All language subtitles for The Secret 2016 S01E04 720p WEB-DL x264 BONE

# Footsteps of Jesus... #

'The church and my
family are my life.'

I want us to live our whole lives
together. Me too.

What if Lesley and Trevor were to
die? How would it work?

You'll alert me when Trevor's off
duty. He'll have
to be sedated.

(GASPS AND STRUGGLES)
(THUDS)

MAN: 'I'm terribly sorry to say that
Lesley has been found, and Trevor.'

I'm afraid it appears that
they have taken their own lives.

Who's he? None of
your business.

Get out of my house! We sacrificed
so much to be together!
I never wanted any sacrifice!

You drew me in! This isn't
finished...and it never will be.

(DOORBELL RINGS)
I'm Kyle Jorgensen.
Is this the right place?

Kyle, I am a good father and husband
to you, aren't I?
Of course.

I need to tell you something.

I killed Lesley...
and I killed Trevor.

'But God has forgiven me. Can you?'

Hazel, how are you?
(TREMBLING VOICE)
I'm well, thanks.

I'm married now. How are the kids?
Matt's at university.

MAN: That was Colin Howell, wasn't
it? (SHAKEN) Yes. Are you all right?

Not really.

(SIGHS)

It's Matt!

Hello? YOUNG MAN: He must've slipped
and fallen over
the banister.

Assuming it took five seconds for you
to react,

that totals
17.6 seconds...

..for my son to contemplate
his imminent death.

'You have punished me as You
punished King David.'

Show me I am forgiven! Let me
prosper, like King David prospered!

(SEAGULLS CRY)

(CAWING)

(POIGNANT MUSIC)

I brought death into the family...
and this has been my punishment.

But it's all right. It means that God
and I are all square.

How can you say that? Because I know
now that I am forgiven.

You said before that you'd repented
and had been forgiven,

but that's not true.
God is still punishing us!

But don't you understand? What?
You remember, in the Book of Samuel,
how David saw Bathsheba bathing,

he fell in love and just had
to possess her? (SOBS)

He engineered to get her husband
killed!

He took a life, so God punished him
by taking his son. I sinned and God
took my son.

But with David's repentance, God
forgave him and he became a great
king.

I...I have been punished and I, too,
will be forgiven. But you still
haven't repented, Colin!

No, God allowed David
to become a great king.

God allowed David to prosper,
and I will prosper! Colin...

God has shown me a way to
gain great wealth, even while
performing good works.

I have new business interests.
Through them, I will show you that
God supports me!

I want you out the house. No, don't,
Kyle, don't. I'll show you I'm
forgiven. He's guiding me now.

I just don't believe you any more!
He's shown me a way to bring us
great wealth! You'll see... (SIGHS)

'Hello? Hello?'

Oh, hello, yes,
it's Colin Howell here.

That's right, yes.
Can you hear me?

Yes, how's Manila?

Colder here now, I have to say.

So I just wanted to, erm, confirm...
LAPTOP: "(PANTING AND MOANING)"

..that the second tranche,
the second payment...
(LAPTOP OFF)

That's right. If you can confirm that
that has gone through,

then we can start to work on
the third tranche. Thank you.
Lovely to talk to you.

(ENGINE STARTS UP)

(SEAGULLS CRY)

I can't believe how tall you've
gotten! Taller than Dad was?

Easily! He used to sleep on boards
to make sure he was tall enough to
join the RUC.

I don't remember him being really
tall. Do you want a cup of tea?
Oh, I'm all right, thank you, Dave.

Andrew's got lectures this
afternoon. Want me to run you to the
station? No, I'll take him.

I'm driving, though. No, you are
not. Give me those - No. Go!
Please! No. Why not? Bye!

(OMINOUS MUSIC)

Can you take this to the Northern
Bank as soon as it opens tomorrow?

Erm, tell them I am the sender...and
it's going to this overseas account.

The reference is "Church Work". Of
course, Mr Howell. What? Of course.

Erm...don't tell anyone.

In 1945, the Imperial Japanese Army
left huge quantities of sequestered
gold

in the jungles of the Philippines.
No-one has located it...till now.

Good Lord.
Hm!

A church contact in Manila has a team

which has now pinpointed the precise
location of these assets.

The blue-sky potential of the salvage
operation after costs and commission

is north of £10 million.
OK.

The objective is to finance a global
Christian charity initiative.

(SIGHS)

I inherited a considerable sum after
I lost Lesley

and, as a man of faith,
it seems morally right to invest
in a worthy cause.

So far, I've committed £150,000...

..and I wondered if the Fellowship
could match that.

I'm not sure, Colin. That's...that's
a considerable amount of money.

This puts me in a very uncomfortable
position.

This is only open to a very select
and sophisticated investor profile.

Like-minded Christians, on a very
discreet basis.

Now, Phase 4 has been completed on
schedule and on budget.

Phase 5 will be actioned next week at
the excavation site.

We just need the last tranche of
operational cash.

I've sold my half of the Ballymoney
practice as a show of confidence in
the venture.

Colin, this is all sounding very
dodgy. Yeah, yeah, but Peter, my
first recovered assets -

"Recovered assets"? What we already
have discovered, already excavated,
they arrive Monday, by courier,

if...if you want to see proof - and
listen, Peter.

Your investment would guarantee the
final salvage, so - You know I can't.

So would you like to come in with
£30,000? You know I can't. Ten?

Colin... No? OK, listen if you can
get it to me by the weekend,
I'll take five.

(SEAGULLS CRY)

(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)

(RATTLING)

(METALLIC CLATTERING)

Oh, God, oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God...

(HYPERVENTILATES) Oh, God, oh, God...

(FRANTIC WHISPERING)

(POIGNANT MUSIC)

(SEAGULLS CRY)

He's on his way.
You need to come now.

(SEAGULLS CRY)

(SHEEP BLEAT IN DISTANCE)

I understand there's something you'd
like to share with us, Colin.

I fear for my immortal soul.

I have been unfaithful to you...
many times.

And I have touched...

..female patients.
KYLE: Oh!

I touched them sexually.
(SOBS) They were under sedation.

I can't stop myself.

I've taken £238,000 from patients
whose treatments I might not be able
to complete.

Maybe more.

I owe over £100,000
to the Inland Revenue.

I've emptied our savings accounts.

I've lost £360,000.

We'll lose this house.
We'll lose everything.

And all for Japanese..."war gold".

The whole thing was a gigantic con,
a fraud,

and I realised that I...

(SNIFFS, THEN VOICE BREAKS)
..I realised that I am a fraud.

My whole life has been a fraud.

God...finally told me.

I heard His actual voice.

If we put all our sins
before the Cross,

the Resurrection of both
the just and the unjust take place
on Judgment Day.

On...the night...

..of May the 18th 1991,

I murdered my wife Lesley
and Trevor Buchanan.

What Hazel and I were doing

was causing so much pain
to Lesley and Trevor,

I actually thought I could
take that away from them.

We talked about divorce, but I
believed that would cause the
children too much suffering.

(SNIFFS) In my mind, er...

..it was much worse for Lesley
and Trevor to live than to die,

so I made a plan to kill them

and to...make it look like suicide.

It had to be done very, very quickly
to fool the pathologist.

The times of death
had to be very close together.

I wanted it to be um...

(SOBS) ..easy and painless.

They'd fall asleep, wouldn't feel
anything, but...in the end, they did.

Lesley woke up. She called out for...

(SNIFFS) ..she called out
for Matthew.

Trevor woke up. I'd told Hazel

to get him to take something
to make him fall asleep,

but he woke up and he fought, so...

..Lesley and Trevor both knew
they were going to die.

After the struggle, when Trevor
was dead, I told Hazel to clear
things up.

'I never...thought I'd get away with
it, but...

(SOBS) ..but God knew.'

He took my son.

And Lesley and Trevor,
they both knew death was coming.

Lesley dying...

..with Matt's name on her lips,

that was God's warning to me.

Hello?

Hi, darling.
Hi.

These police officers would like to
talk to you.

(OMINOUS MUSIC)

Why?

What's been said?

Just tell the truth.
Everything will be fine.

OK?

(NO AUDIBLE SPEECH/
PHONE RINGS IN DISTANCE)

(KNOCKS AT DOOR)
Am I going to be here much longer?

Good evening. I am Detective
Sergeant Geoff Ferris.

Can I call you Hazel?
Yes.

You're in here
because you, along with Colin,

are suspected
of being involved in the murders.

That's not right. That's not fair.

Why should I be taken down
because of HIS act?
Why should he drag me down?

I was a victim in my own home
because of him.

I accept I am responsible for
letting Colin into my house.

You feel that
the only thing that you did wrong

was letting
Howell into your house that night?
Don't you think that's enough?

(SIGHS)
(SCRIBBLING)

When Colin arrived at your house,
you knew he was there to get rid of
Trevor.

No, no, no. OK. Then what action did
you take to stop it?

I couldn't do anything...because he
controlled me.

He told me to go into
the guest room and not to come out.

I was so scared, I thought, "If I
say something against this,

he's going to turn around and kill
me."

I am a...soft person, but he is a
VERY controlling person!

I was easy prey.

But you knew why he was coming
around. He rang you.

(SOBS) He just said...he just said
he was coming round.

Just for a chit-chat?

Well, I didn't think he was coming
round with Lesley in the boot, no.

So let's go over this once more.
Colin drives right into your garage

with an experienced police officer
and a loaded gun potentially waiting
for him...

..and Colin was prepared to roll out
a hosepipe right through the house
and into the bedroom,

knowing fine rightly that this man's
not even going to waken up here.
But he did waken. He did waken.

There was a struggle. Well, I'm not
surprised he wakened up at that
stage of the game.

The fumes could have upset him,
woke him up.

But did you give Trevor any drug, or
tablet, or whatever that evening?

Well, Trevor took something, because
he had some tablets.

All right. What tablets?

I don't...know. Sleeping tablets,
but Lesley had given him.

You've a problem with telling
the truth in here, Hazel.

You're trying to dig your heels in
to try and distance yourself
from it!

How did Trevor get the sedatives in
his system?

I...I didn't actually give it to
him.

He took it him...himself.

I...I didn't encourage.

Well, he said he couldn't sleep at
night, so I just says, "Well...

..why don't you take some?"

Part of the plan was that Colin
wished you to do this.

No, he wanted me to do this,

but I wasn't for doing it.
I wasn't doing it!

(SIGHS) So you're now saying that
you were fully aware that Trevor
took a tablet that night.

He took a tablet.
Yes, I was aware of that.

And you were also aware that, maybe,
as a last resort, you had to give it
to him,

which, you know, you didn't want to
do, but Colin had asked you to do
it. Colin HAD asked me to do it!

So you were aware that Colin come
up that night to carry out his plan.

He had a plan.

We...had a plan.
Whatever way you want to put it.

Yes. And when it came to it,
I didn't want to do it...

And in - ..but it's done.
And in relation to this plan...

(SOBS)

..do you accept that you went along
with it?

I let it happen. He told me what to
do and I did.

And this plan that you went along
with, do you accept now that you
could've stopped it?

(SOBS)

It could've been stopped, yes.

Your part was to drug Trevor,
conceal vital evidence...

..and continue the deceit by fooling
police, friends and family. (SOBS)

Yes.

This had to be a joint enterprise
between the two of you.

The two of you had to work together
to make this plan come to fruition.
Do you accept that?

(THROUGH TEARS) Yes.
And your relationship continued?

(Yes.)

Your children have grown over the
years

accepting what you have told them
about the death of their father...
(SOBS)

(Yeah...) But there's nobody else to
blame here, is there,

except for you and Colin.
Would you agree?

The biggest mistake I've made in my
life was ever meeting Colin Howell

and I've paid the price
for the past 18 years.

I've lost my life.
It was like living with a black hole
every day I woke up.

Every night
I went to bed, it was there.

I thought about it 24/7...

but I...

..I had to be strong for my
children.

(CRIES) My guilt was horrendous, my
shame...

And I've wrecked my wonderful
David's life, my children's...

(THROUGH TEARS)
They need me! They need me, and I
can't be there for them.

I can't have them now because
of this! (SOBS)

(APPROACHING FOOTSTEPS)

(BIRDSONG)

(SIGHS)

I phoned the kids.
They know you got bail.

Will you not look at me?

Of course. Sorry.
(SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)

I wasn't me back then.

Hazel...

I know you. God knows you.

You are the most loving, good,
pure person that I have ever met.

(What am I going to do?)
What are WE gonna do?

(KEYS JANGLE)

(DOOR CREAKS)

Howell?

# (DISTANT SINGING)

Hello again, Colin.
DC Devine. How are you?

(SILENCE)

I'd like to speak with you.
Your lawyer here will confirm you're
under no obligation to talk to me

now that you've been convicted.
It's up to you, Colin.

It's fine.

Hazel Stewart.

As you know, she's been released on
bail.

She's pleading Not Guilty on the
grounds that you coerced her.

She says it was all down to you.

Is that true, Colin? It won't affect
your sentence, but would you be
willing to come to court,

give an account of what took place?

(OMINOUS MUSIC)

(MUSIC INTENSIFIES)

(SEAGULLS CRY / DOG BARKS)

(LOW CONVERSATION)

WOMAN: That's Hazel Stewart.

Ready?

I'm frightened.

Lord, we ask that You watch over
our beloved Hazel

and grant her justice
in her time of trial.

(RUMBLE OF THUNDER)
Let the jury understand
that she was his victim, too,

an innocent victim.

(SEAGULLS CRY)

Hazel! Still confident you'll be
found Not Guilty? How's it affected
your relationship? How do you feel?

(INDISTINCT COMMENTS)

Come this way, please.

(WHISPERING)

WOMAN: Is that the family?

(HUM OF CONVERSATION)

My Lord, the Crown wishes to call
its next witness.

(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)

(SIGHS)

Mr Howell, you made a full
confession to the police

in relation to the murders of your
wife Lesley and Trevor Buchanan.

Last year, did you plead Guilty and
have now been sentenced in respect
of these offences?

Yes, that's correct.

Why did you go to the police?
I have no other motivation than to
tell the truth

and to allow proper healing
to the victims to happen.

Let's go back to 1991.

I want to ask you about the 14th
May. Did you meet with Hazel
Buchanan? Yes.

Did you tell her a plan?
In the car, yes, yes.

Basically, I said to her, "I have
a plan for Trevor and Lesley

that can look as if they've
committed suicide, but I need your
help."

Did she object to you doing it?

Not to the principle of killing
Trevor, killing Lesley - no.

Did you give her anything that
night? I gave her tablets.

I needed Hazel to cooperate with
giving Trevor the medication

so that he would be asleep
when I would arrive at the house.

She understood by this stage, before
I gave her the tablets, that
that was to be her role,

that one of the first steps of her
role was that Trevor would be asleep
when I arrived.

Had you any particular concern about
Trevor?

Yes, he had a gun,
so if I...if he woke up,

he could get up and shoot me -
as simple as that.

Did you discuss anything else?
Yes.

After she took the tablets, I felt
it was the moment when the plan was
accepted and agreed upon.

It was almost like
the contract was signed,

and so I explained to her the four
roles she would have to undertake

for this to be successful.

To give the tablets - Step One.

Earlier in the evening, Step Two was
to leave the car out of the garage.

Step Three was
to leave the clothes out.

Step Four was to cut up the hosepipe
and burn it afterwards. (WHISPERS)

So after that meeting in the car,
as far as you were concerned,

how much of the plan had been
discussed with Hazel?

Not all of the detail,
but 100% of the plan.

(MURMURING)

All rise.

No, what he's saying is not true!
There's nothing he said we didn't
expect.

I got away from him and he's never
forgiven me.

He controlled everything. You have
to make them believe that.
Please trust me,

we know what we're trying to
achieve. Maybe...maybe I should
speak.

I need to go on the witness stand.

Mrs Stewart, as your husband has
observed,

the prosecution's first question is
likely to be,

"What was it like having sex with
your husband's killer...

..for four years?"
We've agreed that the way to do this
is to expose Colin.

The jury must see him for the liar
that he is.

He's a double murderer.
He'll make the jury see that.

You don't know him. You don't know
what he's capable of.

I suggest you're a man who would
simply do and say anything for your
own selfish ends.

You've lied. You lied to Lesley,
didn't you?

I did, yes.
You lied to the police?

In 1991, yes.

And I suggest you've lied about what
the accused did,

and you've elevated what she did to
a joint enterprise as an accomplice
to you.

That's not right.
At your tariff hearing, Mr Howell,

your defence counsel, in
an eloquent plea on your behalf,

said that you weren't a "monster".
Do you remember that?

He said what I did was monstrous,
but that I was not a monster, yes.

Yes. You are a monster, Mr Howell,
aren't you?

I was a monster. I was a killer, but
I'm not any longer.

That's part of my confession.

Mr Howell, you've been described as
"manipulative". Absolutely. I was
very manipulative, yes, I was.

Evil?

(INHALES SLOWLY)
Yes...I was evil.

Now can I use another adjective to
describe you? Would you think you
are a controlling person?

I don't believe that I am.

Your relationships with women were
not controlling-type relationships?

Actually, I was so out of control,

ultimately, the women in my life
controlled ME, because of the
adultery I'd had.

Did your financial position improve
immeasurably with your wife's death?

After about a year, yes.

The net benefit you obtained from
her estate was £212,466,
is that right? Yes.

And there were other benefits, such
as the life insurance of £120,000.

Your murderous intent was all about
the money, was it not?

That was not the motive behind it.
That wasn't discussed by me or by
Hazel,

because if I had a financial motive,

you'd have to suggest that
perhaps Hazel did, as well.

Nothing to do with Hazel at all.
All to do with you, Mr Howell.

But this trial is about Hazel.

Isn't the fact of the matter...

that you are, and have been for most
of your adult life, Mr Howell,
a sexual predator?

No. When I went to Hazel's house, I
knew I was not there for guitar
lessons.

I walked into the spider's web.

Flies go into a spider's web
because they might think there is
some food for them there,

so I willingly went after the bait,
and we got caught together in a trap.

Isn't your view of Hazel that she
was someone who was fairly
simplistic and was easy to control?

We have this wrong perception of
people who are easily led,

people who have the disguise and the
guile to appear innocent.

A word Hazel used about herself is,
"I'm just soft,"

but that's part of the huge deception
that I was under about Hazel.

Are you saying therefore that no,
you didn't control this?

(SILENCE)

The last thing I want to do is make
things worse for Hazel...
than she deserves,

but control is a very complex thing,

so if I was controlling in one area,
Hazel was controlling in another.

'It was a dance between control and
manipulation,

two people waltzing together
in time.'

I may have been the lead partner,
but she was not dragging her feet.

'She was in step and in harmony.'

Is it not that everybody dances to
your tune?

What's best for Colin Howell is best
for everybody - isn't that right?

Basically, you just do
what you want, really?

No.

This was a completely mutual
decision, as with the abortion.

Like...a blood contract
that Hazel and I had secretly.

A big secret, a strong bond...

..which meant that,
when it came to my idea

of a joint venture to
kill Trevor and Lesley,

we had already signed a contract in
blood that it is OK to kill a human.

Hazel wanted it and I facilitated it.

If you look at the murders, I wanted
it and Hazel facilitated it.

So we were both waltzing in time.

She was my full partner.

JUDGE: You must weigh carefully what
Mrs Stewart said in her police
interviews.

The legal definition of "joint
enterprise"

does not mean that Mrs Stewart had
physically to commit the murders
herself,

and the word "plan" does not mean
that there had to be a formal
agreement,

worked out in fine detail.

Put simply, the question for you is,
"Were they in it together?"

Did she do everything she could to
prevent the murders?

Why did she not wake her husband,
keep the door closed,

scream the house down,
or run to a neighbour to raise
the alarm and get help?

The defendant please stand.

Have you reached a verdict on Count
One - the murder of Lesley Howell?

Yes, we have. What is the verdict?
Guilty or not guilty?

Guilty, Your Honour.
LISA: No! No, no, no! (WAILS)

(SOBS)

(MELANCHOLY PIANO MELODY)

(NO AUDIBLE SPEECH)

Put your clothes here.

(APPROACHING FOOTSTEPS)

(BELL RINGS)

(PHONE RINGS)

MALE PRISON OFFICER: Hello?

Yeah, we're coming down
about three o'clock.

Yeah, they'll be here later.
All right. See you then.

(HANGS UP)

You know, I'm quite all right with
taking my punishment.

I've repented my sins...

..and when I walk back out of here,

I'll have atoned for my crimes
and paid my debt.

The slate will be wiped clean
and I'll have another 20 years of
life to enjoy.

My family is known for its longevity.

(POIGNANT MUSIC)

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