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Okay, I'm gonna ask you
a series of questions,
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and there are no right
or wrong answers.
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So when you think
about the future,
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how do you imagine it'll be?
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Like, what will
nature be like?
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How will your city change?
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Will families be the same?
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What will stay with you,
and what will you forget?
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What scares you?
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What makes you angry?
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Do you feel lonely?
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What makes you happy?
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[LIVELY MUSIC PLAYING]
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[SIREN BLARING DISTANTLY]
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So we are goin'
around the country,
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goin' to different cities
and interviewing kids,
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ranging in age, um, just
about their... their life
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and what they think
about the future.
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If I ask you anything
that you don't wanna answer,
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or you don't like a
question or whatever,
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you can just be like, "No."
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- I want you to just
feel comfortable,
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and if there's anything
that I ask you about
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that you don't
wanna talk about,
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say "I don't really
wanna talk about that."
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- I think adults always
think they're the boss,
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and they always gotta be
the boss of everything.
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And I think that some
adults have that mindset
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where "I'm right
and you're wrong."
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- When you think
about the future,
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how do you imagine it'll be?
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- I... [SIGHS]
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I imagine and hope
it'll be good.
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And do you ever think,
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like, what could
adults have done
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to have made sure that we
went in the right path?
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- Definitely most of all,
pay more attention
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to, like, what's
going on around them,
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'cause I feel like
that's a big problem
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with, like,
literally everything.
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Like, that's a big, big thing.
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They'll be like,
"Oh, you're from Detroit."
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I was like, "Yeah."
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Like, "It's really
dangerous there.
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The schools are
really terrible
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and, like, nothing's
good there."
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I was like, "Well,
how would you know?
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You don't live there,
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and you don't go
to school there.
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You weren't
raised in Detroit."
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Like, "I've been raised
in Detroit all my life."
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America,
uh, it's so much...
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It's so much tragedy,
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and some people
aren't treated fairly,
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because of race, because
of who they like,
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because of where they live,
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because of how much
money they have.
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So I would want it to
become a better place
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and people to know
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that just because
someone isn't like you
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doesn't mean that
they're wrong,
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but then I'm not sure.
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We're at
the point right now
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where we have to
change things,
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and just based on
our morals as people,
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I don't really see that
happening anytime soon.
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So, you're... You're
hopeful for the future?
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Like, when you think
about the future,
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you think it'll be
better or worse?
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For me,
personally,
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I feel like things
are gonna get better,
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because I have a lot of
opportunities right now.
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[OVER TAPE] I'm
hopeful for myself,
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for other people.
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I don't know if things
are gonna get better,
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it's really on the side,
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but I really hope
things get better.
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Um, but for the overall world,
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once again I hope
it gets better,
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but it might not,
like everything.
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JOHNNY [OVER TAPE]: If you
could have one superpower,
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what would it be?
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That's a
hard question.
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Um, that's one of
the popular questions
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that I ask people.
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Some people say...
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Detroit was the future.
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[CLICKS TONGUE]
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[SIGHS]
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So we came to...
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We came to Detroit to talk
to young people, kids.
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You know, we came to Detroit
to talk to kids, young people,
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and to ask them
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what they thought their
lives would be like,
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how it's changing for them,
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what are they inspired
by and excited by,
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and what are their
lives like now?
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[SIGHS]
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[PHONE LINE RINGING]
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[ON PHONE] Hey.
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- Hey.
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Hi.
-Hi.
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- It's nice that you called.
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- I didn't know if
I was gonna call
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or if you would...
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If no one would...
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- It's a good day to talk.
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Maybe Mom's listening.
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Yeah, maybe.
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It doesn't feel like
it's been a year to me.
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Does it to you?
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No, it's weird.
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I didn't know what to
do with myself today.
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[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
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Yeah, I know.
If I just, um, work,
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then I feel like
I'm not mourning
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in the right way or whatever.
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And if I sit in this
depressing hotel room
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and just think about Mom,
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then, yeah, it's
just pretty brutal.
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So, yeah, I called you.
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[PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES]
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- Where are you?
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- Um, I'm in Detroit.
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I've been, um,
interviewing kids.
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Uh, so that was cool.
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Cool.
-Yeah.
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- Jesse heard you on the
radio the other day.
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- Oh, yeah?
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Yeah, we were driving,
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and there you were on
the radio as usual,
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and I had to tell
him it was you.
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- Really?
- He's nine, you know?
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He didn't recognize
your voice,
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it's been a year.
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It's a long time for a kid.
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- Wow.
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All right.
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Yeah.
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How is Jesse?
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Uh, he's so good.
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He's smart, and he's so weird.
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He's older, and he's funny,
and I don't know, he's...
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He's... he's a whole
little person.
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Um, and Paul moved to Oakland.
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- He did?
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- Yeah.
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- Whoa, really?
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- Yeah, it's okay.
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I... It's... I think so.
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Jesse is dealing
with it well so far,
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but Paul's not.[CHUCKLING]
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- He is...
- Hmm.
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I mean, he... I'm just...
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He's fine.
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I just have to go up
and help a little.
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Help him settle in.
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- Oh, yeah?
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- Yeah.
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So I'm heading up there
soon, but we're good.
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- So you taking...
You taking Jesse?
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- No.
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No, I don't think it's
that kind of trip.
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- So who's watching Jesse?
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I haven't
gotten there yet.
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[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
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[KNOCKING ON DOOR]
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[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
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- Hi. [CHUCKLING]
Hi.
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- Hi.
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Hey.
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- Say hi.
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- [WHISPERS]
"Hi, how are you?"
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- How are you?
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- [WHISPERS]
I'm good. How are you?
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- I'm good.
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- Hmm.
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[WHISPERS] Wanna ask
Uncle Johnny to come in?
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- You should ask me
if I wanna come in.
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Do you
wanna come in?
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- Thank you.
- Okay.
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- I get a hug?
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[GRUNTING PLAYFULLY]
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
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- We have, um, her dresses
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um, all my homework stuff.
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- Hmm, cool.
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- Mom says you're gonna
sleep up here tonight
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in her extra-big, cozy bed,
best bed in the house.
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So there are these, um,
big, big, big, big,
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big, um, little
like fungus tubes
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or tubes that are fungus,
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and they're connecting
all the trees.
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so they're up here.
- Mm-hmm.
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And they'd be really tall.
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They get all the food,
and then you kinda,
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like, go through the
tubes into another tree.
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And then, um,
well, they...
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They would, like,
get all the food
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and then it'll go through.
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And so the tree
needs... [FADES]
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So what's goin' on
with Paul? How's he doin'?
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- Oh, I don't know.
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I mean, he was offered this,
you know, incredible position
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at the San Francisco Symphony,
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which he totally deserves,
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but the transition
fucked him up.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Like transitions always do.
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And... And then he
got a fucking dog,
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which he should not
have gotten, so...
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- No. No.
- So, yeah. It's just...
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It's... It's... It's a
total mess as usual.
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- And you have
to clean it up?
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- Yeah.
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Yeah, that's Paul.
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[SIGHS]
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- What about Jesse?
What does he know?
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- Nothing. I said I was gonna
help him get organized,
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so we'll go together later.
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- He gonna be okay
just with me?
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Like, what...
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- He loves it when
I'm not around.
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He'll have so much fun.
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- Yeah?
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- It's really good
to see you.
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Hello?
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Is anyone home?
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- Hello?
- Uh, are you ready for this?
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- God, what?
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- Hello?
- Brace yourself.
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There's this, uh,
little orphan
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who likes to come visit me.
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In fact, he will
probably come visit you,
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and he likes to pretend that,
uh, I have some dead children,
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and he asks me a lot of
questions about what they did,
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so he can do
those same things.
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- That's fucked up.
- Yeah.
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It's really...
It's totally normal.
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All the kids do this.
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Is anyone home?
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- I'm coming.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- Is this the orphan?
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- Mm-hmm.
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Can I sleep here tonight?
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They only have bunk
beds at the orphanage
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and all the kids snore.
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- Hmm, of course you can.
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Uh, actually, my son's
not here tonight, so...
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- I could take his
place if you want.
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- That's a good idea.
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He usually goes
to bed right now.
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You know, this way, I
happen to have a room
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with a bed just your size.
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You wanna check it out?
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00:12:04,680 --> 00:12:06,073
- "Dorothy lived in the midst
260
00:12:06,116 --> 00:12:07,465
of the great Kansas prairies
261
00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:10,077
with Uncle Henry,
who was a farmer,
262
00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:12,427
and Aunt Em, who was
the farmer's wife."
263
00:12:12,470 --> 00:12:14,734
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
264
00:12:14,777 --> 00:12:18,781
She hugged me, and
she felt different,
265
00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:21,436
or I felt different,
266
00:12:21,479 --> 00:12:24,744
and, yeah, Jesse maybe
vaguely remembered me.
267
00:12:26,223 --> 00:12:28,791
Maybe. Maybe not.
268
00:12:28,835 --> 00:12:30,401
Da, da. Da, da, da, da.
269
00:12:32,664 --> 00:12:38,192
He told me about trees
communicating with each other
270
00:12:38,235 --> 00:12:40,281
and how connected they were
271
00:12:40,324 --> 00:12:43,980
by an underground
network of fungus.
272
00:13:02,303 --> 00:13:03,913
- Love you, love you, love
you, love you, love you.
273
00:13:03,957 --> 00:13:05,262
Mmm. [KISSES]
274
00:13:05,306 --> 00:13:06,873
Love you, love you, love you.
275
00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:09,005
[WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY]
276
00:13:10,050 --> 00:13:12,052
Oh, cozy. Okay,
go back to sleep.
277
00:13:17,318 --> 00:13:25,500
[CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING
LOUDLY ON SPEAKERS]
278
00:13:28,198 --> 00:13:30,244
- Good morning.
279
00:13:32,072 --> 00:13:33,029
[SHOUTS OVER MUSIC]
It's loud!
280
00:13:33,769 --> 00:13:35,379
- It's Saturday.
281
00:13:35,423 --> 00:13:37,512
I get to be loud on Saturdays.
282
00:13:43,170 --> 00:13:44,301
- Mom just left?
283
00:13:44,345 --> 00:13:45,259
- Uh-huh.
284
00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:48,958
She said you might
be a bit awkward.
285
00:13:49,002 --> 00:13:50,133
- What?
286
00:13:50,177 --> 00:13:53,006
- She said you might
be a bit awkward.
287
00:13:53,049 --> 00:13:54,224
[CHUCKLING]
288
00:13:54,268 --> 00:13:55,617
But you'll get used to things.
289
00:13:55,660 --> 00:13:58,359
[MUSIC CONTINUES LOUDLY]
290
00:13:58,402 --> 00:13:59,795
- Will you turn it
down a little?
291
00:14:01,231 --> 00:14:02,885
[MUSIC CONTINUES SOFTLY]
292
00:14:02,929 --> 00:14:05,845
- She left you some
notes in the kitchen.
293
00:14:14,114 --> 00:14:17,465
[READING INDISTINCTLY]
294
00:14:20,120 --> 00:14:21,121
- Is that a microphone
295
00:14:21,164 --> 00:14:22,862
or is it a...
in the headphones?
296
00:14:22,905 --> 00:14:24,167
- Huh?
297
00:14:24,211 --> 00:14:25,777
- Is it... Is the mic in
the headphones and...
298
00:14:25,821 --> 00:14:27,910
Or is that the mic?
299
00:14:27,954 --> 00:14:29,651
- This is the mic,
300
00:14:29,694 --> 00:14:31,914
and I'm just gonna get
a quick little level.
301
00:14:31,958 --> 00:14:32,915
Careful.
302
00:14:32,959 --> 00:14:33,960
[SNAPPING FINGERS]
303
00:14:34,003 --> 00:14:35,222
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da.
304
00:14:35,265 --> 00:14:36,832
[CLICKS TONGUE]
305
00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:39,356
So when you think
about the future,
306
00:14:40,792 --> 00:14:42,359
what do you imagine?
307
00:14:43,926 --> 00:14:45,885
- Um, I don't wan...
I don't wanna.
308
00:14:47,974 --> 00:14:49,845
- You don't wanna imagine
what the future's like?
309
00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:51,281
- I don't wanna do
the questions.
310
00:14:52,413 --> 00:14:55,372
- Uh-uh.
- Oh, what's that?
311
00:14:55,416 --> 00:14:56,939
- Um...
- There's a screw there,
312
00:14:56,983 --> 00:14:58,245
and there's loads
of little buttons.
313
00:14:58,288 --> 00:14:59,768
- Well, that's the...
That's the gain.
314
00:14:59,811 --> 00:15:01,378
- The gain?
315
00:15:01,422 --> 00:15:02,684
- Well, it's how you
know how much...
316
00:15:02,727 --> 00:15:04,555
Here, put these on.
317
00:15:04,599 --> 00:15:06,209
[JESSE SCATTING]
318
00:15:09,343 --> 00:15:10,910
Do you see this?
319
00:15:10,953 --> 00:15:12,172
Here.
320
00:15:15,523 --> 00:15:16,480
[RUMBLING ON HEADPHONES]
321
00:15:16,524 --> 00:15:18,830
- Can you hear that?
- I can...
322
00:15:18,874 --> 00:15:20,484
- Yes.
- ...hear that.
323
00:15:20,528 --> 00:15:23,966
- Yeah. So this is what you
adjust for an input volume.
324
00:15:24,010 --> 00:15:25,576
Now it's super quiet.
325
00:15:25,620 --> 00:15:27,448
So turn it
all the way up,
326
00:15:27,491 --> 00:15:28,318
you can feel that.
327
00:15:28,362 --> 00:15:30,451
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
328
00:15:35,238 --> 00:15:37,197
[SEAGULLS SQUAWKING]
329
00:15:50,384 --> 00:15:51,951
Having fun?
330
00:15:51,994 --> 00:15:53,343
It all sounds
amazing in here.
331
00:15:55,258 --> 00:15:56,607
My dad would love this.
332
00:16:00,089 --> 00:16:01,482
Johnny!
333
00:16:01,525 --> 00:16:02,744
You need something?
334
00:16:04,354 --> 00:16:06,922
- My mom tells me stories.
335
00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,576
It can be fiction
or non-fiction.
336
00:16:12,058 --> 00:16:14,582
- [SIGHS] Oh, boy, I
don't know any stories.
337
00:16:14,625 --> 00:16:16,279
Um...
338
00:16:18,194 --> 00:16:21,023
Can we just talk and
get to know each other?
339
00:16:22,372 --> 00:16:24,418
- Why did she stop
talkin' to you?
340
00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:26,637
[JOHNNY CHUCKLING]
341
00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:29,292
- Um, we talk.
342
00:16:29,336 --> 00:16:30,902
- No, you don't.
343
00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:39,389
- [SOFTLY] I mean,
I don't know.
344
00:16:39,433 --> 00:16:41,000
- Did you used
to talk a lot?
345
00:16:44,742 --> 00:16:46,309
- Yeah.
346
00:16:49,269 --> 00:16:52,489
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
347
00:16:52,533 --> 00:16:54,143
- Johnny, where have you been?
348
00:16:55,536 --> 00:16:56,493
- Hi.
349
00:16:56,537 --> 00:16:57,973
- You can help me.
350
00:16:58,017 --> 00:16:59,061
- Yeah, what do you need?
351
00:16:59,105 --> 00:17:00,323
- He's coming to get me.
352
00:17:01,368 --> 00:17:03,283
- Who's coming?
353
00:17:03,326 --> 00:17:04,719
- I have to get dressed.
354
00:17:07,461 --> 00:17:09,767
My dad's taking
me to the DMV.
355
00:17:10,942 --> 00:17:12,596
My sweater was over there.
356
00:17:13,423 --> 00:17:14,816
Help me up.
357
00:17:16,165 --> 00:17:18,602
I'm gonna get my license.
358
00:17:18,646 --> 00:17:19,821
I don't know
why you give in
359
00:17:19,864 --> 00:17:21,736
to those delusions like that.
360
00:17:21,779 --> 00:17:22,650
Are you serious?
361
00:17:22,693 --> 00:17:23,781
Yeah, I'm serious.
362
00:17:23,825 --> 00:17:25,218
- Are you fucking serious?
363
00:17:25,261 --> 00:17:26,523
Easy, I got you.
364
00:17:29,135 --> 00:17:31,006
- Hurry.
365
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,095
- Why wouldn't I
entertain it?
366
00:17:33,139 --> 00:17:35,228
Just let her have
that. Why you...
367
00:17:35,271 --> 00:17:37,056
What's going on?
368
00:17:37,099 --> 00:17:39,232
- My dad's coming to get me.
369
00:17:39,275 --> 00:17:40,798
- Mom, why don't you, um...
370
00:17:40,842 --> 00:17:43,453
Why don't we wait for
your dad lying down?
371
00:17:43,497 --> 00:17:45,368
You just give in to her!
You always just give in to her!
372
00:17:45,412 --> 00:17:46,804
- This is precisely...
- Whatever she wants!
373
00:17:46,848 --> 00:17:48,328
- ...what you should give in to.
374
00:17:48,371 --> 00:17:49,590
- What are you talking about?
- It's not her, though.
375
00:17:49,633 --> 00:17:51,113
It's not even her...
[CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY]
376
00:17:51,157 --> 00:17:52,332
What is your problem?
377
00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:53,159
You know what
my problem is?
378
00:17:53,202 --> 00:17:54,638
Yeah, yeah.
379
00:17:54,682 --> 00:17:55,770
It's thatfor our entire lives,
I am the only one
380
00:17:55,813 --> 00:17:57,902
whoever challenged them.
381
00:17:57,946 --> 00:17:59,469
Really? Really?
For our entire lives?
382
00:17:59,513 --> 00:18:00,775
Yes. Yes, really.
383
00:18:00,818 --> 00:18:02,211
So easy for you.
384
00:18:02,255 --> 00:18:04,083
They made me feel like
I was a crazy person
385
00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:05,214
again and again,
386
00:18:05,258 --> 00:18:07,129
and you just went
along with it.
387
00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:10,045
You don't exactly
make it easy to help you.
388
00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:14,528
Well, maybe, but
I needed your help.
389
00:18:14,571 --> 00:18:19,576
- Look, you're losing a
mom who adored you.
390
00:18:19,620 --> 00:18:21,404
She just did.
391
00:18:21,448 --> 00:18:24,320
And I'm losing one who
never understood me.
392
00:18:24,364 --> 00:18:27,410
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES]
393
00:18:37,377 --> 00:18:40,554
[SNIFFLING]
394
00:18:41,685 --> 00:18:43,296
[SOFTLY] Okay, Mom.
395
00:18:43,339 --> 00:18:44,471
"It is kind of you to
wear that", said Boq.
396
00:18:44,514 --> 00:18:46,212
"Blue is the color
of the Munchkins,
397
00:18:46,255 --> 00:18:48,127
and white is
the witch color.
398
00:18:48,170 --> 00:18:50,694
So we know you are
a friendly witch.
399
00:18:50,738 --> 00:18:52,479
Dorothy didn't
know what to say.
400
00:18:52,522 --> 00:18:55,134
Dorothy did not know
what to say to this,
401
00:18:55,177 --> 00:18:57,353
for all the people seemed
to think her a witch,
402
00:18:57,397 --> 00:18:58,485
and she knew..."
403
00:18:58,528 --> 00:18:59,660
- Why aren't you married?
404
00:19:02,750 --> 00:19:04,969
- Um, I was with...
405
00:19:05,013 --> 00:19:07,189
I was with somebody for
a long time, Louisa.
406
00:19:07,233 --> 00:19:09,104
[CONTINUES READING]
"And she knew very well
407
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:11,106
she was only an
ordinary little girl
408
00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:13,064
who had come by the
chance of a cyclone
409
00:19:13,108 --> 00:19:14,414
into a strange land."
410
00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:17,199
- Did you love her?
411
00:19:17,243 --> 00:19:19,070
I still do.
412
00:19:19,810 --> 00:19:21,029
- Then why did you break up?
413
00:19:26,817 --> 00:19:28,558
- I don't know.
414
00:19:31,866 --> 00:19:34,695
Um... "When she had tired
watching the dancing,
415
00:19:34,738 --> 00:19:37,393
Boq... Boq led her
into the house,
416
00:19:37,437 --> 00:19:40,266
where he gave her a room
with a pretty bed in it."
417
00:19:40,309 --> 00:19:42,006
I don't think it
was my choice.
418
00:19:42,050 --> 00:19:45,184
Mm, I think, um,
419
00:19:47,751 --> 00:19:49,579
you love each other,
420
00:19:49,623 --> 00:19:53,104
and then you still
love each other,
421
00:19:53,148 --> 00:19:58,153
but find it hard to express
that love to each other,
422
00:19:58,197 --> 00:20:00,851
and so then you
look at each other,
423
00:20:00,895 --> 00:20:02,375
and you do this.
424
00:20:04,594 --> 00:20:06,248
And you go, "Oh."
425
00:20:07,815 --> 00:20:10,034
You... You know, I mean,
426
00:20:10,078 --> 00:20:10,948
I hope you don't
have the experience,
427
00:20:10,992 --> 00:20:12,559
but you probably will.
428
00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:14,604
It's all right, actually.
429
00:20:17,999 --> 00:20:18,913
Um, "The sh..."
430
00:20:18,956 --> 00:20:20,044
"Pretty bed in it.
431
00:20:20,088 --> 00:20:21,307
The sheets were
made of blue cloth,
432
00:20:21,350 --> 00:20:22,743
and Dorothy slept soundly..."
433
00:20:22,786 --> 00:20:24,266
Okay, good night.
434
00:20:24,310 --> 00:20:26,834
- Um, so what happened...
435
00:20:26,877 --> 00:20:28,444
[CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY]
436
00:20:28,488 --> 00:20:30,098
Read him
The Wizard of Oz,
437
00:20:30,141 --> 00:20:31,578
kissed him on the head,
438
00:20:31,621 --> 00:20:33,841
and said good night,
439
00:20:33,884 --> 00:20:37,845
and he asked me why
am I not married.
440
00:20:37,888 --> 00:20:40,978
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
441
00:20:41,022 --> 00:20:42,545
I didn't tell him
that I wanna be,
442
00:20:44,199 --> 00:20:45,722
that I miss Louisa.
443
00:20:47,985 --> 00:20:49,813
I made it into a weird joke.
444
00:20:53,121 --> 00:20:55,166
Why'd I do that?
445
00:20:55,210 --> 00:20:57,952
[SOFT MUSIC CONTINUES]
446
00:21:09,659 --> 00:21:11,879
Not so long ago,
447
00:21:11,922 --> 00:21:14,534
in an Arctic village far away,
448
00:21:14,577 --> 00:21:17,276
there lived a
polar bear family.
449
00:21:17,319 --> 00:21:20,844
There was a papa polar
bear, a mama polar bear,
450
00:21:20,888 --> 00:21:22,803
and a baby polar bear,
451
00:21:22,846 --> 00:21:25,545
and they all loved
each other very much,
452
00:21:25,588 --> 00:21:27,721
but something was
not quite right.
453
00:21:27,764 --> 00:21:29,113
[BOTH ARGUING INDISTINCTLY]
454
00:21:29,157 --> 00:21:31,768
Baby bear knew
something was wrong.
455
00:21:31,812 --> 00:21:35,032
He never said a word,
but he worried all the time.
456
00:21:35,076 --> 00:21:37,426
He worried about his papa.
457
00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:40,821
You see, Papa Bear
had a hard time
458
00:21:40,864 --> 00:21:42,866
controlling his feelings
459
00:21:42,910 --> 00:21:45,304
and sometimes he did
things that upset,
460
00:21:45,347 --> 00:21:47,828
and even scared
Mama and Baby Bear.
461
00:21:47,871 --> 00:21:49,569
[SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
462
00:21:50,744 --> 00:21:53,312
[OPERA MUSIC PLAYING]
463
00:21:58,491 --> 00:22:00,449
- So should I call
you like "Papa"
464
00:22:00,493 --> 00:22:02,016
or "Dad" or just "Johnny"?
465
00:22:03,539 --> 00:22:05,367
You can call me
466
00:22:05,411 --> 00:22:07,369
whatever feels
comfortable to you.
467
00:22:07,413 --> 00:22:09,066
- Uh, I... I don't know,
468
00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:10,720
it's just I'm not used
to being able to choose.
469
00:22:12,548 --> 00:22:16,204
- Maybe we can just take
this process slowly
470
00:22:16,247 --> 00:22:21,078
and... [CHUCKLES]
And see... See how it feels.
471
00:22:22,297 --> 00:22:24,168
- Mm-hmm, yeah.
472
00:22:24,212 --> 00:22:29,348
And I'm just really sorry
that your children died.
473
00:22:33,090 --> 00:22:34,875
- Um, you know, I don't
think I can do that part.
474
00:22:34,918 --> 00:22:37,878
- Yeah, I... I told you
that's how me and Mom do it.
475
00:22:37,921 --> 00:22:40,402
- If it's... makes sense
for your mom to do that,
476
00:22:40,446 --> 00:22:42,056
that's cool, but it
doesn't make sense for me
477
00:22:42,099 --> 00:22:43,362
and that's what I was
explaining to you.
478
00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:44,406
- Why it doesn't make
sense for you? It's...
479
00:22:44,450 --> 00:22:45,364
- Because it's ridiculous.
480
00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:46,713
- Is it...
481
00:22:46,756 --> 00:22:48,149
- It's sad.
482
00:22:49,759 --> 00:22:51,674
The question is why
do you wanna do it.
483
00:22:51,718 --> 00:22:54,938
- You are just
terrible at this.
484
00:22:54,982 --> 00:22:56,549
- Oh, man, I'm tryin'.
485
00:22:56,592 --> 00:22:58,768
Let... Let me ask
you a question.
486
00:22:58,812 --> 00:23:03,338
Why does everything have to
be like this kind of weird,
487
00:23:03,382 --> 00:23:05,296
eccentric thing that you do?
488
00:23:05,340 --> 00:23:06,602
- 'Cause I like it.
489
00:23:06,646 --> 00:23:07,560
- Yeah, but why not just
490
00:23:07,603 --> 00:23:09,039
do something normal?
491
00:23:09,083 --> 00:23:10,171
- What's normal?
492
00:23:10,214 --> 00:23:11,041
- Like everything in
your real life...
493
00:23:11,085 --> 00:23:12,434
- What's normal?
494
00:23:12,478 --> 00:23:14,262
- Okay, fine. Good point.
495
00:23:15,959 --> 00:23:17,221
[ON TAPE] The only
thing that I do have
496
00:23:17,265 --> 00:23:18,701
is that I know that I'm safe.
497
00:23:18,745 --> 00:23:20,573
I'm in a home where
people care about me
498
00:23:20,616 --> 00:23:23,184
and I have friends that
care about me and...
499
00:23:36,023 --> 00:23:38,982
[PAUL TALKING INDISTINCTLY]
500
00:23:39,026 --> 00:23:40,331
- That's the total randomness.
501
00:23:40,375 --> 00:23:41,507
Like there was nothing.
502
00:23:41,550 --> 00:23:42,595
It was like a triangle
one on this one
503
00:23:42,638 --> 00:23:43,857
and a square on this one,
504
00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:45,511
and half of the block
would be a triangle,
505
00:23:45,554 --> 00:23:46,773
and the other half
would be a wood,
506
00:23:46,816 --> 00:23:48,035
and they'll be like,
"Can you figure it out?"
507
00:23:48,078 --> 00:23:49,645
It looked very similar
to this floor here.
508
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:50,951
[ON PHONE] Hi.
509
00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:53,040
Hey, what's...
what's going on?
510
00:23:53,083 --> 00:23:55,477
Oh, it's really bad.
511
00:23:55,521 --> 00:23:59,438
He really needs to go
somewhere for help
512
00:23:59,481 --> 00:24:03,529
and he's not letting me,
uh, get him there.
513
00:24:03,572 --> 00:24:05,356
- I'm sleeping,
I'm going to work, I have...
514
00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:07,010
- Are you sleeping?
- I am sleeping!
515
00:24:07,054 --> 00:24:10,057
- How many hours
do you usually...
516
00:24:10,100 --> 00:24:11,188
- [SIGHS] Does that matter?
517
00:24:11,232 --> 00:24:13,190
I'm sleeping,
I'm sleeping!
518
00:24:13,234 --> 00:24:15,062
[ON PHONE] You know,
he's totally fucking paranoid.
519
00:24:15,105 --> 00:24:16,716
Just the second
I bring it up...
520
00:24:16,759 --> 00:24:18,500
Yeah, you know, I just tried
to put some things in a bag
521
00:24:18,544 --> 00:24:20,154
and he totally fucking
lost his mind.
522
00:24:20,197 --> 00:24:21,764
- And you took all
these clothes
523
00:24:21,808 --> 00:24:23,636
if I'm gonna be there for a
month or two months or whatever.
524
00:24:23,679 --> 00:24:25,115
- No, no, no, we don't...
we don't have to.
525
00:24:25,159 --> 00:24:26,682
- No, no, no. Because I want
all my things there.
526
00:24:26,726 --> 00:24:28,205
I know that I can get
him to check himself in,
527
00:24:28,249 --> 00:24:29,816
but I've just...
I've gotta lay off
528
00:24:29,859 --> 00:24:30,860
and just slow down.
529
00:24:30,904 --> 00:24:35,169
So can you stay
with Jesse for me
530
00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:37,040
for another couple of days?
531
00:24:37,084 --> 00:24:39,521
I called Jesse's school
and put you on the list,
532
00:24:39,565 --> 00:24:40,783
and you can... You can
just bring him to school
533
00:24:40,827 --> 00:24:42,350
and pick him up.
534
00:24:42,393 --> 00:24:43,699
Can you do that?
535
00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:46,049
- Yeah, I can.
536
00:24:46,093 --> 00:24:47,007
Um... [CLEARS THROAT]
537
00:24:47,050 --> 00:24:48,095
- Oh, thank you.
538
00:24:48,138 --> 00:24:49,444
- But, uh, Viv, you know,
539
00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:51,359
I'm supposed to do these,
um, interviews on Friday
540
00:24:51,402 --> 00:24:55,755
back in New York, um,
but I'll figure it out.
541
00:24:55,798 --> 00:24:57,626
- You will? You can...
You can do that?
542
00:24:57,670 --> 00:24:59,498
- Yeah, don't...
I'll figure somethin' out.
543
00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:00,673
- Okay.
544
00:25:02,413 --> 00:25:03,937
Thank you.
Thank you.
545
00:25:03,980 --> 00:25:07,854
And listen, you just don't
say anything to him, okay?
546
00:25:07,897 --> 00:25:10,073
Yeah, okay.
547
00:25:24,348 --> 00:25:27,264
[ON PHONE]
I think our first one
548
00:25:27,308 --> 00:25:29,397
is maybe00 on Saturday.
Will you be back for that?
549
00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:30,790
- Yeah, definitely.
550
00:25:32,008 --> 00:25:33,357
Cool.
551
00:25:33,401 --> 00:25:37,013
Is that something where
I'll see you before that
552
00:25:37,057 --> 00:25:40,016
or should I send you
the pre-interview notes
553
00:25:40,060 --> 00:25:42,889
Fernando gave us
for like the plane?
554
00:25:42,932 --> 00:25:45,326
- Um... Yeah, I'll be there,
555
00:25:45,369 --> 00:25:47,023
but, um, yeah, just send it,
556
00:25:47,067 --> 00:25:49,852
just... just so I have
it and I'll look at it,
557
00:25:49,896 --> 00:25:54,291
but, no, I'll be
in, um, Friday.
558
00:25:54,335 --> 00:25:55,597
Well, I don't know, I haven't
figured out a ticket yet,
559
00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:56,729
but, um...
560
00:25:56,772 --> 00:25:58,818
- Okay.
- I'll figure somethin' out.
561
00:25:58,861 --> 00:26:00,820
- And how's...
How's like Vivs and stuff?
562
00:26:02,952 --> 00:26:04,084
- Good.
- Yeah?
563
00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:06,129
- Good. Yeah.
564
00:26:06,173 --> 00:26:09,219
Yeah, it's, um,
I mean, you know,
565
00:26:10,003 --> 00:26:11,091
we're just working out,
566
00:26:11,134 --> 00:26:13,963
but, um, this kid
is fucking great.
567
00:26:14,007 --> 00:26:14,921
[CHUCKLES]
568
00:26:14,964 --> 00:26:16,357
- Yeah?
569
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:18,315
- He's got... He's got the
gear on and he's, uh...
570
00:26:18,359 --> 00:26:20,709
- Oh, have you been showing him
like audio recording stuff?
571
00:26:20,753 --> 00:26:23,582
Have you
been to New York?
572
00:26:24,844 --> 00:26:26,280
- No.
573
00:26:26,323 --> 00:26:28,325
- Never been to New York?
574
00:26:28,369 --> 00:26:30,719
- Never ever been to New York.
575
00:26:30,763 --> 00:26:35,115
- You don't think all the,
like, sunshine and sand,
576
00:26:35,158 --> 00:26:38,597
and bodies is kinda boring?
577
00:26:41,774 --> 00:26:43,645
- No.
578
00:26:43,689 --> 00:26:45,168
- Oh, man.
579
00:26:46,909 --> 00:26:48,345
You know, you should
come with me.
580
00:26:49,738 --> 00:26:51,522
- What?
581
00:26:51,566 --> 00:26:53,176
- Yeah, come with
me to New York.
582
00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:57,528
- Like... Like, right now?
583
00:26:57,572 --> 00:26:59,139
- Well, not right
now, but, yeah,
584
00:26:59,182 --> 00:27:00,531
I have to go this weekend
585
00:27:00,575 --> 00:27:02,621
to do interviews and stuff,
and you can help me.
586
00:27:04,231 --> 00:27:08,365
You know, record sound
587
00:27:08,409 --> 00:27:10,193
and maybe I can,
588
00:27:10,237 --> 00:27:11,325
like, weave that
into the show.
589
00:27:11,368 --> 00:27:12,848
I think it'd be fun.
590
00:27:13,719 --> 00:27:15,546
- I'd love that.
591
00:27:18,854 --> 00:27:21,291
[UPBEAT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
592
00:27:32,041 --> 00:27:34,435
[JOHNNY BABBLING]
593
00:27:40,702 --> 00:27:42,356
[LAUGHING]
594
00:27:46,012 --> 00:27:47,056
- Hi!
595
00:27:47,709 --> 00:27:49,102
Come here.
596
00:27:51,495 --> 00:27:52,975
Paul?
597
00:27:55,369 --> 00:27:57,153
Paul?
598
00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:00,374
[ON PHONE]
Uh, so Paul is gone.
599
00:28:00,417 --> 00:28:01,941
Paul?
600
00:28:01,984 --> 00:28:03,638
Uh, he doesn't
answer his phone,
601
00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:04,900
I don't know where he went.
602
00:28:04,944 --> 00:28:06,293
- Uh, does he even want help?
603
00:28:06,336 --> 00:28:08,121
I feel like he just...
604
00:28:08,164 --> 00:28:10,166
He just wants you back
taking care of him.
605
00:28:10,210 --> 00:28:11,994
- Oh, God. Oh, please,
don't... Don't start.
606
00:28:12,038 --> 00:28:14,431
I can't do this
with you right now.
607
00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:16,085
- Just hear me out for a second.
I know you're stressed out,
608
00:28:16,129 --> 00:28:17,826
but just hear me
out for a second.
609
00:28:17,870 --> 00:28:21,438
What if Jesse came
with me to New York?
610
00:28:21,482 --> 00:28:24,224
He said that he wanted to
and I think that, um...
611
00:28:24,267 --> 00:28:25,573
- What do mean, he
said he wanted to?
612
00:28:25,616 --> 00:28:26,705
You already asked him?
613
00:28:28,054 --> 00:28:29,316
- No, we talked
about New York...
614
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:30,621
- Oh, God, you
already asked him.
615
00:28:30,665 --> 00:28:31,579
- ...And he said he'd
never been there.
616
00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:32,885
Calm down.
617
00:28:32,928 --> 00:28:34,451
- Johnny, you don't ask
a nine-year-old kid
618
00:28:34,495 --> 00:28:36,715
if they want go to New York
before you ask their mother!
619
00:28:36,758 --> 00:28:38,760
- Viv, I wanna help,
I wanna help.
620
00:28:38,804 --> 00:28:40,327
- Jesus Christ!
- Listen to me.
621
00:28:40,370 --> 00:28:42,416
I'm tryin' to help you and
this is a way that I can help.
622
00:28:42,459 --> 00:28:43,896
- Well, that's not helpful.
623
00:28:44,548 --> 00:28:45,680
Uh...
624
00:28:46,463 --> 00:28:48,074
I'll call somebody else.
625
00:28:48,117 --> 00:28:49,728
I'll figure it out.
626
00:28:50,859 --> 00:28:53,383
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
627
00:28:53,427 --> 00:28:54,776
And I sat on the wall
628
00:28:54,820 --> 00:28:56,909
waiting for him to
come out of school,
629
00:28:56,952 --> 00:29:00,086
and then I heard all the
kids coming out of school,
630
00:29:00,129 --> 00:29:03,480
running down the
steps, talking loud,
631
00:29:03,524 --> 00:29:05,526
and then he came
down.[CHUCKLES]
632
00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:08,442
And then, this
stupid little voice
633
00:29:08,485 --> 00:29:11,227
with this cute little
fucking hair and face,
634
00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:15,449
he was like,
"Did you talk to Mom?"
635
00:29:15,492 --> 00:29:16,711
I said, "Yeah."
636
00:29:16,755 --> 00:29:18,626
"Well, what did she say?"
637
00:29:19,714 --> 00:29:20,889
"She loves you very much."
638
00:29:23,283 --> 00:29:25,067
'Cause I couldn't tell him.
639
00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:29,115
[CELL PHONE BUZZING]
640
00:29:33,075 --> 00:29:34,729
[ON PHONE] Hey.
641
00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:36,209
- So listen, can you find
somebody in New York
642
00:29:36,252 --> 00:29:38,515
to watch him when
you're working?
643
00:29:38,559 --> 00:29:40,822
Is that a realistic plan
that you could make happen?
644
00:29:40,866 --> 00:29:43,216
- Yes.
- Yeah?
645
00:29:43,259 --> 00:29:45,435
- Yes.
- Who would that person be?
646
00:29:47,350 --> 00:29:48,699
- I'll find someone.
647
00:29:48,743 --> 00:29:50,266
I'll figure it out, I promise.
648
00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:54,967
- Okay. Okay.
649
00:29:55,010 --> 00:29:56,316
I called Jesse's teacher,
650
00:29:56,359 --> 00:29:57,621
and said there's a
family emergency,
651
00:29:57,665 --> 00:29:59,232
and I'll be out
for about a week.
652
00:29:59,275 --> 00:30:00,799
I'll send you his assignments.
653
00:30:00,842 --> 00:30:02,148
- Don't worry.
654
00:30:02,191 --> 00:30:04,803
[VIV CHUCKLING]
655
00:30:06,369 --> 00:30:07,588
[CHUCKLING]
656
00:30:07,631 --> 00:30:09,503
Okay, okay.
657
00:30:09,546 --> 00:30:11,679
- Okay.
- Okay.
658
00:30:20,601 --> 00:30:22,385
"Motherhood is the
place in our culture
659
00:30:22,429 --> 00:30:25,432
where we lodge,
or rather bury,
660
00:30:25,475 --> 00:30:28,130
the reality of
our own conflicts,
661
00:30:28,174 --> 00:30:30,437
of what it means
to be fully human."
662
00:30:31,917 --> 00:30:33,875
"It is the ultimate
scapegoat for our personal
663
00:30:33,919 --> 00:30:35,877
and political failings,
664
00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:38,358
for everything that is
wrong with the world,
665
00:30:38,401 --> 00:30:42,449
which it becomes the task,
unrealizable of course,
666
00:30:42,492 --> 00:30:43,754
of mothers to repair."
667
00:30:43,798 --> 00:30:45,669
[OPERA MUSIC PLAYING]
668
00:30:45,713 --> 00:30:47,846
"What are we doin' to
mothers when we expect them
669
00:30:47,889 --> 00:30:50,152
to carry the burden
of everything
670
00:30:50,196 --> 00:30:52,372
that is hardest to
contemplate about our society
671
00:30:52,415 --> 00:30:54,635
and ourselves.
672
00:30:54,678 --> 00:30:56,332
Mothers cannot help,
but be in touch
673
00:30:56,376 --> 00:30:57,943
with the most
difficult aspects
674
00:30:57,986 --> 00:31:00,206
of any fully-lived life."
675
00:31:00,249 --> 00:31:01,381
[MUSIC ENDS]
676
00:31:01,424 --> 00:31:02,904
"Why on earth should
it fall to them
677
00:31:02,948 --> 00:31:05,994
to paint things bright,
and innocent, and safe"
678
00:31:10,216 --> 00:31:11,565
It's gonna
rock you dead,
679
00:31:11,608 --> 00:31:12,958
come upside your
head. You get ready?
680
00:31:13,001 --> 00:31:14,437
You said, here we go.
Yay, all right, come on.
681
00:31:14,481 --> 00:31:16,875
Come on. Come on, let's go.
682
00:31:16,918 --> 00:31:18,528
Yeah.
683
00:31:20,052 --> 00:31:21,749
All right, everybody, get
down on your basement.
684
00:31:21,792 --> 00:31:25,318
Get ready, yeah, okay.
685
00:32:06,098 --> 00:32:09,362
[TRAIN RUMBLING]
686
00:32:12,495 --> 00:32:14,062
- It's so long.
687
00:32:18,545 --> 00:32:19,415
- Do you like it here?
688
00:32:21,156 --> 00:32:22,941
- What?
689
00:32:22,984 --> 00:32:24,855
- Do you like it
here in New York?
690
00:32:26,553 --> 00:32:27,902
- Yeah.
691
00:32:28,903 --> 00:32:30,035
- What do you like better?
692
00:32:30,078 --> 00:32:31,601
Recording here
or at the beach?
693
00:32:32,689 --> 00:32:33,908
- Here.
694
00:32:35,257 --> 00:32:37,651
But I like the...
I like the skaters.
695
00:32:37,694 --> 00:32:39,174
- You like the skaters?
696
00:32:40,219 --> 00:32:42,221
Yeah.
697
00:32:42,264 --> 00:32:44,701
Yeah, you know, what I
love about recording?
698
00:32:44,745 --> 00:32:46,312
What I love
about recording?
699
00:32:48,575 --> 00:32:49,619
You can hear me?
700
00:32:49,663 --> 00:32:50,838
- Yep.
701
00:32:50,881 --> 00:32:52,666
- Oh, whatever, I'm so...
- No, no, no, no!
702
00:32:52,709 --> 00:32:54,276
No, no.
703
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:55,321
- [CHUCKLES] No, just...
- Oh, okay, okay.
704
00:32:55,364 --> 00:32:56,626
And in a way it's cool,
705
00:32:56,670 --> 00:32:58,063
because you get to keep
these sounds, right?
706
00:32:58,106 --> 00:32:59,151
You keep it forever.
707
00:32:59,194 --> 00:33:00,500
You make like this
mundane thing,
708
00:33:00,543 --> 00:33:05,026
like be immortal,
and that's cool and fun.
709
00:33:05,722 --> 00:33:07,376
[OPERA MUSIC PLAYING]
710
00:33:23,262 --> 00:33:24,785
- Hey.
711
00:33:24,828 --> 00:33:26,134
- Hey. What's up?
- Hello.
712
00:33:26,178 --> 00:33:27,353
- Nice to meet you.
- This is Jesse.
713
00:33:27,396 --> 00:33:29,007
- Jesse, this is Fern.
- Hello.
714
00:33:29,050 --> 00:33:30,530
This is the
sweetest man in New York.
715
00:33:30,573 --> 00:33:32,184
He's gonna help take care
of you while I'm workin'.
716
00:33:34,882 --> 00:33:36,536
Also notice how
Johnny just like lights up?
717
00:33:36,579 --> 00:33:37,885
- I know.
718
00:33:37,928 --> 00:33:39,408
He is like a...
like a mini Johnny.
719
00:33:39,452 --> 00:33:40,409
- Right.
720
00:33:40,453 --> 00:33:42,237
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
721
00:33:42,281 --> 00:33:44,457
With the... with the...
With the little hoods...
722
00:33:44,500 --> 00:33:45,632
- Yeah, the little hoods.
723
00:33:45,675 --> 00:33:47,590
- And the flopsy hair.
What? Yeah.
724
00:33:47,634 --> 00:33:48,896
- Just hangin' out.
725
00:33:48,939 --> 00:33:50,767
- Uh-huh.
726
00:33:50,811 --> 00:33:52,160
- You know, we're gonna hold
off till we eat more.
727
00:33:52,204 --> 00:33:53,292
[FERN CHUCKLES]
728
00:33:53,335 --> 00:33:54,293
We're gonna hold off
till we eat more.
729
00:33:54,336 --> 00:33:55,294
I'm sorry.
730
00:33:55,337 --> 00:33:56,382
[ROXANNE AND FERN LAUGHING]
731
00:33:56,425 --> 00:33:57,731
[CHUCKLES MOCKINGLY]
732
00:33:57,774 --> 00:33:58,862
We're gonna hold off
till we eat more.
733
00:33:58,906 --> 00:34:00,864
It's right here.
734
00:34:00,908 --> 00:34:02,083
Mm-hmm.
735
00:34:02,127 --> 00:34:03,171
So if you eat this,
'cause it's melting,
736
00:34:03,215 --> 00:34:05,086
if you eat this as
quick as you can,
737
00:34:05,130 --> 00:34:07,610
not too fast, but just get
so many... A few more bites
738
00:34:07,654 --> 00:34:08,872
and you can have
the ice cream.
739
00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,961
[MOUTHING]
740
00:34:11,005 --> 00:34:14,052
[REGGAE MUSIC
PLAYING ON SPEAKERS]
741
00:34:14,791 --> 00:34:15,792
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
742
00:34:15,836 --> 00:34:16,837
[FERN CHUCKLING]
743
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:17,925
Go for it. You did it.
744
00:34:17,968 --> 00:34:19,405
Enough. Enough.
745
00:34:19,448 --> 00:34:20,188
Craziest thing
you've seen on the internet.
746
00:34:20,232 --> 00:34:21,233
Okay.
747
00:34:21,276 --> 00:34:22,277
Go.
748
00:34:22,321 --> 00:34:24,105
- So I... I like conspiracies.
749
00:34:24,149 --> 00:34:25,628
Perfect. Great.
750
00:34:25,672 --> 00:34:27,065
Tell us...
751
00:34:27,108 --> 00:34:28,457
- Uh, let's eat... Just a
little bit of broccoli
752
00:34:28,501 --> 00:34:30,111
and then talk about...
753
00:34:30,155 --> 00:34:31,460
Okay, a little bit of
broccoli and then we can talk?
754
00:34:31,504 --> 00:34:33,027
- ...then you
can talk about conspiracies.
755
00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:35,334
- Yeah, the government got,
like, a colony of ants.
756
00:34:35,377 --> 00:34:36,248
This is how I
think it happened.
757
00:34:36,291 --> 00:34:37,466
Okay.
758
00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:39,120
- And like in the rock
759
00:34:39,164 --> 00:34:40,382
and they place it
inside a dead person.
760
00:34:40,426 --> 00:34:41,427
Okay.
761
00:34:41,470 --> 00:34:42,863
- And they made him alive
762
00:34:42,906 --> 00:34:45,083
and he has a plan...
planets of ants inside of him.
763
00:34:45,126 --> 00:34:46,084
[GIGGLES]
764
00:34:46,127 --> 00:34:47,128
[FERN CHUCKLING]
765
00:34:47,172 --> 00:34:49,130
- Oh, this is scary stuff.
766
00:34:49,174 --> 00:34:50,131
- Do, um... Uh, I know one.
767
00:34:50,175 --> 00:34:51,828
Oh, I'll show you SCP.
768
00:34:51,872 --> 00:34:52,786
Yeah. No screen time.
769
00:34:52,829 --> 00:34:53,917
- Do SCP 1.
770
00:34:53,961 --> 00:34:55,354
- Not screen time
right now, come on.
771
00:34:55,397 --> 00:34:56,659
- One of them, it was a big
thing that they found
772
00:34:56,703 --> 00:34:59,053
in like a forest
773
00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:01,664
and they took the
face off of it.
774
00:35:01,708 --> 00:35:02,970
Wait, like...
775
00:35:03,013 --> 00:35:05,146
- And injected it with
a bunch of injections
776
00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:06,278
to make it powerful.
777
00:35:06,321 --> 00:35:07,801
Whoa.
778
00:35:07,844 --> 00:35:08,758
It was meant to be
like a government weapon...
779
00:35:08,802 --> 00:35:09,803
[FERN CHUCKLING]
780
00:35:09,846 --> 00:35:11,848
...they were gonna use.
781
00:35:11,892 --> 00:35:13,763
Do you... Do all
your friends act like you?
782
00:35:13,807 --> 00:35:18,159
And that
would be a big no.
783
00:35:18,203 --> 00:35:19,943
Hey, hey,
hey, hey, hey.
784
00:35:19,987 --> 00:35:22,032
What up,
Sunny Spa E Broadway?
785
00:35:23,773 --> 00:35:25,297
I don't know
what that says.
786
00:35:25,340 --> 00:35:26,820
Hey, hey,
hey, hey, hey, hey.
787
00:35:26,863 --> 00:35:28,126
Whoa! Come on. Hey.
Hey, what's goin' on?
788
00:35:28,169 --> 00:35:29,170
- Oh.
789
00:35:31,781 --> 00:35:32,913
Made it back.
790
00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:35,220
And I was tired.
791
00:35:36,308 --> 00:35:37,874
so tired,
792
00:35:39,049 --> 00:35:40,573
but he wasn't.
793
00:35:41,313 --> 00:35:42,488
So do you have
your toothbrush,
794
00:35:42,531 --> 00:35:43,402
'cause I don't see it.
795
00:35:43,445 --> 00:35:44,620
- No.
796
00:35:44,664 --> 00:35:46,013
- Come on, I...
I told you to pack it.
797
00:35:46,056 --> 00:35:46,927
What? You didn't bring it?
798
00:35:46,970 --> 00:35:49,799
- Um, I didn't.
799
00:35:49,843 --> 00:35:52,280
Do you have trouble
expressing your emotion?
800
00:35:52,324 --> 00:35:55,196
- Well, I'm feeling pretty
frustrated right now.
801
00:35:55,240 --> 00:35:56,458
- That's good.
802
00:35:56,502 --> 00:35:59,244
Just sit down, you can
let it all come out.
803
00:36:26,271 --> 00:36:27,533
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
804
00:36:27,576 --> 00:36:28,490
[JOHNNY GRUNTS]
805
00:36:28,534 --> 00:36:29,883
- Hey, you okay?
806
00:36:29,926 --> 00:36:32,668
- My friends don't talk
like me, because...
807
00:36:32,712 --> 00:36:33,800
[JOHNNY GRUNTS]
808
00:36:33,843 --> 00:36:36,019
I don't really have friends.
809
00:36:36,063 --> 00:36:38,457
I mostly hang out with adults.
810
00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:39,980
[JESSE TALKING INDISTINCTLY]
811
00:36:40,023 --> 00:36:42,243
No, Jesse,
no. Back to bed.
812
00:36:42,287 --> 00:36:44,376
I did? I don't... I don't
remember saying that.
813
00:36:44,419 --> 00:36:48,162
I took him to the
couch, I laid him down,
814
00:36:48,206 --> 00:36:51,513
and I sat with him
till he was asleep.
815
00:36:53,036 --> 00:36:57,519
I got up and slowly started
walking back to my room.
816
00:36:57,563 --> 00:37:00,783
- Can't I just sleep
with you tonight?
817
00:37:00,827 --> 00:37:03,830
Oh, why did you let me
eat all that sugar?
818
00:37:03,873 --> 00:37:06,702
Mom would not
let me eat that.
819
00:37:06,746 --> 00:37:11,272
- Oh, my God, you said
that she would let you.
820
00:37:11,316 --> 00:37:16,712
- Can you tell me about Mom
when she was a little girl?
821
00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:19,759
- I said, She was cute.
822
00:37:22,109 --> 00:37:23,241
He said...
823
00:37:23,284 --> 00:37:25,678
I heard about
her boyfriends,
824
00:37:25,721 --> 00:37:27,419
and she ran away,
and she got in trouble
825
00:37:27,462 --> 00:37:30,073
all the time.
826
00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:33,163
And I heard that she
got an abortion.
827
00:37:37,777 --> 00:37:40,693
-[WHISPERING] What the
fuck do I say to that?
828
00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:45,393
I didn't even know about it.
829
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:48,962
You know, a woman's
body is, um,
830
00:37:51,138 --> 00:37:54,924
like a... [HESITATES]
um, maybe every person.
831
00:37:54,968 --> 00:37:57,057
Like you have the right...
832
00:37:57,100 --> 00:37:58,711
[CLEARS THROAT]
...of your own body
833
00:37:58,754 --> 00:38:02,323
and a woman certainly
has the right.
834
00:38:02,367 --> 00:38:03,933
It's like... it's called
the right to choose.
835
00:38:05,674 --> 00:38:07,981
Okay, now fuck that. Um...
836
00:38:08,024 --> 00:38:10,679
- Let me tell you how my
mom puts me to sleep.
837
00:38:12,072 --> 00:38:13,378
Now, lay down.
838
00:38:16,163 --> 00:38:18,165
- Okay.
839
00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:21,473
- Rest your feet,
rest your legs.
840
00:38:23,997 --> 00:38:27,783
Rest your hands,
rest your arms.
841
00:38:27,827 --> 00:38:29,219
- My mom would
never do this.
842
00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:33,006
- [SOFTLY] Rest your eyes.
843
00:38:34,007 --> 00:38:35,138
Rest your mouth.
844
00:38:36,096 --> 00:38:37,489
Rest your jaw.
845
00:38:39,882 --> 00:38:41,231
Rest your mind.
846
00:38:42,972 --> 00:38:45,018
No more thoughts tonight.
847
00:38:45,061 --> 00:38:46,106
No worries.
848
00:38:47,934 --> 00:38:50,632
Just stars in the sky.
849
00:39:09,259 --> 00:39:11,958
So what? Does he
have something that it...
850
00:39:12,001 --> 00:39:13,307
Is it a sleeping problem?
851
00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:14,700
[ON PHONE]
Listen, he's probably
852
00:39:14,743 --> 00:39:16,528
just over stimulated.
Did you give him sugar?
853
00:39:16,571 --> 00:39:18,356
Did you let him watch
shit on your computer?
854
00:39:18,399 --> 00:39:20,445
- No.
855
00:39:20,488 --> 00:39:22,316
- 'Cause that makes him crazy.
856
00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:25,624
- You're just, uh,
used to this.
857
00:39:25,667 --> 00:39:26,973
Like, why are
there so many scratches?
858
00:39:27,016 --> 00:39:29,105
I'm not used to it.
859
00:39:29,149 --> 00:39:31,151
I fucking hate it sometimes.
860
00:39:31,194 --> 00:39:32,413
I mean, I love him
more than I...
861
00:39:32,457 --> 00:39:35,503
I can even understand
862
00:39:35,547 --> 00:39:38,201
and that makes it
even worse when I can
863
00:39:38,245 --> 00:39:42,031
barely stand to be in
the same room with him,
864
00:39:42,075 --> 00:39:43,685
going on and on,
talking, talking...
865
00:39:43,729 --> 00:39:45,165
- Another stick.
866
00:39:45,208 --> 00:39:46,471
- Relentlessly about nothing
random nothingness,
867
00:39:46,514 --> 00:39:48,429
interrupting every
thought I might have...
868
00:39:48,473 --> 00:39:49,604
- Kick, kick, kick, kick.
869
00:39:49,648 --> 00:39:50,953
- Oh, God, and I know.
870
00:39:50,997 --> 00:39:52,259
- From making him lunch
and doing the dishes,
871
00:39:52,302 --> 00:39:53,565
from making lunch and
then doing the dishes,
872
00:39:53,608 --> 00:39:54,870
from making dinner and
then doing the dishes,
873
00:39:54,914 --> 00:39:56,002
from lunch, and then
going grocery shopping,
874
00:39:56,045 --> 00:39:57,351
on, and on, and on, and
on, he never stops.
875
00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:58,831
- Bees!
876
00:39:58,874 --> 00:40:00,049
- It's a fucking nightmare.
877
00:40:00,093 --> 00:40:01,660
- Yeah. [GRUNTS]
878
00:40:03,052 --> 00:40:04,358
[ON PHONE] Slow down!
879
00:40:04,402 --> 00:40:06,186
- Do you think I'm horrible now?
880
00:40:06,229 --> 00:40:09,189
- No, no, I have so
much sympathy.
881
00:40:09,232 --> 00:40:12,801
[JOHNNY CHUCKLING]
882
00:40:12,845 --> 00:40:14,934
- Listen, you just have to get
some protein into him, okay?
883
00:40:14,977 --> 00:40:18,067
You know, those disgusting
little, uh, rolls,
884
00:40:18,111 --> 00:40:20,461
the salami and cheese things,
just... He loves them.
885
00:40:23,682 --> 00:40:25,074
Where are we going now?
886
00:40:26,162 --> 00:40:27,294
I have to find you
887
00:40:27,337 --> 00:40:28,426
some disgusting salami
and cheese rolls.
888
00:40:32,908 --> 00:40:36,521
Historically, New
York represents the future
889
00:40:36,564 --> 00:40:39,959
and possibility for
so many immigrants.
890
00:40:40,002 --> 00:40:41,526
We ask today's
children of immigrants
891
00:40:41,569 --> 00:40:43,397
what they think
about the future
892
00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:45,530
and the world
they live in now.
893
00:40:45,573 --> 00:40:47,662
I never thought
that I would be this scared
894
00:40:47,706 --> 00:40:50,273
about like what might
happen in the future,
895
00:40:50,317 --> 00:40:52,537
but then now,
896
00:40:52,580 --> 00:40:54,016
I'm starting to
think about it,
897
00:40:54,060 --> 00:40:59,021
like, I can't...
I can't...
898
00:40:59,065 --> 00:41:01,154
I just can't imagine
animals going extinct,
899
00:41:01,197 --> 00:41:04,636
pollution, like, the
Earth dying, basically.
900
00:41:06,376 --> 00:41:10,511
So my fears
would be like loneliness
901
00:41:10,555 --> 00:41:12,121
and, like, you know,
902
00:41:12,165 --> 00:41:14,515
just like people not
understanding you
903
00:41:14,559 --> 00:41:17,083
even though they're
there to understand you
904
00:41:17,126 --> 00:41:18,171
and stuff like that.
905
00:41:18,214 --> 00:41:19,433
It's just really scary,
906
00:41:19,477 --> 00:41:21,740
'cause it feels like
you have nobody.
907
00:41:21,783 --> 00:41:23,263
My mom always
tells me like,
908
00:41:23,306 --> 00:41:26,005
I hate kids that cry.
909
00:41:26,048 --> 00:41:27,833
There was one time I told
her, Oh, my gosh, I can...
910
00:41:27,876 --> 00:41:30,879
Like, I could cry, uh,
911
00:41:30,923 --> 00:41:33,795
like, it's like a human thing
to do, and then she's like,
912
00:41:33,839 --> 00:41:39,018
No, you're supposed to
be, uh, strong and stuff.
913
00:41:39,061 --> 00:41:43,457
So, yeah, I think that's
what I hate the most.
914
00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:44,458
When people
end up saying,
915
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:45,938
Oh, words don't hurt,
916
00:41:45,981 --> 00:41:49,115
it... like it gets
to me so bad.
917
00:41:49,158 --> 00:41:51,334
People will just judge
you without even knowing.
918
00:41:51,378 --> 00:41:53,511
It's like not even their
fault that they don't know.
919
00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:55,904
They probably just
wasn't raised like I am
920
00:41:55,948 --> 00:41:58,559
knowing how to treat people,
how not to treat people.
921
00:41:58,603 --> 00:42:00,605
I don't like
when everyone's
922
00:42:00,648 --> 00:42:02,868
just in a stressed mindset
923
00:42:02,911 --> 00:42:05,044
and they're very closed
into themselves.
924
00:42:05,087 --> 00:42:07,655
They just don't
speak to each other
925
00:42:07,699 --> 00:42:09,222
and they're just like
kind of hiding away
926
00:42:09,265 --> 00:42:10,919
from like real life.
927
00:42:10,963 --> 00:42:12,312
I feel
like people
928
00:42:12,355 --> 00:42:13,661
who try to express
their emotions,
929
00:42:13,705 --> 00:42:15,576
like they... they would
get a lot of hate.
930
00:42:15,620 --> 00:42:18,623
It happened like more
in the 20th century.
931
00:42:18,666 --> 00:42:22,235
So instead of
letting them be them,
932
00:42:22,278 --> 00:42:25,760
they wanted to oppose them
in like bad horrible ways.
933
00:42:25,804 --> 00:42:29,721
But I feel like now you could
speak your feelings easier,
934
00:42:29,764 --> 00:42:32,071
but not easily.
935
00:42:34,639 --> 00:42:39,557
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
936
00:42:46,694 --> 00:42:48,130
[JESSE HUMMING]
937
00:42:48,174 --> 00:42:49,915
Oh, sorry.
938
00:42:49,958 --> 00:42:51,873
[JESSE CONTINUES HUMMING]
939
00:42:54,049 --> 00:42:55,224
[IN SING-SONG VOICE]
Texting. Texting.
940
00:42:55,268 --> 00:42:56,182
- Ha, ha, ha.
- I am tex...
941
00:42:58,924 --> 00:43:00,534
- Oh, what...
what are you doing?
942
00:43:00,578 --> 00:43:02,536
Uh, hey, who are
you mimicking here
943
00:43:02,580 --> 00:43:04,364
with that fancy
texting you're doing?
944
00:43:04,407 --> 00:43:06,018
- You're doing fancy texting.
945
00:43:06,061 --> 00:43:07,585
- But I'm actually
texting something.
946
00:43:07,628 --> 00:43:09,456
-No you're not.
- Uh, here.
947
00:43:09,499 --> 00:43:10,805
- Health and beauty.
948
00:43:11,850 --> 00:43:13,025
- Oh, here it is.
949
00:43:15,723 --> 00:43:17,333
All right, grab one of those
and I'll find toothpaste.
950
00:43:20,336 --> 00:43:22,774
- For some reason, they're
not in the same aisle.
951
00:43:22,817 --> 00:43:25,820
[RECORDED VOICE SINGING]
952
00:43:25,864 --> 00:43:27,430
- Mm-mm, not... Not that one.
953
00:43:27,474 --> 00:43:28,736
That'll flip your mom out.
954
00:43:31,696 --> 00:43:32,740
You can't get that one.
955
00:43:32,784 --> 00:43:34,394
Come on, find which
one you want.
956
00:43:34,437 --> 00:43:36,178
- Oh, she's not here, so...
957
00:43:36,222 --> 00:43:37,658
- Well, she's right.
958
00:43:37,702 --> 00:43:39,312
So...
959
00:43:39,355 --> 00:43:41,314
- Can I please have it?
960
00:43:41,357 --> 00:43:42,576
- Oh, come on, you...
You don't need a song...
961
00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:43,664
- Please.
962
00:43:43,708 --> 00:43:44,926
- ...to brush your teeth to.
963
00:43:44,970 --> 00:43:46,145
The next thing you
know, you're gonna need
964
00:43:46,188 --> 00:43:47,581
electronic stimuli
for everything you do.
965
00:43:49,888 --> 00:43:52,542
You know, it's important to
just live in it, you know?
966
00:43:52,586 --> 00:43:54,240
Peace and quiet.
967
00:43:54,283 --> 00:43:56,677
Your generation is
completely lost.
968
00:44:00,028 --> 00:44:01,464
Mm...
969
00:44:04,250 --> 00:44:06,295
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
970
00:44:07,688 --> 00:44:09,342
Jesse?
971
00:44:14,695 --> 00:44:16,175
Hey, did you see a little
kid running around here?
972
00:44:18,786 --> 00:44:20,396
Did you see a kid here?
No.
973
00:44:21,136 --> 00:44:22,181
- Jesse!
974
00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:23,704
Jesse!
975
00:44:23,748 --> 00:44:24,705
[SCREAMS AND CHUCKLES]
976
00:44:24,749 --> 00:44:25,706
What are you doin'?
977
00:44:25,750 --> 00:44:27,316
- You should see your face.
978
00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:28,927
- Hey, you can't do
that, you understand?
979
00:44:28,970 --> 00:44:29,884
You can't do that
to somebody.
980
00:44:29,928 --> 00:44:31,016
- You're freakin' out.
981
00:44:31,059 --> 00:44:32,060
- Stop it.
- Stop it.
982
00:44:32,104 --> 00:44:33,061
- You stop it.
- You stop it.
983
00:44:33,105 --> 00:44:34,062
- Stop!
- Stop!
984
00:44:34,106 --> 00:44:35,107
- Enough!
- Enough!
985
00:44:35,150 --> 00:44:36,848
- You stop now!
- Get off!
986
00:44:43,419 --> 00:44:45,987
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
987
00:44:48,860 --> 00:44:50,383
Sorry, it's
so ridiculous.
988
00:44:50,426 --> 00:44:51,950
Do you know I just...
I just said, you know,
989
00:44:51,993 --> 00:44:53,081
You can't have
that toothbrush,
990
00:44:53,125 --> 00:44:54,517
and I went around the corner
991
00:44:54,561 --> 00:44:55,736
for a second to
grab toothpaste,
992
00:44:55,780 --> 00:44:57,172
and then he disappeared.
993
00:44:57,216 --> 00:44:59,305
So I'm runnin' after
him, tryin' to find him,
994
00:44:59,348 --> 00:45:01,046
and he jumps out, scares me,
995
00:45:01,089 --> 00:45:05,920
and, yeah, I... I got angry
and I yelled at him.
996
00:45:05,964 --> 00:45:07,139
I yelled at him.
997
00:45:08,488 --> 00:45:10,751
- That's... It's...
[CHUCKLES]
998
00:45:10,795 --> 00:45:12,840
It's... [CHUCKLING]
It's fucking awful.
999
00:45:12,884 --> 00:45:14,276
I've done it.
1000
00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:16,583
I know that look in
those little eyes,
1001
00:45:16,626 --> 00:45:18,193
it's the worst.
1002
00:45:19,325 --> 00:45:20,892
But it's okay also.
1003
00:45:20,935 --> 00:45:23,416
You know, you just
have to explain to him
1004
00:45:23,459 --> 00:45:25,157
that you were scared,
and that's why you yelled,
1005
00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:26,593
and then you
apologize, you know?
1006
00:45:26,636 --> 00:45:29,988
He's... he's a person, you
just be honest with him.
1007
00:45:30,031 --> 00:45:31,903
It's called doing a repair.
1008
00:45:31,946 --> 00:45:34,601
There's...
There's scripts for it online.
1009
00:45:34,644 --> 00:45:36,908
- Okay, sounds...
1010
00:45:36,951 --> 00:45:38,083
- Let me... Let me...
1011
00:45:38,126 --> 00:45:39,040
- ...Sounds easy.
1012
00:45:39,084 --> 00:45:40,563
[VIV CHUCKLING]
1013
00:45:41,303 --> 00:45:42,783
- This is not...
- Okay.
1014
00:45:42,827 --> 00:45:44,045
- This is not easy.
1015
00:45:44,089 --> 00:45:46,439
- No, I know.
I know, it's not. Um, yeah.
1016
00:45:46,482 --> 00:45:47,701
- Let me talk to him and...
- Okay.
1017
00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:48,963
- Now, I'll yell at him.
1018
00:45:49,007 --> 00:45:51,096
- All right, thank you
for talking me down.
1019
00:45:51,139 --> 00:45:52,924
Now, hold on.
1020
00:45:53,838 --> 00:45:54,882
Hey, Jesse, it's your mom.
1021
00:45:56,841 --> 00:45:57,929
Hello.
1022
00:45:57,972 --> 00:46:01,236
- Hi, sweetie. Hi.
Are you okay?
1023
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:02,803
- I'm okay.
1024
00:46:02,847 --> 00:46:05,023
I was just jokin' around,
he didn't need to call you.
1025
00:46:06,546 --> 00:46:08,026
- I know. I know you were,
1026
00:46:08,069 --> 00:46:11,638
but you really scared
him, Jesse, okay?
1027
00:46:11,681 --> 00:46:14,336
You can't do that.
1028
00:46:14,380 --> 00:46:16,817
- Mom, why are you
taking his side?
1029
00:46:16,861 --> 00:46:18,732
- I'm not on his side.
Sweetie, there are no sides,
1030
00:46:18,776 --> 00:46:21,604
but you have to listen
to Johnny, okay?
1031
00:46:21,648 --> 00:46:23,432
You're staying at his house,
he's taking care of you.
1032
00:46:25,173 --> 00:46:26,261
- Why?
1033
00:46:27,132 --> 00:46:28,524
Why is he taking care of me?
1034
00:46:29,525 --> 00:46:30,831
- Sweetie, come on.
1035
00:46:30,875 --> 00:46:32,615
Just be nice to Johnny.
1036
00:46:34,443 --> 00:46:36,619
[TOOTHBRUSH WHIRRING]
1037
00:46:36,663 --> 00:46:39,100
[OVER SPEAKER]
1038
00:46:42,016 --> 00:46:43,713
[SONG CONTINUES PLAYING]
1039
00:46:48,893 --> 00:46:51,896
[WHIRRING STOPS]
1040
00:46:51,939 --> 00:46:53,941
- I don't even know you.
1041
00:46:53,985 --> 00:46:55,508
Why my mom let me
come with you?
1042
00:46:57,249 --> 00:46:58,859
- Hey, man, come on.
1043
00:47:00,469 --> 00:47:03,516
Jesse, you wanted to come.
1044
00:47:06,084 --> 00:47:09,435
- I didn't really have a choice.
1045
00:47:09,478 --> 00:47:11,132
[SIGHS] She's a
horrible, horrible mom.
1046
00:47:13,482 --> 00:47:15,267
- I know you don't
really feel that way.
1047
00:47:16,485 --> 00:47:19,488
- My feelings are inside me.
1048
00:47:20,838 --> 00:47:22,665
You don't know what they are.
1049
00:47:23,623 --> 00:47:25,930
- I think you're mad at me,
1050
00:47:25,973 --> 00:47:28,541
because I scared you and...
1051
00:47:28,584 --> 00:47:31,065
- No, she just does
what she wants.
1052
00:47:31,109 --> 00:47:32,893
- No, that's not true, Jesse.
1053
00:47:32,937 --> 00:47:35,113
- You don't know what you're
talkin' about. She does!
1054
00:47:35,156 --> 00:47:36,418
- Well, why do you
think you're here?
1055
00:47:36,462 --> 00:47:37,637
Do you think that your mom
1056
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:39,639
really wants to
be away from you?
1057
00:47:39,682 --> 00:47:41,423
Really?
1058
00:47:41,467 --> 00:47:42,816
She's tryin' to
help your dad.
1059
00:47:47,865 --> 00:47:49,344
- Well, why does
he need help?
1060
00:47:53,305 --> 00:47:55,611
- He, um...
1061
00:47:59,659 --> 00:48:01,574
- What's wrong with him?
1062
00:48:02,227 --> 00:48:04,098
- He just... He... [STAMMERS]
1063
00:48:10,365 --> 00:48:12,498
Do you wanna call her?
1064
00:48:16,850 --> 00:48:18,678
- [TEARFULLY] I want my mom.
1065
00:48:21,202 --> 00:48:25,903
[OPERA MUSIC PLAYING]
1066
00:48:28,470 --> 00:48:30,211
- Hey, I'm so sorry.
1067
00:48:30,255 --> 00:48:31,909
[JESSE SOBBING]
1068
00:48:31,952 --> 00:48:34,259
Hey, hey, Jesse.
1069
00:48:35,782 --> 00:48:37,349
Jesse.
1070
00:48:37,392 --> 00:48:40,091
[OPERA MUSIC CONTINUES]
1071
00:49:12,732 --> 00:49:13,994
I thought
I was helping,
1072
00:49:14,038 --> 00:49:16,344
and somehow it
got away from me.
1073
00:49:16,388 --> 00:49:17,824
I don't know even how.
1074
00:49:17,867 --> 00:49:19,652
- What... What does he know?
Did... Did he know?
1075
00:49:19,695 --> 00:49:20,740
Does he know everything?
1076
00:49:22,437 --> 00:49:24,265
- [SIGHS] Yeah, he knows.
1077
00:49:26,180 --> 00:49:28,443
Um, let me talk to him.
1078
00:49:29,009 --> 00:49:30,445
- Hey, Jesse.
1079
00:49:30,489 --> 00:49:31,794
Just tell her I'm fine.
1080
00:49:31,838 --> 00:49:32,926
Come on,
just talk to her.
1081
00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:34,493
She's impossible.
1082
00:49:34,536 --> 00:49:36,843
Hey, hey, hold
on, hold on, hold on.
1083
00:49:36,886 --> 00:49:38,497
Viv, you're...
You're on speaker.
1084
00:49:40,499 --> 00:49:41,935
[ON SPEAKER] Jesse,
honey, listen to me,
1085
00:49:41,979 --> 00:49:43,458
your dad's gonna be fine.
1086
00:49:44,503 --> 00:49:46,026
Okay?
1087
00:49:46,070 --> 00:49:47,462
- Is it like before?
1088
00:49:51,118 --> 00:49:52,685
- Yeah.
1089
00:49:52,728 --> 00:49:55,079
Yeah, it's like before,
1090
00:49:55,122 --> 00:49:58,169
but he's gonna be fine, okay?
1091
00:49:58,212 --> 00:50:00,606
And I didn't wanna worry you,
but I messed up, okay?
1092
00:50:00,649 --> 00:50:02,390
I should have told
you, I'm sorry.
1093
00:50:02,434 --> 00:50:04,001
- [VOICE SHAKING]
Tell her I'm fine.
1094
00:50:05,350 --> 00:50:06,612
- Um...
1095
00:50:08,135 --> 00:50:10,616
Viv, I'm so sorry, uh...
1096
00:50:10,659 --> 00:50:12,748
- It's fine, it's fine.
1097
00:50:12,792 --> 00:50:14,533
Um, just tell him I love
him and I miss him, okay?
1098
00:50:14,576 --> 00:50:15,447
[SNIFFLING]
1099
00:50:15,490 --> 00:50:16,709
- Okay.
1100
00:50:16,752 --> 00:50:18,145
I'm gonna go get him.
1101
00:50:21,627 --> 00:50:25,457
[OPERA MUSIC PLAYING]
1102
00:50:42,604 --> 00:50:46,913
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
1103
00:51:07,194 --> 00:51:09,979
- What's your child like,
you know,
1104
00:51:10,023 --> 00:51:11,633
fighting about
washing his hair,
1105
00:51:11,677 --> 00:51:14,723
'cause I could
do that anytime.
1106
00:51:17,813 --> 00:51:19,467
- You don't wanna talk?
1107
00:51:20,164 --> 00:51:21,687
- Mm, I am talking.
1108
00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:24,385
- Are you gonna
be like normal?
1109
00:51:24,429 --> 00:51:26,344
- I am talking, like,
you know, normal.
1110
00:51:26,387 --> 00:51:28,346
- Okay.
1111
00:51:30,043 --> 00:51:32,089
- We have to wash our own
hair at the orphanage.
1112
00:51:35,179 --> 00:51:36,354
- Ooh, that's harsh.
1113
00:51:36,397 --> 00:51:37,485
- It is.
1114
00:51:37,529 --> 00:51:38,878
- Hmm, sorry about that.
1115
00:51:39,444 --> 00:51:41,185
- It is harsh.
1116
00:51:41,228 --> 00:51:43,665
Not even as a punishment, just,
1117
00:51:43,709 --> 00:51:45,537
Wash your hair,
you dumb kids.
1118
00:51:46,755 --> 00:51:47,930
- Yeah.
1119
00:51:48,583 --> 00:51:49,845
What an awful place.
1120
00:51:50,368 --> 00:51:51,586
- Yeah.
1121
00:51:56,287 --> 00:51:58,376
- Okay. [INHALES]
1122
00:51:58,419 --> 00:52:02,162
Do you want to fight
about washing your hair
1123
00:52:02,206 --> 00:52:05,644
and then I'll wash your hair?
1124
00:52:05,687 --> 00:52:08,821
All right, I think we have
to wash your hair, young man.
1125
00:52:08,864 --> 00:52:11,171
- Why don't you wash
your hair, old man?
1126
00:52:11,215 --> 00:52:12,433
[CLICKS TONGUE]
- Well, you first.
1127
00:52:12,477 --> 00:52:14,696
- No, you first.
1128
00:52:14,740 --> 00:52:16,089
- I'm telling you right now,
1129
00:52:16,133 --> 00:52:18,091
you're gonna have
to wash your hair.
1130
00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:19,397
- I'm telling you right now
1131
00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:21,399
you're gonna wash
your hair, old man.
1132
00:52:21,442 --> 00:52:22,704
Nice. Is
that how I sound?
1133
00:52:22,748 --> 00:52:23,662
Yeah.
1134
00:52:23,705 --> 00:52:24,880
- Ugh.
1135
00:52:24,924 --> 00:52:26,708
- You're like old Johnny,
Johnny.
1136
00:52:26,752 --> 00:52:28,275
I'm Johnny.
1137
00:52:28,319 --> 00:52:30,364
-Yeah, well, that's the way
to wash your hair, old man.
1138
00:52:30,408 --> 00:52:31,931
[ON PHONE]
The Tin Woodman
1139
00:52:31,974 --> 00:52:34,325
gave a sigh of satisfaction
and lowered his ax.
1140
00:52:34,368 --> 00:52:36,457
'This is a great
comfort,' he said.
1141
00:52:36,501 --> 00:52:39,243
'I have been holding that ax
in the air ever since I rusted
1142
00:52:39,286 --> 00:52:42,071
'and I'm glad to
put it down at last.
1143
00:52:42,115 --> 00:52:43,943
'Now, if you will oil
the joints of my legs,
1144
00:52:43,986 --> 00:52:46,206
'I shall be all
right once more.'
1145
00:52:47,164 --> 00:52:48,208
So they oiled his legs
1146
00:52:48,252 --> 00:52:50,167
until he could
move them freely,
1147
00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:52,604
and he thanked them again
and again for his release.
1148
00:52:55,259 --> 00:52:56,738
Are you guys still there?
1149
00:52:56,782 --> 00:52:58,218
Keep reading, Mama.
1150
00:52:58,914 --> 00:53:01,003
- Okay. [SMACKS LIPS]
1151
00:53:01,047 --> 00:53:02,135
I might have
stood there always
1152
00:53:02,179 --> 00:53:04,181
if you had not come
along, he said.
1153
00:53:04,224 --> 00:53:05,791
How did you
happen to be here?
1154
00:53:05,834 --> 00:53:07,271
We are on our way
to the Emerald City
1155
00:53:07,314 --> 00:53:09,577
to see the great Oz,
she answered.
1156
00:53:18,586 --> 00:53:21,198
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
1157
00:53:21,241 --> 00:53:23,069
- So does he just like
walk in to a room
1158
00:53:23,112 --> 00:53:24,984
and pretend to be an orphan?
1159
00:53:25,027 --> 00:53:25,941
- There's different scenarios.
1160
00:53:25,985 --> 00:53:26,986
Okay.
1161
00:53:27,029 --> 00:53:27,943
- It's... It's... Listen...
1162
00:53:27,987 --> 00:53:29,293
- [CHUCKLES] Okay.
1163
00:53:29,336 --> 00:53:30,555
- You don't wanna get into
that, I promise you.
1164
00:53:30,598 --> 00:53:31,991
Okay. All right, I'll
leave that between you.
1165
00:53:32,034 --> 00:53:33,253
- I'm trying like to figure
out how to talk to him
1166
00:53:33,297 --> 00:53:34,646
and so I'll try
to play along...
1167
00:53:34,689 --> 00:53:36,430
- Yeah.
- In an indirect way
1168
00:53:36,474 --> 00:53:38,040
and like, this is ridiculous.
He wants to say something.
1169
00:53:38,084 --> 00:53:41,130
I have to be open
and so I say,
1170
00:53:41,174 --> 00:53:42,654
Hey, man, I know
1171
00:53:42,697 --> 00:53:44,264
you wanna talk
about something?
1172
00:53:44,308 --> 00:53:45,526
- Yeah.
1173
00:53:45,570 --> 00:53:47,267
- And... Yeah, and I
look at him like this,
1174
00:53:47,311 --> 00:53:48,442
like real earnest.
1175
00:53:48,486 --> 00:53:49,878
- Yeah, sincere.
1176
00:53:49,922 --> 00:53:51,706
And then, he just
is like dismissive,
1177
00:53:51,750 --> 00:53:53,708
and makes me feel stupid,
and then I feel crushed...
1178
00:53:53,752 --> 00:53:54,622
[CHUCKLES]
1179
00:53:54,666 --> 00:53:56,320
And... And...
1180
00:53:56,363 --> 00:53:57,625
[CHUCKLES] And... I
know it's funny now,
1181
00:53:57,669 --> 00:53:59,845
but when it happens,
it's... It's frustrating.
1182
00:53:59,888 --> 00:54:03,327
- Yeah. He seems like
he's doing good.
1183
00:54:03,370 --> 00:54:05,024
- He is, but he should
be holding the mic
1184
00:54:05,067 --> 00:54:07,069
if he wants to get that,
you hold the mic up.
1185
00:54:07,113 --> 00:54:08,070
- No, he's gotta
find his own way!
1186
00:54:08,114 --> 00:54:09,158
- Yes.
1187
00:54:09,202 --> 00:54:10,116
- That's how we all did.
1188
00:54:10,159 --> 00:54:15,382
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
1189
00:54:16,165 --> 00:54:17,776
Let's say
somebody your age
1190
00:54:17,819 --> 00:54:19,299
that was coming
from another...
1191
00:54:19,343 --> 00:54:20,909
AnoYeah.y...
1192
00:54:20,953 --> 00:54:23,738
What would you tell
them about the US?
1193
00:54:23,782 --> 00:54:26,175
You come here and
you'll see a lot of bad,
1194
00:54:26,219 --> 00:54:29,135
but it's beautiful.
1195
00:54:29,178 --> 00:54:30,963
Even though there could be like
problems here and there,
1196
00:54:31,006 --> 00:54:32,704
you know,
1197
00:54:32,747 --> 00:54:34,923
you see all these good people
who just have kind hearts
1198
00:54:34,967 --> 00:54:38,100
and, you know, and they
don't even know you.
1199
00:54:39,406 --> 00:54:42,148
There's been a lot of
issues with my dad.
1200
00:54:42,191 --> 00:54:43,976
He's in jail right now,
1201
00:54:44,019 --> 00:54:47,762
so everything is,
like, crazy, you know?
1202
00:54:47,806 --> 00:54:50,287
My little sister,
she didn't, like, really see
1203
00:54:50,330 --> 00:54:51,853
what was actually going on.
1204
00:54:51,897 --> 00:54:55,422
The stuff that I went
through, I don't want her
1205
00:54:55,466 --> 00:54:57,424
to know any of
that or just be,
1206
00:54:57,468 --> 00:54:59,774
like, have to
think about that.
1207
00:54:59,818 --> 00:55:02,081
You have a lot of
responsibilities in your life,
1208
00:55:02,124 --> 00:55:05,214
and sometimes they
just come to you,
1209
00:55:05,258 --> 00:55:07,695
and you can't really
do anything about them.
1210
00:55:07,739 --> 00:55:09,262
They're just there.
1211
00:55:09,306 --> 00:55:10,785
I feel like a responsibility
1212
00:55:10,829 --> 00:55:12,831
to like that I'm
proud to take,
1213
00:55:12,874 --> 00:55:16,095
because I love her a lot,
1214
00:55:16,138 --> 00:55:17,836
and basically, it
wouldn't matter to me
1215
00:55:17,879 --> 00:55:20,317
if she sees me as a
father or a brother.
1216
00:55:22,231 --> 00:55:25,191
Yeah, that's pretty
much it. [CHUCKLES]
1217
00:55:25,234 --> 00:55:26,801
- You're a good man.
1218
00:55:28,586 --> 00:55:31,545
How... How often do you...
do you get to visit your dad?
1219
00:55:31,589 --> 00:55:33,068
[OVER TAPE] Always.
1220
00:55:33,112 --> 00:55:35,941
Yeah, I feel like that's
one of my like motivations
1221
00:55:35,984 --> 00:55:37,290
to just think
about the future.
1222
00:55:37,334 --> 00:55:38,900
Everything that could happen...
1223
00:55:38,944 --> 00:55:42,948
I ask for trust,
cooperation, and permission
1224
00:55:42,991 --> 00:55:44,253
without knowing
where the experience
1225
00:55:44,297 --> 00:55:46,212
will lead the subject.
1226
00:55:46,255 --> 00:55:50,869
I can and will leave a place,
a situation, a problem,
1227
00:55:50,912 --> 00:55:53,262
but the people I
interview cannot.
1228
00:55:54,612 --> 00:55:55,917
The work offers
the interviewer
1229
00:55:55,961 --> 00:55:57,789
access and a reason
1230
00:55:57,832 --> 00:56:00,357
to stay in a world
that's not my own,
1231
00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:03,316
complete distraction
from my own life,
1232
00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:07,102
a sense of invincibility,
a sense of invisibility.
1233
00:56:08,495 --> 00:56:11,150
I traffic in hope without
the ability to know
1234
00:56:11,193 --> 00:56:12,586
what will happen
in the future.
1235
00:56:14,283 --> 00:56:16,503
The work offers the
subjects a chance to speak
1236
00:56:16,547 --> 00:56:18,810
of things they have
never spoken of,
1237
00:56:18,853 --> 00:56:21,465
a chance to see
themselves as subjects
1238
00:56:21,508 --> 00:56:23,510
worthy of time and attention.
1239
00:56:25,164 --> 00:56:27,427
The work offers the subjects
1240
00:56:27,471 --> 00:56:30,212
the creation of
an image of self,
1241
00:56:30,256 --> 00:56:33,477
the distribution of
which they cannot control
1242
00:56:33,520 --> 00:56:37,045
on a global scale,
in perpetuity.
1243
00:56:38,699 --> 00:56:39,613
- ...you know, there's, like,
1244
00:56:39,657 --> 00:56:40,788
a lot of Chinese
people actually,
1245
00:56:40,832 --> 00:56:42,660
so it's not, like,
hard to communicate.
1246
00:56:42,703 --> 00:56:45,140
Sometimes in other
places, I'm actually...
1247
00:56:45,184 --> 00:56:46,968
[CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY]
1248
00:56:51,059 --> 00:56:52,321
[ON PHONE] You let
Johnny interview you yet?
1249
00:56:52,365 --> 00:56:53,540
[ON PHONE]
Oh, God, no.
1250
00:56:53,584 --> 00:56:55,281
That seems
like a smart move.
1251
00:56:55,324 --> 00:56:57,588
Too many questions
with that guy, right?
1252
00:56:57,631 --> 00:56:58,980
Not enough answers.
1253
00:57:00,242 --> 00:57:02,288
Oh, I miss you
so much, babe.
1254
00:57:02,331 --> 00:57:03,681
- I miss you, too, Mama.
1255
00:57:05,160 --> 00:57:06,292
Excuse me, please.
1256
00:57:07,598 --> 00:57:08,947
Thank you.
1257
00:57:08,990 --> 00:57:12,167
- We've been goin' around
the country asking kids
1258
00:57:12,211 --> 00:57:13,995
what they think the
future would be like.
1259
00:57:14,866 --> 00:57:15,997
- Uh-huh.
1260
00:57:16,737 --> 00:57:18,304
- Um...
1261
00:57:18,347 --> 00:57:20,306
If there's anything
you don't wanna answer,
1262
00:57:21,612 --> 00:57:26,747
you can just say
skip or no,
1263
00:57:26,791 --> 00:57:30,795
or I do not want to
do this question.
1264
00:57:30,838 --> 00:57:32,274
- Okay.
1265
00:57:35,539 --> 00:57:40,282
- Why don't you and my mom
act like brother and sister?
1266
00:57:41,240 --> 00:57:42,241
- This one?
1267
00:57:42,284 --> 00:57:43,634
- Yep.
1268
00:57:49,378 --> 00:57:51,729
Why are you alone?
1269
00:57:53,513 --> 00:57:56,168
[CHUCKLES]
1270
00:57:56,211 --> 00:57:58,562
- I mean, who cares?
Blah, blah, blah.
1271
00:57:58,605 --> 00:58:01,521
The same... [GIBBERING]
1272
00:58:01,565 --> 00:58:04,437
[BOTH GIBBERING]
1273
00:58:04,481 --> 00:58:06,526
Yeah, exactly, who cares?
1274
00:58:10,095 --> 00:58:12,750
- Did you tell my mom to leave
my dad when he first got sick?
1275
00:58:17,972 --> 00:58:19,539
Did you?
1276
00:58:23,630 --> 00:58:25,153
- I told her to take
care of herself.
1277
00:58:28,069 --> 00:58:30,376
- Blah, blah, blah.
1278
00:58:30,419 --> 00:58:32,465
- No, it's not blah, blah, blah.
- It is.
1279
00:58:32,509 --> 00:58:33,422
- No, it's not.
1280
00:58:34,598 --> 00:58:35,947
- It is.
1281
00:58:35,990 --> 00:58:37,035
- Okay...
1282
00:58:37,078 --> 00:58:38,079
- Means you did it.
1283
00:58:38,123 --> 00:58:39,559
- There were many things
1284
00:58:39,603 --> 00:58:41,126
that were done, and everybody
said a lot of things,
1285
00:58:41,169 --> 00:58:42,562
and there was a
lot of concern,
1286
00:58:42,606 --> 00:58:45,043
and sometimes we don't
completely understand
1287
00:58:45,086 --> 00:58:47,262
why we're doing the things
that we're doing, right?
1288
00:58:47,306 --> 00:58:49,134
But I never did anything
1289
00:58:49,177 --> 00:58:50,962
because I wanted
to hurt your mom
1290
00:58:51,005 --> 00:58:53,486
or hurt your dad
or hurt you.
1291
00:58:53,530 --> 00:58:56,358
I only wanted
everything to be okay.
1292
00:58:59,448 --> 00:59:02,756
- Oh, blah, blah,
blah, blah, blah.
1293
00:59:03,975 --> 00:59:05,193
[SIGHS]
1294
00:59:05,237 --> 00:59:08,762
- Hmm.
1295
00:59:08,806 --> 00:59:12,723
Maybe... Maybe it is blah,
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
1296
00:59:12,766 --> 00:59:14,115
- Blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah, blah.
1297
00:59:14,159 --> 00:59:15,552
- Exactly.
1298
00:59:17,162 --> 00:59:19,077
[SIREN WAILS]
1299
00:59:19,120 --> 00:59:22,820
[ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1300
00:59:37,574 --> 00:59:42,666
- Coming from somewhere unknown,
1301
00:59:42,709 --> 00:59:46,495
he's as tall as
a small person!
1302
00:59:47,845 --> 00:59:50,804
Jesse the Man!
1303
00:59:50,848 --> 00:59:52,414
- Watch it, man.
1304
00:59:52,458 --> 00:59:53,938
[JESSE GIGGLES]
1305
00:59:53,981 --> 00:59:55,287
- Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Have to do my expression, too.
1306
00:59:55,330 --> 00:59:56,593
You can't just jump
right into it, okay?
1307
00:59:57,550 --> 00:59:59,247
Go back. Do your introduction.
1308
00:59:59,291 --> 01:00:00,379
All right!
1309
01:00:00,422 --> 01:00:03,077
[SPEAKING GIBBERISH]
1310
01:00:03,121 --> 01:00:04,644
[JESSE LAUGHING]
1311
01:00:04,688 --> 01:00:09,997
[CONTINUES SPEAKING GIBBERISH]
1312
01:00:14,480 --> 01:00:18,179
I'll rise up from the volcano
and destroy you!
1313
01:00:18,223 --> 01:00:19,311
[LAUGHING]
1314
01:00:19,354 --> 01:00:20,878
That's how you do it.
1315
01:00:20,921 --> 01:00:22,401
[GIGGLES]
1316
01:00:22,444 --> 01:00:23,881
- Then, he just said,
"Pack my bag, get my stuff,
1317
01:00:23,924 --> 01:00:25,970
take me to the hospital."
1318
01:00:26,013 --> 01:00:27,667
"If you don't, I'm just
gonna run away again, right?"
1319
01:00:27,711 --> 01:00:29,016
Which is true.
1320
01:00:30,409 --> 01:00:32,977
So I took him to the ER,
1321
01:00:33,020 --> 01:00:35,414
which was fucking awful.
1322
01:00:36,676 --> 01:00:37,982
Absolutely, Paul.
1323
01:00:38,025 --> 01:00:38,896
- The milligrams have
to be specific...
1324
01:00:38,939 --> 01:00:39,897
- We'll make sure that they are.
1325
01:00:39,940 --> 01:00:41,028
- Because Dr. Marklin said that,
1326
01:00:41,072 --> 01:00:42,160
and he worked on it
for three months,
1327
01:00:42,203 --> 01:00:43,204
and it was still
going back and forth.
1328
01:00:43,248 --> 01:00:44,641
- Well, I'm not Dr. Marklin,
I'm...
1329
01:00:44,684 --> 01:00:45,685
I mean, you can't
believe it, Johnny,
1330
01:00:45,729 --> 01:00:47,252
it's so humiliating.
1331
01:00:47,295 --> 01:00:48,906
They just asked him
the same questions
1332
01:00:48,949 --> 01:00:50,211
over and over, and over again.
1333
01:00:50,255 --> 01:00:51,430
- I have been eating
1334
01:00:51,473 --> 01:00:53,911
and I have been sleeping
the regular amount
1335
01:00:53,954 --> 01:00:55,303
that I usually eat and sleep.
1336
01:00:55,347 --> 01:00:56,435
You ask me a question,
I answer it,
1337
01:00:56,478 --> 01:00:57,697
and then all of a
sudden you ask her.
1338
01:00:57,741 --> 01:00:59,003
Like, just why
don't you ask her
1339
01:00:59,046 --> 01:01:00,569
the goddamn question.
1340
01:01:00,613 --> 01:01:02,659
And then we finally
got him into a real center.
1341
01:01:02,702 --> 01:01:03,964
- I've done this before,
I know it all.
1342
01:01:04,008 --> 01:01:05,096
Yeah, no
shoelaces, you're right.
1343
01:01:05,139 --> 01:01:06,314
He was so scared.
1344
01:01:06,358 --> 01:01:07,620
- I'm gonna have
you sign off
1345
01:01:07,664 --> 01:01:08,708
that you're gonna be
taking those things home.
1346
01:01:08,752 --> 01:01:09,622
Okay, sure, right here?
1347
01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:11,363
Yeah.
1348
01:01:11,406 --> 01:01:12,930
- And then when I was leaving,
he asked me in the sweetest...
1349
01:01:12,973 --> 01:01:14,540
[SOBBING]
1350
01:01:14,583 --> 01:01:18,065
In the sweetest way
if I could just stay
1351
01:01:18,109 --> 01:01:20,328
until he was a little better.
1352
01:01:20,372 --> 01:01:23,070
That's what he said,
Just a little better.
1353
01:01:25,769 --> 01:01:27,858
- Oh, I'm so sorry.
1354
01:01:27,901 --> 01:01:30,121
- And I want Jesse to
have his dad, you know?
1355
01:01:30,164 --> 01:01:32,253
I mean, what the
fuck can I do?
1356
01:01:32,297 --> 01:01:33,472
I've gotta...
1357
01:01:34,691 --> 01:01:36,997
- Yeah, you gotta stay with him.
1358
01:01:38,259 --> 01:01:40,958
[SIGHS HEAVILY]
1359
01:01:41,001 --> 01:01:42,655
Really, Viv, we're doin' okay.
1360
01:01:42,699 --> 01:01:44,918
You just take care
of what you need to.
1361
01:01:47,051 --> 01:01:48,705
Jesse can keep
staying here with me.
1362
01:01:50,445 --> 01:01:53,013
We're havin' a great time.
1363
01:01:57,583 --> 01:01:58,932
[ON PHONE] I found
someone in New Orleans
1364
01:01:58,976 --> 01:02:00,629
who can get us kids and
I think we should do it.
1365
01:02:00,673 --> 01:02:01,761
Okay, I know,
1366
01:02:01,805 --> 01:02:03,589
but I got Jesse and
I just don't know
1367
01:02:03,632 --> 01:02:05,678
if I can make that,
um, trip right now.
1368
01:02:05,722 --> 01:02:09,856
Uh, I don't
wanna go solo.
1369
01:02:09,900 --> 01:02:12,076
[CHUCKLING] No,
it's sort of like
1370
01:02:12,119 --> 01:02:14,034
we told, like, audiences,
and funders...
1371
01:02:14,078 --> 01:02:15,383
Johnny!
1372
01:02:15,427 --> 01:02:16,558
- And everybody that we...
-Johnny!
1373
01:02:16,602 --> 01:02:17,734
...were gonna go to
multiple cities.
1374
01:02:17,777 --> 01:02:19,344
- Johnny. Johnny,
let's go to the park.
1375
01:02:19,387 --> 01:02:20,475
- I think we have to do it.
-Stop, stop. Please.
1376
01:02:20,519 --> 01:02:21,738
- Johnny.
-Stop.
1377
01:02:21,781 --> 01:02:23,000
- Unfortunately...
- Get off your phone.
1378
01:02:23,043 --> 01:02:24,392
- Yeah, what?
- Are...[CHUCKLING]
1379
01:02:24,436 --> 01:02:25,524
Are you... Are you with Jesse?
How's it going?
1380
01:02:25,567 --> 01:02:27,134
- Yeah, yeah, fine.
1381
01:02:27,178 --> 01:02:28,570
So what...
Where we at with things?
1382
01:02:28,614 --> 01:02:31,269
I think New Orleans
was a good idea.
1383
01:02:31,312 --> 01:02:33,793
I know someone down there.
1384
01:02:33,837 --> 01:02:35,969
She can get us kids.
1385
01:02:36,013 --> 01:02:37,362
We just need to tell
them we wanna do that
1386
01:02:37,405 --> 01:02:38,885
and then we can have Fern,
1387
01:02:38,929 --> 01:02:41,409
like, start booking
everything for us.
1388
01:02:42,846 --> 01:02:43,716
- I know, but a lot...
1389
01:02:44,848 --> 01:02:46,153
Jesse?
1390
01:02:46,197 --> 01:02:47,633
- Can you hear me?
1391
01:02:47,676 --> 01:02:48,765
- Hold on a second.
1392
01:02:50,027 --> 01:02:51,811
Just, like, give me a sec.
1393
01:02:53,334 --> 01:02:55,380
- You were jazzed about the
idea like two days ago.
1394
01:02:55,423 --> 01:02:57,121
- Jesse?
1395
01:02:57,164 --> 01:02:59,645
- You were like we just need to
get you back to that spot.
1396
01:02:59,688 --> 01:03:00,777
- This is not a great time.
1397
01:03:00,820 --> 01:03:02,126
- Yeah, yeah.
1398
01:03:02,169 --> 01:03:03,605
- I, uh...
1399
01:03:04,868 --> 01:03:06,826
Listen, let me, um...
1400
01:03:06,870 --> 01:03:09,133
Let me call you back,
okay? I'll call you back.
1401
01:03:09,176 --> 01:03:10,308
- Okay, okay.
1402
01:03:12,745 --> 01:03:14,094
- Jesse?
1403
01:03:16,314 --> 01:03:18,098
Jesse.
1404
01:03:22,450 --> 01:03:24,496
Fuck. Oh, fuck.
1405
01:03:25,714 --> 01:03:27,020
Oh, fuck.
1406
01:03:28,717 --> 01:03:30,371
Jesse!
1407
01:03:32,373 --> 01:03:33,810
Jesse!
1408
01:03:34,593 --> 01:03:36,377
Wait, wait! Jesse.
1409
01:03:37,248 --> 01:03:38,379
- Where'd you go?
1410
01:03:38,423 --> 01:03:39,990
- I was right there!
- No, you weren't!
1411
01:03:40,033 --> 01:03:41,382
- I was on the phone,
I turned around one second
1412
01:03:41,426 --> 01:03:42,688
and you were gone!
1413
01:03:42,731 --> 01:03:44,733
Hey, listen, you can't
do that, you understand?
1414
01:03:44,777 --> 01:03:46,561
-You lost me!
- I didn't lose you.
1415
01:03:46,605 --> 01:03:47,780
- You did.
1416
01:03:47,824 --> 01:03:49,129
- I lost you? Okay,
okay, I lost you.
1417
01:03:49,173 --> 01:03:50,609
I'm the worst uncle
in the world!
1418
01:03:50,652 --> 01:03:51,915
What... What are you doin'?
1419
01:03:51,958 --> 01:03:53,917
You, uh...
Hey, come here!
1420
01:03:55,048 --> 01:03:56,745
[PANTING]
1421
01:04:01,881 --> 01:04:03,665
What are we doin' here, huh?
1422
01:04:03,709 --> 01:04:04,928
- I don't know.
1423
01:04:06,364 --> 01:04:08,583
- That could have been
really, really bad.
1424
01:04:10,237 --> 01:04:11,369
- I don't need you.
1425
01:04:14,502 --> 01:04:17,854
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
1426
01:04:17,897 --> 01:04:19,420
- You so need me.
1427
01:04:25,862 --> 01:04:31,868
He can feel how fucked up
things are right now, okay?
1428
01:04:31,911 --> 01:04:35,175
So in his... In his little
inarticulate kid way,
1429
01:04:35,219 --> 01:04:38,004
he's saying, I'm feeling
out of control right now.
1430
01:04:38,048 --> 01:04:39,963
Can you handle it?
1431
01:04:40,006 --> 01:04:43,227
Can you take care of
me feeling this way?
1432
01:04:43,270 --> 01:04:46,970
If I run away from you,
if I hide from you,
1433
01:04:47,013 --> 01:04:50,277
even if I jump on this bus,
am I gonna be okay?
1434
01:04:50,321 --> 01:04:55,152
- Oh, I'm just, like, in
this fucking fantasy
1435
01:04:55,195 --> 01:04:59,069
that you know, I got
everything under control
1436
01:04:59,112 --> 01:05:01,419
and, uh, you know,
I'll... I'll be there,
1437
01:05:01,462 --> 01:05:02,637
I'll figure it out,
I'll get you snacks,
1438
01:05:02,681 --> 01:05:03,943
and I'll pack your bags,
1439
01:05:03,987 --> 01:05:05,379
and we'll go off,
I'm thinking of goin',
1440
01:05:05,423 --> 01:05:07,077
I don't know what
I'm fucking doing.
1441
01:05:07,120 --> 01:05:08,165
- Yeah.
1442
01:05:08,208 --> 01:05:10,689
Yeah, welcome to
my fucking life.
1443
01:05:10,732 --> 01:05:11,908
I... Nobody knows
what they're doing.
1444
01:05:13,866 --> 01:05:16,782
Nobody knows what they're
doing with these kids.
1445
01:05:16,825 --> 01:05:18,610
You just have to
keep doing it.
1446
01:05:20,351 --> 01:05:22,788
[SOFT CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
1447
01:05:22,831 --> 01:05:24,877
- I ran up and down the street
calling out his name.
1448
01:05:27,184 --> 01:05:29,621
I saw him from
across the street
1449
01:05:29,664 --> 01:05:31,753
as a bus passed
in front of me.
1450
01:05:31,797 --> 01:05:35,061
I ran towards him,
screaming out his name, Jesse.
1451
01:05:37,020 --> 01:05:40,066
He was mad at me,
he was scared.
1452
01:05:40,110 --> 01:05:45,854
He turned, and he walked away,
and got onto a bus.
1453
01:05:48,422 --> 01:05:54,515
I don't like feeling this,
but I feel like he's spoiled,
1454
01:05:56,561 --> 01:05:58,650
or I am.
1455
01:06:04,656 --> 01:06:06,092
[ZIPPER RUNS]
1456
01:06:06,136 --> 01:06:07,964
- I can't believe
you're doing this.
1457
01:06:11,663 --> 01:06:13,752
[JOHNNY SIGHS]
1458
01:06:15,101 --> 01:06:16,494
- I know, but I can't take
care of you right now.
1459
01:06:16,537 --> 01:06:18,017
- You can.
1460
01:06:18,061 --> 01:06:20,019
- No, but as soon as
I get done with work,
1461
01:06:20,063 --> 01:06:21,629
I'll come out to LA and...
1462
01:06:21,673 --> 01:06:23,327
And we'll do
whatever you want.
1463
01:06:23,370 --> 01:06:24,806
All right?
I'd like that?
1464
01:06:26,330 --> 01:06:32,031
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
1465
01:06:46,219 --> 01:06:48,395
- My stomach hurts.
1466
01:06:50,789 --> 01:06:51,920
- I'm sorry.
1467
01:06:53,009 --> 01:06:54,184
- I need to poop.
1468
01:06:57,491 --> 01:06:59,406
- You do?
- Right now.
1469
01:06:59,450 --> 01:07:01,408
- Really?
- I need to poop.
1470
01:07:01,452 --> 01:07:02,627
- You can't...
you can't hold it.
1471
01:07:04,150 --> 01:07:05,891
- I can't hold my poop.
1472
01:07:07,806 --> 01:07:09,938
- Okay. Um, excuse me, sir,
could you please pull over
1473
01:07:09,982 --> 01:07:11,505
at a gas station or diner?
1474
01:07:11,549 --> 01:07:12,637
Okay.
1475
01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:15,161
- Thank you.
Okay, just hold on.
1476
01:07:31,134 --> 01:07:32,526
Okay, I'll be right back.
1477
01:07:35,051 --> 01:07:36,269
Here.
1478
01:07:42,188 --> 01:07:43,450
Hey, is there a
bathroom he can use?
1479
01:07:43,494 --> 01:07:45,061
Down over there.
- Thank you.
1480
01:07:50,936 --> 01:07:52,372
Okay, hold it,
just hold, hold on.
1481
01:08:12,784 --> 01:08:13,828
You okay?
1482
01:08:13,872 --> 01:08:15,439
- No.
1483
01:08:17,093 --> 01:08:18,311
- Okay, well, hurry up,
1484
01:08:18,355 --> 01:08:19,399
'cause we got...
We gotta go to the airport.
1485
01:08:20,487 --> 01:08:21,793
No.
1486
01:08:21,836 --> 01:08:23,099
- What?
1487
01:08:24,535 --> 01:08:26,754
Are you going poop?
- No.
1488
01:08:29,409 --> 01:08:30,976
- Do you even have to
go to the bathroom?
1489
01:08:31,019 --> 01:08:33,109
Huh?
1490
01:08:33,152 --> 01:08:34,327
- No.
1491
01:08:36,547 --> 01:08:39,202
[CHUCKLING]
1492
01:08:40,507 --> 01:08:42,727
You got me. You got me.
1493
01:08:42,770 --> 01:08:44,990
You got me. You... Shit.
1494
01:08:45,033 --> 01:08:46,557
[SIGHS]
1495
01:08:48,820 --> 01:08:52,171
[CLICKS TONGUE] All right,
fun time's over, let's go.
1496
01:08:52,215 --> 01:08:53,172
Time to come out.
1497
01:08:53,216 --> 01:08:54,826
- No!
1498
01:08:54,869 --> 01:08:56,958
- Jesse, come out right now.
[DOORKNOB RATTLING]
1499
01:08:57,002 --> 01:08:58,046
- No!
1500
01:08:58,090 --> 01:08:59,657
- Jesse, come out right now!
1501
01:08:59,700 --> 01:09:02,225
- I'm sorry.
1502
01:09:02,268 --> 01:09:04,140
I'm sorry I hid,
I'm sorry I ran onto the bus,
1503
01:09:04,183 --> 01:09:06,446
I'm sorry, Johnny,
I am sorry!
1504
01:09:08,187 --> 01:09:09,449
I heard you talking
on the phone.
1505
01:09:09,493 --> 01:09:10,885
You can't take care of me.
1506
01:09:12,974 --> 01:09:14,324
I don't wanna go home.
1507
01:09:17,283 --> 01:09:19,372
My mom is just gonna
be sad about my dad
1508
01:09:19,416 --> 01:09:20,765
and my dad's
not even there.
1509
01:09:26,205 --> 01:09:27,685
[SIGHS]
1510
01:09:32,820 --> 01:09:34,561
- Okay.
1511
01:09:34,605 --> 01:09:36,476
[CHUCKLING]
1512
01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:38,130
Okay.
1513
01:09:38,174 --> 01:09:40,828
All right, just, um...
1514
01:09:40,872 --> 01:09:43,091
I'll be right back,
stay in there.
1515
01:10:26,265 --> 01:10:27,788
New Orleans is
like... Is very different.
1516
01:10:27,832 --> 01:10:30,313
You don't see it anywhere else
1517
01:10:30,356 --> 01:10:32,228
and, like, sometimes
I understand
1518
01:10:32,271 --> 01:10:33,794
why people wanna come here,
1519
01:10:33,838 --> 01:10:35,970
because it's like so beautiful
and just so different
1520
01:10:36,014 --> 01:10:37,581
to where it's, like,
1521
01:10:37,624 --> 01:10:39,800
sometimes we need something
different in our lives.
1522
01:10:39,844 --> 01:10:42,542
I feel like people are
sometimes being selfish
1523
01:10:42,586 --> 01:10:44,152
when they come here,
so they're like,
1524
01:10:44,196 --> 01:10:46,503
Oh, I wanna go see
something different,
1525
01:10:46,546 --> 01:10:48,461
but you're not takin'
in consideration
1526
01:10:48,505 --> 01:10:50,158
about where you are.
1527
01:10:50,202 --> 01:10:51,421
If they keep it up,
1528
01:10:51,464 --> 01:10:53,814
like buildin' Airbnbs
and everything,
1529
01:10:53,858 --> 01:10:55,642
all of it is gonna be gone.
1530
01:10:55,686 --> 01:10:58,254
There is not gonna
be a New Orleans,
1531
01:10:58,297 --> 01:11:01,822
but I also think that,
like, we, as people
1532
01:11:01,866 --> 01:11:04,172
and who live in New Orleans,
make it New Orleans.
1533
01:11:04,216 --> 01:11:05,173
[SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
1534
01:11:05,217 --> 01:11:06,958
- Yes.
1535
01:11:08,655 --> 01:11:09,613
Hey, how are you?
1536
01:11:09,656 --> 01:11:10,701
I'm good.
1537
01:11:10,744 --> 01:11:11,963
This is Jesse.
1538
01:11:12,006 --> 01:11:13,660
Nice meeting
you, Jesse. I'm Sunni.
1539
01:11:13,704 --> 01:11:15,271
Hey.
- Hey. Thank you for having us.
1540
01:11:15,314 --> 01:11:16,663
- Absolutely.
- Come on in, come on in.
1541
01:11:16,707 --> 01:11:18,665
-I'm excited.
- Hi, I'm Fern.
1542
01:11:18,709 --> 01:11:20,406
- Hey, how are you?
- Hey, Fern. Nice meeting you.
1543
01:11:20,450 --> 01:11:23,366
- Through this way in
the kitchen here,
1544
01:11:23,409 --> 01:11:27,761
and then there are
two rooms back here.
1545
01:11:27,805 --> 01:11:31,330
So Johnny and Jesse,
I figure, you can be here.
1546
01:11:31,374 --> 01:11:33,071
There's a bathroom...
1547
01:11:33,114 --> 01:11:36,640
[JESSE AND JOHNNY VOCALIZING]
1548
01:11:36,683 --> 01:11:39,469
- She mentioned that
she doesn't think
1549
01:11:39,512 --> 01:11:41,558
that humans are innately
violent, which I thought
1550
01:11:41,601 --> 01:11:42,602
was really interesting.
1551
01:11:42,646 --> 01:11:43,908
- Mm-hmm.
1552
01:11:43,951 --> 01:11:45,518
- Um, and she said she
thinks the violence
1553
01:11:45,562 --> 01:11:46,998
took place a long time ago.
1554
01:11:47,041 --> 01:11:48,216
- Mm-hmm.
1555
01:11:48,260 --> 01:11:49,479
- And has just been
passed down.
1556
01:11:49,522 --> 01:11:51,176
- Passed down?
Yeah. She did speak about it.
1557
01:11:51,219 --> 01:11:54,919
- And then she said that, um,
it's in people's genetic makeup.
1558
01:11:54,962 --> 01:11:57,965
But we have the power...
- There you go.
1559
01:11:58,009 --> 01:11:59,532
- ...to override that.
- Yeah.
1560
01:11:59,576 --> 01:12:00,751
- Which I was like...
- Yeah.
1561
01:12:00,794 --> 01:12:01,882
...wow!
1562
01:12:01,926 --> 01:12:03,623
I'm like, What PDFs
are you reading?
1563
01:12:03,667 --> 01:12:04,581
[ALL CHUCKLE]
1564
01:12:04,624 --> 01:12:05,712
What?
1565
01:12:05,756 --> 01:12:07,323
Yeah, can
you believe...
1566
01:12:07,366 --> 01:12:10,978
[ON TAPE] So my fears
would be like loneliness
1567
01:12:11,022 --> 01:12:14,025
and like people not
understanding you
1568
01:12:14,068 --> 01:12:16,288
even though, they're
there to understand you
1569
01:12:16,332 --> 01:12:17,420
and stuff like that.
1570
01:12:17,463 --> 01:12:18,638
It's just really scary,
1571
01:12:18,682 --> 01:12:20,205
'cause it feels like
you have nobody.
1572
01:12:22,860 --> 01:12:24,122
All right,
listen, it's lesson time.
1573
01:12:25,471 --> 01:12:29,432
So first, as the adult,
1574
01:12:32,086 --> 01:12:35,916
take time for the sad, mad,
1575
01:12:35,960 --> 01:12:39,006
or scared feelings to
work their way through.
1576
01:12:39,050 --> 01:12:42,619
How this happens will
depend on your personality.
1577
01:12:44,185 --> 01:12:46,492
Calmly invite your
child to hear you out.
1578
01:12:46,536 --> 01:12:51,889
You can try,
"Hey, I made a mistake
1579
01:12:51,932 --> 01:12:54,500
and I would like to
talk to you about that.
1580
01:12:54,544 --> 01:12:55,893
May I come in?"
1581
01:12:55,936 --> 01:12:57,895
- Sure.
1582
01:13:01,115 --> 01:13:02,900
- Try to... [MUMBLING
INDISTINCTLY]
1583
01:13:02,943 --> 01:13:05,381
Try... Try something like,
1584
01:13:07,339 --> 01:13:11,387
"Did you feel hurt that I
was gonna send you home?"
1585
01:13:13,258 --> 01:13:14,738
- Yeah, I did.
1586
01:13:16,392 --> 01:13:17,828
- Yeah.
1587
01:13:19,873 --> 01:13:22,876
Uh, then I say...
1588
01:13:26,880 --> 01:13:28,969
I feel badly about
how I behaved.
1589
01:13:30,623 --> 01:13:32,669
Are you feeling mad at me?
1590
01:13:32,712 --> 01:13:34,279
It's okay if you are
1591
01:13:34,322 --> 01:13:37,151
and I'd like to hear whatever
you're feeling and thinking.
1592
01:13:38,152 --> 01:13:40,764
- Mmm...
1593
01:13:40,807 --> 01:13:43,854
I thought that you were
being a pain in the ass.
1594
01:13:45,290 --> 01:13:46,291
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
1595
01:13:46,334 --> 01:13:47,988
- Yeah.
1596
01:13:48,032 --> 01:13:50,948
Then, I...
[CLEARS THROAT]
1597
01:13:50,991 --> 01:13:54,952
I am feeling very...
Use a feeling word.
1598
01:13:56,214 --> 01:13:58,172
[GRUNTING]
1599
01:13:58,216 --> 01:14:08,269
Shitty, stupid, totally out
of touch, and also, um, sad.
1600
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:13,884
Sorry, I shouldn't.
1601
01:14:13,927 --> 01:14:15,755
Then, from the
bottom of your heart,
1602
01:14:17,191 --> 01:14:20,151
look your child in the
eye and say you're sorry.
1603
01:14:28,376 --> 01:14:29,682
Oh, come on.
1604
01:14:29,726 --> 01:14:32,163
- Say it. [PATS ON BACK]
1605
01:14:33,207 --> 01:14:34,905
- I'm sorry.
1606
01:14:38,474 --> 01:14:40,301
- I'm sorry, too.
1607
01:14:41,564 --> 01:14:43,174
- Your mom does all this?
1608
01:14:43,217 --> 01:14:46,699
- Yeah, but she doesn't have to
read it from a stupid phone.
1609
01:14:46,743 --> 01:14:49,049
Now, no more phone
time for you.
1610
01:14:49,093 --> 01:14:51,312
No more...
No more screen time.
1611
01:14:52,618 --> 01:14:54,185
[SWITCH CLICKS]
1612
01:15:01,453 --> 01:15:03,324
Can I sleep with you?
1613
01:15:03,368 --> 01:15:04,543
- Hmm?
1614
01:15:04,587 --> 01:15:05,544
- Can I sleep with you?
1615
01:15:05,588 --> 01:15:08,199
- Yeah. Hmm.
1616
01:15:08,242 --> 01:15:10,680
[SIGHS]
1617
01:15:26,304 --> 01:15:27,479
- Can I be an orphan?
1618
01:15:27,523 --> 01:15:29,655
- Mm-hmm.
1619
01:15:29,699 --> 01:15:31,570
You okay?
1620
01:15:31,614 --> 01:15:33,354
- I just want to be the orphan.
1621
01:15:33,398 --> 01:15:35,139
- Okay.
1622
01:15:37,794 --> 01:15:40,361
- Is there anything about my
past you'd like to ask me?
1623
01:15:44,104 --> 01:15:45,715
- What was your mom like?
1624
01:15:45,758 --> 01:15:47,368
- She was nice.
1625
01:15:47,412 --> 01:15:49,153
- Hmm, yeah.
1626
01:15:51,111 --> 01:15:52,460
Do you remember her?
1627
01:15:53,766 --> 01:15:54,637
Yeah.
1628
01:15:55,551 --> 01:15:57,596
She always took baths,
1629
01:15:57,640 --> 01:16:00,120
but she'd act like she
never got to take 'em,
1630
01:16:00,164 --> 01:16:02,383
but she always took them.
1631
01:16:02,427 --> 01:16:05,299
When she'd get home from work,
she'd clean up the kitchen,
1632
01:16:05,343 --> 01:16:06,997
all bangy and loud.
1633
01:16:07,040 --> 01:16:09,303
Then I'd say, "Why are
you being so loud?"
1634
01:16:09,347 --> 01:16:10,696
"Are you mad?"
1635
01:16:10,740 --> 01:16:12,437
Then she'd say,
"I'm not being loud."
1636
01:16:12,480 --> 01:16:14,570
[JOHNNY LAUGHS]
1637
01:16:16,484 --> 01:16:19,313
She wrote books,
fiction and non-fiction.
1638
01:16:19,357 --> 01:16:21,359
[SINGING]
1639
01:16:21,402 --> 01:16:23,274
She's always
singing old songs
1640
01:16:23,317 --> 01:16:24,710
from when she was a kid.
1641
01:16:33,110 --> 01:16:34,633
And in that place,
you have...
1642
01:16:34,677 --> 01:16:36,983
She thought about
weird things, like ghosts
1643
01:16:37,027 --> 01:16:41,379
and incarnation,
all that stuff.
1644
01:16:41,422 --> 01:16:43,207
She'd loved it here.
1645
01:16:44,164 --> 01:16:46,384
She taught her classes.
1646
01:16:46,427 --> 01:16:48,081
When she was stressed out,
1647
01:16:48,125 --> 01:16:49,692
she would just cook
herself a big steak
1648
01:16:49,735 --> 01:16:51,476
and just eat it.
1649
01:16:53,434 --> 01:16:55,567
She loved hanging out
with her friends.
1650
01:16:56,873 --> 01:16:59,484
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
1651
01:16:59,527 --> 01:17:01,834
She says even though
we love each other,
1652
01:17:01,878 --> 01:17:04,794
she'll never know
everything about me
1653
01:17:04,837 --> 01:17:07,797
and I'll never know
everything about her.
1654
01:17:07,840 --> 01:17:09,625
It's just the way it is.
1655
01:17:16,719 --> 01:17:18,938
[JOHNNY GRUNTING AND KISSING]
1656
01:17:18,982 --> 01:17:20,244
[GIGGLING] Stop.
1657
01:17:20,287 --> 01:17:21,941
- Um...
- You're weird.
1658
01:17:21,985 --> 01:17:24,683
- Okay, yeah. Time to screen
time as much screen time
1659
01:17:24,727 --> 01:17:25,989
- as he wants.
- Okay.
1660
01:17:26,032 --> 01:17:27,555
- He can watch
anything he wants.
1661
01:17:27,599 --> 01:17:28,818
- All the screen time he wants.
Here, here, here, here.
1662
01:17:28,861 --> 01:17:31,037
- R-rated, anything,
anything he wants.
1663
01:17:31,081 --> 01:17:33,474
- You have to make sure
your eyelids stay open.
1664
01:17:33,518 --> 01:17:35,346
Get as much screen
time as possible.
1665
01:17:35,389 --> 01:17:37,609
- If he cries or anything,
no screen time, all right?
1666
01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:38,958
- All right.
- Yeah.
1667
01:17:39,002 --> 01:17:40,525
- Okay, that was it, that
was your screen time.
1668
01:17:40,568 --> 01:17:41,744
- Nice.
- Yeah.
1669
01:17:41,787 --> 01:17:43,571
Do you feel screenful?
1670
01:17:43,615 --> 01:17:44,616
I feel screenful.
1671
01:17:44,660 --> 01:17:45,965
- Yeah.
- Screenish.
1672
01:17:46,009 --> 01:17:48,054
- So do you feel like
adults understand
1673
01:17:48,098 --> 01:17:49,926
what kids are going through?
1674
01:17:49,969 --> 01:17:55,192
- Um, I definitely think
lots of moms do,
1675
01:17:55,235 --> 01:17:59,544
because... I think they do.
1676
01:17:59,587 --> 01:18:01,111
I'm curious,
like, you said this was
1677
01:18:01,154 --> 01:18:02,939
one of the hardest
hit areas of Katrina,
1678
01:18:02,982 --> 01:18:04,984
like, what are the
stories you've heard?
1679
01:18:05,028 --> 01:18:08,074
Um, a guy died
in this house,
1680
01:18:08,118 --> 01:18:12,035
but I like to believe
that ghosts are nice
1681
01:18:12,078 --> 01:18:14,690
and they don't try
to scare people,
1682
01:18:15,952 --> 01:18:17,910
unless that's their intention.
1683
01:18:17,954 --> 01:18:19,129
Tell me
about that, uh,
1684
01:18:19,172 --> 01:18:20,652
tattoo you've got on your arm.
1685
01:18:20,696 --> 01:18:22,741
- It is nothing.
- Oh!
1686
01:18:22,785 --> 01:18:24,047
[CHUCKLES] his is
what I... I've learned
1687
01:18:24,090 --> 01:18:25,309
about Devante so far.
1688
01:18:25,352 --> 01:18:27,267
Devante is like,
my business is mine.
1689
01:18:27,311 --> 01:18:28,878
What's about that?
1690
01:18:28,921 --> 01:18:30,096
I don't feel like talking
about that right now.
1691
01:18:30,140 --> 01:18:31,315
What's the tattoo?
1692
01:18:31,358 --> 01:18:32,229
Don't worry about
what's the tattoo.
1693
01:18:32,272 --> 01:18:33,578
You know, this kinda thing.
1694
01:18:33,621 --> 01:18:35,711
So, uh, you know, what
I appreciate about you?
1695
01:18:35,754 --> 01:18:38,975
I appreciate the
fact that you, um...
1696
01:18:39,018 --> 01:18:41,934
You hold what is
sacred, right?
1697
01:18:41,978 --> 01:18:45,764
So what do you think
happens to you after you die?
1698
01:18:45,808 --> 01:18:47,853
Well, me
and my mom are Baptists.
1699
01:18:47,897 --> 01:18:50,421
Uh, well, I would
say heaven, I feel.
1700
01:18:50,464 --> 01:18:51,814
I don't know how
it would be like,
1701
01:18:51,857 --> 01:18:55,252
but what I imagine it,
uh, I would say a meadow
1702
01:18:55,295 --> 01:18:57,863
with a one big tree,
1703
01:18:57,907 --> 01:19:01,737
and you just lay on
the grass with flowers
1704
01:19:01,780 --> 01:19:04,827
and you just stare
up into the sun
1705
01:19:04,870 --> 01:19:07,133
with a lot of
breeze, obviously.
1706
01:19:07,177 --> 01:19:08,874
You don't want it
to be too hot.
1707
01:19:08,918 --> 01:19:12,269
Yeah, that's what
I kind of imagine.
1708
01:19:12,312 --> 01:19:13,879
That's
really beautiful.
1709
01:19:15,272 --> 01:19:18,405
Do you think
that the world is fair?
1710
01:19:18,449 --> 01:19:21,582
No, nothing's
really that fair.
1711
01:19:21,626 --> 01:19:23,715
There's always gonna be, uh,
1712
01:19:23,759 --> 01:19:25,282
like, probably
gonna be more wars,
1713
01:19:25,325 --> 01:19:27,893
since there's more
things to fight about
1714
01:19:27,937 --> 01:19:32,071
if you keep on building
onto what's in the past.
1715
01:19:32,115 --> 01:19:35,727
What causes
flooding within yourself,
1716
01:19:35,771 --> 01:19:37,163
within whether
it's in your mind,
1717
01:19:37,207 --> 01:19:38,904
within your heart,
within your spirit?
1718
01:19:38,948 --> 01:19:42,429
What causes flooding,
um, within you?
1719
01:19:44,692 --> 01:19:48,740
[CHUCKLES] Um, I think
it would be, like,
1720
01:19:48,784 --> 01:19:50,916
not, like, feeling that,
1721
01:19:50,960 --> 01:19:54,137
like I said no one cares
or, like, just feeling that
1722
01:19:54,180 --> 01:19:56,313
I'm, like, alone sometimes.
1723
01:19:56,356 --> 01:19:58,750
But I know a lot
of kids are saying,
1724
01:19:58,794 --> 01:20:00,491
Oh, the world's gonna
end and all that.
1725
01:20:00,534 --> 01:20:02,275
I don't think the
world's gonna end.
1726
01:20:02,319 --> 01:20:05,452
I just think the world's
not gonna be as clean
1727
01:20:05,496 --> 01:20:07,846
as it used to be.
1728
01:20:07,890 --> 01:20:10,675
Say if your parents
were your children...
1729
01:20:11,676 --> 01:20:13,286
[CHUCKLES]
1730
01:20:13,330 --> 01:20:15,941
What's something you
would want them to learn?
1731
01:20:15,985 --> 01:20:17,900
What's something
you would teach 'em?
1732
01:20:17,943 --> 01:20:22,339
Not to be selfish, not
to be bad, and not to...
1733
01:20:22,382 --> 01:20:25,255
And not to disrespect,
and not to have...
1734
01:20:27,039 --> 01:20:29,215
And to have close feelings
1735
01:20:29,259 --> 01:20:31,652
for your friends,
your parents,
1736
01:20:31,696 --> 01:20:36,919
and not to be...
1737
01:20:36,962 --> 01:20:39,573
if I were the one to be a lead.
1738
01:20:43,403 --> 01:20:45,536
- If you could change one
thing about yourself,
1739
01:20:45,579 --> 01:20:47,581
what would it be?
1740
01:20:49,627 --> 01:20:51,672
- My attitude.
1741
01:20:51,716 --> 01:20:53,326
- [CHUCKLES] Hey, what's
wrong with your attitude?
1742
01:20:53,370 --> 01:20:54,806
You seem like you have
a great attitude.
1743
01:20:54,850 --> 01:20:56,068
What would you change
about yourself?
1744
01:20:56,112 --> 01:20:58,854
My anger.
1745
01:20:58,897 --> 01:21:00,725
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
1746
01:21:03,467 --> 01:21:06,905
There, colors,
sensations, and sounds
1747
01:21:06,949 --> 01:21:09,212
will wash over
you constantly.
1748
01:21:09,255 --> 01:21:12,389
You will see so
many living things.
1749
01:21:12,432 --> 01:21:13,564
Hey.
1750
01:21:13,607 --> 01:21:14,608
Hey, what's up?
1751
01:21:14,652 --> 01:21:15,653
[JOHNNY GRUNTING]
1752
01:21:15,696 --> 01:21:16,915
Beyond imagining...
1753
01:21:16,959 --> 01:21:18,395
- How's it going?
- Sensations and sounds...
1754
01:21:18,438 --> 01:21:19,526
- Thank you.
1755
01:21:19,570 --> 01:21:20,745
- ...will wash over
you constantly.
1756
01:21:20,788 --> 01:21:21,746
No problem.
1757
01:21:21,789 --> 01:21:23,487
- Hey. You're good?
1758
01:21:23,530 --> 01:21:24,792
- Yeah.
- I'm sorry.
1759
01:21:24,836 --> 01:21:25,881
- Yeah.
- What happened?
1760
01:21:25,924 --> 01:21:27,273
- No. It's okay.
1761
01:21:27,317 --> 01:21:28,622
He just... There
were some tears...
1762
01:21:28,666 --> 01:21:29,885
- Why?
1763
01:21:29,928 --> 01:21:31,234
- ...we ran out of snacks,
1764
01:21:31,277 --> 01:21:32,365
the iPad died, it was
like thing after thing.
1765
01:21:32,409 --> 01:21:33,366
We only have raisins left.
1766
01:21:33,410 --> 01:21:35,151
- Shit.
- We don't like raisins.
1767
01:21:35,194 --> 01:21:36,543
- I didn't plan well,
I'm so sorry.
1768
01:21:36,587 --> 01:21:38,806
- No, don't cuss.
- Hey, sorry.
1769
01:21:38,850 --> 01:21:40,025
- It's fine.
- You all right?
1770
01:21:40,069 --> 01:21:41,374
- Yeah, I'm gonna
go find Maurice.
1771
01:21:41,418 --> 01:21:42,680
- Okay.
- And I'll be back.
1772
01:21:42,723 --> 01:21:44,073
- Thanks, Fern.
1773
01:21:45,901 --> 01:21:47,903
- Hey.
- Hey.
1774
01:21:47,946 --> 01:21:49,730
- You okay?
- I'm embarrassed.
1775
01:21:49,774 --> 01:21:51,819
- You're embarrassed?
- That I cried.
1776
01:21:51,863 --> 01:21:54,605
- You're embarrassed that you
cried, don't be embarrassed.
1777
01:21:54,648 --> 01:21:56,737
- Because I don't
usually cry that much.
1778
01:21:56,781 --> 01:21:58,130
- Huh?
1779
01:21:58,174 --> 01:21:59,958
- I don't usually
cry that much.
1780
01:22:00,002 --> 01:22:01,264
- It's okay.
1781
01:22:03,831 --> 01:22:05,311
[CHUCKLES] It's all right.
1782
01:22:05,355 --> 01:22:06,922
You mad at me?
1783
01:22:08,140 --> 01:22:10,012
- Mmm-mmm.
1784
01:22:10,055 --> 01:22:12,753
Can you finish that book?
1785
01:22:14,016 --> 01:22:16,018
- Yeah.
- Please.
1786
01:22:25,027 --> 01:22:26,637
- To visit planet Earth,
1787
01:22:26,680 --> 01:22:29,118
you will have to be
born as a human child.
1788
01:22:30,902 --> 01:22:34,079
At first, you'll have to
learn to use your new body,
1789
01:22:34,123 --> 01:22:38,127
to move your arms and legs,
to pull yourself upright.
1790
01:22:41,304 --> 01:22:45,221
You will learn to walk
and run, to use your hands
1791
01:22:45,264 --> 01:22:49,094
to make sounds
and form words.
1792
01:22:49,138 --> 01:22:51,967
Slowly, you will learn
to take care of yourself.
1793
01:22:53,272 --> 01:22:55,796
Here, it is still
and peaceful,
1794
01:22:55,840 --> 01:22:58,234
but there, the
colors, sensations,
1795
01:22:58,277 --> 01:23:01,019
and sounds will wash
over you constantly.
1796
01:23:02,455 --> 01:23:04,805
You will see so
many living things,
1797
01:23:04,849 --> 01:23:07,895
plants and animals,
beyond imagining.
1798
01:23:09,071 --> 01:23:11,116
Here, it is always the same,
1799
01:23:11,160 --> 01:23:13,771
but there, everything
is in motion,
1800
01:23:13,814 --> 01:23:16,469
everything is
always changing.
1801
01:23:18,254 --> 01:23:20,560
You will be plunged into
Earth's river of time.
1802
01:23:22,040 --> 01:23:24,260
There will be so
much for you to learn
1803
01:23:25,696 --> 01:23:28,699
and so much for you to feel,
1804
01:23:28,742 --> 01:23:34,226
pleasure and fear,
joy and disappointment,
1805
01:23:34,270 --> 01:23:36,881
sadness and wonder.
1806
01:23:39,188 --> 01:23:42,191
In your confusion
and delight,
1807
01:23:42,234 --> 01:23:44,454
you will forget
where you came from.
1808
01:23:46,108 --> 01:23:49,589
You will grow up,
travel, and work.
1809
01:23:50,982 --> 01:23:52,679
Perhaps, you'll
have children,
1810
01:23:52,723 --> 01:23:54,551
even grandchildren
of your own.
1811
01:23:55,943 --> 01:23:57,684
Over the years, you will
try to make sense
1812
01:23:57,728 --> 01:24:02,124
of that happy,
sad, full, empty,
1813
01:24:02,167 --> 01:24:04,474
always-shifting
life you're in.
1814
01:24:05,953 --> 01:24:08,086
And when the time comes
to return to your star,
1815
01:24:09,348 --> 01:24:11,698
it may be hard
to say "goodbye"
1816
01:24:11,742 --> 01:24:14,614
to that strangely
beautiful world.
1817
01:24:16,312 --> 01:24:17,617
Damn this book.
1818
01:24:17,661 --> 01:24:19,358
- You're crying.
1819
01:24:19,402 --> 01:24:20,577
- No, I'm not.
1820
01:24:20,620 --> 01:24:21,969
- Yes, you are.
1821
01:24:23,406 --> 01:24:25,886
You're definitely cry...
See, you're cry...
1822
01:24:25,930 --> 01:24:26,974
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
1823
01:24:27,018 --> 01:24:28,628
- No, it's just...
It's true.
1824
01:24:29,673 --> 01:24:31,240
We forget everything.
1825
01:24:32,719 --> 01:24:34,852
- No, I don't, you do.
You're stupid.
1826
01:24:36,549 --> 01:24:39,074
- Yeah, you'll barely
remember this.
1827
01:24:39,117 --> 01:24:42,251
You'll have, like, a few
blurry memories
1828
01:24:42,294 --> 01:24:44,166
of this whole trip.
1829
01:24:44,209 --> 01:24:46,429
That's...
That's very stupid.
1830
01:24:46,472 --> 01:24:48,953
You're just the
stupidest, stupid person.
1831
01:24:48,996 --> 01:24:50,346
[CHUCKLES]
1832
01:24:50,389 --> 01:24:53,610
Ever. And, like, you have
the lesser brain capacity
1833
01:24:53,653 --> 01:24:56,395
than an actual
deceased dead person.
1834
01:24:56,439 --> 01:24:58,136
[JOHNNY CHUCKLING]
1835
01:24:58,180 --> 01:25:01,705
[BOTH LAUGHING]
1836
01:25:01,748 --> 01:25:03,794
[ON PHONE]
So eating steaks,
1837
01:25:03,837 --> 01:25:05,404
I know this and...
1838
01:25:05,448 --> 01:25:06,797
- Oh!
1839
01:25:06,840 --> 01:25:09,060
- You used to give mom
so much shit about that.
1840
01:25:09,104 --> 01:25:10,409
- [CHUCKLING]
I did, didn't I?
1841
01:25:10,453 --> 01:25:11,845
- I can't fucking believe it.
1842
01:25:11,889 --> 01:25:13,804
- Yes, I am. God, that little
shit needs to learn
1843
01:25:13,847 --> 01:25:15,240
how to keep secrets.
1844
01:25:15,284 --> 01:25:16,415
- Uh-huh?
1845
01:25:16,459 --> 01:25:17,721
- Uh-huh.
1846
01:25:17,764 --> 01:25:19,114
Why are you still up?
1847
01:25:19,157 --> 01:25:25,772
- Good question. I'm so
exhausted I can't sleep.
1848
01:25:25,816 --> 01:25:28,427
I just... I'm gonna
tell you something
1849
01:25:28,471 --> 01:25:30,777
that as a mother you won't
be able to understand,
1850
01:25:30,821 --> 01:25:32,475
but you're gonna
have to trust me.
1851
01:25:32,518 --> 01:25:35,826
Taking care of him and working
at the same time is...
1852
01:25:35,869 --> 01:25:37,915
- Yeah.
- ...a little too much.
1853
01:25:37,958 --> 01:25:40,004
It just takes a
lot out of you.
1854
01:25:40,047 --> 01:25:42,049
[VIV CHUCKLING]
1855
01:25:42,093 --> 01:25:44,922
So tomorrow, I'm gonna
take him to a parade
1856
01:25:44,965 --> 01:25:46,315
that Sunni told me about.
1857
01:25:47,272 --> 01:25:48,839
- You're doing so good.
1858
01:25:50,188 --> 01:25:52,321
Yeah, he's
been such a trouper,
1859
01:25:52,364 --> 01:25:53,931
I feel like I owe
him a good time.
1860
01:25:53,974 --> 01:25:56,934
[BAND PLAYING UPBEAT MUSIC]
1861
01:25:59,719 --> 01:26:03,506
Even though, he, um, keeps
asking me why we don't talk.
1862
01:26:03,549 --> 01:26:05,551
- Oh!
1863
01:26:06,944 --> 01:26:09,555
Cool. I like this kid.
1864
01:26:09,599 --> 01:26:11,818
And what do you say?
1865
01:26:11,862 --> 01:26:13,516
[CHUCKLES]
1866
01:26:13,559 --> 01:26:15,648
- Apparently, some bullshit.
1867
01:26:15,692 --> 01:26:18,173
He didn't let you get
away with that, did he?
1868
01:26:19,348 --> 01:26:20,740
No.
1869
01:26:20,784 --> 01:26:23,178
I just don't know
what to do anymore.
1870
01:26:23,221 --> 01:26:25,310
I'll probably run out
of bullshit I guess.
1871
01:26:27,225 --> 01:26:32,056
- Well, you could
tell him the truth.
1872
01:26:32,099 --> 01:26:33,536
That sounds fun.
1873
01:26:33,579 --> 01:26:35,059
Just tell your 9-year-old
the truth. What...
1874
01:26:35,102 --> 01:26:36,408
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
1875
01:26:36,452 --> 01:26:38,149
Which... Which part?
1876
01:26:38,193 --> 01:26:40,151
That I...
1877
01:26:42,545 --> 01:26:44,155
messed up with you and Paul,
that I got in the middle
1878
01:26:44,199 --> 01:26:45,591
of something I
didn't understand?
1879
01:26:45,635 --> 01:26:47,724
That part?
1880
01:26:49,639 --> 01:26:51,641
- Oh, yeah, that's good.
1881
01:26:51,684 --> 01:26:54,165
That's... That's a
really good start.
1882
01:26:54,209 --> 01:26:57,342
[BAND CONTINUES PLAYING]
1883
01:26:57,386 --> 01:27:01,085
- Or was it when Mom
died, we got in...
1884
01:27:01,128 --> 01:27:03,479
into all that weird
shit when Mom died.
1885
01:27:03,522 --> 01:27:05,176
[CHUCKLES] That part?
1886
01:27:08,223 --> 01:27:11,008
- You mean, like all
that weird shit
1887
01:27:11,051 --> 01:27:14,229
of our entire lives?
That stuff?
1888
01:27:14,272 --> 01:27:17,057
Yeah,
our entire lives.
1889
01:27:19,016 --> 01:27:21,975
Or was it when Louisa left me
1890
01:27:22,019 --> 01:27:26,850
and everything just exploded.
1891
01:27:29,592 --> 01:27:32,159
- You know, that's the first
time you've said that.
1892
01:27:32,203 --> 01:27:34,292
- Yeah, which part?
1893
01:27:34,336 --> 01:27:36,990
- All of it.
1894
01:27:37,034 --> 01:27:44,171
[BAND CONTINUES PLAYING]
1895
01:27:57,315 --> 01:27:59,274
- Johnny.
1896
01:28:01,363 --> 01:28:03,103
Johnny. Johnny, Johnny!
1897
01:28:03,147 --> 01:28:04,148
[CROWD CHEERING]
1898
01:28:04,191 --> 01:28:05,758
Johnny.
1899
01:28:06,672 --> 01:28:07,847
- I'm okay.
You okay?
1900
01:28:07,891 --> 01:28:09,719
Are you all right?
- Uh, I'm okay.
1901
01:28:09,762 --> 01:28:10,981
- Johnny.
- I'm okay.
1902
01:28:11,024 --> 01:28:12,330
- Stop, Johnny! Johnny!
1903
01:28:12,374 --> 01:28:13,853
- Whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa.
1904
01:28:13,897 --> 01:28:15,246
- Take it slow.
Take it slow.
1905
01:28:15,290 --> 01:28:16,334
- It's okay, it's okay.
- Okay.
1906
01:28:16,378 --> 01:28:18,162
It's okay.
1907
01:28:26,605 --> 01:28:27,824
- Did I drop you?
1908
01:28:27,867 --> 01:28:29,695
- I jumped.
1909
01:28:29,739 --> 01:28:32,394
- Okay, good move.
1910
01:28:32,437 --> 01:28:33,612
I don't know what that was.
1911
01:28:33,656 --> 01:28:35,788
- You fainted.
1912
01:28:35,832 --> 01:28:37,529
- What?
1913
01:28:49,585 --> 01:28:51,761
Okay, I fainted.
1914
01:28:57,070 --> 01:28:59,595
Uh, maybe we shouldn't
talk about it with anyone,
1915
01:28:59,638 --> 01:29:02,598
'cause it's embarrassing.
1916
01:29:02,641 --> 01:29:04,339
- It's not embarrassing!
1917
01:29:08,343 --> 01:29:10,301
- That must have been
scary for you.
1918
01:29:12,477 --> 01:29:13,913
- Nah-uh.
1919
01:29:15,088 --> 01:29:16,481
- No, really?
1920
01:29:16,525 --> 01:29:18,135
- I was fine.
1921
01:29:21,791 --> 01:29:23,575
- I don't think I was fine
1922
01:29:23,619 --> 01:29:25,751
and I don't think
you were fine.
1923
01:29:27,536 --> 01:29:29,015
[SIGHS]
1924
01:29:33,933 --> 01:29:35,979
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
1925
01:29:36,022 --> 01:29:38,460
- We have a zone of resiliency.
1926
01:29:38,503 --> 01:29:41,724
When we're out of the
zone, we can meditate.
1927
01:29:41,767 --> 01:29:44,161
Just think of something
that can bring you joy.
1928
01:29:45,292 --> 01:29:46,381
When you're stressed out,
1929
01:29:46,424 --> 01:29:48,513
you can use some of
these techniques.
1930
01:29:48,557 --> 01:29:51,951
Shoulder-tapping,
rock-tossing.
1931
01:29:54,345 --> 01:29:56,565
Finger-touching.
1932
01:30:00,351 --> 01:30:02,919
Or mindful breathing.
1933
01:30:04,355 --> 01:30:06,009
[TAKING DEEP BREATHS]
1934
01:30:12,058 --> 01:30:17,455
And, or you can
just shake it off...
1935
01:30:17,499 --> 01:30:19,457
[GRUNTING]
1936
01:30:19,501 --> 01:30:22,634
[CHUCKLES] Yeah.
1937
01:30:23,766 --> 01:30:26,812
- That's amazing. Thank you.
1938
01:30:35,038 --> 01:30:36,474
Do you think we're alike?
1939
01:30:39,477 --> 01:30:41,348
- God, no.
1940
01:30:43,438 --> 01:30:44,830
- Yeah, we are.
1941
01:30:46,789 --> 01:30:48,051
- We are, we are.
1942
01:30:48,094 --> 01:30:49,922
- No, we are not.
No, we are not.
1943
01:30:49,966 --> 01:30:51,968
- Yeah, we are.
- No, we're not.
1944
01:30:52,011 --> 01:30:54,710
No, we are not!
1945
01:30:54,753 --> 01:30:56,146
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
1946
01:30:56,189 --> 01:30:57,190
- Well, I wanna be.
1947
01:30:57,234 --> 01:30:59,976
- I don't faint like you do.
1948
01:31:00,019 --> 01:31:02,631
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
1949
01:31:04,284 --> 01:31:05,808
[ON TAPE] But I know
a lot of kids are saying,
1950
01:31:05,851 --> 01:31:07,897
Oh, the world's gonna
end and all that.
1951
01:31:07,940 --> 01:31:09,507
I don't think the
world's gonna end.
1952
01:31:09,551 --> 01:31:12,945
I just think the world's
not gonna be as clean
1953
01:31:12,989 --> 01:31:16,645
or as easy to get around
or easy to breathe
1954
01:31:16,688 --> 01:31:18,298
or easy stuff like that.
1955
01:31:18,342 --> 01:31:21,650
[ON TAPE] Yeah.
Thank you so much.
1956
01:31:21,693 --> 01:31:22,868
This was really fun.
1957
01:31:29,396 --> 01:31:31,921
[CLEARS THROAT]
1958
01:31:31,964 --> 01:31:33,531
[EXHALES]
1959
01:31:33,575 --> 01:31:36,229
- Have you ever thought
about the future?
1960
01:31:36,273 --> 01:31:39,058
Oh... [CLEARS THROAT]
1961
01:31:39,102 --> 01:31:40,756
[DEEPENS VOICE] Have you ever
thought about the future?
1962
01:31:40,799 --> 01:31:42,540
Uh, yeah.
1963
01:31:42,584 --> 01:31:46,805
Uh, whatever you plan on
happening, never happens.
1964
01:31:46,849 --> 01:31:49,765
Stuff you would never
think of happens.
1965
01:31:51,288 --> 01:31:54,030
So you just have to...
you have to come on,
1966
01:31:54,073 --> 01:31:58,251
come on, come on,
come on, come on,
1967
01:31:58,295 --> 01:32:01,037
come on, come on, come on,
1968
01:32:01,080 --> 01:32:05,041
come on, come on,
come on, come on.
1969
01:32:05,084 --> 01:32:07,217
[JESSE CHUCKLING]
1970
01:32:07,260 --> 01:32:09,524
[ON PHONE]
Uh, so he slept.
1971
01:32:09,567 --> 01:32:11,177
He slept for two
whole nights
1972
01:32:11,221 --> 01:32:13,179
and he's responding
to his meds,
1973
01:32:13,223 --> 01:32:15,747
so the doctor said he
can do outpatient care.
1974
01:32:15,791 --> 01:32:17,488
He just told me
he can go home.
1975
01:32:17,532 --> 01:32:19,359
- He did?
- Yeah.
1976
01:32:20,447 --> 01:32:23,189
- Wow. Um...
1977
01:32:23,233 --> 01:32:25,278
And how are you?
You doin' all right?
1978
01:32:25,322 --> 01:32:26,584
[SCOFFS]
1979
01:32:26,628 --> 01:32:29,326
- I don't know. Yeah, just fine.
1980
01:32:30,414 --> 01:32:32,416
[SIGHS]
1981
01:32:32,459 --> 01:32:34,810
- Um, you wanna
tell Jesse now?
1982
01:32:35,941 --> 01:32:38,596
- Yeah.
1983
01:32:38,640 --> 01:32:40,729
Johnny, thank you so much.
1984
01:32:40,772 --> 01:32:42,644
- Okay.
1985
01:32:42,687 --> 01:32:44,559
Jesse, it's your mom.
1986
01:32:47,736 --> 01:32:49,607
- Hello.
1987
01:32:49,651 --> 01:32:51,566
Hi, sweetie,
how are you?
1988
01:32:51,609 --> 01:32:52,610
- I'm good.
1989
01:32:52,654 --> 01:32:53,959
- Oh, good.
1990
01:32:54,003 --> 01:32:57,049
So listen, your dad's
doing so much better.
1991
01:32:57,093 --> 01:32:59,312
The doctors are gonna
keep helping him,
1992
01:32:59,356 --> 01:33:01,837
but they thought he was
well enough to go home.
1993
01:33:01,880 --> 01:33:04,491
So I'm gonna come
get you, okay?
1994
01:33:04,535 --> 01:33:06,189
I'm just driving Moses home
1995
01:33:06,232 --> 01:33:08,626
and then I'm gonna be on the
first flight out tomorrow.
1996
01:33:08,670 --> 01:33:11,847
Oh, I'm so excited, I can't
wait to see you.
1997
01:33:11,890 --> 01:33:14,414
- Yep.
1998
01:33:14,458 --> 01:33:16,634
- Jesse?
- Oh, take the phone,
1999
01:33:16,678 --> 01:33:17,853
take the phone,
take the phone!
2000
01:33:17,896 --> 01:33:19,898
- Jesse. Sweetie,
are you there?
2001
01:33:21,683 --> 01:33:23,336
Jesse?
2002
01:33:25,338 --> 01:33:30,517
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
2003
01:33:54,454 --> 01:33:56,892
- You don't have to
follow me everywhere.
2004
01:33:56,935 --> 01:33:59,024
- Come on, man.
2005
01:34:03,246 --> 01:34:06,379
- [SIGHS] I'm fine.
2006
01:34:06,423 --> 01:34:08,207
- Oh, yeah?
2007
01:34:08,251 --> 01:34:10,775
You can be not fine.
2008
01:34:13,038 --> 01:34:14,692
- But I'm fine.
2009
01:34:14,736 --> 01:34:17,782
- Okay, you know, when
you're not in your zone,
2010
01:34:17,826 --> 01:34:21,873
like, your zone of
resiliency, it's...
2011
01:34:21,917 --> 01:34:25,007
It's okay to not
be fine, you know?
2012
01:34:25,050 --> 01:34:27,662
Like, you can be...
2013
01:34:27,705 --> 01:34:31,404
you know, angry,
and... and sad,
2014
01:34:31,448 --> 01:34:34,233
and... and lost, and confused,
2015
01:34:34,277 --> 01:34:36,540
and that's okay.
2016
01:34:36,583 --> 01:34:39,195
- But I'm fine!
2017
01:34:39,238 --> 01:34:41,458
- Okay, but if you're
ever not fine,
2018
01:34:41,501 --> 01:34:44,069
you can kick the air,
you can throw a fit,
2019
01:34:44,113 --> 01:34:45,592
you can yell,
2020
01:34:45,636 --> 01:34:47,464
and it would be okay.
2021
01:34:47,507 --> 01:34:48,683
- [LOUDLY] I'm fine!
2022
01:34:48,726 --> 01:34:49,466
- It'd be a totally
reasonable response!
2023
01:34:49,509 --> 01:34:50,423
It'd be reasonable!
2024
01:34:50,467 --> 01:34:52,599
You're not fine.
2025
01:34:52,643 --> 01:34:54,079
- [LOUDLY] I'm fine!
2026
01:34:55,777 --> 01:34:57,387
- [YELLING] Yeah, I'm not fine!
2027
01:34:57,430 --> 01:34:59,041
- I'm fine!
2028
01:34:59,084 --> 01:35:03,132
- I'm not fine and that's a
totally reasonable response!
2029
01:35:05,961 --> 01:35:06,918
[IN NORMAL TONE]
Come on, man.
2030
01:35:06,962 --> 01:35:07,789
[JESSE SCREAMING]
2031
01:35:07,832 --> 01:35:09,529
-Yeah.
2032
01:35:11,183 --> 01:35:13,055
- I'm not fine!
- Yeah.
2033
01:35:13,098 --> 01:35:15,710
- And that is a totally
reasonable response!
2034
01:35:15,753 --> 01:35:19,191
- Yeah. This is fucked up
and that makes sense!
2035
01:35:19,235 --> 01:35:22,368
- This is fucked up
and that makes sense!
2036
01:35:22,412 --> 01:35:25,458
- [SHOUTS] How could this being
so fucked up make sense?
2037
01:35:25,502 --> 01:35:27,634
- It's fucked!
2038
01:35:27,678 --> 01:35:30,594
[BOTH SCREAMING]
2039
01:35:30,637 --> 01:35:33,858
[SCREAMING]
2040
01:35:33,902 --> 01:35:39,255
[BOTH SCREAMING]
2041
01:35:39,298 --> 01:35:43,172
[BOTH GRUNTING]
2042
01:35:47,089 --> 01:35:48,568
Yeah.
2043
01:35:48,612 --> 01:35:50,222
[GRUNTING]
2044
01:35:50,266 --> 01:35:53,704
[BOTH SCREAMING]
2045
01:35:55,619 --> 01:35:57,360
Are you laughing or crying?
I can't... I can't tell.
2046
01:35:57,403 --> 01:35:58,840
I wanna have the
appropriate reaction.
2047
01:36:02,191 --> 01:36:03,845
Hey, man, come here.
2048
01:36:05,890 --> 01:36:07,022
Let me...
Let me look at you.
2049
01:36:07,065 --> 01:36:08,414
- Mm.
- Are you laughing?
2050
01:36:08,458 --> 01:36:09,720
Is that a smile?
2051
01:36:09,764 --> 01:36:11,591
Is that your big
stupid smile?
2052
01:36:20,862 --> 01:36:22,472
- Are you all right?
- Yeah.
2053
01:36:22,515 --> 01:36:24,039
- All right.
2054
01:36:25,040 --> 01:36:26,519
- Are you gonna faint?
2055
01:36:26,563 --> 01:36:29,305
- No.
2056
01:36:29,348 --> 01:36:31,742
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
2057
01:36:31,786 --> 01:36:36,312
I got my shoulder-touching,
finger-tapping, rock-throwing.
2058
01:36:36,355 --> 01:36:37,879
Why are you throwing
rocks, by the way?
2059
01:36:39,706 --> 01:36:42,361
Do you think I'm gonna
be like my dad when I'm older?
2060
01:36:43,798 --> 01:36:45,930
- I think you have
it better, Jesse.
2061
01:36:45,974 --> 01:36:47,889
- Why?
2062
01:36:47,932 --> 01:36:51,762
- 'Cause you are just...
I don't know.
2063
01:36:51,806 --> 01:36:53,024
You know yourself more,
2064
01:36:53,068 --> 01:36:56,114
you're able to like
express yourself
2065
01:36:56,158 --> 01:36:58,551
and your feeling, that's
what your mom taught you.
2066
01:36:58,595 --> 01:37:02,991
So you are way ahead of
the game, believe me.
2067
01:37:04,470 --> 01:37:05,820
Means you're looking better.
2068
01:37:13,131 --> 01:37:14,785
- Lots of blah, blah, blah.
2069
01:37:14,829 --> 01:37:17,092
- Lots of blah, blah, blah.
2070
01:37:17,135 --> 01:37:21,487
- Be funny, comma,
when you can, period.
2071
01:37:21,531 --> 01:37:22,880
- What's that?
2072
01:37:22,924 --> 01:37:24,534
- My dad used to
say that to me.
2073
01:37:24,577 --> 01:37:25,491
- Really?
2074
01:37:25,535 --> 01:37:26,884
- Yeah.
2075
01:37:26,928 --> 01:37:28,494
- That's funny.
2076
01:37:30,540 --> 01:37:31,671
Hi!
2077
01:37:31,715 --> 01:37:32,585
Mama!
2078
01:37:32,629 --> 01:37:34,022
[SCREAMING]
2079
01:37:42,769 --> 01:37:46,904
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]
2080
01:37:46,948 --> 01:37:48,079
- Hi.
- Hi.
2081
01:37:48,123 --> 01:37:51,082
- Hi.
- Hi, hi, hi.
2082
01:37:51,126 --> 01:37:52,518
- Hi.
- Oh.
2083
01:37:57,219 --> 01:37:59,395
Hey. Hey.
2084
01:38:01,788 --> 01:38:06,315
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]
2085
01:38:06,358 --> 01:38:09,971
...two, three...
2086
01:38:11,450 --> 01:38:17,979
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
2087
01:38:21,112 --> 01:38:23,419
[JESSE CHUCKLING]
2088
01:38:23,462 --> 01:38:25,247
- Bye, you guys.
- Bye.
2089
01:38:25,290 --> 01:38:27,510
So he needs a lot of
protein with every meal
2090
01:38:27,553 --> 01:38:30,600
and no screen time
on the weekdays.
2091
01:38:30,643 --> 01:38:33,864
Weekends, one hour a day
and that's it, all right?
2092
01:38:33,908 --> 01:38:35,126
- Bye.
2093
01:38:40,349 --> 01:38:41,393
- I love you.
2094
01:38:42,525 --> 01:38:43,918
- I love you.
2095
01:39:10,596 --> 01:39:12,555
[ON TAPE] Have you ever
thought about the future?
2096
01:39:12,598 --> 01:39:15,993
[DEEPENED VOICE] Have you ever
thought about the future?
2097
01:39:16,037 --> 01:39:17,603
Uh, yeah.
2098
01:39:17,647 --> 01:39:19,649
Uh, whatever you
plan on happening,
2099
01:39:19,692 --> 01:39:21,912
never happens.
2100
01:39:21,956 --> 01:39:25,307
Stuff you would never
think of happens.
2101
01:39:25,350 --> 01:39:28,484
So you just have to...
You have to come on,
2102
01:39:28,527 --> 01:39:31,574
come on, come on,
come on, come on,
2103
01:39:31,617 --> 01:39:35,708
come on, come on,
come on, come on.
2104
01:39:35,752 --> 01:39:38,711
[JESSE CHUCKLES]
2105
01:39:38,755 --> 01:39:41,845
Johnny, Johnny, Johnny,
Johnny, Johnny, Johnny.
2106
01:39:43,412 --> 01:39:44,979
Johnny is a bit strange.
2107
01:39:47,720 --> 01:39:49,940
Um, he's really fun.
2108
01:39:52,508 --> 01:39:53,900
He makes me laugh.
2109
01:39:55,728 --> 01:39:57,600
He's really funny
when he wrestles.
2110
01:39:57,643 --> 01:39:59,602
[JOHNNY CHUCKLES]
2111
01:39:59,645 --> 01:40:01,778
He might be my best friend,
2112
01:40:03,301 --> 01:40:05,564
'cause he only has
only has two... two...
2113
01:40:05,608 --> 01:40:07,566
He only has two friends,
2114
01:40:07,610 --> 01:40:09,742
but he might be
my best friend.
2115
01:40:09,786 --> 01:40:11,918
I don't know.
2116
01:40:16,053 --> 01:40:18,316
Blah, bablah, blah, blah.
2117
01:40:21,102 --> 01:40:23,234
- I would say so blah, blah,
2118
01:40:23,278 --> 01:40:25,889
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
2119
01:40:25,932 --> 01:40:28,283
[SIGHS]
2120
01:40:28,326 --> 01:40:30,459
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
2121
01:40:32,983 --> 01:40:34,289
- You ready?
2122
01:40:35,942 --> 01:40:40,556
[ON TAPE] Hey, Jesse,
this is Mozart,
2123
01:40:40,599 --> 01:40:44,516
your intense and overly
emotional uncle.
2124
01:40:46,214 --> 01:40:50,392
When I woke up, you were
blaring crazy opera music.
2125
01:40:52,089 --> 01:40:55,919
I was surprised that
your mom had left,
2126
01:40:57,442 --> 01:40:59,401
but you didn't seem
bothered about it.
2127
01:41:00,271 --> 01:41:02,752
You just pretty much...
2128
01:41:02,795 --> 01:41:04,754
[SIGHS]
2129
01:41:04,797 --> 01:41:07,017
...accepted me.
2130
01:41:07,061 --> 01:41:09,019
I showed you my recorder,
2131
01:41:09,063 --> 01:41:11,282
but you didn't want
to be interviewed.
2132
01:41:11,326 --> 01:41:14,459
You recorded the beach,
the sounds of the city.
2133
01:41:14,503 --> 01:41:16,679
I had to go back to New York
2134
01:41:16,722 --> 01:41:18,376
and I asked you
to come with me,
2135
01:41:18,420 --> 01:41:21,510
and you just said,
I'd love that.
2136
01:41:21,553 --> 01:41:22,902
And you couldn't sleep,
2137
01:41:22,946 --> 01:41:25,340
and you were just
talking a mile a minute,
2138
01:41:25,383 --> 01:41:27,168
and you had so many
things to say,
2139
01:41:27,211 --> 01:41:28,473
and what about approaches,
2140
01:41:28,517 --> 01:41:29,779
and how to record...
2141
01:41:29,822 --> 01:41:32,390
And I could never
actually stop you,
2142
01:41:32,434 --> 01:41:36,742
and then I kept trying,
and I wish I wouldn't have.
2143
01:41:36,786 --> 01:41:39,789
Now I wanna hear all
of your crazy thoughts
2144
01:41:39,832 --> 01:41:41,269
and cool ideas.
2145
01:41:42,922 --> 01:41:46,230
And then we were in bed,
you asked...
2146
01:41:46,274 --> 01:41:48,580
- Are you gonna
remember any of this?
2147
01:41:50,582 --> 01:41:54,020
[HESITATES]
Uhm, What do you mean?
2148
01:41:57,198 --> 01:41:59,852
And that's, like,
our awesome sleepovers.
2149
01:42:01,941 --> 01:42:04,074
- And you said you
won't remember it.
2150
01:42:04,118 --> 01:42:07,164
No, I said,
"You won't remember it."
2151
01:42:07,208 --> 01:42:08,774
I'll remember it.
2152
01:42:10,733 --> 01:42:12,952
- I won't remember?
2153
01:42:14,650 --> 01:42:18,958
I said,
I hope you do,
2154
01:42:20,917 --> 01:42:24,529
and you got so upset,
2155
01:42:24,573 --> 01:42:28,054
and I said,
2156
01:42:28,098 --> 01:42:33,712
I'll remind you
of everything.
2157
01:42:38,369 --> 01:42:45,681
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
2158
01:42:50,251 --> 01:42:56,170
[BIRDS CHIRPING]
2159
01:42:57,780 --> 01:43:02,785
[WAVES CRASHING]
2160
01:43:04,743 --> 01:43:07,877
Do you think it's easy
to understand your feelings?
2161
01:43:07,920 --> 01:43:10,314
Like, do you have access
to... To what you feel or...
2162
01:43:10,358 --> 01:43:13,317
Hmm, the only
thing that I do have
2163
01:43:13,361 --> 01:43:14,971
is that I know that I'm safe.
2164
01:43:16,059 --> 01:43:17,321
- That's beautiful.
- Hmm.
2165
01:43:17,365 --> 01:43:20,063
- Uh, what... What
makes you feel safe?
2166
01:43:20,106 --> 01:43:22,152
- I'm in a home where
people care about me.
2167
01:43:22,196 --> 01:43:24,459
And I have friends
that care about me
2168
01:43:24,502 --> 01:43:27,157
and everything like that.
2169
01:43:28,637 --> 01:43:29,725
Um, I would definitely
2170
01:43:29,768 --> 01:43:31,292
take a lot of what
my parents did
2171
01:43:31,335 --> 01:43:35,513
into account of how I
parent my future children.
2172
01:43:35,557 --> 01:43:38,603
I would talk to them
about what they want,
2173
01:43:38,647 --> 01:43:41,563
and, like, what they feel
would be the best for them,
2174
01:43:41,606 --> 01:43:43,956
and make it known,
like they could talk,
2175
01:43:44,000 --> 01:43:45,349
but I wouldn't force them.
2176
01:43:45,393 --> 01:43:46,611
I wouldn't be like,
Hey, just so you know
2177
01:43:46,655 --> 01:43:47,960
we can talk all the time,
2178
01:43:48,004 --> 01:43:50,093
'cause sometimes
parents do that.
2179
01:43:50,136 --> 01:43:51,442
Mm-hmm.
2180
01:43:51,486 --> 01:43:52,487
And it gets annoying
and they'll be like...
2181
01:43:52,530 --> 01:43:54,184
It's sort of scary, uh,
2182
01:43:54,228 --> 01:43:55,707
to talk to other
people sometimes.
2183
01:43:55,751 --> 01:43:56,839
Mm-hmm.
2184
01:43:56,882 --> 01:43:59,755
- Because, um, uh, personally,
2185
01:43:59,798 --> 01:44:01,278
I feel like you never know
what they're gonna say next.
2186
01:44:01,322 --> 01:44:03,019
So...
2187
01:44:03,062 --> 01:44:04,063
...right?
2188
01:44:04,107 --> 01:44:05,978
In your... If
you had this...
2189
01:44:06,022 --> 01:44:07,589
this superpower,
what'd you do?
2190
01:44:07,632 --> 01:44:09,547
What would it be?
2191
01:44:09,591 --> 01:44:10,983
I don't know.
I don't think
2192
01:44:11,027 --> 01:44:12,985
I would ever, like,
use a superpower.
2193
01:44:13,029 --> 01:44:14,204
I think I would just be me.
2194
01:44:14,248 --> 01:44:15,727
Like, me is my superpower.
2195
01:44:15,771 --> 01:44:17,076
Yeah.
2196
01:44:17,120 --> 01:44:18,164
And like I use
it to help people
2197
01:44:18,208 --> 01:44:19,340
and use it in ways that's...
2198
01:44:19,383 --> 01:44:21,951
that have never
been done before.
2199
01:44:21,994 --> 01:44:23,169
Mmm.
2200
01:44:23,213 --> 01:44:24,780
Yeah.
2201
01:44:24,823 --> 01:44:26,738
That's super.
[CHUCKLES]
2202
01:44:26,782 --> 01:44:28,262
What about
you, London?
2203
01:44:28,305 --> 01:44:29,828
What's the worst thing
that's ever happened to you?
2204
01:44:29,872 --> 01:44:33,223
Uh, it would probably
be either the fact that
2205
01:44:33,267 --> 01:44:35,181
I can I have a
nasty personality
2206
01:44:35,225 --> 01:44:38,097
that clashes with my
siblings or the fact that
2207
01:44:38,141 --> 01:44:39,795
I might have to have surgery
2208
01:44:39,838 --> 01:44:41,536
when I'm older
on this one tooth
2209
01:44:41,579 --> 01:44:42,580
'cause it's like...
2210
01:44:42,624 --> 01:44:43,538
Well,
2211
01:44:43,581 --> 01:44:45,931
uh, maybe humanity ends,
2212
01:44:45,975 --> 01:44:47,933
just humans cease to
exist on this earth.
2213
01:44:47,977 --> 01:44:49,326
I mean, uh...
2214
01:44:49,370 --> 01:44:51,110
I don't really know
2215
01:44:51,154 --> 01:44:52,547
if that's a good
thing or a bad thing.
2216
01:44:52,590 --> 01:44:54,418
Uh, I mean, if we're...
2217
01:44:54,462 --> 01:44:55,941
Yeah, like I want
2218
01:44:55,985 --> 01:44:58,117
everybody to be kind
to each other and
2219
01:44:58,161 --> 01:45:00,337
I don't know, like, any harm
2220
01:45:00,381 --> 01:45:05,995
or any anger towards
anybody. Like, why? Why?
2221
01:45:06,038 --> 01:45:09,085
Wouldn't... Wouldn't
you rather be happy
2222
01:45:09,128 --> 01:45:10,739
than angry at someone?
2223
01:45:10,782 --> 01:45:11,827
Mm-hmm.
2224
01:45:11,870 --> 01:45:13,132
And why do those things
2225
01:45:13,176 --> 01:45:15,004
when you can just
come together...
2226
01:45:15,047 --> 01:45:18,181
So... What...
Describe adults for me.
2227
01:45:18,224 --> 01:45:20,575
Like, what do you
think an adult is?
2228
01:45:20,618 --> 01:45:24,753
It's... An adult, mm...
2229
01:45:24,796 --> 01:45:27,669
All adults have to
do is get money
2230
01:45:27,712 --> 01:45:29,845
and have to pay student loans.
Got 'em.
2231
01:45:29,888 --> 01:45:33,109
[JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING]
2232
01:45:33,152 --> 01:45:35,198
I think
that I get excited
2233
01:45:35,241 --> 01:45:36,982
'cause I know that I can do
something to make the world,
2234
01:45:37,026 --> 01:45:39,637
the world a better place
and I also think that
2235
01:45:39,681 --> 01:45:42,074
it's kinda devastating,
because, like, I'm 14,
2236
01:45:42,118 --> 01:45:44,294
why should I be worried about
the way the world looks,
2237
01:45:44,338 --> 01:45:45,904
or like, I should
be able to...
2238
01:45:45,948 --> 01:45:47,341
Do you
ever think about
2239
01:45:47,384 --> 01:45:49,734
what happens after you die?
2240
01:45:49,778 --> 01:45:52,084
Even though, like,
the scientific thing to say
2241
01:45:52,128 --> 01:45:54,043
is that we don't think at all,
2242
01:45:54,086 --> 01:45:56,219
our bodies decompose
2243
01:45:56,262 --> 01:45:59,744
and, uh, like, life
continues on without us.
2244
01:45:59,788 --> 01:46:01,050
- Mm-hmm.
2245
01:46:01,093 --> 01:46:05,402
- But why would we be
made to just die?
2246
01:46:05,446 --> 01:46:06,621
- Mm-hmm.
2247
01:46:06,664 --> 01:46:08,100
- There's probably that...
2248
01:46:08,144 --> 01:46:09,406
There's probably not a reason
2249
01:46:09,450 --> 01:46:11,669
but there might be
a reason behind it.
2250
01:46:11,713 --> 01:46:14,411
Somehow, I don't
know, I'm not sure.
2251
01:46:14,455 --> 01:46:17,283
Kids tend
to think freely.
2252
01:46:17,327 --> 01:46:19,982
Adults when they think,
they think in a tight space.
2253
01:46:20,025 --> 01:46:21,375
You get what I'm saying...
2254
01:46:21,418 --> 01:46:23,464
I think... it's hard.
2255
01:46:23,507 --> 01:46:26,989
I think it's probably a cross
between mind reading and flying.
2256
01:46:27,032 --> 01:46:30,253
Mind reading because
if someone's sad,
2257
01:46:30,296 --> 01:46:32,211
they usually won't tell
you what's going on.
2258
01:46:32,255 --> 01:46:35,345
And I'm a little bit of a...
2259
01:46:35,389 --> 01:46:37,391
that kind of person
that is a little...
2260
01:46:37,434 --> 01:46:39,610
Apparently,
scientific studies,
2261
01:46:39,654 --> 01:46:41,743
I'm not saying this is
completely true or whatever,
2262
01:46:41,786 --> 01:46:43,309
it's just what I've heard,
2263
01:46:43,353 --> 01:46:45,007
but, uh, your brain
2264
01:46:45,050 --> 01:46:46,487
has to knock out
some old memories
2265
01:46:46,530 --> 01:46:49,359
to be able to save new ones.
2266
01:46:49,403 --> 01:46:51,970
So I feel like there's
two types of Americans, like,
2267
01:46:52,014 --> 01:46:53,842
people who can constantly
get what they want
2268
01:46:53,885 --> 01:46:55,321
and have what they need,
2269
01:46:55,365 --> 01:46:56,671
and then there's
the other type
2270
01:46:56,714 --> 01:46:58,324
where they kind of
have to struggle
2271
01:46:58,368 --> 01:47:02,328
and work harder for the
things that they need.
2272
01:47:02,372 --> 01:47:04,069
It's not
the way we look,
2273
01:47:04,113 --> 01:47:06,724
but it's, like, how we are
on the inside that's...
2274
01:47:06,768 --> 01:47:10,380
Just like you can't judge
a book by its cover,
2275
01:47:10,424 --> 01:47:13,601
it's the same with humans.
2276
01:47:13,644 --> 01:47:17,518
So I like to look at
the positive side of things.
2277
01:47:17,561 --> 01:47:20,434
Um, I like to think about,
2278
01:47:20,477 --> 01:47:22,348
um, like new
inventions that might
2279
01:47:22,392 --> 01:47:25,395
actually help save the world.
2280
01:47:25,439 --> 01:47:28,964
I think about going into space
and discovering a new planet
2281
01:47:29,007 --> 01:47:32,794
and then maybe like
building a life there.
2282
01:47:32,837 --> 01:47:35,405
What do you hope
that you really remember
2283
01:47:35,449 --> 01:47:37,581
about your mom and your dad?
2284
01:47:37,625 --> 01:47:39,844
That they were
always there for me,
2285
01:47:39,888 --> 01:47:43,021
that they always love me.
They say...[CHUCKLES]
2286
01:47:43,065 --> 01:47:44,675
I tell her
2287
01:47:44,719 --> 01:47:47,461
good night
every night and...
2288
01:47:47,504 --> 01:47:50,202
[SNIFFLES] I always tell
her that I love her,
2289
01:47:50,246 --> 01:47:52,596
just like out of the blue
and she would do the same.
2290
01:47:52,640 --> 01:47:54,337
[VOICE BREAKS]
And I really feel
2291
01:47:54,380 --> 01:47:56,339
that strong
connection with her.
2292
01:47:56,382 --> 01:47:59,864
If you could
have any superpower,
2293
01:47:59,908 --> 01:48:01,779
what would it be?
2294
01:48:01,823 --> 01:48:04,042
The ability to
bend space and time.
2295
01:48:04,086 --> 01:48:06,697
[JOHNNY AND BOY 6 CHUCKLE]
2296
01:48:06,741 --> 01:48:09,787
If you were what
you believe is a good person
2297
01:48:09,831 --> 01:48:11,746
and you ask whoever
you believe in,
2298
01:48:11,789 --> 01:48:13,835
Hey, can I be reincarnated
2299
01:48:13,878 --> 01:48:15,619
into, I don't know,
like a tiger?
2300
01:48:15,663 --> 01:48:17,447
And you were a good person
then they would be like,
2301
01:48:17,491 --> 01:48:18,883
Yeah, you can be a
tiger, go ahead.
2302
01:48:18,927 --> 01:48:21,930
[TRAIN CHUGGING]
2303
01:48:21,973 --> 01:48:25,194
Well, I feel
like if we die,
2304
01:48:25,237 --> 01:48:27,544
like, we don't
really feel anything,
2305
01:48:27,588 --> 01:48:29,720
all like memories
are gone and stuff.
2306
01:48:29,764 --> 01:48:32,244
And we're just like,
we'll just see you wait
2307
01:48:32,288 --> 01:48:34,856
becoming a baby.[CHUCKLES]
2308
01:48:34,899 --> 01:48:36,379
And, yeah,
2309
01:48:36,422 --> 01:48:38,860
getting born and then
just restarting life.
2310
01:48:38,903 --> 01:48:42,211
Like, I'm not sure 'cause
I've never been dead before.
2311
01:48:43,429 --> 01:48:44,561
Sit down
2312
01:48:44,605 --> 01:48:46,781
and close your eyes,
2313
01:48:46,824 --> 01:48:49,914
and try to find yourself.
2314
01:48:49,958 --> 01:48:54,310
Because I feel like that's
what you really have to do,
2315
01:48:54,353 --> 01:48:56,486
to know what you want.
2316
01:48:56,530 --> 01:49:01,273
Like, find a way that you feel
comfortable finding yourself.
2317
01:49:02,884 --> 01:49:05,539
You know, you gotta
find to find.
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