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[CHILDREN PLAYING]

[WATER RUNNING]

[SIGHS]

[MAN SIGHS]WOMAN: What's that, honey?

I just woke up with it.

Really?

I thought maybe
I would put it to use.

[PILLS RATTLING]

Shit. God damn.

[SLAMMING PILL BOTTLE]

[KNOCK ON DOOR]GIRL: Grandpa?

You okay?Just a second.

[MOANING SOFTLY]

[KNOCK ON DOOR]GIRL: Mom! Dad!

Toilet is not
working again!

Why can't she just use
the bathroom downstairs?

Because she's a girl,
and her stuff's in there.I know, but...

I know.

She has to get ready
for school.

[GROANS]

Please,
just go look at it, please?

Okay.

Okay. Okay.

Okay.Okay.

Thank you.

Okay. [GROANS] Okay.

[SIGHS]

[SLOW JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING]

Annie?ANNIE: Just fix it!

[SIGHS]

[TOILET GURGLING]

Just give me a second,
sweetie.

[KNOCKING]

WOMAN: Hello?

Hey, Estelle.

Um, can I talk to you
and Ray for a second?

ESTELLE: Yeah, let me
just get decent. Ray...

[ESTELLE AND RAYMOND
MURMURING]

ESTELLE: Okay, come on in!

MAN: Hey.

Happy...
Happy birthday, Ray.

Oh, Brian,
that is so sweet
of you to remember.

Oh, good heavens!
I'm hanging out here!

You didn't see my nipple,
did you?

[STUTTERS] No, no...
No nipples.

He's gonna take a minute
to find his trousers.

Can't a man get
any privacy?

Oh, since when did
you become so bashful?

What?

[LOUDLY] I said, since when
did you become so bashful?

BRIAN: Now, listen,
I don't want to
embarrass anyone,

but I think we all
need to be
a little more conscious

of what we put
in the toilet.

All I did was take a bath,

but I suppose I can't
do that anymore

without being
persecuted by my son-in-law.

Nobody is pointing
any fingers, Ray.

It's just that
that toilet can be
a little bit finicky.

Yes, it is.

Well, perhaps you would
like to accompany me

the next time I take a bath?

That won't be necessary.

Are those my slippers?

[ZIPPER ZIPS]

Add slippers to
the shopping list.

KATE:
I don't even want to know
what that means.

Hey, honey?
What do you think
of these?

Oh. Are those
the new fabrics?

Yeah, they're for my meeting
with Stamford and
Miller tomorrow.

They're actually
considering putting them

in their Armonk
and Darien stores.

Is that right?Yeah.

They look amazing.Thank you.

Are you on-site today?

Uh, no, Tom's coming over
in a few minutes,

we're gonna go
look at the card...

Hey, Annie!
You're gonna be late
for school, sweetie!

and he wants to stay
in Boise for Labor Day.

[STUTTERS] You told him
that was okay?

I just spent $500
on Yankee tickets.

You spend $500 on tickets

but you refuse to put
a decent septic system
in your house?

Dad. I'm sure you can find
somebody that will
go with you.

ESTELLE: Raymond,
did you do something
with my reading glasses?

What the hell would I do
with your reading glasses?

That is not the point.
This is our tradition.

I mean, Labor Day,
baseball, father-son,

since he was
eight years old.

KATE: Yeah, honey,
but now he's 19,

and he wants to
stay at college
with his friends.

Okay? I'm sorry.

ESTELLE: Okay, everybody,
Missy's picking me up.

We're having
lunch with the girls.

I will see you all
at dinner tonight.

Please, please
do not be late.

Annie, guess what?Okay.

Your grandmother says
it's okay to bring that
Colt kid to dinner tonight,

so there you go.Mmm.

BRIAN: Who's Colt?Oh, thank you,
thank you, thank you.

KATE: We're gonna be late.
Let's go, let's go, let's go.

ANNIE: Thank you!
I love you!

righty.

KATE: Since you were
four years old,

I can't get you
out of the house on time.[ANNIE SCOFFS]

[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]

KATE: Annie,
get in this car!

I'm coming!

TOM: It's going on
a month now.

Like, every night
this kid's in
the bed with us.

I mean, every night.BRIAN: Well,
what did you expect?

[STAMMERING]
You can't...

What do you mean,
what I expect?

I expected the kid
to be sleeping
in his bed.

I mean, when...
You know, when
am I gonna have sex?

[LAUGHS]I mean, this kid's becoming
like, a human chastity belt!

There's other people
in the house, okay?

If she's somehow
comfortable with this,
then...

It's not gonna happen.

You're not gonna have
any more sex. It's over.

I almost, almost
had sex this morning.[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

BRIAN: Hi,
everything all right?

They didn't come.
I need you to drive me
to my appointment.

Who didn't come?The taxi.

They said they got
the time wrong.

My appointment was
for 11:00.

Um, can you reschedule?I can't reschedule.

I need to be there today.
Come on.

Sorry, it's, um...

His birthday, and...He's intense.

Oh, really?
You have no idea.

It's two years
since the heart attack,

and Kate insists
that he stay here

until he gets
a full recovery,

and there is
no full recovery.

I don't know how
you're doing it, man.

It's like,
my in-laws stayed with us
for a couple weeks in June,

and I was ready to, like,
fucking drive my truck
off the GW

with them in the back.

In a sack, tied up.[LAUGHING] Stop it!

How, um...
How are you getting home?I'll take a cab.

Are you sure
you don't want me to
come back and get you...

[SIGHS]

You're welcome.

[LABORED BREATHING]

Well, I'm sorry to
have to give you this news

on your birthday,
Dr. Engersol.

It's not your fault.

All right.

So, as you can see,

your severe aortic stenosis
should make you
a reasonable candidate

for valve replacement.

However, your pre-op cath
shows extensive blockages...

We've been over this.
I just need my records.

Now, there are
still surgical options.

Yes.
Aortic valve replacement.
Another bypass.

I don't have to tell you
that a procedure on a heart

in your condition...No, you don't.

I sat behind
a desk like yours
for over 40 years.

Let me ask you something.

Even if I didn't
code on the table,

what kind of time
do you actually think
this would buy me,

six months at most?

Let me make your job
easier for you, okay?

I'm not having the surgery.

I think that
that's something you should
discuss with your wife.

No, I'm not telling my wife.
I'm not telling anybody.

And neither are you.

They opened me up once,
and they're not
opening me up again.

Whatever's broken, Doctor,

we both know
it's not getting fixed.

Ray,

If you don't
have this surgery...

You're going to die.

And if I do have
the surgery?

Would you please see
that all of that
is in my file?

Of course.

[GRUNTS]

Thank you, Doctor.

I'll take a copy
of my file, Sue.

And could you dial
a number for me, please?

[TELEPHONE RINGS]

Hello. Uh, can I speak
to Peter, please?

It's Raymond Engersol.

Thank you.

[CHIRPING]

Hey, Pete, it's Ray.

How you doing today?

Oh. Well,
that's good to hear.

Are we still set for Tuesday?
Next Tuesday?

Great, I'll be there.

[STUTTERS] No,
I'm coming, Peter.

I've been speaking
to Dr. Feldstein
about this.

I've made up my mind.

Okay. I'll see you soon.

[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING][INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

KATE: And, Daddy,
I love you so much

that I even let you order
a bacon cheeseburger

at this fine establishment,
so, I'm a hero.

But seriously,
happy birthday, Dad.

Here's to many,
many, many more.

ESTELLE: Yes. Yes, indeed.KATE: Cheers.

KATE: Honey?

[STAMMERING] I...
No, no. Don't...

Cheers. Happy birthday.

Happy birthday, Ray.

So, Colt, tell me,
how's football going,
bud?

Good, sir.BRIAN: Good.

You got your first game
coming up this week.

Yeah, yeah,
we're looking really great.BRIAN: Excellent.

You gonna get some
playing time this year?

Dad.

[STUTTERS]
It's an alternating lineup.

Annie, have you talked
to your brother lately?

Nick's fine.
Well, he texted me that
he's doing this photoshoot

off-campus
with a nude couple.

Really? Is that
for extra credit...

Fetish?...or for fun?

[LAUGHS] Stop.ANNIE: Both, knowing him.

BRIAN: At least
he calls you back.

ESTELLE: Honey,
how was your
appointment today?

Raymond?

Oh, it was fine.

KATE: Who are you seeing,
Dad?

Deb Mooney.
She's my ophthalmologist.

ESTELLE:
What did she have to say?

That I still can't drive.

Well, you know, Ray,
that assisted-living
community

I was talking about,
that's near the site
in Rye,

they have a shuttle
that goes to town
every day,

so you don't have to worry
about driving at all.

You can stay with us
as long as you want.

WAITER: I'm sorry, madam.

Please stop talking
about this
at his birthday dinner.

Yeah, I get it.

May I suggest
the coquilles St-Jacques?

What is that?
I'm not experienced
with the French palate.

WAITER: Of course, madam.[ESTELLE LAUGHS]

WAITER: It is a shell
stuffed with scallops

in a creamy white sauce
with herbs and spices.

Well, that sounds very good.
I think I'll have that.

Excellent choice, madam.

KATE: Daddy,
I saved this article for you
from The Sunday Times.

It was about the decline...

[VOICE FADING]

BRIAN: Ray? Ray?

What? Oh, yes, dear.

Hey, is everything okay?I'd like to say a few words.

ANNIE: [SHUSHING] Colt,
Grandpa's talking.

BRIAN: Oh, all right.What is it, Daddy?

Oh, shit.Did you forget your glasses?

I left them at the house.Oh, honey...

No, no, never mind,
never mind.I can read it...

It's okay.Okay.

[SIGHS AND CLEARS THROAT]

Estelle, you know I love you.
I love you very much.

Oh...

I love everybody
at this table
very much.

Well, not you.
I don't know you.

I've been on this
Earth for 80 years.
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

And, uh,
if I do say so myself,

I've been
a very fortunate guy.

[STUTTERING] I...
I made something of my life.

I made something.

I made something for myself.

We're here tonight
to celebrate my life.

You just get one shot
at this, you know.

I think you just gotta
take the bad with the good.

And, uh...

I've become a burden
to this family.

Oh, Daddy, no, you're not.

And I've become
a burden to myself.

And one way or another,
I think that's gotta end.

So, with that in mind
and after giving
this a lot of thought,

I would like to
make an announcement.

I want to die.

What?Jeez, Dad, stop it!

[STUTTERS]
It's my birthday, honey.
I can say what I want.

Go on, honey.
Would you pass
the bread please?

I'm going back
to Oregon.ESTELLE: No, you're not.

What's in Oregon?

We raised Annie's mother
and her uncle Danny there.
It's a cold place.

They have laws there
for people like me

who want to
take their own life

in their own way
and on their own terms.

What do you mean,
like suicide?

No, honey,
they don't see it that way.

The amuse-bouche
this evening is
beef carpaccio.

Outstanding.
Thank you very much.

KATE: Thank you.
Your favorite, Daddy.
Sit down.

So, Raymond, do you, uh,
plan on flying out there?

No, I don't, Estelle.
I thought maybe
you would drive me.

Raymond refuses to fly,

and unfortunately,
I'm unable to drive
at the moment.

[LAUGHS]
We're an adventurous pair.

I have an appointment
there next week

with a specialist
in this field.

Come on, he's not serious.

I'm serious.

I hired a driver.

I'm leaving tomorrow.

Happy birthday, Ray.

KATE: You're not even sick!

Katherine, I'm ready to go.

KATE: You know what?
If you were ready to go,

you would have
gone already.

We sold the house.
Everything else
goes to Estelle.

She can have
another life after this.

Well, does she have
a say in this?

ESTELLE: Apparently not.

I don't want to
live here anymore.

And I certainly
don't want to live in
Brian's retirement home.

It's a living community.

RAYMOND:
It's a dying community.

And you want us out of here
as much as I want to go.

What do you
want me to do, honey?

Wait until I'm in pain
every single day?Dad, don't say that.

Or get a stroke
and I'm crippled?

KATE: [SIGHS]
Just stop it.

[GRUNTS]
I don't want to be told
how to live my life.

[STAMMERING] Okay,
then tell me how this works.

So, you go over
the Oregon border

to some Kevorkian-style lair
and, what, bam, that's it?

I mean, what are we
talking about here, Dad?

Do you even
qualify for this?

ESTELLE: He doesn't.
We don't live there anymore.

I still own property there.

What, the cabin?
No, that can't be enough.It's enough.

Oh, we should
have sold that place.
It's a pain in my ass.

It's income property!

ESTELLE: We only rented it
twice the whole year!

And you know you're not
supposed to be eating
ice cream this late.

I didn't get any at dinner!

Okay, enough.
Enough. Give me this.

My doctor's
taking care of it.

Who is this doctor?
Dad, I need to
talk to him right now.

I don't want to
live here anymore.

Who is it? Tell me!

Katherine.

I don't want to
live anymore.

I've made arrangements.

It's my life.

I just want to know
what my options are.

I made
an appointment for Tuesday.
I am going to Oregon.

You can't block this.Daddy?

It's not your
decision to make.

Ray...

Daddy, no, but...

I don't... I don't...

Mom? [STUTTERS]
Help me here.

Sounds like he's
got it all worked out.

He's not
going to be eligible.
He's not dying.

Maybe he just needs to know
what his options are,
once and for all.

Okay, but, you know what?

I'm not having some stranger
drive him, okay?

Well, who else
do you have in mind?

[SIGHS]Don't even think about it.

BRIAN: Please just
calm down.

KATE: Stop telling me
to calm down, Brian,
seriously.

Okay, could you
explain to me one more time

why it has to be
you to drive him?

I don't know,
maybe if my mom
could stay sober

for more than
five fucking minutes,
maybe she could do it.

But she can't, so it's me.

Well, you know,
maybe he doesn't
want to be saved.

What are you talking about?

I'm just trying to
get some perspective.Why would you say that?

I'm just trying to
get some perspective.Why woLook, of course he does.

Do you know how
many people his age
who are dead or dying

would give anything
to spend more time
with their family?

Come on.[LAUGHS]

What? What's so funny?

Well, I'm sorry,
but that doesn't
sound like Ray.

[TELEPHONE RINGS]

Yes, hello?
Yeah, this is her mother.

What?

[TRAIN HORN BLOWING]

This is absolutely
the last thing
I need right now.

I'm never
speaking to Colt again,
isn't that enough?

BRIAN: Not even close.

I mean, do you understand
how serious this is?

You sent those pictures.
You're underage.

This could have been
so much worse
than a suspension.

They were private pictures.

Oh, Jesus, nothing in
high school is private.

Give me your phone,
by the way.

No! Get off!Give it to me right now.

BRIAN: Stop, stop, stop.

Oh, my God!
You make me feel
like I'm such a freak!

Everyone does it!Everyone does not
do it, Annie.

And even if that was true,
it does not make it all right.

They weren't even that bad.
You could hardly see anything.

Do you care to weigh
in on this, please?

[SIGHS DEEPLY]

Hey.BRIAN: Hey.

What did you tell them?

BRIAN: I told them
that you are not
going anywhere.

[STUTTERS] Okay.

That Annie needs you here.

Yeah, what about Dad?

Well, first I told him that
he's not going to get
to Oregon by Tuesday.

New York to
Portland in four days?
Not gonna happen.

We can
entertain his wolf cries

when we don't
have two children

who are experimenting
in nude portraiture.

Oh, Jesus.Oh, baby.

Why did this all
have to happen now?

Why can't I just deal
with one family
catastrophe at a time?

[SNIFFLING]Well, she's a teenager.

Yeah, well,
what's his excuse, huh?

[CHUCKLES]

I also called Danny,
and I left him a message.

Why?

Just... I thought, you know,
maybe he would be
the voice of reason.

[STUTTERS] Why would
you think that he...

Danny can't take anymore
of Dad's shit, Brian.

What are you doing?
You can't just pawn
my father off on him.

Hey.I mean, they don't
even talk to each other.

I'm not pawning him off...

[STAMMERING]He's my responsibility.

I'm trying to
find a solution!

No! No, you're not!

You're trying
to get my parents
out of the house.

That is exactly
what you're doing.

God damn...
Well, you know what,

it would be nice to
have the marriage back.

This is our marriage,
Brian.

This! All of this!No, no, no!

This is not what
I signed up for!

Oh, my fucking God.

I'm sorry, I'm...

Oh, fuck, you're...
Oh, my God.

[HORN HONKS]

[SUITCASE THUMPING]

Dad. Dad, please,
what are you doing?

I don't have time to wait.

[STUTTERS] I thought that
you said you canceled
the driver, huh?

I know
what you're both doing.
It's not gonna work.

KATE: Brian?

Hey, Ray, Ray, Ray?

I understand
that you're upset,

but you cannot
do this right now.

Kate's full attention
needs to be on Annie.
Period.

Clearly, but your
daughter's risque habits
are not gonna stop me.

Listen. No, no, no, Dad.
I promised you

that I would take you,
just not today, all right?

Can't you understand that?DRIVER: Before we leave,

I just wanted to
confirm the mileage fees.Yeah.

Get Mom, please.

Maybe you could
fill out the, uh,
method of payment form,

considering your situation.

It's best we handle
this on the front end.

Estelle?

DRIVER: Listen,
the guy tells me
to drive, I drive.

KATE: [STUTTERS] I know,
but he happens to be insane.

Take my dad's stuff
out of the car right now,

or else
I'm calling the police.

And tell them what?Estelle!

DRIVER:
Hey, lady, you know what...
What's going on here?

ESTELLE: Hold on.
I'll be down in a second.
I'm putting my face on.

KATE: Then don't get involved.
Move out of the way.
I will do it.

DRIVER: Listen, come on.
What are you doing?

KATE: Dad,
do not get in that car.

DRIVER:
Hey, lady, take it easy.

I can do this all day.
Want me to keep doing this?

I will do this all day long.
Really funny.

I'm taking the keys.
I'm taking the keys.

Brian, do something.

[CAR HANDLE RATTLING]

[MUSIC PLAYING OVER STEREO]

Would you put this in,
please?

What is this?

MAN: [OVER STEREO]
Blue-footed booby.

[BIRD SQUAWKING]This is so much more pleasant

than traveling
with a stranger.

Great-tailed grackle.

[BIRD CHIRPING]Don't you have a job?

I brought the job with me
in my briefcase right there.

Hope you guys don't mind
if your chauffeur
does a little side work.

[BIRD SQUAWKING]

No one forced you
to take us, you know?

I'm not saying
that you did.

Well, it sounds like
you are.

Honey, can you turn that down
a little bit, please?

I like it.ESTELLE: It's too loud.

You used to like it, too.I love it.

But it's too loud, okay?

I need to use the bathroom.

Right now?

I have to go, damn it.

We just left.

MAN: [OVER STEREO]
Dickcissel.

[BIRD SQUAWKS]

[THROATY GRUNTING]

Dunlin.

[BIRD CHIRPING]

Eastern whip-poor-will.

[BIRD CHIRPING]

BRIAN: All right,
we're here.

Do you want to get out
and stretch your legs?

ESTELLE: No, I'm good.BRIAN: Are you sure?

Sure as a pickle.Okay.

Here we go.

Hey.KATE: Hey.

It's gonna be fine. Look, if you're doing this

to prove
some kind of point...I'm not.

We're gonna drive west
for another day.

They're gonna
run out of steam,

and I'm gonna have them back
by, uh, tomorrow night, okay?

Oh, well, I doubt
it's gonna be that easy.

You keep Annie away
from what's-his-face,

and I'll have your dad back
by the end of the weekend,
deal?

Deal.

You have a bathroom?MAN: It's in the garage.

But it's for customers only.

BRIAN: Oh, no,
he's with me.

MAN: Are you just
gonna keep walking?

BRIAN: I'm buying something.

I'm gonna be a customer.
Okay?MAN: Okay.

[SIGHS]

Is that all?

Because that's, like, $6.95
and we have a $10 minimum.

10 bucks to use
the bathroom?Mmm-hmm.

It's a company policy.

That was my father-in-law.

Mmm-hmm.

I'm driving him to Oregon
so that he can kill himself.

We good here?

NICK: [OVER VOICEMAIL]
Hey, it's Nick.
Leave a message. Or don't.

Hey, bud.
[SOFTLY] Hey, bud.

It's Dad.

Um, I'm just driving through
Pennsylvania right now.

I was thinking about
when we went to Columbus

for your campus visit.

So, I was just
thinking about you, bud.

All right.
Call me back when you can.

What time is it?

Um, just after 10:00.[ESTELLE SIGHS]

Do you need a break?Nope. I'm fine.

You sure?

Sure as a pickle.

'Cause I can take
that wheel for a bit,
if you want me to.

Okay,
you cannot drive, Estelle.

Oh, I can drive.
I can drive just fine.

State of New York disagrees.

No doctor's ever
going to approve this.

What's that?

I read all those pamphlets
he's been collecting
for years.

They all say you
have to be dying.

BRIAN: Why are you here?

This is where
I'm supposed to be.

[BELL RINGS]

[BELL RINGS]

Can I help you? Yeah, I'd like,
uh, two rooms, please.

Can't do it.
Only one room left.

Oh, God.
No, that's not gonna work.

It's a good room.
Two queen beds,
laundry room adjacent.

A view of the fire pit,
which is currently closed.

Yeah, okay, no.
No, thank you.

Okay, then,
see you in a couple of hours.

I'm sorry, what?

Hot air balloon fest
up in Toledo.
Everything's booked.

They all end up back here.

[RAYMOND AND ESTELLE SNORING]

[SEWING MACHINE WHIRRING]

[SIGHS]

KATE: Hey, sweetie.

ANNIE: I don't
want to talk about it.

Okay.

You want some coffee?

Black.All right.

All right, listen to me,
guys can still care about you

even when they do
really stupid shit.

You should have
seen the stuff
your dad used to do

before he got me.
[CHUCKLES]

But Colt already had me.

Well, then you know what?

He was a very stupid
and lucky boy.

I don't wanna
cheer anymore.

Why?

Because I'd have
to cheer for him.

Oh, babe, that's silly.

I don't know why you have
to give up something you love

because of all of this.

Listen, trust me, okay?

A month from now,
this is gonna be
so much easier.

Dad hates me.Oh, gosh, no. Come here.

No, he doesn't.
No, he doesn't hate you.

His frustrations have
a whole other focus right now.

[MUTTERING]

Here's salmon salad.ESTELLE: Thank you.

Chicken salad.BRIAN: Thank you.

And a patty melt with
extra onion rings and slaw.

ESTELLE: Mmm, this looks good.

[GROANS] This is dry.

Oh, honey,
it'll be fine.

I said mayo.

Okay. I'll get you some mayo.

Can I have some mayo,
please, on the side?

MAN: You're new here,
aren't you?ESTELLE: Yes.

Is this a good diner?MAN: Excellent diner.

Really?Yes.

Oh, well, that was lucky.
We picked a good place.

What do you
normally get here?

MAN: Uh, everything's good,
but I like the meatloaf.

ESTELLE: Oh, I love meatloaf.
We didn't get any today.

Hey, let me go see
if I can help out.

No. Let her talk.

Ten years ago,
I would've said something.

I would have been
over there by now.

Hey, if it bothers you,
then go over there.

There's no point.

Go take her by the hand.

Maybe this is
what you both need.

She's the one who
still has needs.

Well, you know...
There...

There are different
ways to handle that.

What?

Have you ever,
like, considered Viagra?

Have you ever
considered Viagra?

Don't tell me
what my needs are.

You talk to me
when your hard-ons
turn to mashed potatoes.

All right.

Back when I was your age,
a light gust of wind,
I was hard as a rock.

I could make that woman
bloom without even
dipping my stem in.

Honey, honey,
keep it down.

Here's your mayo.
Okay, here we go.

RAYMOND:
You remember the summer
that we bought the cabin

and you sent
the kids to your father?

You couldn't keep
your hands off me,
could you?

No, Raymond, I couldn't,
but I don't know if
Brian is really interested...

We did it every day.

Every single day.ESTELLE: Ray?

We did it until
the tanagers started chirping.Take these pills, please.

And stop bragging.

And this woman is
12 years my junior.

And I could still get it up.

All I'm saying, Ray,
is I think that...

That there are
other options.

Besides what?

This trip.

Nobody wants this, Ray.

She forgot my dressing,
so I'll be back in a minute.

[SIGHS]

BRIAN: Do you have
any idea how much this is
upsetting your daughter?

Yeah?
Then where the hell is she?

Well, she does have
obligations as a parent.

Bullshit!
You all gave up on me
a long time ago.

I'm out of here.

What happened?BRIAN: He's out of here.

What do you mean
he's out of here?
Where's he going?

Raymond?

What are you doing? Raymond?

Ray. Ray, where are you going?

Don't act like
you can't hear me.
Where are you going?

Hey, Ray,
come on back to the car.

ESTELLE: What, you think
you're gonna hitchhike
to Oregon?

You hate hitchhikers.
You always have.

[ENGINE STARTS]

You don't even have your pills
or anything else
you need with you.

Come on, let's go back...

[JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING]

You're acting like
a spoiled brat child.

[SIGHS]

You're a grown man
for Pete's sake.

Hey, honey.
Just calling to check in.

Uh, reminiscing a little bit
about Nick's campus tour.

We're taking the same route.
We're in Illinois now.

Looks the same.

Uh, everything's fine here.

I think we're gonna be home
sooner than expected.

I just think they are...

RAYMOND:
I don't need any help.

...running out of gas
on this one.

ESTELLE: Stop it!
You're hurting me!BRIAN: Anyway...

Love you.

[BEEPS]

[SIGHS] Shit.

ANNIE: Hey, Mom?KATE: Hey, honey.

Can I talk to you for a sec?Sure.

Before you get mad,
can you just hear him out?

Hear who out, honey?
Oh, God.

I thought you weren't
talking to him anymore.

Well, Colt has something
he wants to say to you.

I'm really sorry
about what happened.
With the pictures...

Yeah. I know what
you're referring to.

COLT: Look, I never
showed them to anybody.

KATE: Mmm-hmm.Skyler Dudley
found them on my phone

and sent them out.

Oh, Skyler Dudley did it, huh?ANNIE: Mom, he swears.

COLT: Don't worry,
I already beat his ass.

Well, then it looks like
you've taken care
of everything.

You said not to give up
on something that I love.

I was talking about cheering.

Get him out of my house.

RAYMOND: This shirt is itchy.

BRIAN: Do you want
me to turn the air on?

RAYMOND: Do what you want.
I don't give a shit.

Hey, if you're tired,
let's stop and get a motel.

No, no, no, no.
I've made a reservation

for two separate rooms

at a nice bed and
breakfast in Iowa City.

We're gonna get there,

we're gonna have a nice,
long conversation
about all of this.

RAYMOND: We don't need
to have another conversation.

We need to get to Oregon.

Okay,
if you're going to insist
on continuing to drive,

not everyone in this
car has a death wish.

What is this?

It'll help keep you
focused and alert.

It's fine.
I'm a nurse, don't forget.

In fact, I'm gonna have
a little smidge of one myself,

and I'll keep you company.

It'll be fine. It's nothing.

I'm just gonna
have a little, tiny...

Mmm.

I just took the whole thing.

That's fine.
[STUTTERS] You're driving.

You need to be...
[SNAPPING FINGERS] Sharp.

♪ Son of a bitch

♪ Give me a drink

♪ One more night

♪ This can't be me

♪ Son of a bitch

♪ If I can't get clean

RAYMOND:
Shut the fucking music off!

ESTELLE:
Here, just put these in.

♪ Oh-oh

♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh

[GRUNTS] Ooh.

♪ Oh-oh

♪ Oh-oh

♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh

[THE BAND PLAYED ON
PLAYING ON STEREO]

Let me know if you see
any animals or something.

ESTELLE: Okay.

I mean,
not to look at, but to avoid.

I'm watching.Okay.

Is there a storm coming?

I don't know,
but what if they...

Because they're rolling.
The clouds are rolling.

Yeah, they are.
They are rolling.

Oh, man. There is
a bird aviary in here.[TRIMMER WHIRRING]

Oh, no way.

Way.Where?

Highway 80.

BRIAN: All along Highway 80?

ESTELLE:
The old Lincoln Highway.

You think that's
Abraham Lincoln?Could be. Could be.

Maybe Mary Todd.

ESTELLE: I like her,
but I don't think
they did that back then.

BRIAN: Ooh, deer!
Deer! Deer! Deer! Deer![ESTELLE GASPS]

Deer! Deer! Deer! Deer!ESTELLE: Well, be careful.
Don't crash us.

BRIAN: Never mind,
it's a tree.

[SIGHS]

Okay, I'm...
I'm just gonna, um...

Put my little head down,
just for a bit.

Okie-dokie.
Not tired at all.

♪ But his brain was so loaded,
it nearly exploded

♪ The poor girl
would shake with alarm

♪ He'd ne'er leave the girl
with the strawberry curl

♪ And the band played on

♪ Casey would waltz
with a strawberry blonde

♪ And the band played on

♪ He'd glide 'cross the floor
with the girl he adored

♪ And the band played on

♪ But his brain
was so loa... ♪

[TIRES SCREECH][MUSIC STOPS]

We're here.RAYMOND: Where?

A little surprise
for you guys.ESTELLE: Oh, look, honey,

it's the bird sanctuary.RAYMOND: Oh, wow.

ESTELLE: Wow.What is this?
It says it opens at sunrise.

Well, it doesn't
look open.

Honey, look.

Maybe it's not bird season.

Hold on. Watch out.

What are you doing?

[YELPS]

ESTELLE: Brian,
don't hurt yourself.[GRUNTING]

What happened to
the bed and breakfast?

BRIAN: Couldn't sleep.
Drove all the way here.

Watch out.

Whoa. First try.

The sanctuary is open.

Will we get arrested?

So, we could
possibly see the Rosy-Finch,

the Western Wood-Pewee,

the Willow Flycatcher.

Oh, you're gonna
like this one,
the Horned Lark.

BRIAN: Whoo! If I was
a bird I would want to
come here, Estelle.

ESTELLE: I know.

This is just what we needed.[SIGHS]

ESTELLE:
It's just what we needed.

BRIAN:
Do you think he likes it?

I do.
You know he's cranky.

But I think
he does like it.

It's really beautiful.

Isn't this great?

RAYMOND: We don't
have any binoculars.

BRIAN:
No, we don't need binoculars.
We're just gonna use our eyes.

RAYMOND: I can't see anything
without binoculars.

Well, we're in here now.
Let's just enjoy ourselves.
It's beautiful.

Let's close our eyes,
and just listen for the birds.

[BIRDS CHIRPING]Oh...

Ooh.

Are you okay?Mmm. Mmm-hmm.

All right,
so we missed
the gazebo back here.

So everybody come this way.

We want to see
the Rosy-Finches. Come on.

I'm gonna stand still
for a second.

You find something, Ray?

I'm gonna find my
dick and take a piss.

We don't have time for this.[CELL PHONE RINGS]

Hey, honey.

KATE: Hi, how's it going?
[STUTTERS] Where are you?

Uh, we are at
the Wallick Aviary Sanctuary.

What? Where's that?

It is in...

Cheyenne, Wyoming.

In Wyoming? Are you serious?

Yeah, I guess you can
cover a lot of ground

if you drive through
the night. [LAUGHS]

[STUTTERS] How did
that even happen?

Well, it was for the birds.

For the birds?
What are you talking about?

[SIGHS]BRIAN: It's a bird sanctuary,

I wanted to
bring him somewhere
that he would like.

Yep. Yep.

BRIAN: You know,
that he would enjoy...[BIRD WARBLING]

Sandpiper.

That's a Stilt, maybe Upland.

Sweetie, did you
fill Annie's Focalin

when you picked up
my dad's script the other day?

Well, I filled
whatever prescription
you gave me. Why?

Well, she's out again.

So, either we forgot
to pick up the script

or she's taking
more than she should.

What do the pills look like?

[STAMMERING]
I don't know, honey.

They're a pill.
It's a blue pill.

[BRANCH SNAPS]

Oh, shit! I'll call you back.

ESTELLE: What was that?

Oh, shit.

Ray, are you okay?No, don't touch me.

No, no. I just want
to help you up, buddy.

Up...Let go of me!

[GROANS]

ESTELLE: What's going on?

Nothing! Nothing, Estelle!
It's fine! We're okay!

Okay, well, hurry up.
I'll meet you at the gazebo.

BRIAN: I'm sorry, I didn't...

Here.

You can cover up the...

It's because I fell.I know.

That function still works.

Well, see? There.
There's something
to be positive about.

I'll be long gone
before I can't
push out a piss.

We don't have to
talk about that.

No, I'm serious.

I made myself a promise
a long time ago,

after what happened
to my friend Abe.

Just give me a minute.

[STUTTERS]
I don't know who Abe is.

Oh, he's a golfing buddy.

You met him once at
our anniversary party at Boca.

We were a mean trio.

It was Abe Norfolk,
Mitch Ebbs, and me.

Have you told them
what you're up to?

No. Those guys are long gone.
[PANTING]

Abe started to lose
his marbles pretty early.

He'd run around
the golf course

picking up everybody
else's stray balls.

And then one day he just
walked off the course,

he never came back.

We thought maybe he went home,
but, uh, we found him later.

He was sleeping under a bench
in the ladies locker room.

He'd pissed himself.

I didn't see Abe for
a long time after that.

I thought maybe
he was embarrassed, you know?

I went to see him.

You know,
it was like somebody...

[CLICKS TONGUE]

Sorry.

[VOICE BREAKING]
Somebody had grabbed him

by the collar,
and they shook him up.

And his face just
froze like that.

After that,
Mitch and I had a joke,

which one of us was gonna be
the last man standing,

and Mitch got lucky,
died in his sleep.

So I promised myself
I was never gonna go like Abe.

And I'm not.

RAYMOND: I'm not
feeling very comfortable.
I think you better pull over.

Over here. Right over here.BRIAN: Here, here?

ESTELLE: What are we doing?

BRIAN:
We're just gonna change out
some muddy clothes and stuff.

ESTELLE: Why didn't
we do that back there?

RAYMOND:
Because we had
to flee the scene.

ESTELLE:
I'll get your luggage.

[DOOR CLOSES]

You look like shit.

Thank you, Ray.

ESTELLE: Where do you want it?RAYMOND: Right there.

ESTELLE: Okay.

RAYMOND: Now go away. Go away.

ESTELLE: Okay.

[SIGHS]

God...

[SIGHS]

[LAUGHS]

I can't do this anymore.
I, um, uh...

Ray, this is
as far as I can go.

What do you mean?I'm just, uh...

[STAMMERING] You know,
I think I need Kate on this.

And it's, um... Um...

You know,
I thought I could do it.

We'd get out on the road,
we have a nice, um,
long drive and everything,

and it helps to
clear the mind,

but then, um, you know,
my head is really
hurting right now,

and I have
responsibilities at home,
and I have work.

And, um, that...
That... [CHUCKLES]
That was my favorite shirt.

And I really think
my heart might stop
beating at any moment.

And I don't think
that I'm safe to drive.
And, um...

[SIGHS]

Do you really want to get
all the way to Oregon,

only to have them refuse you?

If you would just take me
as far as Salt Lake City,

I would be very grateful.

ESTELLE: Oh.

BRIAN: Fuck.
We're close to
Salt Lake City, aren't we?

We're seeing Danny?

We told him we might stop by.

How did that go?It went.

We called him,
but we didn't know
if we would have time.

BRIAN: Does he
understand why you're
driving across country?

Yes.BRIAN: And he's okay
with that?

How the fuck should I know?

ESTELLE:
It was a short conversation.

How far is it to
Salt Lake City?

ESTELLE: Oh, great.
[CHUCKLES]

I should call him.
Can I use your phone, please?

[SUFJAN STEVENS'
DEATH WITH DIGNITYPLAYS]

♪ Somewhere in the desert,
there's a forest

♪ And an acre before us

♪ But I don't know

♪ Where to begin

♪ But I don't know

♪ Where to begin again

♪ I lost my
strength completely

♪ Oh, be near me

♪ Tired old mare

♪ With the wind in your hair

ESTELLE: Oh, Danny,
you look great.

[SIGHS]

Thank you, Mom.

[CELL PHONE VIBRATING]

I like where
you put the blanket.

It's gotten a lot of use.

RAYMOND: Yeah,
it's a good blanket.

ESTELLE: Oh,
there's the one I made Paul.
Are we gonna see him later?

I don't think so.Oh.

[BRIAN SNORING]

Should I be worried about him?

[CELL PHONE VIBRATING]

[VIBRATING STOPS]

Well, your father would
like to have some
time alone with you.

So I am going
to take a shower,
if that's okay with you,

and just lie down
for a little bit.

Do you have anything to drink?

Like drink, drink?

Your mother's
found a new hobby.

DANNY: Yeah, well,
I'm sure there's
something in the fridge.

Okay. I'll just peruse
the kitchen, thank you.

[SNORING CONTINUES]

I know these are not the most
ideal circumstances.

But, um...

You know, I don't have long.

Well, that's not true, is it?

What?That's not true. [CHUCKLES]

Kate told me that you're fine.

[STUTTERS] No.
It's my decision.

No, actually, it's
the physician's decision.

And you're not terminal.

I know the protocol.

I made my oral request,

and somewhere in here,
I got my written request, too.

I want you to
take a look at it.

Yeah, here it is.

I followed all the rules.

Well, good luck
getting a signature on this

by anyone who wants
to keep their license.

[CHUCKLES]
Well, you know,
you're not a doctor.

Wow.

That took all of what,
five minutes?

That's got to be a record.

Danny, please...You never...

[STAMMERING]
What, of course...

Danny, please, let me talk.

DANNY: Because I
didn't finish med school,

my opinion
doesn't mean anything?

RAYMOND:
You're not letting me talk.[PHONE RINGING]

I don't want to go
through all that again.
It's not why I came.

Why did you come?

Because I wanted
to see you again,
son, before...

Before I'm gone.

I wanted to mend certain tears
in our relationship.

You know? I wanted to
say that I forgive you.

[LAUGHS][PHONE RINGS]

You forgive me?

[FAX MACHINE BEEPS]RAYMOND: Yes, I forgive you.

ESTELLE: Is that Paul calling?

RAYMOND: You know
what I'm talking about.

No, I don't.Oh, you don't, huh?

How about all
the unreturned phone calls?

How about all
the letters I wrote to you

that you never
even acknowledged?

You closed that door
long before I stopped
speaking to you.

You scrutinized
every decision I made.

You tore them down.

No. That is not true.

As your father,
I wanted to give you options.

I wanted to give
you opportunities.

For what?
A life like yours?

You know,
enjoy your visit to Oregon.

And do me a favor.
Don't stop by
on your way back.

Danny, wait.

[SIGHS]

What?

[SHUSHING]What?

[WHISPERS]
Come here. Come here.

What is it?

This is your angiogram?Yeah.

Well, I'm not a cardiologist.

It's too blocked
to operate again.

You denied surgery?Yeah.

Either way,
my time's up.

It's all in the file.

Look, don't tell your mother
and don't tell Katherine

because they're gonna make me
have surgery.

And, Danny,
I don't want to do it.

[SCOFFS]

[I AM SNOW ANGEL'S
FEVERPLAYS]

♪ Body's on fire

♪ But she shivers in the heat

♪ Climbs the wall to find you

♪ Kiss you in your sleep

♪ At night when she comes

♪ You're coming undone

♪ Flattered with desire

♪ You want to believe

♪ But you're walking on wires

♪ She isn't what she seems

♪ She says she's in love

♪ But something
feels wrong... ♪

Hey! What is he doing here?

What is this? What is this?
Get up, get up, get up.

Mom, get out!COLT: God, I'm sorry.

Put your dress on
right now.

He is not
allowed in this house.
You are grounded.

What are you doing?We weren't even
doing anything.

Oh, really? It looked
like a lot of things.

Why are you even
home right now?

What do you mean,
why am I home?
I live here, Annie.

This is so unfair.What's unfair?

You put your guilt
on me all the time.

What?
What am I guilty for?

I don't know.
Making Dad take Grandpa.

I didn't make
your dad do anything.

You're the reason
that I'm not with
my father right now.

Just go be with Grandpa, Mom.

It's obviously
what you want to do.

[FOOTSTEPS RUNNING]

[SIGHS] Oh, God.

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR SLAMS]

[BIRD CRYING]

MAN: [OVER STEREO]
The white-winged...

I can take over
whenever you want.

DANNY: You've been
driving for what, three days?

You could use a break.

MAN: [OVER STEREO]
The Purple Martin.

I know this must be confusing.

BRIAN: Well, yes,
I can't understand why
you're on board with this.

I think it's
important that I be here.

[BIRD SQUAWKING]

How's Paul?

MAN: [OVER STEREO]
American Coot.

He and I split.

Oh, man.

I got tired of
his Mormon by day,

"more men" by night routine.

Well, that'll do it.

I rehearsed that.

[LAUGHS]Mmm-hmm.

[BIRD HOOTING]

I'm really glad you're here.

I don't think
I could've talked him
out of this alone.

MAN: [OVER STEREO]
Eastern Owl-Screech.

We're not talking him
out of anything.

[BIRD WARBLING]

RAYMOND: [OVER PHONE]
Honey, relax. Danny's here.
Everything's fine.

Oh, well, all right. We're headed to
the cabin later.

It's been three days already.
I want you to come back.

No, sweetie.

No, I told you.
This is something
I have to do.

I understand, I understand.
But look...

Here, talk to your husband.

BRIAN: Hey, honey.Okay, so now he tells me

that you're
going to the cabin.

I thought that
Danny was the last stop.

Baby, I'm telling you,
this beast has
a mind of its own.

And whose fault
is that, Brian?

[STAMMERING]
Whose fault is it?

I don't know.
We got a lot of options here.

It could be your
suicidal father

or your patricidal brother
or your blotto mother.

Anyone but you, right?
Anyone but you.

Hey! I'm doing this for you.

So I would appreciate
just a little bit of empathy.

I swear to God, Brian,
turn them around right now,

or I am flying out there,
and I am taking over, okay?

Unbelievable. I'm done here.I have to go.

ESTELLE: Because I
don't drink that much...

Come on.
Pick up, boy, pick up.[LINE RINGING]

NICK: [OVER VOICEMAIL]
Hey, it's Nick.
Leave a message.

So, guys, what's
this I hear about going
to the cabin tonight?

Mom and Dad thought
it would be better
than paying for a hotel.

Really?

DANNY: Yeah.
What's the difference?

Wait, don't you, um...

Don't you think it sends
the wrong message here?

There's no message, Brian.
We're taking Dad to Oregon.

That's the whole point.

No, no, no, the point
is to not get to Oregon.

We weren't even
supposed to get past Utah.

Look, I am happy
to captain this trip
from here on out.

They are my parents,
after all.

We'll just rent a car,
and you can head back
and see Kate and Annie.

There we go. Onions,
onions, and sauerkraut.

BRIAN: Well,
we can't do that, sorry,

'cause we're gonna
go see Nick tonight.

Oh, we're gonna go see Nick?

Yeah. He changed his
plans around for us.

So we're gonna
head over to Boise

and you're gonna stare
at your grandson in the face

and tell him
exactly what you're up to.

No, I'm not.Yes, you are.

No, I'm not.Why? Why?

Because I have to be in Oregon
tomorrow morning.

No, you have to be in Oregon
tomorrow afternoon

for this mystery appointment.

I have to be in Oregon
tomorrow morning.

Fine, you will be
there tomorrow morning

or whenever you
need to be there,

but tonight,
we will be in Boise,

and we will be
talking to Nick.

[LAUGHS]
What the hell, Dad?

And also,
it's on the way!

Why are you spitting it out?
It's great.

ESTELLE: Are you sure
you don't want a dog?

Oh, yeah, I want
a hot dog now, Estelle,
after seeing that.

Mother fucker.

Oh... Hey, Danny? Danny?

Sorry, bub,
can I borrow your phone?
My battery is dead.

I need to let Nick know
that we're getting close.

[LINE RINGS]

NICK: Hello?

BRIAN: Aha!
There you are, boy.

Dad? Are you seriously
calling me from someone
else's phone right now?

BRIAN:
Well, I am great, thanks.

Just wanted to let you know
that we are getting close.

Where? Here?

There is no fucking way
Grandma and Grandpa
are coming to visit here.

BRIAN: They're
excited to see you, too.

I don't care.
Turn the car around.

Hey, Nick.BRIAN:
That's your uncle, Danny.

He's with us, too. Fuck me.
He's here with you, too?

All right.
So, I'm gonna call you

All right.

That's quite a charmer
you raised there.

[CHUCKLES]

NICK: [OVER VOICEMAIL]
Hey, it's Nick.
Leave a message.

BRIAN: Well, all right.
He's not picking up.

Probably deep in his studies,

so if you guys just
want to wait here,
I'll be right back.

RAYMOND: Maybe he
doesn't want to see us.

He doesn't have a choice.

ESTELLE:
Looks like a nice party.

Hey, Danny, maybe it's better
if you wait here with them.

You're not leaving
me here to babysit.

I'll tell you what,
why don't, uh,
you ask around here,

see if you can find somebody.

I'm gonna go inside.

Nick Gleason!

It's your dad
and your gay
formerly Mormon uncle!

You know what?
I think I'm gonna
go stretch my legs.

I'll be back.

[MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING]

[OBJECTS CRASHING][BOY SCREAMS]

GIRL: You asshole!

Is there a tip jar
or something
to pay for the beer?

No? Okay, thank you.

Hi. How are you?

[MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING]

[ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]

BRIAN: Uh, Nick?

You lost, guy?

BRIAN: No,
I'm just looking for my son.[GIRL GIGGLES]

Uh, Nick Gleason.

Is this Nick's room?[LAUGHING]

Don't know him, but I'm sure
he's somewhere studying hard,

like we all are.DANNY: Brian? Brian?

Is that like a bird
eagle feather and a...

Yeah, yeah,
it's because I'm flying.
[CHUCKLES]

This is like
a broom or something.

ESTELLE:
It looks like a brush.

That looks like
a shark's tooth.

BOY: This is a bullet,
'cause I'm a shooter.

ESTELLE: What do you mean,
you're a shooter?

RAYMOND: Estelle, come on.
Estelle, come on.

Raymond, I'm just
talking with the kids,
having a little drink.

You had enough.

Well, look who got
his big boy pants on for once.

Estelle, come on.

Yo, just take it easy.Back off, kid.

No. You know what... Raymond!

You don't get to decide
when you want to care.

Get the fuck out
of here, old man.

DANNY: Brian? Brian!Danny?

You lost?

[STUTTERS]
I don't think that
he lives here anymore.

He doesn't.

But I found out
where he works.

[CHET FAKER'S GOLDPLAYS]

♪ You gotta know

♪ I'm feeling love

♪ Made of gold

♪ I never loved another one

♪ Another you

♪ It's gotta be love,
I said it

♪ You gotta know

♪ I'm feeling love

Fuck me.

♪ You gotta know

♪ I'm feeling love...

All right, uh,
let me get this straight.

You go there,
and you see this doctor.

And if he thinks it's legit,
you know, he kills you?

Pretty much.

Wow. Uh... [CHUCKLES]

That's, uh...
That's awesome.

Wait, Nick, no.

What? I think people
should have a right
to make their own choices.

Are they serving these tables?

Oh, I doubt it.
What will you have?

I want a shot of vodka
and a wine, please.

DANNY: Nice.Okay, thank you.

Listen to her,
trying to juice herself up

for whoever wants it.[SCOFFS]

She can't wait till I drop
so she can get her
stocking stuffed.

I am right here beside you
every single night in bed.

How long has it been
since you've touched me?

We are under
somebody else's roof.

Stocking stuffed?

How about just
holding my hand,
you baronial son of a bitch?

Why didn't you tell me
that you got a job here?

Because I didn't want to.

Nick, your grandfather
is a very jealous man
in his golden years.

I'm really honestly
just trying to understand,

because, you know,
during the summer,
it's hard enough

to get you to mow the lawn.Dad, are you serious?

Well, I don't understand.
Do you need money?

All right.Take it, take it.

I have to get back to
work, but thank you.Thank you.

And, uh, Grandpa,
I want you to know

I think what you're
doing is very brave.

Thank you, Nick.ESTELLE: Mmm.

[SNAPPING FINGERS]

RAYMOND: What are you?
68 years old?

Acting like a whore.

Show me some respect.

Right in front of my grandson?Raymond, Ray. Come on.

Hey, bud, did you change dorms
and not tell your mom and me?

I'm taking
the semester off to intern
at a photography gallery.

[STUTTERS]
I would have told you,

but I knew you
wouldn't approve, so I didn't.

Well, of course I'm not
going to approve of
my 19-year-old son

dropping out of college
so that he can pursue a hobby.

Dad, it's just a semester.

I'm wasting my time
and your money
studying GenEds.

But you cannot just
quit college, boy!RAYMOND: Brian...

Brian, will you leave
the kid alone, please?

Ray... Raymond?
Stay out of this, please.

You're not paying his tuition.And neither are you.

I finished last semester.

I got my own shitty place
that I am paying for

with this shitty job.Hey, I like this place.

None of that even matters,
because no matter what I do,

I'll never
fucking make you happy.

Okay. All right. Get up.
Let's go, we're leaving.

Get up.Now?

Yup, right now.ESTELLE: Why?

Why? Because, apparently,
I am the only person here

who seems to
have a fucking issue

with your
husband's suicide mission.

Okay? So if everybody here
wants to do this, let's go.

Let's go, let's get it done.
Let's go to Oregon.

And I'm gonna
call your daughter

and I'm gonna tell
her to get on a plane

so that she and
your granddaughter,

whose pills you
seem to really enjoy,

can both be there to watch.

Didn't think I knew that,
did you, huh?

And, Nick, why don't you
pack yourself a bag, bud?

We're gonna go watch
Grandpa do himself in.

No fucking way.Yes, fucking way.

Don't make me ask you again.

NICK: I can't. I have work.

Get it covered!Get it covered?

Yes, get it covered!

Whoa, whoa.

Brian, Brian.

Let me talk to him.

Let me talk to him.

Okay. All right.

Jesus.

[SOFTLY] What the fuck?

[WHISPERED CONVERSATION]

KATE: Shit.
Hey, Annie?

Can you grab my makeup bag
from my room, please?

ANNIE: Yeah.Okay, thank you.

All right, we're gonna
be late. Let's go.

Okay, baby girl.

You're not packed.

What's wrong?

[COUGHS]

ESTELLE:
Brian, please put
that cigarette out.

KATE: Honey,
we really don't have to go
if you don't want to.

Are we really gonna go watch
Grandpa kill himself?

What? No.
Oh, God, honey, no.
No, no, no, no.

But isn't that why he's there?

No, no... [STUTTERS]

Uh, I mean...

Yes, it...

But he's not going to.
He's not going to.

Well, how do you know?

Because I'm not gonna let him.

I just don't want to
go and see somebody die.

Especially not
somebody I know.

You know what?
I don't know what's
gonna happen.

I'm just...

I'm scared.

Why are you scared?

[SNIFFLES]

Because I'm scared
that maybe he will.

Don't cry, Mom.[WHIMPERS]

KATE: [CRYING] I need you
to come with me, okay?

BRIAN: Your mom will
be happy you're here.

What?

Oh, uh, I said, your mom,
she gets in at 10:00.

She'll be happy
that you're here.

[STUTTERS] And
I'm glad you came...

I'm happy you're here.I'm not here for you.

[SIGHS] Okay, bud.

All right,
have a good night.

[INSECTS CHIRPING][FROGS PEEPING]

[BIRD CALLING]

[GEESE HONKING]

[WIND WHISTLING]

Oh, shit.

Hey, Danny, you...

Hey, bud, have you
seen Grandpa or Danny?

They left.

They left?
Okay. Well, are they gonna...

Are they gonna be back
in time for his appointment?

No. They're gone.

I already said
goodbye to Grandpa.

Wait a second.
What are you talking about?
Where did they go?

Just ask Danny.Where did they go?

He couldn't tell you or Mom.

You'd just turn the car around
and make him get surgery.

Anything but what
he wants, right, Dad?

Hey.

I need you to tell me
everything you know.

[CELL PHONE VIBRATING]

They're calling.

Leave it.

There are better
ways to do this.

I appreciate your
coming along, Danny.

Well, I wanted you to see
what support felt like.

I could care less
who you slept with.

I just knew your life
was gonna be harder.

That's not how
a father protects his son.

Yeah, well...

You're not a father.

[SIGHS]

Uh, Estelle, you need
to get your clothes on.

I'm getting some coffee.

No, no, no.
Ray and Danny are gone.

I know, it's fine.

If he wants to be denied
by the same white coats
that replaced him,

I don't need to be
there to watch it.[SIGHS]

Kate's flight is
coming in early.

We really have
to go right now,

and I need you to give me

all the information you have
about Ray's doctor here.

What's going on here?
What are you doing?

You brought him
all the way out here,
and now you want to stop him?

And you know what else?

Don't you ever
try to embarrass me

in front of my son
and grandson again.

If you want to
ask me something,
you ask me, damn it!

Everyone expects me to
fight this and fix it,

and try to coddle
him into living.

[CRYING] You have no
idea what it's like

to live with a man
who'd rather die
than be with you.

[SIGHS]

There's, um...

Something that
Ray didn't tell you.

This is it?
This doesn't look
like a doctor's office.

It's not. [GRUNTS]

Harold.

Raymond. Oh, you made it.

It's good to see you, Harold.

You remember my son, Daniel?

Yes, of course.DANNY: Hi, Dr. Feldstein.

Are you still with
that medical nonprofit
in Idaho?

Utah, yeah.
Going on nine years now.

I want to say I'm glad
that you and Peter
connected about this.

[STAMMERING]
You know, I think it's
very important for you.

So do I.Yeah.

RAYMOND: I filled out
all the appropriate

paperwork in my case,
and, uh...

DR. FELDSTEIN:
Okay. All right.

RAYMOND:
And I'd be really grateful

if you went
over it with Danny.

DR. FELDSTEIN:
I will go over it,
and I will try to find

the right doctor for you.RAYMOND: Thank you.

[HORN HONKS]

WOMAN: [OVER PA]
The white zone is
for immediate loading

and unloading of
passengers only.

No parking.

KATE: Where's my dad?BRIAN:
He's not here right now.

KATE: I know,
but where is he?[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

I guess you want
to see Peter.Yes, I do.

He's gonna be very
happy to see you.

Stay here and hold this.

Who... Who is Peter?

Just an old friend.

[INAUDIBLE]

[MUFFLED ARGUMENT]

WOMAN: Dr. Engersol?

Hi, it's Maryanne.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

I didn't recognize you.No, that's fine.

[CHUCKLES]
It's been a long time.
I've changed.

He has been waiting for you.

He's right in here.
He's right here.

Peter, look who's made it.

Is that Ray Engersol?

Hello, Peter.

[TIRES SCREECHING]

MARYANNE: Dad?
I'll be right back, okay?

If you need anything,
you just ring.Hmm.

[MONITOR BEEPING]

Ray?RAYMOND: Yeah?

Could you give me a hand here?

Sure.

Thank you.

I will send no bill.

[PETER CHUCKLES]

[RAYMOND GRUNTS]

Thanks for letting me
come see you today.

I'm sure you had better things
to do this morning

than to watch an old
friend join the choir.

You should see my calendar.

[PETER SIGHS]

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

WOMAN: Yeah, open up
the pills and put
the powder inside there.

Yeah, open them up.

Yeah,
just like that, break it.

MARYANNE: How many of these
does he need in here?

WOMAN: We tell
people most of the bottle,
just to be safe.

Okay.

[SNIFFLES]

[STAMMERING] Hi. Are...

Are you with Dr. Feldstein?

Oh, no, I'm sorry.
I'm, um...

I'm Raymond's son.

[STUTTERING] Oh, you're
Dr. Engersol's son.

Yes, I'm sorry, I'll give
your family some privacy.

No, no.
You got your dad here.

And that was real
important to my father.

So I'm...

Thank you. I'm sorry.

MARYANNE: You're welcome.

This is just Seconal?

WOMAN:
Yeah, just sleeping pills.

How was the trip?

Not easy,
but then nothing is anymore.

Hmm.

Tell me about it.

How's...
How's Estelle? Where is she?

She's in the cabin.
She's resting.

Estelle would not do well
with this kind of thing.

Well,
she's gonna have to, huh?

[GROANING]

RAYMOND: Pete?

Are you ready?

[GROANS]

Look at me, Ray.

What do you think?

You, on the other hand,
don't look so bad for
someone who's dying.

Well, I've not yet
caught up to you.

Are you ready?

Yeah.

KATE: E-N-G-E-R-S-O-L.

He's a patient
of Dr. Feldstein's.I don't have that information.

Okay, no, I'm sure you
do have the information

because he did have
an appointment here

I just need some
information on my father

because he was
supposed to be here today

but we can't find him
and we think he
might be in danger.

So can you please help me?I'm sorry, but as I said,

I don't have that information,
and even if I did,

it wouldn't be
within my rights
to give it to you.

Oh, Jesus,
you're fucking kidding me.I'm so sorry.

Fine, fine.

Brian, did you call Danny?

What? Yes.
His phone is off.

Can you help me with this?No, I'm sorry.

It has to be you.

[WHISPERS]
It has to be me.

So, when you're
done with that,

we're gonna fill
it up with water.

And then he has to
drink the whole thing.

It's not gonna
taste very good.

So, is there something he
likes to chase it with?

Orange juice or something?

Mmm-hmm. I've got something.

It's, um, apricot nectar.

He always loved it.

Perfect.Okay.

Just keep going, huh?Yup.

DR. FELDSTEIN: Your father
would like to see you.

He's ready.

I'll give you the room.

[SNIFFLES]

Okay.

Just I... I just...
I need to finish this, okay?

I'll be in in a minute.

I can do this.
He's my dad.

WOMAN: Before we go
any further, Peter,

I have to ask you
those two questions
we talked about.

Would you like to
change your mind?

I would not, Candace.

But thank you, though.

I thank everybody here,

and especially you.

Thank you for understanding.

I loved my life

and all of you.

But it's time.

CANDACE:
One last question, Peter.

What will taking this
medication do to you?

Kill me dead.

CANDACE: Maryanne,
you can give that to your dad.

I love you.

I am proud of you.

We've had a great time, huh?[BOTH LAUGH]

CANDACE: There's no rush.

[INAUDIBLE]

DANNY: Is that you
in there, Dad?

You got
the whole family together

in Oregon,

where it all started.

What now?

[CHILDREN LAUGHING]

[CELL PHONE RINGS]

It's Danny.

Hey, bud.

[PATS ARM]

Huh!

How could you
not tell me, huh?

How could you not tell me?

This is a family decision,
and you stole
that from me, Danny.

You stole that from me.

It was his decision, Kate.

Daddy.

Daddy?

[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

Why would you do that?

Because I'm
the only one who could.

He is my father, too.
He lives with me.

He relies on me.

You haven't existed for years.

You're too close.What?

You're too close.Fuck you.

What the fuck, man.
Where were you?

He is gonna qualify, Brian.

What is that?
Brian, what is...

Brian, what does it say?
What does that say?

What does it say?
No, no, no, he can't do this.

[SOBBING]
He can't do this, Brian.

He can't do this.
He can't do this.

I can't go through
the surgery again, Estelle.

I just can't.

I still want to die.

But I don't want to die...

[VOICE BREAKING]
With all this anger.

I don't want to die

with you and the kids
hating me.

I'll just live until
I can't live anymore.

I don't care
about the pain, but...

Please...

Please help me fix our family.

[BIRDS CALLING IN DISTANCE]

♪ I got my ticket
for the long way round

♪ Two bottles whiskey
for the way

♪ And I would sure
like some sweet company

♪ I'm leaving tomorrow,
what do you say?

♪ When I'm gone

♪ When I'm gone

♪ You're gonna miss me when

♪ I'm gone

♪ I got my ticket
for the long way round

♪ The one with
the prettiest of views

♪ It's got mountains,
got rivers

♪ Got sights to
give you shivers

♪ But it would be
prettier with you

♪ When I'm gone

♪ When I'm gone

♪ You're gonna miss me when

♪ I'm gone

[VOCALIZING]

[SOFT FOLK MUSIC PLAYS]

♪ Taking my time
coming back to you

♪ Taking the long way around

♪ Don't come looking for me

♪ I don't wanna be found

♪ Flat on my back

♪ There's a few of the stars
from the ground

♪ Don't take your eyes
away from me

♪ I am a kite cut loose

♪ Soaring off
like a party balloon

♪ In the clouds, in the rain

♪ Were you writing my name?

♪ Were you lighting my way
with the moon?

[VOCALIZING]

♪ Ten steps
from the front door

♪ The back of me

♪ How far I'm willing to go

♪ Used to be I got lonely

♪ I'm fine on my own

♪ But if I gave you my heart

♪ Would you give me a home?

♪ Don't take your eyes away from me

♪ I am a kite cut loose

♪ Soaring off
like a party balloon

♪ In the clouds, in the rain

♪ Were you writing my name?

♪ Were you lighting my way
with the moon? ♪

[VOCALIZING]