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Let me tell you a
story about a man...
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my man, Billy.
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And how he was
lost for a while.
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Until beauty found him.
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How we doing?
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We moved here
for a better life.
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Billy brought me to Shetland,
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Britain's last outpost
before the Arctic.
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Cetaceans?
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For that, so yes it's been a
really successful year for
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tourists coming up
here to see cetaceans.
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He was born here but
felt he'd been away too long.
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It was in his blood.
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I asked him what that
actually meant, and he said
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"he did really know".
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We moved to an old
house by the sea,
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and started fixing it up.
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But before we knew it, routine,
life, caught up with us again.
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Lerwick Thistle nil,
Ness United nil,
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Wastside Rebels nil.
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Sometimes, when you
get everything you want,
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you convince yourself that
it's everything you need.
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You convince
yourself you're happy.
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And I think we were
both guilty of that.
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But then who isn't?
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Billy had a wee
hole in his heart.
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Perhaps it's the hole a man
has when he doesn't get to
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be a father.
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He'd never let you see it;
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in fact, he'd convince
you of the opposite.
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Like he'd convinced himself.
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I could never have imagined
that a wee creature
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washing up at his feet,
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would change everything.
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Hello there!
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It was March.
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It was third of March actually
when I was lucky enough to
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first, meet her.
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She was just a bag of bones.
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What you doing here?
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She was eating a crab,
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and apparently when
otters eat crabs,
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it takes more energy to get into
them than they get from them.
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So it wasn't a good sign.
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Otters are normally so shy here,
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for her to be so
relaxed around me
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meant she must have
been desperate.
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Hello.
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I don't know where she
came from, but I heard that a
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mother otter had been killed
on the road near the house.
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So I just assumed it was her
mum and she was just too young
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to be fending for herself.
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Maybe I was her last resort.
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She was vulnerable,
and she was alone.
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And it took me back to a
moment in my own life,
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in my childhood,
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where I was in a situation
that felt like I was alone.
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It was a horrible feeling;
it was an exposed feeling.
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And I immediately transferred
that feeling onto her.
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Good mornin' girl, how are ya?
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Are you hungry?
Come on then, come on.
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Watch the fingers.
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As she got stronger, we started
spending more time together.
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Until eventually, what started
out as a chance encounter,
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turned to trust.
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Leave the engine alone otter.
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Yes, that's the petrol can.
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I named her Molly, I
don't really know why.
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It just kind of
popped into my head.
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Come on!
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She brought a wee smile to my
face that just stayed with me.
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I'm not sure that Billy knew
what Molly needed back then.
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She didn't need a friend.
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She needed a mother.
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What are you planting?
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Your favorite.
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What,
Livingstone daises?
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Sounds lovely, until
Molly comes and digs them up.
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I tell ya, if that
otter digs them up,
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I am gonna hold you responsible.
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You don't see Jade doing that.
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Perhaps because Molly
had lost her own family,
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she quickly became part of ours.
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It was like she was lonely,
and wanted some company.
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Billy bought a book on otters
to find out what she needed.
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But it didn't
have the answers.
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So, he just decided to
try and find out himself.
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In you come, I've
filled your bath up for you.
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She's not a sea otter, even
though she lives in the sea.
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She's a river otter and her
fur apparently needs fresh
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water to wash the
salt out of it.
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She's no body fat,
her fur's all she's got to
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keep her warm, so,
if it loses condition
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she'll die very quickly here.
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You having a good rub?
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Well, just you rub
and dry yourself off.
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I'll get it washed sometime.
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Maybe that's why she spends so
much time rubbing in my jacket
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after her bath.
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She seems to sleep a lot, so I
reckon she needs a nice bed.
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One of the things with
getting to know Molly
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has been getting to know the
different moods she's in.
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Sometimes she turns up
and just wants to hang out.
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Sometimes she rocks up
and she's angry,
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like she's in a bad mood.
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Sometimes she just wants
to dig up Susan's flowers.
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And she's fussy,
sometimes really fussy.
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Her favorite food seems to
be salmon, but I can't afford
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that too often.
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So, she tends to get
haddock or mackerel.
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Getting Molly
back to health took over
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our lives that spring.
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Until eventually everything just
seemed to revolve around fish.
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That one?
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A bite?
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Nothing.
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Don't think I don't
know why we're out here!
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What d'you mean?
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You know what I mean.
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We've come out here to
catch some fish for our tea.
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We're out to
catch fish for Molly.
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You wanted haddock though.
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I'd like some haddock, but I
don't see a lot of the haddock
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that comes in.
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She's had the
odd small haddock.
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She's gets
all the haddock!
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Woooaahhh!
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Oohhh! A cod.
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Just, just take the box
down, I'll aim for it.
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Two moving
targets is too many.
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Oh, that's good!
We know they're down there.
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Could you hold this,
and I'll release him.
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Mmmm, Molly'll enjoy that.
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If we weren't out
fishing, Billy was on the phone,
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calling whoever he
could, to get more fish.
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It was costing us a fortune!
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But it was clear Molly was
getting stronger by the day.
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Billy decided
we needed a new freezer.
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Because he'd filled the other
one with fish for Molly.
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Ok so if
you can just steady it.
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I'll lift it and slot
it onto the ground.
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Are you going to
give it a clean before you
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put it inside?
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Can do but it's
clean on the inside.
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But its filthy
on the outside!
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Yeah, okay but...
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Yeah, we can get it clean.
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- Is that bird poop?
- No.
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- You ready?
- Yep
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No rush. Watch your back.
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Right, next little peerie bit.
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Okay, perfect.
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Get your
kicks on the B9076.
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You thought Muckle Roe was nice?
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Why not try Northmavine?
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It was impossible
to get cross with Billy.
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Because he adored Molly.
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I think if I'm
honest in myself, I don't really
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have a clue what I'm doing.
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I can do the obvious stuff,
make sure she's eating well,
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run her the odd bath,
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but beyond that,
I'm a bit out of my depth.
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I don't know how
old she was when we first met.
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She can't have been
much more than six months.
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She certainly wasn't old
enough to survive the winter.
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So, she must still have a
lot of life skills to learn.
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And she's not going to
learn them from me just
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throwing fish at her.
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I have noticed the otters
round here seem to feed on
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small fish they
find in seaweed.
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Molly, Molly, here, here.
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So, if I can maybe
teach her how to catch them,
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that would be a start.
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Molly.
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Molly come on.
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Molly girl.
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Look, look here.
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Not there, look
what I'm showing you.
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Come on, you're the otter,
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you're supposed to
be good at this.
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Molly, come on!
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Molly girl.
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Molly!
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You're not really getting
the hang of this, are you?
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Is that good?
Are you enjoying your supper?
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Are you enjoying your supper?
I'm glad I can help you.
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Where are you going now?
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Where are you going?
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She seems to have this
little switch in her head,
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when it flicks, she's off.
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They weren't so
dissimilar Billy and Molly.
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They both seemed to have
an extraordinary ability,
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to concentrate on one thing.
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For about 15 minutes.
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Which when you're building
an extension on your house,
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and you're a year over schedule
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can sometimes be
quite hard to live with.
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I went into the shed one day and
an Amazon parcel had arrived.
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Now normally I'm the shopper.
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But it didn't have my name on
it, it had Billy's name on it,
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and I opened it.
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And it was a bag
of colored balls.
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And my first thought was,
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"surely to goodness, he has
not bought these for Molly!".
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โช If gravity is not enough? โช
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โช Will you be there
'til the end? โช
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โช I know that I will โช
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โช When you go away โช
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โช Got to go and play โช
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โช 'Til the end of day โช
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โช 'Til I hit the hay โช
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I don't know if I'm
doing the right thing.
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I feel a bit daft sometimes.
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โช 'Cause when I'm alone โช
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But then I see how
happy she is when she's playing.
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โช I'm a lonely one โช
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If she
had a family,
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they'd be rough and tumbling,
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but I'm all she's got,
and I have bills to pay.
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Billy's job at
the energy recovery plant
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often meant he'd be away
from home on long shifts.
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So, I'd have to 'step in'.
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Hello.
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Oh hi, it's a
strange one, this one.
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Um, I'm not phoning
about the dog.
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We have a wild otter that
comes and visits us,
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pretty much daily just now.
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And we've noticed that she's
got quite a hurl in her chest
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and coughs a bit.
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And we're just wondering if
she might need some help.
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Medication help.
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Crabsticks, oh mercy!
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Crabsticks in the
soup and it's not the best.
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Well for those of
us who've just joined us,
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we're talking Cullen Skink.
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I'm a fan of oxtail
but it seems to have gone out of
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fashion in the 2020s.
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It is a dying soup!
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Hello little one.
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This is going to
make you feel better.
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You ready? Whoa.
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Good girl. Good girl.
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Having Molly in his
life gave Billy a sense of
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responsibility,
which he thrived on.
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But part of being a
parent is learning when that
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responsibility fills a
need in your children,
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and when it fills a need in you.
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Billy didn't seem to want
to leave the confines of
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our garden with Molly.
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It was like he was trying
to convince himself that she
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needed him more
than she actually did,
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by pretending that she didn't
have a life beyond the garden.
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But she did.
254
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As Jade and I discovered,
on our morning walks.
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Hello!
256
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Hello.
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Hello Molly.
258
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She'd spend a lot of time
fishing in the sea loch.
259
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Quite a distance
from the house.
260
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I'd see another
side of her up there.
261
00:28:31,620 --> 00:28:35,130
She was more
confident and independent.
262
00:28:39,550 --> 00:28:42,800
And being out and about living
like a wild otter was probably
263
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really good for her health.
264
00:29:05,910 --> 00:29:08,490
And she had friends.
265
00:29:08,490 --> 00:29:11,910
Other otters who
she'd play with.
266
00:29:25,380 --> 00:29:29,930
One of them was a male that
came by the house occasionally.
267
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:34,890
Billy called him Bozo.
268
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:40,730
He was quite a bruiser.
269
00:29:50,530 --> 00:29:55,120
But to see Molly out with Bozo,
270
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made me realize that,
271
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although she was a
huge part of Billy's life,
272
00:30:02,590 --> 00:30:06,630
he was just one part of hers.
273
00:30:07,340 --> 00:30:10,970
I wasn't sure how that
would make him feel.
274
00:30:19,190 --> 00:30:22,650
So, I just kept it mine
and Molly's wee secret.
275
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I was glad she had another
life beyond our life,
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because, of course,
if she hadn't,
277
00:30:52,050 --> 00:30:55,600
I probably wouldn't have
seen my husband.
278
00:30:57,560 --> 00:31:02,770
But then, she made him happy,
and he made me happy.
279
00:31:04,110 --> 00:31:07,320
And isn't that what love is?
280
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Letting someone be themselves
because that person is
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everything you need.
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โช Sweet dreams of you โช
283
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โช Every night โช
284
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Jade. Jade!
Do you wanna go walkies?
285
00:31:48,780 --> 00:31:51,490
Come on! Walkies.
286
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:53,490
Jade, come!
287
00:31:54,660 --> 00:31:56,700
Jade, come! Come!
288
00:31:58,240 --> 00:32:00,290
Jade, Jade!
289
00:32:01,830 --> 00:32:04,420
Jade, in behind. Come!
290
00:32:09,460 --> 00:32:13,470
Molly girl, are
you coming too?
291
00:32:14,430 --> 00:32:15,550
Come on, let's go rootlin'!
292
00:32:17,220 --> 00:32:18,890
Come, come!
293
00:32:20,770 --> 00:32:22,690
Molly girl.
294
00:32:30,070 --> 00:32:31,400
Come!
295
00:32:47,090 --> 00:32:50,760
Look at you,
catching your own.
296
00:33:06,650 --> 00:33:09,360
There was a point
where Billy's relationship with
297
00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:12,570
Molly flipped.
298
00:33:14,650 --> 00:33:18,620
From him being there for her,
299
00:33:20,790 --> 00:33:23,830
to her being there for him.
300
00:33:42,310 --> 00:33:46,310
Molly you've
totally got the hang of this.
301
00:33:47,190 --> 00:33:50,110
You're catching far
more than I can find.
302
00:33:57,530 --> 00:34:01,160
Look at you!
You're a pro.
303
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:09,830
Molly just woken a little bit of
me, that had been lying dormant.
304
00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:27,100
Oh hello, hello.
305
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:34,360
It's like she's showing
me how to be a kid again.
306
00:34:38,820 --> 00:34:44,620
That fascination, that joy
that we somehow seem to allow
307
00:34:44,620 --> 00:34:48,790
ourselves to lose,
as we get older.
308
00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:59,530
It's unusually
warm in Shetland today,
309
00:35:59,530 --> 00:36:02,530
that fine weather is
expected to stay!
310
00:36:02,530 --> 00:36:05,320
Certainly, over the next few
days, as high pressure pushes
311
00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:08,410
up from Scotland and the
rest of northern Europe.
312
00:36:08,410 --> 00:36:11,370
Temperatures...
313
00:36:12,670 --> 00:36:15,380
As Molly began to
need less time and care;
314
00:36:15,380 --> 00:36:18,920
Billy could finally,
get on with finishing our house.
315
00:36:21,220 --> 00:36:25,090
The delay was putting
a huge pressure on us.
316
00:36:26,720 --> 00:36:29,640
I remember, just being
so pleased our lives were
317
00:36:29,640 --> 00:36:31,890
getting back on track.
318
00:36:43,860 --> 00:36:46,990
Until he came in one evening
with a big smile on his face
319
00:36:46,990 --> 00:36:50,330
and explained that he'd
finished the house and
320
00:36:50,330 --> 00:36:53,710
would I like to come and see it.
321
00:36:58,340 --> 00:37:02,380
And I nearly suggested,
he go and live in it.
322
00:37:17,060 --> 00:37:19,440
We call
these a but and ben.
323
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:23,950
Just a kitchen-y,
living room and a bedroom.
324
00:37:24,820 --> 00:37:28,780
Like what our
house used to be.
325
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,960
I got the Wi-Fi into
Molly's house today.
326
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,630
You've got the Wi-Fi?
327
00:37:38,630 --> 00:37:41,090
Wi-Fi? Yeah.
328
00:37:41,090 --> 00:37:43,050
So, Molly has
Wi-Fi in her house?
329
00:37:43,050 --> 00:37:44,170
Well, she, Yeah.
330
00:37:44,170 --> 00:37:46,680
And I don't have
Wi-Fi in our house.
331
00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:48,680
Well, she doesn't
realize she's got Wi-Fi.
332
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:50,510
It's for the camera.
333
00:37:50,510 --> 00:37:52,810
But yeah, I suppose
technically she's got Wi-Fi,
334
00:37:52,810 --> 00:37:55,140
all over her house, okay.
335
00:37:55,140 --> 00:37:58,650
Well darling we
can sort that out.
336
00:37:59,230 --> 00:38:01,820
I'll get you an extra thing.
337
00:38:01,820 --> 00:38:03,320
But you've been saying
that for such a long time.
338
00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:04,860
I know but.
339
00:38:04,860 --> 00:38:07,860
And there I find that you've
put Wi-Fi into Molly's house.
340
00:38:08,570 --> 00:38:12,030
And as you say, she doesn't
even know she has Wi-Fi!
341
00:38:23,050 --> 00:38:26,220
I'll get you a new
Wi-Fi router for your birthday.
342
00:38:26,220 --> 00:38:29,550
Do not even think
about it.
343
00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:32,640
Christmas?
344
00:38:42,820 --> 00:38:45,070
I've rigged her
wee house with a camera.
345
00:38:46,610 --> 00:38:50,490
And a special app that
tells me when she's home.
346
00:39:22,650 --> 00:39:25,900
As fun as
Molly's new house was.
347
00:39:26,530 --> 00:39:29,740
And as much as we loved
watching her in it,
348
00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:35,080
I think it marked the point
where Billy realized,
349
00:39:35,950 --> 00:39:39,080
he may have gone too far.
350
00:39:52,340 --> 00:39:55,050
Billy always said that he
needed to get Molly to a point
351
00:39:55,050 --> 00:39:59,730
where she could survive the
winter, without his help.
352
00:40:02,940 --> 00:40:06,480
And as the summer days gave way
to the long nights of autumn,
353
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:10,900
like it or not, he was forced
to face that commitment.
354
00:40:18,700 --> 00:40:21,960
We started to see another
otter coming by the house
355
00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:24,960
usually at dusk.
356
00:40:29,170 --> 00:40:33,510
And then one evening,
we realized who it was.
357
00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:40,270
It was Bozo, and he
was looking for Molly.
358
00:40:59,870 --> 00:41:03,330
I should
be happy for her.
359
00:41:08,170 --> 00:41:12,840
But instead, I feel
kind of protective.
360
00:41:13,510 --> 00:41:15,590
That's my wee girl.
361
00:41:15,590 --> 00:41:19,310
It's hard watching
her go off with 'him'.
362
00:41:38,530 --> 00:41:41,240
But there's nothing
I can do about it.
363
00:41:44,580 --> 00:41:49,500
I guess all I can do is
just let go a little.
364
00:42:15,690 --> 00:42:18,570
I'm going to stop feeding her.
365
00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:25,200
I don't want to,
but I know I should.
366
00:44:42,130 --> 00:44:48,010
I will never
forget that morning.
367
00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:53,850
It was a moment so fragile.
368
00:44:55,850 --> 00:44:59,400
And I think Billy knew that.
369
00:45:05,490 --> 00:45:09,370
It was like he was
banking memories of something.
370
00:45:11,500 --> 00:45:15,830
He knew could never last.
371
00:46:13,930 --> 00:46:18,310
Molly visited a few more times
over the next couple of weeks.
372
00:46:28,240 --> 00:46:30,370
And then she just
stopped coming.
373
00:46:42,630 --> 00:46:48,010
Winter came quickly to Shetland
that year until once again,
374
00:46:48,010 --> 00:46:53,140
life was ruled by the wind,
and the cold,
375
00:46:53,140 --> 00:46:57,480
and the angry North Atlantic.
376
00:47:33,100 --> 00:47:36,930
I found a dead
otter on the beach this morning.
377
00:47:39,390 --> 00:47:43,560
I thought it was Molly
but when I got closer,
378
00:47:43,560 --> 00:47:46,860
I realized it was a wee cub.
379
00:47:47,690 --> 00:47:51,410
Maybe it got lost in a storm,
380
00:47:51,410 --> 00:47:54,450
separated from
its mum perhaps...
381
00:48:10,220 --> 00:48:15,260
I was going to leave it for
the gulls, but I couldn't.
382
00:48:19,770 --> 00:48:24,980
That was a little
personality, a little life.
383
00:48:34,740 --> 00:48:37,660
Not just another animal.
384
00:48:37,660 --> 00:48:40,500
It was a being.
385
00:48:42,410 --> 00:48:44,580
Just like Molly.
386
00:48:44,580 --> 00:48:47,460
Just like me.
387
00:49:42,430 --> 00:49:46,230
Billy regretted his
decision to stop feeding Molly.
388
00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:51,480
He pretended he didn't,
but I knew he did.
389
00:49:55,110 --> 00:49:59,030
He started leaving
fish out for her again.
390
00:49:59,030 --> 00:50:01,830
Hoping she'd come home.
391
00:50:06,500 --> 00:50:10,590
But they only fed the gulls.
392
00:50:24,680 --> 00:50:28,600
One month turned into two.
393
00:50:31,610 --> 00:50:35,440
Without any sign of her.
394
00:50:54,500 --> 00:50:58,680
The only peace that Billy
could find was outside,
395
00:51:00,140 --> 00:51:03,180
in the storm.
396
00:51:58,780 --> 00:52:01,240
I took Billy to
town at the end of January,
397
00:52:01,240 --> 00:52:04,370
to watch the Up Helly
Aa procession.
398
00:52:06,950 --> 00:52:08,950
The town's folk build
a Viking galley,
399
00:52:08,950 --> 00:52:11,790
parade it around the town.
400
00:52:11,790 --> 00:52:13,960
And then burn it
in the play park.
401
00:52:16,340 --> 00:52:18,210
A tradition?
402
00:52:18,210 --> 00:52:22,590
Or maybe just a distraction from
the brutal Shetland winters.
403
00:52:26,220 --> 00:52:30,770
I hoped it would raise
Billy's spirits a little.
404
00:52:31,140 --> 00:52:33,980
But his mind was elsewhere.
405
00:52:46,700 --> 00:52:51,580
I never had kids.
406
00:52:53,290 --> 00:52:55,790
I don't think people who do
have them realize that there's
407
00:52:55,790 --> 00:52:58,550
always a part of you that
grieves the loss of something
408
00:52:58,550 --> 00:53:01,760
you've never had.
409
00:53:03,720 --> 00:53:07,470
You live with it,
and you deal with it.
410
00:53:09,850 --> 00:53:13,810
But loss always runs a
little deeper perhaps.
411
00:53:58,400 --> 00:54:02,190
It always seemed crazy to me.
412
00:54:03,610 --> 00:54:07,410
To spend so long
building something beautiful.
413
00:54:09,660 --> 00:54:12,620
Only to burn it to the ground.
414
00:54:56,620 --> 00:54:58,710
Susan!
415
00:54:59,960 --> 00:55:02,540
Susan!
416
00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:10,640
Molly! Molly!
417
00:55:10,640 --> 00:55:13,560
Molly girl.
418
00:55:23,060 --> 00:55:27,820
Molly. Molly!
419
00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:32,910
Where on earth have you
been, you little horror?
420
00:55:32,910 --> 00:55:35,080
You're home!
421
00:55:36,620 --> 00:55:39,120
You've picked your
night to come.
422
00:55:46,250 --> 00:55:49,510
You've no idea what
you've put us through.
423
00:55:56,350 --> 00:56:00,480
.
424
00:56:08,820 --> 00:56:13,910
Oh, you're my wee girl,
you're my wee girl.
425
00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:36,300
It was so nice
to see him happy again.
426
00:56:37,470 --> 00:56:41,520
She was the
sparkle in his eye.
427
00:56:45,730 --> 00:56:47,770
And you know what?
428
00:56:47,770 --> 00:56:52,900
Give me a man who
loves and cares any day,
429
00:56:53,910 --> 00:56:57,660
over one who doesn't notice.
430
00:57:57,340 --> 00:58:00,050
Oh, Is that a teat?
431
00:58:01,140 --> 00:58:02,640
I think it is.
432
00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:05,390
Wow.
433
00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:10,480
She's wriggling around.
434
00:58:11,150 --> 00:58:14,490
She can't get comfortable.
435
00:58:17,700 --> 00:58:21,120
Look at the size
of that belly.
436
00:58:24,250 --> 00:58:28,080
She's definitely pregnant,
there's no doubt about it.
437
00:58:35,170 --> 00:58:38,760
Look, she's making,
she's making her bed.
438
00:58:39,180 --> 00:58:42,180
She doesn't have all those
scatter cushions to worry about.
439
00:58:50,940 --> 00:58:54,860
Oh, look at her.
440
00:58:55,650 --> 00:59:00,570
To be honest, the way she's
lying, lying on her back,
441
00:59:01,620 --> 00:59:05,540
I'd say she's not far
away from having a baby.
442
00:59:40,410 --> 00:59:44,240
How do I feel about
Molly being pregnant?
443
00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,130
When your children grow up
you prepare them,
444
00:59:55,130 --> 00:59:57,260
you nurture them,
445
00:59:57,260 --> 01:00:01,550
you help them in whatever way
you can to get to adulthood
446
01:00:01,550 --> 01:00:03,340
and then live their life.
447
01:00:06,810 --> 01:00:07,890
Molly.
448
01:00:07,890 --> 01:00:13,020
Are you going to have babies?
449
01:00:19,530 --> 01:00:22,200
And in a strange kind of
parallel way, I feel like
450
01:00:22,200 --> 01:00:25,660
I've done that with Molly.
451
01:00:31,620 --> 01:00:35,250
It's almost like if Molly
comes back with a baby.
452
01:00:36,630 --> 01:00:39,800
I'll feel like
I've done my job.
453
01:00:42,300 --> 01:00:45,850
I've arrived.
454
01:01:49,280 --> 01:01:51,160
By May.
455
01:01:51,160 --> 01:01:55,000
Molly's visits
became very regular.
456
01:01:55,000 --> 01:01:58,670
But we noticed a
change in her behavior.
457
01:02:00,630 --> 01:02:04,340
She seemed exhausted.
458
01:02:05,380 --> 01:02:09,140
And instead of wanting to hang
out and fish around the pontoon.
459
01:02:09,140 --> 01:02:12,930
She just wanted to sleep.
460
01:02:16,440 --> 01:02:19,610
And she slept a lot.
461
01:02:27,110 --> 01:02:30,280
And then one day, when
she paid us a visit.
462
01:02:30,280 --> 01:02:33,370
We found out why.
463
01:02:43,590 --> 01:02:47,430
Ohhh, look.
464
01:02:48,970 --> 01:02:54,140
Awh look at that!
465
01:02:58,770 --> 01:03:01,270
Good golly Miss Molly.
466
01:03:05,820 --> 01:03:08,490
Oh how cute is that?
467
01:03:13,240 --> 01:03:16,500
Molly's a mum Jade!
468
01:03:38,180 --> 01:03:42,150
I mean that's really big,
he must be 9 or 10 weeks old.
469
01:03:48,900 --> 01:03:50,950
She's a bit narky!
470
01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:56,200
Oh!
471
01:04:00,250 --> 01:04:02,250
Shove over!
472
01:04:06,920 --> 01:04:09,670
Put your
teeth away cub!
473
01:04:51,130 --> 01:04:54,390
That's... I'm
trying to get some sleep.
474
01:04:55,970 --> 01:04:59,390
Look it is,
I'm tired you, get away!
475
01:05:09,230 --> 01:05:12,650
She must be leaving the baby
in there, going away fishing
476
01:05:12,650 --> 01:05:15,320
and then coming back but
that's it in there on its own.
477
01:05:16,240 --> 01:05:19,290
He looks quite happy
478
01:05:25,500 --> 01:05:27,340
Soon Molly's
cub would be going
479
01:05:27,340 --> 01:05:30,460
everywhere with her.
480
01:05:32,210 --> 01:05:36,180
And that's when Billy
would need to back right off.
481
01:05:37,470 --> 01:05:40,060
So it would keep
its fear of humans.
482
01:05:43,270 --> 01:05:45,810
But he told me that
there was one last thing
483
01:05:45,810 --> 01:05:48,230
that he had to do.
484
01:05:51,730 --> 01:05:54,610
To say goodbye.
485
01:05:57,280 --> 01:05:59,910
So, I bought him a gift.
486
01:06:03,080 --> 01:06:05,920
Right, strip!
487
01:06:07,960 --> 01:06:10,460
Your skin's all red.
488
01:06:13,460 --> 01:06:15,010
I feel like you're
forcing me into this.
489
01:06:15,010 --> 01:06:18,340
I am!
490
01:06:18,840 --> 01:06:20,810
{\an8}It's meant to be tight though.
491
01:06:20,810 --> 01:06:23,640
I don't know.
492
01:06:23,640 --> 01:06:26,140
{\an8}Get my arm in
the other sleeve.
493
01:06:33,860 --> 01:06:34,990
There we go.
494
01:06:34,990 --> 01:06:37,030
Sorted!
495
01:06:46,540 --> 01:06:48,460
It was over a year ago
that Molly washed up
496
01:06:48,460 --> 01:06:51,040
right here on this jetty.
497
01:06:55,050 --> 01:06:57,430
And there's a whole part of
her world that I have never
498
01:06:57,430 --> 01:07:00,550
seen or been any part of.
499
01:07:08,560 --> 01:07:11,110
She always comes
into my world,
500
01:07:11,110 --> 01:07:13,480
but I've never taken
the step into hers.
501
01:07:21,780 --> 01:07:26,330
But I know I should,
I want to,
502
01:07:28,500 --> 01:07:31,630
to see it with her.
503
01:09:02,380 --> 01:09:06,970
Now she's a mum, it's like she's
taking life more seriously.
504
01:09:29,330 --> 01:09:33,830
She's still got her sense
of fun, that's not gone.
505
01:09:43,420 --> 01:09:47,640
And I guess some of
that has rubbed off on me.
506
01:10:09,240 --> 01:10:12,410
She's not hassling me for fish,
507
01:10:12,410 --> 01:10:15,210
or bothering me
for some attention,
508
01:10:15,210 --> 01:10:18,420
or digging up Susan's
flowers in the garden
509
01:10:18,830 --> 01:10:20,380
or pooping in my boat,
510
01:10:20,380 --> 01:10:24,220
chasing Jade from her ball.
511
01:10:25,090 --> 01:10:28,640
She's just her.
512
01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:32,850
Completely unattached from me.
513
01:10:47,450 --> 01:10:52,870
I see the creature
beyond the character.
514
01:10:55,500 --> 01:11:00,630
So graceful,
absolutely in her element.
515
01:11:04,210 --> 01:11:07,760
She's just, perfect.
516
01:11:25,440 --> 01:11:30,110
And then that little switch
in her head flicks,
517
01:11:30,740 --> 01:11:33,240
and she's off.
518
01:11:39,160 --> 01:11:43,250
And I'm left alone.
519
01:11:48,050 --> 01:11:50,970
Except I'm not, am I?
520
01:11:52,970 --> 01:11:56,640
โช Tilting with each
sudden kick โช
521
01:11:57,810 --> 01:11:59,810
โช Shimmer and twisting โช
522
01:11:59,810 --> 01:12:03,150
โช So bright and fresh pelt โช
523
01:12:03,150 --> 01:12:06,860
โช Heaving the cool
at your neck โช
524
01:12:07,780 --> 01:12:12,450
โช Turn water to wind as you
swing through the sea โช
525
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:22,170
โช Surface resurface again โช
526
01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:28,420
โช When you plunge
into this heaven โช
527
01:12:28,420 --> 01:12:33,010
โช Light around you glimmers โช
528
01:12:33,510 --> 01:12:37,260
โช Suddenly you're out of view โช
529
01:12:37,260 --> 01:12:42,350
โช But not alone cause
I slipped right through โช
530
01:12:42,350 --> 01:12:45,770
โช Till almost dawn โช
531
01:12:51,450 --> 01:12:55,200
Cold, my wetsuit's
digging into my neck;
532
01:12:56,490 --> 01:13:00,410
my mask's leaking and the
saltwater's stinging my eyes,
533
01:13:01,080 --> 01:13:05,500
and I need a wee,
but I don't care.
534
01:13:12,970 --> 01:13:16,470
Because I'm lost to this.
535
01:13:43,410 --> 01:13:48,250
And that line that
separates us from nature.
536
01:13:53,010 --> 01:13:55,880
Molly's world from mine.
537
01:14:02,060 --> 01:14:05,350
If she showed me anything,
538
01:14:05,350 --> 01:14:08,110
it's that there is no line.
539
01:14:13,740 --> 01:14:18,490
โช Pretend with the
song of the skylark โช
540
01:14:18,490 --> 01:14:23,330
โช In the court of today,
we all carry on โช
541
01:14:23,330 --> 01:14:26,920
โช Stand with the
legs of a heron โช
542
01:14:28,290 --> 01:14:33,630
โช Let water pass over peat
under the bird โช
543
01:14:43,430 --> 01:14:45,520
Molly came
into our lives,
544
01:14:45,520 --> 01:14:48,940
probably when we
needed her most;
545
01:14:51,610 --> 01:14:54,740
and she changed us.
546
01:14:56,530 --> 01:14:58,910
It's a good size.
547
01:14:59,360 --> 01:15:01,870
She opened
our eyes again.
548
01:15:01,870 --> 01:15:04,410
Have a look.
549
01:15:04,750 --> 01:15:09,210
Reminded us of who
we were, not who we'd become.
550
01:15:11,670 --> 01:15:13,090
I've lost them.
551
01:15:13,090 --> 01:15:16,090
Oh, there they are.
552
01:15:18,590 --> 01:15:23,560
Beauty's a powerful thing when
it catches you off guard,
553
01:15:24,470 --> 01:15:27,980
and Molly showed us that,
554
01:15:28,600 --> 01:15:31,480
and she knew nothing about it.
555
01:15:31,480 --> 01:15:36,070
โช When I see you close or deep โช
556
01:15:36,070 --> 01:15:41,370
โช I pack my sphere on water โช
557
01:15:41,370 --> 01:15:47,540
โช Suddenly you're far
beyond with a shot โช
558
01:15:47,540 --> 01:15:52,750
โช As I sit here holding
by your home โช
559
01:15:57,840 --> 01:16:02,590
โช I will sit here
waiting by your home โช
560
01:16:06,220 --> 01:16:08,810
What will
we have for dinner?
561
01:16:08,810 --> 01:16:12,650
Umm, Haddock?
562
01:16:13,060 --> 01:16:16,730
I am
sick of haddock.
563
01:16:18,940 --> 01:16:23,200
Well, we've got
quite a lot to get through.
564
01:16:23,200 --> 01:16:26,240
We've got a
whole freezer full.
565
01:17:18,300 --> 01:17:22,340
I've got a present,
this is for you.
566
01:17:28,390 --> 01:17:33,350
Oh, oooh!
567
01:17:33,350 --> 01:17:35,060
Catch?
568
01:17:35,060 --> 01:17:36,940
Good girl!
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