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[music playing]
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[Grey] At the height
of the Great Depression,
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Harvard scientists
started tracking students
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in hopes of discovering the key
to a long and happy life.
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Luna's waking up
so early these days.
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- We should get some sleep.
- Yeah, we should.
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[Grey] They looked at participants'
mental and physical health over 75 years.
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- [panting] - It is the longest
study of happiness to date.
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[moaning]
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Seventy-five years,
and all they did was confirm
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what we've known
since the beginning of time.
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[moaning continues]
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The most powerful predictor
of health and happiness
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is the quality of
our relationships.
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Are you still awake?
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Strong relationships protect us.
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Don't give me that look,
Grandpaw.
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[purrs]
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Loneliness on the other hand...
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I'm talking to a cat.
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- ...can be deadly.
- [phone buzzes]
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[music stops]
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So the cycle repeats.
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After my choices...
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- Uh, you...
- No, you go.
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All right.
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Thanks.
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- You didn't get any sleep either.
- Nope.
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- Should we change the locks?
- You wanna lock out one of the chief residents?
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Yasuda has a van. We're already not
allowed in the OR. What's Helm gonna do?
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Hey, are we good?
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You said you needed a minute.
It's been a week.
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Yeah. Just working some things out.
I can't really put a timeline on it.
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- Okay, but if you wanna talk...
- Oh, finally.
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Someone had fun last night.
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Hey, what happened to your ground
rules and needing three full REM cycles?
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Karma sucks, doesn't it?
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Let's go! I can't be late.
I've got a liver biopsy.
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Say it louder.
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I didn't mean that.
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I... Okay.
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Hey. Uh, please,
don't put me on rectals.
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[Warren chuckles]
You're getting nervous?
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[Bailey] No... [chuckles]
The interns should be nervous.
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- I know this job. I made this job.
- [chuckles]
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Yeah, but times have changed.
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This generation,
they ain't afraid to push back.
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I'd like to see them
try with me.
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Look, I'm just saying that you should
be prepared for this class to be different.
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They're baby surgeons.
Baby surgeons don't change.
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They need structure, limitations
and tough love.
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Right, Pru?
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- Who's the boss?
- You're the boss.
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- [chuckles] See? She knows.
- Why you make that girl do that?
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- Here you go.
- Thanks.
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- That guy just wink at you?
- Um, probably.
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- Twenty years later, it never ends.
- What do you mean?
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What do you mean what do I mean?
That's how we met.
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Your first shift at Jimmy's.
The guy who looked like Father Time.
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He was hitting on you.
I bailed you out.
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I'm sorry I don't have an encyclopedic
memory of every guy who hits on me.
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Well, how about an encyclopedic
memory of meeting the man you love?
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Who?
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- I'm kidding. [chuckles]
- [chuckles]
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Now that I know that you're
not into the whole monogamy...
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- Don't finish that sentence.
- Have you ever been in a throuple?
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Do you remember when we were just colleagues
and didn't know anything about each other?
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- Can we please go back to that?
- Millin was in a throuple.
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- I didn't say that.
- Love who you wanna love.
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Twenty bucks says that you're
loving a new job before the year's up.
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- Fifty says it's Griffith.
- Wh... Why?
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High risk, high reward.
I need gas money. Millin, you in?
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Can we all just shut up
and focus on our jobs, please?
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- Yeah.
- [Bailey] You're late.
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I stopped to get you
the Mean Green.
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Suck-up.
Number one rule broken.
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Get out of my space.
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I don't know what their deal is.
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Your days as surgical cowboys
are over.
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Our patients deserve well-trained
surgeons which you decidedly are not.
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You're going back to basics.
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No more dodging protocols,
no cutting corners.
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If you wanna operate again,
you will earn it.
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Procedure logs.
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You will complete
every procedure to perfection
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and get an attending
to sign off.
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Until those cards are complete,
you will not so much as look at an OR.
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- Ten IVs, 15 chest tubes?
- Ten central lines? Doc...
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Uh, Dr. Bailey,
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- we appreciate what you're doing...
- Suck-up.
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...but we're already cramming
for the ABSITE exams, so...
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Huh. Well, if it's too much for you,
feel free to choose another career.
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I hear that dermatology is nice.
Wanna be a dermatologist, Dr. Kwan?
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Didn't think so.
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Schmitt and Helm
have your assignments.
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Okay. Kwan, Adams, Millin,
take the pit.
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Yasuda, you're with Ndugu.
Griffith, you're with Schmitt.
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Any chance we're going somewhere
with a lot of procedures?
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We get what we get,
and we don't get upset.
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Did your class ever have
to do surgical bingo?
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My class didn't screw up
like your class.
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All right. I'll put an order in
for a repeat chest X-ray.
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- How are you feeling?
- Great. [sighs]
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Honestly, I am more concerned
about Ms. Acharya and Mr. Jenkins.
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Well, her biopsy was benign,
and his echo got pushed to noon,
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so your patients are covered.
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Just focus on recovery.
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- Yeah, doctor's orders, okay?
- Oh, I just... I...
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- [phone buzzes, beeps]
- Oh, it's the ER. I'll check in later.
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Okay. Yeah. I'm just...
Can I... Um...
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I'm here and ready to help.
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I can remove chest tubes or...
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Never mind.
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Let me guess.
Dr. Bailey's new program?
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Well...
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Listen. No procedures on the Chief,
and no trolling for them on my service,
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- so finish rounding and come find me.
- [sighs]
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Yasuda.
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- I could use your help.
- Yeah, of course.
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[sighs] Tuggle. Futrell.
Are these specific techniques?
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They're patients. I want you to
check on them and report back.
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Are you sure
you should be working?
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- It's only been a week, and I've got...
- Procedure log. I know.
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Okay. Mr. Tuggle is gonna need
his pacing wires removed,
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and Mr. Futrell, he's always
pulling out his A-line, so...
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- Oh, procedures. Okay.
- Mmm.
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And when you're done with those,
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I have others.
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Just use discretion.
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Discretion is my middle name.
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Actually, it's Elaine.
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Uh, I'm on it.
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All my life... All my life,
I've wanted to be champion.
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- What happens...
- [Millin] If we could all just talk one at a time...
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- Please! - [whistles] Okay.
This sounds counterintuitive,
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but this is going to go a lot faster
if one person speaks at a time.
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Our family softball game turned
into a bit of a bloodbath.
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I cut my leg, and Allie
and Billy need some help.
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Yeah. I... I can't straighten my arm.
That's not normal, right?
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No, not really. What about you?
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I don't know.
It feels like I broke my back.
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Make her the priority.
She's carrying my grandbaby.
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How about my broken nose?
Charlotte fouled a ball into my face.
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- Uh, who is Charlotte?
- Me!
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She's my other son's daughter.
She's going to be this year's MVP.
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- Oh, when pigs fly.
- [clears throat] Okay, Millin,
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let's get the Best family settled
while I do their intake, okay?
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- All right. Let's go.
- All right.
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Who actually needs
medical attention?
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Come with me. The rest of you
can wait in the waiting room.
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[paramedic] Coming through.
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O-O-Oh, wait.
Everybody move back.
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Move back, please.
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- Let's get him to trauma three.
- John Doe,
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looks to be in his 20s, found
unconscious by Fisherman's Terminal.
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No witnesses, multiple gunshot
wounds to his chest and abdomen.
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Systolic has been stable
in the low 100s.
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Received 2 liters of fluid and 200 mics
of fentanyl on the way here.
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All righty.
On my count, everybody.
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Ready? One, two and three.
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[grunts] Smells like
Pike Place Market.
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Order a type and screen.
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[grunts] I can't get through.
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[Kwan grunts]
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Whoo! That's a whole lot
of Benjamins.
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[Webber] Dr. Griffith,
will you please present?
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Dante Collier is 33.
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He's had right upper quadrant
pain on and off for two weeks.
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Presented to the ER
this morning.
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His labs showed
elevated transaminases
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with normal alk phos and bili.
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Ultrasound confirmed
cholecystitis.
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He is scheduled
for surgery today.
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Soup to nuts, how long
is this gonna take?
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I need to feed
my pumpernickel starter.
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What's a pumpernickel
starter eat?
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[Webber clears throat]
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Sorry. I am a surgical resident.
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I-I keep textbooks in my oven.
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[chuckles]
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[Webber] I'm afraid
we have to keep you here.
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Dante's a baker. He owns
Bread for This, the bakery.
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Oh, their cinnamon rolls
changed my life.
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That's my baby.
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You should come by sometime.
On the house.
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I'll tell the staff to look out
for the handsome surgeon
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who keeps textbooks in his oven.
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Uh...
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You know, my wife
makes a mean corn bread.
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Sweet or savory?
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Oh, you kidding? Sweet.
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[winces]
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We'll get you back to work
as soon as we can.
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Dr. Schmitt will be your
lead surgeon. I'll be assisting.
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You will?
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Uh, he will,
because I am your lead surgeon.
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Griffith, go check on
his labs. Please.
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And do you want me to stop and see if
Mrs. Ferry needs her wound vac changed?
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Just the labs.
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Uh, okay. Get some rest.
We'll be back soon.
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Looking forward to it.
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[Millin] How far along are you?
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Twenty-nine weeks.
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And, yes, I know I had
no business playing softball.
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Not the way your family plays.
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[grunts] They're my in-laws.
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This is what happens
when you take
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a bunch of highly competitive,
wildly unathletic people
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and give them bats.
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I've suggested Wiffle ball
or badminton,
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literally anything else, but...
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- Babe, those aren't real games.
- Well, I paged OB,
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but I'm also going to get you
an ortho and a neuro consult.
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That doesn't sound too good.
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Well, I just want them
to check you out.
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So stay right here and don't go
chasing after any fly balls.
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[chuckles] Couldn't if I tried.
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Uh, d-did he rob a bank?
This must be thousands of dollars.
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Or maybe he was trying
not to get robbed.
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[Ndugu] Got three wounds
in the front, two in back.
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One bullet must be inside still.
I'm ready for films.
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I could buy six vans with that.
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- Yasuda, what do you need?
- Mr. Tuggle's post-op day two.
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Should I remove
his pacing wires?
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No, and it's not the time
to ask. Hang another unit.
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[machine beeps]
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X-ray's up. Kwan.
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Bilateral hemopneumothoraxes.
He needs a chest tube.
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- [Bailey] Mm-hmm.
- [both] I can do it.
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Adams, take that money down to
security and have them lock it up
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until the police arrive.
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[grunts] Okay.
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Here, Kwan.
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[machine beeping]
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Oh. Pressure's tanking.
236
00:10:30,733 --> 00:10:32,873
He's coding. Let's prep
for a thoracotomy. Scalpel.
237
00:10:41,261 --> 00:10:43,400
Have you seen the pie episode
of The Great Bake Off?
238
00:10:43,401 --> 00:10:46,679
- It's dope.
- I don't have a lot of time for TV.
239
00:10:46,680 --> 00:10:50,579
Before surgery, we need to make sure
we have all your medications noted.
240
00:10:50,580 --> 00:10:52,547
I already told the ER doctor.
241
00:10:52,548 --> 00:10:54,895
Are you taking
any medication for HIV?
242
00:10:55,344 --> 00:10:56,724
Excuse me?
243
00:10:56,725 --> 00:10:58,415
I didn't see any meds
listed for HIV.
244
00:10:58,416 --> 00:11:01,107
I figured it was a mistake.
Just wanted to make sure.
245
00:11:01,108 --> 00:11:03,490
I... I don't have HIV.
246
00:11:04,180 --> 00:11:05,630
I'm so sorry.
247
00:11:06,976 --> 00:11:08,115
Hold on.
248
00:11:09,185 --> 00:11:11,808
Our labs indicate
a positive HIV result.
249
00:11:11,809 --> 00:11:13,361
- It's right here.
- Well, it's wrong.
250
00:11:13,362 --> 00:11:14,707
I mean, when was I tested?
251
00:11:14,708 --> 00:11:17,090
Standard screening for our ER.
252
00:11:18,263 --> 00:11:19,954
I want one of the other doctors.
253
00:11:19,955 --> 00:11:22,163
- Oh, Dante, I would never...
- No, you've made a mistake.
254
00:11:22,164 --> 00:11:24,407
And clearly, you don't know
what you're doing.
255
00:11:25,546 --> 00:11:29,101
So get me another doctor.
256
00:11:29,102 --> 00:11:31,380
[Dante breathes shakily]
257
00:11:38,318 --> 00:11:40,734
[door opens, closes]
258
00:11:42,563 --> 00:11:43,841
Okay.
259
00:11:46,326 --> 00:11:48,741
Hello, Allie. I'm Dr. Lincoln.
This is Dr. Shepherd.
260
00:11:48,742 --> 00:11:53,056
Hey, Allie. Tell me, have you experienced
any back pain during your pregnancy?
261
00:11:53,057 --> 00:11:54,678
Maybe a little.
262
00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:57,819
Uh, this is sharper. Stabbier.
263
00:11:57,820 --> 00:12:00,546
And my groin area is
a little numb.
264
00:12:00,547 --> 00:12:04,170
Herb should be MVP. He's 81 and
he's still pitching strikeouts.
265
00:12:04,171 --> 00:12:06,241
Everyone gets unlimited pitches.
266
00:12:06,242 --> 00:12:08,657
- You're really gonna deprive a dying man?
- Who says he's dying?
267
00:12:08,658 --> 00:12:10,177
Look at him.
268
00:12:11,592 --> 00:12:14,318
If anyone deserves MVP,
it's Allie.
269
00:12:14,319 --> 00:12:17,114
I don't want MVP... [yelps]
270
00:12:17,115 --> 00:12:18,426
[screams, panting]
271
00:12:18,427 --> 00:12:20,324
Okay. Hang on.
272
00:12:20,325 --> 00:12:21,740
I think my water broke.
273
00:12:21,741 --> 00:12:23,569
Wait. What's happening?
Is she okay?
274
00:12:23,570 --> 00:12:27,504
Uh, Allie, I-I don't think
it's amniotic fluid. It's urine.
275
00:12:27,505 --> 00:12:30,507
I peed myself
in front of my in-laws?
276
00:12:30,508 --> 00:12:33,268
Don't worry, sweetheart.
We're family.
277
00:12:33,269 --> 00:12:34,338
[chuckles]
278
00:12:34,339 --> 00:12:35,684
She needs an MRI.
279
00:12:35,685 --> 00:12:37,376
This could be a spinal injury,
280
00:12:37,377 --> 00:12:39,966
and if we don't move now,
she could end up paralyzed.
281
00:12:40,518 --> 00:12:42,762
[pants, groans]
282
00:12:46,731 --> 00:12:49,147
- [continuous beep]
- Come on.
283
00:12:56,741 --> 00:12:58,017
Trash duty suits you.
284
00:12:58,018 --> 00:12:59,985
Security is busy
on the psych floor.
285
00:12:59,986 --> 00:13:02,435
I'm stuck with this guy's money
until they get back.
286
00:13:02,436 --> 00:13:04,921
[Ndugu sighs] It's been 20 minutes.
No cardiac response.
287
00:13:04,922 --> 00:13:07,752
Okay, injecting another epi.
Hang more blood.
288
00:13:10,444 --> 00:13:13,136
Heart's not starting.
Resuming cardiac massage.
289
00:13:13,137 --> 00:13:14,275
Come on, man. Come on.
290
00:13:14,276 --> 00:13:16,139
Is there any ID
on this kid? Adams?
291
00:13:16,140 --> 00:13:17,244
No, nothing.
292
00:13:17,866 --> 00:13:19,695
Still nothing. Damn it.
293
00:13:20,627 --> 00:13:21,973
[Ndugu sighs]
294
00:13:23,147 --> 00:13:24,113
Time of death...
295
00:13:24,114 --> 00:13:25,286
Before you declare him,
296
00:13:25,287 --> 00:13:27,496
can I take over cardiac massage?
297
00:13:29,498 --> 00:13:30,774
[whispers] He's dead.
298
00:13:30,775 --> 00:13:32,396
[whispers] Exactly.
Good practice.
299
00:13:32,397 --> 00:13:34,020
Yeah, fine. Kwan, step in.
300
00:13:35,297 --> 00:13:38,299
Careful now. One hand on top,
one hand underneath.
301
00:13:38,300 --> 00:13:40,129
Squeeze up from the apex.
302
00:13:43,305 --> 00:13:44,547
Yeah.
303
00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:51,588
- [machine beeping]
- It's beating. It...
304
00:13:51,589 --> 00:13:52,831
Is it beating?
305
00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:54,143
[Bailey stammers] What?
306
00:13:54,903 --> 00:13:57,490
Oh, congratulations. Now move.
307
00:13:57,491 --> 00:13:59,320
Let's get him up to the OR ASAP.
308
00:13:59,321 --> 00:14:01,770
- [grunts] Can I scrub in?
- [Kwan] It's not up to me.
309
00:14:01,771 --> 00:14:04,912
- Ask your residency director.
- Is your procedure log completed?
310
00:14:04,913 --> 00:14:07,570
- We just got it this morning.
- Then no. Let's go.
311
00:14:09,607 --> 00:14:12,333
You just happened to get your hand
in there at the right time.
312
00:14:12,334 --> 00:14:15,820
And you're walking around
with $40,000 in a trash bag.
313
00:14:21,274 --> 00:14:24,966
Dante, we repeated
your lab test twice,
314
00:14:24,967 --> 00:14:27,762
and they both came back
positive for HIV.
315
00:14:27,763 --> 00:14:31,421
Now, I know this is a lot to take in,
so we'll give you some time.
316
00:14:31,422 --> 00:14:33,975
We can postpone your surgery
for a couple hours
317
00:14:33,976 --> 00:14:37,427
and provide you with some
counseling and a referral to a specialist.
318
00:14:37,428 --> 00:14:39,739
- Schmitt?
- I'll put in the consult now.
319
00:14:39,740 --> 00:14:41,672
- [breathing heavily]
- Hey. Careful.
320
00:14:41,673 --> 00:14:44,054
- You'll pull out your IV.
- I need to get out of here.
321
00:14:44,055 --> 00:14:47,023
You can get some air, but we need to keep
the IV antibiotics going until surgery.
322
00:14:47,024 --> 00:14:50,267
Surgery's the last thing on
my mind right now. I need to go.
323
00:14:50,268 --> 00:14:53,408
HIV can be treated with
minimal changes to your life.
324
00:14:53,409 --> 00:14:55,583
But if we don't treat
your gallbladder infection,
325
00:14:55,584 --> 00:14:57,343
your health
will drastically decline.
326
00:14:57,344 --> 00:14:58,448
Where are my clothes?
327
00:14:58,449 --> 00:15:00,415
Dante, please let us help you.
328
00:15:00,416 --> 00:15:03,764
I'll sign whatever you need
me to sign, but please, let me go!
329
00:15:07,423 --> 00:15:09,666
[patient 2] Herb's been
playing for 60 years.
330
00:15:09,667 --> 00:15:13,497
Just because she's five,
doesn't mean she can't add value.
331
00:15:13,498 --> 00:15:16,086
- How's a busted nose added value?
- Ugh.
332
00:15:16,087 --> 00:15:19,572
- What do you think, Dr. Millin?
- I think that I am done with your leg.
333
00:15:19,573 --> 00:15:21,367
Just give me a sec, okay?
334
00:15:21,368 --> 00:15:22,921
You're a sore loser.
335
00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:24,750
- Because you cheat.
- Oh. [scoffs]
336
00:15:24,751 --> 00:15:26,717
[clears throat] Dr. Hunt,
I finished the leg lac.
337
00:15:26,718 --> 00:15:29,238
- Could you please sign my procedure log?
- Mmm.
338
00:15:30,653 --> 00:15:34,208
Could you please put me on
a different patient? This family is a lot...
339
00:15:34,209 --> 00:15:37,211
Dislocated finger
in bed seven, Millin. Okay?
340
00:15:37,212 --> 00:15:38,282
Yes.
341
00:15:39,869 --> 00:15:41,111
[Allie] Is it almost over?
342
00:15:41,112 --> 00:15:43,355
First time all day
I can hear myself think,
343
00:15:43,356 --> 00:15:45,978
and now all my thoughts
are terrifying.
344
00:15:45,979 --> 00:15:48,670
It should just be
a few more minutes.
345
00:15:48,671 --> 00:15:52,743
I grew up an only child,
and I hated it.
346
00:15:52,744 --> 00:15:56,299
I wanted noise
and sibling rivalry,
347
00:15:56,300 --> 00:15:59,958
and someone who also
despised my mom. [chuckles]
348
00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:03,893
Then I married Billy
and his giant family.
349
00:16:06,827 --> 00:16:12,591
But if anything were to happen to
my baby because of this stupid game...
350
00:16:12,592 --> 00:16:14,663
Try to take a few deep breaths.
351
00:16:15,284 --> 00:16:16,388
[breathes deeply]
352
00:16:16,389 --> 00:16:18,252
Hey. Uh, no more cake,
353
00:16:18,253 --> 00:16:21,946
so your options are
chocolate, sugar and glazed.
354
00:16:22,429 --> 00:16:23,464
Second breakfast?
355
00:16:23,465 --> 00:16:24,810
[both] First.
356
00:16:24,811 --> 00:16:26,951
- [computer beeps]
- The scans are up.
357
00:16:28,332 --> 00:16:32,369
There. Severe disc herniation
at L5 and S1 levels.
358
00:16:32,370 --> 00:16:34,889
The disc is protruding and
pressing into the nerve root.
359
00:16:34,890 --> 00:16:36,477
This is cauda equina syndrome.
360
00:16:36,478 --> 00:16:38,410
I'll book her an OR
for emergent decompression.
361
00:16:38,411 --> 00:16:41,275
- Mmm.
- You can't go in posteriorly.
362
00:16:41,276 --> 00:16:44,140
If we go in anteriorly,
we'll have to deliver the baby.
363
00:16:44,141 --> 00:16:45,486
She's only 29 weeks.
364
00:16:45,487 --> 00:16:47,039
You can't position her
laterally.
365
00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:49,041
It increases
her chance of bleeding.
366
00:16:49,042 --> 00:16:51,769
[sighs] You're not leaving us
many options.
367
00:16:53,978 --> 00:16:55,428
I think I have one.
368
00:16:57,775 --> 00:16:58,947
[Altman] What's happening?
369
00:16:58,948 --> 00:17:00,880
Mr. Jenkins
is prepped for his CABG.
370
00:17:00,881 --> 00:17:02,951
- [groaning]
- No change on Mr. Futrell,
371
00:17:02,952 --> 00:17:05,057
but I think he has a crush
on Dr. Beckmann.
372
00:17:05,058 --> 00:17:06,714
Which is relevant because...
373
00:17:06,715 --> 00:17:08,164
When he pulls out his A-line,
374
00:17:08,165 --> 00:17:10,131
he only wants Dr. Beckmann
to put it back in.
375
00:17:10,132 --> 00:17:14,274
- Here. Answers to your other questions.
- Thank you. Good. [groans]
376
00:17:16,345 --> 00:17:19,727
Actually, I need to finish
rounding on Ndugu's patients.
377
00:17:19,728 --> 00:17:22,351
That's got
a possible central line.
378
00:17:24,664 --> 00:17:25,905
You sure you don't need help?
379
00:17:25,906 --> 00:17:28,426
Yes. With my patients. Go.
380
00:17:32,016 --> 00:17:33,431
- [door closes]
- [groans]
381
00:17:40,266 --> 00:17:41,336
[sighs]
382
00:17:43,855 --> 00:17:46,374
Those are the AMA forms to sign.
383
00:17:46,375 --> 00:17:48,480
I arranged an appointment
with our clinic,
384
00:17:48,481 --> 00:17:50,516
so you can talk to them
about your treatment options.
385
00:17:50,517 --> 00:17:52,484
I already know the spiel.
386
00:17:52,485 --> 00:17:58,006
A pill a day and then passing on
the virus is basically a nonissue.
387
00:17:58,007 --> 00:18:02,425
There's also an injectable
option if you're not into pills.
388
00:18:02,426 --> 00:18:06,222
When I saw you walk into the room
this morning, my first thought was,
389
00:18:06,223 --> 00:18:09,640
"How was I gonna ask
the hot surgeon out on a date?"
390
00:18:10,813 --> 00:18:13,505
Now I'll always remember
your face as one of the ones
391
00:18:13,506 --> 00:18:16,371
who told me my dating life
had changed forever.
392
00:18:17,165 --> 00:18:19,269
Hey. Y... You will still date.
393
00:18:19,270 --> 00:18:22,134
When and how you disclose
your status is up to you.
394
00:18:22,135 --> 00:18:24,032
And then they'll run.
395
00:18:24,033 --> 00:18:27,933
Or they'll be like me,
and they'll already be on PrEP,
396
00:18:27,934 --> 00:18:30,591
so they'll have the freedom
to date whoever they're into.
397
00:18:30,592 --> 00:18:33,870
Even guys who feed
their pumpernickel.
398
00:18:33,871 --> 00:18:35,389
[chuckles, winces]
399
00:18:35,390 --> 00:18:37,045
- [groaning]
- Hey. Hey, hey.
400
00:18:37,046 --> 00:18:39,047
- You okay?
- I think it's getting worse.
401
00:18:39,048 --> 00:18:40,359
You're getting clammy too.
402
00:18:40,360 --> 00:18:42,120
- Dante, you need this surgery.
- [groans]
403
00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:45,778
If you walk out of here,
you could become septic and die.
404
00:18:45,779 --> 00:18:48,160
Okay. Okay.
405
00:18:48,161 --> 00:18:50,266
- Okay? That's it?
- Yeah.
406
00:18:50,267 --> 00:18:52,613
- Yeah, because I don't think I can walk.
- Okay.
407
00:18:52,614 --> 00:18:54,374
- [groans]
- Can I get a hand in here?
408
00:18:58,344 --> 00:19:02,485
- [machine beeping]
- [Bailey sighs]
409
00:19:02,486 --> 00:19:05,039
We still don't know
who this kid is.
410
00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:07,974
As a parent,
I... I just can't imagine.
411
00:19:09,217 --> 00:19:12,426
Um, if you have something
to say to me, go ahead.
412
00:19:12,427 --> 00:19:13,531
Lap pad.
413
00:19:14,532 --> 00:19:16,775
You learn how to be a surgeon
in the operating room.
414
00:19:16,776 --> 00:19:18,328
Full stop.
415
00:19:18,329 --> 00:19:20,641
Suspending the interns
is stunting their education,
416
00:19:20,642 --> 00:19:23,022
and much worse,
it's impeding my work.
417
00:19:23,023 --> 00:19:26,578
They should be in the OR, pushing
past their mistakes and learning from them,
418
00:19:26,579 --> 00:19:27,717
growing, Bailey.
419
00:19:27,718 --> 00:19:29,615
Suction.
420
00:19:29,616 --> 00:19:31,652
- [Bailey] I won a Catherine Fox Award.
- [Ndugu] I'm aware.
421
00:19:31,653 --> 00:19:34,931
Most people think it is because
of my work in reproductive care,
422
00:19:34,932 --> 00:19:37,968
but really, it's for teaching
reproductive care.
423
00:19:37,969 --> 00:19:42,939
Okay, this bullet shattered the spleen
and hit the small and large bowels.
424
00:19:42,940 --> 00:19:44,803
I'm afraid the SMA is involved.
425
00:19:44,804 --> 00:19:48,324
- He might never eat normally again.
- [Ndugu] If he lives.
426
00:19:48,325 --> 00:19:51,016
Looks like the bullet injured
the hilum of his lung.
427
00:19:51,017 --> 00:19:52,190
Think I can feel it now.
428
00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,123
Yep. There it is.
429
00:19:54,641 --> 00:19:56,263
Gotcha.
430
00:19:56,264 --> 00:19:58,473
- [huffs, sighs]
- [Bailey] Whoa.
431
00:19:58,921 --> 00:20:00,233
Adams.
432
00:20:07,102 --> 00:20:08,966
Take the bullet to pathology.
433
00:20:11,658 --> 00:20:13,212
As in now.
434
00:20:15,524 --> 00:20:17,180
[machines beeping]
435
00:20:17,181 --> 00:20:18,975
His pressure's tanking.
436
00:20:18,976 --> 00:20:22,186
[Bailey] Whoever you are,
stay with us.
437
00:20:26,017 --> 00:20:29,503
- [Lincoln clears throat]
- The table is shaped like a doughnut?
438
00:20:29,504 --> 00:20:32,160
No, we add supports
to the iliac crest
439
00:20:32,161 --> 00:20:34,680
to create a hole in the center
like a doughnut.
440
00:20:34,681 --> 00:20:37,545
That way you can lie face down
without putting pressure on your belly.
441
00:20:37,546 --> 00:20:40,099
Then we go in and remove the discs
pressing on your nerves.
442
00:20:40,100 --> 00:20:41,480
And you've done this before?
443
00:20:41,481 --> 00:20:43,275
Well, it's an unusual situation.
444
00:20:43,276 --> 00:20:45,484
- That sounds like "no."
- Is this safe for the baby?
445
00:20:45,485 --> 00:20:50,110
I think it's the best choice, and
I will be in there to monitor both of you.
446
00:20:51,008 --> 00:20:52,905
I should've let that ball go.
447
00:20:52,906 --> 00:20:56,530
I didn't want to disappoint anyone,
but now the baby... I should've...
448
00:20:56,531 --> 00:20:58,290
Hey, hey, hey. It'll be okay.
449
00:20:58,291 --> 00:20:59,774
No matter what happens,
450
00:20:59,775 --> 00:21:02,121
we will all be there for you
when you wake up.
451
00:21:02,122 --> 00:21:03,468
Everyone?
452
00:21:03,469 --> 00:21:05,574
I will tell
whoever you want to leave.
453
00:21:06,886 --> 00:21:10,476
- I love you. - As soon as we have
an update, we'll let you know.
454
00:21:11,131 --> 00:21:12,340
Okay.
455
00:21:12,892 --> 00:21:15,135
[Allie breathes shakily]
456
00:21:20,106 --> 00:21:23,488
You're here. That must mean
Mr. Wallis is out of surgery.
457
00:21:23,489 --> 00:21:27,181
I passed that case to Dr. Boyle
because I have a lab chole.
458
00:21:27,182 --> 00:21:29,701
- Why? Did someone ask you?
- I plead the Fifth.
459
00:21:29,702 --> 00:21:32,704
Yasuda, you wanna tell me
what's really going on here?
460
00:21:32,705 --> 00:21:34,153
I plead the Fifth again.
461
00:21:34,154 --> 00:21:36,295
This doesn't concern me,
so I'm gonna...
462
00:21:38,504 --> 00:21:40,850
Chief Altman said I might get
some procedures for my log
463
00:21:40,851 --> 00:21:42,679
if I checked on her patients.
464
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:45,130
- Mmm.
- Don't worry. Joke's on me.
465
00:21:45,131 --> 00:21:47,995
I haven't done a single procedure,
and I'm behind on Ndugu's patients.
466
00:21:47,996 --> 00:21:49,548
So...
467
00:21:49,549 --> 00:21:51,412
Also... [sighs]
...I know it's not my place,
468
00:21:51,413 --> 00:21:54,346
but maybe she's pushing it
just a little bit too m...
469
00:21:54,347 --> 00:21:55,659
What are you doing?
470
00:21:56,832 --> 00:21:58,316
Well... [sighs]
471
00:21:58,317 --> 00:21:59,697
Yeah, you did these
472
00:22:01,112 --> 00:22:02,768
on my wife.
473
00:22:02,769 --> 00:22:05,012
You helped save her life,
Yasuda. I won't forget that.
474
00:22:05,013 --> 00:22:08,326
- Okay? Now I need your help
getting her to rest. - Thank you.
475
00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:09,948
Save her from herself,
476
00:22:09,949 --> 00:22:11,777
and don't tell her
it's coming from me, okay?
477
00:22:11,778 --> 00:22:13,572
Use discretion.
478
00:22:13,573 --> 00:22:16,335
- [sighs] I'll see what I can do.
- [Hunt] Thank you.
479
00:22:17,715 --> 00:22:20,477
[Shepherd] Finished
the decompression. Screwdriver.
480
00:22:21,478 --> 00:22:24,134
Art.
Father Time's name was Art.
481
00:22:24,135 --> 00:22:26,758
- [Wilson] Are we still talking about this?
- [Lincoln] It's important.
482
00:22:26,759 --> 00:22:28,656
[Wilson] Well,
maybe you should have warned me
483
00:22:28,657 --> 00:22:31,557
there'd be a quiz about
the day we met 20 years later.
484
00:22:33,317 --> 00:22:35,491
Almost done stabilizing
the spine.
485
00:22:35,492 --> 00:22:37,803
[Wilson] No, no, no, no, no.
I'm seeing deep decels.
486
00:22:37,804 --> 00:22:40,116
The baby's heart rate
is dropping into the 60s.
487
00:22:40,117 --> 00:22:42,187
- [Shepherd] We need five minutes.
- We might not have that.
488
00:22:42,188 --> 00:22:45,501
Her spine is not stable. If we
move her, we could paralyze her.
489
00:22:45,502 --> 00:22:48,296
[Wilson] Okay. I might be able
to manipulate the baby.
490
00:22:48,297 --> 00:22:51,403
If the cord is compressed,
I might be able to reposition the baby
491
00:22:51,404 --> 00:22:52,887
to take the pressure off.
492
00:22:52,888 --> 00:22:54,579
[Lincoln] Okay.
I need the other screwdriver.
493
00:22:54,580 --> 00:22:57,202
[machine beeping]
494
00:22:57,203 --> 00:22:58,893
- [Lincoln] Jo?
- [Wilson] No change.
495
00:22:58,894 --> 00:23:01,171
Let me just try one more thing.
496
00:23:01,172 --> 00:23:03,415
Damn it. It's not working.
We need to get the baby out.
497
00:23:03,416 --> 00:23:05,935
- I haven't confirmed placement.
- [Wilson] We need to flip her now.
498
00:23:05,936 --> 00:23:09,559
[Lincoln] We've got enough screws.
We can finish after we save the baby.
499
00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:11,216
Let's do this. Wet lap pads.
500
00:23:11,217 --> 00:23:12,700
[Wilson]
Page the NICU team and OB.
501
00:23:12,701 --> 00:23:14,806
Let them know we're doing
an emergency C-section.
502
00:23:14,807 --> 00:23:18,189
Everyone here drop what
you're doing and help us flip her.
503
00:23:24,955 --> 00:23:26,507
Hey.
504
00:23:26,508 --> 00:23:28,648
I got your text. What happened?
505
00:23:29,856 --> 00:23:33,549
Just gave someone
the biggest diagnosis of their life
506
00:23:33,550 --> 00:23:37,656
as casually as ordering a freaking coffee,
and then he almost canceled his lap chole.
507
00:23:37,657 --> 00:23:39,796
He could have died 'cause of me.
508
00:23:39,797 --> 00:23:42,179
That really sucks.
509
00:23:43,836 --> 00:23:44,871
I'm sorry.
510
00:23:45,907 --> 00:23:47,149
[sighs]
511
00:23:57,194 --> 00:23:58,437
[Adams moans]
512
00:24:03,925 --> 00:24:07,204
- Are you sure you want this?
- I wanna feel better.
513
00:24:08,136 --> 00:24:09,448
[Adams] Uh...
514
00:24:13,797 --> 00:24:16,662
- [sighs]
- Is there... Is there a problem?
515
00:24:17,801 --> 00:24:19,491
[sighs] Look, I want to.
516
00:24:19,492 --> 00:24:21,908
But you're upset and...
517
00:24:23,289 --> 00:24:24,392
Well, maybe we should talk.
518
00:24:24,393 --> 00:24:25,877
Yeah. Don't worry about it.
519
00:24:25,878 --> 00:24:28,155
Wait. Look, Simone, I...
520
00:24:28,156 --> 00:24:29,813
- Hey, Simone...
- [door opens]
521
00:24:31,090 --> 00:24:32,401
[door closes]
522
00:24:36,405 --> 00:24:41,306
We successfully stabilized Allie's spine,
and it'll take a little while,
523
00:24:41,307 --> 00:24:43,584
but we are expecting
a full recovery.
524
00:24:43,585 --> 00:24:45,517
- [sighs] That's great.
- [chuckles]
525
00:24:45,518 --> 00:24:48,934
[chuckles] And, uh, what about
our baby? Is she gonna be okay?
526
00:24:48,935 --> 00:24:51,005
Well, her lungs aren't
fully developed,
527
00:24:51,006 --> 00:24:53,145
so she'll need a little time
on a ventilator,
528
00:24:53,146 --> 00:24:55,770
but for her age, she is strong.
529
00:24:56,391 --> 00:24:57,805
[babies crying]
530
00:24:57,806 --> 00:25:00,290
Yeah. [chuckles]
531
00:25:00,291 --> 00:25:01,534
[sniffles]
532
00:25:03,502 --> 00:25:07,644
[Billy] Hi. Welcome to the team,
little slugger. [chuckles]
533
00:25:08,368 --> 00:25:09,714
Listen.
534
00:25:09,715 --> 00:25:11,750
We are loud,
and we're opinionated,
535
00:25:11,751 --> 00:25:13,580
and we're not
the best athletes, okay?
536
00:25:13,581 --> 00:25:16,963
But we are the Best family.
537
00:25:17,964 --> 00:25:20,449
- Yes, we are.
- We'll give you a moment.
538
00:25:23,452 --> 00:25:24,970
He can be sentimental.
539
00:25:24,971 --> 00:25:27,559
Well, he is a new father.
540
00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:29,251
I was talking about Link.
541
00:25:30,252 --> 00:25:32,599
I mean, he remembers everything.
542
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:37,569
Mmm, birthdays and
anniversaries. Good and bad.
543
00:25:37,570 --> 00:25:42,368
Well, you've known him longer. You know
how sensitive he is, how much he cares.
544
00:25:43,093 --> 00:25:44,680
And I think
545
00:25:44,681 --> 00:25:47,165
it's even more intense
with people that he loves.
546
00:25:47,166 --> 00:25:49,167
He told you about us.
547
00:25:49,168 --> 00:25:50,721
He didn't have to.
548
00:25:51,515 --> 00:25:53,621
We're already family anyway.
549
00:25:54,173 --> 00:25:55,554
- Hmm.
- Hmm.
550
00:26:03,907 --> 00:26:04,942
How's Dante?
551
00:26:05,943 --> 00:26:08,600
Well, his gallbladder
was very inflamed,
552
00:26:08,601 --> 00:26:11,051
so we had to convert to
an open procedure.
553
00:26:11,052 --> 00:26:12,604
But Schmitt handled it well.
554
00:26:12,605 --> 00:26:14,918
He'll brief you
on the post-op orders.
555
00:26:15,401 --> 00:26:16,851
Mm-hmm.
556
00:26:17,921 --> 00:26:19,542
He'll be okay.
557
00:26:19,543 --> 00:26:22,718
My instincts,
I've always trusted them.
558
00:26:22,719 --> 00:26:23,789
Lately...
559
00:26:25,066 --> 00:26:26,722
I don't know. [chuckles]
560
00:26:26,723 --> 00:26:29,346
It's a terrifying feeling,
isn't it?
561
00:26:30,140 --> 00:26:31,693
No one has a perfect record.
562
00:26:33,108 --> 00:26:36,836
I've mismanaged more than
a few things in my life.
563
00:26:37,630 --> 00:26:39,598
How long did it take you
before you...
564
00:26:40,391 --> 00:26:41,772
stopped?
565
00:26:43,636 --> 00:26:45,396
I'll let you know when I do.
566
00:26:55,199 --> 00:26:56,856
What do you have for me, Yasuda?
567
00:26:58,478 --> 00:27:01,653
Lemon, orange and cherry.
568
00:27:01,654 --> 00:27:03,137
It's Jell-O.
569
00:27:03,138 --> 00:27:05,346
- I don't want Jell-O.
- I used to hate it.
570
00:27:05,347 --> 00:27:08,902
My mom could serve nine kids
from one box, so we had it all the time.
571
00:27:08,903 --> 00:27:11,283
A-And I mean literally
every Sunday afternoon,
572
00:27:11,284 --> 00:27:16,806
but then I went to college, and I found
myself grabbing it at the dining hall.
573
00:27:16,807 --> 00:27:18,497
It-It became
a little taste of home.
574
00:27:18,498 --> 00:27:20,672
You know who wants
a taste of home?
575
00:27:20,673 --> 00:27:23,399
Ms. Granados.
Was she discharged?
576
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:25,644
Chief, what about...
577
00:27:27,576 --> 00:27:29,819
What about focusing on rest?
578
00:27:29,820 --> 00:27:32,580
[chuckles] I don't know
if it was my husband
579
00:27:32,581 --> 00:27:34,548
or my surgeon
who put you up to this,
580
00:27:34,549 --> 00:27:35,999
but either way,
581
00:27:36,896 --> 00:27:38,622
I'm fine.
582
00:27:39,312 --> 00:27:40,761
You are not fine.
583
00:27:40,762 --> 00:27:43,971
And that is not coming
from Dr. Hunt or Ndugu.
584
00:27:43,972 --> 00:27:45,490
That is fact.
585
00:27:45,491 --> 00:27:47,492
I know because
I was standing next to you
586
00:27:47,493 --> 00:27:49,563
when you collapsed in the OR.
587
00:27:49,564 --> 00:27:51,703
We pounded on your heart
to keep you alive.
588
00:27:51,704 --> 00:27:54,533
It was... It was traumatic and
awful, and I'm still not over it.
589
00:27:54,534 --> 00:27:58,021
But... But here you are acting like
business as usual when you almost died!
590
00:28:01,300 --> 00:28:02,542
[sighs]
591
00:28:04,165 --> 00:28:06,477
[crying]
592
00:28:07,168 --> 00:28:08,410
Chief Altman.
593
00:28:11,759 --> 00:28:14,105
Um, I-I should go.
594
00:28:14,106 --> 00:28:16,107
[crying continues]
595
00:28:16,108 --> 00:28:17,385
Okay.
596
00:28:18,766 --> 00:28:20,940
Please don't tell anyone
this happened.
597
00:28:21,665 --> 00:28:24,530
Discretion. Total discretion.
598
00:28:27,084 --> 00:28:28,776
[chattering]
599
00:28:30,501 --> 00:28:32,676
Excuse me. Excuse me!
600
00:28:33,850 --> 00:28:37,059
- Billy is with Allie. The baby is fine.
- [sighs]
601
00:28:37,060 --> 00:28:39,889
Now all of you who needed help
have been seen.
602
00:28:39,890 --> 00:28:42,064
So you are all free to go.
603
00:28:42,065 --> 00:28:43,893
- [Charlotte] Yes.
- Thank you so much, Doctor.
604
00:28:43,894 --> 00:28:45,377
- Thank you.
- Welcome.
605
00:28:45,378 --> 00:28:46,551
All right. What about the MVP?
606
00:28:46,552 --> 00:28:48,484
What? Oh. Uh, what about Nowell?
607
00:28:48,485 --> 00:28:51,383
What about him? An MVP's
supposed to inspire people, okay?
608
00:28:51,384 --> 00:28:52,730
Make them wanna rise up
and do better?
609
00:28:52,731 --> 00:28:54,524
Nowell's played
left field for 25 years,
610
00:28:54,525 --> 00:28:56,630
hasn't caught so much as a cold.
611
00:28:56,631 --> 00:28:59,529
Oh, at least he didn't set
the cabin on fire with illegal fireworks.
612
00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:00,876
- Those weren't mine!
- Really?
613
00:29:00,877 --> 00:29:02,532
That's why your eyebrows
were singed off?
614
00:29:02,533 --> 00:29:05,259
Stop! Stop it!
615
00:29:05,260 --> 00:29:06,778
This is a hospital.
616
00:29:06,779 --> 00:29:08,953
There are people who are sick
and injured here.
617
00:29:08,954 --> 00:29:11,403
Some are in pain.
Some will never leave.
618
00:29:11,404 --> 00:29:14,096
You should all be grateful
that you have a family
619
00:29:14,097 --> 00:29:17,582
that wants to spend time together,
that plays games together,
620
00:29:17,583 --> 00:29:18,963
that has family traditions.
621
00:29:18,964 --> 00:29:22,173
And instead, you have all
been arguing all day
622
00:29:22,174 --> 00:29:26,660
making it next to impossible
for me to do my job and help you.
623
00:29:26,661 --> 00:29:31,839
So I hope that you all remember
this when you're all back here next year.
624
00:29:33,633 --> 00:29:35,601
MVP.
625
00:29:36,257 --> 00:29:38,396
MVP.
626
00:29:38,397 --> 00:29:39,466
[Millin] Please...
627
00:29:39,467 --> 00:29:41,226
[all] MVP.
628
00:29:41,227 --> 00:29:43,435
- No.
- [all] MVP.
629
00:29:43,436 --> 00:29:46,335
MVP.
630
00:29:46,336 --> 00:29:48,026
- MVP!
- God.
631
00:29:48,027 --> 00:29:51,513
[all cheering, applauding]
MVP! MVP!
632
00:30:01,385 --> 00:30:03,939
If I ask you something, will
you just not be you for a second?
633
00:30:03,940 --> 00:30:05,734
I need to know
the question first.
634
00:30:06,494 --> 00:30:08,115
Have you seen the bag of cash?
635
00:30:08,116 --> 00:30:10,877
I think "idiot" might be
too generous in this situation.
636
00:30:10,878 --> 00:30:12,880
Help me find the bag.
637
00:30:13,950 --> 00:30:15,778
You're on all the butt stuff
for the next two weeks.
638
00:30:15,779 --> 00:30:17,850
Fine. I don't care.
Just help me find it.
639
00:30:22,406 --> 00:30:24,614
You left it in
the on-call room, dumbass.
640
00:30:24,615 --> 00:30:26,375
You're lucky
I'm the one who found it.
641
00:30:26,376 --> 00:30:28,032
- [Adams strains]
- [Kwan stammers]
642
00:30:28,033 --> 00:30:31,242
Hand me that bag before I
hand you something else.
643
00:30:31,243 --> 00:30:35,177
[sighs] The police put out
a missing person's report.
644
00:30:35,178 --> 00:30:38,456
Hopefully, someone will
recognize our John Doe.
645
00:30:38,457 --> 00:30:41,424
Uh, Dr. Bailey, is this a good time
to sign my procedure log?
646
00:30:41,425 --> 00:30:42,874
No.
647
00:30:42,875 --> 00:30:44,911
So I don't get credit
for the cardiac massage?
648
00:30:44,912 --> 00:30:48,397
You didn't do that for credit.
You did it to learn to save a life.
649
00:30:48,398 --> 00:30:50,882
What? This... [sighs]
650
00:30:50,883 --> 00:30:53,402
Look, this man is a human being.
651
00:30:53,403 --> 00:30:56,612
He's someone's son,
maybe someone's brother.
652
00:30:56,613 --> 00:31:00,271
He's just like you,
at the beginning of his adult life.
653
00:31:00,272 --> 00:31:04,275
And then he was shot
multiple times and might not live.
654
00:31:04,276 --> 00:31:06,898
Yet the only thing
the two of you seem to see is,
655
00:31:06,899 --> 00:31:09,763
uh, blank boxes to be checked.
656
00:31:09,764 --> 00:31:11,007
[sighs]
657
00:31:12,284 --> 00:31:14,595
[clicks tongue]
This exercise is not a game.
658
00:31:14,596 --> 00:31:19,117
It is to determine whether or not
you will ever regain the privilege
659
00:31:19,118 --> 00:31:22,465
of operating inside
someone's living body.
660
00:31:22,466 --> 00:31:27,056
And if I hear that you put
procedures over patients again,
661
00:31:27,057 --> 00:31:29,163
I will make sure
that you never do.
662
00:31:39,552 --> 00:31:41,037
Surgery went well.
663
00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:44,073
But you will have
a longer recovery
664
00:31:44,074 --> 00:31:46,282
since we weren't able
to go in laparoscopically.
665
00:31:46,283 --> 00:31:48,320
You'll have to be here
a couple days, okay?
666
00:31:49,010 --> 00:31:50,943
- [Dante exhales]
- [knock on door]
667
00:31:52,738 --> 00:31:54,014
Griffith,
now is not a good time...
668
00:31:54,015 --> 00:31:55,983
I just want to apologize
if that's okay.
669
00:31:58,744 --> 00:31:59,847
Okay.
670
00:31:59,848 --> 00:32:01,091
[Griffith] Thank you.
671
00:32:01,747 --> 00:32:03,092
Dante, I am so sorry.
672
00:32:03,093 --> 00:32:05,232
I should've been more tactful.
673
00:32:05,233 --> 00:32:08,719
It's no excuse, but I was racing
through my work, and I... I screwed up.
674
00:32:09,997 --> 00:32:12,619
- I'm sorry.
- Been there.
675
00:32:12,620 --> 00:32:16,347
I missed a couple of calls from
the health department a few months ago.
676
00:32:16,348 --> 00:32:17,727
Huge red flag, I know,
677
00:32:17,728 --> 00:32:19,764
but we had just launched
mobile orders.
678
00:32:19,765 --> 00:32:22,836
The kitchen was slammed,
I didn't have any symptoms,
679
00:32:22,837 --> 00:32:24,908
and I wasn't seeing anyone,
680
00:32:25,529 --> 00:32:26,806
so I put it off.
681
00:32:27,842 --> 00:32:30,776
I never expected to have HIV.
682
00:32:32,467 --> 00:32:34,814
I had to find out
at some point, right?
683
00:32:35,401 --> 00:32:36,644
See you in the morning.
684
00:32:38,439 --> 00:32:39,681
Thank you.
685
00:32:42,443 --> 00:32:45,686
Got any dinner plans, Dr. Schmitt?
I hear the pudding's good.
686
00:32:45,687 --> 00:32:48,035
[chuckles] No dinner plans,
687
00:32:49,795 --> 00:32:52,246
but I-I do have other patients.
688
00:32:53,695 --> 00:32:54,868
Right.
689
00:32:54,869 --> 00:32:57,836
But I could spare
maybe 20 minutes.
690
00:32:57,837 --> 00:33:00,287
["To Never See The Light"
playing]
691
00:33:00,288 --> 00:33:02,565
Have you ever seen
The Great Bake Off?
692
00:33:02,566 --> 00:33:05,121
- [Dante] It's my favorite.
- [Schmitt chuckles] It's good, right?
693
00:33:06,329 --> 00:33:07,915
Hi, I'm Dr. Kwan.
694
00:33:07,916 --> 00:33:09,917
You two responded to
the missing person notice?
695
00:33:09,918 --> 00:33:11,160
Yeah, our son.
696
00:33:11,161 --> 00:33:12,886
He was on break from
grad school,
697
00:33:12,887 --> 00:33:14,646
and he got work
on a fishing barge.
698
00:33:14,647 --> 00:33:16,959
[parent 1] It docked yesterday,
but we never heard from him.
699
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:20,859
And then we saw that there was, uh,
a robbery in-in the area in the news,
700
00:33:20,860 --> 00:33:22,827
and the police directed us here.
701
00:33:22,828 --> 00:33:25,312
Um, you have
a photo of your son?
702
00:33:25,313 --> 00:33:26,383
Yeah.
703
00:33:27,902 --> 00:33:29,110
Uh...
704
00:33:32,424 --> 00:33:33,770
Please. Take a seat.
705
00:33:35,082 --> 00:33:36,807
[parent 1 breathes shakily]
706
00:33:38,568 --> 00:33:40,017
Your son is here...
707
00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:41,880
Dorian. His name's Dorian.
708
00:33:41,881 --> 00:33:45,057
[Kwan]
Dorian is here in the ICU.
709
00:33:45,816 --> 00:33:47,334
He was shot three times.
710
00:33:47,335 --> 00:33:50,648
We did aggressive resuscitation,
and his heart stopped.
711
00:33:50,649 --> 00:33:52,098
But we got him back.
712
00:33:52,099 --> 00:33:54,169
He's stable,
but in critical condition.
713
00:33:54,170 --> 00:33:56,620
The bullets caused
extensive damage.
714
00:33:57,311 --> 00:33:59,208
I can take you to go see him.
715
00:33:59,209 --> 00:34:02,971
But I have to warn you,
it will be difficult.
716
00:34:05,940 --> 00:34:08,149
[parent 2 sniffling]
717
00:34:10,289 --> 00:34:12,326
[music continues]
718
00:34:25,856 --> 00:34:27,236
Hey.
719
00:34:27,237 --> 00:34:29,964
Yasuda told you that I cried?
720
00:34:30,758 --> 00:34:34,934
No, but you just did. [chuckles]
721
00:34:37,834 --> 00:34:39,111
Hey.
722
00:34:39,663 --> 00:34:40,940
I'm a mess.
723
00:34:41,424 --> 00:34:42,459
Hey.
724
00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:46,912
You're alive.
725
00:34:48,465 --> 00:34:49,501
[Altman] I just...
726
00:34:51,019 --> 00:34:56,473
I can't get the image of Sam lying
on that OR table out of my head.
727
00:34:57,267 --> 00:34:59,234
I was supposed to save him.
728
00:34:59,235 --> 00:35:02,133
But you didn't. And now you're
trying to save everyone else.
729
00:35:02,134 --> 00:35:04,204
- Hmm?
- Maybe.
730
00:35:04,205 --> 00:35:06,551
Teddy, what happened to Sam
was not your fault.
731
00:35:06,552 --> 00:35:08,139
It was out of your control,
732
00:35:08,140 --> 00:35:10,866
and I promise you will
be back to work soon,
733
00:35:10,867 --> 00:35:12,213
but you need to recover.
734
00:35:13,456 --> 00:35:16,148
And that is something
that you can control, okay?
735
00:35:17,529 --> 00:35:18,563
You're right.
736
00:35:18,564 --> 00:35:20,082
Okay. No more work.
737
00:35:20,083 --> 00:35:21,635
All right, take this.
738
00:35:21,636 --> 00:35:23,672
Okay. I got it. I got it.
739
00:35:23,673 --> 00:35:25,432
Okay. Good.
740
00:35:25,433 --> 00:35:27,504
Thank you for looking after me.
741
00:35:29,299 --> 00:35:30,335
Of course.
742
00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,854
- What? Wait.
- [Altman] What? No.
743
00:35:33,855 --> 00:35:35,339
- Do I... Hey, can I feel a...
- No. No.
744
00:35:35,340 --> 00:35:38,376
Teddy, is this thing
a tablet? Really?
745
00:35:38,377 --> 00:35:41,345
- [chuckles] Please. Can I...
- [Hunt] Mm-hmm.
746
00:35:41,346 --> 00:35:42,416
[Altman sighs]
747
00:35:45,177 --> 00:35:47,283
- I love you.
- I love you.
748
00:35:49,802 --> 00:35:51,355
Winston. Hi.
749
00:35:51,356 --> 00:35:52,978
[music stops]
750
00:35:54,117 --> 00:35:55,429
I got a cat.
751
00:35:57,707 --> 00:35:59,398
Are you talking to me?
752
00:36:01,193 --> 00:36:04,713
I miss my family.
I miss Meredith. I miss Maggie.
753
00:36:04,714 --> 00:36:06,405
I... I miss Kai.
754
00:36:07,510 --> 00:36:10,064
So, uh, I got a cat.
755
00:36:11,479 --> 00:36:12,515
Oh.
756
00:36:15,518 --> 00:36:18,175
I know things
have been rocky between us.
757
00:36:18,176 --> 00:36:20,142
But I consider you family,
758
00:36:20,143 --> 00:36:23,697
and I would love it if we were
the kind of family that could fight
759
00:36:23,698 --> 00:36:25,493
and still eat meals together.
760
00:36:26,598 --> 00:36:27,908
Would you be interested
761
00:36:27,909 --> 00:36:30,049
in a burger at Joe's?
762
00:36:32,259 --> 00:36:33,812
I can go to Joe's. Yeah.
763
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:37,021
You know it would be
with me, right?
764
00:36:37,022 --> 00:36:38,230
Yeah. Come on.
765
00:36:38,713 --> 00:36:39,956
[Shepherd] Okay.
766
00:36:41,647 --> 00:36:42,890
[sighs]
767
00:36:43,408 --> 00:36:44,443
Oh.
768
00:36:45,272 --> 00:36:46,169
Oh.
769
00:36:46,170 --> 00:36:47,997
Oh, uh, Pru convinced Tuck
770
00:36:47,998 --> 00:36:49,654
to set up the camping tent,
771
00:36:49,655 --> 00:36:53,176
- so now they're singing campfire songs.
- Oh.
772
00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:56,421
Is everything okay?
773
00:36:57,905 --> 00:37:00,287
[stammers] We had a John Doe.
774
00:37:01,253 --> 00:37:04,566
In his 20s.
He came in full of bullets.
775
00:37:04,567 --> 00:37:11,366
Turns out to be a fisherman who had,
uh, just gotten his big payday
776
00:37:11,367 --> 00:37:14,334
when someone
stuck a gun in his face.
777
00:37:14,335 --> 00:37:18,063
- Just senseless.
- It's the worst part of the job.
778
00:37:18,926 --> 00:37:20,307
Now I'm different.
779
00:37:21,618 --> 00:37:22,756
The interns, right?
780
00:37:22,757 --> 00:37:26,312
They're just like
any other class.
781
00:37:26,313 --> 00:37:28,417
Clumsy, competitive.
782
00:37:28,418 --> 00:37:31,869
Their hearts are sometimes
in the right place.
783
00:37:31,870 --> 00:37:34,286
But I've changed.
784
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:38,289
I've seen too much.
I've felt too much.
785
00:37:38,290 --> 00:37:39,911
But isn't that a good thing?
786
00:37:39,912 --> 00:37:41,189
[Bailey] I don't know.
787
00:37:42,190 --> 00:37:45,434
Dr. Ndugu openly questioned
my methods today.
788
00:37:45,435 --> 00:37:47,955
- [chuckles]
- [Bailey] I know.
789
00:37:49,059 --> 00:37:50,750
I don't know. Maybe he's right.
790
00:37:50,751 --> 00:37:57,275
Maybe it's a sign that
I-I shouldn't do this again.
791
00:37:58,068 --> 00:37:59,483
I don't know.
792
00:37:59,484 --> 00:38:01,001
Uh, you remember
793
00:38:01,002 --> 00:38:03,590
how long it took me to
figure out Pru's Diaper Genie?
794
00:38:03,591 --> 00:38:05,558
- [scoffs]
- Or how frustrated I got
795
00:38:05,559 --> 00:38:08,423
when she would only eat
orange foods?
796
00:38:08,424 --> 00:38:10,701
- As long as it's food, who cares?
- Exactly.
797
00:38:10,702 --> 00:38:14,601
See, you, you're sailing through parenting
Pru because you've done it before.
798
00:38:14,602 --> 00:38:16,569
You know what works
and what doesn't.
799
00:38:16,570 --> 00:38:20,193
You know when to get mad
and when to hold a hand.
800
00:38:20,194 --> 00:38:24,163
- [sighs]
- So, yes, you've changed,
801
00:38:25,717 --> 00:38:27,097
but for the better.
802
00:38:29,272 --> 00:38:30,584
[Bailey] Aw.
803
00:38:31,861 --> 00:38:36,140
I scored four procedures
on my card, and I won a trophy.
804
00:38:36,141 --> 00:38:38,038
I think victory
looks good on me.
805
00:38:38,039 --> 00:38:40,489
- Anyone else?
- I got two procedures.
806
00:38:40,490 --> 00:38:43,250
I saw an attending cry,
and I'm exhausted.
807
00:38:43,251 --> 00:38:44,632
Well, who cried?
808
00:38:45,599 --> 00:38:47,013
Doesn't matter.
809
00:38:47,014 --> 00:38:48,601
How many did you get checked?
810
00:38:48,602 --> 00:38:51,052
- Also two.
- And you're not gloating?
811
00:38:51,639 --> 00:38:53,123
Not in the mood.
812
00:38:56,782 --> 00:38:58,025
Ready?
813
00:38:58,543 --> 00:38:59,922
Yes.
814
00:38:59,923 --> 00:39:02,304
["Known" playing]
815
00:39:02,305 --> 00:39:06,170
[Grey] Over the course of our lives,
our relationships ebb and flow.
816
00:39:06,171 --> 00:39:09,277
[whispers] MVP. MVP.
817
00:39:09,830 --> 00:39:11,382
[Grey] We get together,
818
00:39:11,383 --> 00:39:14,455
break up, move away,
or fall out of touch.
819
00:39:15,525 --> 00:39:18,147
♪ The less it makes sense
The more we try ♪
820
00:39:18,148 --> 00:39:19,942
[door closes]
821
00:39:19,943 --> 00:39:25,223
When did you have time
to, uh, prepare for a famine?
822
00:39:25,224 --> 00:39:29,849
Okay. Do you remember the first year
Jimmy's did all-you-can-eat crab day?
823
00:39:29,850 --> 00:39:31,540
Oh, when they didn't limit
the time,
824
00:39:31,541 --> 00:39:33,439
and everyone who came
for lunch stayed through dinner,
825
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:34,888
we made almost no tips?
826
00:39:34,889 --> 00:39:37,339
Yes. And my tuition was due,
827
00:39:37,340 --> 00:39:39,134
and I was totally miserable.
828
00:39:39,135 --> 00:39:40,480
I remember.
829
00:39:40,481 --> 00:39:43,483
Okay.
Well, after that awful shift,
830
00:39:43,484 --> 00:39:46,279
you and I sat in the back booth
eating oyster crackers.
831
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:51,526
And you told me
that someday I'd become a doctor
832
00:39:51,527 --> 00:39:54,840
and make enough to afford
everything on the menu.
833
00:39:55,841 --> 00:39:57,670
You made it all better,
834
00:39:57,671 --> 00:40:00,983
just like you've done so
many times since we first met.
835
00:40:00,984 --> 00:40:05,160
Hmm. Also known as the day
I rescued you from Father Time.
836
00:40:05,161 --> 00:40:06,713
Allegedly.
837
00:40:06,714 --> 00:40:09,233
But I know this isn't
Jimmy's Crab Shack,
838
00:40:09,234 --> 00:40:13,340
but this is everything on the menu
from the Fisherman's Lure.
839
00:40:13,341 --> 00:40:16,724
Hmm. You know what I love
even more than doughnuts?
840
00:40:17,207 --> 00:40:18,553
Me.
841
00:40:18,554 --> 00:40:21,970
- I was gonna say lobster rolls.
- [Wilson laughs]
842
00:40:21,971 --> 00:40:24,973
[Grey] It's prolonged periods
of loneliness and toxicity
843
00:40:24,974 --> 00:40:26,768
that wreak havoc on our health,
844
00:40:26,769 --> 00:40:29,634
our brain function
and our longevity.
845
00:40:31,256 --> 00:40:32,290
[door closes]
846
00:40:32,291 --> 00:40:33,844
[music continues]
847
00:40:33,845 --> 00:40:35,673
Sometimes being alone
can be so terrifying
848
00:40:35,674 --> 00:40:38,539
that we trap ourselves
in harmful relationships.
849
00:40:40,783 --> 00:40:41,852
[sighs]
850
00:40:41,853 --> 00:40:45,615
♪ The one we all long to be ♪
851
00:40:46,340 --> 00:40:47,858
[Griffith] Um...
852
00:40:47,859 --> 00:40:50,999
♪ The why
It's so hard to sleep ♪
853
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:55,038
I avoid hard truths.
854
00:40:55,970 --> 00:40:58,490
I avoid them till they're
staring me in the face.
855
00:40:59,767 --> 00:41:02,907
Ran from Baltimore,
I ran from my wedding.
856
00:41:02,908 --> 00:41:04,875
After everything with Sam,
I ran from you.
857
00:41:04,876 --> 00:41:09,812
And I think it's because
I am too scared to admit that...
858
00:41:15,887 --> 00:41:20,616
right now
is not a good time for us.
859
00:41:22,583 --> 00:41:25,792
I'm not sleeping, I'm
slipping up, I'm hurting people.
860
00:41:25,793 --> 00:41:30,452
I'm hurting myself,
and I need to put me first.
861
00:41:30,453 --> 00:41:34,699
I need to put my career first.
862
00:41:36,010 --> 00:41:37,356
When haven't you?
863
00:41:39,117 --> 00:41:44,501
Now, you accepted a marriage proposal
right after kissing me in your room,
864
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:46,537
then you ask me
to be your best man.
865
00:41:46,538 --> 00:41:49,057
And then you say you need
a minute to sort things out,
866
00:41:49,058 --> 00:41:52,301
but that's over right when you
need me to help you feel better.
867
00:41:52,302 --> 00:41:54,373
No, you put yourself first.
868
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:55,995
Don't worry.
869
00:41:55,996 --> 00:41:57,410
Lucas, all of that was because...
870
00:41:57,411 --> 00:41:58,688
From now on,
871
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:01,242
we're roommates.
872
00:42:02,278 --> 00:42:03,693
You and I are done.
873
00:42:04,591 --> 00:42:06,592
[Grey]
But in order to really thrive,
874
00:42:06,593 --> 00:42:08,905
you've got to be willing
to cut and run.
875
00:42:09,941 --> 00:42:11,977
Your life
just might depend on it.
876
00:42:16,361 --> 00:42:18,294
[music stops]
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