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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:44,880 --> 00:00:48,320 Did you know human beings are almost 50% microbial? 2 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:51,880 That means half the cells that make up your body 3 00:00:51,960 --> 00:00:54,000 don't even belong to you. 4 00:00:54,640 --> 00:00:57,360 They belong to these tiny, microscopic organisms 5 00:00:57,440 --> 00:00:58,880 crawling inside of you. 6 00:00:59,960 --> 00:01:03,160 So, if you think about it, there is no you. 7 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:05,600 You're not real. 8 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:07,120 You're fictional. 9 00:01:16,080 --> 00:01:19,400 You're just a glorified bacterial colony. 10 00:01:21,520 --> 00:01:22,880 I did know that. 11 00:01:25,080 --> 00:01:27,200 Because you've told me before. 12 00:01:29,040 --> 00:01:30,496 When was the last time you had the urge 13 00:01:30,520 --> 00:01:32,120 to open the callus on your finger? 14 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:36,160 - This morning. - And did you? 15 00:01:37,560 --> 00:01:39,000 Yes. 16 00:01:39,080 --> 00:01:43,320 Maybe we try exposure response therapy again. 17 00:01:43,880 --> 00:01:45,320 Oh, that... that wasn't for me. 18 00:01:45,880 --> 00:01:46,960 Okay. 19 00:01:47,480 --> 00:01:49,400 Have you been taking your medication? 20 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:54,120 Sometimes. 21 00:01:54,200 --> 00:01:57,080 You have to take your medication every day, for it to work. 22 00:01:57,160 --> 00:01:58,200 You know that. 23 00:02:01,480 --> 00:02:02,640 What are you thinking? 24 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:06,120 I was thinking it's not fair... 25 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:10,120 that you and every other normal person 26 00:02:10,200 --> 00:02:12,400 can know you're covered in bacteria and not give a shit. 27 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:13,616 I don't like the word "normal." 28 00:02:13,640 --> 00:02:15,496 And I don't like the words that you write on your notepad 29 00:02:15,520 --> 00:02:17,200 to describe me, but... 30 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:20,440 if the shoe fits. 31 00:02:20,520 --> 00:02:21,616 Sure, they acknowledge you're struggling 32 00:02:21,640 --> 00:02:23,680 but they also reflect that you are 33 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:26,400 so much more than your OCD. 34 00:02:26,760 --> 00:02:29,240 You're smart, and creative, and thoughtful. 35 00:02:29,320 --> 00:02:31,880 Okay, thank you. But, please, just stop. 36 00:02:34,160 --> 00:02:36,640 So, you wish you were more like normal people? 37 00:02:37,200 --> 00:02:38,320 No. 38 00:02:38,920 --> 00:02:41,520 I'd kill to be like normal people. 39 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:42,440 So, what do you think? 40 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:46,040 Of what? 41 00:04:46,120 --> 00:04:48,760 Holmsey, my hair is the color of an embarrassed flamingo. 42 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:50,200 Yeah, it's not a good thing. 43 00:04:53,280 --> 00:04:55,440 I can't believe you actually went through with it. 44 00:04:55,920 --> 00:04:58,320 It's bold. 45 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:01,040 Daisy Ramirez breaks hearts, not promises. 46 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:03,640 Do you think I should get that tattooed 47 00:05:03,720 --> 00:05:05,080 like, yea-big on my ankle? 48 00:05:05,160 --> 00:05:06,560 Still, no. 49 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:07,760 Hey, check out my new piece. 50 00:05:08,360 --> 00:05:09,360 His new piece. 51 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:10,680 Bam. 52 00:05:11,280 --> 00:05:13,240 He's hot. Who is he? 53 00:05:13,320 --> 00:05:14,760 He's Mychal 101. 54 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:17,640 I used Photoshop to average the faces of 100 people named Mychal 55 00:05:17,720 --> 00:05:19,240 but spelled with a "Y" like me. 56 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:21,880 And the average of their faces became him. 57 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:23,200 The 101st Mychal. 58 00:05:23,280 --> 00:05:26,040 Hello, Mychal 101. 59 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:27,896 Yeah, so, now that I've got the technique down... 60 00:05:27,920 --> 00:05:30,440 That's your stomach digesting your sandwich. 61 00:05:30,520 --> 00:05:32,520 Make a piece about the face of White River High. 62 00:05:34,760 --> 00:05:37,840 All the bacteria chewing the slime of the peanut butter and honey. 63 00:05:39,320 --> 00:05:40,800 You can feel them living, and breeding 64 00:05:40,840 --> 00:05:42,120 and dying inside of you. 65 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:43,976 Your body is nothing but a host 66 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,000 to a massive collection of parasitic organisms 67 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:48,120 ready to cause infection... 68 00:05:48,200 --> 00:05:49,360 ready to cause infection... 69 00:05:50,200 --> 00:05:51,280 Holmsey, are you listening? 70 00:05:51,320 --> 00:05:54,120 I am listening to the cacophony of my digestive tract. 71 00:05:54,200 --> 00:05:55,360 Aza? 72 00:05:55,440 --> 00:05:56,640 Yeah. Yeah? 73 00:05:57,200 --> 00:05:59,200 When was the last time you saw Davis? 74 00:05:59,680 --> 00:06:01,040 I don't know. 75 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:02,280 You know Davis Pickett? 76 00:06:02,360 --> 00:06:04,160 Yeah, when they were kids. 77 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:05,400 - What? - They went to camp. 78 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:07,360 It's too loud. 79 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:09,520 Why is it so loud? 80 00:06:09,600 --> 00:06:12,040 Excessive abdominal noise is an uncommon 81 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:15,200 but not unprecedented, symptom of a C. diff infection. 82 00:06:15,760 --> 00:06:18,480 Even moderate C. diff infections can quickly worsen. 83 00:06:19,280 --> 00:06:21,320 Damage to the intestinal lining 84 00:06:21,400 --> 00:06:24,760 causes bacteria to spill into the abdominal cavity 85 00:06:25,520 --> 00:06:27,680 leading to a life-threatening infection. 86 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:33,480 You need to change the Band-Aid. 87 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:34,880 You're probably infected. 88 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:36,976 You need to drain the infection. Drain it and clean it. 89 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,080 Put on a new Band-Aid before it gets any worse. 90 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:42,720 I gotta go to my locker. 91 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:46,640 Most C. diff cases occur in hospitals. 92 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:51,320 You haven't been to a hospital, but you're sweating and you feel hot. 93 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:52,600 You probably have a fever. 94 00:06:53,120 --> 00:06:55,400 A fever is also a symptom of C. diff. 95 00:06:56,720 --> 00:06:58,600 Stop it, you don't have a fever. 96 00:07:00,640 --> 00:07:02,560 You don't have a fever yet. 97 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:07,280 How could you forget to change the Band-Aid? 98 00:07:08,440 --> 00:07:10,040 I really don't think I did. 99 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:14,640 You did, you forgot to change it, and now it's too late. 100 00:07:14,720 --> 00:07:16,280 You have C. diff, and you're gonna... 101 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:33,080 Thought spiral? 102 00:07:34,080 --> 00:07:35,280 Yeah. 103 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:37,656 Well, tomorrow, we're gonna hang out on my lunch break, right? 104 00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:39,320 And by "hang out," I mean, you're gonna... 105 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:41,040 pick me up on my lunch break? 106 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:42,960 - Sure. - Thank God. 107 00:07:43,040 --> 00:07:45,560 I'll see you tomorrow. Love you. 108 00:07:46,680 --> 00:07:47,800 Bye. 109 00:07:52,800 --> 00:07:54,760 No phones in the hallway, Aza. 110 00:07:55,760 --> 00:07:58,840 No spying on your daughter during school hours, Mom. 111 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:02,000 You look tired. 112 00:08:03,240 --> 00:08:04,280 You feeling okay? 113 00:08:04,760 --> 00:08:05,800 Yeah. 114 00:08:05,880 --> 00:08:07,080 And you're taking your... 115 00:08:07,280 --> 00:08:08,440 Yes. 116 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:12,160 Hey, do you wanna go to a movie sometime tomorrow afternoon? 117 00:08:12,240 --> 00:08:13,776 I barely get to see you during the week. 118 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:15,600 I'm hanging out with Daisy. 119 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:18,120 Maybe Sunday, then? 120 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:19,480 Maybe. 121 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:22,640 Hey, everybody. 122 00:08:23,960 --> 00:08:25,200 Schopenhauer once said 123 00:08:25,280 --> 00:08:29,080 "Man can do what he wills, but he cannot will what he wills." 124 00:08:29,160 --> 00:08:30,640 Our motives may be predetermined 125 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:33,040 but it's up to us how we act on those motives. 126 00:08:33,160 --> 00:08:34,600 And consider this. 127 00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:36,840 If you alter a mouse's microbiome 128 00:08:36,920 --> 00:08:39,200 the colonies of bacteria in its stomach 129 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:41,280 the mouse will suddenly seek out different foods... 130 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:49,120 Horrible news. 131 00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:50,480 I drew the short straw 132 00:08:50,560 --> 00:08:52,160 which means I have to get in the frickin' 133 00:08:52,200 --> 00:08:54,040 Kenny the chinchilla costume. 134 00:08:54,120 --> 00:08:55,640 And B.O. Brian was in it all morning. 135 00:08:55,720 --> 00:08:58,600 So, let's make this lunch break count. 136 00:09:04,160 --> 00:09:05,160 Really? 137 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:07,536 You know you're not allowed to drink non-clear liquids in Harold. 138 00:09:07,560 --> 00:09:10,240 It's vanilla. It's clear-adjacent. 139 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:13,280 Fine. 140 00:09:17,440 --> 00:09:18,880 Empty. 141 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:19,960 Happy? 142 00:09:26,280 --> 00:09:27,280 Happy, Harold? 143 00:09:27,360 --> 00:09:28,560 Yes, he is. 144 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:30,040 For what it's worth 145 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:32,600 your dad is definitely smiling down from the Great Beyond 146 00:09:32,680 --> 00:09:34,680 proud of how anal you're being about his old car. 147 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:36,480 Radio or the CD? 148 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:38,760 CD, always. 149 00:09:38,840 --> 00:09:40,040 Just think, of all the CDs 150 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:41,640 that could have gotten stuck in here... 151 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:44,560 it wound up being the greatest album of all time. 152 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:56,920 I'm sorry, Ms. Jackson 153 00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:59,280 I am for real 154 00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:01,800 Never meant to make your daughter cry... 155 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:06,040 - En español... - Lo siento, Sra. Jackson 156 00:10:06,120 --> 00:10:08,280 Ooh, I am for real 157 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:09,520 For real 158 00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:16,280 On the oak tree, I hope we feel like this forever 159 00:10:16,360 --> 00:10:17,840 - Forever? - Forever-ever? 160 00:10:17,920 --> 00:10:18,920 Forever-ever? 161 00:10:33,360 --> 00:10:34,440 Hi, Holly. 162 00:10:35,120 --> 00:10:38,640 We'll do a veggie burger for milady. Hold everything but the bun. 163 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:41,480 And a Blazin' Texan for me. 164 00:10:41,560 --> 00:10:44,080 Extra blazing, if that's possible. 165 00:10:44,160 --> 00:10:45,520 I'm having a day. 166 00:10:45,600 --> 00:10:46,920 Let me guess, you have a coupon? 167 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:48,560 We do, in fact. 168 00:10:51,720 --> 00:10:52,800 Anything to drink? 169 00:10:52,880 --> 00:10:55,560 What are we, heiresses? Two waters. 170 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:57,880 If you tip me in quarters again, I swear to God. 171 00:10:59,160 --> 00:11:01,200 Why is Davis on the news? 172 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:04,400 Because his dad is missing. That's what I was talking about. 173 00:11:04,840 --> 00:11:06,360 You didn't hear me say that? 174 00:11:06,440 --> 00:11:08,200 Billionaire Russell Pickett, seemingly... 175 00:11:08,280 --> 00:11:09,320 Do you hear me now? 176 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:12,400 Pickett Engineering was working on a massive construction project 177 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:14,760 designed to clean sewage from the White River 178 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:16,680 by expanding existing tunnels 179 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:18,240 and diverting the creek 180 00:11:18,320 --> 00:11:20,000 known as Pogue's Run. 181 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:21,600 Pickett had likely been tipped off 182 00:11:21,680 --> 00:11:22,800 that he was being charged 183 00:11:22,880 --> 00:11:24,680 with fraud and bribery 184 00:11:24,760 --> 00:11:26,160 and that his arrest was imminent. 185 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:28,400 - Yikes. - Mr. Pickett is a widower 186 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,600 with two sons, Davis and Noah. 187 00:11:30,680 --> 00:11:31,880 Detective Dwight Allen gave us 188 00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:34,120 more details on the search. 189 00:11:34,200 --> 00:11:37,480 The FBI is offering a $100,000 reward 190 00:11:37,560 --> 00:11:38,960 for anyone who has information 191 00:11:39,040 --> 00:11:41,480 that would lead to the discovery of Mr. Pickett. 192 00:11:41,560 --> 00:11:42,560 Holy shit! 193 00:11:42,640 --> 00:11:44,856 Anyone with any pertinent information about this investigation... 194 00:11:44,880 --> 00:11:46,440 Holy shit! 195 00:11:46,520 --> 00:11:48,840 Who do you think is taking care of Davis and Noah? 196 00:11:48,920 --> 00:11:51,440 Probably one of their bajillion servants. 197 00:11:52,240 --> 00:11:54,040 They're rich. Rich people are always fine. 198 00:11:55,160 --> 00:11:56,840 I think you're missing the takeaway here... 199 00:11:57,480 --> 00:11:59,640 which is $100,000. 200 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:01,120 What about it? 201 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:02,800 You and Davis used to be friends. 202 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:06,040 Yeah, for one summer at sad camp. 203 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:09,680 He might not even remember me. 204 00:12:09,760 --> 00:12:11,800 He'll remember you. That shit bonds you for life. 205 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:13,840 And you're memorable. 206 00:12:14,520 --> 00:12:15,920 Even if he does 207 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:18,000 it doesn't mean I know how to find his missing dad. 208 00:12:18,080 --> 00:12:21,120 Okay, but it gives us a leg up on everyone else. 209 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:23,360 We are not people to turn our noses up 210 00:12:23,440 --> 00:12:25,240 at a hundred grand, Holmsey. 211 00:12:25,320 --> 00:12:29,560 I am currently washing ball pit balls for 8.40 an hour. 212 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:31,640 Do you know what I'm washing off the balls? 213 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:32,720 Do you? 214 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:35,160 It's pee. 215 00:12:35,960 --> 00:12:39,320 It's pee, Aza. Pee-pee. 216 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:40,400 Yeah, okay. 217 00:12:40,480 --> 00:12:42,816 And as much as I would love to think that my Star Wars fanfic 218 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:44,240 is gonna make me stupid rich 219 00:12:44,320 --> 00:12:45,840 just can't rely on that right now. 220 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:49,840 Ergo, we owe it to ourselves, to our families 221 00:12:49,920 --> 00:12:53,080 and to our futures to try and get this 100 grand. 222 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:57,480 That kinda money, we could order sodas. 223 00:12:58,560 --> 00:13:01,440 I just don't get how Russell Pickett disappeared without anyone knowing. 224 00:13:01,880 --> 00:13:04,161 I mean, don't rich people have a bunch of security cameras 225 00:13:04,240 --> 00:13:05,760 in their manors? 226 00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:09,400 Like, to make sure that nobody steals their jewels? 227 00:13:10,360 --> 00:13:12,280 Actually, they only have one camera. 228 00:13:12,880 --> 00:13:13,920 How do you know? 229 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:15,120 After that summer at camp 230 00:13:15,200 --> 00:13:17,120 Davis invited me to his 13th birthday. 231 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:19,360 Some kid got him this motion capture camera 232 00:13:19,440 --> 00:13:20,856 because he was really into tracking animals 233 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:21,880 and in front of everyone 234 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:24,216 his dad just turned all cold and said he couldn't keep it. 235 00:13:24,240 --> 00:13:25,320 Why? 236 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:26,400 Because... 237 00:13:26,880 --> 00:13:29,440 "Privacy is the most important thing you can have 238 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:31,600 and if you don't have that, you have nothing." 239 00:13:32,840 --> 00:13:34,216 It's a pretty crazy speech to give a kid 240 00:13:34,240 --> 00:13:35,880 who's just trying to enjoy his birthday 241 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:38,240 and not be sad about his dead mom. 242 00:13:38,680 --> 00:13:40,000 Seriously. 243 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:41,600 Anyway, Davis got upset 244 00:13:41,680 --> 00:13:44,680 and, finally, his dad caved and let him keep it. 245 00:13:45,800 --> 00:13:47,240 No... no, don't... 246 00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:48,320 Don't lean. 247 00:13:48,400 --> 00:13:50,120 Sorry. Sorry. 248 00:13:51,480 --> 00:13:53,040 Okay. So... 249 00:13:53,120 --> 00:13:55,160 we've gotta get our hands on that camera. 250 00:13:55,800 --> 00:13:57,200 Do you know where he installed it? 251 00:13:57,280 --> 00:13:58,600 Sort of. 252 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:02,240 We all helped him put it up in this huge tree near the river. 253 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:06,280 Holmsey, we have a lead. 254 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,200 - What are you doing? - I'm on the phone. 255 00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:14,440 Eric, hi. It's Daisy. 256 00:14:15,280 --> 00:14:17,120 Yes, that's... that's actually why I'm calling. 257 00:14:17,160 --> 00:14:19,400 I really, really need the afternoon off. 258 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:21,200 I'm pretty sure that I have... 259 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:25,840 What's a highly contagious stomach bug? 260 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:27,720 Norovirus. 261 00:14:27,800 --> 00:14:31,080 Definitely norovirus. One hundred percent it's norovirus. 262 00:14:31,160 --> 00:14:33,840 It feels like norovirus. 263 00:14:36,040 --> 00:14:37,600 Thank you. Okay. 264 00:14:38,200 --> 00:14:39,480 Bye. 265 00:14:41,880 --> 00:14:43,240 Do you still have that canoe? 266 00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:57,360 This water has to be like, 50% urine. 267 00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:58,640 That's the good half. 268 00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:04,120 Kidding. 269 00:15:04,200 --> 00:15:06,160 This water is teeming with bacteria. 270 00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:09,640 What a day! 271 00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:14,280 The sun's a-shining, the canoe's a-floating 272 00:15:15,040 --> 00:15:16,720 and we're about to live the American dream. 273 00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:20,280 Benefiting from someone else's misfortune. 274 00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:22,856 Could you please row a little gentler 275 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:24,040 so I don't get splashed? 276 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:25,240 Sorry. 277 00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:27,720 The water will get on you 278 00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:29,920 and then it's only a matter of time before... 279 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:32,080 Hey, did you know that this river is the only reason 280 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:33,760 that Indianapolis even exists? 281 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:35,880 I know you're trying to distract me. 282 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:38,760 Yep, but did you know my thing? 283 00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:41,080 Bacteria can lead to giardia. 284 00:15:41,160 --> 00:15:44,640 So, back when Indiana first became a state 285 00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:47,760 there were all of these heated debates 286 00:15:47,840 --> 00:15:49,200 about where the capital should be. 287 00:15:49,280 --> 00:15:50,760 And they noticed that there's a river 288 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:52,720 right smack in the center of the state. 289 00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:56,880 So, they're like, "Boom-shaka-laka, perfect place for our capital." 290 00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:59,080 But then, after they made the announcement 291 00:15:59,160 --> 00:16:02,320 they realized that the White River is, like, six inches deep 292 00:16:02,400 --> 00:16:05,440 and there is no way in hell you can float a steamship down it. 293 00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:09,480 For a long time, Indianapolis was the largest city in the world 294 00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:11,120 not on a navigable waterway. 295 00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:13,560 That's actually really interesting. 296 00:16:13,920 --> 00:16:15,440 Yeah, I knew you'd like that. 297 00:16:16,920 --> 00:16:19,240 And look at that, we're here! 298 00:16:20,160 --> 00:16:21,760 Almost! 299 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:28,120 Maybe this is a literal sign we should go home now. 300 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:29,960 Nah. 301 00:16:33,280 --> 00:16:34,600 It's plausible deniability. 302 00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:37,960 Now, which way to that camera, Holmsey? 303 00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:40,600 I have no idea. 304 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:45,160 Why can't you have that super-observant kind of OCD 305 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:46,720 that makes you an amazing detective 306 00:16:47,120 --> 00:16:49,920 in all those crime shows that my dad watches? 307 00:17:10,560 --> 00:17:11,920 Does this look familiar at all? 308 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:16,680 No? Just woods? Okay. 309 00:17:19,040 --> 00:17:21,040 What are you doing? 310 00:17:22,280 --> 00:17:23,280 Lightsaber. 311 00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:26,040 You try. 312 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:29,600 You got it. 313 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:36,160 Wingardium Leviosa. 314 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:44,520 No. Wrong franchise. And I know that you know that. 315 00:17:45,080 --> 00:17:48,320 Can we please just go home? 316 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:52,480 This was an idiotic, massive waste of... 317 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,640 There's... there's the tree. 318 00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:00,280 And the camera. 319 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:02,280 Yes! 320 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:04,880 What is happening up there? 321 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:06,840 I'm not exactly known for my core strength. 322 00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:08,520 It won't sync with my phone. 323 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:09,680 Well, is your Bluetooth on? 324 00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:11,440 Yes, my Bluetooth is on. 325 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:14,800 - Oh. - What? 326 00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:16,800 - It wasn't on. - Aza! 327 00:18:19,320 --> 00:18:21,160 - Okay. It's working. - Yeah? 328 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:23,240 - Yeah, the photos are loading. - Okay. 329 00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:25,240 I don't want to alarm you 330 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:28,080 but there is definitely a golf cart headed in our vague direction. 331 00:18:28,160 --> 00:18:29,760 Wait. What do you mean, vague? 332 00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:31,576 All right, I think it's just making the rounds. 333 00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:33,080 We're good. Relax. 334 00:18:34,360 --> 00:18:37,320 Nope, not good. Very bad. It definitely saw us. 335 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:38,640 - One sec... - Come on, hurry! 336 00:18:38,720 --> 00:18:39,720 - Okay... - Hurry! Good? 337 00:18:39,800 --> 00:18:41,520 - Yep. Mm-hmm. - We're good? Okay. 338 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:43,640 Okay. We're good. Okay. 339 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:45,200 What do we do? 340 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:47,440 We "damsel in distress." 341 00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:48,520 Yeah... 342 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:53,080 Oh, no, I'm not doing that. I'm not doing that. 343 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:54,736 Okay, all right. That's fine. That's fine, don't worry. 344 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:55,880 God. 345 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,760 There. 346 00:18:58,560 --> 00:18:59,640 No! 347 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:01,120 What are you two doing here? 348 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:03,480 Other than trespassing? 349 00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:07,520 Hi. Thank God. We... 350 00:19:08,200 --> 00:19:11,320 we were canoeing and we must have hit a rock. 351 00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:13,480 Multiple rocks. 352 00:19:13,560 --> 00:19:15,920 We started taking on water. 353 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:19,680 Barely made it to shore. 354 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,120 But Aza here 355 00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:25,280 she actually happens to be friends with Davis Pickett. 356 00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:26,680 Maybe you could take us to him. 357 00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,560 It would be my pleasure. 358 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:35,880 Thank you. 359 00:19:35,960 --> 00:19:38,040 Because if he doesn't know your friend... 360 00:19:38,120 --> 00:19:39,520 I'm calling the police. 361 00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:41,640 Fun. 362 00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:45,240 Sad camp does bond you for life, doesn't it? 363 00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:54,720 Bumpy. 364 00:20:08,160 --> 00:20:10,760 Davis, you have some visitors. 365 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:14,760 Aza. What are you doing here? 366 00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:17,760 Hi, Davis. 367 00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:20,240 See, I told you they knew each other. 368 00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:24,520 Sorry, we hit a rock and washed ashore on your... 369 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:26,720 mansion. 370 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:28,600 Apologies for the intrusion. 371 00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:34,440 Well, I'm gonna... I think I'm gonna... 372 00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:36,400 I'm gonna go make a phone call 373 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:39,600 and make sure that we have that canoe insurance 374 00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:41,600 that I was telling you about. 375 00:20:41,680 --> 00:20:43,080 State Farm? 376 00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:47,760 Sorry about Daisy. 377 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:50,040 She's a... 378 00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:53,040 Leo. 379 00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:54,440 You know what's crazy? 380 00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:56,800 I was just thinking about you. 381 00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:58,440 You were? 382 00:20:59,360 --> 00:21:01,760 Yeah, everyone on the news keeps using my dad's full name 383 00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:03,000 Russell Davis Pickett. 384 00:21:03,080 --> 00:21:05,840 And I keep thinking, "That's my name." 385 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:09,360 That made you think of me? 386 00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:11,216 I remember you said that your dad wanted you to have 387 00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:12,720 your own unique name. 388 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:14,280 A sound you could make your own. 389 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:16,880 "A to Z and back again." 390 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:18,920 My dad made me a junior. 391 00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:21,480 As I made juniority. 392 00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:25,640 Well, you're not your name. 393 00:21:28,080 --> 00:21:30,160 I'm really sorry about everything. 394 00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:34,640 I'm sure he'll turn up soon. 395 00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,560 I mean, I hope so, for Noah's sake 396 00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:46,680 but my dad's a shitbag. 397 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:48,880 Maybe that's the wrong word. 398 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:51,320 He's a coward and a criminal. 399 00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:53,840 He's probably holed up in the Swiss Alps 400 00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:55,080 getting a massage right now. 401 00:21:57,120 --> 00:21:58,600 Hey, wanna play the next one with me? 402 00:21:58,800 --> 00:22:01,560 Sure, but first, say hi. Remember my friend Aza? 403 00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:02,640 'Sup? 404 00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:05,320 Hey, nice to see you. 405 00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:09,920 Well, I should get going. 406 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:11,000 Do you need a ride home? 407 00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,320 'Cause Lyle can take you. It's no problem. 408 00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:15,120 Sure. Thanks. 409 00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:19,640 I hope it's not years before I see you again, Aza. 410 00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,760 - Raccoon. - Raccoon. 411 00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:37,400 - Coyote. - Coyote. 412 00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,680 Are you gonna keep repeating me or... 413 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:41,640 I can stop if it doesn't help. 414 00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:44,440 - Raccoon. - Raccoon. 415 00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:45,920 - Nothing. - Nothing. 416 00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:49,360 I'll stop. I'm done. 417 00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:51,600 Nothing. 418 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:54,600 Nothing. 419 00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,280 It's taking too long. 420 00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:58,760 Coyote. 421 00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:00,920 Coyote eating a raccoon. 422 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,240 Look, there! That's him. 423 00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:06,080 That's literally him. Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 424 00:23:08,360 --> 00:23:10,320 He's escaping in Burberry because, of course. 425 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:13,360 Oh, my God. This is huge. 426 00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:15,240 Okay. 427 00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:16,776 We know that he left in the middle of the night 428 00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:20,440 because of the time stamp, and he brought a duffel bag. 429 00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:24,440 I'm not sure what this gets us. 430 00:23:25,120 --> 00:23:26,440 Yeah, me neither. 431 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:28,400 But it's something! 432 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,600 And lucky for us, Davis is totally into you. 433 00:23:30,680 --> 00:23:31,976 So, we'll just hang out with him again 434 00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:33,560 and get inside the belly of the beast. 435 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,200 The mansion is the belly. Or is it the beast? 436 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:40,000 I don't know. I don't... I've never understood that saying. 437 00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:41,160 Daisy... 438 00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:44,600 you really think he's into me? 439 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:49,240 Yes, and you're into him, too. 440 00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:52,120 - I'm... I'm not. - You are, too. 441 00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,520 He's literally so hot. Are you kidding me? 442 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:56,640 Look at you, you're literally aglow. 443 00:23:56,720 --> 00:23:58,840 - You're aglow. - No, even if I was, which I'm not... 444 00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:01,000 - I'm not saying I am. - You are. 445 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:02,560 It doesn't matter. 446 00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:03,760 I'm not... 447 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:06,840 I can't date anyone, you know that. 448 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:10,080 No, I don't know that. Why can't you? 449 00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:12,040 Maybe because the actual mechanics of it 450 00:24:12,120 --> 00:24:13,440 don't suit my talents? 451 00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:14,960 The... 452 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:18,320 Like, swapping bodily fluids is my idea of hell. 453 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:21,600 And also, when you date people 454 00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:23,416 they say stuff like, "What are you thinking?" 455 00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:26,840 And you're supposed to say, "I'm thinking about you, darling." 456 00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:29,896 But you're actually thinking about how cows literally could not survive 457 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,720 without the microbiota in their guts. 458 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:35,160 Which means, cows sort of don't exist as independent life forms 459 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:36,936 but you can't say that because it'll seem weird. 460 00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:40,000 So, you're forced to choose between lying and seeming weird. 461 00:24:41,360 --> 00:24:43,960 I mean, I think that's a great icebreaker 462 00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:46,160 for your future date with Davis. 463 00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:48,520 I'm... 464 00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:52,120 Look, it is definitely weird, but in the best kind of way. 465 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:54,800 Like you, Holmsey. 466 00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:58,920 You know what? I bet that if you guys actually kissed 467 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:00,336 you would not be thinking about... 468 00:25:00,360 --> 00:25:02,200 Eighty million microbes. 469 00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,600 What if his microbes are better than yours? 470 00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:08,960 Right? 471 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:12,520 Like, maybe if you guys made out, you'd get healthier. 472 00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:14,840 Maybe. 473 00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:18,040 What if you got superpowers from his microbes? 474 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,160 Yes. Oh, my God. 475 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:23,480 "She was a normal girl until she kissed a billionaire 476 00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:26,400 and then she became 'Micro Bianca... 477 00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:28,280 - Queen of the Microbe!'" - Stop! 478 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,360 "The greatest weapon against stress 479 00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:11,640 is our ability to choose one thought over another." 480 00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:14,440 William James. 481 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:17,480 What superpower did William James have? 482 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,760 I can't choose my thoughts like I can't choose my name. 483 00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,296 With everyone snooping around my family's business 484 00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:35,080 I think it's time to shut this account down. 485 00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:38,680 So, this is goodbye, my friends. 486 00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:40,800 Then again... 487 00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:46,720 no one ever says goodbye unless they want to see you again. 488 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,880 - Hey, Aza, how's it goin'? - Hey. 489 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,040 It's good. What's up? 490 00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:13,840 Listen, I don't wanna mess up our friend group 491 00:27:13,920 --> 00:27:16,960 because it's really great and I don't wanna make anything weird 492 00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:19,840 but do you think... 493 00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:21,560 And you can totally tell me no 494 00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,400 and I won't be offended or anything. but... 495 00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,400 I don't really think I can date anyone right now. 496 00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:29,240 This is awkward. 497 00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:32,880 I was gonna ask 498 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:36,000 if you think Daisy would wanna go out with me 499 00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:37,200 or if that's crazy? 500 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:38,616 But I mean, you're great, too, Aza. 501 00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:39,936 - You know... - Yes, yes, that's... 502 00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:40,960 That's a good idea. 503 00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:42,840 I mean, you should talk to her, not me 504 00:27:42,920 --> 00:27:44,560 but by all means, go for it. 505 00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,760 This is embarrassing. I'm embarrassed right now. 506 00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:50,800 No. I mean, you're beautiful, too, Aza. 507 00:27:50,880 --> 00:27:51,976 It's just, you know, I've known her since... 508 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:53,680 No. It's good. We're good. 509 00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:56,040 I guess it makes sense. 510 00:27:56,120 --> 00:27:57,840 He's been pining over me for months. 511 00:27:57,920 --> 00:27:59,280 Really? 512 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,480 How do you know? 513 00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:10,080 Because I have eyes. 514 00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:15,240 So, what are you gonna say? 515 00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:16,680 I'm down. 516 00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:18,440 Figure one date can't hurt. 517 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:21,520 And now, me and Mychal can go out with you and Davis. 518 00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:23,640 We'll all wind up back at the castle 519 00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,040 I'll sneak off and snoop around while you and Davis... 520 00:28:27,360 --> 00:28:29,880 Boom-diddy-boom-boom. 521 00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:30,960 Hey. 522 00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:32,040 What is... 523 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,000 It's porn music. 524 00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:36,200 Okay. 525 00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:39,760 Even if I agree to go along with this 526 00:28:39,840 --> 00:28:41,360 Davis didn't ask me out. 527 00:28:41,440 --> 00:28:44,480 Aza, you don't have to wait for a boy to ask you out. 528 00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:45,880 What are you, a handmaiden? 529 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:46,960 Just text him. 530 00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:48,096 Tell him that some friends are getting together 531 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:49,240 for burgers this weekend. 532 00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:51,600 Trust me, he's going to say yes. 533 00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:53,960 We're texting him now. 534 00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,640 - Seven? Seven work? - Yeah, sure. 535 00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:02,416 P.M.? Or do you think he knows that it's... 536 00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:04,040 I mean, it's not like breakfast. 537 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:06,840 Okay. 538 00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:10,400 Breezy, very breezy. 539 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:27,880 - Did he answer really fast? - Yeah. 540 00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:31,280 - What do we wear? - Evening gowns. Yeah. 541 00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:42,440 Hey, have you ever gotten a dick pic? 542 00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:51,080 I mean, I've seen one. 543 00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:52,680 Of course you've seen one. 544 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:58,040 I'm asking if you've ever received a dick pic, totally unsolicited. 545 00:29:58,120 --> 00:29:59,640 Like, as a form of introduction. 546 00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:06,080 Like, "Hey, nice to meet you. I'm a penis." 547 00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:09,960 Yeah, no. I haven't. 548 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:15,520 A fan literally sent me one. 549 00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:19,360 It's just like, what is the thought process? 550 00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:20,440 You know? 551 00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:22,160 "I really enjoyed this story you wrote 552 00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:24,560 about Rey and Chewbacca's romantic adventure 553 00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:25,936 scavenging a Tul'kar's spaceship." 554 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,680 "So, as a thank you to the author 555 00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:30,800 here's a photograph of my disembodied, flaccid penis." 556 00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:32,480 Hi, guys. 557 00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:34,040 Hey. 558 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:35,360 What are you lookin' at? 559 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:37,800 - Social media. - We're just... Social media. 560 00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,000 - Social media platforms. - Social media. 561 00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:47,160 Did they change the dress code at Applebee's? 562 00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:48,240 Hilarious. 563 00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:50,920 - We're going on a double date. - Daisy. 564 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:53,360 What? It's not a secret. 565 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:54,760 Shit, was it a secret? 566 00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:56,280 With who? 567 00:30:57,280 --> 00:31:00,560 - Mychal and Davis. - Davis Pickett? 568 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:02,920 Yep. Okay, bye, Mom. 569 00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:04,720 Okay. 570 00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:07,000 You look beautiful. I love the lipstick. 571 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:12,360 Lose the lipstick. 572 00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:17,480 - Hi, guys. - Hey, what's goin' on? 573 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,240 - Hi. - How are you? 574 00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:20,520 Hi. 575 00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:21,920 Not yet. 576 00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,200 - You guys come here a lot? - Bro, they're regulars. 577 00:31:25,280 --> 00:31:27,680 Where else can you get a shrimp wonton, a chicken parm 578 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:29,520 and a quesadilla in one fell swoop? 579 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:33,760 Can we get a round of Dr. Peppers, please? 580 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:34,920 Oh, Davis... Davis. 581 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,640 Soft drinks aren't covered by the coupon. 582 00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:37,800 I think we can splurge. 583 00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:40,400 That's your favorite, right? 584 00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:42,000 You remember that? 585 00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,920 So, Mychal just submitted one of his portraits 586 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,696 to be in this big pop-up art show they're doing 587 00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:53,800 in these abandoned tunnels. 588 00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:55,216 - Well, that's awesome. - Yeah, I... 589 00:31:55,240 --> 00:31:56,536 I don't think I'm gonna get selected, though. 590 00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:58,600 You definitely will. 591 00:31:58,680 --> 00:31:59,840 You're so talented... 592 00:31:59,920 --> 00:32:00,920 You're sweating 593 00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:02,480 and everyone can tell you're sweating. 594 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:04,920 They probably think you're just a sweaty freak. 595 00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,600 Aza, what's it like to be friends with a literary icon? 596 00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:12,680 I don't think 80,000 readers makes me an icon. 597 00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:15,680 Besides, Aza has never read my fanfic. 598 00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:17,280 She's not a Star Wars girl. 599 00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,520 Did you even change the Band-Aid today? 600 00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:22,040 Yes, I did. 601 00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:23,880 Are you sure? 602 00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:28,440 Right, Holmsey? 603 00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:31,520 Say something. Anything. 604 00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:33,400 - Right. - Yeah. 605 00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:35,600 Plus y'all both got other similar interests, right? 606 00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:37,760 There's no reason not to change the Band-Aid. 607 00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:39,800 Just go change it and be done with it. 608 00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:41,880 We also really like Applebee's. 609 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,320 Be right back. 610 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:50,160 Anyway... 611 00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:01,240 It's infected. You're infected. 612 00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:04,040 Bacteria are multiplying inside of you right now. 613 00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:06,080 Do something... Do something. 614 00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:15,640 Hey, I'm just checking on you. 615 00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:19,680 Does this look infected to you? 616 00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:25,080 It looks exactly the same 617 00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:27,200 as every other time you've shown it to me. 618 00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:33,680 - He must think I'm really crazy. - No, he doesn't. 619 00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:36,400 Aza, I swear to God, he's so smitten 620 00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:38,680 you could literally start peeing out of your ears 621 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:40,240 and he would still be into you. 622 00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:46,000 Look, he invited us all over to hang out 623 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:47,296 but if that's too much for you... 624 00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:49,560 No. Let's go. 625 00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,480 Okay. Good. 626 00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:55,320 'Cause I'm gonna Nancy Drew the shit outta that mansion. 627 00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:06,640 - Okay. Welcome. - Yo, what? 628 00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:10,680 Oh, my God! Yo, bro, is that a Keith Haring? 629 00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:14,240 Then you got Picasso, and then you got Basquiat! 630 00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:16,000 Nah. Wait... 631 00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:17,360 Did I just echo? 632 00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:22,000 Bro, that's crazy. Wait, hold on, hold on. Basquiat. 633 00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:23,120 Basquiat. 634 00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:25,120 Hey, yo, Basquiat. Oh, that's tough. 635 00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,640 - Okay. Mychal, breathe. - Ba... Sorry. 636 00:34:27,720 --> 00:34:29,160 Can we show ourselves around? 637 00:34:29,240 --> 00:34:30,480 Daisy! 638 00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:33,200 No, I mean... I... 639 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:35,680 Let's be honest, we're all dying 640 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,760 to get some alone time anyway, right? 641 00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:41,760 - Yeah, sure. Do whatever. - Wait, like, for real? 642 00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,480 - Like, we could... - He said do whatever. 643 00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:44,680 Bet. 644 00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:50,760 And what's this one? 645 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,640 It's a Raymond Pettibon. 646 00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:01,136 He's most famous for his paintings of surfers 647 00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:03,040 but I like his spirals. 648 00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:05,680 He was a musician before he was an artist. 649 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,280 He was in Black Flag before it was even Black Flag. 650 00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:11,640 I love it. 651 00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:17,560 You don't talk much, do you? 652 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:21,760 I can get a little stuck in my head. 653 00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:23,640 Just say what you're thinking. 654 00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:27,800 That's not something I normally do. 655 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,120 - Do you really wanna know? - I do. 656 00:35:36,240 --> 00:35:39,840 I was thinking that, deep down 657 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:45,240 I'm just an organism in this vastness. 658 00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:49,880 It kind of terrifies me that what I think of 659 00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:55,080 as, like, my quote-unquote "self" isn't really under my control. 660 00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:57,280 What do you mean? 661 00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:00,400 There's this parasite. 662 00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:03,480 It only grows in the eyes of fish 663 00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:07,720 but the only way it can reproduce, is inside the stomach of a bird. 664 00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:10,440 Once the parasite is ready to mate 665 00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:14,080 the infected fish suddenly starts swimming to the surface of the water. 666 00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,360 The fish are literally trying to get themselves eaten by a bird. 667 00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:20,880 Eventually, they succeed. 668 00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:25,640 The parasite was in charge all along. 669 00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:31,480 Sometimes I feel like a fish. 670 00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:35,280 Not in control of my body. 671 00:36:36,720 --> 00:36:38,680 Not in control of my thoughts. 672 00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:42,440 I like the way your brain works. 673 00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,040 It hums. 674 00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:48,080 Where'd you learn that? 675 00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:52,360 This philosophy professor, Lucia Abbott. 676 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,840 I've watched her TED Talk, like, a dozen times. 677 00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:59,000 She teaches at Northwestern. 678 00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:05,080 I have this stupid dream of going there and taking her class. 679 00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:06,480 Why is that a stupid dream? 680 00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:12,200 I mean, it's insanely expensive. 681 00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:16,120 And then there's the whole living in Chicago part 682 00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,440 which... would be new for me. 683 00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:23,240 New things aren't exactly my strong suit. 684 00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:25,960 Well, I'm sort of a new thing 685 00:37:26,040 --> 00:37:30,120 and you're doin' fine with me. 686 00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:32,840 You're old-new. 687 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:35,480 It's different. 688 00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,320 "Old-new." 689 00:37:39,920 --> 00:37:41,320 I like that. 690 00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:47,680 If you kiss him, you'll get his bacteria in your mouth. 691 00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:50,720 His bacteria will make you sick. 692 00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:53,560 What are you thinking? 693 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:58,320 You really wanna know? 694 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:00,800 I do. 695 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:03,400 Okay. 696 00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:05,640 I was thinking... 697 00:38:07,240 --> 00:38:08,960 "I hope she's not after the reward." 698 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,280 Davis, I'm not. 699 00:38:15,320 --> 00:38:16,960 - I swear. - Aza. 700 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:19,680 I know why you guys were in the woods the other day. 701 00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:22,360 You were looking for the camera, right? 702 00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:25,240 I checked it, too. 703 00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,640 Got a photo of him leaving with a duffel bag. 704 00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:34,200 I never actually cared about the reward. 705 00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:36,800 Daisy and I were just... 706 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:38,120 I just realized... 707 00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:41,880 this is an entirely solvable problem. 708 00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:51,440 What are you doing? 709 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:53,080 One second. 710 00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:56,120 Are you into lizards? 711 00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:58,320 Oh, no, my dad is. 712 00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:02,480 Although, that is not a lizard. That's a tuatara. 713 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,080 What is that? 714 00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:08,440 I don't know, some leftover from 200 million years ago 715 00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:10,680 that my dad believes holds the secret to longevity. 716 00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:12,480 You can learn all about it 717 00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:14,200 at the Pickett Center for Tuatara Research 718 00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:17,280 which is a real thing that he's leaving most of his estate to. 719 00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:20,040 - That is insane. - Do you know what's worse? 720 00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:22,440 The money doesn't even go to taking care of the damn thing. 721 00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:23,800 It pays for studying its cells 722 00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:25,760 with all sorts of horrible experiments. 723 00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:33,920 This is for you. 724 00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:39,280 Thank you. 725 00:39:39,360 --> 00:39:41,200 Promise me you won't open it till you get home. 726 00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:45,400 And if you still wanna see me, give me a call. 727 00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:48,960 Or a text, or whatever people say that sounds casual and smooth. 728 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:52,800 Okay. 729 00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,720 I should probably go find Daisy. 730 00:39:58,600 --> 00:39:59,880 It's getting late. 731 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:03,480 Daisy? 732 00:40:12,680 --> 00:40:13,960 Daisy? 733 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:15,800 Mychal? 734 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:21,960 Hey. 735 00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:24,120 Hey, we were just... 736 00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:26,320 We were... 737 00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,040 we were looking for you! 738 00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:29,280 Right. 739 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:30,400 You weren't in here. 740 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:31,600 Found us. 741 00:40:33,240 --> 00:40:35,080 - You ready to go? Great. - Yeah. Let me see... 742 00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:57,240 Aza, you're home late. 743 00:40:57,320 --> 00:41:00,960 I know. Sorry. Traffic. 744 00:41:28,040 --> 00:41:31,360 - I want to hear about your date. - I'm changing. 745 00:41:32,200 --> 00:41:34,600 Good night. Talk to you in the morning. I love you. 746 00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:48,280 I'm so glad you're here. Holmsey, I have a lot to say. 747 00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:49,360 Shocker. Listen... 748 00:42:49,440 --> 00:42:51,040 First, I'm sorry to ditch you last night. 749 00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:53,200 - Very uncool. - That's totally fine. Daisy... 750 00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:54,880 Second, I know. 751 00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:56,336 I convinced you to come so that we could snoop 752 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:57,680 and then I didn't even snoop. 753 00:42:57,760 --> 00:43:00,320 But Mychal is kind of amazing. 754 00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:01,920 And I want to hear all about it, but... 755 00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:03,960 The first room that we wandered into 756 00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,960 had a fireplace with a remote control. 757 00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:09,536 And then the next thing I know, we were cuddled up on this couch 758 00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:11,360 that was also, like, a literal work of art. 759 00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,000 And I don't... One thing led to another 760 00:43:13,080 --> 00:43:14,720 and I just let him... I let him. 761 00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:15,800 Daisy! 762 00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:22,320 Look. Look inside. 763 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,520 Oh, I'm more of a frosted blueberry kind of girl. 764 00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:26,280 Just look inside. 765 00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:39,160 What in the shit is this? 766 00:43:39,240 --> 00:43:40,880 Davis gave it to me. 767 00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:42,800 I'm not sure if it really makes sense 768 00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:43,880 or if it's ethical. 769 00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:45,720 - I don't... - Oh, no... no. 770 00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:50,960 For once in your life, Aza, do not overthink this. 771 00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:54,400 Should I have not come here to tell you you're rich? 772 00:43:54,480 --> 00:43:56,240 It's okay, I can just hold on to your half. 773 00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:57,560 Wait! 774 00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:00,080 Half of this is mine? 775 00:44:00,720 --> 00:44:03,080 There's 50 grand for each of us. 776 00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:12,960 Do you actually think we can keep it? 777 00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:15,680 Hell yes, we can keep it! 778 00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:18,680 Holmsey, I am so done with the idea 779 00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:22,600 that there is, like, nobility in turning down money. 780 00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,400 This is gonna change our lives. 781 00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,560 I'm actually gonna go to college. Not at night. 782 00:44:27,640 --> 00:44:29,560 Well, it's not enough to pay for all of college. 783 00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:31,920 Yeah, I know that, Queen Buzzkill. 784 00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:34,720 But it'll make paying for college a hell of a lot easier. 785 00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,040 Aza, you can put this towards Northwestern. 786 00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:41,840 My mom can't know about this money. 787 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,240 Duh, my parents would make me split it with my sister. 788 00:44:44,320 --> 00:44:47,080 No... no! 789 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:51,640 Now, I need you to just accept 790 00:44:51,720 --> 00:44:56,000 that the universe is being awesome with us right now 791 00:44:56,880 --> 00:44:58,840 and lean the eff in. 792 00:45:01,920 --> 00:45:03,360 I'll try. 793 00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:07,280 Let's go get the finest meal Indianapolis has to offer. 794 00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:12,360 Hi, Holly. 795 00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,680 Two red wines, please. We're celebrating. 796 00:45:14,760 --> 00:45:16,480 - Yeah, nice try. - Okay. 797 00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:20,280 Fine. What is your best steak? 798 00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:23,560 The shrimp and parm sirloin is our most popular. 799 00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:25,160 Woof. Okay. 800 00:45:25,240 --> 00:45:28,400 I will get my usual Blazin' Texan burger 801 00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:30,720 but I would like to upgrade my side to onion rings. 802 00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:32,880 And, yes, I know that it's extra. 803 00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,360 - And you? - A veggie burger. 804 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:38,360 No tomatoes, cheese, mayonnaise, onions... 805 00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:39,760 Yeah, I know your order. 806 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:44,200 - Do you have a coupon? - No. 807 00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:47,560 Not today, Holly. Not today. 808 00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:06,440 What is that? 809 00:46:07,240 --> 00:46:08,400 Isn't he fabulous? 810 00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:10,320 I'm naming him Liam. 811 00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:14,280 I thought we were saving the money for college. 812 00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:17,480 We are. Most of it. 813 00:46:17,560 --> 00:46:20,520 But I talked the car salesman down to 8,400 from 10,000 814 00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:22,240 so in a way, I made money. 815 00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:25,040 In no way did you make any money. 816 00:46:25,120 --> 00:46:26,880 But you already had a car. 817 00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:29,480 - I'm just saying. - Okay. 818 00:46:32,880 --> 00:46:36,040 Mychal got into that art show. It's in a couple weeks. 819 00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:38,680 I know that dirty tunnels might be a lot for you 820 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:42,720 but is there any way that you could come with me? 821 00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:45,640 Maybe. 822 00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,560 Mychal wants to meet up before homeroom. 823 00:46:56,720 --> 00:46:58,360 I love how into me he is. 824 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:12,736 Now, how I'mma capture the curve of your face if you keep moving? 825 00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:14,000 Girl, hold still. 826 00:47:14,080 --> 00:47:15,280 You hold still. 827 00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:17,080 That doesn't even make any sense. 828 00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:21,640 Holding still. 829 00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,080 Aza, can you at least pretend to play? 830 00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,080 Sorry, Mr. Adler. 831 00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:03,840 All right, everybody, let's get back at it. 832 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:07,400 Mom. 833 00:48:14,760 --> 00:48:15,920 Mom? 834 00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:23,280 Stop it. 835 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:25,480 - You're terrible! - Hi. 836 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:27,960 Hey, honey. 837 00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:32,320 This is Evan, my friend Debbie's brother. 838 00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:34,720 You must be Aza. 839 00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:36,480 I've heard such great things about you. 840 00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:37,960 Evan is a contractor. 841 00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:39,040 He came by after work 842 00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:41,600 to see if we could turn the garage into a bedroom. 843 00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:44,880 Why do we need a new bedroom? We never have any guests. 844 00:48:45,320 --> 00:48:47,920 Actually, I was thinking maybe you'd like it. 845 00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:52,120 - For the future. - Like, when I'm in college? 846 00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:56,040 I'll get out of you guys' way. 847 00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:58,960 It's nice to finally meet you, Aza. 848 00:48:59,880 --> 00:49:01,560 - I'll see you later. - Thank you. 849 00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:04,920 Bye. 850 00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:10,760 - You want me to live in the garage? - No. 851 00:49:10,840 --> 00:49:13,440 I mean, yes, but it wouldn't be a garage. 852 00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:15,640 We'd make it into more of your own apartment. 853 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:21,240 So, you think I'm too crazy to live away from home? 854 00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:24,360 Aza, it was just an idea. 855 00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:26,280 I was trying to get a sense of the costs. 856 00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:28,800 And IU is close by and it's such a good school... 857 00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:29,880 Got it. 858 00:49:31,720 --> 00:49:34,640 I'm going over to Davis' tonight. He's picking me up. 859 00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:46,040 I feel like we're back at camp, sitting at the lake. 860 00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:54,720 You see that bright star up there? 861 00:49:56,120 --> 00:49:57,600 The one kind of by itself. 862 00:49:58,720 --> 00:50:00,680 Yeah, I think so. 863 00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:04,440 Well, that's Tau Ceti. 864 00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:06,560 It's 12 light-years away 865 00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,920 and two of its planets might actually be habitable. 866 00:50:09,480 --> 00:50:11,040 Well, probably not, but maybe. 867 00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:14,800 It's my favorite star. 868 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:17,880 Why is that? 869 00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:22,376 I like to look at it and think about how the sun's light looks 870 00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:24,240 to someone in Tau Ceti's solar system. 871 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,920 And right now, they're looking at our light from 12 years ago. 872 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:34,440 In the light they see, my mom has five years to live. 873 00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:38,960 In the light they see, you and I are just kids. 874 00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:44,840 In the light they see... 875 00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,440 my dad just got me my first tricycle. 876 00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:53,800 We go to the park, he watches me ride... 877 00:50:55,480 --> 00:50:58,280 and he tells me I'm going so fast, he can barely see me. 878 00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:05,960 In the light they see 879 00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:11,120 we have the best and worst of it in front of us. 880 00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:17,240 Hey, how come it's so easy for me to talk to you? 881 00:51:19,640 --> 00:51:20,920 I don't know. 882 00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:27,960 Maybe because our hearts are broken in the same places. 883 00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:41,520 You wanna go for a swim? 884 00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:54,760 - Turn around. - Okay. 885 00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:16,960 Okay, you can look now. 886 00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:34,760 Hi. 887 00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:37,600 Hi. 888 00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:40,840 Do you have any big exams or anything Wednesday? 889 00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:43,880 No. 890 00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:45,960 Why? 891 00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:49,320 I was kind of hoping I could convince you to skip school. 892 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:52,080 I wanna take you somewhere. 893 00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:54,120 Where? 894 00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:57,480 It's a surprise. 895 00:54:31,160 --> 00:54:33,520 He's cute and smart. 896 00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:36,400 And not just because he goes to a fancy prep school. 897 00:54:37,640 --> 00:54:40,000 He makes me feel like I'm an acceptable girl 898 00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:41,280 to have a crush on. 899 00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,720 And you don't feel that way about yourself? 900 00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:48,120 I mean, I'm still crazy, if that's what you're asking. 901 00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:50,960 Nothing's changed on the crazy front. 902 00:54:51,720 --> 00:54:54,640 I would like to ask you to frame your mental health 903 00:54:54,720 --> 00:54:56,560 around a word other than "crazy." 904 00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:58,960 Can we try "courageous"? 905 00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,760 God, that's such a psychiatrist move. 906 00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:05,040 Look, Aza, plenty of people with anxiety disorders 907 00:55:05,120 --> 00:55:07,960 have fulfilling romantic relationships. 908 00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:11,360 Yeah, but how can I have a boyfriend if I hate the idea of kissing him? 909 00:55:12,080 --> 00:55:16,720 Being intimate with another person is intimidating for everyone 910 00:55:16,800 --> 00:55:18,880 especially for someone who has already lost 911 00:55:18,960 --> 00:55:20,480 someone she loves. 912 00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:25,840 What? 913 00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:28,720 You don't have to make this about my dad dying. 914 00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:32,280 Not everything is about him. 915 00:55:32,960 --> 00:55:36,040 But you being afraid to get close to this boy 916 00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:38,960 I think it may be a little bit about him. 917 00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:45,200 He was better with me than my mom. 918 00:55:46,560 --> 00:55:48,680 He never made me feel broken. 919 00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:51,920 He'd just tell me 920 00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:55,920 "You're right to worry. 921 00:55:58,240 --> 00:55:59,680 Life is worrisome." 922 00:56:05,240 --> 00:56:08,440 Can we go back to talking about the cute boy again, please? 923 00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:13,200 Aza, I have to be honest with you. 924 00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:15,920 I think your progress is being slowed down 925 00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:20,240 by your refusal to take the medication on a regular basis. 926 00:56:20,320 --> 00:56:23,120 And I believe your chances of having a relationship 927 00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:26,600 with this cute, smart boy will be hurt, too. 928 00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:29,080 I just think it's messed up. 929 00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:33,640 The idea of having to take a pill to become your real self. 930 00:56:33,720 --> 00:56:35,656 And here I thought you said you'd kill to have a mind 931 00:56:35,680 --> 00:56:36,760 that lets go of things. 932 00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:40,680 And you said my mind is what makes me, me. 933 00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:43,960 But it isn't my mind on the pills. 934 00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:50,480 It's a real catch-22, isn't it? 935 00:56:52,240 --> 00:56:53,840 Someone's at the door. 936 00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:01,640 Hey. 937 00:57:01,720 --> 00:57:04,480 I'm... here to hang out with your brother. 938 00:57:04,560 --> 00:57:05,560 Oh, yeah, I know. 939 00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:07,800 He's been trying on different outfits all morning. 940 00:57:07,880 --> 00:57:10,080 Hey, Davis. Your girlfriend's here. 941 00:57:10,160 --> 00:57:12,600 - Oh, I'm... I'm not his girlfriend. - Sure. 942 00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:15,840 Hey, can I show you something? 943 00:57:16,640 --> 00:57:20,200 Davis said you and your friend were trying to find my dad. 944 00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:22,680 Oh, no. Not really. 945 00:57:22,760 --> 00:57:25,600 - I mean, I... - Just check this out. 946 00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:32,840 - A permission slip? - Look at the back. 947 00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:36,720 That's his handwriting. 948 00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:39,880 "Maldives, Kosovo, Cambodia. 949 00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:41,880 The Joggers' Mouth"? 950 00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:45,680 So, Davis says those first three are countries where people hide out 951 00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:47,400 when they're wanted in America. 952 00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:50,880 But I can't figure out The Joggers' Mouth. 953 00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:52,880 Does it mean anything to you? 954 00:57:55,000 --> 00:57:56,120 No. 955 00:57:57,240 --> 00:57:58,960 I'm really sorry, Noah. 956 00:58:02,080 --> 00:58:03,240 Okay. 957 00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:06,200 Hi. Sorry to keep you waiting. 958 00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:07,600 I was thinking really hard 959 00:58:07,640 --> 00:58:09,560 about whether I can pull this sweater off or not. 960 00:58:09,600 --> 00:58:11,040 - I like it. - No, you can't. 961 00:58:12,360 --> 00:58:13,520 You ready to go? 962 00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:21,640 - You have your own airplane? - No, my father does. 963 00:58:21,720 --> 00:58:23,760 But my father's not here, so... 964 00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:26,440 And you have a full-time pilot, too? 965 00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:27,960 You're looking at him. 966 00:58:28,520 --> 00:58:30,600 You can get your pilot's license at 16, so... 967 00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:32,680 voilà. 968 00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:37,080 Aza, I'm kidding. Meet Richard. 969 00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:38,520 He's a trained professional. 970 00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:41,640 - Hi. - Hi. 971 00:58:47,520 --> 00:58:49,080 Howdy, Richard. 972 00:58:53,080 --> 00:58:55,240 You coming? Come on. 973 00:58:59,280 --> 00:59:00,360 What! 974 00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:25,960 Lady and gentleman 975 00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:28,120 we will be touching down in Chicago shortly. 976 00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:29,520 Chicago? 977 00:59:29,600 --> 00:59:32,400 Richard, it was supposed to be a surprise. 978 00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:34,600 What are we doing in Chicago? 979 00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:36,880 It's still a surprise. 980 00:59:43,640 --> 00:59:45,440 You said you dreamed of going to Northwestern 981 00:59:45,520 --> 00:59:47,800 but that new things aren't really your strong suit. 982 00:59:47,880 --> 00:59:50,520 So, I thought if you saw the school 983 00:59:50,600 --> 00:59:52,080 it wouldn't be new anymore. 984 00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:53,560 It'd be old-new. 985 00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:57,720 Are we going on a campus tour? 986 01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:01,280 Not exactly. 987 01:00:12,680 --> 01:00:13,680 Come on. 988 01:00:21,600 --> 01:00:24,240 I can't believe Professor Abbott is right there. 989 01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:25,400 Okay. 990 01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:29,960 We have 90 minutes. Let's crack free will, shall we? 991 01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:33,960 You, eating Doritos. 992 01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:35,640 Why? 993 01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:37,920 Why? 994 01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:39,760 Is it because you were hungry 995 01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:41,400 and you made that choice? 996 01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:44,160 Is it because advertising works? 997 01:00:46,400 --> 01:00:49,200 Is it because there was only ever going to be one world 998 01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:51,200 and everything was predetermined from the start 999 01:00:51,280 --> 01:00:53,280 and you were always gonna take this class? 1000 01:00:53,360 --> 01:00:56,080 Well, in our reading, there was that part where Kant said 1001 01:00:56,160 --> 01:00:57,800 "Freedom of the will must be presupposed." 1002 01:00:57,840 --> 01:01:00,840 So, I suppose I could've chosen any food 1003 01:01:00,920 --> 01:01:02,160 but I chose Doritos. 1004 01:01:02,240 --> 01:01:03,800 You did the reading. Wonderful news. 1005 01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:08,040 And if we just assume that Kant was right 1006 01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:10,400 maybe we don't need the full 90 minutes. 1007 01:01:10,480 --> 01:01:13,480 But Kant was writing about this in the 18th century, right? 1008 01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:16,680 And now we have all these fancy brain contraptions. 1009 01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:21,320 In 2008, volunteers were asked to choose to push a button 1010 01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:23,560 with either their right hand or their left hand. 1011 01:01:24,480 --> 01:01:26,640 And the researchers found that they could predict 1012 01:01:26,720 --> 01:01:28,760 with 100% accuracy 1013 01:01:28,840 --> 01:01:30,560 which choice the people would make 1014 01:01:30,640 --> 01:01:32,840 seven seconds before the person believed they'd made it. 1015 01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:36,360 So, I ask you again. 1016 01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:39,240 When did you decide to eat Doritos? 1017 01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:41,560 And who made that choice? 1018 01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:44,000 I have no idea. 1019 01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:47,336 It's difficult to define these terms. 1020 01:01:47,360 --> 01:01:48,480 I need to take this class. 1021 01:01:48,560 --> 01:01:49,920 What constitutes freedom of choice 1022 01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:52,480 in a world where our choices are endlessly limited 1023 01:01:52,560 --> 01:01:54,280 and shaped by cultural forces? 1024 01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:55,600 I mean, she has a way 1025 01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:58,120 of taking these old, dusty philosophical questions 1026 01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,600 and making them feel so insanely relevant. 1027 01:02:00,680 --> 01:02:02,040 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 1028 01:02:05,240 --> 01:02:06,240 Okay. 1029 01:02:09,080 --> 01:02:10,360 Why are we hiding? 1030 01:02:12,840 --> 01:02:14,720 Because she's right there. 1031 01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:17,120 You should go talk to her. 1032 01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:18,960 - What would I even say? - Aza. 1033 01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:21,040 You got this. 1034 01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:32,400 Hi, Professor Abbott. 1035 01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:35,440 I wanted to introduce myself. 1036 01:02:36,040 --> 01:02:38,400 I'm Aza Holmes, and I'm... 1037 01:02:40,600 --> 01:02:41,640 a fan. 1038 01:02:41,720 --> 01:02:43,560 Are you a fan of being my student? 1039 01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:47,320 No, I'm still in high school. I'm just visiting today. 1040 01:02:48,240 --> 01:02:49,960 But you're the reason I wanna go here. 1041 01:02:52,240 --> 01:02:54,960 I just think you're the most brilliant person in the world. 1042 01:02:55,720 --> 01:02:57,200 Oh, well. 1043 01:02:57,280 --> 01:03:01,080 Thank you so much, but I assure you that's not the case. 1044 01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:06,080 It was nice to meet you. 1045 01:03:09,200 --> 01:03:10,320 Professor Abbott? 1046 01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:12,120 Yes? 1047 01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:18,560 I'm worried that I'm not real. 1048 01:03:23,200 --> 01:03:24,240 Why is that? 1049 01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:26,240 It's like what you said. 1050 01:03:26,920 --> 01:03:30,760 A lot of my thoughts and behaviors don't even feel like they're mine. 1051 01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:35,400 Like, they're not things I want to think or do. 1052 01:03:36,720 --> 01:03:39,120 And then when I look for the originator of my thoughts 1053 01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:40,280 the real me 1054 01:03:41,040 --> 01:03:42,480 I never find it. 1055 01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:45,440 You know those nesting dolls? 1056 01:03:45,880 --> 01:03:47,960 The ones that are hollow and when you open them up 1057 01:03:48,040 --> 01:03:49,400 there's a smaller one inside? 1058 01:03:49,480 --> 01:03:50,760 And you keep opening them 1059 01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:52,680 until eventually, you get to the smallest one 1060 01:03:52,760 --> 01:03:54,400 and it's solid all the way through? 1061 01:03:55,640 --> 01:03:58,040 But with me, I don't think there's one that's solid. 1062 01:03:58,720 --> 01:04:02,240 I just keep getting smaller and smaller. 1063 01:04:07,360 --> 01:04:09,360 That reminds me of an old story. 1064 01:04:13,760 --> 01:04:15,360 There's this very famous scientist 1065 01:04:15,440 --> 01:04:19,520 and he's giving a lecture on astronomy to a large audience. 1066 01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:22,800 And he's describing how the Earth orbits the Sun 1067 01:04:22,880 --> 01:04:25,760 and the Sun orbits the galaxy, et cetera, et cetera. 1068 01:04:25,840 --> 01:04:27,360 And when he's finally done 1069 01:04:27,440 --> 01:04:29,920 a little old lady in the back raises her hand and says 1070 01:04:30,000 --> 01:04:33,360 "Professor, with all due respect, what you've just told us is bullshit. 1071 01:04:33,440 --> 01:04:36,840 The truth is, the Earth is resting on the back of a giant turtle." 1072 01:04:38,080 --> 01:04:41,240 So, the very famous scientist gives a smug smile and says 1073 01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:43,160 "So, what is the turtle resting on?" 1074 01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:45,440 And the woman replies 1075 01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:48,920 "It's resting on the shell of another giant turtle, of course." 1076 01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:51,920 And the scientist says, "And that turtle?" 1077 01:04:52,600 --> 01:04:55,200 And the woman exclaims, "Don't you understand? 1078 01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:57,840 It's turtles, all the way down." 1079 01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:02,920 You're imagining the true self 1080 01:05:03,000 --> 01:05:06,800 the self that exists independent of circumstance 1081 01:05:06,880 --> 01:05:09,320 as that turtle on the very bottom of the pile. 1082 01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:14,800 But maybe it's turtles, all the way down. 1083 01:05:16,520 --> 01:05:17,840 Maybe you're infinite. 1084 01:05:19,680 --> 01:05:25,360 And I think your doubts make you more real, not less. 1085 01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:31,360 I think you'd do just fine here, Aza. 1086 01:05:44,880 --> 01:05:45,920 So, how'd it go? 1087 01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:05,160 His bacteria are joining your bacteria right now. 1088 01:06:05,880 --> 01:06:07,160 It doesn't matter. 1089 01:06:07,680 --> 01:06:09,440 People kiss all the time. 1090 01:06:14,680 --> 01:06:18,640 Millions of his organisms are entering your body right now. 1091 01:06:20,320 --> 01:06:21,320 Hey. 1092 01:06:22,120 --> 01:06:23,360 Is everything okay? 1093 01:06:25,640 --> 01:06:26,800 Yeah, I'm just... 1094 01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:30,560 Just a little nauseous. 1095 01:06:30,640 --> 01:06:31,880 Be right back. 1096 01:06:38,600 --> 01:06:40,080 What were you thinking? 1097 01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:42,136 Everything was going perfectly and you had to ruin it 1098 01:06:42,160 --> 01:06:44,040 by letting his tongue into your mouth. 1099 01:06:45,360 --> 01:06:46,640 Why isn't it working? 1100 01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:52,520 You're infected. 1101 01:06:55,000 --> 01:06:57,840 You need to kill the bacteria now. 1102 01:06:57,920 --> 01:06:59,600 Oh, shut up! 1103 01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:03,120 Kill it. Kill every last germ. 1104 01:07:03,200 --> 01:07:04,600 Kill his saliva. 1105 01:07:06,520 --> 01:07:09,720 You know what you need to do, so do it. Just do it. 1106 01:07:35,240 --> 01:07:36,600 Aza, what's goin' on? 1107 01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:49,840 When I get stuck in my thoughts 1108 01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:55,080 it's not just the interesting fish stuff I told you about. 1109 01:07:57,160 --> 01:07:58,200 Okay. 1110 01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:06,600 Bacteria scares me more than anything. 1111 01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:10,240 I'm always worried about getting infections 1112 01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:12,520 and once I start worrying, I can't stop. 1113 01:08:15,840 --> 01:08:18,640 That's why I liked your painting so much. 1114 01:08:19,400 --> 01:08:21,440 Because my thoughts are like that. 1115 01:08:22,600 --> 01:08:26,520 They're all, like, spirally. 1116 01:08:27,280 --> 01:08:30,200 So, right now you're thinking about whether you have an infection? 1117 01:08:30,840 --> 01:08:32,200 Kind of. 1118 01:08:37,000 --> 01:08:38,800 From kissing you. 1119 01:08:45,200 --> 01:08:48,160 We don't have to kiss. We can just take things really slow. 1120 01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:49,720 You don't understand. 1121 01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:52,040 It's not logical. 1122 01:08:53,920 --> 01:08:55,920 It's like I'm living with a demon. 1123 01:08:56,760 --> 01:08:58,120 And maybe you don't care right now 1124 01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,160 but you won't feel that way forever. 1125 01:09:01,920 --> 01:09:03,200 But it's not forever. 1126 01:09:03,960 --> 01:09:05,240 It's now. 1127 01:09:15,840 --> 01:09:17,160 Oh, thank God. 1128 01:09:17,720 --> 01:09:19,040 Where have you been? 1129 01:09:19,800 --> 01:09:21,960 Why haven't you been answering your phone? 1130 01:09:24,880 --> 01:09:26,280 I was with Davis. 1131 01:09:28,840 --> 01:09:31,800 I see you at school at the same time every single day, Aza. 1132 01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:33,960 Did you seriously think I wasn't gonna find out? 1133 01:09:34,040 --> 01:09:36,720 I don't know. I guess I didn't care. 1134 01:09:37,160 --> 01:09:40,240 - Well, where'd you guys go? - We went to Chicago. 1135 01:09:40,320 --> 01:09:41,600 To Chicago? 1136 01:09:41,680 --> 01:09:44,240 What the hell were you doing in Chicago? 1137 01:09:44,320 --> 01:09:45,576 He didn't kidnap me. I wanted to go. 1138 01:09:45,600 --> 01:09:47,360 I don't care if you wanted to go. 1139 01:09:47,960 --> 01:09:49,560 What if something happened to you 1140 01:09:49,640 --> 01:09:51,320 and I didn't even know where you were? 1141 01:09:51,400 --> 01:09:52,960 Or what if you got in your head 1142 01:09:53,040 --> 01:09:54,440 and you needed me to calm you down? 1143 01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:56,120 You think you calm me down? 1144 01:09:56,800 --> 01:09:58,080 How, Mom? 1145 01:09:59,000 --> 01:10:01,920 Do you know why Davis took me to Chicago today? 1146 01:10:03,040 --> 01:10:04,240 To see Northwestern. 1147 01:10:05,160 --> 01:10:07,800 Because he actually thinks that I can go to school on my own 1148 01:10:07,880 --> 01:10:09,320 in another state. 1149 01:10:09,400 --> 01:10:11,440 He thinks that I can study what I wanna study 1150 01:10:11,520 --> 01:10:13,200 and live in a dorm with the other kids. 1151 01:10:13,280 --> 01:10:16,240 And maybe he's wrong. Maybe I can't. 1152 01:10:16,840 --> 01:10:18,600 But do you know how good it feels 1153 01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:21,680 to finally have someone in my life who thinks I can? 1154 01:10:22,960 --> 01:10:23,960 Aza! 1155 01:11:05,200 --> 01:11:07,200 "Chewie and I were on Tatooine 1156 01:11:07,280 --> 01:11:09,720 where we'd stopped to pick up some cargo. 1157 01:11:09,800 --> 01:11:11,680 Of course, Ayala was with me. 1158 01:11:11,760 --> 01:11:16,200 My best friend and my greatest burden." 1159 01:11:23,920 --> 01:11:26,120 "Ayala reached into her mane of blue hair 1160 01:11:26,200 --> 01:11:27,440 and plucked out a strand. 1161 01:11:27,520 --> 01:11:31,360 A nervous habit, but then, all her habits were nervous." 1162 01:11:36,440 --> 01:11:38,880 "Ayala never got anything right. 1163 01:11:38,960 --> 01:11:41,960 The more Ayala worried, the worse she made everything." 1164 01:11:45,120 --> 01:11:47,800 "Ayala sneered at my new Speeder Bike. 1165 01:11:47,880 --> 01:11:49,960 'I thought you were saving your money.' 1166 01:11:50,040 --> 01:11:52,720 Ayala had a Landspeeder from her parents. 1167 01:11:52,800 --> 01:11:53,960 What did she know? 1168 01:11:55,240 --> 01:11:58,560 Ayala wasn't a bad person. Just a useless one." 1169 01:12:50,960 --> 01:12:52,280 Holmsey! 1170 01:12:52,360 --> 01:12:53,720 Where have you been all day? 1171 01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:55,096 Can I ride with you to Mychal's later? 1172 01:12:55,120 --> 01:12:56,400 My mom had to borrow my car. 1173 01:12:56,480 --> 01:12:57,880 And I need the deets on your date. 1174 01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:01,360 I just don't get it. 1175 01:13:01,440 --> 01:13:03,040 He whisks you away to Chicago. 1176 01:13:03,120 --> 01:13:05,880 You have the most romantic day in the history of ever. 1177 01:13:05,960 --> 01:13:07,520 Now you don't want to see him anymore? 1178 01:13:08,280 --> 01:13:09,960 Something else must've happened. 1179 01:13:12,240 --> 01:13:13,280 Did you guys do it? 1180 01:13:13,360 --> 01:13:15,760 No. I told you, nothing happened. 1181 01:13:15,840 --> 01:13:17,896 Yeah, but that doesn't make any sense. I'm sure that... 1182 01:13:17,920 --> 01:13:19,200 That I screwed it up? 1183 01:13:19,760 --> 01:13:20,840 What? 1184 01:13:21,760 --> 01:13:22,760 No. 1185 01:13:24,280 --> 01:13:26,560 You barely even changed my name. 1186 01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:32,200 You read my fanfic? 1187 01:13:32,280 --> 01:13:34,680 Yes, I read your fanfic! 1188 01:13:34,760 --> 01:13:37,360 You're my best friend. You didn't think maybe I'd read it? 1189 01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,440 No, I didn't. 1190 01:13:42,760 --> 01:13:44,520 Because I've been writing them since I was 11 1191 01:13:44,600 --> 01:13:46,000 and you've never read a single one. 1192 01:13:46,080 --> 01:13:48,520 What? You never asked. 1193 01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:50,560 I shouldn't have to ask. 1194 01:13:50,640 --> 01:13:52,240 Other people's best friends would just... 1195 01:13:53,160 --> 01:13:55,200 take a little break from endlessly contemplating 1196 01:13:55,280 --> 01:13:56,696 the inner workings of their own mind 1197 01:13:56,720 --> 01:13:58,720 to think about other people's interests. 1198 01:13:59,680 --> 01:14:01,680 I came up with Ayala in seventh grade. 1199 01:14:01,760 --> 01:14:03,920 And, yeah, it was a dick move, but... 1200 01:14:05,560 --> 01:14:08,240 maybe it was my way of coping with having a best friend who's... 1201 01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:15,440 Look, Mychal says that you're like mustard, right? 1202 01:14:15,520 --> 01:14:18,200 Like, you're awesome in small quantities 1203 01:14:18,280 --> 01:14:20,440 but a lot of you is a lot. 1204 01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:22,280 Got it. 1205 01:14:22,960 --> 01:14:25,640 I mean, have you ever stopped to think about what it's like for me? 1206 01:14:26,040 --> 01:14:28,600 I constantly have your back and you never have mine. 1207 01:14:28,680 --> 01:14:30,920 You're right. All our friendship has gotten you lately 1208 01:14:31,000 --> 01:14:32,920 is 50 grand and a boyfriend. 1209 01:14:33,000 --> 01:14:35,120 But you won't even come with me to his art show. 1210 01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:36,640 Other people's best friends would... 1211 01:14:38,680 --> 01:14:41,040 I mean, I know that you have mental problems and whatever 1212 01:14:41,120 --> 01:14:43,000 but they make you extremely self-centered. 1213 01:14:43,080 --> 01:14:44,560 I am not self-centered! 1214 01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:45,840 What are my parents' names? 1215 01:14:48,440 --> 01:14:49,800 What are their jobs? 1216 01:14:51,000 --> 01:14:52,240 What's my middle name? 1217 01:14:52,320 --> 01:14:53,560 Do I have any pets? 1218 01:14:56,760 --> 01:15:01,440 You're just so pathologically uncurious 1219 01:15:01,520 --> 01:15:03,440 that you don't even know what you don't know. 1220 01:15:04,760 --> 01:15:06,840 - You have a cat. - Yes. 1221 01:15:06,920 --> 01:15:08,720 Congratulations, Aza, I have a cat. 1222 01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:10,840 I've had her since I was five. What's her name? 1223 01:15:13,520 --> 01:15:15,560 - I don't know. - No, you have no clue. 1224 01:15:15,640 --> 01:15:17,096 You have no idea what it's like for me 1225 01:15:17,120 --> 01:15:18,400 because you never ask. 1226 01:15:19,680 --> 01:15:21,840 I mean, you think you and your mom are poor or whatever 1227 01:15:21,920 --> 01:15:25,640 but you got braces, and a car, and an iPad, and all that shit. 1228 01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:26,776 Do you think that it's just normal 1229 01:15:26,800 --> 01:15:28,296 to have a house with your own room in it? 1230 01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:29,736 And a mom who helps you with your homework? 1231 01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:32,800 I mean, your privileges are like oxygen to you, Aza. 1232 01:15:33,360 --> 01:15:35,440 And then you judge me for buying a car 1233 01:15:35,520 --> 01:15:36,816 instead of saving it all for college. 1234 01:15:36,840 --> 01:15:38,800 And I try not to care 1235 01:15:38,880 --> 01:15:40,480 and I try to be understanding because... 1236 01:15:40,560 --> 01:15:41,800 Stop talking! 1237 01:15:41,880 --> 01:15:44,520 Jesus Christ, you haven't shut up in ten years! 1238 01:15:44,600 --> 01:15:46,640 I'm sorry if it's hard hanging out with me 1239 01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:48,360 but imagine actually being me! 1240 01:15:48,440 --> 01:15:50,120 Imagine being stuck in my head all the time 1241 01:15:50,200 --> 01:15:51,760 with no break, no way out! 1242 01:15:51,840 --> 01:15:52,840 I'm sorry that... 1243 01:15:52,920 --> 01:15:54,640 And to use Mychal's clever little analogy 1244 01:15:54,720 --> 01:15:56,800 imagine eating nothing but mustard! 1245 01:15:56,880 --> 01:15:58,800 Being stuck with mustard all the time! 1246 01:15:58,880 --> 01:15:59,936 Okay, I shouldn't have said that. 1247 01:15:59,960 --> 01:16:01,000 And if you hate me so much 1248 01:16:01,040 --> 01:16:02,296 then why don't you just stop asking me... 1249 01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:03,320 Watch out! 1250 01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:34,400 Are you okay? 1251 01:16:35,600 --> 01:16:36,880 I think so. 1252 01:16:39,560 --> 01:16:40,920 Are you? 1253 01:16:41,600 --> 01:16:42,920 You're hurt. 1254 01:16:43,920 --> 01:16:46,800 Aza, stop. 1255 01:16:48,240 --> 01:16:49,680 Stay still. 1256 01:16:50,320 --> 01:16:51,720 Aza! 1257 01:16:55,640 --> 01:16:58,080 No... no. 1258 01:16:58,160 --> 01:17:00,320 No... no. 1259 01:17:12,840 --> 01:17:14,960 Hey. Are you all right? 1260 01:17:15,040 --> 01:17:16,480 It's ruined. 1261 01:17:16,960 --> 01:17:18,800 My dad's car. 1262 01:17:18,880 --> 01:17:21,280 Honey, I've been doing this for a long time 1263 01:17:21,360 --> 01:17:24,040 and I can promise, your dad's not gonna be mad at you. 1264 01:17:30,200 --> 01:17:31,480 I need help! 1265 01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:47,800 Hey, kiddo. 1266 01:17:49,480 --> 01:17:52,200 You're in the hospital, but everything's gonna be okay. 1267 01:17:53,800 --> 01:17:55,680 I love you so much. 1268 01:17:58,400 --> 01:18:00,000 Is Daisy okay? 1269 01:18:00,080 --> 01:18:02,320 They gave her some stitches on her forehead 1270 01:18:02,400 --> 01:18:03,920 but she's gonna be fine. 1271 01:18:07,840 --> 01:18:09,480 I ruined Harold. 1272 01:18:10,040 --> 01:18:11,440 I know, baby. 1273 01:18:11,960 --> 01:18:13,960 Dad loved that car. 1274 01:18:15,320 --> 01:18:16,800 Dad loved you. 1275 01:18:17,840 --> 01:18:19,240 Am I okay? 1276 01:18:19,960 --> 01:18:21,720 You have a lacerated liver 1277 01:18:21,800 --> 01:18:23,960 but the internal bleeding is mild. 1278 01:18:24,040 --> 01:18:25,960 - I'm bleeding inside? - Just a little. 1279 01:18:26,680 --> 01:18:28,840 The good news is you don't need surgery. 1280 01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:31,000 They just wanna monitor you for a few days. 1281 01:18:31,080 --> 01:18:32,200 What? 1282 01:18:32,960 --> 01:18:33,960 No. 1283 01:18:34,920 --> 01:18:37,280 - No, I can't stay here, Mom. - Aza. 1284 01:18:37,360 --> 01:18:40,600 Please, please just do something. I can't stay here. 1285 01:18:41,920 --> 01:18:43,280 I have to go home. 1286 01:18:43,720 --> 01:18:46,120 I'm gonna get C. diff if I stay. 1287 01:18:46,200 --> 01:18:48,800 - You don't have C. diff. - I probably already have C. diff. 1288 01:18:48,880 --> 01:18:50,920 No, you don't have C. diff. 1289 01:18:51,000 --> 01:18:53,160 Hospitals are where people get it, okay? 1290 01:18:53,240 --> 01:18:54,880 I can't stay here, Mom. 1291 01:18:54,960 --> 01:18:57,080 - I can't stay here! - Aza! 1292 01:18:57,160 --> 01:18:58,440 Your liver is bleeding! 1293 01:18:58,520 --> 01:18:59,776 - We can't go home. - I have to... 1294 01:18:59,800 --> 01:19:01,720 But I'll be with you the whole time. 1295 01:19:01,800 --> 01:19:04,240 - I promise. - I have to go. I have to go, Mom. 1296 01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:15,920 C. diff is invading your body right now. 1297 01:19:16,000 --> 01:19:17,760 It's all around you. 1298 01:19:17,840 --> 01:19:19,280 You're infected. 1299 01:19:19,360 --> 01:19:22,000 You're full of bacteria colonizing you. 1300 01:19:22,080 --> 01:19:24,800 It's all colonizing you, and you can't stop it. 1301 01:19:24,880 --> 01:19:25,920 You can't. 1302 01:19:26,000 --> 01:19:28,800 You can't have a boyfriend. You can't go to college. 1303 01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:30,080 You can't have a job. 1304 01:19:30,160 --> 01:19:32,040 You can't even control your own brain. 1305 01:19:32,120 --> 01:19:34,080 You can't... You can't. 1306 01:19:45,040 --> 01:19:46,520 You know how to deal with this. 1307 01:19:46,600 --> 01:19:48,640 It's the only way. 1308 01:19:59,600 --> 01:20:01,240 Come on, kill it. Kill the infection. 1309 01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:03,120 You have to... You have to. 1310 01:20:03,200 --> 01:20:06,520 Please, please think about something else. 1311 01:20:06,600 --> 01:20:08,960 I hate being stuck inside you! 1312 01:20:09,040 --> 01:20:11,200 You wanna feel better? You know how to feel better. 1313 01:20:11,280 --> 01:20:12,880 It'll just make me sick. 1314 01:20:12,960 --> 01:20:14,600 Do you wanna die of C. diff? 1315 01:20:14,680 --> 01:20:16,760 This is not rational. Your now is not your forever. 1316 01:20:16,840 --> 01:20:18,840 This is not rational. Your now is not your forever. 1317 01:20:18,920 --> 01:20:21,440 Kill the infection! Kill it! Kill it now! 1318 01:20:28,440 --> 01:20:30,440 Please, let me go. Please, I'll do anything. 1319 01:20:30,640 --> 01:20:33,040 You can have this body. I don't want it anymore! 1320 01:20:33,120 --> 01:20:36,080 I am my way, I am not my will. I am my way, not my will. 1321 01:20:36,160 --> 01:20:38,880 You'll never be free of this. You're possessed by a demon! 1322 01:20:39,800 --> 01:20:41,520 Do you want to die of fucking C. diff? 1323 01:20:41,600 --> 01:20:43,000 No! Because you will. 1324 01:20:43,080 --> 01:20:44,800 I will. You will. 1325 01:20:44,880 --> 01:20:46,880 I will. You will. 1326 01:20:48,840 --> 01:20:50,560 Aza! No, no, what are you doing? 1327 01:20:50,640 --> 01:20:51,640 No, stop that. 1328 01:20:51,720 --> 01:20:54,280 - Stop it. Aza, stop that! - You're disgusting. 1329 01:20:54,360 --> 01:20:57,280 - You make me sick. - Help! Nurse! 1330 01:20:57,360 --> 01:20:59,640 - Stop it. - You're not possessed by a demon. 1331 01:21:04,440 --> 01:21:06,680 You are the demon. 1332 01:21:29,680 --> 01:21:31,360 You want some breakfast? 1333 01:21:36,280 --> 01:21:38,280 My stomach hurts. 1334 01:21:41,840 --> 01:21:43,400 They had to pump it. 1335 01:21:49,480 --> 01:21:50,680 You can probably guess 1336 01:21:50,760 --> 01:21:51,760 who that's from. 1337 01:21:55,320 --> 01:21:56,920 I called Dr. Singh. 1338 01:21:58,880 --> 01:22:00,640 Please don't be mad at me. 1339 01:22:02,760 --> 01:22:04,760 I just didn't know what to do. 1340 01:22:04,840 --> 01:22:06,360 I'm not mad. 1341 01:22:09,840 --> 01:22:11,520 Thank you, Mom. 1342 01:22:15,680 --> 01:22:17,040 How are you feeling? 1343 01:22:19,200 --> 01:22:20,600 Well... 1344 01:22:22,120 --> 01:22:23,560 not great. 1345 01:22:25,920 --> 01:22:28,040 I think it would be good for you 1346 01:22:28,120 --> 01:22:30,280 to start seeing me more regularly. 1347 01:22:31,920 --> 01:22:35,280 I don't want you left alone with your thoughts for too long. 1348 01:22:38,360 --> 01:22:40,760 - Okay. - Good. 1349 01:22:42,040 --> 01:22:45,680 I also think we should give exposure response therapy another try 1350 01:22:45,760 --> 01:22:47,920 and we can take it slow. 1351 01:22:50,160 --> 01:22:53,400 But, Aza, you have to take your medication. 1352 01:22:55,360 --> 01:22:57,640 Or we find another medication that works better for you 1353 01:22:57,720 --> 01:23:00,080 that you are willing to take, as prescribed. 1354 01:23:00,160 --> 01:23:04,200 - None of them have worked. - None of them have worked yet. 1355 01:24:50,040 --> 01:24:52,480 - Hi. - Hi. 1356 01:24:56,800 --> 01:25:00,200 I'm sorry it took so long for me to reach out. 1357 01:25:01,240 --> 01:25:02,400 It's okay. 1358 01:25:03,080 --> 01:25:05,160 I just... I needed some time. 1359 01:25:08,480 --> 01:25:09,760 I missed you. 1360 01:25:11,720 --> 01:25:13,400 I missed you, too. 1361 01:25:14,200 --> 01:25:15,880 I talked to your mom a few times. 1362 01:25:16,520 --> 01:25:18,960 And she was actually really nice about keeping me updated... 1363 01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:23,120 Maybe you could kiss him. 1364 01:25:24,520 --> 01:25:26,000 It'll be different. 1365 01:25:27,080 --> 01:25:29,960 No... no. Don't kiss him. 1366 01:25:30,040 --> 01:25:31,040 You'll get sick. 1367 01:25:31,120 --> 01:25:32,176 You'll have to go back to the hospital. 1368 01:25:32,200 --> 01:25:33,256 Then you'll get C. diff. You'll have to go back 1369 01:25:33,280 --> 01:25:34,656 to the hospital. Then you'll get C. diff... 1370 01:25:34,680 --> 01:25:35,920 How are you feeling? 1371 01:25:39,000 --> 01:25:40,280 Are you there? 1372 01:25:42,960 --> 01:25:44,000 Yeah. 1373 01:25:46,040 --> 01:25:48,080 - Sorry. - I asked how you were feeling. 1374 01:25:49,040 --> 01:25:50,320 Good. 1375 01:25:51,400 --> 01:25:52,680 Generally. 1376 01:25:58,000 --> 01:25:59,960 Not so good right now, though. 1377 01:26:00,680 --> 01:26:04,320 Could you... maybe sit across from me instead? 1378 01:26:21,440 --> 01:26:23,320 I was hoping I'd be better. 1379 01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:28,880 I've been taking my meds and working with Dr. Singh. 1380 01:26:30,200 --> 01:26:31,480 I thought... 1381 01:26:33,040 --> 01:26:35,520 maybe... I could even kiss you. 1382 01:26:38,520 --> 01:26:40,560 I think I am better. 1383 01:26:42,640 --> 01:26:44,680 But I guess I'm just not... 1384 01:26:46,720 --> 01:26:47,960 better enough. 1385 01:26:56,520 --> 01:26:57,960 Maybe we could text? 1386 01:27:00,640 --> 01:27:01,800 I just... 1387 01:27:05,360 --> 01:27:06,840 I need to be liked up close. 1388 01:27:18,680 --> 01:27:21,080 Hey, how was Davis? 1389 01:27:22,520 --> 01:27:23,560 Fine. 1390 01:27:24,240 --> 01:27:25,560 Come here. 1391 01:27:27,640 --> 01:27:30,920 You know, when you first started having thought spirals 1392 01:27:31,000 --> 01:27:32,720 I was so confused. 1393 01:27:33,880 --> 01:27:35,360 You'd been such a happy little girl 1394 01:27:35,440 --> 01:27:37,720 and, suddenly, you were so scared of everything. 1395 01:27:38,400 --> 01:27:40,840 And I couldn't make you feel better. 1396 01:27:41,440 --> 01:27:44,120 But your dad got me through it. 1397 01:27:44,800 --> 01:27:46,240 This sounds crazy 1398 01:27:46,320 --> 01:27:48,440 but he'd make me stare at my reflection in the mirror 1399 01:27:48,520 --> 01:27:52,160 and tell myself all the things I did right that day, out loud. 1400 01:27:52,760 --> 01:27:53,800 And it worked. 1401 01:27:54,360 --> 01:27:56,200 For those few minutes before bed 1402 01:27:58,480 --> 01:28:00,400 I actually felt okay. 1403 01:28:01,200 --> 01:28:04,480 He was the one person 1404 01:28:05,600 --> 01:28:07,800 that made me feel good at being your mom. 1405 01:28:09,520 --> 01:28:10,840 And now, he's gone 1406 01:28:11,440 --> 01:28:13,360 and I can't calm myself down. 1407 01:28:13,440 --> 01:28:15,560 So, I just go about my day 1408 01:28:15,640 --> 01:28:17,920 terrified that something bad's gonna happen. 1409 01:28:19,240 --> 01:28:21,640 Terrified that I'm failing you. 1410 01:28:23,840 --> 01:28:25,440 But you're not. 1411 01:28:25,520 --> 01:28:26,920 Okay. 1412 01:28:27,000 --> 01:28:28,960 I can do it if you want. 1413 01:28:30,040 --> 01:28:31,440 The mirror thing. 1414 01:28:33,360 --> 01:28:34,720 We can do that together. 1415 01:28:35,400 --> 01:28:37,080 No, that's okay. 1416 01:28:37,480 --> 01:28:38,800 Oh, thank God. 1417 01:28:39,320 --> 01:28:41,480 Us doing that sounded really weird. 1418 01:28:44,600 --> 01:28:46,880 Aza, when the garage is redone 1419 01:28:48,840 --> 01:28:51,600 we'll rent it out to help pay for your tuition. 1420 01:28:51,680 --> 01:28:53,120 Really? 1421 01:28:53,200 --> 01:28:55,280 You will go to college wherever you want. 1422 01:28:56,880 --> 01:28:58,120 You know why? 1423 01:28:58,800 --> 01:29:01,240 Because you never give up. 1424 01:29:01,320 --> 01:29:03,120 That's one of the things I love about you. 1425 01:29:03,200 --> 01:29:06,200 No matter how scared you are, you never stop trying. 1426 01:29:13,200 --> 01:29:15,480 Mom, I need to borrow your car. 1427 01:29:16,960 --> 01:29:19,120 Davis said he needs to be liked up close 1428 01:29:19,200 --> 01:29:20,960 and I can't do that right now 1429 01:29:21,440 --> 01:29:23,160 but I'm gonna like my best friend up close 1430 01:29:23,240 --> 01:29:24,840 even if it kills me. 1431 01:29:27,560 --> 01:29:30,320 Hey, while we're telling each other things 1432 01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:31,816 when Davis and I first started hanging out 1433 01:29:31,840 --> 01:29:33,520 he gave me $50,000. 1434 01:29:33,600 --> 01:29:35,200 It either goes to me or a tuatara 1435 01:29:35,280 --> 01:29:37,040 so I'm putting it towards Northwestern, okay? 1436 01:29:37,080 --> 01:29:39,080 - Great. Bye. Te quiero mucho. - Wha... 1437 01:30:04,960 --> 01:30:06,960 You need to be here for Daisy. 1438 01:30:07,960 --> 01:30:10,360 You need to be here... You need to be here. 1439 01:30:41,680 --> 01:30:43,720 - Hey, Aza. - Hi. 1440 01:30:43,800 --> 01:30:46,120 I guess I assumed you weren't coming. 1441 01:30:47,160 --> 01:30:48,240 Oh, and I... 1442 01:30:48,320 --> 01:30:50,840 I'm so sorry about the accident and your liver. 1443 01:30:50,920 --> 01:30:52,200 Oh, I'm fine. 1444 01:30:54,480 --> 01:30:55,760 This is awesome. 1445 01:30:56,400 --> 01:30:57,800 I mean, I don't understand art 1446 01:30:57,880 --> 01:31:00,240 but even I can tell that it's awesome. 1447 01:31:00,960 --> 01:31:04,520 I don't know about that, but thank you. Really. 1448 01:31:04,600 --> 01:31:07,560 - For coming. - I wanna be a supportive friend. 1449 01:31:08,920 --> 01:31:11,040 It's this new thing I'm trying. 1450 01:31:34,600 --> 01:31:35,880 How's the liver? 1451 01:31:37,200 --> 01:31:38,680 De-lacerated. 1452 01:31:39,920 --> 01:31:41,440 How are you? 1453 01:31:42,480 --> 01:31:43,840 Oh, I got off easy. 1454 01:31:44,960 --> 01:31:47,480 Although, you'd never know it by how Mychal is acting. 1455 01:31:48,360 --> 01:31:50,560 He named all six of my stitches 1456 01:31:50,640 --> 01:31:53,880 and wrote them each individual love poems. 1457 01:31:56,640 --> 01:31:58,360 I'm really sorry, Daisy. 1458 01:31:59,600 --> 01:32:01,280 You deserve the most amazing 1459 01:32:01,360 --> 01:32:03,720 supportive, attentive friend in the world. 1460 01:32:04,760 --> 01:32:07,000 Not one who almost killed you in a car crash. 1461 01:32:07,720 --> 01:32:09,480 Jesus, Holmsey. 1462 01:32:11,080 --> 01:32:13,080 You can sure hold a grudge against yourself. 1463 01:32:15,000 --> 01:32:18,920 If you can't tell, I've already forgiven you. 1464 01:32:20,920 --> 01:32:23,480 And I'm sorry about Ayala. 1465 01:32:24,160 --> 01:32:25,800 You don't have to be. 1466 01:32:25,880 --> 01:32:27,040 Yeah. 1467 01:32:28,400 --> 01:32:29,680 I do. 1468 01:32:31,640 --> 01:32:37,200 Yes, you can be exhausting, but you are not like mustard. 1469 01:32:37,720 --> 01:32:41,040 You're the most fascinating person I've ever known. 1470 01:32:43,520 --> 01:32:45,800 I love you. 1471 01:32:46,840 --> 01:32:49,320 I want to be buried next to you. 1472 01:32:50,200 --> 01:32:51,840 We'll have a shared tombstone. 1473 01:32:51,920 --> 01:32:56,800 It'll read, "Holmsey and Daisy. They did everything together. 1474 01:32:58,160 --> 01:32:59,440 Except the nasty." 1475 01:33:07,960 --> 01:33:11,280 I'm not like mustard, but maybe I'm like Indianapolis. 1476 01:33:12,720 --> 01:33:14,080 They had this shit river 1477 01:33:14,160 --> 01:33:16,600 but they worked with what they had. 1478 01:33:17,680 --> 01:33:19,800 And they managed to build an okay city around it. 1479 01:33:21,040 --> 01:33:24,040 Not a great city, but not bad. 1480 01:33:24,120 --> 01:33:25,440 A B-minus. 1481 01:33:26,800 --> 01:33:29,520 Well, I think you're at least a B-plus. 1482 01:33:29,600 --> 01:33:31,080 You and this city. 1483 01:33:31,840 --> 01:33:33,280 This skyline. 1484 01:33:35,000 --> 01:33:36,240 These tunnels. 1485 01:33:37,320 --> 01:33:38,560 This bridge. 1486 01:33:40,000 --> 01:33:41,800 This sewage. 1487 01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:47,800 This tire, this cinder block, this... 1488 01:33:49,360 --> 01:33:51,760 - I don't know, what are those? - Wait, Daisy. 1489 01:33:51,840 --> 01:33:53,640 - Go back... go back! - What? 1490 01:33:54,320 --> 01:33:55,600 Isn't that... 1491 01:34:21,920 --> 01:34:23,480 Pogue's Run. 1492 01:34:25,720 --> 01:34:28,040 Daisy, the spot where a river ends 1493 01:34:28,120 --> 01:34:30,000 - isn't it called... - A mouth? 1494 01:34:33,360 --> 01:34:35,720 This is The Joggers' Mouth. 1495 01:34:35,800 --> 01:34:36,960 What? 1496 01:34:38,440 --> 01:34:39,776 It was something Pickett scribbled down 1497 01:34:39,800 --> 01:34:41,280 right before escaping. 1498 01:34:46,600 --> 01:34:47,800 What's that? 1499 01:34:49,960 --> 01:34:53,400 A note to Davis and Noah. 1500 01:34:55,720 --> 01:34:57,280 The worst kind of note. 1501 01:35:03,480 --> 01:35:04,800 Do you think he jumped? 1502 01:35:08,640 --> 01:35:10,280 Should we call the cops? 1503 01:35:12,400 --> 01:35:14,960 I don't want him to find out from some random detective. 1504 01:36:30,840 --> 01:36:33,640 So, how do I look? 1505 01:36:35,520 --> 01:36:37,040 Like you're trying to get lucky. 1506 01:36:37,120 --> 01:36:39,120 What? Is it too much? Should I change? 1507 01:36:39,200 --> 01:36:40,480 Mom, no. You look amazing. 1508 01:36:40,560 --> 01:36:42,280 And by "amazing" she means hot. 1509 01:36:44,600 --> 01:36:45,720 Get it! 1510 01:36:45,800 --> 01:36:47,560 Tell Evan if he doesn't get you home by 11:00 1511 01:36:47,600 --> 01:36:48,960 you're in big trouble. 1512 01:36:49,640 --> 01:36:50,800 Big trouble. 1513 01:36:54,160 --> 01:36:56,520 Well, you are far too young to be my date. 1514 01:36:57,280 --> 01:36:58,440 Hi, Mrs. Holmes. 1515 01:36:59,320 --> 01:37:00,680 Is Aza here? 1516 01:37:11,720 --> 01:37:13,200 Davis. 1517 01:37:16,520 --> 01:37:18,120 I stole it from a lizard for you. 1518 01:37:23,280 --> 01:37:24,400 Thank you. 1519 01:37:26,920 --> 01:37:28,360 Aza, Noah and I are moving. 1520 01:37:31,480 --> 01:37:32,840 Where? 1521 01:37:33,520 --> 01:37:34,760 Colorado. 1522 01:37:36,440 --> 01:37:38,360 Noah got into a special school out there. 1523 01:37:40,360 --> 01:37:43,920 We just need a fresh start 1524 01:37:45,000 --> 01:37:46,600 after everything. 1525 01:37:48,200 --> 01:37:49,840 When are you leaving? 1526 01:37:52,320 --> 01:37:53,480 Tomorrow. 1527 01:38:06,000 --> 01:38:07,440 You're a good brother. 1528 01:38:14,800 --> 01:38:16,640 It's a funny phrase, isn't it? 1529 01:38:19,480 --> 01:38:20,800 "In love." 1530 01:38:23,600 --> 01:38:26,200 You don't get to be in anything else. 1531 01:38:29,400 --> 01:38:33,280 In friendship, or in hope. 1532 01:38:36,560 --> 01:38:38,680 All you can be in, is love. 1533 01:38:59,920 --> 01:39:01,800 I think if I don't go now, I'll never leave. 1534 01:39:07,760 --> 01:39:08,880 Okay. 1535 01:39:16,080 --> 01:39:17,400 Goodbye, Aza. 1536 01:39:42,280 --> 01:39:43,640 Maybe he'll be back. 1537 01:39:52,040 --> 01:39:53,120 Yeah. 1538 01:39:55,880 --> 01:39:57,080 Maybe. 1539 01:40:00,800 --> 01:40:04,200 "No one ever says goodbye unless they wanna see you again." 1540 01:40:13,120 --> 01:40:14,360 Daisy? 1541 01:40:15,520 --> 01:40:16,600 Yeah. 1542 01:40:18,440 --> 01:40:21,320 Do you think I'll ever be able to actually be with someone? 1543 01:40:24,040 --> 01:40:25,080 Yes. 1544 01:40:27,040 --> 01:40:28,320 I think you will. 1545 01:40:30,920 --> 01:40:34,520 I think you, Aza Holmes 1546 01:40:35,760 --> 01:40:38,080 will have a very full life. 1547 01:40:41,400 --> 01:40:46,040 I think you'll go to college and study whatever you want. 1548 01:40:47,560 --> 01:40:49,240 And you'll have a career. 1549 01:40:51,400 --> 01:40:52,920 One that you're proud of. 1550 01:40:57,000 --> 01:40:59,240 And I think you will be with someone. 1551 01:41:00,760 --> 01:41:02,160 Someone great. 1552 01:41:05,960 --> 01:41:07,840 I think you, Holmsey 1553 01:41:07,920 --> 01:41:10,080 will have an incredible love story. 1554 01:41:18,920 --> 01:41:21,480 I even think you'll have a family of your own one day. 1555 01:41:29,160 --> 01:41:31,840 You're gonna make a whole damn life for yourself. 1556 01:41:32,480 --> 01:41:33,520 I know it. 1557 01:41:35,640 --> 01:41:37,120 But I don't want to lie to you. 1558 01:41:38,400 --> 01:41:40,480 I think it'll be hard sometimes. 1559 01:41:43,480 --> 01:41:46,560 I think, sometimes, you'll see that life unbuilt. 1560 01:41:59,480 --> 01:42:01,640 But you'll always rebuild it. 1561 01:42:04,040 --> 01:42:05,720 And you will never be alone. 1562 01:42:07,680 --> 01:42:09,040 I promise. 1563 01:42:10,720 --> 01:42:14,800 Because you will always love and be loved. 1564 01:42:17,560 --> 01:42:19,160 And love is both 1565 01:42:20,120 --> 01:42:23,040 how you become a person and why. 1566 01:42:25,600 --> 01:42:28,080 Love, Holmsey... 1567 01:42:29,680 --> 01:42:31,320 is how you become real. 113588