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I'm often asked...
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...what is it
that makes us different?
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What separates firefighters
from ordinary citizens?
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The answer is simple.
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We will go
where others will not.
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Today, we honor
those members of the LAFD
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who acted so courageously
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during the Oceanus Blue
cruise ship disaster last March.
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Acting captain,
Henrietta Wilson.
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[applause]
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Firefighter Howard Han.
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Firefighter pilot
Thomas Kindard.
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Firefighter Evan Buckley.
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And firefighter Edmundo Diaz.
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Without their singular tenacity
and selflessness,
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and unmatched skill
and teamwork,
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so many more lives
would've been lost.
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Firefighters, on behalf of
the Los Angeles Fire Department
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of the City of Los Angeles,
we thank you.
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[cheering and whooping]
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[whoops]
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But we're not quite done.
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The quality of teamwork
displayed here
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is a reflection not only
of each individual's dedication,
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but the leadership
of Captain Robert Nash.
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Captain Nash, for your record
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of outstanding service
and leadership,
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in and out of uniform,
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the Los Angeles Fire Department
would like to honor you
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with this Medal of Valor.
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Captain.
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[applause]
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Oh, uh, how about
if I just hang on to it?
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[Bobby clears throat]
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Um...
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This isn't the first time
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these people have
pulled me out of the drink.
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In more ways than one.
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Not sure why
I deserve a medal for it.
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In my opinion,
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you got it right
the first five times.
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[applause]
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["Home on the Range"
by Barry White playing]
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Man, isn't it crazy?
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We thought we were
gonna get fired.
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And instead, we all got medals.
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- Enjoy it while it lasts.
- That's my motto.
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Hey, Ravi, you know you don't
have to eat everything
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at the buffet, right?
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Why else would I be here
on my day off?
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[chuckles]
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So, that's him, huh?
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That's your old Cap?
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[Tommy]
Yeah, that's Gerard.
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The way you guys talk about him,
I assumed he was dead.
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Only in our hearts.
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Kindard. I thought you
transferred out of here.
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Five years ago.
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I've been at Harbor Station
ever since.
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That's right,
I heard you got your wings.
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You know, it's good to see
you haven't changed at all, Cap.
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It's good to see you didn't
forget your training, Han.
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These floors are nice and shiny.
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You taught me right.
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Whenever I see some filth,
I think of you.
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♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
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♪ Whoa... ♪
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- Oh. Thank you.
- [chuckles]
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Okay, so where's your award?
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Oh, I'm just waiting
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on my refund check
from the cruise line.
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[laughs]
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♪ I wanna know... ♪
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What do you think that's about?
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♪
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I have no idea.
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♪ I want to go home. ♪
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Firefighter Wilson?
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I just wanted
to congratulate you personally.
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Olivia Ortiz.
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Councilwoman Ortiz.
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That's right.
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I am so sorry
for your loss, ma'am.
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Thank you.
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You must be very proud
of your hero wife.
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I am.
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Sadly, her heroics
didn't extend to my son.
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Mama, can we have
some more cake?
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Are these your children?
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This is, uh, Denny and Mara.
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Mm. I was told
you only had a son.
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Mara's about to become
my new sister.
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- [Ortiz] Oh.
- They're adopting me.
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Oh, that's adorable.
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You know, children
are such a blessing.
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Enjoy your moment.
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Not too much cake.
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Okay. [chuckles]
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[Bobby] You know, your name should
really be on this, too.
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I asked them
to include you, but...
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Except I'm not actually
a firefighter. [chuckles]
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Is that what you and Chief
Simpson were arguing about?
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Wasn't really an argument.
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He was trying to talk me
out of something
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and he realized he couldn't,
so he just finally accepted it.
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Accepted what?
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My resignation.
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I don't understand why you
wouldn't talk to me about this.
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I'm just retiring.
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This had to happen
at some point.
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And you know as well as I do
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that no one can
do this job forever.
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Well, I sure as hell thought
we were gonna try.
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Well, I'm tired of trying.
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Tonight was exhausting.
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Chief Simpson having us
trot out there to perform
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for the cameras
like a bunch of trained seals.
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We stand there and smile and
everybody thinks we're heroes.
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You are.
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I'm not.
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Look...
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I know that you're under
a lot of pressure.
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And I get needing
to take a break
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or maybe even wanting to walk
away from it all,
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but I'm worried that you're
not thinking clearly.
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I mean, given everything
that you've been through...
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Oh, you mean
the universe deciding
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to drop a living reminder
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of my greatest failure
on my doorstep?
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- Yeah, that's a lot.
- You saved that man's life.
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It didn't make any difference.
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Look, if this is what you need,
I will support it.
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I'm sorry I didn't
tell you earlier.
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That's okay.
You just surprised me.
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And you know how I feel
about surprises.
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Well, for what it's worth,
you're not alone.
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Chief Simpson was
pretty surprised, too,
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having his star captain
resign at an event
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that was supposed to honor
his star firehouse.
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He asked me not
to tell anybody about it
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until he figures out
how he wants to spin it.
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Look, I got to get out of this.
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And you're
really sure about this?
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Walking away from the 118?
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I don't have
anything more to give.
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[sighs]
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[birds singing]
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♪
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Have you figured it out yet?
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Figured what out?
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Why I seem so familiar to you.
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I don't know what you mean.
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[chuckles] Come on.
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Every time you think
I'm not looking,
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you're looking.
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Am I?
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It's driving you nuts, isn't it?
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[exhales]
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I was on a TV show
called Failed System.
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You were on a TV show.
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Series regular.
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Big network show
about a young team of lawyers
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who fight to get the wrongly
accused out of prison.
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Wow, a TV star.
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Hardly.
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That show lasted
exactly 13 episodes.
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Well, seven.
That's all they aired.
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Then it got cancelled.
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But every once in a while,
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someone gets
that same look you have.
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Like... they know me
from someplace.
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Well, maybe that's it, then.
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Or maybe I just
like looking at you.
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Then why haven't you
tried to kiss me?
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I didn't know you wanted me to.
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Mm, no.
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That's not it.
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I think it's something else.
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I think you're very careful
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about letting people
into your life.
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And not because
you've been hurt.
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I mean, who hasn't been?
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I think you're cautious
because...
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...you have more to give than
you think anyone can take.
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Sounds like you've been
looking, too.
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- [indistinct P.A. announcement]
- [phones ringing]
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Hey, I got a message
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about an emergency
with one of my patients?
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[Athena]
Mr. Casey?
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Hey, sorry, just one second,
I'm dealing with...
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A patient emergency, I know.
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I'm the one
who asked them to call you.
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You're Captain Nash's wife.
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I'm sorry,
I just needed to talk to you.
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So you lied to my coworkers
and faked an emergency?
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I didn't lie about anything.
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I think my husband
is in trouble.
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And you may be the only person
who can help me save him.
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So he never told you
he was thinking about quitting?
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No, but honestly, I don't think
he did think about it.
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I mean, it felt impulsive.
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Well, admittedly, I don't know
your husband very well,
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but Nash doesn't seem
like the impulsive type.
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Well, normally, he isn't.
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But then again,
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normally he wouldn't drive alone
into the middle of a desert
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to have a conversation
with a man
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who doesn't want to talk to him.
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Okay, that's fair.
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I realize that...
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this probably sounds crazy.
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A silly wife with too much time
on her hands.
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No, those aren't words
I would use to describe you.
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But...
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is there a chance
you're reading into it too much?
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The one thing
that you have to learn
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in my line of work
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is how to read people.
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It's easy
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to get caught up
in what they're saying
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and how they're moving.
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And really easy to miss
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what's really going on
under the surface.
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If you know what to look for,
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there's this moment
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and you can see them
when they decide
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they have nothing left to lose.
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It just ripples
across their face.
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And you think you see that look
on your husband's face?
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For years,
Bobby has been walking...
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this tightrope.
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Trying to embrace the life
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that he has now while...
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honoring the one
that he left behind.
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And it was a delicate balance.
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Your arrival
in his life has upset
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that equilibrium.
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He's fallen, Mr. Casey.
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And I need you
to help him find his way
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back to solid ground.
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["I Hear the Day Has Come"
by Matt Maltese playing]
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[alarm ringing]
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♪ See the girl ♪
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♪ Stand... ♪
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All right, get me a ladder up
to that second floor!
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♪ See the old friends ♪
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♪ Sit and talk ♪
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You look lost.
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[Hen sighs]
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This adoption paperwork
is kind of overwhelming.
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I thought you said the adoption
hearing was just a formality.
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You know me,
prepare for the worst.
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[Bobby] I think that's pretty much
the entire LAFD handbook.
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You got this.
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Mara's been through so much.
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I just want her to know
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she finally is
a part of a family again.
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You just welcome her
into your family the way
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you welcomed me into this one,
and she'll be fine.
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Just don't forget.
261
00:12:32,577 --> 00:12:34,028
Mara and Denny aren't
the only kids
262
00:12:34,062 --> 00:12:36,859
you're raising, Mother Hen.
263
00:12:38,100 --> 00:12:41,414
♪ See your father ♪
264
00:12:41,448 --> 00:12:43,554
♪ In your mother's arms... ♪
265
00:12:43,588 --> 00:12:47,006
Hold on. All right, Ravi, why do
we fold these to the edge?
266
00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:48,904
- It's protocol.
- That's right, but
267
00:12:48,940 --> 00:12:51,735
if you leave a loop and stick
your arm through like so,
268
00:12:51,769 --> 00:12:53,220
makes for a faster carry.
269
00:12:53,254 --> 00:12:56,014
♪ See the writer... ♪
270
00:12:56,049 --> 00:12:57,913
[Bobby]
That's it, Ravi.
271
00:12:57,948 --> 00:13:00,365
Double time, up the stairwell.
272
00:13:00,399 --> 00:13:02,091
Second floor,
let's go, go, go, go!
273
00:13:02,125 --> 00:13:04,196
♪ They've seen it all,
but they ain't ♪
274
00:13:04,230 --> 00:13:06,543
♪ Seen this before... ♪
275
00:13:06,577 --> 00:13:08,200
- All set.
- All right.
276
00:13:08,235 --> 00:13:10,893
♪ And I might have it wrong ♪
277
00:13:14,413 --> 00:13:15,942
- What, uh, what are you making?
- Not me.
278
00:13:15,966 --> 00:13:17,208
You.
279
00:13:17,244 --> 00:13:18,900
Wha... Uh...
280
00:13:18,934 --> 00:13:21,075
You're the chef tonight.
Let's see what you got.
281
00:13:23,629 --> 00:13:26,460
Dispatch, I need
an additional four rescue units
282
00:13:26,494 --> 00:13:29,255
and four task force units,
let's go!
283
00:13:29,289 --> 00:13:31,258
Eddie, I was going
through some things,
284
00:13:31,292 --> 00:13:33,570
and I found this.
Made me think of you.
285
00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:34,812
Just hang onto it.
286
00:13:34,846 --> 00:13:36,434
It might come in handy.
287
00:13:37,677 --> 00:13:40,611
♪ I could swim ♪
288
00:13:40,645 --> 00:13:44,822
♪ It might all
just be all right ♪
289
00:13:44,856 --> 00:13:47,826
♪ Hey... ♪
290
00:13:47,860 --> 00:13:50,932
I can't believe
you're letting him cook again.
291
00:13:50,966 --> 00:13:51,933
Well, he's gotten so good at it.
292
00:13:51,967 --> 00:13:53,279
Well, he had a good teacher.
293
00:13:54,659 --> 00:13:56,076
♪ See the painters... ♪
294
00:13:56,110 --> 00:13:58,456
All right,
they're coming out now.
295
00:13:58,491 --> 00:14:01,977
♪ Paint once more ♪
296
00:14:02,013 --> 00:14:04,774
♪ They've seen it all ♪
297
00:14:04,807 --> 00:14:09,640
♪ But they ain't seen
this before ♪
298
00:14:15,647 --> 00:14:18,131
♪ And I might have
had it wrong ♪
299
00:14:22,826 --> 00:14:26,105
♪ But I hear
the day has come... ♪
300
00:14:26,139 --> 00:14:28,693
My work here is done.
301
00:14:28,729 --> 00:14:31,351
[laughter]
302
00:14:31,386 --> 00:14:35,149
♪ I might have had it wrong ♪
303
00:14:38,325 --> 00:14:42,880
♪ But I hear the day has come. ♪
304
00:14:43,215 --> 00:14:45,182
[exhales]
305
00:14:45,216 --> 00:14:46,942
Uh, hey, Cap.
306
00:14:46,977 --> 00:14:48,634
You were really on your game
this shift.
307
00:14:48,668 --> 00:14:50,429
And I'm not just talking
about your cooking.
308
00:14:50,463 --> 00:14:52,432
Uh, wow, uh...
309
00:14:52,466 --> 00:14:53,812
thanks.
310
00:14:53,846 --> 00:14:56,158
Yeah.
311
00:14:56,193 --> 00:14:58,299
Buck, I don't say this
often enough.
312
00:14:58,334 --> 00:15:00,647
You've come a really long way.
313
00:15:00,681 --> 00:15:02,337
You're not
the same impulsive hothead
314
00:15:02,373 --> 00:15:04,212
who walked through those doors
seven years ago.
315
00:15:06,203 --> 00:15:07,619
Wow, has it, uh,
316
00:15:07,653 --> 00:15:09,033
has it really been that long?
317
00:15:09,068 --> 00:15:11,208
It has.
318
00:15:12,485 --> 00:15:14,625
Well, here's to seven more.
319
00:15:14,660 --> 00:15:16,351
Yeah.
320
00:15:16,386 --> 00:15:17,836
You going to see Tommy?
321
00:15:19,182 --> 00:15:20,804
Listen, uh...
322
00:15:20,838 --> 00:15:22,678
I kn... I know we haven't
really talked about him.
323
00:15:22,702 --> 00:15:24,635
Well, what's there
to talk about?
324
00:15:24,671 --> 00:15:26,568
Tommy's good people,
he's good for you.
325
00:15:27,846 --> 00:15:29,640
How do you know that?
326
00:15:29,676 --> 00:15:31,067
'Cause we haven't had
to talk about it.
327
00:15:31,091 --> 00:15:33,196
[chuckles softly]
Good night, Buck.
328
00:15:34,370 --> 00:15:36,164
Oh, uh, hey, uh...
329
00:15:36,198 --> 00:15:38,235
- Cap?
- Yeah?
330
00:15:40,687 --> 00:15:42,999
Thanks.
331
00:15:43,033 --> 00:15:44,898
You know...
332
00:15:44,932 --> 00:15:46,761
for everything.
333
00:15:48,384 --> 00:15:50,110
It's been my pleasure, kid.
334
00:15:55,115 --> 00:15:57,220
[exhales]
335
00:15:57,254 --> 00:15:58,876
[Buck]
Uh...
336
00:15:58,912 --> 00:16:01,190
Hey, can I help you?
337
00:16:01,224 --> 00:16:02,846
Hi, yeah, um...
338
00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:04,711
I'm looking for Eddie Diaz?
339
00:16:06,229 --> 00:16:09,024
Sorry, this is the 118
340
00:16:09,059 --> 00:16:11,373
fire station, right?
341
00:16:11,407 --> 00:16:13,684
[stammering]
Uh, yes, yes.
342
00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,860
Uh, you-you said
343
00:16:15,894 --> 00:16:17,931
- you were looking for Eddie?
- Yeah.
344
00:16:17,965 --> 00:16:20,071
I made brownies.
345
00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:21,692
I-I'm sorry.
346
00:16:21,727 --> 00:16:23,107
Who-who did you say you were?
347
00:16:23,143 --> 00:16:24,419
I'm Kim.
348
00:16:24,455 --> 00:16:26,697
Kim.
349
00:16:26,732 --> 00:16:29,390
You know, you-you actually
just missed him.
350
00:16:30,770 --> 00:16:32,532
Well, shoot.
351
00:16:32,565 --> 00:16:33,804
Guess I should've called first.
352
00:16:35,568 --> 00:16:37,709
Would you mind
giving him these for me?
353
00:16:37,744 --> 00:16:40,056
Uh, yeah. [chuckles]
354
00:16:40,091 --> 00:16:42,749
Tell him I'll just get the dish
back next time I see him.
355
00:16:42,783 --> 00:16:44,059
Sure.
356
00:16:44,095 --> 00:16:45,440
Thanks.
357
00:16:45,475 --> 00:16:47,304
Place looks bigger in person
358
00:16:47,338 --> 00:16:48,961
than it does on FaceTime.
359
00:16:48,995 --> 00:16:51,101
Bye.
360
00:16:53,777 --> 00:16:55,710
[knocking at door]
361
00:16:58,639 --> 00:16:59,915
Hey.
362
00:17:00,240 --> 00:17:02,034
Uh, hey.
363
00:17:02,068 --> 00:17:03,726
Uh... can I come in?
364
00:17:03,759 --> 00:17:06,315
[chuckles]
Of course.
365
00:17:09,249 --> 00:17:11,596
Why are you skulking
around my back door?
366
00:17:11,631 --> 00:17:14,115
Well, I just, I wasn't sure
who would be here.
367
00:17:14,151 --> 00:17:15,599
Well, Chris is in his room.
368
00:17:15,634 --> 00:17:17,085
We just had dinner.
369
00:17:17,118 --> 00:17:19,741
Okay, but Marisol,
she's not, right?
370
00:17:19,777 --> 00:17:21,468
No.
371
00:17:21,502 --> 00:17:23,747
Why are you acting so weird?
372
00:17:24,989 --> 00:17:26,300
Something in those brownies?
373
00:17:26,335 --> 00:17:29,304
Uh, that's maybe
a good question.
374
00:17:29,337 --> 00:17:31,582
Um... I don't know.
375
00:17:31,615 --> 00:17:33,584
Buck, what's going on?
376
00:17:33,617 --> 00:17:35,275
Uh, you remember
377
00:17:35,309 --> 00:17:37,587
when Shannon brought
378
00:17:37,622 --> 00:17:39,901
a donation
to the Christmas toy drive
379
00:17:39,934 --> 00:17:42,420
at the firehouse
and that was, uh,
380
00:17:42,454 --> 00:17:44,801
that was kind of surprising,
right?
381
00:17:44,836 --> 00:17:46,769
[chuckles]
What made you think of that?
382
00:17:48,633 --> 00:17:50,670
This was more surprising.
383
00:17:51,808 --> 00:17:53,810
Eddie, who-who's Kim?
384
00:17:59,126 --> 00:18:01,818
She came by the firehouse?
385
00:18:01,854 --> 00:18:03,096
She did.
386
00:18:03,131 --> 00:18:06,098
Uh, she brought some baked goods
387
00:18:06,134 --> 00:18:07,825
and she wanted
to see you, Eddie.
388
00:18:07,859 --> 00:18:10,794
And she-she kind of made it seem
like she was your girlfriend.
389
00:18:10,827 --> 00:18:13,002
She's not my girlfriend.
390
00:18:13,037 --> 00:18:14,798
Marisol's my girlfriend.
391
00:18:14,832 --> 00:18:16,834
Kim's just...
392
00:18:16,868 --> 00:18:18,455
a friend.
393
00:18:18,490 --> 00:18:20,631
Just a-a friend
394
00:18:20,664 --> 00:18:22,839
who's a dead ringer
for your late wife?
395
00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:25,290
Yeah.
396
00:18:25,325 --> 00:18:27,810
What's going on here?
397
00:18:27,845 --> 00:18:29,846
Nothing.
398
00:18:29,882 --> 00:18:31,675
Nothing's going on.
399
00:18:38,510 --> 00:18:40,753
We met a couple weeks ago
when we were at the Promenade.
400
00:18:42,859 --> 00:18:45,380
- We? - Yeah, me and Marisol
and Christopher.
401
00:18:45,413 --> 00:18:48,002
Okay, great,
they-they've met her?
402
00:18:48,038 --> 00:18:49,693
No.
403
00:18:50,592 --> 00:18:52,386
I mean, I s... I saw her.
404
00:18:52,421 --> 00:18:54,837
And... yeah.
405
00:18:54,872 --> 00:18:57,219
She looks a lot like Shannon.
406
00:18:57,253 --> 00:18:59,013
So I went back.
407
00:18:59,048 --> 00:19:02,568
Turns out, she's
a really nice person, so...
408
00:19:02,604 --> 00:19:06,538
Uh, we struck up a kind of
friendship, that's it.
409
00:19:06,573 --> 00:19:09,335
[wry chuckle] You, uh,
you mean you're seeing her.
410
00:19:09,368 --> 00:19:11,577
We've hung out a few times.
411
00:19:11,613 --> 00:19:13,546
Okay? It's not like
we're having an affair.
412
00:19:13,579 --> 00:19:14,719
Nothing's happened.
413
00:19:14,753 --> 00:19:17,067
You haven't had sex.
414
00:19:17,101 --> 00:19:19,172
Exactly. It's not even
what I want from her.
415
00:19:19,207 --> 00:19:21,381
Okay, so what do you want?
416
00:19:24,729 --> 00:19:28,215
I... don't know.
417
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:30,563
Does this poor woman know
418
00:19:30,596 --> 00:19:33,427
that she is a carbon copy
of your dead wife?
419
00:19:33,461 --> 00:19:35,948
Hasn't really come up.
420
00:19:37,259 --> 00:19:39,605
I'm worried about you.
421
00:19:39,641 --> 00:19:41,884
Yeah.
422
00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:43,886
I'm worried about me, too.
423
00:19:46,819 --> 00:19:50,548
Okay. Who wants dessert?
424
00:19:50,583 --> 00:19:53,723
I got some freshly baked
chocolate-chip cookies.
425
00:19:53,758 --> 00:19:55,726
Since when does he freshly bake?
426
00:19:55,759 --> 00:19:57,934
More like "freshly reheated."
427
00:19:57,970 --> 00:20:00,454
The actual baking happened
at that new market on Third.
428
00:20:00,489 --> 00:20:02,112
Turned on an oven.
That still counts.
429
00:20:02,145 --> 00:20:03,113
- [laughter]
- [Denny] Can I have two?
430
00:20:03,146 --> 00:20:04,459
One for later?
431
00:20:04,492 --> 00:20:06,392
Uh, no, you cannot.
432
00:20:06,425 --> 00:20:08,462
[whispers] Meet me
in the kitchen in ten minutes.
433
00:20:08,497 --> 00:20:09,913
I heard that.
434
00:20:09,946 --> 00:20:11,604
Karen has preternaturally
sharp hearing.
435
00:20:13,432 --> 00:20:14,744
Hears everything.
436
00:20:14,778 --> 00:20:17,817
Can I have another cookie,
please?
437
00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:21,441
Of course, sweetheart.
438
00:20:23,097 --> 00:20:24,098
[laughs]
439
00:20:25,825 --> 00:20:27,791
Great, now they're
coconspirators.
440
00:20:27,826 --> 00:20:29,828
Aw, more like siblings.
441
00:20:29,863 --> 00:20:32,314
I can't believe
how great she's doing.
442
00:20:32,348 --> 00:20:36,628
I-I think seeing
her little brother was the key.
443
00:20:36,663 --> 00:20:38,769
You know, I finally feel
like she trusts us
444
00:20:38,802 --> 00:20:41,082
and she wants to be
part of our family.
445
00:20:41,115 --> 00:20:43,256
- [phone ringing]
- Oh, that's me. Sorry.
446
00:20:43,290 --> 00:20:44,948
[Chimney]
Cap, yesterday,
447
00:20:44,981 --> 00:20:46,304
he surprised me.
He seemed different.
448
00:20:46,327 --> 00:20:47,650
What do you mean?
He was in a great mood.
449
00:20:47,673 --> 00:20:49,952
Yeah, maybe too great of a mood.
450
00:20:49,987 --> 00:20:51,619
Especially after what he said
at the ceremony.
451
00:20:51,644 --> 00:20:53,104
I feel like something's
going on with him.
452
00:20:53,127 --> 00:20:54,854
I asked Athena about it.
453
00:20:54,887 --> 00:20:57,097
She said there was nothing
to worry about?
454
00:20:57,132 --> 00:21:00,617
- But...?
- She seemed worried.
455
00:21:00,653 --> 00:21:03,449
- About what?
- [Karen] Hen?
456
00:21:03,482 --> 00:21:04,968
T-That was Deidre. Uh...
457
00:21:06,210 --> 00:21:07,798
Uh...
458
00:21:07,832 --> 00:21:11,836
Our adoption hearing
was canceled.
459
00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:13,642
We're not going before
the judge on Wednesday.
460
00:21:13,665 --> 00:21:14,978
Well, what happened?
461
00:21:15,011 --> 00:21:17,117
- They're rescheduling it?
- No.
462
00:21:17,152 --> 00:21:20,190
No, it's... it's off
the docket completely.
463
00:21:22,674 --> 00:21:25,884
Apparently, the judge has some
concerns about our petition.
464
00:21:25,919 --> 00:21:28,645
Well, I thought this hearing
was just a formality.
465
00:21:28,681 --> 00:21:30,993
It was supposed to be.
466
00:21:31,028 --> 00:21:32,143
[Karen]
But what Deidre said,
467
00:21:32,166 --> 00:21:33,695
that she's never
seen this happen before.
468
00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:35,376
She thinks that...
469
00:21:35,412 --> 00:21:36,491
well, someone must have
talked to the judge,
470
00:21:36,516 --> 00:21:37,759
but she doesn't know who.
471
00:21:39,036 --> 00:21:40,036
I know exactly who.
472
00:21:43,249 --> 00:21:45,044
♪
473
00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:53,051
- Are you okay?
- [Kim] I...
474
00:21:53,586 --> 00:21:55,346
[stammers]
475
00:21:55,381 --> 00:22:00,040
I mean, if I didn't know better,
even I'd say this was me.
476
00:22:00,076 --> 00:22:03,355
Yeah. You even sound like her.
477
00:22:03,388 --> 00:22:06,392
But I'm not her.
478
00:22:07,876 --> 00:22:09,463
I know.
479
00:22:12,432 --> 00:22:14,192
She died?
480
00:22:14,228 --> 00:22:16,954
Almost five years ago, yeah.
481
00:22:22,063 --> 00:22:24,238
And this is your son?
482
00:22:25,239 --> 00:22:27,723
Yeah.
483
00:22:27,759 --> 00:22:29,414
That's Christopher.
484
00:22:31,416 --> 00:22:33,695
You know, I mean, um...
485
00:22:33,730 --> 00:22:38,390
My mind's kind of blown here,
but, um...
486
00:22:38,423 --> 00:22:40,806
I guess now I know why you've
kept things at a distance.
487
00:22:42,427 --> 00:22:46,742
Which was not fair to you.
488
00:22:48,917 --> 00:22:51,817
That's why I brought you here.
I had to come clean, I...
489
00:22:54,095 --> 00:22:57,305
And tell you
how incredibly sorry I am.
490
00:22:58,927 --> 00:23:02,103
I should have known
you were too good to be true.
491
00:23:03,967 --> 00:23:05,900
I really liked you.
492
00:23:05,934 --> 00:23:07,674
[sighs heavily]
493
00:23:07,808 --> 00:23:10,432
[groans]
I liked you, too.
494
00:23:10,467 --> 00:23:12,675
How can you know that?
495
00:23:14,021 --> 00:23:18,336
I mean, have you been
spending time with me?
496
00:23:18,372 --> 00:23:19,993
Or with her?
497
00:23:25,171 --> 00:23:27,346
[softly]
That's what I thought.
498
00:23:27,381 --> 00:23:32,385
I didn't realize
how much I missed her.
499
00:23:33,731 --> 00:23:35,146
[Eddie sighs]
500
00:23:35,181 --> 00:23:36,873
Then I saw you.
501
00:23:39,012 --> 00:23:41,463
And for a moment,
I even thought...
502
00:23:41,498 --> 00:23:43,982
She'd come back?
503
00:23:44,018 --> 00:23:45,537
Yeah.
504
00:23:48,056 --> 00:23:49,920
I mean, not really, uh, just...
505
00:23:52,198 --> 00:23:53,545
...felt like she had.
506
00:23:57,030 --> 00:23:58,859
I never meant to lead you on.
507
00:24:00,205 --> 00:24:01,691
But you did.
508
00:24:05,246 --> 00:24:06,522
[sniffles]
509
00:24:11,251 --> 00:24:14,393
I guess she was
the love of your life.
510
00:24:16,290 --> 00:24:17,878
I think she was.
511
00:24:19,397 --> 00:24:21,711
Yeah.
512
00:24:21,744 --> 00:24:24,265
Though I'm not sure
I knew at the time.
513
00:24:25,886 --> 00:24:30,201
Shannon and I, we were apart
more than we were together
514
00:24:30,236 --> 00:24:32,376
for most of our marriage.
515
00:24:32,411 --> 00:24:36,864
I was in the military
and she was at home,
516
00:24:36,897 --> 00:24:39,866
in Texas, looking after our son.
517
00:24:39,901 --> 00:24:41,730
When I came back, we...
518
00:24:43,422 --> 00:24:44,423
...tried.
519
00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:48,393
But it was difficult.
520
00:24:50,602 --> 00:24:52,258
Then she left.
521
00:24:53,432 --> 00:24:55,296
Then she came back.
522
00:24:56,573 --> 00:24:57,747
[Eddie exhales]
523
00:24:58,817 --> 00:25:00,404
And then she was gone.
524
00:25:03,269 --> 00:25:06,928
Well, it sounds like you two
had some unfinished business.
525
00:25:08,446 --> 00:25:10,137
Yeah.
526
00:25:11,587 --> 00:25:14,763
Never did get to say
all the things I wanted to say.
527
00:25:17,455 --> 00:25:20,942
Or hear all the things
I needed to hear, I guess.
528
00:25:23,151 --> 00:25:24,807
I'm sorry I'm not her.
529
00:25:26,672 --> 00:25:28,191
Bye, Eddie.
530
00:25:29,502 --> 00:25:31,574
- Let me take you home?
- No.
531
00:25:31,607 --> 00:25:33,126
I'm okay.
532
00:25:33,161 --> 00:25:34,955
♪
533
00:25:39,788 --> 00:25:41,030
[door closes]
534
00:25:42,307 --> 00:25:43,792
[knocking on door]
535
00:25:44,794 --> 00:25:46,484
[exhales]
536
00:25:46,519 --> 00:25:48,798
- Thanks for coming.
- Sure.
537
00:25:54,492 --> 00:25:57,634
Bobby isn't here yet,
but he should be home soon.
538
00:26:00,153 --> 00:26:02,983
- You have a beautiful home.
- Thank you.
539
00:26:03,019 --> 00:26:04,778
Would you like a coffee
while we wait?
540
00:26:04,814 --> 00:26:06,678
That'd be nice. Thank you.
541
00:26:08,817 --> 00:26:10,991
- How long have you lived here?
- Let's see,
542
00:26:11,027 --> 00:26:14,651
well, May was a baby
when Michael and I moved in
543
00:26:14,685 --> 00:26:19,137
and Harry wasn't even born yet,
so almost 20 years.
544
00:26:19,173 --> 00:26:22,141
Um, Michael was
my first husband.
545
00:26:22,175 --> 00:26:23,833
And he is...
546
00:26:23,866 --> 00:26:26,973
Living happily in Florida
with hishusband.
547
00:26:27,008 --> 00:26:30,633
I really appreciate
your doing this.
548
00:26:30,666 --> 00:26:32,875
Well, honestly, I don't know
what it is I'm doing.
549
00:26:32,911 --> 00:26:35,326
Pep talks have
never been my thing.
550
00:26:35,361 --> 00:26:38,054
Bobby is not normally
someone who needs them.
551
00:26:38,087 --> 00:26:40,643
Truth is, he's usually
the one who gives them.
552
00:26:40,676 --> 00:26:43,023
Can't help but wonder if,
all these years,
553
00:26:43,058 --> 00:26:44,681
it's been a defense mechanism.
554
00:26:46,269 --> 00:26:49,652
Always focusing on
someone else's problems
555
00:26:49,685 --> 00:26:52,895
makes it easier
to ignore your own.
556
00:26:52,931 --> 00:26:54,691
So, the kids.
557
00:26:54,726 --> 00:26:58,419
- Yours and your ex's, I assume?
- [Athena] Oh, yeah.
558
00:26:58,452 --> 00:27:01,663
I mean, they've come
to really love Bobby.
559
00:27:01,698 --> 00:27:04,701
Well, he is a lucky man.
560
00:27:04,736 --> 00:27:07,876
Looks like he's found
a great life for himself.
561
00:27:11,294 --> 00:27:13,054
♪
562
00:27:15,056 --> 00:27:17,299
[breathing heavily]
563
00:27:22,615 --> 00:27:25,203
I can't do this.
564
00:27:25,239 --> 00:27:28,553
I wish you and Captain Nash
the best. I truly do.
565
00:27:28,586 --> 00:27:31,693
But I will not be the prop
that keeps this man afloat.
566
00:27:31,728 --> 00:27:33,247
Wait. Please.
567
00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:35,559
Amir, what are you doing here?
568
00:27:35,594 --> 00:27:37,319
You really want to make amends?
569
00:27:39,805 --> 00:27:43,429
You and your wife need to stay
the hell away from me.
570
00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:48,883
[door opens, closes]
571
00:27:48,917 --> 00:27:50,920
What the hell was that?
572
00:27:53,270 --> 00:27:54,755
- What were you thinking?
- Bobby...
573
00:27:54,789 --> 00:27:57,105
You know what he's been through,
and what I put him through.
574
00:27:57,130 --> 00:27:59,586
You don't think that asking him
to provide a shoulder for me
575
00:27:59,609 --> 00:28:01,371
to cry on is expecting
a little too much?
576
00:28:01,404 --> 00:28:03,751
You won't talk to me, so I
thought maybe you'd talk to him.
577
00:28:03,787 --> 00:28:05,039
Well, what do you expect me
to say to him?
578
00:28:05,064 --> 00:28:07,929
Why did you really quit
your job, Bobby?
579
00:28:07,963 --> 00:28:10,035
I told you, I'm tired
and I'm... I feel like a fraud
580
00:28:10,068 --> 00:28:11,036
and I need a break.
581
00:28:11,069 --> 00:28:14,556
Stop lying to me.
582
00:28:14,590 --> 00:28:16,281
♪
583
00:28:19,077 --> 00:28:21,287
Y-You know,
584
00:28:21,321 --> 00:28:23,565
I always knew
that there was a part of you
585
00:28:23,599 --> 00:28:25,429
that I could never touch.
586
00:28:25,463 --> 00:28:27,949
That pain of losing your family.
587
00:28:27,983 --> 00:28:30,641
I could imagine
what it must be like,
588
00:28:30,675 --> 00:28:32,920
but I can never really
understand it.
589
00:28:32,953 --> 00:28:35,059
The best that I could do
was to love you
590
00:28:35,094 --> 00:28:36,829
and hope that that was enough
to keep you here.
591
00:28:36,854 --> 00:28:38,787
I'm not going anywhere.
592
00:28:38,822 --> 00:28:42,239
You're not? You barely sleep,
you quit your job.
593
00:28:42,273 --> 00:28:44,413
You're making the rounds
to say your goodbyes.
594
00:28:44,448 --> 00:28:46,587
Feels a little like...
595
00:28:46,623 --> 00:28:48,589
you're getting
your affairs in order.
596
00:28:48,625 --> 00:28:50,247
No, no, no, I would never.
597
00:28:50,281 --> 00:28:52,940
You once stood on the ledge
of a building
598
00:28:52,973 --> 00:28:56,288
and you were ready to step off
to join your dead family.
599
00:28:56,322 --> 00:28:59,947
Athena, that was a long time ago
and I was dosed on LSD.
600
00:28:59,980 --> 00:29:01,269
And that's what I told myself
at the time.
601
00:29:01,292 --> 00:29:02,259
And that's what I tell myself
602
00:29:02,294 --> 00:29:04,951
every time you go
to a dark place.
603
00:29:04,986 --> 00:29:07,989
But I still remember that look.
604
00:29:08,023 --> 00:29:12,096
And you're standing on the ledge
of a building again, Bobby.
605
00:29:12,131 --> 00:29:13,719
[sighs]
606
00:29:22,038 --> 00:29:23,660
[Bobby]
I'm not supposed to be here.
607
00:29:24,833 --> 00:29:26,973
I should've died in that fire.
608
00:29:27,008 --> 00:29:28,836
But you didn't.
609
00:29:39,192 --> 00:29:41,677
I made a plan to fix that.
610
00:29:41,711 --> 00:29:46,337
I kept this book
with 148 lines in it.
611
00:29:46,372 --> 00:29:49,375
Every time I saved a life,
I filled in the line.
612
00:29:49,410 --> 00:29:51,204
One life saved
to repay one life lost.
613
00:29:51,239 --> 00:29:54,138
And what then?
614
00:29:54,173 --> 00:29:57,175
After you've saved the 148?
615
00:29:59,522 --> 00:30:01,076
I'm not supposed to be here.
616
00:30:02,354 --> 00:30:03,941
And where is that book now?
617
00:30:05,597 --> 00:30:09,049
I threw it in the trash
on the night of our first date.
618
00:30:09,085 --> 00:30:12,536
All this time
and you never told me that?
619
00:30:12,570 --> 00:30:14,951
I didn't want any of this
to touch you.
620
00:30:18,058 --> 00:30:19,887
Too late.
621
00:30:30,898 --> 00:30:32,384
Damn it.
622
00:30:35,594 --> 00:30:37,388
[receptionist]
Hey, you can't go in there.
623
00:30:37,423 --> 00:30:38,906
[Ortiz]
Firefighter Wilson.
624
00:30:38,942 --> 00:30:41,220
I didn't see you
in my calendar today.
625
00:30:41,255 --> 00:30:44,258
Is this an official LAFD visit?
626
00:30:44,291 --> 00:30:48,365
It's okay.
Give us a minute, please.
627
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:51,057
- [sighs]
- Okay. Say your piece.
628
00:30:51,092 --> 00:30:52,955
[door closes]
629
00:30:52,990 --> 00:30:57,097
Look, I am truly, truly
sorry for your loss.
630
00:30:57,133 --> 00:30:59,099
But that does not
give you the right
631
00:30:59,134 --> 00:31:01,377
to use a little girl as a pawn
632
00:31:01,413 --> 00:31:03,208
in your revenge scheme
against me.
633
00:31:03,241 --> 00:31:05,796
I'm just trying
to help that little girl.
634
00:31:05,830 --> 00:31:08,281
Y-You think depriving her
of a loving family,
635
00:31:08,316 --> 00:31:10,214
and a safe home, is-is helping?
636
00:31:10,249 --> 00:31:12,078
You think
very highly of yourself,
637
00:31:12,113 --> 00:31:14,080
don't you, Firefighter Wilson?
638
00:31:14,115 --> 00:31:16,116
What does that even mean?
639
00:31:16,152 --> 00:31:18,311
I know you made an honest
mistake when treating my son.
640
00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:22,916
I guess I should say
not treating him.
641
00:31:22,951 --> 00:31:25,747
When I had my people look
more closely in your records,
642
00:31:25,781 --> 00:31:28,267
I find a disturbing pattern.
643
00:31:28,301 --> 00:31:30,751
What the hell
are you talking about?
644
00:31:30,787 --> 00:31:32,306
A year ago...
645
00:31:33,858 --> 00:31:38,000
...a man died
at a happiness convention?
646
00:31:38,035 --> 00:31:41,590
His family claims you delayed
the extrication and he died
647
00:31:41,625 --> 00:31:42,625
on the scene.
648
00:31:42,661 --> 00:31:45,145
I-I had to make a-a choice.
649
00:31:45,181 --> 00:31:47,804
Misidentified cheerleaders.
650
00:31:49,046 --> 00:31:52,635
A suspicious incident
in a bank vault.
651
00:31:52,671 --> 00:31:55,673
Questionable procedures
in the field.
652
00:31:55,708 --> 00:31:57,433
I mean, did you
really put your hands
653
00:31:57,469 --> 00:32:00,609
inside a man's chest cavity?
654
00:32:00,644 --> 00:32:06,201
I've only ever done my best
to save lives.
655
00:32:09,307 --> 00:32:12,691
Evelyn Fischer, 17 years old,
656
00:32:12,724 --> 00:32:15,520
on her way to a concert
at the Philharmonic.
657
00:32:15,556 --> 00:32:18,799
She was struck and killed
by an ambulance
658
00:32:18,835 --> 00:32:20,146
driven by you.
659
00:32:22,009 --> 00:32:25,289
You really don't care about
the pain that you're causing.
660
00:32:25,324 --> 00:32:30,295
Do not talk to me about pain.
661
00:32:30,328 --> 00:32:31,986
[phone ringing]
662
00:32:32,019 --> 00:32:35,162
I think you might want
to take that call.
663
00:32:39,682 --> 00:32:41,028
Karen.
664
00:32:43,239 --> 00:32:44,585
What's wrong?
665
00:32:47,864 --> 00:32:49,347
I don't want to go.
666
00:32:49,383 --> 00:32:50,567
[Karen]
Mara, it's going to be okay.
667
00:32:50,590 --> 00:32:52,223
- No, I don't want to go.
- It's gonna be okay.
668
00:32:52,248 --> 00:32:55,182
[stammers] This is just
really upsetting for her.
669
00:32:55,215 --> 00:32:56,228
Could we just
take a beat, maybe?
670
00:32:56,251 --> 00:32:57,736
Just hang on, hang on a minute.
671
00:32:57,769 --> 00:32:58,737
Did you get in touch
with Deidre?
672
00:32:58,770 --> 00:32:59,738
She said there's nothing
she can do.
673
00:32:59,771 --> 00:33:02,016
They revoked
our foster license, Hen.
674
00:33:02,049 --> 00:33:03,568
We didn't even have a hearing.
675
00:33:03,604 --> 00:33:05,501
- Come on, let's go.
- [screams]
676
00:33:05,537 --> 00:33:07,228
- Don't touch my sister.
- [Hen] Denny, no.
677
00:33:07,262 --> 00:33:08,574
Don't make this any worse.
678
00:33:08,608 --> 00:33:09,862
Mom, you can't let them
take her.
679
00:33:09,885 --> 00:33:11,576
[exhales]
680
00:33:11,612 --> 00:33:13,200
Please.
681
00:33:13,233 --> 00:33:15,211
There's got to be a better way
that we can do this.
682
00:33:15,236 --> 00:33:17,583
You're scaring the kids.
683
00:33:17,617 --> 00:33:19,240
I'm sorry, we have to take her.
684
00:33:19,275 --> 00:33:20,390
[Mara]
But I want to stay here.
685
00:33:20,413 --> 00:33:22,760
We were supposed to be a family.
686
00:33:30,077 --> 00:33:33,737
Just... just give us a minute.
687
00:33:33,771 --> 00:33:35,394
Please?
688
00:33:45,922 --> 00:33:49,650
W-We are still a family.
689
00:33:50,926 --> 00:33:53,240
Even though we're not
under the same roof.
690
00:33:53,273 --> 00:33:55,068
Okay?
691
00:33:55,103 --> 00:33:57,588
You are our daughter.
692
00:33:58,934 --> 00:34:00,175
And we love you.
693
00:34:01,662 --> 00:34:04,423
Don't you ever forget that.
694
00:34:09,599 --> 00:34:12,259
- Come on, Mara.
- [crying]
695
00:34:16,297 --> 00:34:18,264
[sobbing]
696
00:34:25,135 --> 00:34:26,963
[knocking at door]
697
00:34:34,143 --> 00:34:35,282
Hi.
698
00:34:37,146 --> 00:34:39,460
What... What are you doing here?
699
00:34:39,494 --> 00:34:41,461
You are alone, aren't you?
700
00:34:43,152 --> 00:34:44,500
Y-Yeah.
701
00:34:47,054 --> 00:34:49,952
I don't feel like
we said everything we...
702
00:34:49,987 --> 00:34:51,817
needed to say.
703
00:35:03,242 --> 00:35:04,451
Kim, what are you doing?
704
00:35:04,485 --> 00:35:06,175
Who's Kim?
705
00:35:07,833 --> 00:35:10,456
Oh, God, you really do
look just like her.
706
00:35:10,490 --> 00:35:12,010
Like who?
707
00:35:13,391 --> 00:35:14,875
Like Shannon.
708
00:35:14,909 --> 00:35:17,463
Maybe I am.
709
00:35:17,498 --> 00:35:19,672
- Kim... - And maybe there are things
you need to say.
710
00:35:19,706 --> 00:35:21,985
Things that you never
got the chance to say.
711
00:35:22,019 --> 00:35:23,365
Let me hear them.
712
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:24,688
I really appreciate
what you're trying to do...
713
00:35:24,711 --> 00:35:26,818
Our time together was too short.
714
00:35:26,851 --> 00:35:28,692
Eddie, we were apart
more than we were together.
715
00:35:28,715 --> 00:35:29,682
Please stop.
716
00:35:29,717 --> 00:35:32,375
Just say what you need to say.
717
00:35:32,409 --> 00:35:34,010
- [sighs] I can't do this.
- You have to.
718
00:35:35,032 --> 00:35:36,655
You have to let me go.
719
00:35:36,690 --> 00:35:38,692
I don't want to.
720
00:35:38,726 --> 00:35:41,003
Just let it out, baby.
721
00:35:41,039 --> 00:35:43,179
Because I am right here.
722
00:35:43,213 --> 00:35:45,250
No, you're not.
723
00:35:48,045 --> 00:35:49,565
You left me...
724
00:35:51,429 --> 00:35:52,429
...Shannon.
725
00:35:54,224 --> 00:35:55,880
Why?
726
00:35:57,123 --> 00:35:58,746
I thought you loved me.
727
00:35:58,780 --> 00:35:59,885
I did.
728
00:36:00,885 --> 00:36:02,371
I do.
729
00:36:02,405 --> 00:36:04,096
But not enough?
730
00:36:04,130 --> 00:36:06,375
Not enough to stay?
731
00:36:06,409 --> 00:36:08,273
Christopher got a letter.
732
00:36:10,101 --> 00:36:12,311
You at least tried
to explain it to him.
733
00:36:13,554 --> 00:36:16,454
What about me?
Where was my letter?
734
00:36:18,076 --> 00:36:22,217
All I got was a note
saying you had gone.
735
00:36:22,251 --> 00:36:24,115
I know I wasn't
a perfect husband.
736
00:36:24,150 --> 00:36:26,291
I did my fair share
of running, too, but...
737
00:36:28,155 --> 00:36:29,880
...I came back.
738
00:36:29,914 --> 00:36:33,297
Not because of some obligation,
739
00:36:33,331 --> 00:36:36,887
but because I couldn't
imagine a life without...
740
00:36:36,922 --> 00:36:38,614
[exhales]
741
00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,443
...without you.
742
00:36:43,481 --> 00:36:47,139
[chuckles] And you know what?
743
00:36:47,173 --> 00:36:48,623
I still can't.
744
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:51,936
But I'm still living it.
745
00:36:53,594 --> 00:36:57,356
But it's broken. I'mbroken.
746
00:37:00,117 --> 00:37:01,637
And I can't fix it.
747
00:37:03,155 --> 00:37:05,813
This is the life I have now.
748
00:37:07,780 --> 00:37:11,128
This is the life from now on.
749
00:37:13,510 --> 00:37:14,856
The life...
750
00:37:17,514 --> 00:37:19,206
...without you.
751
00:37:21,311 --> 00:37:24,969
You were supposed
to be here with me, baby.
752
00:37:29,043 --> 00:37:30,976
And now you're not.
753
00:37:38,018 --> 00:37:39,813
And you never will be.
754
00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:51,480
I'm sorry.
755
00:38:01,213 --> 00:38:03,525
[Marisol]
Oh. Okay.
756
00:38:03,561 --> 00:38:05,217
[Marisol chuckles]
757
00:38:09,393 --> 00:38:10,393
Mom?
758
00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:15,193
[glass clanking softly]
759
00:38:28,585 --> 00:38:30,414
[glass clanking]
760
00:38:35,695 --> 00:38:38,250
Oh, hey, son.
I didn't wake you, did I?
761
00:38:39,561 --> 00:38:40,701
No, it's okay.
762
00:38:40,735 --> 00:38:42,530
Hey, can I pour you a drink?
763
00:38:46,568 --> 00:38:47,880
Just don't tell your mother.
764
00:38:49,260 --> 00:38:51,193
I don't think I'm supposed to.
765
00:38:51,228 --> 00:38:53,541
Oh, come on. It's a celebration.
766
00:38:53,576 --> 00:38:55,025
What are we celebrating?
767
00:38:55,059 --> 00:38:57,891
You, my son, the hero.
768
00:38:57,925 --> 00:38:59,547
I am not a hero.
769
00:38:59,581 --> 00:39:00,893
Sure you are.
770
00:39:02,101 --> 00:39:05,208
No. People keep calling me that,
but it's a lie.
771
00:39:05,242 --> 00:39:06,693
[chuckles]
772
00:39:06,726 --> 00:39:09,074
Then why did they give you that?
773
00:39:13,146 --> 00:39:16,425
[grunts, strains]
774
00:39:16,460 --> 00:39:20,222
It's heavy, am I right?
[chuckles]
775
00:39:20,257 --> 00:39:21,579
I can't breathe
with this thing on.
776
00:39:21,603 --> 00:39:24,226
Dad. Help me take it off.
777
00:39:24,262 --> 00:39:26,713
No, son. Sorry.
778
00:39:26,746 --> 00:39:28,335
That one's yours.
779
00:39:30,612 --> 00:39:33,063
Mm! But I did
make you something.
780
00:39:33,097 --> 00:39:34,478
[laughs]
781
00:39:34,512 --> 00:39:36,757
Oh, I think
you're gonna love it.
782
00:39:38,655 --> 00:39:41,485
It's got all the people
that you didn't save.
783
00:39:51,289 --> 00:39:54,085
I'm sorry
I couldn't save you, Dad.
784
00:39:54,119 --> 00:39:57,295
I was supposed to save you, kid.
785
00:39:57,329 --> 00:40:00,090
Now I guess
you got to save yourself.
786
00:40:00,125 --> 00:40:01,782
[echoing]
Do you smell that?
787
00:40:01,817 --> 00:40:03,335
[sharp inhale]
788
00:40:06,786 --> 00:40:08,375
[fire crackling]
789
00:40:11,653 --> 00:40:13,206
Athena!
790
00:40:20,835 --> 00:40:22,320
[panting]
791
00:40:26,806 --> 00:40:27,773
Athena!
792
00:40:27,807 --> 00:40:29,396
Ah!
793
00:40:32,985 --> 00:40:34,365
Athena!
794
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:36,367
Hey! Athena!
795
00:40:36,402 --> 00:40:38,369
Hey, Athena, can you hear me?
796
00:40:44,030 --> 00:40:45,550
[grunts]
797
00:40:51,590 --> 00:40:53,385
[grunting]
798
00:40:59,012 --> 00:40:59,875
Come on. Come on, baby.
799
00:40:59,909 --> 00:41:01,186
Come on. Come on.
800
00:41:13,543 --> 00:41:15,510
Athena, can you hear me?
801
00:41:15,545 --> 00:41:17,547
- Come on, baby. Come on.
- [approaching sirens]
802
00:41:17,581 --> 00:41:19,065
All right, come back to me.
Come on.
803
00:41:19,101 --> 00:41:20,722
Come back to me.
804
00:41:20,757 --> 00:41:21,724
Come on.
805
00:41:21,759 --> 00:41:23,346
[sirens wailing]
806
00:41:23,380 --> 00:41:25,521
Come on, baby, come on.
807
00:41:25,554 --> 00:41:27,730
Come on, Athena. Come on.
Come on.
808
00:41:30,284 --> 00:41:31,699
- [coughing]
- There you go. Yeah.
809
00:41:31,733 --> 00:41:34,253
- There we go. Yeah.
- [coughing, wheezing]
810
00:41:34,288 --> 00:41:36,358
Yep, there you go.
You're all right.
811
00:41:36,393 --> 00:41:38,568
Yeah, you just breathe.
You just breathe, okay?
812
00:41:38,603 --> 00:41:40,847
Hey, hey, hey, over here.
Come on.
813
00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:42,755
She took in a lot of smoke.
Get some O2 on her, now.
814
00:41:42,780 --> 00:41:45,748
[coughing]
815
00:41:45,782 --> 00:41:47,750
[panting]
816
00:41:47,784 --> 00:41:50,097
♪
817
00:41:50,132 --> 00:41:52,202
[thudding heartbeat]
818
00:41:52,237 --> 00:41:53,893
Uh...
819
00:41:55,239 --> 00:41:56,309
[groans]
820
00:41:57,898 --> 00:41:59,210
[groans]
821
00:41:59,244 --> 00:42:00,728
Captain Nash!
Get the Lifepak!
822
00:42:04,284 --> 00:42:06,079
His heart stopped.
823
00:42:08,425 --> 00:42:10,289
[female EMT]
Charge to 100.
824
00:42:10,324 --> 00:42:11,291
[male EMT]
Charging.
825
00:42:11,324 --> 00:42:12,913
[defibrillator whines]
826
00:42:12,947 --> 00:42:14,672
- Clear.
- [paddles thud]
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