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[gentle music]
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Did he finish his...
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What are you doing?
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Steve has little vocalization,
is fixated on ceiling fans,
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and makes eye contact
less than 10%.
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He's a baby.
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And as his daycare noted,
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he is not upset
when his parents leave.
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He's a happy baby.
That's not a symptom.
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Autistic children
often demonstrate
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less attachment
to significant...
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Shaun, you know a six-month-old
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cannot be diagnosed
with autism.
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Not definitively, but it is
important to look for signs.
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Which may not appear
for another 18 months.
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I would still like to consult
a pediatric neurologist.
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No. No matter what they say,
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you'll still be
looking for signs,
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you'll still be trying to
find out what's wrong with him.
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Not wrong. Just different.
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You're right. I'm sorry.
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It's just...
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I don't want to be
evaluating him
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every time he smiles
or he looks at a ceiling fan.
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I just want to enjoy the magic
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of watching our baby
experience the world.
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Ignoring the possibility
may help you feel better,
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but it will not help Steve.
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I have to go to work. Goodbye.
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[soft dramatic music]
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Can you grab more diapers
on the way home tonight?
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And salsa for Taco Tuesday.
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-Chunky, not the smooth kind.
-Yep.
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And can you skip your workout
tomorrow morning?
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It's leg day.
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We need to be
at the courthouse at 8:00 a.m.
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Courthouse?
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To get married.
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Our attorney says
a marriage license
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will expedite
the adoption process.
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We can carpool.
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I don't want to get married
as an item on your to-do list.
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Actually,
it's on our need-to-do list.
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Okay, this is more than
an administrative appointment.
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It needs music, flowers,
romance, something... special.
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I'll get you a boutonniere
and a harmonica.
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The other stuff
we don't have time for.
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Then we should make time.
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Just like I'm making time
for leg day.
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[door opens]
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[gasping]
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Did he swallow anything?
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No.
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He... He has asthma,
but his inhaler's not helping.
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Get a suprasternal view.
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Holy cow, he has a third arm.
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That's his aburo.
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His "little brother."
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-You speak Yoruba?
-My father's Nigerian.
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I only speak six words.
Seven counting aburo.
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They say his little arm is
all that's left of his ibeji.
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His twin.
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Eight.
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-[monitor alarm beeping]
-[gasping intensifies]
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He's too constricted
to intubate.
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Okay, bag mask ventilate.
He needs a tracheostomy, stat!
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[tense music]
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[Jordan] Mason Landover, 41.
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Severe neck, back,
and extremity pain.
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[Dr. Park] I'm gonna feel for
tenderness along your spine.
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Anything that could be
causing this pain?
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Well, I just spent eight months
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on the
International Space Station.
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Whoa. Like, spacespace?
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Yeah, I'm a botanist.
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Studying the effects
of zero gravity on soybeans.
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[Spanish accent] Selected from
hundreds of others for the job.
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[Dr. Park] That could
explain the pain.
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Returning to Earth's gravity
puts enormous stress
on the joints.
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It was worth it.
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He can barely walk.
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And he's had a bunch
of other health problems
since coming back.
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Palpate arms and legs for pain.
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Low gravity
decreases bone mass.
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We should do a DEXA scan
to assess how much he's lost.
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-[cracks]
-Oh!
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-[moaning]
-[Dom] Oh, my God.
I'm so sorry.
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Skip the bone scan.
Let's head right to the OR.
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[breathing heavily]
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[ethereal version
of theme music playing]
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[monitor alarm beeping]
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[Shaun] Tracheostomy tube.
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[beeping, alarm stops]
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[Jared] And the bronchoscope
is in.
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Let's find out what's causing
his breathing problems.
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[Charlie] Have either of you
seen a third arm before
in person?
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[Shaun] I have seen
a third thumb,
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a third kidney,
and a third nipple.
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[Jared] Must be tough
for the kid, living with that.
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[Charlie] Not if he learns
to embrace his differences.
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[Shaun] Do you think we should
get Steve tested for ASD?
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[Charlie] Attempting
a diagnosis at Steve's age
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will likely lead
to a misdiagnosis,
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and then you'll likely
be disappointed
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if you discover that your child
is just typical.
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[Jared] Approaching
bifurcation.
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There it is.
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Constriction coming from
outside the trachea.
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[Shaun] Something very strange
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is going on
inside Tayo's chest.
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[gentle music]
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Hey.
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So, your recovery is going
very nicely.
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We can discharge you now.
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Oh. Cool.
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What's next for you?
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Like?
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Like? Like, where are
you gonna be living?
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What are you gonna do
for money?
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Do you have any friends
out there that can help you?
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I'll be okay.
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Uh, I just need something
for the pain.
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I can give you Tylenol.
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No, that's not gonna be enough.
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Hannah, you just had
a very successful surgery.
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Your neuro exam
is completely normal now.
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You don't need
anything stronger.
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Yes, I do. I do.
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You just want the oxy?
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Yeah, because I'm in pain.
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Because you're an addict.
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Thank you for everything.
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Hold on. Hold on, Hannah.
Hold on a second.
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I'm just trying to help here.
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[clicks tongue]
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Are you hungry?
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I could eat.
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Great.
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[monitor beeping]
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[Dom] I-I can't believe
I broke his arm.
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[Dr. Park] Not your fault.
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He must have lost
a lot of bone mass in space.
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[Jordan] Do you and Morgan
still need me to watch Eden
tomorrow morning
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while you get married?
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[Dr. Park] No.
Because we're not getting
married tomorrow morning.
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You can place the last screw.
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[Jordan] I don't know much
about weddings,
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but it seems like agreeing on
a date is a prerequisite.
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[monitor alarm beeping]
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[Dom] He's in V-tach
and hypotensive.
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[Dr. Park] Push lidocaine.
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He's coding.
Defibrillator pads.
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-150. Clear.
-[paddles whine]
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Charge to 200.
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-[paddles whine]
-Clear.
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[alarm stops]
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[Jordan] Normal sinus rhythm.
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[Dom] Did I almost kill him?
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[Dr. Park] No.
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But we need to figure out
what almost did.
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[tense music]
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Tayo doesn't have asthma.
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Because of his third arm,
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he has an unusually large
blood vessel
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compressing his trachea
and constricting his air flow.
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We placed a tracheal stent
to relieve the pressure,
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but that is a temporary fix.
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We can't remove the vessel
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because that supplies blood
to both left-side arms.
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But we can't leave it as it is
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because he can't
breathe properly.
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We need to remove
one of his arms.
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A blood-flow test will--
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We talked about this.
His big arm should go.
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We talked. We never agreed.
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I want to remove
the little arm.
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The big arm can't hold a pencil
or squeeze a hand or--
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The little arm
is not much better.
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He doesn't want to lose
his little brother.
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Without his big arm,
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do you know how odd
he will look?
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Okay. Stop talking.
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We need to do
a Doppler ultrasound
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to test the blood flow.
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That is how we will choose.
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[gentle music]
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The echo showed he has
a dilated heart chamber.
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It's causing arrhythmias.
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We'll have to implant
a defibrillator.
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Is this
from being in space, too?
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[Dr. Park] Most likely.
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In zero gravity, the heart
can weaken significantly.
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[sighs]
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Ana, I'm gonna be fine.
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They warned me
my body would change.
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Not just your body.
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Let's talk about this later.
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Mason's been
a totally different person
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since his return.
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I think something's off
with him mentally.
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What's off about wanting
more time with you?
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More time with me means
I give up a dream fellowship
in Buenos Aires,
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so we can both stay here
and take care of the children
you now suddenly want?
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Being up there made me realize
what's important.
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Putting down roots,
starting a family.
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So, give me a brain scan.
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Show her this isn't
just some tumor talking.
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We need a medical reason.
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Marital disputes don't count.
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Right now we need to implant
the defibrillator.
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[contemplative music]
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[bell dings]
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So, what's your sport?
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Your jacket. It's yours, right?
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Oh! Um, yeah. Uh, track.
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Ah.
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Four-by. I ran anchor.
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What's your PR in the hundred?
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12.2.
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12.2? That's like
scholarship speed.
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UC Davis
offered me a full ride.
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Huh.
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It meant having to live
in Davis.
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[chuckles]
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Are you a big fan of track
or something?
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I used to be.
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What about your folks?
They live around here?
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[sighs] You ask
a lot of questions.
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Okay, well, let me see if I can
answer some of them.
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You're living on the street.
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You're panhandling
or, worse, stealing,
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and you have absolutely no one
who can help you.
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Well, I live
in an '04 Dodge Neon
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with a really sweet
rear spoiler.
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I have a job at Goodwill,
part-time.
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And I probably have
more friends than you do.
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[chuckles] You're probably
right about that.
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What about recovery?
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I have it under control.
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Well, y-you have
to go to rehab.
You know that, right?
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I tried quitting.
It didn't work for me.
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Because you need rehab.
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You can't do this alone.
No one can do this...
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No... No one should have to
do this on their own.
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Thanks for the pancakes.
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Whatever you thought
was gonna happen,
it's not happening.
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Sorry, what...
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What the hell does that mean?
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[chuckles]
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Wow, okay.
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[sighs]
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[somber music]
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My daughter died
of an overdose, okay?
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[voice breaking] She thought
she had it under control.
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So, you know...
256
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Her PR was 12.8, by the way.
257
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-I'm sorry.
-Yeah.
258
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My number's on that card.
259
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If you need a meal...
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reach out.
261
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["Up Where We Belong" playing]
262
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[Dr. Reznick]
♪♪ Love lift us up
Where we belong ♪♪
263
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♪♪ Where eagles cry ♪♪
264
00:11:55,192 --> 00:11:59,109
♪♪ On a mountain high ♪♪
265
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♪♪ Love lift us up
Where we belong ♪♪
266
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[whispering] What the hell
are you doing?
267
00:12:05,812 --> 00:12:07,901
♪♪ Far from the world below ♪♪
268
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[whispering] I'm proposing,
you idiot.
269
00:12:09,816 --> 00:12:13,210
♪♪ Up where
The clear winds blow ♪♪
270
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Alex Park, will you marry me?
271
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[cheers and applause]
272
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You wanted music.
273
00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:27,181
I wanted sincerity,
274
00:12:27,224 --> 00:12:29,444
not the song that ruined
Moulin Rouge!for me.
275
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[sighs] Just say yes already.
276
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You sure know how to make
a girl feel special.
277
00:12:37,278 --> 00:12:38,758
[music continues]
278
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[feedback whistles]
279
00:12:43,458 --> 00:12:44,198
[music stops]
280
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This will show which arm
has better blood flow.
281
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That will help decide
which one to amputate.
282
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Are you feeling sad, Tayo?
283
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Because you are losing an arm?
284
00:13:07,525 --> 00:13:09,397
Dr. Murphy and I
have a condition
285
00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:11,573
that sometimes makes it hard
for us to understand
286
00:13:11,616 --> 00:13:13,880
what other people are feeling.
287
00:13:13,923 --> 00:13:15,795
Can you tell us
why you're feeling sad?
288
00:13:19,015 --> 00:13:19,799
My parents.
289
00:13:22,497 --> 00:13:24,064
They fight a lot about my arm.
290
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What school I should go to.
Who I should play with.
291
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I make them unhappy.
292
00:13:35,379 --> 00:13:38,078
When parents fight
about their child,
293
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it's their fault,
294
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not the child's.
295
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[gentle music]
296
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Does it say which one
to cut off?
297
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Not yet.
298
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Which one would you choose?
299
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It doesn't matter.
300
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No matter what I say,
my parents will be upset.
301
00:14:02,363 --> 00:14:03,755
[Dad] I know. I know.
302
00:14:03,799 --> 00:14:05,714
Okay, but a doctor is
just gonna want to run tests,
303
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then they refer you to
another doctor for more tests,
304
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and we can't afford that.
305
00:14:09,022 --> 00:14:10,937
He needs help, Ethan,
and we have no idea--
306
00:14:10,980 --> 00:14:12,547
No, what he needs
is discipline.
307
00:14:12,590 --> 00:14:13,853
I don't need tests
to tell me that.
308
00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:16,856
[somber music]
309
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[chuckles]
310
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[speaking indistinctly]
311
00:14:23,123 --> 00:14:24,733
[gentle music]
312
00:14:35,352 --> 00:14:37,267
[Dr. Park] Entering the right
cardiac ventricle.
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Leads placed.
314
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Remove the sheaths
and connect
the defibrillator leads.
315
00:14:42,446 --> 00:14:43,883
Doesn't seem like a crazy ask,
316
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wanting your wife
to bend a bit.
317
00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:47,887
[Jordan] But if they
love each other,
they'll compromise.
318
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Fluoro looks good.
319
00:14:51,151 --> 00:14:52,892
[Dr. Park] Tough to compromise
when one party is reasonable
320
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and the other just isn't.
321
00:14:54,719 --> 00:14:56,504
[Jordan] Like when one party
322
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does an amazing,
romantic public proposal,
323
00:14:59,202 --> 00:15:00,682
and the other one
just leaves them hanging?
324
00:15:00,725 --> 00:15:01,857
[Dr. Park] It wasn't romantic.
325
00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,076
It was transactional
and manipulative,
326
00:15:03,119 --> 00:15:04,120
and I'm proud I didn't give in.
327
00:15:05,469 --> 00:15:06,688
[Jordan] You're
a modern-day Gandhi.
328
00:15:06,731 --> 00:15:08,646
[monitor alarm beeping]
329
00:15:08,690 --> 00:15:10,387
[Dr. Park] This is
decerebrate posturing.
330
00:15:10,431 --> 00:15:12,172
Something's jacking up
his intracranial pressure.
331
00:15:12,215 --> 00:15:13,216
Push 75 grams mannitol.
332
00:15:13,260 --> 00:15:14,957
[tense music]
333
00:15:16,132 --> 00:15:17,525
[Jordan] Pupils non-reactive.
334
00:15:17,568 --> 00:15:18,395
[nurse] Pushing.
335
00:15:21,094 --> 00:15:22,138
-[beeping, alarm stops]
-[Jordan] He's stabilizing.
336
00:15:24,836 --> 00:15:27,056
[Dr. Park] This has nothing
to do with his heart.
337
00:15:27,100 --> 00:15:29,189
Looks like he's getting
his brain scan after all.
338
00:15:29,232 --> 00:15:31,278
[contemplative music]
339
00:15:37,893 --> 00:15:39,982
[machine whirs,
thumps rhythmically]
340
00:15:40,026 --> 00:15:41,941
[ethereal music]
341
00:15:59,654 --> 00:16:00,960
[Jordan] Okay, we're done.
342
00:16:02,439 --> 00:16:03,963
[Mason] Can I just lie here
for a second?
343
00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:07,444
-You all right?
-Yeah, yeah.
344
00:16:07,488 --> 00:16:09,664
It's just... it's ironic.
345
00:16:09,707 --> 00:16:10,970
I was remembering...
346
00:16:13,146 --> 00:16:17,454
looking at
the most precious thing
in the universe
347
00:16:19,282 --> 00:16:21,981
and realizing exactly what
I had to do with my life...
348
00:16:23,591 --> 00:16:24,984
Get back to Ana.
349
00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:28,813
Turns out the thing I thought
would bring us closer together
350
00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:30,424
is actually the thing
that may break us up.
351
00:16:32,513 --> 00:16:34,036
Uh, did you figure out
what's wrong with my head?
352
00:16:35,472 --> 00:16:37,126
You have hydrocephalus...
353
00:16:37,170 --> 00:16:39,824
excess fluid
compressing your brain.
354
00:16:39,868 --> 00:16:42,740
A delayed reaction
to being in space.
355
00:16:42,784 --> 00:16:45,482
We have to install
a shunt to drain it
356
00:16:45,526 --> 00:16:47,006
before it damages your brain.
357
00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:55,971
The blood flow
is 8% better in the little arm.
358
00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:57,016
So we should amputate
the big arm.
359
00:16:58,234 --> 00:16:59,583
Should have done this
years ago.
360
00:16:59,627 --> 00:17:01,759
For only 8%?
361
00:17:01,803 --> 00:17:03,631
If you are going to
keep arguing,
362
00:17:03,674 --> 00:17:05,502
we should move to
where Tayo can't see you.
363
00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:08,679
He thinks he makes you unhappy.
364
00:17:08,723 --> 00:17:10,290
And that makes him sad.
365
00:17:12,596 --> 00:17:13,380
He said this to you?
366
00:17:14,119 --> 00:17:15,034
Yes.
367
00:17:17,819 --> 00:17:19,820
[somber music]
368
00:17:23,912 --> 00:17:25,305
Can we remove the big arm?
369
00:17:27,133 --> 00:17:29,091
Yes.
370
00:17:29,135 --> 00:17:31,180
I will schedule
the surgery for tomorrow.
371
00:17:40,581 --> 00:17:44,193
Could the hydrocephalus
explain his personality change?
372
00:17:44,237 --> 00:17:46,326
No. Based on
his post-landing test,
373
00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:47,892
hydrocephalus
is a recent issue.
374
00:17:51,592 --> 00:17:54,116
You know the Overview Effect...
375
00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:56,510
what many astronauts experience
when they see Earth from space?
376
00:17:57,511 --> 00:17:59,078
Is that a medical condition?
377
00:17:59,121 --> 00:18:01,906
No, but it is a real phenomenon
378
00:18:01,950 --> 00:18:03,778
that can change
their priorities,
379
00:18:03,821 --> 00:18:05,823
the way they want to live
their lives.
380
00:18:05,867 --> 00:18:07,173
And it can be wonderful.
381
00:18:07,216 --> 00:18:09,088
Assuming they want
their life to change.
382
00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:11,481
I don't.
383
00:18:12,395 --> 00:18:14,702
We had a great thing.
384
00:18:14,745 --> 00:18:18,227
Mason pursued his research,
I pursued mine,
385
00:18:18,271 --> 00:18:21,404
and we'd present at conferences
all over the world.
386
00:18:21,448 --> 00:18:25,191
We flew coach,
we stayed at cheap,
little hotels,
387
00:18:25,234 --> 00:18:26,801
eating nothing but street food.
388
00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:30,239
But we loved that life.
389
00:18:31,762 --> 00:18:33,764
Seems like he's ready for more.
390
00:18:33,808 --> 00:18:35,897
I've waited years
for this fellowship.
391
00:18:37,681 --> 00:18:40,945
He knows
how important it is to me.
392
00:18:40,989 --> 00:18:43,687
And what was important to me
used to be important to him.
393
00:18:45,820 --> 00:18:47,126
You'll find a middle ground.
394
00:18:48,649 --> 00:18:50,129
I'm not so sure.
395
00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,002
[contemplative music]
396
00:18:58,093 --> 00:18:59,964
[Steve babbling]
397
00:19:10,061 --> 00:19:11,628
[Dad] He's just not making
eye contact.
398
00:19:11,672 --> 00:19:13,064
[Mom] He's tired.
399
00:19:13,108 --> 00:19:14,414
I read this thing
in a magazine...
400
00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:16,198
It's a way to get kids
to make eye contact.
401
00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:17,199
What is it?
402
00:19:18,418 --> 00:19:19,158
Shaun, look at me.
403
00:19:20,202 --> 00:19:21,160
Hey.
404
00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:23,031
Hello? Look at me.
405
00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:27,253
-Aah!
-What are you doing?
406
00:19:27,296 --> 00:19:29,255
-Relax, It's just water.
-He hates it.
407
00:19:29,298 --> 00:19:31,039
[Dad] Well, that's the point,
isn't it?
408
00:19:31,082 --> 00:19:33,215
-It's okay, Shaun.
He didn't mean it.
-Baby.
409
00:19:33,259 --> 00:19:34,738
It's okay, Shaun.
410
00:19:36,087 --> 00:19:37,176
It's okay.
411
00:19:40,614 --> 00:19:43,878
We need to get a diagnosis
from an expert in autism
as soon as possible.
412
00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:50,145
Any assessment before Steve
is two is a waste of time.
413
00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:52,669
I discovered a new study
that uses fMRI imaging
414
00:19:52,713 --> 00:19:54,976
to identify earlier predictors
of autism.
415
00:19:55,019 --> 00:19:56,717
We can't subject Steve to that.
416
00:19:56,760 --> 00:19:59,067
An fMRI is non-invasive
and harmless.
417
00:19:59,110 --> 00:20:01,156
Not for a baby.
Steve would have to be sedated.
418
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:02,940
That is non-invasive
and harmless.
419
00:20:02,984 --> 00:20:05,726
No, Shaun, I'm not signing
Steve up for any study.
420
00:20:05,769 --> 00:20:07,031
Okay. I can do it.
421
00:20:07,075 --> 00:20:08,729
No.
422
00:20:08,772 --> 00:20:10,209
This is not
the kind of decision
423
00:20:10,252 --> 00:20:11,471
you can make on your own.
424
00:20:11,514 --> 00:20:12,907
Neither can you.
425
00:20:12,950 --> 00:20:14,300
That's why
we have to compromise.
426
00:20:14,343 --> 00:20:16,302
I want to get Steve tested.
427
00:20:16,345 --> 00:20:17,955
You do not.
How can we compromise?
428
00:20:17,999 --> 00:20:19,305
I don't know.
I just... I just...
429
00:20:19,348 --> 00:20:20,958
This... Thisdoesn't
feel right to me.
430
00:20:21,002 --> 00:20:22,438
-Why?
-I don't know.
431
00:20:22,482 --> 00:20:23,613
That is not a reason.
432
00:20:25,876 --> 00:20:28,183
I will make an appointment
for the study,
433
00:20:28,227 --> 00:20:29,619
and if you think
of a reason before that--
434
00:20:29,663 --> 00:20:31,317
No, Shaun!
435
00:20:31,360 --> 00:20:32,970
We are not doing this!
436
00:20:33,014 --> 00:20:34,363
You are being loud.
437
00:20:34,407 --> 00:20:36,147
I am being loud
because you're not listening!
438
00:20:36,191 --> 00:20:38,715
-We're not going to
drug our baby...
-Okay, s-stop it.
439
00:20:38,759 --> 00:20:40,543
-Stop... Stop talking!
-...and put him
into a machine...
440
00:20:40,587 --> 00:20:42,850
-O-Okay.
-...just because you think that
that is what we need to be...
441
00:20:42,893 --> 00:20:44,068
Stop... Stop talking!
442
00:20:44,852 --> 00:20:46,419
[breathing heavily]
443
00:20:49,552 --> 00:20:50,249
I'm sorry.
444
00:20:52,947 --> 00:20:54,905
I'm sorry. I...
445
00:20:54,949 --> 00:20:56,690
[dramatic music]
446
00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:09,180
After ligating nerves,
arteries, and veins
of the big arm,
447
00:21:09,224 --> 00:21:11,618
we will amputate
at the mid humerus.
448
00:21:11,661 --> 00:21:14,011
[Jared] Maybe use
some of the big arm's skin
for the closure?
449
00:21:14,055 --> 00:21:16,100
Oh. That is a good idea.
450
00:21:16,144 --> 00:21:17,276
Like Bust 'Em Custom?
451
00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:23,499
It was a show where they took
two identical old cars
452
00:21:23,543 --> 00:21:25,240
and stripped one
to restore the other.
453
00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:26,676
Ah, you're into
car restoration?
454
00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:28,461
No. But my dad was.
455
00:21:28,504 --> 00:21:29,723
Whenever I'd feel anxious,
456
00:21:29,766 --> 00:21:31,072
he'd put it on
and we'd watch it together.
457
00:21:31,115 --> 00:21:35,076
My father was not supportive.
458
00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:37,818
Mine was my biggest advocate.
459
00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:41,343
Wouldn't it be awesome
if we could strip
Tayo's big arm
460
00:21:41,387 --> 00:21:44,085
to restore his little arm
to full capacity?
461
00:21:44,128 --> 00:21:46,392
That would be awesome,
462
00:21:46,435 --> 00:21:48,568
but the big arm
has neurological deficits
463
00:21:48,611 --> 00:21:50,004
and atrophied muscles, so...
464
00:21:51,092 --> 00:21:52,789
[contemplative music]
465
00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:06,586
I think we need to strip
the other car!
466
00:22:09,806 --> 00:22:11,112
I used a metaphor.
467
00:22:11,155 --> 00:22:13,332
[quirky music]
468
00:22:14,202 --> 00:22:15,203
[chuckles softly]
469
00:22:17,466 --> 00:22:18,598
-Hey.
-Hey.
470
00:22:18,641 --> 00:22:20,426
How did things end up
with Hannah?
471
00:22:20,469 --> 00:22:22,166
Oh, she was
discharged yesterday.
472
00:22:22,210 --> 00:22:25,866
I saw. Did she agree
to any follow-up
addiction treatment?
473
00:22:25,909 --> 00:22:29,086
I even bought her pancakes,
and I couldn't get through.
474
00:22:29,130 --> 00:22:30,827
You...
You bought her breakfast?
475
00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:32,002
More like brunch.
476
00:22:32,046 --> 00:22:33,874
[sighs] You should stick
with the medicine
477
00:22:33,917 --> 00:22:36,006
and let social services
do the rest.
478
00:22:36,050 --> 00:22:37,530
-I mean, there are
rules for a reason.
-[cell phone rings]
479
00:22:37,573 --> 00:22:39,445
Where would Shaun be
if I followed the rules?
480
00:22:39,488 --> 00:22:41,360
-Shaun wasn't your patient.
-Excuse me.
481
00:22:42,796 --> 00:22:43,579
Yes, hello?
482
00:22:45,451 --> 00:22:47,366
Okay. Where... Where are you?
Are you okay?
483
00:22:49,237 --> 00:22:50,369
Okay. I'll be right there.
484
00:22:57,550 --> 00:23:00,291
This new surgery
is much more complicated.
485
00:23:00,335 --> 00:23:02,772
There is a small chance
that Tayo will be left with
only one working arm.
486
00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:05,819
Then that is not an option.
487
00:23:05,862 --> 00:23:07,560
He said the risk is small.
488
00:23:07,603 --> 00:23:09,431
But Tayo
could end up worse off.
489
00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:11,781
Or he could finally have
a proper-sized arm that works.
490
00:23:11,825 --> 00:23:14,001
That is what is important
to you? How it looks.
491
00:23:14,044 --> 00:23:16,525
-That is not what--
-Stop arguing.
492
00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,401
You should ask Tayo.
493
00:23:24,533 --> 00:23:27,580
It is his life
you are fighting about.
494
00:23:27,623 --> 00:23:29,408
[gentle music]
495
00:23:39,635 --> 00:23:40,419
Hey.
496
00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:44,248
You okay?
497
00:23:46,381 --> 00:23:47,687
It was the crappiest car ever.
498
00:23:47,730 --> 00:23:49,253
Why... [sniffles]
would anyone...
499
00:23:52,561 --> 00:23:54,433
[somber music]
500
00:23:59,481 --> 00:24:02,005
Maybe it was
that sweet rear spoiler.
501
00:24:02,049 --> 00:24:03,354
[laughs, sobs]
502
00:24:09,099 --> 00:24:13,321
Hey, I know a-a shelter
on Lexington.
503
00:24:13,364 --> 00:24:15,062
It's clean, it's secure.
504
00:24:15,105 --> 00:24:16,455
No, I have a friend
I can stay with.
505
00:24:17,586 --> 00:24:18,892
I just need a ride.
506
00:24:28,031 --> 00:24:29,642
You were right.
507
00:24:29,685 --> 00:24:33,384
And as humiliating as that was,
I deserved it.
508
00:24:35,169 --> 00:24:36,649
But I am taking this seriously.
509
00:24:40,130 --> 00:24:41,915
In World War I,
510
00:24:41,958 --> 00:24:45,222
my great-grandfather survived
a winter in the trenches.
511
00:24:45,266 --> 00:24:47,181
He met this lovely
French farm woman.
512
00:24:47,224 --> 00:24:49,226
They fell in love.
513
00:24:49,270 --> 00:24:51,664
When they were married,
my great-grandmother
gave him this ring.
514
00:24:53,622 --> 00:24:55,058
And now I want to
give it to you.
515
00:24:55,102 --> 00:24:57,147
[gentle music]
516
00:24:58,279 --> 00:24:59,498
Will you marry me?
517
00:25:00,847 --> 00:25:02,631
For real.
518
00:25:02,675 --> 00:25:04,503
I'm not gonna do
the whole knee thing again.
519
00:25:09,725 --> 00:25:11,422
Yes. I will.
520
00:25:11,466 --> 00:25:13,424
[romantic music]
521
00:25:16,297 --> 00:25:17,951
There's an inscription here.
522
00:25:19,474 --> 00:25:22,433
Something like "MF... DR"?
523
00:25:23,173 --> 00:25:25,001
I didn't notice.
524
00:25:25,045 --> 00:25:28,222
Marie Francois
and Daniel Reznick.
That's incredible.
525
00:25:28,265 --> 00:25:31,138
It would be,
except that it actually says
"Bunny Hearts Irv."
526
00:25:31,181 --> 00:25:32,139
And let me rephrase...
527
00:25:33,749 --> 00:25:34,533
No, I won't.
528
00:25:36,665 --> 00:25:39,494
I spent my lunch hour
at a pawnshop
529
00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:41,975
so you could feel romantic
about your second marriage.
530
00:25:42,018 --> 00:25:43,672
Well, maybe if
my first marriage
531
00:25:43,716 --> 00:25:45,500
had been a bit more romantic,
I wouldn't need a second one.
532
00:25:45,544 --> 00:25:46,762
Oh! [groans]
533
00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:49,548
I'm sleeping
in the guest room tonight.
534
00:25:49,591 --> 00:25:51,027
I sleep better
without you anyway!
535
00:25:55,336 --> 00:25:57,556
I could lose my big arm too?
536
00:25:57,599 --> 00:25:59,558
Unlikely, but possible.
537
00:26:05,781 --> 00:26:09,219
Your mother and I
fight far too much.
538
00:26:09,263 --> 00:26:12,571
But it is because we both
care so much about you.
539
00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:16,444
More than anything else
in the world.
540
00:26:18,446 --> 00:26:21,405
But I know it makes you sad,
541
00:26:21,449 --> 00:26:25,409
and that breaks my heart.
542
00:26:27,716 --> 00:26:28,935
I am sorry, Tayo.
543
00:26:31,111 --> 00:26:32,591
What do youwant to do?
544
00:26:33,809 --> 00:26:34,593
Hmm?
545
00:26:35,898 --> 00:26:36,943
You're a big boy.
546
00:26:38,335 --> 00:26:39,728
We want to hear what you think.
547
00:26:45,952 --> 00:26:48,389
I don't want to say goodbye
to my little brother.
548
00:26:51,305 --> 00:26:53,046
But I know he'll understand.
549
00:26:53,089 --> 00:26:54,830
[gentle music]
550
00:27:05,275 --> 00:27:07,277
The shunt procedure
went very well.
551
00:27:07,321 --> 00:27:08,148
How are you feeling?
552
00:27:08,191 --> 00:27:09,497
Okay.
553
00:27:09,540 --> 00:27:10,629
Uh, where... where's Ana?
554
00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:16,243
D-Did she "shay"...
s-she "shay"...
555
00:27:16,286 --> 00:27:17,723
Mason?
556
00:27:17,766 --> 00:27:20,029
[tense music]
557
00:27:20,073 --> 00:27:20,856
Pupils are blown.
558
00:27:22,075 --> 00:27:23,990
Pressure's back up, pumping.
OR now.
559
00:27:28,603 --> 00:27:30,300
[indistinct conversations]
560
00:27:32,259 --> 00:27:33,521
[sighs]
561
00:27:34,783 --> 00:27:37,351
No, no, no, no.
562
00:27:37,394 --> 00:27:39,919
You know what? There are
housing-first shelters
563
00:27:39,962 --> 00:27:42,008
you don't even have to
be clean before you--
564
00:27:42,051 --> 00:27:43,923
I know a guy who got stabbed
in one of them.
565
00:27:43,966 --> 00:27:45,707
Right, like no one's ever
gonna get stabbed here.
566
00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:50,669
My friend is waiting for me.
I wasn't lying about that.
567
00:27:52,758 --> 00:27:54,673
I really appreciate
all you did.
568
00:27:56,457 --> 00:27:57,676
You're a good person.
569
00:27:58,459 --> 00:28:00,330
[somber music]
570
00:28:10,427 --> 00:28:12,647
-[Maddie] Daddy, please!
What are you doing?
-[locks door]
571
00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:13,866
-[banging on door]
-I can't believe
you're doing this.
572
00:28:14,954 --> 00:28:16,695
-I hate you!
-[banging on door]
573
00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:23,702
Hey, hey, hey, hey. Hannah?
574
00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:26,574
Hey. Look...
575
00:28:28,010 --> 00:28:31,274
I have a-a very comfortable
couch in my living room.
576
00:28:31,318 --> 00:28:32,319
Nobody's using it.
577
00:28:34,495 --> 00:28:36,018
What do you think?
578
00:28:36,062 --> 00:28:37,716
[somber music]
579
00:28:56,735 --> 00:28:57,736
Good morning.
580
00:29:00,173 --> 00:29:01,087
Morning.
581
00:29:02,436 --> 00:29:04,394
I wasn't lying
about the couch, was I?
582
00:29:04,438 --> 00:29:05,439
You were not.
583
00:29:10,096 --> 00:29:11,097
Payback.
584
00:29:17,364 --> 00:29:18,844
Fantastic.
585
00:29:18,887 --> 00:29:20,280
Unnecessary, but...
586
00:29:20,323 --> 00:29:22,935
The key is adding
the chips by hand
587
00:29:22,978 --> 00:29:24,371
after the batter's already
on the grill.
588
00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:27,766
That way, there's no weird
clumps of chocolate.
589
00:29:29,289 --> 00:29:30,029
I like to pay my own way.
590
00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:34,033
Uh, there's a guy at work
591
00:29:34,076 --> 00:29:36,035
who said he'll rent me
a room in his house.
592
00:29:36,078 --> 00:29:38,037
I'm checking it out today.
593
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:40,213
You know what?
594
00:29:40,256 --> 00:29:44,695
I can get you a bed
in the St. Bons rehab unit.
595
00:29:44,739 --> 00:29:47,176
When I tried to quit,
it was the worst week
of my life.
596
00:29:47,220 --> 00:29:48,874
Hmm.
597
00:29:48,917 --> 00:29:50,310
Well, you can always stay here
598
00:29:50,353 --> 00:29:51,441
until you get back
on your feet.
599
00:29:52,834 --> 00:29:54,227
I don't feel good
putting you out.
600
00:29:54,270 --> 00:29:56,098
It wouldn't put me out.
You just...
601
00:29:56,142 --> 00:29:57,404
Couch is right there.
602
00:29:57,447 --> 00:29:59,449
You can earn your keep
in pancakes.
603
00:30:02,975 --> 00:30:04,193
I guess I could stay
one more night.
604
00:30:05,934 --> 00:30:07,718
I'll even restock
the chocolate chips.
605
00:30:07,762 --> 00:30:09,808
[gentle music]
606
00:30:17,467 --> 00:30:18,817
Is he okay?
607
00:30:18,860 --> 00:30:20,122
When he was in space,
608
00:30:20,166 --> 00:30:22,385
his brain shifted
due to the microgravity,
609
00:30:22,429 --> 00:30:24,648
and now it's shifting back and
blocking the flow of the shunt.
610
00:30:24,692 --> 00:30:27,738
And we need to remove
a piece of the skull
to relieve the pressure.
611
00:30:28,957 --> 00:30:29,828
Could he die?
612
00:30:31,351 --> 00:30:33,657
This is a risky surgery.
613
00:30:33,701 --> 00:30:34,833
But it's our best shot.
614
00:30:37,487 --> 00:30:38,837
We need your consent.
615
00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:47,236
Thank you.
616
00:30:54,374 --> 00:30:55,766
[elevator bell dings]
617
00:30:55,810 --> 00:30:58,508
Oh, God, and then I lost it,
and then Shaun lost it.
618
00:30:58,552 --> 00:31:00,162
Now he's totally dug in,
619
00:31:00,206 --> 00:31:02,164
but there's no way I'm gonna
let Steve do this study,
620
00:31:02,208 --> 00:31:03,905
but he's being so unreasonable.
621
00:31:03,949 --> 00:31:05,646
Why are you so worried
about this study?
622
00:31:05,689 --> 00:31:07,996
It's way too early
for Steve to be tested.
623
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:09,824
And no matter what happens,
it'll label him.
624
00:31:09,868 --> 00:31:11,826
And that's what you're
worried about, being labeled?
625
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,089
Once that happens,
he'll be seen as different.
626
00:31:14,133 --> 00:31:16,352
-By whom?
-By everyone.
627
00:31:16,396 --> 00:31:19,094
Since when are you
so concerned about everyone?
628
00:31:19,138 --> 00:31:21,705
Since I became a mom?
I don't know. I...
629
00:31:22,489 --> 00:31:23,533
How can I not?
630
00:31:25,013 --> 00:31:27,015
You're a new parent.
That's scary.
631
00:31:27,059 --> 00:31:29,757
But how often do we make
the right decision
when we're scared?
632
00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:31,672
["Sky on Fire"
by Mehro playing]
633
00:31:38,809 --> 00:31:40,463
♪♪ Light the sky ♪♪
634
00:31:42,378 --> 00:31:43,902
♪♪ On fire ♪♪
635
00:31:45,555 --> 00:31:47,601
♪♪ Who could've known? ♪♪
636
00:31:47,644 --> 00:31:50,517
[Shaun] Isolating the median,
ulnar, and radial nerves
637
00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:51,518
of the small arm.
638
00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:55,348
Beginning side nerve transfer.
639
00:31:59,526 --> 00:32:01,049
[saw blade whirring]
640
00:32:14,671 --> 00:32:15,803
Goodbye, little brother.
641
00:32:21,591 --> 00:32:23,245
Hey.
642
00:32:23,289 --> 00:32:25,552
I might have been
a little tough on you
yesterday.
643
00:32:25,595 --> 00:32:26,770
Tough I don't mind.
644
00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:28,598
It's the ethics lecture
I can do without.
645
00:32:28,642 --> 00:32:30,861
I just... I-I know
you want to do right by her.
646
00:32:30,905 --> 00:32:32,254
It's fine.
You were trying to help.
647
00:32:32,298 --> 00:32:33,342
I get it.
648
00:32:33,386 --> 00:32:35,997
[sighs]
649
00:32:36,041 --> 00:32:37,216
Do you think you'll ever
hear from her again?
650
00:32:38,608 --> 00:32:40,045
Who knows?
651
00:32:40,088 --> 00:32:41,568
[bell dings]
652
00:32:41,611 --> 00:32:43,352
[somber music]
653
00:32:54,102 --> 00:32:54,973
Hey.
654
00:33:00,848 --> 00:33:01,849
Hello.
655
00:33:12,816 --> 00:33:14,166
Can... Can I have a kiss?
656
00:33:24,350 --> 00:33:27,005
That was quite a thing
we had the other day.
657
00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:32,271
When you raise your voice,
it makes me very upset.
658
00:33:32,314 --> 00:33:33,968
I know.
659
00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:36,797
We both got pretty emotional.
660
00:33:37,711 --> 00:33:39,887
But I've been thinking.
661
00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:45,545
And I don't think it was
about you or the study
662
00:33:45,588 --> 00:33:47,851
or even about us disagreeing,
not really.
663
00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:51,029
It was about me.
664
00:33:53,335 --> 00:33:55,033
A child on the spectrum
has so...
665
00:33:56,904 --> 00:33:59,733
so many different needs
than a neurotypical child
that I...
666
00:34:01,169 --> 00:34:02,388
that I got scared.
667
00:34:05,391 --> 00:34:07,045
I'm scared I might not
be up to it as a mom.
668
00:34:09,177 --> 00:34:12,179
That doesn't make sense.
669
00:34:15,009 --> 00:34:17,141
You are a very good mother,
670
00:34:17,185 --> 00:34:20,188
and you are
very supportive of me.
671
00:34:22,190 --> 00:34:23,713
That's the thing
about being scared.
672
00:34:23,757 --> 00:34:25,106
It doesn't always make sense.
673
00:34:30,806 --> 00:34:35,072
Anyway, if you'd like,
we can try the study.
674
00:34:38,728 --> 00:34:41,079
I would like
to make an appointment.
675
00:34:47,694 --> 00:34:48,869
Thank you.
676
00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:52,525
[gentle music]
677
00:34:57,225 --> 00:34:59,097
["Blow Your Mind" playing]
678
00:35:03,971 --> 00:35:08,280
♪♪ Down by the delta
Not too far from here ♪♪
679
00:35:08,323 --> 00:35:10,543
♪♪ Can't wait to show you ♪♪
680
00:35:10,586 --> 00:35:12,806
♪♪ Hurry up, can't you hear? ♪♪
681
00:35:12,849 --> 00:35:14,547
♪♪ The rhythm is calling
And it came without a warning ♪♪
682
00:35:14,590 --> 00:35:16,940
♪♪ Can't help
How it makes you feel ♪♪
683
00:35:16,984 --> 00:35:19,247
♪♪ You're better off knowing
That I'll be about showing ♪♪
684
00:35:19,291 --> 00:35:21,597
♪♪ You'll swear
That it ain't real ♪♪
685
00:35:21,641 --> 00:35:24,339
♪♪ This right here
Gonna blow your mind... ♪♪
686
00:35:24,383 --> 00:35:25,123
Hannah!
687
00:35:26,559 --> 00:35:27,951
Hannah?
688
00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:29,388
What?
689
00:35:29,431 --> 00:35:31,781
What, what? What? No! No! No!
690
00:35:31,825 --> 00:35:34,741
[crying] Hannah.
691
00:35:34,784 --> 00:35:37,004
Hannah, Hannah.
692
00:35:37,047 --> 00:35:38,136
♪♪ Whoo-hoo ♪♪
693
00:35:41,182 --> 00:35:42,531
♪♪ Whoo ♪♪
694
00:35:42,575 --> 00:35:44,142
♪♪ Gonna blow your mind
Uh-huh ♪♪
695
00:35:45,969 --> 00:35:47,580
♪♪ Whoo-hoo ♪♪
696
00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:51,801
♪♪ Whoo ♪♪
697
00:35:51,845 --> 00:35:53,847
♪♪ This right here's
Gonna blow your mind ♪♪
698
00:36:00,027 --> 00:36:01,159
[Dr. Park] Welcome back, Mason.
699
00:36:09,645 --> 00:36:10,820
Pupils reactive.
700
00:36:10,864 --> 00:36:12,257
Am I gonna be okay?
701
00:36:12,300 --> 00:36:14,128
I wouldn't go into orbit again,
702
00:36:14,172 --> 00:36:15,738
but if you stick to Earth,
you should be fine.
703
00:36:15,782 --> 00:36:16,783
[chuckles]
704
00:36:24,225 --> 00:36:25,270
Hey.
705
00:36:25,313 --> 00:36:26,184
Hey.
706
00:36:29,709 --> 00:36:32,625
You remember that
horrible hotel
in Dar es Salaam?
707
00:36:32,668 --> 00:36:34,757
Every time they flushed
upstairs, our ceiling leaked.
708
00:36:34,801 --> 00:36:36,063
[laughs]
709
00:36:38,152 --> 00:36:41,460
You took the shower curtain
and tented it over our bed.
710
00:36:41,503 --> 00:36:43,157
Said we were having a campout.
711
00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:44,202
[both chuckle]
712
00:36:48,510 --> 00:36:51,165
When I thought you were dying,
713
00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:52,688
I had my own Overview Effect.
714
00:36:56,257 --> 00:36:58,041
A world without you
would be so cold.
715
00:36:59,695 --> 00:37:00,696
So empty.
716
00:37:05,658 --> 00:37:08,051
I don't need to take
that fellowship
in Buenos Aires.
717
00:37:10,358 --> 00:37:11,794
But I'm not sure
about the kids.
718
00:37:13,361 --> 00:37:15,102
Maybe we can start
with a puppy.
719
00:37:15,145 --> 00:37:18,061
No, no.
W-We're going to Bueno Aires.
720
00:37:18,105 --> 00:37:19,237
I-I'll take a sabbatical.
721
00:37:20,542 --> 00:37:21,543
And the puppy.
722
00:37:21,587 --> 00:37:24,067
[both laugh]
723
00:37:25,852 --> 00:37:27,854
[gentle music]
724
00:37:36,471 --> 00:37:39,169
Thank you, Dr. Murphy,
for your advice.
725
00:37:40,954 --> 00:37:43,086
When you snapped at us
to stop fighting.
726
00:37:43,130 --> 00:37:46,699
Simple, direct, and very wise.
727
00:37:46,742 --> 00:37:49,267
It is very good advice.
728
00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:56,317
[serene music]
729
00:38:08,503 --> 00:38:09,548
Tayo.
730
00:38:36,139 --> 00:38:37,227
You OD'd.
731
00:38:38,228 --> 00:38:39,229
In my house.
732
00:38:42,581 --> 00:38:44,365
Must have been fentanyl
in those pills.
733
00:38:48,630 --> 00:38:49,327
I'm sorry.
734
00:38:52,504 --> 00:38:54,506
You have any idea
how lucky you are?
735
00:38:54,549 --> 00:38:57,465
That I happened to come home
when I did,
736
00:38:57,509 --> 00:39:01,382
that I happened to have
naloxone in the house,
737
00:39:01,426 --> 00:39:03,341
that there wasn't more fentanyl
in those damn pills?
738
00:39:12,001 --> 00:39:13,002
This can't happen again.
739
00:39:17,572 --> 00:39:18,617
I'll go.
740
00:39:18,660 --> 00:39:21,097
No, no, no.
741
00:39:21,141 --> 00:39:22,185
That's not what I meant.
742
00:39:27,669 --> 00:39:29,976
I'm gonna write you
a prescription of oxycodone.
743
00:39:31,804 --> 00:39:32,805
Really?
744
00:39:35,503 --> 00:39:36,722
I can deal with you
being an addict.
745
00:39:38,114 --> 00:39:39,377
I can't deal with you
being dead.
746
00:39:42,467 --> 00:39:44,860
You can stay here
until we figure out
a way to get you better.
747
00:39:46,906 --> 00:39:49,387
I'm gonna give you
each pill on a schedule.
748
00:39:50,518 --> 00:39:51,563
No more scores on the street.
749
00:39:54,217 --> 00:39:55,393
Can't you get in trouble?
750
00:39:57,699 --> 00:39:58,874
You let me worry about that.
751
00:40:00,136 --> 00:40:01,790
["Burning Stars"
by Mimicking Birds playing]
752
00:40:05,185 --> 00:40:07,187
[guitar music]
753
00:40:47,619 --> 00:40:50,578
♪♪ So, see, it seems
We've settled down ♪♪
754
00:40:52,537 --> 00:40:55,583
♪♪ Quite a bit
From the energy we once had ♪♪
755
00:40:57,367 --> 00:41:01,154
♪♪ Oh, believe me
We've settled down ♪♪
756
00:41:01,197 --> 00:41:03,461
♪♪ Way down ♪♪
757
00:41:03,504 --> 00:41:08,901
♪♪ Way down, way down... ♪♪
758
00:41:20,521 --> 00:41:21,783
How is he ever gonna be a man
759
00:41:21,827 --> 00:41:23,393
if he can't even
look me in the eye?
760
00:41:23,437 --> 00:41:25,352
He's just a little boy.
761
00:41:25,395 --> 00:41:27,093
[Dad] Yeah,
and he's gonna stay that way
if you keep coddling him.
762
00:41:27,136 --> 00:41:28,486
It's mint chip.
763
00:41:28,529 --> 00:41:30,792
[Dad] At least
I'm doing something!
764
00:41:30,836 --> 00:41:33,055
[guitar music]
765
00:41:41,281 --> 00:41:45,894
♪♪ And all we are
Is burning stars ♪♪
766
00:41:45,938 --> 00:41:47,461
♪♪ Shining brightly ♪♪
767
00:41:47,505 --> 00:41:50,203
♪♪ Making sure
You don't float too far ♪♪
768
00:41:50,246 --> 00:41:54,381
♪♪ I'll keep an eye on you
If you keep one on me... ♪♪
769
00:41:54,424 --> 00:41:56,078
Would you like
to get some ice cream?
770
00:41:56,122 --> 00:41:57,732
After?
771
00:41:57,776 --> 00:42:00,474
♪♪ And then what happens
We'll see ♪♪
772
00:42:00,518 --> 00:42:01,519
No.
773
00:42:02,998 --> 00:42:03,738
Now.
774
00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:06,828
♪♪ Shining brightly ♪♪
775
00:42:06,872 --> 00:42:10,223
♪♪ Making sure
You don't float too far ♪♪
776
00:42:10,266 --> 00:42:14,793
♪♪ I'll keep an eye on you
If you keep one on me ♪♪
777
00:42:14,836 --> 00:42:16,838
♪♪ And then what happens
We'll see ♪♪
778
00:42:16,882 --> 00:42:19,101
♪♪ And then what happens
We'll see ♪♪
779
00:42:27,588 --> 00:42:29,547
[closing theme music playing]
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