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[gentle music]
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Did he finish his...
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What are you doing?
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Steve has little vocalization,
is fixated on ceiling fans,
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and makes eye contact
less than 10%.
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He's a baby.
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And as his daycare noted,
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he is not upset
when his parents leave.
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He's a happy baby.
That's not a symptom.
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Autistic children
often demonstrate
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less attachment
to significant...
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Shaun, you know a six-month-old
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cannot be diagnosed
with autism.
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Not definitively, but it is
important to look for signs.
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Which may not appear
for another 18 months.
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I would still like to consult
a pediatric neurologist.
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No. No matter what they say,
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you'll still be
looking for signs,
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you'll still be trying to
find out what's wrong with him.
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Not wrong. Just different.
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You're right. I'm sorry.
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It's just...
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I don't want to be
evaluating him
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every time he smiles
or he looks at a ceiling fan.
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I just want to enjoy the magic
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of watching our baby
experience the world.
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Ignoring the possibility
may help you feel better,
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but it will not help Steve.
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I have to go to work. Goodbye.
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[soft dramatic music]
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Can you grab more diapers
on the way home tonight?
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And salsa for Taco Tuesday.
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-Chunky, not the smooth kind.
-Yep.
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And can you skip your workout
tomorrow morning?
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It's leg day.
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We need to be
at the courthouse at 8:00 a.m.
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Courthouse?
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To get married.
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Our attorney says
a marriage license
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will expedite
the adoption process.
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We can carpool.
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I don't want to get married
as an item on your to-do list.
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Actually,
it's on our need-to-do list.
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Okay, this is more than
an administrative appointment.
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It needs music, flowers,
romance, something... special.
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I'll get you a boutonniere
and a harmonica.
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The other stuff
we don't have time for.
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Then we should make time.
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Just like I'm making time
for leg day.
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[door opens]
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[gasping]
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Did he swallow anything?
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No.
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He... He has asthma,
but his inhaler's not helping.
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Get a suprasternal view.
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Holy cow, he has a third arm.
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That's his aburo.
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His "little brother."
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-You speak Yoruba?
-My father's Nigerian.
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I only speak six words.
Seven counting aburo.
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They say his little arm is
all that's left of his ibeji.
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His twin.
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Eight.
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-[monitor alarm beeping]
-[gasping intensifies]
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He's too constricted
to intubate.
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Okay, bag mask ventilate.
He needs a tracheostomy, stat!
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[tense music]
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[Jordan] Mason Landover, 41.
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Severe neck, back,
and extremity pain.
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[Dr. Park] I'm gonna feel for
tenderness along your spine.
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Anything that could be
causing this pain?
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Well, I just spent eight months
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on the
International Space Station.
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Whoa. Like, space space?
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Yeah, I'm a botanist.
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Studying the effects
of zero gravity on soybeans.
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[Spanish accent] Selected from
hundreds of others for the job.
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[Dr. Park] That could
explain the pain.
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Returning to Earth's gravity
puts enormous stress
on the joints.
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It was worth it.
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He can barely walk.
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And he's had a bunch
of other health problems
since coming back.
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Palpate arms and legs for pain.
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Low gravity
decreases bone mass.
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We should do a DEXA scan
to assess how much he's lost.
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-[cracks]
-Oh!
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-[moaning]
-[Dom] Oh, my God.
I'm so sorry.
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Skip the bone scan.
Let's head right to the OR.
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[breathing heavily]
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[ethereal version
of theme music playing]
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[monitor alarm beeping]
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[Shaun] Tracheostomy tube.
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[beeping, alarm stops]
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[Jared] And the bronchoscope
is in.
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Let's find out what's causing
his breathing problems.
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[Charlie] Have either of you
seen a third arm before
in person?
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[Shaun] I have seen
a third thumb,
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a third kidney,
and a third nipple.
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[Jared] Must be tough
for the kid, living with that.
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[Charlie] Not if he learns
to embrace his differences.
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[Shaun] Do you think we should
get Steve tested for ASD?
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[Charlie] Attempting
a diagnosis at Steve's age
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will likely lead
to a misdiagnosis,
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and then you'll likely
be disappointed
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if you discover that your child
is just typical.
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[Jared] Approaching
bifurcation.
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There it is.
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Constriction coming from
outside the trachea.
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[Shaun] Something very strange
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is going on
inside Tayo's chest.
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[gentle music]
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Hey.
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So, your recovery is going
very nicely.
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We can discharge you now.
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Oh. Cool.
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What's next for you?
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Like?
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Like? Like, where are
you gonna be living?
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What are you gonna do
for money?
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Do you have any friends
out there that can help you?
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I'll be okay.
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Uh, I just need something
for the pain.
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I can give you Tylenol.
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No, that's not gonna be enough.
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Hannah, you just had
a very successful surgery.
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Your neuro exam
is completely normal now.
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You don't need
anything stronger.
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Yes, I do. I do.
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You just want the oxy?
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Yeah, because I'm in pain.
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Because you're an addict.
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Thank you for everything.
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Hold on. Hold on, Hannah.
Hold on a second.
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I'm just trying to help here.
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[clicks tongue]
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Are you hungry?
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I could eat.
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Great.
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[monitor beeping]
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[Dom] I-I can't believe
I broke his arm.
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[Dr. Park] Not your fault.
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He must have lost
a lot of bone mass in space.
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[Jordan] Do you and Morgan
still need me to watch Eden
tomorrow morning
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while you get married?
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[Dr. Park] No.
Because we're not getting
married tomorrow morning.
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You can place the last screw.
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[Jordan] I don't know much
about weddings,
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but it seems like agreeing on
a date is a prerequisite.
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[monitor alarm beeping]
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[Dom] He's in V-tach
and hypotensive.
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[Dr. Park] Push lidocaine.
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He's coding.
Defibrillator pads.
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-150. Clear.
-[paddles whine]
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Charge to 200.
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-[paddles whine]
-Clear.
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[alarm stops]
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[Jordan] Normal sinus rhythm.
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[Dom] Did I almost kill him?
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[Dr. Park] No.
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But we need to figure out
what almost did.
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[tense music]
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Tayo doesn't have asthma.
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Because of his third arm,
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he has an unusually large
blood vessel
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compressing his trachea
and constricting his air flow.
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We placed a tracheal stent
to relieve the pressure,
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but that is a temporary fix.
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We can't remove the vessel
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because that supplies blood
to both left-side arms.
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But we can't leave it as it is
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because he can't
breathe properly.
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We need to remove
one of his arms.
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A blood-flow test will--
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We talked about this.
His big arm should go.
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We talked. We never agreed.
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I want to remove
the little arm.
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The big arm can't hold a pencil
or squeeze a hand or--
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The little arm
is not much better.
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He doesn't want to lose
his little brother.
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Without his big arm,
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do you know how odd
he will look?
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Okay. Stop talking.
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We need to do
a Doppler ultrasound
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to test the blood flow.
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That is how we will choose.
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[gentle music]
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The echo showed he has
a dilated heart chamber.
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It's causing arrhythmias.
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We'll have to implant
a defibrillator.
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Is this
from being in space, too?
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[Dr. Park] Most likely.
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In zero gravity, the heart
can weaken significantly.
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[sighs]
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Ana, I'm gonna be fine.
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They warned me
my body would change.
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Not just your body.
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Let's talk about this later.
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Mason's been
a totally different person
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since his return.
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I think something's off
with him mentally.
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What's off about wanting
more time with you?
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More time with me means
I give up a dream fellowship
in Buenos Aires,
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so we can both stay here
and take care of the children
you now suddenly want?
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Being up there made me realize
what's important.
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Putting down roots,
starting a family.
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So, give me a brain scan.
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Show her this isn't
just some tumor talking.
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We need a medical reason.
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Marital disputes don't count.
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Right now we need to implant
the defibrillator.
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[contemplative music]
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[bell dings]
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So, what's your sport?
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Your jacket. It's yours, right?
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Oh! Um, yeah. Uh, track.
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Ah.
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Four-by. I ran anchor.
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What's your PR in the hundred?
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12.2.
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12.2? That's like
scholarship speed.
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UC Davis
offered me a full ride.
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Huh.
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It meant having to live
in Davis.
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[chuckles]
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Are you a big fan of track
or something?
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I used to be.
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What about your folks?
They live around here?
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[sighs] You ask
a lot of questions.
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Okay, well, let me see if I can
answer some of them.
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You're living on the street.
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You're panhandling
or, worse, stealing,
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and you have absolutely no one
who can help you.
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Well, I live
in an '04 Dodge Neon
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with a really sweet
rear spoiler.
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I have a job at Goodwill,
part-time.
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And I probably have
more friends than you do.
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[chuckles] You're probably
right about that.
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What about recovery?
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I have it under control.
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Well, y-you have
to go to rehab.
You know that, right?
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I tried quitting.
It didn't work for me.
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Because you need rehab.
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You can't do this alone.
No one can do this...
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No... No one should have to
do this on their own.
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Thanks for the pancakes.
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Whatever you thought
was gonna happen,
it's not happening.
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Sorry, what...
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What the hell does that mean?
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[chuckles]
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Wow, okay.
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[sighs]
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[somber music]
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My daughter died
of an overdose, okay?
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[voice breaking] She thought
she had it under control.
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So, you know...
256
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Her PR was 12.8, by the way.
257
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-I'm sorry.
-Yeah.
258
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My number's on that card.
259
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If you need a meal...
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reach out.
261
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["Up Where We Belong" playing]
262
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[Dr. Reznick]
♪♪ Love lift us upWhere we belong ♪♪
263
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♪♪ Where eagles cry ♪♪
264
00:11:55,149 --> 00:11:58,986
♪♪ On a mountain high ♪♪
265
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♪♪ Love lift us upWhere we belong ♪♪
266
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[whispering] What the hell
are you doing?
267
00:12:05,726 --> 00:12:07,761
♪♪ Far from the world below ♪♪
268
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[whispering] I'm proposing,
you idiot.
269
00:12:09,730 --> 00:12:13,200
♪♪ Up whereThe clear winds blow ♪♪
270
00:12:14,401 --> 00:12:16,904
Alex Park, will you marry me?
271
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[cheers and applause]
272
00:12:24,411 --> 00:12:25,279
You wanted music.
273
00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:27,014
I wanted sincerity,
274
00:12:27,147 --> 00:12:29,283
not the song that ruined
Moulin Rouge! for me.
275
00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:30,719
[sighs] Just say yes already.
276
00:12:35,022 --> 00:12:37,091
You sure know how to make
a girl feel special.
277
00:12:37,224 --> 00:12:38,727
[music continues]
278
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[feedback whistles]
279
00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:44,198
[music stops]
280
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This will show which arm
has better blood flow.
281
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That will help decide
which one to amputate.
282
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Are you feeling sad, Tayo?
283
00:13:01,650 --> 00:13:03,417
Because you are losing an arm?
284
00:13:07,454 --> 00:13:09,256
Dr. Murphy and I
have a condition
285
00:13:09,390 --> 00:13:11,458
that sometimes makes it hard
for us to understand
286
00:13:11,593 --> 00:13:13,728
what other people are feeling.
287
00:13:13,861 --> 00:13:15,796
Can you tell us
why you're feeling sad?
288
00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:19,768
My parents.
289
00:13:22,436 --> 00:13:24,071
They fight a lot about my arm.
290
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What school I should go to.
Who I should play with.
291
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I make them unhappy.
292
00:13:35,316 --> 00:13:37,918
When parents fight
about their child,
293
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it's their fault,
294
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not the child's.
295
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[gentle music]
296
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Does it say which one
to cut off?
297
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Not yet.
298
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Which one would you choose?
299
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It doesn't matter.
300
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No matter what I say,
my parents will be upset.
301
00:14:02,309 --> 00:14:03,578
[Dad] I know. I know.
302
00:14:03,712 --> 00:14:05,547
Okay, but a doctor is
just gonna want to run tests,
303
00:14:05,680 --> 00:14:07,515
then they refer you to
another doctor for more tests,
304
00:14:07,649 --> 00:14:08,783
and we can't afford that.
305
00:14:08,916 --> 00:14:10,819
He needs help, Ethan,
and we have no idea--
306
00:14:10,951 --> 00:14:12,419
No, what he needs
is discipline.
307
00:14:12,554 --> 00:14:13,822
I don't need tests
to tell me that.
308
00:14:15,122 --> 00:14:16,857
[somber music]
309
00:14:18,959 --> 00:14:20,394
[chuckles]
310
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[speaking indistinctly]
311
00:14:23,063 --> 00:14:24,699
[gentle music]
312
00:14:35,309 --> 00:14:37,111
[Dr. Park] Entering the right
cardiac ventricle.
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Leads placed.
314
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Remove the sheaths
and connect
the defibrillator leads.
315
00:14:42,383 --> 00:14:43,752
Doesn't seem like a crazy ask,
316
00:14:43,884 --> 00:14:45,687
wanting your wife
to bend a bit.
317
00:14:45,820 --> 00:14:47,856
[Jordan] But if they
love each other,
they'll compromise.
318
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Fluoro looks good.
319
00:14:51,058 --> 00:14:52,761
[Dr. Park] Tough to compromise
when one party is reasonable
320
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and the other just isn't.
321
00:14:54,696 --> 00:14:56,363
[Jordan] Like when one party
322
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does an amazing,
romantic public proposal,
323
00:14:59,166 --> 00:15:00,568
and the other one
just leaves them hanging?
324
00:15:00,702 --> 00:15:01,703
[Dr. Park] It wasn't romantic.
325
00:15:01,836 --> 00:15:02,936
It was transactional
and manipulative,
326
00:15:03,070 --> 00:15:04,104
and I'm proud I didn't give in.
327
00:15:05,406 --> 00:15:06,574
[Jordan] You're
a modern-day Gandhi.
328
00:15:06,708 --> 00:15:08,475
[monitor alarm beeping]
329
00:15:08,610 --> 00:15:10,244
[Dr. Park] This is
decerebrate posturing.
330
00:15:10,377 --> 00:15:12,012
Something's jacking up
his intracranial pressure.
331
00:15:12,146 --> 00:15:13,080
Push 75 grams mannitol.
332
00:15:13,213 --> 00:15:14,948
[tense music]
333
00:15:16,083 --> 00:15:17,418
[Jordan] Pupils non-reactive.
334
00:15:17,552 --> 00:15:18,385
[nurse] Pushing.
335
00:15:20,988 --> 00:15:22,122
-[beeping, alarm stops]
-[Jordan] He's stabilizing.
336
00:15:24,759 --> 00:15:26,861
[Dr. Park] This has nothing
to do with his heart.
337
00:15:26,994 --> 00:15:29,062
Looks like he's getting
his brain scan after all.
338
00:15:29,196 --> 00:15:31,265
[contemplative music]
339
00:15:37,806 --> 00:15:39,841
[machine whirs,
thumps rhythmically]
340
00:15:39,973 --> 00:15:41,910
[ethereal music]
341
00:15:59,594 --> 00:16:00,929
[Jordan] Okay, we're done.
342
00:16:02,396 --> 00:16:03,932
[Mason] Can I just lie herefor a second?
343
00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:07,301
-You all right?
-Yeah, yeah.
344
00:16:07,434 --> 00:16:09,537
It's just... it's ironic.
345
00:16:09,671 --> 00:16:10,939
I was remembering...
346
00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:17,444
looking at
the most precious thing
in the universe
347
00:16:19,179 --> 00:16:21,950
and realizing exactly what
I had to do with my life...
348
00:16:23,551 --> 00:16:24,953
Get back to Ana.
349
00:16:26,654 --> 00:16:28,656
Turns out the thing I thought
would bring us closer together
350
00:16:28,790 --> 00:16:30,424
is actually the thing
that may break us up.
351
00:16:32,459 --> 00:16:34,027
Uh, did you figure outwhat's wrong with my head?
352
00:16:35,395 --> 00:16:36,997
You have hydrocephalus...
353
00:16:37,130 --> 00:16:39,667
excess fluid
compressing your brain.
354
00:16:39,801 --> 00:16:42,570
A delayed reaction
to being in space.
355
00:16:42,704 --> 00:16:45,339
We have to install
a shunt to drain it
356
00:16:45,472 --> 00:16:46,975
before it damages your brain.
357
00:16:53,247 --> 00:16:55,817
The blood flow
is 8% better in the little arm.
358
00:16:55,950 --> 00:16:56,985
So we should amputate
the big arm.
359
00:16:58,185 --> 00:16:59,486
Should have done this
years ago.
360
00:16:59,621 --> 00:17:01,589
For only 8%?
361
00:17:01,723 --> 00:17:03,490
If you are going to
keep arguing,
362
00:17:03,625 --> 00:17:05,492
we should move to
where Tayo can't see you.
363
00:17:06,493 --> 00:17:08,530
He thinks he makes you unhappy.
364
00:17:08,663 --> 00:17:10,297
And that makes him sad.
365
00:17:12,534 --> 00:17:13,367
He said this to you?
366
00:17:14,067 --> 00:17:15,003
Yes.
367
00:17:17,805 --> 00:17:19,807
[somber music]
368
00:17:23,878 --> 00:17:25,312
Can we remove the big arm?
369
00:17:27,080 --> 00:17:28,917
Yes.
370
00:17:29,049 --> 00:17:31,184
I will schedule
the surgery for tomorrow.
371
00:17:40,528 --> 00:17:44,064
Could the hydrocephalus
explain his personality change?
372
00:17:44,197 --> 00:17:46,199
No. Based on
his post-landing test,
373
00:17:46,333 --> 00:17:47,869
hydrocephalus
is a recent issue.
374
00:17:51,539 --> 00:17:53,942
You know the Overview Effect...
375
00:17:54,074 --> 00:17:56,511
what many astronauts experience
when they see Earth from space?
376
00:17:57,444 --> 00:17:58,947
Is that a medical condition?
377
00:17:59,079 --> 00:18:01,749
No, but it is a real phenomenon
378
00:18:01,883 --> 00:18:03,618
that can change
their priorities,
379
00:18:03,751 --> 00:18:05,687
the way they want to live
their lives.
380
00:18:05,820 --> 00:18:07,087
And it can be wonderful.
381
00:18:07,220 --> 00:18:09,057
Assuming they want
their life to change.
382
00:18:10,490 --> 00:18:11,458
I don't.
383
00:18:12,359 --> 00:18:14,562
We had a great thing.
384
00:18:14,696 --> 00:18:18,066
Mason pursued his research,
I pursued mine,
385
00:18:18,198 --> 00:18:21,201
and we'd present at conferences
all over the world.
386
00:18:21,335 --> 00:18:25,039
We flew coach,
we stayed at cheap,
little hotels,
387
00:18:25,172 --> 00:18:26,774
eating nothing but street food.
388
00:18:28,576 --> 00:18:30,243
But we loved that life.
389
00:18:31,713 --> 00:18:33,615
Seems like he's ready for more.
390
00:18:33,748 --> 00:18:35,850
I've waited years
for this fellowship.
391
00:18:37,619 --> 00:18:40,788
He knows
how important it is to me.
392
00:18:40,922 --> 00:18:43,658
And what was important to me
used to be important to him.
393
00:18:45,760 --> 00:18:47,095
You'll find a middle ground.
394
00:18:48,630 --> 00:18:50,098
I'm not so sure.
395
00:18:51,966 --> 00:18:53,968
[contemplative music]
396
00:18:58,039 --> 00:18:59,941
[Steve babbling]
397
00:19:09,984 --> 00:19:11,519
[Dad] He's just not makingeye contact.
398
00:19:11,653 --> 00:19:12,954
[Mom] He's tired.
399
00:19:13,087 --> 00:19:14,254
I read this thing
in a magazine...
400
00:19:14,388 --> 00:19:16,057
It's a way to get kids
to make eye contact.
401
00:19:16,189 --> 00:19:17,190
What is it?
402
00:19:18,358 --> 00:19:19,159
Shaun, look at me.
403
00:19:20,160 --> 00:19:21,129
Hey.
404
00:19:21,763 --> 00:19:22,997
Hello? Look at me.
405
00:19:25,165 --> 00:19:27,135
-Aah!
-What are you doing?
406
00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:29,103
-Relax, It's just water.
-He hates it.
407
00:19:29,236 --> 00:19:30,872
[Dad] Well, that's the point,
isn't it?
408
00:19:31,005 --> 00:19:33,074
-It's okay, Shaun.
He didn't mean it.
-Baby.
409
00:19:33,206 --> 00:19:34,709
It's okay, Shaun.
410
00:19:36,044 --> 00:19:37,145
It's okay.
411
00:19:40,515 --> 00:19:43,851
We need to get a diagnosis
from an expert in autism
as soon as possible.
412
00:19:47,155 --> 00:19:49,991
Any assessment before Steve
is two is a waste of time.
413
00:19:50,124 --> 00:19:52,527
I discovered a new study
that uses fMRI imaging
414
00:19:52,660 --> 00:19:54,796
to identify earlier predictors
of autism.
415
00:19:54,929 --> 00:19:56,564
We can't subject Steve to that.
416
00:19:56,698 --> 00:19:58,900
An fMRI is non-invasive
and harmless.
417
00:19:59,033 --> 00:20:01,035
Not for a baby.
Steve would have to be sedated.
418
00:20:01,169 --> 00:20:02,770
That is non-invasive
and harmless.
419
00:20:02,904 --> 00:20:05,573
No, Shaun, I'm not signing
Steve up for any study.
420
00:20:05,707 --> 00:20:06,908
Okay. I can do it.
421
00:20:07,041 --> 00:20:08,576
No.
422
00:20:08,710 --> 00:20:10,078
This is not
the kind of decision
423
00:20:10,210 --> 00:20:11,344
you can make on your own.
424
00:20:11,478 --> 00:20:12,747
Neither can you.
425
00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:14,148
That's why
we have to compromise.
426
00:20:14,281 --> 00:20:16,150
I want to get Steve tested.
427
00:20:16,283 --> 00:20:17,785
You do not.
How can we compromise?
428
00:20:17,919 --> 00:20:19,120
I don't know.
I just... I just...
429
00:20:19,286 --> 00:20:20,855
This... This doesn't
feel right to me.
430
00:20:20,988 --> 00:20:22,289
-Why?
-I don't know.
431
00:20:22,422 --> 00:20:23,591
That is not a reason.
432
00:20:25,827 --> 00:20:27,995
I will make an appointment
for the study,
433
00:20:28,129 --> 00:20:29,496
and if you think
of a reason before that--
434
00:20:29,630 --> 00:20:31,165
No, Shaun!
435
00:20:31,298 --> 00:20:32,834
We are not doing this!
436
00:20:32,967 --> 00:20:34,202
You are being loud.
437
00:20:34,334 --> 00:20:35,970
I am being loud
because you're not listening!
438
00:20:36,104 --> 00:20:38,539
-We're not going to
drug our baby...
-Okay, s-stop it.
439
00:20:38,673 --> 00:20:40,373
-Stop... Stop talking!
-...and put him
into a machine...
440
00:20:40,508 --> 00:20:42,744
-O-Okay.
-...just because you think that
that is what we need to be...
441
00:20:42,877 --> 00:20:44,045
Stop... Stop talking!
442
00:20:44,846 --> 00:20:46,413
[breathing heavily]
443
00:20:49,517 --> 00:20:50,250
I'm sorry.
444
00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:54,789
I'm sorry. I...
445
00:20:54,922 --> 00:20:56,657
[dramatic music]
446
00:21:06,266 --> 00:21:09,003
After ligating nerves,
arteries, and veins
of the big arm,
447
00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:11,438
we will amputate
at the mid humerus.
448
00:21:11,572 --> 00:21:13,875
[Jared] Maybe use
some of the big arm's skin
for the closure?
449
00:21:14,008 --> 00:21:15,977
Oh. That is a good idea.
450
00:21:16,110 --> 00:21:17,245
Like Bust 'Em Custom?
451
00:21:20,581 --> 00:21:23,350
It was a show where they took
two identical old cars
452
00:21:23,483 --> 00:21:25,119
and stripped one
to restore the other.
453
00:21:25,253 --> 00:21:26,554
Ah, you're into
car restoration?
454
00:21:26,687 --> 00:21:28,321
No. But my dad was.
455
00:21:28,455 --> 00:21:29,557
Whenever I'd feel anxious,
456
00:21:29,690 --> 00:21:30,958
he'd put it on
and we'd watch it together.
457
00:21:31,092 --> 00:21:34,896
My father was not supportive.
458
00:21:35,029 --> 00:21:37,665
Mine was my biggest advocate.
459
00:21:37,799 --> 00:21:41,169
Wouldn't it be awesome
if we could strip
Tayo's big arm
460
00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:43,971
to restore his little arm
to full capacity?
461
00:21:44,105 --> 00:21:46,274
That would be awesome,
462
00:21:46,406 --> 00:21:48,408
but the big arm
has neurological deficits
463
00:21:48,543 --> 00:21:49,977
and atrophied muscles, so...
464
00:21:51,045 --> 00:21:52,780
[contemplative music]
465
00:22:04,225 --> 00:22:06,594
I think we need to strip
the other car!
466
00:22:09,764 --> 00:22:10,998
I used a metaphor.
467
00:22:11,132 --> 00:22:13,301
[quirky music]
468
00:22:14,168 --> 00:22:15,169
[chuckles softly]
469
00:22:17,404 --> 00:22:18,438
-Hey.
-Hey.
470
00:22:18,573 --> 00:22:20,274
How did things end up
with Hannah?
471
00:22:20,407 --> 00:22:22,009
Oh, she was
discharged yesterday.
472
00:22:22,143 --> 00:22:25,713
I saw. Did she agree
to any follow-up
addiction treatment?
473
00:22:25,847 --> 00:22:28,916
I even bought her pancakes,
and I couldn't get through.
474
00:22:29,050 --> 00:22:30,685
You...
You bought her breakfast?
475
00:22:30,818 --> 00:22:31,853
More like brunch.
476
00:22:31,986 --> 00:22:33,754
[sighs] You should stick
with the medicine
477
00:22:33,888 --> 00:22:35,857
and let social services
do the rest.
478
00:22:35,990 --> 00:22:37,390
-I mean, there are
rules for a reason.
-[cell phone rings]
479
00:22:37,525 --> 00:22:39,327
Where would Shaun be
if I followed the rules?
480
00:22:39,459 --> 00:22:41,329
-Shaun wasn't your patient.
-Excuse me.
481
00:22:42,797 --> 00:22:43,564
Yes, hello?
482
00:22:45,365 --> 00:22:47,335
Okay. Where... Where are you?
Are you okay?
483
00:22:49,203 --> 00:22:50,338
Okay. I'll be right there.
484
00:22:57,511 --> 00:23:00,114
This new surgery
is much more complicated.
485
00:23:00,248 --> 00:23:02,750
There is a small chance
that Tayo will be left with
only one working arm.
486
00:23:04,352 --> 00:23:05,686
Then that is not an option.
487
00:23:05,820 --> 00:23:07,420
He said the risk is small.
488
00:23:07,555 --> 00:23:09,257
But Tayo
could end up worse off.
489
00:23:09,389 --> 00:23:11,626
Or he could finally have
a proper-sized arm that works.
490
00:23:11,759 --> 00:23:13,861
That is what is important
to you? How it looks.
491
00:23:13,995 --> 00:23:16,530
-That is not what--
-Stop arguing.
492
00:23:19,901 --> 00:23:22,370
You should ask Tayo.
493
00:23:24,505 --> 00:23:27,440
It is his life
you are fighting about.
494
00:23:27,575 --> 00:23:29,409
[gentle music]
495
00:23:39,587 --> 00:23:40,388
Hey.
496
00:23:43,224 --> 00:23:44,225
You okay?
497
00:23:46,360 --> 00:23:47,561
It was the crappiest car ever.
498
00:23:47,695 --> 00:23:49,230
Why... [sniffles]
would anyone...
499
00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,402
[somber music]
500
00:23:59,439 --> 00:24:01,909
Maybe it was
that sweet rear spoiler.
501
00:24:02,043 --> 00:24:03,311
[laughs, sobs]
502
00:24:09,050 --> 00:24:13,187
Hey, I know a-a shelter
on Lexington.
503
00:24:13,321 --> 00:24:14,922
It's clean, it's secure.
504
00:24:15,056 --> 00:24:16,424
No, I have a friend
I can stay with.
505
00:24:17,558 --> 00:24:18,859
I just need a ride.
506
00:24:28,002 --> 00:24:29,469
You were right.
507
00:24:29,603 --> 00:24:33,341
And as humiliating as that was,
I deserved it.
508
00:24:35,109 --> 00:24:36,644
But I am taking this seriously.
509
00:24:40,114 --> 00:24:41,749
In World War I,
510
00:24:41,882 --> 00:24:45,052
my great-grandfather survived
a winter in the trenches.
511
00:24:45,186 --> 00:24:47,054
He met this lovely
French farm woman.
512
00:24:47,188 --> 00:24:49,056
They fell in love.
513
00:24:49,190 --> 00:24:51,659
When they were married,
my great-grandmother
gave him this ring.
514
00:24:53,561 --> 00:24:54,929
And now I want to
give it to you.
515
00:24:55,062 --> 00:24:57,131
[gentle music]
516
00:24:58,265 --> 00:24:59,467
Will you marry me?
517
00:25:00,801 --> 00:25:02,503
For real.
518
00:25:02,636 --> 00:25:04,472
I'm not gonna do
the whole knee thing again.
519
00:25:09,677 --> 00:25:11,278
Yes. I will.
520
00:25:11,412 --> 00:25:13,381
[romantic music]
521
00:25:16,283 --> 00:25:17,918
There's an inscription here.
522
00:25:19,453 --> 00:25:22,390
Something like "MF... DR"?
523
00:25:23,157 --> 00:25:24,859
I didn't notice.
524
00:25:24,992 --> 00:25:28,062
Marie Francois
and Daniel Reznick.
That's incredible.
525
00:25:28,195 --> 00:25:31,032
It would be,
except that it actually says
"Bunny Hearts Irv."
526
00:25:31,165 --> 00:25:32,099
And let me rephrase...
527
00:25:33,701 --> 00:25:34,503
No, I won't.
528
00:25:36,637 --> 00:25:39,306
I spent my lunch hour
at a pawnshop
529
00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:41,842
so you could feel romantic
about your second marriage.
530
00:25:41,976 --> 00:25:43,512
Well, maybe if
my first marriage
531
00:25:43,644 --> 00:25:45,379
had been a bit more romantic,
I wouldn't need a second one.
532
00:25:45,514 --> 00:25:46,747
Oh! [groans]
533
00:25:48,015 --> 00:25:49,417
I'm sleeping
in the guest room tonight.
534
00:25:49,550 --> 00:25:51,018
I sleep better
without you anyway!
535
00:25:55,289 --> 00:25:57,425
I could lose my big arm too?
536
00:25:57,558 --> 00:25:59,528
Unlikely, but possible.
537
00:26:05,733 --> 00:26:09,070
Your mother and I
fight far too much.
538
00:26:09,203 --> 00:26:12,541
But it is because we both
care so much about you.
539
00:26:14,509 --> 00:26:16,410
More than anything else
in the world.
540
00:26:18,412 --> 00:26:21,282
But I know it makes you sad,
541
00:26:21,415 --> 00:26:25,386
and that breaks my heart.
542
00:26:27,688 --> 00:26:28,923
I am sorry, Tayo.
543
00:26:31,058 --> 00:26:32,561
What do you want to do?
544
00:26:33,761 --> 00:26:34,563
Hmm?
545
00:26:35,863 --> 00:26:36,931
You're a big boy.
546
00:26:38,265 --> 00:26:39,733
We want to hear what you think.
547
00:26:45,873 --> 00:26:48,342
I don't want to say goodbye
to my little brother.
548
00:26:51,245 --> 00:26:52,947
But I know he'll understand.
549
00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:54,815
[gentle music]
550
00:27:05,226 --> 00:27:07,161
The shunt procedure
went very well.
551
00:27:07,294 --> 00:27:08,028
How are you feeling?
552
00:27:08,162 --> 00:27:09,363
Okay.
553
00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,599
Uh, where... where's Ana?
554
00:27:12,433 --> 00:27:16,137
D-Did she "shay"...
s-she "shay"...
555
00:27:16,270 --> 00:27:17,572
Mason?
556
00:27:17,705 --> 00:27:19,874
[tense music]
557
00:27:20,007 --> 00:27:20,841
Pupils are blown.
558
00:27:22,009 --> 00:27:23,978
Pressure's back up, pumping.
OR now.
559
00:27:28,550 --> 00:27:30,284
[indistinct conversations]
560
00:27:32,253 --> 00:27:33,487
[sighs]
561
00:27:34,755 --> 00:27:37,191
No, no, no, no.
562
00:27:37,324 --> 00:27:39,793
You know what? There are
housing-first shelters
563
00:27:39,927 --> 00:27:41,862
you don't even have to
be clean before you--
564
00:27:41,996 --> 00:27:43,797
I know a guy who got stabbed
in one of them.
565
00:27:43,931 --> 00:27:45,699
Right, like no one's ever
gonna get stabbed here.
566
00:27:48,570 --> 00:27:50,639
My friend is waiting for me.
I wasn't lying about that.
567
00:27:52,706 --> 00:27:54,675
I really appreciate
all you did.
568
00:27:56,443 --> 00:27:57,646
You're a good person.
569
00:27:58,445 --> 00:28:00,314
[somber music]
570
00:28:10,357 --> 00:28:12,493
-[Maddie] Daddy, please!
What are you doing?
-[locks door]
571
00:28:12,627 --> 00:28:13,861
-[banging on door]
-I can't believe
you're doing this.
572
00:28:14,895 --> 00:28:16,665
-I hate you!
-[banging on door]
573
00:28:22,671 --> 00:28:23,704
Hey, hey, hey, hey. Hannah?
574
00:28:24,972 --> 00:28:26,541
Hey. Look...
575
00:28:27,908 --> 00:28:31,145
I have a-a very comfortable
couch in my living room.
576
00:28:31,278 --> 00:28:32,313
Nobody's using it.
577
00:28:34,481 --> 00:28:35,883
What do you think?
578
00:28:36,016 --> 00:28:37,686
[somber music]
579
00:28:56,705 --> 00:28:57,706
Good morning.
580
00:29:00,140 --> 00:29:01,075
Morning.
581
00:29:02,376 --> 00:29:04,278
I wasn't lying
about the couch, was I?
582
00:29:04,411 --> 00:29:05,412
You were not.
583
00:29:10,084 --> 00:29:11,085
Payback.
584
00:29:17,358 --> 00:29:18,727
Fantastic.
585
00:29:18,859 --> 00:29:20,127
Unnecessary, but...
586
00:29:20,261 --> 00:29:22,796
The key is adding
the chips by hand
587
00:29:22,930 --> 00:29:24,331
after the batter's already
on the grill.
588
00:29:25,634 --> 00:29:27,736
That way, there's no weird
clumps of chocolate.
589
00:29:29,236 --> 00:29:30,004
I like to pay my own way.
590
00:29:32,373 --> 00:29:33,874
Uh, there's a guy at work
591
00:29:34,008 --> 00:29:35,876
who said he'll rent me
a room in his house.
592
00:29:36,010 --> 00:29:37,911
I'm checking it out today.
593
00:29:38,045 --> 00:29:40,080
You know what?
594
00:29:40,214 --> 00:29:44,519
I can get you a bed
in the St. Bons rehab unit.
595
00:29:44,653 --> 00:29:47,087
When I tried to quit,
it was the worst week
of my life.
596
00:29:47,221 --> 00:29:48,723
Hmm.
597
00:29:48,856 --> 00:29:50,157
Well, you can always stay here
598
00:29:50,291 --> 00:29:51,425
until you get back
on your feet.
599
00:29:52,793 --> 00:29:54,094
I don't feel good
putting you out.
600
00:29:54,228 --> 00:29:55,963
It wouldn't put me out.
You just...
601
00:29:56,096 --> 00:29:57,264
Couch is right there.
602
00:29:57,398 --> 00:29:59,433
You can earn your keep
in pancakes.
603
00:30:02,936 --> 00:30:04,171
I guess I could stay
one more night.
604
00:30:05,873 --> 00:30:07,575
I'll even restock
the chocolate chips.
605
00:30:07,709 --> 00:30:09,778
[gentle music]
606
00:30:17,451 --> 00:30:18,687
Is he okay?
607
00:30:18,819 --> 00:30:19,987
When he was in space,
608
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,189
his brain shifted
due to the microgravity,
609
00:30:22,323 --> 00:30:24,491
and now it's shifting back and
blocking the flow of the shunt.
610
00:30:24,626 --> 00:30:27,696
And we need to remove
a piece of the skull
to relieve the pressure.
611
00:30:28,929 --> 00:30:29,798
Could he die?
612
00:30:31,298 --> 00:30:33,535
This is a risky surgery.
613
00:30:33,668 --> 00:30:34,803
But it's our best shot.
614
00:30:37,471 --> 00:30:38,807
We need your consent.
615
00:30:46,280 --> 00:30:47,214
Thank you.
616
00:30:54,355 --> 00:30:55,590
[elevator bell dings]
617
00:30:55,724 --> 00:30:58,392
Oh, God, and then I lost it,
and then Shaun lost it.
618
00:30:58,526 --> 00:31:00,027
Now he's totally dug in,
619
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,029
but there's no way I'm gonna
let Steve do this study,
620
00:31:02,162 --> 00:31:03,765
but he's being so unreasonable.
621
00:31:03,897 --> 00:31:05,466
Why are you so worried
about this study?
622
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,836
It's way too early
for Steve to be tested.
623
00:31:07,968 --> 00:31:09,637
And no matter what happens,
it'll label him.
624
00:31:09,771 --> 00:31:11,673
And that's what you're
worried about, being labeled?
625
00:31:11,806 --> 00:31:13,941
Once that happens,
he'll be seen as different.
626
00:31:14,074 --> 00:31:16,210
-By whom?
-By everyone.
627
00:31:16,343 --> 00:31:18,946
Since when are you
so concerned about everyone?
628
00:31:19,079 --> 00:31:21,683
Since I became a mom?
I don't know. I...
629
00:31:22,483 --> 00:31:23,518
How can I not?
630
00:31:24,952 --> 00:31:26,855
You're a new parent.
That's scary.
631
00:31:26,987 --> 00:31:29,624
But how often do we make
the right decision
when we're scared?
632
00:31:29,758 --> 00:31:31,626
["Sky on Fire"
by Mehro playing]
633
00:31:38,733 --> 00:31:40,434
♪♪ Light the sky ♪♪
634
00:31:42,302 --> 00:31:43,872
♪♪ On fire ♪♪
635
00:31:45,507 --> 00:31:47,441
♪♪ Who could've known? ♪♪
636
00:31:47,575 --> 00:31:50,411
[Shaun] Isolating the median,
ulnar, and radial nerves
637
00:31:50,545 --> 00:31:51,513
of the small arm.
638
00:31:53,748 --> 00:31:55,349
Beginning side nerve transfer.
639
00:31:59,521 --> 00:32:01,054
[saw blade whirring]
640
00:32:14,636 --> 00:32:15,770
Goodbye, little brother.
641
00:32:21,576 --> 00:32:23,076
Hey.
642
00:32:23,210 --> 00:32:25,446
I might have been
a little tough on you
yesterday.
643
00:32:25,580 --> 00:32:26,614
Tough I don't mind.
644
00:32:26,748 --> 00:32:28,449
It's the ethics lecture
I can do without.
645
00:32:28,583 --> 00:32:30,752
I just... I-I know
you want to do right by her.
646
00:32:30,885 --> 00:32:32,152
It's fine.
You were trying to help.
647
00:32:32,286 --> 00:32:33,253
I get it.
648
00:32:33,387 --> 00:32:35,824
[sighs]
649
00:32:35,956 --> 00:32:37,191
Do you think you'll ever
hear from her again?
650
00:32:38,593 --> 00:32:39,928
Who knows?
651
00:32:40,060 --> 00:32:41,462
[bell dings]
652
00:32:41,596 --> 00:32:43,330
[somber music]
653
00:32:54,041 --> 00:32:54,943
Hey.
654
00:33:00,815 --> 00:33:01,816
Hello.
655
00:33:12,794 --> 00:33:14,161
Can... Can I have a kiss?
656
00:33:24,304 --> 00:33:26,975
That was quite a thing
we had the other day.
657
00:33:29,443 --> 00:33:32,145
When you raise your voice,
it makes me very upset.
658
00:33:32,279 --> 00:33:33,848
I know.
659
00:33:33,982 --> 00:33:36,751
We both got pretty emotional.
660
00:33:37,685 --> 00:33:39,854
But I've been thinking.
661
00:33:41,388 --> 00:33:45,392
And I don't think it was
about you or the study
662
00:33:45,527 --> 00:33:47,829
or even about us disagreeing,
not really.
663
00:33:49,797 --> 00:33:50,999
It was about me.
664
00:33:53,300 --> 00:33:55,035
A child on the spectrum
has so...
665
00:33:56,838 --> 00:33:59,707
so many different needs
than a neurotypical child
that I...
666
00:34:01,141 --> 00:34:02,376
that I got scared.
667
00:34:05,345 --> 00:34:07,015
I'm scared I might not
be up to it as a mom.
668
00:34:09,116 --> 00:34:12,185
That doesn't make sense.
669
00:34:14,956 --> 00:34:16,991
You are a very good mother,
670
00:34:17,124 --> 00:34:20,193
and you are
very supportive of me.
671
00:34:22,162 --> 00:34:23,565
That's the thing
about being scared.
672
00:34:23,698 --> 00:34:25,098
It doesn't always make sense.
673
00:34:30,738 --> 00:34:35,043
Anyway, if you'd like,
we can try the study.
674
00:34:38,680 --> 00:34:41,049
I would like
to make an appointment.
675
00:34:47,655 --> 00:34:48,856
Thank you.
676
00:34:50,758 --> 00:34:52,492
[gentle music]
677
00:34:57,197 --> 00:34:59,067
["Blow Your Mind" playing]
678
00:35:03,905 --> 00:35:08,141
♪♪ Down by the deltaNot too far from here ♪♪
679
00:35:08,275 --> 00:35:10,410
♪♪ Can't wait to show you ♪♪
680
00:35:10,545 --> 00:35:12,647
♪♪ Hurry up, can't you hear? ♪♪
681
00:35:12,780 --> 00:35:14,381
♪♪ The rhythm is callingAnd it came without a warning ♪♪
682
00:35:14,515 --> 00:35:16,718
♪♪ Can't helpHow it makes you feel ♪♪
683
00:35:16,851 --> 00:35:19,087
♪♪ You're better off knowingThat I'll be about showing ♪♪
684
00:35:19,219 --> 00:35:21,455
♪♪ You'll swearThat it ain't real ♪♪
685
00:35:21,589 --> 00:35:24,191
♪♪ This right hereGonna blow your mind... ♪♪
686
00:35:24,324 --> 00:35:25,093
Hannah!
687
00:35:26,561 --> 00:35:27,829
Hannah?
688
00:35:27,962 --> 00:35:29,262
What?
689
00:35:29,396 --> 00:35:31,666
What, what? What? No! No! No!
690
00:35:31,799 --> 00:35:34,636
[crying] Hannah.
691
00:35:34,769 --> 00:35:36,871
Hannah, Hannah.
692
00:35:37,005 --> 00:35:38,106
♪♪ Whoo-hoo ♪♪
693
00:35:41,141 --> 00:35:42,376
♪♪ Whoo ♪♪
694
00:35:42,510 --> 00:35:44,112
♪♪ Gonna blow your mindUh-huh ♪♪
695
00:35:45,947 --> 00:35:47,582
♪♪ Whoo-hoo ♪♪
696
00:35:50,150 --> 00:35:51,653
♪♪ Whoo ♪♪
697
00:35:51,786 --> 00:35:53,821
♪♪ This right here'sGonna blow your mind ♪♪
698
00:35:59,994 --> 00:36:01,161
[Dr. Park] Welcome back, Mason.
699
00:36:09,604 --> 00:36:10,705
Pupils reactive.
700
00:36:10,838 --> 00:36:12,106
Am I gonna be okay?
701
00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:13,941
I wouldn't go into orbit again,
702
00:36:14,075 --> 00:36:15,643
but if you stick to Earth,
you should be fine.
703
00:36:15,777 --> 00:36:16,778
[chuckles]
704
00:36:24,184 --> 00:36:25,153
Hey.
705
00:36:25,285 --> 00:36:26,154
Hey.
706
00:36:29,657 --> 00:36:32,492
You remember that
horrible hotel
in Dar es Salaam?
707
00:36:32,627 --> 00:36:34,662
Every time they flushed
upstairs, our ceiling leaked.
708
00:36:34,796 --> 00:36:36,030
[laughs]
709
00:36:38,066 --> 00:36:41,334
You took the shower curtain
and tented it over our bed.
710
00:36:41,468 --> 00:36:43,037
Said we were having a campout.
711
00:36:43,171 --> 00:36:44,172
[both chuckle]
712
00:36:48,475 --> 00:36:51,045
When I thought you were dying,
713
00:36:51,179 --> 00:36:52,680
I had my own Overview Effect.
714
00:36:56,216 --> 00:36:58,019
A world without you
would be so cold.
715
00:36:59,687 --> 00:37:00,688
So empty.
716
00:37:05,593 --> 00:37:08,029
I don't need to take
that fellowship
in Buenos Aires.
717
00:37:10,330 --> 00:37:11,766
But I'm not sure
about the kids.
718
00:37:13,300 --> 00:37:14,936
Maybe we can start
with a puppy.
719
00:37:15,069 --> 00:37:17,939
No, no.
W-We're going to Bueno Aires.
720
00:37:18,072 --> 00:37:19,207
I-I'll take a sabbatical.
721
00:37:20,474 --> 00:37:21,408
And the puppy.
722
00:37:21,542 --> 00:37:24,045
[both laugh]
723
00:37:25,847 --> 00:37:27,815
[gentle music]
724
00:37:36,423 --> 00:37:39,127
Thank you, Dr. Murphy,
for your advice.
725
00:37:40,895 --> 00:37:42,964
When you snapped at us
to stop fighting.
726
00:37:43,097 --> 00:37:46,567
Simple, direct, and very wise.
727
00:37:46,701 --> 00:37:49,237
It is very good advice.
728
00:37:53,841 --> 00:37:56,309
[serene music]
729
00:38:08,488 --> 00:38:09,524
Tayo.
730
00:38:36,117 --> 00:38:37,185
You OD'd.
731
00:38:38,186 --> 00:38:39,187
In my house.
732
00:38:42,523 --> 00:38:44,357
Must have been fentanyl
in those pills.
733
00:38:48,563 --> 00:38:49,297
I'm sorry.
734
00:38:52,465 --> 00:38:54,367
You have any idea
how lucky you are?
735
00:38:54,501 --> 00:38:57,271
That I happened to come home
when I did,
736
00:38:57,404 --> 00:39:01,209
that I happened to have
naloxone in the house,
737
00:39:01,341 --> 00:39:03,311
that there wasn't more fentanyl
in those damn pills?
738
00:39:11,953 --> 00:39:12,987
This can't happen again.
739
00:39:17,525 --> 00:39:18,491
I'll go.
740
00:39:18,626 --> 00:39:20,995
No, no, no.
741
00:39:21,128 --> 00:39:22,163
That's not what I meant.
742
00:39:27,602 --> 00:39:29,971
I'm gonna write you
a prescription of oxycodone.
743
00:39:31,806 --> 00:39:32,773
Really?
744
00:39:35,475 --> 00:39:36,711
I can deal with you
being an addict.
745
00:39:38,045 --> 00:39:39,347
I can't deal with you
being dead.
746
00:39:42,382 --> 00:39:44,852
You can stay here
until we figure out
a way to get you better.
747
00:39:46,854 --> 00:39:49,357
I'm gonna give you
each pill on a schedule.
748
00:39:50,490 --> 00:39:51,559
No more scores on the street.
749
00:39:54,195 --> 00:39:55,363
Can't you get in trouble?
750
00:39:57,632 --> 00:39:58,866
You let me worry about that.
751
00:40:00,067 --> 00:40:01,769
["Burning Stars"
by Mimicking Birds playing]
752
00:40:05,172 --> 00:40:07,141
[guitar music]
753
00:40:47,548 --> 00:40:50,584
♪♪ So, see, it seemsWe've settled down ♪♪
754
00:40:52,452 --> 00:40:55,589
♪♪ Quite a bitFrom the energy we once had ♪♪
755
00:40:57,291 --> 00:41:00,995
♪♪ Oh, believe meWe've settled down ♪♪
756
00:41:01,128 --> 00:41:03,297
♪♪ Way down ♪♪
757
00:41:03,431 --> 00:41:08,869
♪♪ Way down, way down... ♪♪
758
00:41:20,480 --> 00:41:21,649
How is he ever gonna be a man
759
00:41:21,782 --> 00:41:23,250
if he can't even
look me in the eye?
760
00:41:23,384 --> 00:41:25,186
He's just a little boy.
761
00:41:25,319 --> 00:41:26,988
[Dad] Yeah,
and he's gonna stay that way
if you keep coddling him.
762
00:41:27,121 --> 00:41:28,356
It's mint chip.
763
00:41:28,522 --> 00:41:30,658
[Dad] At least
I'm doing something!
764
00:41:30,791 --> 00:41:33,027
[guitar music]
765
00:41:41,202 --> 00:41:45,740
♪♪ And all we areIs burning stars ♪♪
766
00:41:45,873 --> 00:41:47,274
♪♪ Shining brightly ♪♪
767
00:41:47,408 --> 00:41:50,011
♪♪ Making sureYou don't float too far ♪♪
768
00:41:50,144 --> 00:41:54,215
♪♪ I'll keep an eye on youIf you keep one on me... ♪♪
769
00:41:54,348 --> 00:41:55,983
Would you like
to get some ice cream?
770
00:41:56,117 --> 00:41:57,551
After?
771
00:41:57,685 --> 00:42:00,354
♪♪ And then what happensWe'll see ♪♪
772
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No.
773
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Now.
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♪♪ Shining brightly ♪♪
775
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♪♪ Making sureYou don't float too far ♪♪
776
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♪♪ I'll keep an eye on youIf you keep one on me ♪♪
777
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♪♪ And then what happensWe'll see ♪♪
778
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♪♪ And then what happensWe'll see ♪♪
779
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[closing theme music playing]
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