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(Christina)
I, Christina,
sovereign of Sweden..

...do hereby
abdicate my throne..

...and do invest all my lands

and all my powers
upon my successor.

By the grace of God,
may He reign in peace.

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(crowd)
'God save the king.
God save the king.'

'God save the king.
God save the king.'

'God save the king.
God save the king.'

'God save the king.
God save the king.'

'God save the king.
God save the king.'

'God save the king.
God save the king.'

'God save the king.'

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[laughs]

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[church bells tolling]

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[dog barking]

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[horse snorts]

[crickets chirping]

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[indistinct chatter]

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[crickets chirping]

But she is not
expected for a week.

Nevertheless, she is here.

Tell the pope I've arrived
to throw myself at his feet

to become his newest
and most ardent Catholic.

Tell him I've sworn
not to take my first communion

till I receive it from his hand.

Well?

Go.

We won't steal anything.

Caught him off guard, didn't I?

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What do you think, Birgito?

Will the Vatican suit us?

I think it will
suit me very well.

And one week from now

we're to welcome
this woman into the faith?

Not exactly what one hopes
for in a convert, is she?

She always presented herself
as a philosopher

a lover of art and learning.

She's depraved, a libertine.

The church has been to bed
with libertines before

and survived.

(Carranza)
'It could be only rumor.'

If people believe it,
it has the force of fact.

She must not be allowed to come.

But all Rome has been
preparing for months.

What about the decorations?

Oh, by all means, don't
let's waste the decorations.

She is the most powerful
Protestant monarch in the world.

'Her conversion is a victory,
and it will bring thousands'

back to the sanctity
of Holy Mother Church.

If these reports are true,
her conversion to Catholicism

might be the greatest victory
the Protestants ever had.

- Which side are you on?
- Neither.

(Carranza)
'We can't admit her.'

She could make a laughingstock
of the church

and all it stands for.

We should see the proofs
of these stories.

How do you find proofs
for these stories?

From the source. From her.

We must send someone
to investigate her.

Where is she now?

(Carranza)
'In the north of Italy,
I believe.'

Then we must have time
to investigate her.

Agreed?

Agreed.

So we must send an envoy to her
at once to impede her--

Your Eminence..

What is it, Dominic?

[whispering]
She's here.

- The queen is here.
- What?

[indistinct chatter]

His Holiness
must be told at once.

His Holiness
will not receive her.

But when her retinue arrives,
the whole city will know.

Her retinue will be delayed,
and her presence

in the Vatican kept secret.

Her conversion
will not be celebrated

until we have determined
that it is in the interest

of the Holy Church to do so.

Until we have determined that
her conversion is sincere.

How is it to be decided?

His Holiness has required

that before he receives her,
she be examined.

Examined?

A ritual cleansing.

I could better use a bath.

It's for the good of your soul.

My soul has survived
abdication, conversion

and a thousand miles of jogging
in square-wheeled carriages.

I shall not make the rest
of the journey on my knees.

But..

I've already poured out my soul

in letters to His Holiness.

(Dominic)
'But you won't be
examined by him.'

- Who, then?
- Another.

An ancient cleric hiding behind
his curtain muttering

"Yes, my daughter.

- No, my daughter."
- Please, madam.

I shall not expose my soul
to some faceless creature.

(Azzolino)
'Do it eye to eye then.'

I expected the pope
to take me in his arms.

I did not expect to be held
outside his doorstep.

I quite understand.

I insist on seeing
the pope at once.

I'm sorry.

I am the queen.

Ex-queen, if you'll forgive
the distinction.

'Where are your maidservants?'

I prefer the company of men.

What is he saying?

That we should
go back to Sweden.

Dominic, show him
the queen's apartments.

Yes, Your Eminence.

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Your Eminence.

- Yes, Dominic?
- I can't understand it.

He won't accept
any of the rooms I offer him.

- How many has he seen?
- Twelve.

You've shown him 12 rooms

and none of them
are satisfactory?

They are satisfactory,
but not sufficient.

- How many do you require?
- Twenty.

- For your attendants?
- For myself.

We'll do our best
to accommodate you.

[whispering]
I thought the fellow was mad.

He gets it from his mistress.

- We can't possibly--
- Give her the entire tower.

The entire..

Naturally, we will wait
until you are less tired.

I'm never tired.

I thought
that you might like to, uh..

I always look like this.
Rest does not improve me.

Tell me, cardinal..

- You are a cardinal?
- I am a cardinal.

This, uh, formality before
I can see the pope

is that usual Vatican procedure?

Frequent Vatican procedure.

- Do you never make exceptions?
- Sometimes.

- Then, surely I can be one.
- I'm afraid not.

- Why?
- There are doubts.

'About what?'

The sincerity
of your conversion.

I gave up a crown
to become a convert.

'So it would seem.'

No one in the history
of the world

ever made such a sacrifice.

So anxious were you
to become a Catholic?

So anxious.

And yet it took you a year

to make the journey
from Stockholm to Rome.

The roads were muddy.

And were
the ballrooms of Hamburg

Antwerp and Brussels muddy too?

I was enjoying myself for
the first time in my life.

Then what made you suddenly
decide to cut short

the merrymaking and
descend on the Vatican?

I insist on seeing the pope.

I'm sorry,
but that's not possible.

The pope led me
to believe he would welcome me

as a daughter
the moment I arrived.

'And so he had hoped.'

Then why am I still
standing here?

Because of this.

"The Pleasures And Depravities
Of Christina, Queen Of Sweden."

Have you read it?

I haven't time
to waste on scandal.

You refute the book?

I laugh at it,
and so should you.

Or can't the church be expected
to appreciate a little humor?

The church loves humor,
Christina

if that's what it is,
but there are reasons for us

not being amused by it.

- And what are those?
- Letters.

From priests and bishops
all along your route.

Tales are told of you
in every dining hall

and tavern in Europe.

Your escapades single-handedly

are keeping an army
of gossips alive.

Then why didn't you
stop me coming?

We wished to judge
for ourselves.

Why did you let the choice
fall to Azzolino?

He could turn this
to his own advantage.

Not at all. I think he'll find
himself in a trap.

As we all know, Azzolino is not
the world's best judge of women.

No. Let him have the honor.

I refuse to submit to this!

You cannot escape your life
by hiding in the Vatican.

I came here
for a haven and a refuge.

You came here because
of god-knows-what

political intrigues,
debauchery, lechery

and expected the pope
to welcome you.

You insult me to suggest
I came all this way

to rebel against
the Holy Father?

I must have evidence
that if you are to be

a guest of the Vatican,
you will abide by its rules.

What do you think I would do?
Break your china?

Ride my horse
through your crypts?

You cannot become a Catholic
for your own convenience.

For whose then?

If you have done these things

and are repentant,
you will be accepted.

If I have done these things
and am not repentant?

Then you will not.

And what if I have
not done these things?

That is why
I want to hear your story.

And what if I don't
choose to tell?

Then you are free to go.

Go? Where?

Well..

...where should a lady go
who has given up

a Protestant throne
to become a Catholic?

'Who has arrived to spend
the rest of her life in Rome'

and the pope refuses
to let her in?

Who would care
to entertain a lady

who has neither God nor country?

I am a convert.

Then go where other converts go.

- 'Where do they go?'
- Anywhere.

But there's no anywhere

for the former queen of Sweden,
is there?

'So you must be greeted
and accepted by the pope.'

(Christina)
'Well then, inquisitor..'

...are your instruments
of torture ready?

[indistinct chatter]

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[rooster crowing]

[church bell tolling]

[sighs]

What's your name, cardinal?

Azzolino.

How long have you been
a cardinal, Azzolino?

Long enough.

Have you ever examined a queen?

No.

Does the prospect
disconcert you?

I assume you're mortal.

Come, Azzolino,
let's start the day

with some good French wine

and I will tell you
the story of my life.

I want to hear the story of
your life without French wine.

Not even a little
sacramental sip?

What do you want from me?

Seriousness and obedience.

Seriousness. Obedience.

Have I come
all this way once more

to play their doll queen?

(Oxenstierna)
'Good girl, Your Majesty.'

'Now smile. Oh, come on, smile.'

Chin up. High.

Hmm, that's better.

(Christina)
I became Queen
when I was very young.

All I had to do was smile

and obey my prime minister.

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Lower your left knee.

Bow your head.

Yes, Oxenstierna.

Yes, Oxenstierna.

'I was the best-behaved child
you could ever wish to meet.'

That's not what
they say about you here.

They say that you were
brought up as a boy.

(Oxenstierna)
'Oh, come on.
Once more, Your Majesty.'

'Chin up. Yes. High.'

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Now...smile.

(Azzolino)
Which of these
creatures are you?

None of them.

Both of them.

Neither.

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Let's play the truth game!

I don't want to play
the truth game.

'Your entire future's at stake,
and you call it a game?'

[chuckles]

I was thinking of something
I used to play

when I was a child.
A truth game.

I was rather good at it.

I used to play it
with my dear friend, Ebba..

...and that most handsome
of all young gentlemen

Magnus Gabriel De la Gardie.

And my cousin Charles.

(Azzolino)
Is this Charles
the present king of Sweden?

- 'Yes.'
- And you abdicated to him?

Does that surprise you?

It seems to be
an advantage for a king

to have no character.

[instrumental music]

[all laughing]

Anyone who lies
has to forfeit a kiss.

[laughing]

What's the biggest lie
you've ever told?

About my age.

I always say
I'm two years older.

I lied about where I was
last Christmas Eve.

- Where were you?
- Behind the stables.

- What were you doing there?
- Wouldn't you like to know?

[laughing]

My biggest lie
was in Mathematics.

Once I cheated.

Charles!

What about you, Christina?

I never lie.

(Azzolino)
Was that the truth?

(Christina)
Was and is. Absolutely.

In this, you are the harlot
of the Northern Hemisphere.

How picturesque.

In this,
you are a man in disguise.

Unlikely, but possible.

Why did you give up the crown?

It was too heavy.

Why did you never marry?

I'm allergic to gold rings.

Why did you become a Catholic?

To come to a better climate.

In the year since you
gave up the throne

you roamed the streets
carousing every night.

You commanded for your pleasure

'entertainments of the most
disreputable nature.'

'Some say you even took
part in them. Is it true?'

Oh, yes, it's true.
Everything's true.

What do they accuse me of?
Murder? Rape?

'The seven deadly sins?
Whatever you like.'

The pope will have to assign
someone else to this task.

I do not take the church and
what it has to offer lightly.

Nor do I, Azzolino.

Then I give you one more chance
to tell the truth.

I have nothing to tell.

In that case,
I'm wasting my time.

These documents stand.

You allowed her time
to visit her horse

and you know
the condition of the pope.

I know that if I hurry her,
she'll sense it.

I already understand
the lady well enough

to know that would be fatal.

If the pope dies before
you have made a recommendation

it will make no difference.

Altieri will be our next pope.

He will make peace
with the Turks.

He'll encourage the war
between France and Spain.

I know what's at stake.

How long will it take
for her to be examined?

I don't know.

She's given up so much,
and I don't yet know why.

Perhaps giving up
power is something

you are not capable
of understanding.

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Mama!

[breathing heavily]

What's the matter?
Can't you sleep?

Sleep is the refuge of idiots.

Why do you sleep in 20 beds?

It's more restful.

- You afraid of the dark?
- That was long ago.

Why did you become a Catholic?

To cure me of insomnia.

We can assure you of beds,
but not of sleep.

I thought this was
the House of Miracles.

For some, it is.

Then it will have to be for me.

Why can't you sleep, Christina?

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(Christina)
Mama! Mama!

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Why do all my babies die?

'My babies.'

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All my babies!

[clattering]

Don't be afraid.
Dwarfs bring you luck.

Always have one when
you're with child, Christina

or you will give birth
to a monster.

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(Christina)
'Go away!'

Go away.

She was superstitious,
weak, hysterical.

I hated everything about her.

Why do you keep a dwarf?

- 'For luck?'
- No.

'Why, then?'

To remind me of my inner self.

And you see yourself like that?

How do you see yourself?

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[splashing]

Thank God I have no daughter.

I couldn't bear anyone
to feel about me..

...as I felt about my mother.

- She made you hate women.
- Hate women?

Surely you know the worst
thing I'm accused of

isn't hating women.

Have you ever found
a woman of such grace

that she was, in every form,
every gesture

exactly what a woman should be?

I'm afraid not.

But as a prince of the church,
of course, I try to imagine

the Blessed Virgin
in a form like that.

The Blessed Virgin?

I'll match my Ebba
to her any day.

[instrumental music]

Ebba!

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[horse neighing]

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[chuckles]

Come on!

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[horse neighing]

[crackling]

I'll never be like you, Ebba.

Oxenstierna said
that when I fell in love

I would feel beautiful.

How very precious
you are to me, Ebba.

I love you, Ebba.

I love you, Ebba.

(Azzolino)
'So the accusations of
unnatural love are true?'

- I didn't say..
- You said--

I tell you of beauty,
and you call it--

What you were describing was--

Love. I was describing love.

I loved that woman
more than I ever loved a man.

Did you never find a man
you could love as I loved Ebba?

My sins are mine, Christina.
We're discussing yours.

Love is so rare.

Must we deny it
when we find it?

'I don't regret my life,
Azzolino'

except the last few days of it.

I've had enough of
waiting around here

denied the courtesies granted
to an ordinary kitchen maid!

Am I pure enough to be let in?

I refuse to answer.

But you'll see
how the world will laugh

when they find out
I walked out on the pope.

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Birgito!

Birgito!

Birgito!

Birgito!

Birgito!

Where have you been?

What have you been doing?
Tell me!

Well, cardinal..

The queen of Sweden
has decided to leave.

Then the allegations
were true?

I didn't say that.
I said she's decided to leave.

We should like to know
what you have decided, cardinal.

Not to restrain her.

That is a very
momentous negative.

(Carranza)
'There is no true Catholic
in the whole of Europe'

that is not waiting to hear
how Rome receives Christina

and Christina receives Rome.

And you decided
to let her go, like that?

- Yes.
- Well, I think that someone--

Carranza!

It is the cardinal's
responsibility.

It would be wrong
of any of us to interfere.

Azzolino..

'...people are beginning
to gather in the square.'

How could you let her go?

What will she do?

I'm gambling.

I think she will get to the gate
and then turn back.

[singing in foreign language]

[intense music]

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Azzolino!

Is it true the pope is ill?

Is it true?

Yes.

How long has he been ill?

Some months now.

Is it serious?

It is in God's hands.

Come all this way
and find him dying.

No matter what happens
to the Holy Father

the church remains.

If he dies,
who will succeed him?

Go and pack, Birgito.

It is obvious we came to Rome
at the wrong time.

So you have ambitions?

Ambition is an evil demon,
cardinal.

You should guard against it.

Do you think I don't know
what's happening here?

You are using me now.

- You are mistaken.
- 'Am I?'

You forget I've played
these power games myself.

Is that what you think?

Very well.

If you want to go, go.

The gates are unlocked.

You're free.

You can begin your life in Rome.

My life in Rome?

Concerts.

Fiestas.

Entertainment.

Banquets.

Music, laughter.

Music, laughter, yes.

You would have
lost your chance forever.

My chance?

To find out why you really came.

'Stay and talk to me,
Christina.'

'I think you need us
very much.'

[instrumental music]

[bell ringing]

Father..

...if you only..

[whispers]
What is it?

It seems so strange
to call somebody father.

Don't you remember your father?

Oh, yes.

I do.

[wind howling]

[drum roll]

[trumpet music]

[music continues]

[drum roll]

[wind howling]

[bells chiming]

(Azzolino)
'I lost my father too
when I was very young.'

[chuckles]
Strange.

I never thought of
cardinals having fathers.

We do. And brothers
and sisters, uncles and aunts.

But no sons?

No sons.

What a shame. Then holiness
could be inherited.

Like royalty?

Like royalty.

'You sigh when I mention it.'

'Was it all so difficult?'

You ask that only because you
haven't yet had power yourself.

I have a little.

It makes me wonder
why you gave it up.

'Why I gave it up?'

The crown, it is so little.

[instrumental music]

You know, Azzolino..

...I once gave up the sun.

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How beautiful it is, Magnus.

I wanted to bring
something worthy of you.

So there was only one thing
to bring...the sun.

Tell me all about
the court of France.

[chuckles]

It's said that Louis
has three mistresses.

Tell me what they wear.

Well,
the women have a new style.

What new style?

They wear tight laces..

...that pull their waists in

very small, down here..

...and push the rest
way out in front

up here, like this.

What's the matter?

Nothing.

I was only trying to show you.

- Do you mind?
- No.

It's just that I'm queen.
I have to be, I have to--

I understand perfectly.

I want you to know that--

Don't even think about it.

I understand.

[instrumental music]

[laughing]

I have a surprise for you.

I'm going to make him
my husband.

- De la Gardie?
- Hasn't he a beautiful name?

I love to say it.

De la Gardie. De la Gardie.

- Christina.
- I'm announcing it tonight.

That's quite impossible.

You'll have to consult
the council.

I've consulted my heart.

I need no other counsel.

Christina, that's not like you.

I know.

[instrumental music]

Magnus!

Magnus!

'Magnus!'

Magnus!

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(Christina)
I came here to forget.

I thought you came here
to understand.

No, I won't go on.

What tricks are you using
to make me say these things?

Things I've never spoken
to a soul before.

Words I never thought
of saying come pouring out.

[instrumental music]

Azzolino, the crowds
in the square grow every minute.

Do they?

Since she has remained, I think
it is time we had your decision.

I see.

You want to throw her
to the populace

with the full papal seal.
Saint or sinner.

What I want is a decision.
We cannot wait much longer.

You'll wait
as long as it takes.

This woman has spent
her entire life

on display to the public.

Now, for a few hours,
she's alone with herself.

And she's no longer
a queen or a freak or a heathen

or a candidate for canonization.

She's a human being.

And a very troubled human being.

(Altieri)
'I'm sure'

'but I am thinking about
the welfare of the church.'

Perhaps it's time
you thought about hers.

It hardly seems necessary
when your own concern

is so intimately pastoral.

Our Lord said
that the good shepherd

would care more for one lost
sheep than 99 of the flock.

We await your decision,
good shepherd.

If you delay much longer

you may find the flock
has gone on without you.

[instrumental music]

[exhales]

[choral singing]

Christina, I can't.

[whispering]
I want to know what it's like.

Find out for yourself.

Then it'll be too late.

I'll be quiet.

I'll hide in a corner
in the dark.

Magnus will never know.

Please.

Please.

[instrumental music]

[music continues]

[Ebba moaning]

[intense music]

[both moaning]

[music continues]

[moaning continues]

[chickens clucking]

(Magnus)
'You were there last night,
weren't you?'

'If you want to know what
it's like, why don't you ask?'

Poor Christina.

Come on. I'll show you.

[horse snorts]

Why not?

It's what you want, isn't it?

Hmm?

[grunts]

When I touch you,
you feel nothing, do you?

Nothing cries out to be
surrendered, to be taken!

You will never be a woman.

For all your kingdom
or your wealth!

'No one will ever love you.'

You don't know how to love.

(Azzolino)
'Go on.'

I dismissed De la Gardie
from his post.

- Do you think I did right?
- 'It was your prerogative.'

I didn't ask
what was my prerogative.

I asked if I did right.

I was wrong.

(Oxenstierna)
'Were you, Christina?'

I will reinstate him.

I didn't know what I was doing.

I let my emotions carry me away.

For the sake of the country,
Christina

you must begin to think
about an heir.

"Make sons, make daughters.
Make sons, make daughters."

Make joy.

Make joy for all the people
if you take a husband.

Would I?

And, um, what joy
would I bring to myself?

[door opens]

Charles admires you deeply.

He has never mentioned it.

You know that
he cannot ask for your hand.

I know.

But I will tell you a secret,
Oxenstierna.

If he did, I would
gladly give it to him.

You would?

I would have it
cut off at the wrist

and sent to him in a velvet box.

As for giving him
one more inch of my body

I will never do it.

[seagulls squawking]

Have you noticed that
all our friends are married?

Are they?

They all seem very happy.

Oh? They do?

With all of them married

doesn't it make you
want anything?

It makes me
want to make new friends.

- Christina--
- Don't touch me.

I've not given you
leave to touch me.

Forgive me.

What permission do I have?

To speak.

What do you want me to say?

I want you to describe it.

What?

Our wedding night.

Why don't you speak?

I order you to speak!

Tell me what you'll do to me!

You can't expect
a man to describe--

What do you know
about these things?

Such questions
are resolved for you.

You escaped from it the day
you took your vow of celibacy.

Even celibacy
involves a decision.

Do you think young priests
put on a cassock one day

and all their earthly longings
vanish in the air?

Then how do they bear it?

They devote themselves
to good works and cold baths.

You're mocking me.

Yes, a little.

I'm sorry.

How old were you when you
decided to become a priest?

Fifteen.

'Seems such a waste somehow.'

A man of your strength,
your capacity of life.

For such a man to choose,
to become a priest.

Don't you think
I have a talent for it?

An almost frightening talent.

(Oxenstierna)
'Christina,
you must marry Charles.'

'It is your duty.'

I am queen of Sweden.

By reason of my exalted
rank and privilege

I'm allowed anything I want.

I'm allowed to marry a man
I do not love.

I'm allowed by night to
submit to god-knows-what

idiotic fumblings and horrors

and by day to rule the fumbler
and the entire world.

'If there is one thing
you have taught me'

since I could hear,
it is the specialness of me.

Kings rule and indulge
between the sheets

in every sort of pleasure.

Then they go off to battle
and joyfully await news

of the arrival of their sons.

Find me a man
who will bear my children.

Christina--

Find me a battalion of men

who will each let me
have my way with them

and then will watch me
ride out of their lives

forever at the dawn.

Find me a chance encounter
at the hill where I pursue

and he takes the consequences.

'Christina, you realize
you are asking the impossible?'

I am queen.

I can have anything I want..

...and I tell you
I will not submit

my body and my mind
to what is asked of me.

(Azzolino)
'Charles was no match for you.'

Who on God's Earth
would be a match for me?

It would have to be a man
quite rare.

To allow oneself
to be possessed

when one has been born to rule.

And then, I have never felt..

What?

I don't know.

Then would you swear now
what you swore then?

'That I'll never
give myself to a man?'

Yes. I still swear it.

I swear I shall never
give myself to a man..

...unless it be to you.

[choral singing]

[church bells tolling]

[tolling continues]

I'll tell her you are present
to record my questions

and her answers.

But, Your Eminence,
I don't write quickly.

Then sit and scribble..

...but stay.

Where is your mistress?

Hmm?

(Christina)
'I've come to continue
my examination.'

Are you aware
that the entire Vatican

is talking about
our sessions together?

Yes.

Christina and the cardinal
alone together, day after day.

Doesn't the gossip disturb you?

Not at all.

How completely self-possessed
you are, cardinal.

It goes with the hat.

I thought you might feel

you were being compromised.

No.

Then why haven't you

thanked me for my gift?

If I were choosing a gift
for the Vatican

I don't think I would pick
The Rape Of The Sabine Women.

But, Azzolino,
they were all converts.

In my experience,
conversions are done

less strenuously these days,
and the converts wear clothes.

I'll have them painted on.

Bring the goblet
to my apartments tonight.

- What are you doing, Christina?
- Courting you.

- I'm serious.
- So am I...quite.

Why did you never marry?

The inquisition continues.

Why did you never marry?

Why didn't you?

Christina.

Most people take
marriage for granted.

What was there about you and me
that we didn't?

You and I are..

Is marriage a natural state..

...or the most unnatural?

Marriage is the natural state.

Not to me.

It's God's way of renewing
the generations.

My pig renewed
the generations yesterday

and as far as I know
she was never a bride.

[Magnus chuckles]

Christina, your refusal to marry

is making the entire country
uneasy.

Why?

Because they are deprived
of their vicarious enjoyment

of my wedding night?

They're anxious
about the succession.

They want you to have children.

Do they?

Then I have good news for them.

My friends, I want you to be
the first to know..

...I'm going to have a son.

God in heaven.
What are you saying?

Next Tuesday.

I am going to present
the country with my heir.

Here he is.

'Congratulate me.'

I will be the first woman
in history to have a son

two years older than herself.

I want to have a son with you.

Our son.

Someone to love us
and live on after us.

How many times
do I have to repeat

I have no intention
of marrying or bearing children?

But why?

The subject is closed!

You ought to marry.

Why won't you marry?

I'm dedicating
my maidenhead to God.

[laughs]
It was the only thing
I could say

to stop them pestering me.

They're Protestants, you see.

To them, virginity has no value.

It never occurred to them

I'd find a place
where it's celebrated.

So you used the church?

Oh, no. The church used me.

The only thing
I had to do was whisper

and it sent emissaries
to tempt me

into the one true faith.

They sent me priests.

I met with them in secret.

I never saw their faces.

We talked of God.

[indistinct chatter]

[indistinct singing]

[singing continues]

Tell me of redemption.

By Christ's death on the cross

He made satisfaction to God
for all our sins.

Tell me of penance.

'Penance is the sacrament
by which sins are forgiven.'

'To be valid,
you must confess your sins'

'to an ordained priest'

and have the firm intention
of sinning no more.

[indistinct chatter]

[laughing]

Tell me of sanctifying grace.

'Sanctifying grace
is the new life'

'given to the soul
by the sacraments'

making it the adopted
child of God.

Tell me of the peace
to be found in Christ.

[laughing]

Tell me of the visions
of the saints.

Tell me of love, joy, God!

[laughing continues]

Tell me of ecstasy!

[indistinct chatter]

I do want to convert!

I'm in love with God!

I accept the body
and the blood of Christ.

'I accept the body
and the blood!'

I accept the body
and the blood!

'The body and the blood
of Christ.'

I accept the body
and the blood of Christ.

I accept the body and the blood.

I accept the body
and the blood of Christ.

I accept the body and the..

[dramatic music]

[operatic singing]

(Magnus)
'You must keep your mind'

'on the matters
we are discussing.'

'Christina,
you have to make a decision.'

'Our troops are in Europe.'

'We cannot ignore the war'

'but we still have time
to choose our allies.'

'Now, will it be France
or Spain, Christina?'

France.

(Oxenstierna)
'Yes, that has been the
traditional course, Christina'

'but you see,
this time, we have--'

France.

They are the better lovers.

(Charles)
'Christina, this is serious.'

Then it is not to be discussed
before the children.

'You may go.'

And you too.

Christina..

...what do you want?

I want to be loved.

'The people love you.'

Send them to my bedroom.

Christina, you've got
to make a decision.

Do you want to hear a song,
Oxenstierna?

They tell me it's very popular
in all the taverns.

[guitar music]

♪ The queen of Sweden ♪

♪ Sleeps alone ♪

♪ And swears ♪

♪ She'll never marry ♪

♪ Is she a monster? ♪

♪ Dame or man? ♪

♪ Oh which sex ♪

♪ Does she carry? ♪

♪ Comport the monster ♪

♪ Dame or man ♪

♪ See which sex ♪

♪ She'll carry ♪♪

I'll tell you what sex
Christina is.

She isn't any.

[screams]

[dramatic music]

Leave me alone!

[music continues]

[music continues]

[music continues]

[choral singing]

[intense music]

[music continues]

[music continues]

[seagulls squawking]

I'm going to give up the crown.

[instrumental music]

[music continues]

[door squeaks]

[choral singing]

[singing continues]

(Azzolino)
'You are here
under false colors.'

You came for another kingdom.

No.

You saw yourself
on a raised dais

sitting next to the pope
on an equal throne.

I didn't mean to.

You did expect
to be the queen of Rome.

You still expect it.

'Once the pope's door
is open to you'

'you expect to reign
along with him.'

The accusations, are they
true or false, Christina?

All false.

All true.

What are they saying?

I gave myself to anyone..

...at any time?

I gave myself to no one.

I've never loved.

Not even God.

You have come to Him.

You have confessed to Him.

He will not turn away.

May Almighty God
have mercy on you

forgive you your sins

and bring you
to everlasting life.

'May the Almighty
and Merciful Lord'

grant you pardon, absolution
and remission of your sins.

Amen.

I've told you things
these last few days.

I've never told
another human being.

When they ask you..

...if Christina..

...is worthy of being
received by the pope

what will you say?

I will answer yes.

But you realize that if
I recommend you be admitted

it is only on one condition.

What condition?

That you never again allow
yourself to display to me..

...to behave towards me
as you have been doing.

'You dare propose
such a bargain.'

Have you no feelings for me?

You cannot ask this of a priest.

I ask it of you!
I feel for you!

You cannot love me
and the church!

- But I do!
- Then you must stop!

What will you do if I don't?

You'll know that
if you're not accepted here

there's nowhere else for you.

I know that.

Then, in heaven's name

help me to help you.

You must promise to obey
the laws of the church.

They ask too much.

If you want the church
to bring you to God--

I don't need the church
to bring me to God!

- I was born with God within me!
- You must obey the law!

I will not!

I will love you if I choose.

I will defy the pope.
I will defy the church.

I will defy heaven!

You will not be
admitted...ever.

As God is my witness

you will never be
received by the pope.

[dramatic music]

[music continues]

Have physicians
been sent to her?

She refuses to see them.

Who's caring for her?

Only her servant.

You must refuse her audience
with the pope..

...for your sake.

It's the only thing you can do
to disprove the rumors.

You asked me to question her.

You could lose everything
if there is scandal.

How could you let yourself?

Everyone is saying
that you and she--

Is there no possible association
between a man and a woman

except the sexual?

Despite centuries of learning

does it all come down
to that one animal fact?

How dare they say

that we are that much
or that little to each other?

[scoffs]
God save me
from the common mind.

[door opens]

[door closes]

[sighs]

God save me from myself.

[instrumental music]

[music continues]

[dramatic music]

Ah!

Ah!

Ah!

[moaning]

[moaning continues]

[music continues]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[instrumental music]

[door opens]

Why did you come to Rome?

What are you seeking?

What kind of creature are you
to give up a crown

in the hope of finding more?

'What more do you want?'

Bless me, father,
for I have sinned.

'Years ago,
after I'd taken my vows'

I possessed a woman.

I gave myself to the pleasures
of the flesh.

I am a fallen priest.

'For a priest to have a woman
is not uncommon, is it?'

It's how he has her that
determines the degree of sin.

The way I had a woman
was to be had by her.

My love was not love.

It was a raging fire,
an unconquerable obsession

a need for her
beyond my need for God.

This was my experience of love.

I was debased,
my mind and body enslaved.

I was possessed
by living demons.

While I loved, I was
no longer any use to God

the church, myself, or anyone.

To be with her..

..to be embraced by her,
to be within her

I would have surrendered up
my very life!

I have not finished.

I prayed to God
for some deliverance.

I lived on bread and water
for a thousand days.

I did not allow
myself to sleep.

I scourged myself,
and then after years

of self-inflicted penance
I was cured, and I vowed..

...never again to let myself..

God is here.

I want to be able to serve Him.

I want to feel His call again

in innocence..

...as I did when I was a boy.

I do not want
to lose myself again.

I thought that I'd made
myself impervious.

I kept my vow for ten long
years, and then you came

strange, tormented creature.

Confused, courageous,
brilliant creature.

Azzolino.

'You told me
of your greatest fault.'

Now I will tell you mine.

My fault is that
despite years on my knees

despite all the teachings
of the church

despite the sacred trust
of this uniform

despite all these things,
I do love.

And what is worse,
I do not think it is a sin.

I do not even think
it is a weakness.

I do love.

I do want.

I do desire.

Do you desire me?

Yes, I do.

- Tears?
- No.

You, the woman I admire most
for her courage.

Are we so despised by God
that we are to be denied

what others take with ease?

If God has sent me this love

can it be wrong of me
to feel it and express it?

I want to give myself to you.

Christina, we would be damned.

If I don't have you,
I will have no one.

Once, just once.

It is never once.

Once is only the beginning.

Then let's begin
and give ourselves to love.

Let's enjoy all that God
has given humans to enjoy.

Let's celebrate Him.

Say yes..

...to Him, to life,
to love, to everything.

I love you.

Let's say I died.

What?

Let's say I died

and they're bringing me
to Rome to be buried

and while they're
laying me to rest

'you and I will be setting off'

to live private lives
far from Rome.

I don't want to look at you
across vast public spaces

and yearn for you to tell me
that you still know I'm alive.

You want us to run?

Is what I'm saying madness?

No, it is not madness.

Is there within you some..

...small temptation
toward this other life?

Yes.

We could live as two free souls,
you and I. We could..

[knock on door]

Your Eminence.

Yes, Dominic?

The pope is dying.

Azzolino.

[indistinct chatter]

[church bell tolling]

I'm being asked to give him up.

I can feel it.

Worlds out there
that suddenly need him.

And I am asked to let him go.

Is this the purpose of my life..

...to abdicate everything?

[singing in foreign language]

[singing continues]

[singing continues]

[singing continues]

[singing continues]

[instrumental music]

[singing continues]

[music continues]

The pope has asked to see you.

'You vowed to take communion
only from his hands.'

'There is still time.'

He wishes, then, to see me.

With all his heart, Christina.

'Because of what
you told him of me.'

Because of what you are.

Did the pope speak
to you about yourself?

Yes, he blessed me

urged me to consecrate
my life anew to God.

Renouncing me for Him..

...like rival lovers.

You give me up so easily.

If you think that,
you've understood nothing of me.

Then why must this happen to us?

All lovers feel
that they are exceptions

that they make their own rules,
create their own laws

and that they live

as we have lived
in these last few days

in their own special universe.

But God's kingdom is greater..

...and in the end
it must be served.

Are we not the world's
strangest couple?

Saying no to each other..

...and that's the greatest gift
we each can give.

[instrumental music]

[music continues]

[music continues]

[music continues]

[choral singing]

[singing continues]