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Iok's got half
The department
Standing by.
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Why do we need
So much back up?
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Because the last time
They almost had him
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They chased him through
Six blocks of backyards.
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He knows the neighborhood.
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I'm a little tired
Of standing in these bushes.
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We know the house is empty.
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The whole school knows.
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Empty houses are being robbed.
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We're staying in the bushes.
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Wouldn't you rather be working
On a real case?
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This is a real case.
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Twenty houses, three weeks--
$14,000.
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This kid's amazing.
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I'm amazed.
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Who is it?
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Hanson:
It's walker
Stevenson.
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Walker?
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I like walker.
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He's in
My bio class.
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( breaking glass )
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I don't remember this
Being part of the m.O.
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Isn't he suppose to be wearing
A black outfit
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And slithering in
Through the window?
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This guy's the worst
Burglar I've ever seen.
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He's... Drunk.
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Hammered.
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Pickled.
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To the gills.
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( needle scratches
Across a record )
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I don't think
This is our man.
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No.
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( smashing glass )
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I don't think
This man's a cat burglar.
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And I don't think
The man we're waiting for
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Is going to come by now.
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Yeah.
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Are we blown?
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We're blown.
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Ioki, we've got
An unexpected guest.
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He's yours.
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That's too bad.
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I kind
Of liked walker.
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Yeah, me, too.
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He's in
My bio class.
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Let's go.
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Ioki:
Take him in.
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Let me go.
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You're going
To ruin everything.
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Settle down.
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You're
Under arrest.
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Hey, enough out of you!
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All right,
You have a party.
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Not a great party,
A party of one.
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He doesn't invite
His buddies.
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This hurts.
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Flake off, isley.
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Diana, your brother's
Being mean to me.
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Leave him alone.
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He spent
The night
In jail.
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That's
What prison
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Does to a man--
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Just uses up
All the good
Inside him.
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You can all drop dead.
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Nobody here strikes me
As the cat burglar type.
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I still think we've been set up.
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Are you kidding?
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We've been at this school
For three weeks
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Staking out houses.
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This kid
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He just
Stumbles in
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And messes up the whole thing.
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Walker's no cat burglar.
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Tony:
Yo, higgins.
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Hey, guys.
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Hey, man.
Hi.
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Hi, walker.
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How you doing?
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I've been to jail three times.
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It's no big deal.
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Who in the hell told you anyhow?
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It's common knowledge.
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The worst you'll get
Is six months probation.
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It's nothing.
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What the hell
Were you doing there?
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"It's nothing"?
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Nothing?
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You don't get it.
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I'm totally screwed
No matter what I do.
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I didn't mean to ruin his lunch.
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Rachael:
You can't ruin
This lunch.
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He won't even
Talk to me.
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Things are really bad
For him right now.
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Yeah, no kidding.
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Yeah, no kidding.
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Have you really
Been to jail?
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Yeah.
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You didn't
Bring us anything--
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An ashtray, a t-shirt,
A license plate?
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What good
Are you?
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Maybe the next time I go
You can go with me.
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Penhall:
Maybe we're
Doing this wrong.
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Maybe we should
Check class schedules.
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Huh?
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Maybe while
We're in english
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Everyone else is
In cat burglary 101.
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Fuller on line three.
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You better talk to him.
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Hanson.
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What's up?
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Walker stevenson--
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The kid who stumbled
Into your stakeout.
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Yeah?
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They just found him
With a rifle between his knees
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And a note on the table.
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He killed himself.
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♪ we never thought of finding ♪
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♪ the place where we belong ♪
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♪ don't have to stand alone ♪
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♪ we'll never let you fall ♪
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♪ don't need permission ♪
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♪ to decide what you believe ♪
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♪ whoo! ♪
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♪ I said jump! ♪
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♪ down on jump street ♪
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♪ I said jump! ♪
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♪ down on jump street ♪
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♪ your friends will be there ♪
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♪ when your back is ♪
To the wall ♪
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♪ you'll find you need us ♪
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♪ 'cause there's no one else
To call ♪
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♪ when it looks hopeless ♪
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♪ a decision's what you need ♪
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♪ you better be ready to ♪
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♪ be ready to ♪
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♪ jump! ♪
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♪ 21 jump street! ♪
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That's not the way
It works, peter.
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What do you mean?
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Why not?
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The flag should be
Lowered to half-mast.
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I'm sorry, peter.
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I don't get it.
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That's for heroes.
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Dr. Freedman:
What do you do about death?
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What do you do
When a friend
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Takes his own life?
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Leave the flag up.
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That's the first part.
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No matter
What you may have known
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About walker stevenson
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You are not responsible
For what happened.
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See. Walker's
Responsible...
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For making me
Sit through this crap.
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Five thousand young people
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Will commit suicide this year.
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Half a million
Will try.
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Half a million.
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Some of you in this room
Have tried.
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Will try again.
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I hope to god you fail.
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Very few people
Really want to die.
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They're the exceptions.
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Most want help.
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They're faced with problems
They don't know how to solve.
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Your friend
Wasn't hit by a car.
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He made this decision.
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Maybe you feel like...
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Like he told you all
You aren't good enough
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And left.
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Maybe you're
Pissed off.
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The english, a 100 years ago
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Had laws dealing with suicides.
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The body was dragged
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Through the street naked
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And buried at a crossroads
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With a stake
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Through
Its heart.
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How dare someone
Reject life.
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It's okay to talk about it.
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It's okay to be pissed off.
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It's okay to be mad.
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And you know what?
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It's okay
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To mourn
For your friend.
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Look, I'll be around
For the next couple of days
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To talk to anyone
Who wants to talk to me.
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Why does a 16-year-old kid
Kill himself?
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What could be so wrong at 16?
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There's not
Some easy answer
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I can give you.
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I'm not looking
For an easy answer.
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I keep thinking that
I'm the one who pushed him over.
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You really believe that?
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What is it
You want me to say, tom?
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How do I do my job?
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We bust kids all the time.
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They don't kill themselves.
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I can't worry
That the next kid I bust
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Will put a gun in his mouth.
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Look, hanson...
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Or hang himself
In his parents' backyard.
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I'm not fighting you.
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I know you're not.
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I'm sorry.
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But until I get why
This kid died
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I kind of feel
Like I helped kill him.
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I don't understand this thing.
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These are decent kids
At this school.
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They're not too rich.
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They're not too poor
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They're not too anything.
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It's like all-american high.
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You know some of them do drugs.
Some of them drink.
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Some of them break into each
Other's homes.
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Most of them just grow up.
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What place did this kid
Get himself into
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Where he thought
That suicide made sense?
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( banging on the door )
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Penhall:
Okay, okay,
I'm coming.
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Dorothy:
I've got it.
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Hi, tom.
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Wow, you look nice.
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00:11:05,266 --> 00:11:06,266
Thank you.
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He's all yours.
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00:11:07,300 --> 00:11:08,300
Is he okay?
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Not lately.
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Penhall:
What's that mean?
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Hey!
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What?
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You're not dressed.
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00:11:26,300 --> 00:11:28,800
What am I boxing in the nude?
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00:11:28,800 --> 00:11:31,866
What are you dressed
Like that for?
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I'm going to a funeral.
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So are you.
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Yeah, who died?
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Walker stevenson.
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Come on.
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Give me a break.
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I think these are people
We know.
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School's out for the day.
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I'm off.
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What's your problem?
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I ain't got
No problem.
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I liked the kid.
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Here, toss this
On the grave for me.
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Wow.
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Penhall:
"On april 22, 1988
At approximately 13:23
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"Officer scott gilmour was
Dispatched to 1592 geffen lane
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"In reference to a dead body.
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"Upon arrival at the residence
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"I was advised
By mrs. Carlotta guttierez--
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"A domestic employed
By mr. And mrs. Stevenson--
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"That the victim
Had shot himself in the head.
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"The subject was found
On the right-hand side
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"Of the living room
Seated in an arm chair.
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"A hunting rifle
Was propped between his legs.
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"He was wearing blue jeans
And a dark t-shirt.
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"There was
A great deal of blood.
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"The bullet exited
The back of the head.
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"Bits of brain tissue
Were apparent
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"On the wall
Directly behind the deceased.
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"Although he was--
To the best of my expertise--
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"Dead at this time
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"Paramedics were called.
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"They arrived at 13:41
And declared the subject dead.
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"The perimeter was set up
And the crime scene isolated.
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"Detectives of the 34th
Then took command
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"Of the investigation.
270
00:13:18,066 --> 00:13:25,166
Submitted april 23, 1988,
Badge number 12237."
271
00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:38,533
Dr. Freedman:
This note's pretty standard.
272
00:13:38,533 --> 00:13:41,000
"I hate all this.
All my love."
273
00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,000
Yeah.
274
00:13:42,000 --> 00:13:43,633
Okay, I'm late.
275
00:13:43,633 --> 00:13:44,600
What's this?
276
00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:46,700
I thought
We were undercover.
277
00:13:46,700 --> 00:13:48,600
He's a doctor I asked here.
278
00:13:48,600 --> 00:13:50,466
Freedman:
Problems beyond him,
Tried everything
279
00:13:50,466 --> 00:13:52,100
Seems like
The only way.
280
00:13:52,100 --> 00:13:54,433
A lot of them
Read like this.
281
00:13:54,433 --> 00:13:56,733
Part of them
Wants to die.
282
00:13:56,733 --> 00:13:58,766
Part of them
Wants to live.
283
00:13:58,766 --> 00:14:02,366
The part that wanted to die
Used the rifle.
284
00:14:02,366 --> 00:14:05,033
Some people don't
Want to screw up
One more time.
285
00:14:05,033 --> 00:14:06,366
( mouths the word )
286
00:14:06,366 --> 00:14:09,366
Some set themselves up
To be found in time--
287
00:14:09,366 --> 00:14:11,200
An obvious outcry for help.
288
00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:13,500
But he wasn't crying
For help.
289
00:14:13,500 --> 00:14:14,500
He killed himself.
290
00:14:14,500 --> 00:14:15,433
Why?
291
00:14:15,433 --> 00:14:17,500
Because he was a loser.
292
00:14:17,500 --> 00:14:21,300
We're talking about
The second leading
Cause of death
293
00:14:21,300 --> 00:14:22,266
Among adolescents.
294
00:14:22,266 --> 00:14:24,666
More kids die
To suicide than cancer.
295
00:14:24,666 --> 00:14:26,333
Trouble at home,
Relationships
296
00:14:26,333 --> 00:14:28,333
School problems,
Drugs and alcohol
297
00:14:28,333 --> 00:14:30,500
Getting into trouble
With the law.
298
00:14:30,500 --> 00:14:34,166
They end up
Alienating
Themselves.
299
00:14:34,166 --> 00:14:36,866
A sudden impulsive act.
300
00:14:36,866 --> 00:14:39,866
Something as permanent as a gun
Laying around the house.
301
00:14:39,866 --> 00:14:42,533
He had a problem
And he felt
302
00:14:42,533 --> 00:14:45,466
That was the only way
To solve it.
303
00:14:45,466 --> 00:14:46,700
But he was wrong.
304
00:14:46,700 --> 00:14:48,033
Yeah, we know that.
305
00:14:48,033 --> 00:14:51,000
But when kids start
To develop identities
306
00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:56,566
Sometimes they get real
Confused along the way.
307
00:14:56,566 --> 00:14:59,166
I just lost
A 15-year-old girl
308
00:14:59,166 --> 00:15:02,500
Who overdosed on a whole bottle
Of anti-depressants.
309
00:15:02,500 --> 00:15:04,400
She killed herself
On anti-depressants?
310
00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:07,433
What did she do--
Chuckle herself to death?
311
00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:13,100
Okay, that
Wasn't funny.
312
00:15:13,100 --> 00:15:15,333
I never thought
Of it that way.
313
00:15:15,333 --> 00:15:17,033
She was so happy
She exploded.
314
00:15:17,033 --> 00:15:17,600
You done?
315
00:15:17,600 --> 00:15:19,100
Ha, ha, ha, boom.
316
00:15:19,100 --> 00:15:20,100
Shut up.
317
00:15:25,700 --> 00:15:29,666
Sorry, he's got kind of
A strange sense of humor.
318
00:15:29,666 --> 00:15:32,533
Yeah, it's not funny.
319
00:15:32,533 --> 00:15:35,866
That's what strange about it.
320
00:15:47,666 --> 00:15:48,666
Hi, doug.
321
00:15:48,666 --> 00:15:49,633
Hey.
322
00:15:49,633 --> 00:15:51,733
Have you ever thought
About killing yourself?
323
00:15:51,733 --> 00:15:54,933
Seriously?
324
00:15:54,933 --> 00:15:56,000
Well, no, not...
325
00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:59,066
Not think
About it seriously
326
00:15:59,066 --> 00:16:02,266
But seriously
Have you ever thought about it?
327
00:16:02,266 --> 00:16:05,466
Well, of course.
328
00:16:05,466 --> 00:16:08,200
I mean
Everybody thinks about it.
329
00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:10,700
Not me.
330
00:16:26,900 --> 00:16:28,533
Hey, yo, dorothy.
331
00:16:28,533 --> 00:16:31,566
I'm in here.
332
00:16:31,566 --> 00:16:33,166
Hey, I got this joke.
333
00:16:33,166 --> 00:16:34,466
It's a great joke.
334
00:16:34,466 --> 00:16:35,666
Doug, I'm busy.
335
00:16:35,666 --> 00:16:38,633
Come on, come on,
Just sit down and listen.
336
00:16:38,633 --> 00:16:39,633
Okay?
337
00:16:39,633 --> 00:16:41,600
Okay, fine.
338
00:16:41,600 --> 00:16:43,833
Um, okay.
339
00:16:43,833 --> 00:16:47,700
This guy has been going
To a psychiatrist for years
340
00:16:47,700 --> 00:16:50,300
And one day
He walks in and says
341
00:16:50,300 --> 00:16:52,933
"Doc, I've given it
A lot of thought.
342
00:16:52,933 --> 00:16:54,500
"It's not your fault
343
00:16:54,500 --> 00:16:57,066
But I'm going
To kill myself.
344
00:16:57,066 --> 00:16:59,800
"I don't want you
To try to stop me.
345
00:16:59,800 --> 00:17:01,000
Just so you know."
346
00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:03,433
So then the doc says
347
00:17:03,433 --> 00:17:05,333
"All right,
I can respect that
348
00:17:05,333 --> 00:17:08,366
"But there's one thing
You could do for me.
349
00:17:08,366 --> 00:17:10,633
"The circus
Is in town.
350
00:17:10,633 --> 00:17:15,033
"The world's greatest clown,
Grimaldi, will be there.
351
00:17:15,033 --> 00:17:17,800
"He's funny, he's...
Well, he's amazing.
352
00:17:17,800 --> 00:17:21,366
"All I want you to do
Is go to the circus.
353
00:17:21,366 --> 00:17:24,666
"If you still want
To kill yourself--
354
00:17:24,666 --> 00:17:27,100
"Even after
Seeing grimaldi--
355
00:17:27,100 --> 00:17:31,366
Then, okay,
I won't try to stop you."
356
00:17:31,366 --> 00:17:36,866
So then the guy says--
"But, doc, I'm grimaldi."
357
00:17:42,533 --> 00:17:44,066
That's it?
358
00:17:44,066 --> 00:17:45,666
Yeah.
359
00:17:45,666 --> 00:17:48,633
Doug, that wasn't funny.
360
00:17:48,633 --> 00:17:50,466
Don't you get it?
361
00:17:50,466 --> 00:17:53,733
I thought it was going
To be a joke.
362
00:17:53,733 --> 00:17:54,833
You don't get it.
363
00:17:54,833 --> 00:17:57,366
I can't believe
You don't get it.
364
00:17:57,366 --> 00:17:59,333
You said it was a joke.
365
00:17:59,333 --> 00:18:00,600
That wasn't funny.
366
00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:02,066
You never get my jokes.
367
00:18:02,066 --> 00:18:04,733
I get lots of your jokes.
368
00:18:04,733 --> 00:18:06,333
You don't think
I'm funny.
369
00:18:06,333 --> 00:18:08,566
You've got
No sense of humor.
370
00:18:08,566 --> 00:18:09,466
Doug.
371
00:18:09,466 --> 00:18:10,700
Know why you don't?
372
00:18:10,700 --> 00:18:12,566
You need a little
Intelligence
373
00:18:12,566 --> 00:18:13,800
To understand humor.
374
00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:14,533
Doug!
375
00:18:14,533 --> 00:18:15,200
What?
376
00:18:15,200 --> 00:18:16,900
You take that back.
377
00:18:16,900 --> 00:18:17,633
What?
378
00:18:17,633 --> 00:18:19,433
Calling me stupid.
Take it back.
379
00:18:19,433 --> 00:18:21,266
I won't. It's true.
380
00:18:21,266 --> 00:18:23,700
You know, you've been
A real pain in the ass
381
00:18:23,700 --> 00:18:25,233
These last couple of days.
382
00:18:33,500 --> 00:18:35,766
It was just a joke.
383
00:18:40,700 --> 00:18:43,200
( doorbell rings )
384
00:18:49,100 --> 00:18:52,333
Did walker say anything
To you beforehand?
385
00:18:52,333 --> 00:18:53,800
Like what?
386
00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:57,766
You two talked like
You were becoming
His new friend.
387
00:18:57,766 --> 00:19:00,766
Did he say anything?
388
00:19:00,766 --> 00:19:02,500
No.
389
00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:03,466
Damn it.
390
00:19:03,466 --> 00:19:07,533
He didn't even
Talk to me.
391
00:19:07,533 --> 00:19:10,933
After ditmar and beckman
It's not that surprising.
392
00:19:10,933 --> 00:19:11,900
Ditmar and beckman?
393
00:19:11,900 --> 00:19:14,133
Johnny ditmar
And roger beckman.
394
00:19:14,133 --> 00:19:16,066
They were before
You came to town.
395
00:19:16,066 --> 00:19:17,133
They died, too.
396
00:19:17,133 --> 00:19:18,266
They?
397
00:19:18,266 --> 00:19:19,900
Yeah, committed suicide--
398
00:19:19,900 --> 00:19:21,200
Went sideways.
399
00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:24,000
Depends on who you ask,
But they're dead.
400
00:19:25,700 --> 00:19:27,133
Beckman didn't kill himself.
401
00:19:27,133 --> 00:19:28,866
He went to reform school.
402
00:19:28,866 --> 00:19:30,500
( chuckles )
403
00:19:34,233 --> 00:19:36,300
Was ditmar a friend of walker's?
404
00:19:36,300 --> 00:19:38,633
He was lots
Of people's friend.
405
00:19:38,633 --> 00:19:40,900
Ditmar
Was incredibly cool.
406
00:19:41,766 --> 00:19:43,133
How did he die?
407
00:19:43,133 --> 00:19:44,466
A train hit him.
408
00:19:44,466 --> 00:19:46,800
They said it
Was an accident.
409
00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:50,600
Like he was accidentally lying
On the railroad tracks?
410
00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:52,500
I thought his car got hit.
411
00:19:52,500 --> 00:19:53,933
I love these rumors.
412
00:19:53,933 --> 00:19:54,833
Uh, I heard
413
00:19:54,833 --> 00:19:56,933
A giant vulture
Carried him away.
414
00:19:56,933 --> 00:19:58,533
Give me a break.
415
00:20:06,266 --> 00:20:08,000
Like the tattoo?
416
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:11,300
Yeah, yeah, it's cool.
417
00:20:14,366 --> 00:20:17,233
I had this day
When nothing
Was working.
418
00:20:17,233 --> 00:20:18,866
It completely
Sucked.
419
00:20:18,866 --> 00:20:21,033
I was so numb I cut myself
420
00:20:21,033 --> 00:20:23,100
To see if I would bleed.
421
00:20:24,500 --> 00:20:25,433
It wasn't real.
422
00:20:25,433 --> 00:20:27,800
It was like
Watching myself on tv.
423
00:20:30,033 --> 00:20:31,200
Hey, remember beckman?
424
00:20:31,200 --> 00:20:33,700
You know he went
To reform school?
425
00:20:33,700 --> 00:20:34,833
Yeah, of course.
426
00:20:34,833 --> 00:20:35,900
Yeah?
427
00:20:35,900 --> 00:20:38,466
Now I find out
He got out.
428
00:20:38,466 --> 00:20:39,900
Joined the navy.
429
00:20:39,900 --> 00:20:41,900
He runs a crane
In norfolk.
430
00:20:41,900 --> 00:20:44,666
He's got a house
And he's married.
431
00:20:44,666 --> 00:20:45,600
You believe that?
432
00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:47,466
He's having
A great time.
433
00:20:47,466 --> 00:20:50,100
Lots of people I know
Have tried it
434
00:20:50,100 --> 00:20:51,266
Or contemplated it.
435
00:20:51,266 --> 00:20:52,433
Diana has.
436
00:20:52,433 --> 00:20:53,933
Keith has.
437
00:20:53,933 --> 00:20:56,233
I don't get it.
438
00:20:56,233 --> 00:21:01,433
It's like
Giving your folks notice.
439
00:21:02,933 --> 00:21:03,866
I'm not kidding.
440
00:21:03,866 --> 00:21:06,400
I'm not taking anymore
Of this crap.
441
00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:08,000
It's not about killing yourself.
442
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:11,100
It's about knowing
What it would be like.
443
00:21:11,100 --> 00:21:14,266
If you're called loser enough,
You believe it.
444
00:21:14,266 --> 00:21:15,966
I could never kill myself.
445
00:21:17,500 --> 00:21:19,666
But sometimes I get really drunk
446
00:21:19,666 --> 00:21:22,033
And drive crazy.
447
00:21:22,033 --> 00:21:24,133
I figure I'll let fate decide.
448
00:21:24,133 --> 00:21:26,900
Penhall:
Maybe he was a guy
449
00:21:26,900 --> 00:21:28,833
Who couldn't face it--
450
00:21:28,833 --> 00:21:31,433
A guy who just wimped out.
451
00:21:34,300 --> 00:21:35,433
Come on.
452
00:21:35,433 --> 00:21:36,933
What?
453
00:21:36,933 --> 00:21:38,033
Come on.
454
00:21:38,033 --> 00:21:40,066
Isley:
Come on!
455
00:21:40,066 --> 00:21:42,800
If you don't have
Anything decent to say
456
00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:45,033
Shut your mouth,
You drink your beer
457
00:21:45,033 --> 00:21:46,166
Or you leave.
458
00:21:46,166 --> 00:21:47,666
Okay?
459
00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:49,866
Yeah.
460
00:21:49,866 --> 00:21:51,533
Yeah.
461
00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:03,466
I don't want
A beer anyway.
462
00:22:32,433 --> 00:22:33,933
( turns on cassette player )
463
00:22:33,933 --> 00:22:36,466
(♪ soft rock music playing ♪)
464
00:23:34,233 --> 00:23:35,666
Something's wrong here.
465
00:23:35,666 --> 00:23:37,100
Somebody's lying to us.
466
00:23:37,100 --> 00:23:40,166
There was another kid who
Killed himself six weeks ago--
467
00:23:40,166 --> 00:23:42,633
Johnny ditmar.
468
00:23:46,300 --> 00:23:49,266
Kid walked in front of a train?
469
00:23:49,266 --> 00:23:52,966
It wasn't reported
As a suicide, either.
470
00:23:52,966 --> 00:23:54,033
Why not?
471
00:23:54,033 --> 00:23:57,333
No one wants to admit
Suicide exists.
472
00:23:57,333 --> 00:23:59,400
The parents lie,
The medical examiner
473
00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:00,733
Even the cops.
474
00:24:00,733 --> 00:24:03,766
They don't want
The pain or humiliation.
475
00:24:03,766 --> 00:24:05,233
They say suicide
476
00:24:05,233 --> 00:24:09,266
Is the second leading cause
Of death among adolescents.
477
00:24:09,266 --> 00:24:10,266
The first
478
00:24:10,266 --> 00:24:11,400
Is accidents--
479
00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:13,666
Like being hit
By a train
480
00:24:13,666 --> 00:24:15,800
Or single-passenger
Auto fatalities.
481
00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:18,100
All the drug-
And alcohol-related cases?
482
00:24:18,100 --> 00:24:20,566
Suicide might
Very well be
Number one.
483
00:24:20,566 --> 00:24:21,866
Yeah.
484
00:24:21,866 --> 00:24:24,900
I can remember when we would
Have written walker off
485
00:24:24,900 --> 00:24:26,266
As a hunting accident.
486
00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:30,300
Never mind
He was in the living room.
487
00:24:32,033 --> 00:24:34,700
Maybe they've been influenced
By more than one death.
488
00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:39,600
You're saying
This is contagious?
489
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:40,566
Sometimes.
490
00:24:40,566 --> 00:24:42,166
I don't get it.
491
00:24:42,166 --> 00:24:48,333
Among young people, a suicide
Can open the door for others.
492
00:24:48,333 --> 00:24:50,233
A kind of horrible
Example.
493
00:24:50,233 --> 00:24:51,466
Depression spreads
494
00:24:51,466 --> 00:24:52,766
From the first death.
495
00:24:52,766 --> 00:24:55,100
Then, when someone else
Can't hack it
496
00:24:55,100 --> 00:24:56,966
It doesn't seem so bad to you.
497
00:24:56,966 --> 00:24:59,600
So, yes,
In a way
498
00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:02,966
If ignored, repressed--
It is contagious.
499
00:25:02,966 --> 00:25:05,566
I was at this party last night--
500
00:25:05,566 --> 00:25:07,200
Bizarre death tattoos
501
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,966
Kids with superficial
Wrist scars like badges.
502
00:25:10,966 --> 00:25:12,566
The scars, the tattoos--
503
00:25:12,566 --> 00:25:13,900
You mark yourself.
504
00:25:13,900 --> 00:25:16,033
You make yourself an object.
505
00:25:16,033 --> 00:25:17,666
You're less
Than a person.
506
00:25:17,666 --> 00:25:18,866
But it's
Also a way
507
00:25:18,866 --> 00:25:22,466
For the group to draw together,
To belong to each other.
508
00:25:22,466 --> 00:25:25,466
It's our relationships
That keep us all alive.
509
00:25:25,466 --> 00:25:28,600
Half of them sound like
They could really do it.
510
00:25:30,033 --> 00:25:34,000
What am I supposed to do?
511
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:35,300
Don't avoid the subject.
512
00:25:35,300 --> 00:25:36,300
Talk about it.
513
00:25:36,300 --> 00:25:37,700
You won't give them ideas.
514
00:25:37,700 --> 00:25:39,166
Listen.
515
00:25:39,166 --> 00:25:42,900
And if they need it,
Get them to someone
Who can help.
516
00:25:42,900 --> 00:25:45,366
Hanson:
Don't I look
For something--
517
00:25:45,366 --> 00:25:48,433
Like warning signs
And all that?
518
00:25:48,433 --> 00:25:51,266
Hostile behavior,
Mood swings, promiscuity
519
00:25:51,266 --> 00:25:53,600
Drug and alcohol abuse,
Alienation.
520
00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:57,466
Great. That sounds
Like just being a teenager.
521
00:25:57,466 --> 00:25:58,533
Not everyone.
522
00:25:58,533 --> 00:26:02,033
But it does tell you something,
Doesn't it?
523
00:26:03,633 --> 00:26:04,700
Just listen.
524
00:26:04,700 --> 00:26:08,333
Most of the time just having
A friend who can listen
525
00:26:08,333 --> 00:26:10,066
Is enough.
526
00:26:14,366 --> 00:26:16,933
Nice of you to come to work.
527
00:26:16,933 --> 00:26:18,700
Were we discussing
The case?
528
00:26:18,700 --> 00:26:21,366
Talking about
The student cat burglar?
529
00:26:25,066 --> 00:26:28,433
Suicide high ain't no case,
And I ain't working on it.
530
00:26:28,433 --> 00:26:31,066
You're on it until I say so.
531
00:26:31,066 --> 00:26:34,700
They caught the kid
Who's been breaking
Into those houses
532
00:26:34,700 --> 00:26:37,000
In a stolen goods
Sting operation.
533
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:38,366
Transferred
Out of taft.
534
00:26:38,366 --> 00:26:39,933
That's why
We missed him.
535
00:26:44,066 --> 00:26:45,366
He confessed.
536
00:26:45,366 --> 00:26:46,766
There is no case.
537
00:26:51,666 --> 00:26:53,966
I'm caught up with my paperwork.
538
00:26:53,966 --> 00:26:55,566
I'd like a personal day
539
00:26:55,566 --> 00:26:59,733
Unless I have any official
Police business to attend to.
540
00:27:11,466 --> 00:27:13,033
I hate him.
541
00:27:13,033 --> 00:27:15,800
I hate him
For leaving us.
542
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,633
I hate him
For going away.
543
00:27:18,633 --> 00:27:20,666
Don't you
Hate him?
544
00:27:20,666 --> 00:27:22,266
No, I just miss him.
545
00:27:22,266 --> 00:27:24,200
I don't miss
Him at all.
546
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:26,466
He did it because
He hated us.
547
00:27:26,466 --> 00:27:27,600
He hated us!
548
00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:29,666
Mitchell!
549
00:27:31,866 --> 00:27:33,633
If he were here right now
550
00:27:33,633 --> 00:27:36,066
I'd kick his ass
For what he did.
551
00:27:36,066 --> 00:27:37,233
I would.
552
00:27:44,033 --> 00:27:45,333
Guys.
553
00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:46,733
Hey, what's up?
554
00:27:46,733 --> 00:27:48,233
You missed it.
555
00:27:48,233 --> 00:27:52,000
Another morning
On why we shouldn't
Kill ourselves.
556
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:53,300
Isley:
And homework--
557
00:27:53,300 --> 00:27:56,266
We have to stay
Alive until tomorrow.
558
00:27:56,266 --> 00:27:58,133
It's a pass-fail
Assignment.
559
00:27:58,133 --> 00:28:00,633
You know,
I could never kill myself.
560
00:28:00,633 --> 00:28:02,500
Who would look after my dog?
561
00:28:02,500 --> 00:28:04,700
There's nothing worth
Looking forward to.
562
00:28:04,700 --> 00:28:07,133
I've done every
Drug there is
563
00:28:07,133 --> 00:28:08,666
Except for heroin.
564
00:28:08,666 --> 00:28:10,500
That's about it.
565
00:28:10,500 --> 00:28:12,500
I've been drunk so many times...
566
00:28:12,500 --> 00:28:14,466
And you've done
Every guy I know.
567
00:28:14,466 --> 00:28:16,066
I haven't done you.
568
00:28:16,066 --> 00:28:17,600
And I never will.
569
00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:18,800
Eat your heart out.
570
00:28:21,900 --> 00:28:23,933
I've done most
Of the ones I wanted.
571
00:28:23,933 --> 00:28:26,100
It wasn't
That great.
572
00:28:26,100 --> 00:28:28,366
What's there to look forward to?
573
00:28:28,366 --> 00:28:30,633
I'm going to pass science.
574
00:28:31,866 --> 00:28:33,800
I could end up
Passing everything.
575
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:36,000
Then my parents
Would get me a car.
576
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,166
Could be a great summer.
577
00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:40,900
Vicky:
We came here
From norwood--
578
00:28:40,900 --> 00:28:44,100
Before my father was promoted.
579
00:28:44,100 --> 00:28:47,133
It was better
When we were poor.
580
00:28:47,133 --> 00:28:51,600
We weren't poor poor,
But it was better.
581
00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:54,466
I hate
This school.
582
00:28:54,466 --> 00:28:56,166
I hate this place.
583
00:28:56,166 --> 00:28:57,733
Those other kids died.
584
00:28:57,733 --> 00:28:59,266
The school didn't cop to it?
585
00:28:59,266 --> 00:29:00,666
They were expelled.
586
00:29:00,666 --> 00:29:01,866
They didn't count.
587
00:29:01,866 --> 00:29:03,566
Isley:
That's
The attitude.
588
00:29:03,566 --> 00:29:06,266
If you're not up to par,
They just expel you.
589
00:29:06,266 --> 00:29:07,633
No room for slack-offs.
590
00:29:07,633 --> 00:29:10,066
Vicky:
My dad applied
For a transfer.
591
00:29:10,066 --> 00:29:11,733
He wants to move away.
592
00:29:11,733 --> 00:29:14,566
Keith:
My parents are
Going out of town.
593
00:29:14,566 --> 00:29:16,800
I'm having a massive party.
594
00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:19,933
It would be a waste
To kill yourself before then.
595
00:29:19,933 --> 00:29:21,666
Vicky:
I don't know.
596
00:29:21,666 --> 00:29:25,500
It's like
I fall in love
Over and over.
597
00:29:25,500 --> 00:29:28,633
And they leave me,
Over and over.
598
00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:34,633
I'm not getting
Anywhere.
599
00:29:34,633 --> 00:29:37,566
Everybody else
Has plans.
600
00:29:37,566 --> 00:29:40,800
It's really been
Pointless lately.
601
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:43,200
I feel like a loser.
602
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:47,733
I've been there, too, vicky.
603
00:29:50,900 --> 00:29:52,966
I don't know what to tell you
604
00:29:52,966 --> 00:29:54,600
Except it doesn't last.
605
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:58,533
I've o.D.'d on stuff before--
606
00:29:58,533 --> 00:30:01,733
Tranqs, valium, aspirin.
607
00:30:01,733 --> 00:30:04,400
Don't you have anything
You want to do?
608
00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:06,266
Something to look forward to?
609
00:30:08,133 --> 00:30:10,100
That's what I think about.
610
00:30:10,100 --> 00:30:12,733
Getting out of here--
611
00:30:12,733 --> 00:30:15,166
One way or another.
612
00:30:16,066 --> 00:30:18,866
That's it? Just nothing at all?
613
00:30:19,766 --> 00:30:21,366
Nope.
614
00:30:23,966 --> 00:30:27,433
I thought
I wanted to talk to you
615
00:30:27,433 --> 00:30:30,400
But I don't think so anymore.
616
00:30:30,400 --> 00:30:33,600
I don't even
Know you, tom.
617
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:35,500
Could you talk
To rachael?
618
00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,300
She wouldn't get it.
619
00:30:37,300 --> 00:30:39,933
What about a counselor
Or a nurse?
620
00:30:39,933 --> 00:30:41,800
They all hate me.
621
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,833
They think
I'm a loser, too.
622
00:30:44,833 --> 00:30:46,133
I don't hate you
623
00:30:46,133 --> 00:30:48,233
And I don't think
You're a loser.
624
00:30:48,233 --> 00:30:51,366
All I've been
Able to think
About is suicide.
625
00:30:53,466 --> 00:30:55,366
Maybe not mine...
626
00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,666
I didn't want anybody to know
627
00:30:59,666 --> 00:31:04,166
But I've been talking
To that doctor guy a lot.
628
00:31:06,033 --> 00:31:07,766
I'm feeling much better.
629
00:31:09,666 --> 00:31:11,400
He explained a lot.
630
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:13,533
He made a lot of sense.
631
00:31:13,533 --> 00:31:15,866
How could he know anything?
632
00:31:28,100 --> 00:31:29,266
Yo, doc.
633
00:31:29,266 --> 00:31:30,400
Hey, tommy.
634
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:32,433
Got a minute
For a friend?
635
00:31:32,433 --> 00:31:33,766
Absolutely.
636
00:31:33,766 --> 00:31:34,933
Hi.
637
00:31:34,933 --> 00:31:36,633
Hey.
638
00:31:43,100 --> 00:31:46,233
( ejects cassette
Of rock music )
639
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:56,466
( I pagliacci aria playing )
640
00:31:56,466 --> 00:32:01,233
( knocking )
641
00:32:01,233 --> 00:32:04,333
( pounding )
642
00:32:11,066 --> 00:32:13,100
Hey.
643
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:17,200
What's this?
644
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:18,333
It's opera.
645
00:32:18,333 --> 00:32:20,200
What's it sound like?
646
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:21,800
Opera.
647
00:32:24,366 --> 00:32:26,800
I was in the neighborhood.
648
00:32:28,033 --> 00:32:30,133
Yeah?
649
00:32:31,333 --> 00:32:34,166
I came over to tell you
You were wrong
650
00:32:34,166 --> 00:32:36,000
And you're being a jerk.
651
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:37,466
You should
Have phoned.
652
00:32:37,466 --> 00:32:39,433
I could have
Hung up on you.
653
00:32:39,433 --> 00:32:41,600
You've got a problem--
A big problem.
654
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:42,966
You're self-centered.
655
00:32:42,966 --> 00:32:46,033
You don't care about anybody
But doug penhall.
656
00:32:46,033 --> 00:32:48,866
I had a chance to help someone
Who was hurting
657
00:32:48,866 --> 00:32:49,866
And I did.
658
00:32:49,866 --> 00:32:50,866
Whoop-de-do.
659
00:32:50,866 --> 00:32:52,366
You listened to tapes.
660
00:32:52,366 --> 00:32:54,866
You don't even know
What's going on.
661
00:32:54,866 --> 00:32:57,933
I know more about suicide
Than you ever will.
662
00:32:57,933 --> 00:33:01,733
You know more about making
Stupid jokes-- that's it.
663
00:33:02,900 --> 00:33:05,266
What is wrong
With you?
664
00:33:05,266 --> 00:33:09,000
My mother killed herself
When I was six.
665
00:33:11,266 --> 00:33:15,300
I've known about suicide every
Moment of every day since then.
666
00:33:22,666 --> 00:33:26,333
All I knew was
That something
Really horrible
667
00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:28,500
Had happened
To my mother.
668
00:33:29,366 --> 00:33:31,400
Police were there.
669
00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:32,900
I was six.
670
00:33:32,900 --> 00:33:37,533
I thought they were
Taking her to jail.
671
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:43,166
Kept walking around
The day of the funeral
672
00:33:43,166 --> 00:33:44,866
With my shoes untied.
673
00:33:44,866 --> 00:33:47,466
I wouldn't let
Nobody tie them.
674
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:51,100
My mom used to tie them.
675
00:33:56,733 --> 00:34:02,900
Even as I was growing up,
I used to not want to come home.
676
00:34:02,900 --> 00:34:08,400
I used to stay on the playground
Till it got dark
677
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:11,900
Because I didn't want
To come home
678
00:34:11,900 --> 00:34:15,200
And see that she wasn't there.
679
00:34:24,066 --> 00:34:25,433
And, uh...
680
00:34:25,433 --> 00:34:29,800
My father used to have
To come and get me.
681
00:34:35,933 --> 00:34:38,066
My father.
682
00:34:38,066 --> 00:34:40,200
He had been a priest
683
00:34:40,200 --> 00:34:43,066
So he couldn't kill himself.
684
00:34:43,066 --> 00:34:47,366
Instead, he just
Drank himself to death.
685
00:34:50,700 --> 00:34:52,666
I'm really sorry, doug.
686
00:34:52,666 --> 00:34:54,400
Hey, anyhow
687
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:58,000
I tie my own shoes now
Every morning.
688
00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:00,733
Sometimes in the day, too.
689
00:35:10,466 --> 00:35:13,800
I never really
Brought this up before.
690
00:35:18,533 --> 00:35:21,100
I wanted to tell you.
691
00:35:31,666 --> 00:35:33,433
I'm sorry.
692
00:35:38,666 --> 00:35:43,000
It's just been... Real hard.
693
00:36:51,533 --> 00:36:53,466
Hanson.
694
00:36:53,466 --> 00:36:55,066
Hey, coach.
695
00:36:55,933 --> 00:36:57,833
Things okay?
696
00:37:00,066 --> 00:37:03,333
This walker thing...
697
00:37:03,333 --> 00:37:07,133
It's like one of those
Slot machines in las vegas.
698
00:37:07,133 --> 00:37:09,166
It's a one-in-a-million chance
699
00:37:09,166 --> 00:37:12,533
That all the wrong things
Will line up for you.
700
00:37:12,533 --> 00:37:15,766
Like seven
Emotions.
701
00:37:15,766 --> 00:37:17,600
Seven things in your life
702
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:20,733
That seem like more
Than you can handle.
703
00:37:20,733 --> 00:37:22,666
I guess if you can take
704
00:37:22,666 --> 00:37:26,000
One sad thing away
From someone
705
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:27,666
They're safe.
706
00:37:27,666 --> 00:37:29,966
So that ain't so bad.
707
00:37:29,966 --> 00:37:35,333
Been doing some thinking, huh?
708
00:37:35,333 --> 00:37:36,733
Yeah.
709
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:39,833
The funny thing is
710
00:37:39,833 --> 00:37:43,833
I thought it was so important
I had to know why walker died.
711
00:37:45,433 --> 00:37:47,666
But I'll never know.
712
00:37:47,666 --> 00:37:49,400
Never.
713
00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:51,100
Can you live with that?
714
00:37:51,100 --> 00:37:52,800
Yeah.
715
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:58,066
The best I'll know
Is that I'll never know.
716
00:37:58,066 --> 00:37:59,800
That has to be okay.
717
00:38:05,666 --> 00:38:06,700
Tom.
718
00:38:06,700 --> 00:38:08,533
Captain.
719
00:38:08,533 --> 00:38:10,033
Hi, dorothy.
720
00:38:10,033 --> 00:38:12,033
Have you seen doug?
721
00:38:14,133 --> 00:38:15,266
No.
722
00:38:15,266 --> 00:38:17,233
He and I got
In this fight.
723
00:38:17,233 --> 00:38:18,233
I went away.
724
00:38:18,233 --> 00:38:19,200
He didn't call.
725
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,400
When I called
No one answered.
726
00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:22,400
I went home.
727
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:23,366
He wasn't there.
728
00:38:23,366 --> 00:38:25,766
I don't know
Where he is.
729
00:38:25,766 --> 00:38:31,033
I called here and was told
He wasn't around or on a case.
730
00:38:31,033 --> 00:38:32,166
He didn't tell me.
731
00:38:32,166 --> 00:38:34,933
It's not like him.
732
00:38:34,933 --> 00:38:38,133
He'd kill me if he found out
I came here.
733
00:38:38,133 --> 00:38:40,500
I know everywhere else he goes
734
00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:43,366
But I went to those places
Already.
735
00:39:05,033 --> 00:39:09,200
You're a hard man
To find, doug.
736
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:11,466
Some people
Are looking for you.
737
00:39:11,466 --> 00:39:13,533
Yeah?
738
00:39:13,533 --> 00:39:15,300
People like dorothy.
739
00:39:16,266 --> 00:39:17,700
You should call.
740
00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:20,300
She's worried
About you.
741
00:39:24,066 --> 00:39:26,533
There's something I want
To tell you.
742
00:39:31,833 --> 00:39:34,933
I tried to kill myself
When I was eight.
743
00:39:36,900 --> 00:39:40,900
I drank a bottle
Of vanilla extract.
744
00:39:42,533 --> 00:39:45,100
That's kind of cute.
745
00:39:45,100 --> 00:39:50,933
Well...
I didn't mean for it to be cute.
746
00:39:50,933 --> 00:39:53,166
I meant to kill myself.
747
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,966
My mother was an alcoholic.
748
00:40:00,966 --> 00:40:05,900
She was really hard
To have around
749
00:40:05,900 --> 00:40:08,833
Even when I was six.
750
00:40:08,833 --> 00:40:14,433
It was easier
When she was gone.
751
00:40:14,433 --> 00:40:20,333
I felt so incredibly guilty
After I realized that.
752
00:40:20,333 --> 00:40:24,100
It was like
I killed her.
753
00:40:24,100 --> 00:40:25,800
Like I sent
Her away.
754
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:32,166
Like she left because
I hadn't loved her enough.
755
00:40:32,166 --> 00:40:34,566
She thought I didn't love her.
756
00:40:34,566 --> 00:40:36,833
Doug, you were six years old.
757
00:40:36,833 --> 00:40:40,533
You do a lot of funny stuff
When people leave you.
758
00:40:40,533 --> 00:40:45,333
You make a lot of deals
With god.
759
00:40:45,333 --> 00:40:48,333
I used to eat all my vegetables
760
00:40:48,333 --> 00:40:52,533
Because I knew
It was what my mother wanted
761
00:40:52,533 --> 00:40:58,500
And that would make her happy
Up in heaven.
762
00:40:58,500 --> 00:41:01,966
I didn't talk
To my father for months
763
00:41:01,966 --> 00:41:06,833
Because I thought
That would bring her back.
764
00:41:10,633 --> 00:41:13,966
I had this other deal with god
765
00:41:13,966 --> 00:41:19,033
That if I was a real good boy
766
00:41:19,033 --> 00:41:22,466
That she would come back.
767
00:41:22,466 --> 00:41:26,366
She didn't come back.
768
00:41:31,300 --> 00:41:36,766
I was kind of difficult
For a while--
769
00:41:36,766 --> 00:41:41,966
About some 20-odd years.
770
00:41:45,633 --> 00:41:46,933
I don't know.
771
00:41:46,933 --> 00:41:48,933
Maybe that's my excuse
772
00:41:48,933 --> 00:41:52,000
For acting like
I'm six sometimes.
773
00:41:52,000 --> 00:41:55,000
I'm sorry.
774
00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:57,766
What are you sorry for?
775
00:41:57,766 --> 00:41:58,766
I'm a friend.
776
00:41:58,766 --> 00:42:01,700
I should have seen your pain.
777
00:42:01,700 --> 00:42:07,333
Okay, so maybe it's all right
If I act obnoxious sometimes.
778
00:42:07,333 --> 00:42:10,700
No.
779
00:42:14,100 --> 00:42:16,866
Have you seen anybody
About this?
780
00:42:16,866 --> 00:42:19,400
I don't need
To see nobody about this.
781
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:21,400
Are you sure?
782
00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:24,066
I dealt with this
A long time ago.
783
00:42:24,066 --> 00:42:26,500
I thought this might help you.
784
00:42:30,666 --> 00:42:32,333
I don't know.
785
00:42:32,333 --> 00:42:34,166
You don't like my stories
786
00:42:34,166 --> 00:42:37,000
You don't like
The music I listen to.
787
00:42:39,366 --> 00:42:45,333
You got the weebles
To ride with me in this stuff?
788
00:42:45,333 --> 00:42:49,500
You've got to help me eat
Dorothy's terrible meatballs.
789
00:43:15,233 --> 00:43:16,733
Hey.
790
00:43:16,733 --> 00:43:18,600
Hey, tom.
791
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:26,333
I'm sorry about your brother.
792
00:43:29,666 --> 00:43:34,000
I still live with it day to day
793
00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:38,933
But it's going all right.
794
00:43:38,933 --> 00:43:44,200
I guess that's all
I have to say.
795
00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:47,200
Does anyone else
Have anything tonight?
796
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:51,900
Penhall:
Yeah, I'll talk.
797
00:43:51,900 --> 00:43:54,200
What's your name?
798
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:58,266
Doug.
799
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:03,966
My mother killed herself
When I was six.
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