y'all do that?
- That is.
966
00:54:27,034 --> 00:54:31,037
[indistinct chatter]
967
00:54:36,644 --> 00:54:41,415
- The families never called for
Hal Harrell to resign or retire
968
00:54:41,481 --> 00:54:45,051
but I am disgusted
by this community.
969
00:54:48,188 --> 00:54:50,357
How dare you decide now,
970
00:54:50,424 --> 00:54:54,361
when a job is at stake to come
together, but you stayed home
971
00:54:54,428 --> 00:54:57,030
as we the families have
been demanding
972
00:54:57,097 --> 00:54:59,332
transparency and
accountability.
973
00:54:59,399 --> 00:55:01,168
To the individuals
who spent the weekend
974
00:55:01,235 --> 00:55:03,570
bashing 21 grieving families,
975
00:55:03,637 --> 00:55:07,040
go home and hug your kids
and be glad that you can.
976
00:55:07,107 --> 00:55:08,609
Because I'll be at the cemetery
977
00:55:08,676 --> 00:55:11,245
because that's the closest
I can get to my baby!
978
00:55:11,311 --> 00:55:13,747
- I don't want to talk you.
I'm not talking to you.
979
00:55:13,813 --> 00:55:15,716
KIM: You're on one side
or the other.
980
00:55:15,782 --> 00:55:18,352
You either stand with
the families
981
00:55:18,419 --> 00:55:21,755
whose children or mothers were
murdered,
982
00:55:21,822 --> 00:55:24,158
or you're on the side of
wanting to turn a blind eye
983
00:55:24,224 --> 00:55:25,792
and just move on.
984
00:55:47,248 --> 00:55:49,382
- Hey.
- Leave them alone.
985
00:55:51,184 --> 00:55:52,419
KIM:
Makes me want to pack my bags
986
00:55:52,485 --> 00:55:55,288
and just leave
and never come back.
987
00:55:55,355 --> 00:55:58,959
But that's not an option
for us.
988
00:55:59,026 --> 00:56:00,594
We're--
989
00:56:00,661 --> 00:56:03,864
we'll be in Uvalde
because Lexi is in Uvalde.
990
00:56:03,930 --> 00:56:06,867
[soft music]
991
00:56:06,934 --> 00:56:11,905
♪♪ ♪♪
992
00:56:11,972 --> 00:56:13,340
JULYE:
There was a huge number.
993
00:56:13,407 --> 00:56:15,576
Over 100 people
turned out at the meeting.
994
00:56:15,643 --> 00:56:18,345
Meanwhile, you have parents
who lost children
995
00:56:18,411 --> 00:56:19,880
that can't get two people to
show up
996
00:56:19,947 --> 00:56:22,249
at a meeting to support them.
997
00:56:22,316 --> 00:56:25,219
There's a very strong attitude
998
00:56:25,285 --> 00:56:30,390
whenever there's a development
or anybody posts anything of,
999
00:56:30,457 --> 00:56:32,293
"hey, you're just
ruffling feathers.
1000
00:56:32,359 --> 00:56:34,161
"You're just creating
more problems.
1001
00:56:34,227 --> 00:56:36,530
You are the problem."
1002
00:56:36,596 --> 00:56:38,499
We get told that
at the newspaper, too,
1003
00:56:38,566 --> 00:56:41,501
that we need to just
stop bringing it up.
1004
00:56:46,907 --> 00:56:48,475
MELISSA: Meg.
MEGHANN: Yeah.
1005
00:56:48,542 --> 00:56:50,544
MELISSA: I'm gonna turn this in
to you, but it's for Sunday.
1006
00:56:50,611 --> 00:56:52,212
MEGHANN:
We're trying to get answers
1007
00:56:52,279 --> 00:56:54,715
for the community at large,
1008
00:56:54,781 --> 00:56:56,616
even if maybe some of
the community
1009
00:56:56,683 --> 00:56:58,919
doesn't feel like
they need those answers.
1010
00:56:58,986 --> 00:57:03,156
We've got six stories that
all need to go on the front.
1011
00:57:03,223 --> 00:57:07,194
We have too much copy
for the space we have.
1012
00:57:07,260 --> 00:57:11,565
I feel most of our readership
is tired of May 24th coverage.
1013
00:57:11,631 --> 00:57:13,434
- OK, I'm gonna tweak
my rain story
1014
00:57:13,500 --> 00:57:15,936
because I have
a few missed rain messages.
1015
00:57:16,003 --> 00:57:17,605
MEGHANN: OK.
1016
00:57:17,671 --> 00:57:19,006
- I worry about my staff.
1017
00:57:19,073 --> 00:57:21,742
It's a good story.
- [indistinct]
1018
00:57:21,809 --> 00:57:24,311
- Harrell? Yeah.
1019
00:57:24,378 --> 00:57:28,248
And your story, Jules,
the media docs.
1020
00:57:28,315 --> 00:57:31,685
[printer chugging]
1021
00:57:31,752 --> 00:57:34,287
- These are
the days of our lives.
1022
00:57:36,790 --> 00:57:38,192
CRAIG: I can tell that
they're feeling it.
1023
00:57:38,258 --> 00:57:40,427
And I hate that for them.
1024
00:57:40,494 --> 00:57:42,496
Well, Meg, what do you think?
1025
00:57:42,563 --> 00:57:44,598
- So pretty much
everything has to go.
1026
00:57:44,665 --> 00:57:48,602
The AirLIFE feature could hold,
though I'd rather it not.
1027
00:57:48,669 --> 00:57:51,238
CRAIG: And I don't know
how to make it stop
1028
00:57:51,305 --> 00:57:52,473
without just saying, you know,
1029
00:57:52,539 --> 00:57:54,708
why don't you take a--
take a month off?
1030
00:57:54,775 --> 00:57:59,479
And we can't--we can't get by
with them gone.
1031
00:58:05,586 --> 00:58:08,822
KIM: For the past eight years,
Greg Abbott's been in office
1032
00:58:08,889 --> 00:58:11,858
and we've just seen failure.
1033
00:58:11,925 --> 00:58:14,528
I think people are
looking for change.
1034
00:58:14,594 --> 00:58:17,397
- This gentleman right here,
Beto, from the very beginning,
1035
00:58:17,464 --> 00:58:19,500
you know, pledged his support
for the families.
1036
00:58:19,566 --> 00:58:22,369
- Thank you. Thank you.
Carlos, thank you.
1037
00:58:22,435 --> 00:58:25,472
[indistinct]. Appreciate it.
1038
00:58:25,539 --> 00:58:27,174
Thank you all for coming out,
1039
00:58:27,241 --> 00:58:29,076
welcoming us back to
the community
1040
00:58:29,143 --> 00:58:31,511
of these extraordinary heroes
who are among us.
1041
00:58:31,578 --> 00:58:34,081
I am following their lead
to do their best
1042
00:58:34,148 --> 00:58:36,783
to make sure that other parents
don't experience
1043
00:58:36,850 --> 00:58:38,786
the suffering that they are
living through right now.
1044
00:58:38,853 --> 00:58:40,321
[engine revving]
1045
00:58:40,387 --> 00:58:44,692
And I can think of no other
public servants--
1046
00:58:44,759 --> 00:58:48,362
KIM: As he's giving a speech,
there's vehicles racing by
1047
00:58:48,429 --> 00:58:49,896
so that you can't hear.
1048
00:58:49,963 --> 00:58:52,633
If that isn't reflective of
this community
1049
00:58:52,700 --> 00:58:55,368
and our political climate,
I don't know what is.
1050
00:59:04,311 --> 00:59:06,880
[intriguing music]
1051
00:59:06,947 --> 00:59:08,049
- How many you need?
1052
00:59:08,115 --> 00:59:09,349
- Just one.
- OK. Here you go.
1053
00:59:09,416 --> 00:59:11,184
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
1054
00:59:11,251 --> 00:59:18,358
♪♪ ♪♪
1055
00:59:21,962 --> 00:59:24,597
- There's 14 voting precincts.
1056
00:59:24,664 --> 00:59:28,034
So I've got to make sure
I have 14 spots for them--
1057
00:59:28,101 --> 00:59:30,871
the 14 precincts,
and then the early voting,
1058
00:59:30,938 --> 00:59:32,205
and then the total at the end.
1059
00:59:32,272 --> 00:59:39,412
♪♪ ♪♪
1060
00:59:41,848 --> 00:59:44,751
[light chatter]
1061
00:59:47,955 --> 00:59:52,193
- Tony Gonzalez, John Lira,
Greg Abbott, Beto O'Rourke.
1062
00:59:52,259 --> 00:59:54,728
- These are all early mail-in,
right?
1063
00:59:54,795 --> 00:59:56,563
- Yes.
- James?
1064
00:59:56,630 --> 00:59:58,598
Want a marker? OK.
- Let's do it.
1065
01:00:01,702 --> 01:00:04,137
[soft chatter]
1066
01:00:04,204 --> 01:00:06,807
CRAIG:
We hold our election parties.
1067
01:00:06,874 --> 01:00:09,209
We call it a party because
that's what they called it
1068
01:00:09,276 --> 01:00:11,478
in 1932 when they started.
1069
01:00:11,545 --> 01:00:13,947
Even today, with this
crazy social media
1070
01:00:14,014 --> 01:00:15,883
and instant access,
1071
01:00:15,949 --> 01:00:18,685
people want to stand out in
front of the newspaper
1072
01:00:18,752 --> 01:00:22,456
and watch these results.
1073
01:00:22,523 --> 01:00:23,857
- There you are.
1074
01:00:23,924 --> 01:00:24,825
- We missed y'all.
1075
01:00:24,892 --> 01:00:26,627
- Yeah, you did.
1076
01:00:26,693 --> 01:00:28,528
- Well, you look cute.
1077
01:00:28,595 --> 01:00:29,930
- You look gorgeous!
- Feel like I look like shit.
1078
01:00:29,997 --> 01:00:31,832
- You're good. Your hair--
- Oh, and you did your hair?
1079
01:00:31,899 --> 01:00:33,300
You're a foxy lady!
1080
01:00:33,366 --> 01:00:35,736
- I fixed my hair.
I did my makeup.
1081
01:00:35,803 --> 01:00:36,803
And then I stood in the mirror
1082
01:00:36,870 --> 01:00:38,872
just kind of staring at
myself for a while.
1083
01:00:38,939 --> 01:00:39,973
- Yeah?
- That's a little vain.
1084
01:00:40,040 --> 01:00:41,107
- No, no, it wasn't--
[laughter]
1085
01:00:41,174 --> 01:00:43,510
it wasn't--it wasn't that.
1086
01:00:43,577 --> 01:00:46,914
You don't need me to go to
the courthouse with you?
1087
01:00:46,981 --> 01:00:48,482
- They're actually
over here now.
1088
01:00:48,549 --> 01:00:50,084
But yeah, if you want
to go over there
1089
01:00:50,150 --> 01:00:52,219
and, like, knock and say,
"I need these now,"
1090
01:00:52,286 --> 01:00:53,921
that'd be helpful.
1091
01:00:53,987 --> 01:00:56,923
Do you need help counting?
[laughs]
1092
01:00:56,990 --> 01:00:59,359
- So I had a reporter with me
today and we were talking.
1093
01:00:59,426 --> 01:01:01,695
She's like,
"did you ever cover elections?"
1094
01:01:01,761 --> 01:01:04,331
And I was like, "yes, my editor
made the mistake of
1095
01:01:04,398 --> 01:01:07,601
assigning me elections once."
[laughter]
1096
01:01:11,137 --> 01:01:14,207
If I can pass three of
the classes, I can walk.
1097
01:01:14,274 --> 01:01:15,709
And then next semester,
I'll have to make up
1098
01:01:15,776 --> 01:01:16,977
one of the credits.
1099
01:01:17,043 --> 01:01:19,613
- So this Christmas, you will
be finished, essentially?
1100
01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:21,882
- I'm supposed to be,
December 10.
1101
01:01:21,948 --> 01:01:24,117
I'm like, right after
the holidays, I'm coming back.
1102
01:01:24,184 --> 01:01:25,552
And that's just what I'm doing.
1103
01:01:25,619 --> 01:01:28,322
Because I'm like,
I want to be--
1104
01:01:28,389 --> 01:01:29,823
I want to be--
- You be whatever.
1105
01:01:29,890 --> 01:01:31,158
You want my job?
- [laughs]
1106
01:01:31,224 --> 01:01:32,626
- I'd love you to have it.
- Oh, gosh, no.
1107
01:01:32,693 --> 01:01:34,395
- Well, nobody wants that.
- I'm not that great.
1108
01:01:34,461 --> 01:01:36,063
- [laughs] Yes, you are.
- I'm not that great.
1109
01:01:36,130 --> 01:01:37,665
- You'd be fine.
1110
01:01:37,731 --> 01:01:40,334
- Yes.
1111
01:01:40,400 --> 01:01:42,870
- It's so hard to get
some one-on-one time with her.
1112
01:01:42,936 --> 01:01:45,605
- This is all precincts in,
all write-ins resolved.
1113
01:01:45,672 --> 01:01:49,043
So final results
doesn't get any more final.
1114
01:01:49,109 --> 01:01:54,180
[light chatter]
1115
01:01:57,618 --> 01:01:59,286
PERSON 1:
Are there still boxes out?
1116
01:01:59,352 --> 01:02:00,387
PERSON 2: Nope.
PERSON 1: That's it?
1117
01:02:00,454 --> 01:02:01,855
CRAIG: That's it.
PERSON 1: OK, that's it.
1118
01:02:01,922 --> 01:02:03,456
CRAIG: Congratulations.
PERSON 1: Thank you.
1119
01:02:03,523 --> 01:02:05,726
PERSON 2: Well done.
PERSON 1: Thank you.
1120
01:02:05,793 --> 01:02:08,028
PERSON 3: Congratulations.
PERSON 1: Thank y'all.
1121
01:02:08,095 --> 01:02:09,496
Wait, I got a little baby
in my arms.
1122
01:02:09,563 --> 01:02:11,565
[laughs]
1123
01:02:11,631 --> 01:02:13,967
[light chatter]
1124
01:02:14,034 --> 01:02:15,368
- It's disgusting.
- It's disapp--
1125
01:02:15,435 --> 01:02:16,870
yeah, it's very disappointing.
- It's very disappointing.
1126
01:02:16,937 --> 01:02:18,838
I'm very disgusted.
1127
01:02:18,905 --> 01:02:20,674
- I don't know what happened to
Uvalde Strong,
1128
01:02:20,741 --> 01:02:22,376
but this definitely
isn't Uvalde Strong.
1129
01:02:22,443 --> 01:02:24,511
- This is not Uvalde Strong.
This is an embarrassment.
1130
01:02:26,413 --> 01:02:29,450
PERSON: "Uvalde Strong" my ass!
1131
01:02:29,517 --> 01:02:31,084
Just saying.
1132
01:02:32,018 --> 01:02:34,955
[soft music]
1133
01:02:35,022 --> 01:02:36,557
♪♪ ♪♪
1134
01:02:36,623 --> 01:02:39,926
[light chatter]
1135
01:02:39,993 --> 01:02:42,629
♪♪ ♪♪
1136
01:02:42,696 --> 01:02:44,798
KIM: That really felt like
a slap in the face.
1137
01:02:44,865 --> 01:02:46,566
I'm a part of this community.
1138
01:02:46,633 --> 01:02:49,269
So are the other victims'
families,
1139
01:02:49,336 --> 01:02:50,637
so are the injured,
1140
01:02:50,704 --> 01:02:55,609
so are the survivors that were
there that day.
1141
01:02:55,675 --> 01:02:59,913
This community watched
this tragedy unfold.
1142
01:02:59,980 --> 01:03:02,049
And it still wasn't enough.
1143
01:03:02,116 --> 01:03:05,385
♪♪ ♪♪
1144
01:03:07,587 --> 01:03:10,524
[soft music]
1145
01:03:10,591 --> 01:03:14,061
♪♪ ♪♪
1146
01:03:14,128 --> 01:03:16,363
KIM: Before all this, I had
never even been on a plane.
1147
01:03:16,430 --> 01:03:19,266
Now, each time is to DC.
1148
01:03:33,147 --> 01:03:34,281
- Hi.
- Hello.
1149
01:03:34,347 --> 01:03:36,349
- Hi, I'm Meg Mistry.
I'm the producer.
1150
01:03:36,416 --> 01:03:37,685
- Oh, hi. Kimberly.
Nice to meet you.
1151
01:03:37,751 --> 01:03:39,419
- We're actually around back.
- OK.
1152
01:03:39,486 --> 01:03:41,922
- Would it be OK if I meet you
on the other side of the gate?
1153
01:03:41,988 --> 01:03:43,190
- Mm-hmm.
1154
01:03:43,256 --> 01:03:44,491
- And I could potentially
have Martha come.
1155
01:03:44,558 --> 01:03:45,693
- Hi, there. Martha.
- Nice to meet you.
1156
01:03:45,759 --> 01:03:47,427
Kimberly.
- Nice to meet you, Kimberly.
1157
01:03:47,494 --> 01:03:50,363
- Hi. Meg.
- Hi, Meg. Nice to meet you.
1158
01:03:50,430 --> 01:03:52,466
- Do you want to come with me?
- To do makeup?
1159
01:03:52,533 --> 01:03:54,034
- We'll do makeup.
It's just, you know, like,
1160
01:03:54,101 --> 01:03:55,669
light touch-ups for the camera
1161
01:03:55,735 --> 01:03:57,404
but I won't have them
put too much on you
1162
01:03:57,471 --> 01:03:59,172
or anything like that.
- OK.
1163
01:04:05,379 --> 01:04:07,547
MAKEUP ARTIST: We can make
this happen right here.
1164
01:04:15,489 --> 01:04:19,426
PRODUCER: Is everybody's phone
on silent or off?
1165
01:04:19,492 --> 01:04:22,363
- There's so many
pieces of legislation
1166
01:04:22,429 --> 01:04:23,864
that we have to pass.
1167
01:04:23,931 --> 01:04:25,465
- And honestly,
there's just a lot of guilt.
1168
01:04:25,532 --> 01:04:31,072
I feel like I didn't do enough
to prevent this tragedy.
1169
01:04:31,138 --> 01:04:34,941
[soft music]
1170
01:04:35,008 --> 01:04:35,910
- Is that a Peet's Coffee?
1171
01:04:35,976 --> 01:04:37,377
No.
- Where?
1172
01:04:37,444 --> 01:04:38,712
- It is!
- What is it?
1173
01:04:38,779 --> 01:04:41,281
- My mom's gonna be so jealous.
Peet's Coffee.
1174
01:04:41,348 --> 01:04:43,283
P-E-E-T-S.
- Oh.
1175
01:04:43,350 --> 01:04:44,584
Girl, I can't tell
anything when you--
1176
01:04:44,651 --> 01:04:46,053
plants have words like
"catnip."
1177
01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:47,554
I'm like,
what's the "peet coffee"?
1178
01:04:47,621 --> 01:04:51,324
[laughter]
1179
01:04:53,093 --> 01:04:57,298
And that's the White House.
1180
01:04:57,364 --> 01:04:59,399
- We can take a selfie
so we're both in it.
1181
01:04:59,466 --> 01:05:02,636
- That's what me and Felix did.
1182
01:05:02,703 --> 01:05:09,609
♪♪ ♪♪
1183
01:05:12,146 --> 01:05:14,481
- I joked with Rubio that
1184
01:05:14,548 --> 01:05:17,317
we had to go across the country
1185
01:05:17,384 --> 01:05:20,020
just to have coffee.
1186
01:05:20,087 --> 01:05:24,024
Because we've made plans a lot
1187
01:05:24,091 --> 01:05:26,460
to go to dinner,
1188
01:05:26,526 --> 01:05:31,198
or go have coffee,
or do something.
1189
01:05:31,264 --> 01:05:34,201
But she's been so busy
1190
01:05:34,267 --> 01:05:38,172
that we really haven't had
any time
1191
01:05:38,239 --> 01:05:42,709
where we could go
just sit down and talk.
1192
01:05:47,648 --> 01:05:49,283
So I'm sitting in
my hotel room.
1193
01:05:49,349 --> 01:05:51,485
And my watch came up
with an alert.
1194
01:05:51,551 --> 01:05:55,455
And it was the Texas Monthly
story with the headline
1195
01:05:55,522 --> 01:05:57,825
"My Daughter's Murder
Wasn't Enough."
1196
01:05:57,891 --> 01:06:01,161
And I just kind of fell back
a little bit.
1197
01:06:01,228 --> 01:06:04,664
Because like, here I am,
1198
01:06:04,731 --> 01:06:08,502
far away from
home, sitting in a hotel
1199
01:06:08,569 --> 01:06:11,471
in a city I haven't been to,
waiting on my friend
1200
01:06:11,538 --> 01:06:14,842
who's been just put in
this position of just--
1201
01:06:14,908 --> 01:06:16,944
you know, nobody would want.
1202
01:06:17,010 --> 01:06:23,350
And on my watch, I get
a news alert about my friend.
1203
01:06:23,416 --> 01:06:26,486
Um...
1204
01:06:28,422 --> 01:06:30,490
A really weird feeling.
1205
01:06:35,029 --> 01:06:36,964
Hopefully, one day,
1206
01:06:37,030 --> 01:06:42,336
we'll have her more in
our house rather than our TVs
1207
01:06:42,403 --> 01:06:44,104
and, you know, just texting
here and there.
1208
01:06:44,171 --> 01:06:49,309
So we can--we can hope.
1209
01:06:51,178 --> 01:06:54,114
[soft music]
1210
01:06:54,181 --> 01:07:01,122
♪♪ ♪♪
1211
01:07:01,188 --> 01:07:07,627
[light chatter]
1212
01:07:09,196 --> 01:07:10,430
- Is my hair OK?
1213
01:07:10,497 --> 01:07:12,466
- Yeah, your hair looks great.
1214
01:07:12,533 --> 01:07:14,501
KIM: I couldn't have done it
alone.
1215
01:07:14,568 --> 01:07:16,637
A lot of support from home
and a lot of support
1216
01:07:16,704 --> 01:07:18,505
from Saint Mary's.
1217
01:07:24,811 --> 01:07:25,779
Sorry.
1218
01:07:28,682 --> 01:07:30,918
- I think she'd say
she liked my makeup.
1219
01:07:30,984 --> 01:07:33,888
[laughs]
[sniffles]
1220
01:07:33,954 --> 01:07:36,623
I think she would have been
1221
01:07:36,690 --> 01:07:41,561
complaining about
lunch being late. [laughs]
1222
01:07:41,628 --> 01:07:46,900
But I think she'd be
really proud of me.
1223
01:07:46,967 --> 01:07:48,402
I guess I just had
this idea that
1224
01:07:48,469 --> 01:07:51,005
all of my kids would be
with me today.
1225
01:07:51,071 --> 01:07:55,209
I had a photo idea I wanted.
1226
01:07:55,276 --> 01:07:58,813
This is just not
how I wanted to do this.
1227
01:07:58,879 --> 01:08:01,815
[soft music]
1228
01:08:01,882 --> 01:08:06,120
♪♪ ♪♪
1229
01:08:06,186 --> 01:08:07,254
ANNOUNCER: Sofia Fuentes.
1230
01:08:07,321 --> 01:08:10,224
[yelling, cheering]
1231
01:08:10,290 --> 01:08:11,324
[announcer calling names]
1232
01:08:11,391 --> 01:08:16,830
[cheering, applause]
1233
01:08:16,896 --> 01:08:18,698
ANNOUNCER: Magna cum laude,
1234
01:08:18,765 --> 01:08:20,968
Kimberly Rubio, history.
1235
01:08:21,034 --> 01:08:25,739
[cheers and applause]
1236
01:08:38,819 --> 01:08:40,787
[applause]
1237
01:08:40,854 --> 01:08:42,155
KIM: I see my kids
and they're all with
1238
01:08:42,222 --> 01:08:44,090
their little cell phones
recording
1239
01:08:44,157 --> 01:08:46,059
and just huge smiles.
1240
01:08:47,862 --> 01:08:50,897
And it just makes me think
I did a good job raising them.
1241
01:08:50,964 --> 01:08:53,867
[cheering, applause]
1242
01:08:53,934 --> 01:08:58,205
I wasn't done raising Lexi.
1243
01:08:58,272 --> 01:09:02,542
[cheering, applause]
1244
01:09:04,411 --> 01:09:08,548
[cheering, applause]
[bell ringing]
1245
01:09:13,954 --> 01:09:16,724
- Clap it up for Mom.
[laughter]
1246
01:09:16,790 --> 01:09:18,291
- Mom, you didn't tell me
you were gonna cry.
1247
01:09:18,358 --> 01:09:21,228
- My cap is falling.
1248
01:09:21,295 --> 01:09:22,296
DAUGHTER: [muffled]
You look so pretty.
1249
01:09:22,363 --> 01:09:25,232
Oh, I saw Julian
with his camera out.
1250
01:09:25,299 --> 01:09:29,036
♪♪ ♪♪
1251
01:09:29,102 --> 01:09:30,905
[kiss]
1252
01:09:30,971 --> 01:09:33,173
[camera shutter clicking]
1253
01:09:33,240 --> 01:09:34,675
Come on, Julian.
1254
01:09:34,742 --> 01:09:39,646
♪♪ ♪♪
1255
01:09:39,713 --> 01:09:41,615
PERSON: One, two, three.
1256
01:09:41,681 --> 01:09:43,016
[camera shutter clicking]
1257
01:09:46,853 --> 01:09:49,790
[soft music]
1258
01:09:49,857 --> 01:09:56,763
♪♪ ♪♪
1259
01:09:59,433 --> 01:10:01,168
KIM: I had thought about
going back to work
1260
01:10:01,235 --> 01:10:02,603
in January after the holidays.
1261
01:10:02,670 --> 01:10:06,740
But the holidays hit harder
than I expected.
1262
01:10:06,807 --> 01:10:09,175
Hearing all
the cheerful music,
1263
01:10:09,242 --> 01:10:11,578
Christmas decorations,
and gifts,
1264
01:10:11,645 --> 01:10:16,049
it's just a reminder that
the world is moving on.
1265
01:10:16,116 --> 01:10:19,019
But we're left stagnant.
1266
01:10:19,086 --> 01:10:21,221
Aww, from her coach.
1267
01:10:23,223 --> 01:10:25,325
Now we're getting closer to
a year
1268
01:10:25,392 --> 01:10:28,395
and I don't know
how good I'll be.
1269
01:10:29,830 --> 01:10:32,733
I think I could
still write crime.
1270
01:10:32,799 --> 01:10:36,337
But could I sit down
with officers?
1271
01:10:36,403 --> 01:10:38,171
That I don't know.
1272
01:10:38,238 --> 01:10:45,345
♪♪ ♪♪
1273
01:10:48,081 --> 01:10:52,118
I just keep thinking, like,
is this really my life?
1274
01:10:54,021 --> 01:10:57,724
Is she really not here?
1275
01:11:07,334 --> 01:11:09,269
CRAIG: It seems the family
members are looking for
1276
01:11:09,336 --> 01:11:11,472
some way to honor
their children.
1277
01:11:11,539 --> 01:11:14,541
How do you do justice to
a child who was killed?
1278
01:11:14,608 --> 01:11:17,677
But we're gonna try
and we'll do this magazine
1279
01:11:17,744 --> 01:11:23,016
and devote a full two pages
to each child and teacher.
1280
01:11:23,083 --> 01:11:25,319
So the families,
as you were saying,
1281
01:11:25,385 --> 01:11:30,191
contribute this information,
this information.
1282
01:11:30,257 --> 01:11:31,391
- And we would either
take a picture
1283
01:11:31,458 --> 01:11:33,293
or, if they've had
a picture made,
1284
01:11:33,360 --> 01:11:35,028
we would put that there.
1285
01:11:35,095 --> 01:11:38,498
- And then we'll divvy up
families?
1286
01:11:38,565 --> 01:11:40,968
- Yeah.
1287
01:11:41,035 --> 01:11:43,603
- Good job, Meg.
1288
01:11:44,804 --> 01:11:46,039
- OK.
1289
01:11:46,106 --> 01:11:47,441
So we're always seeing
these kids
1290
01:11:47,508 --> 01:11:49,476
and then you see them grow up.
1291
01:11:49,543 --> 01:11:51,311
[voice breaking]
And then these
1292
01:11:51,378 --> 01:11:56,083
are just 19 kids
we're not gonna see grow up.
1293
01:11:56,150 --> 01:11:59,553
This is the final story.
1294
01:11:59,620 --> 01:12:01,722
I wasn't sure a few weeks ago
that all of these pages
1295
01:12:01,788 --> 01:12:03,190
would actually come together
1296
01:12:03,257 --> 01:12:07,027
but then, in the end,
it seems to be.
1297
01:12:20,540 --> 01:12:22,142
PETE:
I think it's very important
1298
01:12:22,209 --> 01:12:23,978
to preserve
who the people were.
1299
01:12:24,045 --> 01:12:28,348
So I'm hoping that we're able
to gather enough sponsors
1300
01:12:28,415 --> 01:12:30,184
or people that want to
take part in it
1301
01:12:30,250 --> 01:12:33,287
and make it possible
for the public.
1302
01:12:33,354 --> 01:12:35,990
So our plan is not to
make any money off of it.
1303
01:12:36,056 --> 01:12:40,227
It's just to make it happen.
1304
01:12:40,294 --> 01:12:42,696
- Let's check the page numbers
with our contents.
1305
01:12:42,762 --> 01:12:45,099
- Uh, Elijah's gonna be 12.
1306
01:12:45,165 --> 01:12:46,567
- Uziyah?
1307
01:12:46,633 --> 01:12:50,904
- OK. Uziyah's over here.
He's gonna be 18.
1308
01:12:50,971 --> 01:12:53,340
Meghann spent a lot of
long days,
1309
01:12:53,407 --> 01:12:57,978
long nights, weekends
working on this,
1310
01:12:58,044 --> 01:13:00,414
working with the families to
1311
01:13:00,481 --> 01:13:05,118
try to find a way to represent
their children
1312
01:13:05,185 --> 01:13:09,056
and just allow people to
1313
01:13:09,122 --> 01:13:10,724
remember the good things
about them
1314
01:13:10,791 --> 01:13:14,729
in addition to just the tragedy
that we all know.
1315
01:13:14,795 --> 01:13:17,731
[resonant music]
1316
01:13:17,798 --> 01:13:22,636
♪♪ ♪♪
1317
01:13:22,702 --> 01:13:25,406
CRAIG: The South Texas Press
Association membership
1318
01:13:25,472 --> 01:13:29,743
is down from a high in
the 60s and 70s to about 32.
1319
01:13:29,810 --> 01:13:31,178
- Thank you.
- You bet.
1320
01:13:31,245 --> 01:13:32,846
- [chuckles] Good to see you.
1321
01:13:32,913 --> 01:13:35,415
- But it feels like,
every time we get together,
1322
01:13:35,482 --> 01:13:38,618
there's another
piece of the group
1323
01:13:38,685 --> 01:13:42,889
that's gone out of business
or lost their will.
1324
01:13:42,956 --> 01:13:45,492
Papers across the country
are folding right and left.
1325
01:13:45,559 --> 01:13:47,194
We got news deserts
popping up.
1326
01:13:47,261 --> 01:13:51,098
It's just that print is
no longer sustainable.
1327
01:13:51,164 --> 01:13:55,836
Our revenues are half of
what they were ten years ago.
1328
01:13:55,903 --> 01:13:57,570
♪♪ ♪♪
1329
01:13:57,637 --> 01:13:59,239
- Now, we do have a lot
of awards to give out.
1330
01:13:59,306 --> 01:14:00,774
So we're going to start.
1331
01:14:00,841 --> 01:14:03,176
First place, Editorial
Writing Division III--
1332
01:14:03,243 --> 01:14:05,312
Craig Garnett of
the Uvalde Leader-News.
1333
01:14:05,378 --> 01:14:08,015
[cheers and applause]
1334
01:14:08,082 --> 01:14:11,085
- Thank you.
1335
01:14:11,151 --> 01:14:14,221
- Photographer of the Year.
1336
01:14:14,288 --> 01:14:16,657
The judges said your work on
the school shooting
1337
01:14:16,723 --> 01:14:19,960
is enough to be tops, but you
also captured everyday life,
1338
01:14:20,027 --> 01:14:22,262
which was dearly needed.
1339
01:14:22,329 --> 01:14:24,431
Photographer of the Year
is Pete Luna
1340
01:14:24,498 --> 01:14:26,100
of the Uvalde Leader-News.
1341
01:14:26,166 --> 01:14:31,238
[cheers and applause]
1342
01:14:39,780 --> 01:14:44,285
Journalist of the Year. The
judges said,
1343
01:14:44,351 --> 01:14:46,419
"Melissa Federspill is
the journalist
1344
01:14:46,486 --> 01:14:49,089
"we all wish we had
on our staff.
1345
01:14:49,156 --> 01:14:51,792
"She covers the hard news
extremely well.
1346
01:14:51,858 --> 01:14:54,962
"And she captures individuals'
thoughts and emotions.
1347
01:14:55,028 --> 01:14:58,265
"Her column gives the readers
insight into her personality
1348
01:14:58,332 --> 01:15:00,267
"and why she is a journalist.
1349
01:15:00,333 --> 01:15:02,136
Well done on all levels."
1350
01:15:02,202 --> 01:15:03,570
The Journalist of the Year,
1351
01:15:03,637 --> 01:15:05,739
Melissa Federspill of
the Uvalde Leader-News.
1352
01:15:05,805 --> 01:15:09,709
[cheers and applause]
1353
01:15:15,582 --> 01:15:18,485
CRAIG: I've never been to
a convention
1354
01:15:18,552 --> 01:15:24,057
wanting so badly to win and be
recognized
1355
01:15:24,124 --> 01:15:26,259
and at the same time wanting
so badly
1356
01:15:26,326 --> 01:15:28,262
not to be recognized,
1357
01:15:28,329 --> 01:15:31,298
not to even have to be there.
1358
01:15:31,365 --> 01:15:34,334
Because these awards are,
you know,
1359
01:15:34,401 --> 01:15:38,605
they're basically
written in blood.
1360
01:15:38,672 --> 01:15:41,508
And that's--that's--
that's horrible.
1361
01:15:41,575 --> 01:15:45,646
♪♪ ♪♪
1362
01:15:45,712 --> 01:15:50,884
But because of what our staff
endured in putting it together
1363
01:15:50,951 --> 01:15:54,488
and providing the coverage--
1364
01:15:54,555 --> 01:15:57,991
it's a perverse thing, I guess,
but I wanted them to be--
1365
01:15:58,058 --> 01:15:59,493
I wanted them to be recognized
1366
01:15:59,560 --> 01:16:03,930
for what they've had
to go through.
1367
01:16:03,997 --> 01:16:07,400
This year has not been
about making money.
1368
01:16:07,467 --> 01:16:10,971
You know, this year has been
about just getting it done
1369
01:16:11,038 --> 01:16:12,439
and doing the absolute best
we could
1370
01:16:12,506 --> 01:16:15,409
to honor these kids
and what happened.
1371
01:16:15,476 --> 01:16:18,612
And so once that's over,
we may be--
1372
01:16:18,679 --> 01:16:20,814
we may be out in front
rattling our pencil cans.
1373
01:16:20,881 --> 01:16:23,850
[laughs] You know? But--
1374
01:16:23,917 --> 01:16:25,518
but for now--um--
1375
01:16:25,585 --> 01:16:27,855
for now, this is just
the way it's gonna roll
1376
01:16:27,922 --> 01:16:30,323
and we'll be fine.
1377
01:16:31,258 --> 01:16:33,893
- Skipped one.
1378
01:16:33,960 --> 01:16:35,729
All right.
1379
01:16:45,172 --> 01:16:47,307
See what we got.
1380
01:16:50,977 --> 01:16:53,580
Smells like the printing.
1381
01:17:00,287 --> 01:17:02,089
[softly]
That's good.
1382
01:17:02,155 --> 01:17:05,659
I just wanted it to be perfect
and...
1383
01:17:05,725 --> 01:17:07,627
I think it's perfect.
1384
01:17:09,596 --> 01:17:14,602
MEGHANN: Just thought it was
important now.
1385
01:17:14,668 --> 01:17:19,606
PETE: It's beautiful.
1386
01:17:19,673 --> 01:17:23,643
Look at that cover.
1387
01:17:23,710 --> 01:17:26,714
- Mm. I like the way that the
side-to-side works on this one.
1388
01:17:26,780 --> 01:17:28,482
PETE: You do?
- Mm-hmm.
1389
01:17:28,549 --> 01:17:30,150
- I think the cover is so nice.
- Yes.
1390
01:17:30,217 --> 01:17:32,920
- Can we get this all the time?
- Yes.
1391
01:17:32,986 --> 01:17:36,590
JULYE: It's so pretty.
1392
01:17:36,656 --> 01:17:38,558
NORMA: It's beautiful.
1393
01:17:41,829 --> 01:17:43,563
- [sniffles]
1394
01:17:50,237 --> 01:17:52,906
MELISSA: This one looks good.
JULYE: It's so gorgeous.
1395
01:17:52,973 --> 01:17:55,475
PETE: It's gorgeous.
- [sniffles]
1396
01:17:55,542 --> 01:17:57,011
JULYE:
You put one on Craig's desk?
1397
01:17:57,078 --> 01:17:58,779
PETE: Yeah.
1398
01:17:58,845 --> 01:18:01,782
[soft music]
1399
01:18:01,849 --> 01:18:08,755
♪♪ ♪♪
1400
01:18:32,646 --> 01:18:35,282
- I thought that
going back to work
1401
01:18:35,349 --> 01:18:39,720
would make me feel
a little normal again.
1402
01:18:39,787 --> 01:18:43,456
But after my trip to DC
with Meghann,
1403
01:18:43,523 --> 01:18:46,493
I feel like it makes it, to me,
1404
01:18:46,560 --> 01:18:49,763
more obvious
how different I am.
1405
01:18:49,830 --> 01:18:55,202
So there goes that expectation.
1406
01:18:55,269 --> 01:19:02,409
♪♪ ♪♪
1407
01:19:06,212 --> 01:19:08,582
Yay, I get my parking spot.
1408
01:19:13,554 --> 01:19:14,555
Hey.
1409
01:19:14,622 --> 01:19:17,391
- Hi, Kimberly. How you doing?
- Good.
1410
01:19:17,457 --> 01:19:18,525
- Ready to rock and roll?
- Yeah.
1411
01:19:18,592 --> 01:19:20,460
- This could be--
- Looks so nice.
1412
01:19:20,527 --> 01:19:21,562
- I hear we have
a new employee.
1413
01:19:21,629 --> 01:19:23,697
- I know.
- [laughs] Hi, sweetheart.
1414
01:19:23,763 --> 01:19:25,499
- They let me in without even
interviewing me.
1415
01:19:25,566 --> 01:19:28,602
- Oh, I'm so happy to see you.
- It's good to see you.
1416
01:19:28,669 --> 01:19:31,071
And happy belated birthday.
- Thank you, honey.
1417
01:19:31,138 --> 01:19:34,007
So when Pete fires you,
that's not the end.
1418
01:19:34,074 --> 01:19:35,142
- Ah.
- OK?
1419
01:19:35,208 --> 01:19:36,310
- Where do I go from there?
1420
01:19:36,377 --> 01:19:38,412
- Other side or upstairs.
[laughter]
1421
01:19:38,478 --> 01:19:39,914
- Just start jumping around.
- Yeah.
1422
01:19:39,980 --> 01:19:40,881
- I'll just start
jumping around.
1423
01:19:40,948 --> 01:19:42,149
- We've got--we've got backup.
1424
01:19:42,215 --> 01:19:43,483
- Just please don't put me
in bookkeeping.
1425
01:19:43,550 --> 01:19:45,553
It'll be the end of
the entire business. [laughs]
1426
01:19:45,619 --> 01:19:49,823
- I don't think you could hurt
it very much at this point.
1427
01:19:49,890 --> 01:19:52,025
- Hey, 30s.
- [laughs]
1428
01:19:52,092 --> 01:19:53,661
- Thank you.
- There you go.
1429
01:19:53,727 --> 01:19:56,163
- Mm-hmm.
1430
01:19:56,229 --> 01:19:57,831
- Well, I can add this
to my collection.
1431
01:19:57,897 --> 01:20:01,168
I have a "staff writer,"
an "assistant editor,"
1432
01:20:01,235 --> 01:20:03,704
and now
"advertising executive."
1433
01:20:03,771 --> 01:20:05,906
I think--I don't know if
it was supposed to say that.
1434
01:20:05,973 --> 01:20:08,475
- What, "ad executive"?
- [laughs]
1435
01:20:08,542 --> 01:20:11,778
- You can still use it
even after I fire you.
1436
01:20:11,845 --> 01:20:14,648
- Oh, I'm gonna keep it.
1437
01:20:14,714 --> 01:20:16,150
Look.
1438
01:20:16,216 --> 01:20:17,484
- Oh, yay.
- [laughs]
1439
01:20:17,551 --> 01:20:19,219
- Um, no, I don't like
the title, though.
1440
01:20:19,286 --> 01:20:20,954
- [laughs]
- Uh--
1441
01:20:21,021 --> 01:20:22,456
- Pete said that
they printed 1,000.
1442
01:20:22,522 --> 01:20:25,492
And whenever I'm--been giving
them out to everybody,
1443
01:20:25,559 --> 01:20:28,629
then I can maybe think about
helping you out.
1444
01:20:28,696 --> 01:20:33,067
- OK, well, 1,000 is
pretty easy.
1445
01:20:33,133 --> 01:20:34,935
KIM:
I don't see myself reporting.
1446
01:20:35,002 --> 01:20:36,937
I'm not me anymore.
1447
01:20:37,004 --> 01:20:38,238
I guess trying to figure out
1448
01:20:38,305 --> 01:20:42,243
what I do now,
where I go from here,
1449
01:20:42,309 --> 01:20:45,078
I think advertising is
a nice place to start.
1450
01:20:45,145 --> 01:20:47,914
It's different,
but it's still familiar
1451
01:20:47,981 --> 01:20:51,352
in the sense that I'm still
working for the newspaper
1452
01:20:51,418 --> 01:20:53,520
and with people that I love.
1453
01:20:55,188 --> 01:20:58,091
[uplifting music]
1454
01:20:58,158 --> 01:21:03,264
♪♪ ♪♪
1455
01:21:03,330 --> 01:21:07,701
[light chatter]
1456
01:21:07,768 --> 01:21:09,836
♪♪ ♪♪
1457
01:21:09,903 --> 01:21:12,372
JULYE: Yeah, this community--
whether they like it or not,
1458
01:21:12,439 --> 01:21:14,074
we're all tied together.
1459
01:21:14,141 --> 01:21:16,176
And the things that
happen here
1460
01:21:16,242 --> 01:21:17,878
affect everybody that lives
here,
1461
01:21:17,945 --> 01:21:20,180
even if they don't want
them to,
1462
01:21:20,247 --> 01:21:23,217
even if they act like
they shouldn't.
1463
01:21:23,284 --> 01:21:24,785
MELISSA: When, you know,
a tragedy like that
1464
01:21:24,852 --> 01:21:27,922
befalls a community,
it's the people that live here
1465
01:21:27,988 --> 01:21:30,357
that can tell the story
the best.
1466
01:21:31,858 --> 01:21:35,095
PETE: If you asked me, are we
doing a good enough job
1467
01:21:35,162 --> 01:21:37,131
keep the doors open?
Yes, we are.
1468
01:21:37,198 --> 01:21:38,332
Will it close?
1469
01:21:38,398 --> 01:21:40,367
It's possible,
but you can't say that
1470
01:21:40,433 --> 01:21:42,803
it happened
because we were shitty.
1471
01:21:42,870 --> 01:21:50,010
♪♪ ♪♪
1472
01:21:54,814 --> 01:21:56,083
MEGHANN: The one thing
I really like to think about
1473
01:21:56,150 --> 01:21:57,484
is this voicemail Pete got
1474
01:21:57,551 --> 01:21:59,786
back when he was still
circulation manager.
1475
01:21:59,853 --> 01:22:03,156
And she said, "I love my paper.
1476
01:22:03,223 --> 01:22:06,560
"I have to have my paper.
I need my paper!
1477
01:22:06,627 --> 01:22:09,062
I need to know
what's going on."
1478
01:22:09,129 --> 01:22:13,033
♪♪ ♪♪
1479
01:22:13,099 --> 01:22:14,434
Sometimes when I think
no one's reading,
1480
01:22:14,501 --> 01:22:16,636
I think about that voicemail.
[laughs]
1481
01:22:17,905 --> 01:22:22,910
♪♪ ♪♪
1482
01:22:22,976 --> 01:22:25,312
- Wow.
1483
01:22:25,379 --> 01:22:28,215
- Oh, wow.
- How beautiful.
1484
01:22:28,282 --> 01:22:30,985
- This is beautiful.
1485
01:22:31,052 --> 01:22:35,255
CRAIG: My only hope for this
paper is that it continues.
1486
01:22:35,322 --> 01:22:39,259
Because I just don't see
how a community functions
1487
01:22:39,326 --> 01:22:41,661
without somebody
holding up a mirror.
1488
01:22:41,728 --> 01:22:44,531
- This is my cousin.
1489
01:22:44,598 --> 01:22:48,101
- This is my sister's,
um, niece.
1490
01:22:48,168 --> 01:22:51,305
- That's my husband's--
his niece.
1491
01:22:51,372 --> 01:22:55,909
And then I lost my nephew,
my sister's son.
1492
01:22:55,976 --> 01:22:59,313
CRAIG: Who's gonna document
what happens day to day?
1493
01:22:59,380 --> 01:23:02,216
Who's gonna keep a history
that people look back on
1494
01:23:02,282 --> 01:23:05,019
with pride or even sorrow
1495
01:23:05,085 --> 01:23:06,353
at some of the things
that happened?
1496
01:23:06,420 --> 01:23:11,324
- It's joyful because
we're remembering them
1497
01:23:11,391 --> 01:23:16,530
and hurtful because
this happened.
1498
01:23:16,597 --> 01:23:19,466
- Who holds government
accountable?
1499
01:23:19,533 --> 01:23:21,969
It's an impossible
thought to me.
1500
01:23:22,036 --> 01:23:29,042
♪♪ ♪♪
1501
01:23:30,144 --> 01:23:33,046
[soft reflective music]
1502
01:23:33,113 --> 01:23:40,220
♪♪ ♪♪
1503
01:24:44,651 --> 01:24:47,687
[tattoo pen buzzing]
1504
01:24:47,754 --> 01:24:49,256
KIM: As soon as, like,
1505
01:24:49,322 --> 01:24:50,858
I kind of wrapped my head
around everything
1506
01:24:50,925 --> 01:24:52,860
and people started, like,
going to get tattoos
1507
01:24:52,927 --> 01:24:54,628
of, like, the "Uvalde Strong,"
1508
01:24:54,695 --> 01:24:59,032
I knew instantly which image
I wanted to commemorate Lexi
1509
01:24:59,099 --> 01:25:01,068
and this was it.
It's me and her.
1510
01:25:01,135 --> 01:25:05,439
And it's her version of us
and I just--
1511
01:25:05,506 --> 01:25:08,175
I like to see myself
through her eyes.
1512
01:25:08,242 --> 01:25:09,242
Eventually, I'm gonna do
the whole arm,
1513
01:25:09,309 --> 01:25:11,311
just everything for her.
1514
01:25:11,378 --> 01:25:14,281
So this is just the beginning.
[chuckles]
1515
01:25:14,348 --> 01:25:15,316
It's perfect.
Thank you so much.
1516
01:25:15,382 --> 01:25:17,183
ARTIST: Yeah, love it.
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