All language subtitles for Married.At.First.Sight.S17E21.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[EZTVx.to]_Subtitles01.ENG

- Marrying a stranger
is crazy.

- ♪ Am I dreaming, dreaming

- Oh.

Hearing her say
that she couldn't marry me

was the biggest failure
of my life.

I want to continue
to follow through

with wanting a divorce.

- I would like a divorce.

- I would like
to get a divorce.

- I'm excited to say
I want to stay married.

- I need to be with Austin
without the cameras

and without production

and just rebuilding
what I hope we can have.

- Are you willing to get
married at first sight again?

- I most definitely am, yes.

[laughter]

- ♪ I've got dreams
I can follow, follow ♪

- We've really leaned in
to accepting each other

for exactly who we are.

- Austin, did you go out
last night?

- Yeah.
- Any producers there?

- No.

Went out with my friends.

- Just be honest.

- He is going to be the
perfect guy for someone.

I don't think it's me.

- ♪ I am free

♪ I am me

♪ I am who I want to be

- And tonight,
while most transition

to life after Decision Day--

- It'd be nice to have men
to help us with this [bleep].

Too bad they were [bleep]twads.

- Do you want to be
more than friends?

- Honestly, I think that would
be a huge benefit regardless.

- Yeah.

- One couple has
less than three weeks

until it's their time
to decide.

- How many foster children
are in this dream of yours?

- Probably, you know,
maybe five at a time.

- Five at a time?

[dramatic musical sting]

- I really have no intentions
of ever speaking to her again.

- Oh, [bleep].

- Do you have any regrets
about the whole thing?

- Uh...

- I reached out to Becca,
and that was a mistake.

- It's going to be
hard for me to move on.

- If Decision Day
was tomorrow,

I might be feeling
like it's a no.

- I would be feeling like
I have insufficient data.

♪

- Happy one monthiversary.

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- This is
"Married at First Sight."

- ♪ There's no other way

♪

♪ It's all or nothing

- ♪ Even if we sometimes
get our wires crossed ♪

♪ We will always find
each other when we get lost ♪

- So with the girls.

We don't--we don't leave
each other's sides.

The funny thing that
we wanted to document

is that none of our husbands,
our now ex-husbands,

have not texted us whatsoever
after yesterday,

which it seems like to some
extent, while different,

we all deserve
some sort of apology.

- Like, if he was willing
to lie about that in front

of three people who literally
saw him out at a bar,

like, what else
has he lied about?

And what else would he
be willing to lie about?

- I will say that
Cameron leaving,

I feel like
I knew he felt guilty--

- Me too.

- He could not
look me in the eye.

- And he raised
his voice at me.

- The issue is that
these men do not know how

to decipher their emotions.

- I do think that what we
all know, us girls, is that--

- We got each other.

And we've--we've
strengthened our backbones.

- Yes.
- Mm-hmm.

- And like--
- And I'm so grateful.

Again--

- Couldn't have done it
without us all.

- Very grateful to you--
to you for that.

- So stay tuned.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

[cow moos]

♪

[goat bleats]

- Right here.

♪

- Hi!
- Hi!

- So glad you're here.

- Oh, so happy to be here.
I'm Chloe.

- Chloe, I'm Andrea.

I'm the director
of Broken Shovels.

- I've always dreamed of
having an animal sanctuary

since I was a little girl.

And so I thought
bringing Michael today

to get a feel for what
it might look like for us

in the future is just
the absolute best way

to spend the afternoon.

It's probably not a life
he ever envisioned.

But it's something that
I would hope that Michael

could really lean into
and be open to.

- For you and for you.

- Awesome.
- Perfect.

- And then these are
your patting gloves.

So if you each wear one of
these, as you're going around,

the goats are going
to love you so much.

These are like brushes and
gloves at the same time.

[upbeat music]

♪

- Let's go pet some babies.

- So first thing
we're going to do

is we're going to
meet Miss Lila Moo.

- OK.

- Lila Moo is one of two
disabled, immobile cows

in the country that is
currently living in sanctuary.

- Hmm.
- Aww.

- This is her.

She is--oh, you're crying.

You're so sweet.

But she is--

- Does she love carrots?

- She brings on a lot of tears,
a lot of happy tears.

She may take a little
tip of a carrot.

She likes horn rubs.

So just take that little tip
off of that carrot for her.

She's kind of a little
surprise angel sent to us.

- Is there any particular area
that she speci--

like, really enjoys being pat?

- If you go under
her chin, that--

that sort of flappy neck area.

- Like right here?

- Yes, you got it.

You're a pro.

So she has a wheelchair
as well

if she needs to get a little
adventure, but being out here,

she can see
the whole sanctuary.

She stays very engaged.

- I personally haven't ever
pictured living on a farm,

you know, for my own future.

But seeing Lila--
this place is providing her

such a high quality
of life.

I'm actually
emotionally touched.

And so it's really fulfilling

to kind of see
and be a part of.

- One of these days,
this will be my life.

I can feel it.

OK.

- All right, so we're going
to go see all the goats.

- Oh.

Hi, everybody.

Oh, my gosh, this is my dream.

Hi!

- These are all of our old--

old goats.

These guys are doing
their golden years.

Arnie's going to stay
in here with the old--

with the old goats.

- You stay here, buddy.

- So...
- How are ya?

- Your work today,
of course, where there's goats,

there's going to be poop.

We want them to have
nice--nice places to lay.

- OK.

- So you guys will
be raking up piles.

And then later, our bobcat will
come through and scoop it up

and take it to our compost.
- Great.

Put us to work.

- Million dollar
volunteers, so--

- You can be on
pet patrol right now.

I'm going to literally start
raking this [bleep] up.

- [laughing]
Oh.

Oh, this is amazing.

What a dream day.

So my dream, actually,
has always been

since I was a little kiddo
to have an animal sanctuary,

live and be a part of
everything that we're doing,

and feel like they have
a sense of love and purpose

and all the good stuff,
so this is a big one.

So what do you think
about my dream here?

- In your dream, how does it
compare size-wise to this?

- This is bigger than I would--

than I would do probably.

- Would you say half the size?

- Yeah, probably
about half the size.

Really depends upon
the animals

that would need
to be brought in.

- Do you envision it
kind of 50% farm animals,

50%, like, potentially
domesticated animals?

- I'd say anything that
wants a permanent home,

probably hospice.

- So more like senior?

- Yes.
- Across the board,

farm animals and--
- Seniors, special needs,

any of the animals
that just needs a home.

And in recent years,

that has expanded
to an animal sanctuary

where we have our foster kiddos
that get to come and just

kind of enjoy unconditional
love from animals.

Would be really nice, so--

- Do you imagine foster
children like in parallel

with the sanctuary, or pre,

or after the sanctuary
is up and running?

- I feel like it's, uh,

definitely going to be
a pre-sanctuary thing.

Sanctuary is going
to take some time.

But I would love
for foster kiddos

to definitely come
prior to that.

- How many foster children
are in this dream of yours?

- Probably, you know,
maybe five at a time.

- Five at a time?

[tense music]

- And the older kids.

I'm not looking for
the little kids.

Little kids tend to be
pretty easy to place.

I'm looking for the older
kiddos that are a little more

challenging because
they typically

come with some
behavior issues

that might be tough
to navigate.

I would love middle school,
high school kiddos.

- Middle school, high school?
- Yeah.

- OK.

- And we'll see
how it all goes.

Got to have the space.

I want each kiddo to
have their own bedroom

so they can feel like they
have a place of their own.

- OK, that's not
a small-ass space.

Can't really--I don't
think there's any--

any apartments in
the neighboring cities

that would accommodate that.

- I mean, it's a journey,
and there's a lot to consider.

- Would we be aligned?

Because my whole thing in
the case of foster children,

like that--

that feels like it requires a
different type of engagement,

you know?

- It does.

There's a lot to learn,
but I think it all starts with

just having a heart that
is ready to give the love

that these kiddos deserve.

- Sure.

- Same with these animals,
you know?

And nothing worth
having is easy.

It's all got to be
a little difficult.

- I'm concerned that our
passion for fostering children

and having
an animal sanctuary

are on significantly
different levels.

For me, I'd imagine five
would be quite the endeavor.

But in terms of
where we're at,

I don't feel like it would
be appropriate necessarily

for me to press on that.

Because right now I just want
to understand her vision.

You know, and then once
we get closer and once

we start marching
towards a future,

then we could have
the conversations

when they're more appropriate.

Prior to you,
I hadn't conceptualized

being on a farm, you know,

pursuing foster children
or anything like that.

I just--it had never--

it had never crossed my mind,
to be honest with you.

- Well, you know,
it's a lot to take in.

But I would love to do that.

You know that I--

I just want to make
these dreams a reality.

♪

[laughs]

♪

[pensive pop music]

♪

- ♪ Picking up the pieces

♪ Of my broken heart

♪ Broken heart

♪ You took me for granted

♪ Just admit it

♪

♪ Thought that things
would get better ♪

[knocking on door]

- Come in!

♪

Hi, lover!
- Hi, honey!

- How we doing?
- Good.

You?
- You know.

- Did you shower?
- I did.

- Wow!
- Wow!

- What does that feel like?

- Oh, now you're like,
I wouldn't know.

- I have no idea.
- Oh, it was--

I needed it.

So refreshing.
- Yeah.

Do you have all
your stuff packed?

- All of it.
It's all in my car.

I literally threw things
in trash bags

that were just like--
- I would've helped you.

- Let's go.

- No, literally,
it took me like an hour.

- Yeah?

- I didn't have that much.

- It's not the full move out,
you know?

- Right. Right.

♪

So have you talked to Austin?

- I talked to him this morning.

But, look, I--I was
expecting to hear an apology.

- Of course.

- And it was him saying,
like, he doesn't understand

why he can't have
our producer as a friend

and me as a wife.

- He doesn't get it.
- No.

I don't want anything to do
with people like that

because I've worked
hard enough.

- Absolutely.

- Like, I have definitely
had those toxic traits

in relationships in the past.

Like, I have gaslit people.
I have been controlling.

And, like, I did the work
to not be that again.

- Absolutely.

- And I can't be
in a relationship

with someone who
hasn't done that work.

- No. It's just sad,
but I'm proud of you.

And it's time that we move on.
- Yeah.

And I think it's going to
be hard for me to move on.

Like, I still loved Austin

for so many
different parts of him.

- Right.

- Maybe in
a different lifetime,

maybe we could have worked,
but that's not where we're at.

- It's not reality.

♪

- I really did think that
Austin and I had a shot.

And less than 24 hours later,
that all crumbled.

And it's sad
and disappointing.

And yeah, there's always
a what could have been.

But now I just have
to use this time

to move forward and move on.

- So what are you going
to do with the fish?

Do you know?

- If the side of anger
were to speak today--

- [laughs]
The anger side.

- I would take one of them.

But then the ethical side
of me is like,

I don't want to
separate the fish.

Like, they need
to stay together.

But hot damn,
high school Becca would have

been taking that damn fish.

Like "Legally Blonde,"

"going to take the dogs," or
whatever the [bleep] she says.

[laughter]

I'm taking the fish.

I don't know what the
future holds for me,

but I just know that
I need a partner that

is honest with themselves.

Nobody's perfect.

We're humans.

But I think there's
a certain level of trust

that you need to have
with your partner

to make the relationship work.

And so I'm looking forward
to a little change in pace.

And I'm going to take
a page out of Austin's book

and just live in the moment.

♪

Let me grab this.

- You better give your
fishies a goodbye kissy.

- Aww.

You're going to have
a new mom one day.

And it won't be me, but I bet
she's going to be great.

And she's going
to be Christian.

And she'll pray over you.

And you guys will
be best friends.

Bye, honeys.
[smooches]

♪

- ♪ Made me believe in

♪

♪ Made me believe in us

♪

♪ Made me believe in

- Ooh, one done.

♪

Damn, I have a lot of [bleep].

[phone rings]

Oh, no!

Hi.
What's up?

- Hey, do you want to chat?

- Yeah.

I'm in the midst of moving out.

It is time to go back to
Emily party of one and do me.

- How are you feeling
about moving out?

- I mean, yeah, I'm excited,
bittersweet, sad.

I just hate change.

Like, I'm sad,
but, like,

I also think I haven't had time
to process anything,

like the accident, this.

So I do know that
being alone

is going to be a little tricky
for me and not having people.

So I just don't really know
what to expect, like,

if I'm going to, like,
have a meltdown anytime soon,

you know?

- Yeah, because it's not like
you just went on vacation.

It's like you moved
into this place.

You created a life
with someone.

Like, there's a lot of, like--
it's almost grief, right?

- Yeah.

I mean, I've been
definitely grieving.

But, I mean, honestly,
like, you know me.

I think like going back to
bopping and being a nomad

and just travel, travel,
travel, travel is, like,

really actually what I need.

So while it sounds
exhausting in this moment,

I think it's going
to really help, like,

not get into, like,
a very deep, dark place.

- Are you feeling,
like, anxious

or, like,
have you shed tears?

- I've been crying a lot.

And then I get sad.

And then I get,
like, depressed.

And then I get, like, angry.

But I think actually--like,
I might actually get

very sad when I'm, like,
in my room alone.

- Yeah.

And it might feel weird when
you get back to your new spot

for like a week or two.

But I feel like eventually
you'll get to the other side,

and it will not
feel so painful.

- I'm, like, excited
now to grow from this,

but also, like, learn exactly
what to avoid with a partner.

But also, I feel like this
is just going to make me, like,

better to be a better partner.

I just shifted priorities, and,
like, I'm thankful for that.

And no regrets.

Yeah, I would not take
any of this back.

And I think it's, like,
what I really needed.

And although it was not
at all how I expected it,

I think, like,
I'm going to be, like,

so much better off
and stronger for it.

And so I'm
appreciative of that.

It won't be easy, but first up
is leaving this space behind.

- It's just going to
get better and better.

You just have to,
like, have fun.

- Roll with it and keep riding
the wave, but it's a new wave.

It's a new ocean.

- It's a new ocean.

- Well, you know, I love you.

Have fun.
And I'll talk to you tonight.

- OK.
Talk to you later.

- Yep. Bye.

This is the end of
Emily and Brennan,

and then kind of, like,

the start of Emily
happened here in the past week.

So I think it just
has come full circle.

- I don't know.

Because I've been
emotional all week.

But yeah, I mean,
this has brought

a lot of different
perspectives.

- ♪ Stop fighting the fight

♪ I'm sorry
you've been waiting ♪

-It's just really time to
get my life back in order

and just start, like,
the new beginning after this.

♪

- ♪ I see your fear

♪ I know you're freed

- ♪ Only

♪ Only you can lift me up

- There's a lot of stuff
in there, Becca.

- I'm ready.

- Remember, I'm crippled.

- [laughs]
I'm here to help.

- I don't even know
where to begin.

- Oh, Jesus.

- I really committed, dude.

- You really moved in.

- I really did.

- You really did
the damn thing.

OK.

♪

It'd be nice to have men
to help us with this [bleep].

Too bad they were [bleep]twads.

- We're so strong
and independent.

- And just like that--

- Just a lot of work.

- Two single girls
back in Denver.

- Becca is literally the most
well-articulated,

powerful, feminist,
just strong person.

Like, she honestly
has been giving me

all the advice
from the beginning.

She has always
the right words to say.

And she's going to be
a lifelong friend after this

and definitely one
that I'm going

to be leaning on for sure.

- It's going to feel so good
once you get settled in.

- I know.

- It's funny because when
I look back on the honeymoon,

I just think of,
like, baby us

who were like,
we're going to be great.

This is going to work.

Like, we've--
we've got good guys.

Like--and then it just,
like, slowly unraveled,

but in a way that it wasn't
like one big explosion.

It was just like
each of us being like, wait,

this isn't right.

Wait, this isn't right.
- Mm-mm.

- That's not right.

And then it started
to slowly turn

into anger for both of us.

- I think what we both want is
just, like, focus on us again.

- Yeah.

I never liked dating,

but [bleep] no
am I going out there.

Because, like,
I don't want to go out there

until I work on everything
I need to work through.

- Same, and I don't want
to go out there--

- And, like, my time and energy
for that right now--

- Yeah.
- And so many other things.

- I don't want
to go on a date

until I know that I can
be a better partner

than I was to Austin.

Like, every time--
each relationship,

I want to be the better
version of myself

and a better partner.

- They obviously feel
like they can treat us

that way for a reason.

So have you gone back to
your drawing board of, like,

why you think?

So, yeah, that's really
what I'm curious to know.

And that's where I think I have
a very pivotal opportunity

because I think,

fortunate, unfortunate
first relationship.

But it's the first relationship
that I think can steer me away

from, like, literally
so many other bad ones,

which I think is, like, a very,
very, very positive thing

coming out of this.
- Yeah. Yeah.

- Because I just know
where this could go.

And I know this track record
is most likely.

- It could be a pattern,

but you're not going
to let it be a pattern.

And also, you're doing the work
to make sure

that anything that you brought
toxic into the relationship

won't also be a pattern.

- Like, I think, yeah, I can
maybe handle myself better,

but like--

- I think when you learn
to put boundaries up

and you know your
worth and you know

how you're willing
to be treated,

there's going to be an
easier way to communicate

that than with rage.

If you feel safe, if you feel
seen, if you feel respected,

there's not as much urgency
to be reactive like that.

Because you feel like
you can take the time

to actually express
your emotions

and know that they'll be heard.

- That's where I know, like,
I've come a long way because

I used to always just react.

- Mm.
You were really reactive.

I could say that for you.

- I know, but I have really
realized through this

I've come actually
a really long [bleep] way.

- Yeah.
And--

- And you're going to
keep going further.

- Yeah.

- But I just want you
to know what

an amazing partner you're
going to be to someone someday.

Because the way that
you are accepting

of people's criticism,
the way that you just

want to have fun, I imagine
you maybe one day as a mom

if you want to do that.

And I just think
your partner is going

to be so lucky because
you are willing to give

up some of that control.

And I think you learned that.

And I think one day
some guy is going

to swoop in and just be like,

what the [bleep]
was this guy doing?

- I know.
Same.

♪

♪

- I'm kind of finishing up
the move from apartment

back into my old spot.

Morning!

- Bag lady over here.

- Definitely going to
miss living with Becca,

but I'm just excited
to be back in a place

where I can, like, kind of
get back to my routines

and, like, normal habits.

- So, Austin,
I'm really glad that

you brought back dish towels.

- I know.
We got a lot of towels.

We got to get rid
of some stuff.

- I mean, you know,
we're combining households--

- Yeah.

- But not combining
people necessarily.

How are you--

- Not necessarily.

- Feeling about coming
back without a wife?

- It sucks, honestly.

- Was it an explosion
or was it just,

we don't think
this is going to work?

- One of the bigger issues
in our relationship

was the process of filming

and how that made me
feel inauthentic to her.

And after Decision Day, I,
like, went out with a producer.

I didn't think it was
a big deal at the time,

but Becca found out.

And I...lied to her.

♪

And it was a mistake.

I've had [bleep], like,

worst day I've experienced
in like 10 years.

Like, it was--yeah.

Anyway, after the
group meet-up,

I reached out to Becca.

And I was like,
hey, can we talk

about what happened again?

And that was also
probably a mistake.

- Why was that a mistake?
What do you mean?

- So--

- It sounds like what
you should be doing.

- She felt like I should have
taken that time to, like,

think about everything
and think about all the events

and my actions
and all this stuff.

- I mean, do you feel
like you were doing that?

I feel like that's exactly
what you were doing.

- I wasn't.

I just disconnected.
- Oh.

- And I guess she came into
our conversation

basically expecting, like,
an apology, like, immediately.

And when it didn't
start out that way--

- And I've--yeah.
- It didn't.

- Like--
- Yeah.

- Like, that wall--
- It didn't go anywhere.

- Wall dropped, totally.

- Yeah.

- Like, yeah,
I mean, as a girl,

I probably would have assumed
the same thing, I think.

So I--
- Yeah.

- Have you seen her since?

- Nope.

- Oh, my god.

- She told me that
she wanted to...

disconnect from me completely,

unfollow each other
on Instagram,

no talking, none of this.

Just like--
[clicks tongue]

- How do you feel?

- This has been
the hardest time--

♪

Like, the hardest times
of my life.

What's even harder is, like,
she now doesn't, like, trust

or have faith in, like,
our relationship.

You know, she told me that she
was excited to hear my friends

talk about my loyalty

and, like, trust and honesty
and communication

and all that.

And now all of that
is, like, tainted.

- Yeah.

- And it's, like, hard to,
like, have someone who you,

like, deeply care about,
like, think those things.

♪

- I'm sorry.

- It's OK.

- Aww.

♪

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

So--

- So what--where
do you go from here?

♪

- I don't know.

- ♪ We're fading out

♪ Fading out

- ♪ You want to go high

♪ I want to go low

♪ You want to spend days

♪ Watching videos

♪ You wanted to fly

♪ I wanted to fall

- Can you do two of
the crown refreshers?

- Yeah.

- Sweet.
That's perfect.

- Enjoy.

- Thank you.

All right, should we go play?
- Yeah.

Yeah.

Might as well.

- That bartender was
actually really cute.

- Yeah, she was.

- Damn, bro, I'm a single man.

- Someone is single.

♪

Man, so how has it been,
the transition from going--

going from 0 to 60
from 100 to 0?

Because I remember
you--you saying that,

like--like, divorce was
not going to be an option.

- Yeah.

But when, you know,
I was miserable,

I had to kind of put
my pride aside and say,

this isn't working for me.

This is not what
I signed up for.

- Yeah.

- And I had to come
to terms with that.

- I hope this doesn't poison
the idea of marriage for you.

Do you think this whole
experience has done that or--

- No.

I mean, obviously, I'm going to
take a lot of time to myself

and, like, not try to
rush into anything.

- Right, right.

- But it was cool,
you know, having

someone to do a bunch
of [bleep] with,

tackle tasks with.

- Yeah.

Well, now you just
need to find the person

that has the same wavelength.

- Right, right.

- So, I mean, I guess going
forward, what are you--

what are you going to be, like,
more on the lookout for

than you were before
this whole thing?

- You know,
this really did teach me

how to ask more questions,
you know?

- OK.

- Because I would just
ask the questions,

but then that would
be it, you know?

Here it's--they taught you
how to ask questions

to help you get a little
bit deeper and, like,

to think of [bleep] you never
really thought of.

So I'm going to
take some of that

and apply that into my
next one so I can, you know,

get to know someone
a little bit better.

- Get deeper, uncover the
good things and the bad.

♪

I mean, do you have any regrets
about the whole thing?

- No, you know, dude--

- Like, any of the way that
you handled anything or like--

- Obviously, I made
some mistakes, you know?

- Because I wanted it for you.

I wanted you to be happy.

- I did care about Emily,
but there's moments like--

one day I was just, like,
looking through, you know,

our diary cams for memories,
right?

Because we do that a lot.

- Yeah.

- And I saw one
that was just, like,

her just unloading on me
and just talking

a whole bunch of [bleep]
about me.

And I was just like, um,

is it possible
you could delete this?

Because it's kind
of [bleep] up.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- She was--accused me
of being, like, controlling

and, like, all this [bleep].

If you're going to come at me
with these baseless

accusations, then, you know,

we're really just not meant
to be in each other's lives.

So that's that, you know?

- So you feel like you got
hurt a little bit, though,

from all this?

- Yeah.

♪

- I mean, do you think you're
ever going to see her again?

Do you want to?

- I don't really feel the need
to kind of open up

those doors again
and those wounds.

- Does that mean
there's things that

you think require closure?

- I don't have anything
I need to say or--

I'm just trying to
heal for myself.

And that includes just
taking time away from her.

- I just don't want you
to regret it.

- Regret what?

- Just leaving things
unsaid or--you know?

I love Brennan.

And I don't think he's had the
closure from this experience

that he was looking for.

He seems like
there's more to be said.

But if he doesn't want to do
it and he sees no reason to,

I can't tell him otherwise.

- There's nothing left to say.

I mean, I'm just going
to do what's best for me

and walk away from this
with my head up and--

- As long as you think
that's what's best for you,

that's what I want for you.

- Hell yeah, bro.

- That's all--that's
all I care about.

♪

- ♪ Pretty blue eyes

♪ Hollywood smile

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah

- [sighs]

♪

Love it.

Beautiful.

- [vocalizing]

♪

- Oh, I have to go for--
OK, fine.

- You have to come to me.
- Go.

Go.
Come here.

- [laughs]

♪

[both laughing]

♪

- Right now that's like--
that's tentacle action.

That chemistry
with Chloe and I,

like, I would say that's in
an extremely positive place.

And, you know,
after the sex store,

no pun intended, but
slid right into having sex.

And sex with Chloe is great.

I knew we were going to have
great physical chemistry,

and sex was just kind of
the culmination of all that.

So now that we've kind
of crossed this bridge

of foster children and
an animal sanctuary,

let's talk about what
the immediate future

would look like.

Because I am in a high rise.
- Mm-hmm.

- You are in a cutesy flat.

- Yes.

- So what would be
the three things

that would be most important?

- So we will have five animals.

- Yes.

- I think size.

- Size.

- I think access ease.

- OK.
- And I think, um,

probably parking.

- OK.
- Yeah.

- Sure.

- Yeah, it's all the things
we can think about.

Oh, my gosh.
- Thank you.

- Oh, my gosh, no.

That looks amazing.

So how do you feel about maybe

pivoting from an apartment
altogether

and looking at an actual
freestanding house?

- Oh, I'd be fine with a house.

But I would also add--

because you said
your lease is up in June?

- December.
- December?

- Yours is June.

- So we could just
ride your lease out

to not have to deal
with that headache.

♪

- Do you foresee us
living together

in that time or just kind of--

- Well, I would say this.

We would commit
to at least

four to five days

of spending with each other,
two days recharge.

That would be our transition
to, like, full-on cohabitation

when your lease is up.

- Do you think it'll still feel
like we're actually married?

Or do you think this
is an opportunity

for us to fizzle out
if we don't move in together

right away?

- I do think it's
something to consider.

- Yeah.

- It's not something
I'm worried about.

I would--for a frame
of reference,

I would use, like,
when you took time off.

For most people, they would
be like, what the [bleep]?

For me, that was like, no,
that is--that is what we need

to stay as engaged
as we want to be

when we're in
each other's presence.

So though I think it's a--it's
a question worth considering,

it's not a concern that I have.

- Is there anything
that gives you pause?

Because I know,
at the end of the day,

the thought of an
animal sanctuary is a lot.

- Sure.

- The thought of fostering
children is a lot.

So I think I just
want to hear from you,

and safe space--
now is the time to say,

yeah, this stuff scares me
a little bit.

And I'm not quite sure
how I feel about it.

- An animal sanctuary
doesn't scare me.

An animal sanctuary
of 500 animals scares me.

Fostering children
doesn't scare me.

Fostering five of them
scares me.

So what scares me is intensity
and scope, not the idea of it.

- Mm.

- Like, I am great
with two children.

You put four around me, like,

that's going to be a lot
on your boy.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- Here?

- Yeah, I like it.

[line rings]

- Hi.

- Hi.

- You look pretty.

- So do you.

- Glad you guys
can join me today.

- Yeah, likewise.

♪

- So yeah, there's a Venmo
payment waiting for you

that I need to send to you.

[laughs] Do you remember when
I was a good business owner?

- I never thought
I would see this day.

- I just prioritized
Austin way too--

way too much, which isn't
healthy for any relationship.

- To be honest,
I just never thought

that you would be
in a relationship

that would require so much
of your time and energy.

I just never
saw that happening.

- Yeah.

- I also feel for you because

having put so much time
and energy into something that

didn't turn out the way
you wanted to is, like,

also kind of a hard pill
to swallow,

knowing that time and energy
was taken away

from something that
you really do care about.

- I know.

- You also thought
that you were

going to have somebody that
was going to be on your team.

- I know.

- But knowing what we know
now, that's not the case.

- Yeah.

- How are you, dude?
What's up?

How's life?

What's new?

How's this been?

- [laughs]

A lot of questions.

It's been a bit of
a roller coaster.

It's had, like,
a lot of ups and downs

and kind of ending it on--
on a down note, unfortunately.

So it's been tough.

So yeah, tough.

- What'd you do?

- Yeah.

[laughter]

- That's a very fair question.

Yeah, no,
I definitely [bleep] up.

- If you had a partner
that was on your team

and that was lifting you up
and supporting you

in all the right ways,
this will be so hard.

- Yeah.

- That's why
I just don't want you

to be too hard on yourself.

- I'm trying not to be,
but it's, like,

you know that I can be critical
at times of people.

And I have high expectations.

And I can be demanding.

And I don't know if I

maybe did too many
of those things with him.

- From my perspective,
I don't think that

if you would have
been less of that,

that that would have
changed the course

of your relationship.

- I know.

But then I play the game
in my head where I'm like,

oh, well, he was working on x,
and he was working on Y,

and he was working on Z.

And, you know, like, I--

yeah, I do that whole thing.

- The way that you grow,
like, you specifically,

is you talk about things.

And the fact that when you
did that in your marriage,

you got shut down
over and over again

shows you that he wasn't
ready to grow with you.

- Yeah.

- Hindsight being 20/20,
would you have done anything--

have done anything differently?

- Yeah, absolutely.

There's, like, a lot
I would have done differently.

But, you know,
we talked after--

after the argument and kind of,
like, talked about

what happened and what
we wanted for our future.

And basically
the vibe was like,

there's no salvaging this.

- Did you want to?

- Yeah, for sure.

I wanted to make it work.

Like--

- I know you did.
- I liked her.

- You said that.
- Mm-hmm.

- There was, like,
a lot of good

that we had in our relationship
and a lot of similarities

that I loved.

And even some of the
differences, like,

I did like between us.

♪

- You have done
everything in your power

to try to make this work.

- I have no doubt that
Austin will grow from this.

And it sucks to not, like,

reap those benefits
in a certain way.

- Just as long as you know
in the back of your head

that the solution isn't to
run back to him, you know?

♪

- Maybe with time, I'll come
to realize that, you know.

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

- So you're pretty certain
at this point,

like, there's not really
any recovery?

♪

- I don't know.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- How's it going, guys?
- Hi!

- You ready to go?

- Yes.

Ooh, I'm really
excited for this.

The last time
I talked to Orion,

I said that I wasn't going
to be the first to reach out.

But I do want to
give him his credit

and say that
Orion invited me out

to have a little fun
playing, like, dodgeball,

but with bow and arrows.

I feel like this
is a really fun way

to take out some
past aggression

and get a couple shots
off of my ex-husband.

- On my whistle, you can
run in, grab some arrows,

and we're ready to go.

All right.
3, 2, 1.

[whistle blows]

♪

- Oh.

- Oh, nice first shot.

- Oh!

♪

Oh, man!

- Coming for blood.

- You almost broke my glasses.

♪

Ooh!

Let me try that.

- Oh, there's a hit.

- Ooh, I think
that's a second hit.

♪

- Oh, he got me.

♪

- 3, 2, 1.

[whistle blows]

- I'm so out of breath
right now.

- I think I counted three hits
on you and only one on her.

I think she might have you
beat at some archery.

- Good game.
There was one.

I think it was over here.

Like, zoom,
just right past my head.

- Yeah, I was aiming
for your head.

- Yeah.
[laughs]

- All right, guys.
Hopefully, you had some fun.

If you want to hang out,
feel free.

I'll bring you guys
some drinks.

- All right.
Thank you so much.

- No problem.

- But this was fun.

Yeah, I really enjoyed this.

I'm not going to lie.

I did enjoy shooting you.
[laughs]

- You got me right
in the heart.

Yeah, that was in the chest.

- Perfect aim.

[both laugh]

- So how are you doing?

- I want you to know
I'm doing really well.

Like, better than before
I came into this process,

I think, just because
it's like, yeah,

it didn't work out.

But let's look at the growth
that came from it.

So--

- It's kind of like the
blessing or a lesson?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.

I thought it was a
blessing and a lesson.

- Yeah?
- I feel blessed.

- I would agree.
I would agree.

It was definitely--
I definitely felt blessed.

But, you know, I got
a hard lesson through it, so--

but, you know,
I mean, you know,

with that, you know,
I am doing really good.

- Are you going to
start dating soon?

Or have you been dating?

- I don't know.

I feel like I'm not quite done
in this process with you.

♪

- So I'm a little confused.

Like, what--because
I know we left off on,

yeah, let's--like,
friendship is on the table.

But do you want to be
more than friends?

- I have been
thinking about that.

- OK, so that means yes.

- I'm kind of on board

to have
the uncomfortable conversation.

Because I don't want to
leave things unresolved.

I think that would--

honestly, I think that
would be a huge benefit,

just to talk about all of it.

And so there's not anything
either one of us

is hanging on to.

- I don't really think
I'm hanging onto anything.

But I guess we can discuss
having that discussion.

- OK.
Yeah.

I mean, I'm open for it.

♪

- OK.

♪

I don't know.
I don't know.

I just got to see where
I'm at with everything

and, like I said,
how much effort

I want to expel to this dynamic
at this point in my life--

- Sure, sure.

- just because
I feel like my effort

might be used elsewhere

and used better elsewhere
right now.

I just don't know
if it's going to be good.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

[line ringing]

- Yeah?

- Hey, what's up, guy?

Last time we were together,
I would say

that was pretty much like
a shootout.

So how are you feeling
after that conversation?

I know you kind of bounced
early and everything, so...

- I would have
preferred a standoff.

But you're right,
it was more of a shootout.

I mean, there were a few
things that, you know, that

kicked me off to begin with,
where, you know, the whole--

thing of saying there's
a theme of the men silencing

the women, which definitely,

for lack of a better
description, triggered me.

Because throughout
my marriage,

there was literally never once
ever said to Clare,

you can't say this,
you can't do that,

you can't anything, right?

It's always been, please,
make sure you express yourself.

And watching Clare kind of
be Emily's puppet master--

- Mm-hmm.

- Where everything
Emily was doing

was being coordinated
by Clare.

And it all clicked
for me that

that could've been
my entire marriage.

And every step of the way,

Clare had lied to me
to try and get

some type of reaction
out of me.

I'm now very glad that
I'm divorcing Clare.

And frankly,
I really have no intentions

of ever speaking to her again.

- Oh, [bleep].
- Anyway, sorry.

That's--

- Hey, I'm here
for you to vent.

I'm here for you to vent.

So please feel free.

- Gotta get some
of my questions.

I got to get some
questions in too.

- What's on your mind there?

- All I've heard
through the grapevine

is, like, you guys
are doing better

than some of
the other couples, right?

- I will validate what
the grapevine has whispered

to you, that throughout
this journey,

things have been
primarily really good.

- That's awesome.

- I think for me,
what I'm trying to sort through

in terms of, you know, figuring
out where I'm going to land

on Decision Day
is just how I feel

about my own emotional growth.

How do I feel about
my readiness,

willingness, and ability
to continue in a marriage?

Which I'm just in a space
right now where I'm, you know,

navigating those emotions
so that I can come

into Decision Day
with a very clear answer

and a clear understanding
of how I feel.

- Yeah.

I mean, you have to
understand that that's--

that begs a lot of questions.

One thing I might
be thinking about

if I was in your position,
like, how do we actually

fit into each other's,
like, long-term lives

and lifestyles?

- I think for me, it's
specifically how I'm feeling.

Do I feel like I'm
coming out the other end,

you know, in an emotional place
to continue to foster

not just a marriage,
but this marriage?

- You might consider saying,
hey, you know,

let's maybe, you know,

be less serious
about the marriage

after this experience
to kind of make sure that

the seriousness of the marriage

is organic and comes back
naturally.

- For me, kind of the mindset
is, you know, it's not asking,

do you want to
continue to date?

It's asking, do you want
to still continue

to work on this marriage,

which means a lot to me.

- You want to focus on,

are we over the goal line,

or have we come up
a yard short?

- Exactly.
Exactly.

- You know, if I was in
your position and I was with

someone--if I was with
someone who, you know,

we got along well,
like, I liked them,

you know, there's more of each
other that we can explore,

I'm the kind of person
who's going to be like,

well, I'm going to say yes
no matter what.

- Look, man, I want to
go into Decision Day.

Leading up to it,
I want to have

all the tools I can to make
the best decision possible.

So I really do appreciate
your thoughts there.

- Yeah, of course.

And any time before
or any time after, you know,

you want to chat,
you know, hit me up.

I definitely don't
envy you, honestly.

- [laughs]

- Because the fact that you
guys are still trying to, like,

work it out, that actually
makes it really, really hard.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- Oh.
[laughs]

- It's a cute setup, right?
- Oh.

That is so sweet.

- I wanted to bring Chloe
here to the beer spa

for our one-month anniversary,
because this past week

we've really had to envision
what our future looks like,

which can, you know,
be a little stressful.

So what I was thinking
is like, oh,

it's really nice to
kind of just take a moment.

Just relax and reflect.

I'm going to get naked.
- Oh.

- I need to get naked.
- Are you?

- Yes.

Even if it's only
going to reduce

my temperature by a fraction.

- [laughs]
- [grunts]

- Oh, oh, oh, wring those out.

Dang.

- Oh, god,
I feel so much better.

- It feels like you would.

- Wide open right now.

- Me next.
Just kidding. Just kidding.

I feel happy and peaceful

and, like, this is probably

the healthiest relationship
I've ever been in

in my entire life.

- I feel very fond of the
person in front of me.

And, like, I've had
a taste of what it's like

to have someone who will
perpetually and unequivocally

have your back.

- That's beautiful.

Is there anything
that you wanted

and you feel like
you didn't get?

Or is there anything
that you got

that you didn't really want?

- If you would have
asked me, hey,

we want to set you up with a
woman that wants to start up

a sanctuary, I probably
wouldn't have been like,

you know what?
- That's what I want to do.

- That's what I want.

But I didn't actively
call out, hey,

no animal sanctuaries,
[bleep] damn it.

And at the very least,
I do love animals.

So yeah.

- OK.

That makes sense.
- How about you?

Was there anything you asked
for and did not receive

and something that you received
that you were like, ah,

if you would have told me,
I probably would have said,

I don't want that.

- You know,
the thing with me is

I came into this process
asking for an empathetic man

who wanted to love me harder

than he's ever loved
anyone before.

- What'd he look like?

- Ironically enough,
I asked specifically

for a 6'3" man bun
with yoga muscles

that I met in the Whole Foods
produce section.

- OK.

- You're coming in
at a hot 5'11".

- Sure.

- You got that hair
tied up in a bun.

- I do.

- We have a Whole Foods
beneath us.

I feel like we can
work out this fantasy.

- Yoga muscles?

- Yoga muscles, boxing muscles.

I'll meet you in
the squash, baby.

- Mm.
- [laughs]

Do you feel like we are on the
trajectory where we're going

to start feeling like
we are each other's person

and throwing around
that L word?

- Oh, do I think we're in
a trajectory to be in love?

Is that what you're asking me?
- That's what I'm asking.

- Yeah, I think we can
grow at it at our own pace

and still be at it
in a place we're saying,

no, we're on a
trajectory of where

we could one day be in love.

- Cool.
OK.

I want to make sure
that we are aligned.

So if Decision Day
was tomorrow--

- What would I say?
- What would you say?

- Aw.

Well, I would say that
I feel that we're trending

in the positive direction
towards a yes.

What I would need
to say yes

is just feel like that
we've not only solidified

and created
an emotional connection,

which I think we did, but we've
sustained it and progressed it

to a degree not just
where I would say like,

I want to continue dating you,
because it's not dating,

you know, but that I want to
continue in this marriage,

which I think is, like,
a significant level up.

That's what I would say I need.

- Oh.

I think I might be kind of
hearing a little bit

that if Decision Day
was tomorrow,

you might be feeling like
it's a no.

- I would be feeling like
I have insufficient data.

- Thank you for being
honest about that.

♪

Happy one monthiversary.

♪

- ♪ New levels

♪ New heights

♪ Yeah, I'm flying high

♪ Push the pedal
to the metal ♪

♪ Yeah, it's time to shine

♪

- Hello.

- Hi.

- I'm Becca.
- Nice to meet you.

I'm Monica.
- Emily.

Nice to meet you.

- Nice to meet you, Emily.

Have you gotten your
aura photos done before?

- Never.

- No, I have actually never--
which is really exciting

because I'm very much
into, like,

the supernatural stuff.

- Awesome.

This will be a really great and
fun experience for you both.

- We wanted to get
an aura reading today

because me and Emily
are dealing with

the end of our marriages.

- We're about to embark
on a personal growth

discovery journey.

- That's an underestimation.
- Yeah.

- Energetically,
I've had a difficult time

finding my grounding
during this entire process

and doubting myself.

And I think being aware
of what your energy is

and where you are in the world
spiritually is important.

I think Emily feels the same.

- Are we ready for
our aura photos?

- Yes.
- Great.

So as a psychic medium,

what can happen
is your guides come in.

I connect with your guides.
I also connect with my guides.

And so I'll pull in
their energy.

I'll start with Becca, since
we took your photo first.

So that one's ready to go.

- Pretty.

- So yeah, super cool energy,

really deep red auric field
right here.

And so this is the energy
that you feel inside

but also how people kind of
feel around you as well.

So a lot of people feel
very safe with you.

And it is a very nurturing
type of energy.

You're so thoughtful
and so empathetic

that it would be good for you
to see how much you give

and how much you receive
in the relationship.

So try not to overcompensate

by overgiving too much

and allowing yourself
to receive.

And don't feel like
you can't ask for help.

- Yeah.

- And speaking your truth
is very important to you.

So does that make sense?

- Yeah.

Wow.

I feel like that's spot on.

- All right.

- I'm excited to see yours.

- Yours is pretty cool too.

- [gasps]
Oh, my gosh.

- You guys are so similar.

- I know.

- Even though you share
very similar energy,

there's a different message
with yours, which is cool.

So you can see how deep your
red auric field is around

your aura of protection.

So this to me is saying that
you know who you are.

You're not apologetic
for who you are.

You live life the way
you want to live it,

and you embrace that.

And that's a really
beautiful thing.

There's something
about this because

it feels to me very hot
and heavy energy

when you all got together.

- When who got together?

- You and your person.

Like it was all like,
you know, when you have

like a grade school crush,
you're just like...

[squeals]
You know?

Like, it's very infatuating.

And then whenever
you all actually, like,

cohabitate together,
it was, like,

this huge energy shift.

It was like, what happened?

- I think she was very spot on
about my relationship

with Brennan.

Like, it was kind of
intense in the beginning,

hot and heavy,
whatever you want to call it.

It just felt, like,
too good to be true.

And then when we
moved in together,

stuff immediately
went to [bleep].

But I think that's
a pretty powerful

validating statement to hear.

And I do feel, like,
motivated coming out of this.

Yep, that was me.
[laughter]

That was me to a T.

- And that's OK, you know?

You are very powerful,
magnetic,

caring, loving people.

And so you deserve the same.

- That's good.
- That's helpful.

- Yeah.
- [sighs]

[laughter]

It's hard.

We don't always know
if we made the right--

I mean, you know if you--

I know you made
the right decision.

I'm not really sure if I
made the right decision.

- I think yours was
very spot on, though.

- Yeah.
Yeah.

Yeah.

I don't--yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

- I have had a lot
of self-doubt

as to what my responsibility
has been

in the ending of
our relationship.

Maybe in six months, I finally
will feel healed and move on.

But for right now, like,

I don't know if I made
the right decision.

♪

- ♪ Just pull me out
of this deep water ♪

- ♪ Pressure is a paradise

♪ Pressure is a paradise

- Come on, sweetheart.
Hi, darling.

Are you ready?

See what Dr. Pia has to
say this time around?

- Are you?

- A little nervous to
see what happens today.

- You scared of her?

- Not scared.
Just on edge.

- Ah.
- On edge.

- I think it'll be all right.

- I have no idea where
Michael and I are at,

if you want the truth.

I thought we were doing great.

- Hello.
- Hey.

- Hi.
How are you?

- Good.
How are you?

- You know, we are at
our one monthiversary.

And pose the question,
if tomorrow's Decision Day,

how would you feel?

And Michael said, I don't know.

And so all the things that
I thought were going well

and now I'm like, well,
I don't even know.

I really don't.

- All right.
So fill me in.

How have things been
since we last met?

- I think our
general consensus,

at least at the moment,
is, you know,

we've been very fortunate
that there hasn't been

a lot of misalignment
when it comes

to values and perspectives.
- Yeah.

- So we really haven't had to
invest too much time, like,

working through any of that.

Like, for example, like, things
like what would budgeting

look like or what would
a potential living situation

look like, you know,
those conversations,

we're pretty aligned on.

- How is family situation?

Have you all thought
about, like, how you might

merge your families together?

- I was fortunate enough,
like, at our wedding,

to meet her mother.

So I was very intentional
of like getting to spend

a little bit of time with her.

You know, unfortunately for me,
like, my mom wasn't there.

But, you know,
we've had conversations

about, you know, when
I think that that might be

a good time to introduce her
to my mom and, like,

what that dynamic--
- Wait. Pause.

Did you say introduce, as in
you have not met his mom yet?

- No.
- Oh.

Does she know you're married?

- No, she doesn't know
I'm married.

- OK.
- She doesn't know I'm married.

She hasn't been
included to this point

because, for me,
I want to include her

after Decision Day,
if that makes sense.

- It doesn't. Help me.
Help me make it make sense.

Because if you want
to include her,

but she hasn't been included.

- I also want to say that
I've encouraged this mindset.

Because there's just
no reason to elevate

feelings of anxiety and
frustration and confusion--

- OK.
- If we don't have to.

- I am respecting that this is
a decision that the two of you

have made, especially, you.

This is your mom.
- Right.

- So I'm curious if there are
any doubts that either of you

or both of you are having
that, for instance,

might impact your decision
to, you know, introduce mom

or might impact
your decision to, like,

think about the future
and planning future?

- So for me,
my doubt or concern is,

how is this going to progress?

Like, we're now starting
to broach the topic

of, like, after Decision Day.

- Tell me a little bit more
about what those conversations

have been like.

- Yeah, so we were talking at
a high level of like, OK, well,

how soon should we be
moving in together?

Like, our leases end,
like, six months apart.

So kind of understanding,
OK, well, in that meantime,

like, are we still just--
are we just going

to have our own space until
the respective leases are over?

You know, those kind
of conversations.

- I don't think it's
going to be a good idea

to be living separately.

That's where I'm like,
OK, let's challenge here.

Because if y'all are married,

this isn't dating
anymore, right?

And so if we're
talking about, like,

how do we have things
be successful?

Help me understand why
there's a conversation of,

When will it be right
for us to move in,

versus, OK, whose place
are we moving into,

or are we getting a new place?

- Well, number one,
I've never been married before.

So, you know,
I'm trying to just better

understand how this all feels.

And really, I'm just trying
to hone in on my emotions.

And so there's
so many levels to it.

Like, the first part
I established,

like, do I like Chloe?

Yes.

I do like Chloe.

We have that covered, you know?

Do I like spending time
with her?

I go through--it's this
categorical checklist.

And then as you
get closer to like,

OK, do I want to be with her?

Yes, I want to be with her.

Do I want to stay married?

Like, those are those
areas where it's like,

I know what I want to feel.

And I'm trusting that I will,
or as best as I can,

when that day comes.

♪

- And I know that
as a married couple,

we should be living together.

But if after Decision Day
we have come to this place

where we want to
see this through

and we still have
a story to tell,

where we're living is
not going to impact that.

What I want him to
feel confident about

is our way forward
without bringing

this extra layer of stress.

So this is where
I'm saying,

don't worry about
telling your mother.

This is where
I'm saying,

I don't want you to even
ask about the things

that I feel are irrelevant.

Like, I feel like this is
the most mature relationship

I've ever been in.

This is the most fulfilling
and satisfying relationship

I've ever been in.

So we are just trying to take
every moment for what it is

and hope that we can make
a really informed decision

on Decision Day.

- I hear that.

And my concern is
the authenticity here.

Because your responses
almost seem curated.

It's coming off to me
as like, OK,

what's being withheld here?

Like, what is this wall
that's up, right?

And if that's just for me
or for the cameras

or for production, OK, so long
as that's not happening

between the two of you.

- I didn't come into this

giving a damn
what anybody thought.

I came into this saying,
I'm going to be raw,

I'm going to be vulnerable,
and I'm going to hopefully

leave this entire process
with my person.

♪

I could not be more
authentically myself.

- I just--you know,

I really want you all to be
more honest with each other

after I leave.

Because that's what my concern
is, is like, oh, [bleep],

are they kind of, like,
faking the funk?

Or is Chloe people pleasing?

And then once cameras are gone,

and then real life hits,
like, oh, [bleep],

here's all this stuff
both of you

all have been holding back.

♪

- ♪ Coming out,
gotta hit the beat ♪

♪ Like a match,
want to bring the heat ♪

- Next time on
"Married at First Sight"...

- I want to be very clear.

If we are going
to stay married,

we need to move in together.

- It was, like,
2:00 a.m. in the morning,

and he stayed with me
the whole time.

- Trying to talk to Lauren
as much as I can.

- It made me feel very safe
in the moment.

- We are not going to go
and try to buy a house

right after this.

- I'm still missing Austin
really badly.

Like, he really did
the best that he could.

And I'm just, like,
having second thoughts

and feeling like
I gave up too quick.

- What would you do if he
said no on Decision Day?

- Um...
[dramatic music]

- I don't know.

- Now that I've really
started to evaluate,

I'm really questioning
this marriage.

♪