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- ♪ I just feel...
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- Ten singles looking for love
married complete strangers.
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♪
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- ♪ Look out, coming in hot
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- Last time, while
one couple continued
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to enjoy being newlyweds...
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- There you go.
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- Our other couples
kept navigating
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through their ongoing issues
as Decision Day approaches.
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Becca and Austin.
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- When you do try to,
like, make a step forward
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in intimacy in any way,
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like, I need
to trust that it's not because
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you feel like you have to do
it but because you want to.
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- I'm committed to, like,
keep trying to work on things.
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♪
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- Chloe and Michael.
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- Paige and Ephram--
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they said you were
a bit of a people pleaser.
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- Mm.
- I think we could run a risk
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of being so hyper-focused
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on trying to make
each other happy
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that we're not
actually focused on our needs.
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- I agree with that.
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- Clare and Cameron.
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- Like, I feel
like I've just been
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on an emotional roller coaster,
like, every single day.
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- If she says that she wants
to stay together, like,
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I'm going to stay together
with her on Decision Day.
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- Emily and Brennan.
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- Like, it just has
meant so much to me
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that he's been here for me.
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And, like, it just kind of
felt like we were, like,
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back to, like, when
everything was,
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like, really good between us.
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I'm hoping we can, like,
keep this moving forward.
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- ♪ Let's get it
- ♪ Let's go
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- Right here.
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- And tonight...
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one couple continues
to discover more
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about the stranger
they just married.
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- I'm looking for [bleep].
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I'm looking
for another vibrator.
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- Cheers to...
both: Making it to this point.
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- And with Decision Day
less than one week away...
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- We have to do what's
best for ourselves.
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- Yeah.
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- Our other couples
take one last-ditch effort
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in order to help
them make the biggest decision
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of their lives.
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- I can't just live a life
that isn't real.
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Like, I can't keep pretending.
- Yeah.
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- One of my deal breakers was,
was positive, positive person.
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- What do you [bleep] mean?
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There is no negativity.
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[crying]
- Okay.
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♪
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- I just start questioning
if what I'm asking for
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is too much.
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- I've heard through
the grapevine
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that he wanted to go
on a double date with Cameron
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and that he is going on dates.
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♪
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- ♪ It's all or nothing
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- This is
"Married at First Sight."
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- ♪ There's no other way
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♪ It's all or nothing
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- ♪ This is our time now
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♪ Don't you dare look back
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[knock at door]
- Oh, my God.
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- Look at you.
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- How we doing?
You look unbelievable.
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Like, your eye--
- It's getting normal.
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- I don't know
how you've healed so quick.
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- Thank you.
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What about you?
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I know you saw
Cam unexpectedly.
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- I know.
And it's just, like, so normal.
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Like, nothing is ever awkward.
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- Did he, like,
check in on you?
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'Cause I feel like you always
talk about him,
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and, like,
how much you're calling.
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And like, did he use
that time to, like,
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really, like, check in?
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- No. Yes. He was totally like,
I know it probably feels
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lonely because I'm not here.
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But I was like, honestly,
yes, it has been lonely
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because I wish you were here.
- Yeah.
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- However, I think
I've taken this time
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to explore myself more.
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And he was like,
I'm happy to hear that.
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And he's doing well.
He sounds like his normal self.
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And he knows me so well
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that he's like, Clare, I know
that you're going to get
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emotional on Decision Day.
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- I mean, we're all going to
be, like, sobbing.
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- And I was like,
what do you mean?
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I don't cry ever, Cameron.
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And, obviously,
I cry all the time.
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And he was like, I know that
you're going to get emotional.
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I just want you to know, like,
that's not going to change
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the way you feel
about our decision,
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because we've already
made our decision.
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You know what I mean?
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I think Cameron is
just so, like, even.
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Like, I obviously came
into this process
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literally thinking
I was going to leave
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with, like, a long marriage
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or hoping for that.
- I think that was the intent.
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- No. Exactly.
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But I think the fact
that it's happening now
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is pretty sad that it's ending
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in the way that
I didn't want, really.
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Like, I go from
being a married woman
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to, like, a separated person
to, like, a friend.
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- I just am a firm
believer everything
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happens for a reason.
- Totally.
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- And I think I have, like,
tried to think about putting
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myself in your shoes
with, like, Brennan being here
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and so good with
what I've had to deal with.
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I can't imagine, like,
if he wasn't here, like, if--
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I don't know. Like, if I was
in your position,
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and, like, now going through
this, like, I feel...
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- It's wild.
- Like I can sympathize and...
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- Yeah. Well, it seems like
Brennan's been very present...
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- Yeah.
- And very hands on.
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But how is that going?
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- This I definitely think
shifted things.
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I don't know
what that means, but...
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- Mm-hmm. Have you guys
talked about it or no?
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- No. I was like, I just want
all these good days
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to keep happening
because I think it's only
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setting us up for success.
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But I made us reservations for
dinner to just kind of, like,
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lightly start talking
about it
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without fully talking
about it...
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- Mm-hmm. D-Day, man.
- Just so, like,
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we're slowly getting,
like, aligned.
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I think all I feel right now
and probably what I'll tell him
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is, like,
I definitely have confirmed
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that I want you in my life.
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I'm going to be curious
to know how he reacts.
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- Time will tell.
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- Your guess is
as good as mine.
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- Ooh, it's a lot.
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♪
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- ♪ Baby, I'll be all right
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♪ I'll be okay
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♪ Living for the moment
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♪ Take it day by day
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♪ Baby, I'll be all right
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♪ I'll be okay
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- Hello.
- Hi.
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How are you?
- I'm Becca.
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- Hi, Becca.
I'm Roxanne.
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Good to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
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- Hi.
- This is such a cute space.
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- Thank you.
Well, come on in.
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- Perfect.
Thank you for doing this.
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- Absolutely.
- We're really excited.
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- Decision Day is coming up.
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And I think there's
so much to still
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figure out in our marriage.
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- I'm going to give
you two pieces of clay.
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- There have been
moments where, like,
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I seriously don't
know if he likes me,
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like, when we're off camera.
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Like, he has definitely
said he likes me.
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But it's a matter
of, like, showing it.
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And I think, like,
when we're on camera,
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he does a really good
job of showing it.
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And then I think when we're off
camera, it's just not as much.
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Honestly, at this point,
I don't think
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I really know who Austin is.
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- So, like, now we've
been kind of experiencing
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some issues lately.
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- I think I have had
a problem, or, like,
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I've had a hard time
with, like, feeling--
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Like, a lot of the times,
like, we're
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having deep conversations or
connecting, it's on camera.
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And then it emotionally
exhausts you,
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and then we don't really
have those conversations
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off camera.
- Yeah.
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- And so I'm unsure
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if, like, you really like me.
[scoffs]
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- I mean, you know,
I'm sorry you feel that way.
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Like, I definitely...
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do like you
and do want to, like,
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make things better for us.
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And you just need, like,
to trust what I say
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and, like, when I do say
those things.
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- I know that I need
to trust you.
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But also, like, it's the
whole believe what people do,
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not what they say.
- Yeah.
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- I just--
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I know you like me as a person.
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I don't have any doubt of that.
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It's just whether you like me
in that type of way.
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- Well, I do like you
in that type of way.
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♪
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And I'm sorry I'm not...
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♪
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Good at expressing it to you.
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♪
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You know, Pastor Cal said when
we had that expert meeting--
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was that we need
to, like, trust in, like,
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the little things and
that, like, our intentions
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in everyday conversation
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is for the better
for the other one.
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And I think that's
been going better.
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Do you think
it's been going better?
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- Yeah.
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I mean, even today,
I said something
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about the washer door
just being kept open,
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so the washer
doesn't get moldy,
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and you didn't fight back,
which was really nice.
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- Yeah.
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- Because that normally
would be a comment
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that wouldn't go over well.
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- I mean...
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like, it hurts me to, like,
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hear you say or think
that, like, that
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wouldn't go over well,
but I feel like...
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you know, yeah, maybe I, like,
might disagree,
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but I don't disagree, like,
in a poor way.
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Like, do you think my
disagreements are combative?
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- Yeah.
Definitely.
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Like, you always say that you
need a reason why for things.
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And sometimes it gets
really exhausting
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to, like, be giving, like,
long-winded answers
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when, like, we're rushing out
the door and, like, whatever.
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And so, like, today,
I appreciated
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that it was just like, okay,
and then, like, move along,
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because it's not--
like, to me, I don't
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think it's a big thing to ask.
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- I kind of feel
like in the past,
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you've told me that,
like, past boyfriends are,
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like, kind of like pushovers.
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And, like, after what you said,
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it makes me kind of feel like
you want me
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to just not think
for myself all the time.
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♪
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- No, I think you think for
yourself 100% of the time.
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I'm asking for you to think
of us for a small percentage
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of that time.
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♪
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- Okay.
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- I'm not asking
for you to be passive.
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I don't know how to, like,
communicate that
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in a way
that makes sense to you.
251
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Maybe I am asking for too much.
252
00:09:18,500 --> 00:09:19,833
And in that case,
that's something
253
00:09:19,958 --> 00:09:22,000
I don't really know
what to do with.
254
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♪
255
00:09:23,625 --> 00:09:26,417
- I mean...
[sighs]
256
00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:28,792
I don't think it's, like--
Hey.
257
00:09:28,875 --> 00:09:32,000
- No, like, this whole thing
has made me question, like...
258
00:09:32,083 --> 00:09:36,250
♪
259
00:09:36,333 --> 00:09:38,875
For you to say that, like,
my exes have been passive
260
00:09:38,958 --> 00:09:42,125
and, like, that may be just
what I'm looking for, like,
261
00:09:42,208 --> 00:09:45,125
I don't know how to
respond to that with you,
262
00:09:45,208 --> 00:09:47,917
'cause then, like, what
do you want me to say?
263
00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:49,333
I don't know.
264
00:09:49,458 --> 00:09:51,667
♪
265
00:09:51,792 --> 00:09:54,167
Like, you're valid in bringing
those things up to me.
266
00:09:54,167 --> 00:09:56,708
I don't want to be getting
emotional to dismiss
267
00:09:56,792 --> 00:09:58,833
your wants and needs.
268
00:09:58,875 --> 00:10:02,042
It's just, like, a matter of--
I just start questioning...
269
00:10:02,042 --> 00:10:04,625
[sighs deeply]
270
00:10:04,708 --> 00:10:07,417
If what I'm asking for
is too much.
271
00:10:07,542 --> 00:10:13,583
♪
272
00:10:13,708 --> 00:10:15,833
[object thuds]
273
00:10:15,875 --> 00:10:17,917
♪
274
00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,833
I'm so cold.
275
00:10:20,917 --> 00:10:23,000
I'm grabbing yours
'cause it's fleece-lined.
276
00:10:23,042 --> 00:10:25,250
- Oh, thanks.
Get mine dirty.
277
00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:27,333
[chuckles]
Full of clay.
278
00:10:27,375 --> 00:10:29,333
It's fine.
[chuckles]
279
00:10:29,333 --> 00:10:31,042
♪
280
00:10:31,167 --> 00:10:32,292
You can do it.
281
00:10:32,375 --> 00:10:34,000
Just...
282
00:10:34,083 --> 00:10:36,000
I'd appreciate it
if you wash your hands before.
283
00:10:36,125 --> 00:10:42,917
♪
284
00:10:51,708 --> 00:10:54,125
- I would be lying if I said
that that wasn't hurtful.
285
00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:56,167
And I get why you don't
want to get your coat dirty.
286
00:10:56,250 --> 00:10:57,833
But I'm also, like,
sitting here shaking.
287
00:10:57,875 --> 00:10:59,708
And, like, if you wanted
my coat right now,
288
00:10:59,792 --> 00:11:00,917
if you wanted anything of mine,
289
00:11:01,042 --> 00:11:02,667
I would give you
whatever you needed,
290
00:11:02,708 --> 00:11:05,000
no matter how
messy it would get.
291
00:11:05,083 --> 00:11:07,000
- So it does feel like
it's unfair for me
292
00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:08,625
to ask you to wash
your hands to wear it.
293
00:11:08,708 --> 00:11:10,542
Like...
- It's not unfair.
294
00:11:10,625 --> 00:11:12,542
It's just like
all of the things compounded--
295
00:11:12,625 --> 00:11:16,000
like, just some gesture
that, like...
296
00:11:16,042 --> 00:11:18,792
I come first or that,
like, you care about me
297
00:11:18,875 --> 00:11:21,167
so deeply, that, like,
if the lining of your jacket
298
00:11:21,208 --> 00:11:24,833
gets a little clay on it
that we have to dust off later.
299
00:11:24,917 --> 00:11:26,375
♪
300
00:11:26,458 --> 00:11:30,750
- I just feel like...
301
00:11:30,750 --> 00:11:33,875
it makes me look [bleep],
302
00:11:33,875 --> 00:11:36,250
like, just to ask if you
could wash your hands
303
00:11:36,375 --> 00:11:37,667
before putting on the jacket.
304
00:11:37,708 --> 00:11:40,292
- I'm sorry. I didn't mean to
make you look bad.
305
00:11:40,375 --> 00:11:47,583
♪
306
00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:50,625
- ♪ I will leave
with nothing ♪
307
00:11:50,708 --> 00:11:53,667
♪ I'm taking it home
308
00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:56,792
♪ I dearly want to find
309
00:12:00,625 --> 00:12:02,000
[soft music]
310
00:12:02,042 --> 00:12:04,708
- ♪ These days,
it just feels right ♪
311
00:12:04,833 --> 00:12:07,875
♪ You sitting by my side
312
00:12:07,958 --> 00:12:10,375
[knock at door]
- Hello. Hello.
313
00:12:10,458 --> 00:12:11,958
- Welcome to our zoo.
314
00:12:12,042 --> 00:12:14,667
- Hi. It looks so nice.
- [laughs]
315
00:12:14,750 --> 00:12:15,833
- I love the decor.
316
00:12:15,875 --> 00:12:19,000
- Thank you. Thank you.
Thank you.
317
00:12:19,042 --> 00:12:21,375
- Got a nice
panoramic view here.
318
00:12:21,500 --> 00:12:24,667
I get the sense that Dr. Pia
is going to do a nice deep dive
319
00:12:24,708 --> 00:12:26,042
into intimacy.
320
00:12:26,167 --> 00:12:27,875
But I'm actually
looking forward
321
00:12:27,958 --> 00:12:29,500
to having this open
conversation with her.
322
00:12:29,542 --> 00:12:31,375
I think it would be a great
benefit for us to kind of dive
323
00:12:31,375 --> 00:12:33,500
into topics that
maybe we haven't explored
324
00:12:33,500 --> 00:12:34,833
as deeply on our own.
325
00:12:34,875 --> 00:12:36,167
- How's it going?
326
00:12:36,208 --> 00:12:37,583
- Kind of reminiscent
of my place.
327
00:12:37,708 --> 00:12:40,125
- Really good, I think I'd say.
328
00:12:40,208 --> 00:12:41,833
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
329
00:12:41,958 --> 00:12:45,000
You know, having that positive
momentum right out the gate,
330
00:12:45,042 --> 00:12:48,333
and I think we've had that,
and really kind of two things--
331
00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:51,417
trying to ride it and not
take it for granted, you know?
332
00:12:51,500 --> 00:12:52,917
- Yeah. Okay.
- Yeah.
333
00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:55,125
- So you all are still
presenting your best selves
334
00:12:55,208 --> 00:12:56,583
to one another?
335
00:12:56,667 --> 00:12:58,792
- I would say
336
00:12:58,875 --> 00:13:03,333
we haven't really
had that luxury to...
337
00:13:03,375 --> 00:13:06,250
to constantly just have
our best foot forward.
338
00:13:06,333 --> 00:13:08,625
- Mm.
- I mean, I feel like the depth
339
00:13:08,625 --> 00:13:11,167
of our conversations,
340
00:13:11,208 --> 00:13:12,875
I don't even know
that I've breached
341
00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:15,667
with long-term relationships.
342
00:13:15,750 --> 00:13:17,500
- Okay.
- So...
343
00:13:17,583 --> 00:13:21,833
there's an intensity here
that I think has also given us
344
00:13:21,917 --> 00:13:24,000
the grace to be who we are
345
00:13:24,042 --> 00:13:26,583
authentically,
unapologetically,
346
00:13:26,667 --> 00:13:29,500
take-it-or-leave-it
kind of situation.
347
00:13:29,625 --> 00:13:32,417
And it just feels like it's
just been still really easy.
348
00:13:32,542 --> 00:13:34,167
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
349
00:13:34,208 --> 00:13:36,167
- Yeah, and I would clarify
that by saying we're still
350
00:13:36,250 --> 00:13:38,167
in a space where we're
trying to be our best selves,
351
00:13:38,250 --> 00:13:41,125
but, like, I mean, there have
been moments in between--
352
00:13:41,208 --> 00:13:44,000
you know, even in between
filming, for example,
353
00:13:44,042 --> 00:13:46,167
where, like, if we
have a 30-minute gap, I mean,
354
00:13:46,208 --> 00:13:47,958
I might try to squeeze
in a quick nap.
355
00:13:48,042 --> 00:13:49,500
Like, I might power down.
356
00:13:49,625 --> 00:13:50,708
I may not be my best self
357
00:13:50,833 --> 00:13:52,250
in that moment.
- Sure.
358
00:13:52,333 --> 00:13:54,833
- But there's still, I believe,
like, an active effort
359
00:13:54,875 --> 00:13:57,208
to kind of be our best
selves and be fully engaged,
360
00:13:57,292 --> 00:13:58,292
more importantly.
361
00:13:58,375 --> 00:14:00,167
- Well, 'cause
you're human, right?
362
00:14:00,292 --> 00:14:02,083
And so you're going to have
not-your-best-self moments
363
00:14:02,167 --> 00:14:03,750
and so forth.
- Sure.
364
00:14:03,833 --> 00:14:06,333
- Does that, like, prevent you
from connecting with Chloe?
365
00:14:06,417 --> 00:14:08,042
- With Chloe, no.
366
00:14:08,167 --> 00:14:10,667
I say that with confidence,
because my belief is, like,
367
00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:12,917
when it comes
to a relationship,
368
00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:14,667
especially marriage,
369
00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:16,833
if you're going to be
truly vulnerable...
370
00:14:16,875 --> 00:14:19,250
- Mm-hmm.
- You're essentially empowering
371
00:14:19,333 --> 00:14:22,458
the person you're with
to be able to hurt you the most
372
00:14:22,542 --> 00:14:24,458
and trusting that they won't.
373
00:14:24,542 --> 00:14:29,000
And so I can say that I have
had that confidence
374
00:14:29,042 --> 00:14:31,083
to empower her in that way.
- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
375
00:14:31,167 --> 00:14:33,167
- And that's made it easier
376
00:14:33,250 --> 00:14:35,750
for me to be vulnerable
with her.
377
00:14:35,833 --> 00:14:37,167
- Mm-hmm. Okay.
378
00:14:37,208 --> 00:14:39,000
So I want to ask--
I got the opportunity
379
00:14:39,083 --> 00:14:41,083
to do both of your home visits,
which I love.
380
00:14:41,167 --> 00:14:44,000
So I got to know you all
on a little different level.
381
00:14:44,083 --> 00:14:46,208
And I know that
you both expressed
382
00:14:46,333 --> 00:14:49,792
that you were very intimate
people, very sexual people.
383
00:14:49,875 --> 00:14:51,667
You said that you
keep your vibrator
384
00:14:51,750 --> 00:14:53,000
underneath the pillow.
- I do.
385
00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:54,125
- Why is that?
386
00:14:54,208 --> 00:14:55,833
- So it's easy access.
387
00:14:55,917 --> 00:14:58,250
- For?
- For when I need it.
388
00:14:58,333 --> 00:15:00,125
- So of course I want to ask--
389
00:15:00,208 --> 00:15:03,125
how has it been going in
the sexual-intimacy department?
390
00:15:03,208 --> 00:15:04,667
- Sure.
391
00:15:04,750 --> 00:15:06,125
- I mean, I--
392
00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:09,583
So the one thing
coming into this
393
00:15:09,667 --> 00:15:12,000
that I asked of Michael
394
00:15:12,083 --> 00:15:15,708
is my need to build
an emotional connection.
395
00:15:15,792 --> 00:15:17,458
We're both
physical-touch people,
396
00:15:17,542 --> 00:15:20,000
so we're touching all the time,
holding hands,
397
00:15:20,042 --> 00:15:22,333
kissing, cuddling,
398
00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:25,708
just really enjoying
each other's company.
399
00:15:25,833 --> 00:15:28,667
- Mm-hmm.
- And, you know, things are--
400
00:15:28,792 --> 00:15:32,042
things are
rapidly moving forward.
401
00:15:32,042 --> 00:15:33,458
- Yes.
- Good.
402
00:15:33,542 --> 00:15:34,833
I'm glad to hear that.
403
00:15:34,875 --> 00:15:37,083
I'm glad to hear that.
Okay.
404
00:15:37,167 --> 00:15:38,667
- We have been making sure
to explore each other.
405
00:15:38,708 --> 00:15:39,708
- Okay.
406
00:15:39,792 --> 00:15:42,667
[electronic music]
407
00:15:42,708 --> 00:15:45,542
♪
408
00:15:45,667 --> 00:15:47,000
- ♪ You can get yours
409
00:15:47,083 --> 00:15:50,750
♪ And I'ma get mine always
410
00:15:50,833 --> 00:15:52,333
- What's the next step?
411
00:15:52,417 --> 00:15:55,375
- Oh, that's going to be
bow-chicka-wow-wow.
412
00:15:55,458 --> 00:15:58,000
- Oh, okay.
413
00:15:58,125 --> 00:16:00,667
What does that mean for you--
the bow-chicka-wow-wow?
414
00:16:00,708 --> 00:16:02,125
- I mean, I don't know.
415
00:16:02,208 --> 00:16:04,042
We haven't really
identified that yet.
416
00:16:04,125 --> 00:16:05,667
- Well, no time
like the present.
417
00:16:05,708 --> 00:16:07,833
That's why I'm here, right?
418
00:16:07,917 --> 00:16:09,417
- I'm getting--
- Getting hot?
419
00:16:09,500 --> 00:16:11,083
Can I get a fan?
420
00:16:11,167 --> 00:16:12,542
- Would you like to take it
from here?
421
00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:15,250
- Oh, yeah. No, I think--
like Chloe said, you know,
422
00:16:15,333 --> 00:16:17,042
I think we both feel like
we've been able to build
423
00:16:17,125 --> 00:16:18,542
a strong emotional connection.
424
00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,875
And so now we're kind of--
having that luxury,
425
00:16:21,958 --> 00:16:24,125
we're kind of putting
our focus on making sure
426
00:16:24,208 --> 00:16:26,208
that that's sustained,
you know,
427
00:16:26,292 --> 00:16:28,333
before we jump into having sex.
- Yeah.
428
00:16:28,417 --> 00:16:30,833
- So you all are comfortable
with each other,
429
00:16:30,875 --> 00:16:32,333
being in each other's presence?
- Mm-hmm.
430
00:16:32,417 --> 00:16:33,917
- Are you comfortable being
naked around each other yet?
431
00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:35,208
- Oh, yeah.
- Good.
432
00:16:35,292 --> 00:16:36,542
- I don't sleep
with any clothes on.
433
00:16:36,625 --> 00:16:37,917
- Okay.
434
00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:39,417
- We are just totally--
435
00:16:39,500 --> 00:16:41,500
we are totally,
totally, totally comfortable.
436
00:16:41,583 --> 00:16:44,000
- So, as free as you all are,
as, you know, comfortable
437
00:16:44,083 --> 00:16:45,833
as you are
with each other's bodies,
438
00:16:45,917 --> 00:16:47,708
have you all masturbated
with each other yet?
439
00:16:47,833 --> 00:16:49,792
- Oh.
- [chuckles]
440
00:16:49,875 --> 00:16:51,833
We have not.
441
00:16:51,875 --> 00:16:54,208
But I would not be opposed
to this.
442
00:16:54,292 --> 00:16:57,667
- Okay. So can I give you all a
homework exercise,
443
00:16:57,750 --> 00:16:58,792
a little activity?
444
00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:00,417
- We love homework.
- Sure.
445
00:17:00,500 --> 00:17:02,250
- Okay, so I want you all
to take a field trip
446
00:17:02,333 --> 00:17:05,125
to an adult novelty store.
- Okay.
447
00:17:05,208 --> 00:17:07,792
- Go find three items that you
would like to use together.
448
00:17:07,875 --> 00:17:09,583
- Okay.
- Okay?
449
00:17:09,667 --> 00:17:12,167
And then I want you to be able
to use those items
450
00:17:12,208 --> 00:17:14,167
to the best
of your comfort level.
451
00:17:14,292 --> 00:17:15,333
- Okay.
452
00:17:15,458 --> 00:17:16,833
- So this will be
a new experience for me.
453
00:17:16,958 --> 00:17:18,417
- I got ya.
I'll navigate.
454
00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:19,667
- Okay, you can be
the tour guide.
455
00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:22,333
- I can... [clicking tongue]
Take you through.
456
00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:25,000
♪
457
00:17:25,083 --> 00:17:27,083
- ♪ Mixing it up
458
00:17:27,208 --> 00:17:29,250
♪ Making a mess
459
00:17:29,333 --> 00:17:32,375
♪ But that's just half
the fun, I guess ♪
460
00:17:32,458 --> 00:17:34,833
- Look at all this wine.
Wow.
461
00:17:34,917 --> 00:17:37,833
It's, like, my favorite things
really coming together here--
462
00:17:37,958 --> 00:17:39,792
wine, steak.
463
00:17:39,875 --> 00:17:43,000
I'm actually feeling really
happy since the accident.
464
00:17:43,083 --> 00:17:46,000
I never thought that
we would get to this place
465
00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:48,625
before Decision Day.
466
00:17:48,708 --> 00:17:52,458
Cheers to...
both: Making it to this point.
467
00:17:52,542 --> 00:17:54,333
- [chuckles]
468
00:17:54,458 --> 00:17:56,375
Literally surviving.
- Mm-hmm.
469
00:17:56,458 --> 00:17:57,542
♪
470
00:17:57,625 --> 00:17:58,958
- We are survivors.
471
00:17:59,042 --> 00:18:00,500
- We sure are.
472
00:18:00,583 --> 00:18:03,208
- Yes.
Amazing.
473
00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:05,375
- Wow. You have, like,
the best presentation.
474
00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:07,708
- Oh, thank you.
475
00:18:07,792 --> 00:18:09,333
- Thank you.
- Beautiful.
476
00:18:09,458 --> 00:18:10,750
Beautiful.
- Then your tuna tartare.
477
00:18:10,833 --> 00:18:12,125
- We really did order it up.
478
00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:13,667
- Our wontons, there
will be a little bit
479
00:18:13,792 --> 00:18:15,167
of wasabi aioli on there.
480
00:18:15,250 --> 00:18:16,542
So it has a little
bit of a kick
481
00:18:16,708 --> 00:18:18,083
but nothing outrageous for you.
- Thank you.
482
00:18:18,083 --> 00:18:20,750
- Where do I begin?
483
00:18:20,833 --> 00:18:23,000
[both crunching]
484
00:18:23,042 --> 00:18:25,167
- So you feel good
about Decision Day?
485
00:18:25,208 --> 00:18:28,792
- I definitely feel better
about it post-accident
486
00:18:28,875 --> 00:18:30,958
than pre-accident.
- Yeah.
487
00:18:30,958 --> 00:18:33,500
It definitely brought us
closer together.
488
00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:35,875
- I mean, I didn't know
I had to hit a tree to, like,
489
00:18:35,875 --> 00:18:37,833
see some amazing things
from you.
490
00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:42,042
But if I had to hit a tree
to do that, I'm happy I did.
491
00:18:42,167 --> 00:18:44,417
- [chuckles]
- And I'm happy that I saw,
492
00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:46,500
like, parts of you
that I have not seen before.
493
00:18:46,625 --> 00:18:49,667
I think this gave us
the best chance
494
00:18:49,708 --> 00:18:53,625
to, like, expedite a couple
gold stars, you know?
495
00:18:53,708 --> 00:18:55,167
- Yeah.
496
00:18:55,208 --> 00:18:57,000
I think there was
a big disconnect
497
00:18:57,125 --> 00:18:59,083
for weeks
about what a friendship is
498
00:18:59,167 --> 00:19:01,250
versus a relationship.
- Mm-hmm.
499
00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:04,333
- And I think that
was getting blurred,
500
00:19:04,375 --> 00:19:08,333
and expectations were
very high after the accident.
501
00:19:08,417 --> 00:19:10,333
♪
502
00:19:10,375 --> 00:19:12,458
- I'm pretty sure, like,
we didn't really establish,
503
00:19:12,542 --> 00:19:14,000
like, this for sure
as a friendship.
504
00:19:14,083 --> 00:19:15,500
♪
505
00:19:15,583 --> 00:19:17,542
It's like, maybe you
knew that in your head,
506
00:19:17,625 --> 00:19:20,000
but it wasn't really,
like, communicated.
507
00:19:20,083 --> 00:19:22,083
- I think...
[sighs]
508
00:19:22,208 --> 00:19:25,625
My actions were showing
in those settings,
509
00:19:25,708 --> 00:19:28,167
which I thought were enough,
but, clearly, they weren't.
510
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,375
So I should have, I guess,
told you sooner.
511
00:19:31,500 --> 00:19:34,000
- Mm-hmm, 'cause as you said,
you hate mine readers,
512
00:19:34,042 --> 00:19:35,875
and that's why you
broke up with your ex.
513
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,792
And I'm not a mind reader,
especially in this situation.
514
00:19:38,875 --> 00:19:40,792
I feel like I made it
so clear to you, like,
515
00:19:40,875 --> 00:19:43,250
all I wanted was direct
answers from the beginning.
516
00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:45,333
So, yeah, I think
that is a big deal.
517
00:19:45,375 --> 00:19:47,792
And I think that was
very important for you
518
00:19:47,875 --> 00:19:50,375
to have to say to me whether
you thought that or not,
519
00:19:50,458 --> 00:19:53,167
especially for being on a show
and being married,
520
00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:55,042
like, which is kind of,
like, a big deal.
521
00:19:55,125 --> 00:19:56,667
♪
522
00:19:58,708 --> 00:20:01,583
- But you have to understand
that I was still trying.
523
00:20:01,667 --> 00:20:05,250
- You believe that.
That's your belief.
524
00:20:05,333 --> 00:20:06,708
Like, I don't feel that way,
525
00:20:06,792 --> 00:20:09,000
but it doesn't mean
you have to agree with it.
526
00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:11,167
But I just feel like
after the honeymoon,
527
00:20:11,250 --> 00:20:12,875
a guard or something went up,
528
00:20:12,958 --> 00:20:16,375
and it just never felt like
it was, like, a fair chance.
529
00:20:16,458 --> 00:20:19,000
- Are we talking about what
we've learned from it,
530
00:20:19,083 --> 00:20:20,250
or are we just--
you're going to--
531
00:20:20,333 --> 00:20:21,292
- No, I'm just saying, like--
532
00:20:21,375 --> 00:20:22,583
I'm just giving
another example.
533
00:20:22,708 --> 00:20:24,542
- Tell me all the
things you just--
534
00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:26,458
- No, I'm just saying, like--
535
00:20:26,542 --> 00:20:28,167
- All my effort's just
not being acknowledged.
536
00:20:28,208 --> 00:20:30,167
That's what we're going
to continue to do, right?
537
00:20:30,250 --> 00:20:32,000
- Like, most girls
probably would not have,
538
00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:33,875
like, stuck it out.
539
00:20:33,958 --> 00:20:36,000
- Oh. Okay.
540
00:20:36,083 --> 00:20:37,792
- No, I just want
you to know that.
541
00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:39,792
And, like, I'm glad we went
through it together.
542
00:20:39,875 --> 00:20:41,500
But, like, I didn't
want that for us both
543
00:20:41,542 --> 00:20:43,917
because, like, we got
to the point that we're at.
544
00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:46,875
And I wouldn't have stayed
if I didn't think there
545
00:20:46,958 --> 00:20:48,583
was more growth to be had.
546
00:20:48,667 --> 00:20:51,083
Again, didn't think it
would take hitting a tree.
547
00:20:51,167 --> 00:20:53,125
- [sighs]
548
00:20:53,208 --> 00:20:54,833
♪
549
00:20:54,917 --> 00:20:56,917
- What?
550
00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:58,750
- I'm just...
551
00:20:58,875 --> 00:21:01,250
♪
552
00:21:01,333 --> 00:21:03,250
Was it you staying
or convincing me to stay?
553
00:21:03,375 --> 00:21:04,792
I'm just kind of confused.
554
00:21:04,875 --> 00:21:06,375
- Oh, it was definitely me
convincing you to stay,
555
00:21:06,458 --> 00:21:07,833
'cause I didn't think it
was fair to me
556
00:21:07,958 --> 00:21:09,250
to, like, have you decide.
557
00:21:09,333 --> 00:21:10,375
If anyone should have
decided to be out,
558
00:21:10,458 --> 00:21:11,625
it should have been me.
- Okay.
559
00:21:11,708 --> 00:21:13,708
- But I didn't think
it was fair for you
560
00:21:13,792 --> 00:21:16,000
to take away
561
00:21:16,042 --> 00:21:18,500
my experience from me.
562
00:21:18,542 --> 00:21:20,833
- Which is why I stayed,
563
00:21:20,958 --> 00:21:22,875
because I put you before me.
564
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,750
I said--
- I know that.
565
00:21:24,833 --> 00:21:26,333
- Do you?
- I do.
566
00:21:26,417 --> 00:21:27,708
- Okay.
- And what if you didn't?
567
00:21:27,833 --> 00:21:29,875
We would have never been
able to even be friends.
568
00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:31,542
- If I didn't listen to you,
569
00:21:31,625 --> 00:21:34,667
you wouldn't have
almost died, so...
570
00:21:34,792 --> 00:21:36,667
- What?
571
00:21:36,750 --> 00:21:39,292
- We would have been out, and
you wouldn't have almost died.
572
00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:40,875
- Are you serious right now?
573
00:21:40,958 --> 00:21:44,500
- To have it come to that point
where I almost lost you?
574
00:21:44,542 --> 00:21:45,667
Yeah.
575
00:21:45,792 --> 00:21:48,708
Do I think back and say,
was it worth it?
576
00:21:48,792 --> 00:21:52,917
It was not worth almost
losing you to stick this out.
577
00:21:52,917 --> 00:21:54,792
- You can't even put
those two things together
578
00:21:54,875 --> 00:21:57,000
'cause we wouldn't be here
if the accident didn't happen.
579
00:21:57,042 --> 00:21:59,500
- Like, that's--like, it--
580
00:21:59,583 --> 00:22:02,333
- Yeah.
- [sighs deeply]
581
00:22:02,417 --> 00:22:04,667
[groans softly]
582
00:22:12,292 --> 00:22:14,417
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
583
00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:16,667
- Is that rare enough for you?
- That's good, yes.
584
00:22:16,750 --> 00:22:19,667
Thank you.
[silverware clattering]
585
00:22:21,542 --> 00:22:23,167
- I just want to eat this.
586
00:22:23,250 --> 00:22:24,708
- Okay.
587
00:22:24,875 --> 00:22:30,458
♪
588
00:22:30,542 --> 00:22:32,000
I mean, it does kind of hurt
my feelings
589
00:22:32,042 --> 00:22:34,000
that you don't want
to, like, talk about anything.
590
00:22:34,083 --> 00:22:35,375
- Not what I said.
591
00:22:35,458 --> 00:22:37,208
I just want to eat the steak
for five minutes.
592
00:22:37,333 --> 00:22:38,958
Is that okay?
- Yeah.
593
00:22:39,042 --> 00:22:45,875
♪
594
00:22:52,917 --> 00:22:54,833
- [sighs]
595
00:22:54,875 --> 00:22:57,417
[ice rattling]
596
00:22:57,500 --> 00:23:01,792
- I don't think it's worth
going round and round,
597
00:23:01,875 --> 00:23:04,083
but I've told you I don't think
you gave it your all.
598
00:23:04,167 --> 00:23:06,167
I think I've given it my all,
599
00:23:06,167 --> 00:23:10,625
but would love you to speak to
that a little more,
600
00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:13,708
even though I know you don't
agree, and that's fine.
601
00:23:13,792 --> 00:23:16,083
I don't know
if you have any more
602
00:23:16,167 --> 00:23:17,833
to say to elaborate on that.
603
00:23:17,917 --> 00:23:24,958
♪
604
00:23:25,042 --> 00:23:27,333
- In the real world,
605
00:23:27,417 --> 00:23:29,667
you go on one date maybe a week
606
00:23:29,750 --> 00:23:32,000
over the course
of a couple months.
607
00:23:32,042 --> 00:23:34,333
And then you figure out if you
want to be with that person.
608
00:23:34,417 --> 00:23:36,500
- Mm-hmm.
- We were 24-7.
609
00:23:36,583 --> 00:23:40,833
And I felt very comfortable
that I saw...
610
00:23:40,917 --> 00:23:42,333
♪
611
00:23:42,417 --> 00:23:45,000
Every side of you
that I could.
612
00:23:45,083 --> 00:23:47,375
And I saw
613
00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:50,167
a few red flags here and there.
614
00:23:50,208 --> 00:23:53,083
- Like, what were my red flags?
I don't mean to interrupt you.
615
00:23:53,167 --> 00:23:55,625
- The romantic-chemistry aspect
wasn't there.
616
00:23:55,708 --> 00:23:58,708
The negativity for me
is, like, a huge thing.
617
00:23:58,833 --> 00:24:01,333
That's one of my--
one of my deal breakers was,
618
00:24:01,417 --> 00:24:03,708
was a positive,
positive person.
619
00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:06,792
- I'm the most positive
[bleep] person there is.
620
00:24:06,875 --> 00:24:08,792
- Okay.
621
00:24:08,792 --> 00:24:11,625
Saying I hate this,
I hate that, I hate this,
622
00:24:11,708 --> 00:24:13,500
and then you took
the opportunity
623
00:24:13,625 --> 00:24:18,167
when it was Michael and Chloe's
vows that were beautiful,
624
00:24:18,208 --> 00:24:19,625
and you just destroyed them.
625
00:24:19,708 --> 00:24:21,333
- I thought their vows were
a little, like, vanilla,
626
00:24:21,417 --> 00:24:22,542
to be honest.
627
00:24:22,625 --> 00:24:25,583
Like, nothing stuck out.
[laughter]
628
00:24:25,708 --> 00:24:27,542
- I think Emily has
something to say.
629
00:24:27,667 --> 00:24:29,833
- No, I just thought Michael
was gonna, like, say something.
630
00:24:29,917 --> 00:24:31,250
- He's like, this is
my second round of vows.
631
00:24:31,250 --> 00:24:32,500
- I didn't destroy them.
632
00:24:32,667 --> 00:24:34,167
- They were basic.
633
00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:35,792
They were vanilla.
They were this.
634
00:24:35,875 --> 00:24:38,542
I couldn't believe you could
make that into something
635
00:24:38,667 --> 00:24:39,833
that was negative.
636
00:24:39,875 --> 00:24:41,667
♪
637
00:24:41,708 --> 00:24:45,542
It's too much for me.
638
00:24:45,625 --> 00:24:47,292
- [voice breaking]
I am the most positive person.
639
00:24:47,375 --> 00:24:48,958
If you can't [bleep]
see that about me,
640
00:24:49,042 --> 00:24:52,792
that is--literally,
that is the disconnect.
641
00:24:52,875 --> 00:24:54,667
And, I mean, like, holy
[bleep].
642
00:24:54,750 --> 00:24:56,750
- So that's why I just don't--
- Like, this is--
643
00:24:56,833 --> 00:24:59,500
like, this is just
groundbreaking.
644
00:24:59,542 --> 00:25:01,792
- So, before the accident, you
don't think
645
00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,750
you were extremely negative
all the time?
646
00:25:03,875 --> 00:25:05,500
- I really don't think that.
647
00:25:05,542 --> 00:25:08,000
- Saying "hate" all the time
isn't negative?
648
00:25:08,083 --> 00:25:11,000
- What do you [bleep] mean?
There is no negativity.
649
00:25:11,042 --> 00:25:13,000
[cries]
650
00:25:13,042 --> 00:25:14,708
♪
651
00:25:14,792 --> 00:25:17,833
[chair scrapes]
I'm gonna take a second.
652
00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:21,000
[crying]
653
00:25:21,042 --> 00:25:26,000
♪
654
00:25:30,208 --> 00:25:31,750
[dramatic music]
655
00:25:31,750 --> 00:25:33,333
- He thinks that I'm negative.
656
00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:36,333
[crying]
657
00:25:36,417 --> 00:25:43,417
♪
658
00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,625
Am I overreacting?
659
00:25:45,708 --> 00:25:49,792
Like, is that not like the most
[bleep] worst [bleep] dig
660
00:25:49,875 --> 00:25:52,958
anyone could ever [bleep] say?
661
00:25:53,042 --> 00:25:55,750
♪
662
00:26:01,167 --> 00:26:03,917
- It's just not true.
663
00:26:03,917 --> 00:26:05,875
And, like, that's a red flag.
664
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,458
And, like, I'm supposed
to [bleep] know that?
665
00:26:08,542 --> 00:26:12,500
♪
666
00:26:12,542 --> 00:26:15,000
He doesn't know who I am.
667
00:26:15,125 --> 00:26:19,167
Like, you wonder why I'm, like,
so [bleep] up in the head.
668
00:26:19,208 --> 00:26:21,333
[sobs]
669
00:26:21,458 --> 00:26:27,000
♪
670
00:26:27,125 --> 00:26:29,000
I just can't believe
he said that.
671
00:26:29,125 --> 00:26:31,333
I really can't.
I am in disbelief.
672
00:26:31,375 --> 00:26:32,375
♪
673
00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:36,500
- [groans]
674
00:26:36,542 --> 00:26:38,833
- And now I want to know
all the red flags now,
675
00:26:38,917 --> 00:26:42,500
'cause now I know I had
absolutely no [bleep] shot.
676
00:26:42,625 --> 00:26:49,583
♪
677
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:54,958
Can I have another glass
of Malbec, please?
678
00:26:55,042 --> 00:26:56,667
♪
679
00:26:56,792 --> 00:27:00,792
- [exhales deeply]
680
00:27:00,875 --> 00:27:03,167
Yeah, so I would, at this
rate now, really like
681
00:27:03,250 --> 00:27:04,500
to know the other red flags.
682
00:27:04,583 --> 00:27:07,208
- I don't know.
683
00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:09,292
I've already--
- Honestly.
684
00:27:09,375 --> 00:27:10,833
That might've been, like,
the most hurtful thing
685
00:27:10,917 --> 00:27:12,500
that anyone's ever said to me,
686
00:27:12,583 --> 00:27:13,833
'cause it means, like,
you don't know
687
00:27:13,917 --> 00:27:16,292
who the [bleep] I am
as a person.
688
00:27:16,375 --> 00:27:18,708
♪
689
00:27:18,792 --> 00:27:20,500
Do you get where
I'm coming from?
690
00:27:20,542 --> 00:27:22,333
♪
691
00:27:22,417 --> 00:27:23,833
- Yeah.
692
00:27:23,875 --> 00:27:25,167
♪
693
00:27:25,250 --> 00:27:28,917
It's very hard for me
to say those types of things,
694
00:27:28,917 --> 00:27:30,708
because I don't want
to hurt your feelings.
695
00:27:30,833 --> 00:27:32,417
- This is hurting my feelings.
696
00:27:32,542 --> 00:27:35,167
- Okay. Like, this accident,
I was like,
697
00:27:35,250 --> 00:27:37,708
this is a new side of her that
I've never seen before.
698
00:27:37,792 --> 00:27:40,042
- Which I already told you,
like, I'm the same person.
699
00:27:40,125 --> 00:27:43,000
I've seen a side of you that's
maybe made me more positive
700
00:27:43,042 --> 00:27:44,958
'cause now I'm not like [bleep]
in my head all the time,
701
00:27:45,042 --> 00:27:46,542
and, like,
you're not making me angry.
702
00:27:46,542 --> 00:27:48,208
So maybe that's what you saw.
703
00:27:48,292 --> 00:27:49,833
But, like, I have been
the same positive person,
704
00:27:49,875 --> 00:27:52,000
and that is what people
would describe me as,
705
00:27:52,083 --> 00:27:55,667
as, like, a key quality
and characteristic.
706
00:27:55,792 --> 00:27:57,125
And that was, like, maybe
707
00:27:57,208 --> 00:28:00,167
the most [bleep]
hurtful thing ever.
708
00:28:00,292 --> 00:28:03,000
Like, I don't deserve a lot.
I'm like that just was like--
709
00:28:03,042 --> 00:28:06,375
- So, Emily, Emily, I'm just--
I'm just trying to be honest.
710
00:28:06,458 --> 00:28:07,833
- Keep being honest.
711
00:28:07,875 --> 00:28:08,958
- Like, you're asking me
to be honest with you.
712
00:28:09,042 --> 00:28:10,208
- I am.
713
00:28:10,292 --> 00:28:11,875
- And I'm telling you how
it makes me feel when you
714
00:28:11,958 --> 00:28:13,875
say those words all the time.
715
00:28:13,958 --> 00:28:16,167
- 'Cause it means you don't
know who I am as a person.
716
00:28:16,208 --> 00:28:17,500
- Okay.
717
00:28:17,583 --> 00:28:19,500
- And it means
you never gave me
718
00:28:19,542 --> 00:28:20,667
the chance to fix something
719
00:28:20,792 --> 00:28:22,542
that clearly bothers you
so much.
720
00:28:22,625 --> 00:28:24,792
- Well, I've told you--
721
00:28:24,875 --> 00:28:27,125
- How the [bleep] am I supposed
to know that that means
722
00:28:27,208 --> 00:28:29,458
as much as it does to you?
- [sighs] Okay.
723
00:28:29,542 --> 00:28:31,875
♪
724
00:28:31,958 --> 00:28:34,000
- Can we just talk about--
- And that's how you reacted?
725
00:28:34,125 --> 00:28:35,417
- Can we please talk
about some positives?
726
00:28:35,542 --> 00:28:37,333
- You had every
[bleep] opportunity
727
00:28:37,375 --> 00:28:40,417
in this dinner to talk
positive, and here we are.
728
00:28:40,500 --> 00:28:42,000
It didn't have
to be this way.
729
00:28:42,083 --> 00:28:43,458
- I don't we're
making any progress.
730
00:28:43,542 --> 00:28:45,167
- I mean, yeah. No.
731
00:28:45,208 --> 00:28:46,917
I feel the most hurt I did
this whole time.
732
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,375
So, yeah, that sucks.
733
00:28:48,458 --> 00:28:50,833
- ♪ You burned it down
734
00:28:50,875 --> 00:28:52,333
♪ You draw me back
735
00:28:52,417 --> 00:28:54,333
♪ You light the match
736
00:28:54,375 --> 00:28:57,542
♪ It only took one spark
737
00:28:57,667 --> 00:29:01,583
♪ To burn it down
738
00:29:01,667 --> 00:29:04,125
- ♪ I'm on my way back home
739
00:29:04,208 --> 00:29:06,417
♪ Back home
740
00:29:06,500 --> 00:29:07,958
♪ I'm on my way
741
00:30:10,333 --> 00:30:12,500
- [crying] This is hard,
because I don't want
742
00:30:12,625 --> 00:30:16,208
to, like, hurt Austin.
743
00:30:16,292 --> 00:30:20,875
But I also feel like there's
been a level of dismissiveness
744
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:23,167
and combativeness.
745
00:30:23,208 --> 00:30:24,917
♪
746
00:31:35,667 --> 00:31:44,875
♪
747
00:31:49,083 --> 00:31:50,833
[dramatic music]
748
00:31:50,917 --> 00:31:53,250
- Last night was
a really long dinner.
749
00:31:53,333 --> 00:31:56,458
And to make things that
much harder for us,
750
00:31:56,542 --> 00:31:58,833
Brennan decided to
go to his house.
751
00:31:58,917 --> 00:32:00,250
And then he left,
752
00:32:00,375 --> 00:32:03,042
which was really unfortunate
and hurtful.
753
00:32:03,125 --> 00:32:04,875
And just, like,
sad and just, again,
754
00:32:04,958 --> 00:32:06,333
like, how everything
got handled.
755
00:32:06,458 --> 00:32:08,167
Yeah, we ended up
not even getting
756
00:32:08,208 --> 00:32:10,250
to focus on the tons
of positives
757
00:32:10,333 --> 00:32:12,583
in the past two weeks
or just in general, really.
758
00:32:12,708 --> 00:32:15,167
I'm kind of in my head.
759
00:32:15,208 --> 00:32:17,500
Just, like, right when I think,
like, it just can't get worse,
760
00:32:17,542 --> 00:32:19,458
it, like, does somehow.
761
00:32:19,583 --> 00:32:21,625
♪
762
00:32:21,708 --> 00:32:24,500
[funky music]
763
00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:26,458
♪
764
00:32:26,542 --> 00:32:30,167
- ♪ Can you feel the heat
rising up, up, up? ♪
765
00:32:30,208 --> 00:32:32,458
♪ Can you feel the beat?
766
00:32:32,542 --> 00:32:34,167
♪ No, no, never stop
767
00:32:34,208 --> 00:32:35,583
- Ooh.
768
00:32:35,667 --> 00:32:37,500
Oh.
[chuckles]
769
00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:39,250
- That's my kind of
outfit right here.
770
00:32:39,333 --> 00:32:41,667
- Yeah?
Is that what you have in mind?
771
00:32:41,792 --> 00:32:44,333
Is that one of your three?
772
00:32:44,375 --> 00:32:46,542
- You do this so
I can't talk, huh?
773
00:32:46,625 --> 00:32:49,875
- [laughing]
Okay.
774
00:32:49,958 --> 00:32:51,375
- ♪ La, la, la, la, la
775
00:32:51,500 --> 00:32:52,792
♪ La, la, la, la, la
776
00:32:52,875 --> 00:32:54,417
♪ Feel the heat is coming
777
00:32:54,500 --> 00:32:55,792
♪ La, la, la, la, la
778
00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:57,125
♪ La, la, la, la, la
779
00:32:57,208 --> 00:32:59,000
- Hey, you all. Welcome.
- Hi.
780
00:32:59,083 --> 00:33:00,333
- Hi. How's it going?
both: Good.
781
00:33:00,375 --> 00:33:01,750
- How are you?
- Pretty good.
782
00:33:01,833 --> 00:33:03,708
Welcome to Vanilla.
783
00:33:03,833 --> 00:33:06,292
Have you been here before?
- Thanks for having us. No.
784
00:33:06,375 --> 00:33:09,208
- For the most part,
we have clothing, lingerie.
785
00:33:09,292 --> 00:33:13,042
We also have mostly kink items
on this side,
786
00:33:13,167 --> 00:33:16,500
different impact play,
different sensual items.
787
00:33:16,583 --> 00:33:19,375
- We need to find three things
that just speak to us
788
00:33:19,458 --> 00:33:22,292
that we can then use
a little later.
789
00:33:22,375 --> 00:33:25,167
- On a scale of one to ten,
if ten would be ultra freak
790
00:33:25,208 --> 00:33:28,333
and number one would be,
like, a vanilla wafer,
791
00:33:28,417 --> 00:33:32,250
I would say I'm probably 6.3.
792
00:33:32,333 --> 00:33:34,833
You know, I have
some spiciness to me,
793
00:33:34,958 --> 00:33:37,333
but not to the max.
794
00:33:37,375 --> 00:33:39,333
You know, I would say
my natural tendency in bed
795
00:33:39,417 --> 00:33:41,542
is probably more vanilla,
to be honest,
796
00:33:41,625 --> 00:33:44,625
but I am more than happy
to partake in freaky activity.
797
00:33:44,708 --> 00:33:46,625
I may need someone
to help inspire that.
798
00:33:46,708 --> 00:33:49,500
So any of these things that
she wants to play around with
799
00:33:49,583 --> 00:33:52,417
to kind of just continue
to mold our intimacy,
800
00:33:52,500 --> 00:33:53,542
I'm all for it.
801
00:33:53,625 --> 00:33:55,667
- These are pretty cool,
the tasty holdings.
802
00:33:55,792 --> 00:33:57,167
They're body scrubs
803
00:33:57,250 --> 00:33:59,042
that will, like, actually be
edible as well.
804
00:33:59,125 --> 00:34:00,667
And they'll make you
taste really good as well.
805
00:34:00,750 --> 00:34:02,417
- Okay.
[laughs]
806
00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:03,833
- So I would taste
like a glazed doughnut?
807
00:34:03,917 --> 00:34:05,375
- Yes, precisely.
808
00:34:05,458 --> 00:34:07,250
- Do you have maple bar,
by chance?
809
00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:11,083
- [laughs] There is a peach
and a cherry flavor.
810
00:34:11,167 --> 00:34:12,875
- Maple bar?
- Yeah.
811
00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:14,583
- That was so specific.
812
00:34:14,667 --> 00:34:16,208
- Why was that so specific?
813
00:34:16,208 --> 00:34:17,500
- I feel like if I was a
doughnut,
814
00:34:17,583 --> 00:34:20,000
I would be a maple bar.
- Go off. Go off.
815
00:34:20,083 --> 00:34:21,708
- Maple bar, if given a choice,
816
00:34:21,792 --> 00:34:24,083
glazed doughnut hole
based on what's available.
817
00:34:24,167 --> 00:34:26,042
- My God.
So specific.
818
00:34:26,042 --> 00:34:27,333
What is happening?
819
00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:30,958
I'm having a lot of fun
watching him explore.
820
00:34:30,958 --> 00:34:32,750
And I think the more
positive experiences
821
00:34:32,833 --> 00:34:34,583
Michael and I have together,
822
00:34:34,667 --> 00:34:36,333
the more inclined we are
823
00:34:36,375 --> 00:34:38,417
to create a really strong
relationship and partnership.
824
00:34:38,500 --> 00:34:40,333
And it's been
so important for me
825
00:34:40,458 --> 00:34:42,250
that we build
an emotional connection
826
00:34:42,375 --> 00:34:45,417
before we take any sort of
really intimate step together.
827
00:34:45,542 --> 00:34:47,167
And we get to have fun
in these moments
828
00:34:47,292 --> 00:34:49,292
as we're doing that.
829
00:34:49,375 --> 00:34:51,750
All of that eventually leads
to consummating the marriage.
830
00:34:51,833 --> 00:34:53,292
[chuckles]
831
00:34:53,375 --> 00:34:55,417
That's to beat your ass.
832
00:34:55,500 --> 00:34:57,500
- [smacks leg]
Oh, [bleep].
833
00:34:57,542 --> 00:35:00,042
That hurt. [bleep].
- [chuckles] It hurts.
834
00:35:00,125 --> 00:35:01,500
- Break the stones.
[smacks leg]
835
00:35:01,625 --> 00:35:03,292
You hear the bass there?
836
00:35:03,375 --> 00:35:05,833
- Check them out--just a little
fingerless latex glove.
837
00:35:05,875 --> 00:35:08,333
It does have
a little ring finger.
838
00:35:08,375 --> 00:35:09,625
You might want some lube.
839
00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:12,208
- I just need to
equip this real quick.
840
00:35:12,292 --> 00:35:15,542
- Maybe some grippers on
the outside, you know?
841
00:35:15,625 --> 00:35:16,917
- [chuckles]
842
00:35:17,042 --> 00:35:18,875
Hi, baby.
[laughter]
843
00:35:18,875 --> 00:35:20,583
This doesn't do it for you?
844
00:35:20,667 --> 00:35:23,000
How dare you?
I'm trying, all right?
845
00:35:23,083 --> 00:35:24,667
- [laughing]
I don't think so.
846
00:35:24,750 --> 00:35:26,292
- This doesn't work?
847
00:35:26,375 --> 00:35:28,708
- He looked like he had a fin.
848
00:35:28,792 --> 00:35:31,167
And...
849
00:35:31,250 --> 00:35:33,500
[laughs] Just, ah, that's
one of my favorite moments
850
00:35:33,625 --> 00:35:34,875
of all time.
851
00:35:35,042 --> 00:35:36,792
Well, God dang it.
I don't know what to do.
852
00:35:36,875 --> 00:35:39,583
- No, I feel like you do.
853
00:35:39,708 --> 00:35:41,333
- We're going to
have to buy this.
854
00:35:41,375 --> 00:35:43,542
- I may never be able
to take this off again.
855
00:35:43,625 --> 00:35:45,958
I'm just letting you know.
- Let's go home with this.
856
00:35:46,042 --> 00:35:49,042
I'll be laughing about this
for four days.
857
00:35:49,125 --> 00:35:51,208
What is happening?
858
00:35:51,292 --> 00:35:52,542
I'm looking
for [bleep] [bleep].
859
00:35:52,667 --> 00:35:54,042
I'm looking
for another vibrator.
860
00:35:54,125 --> 00:35:56,000
- Hey, I'm not stopping you.
861
00:35:56,042 --> 00:35:57,667
- And I was really looking for
something that was a glove...
862
00:35:57,750 --> 00:35:59,375
- I know you wanted this
Swiss army knife right here.
863
00:35:59,458 --> 00:36:01,083
- With some
feely things on it.
864
00:36:01,167 --> 00:36:02,333
- It has a little...
[imitates suction]
865
00:36:02,417 --> 00:36:03,500
And a little...
[imitates suction]
866
00:36:03,542 --> 00:36:05,208
all together, mm.
- [laughs]
867
00:36:05,333 --> 00:36:06,833
How was that again?
868
00:36:06,917 --> 00:36:08,292
- A little...
[exhales sharply]
869
00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:10,125
and... [imitates suction]
And mm.
870
00:36:10,208 --> 00:36:11,458
I think it said
it did all three.
871
00:36:11,542 --> 00:36:14,667
- Okay.
Where are vibrators?
872
00:36:14,750 --> 00:36:18,375
- So this one is going to be
a vibrating masturbator.
873
00:36:18,458 --> 00:36:20,042
Pretty much
a vibrating stroker.
874
00:36:20,125 --> 00:36:21,375
- That is amazing.
875
00:36:21,458 --> 00:36:25,083
- And then this
one is the big dog.
876
00:36:25,167 --> 00:36:27,292
- Oh, my God.
- The luxury.
877
00:36:27,375 --> 00:36:30,167
- This is the Range Rover.
- [chuckles]
878
00:36:30,208 --> 00:36:31,583
- I think I'll start
with the simple one,
879
00:36:31,667 --> 00:36:33,292
or else I may never
leave the bedroom.
880
00:36:33,375 --> 00:36:35,792
- I'ma need you to need me
at some point.
881
00:36:35,792 --> 00:36:39,042
- Yes, I do say yes to Chloe.
- [laughing] Oh, my God.
882
00:36:39,167 --> 00:36:41,792
[upbeat music]
883
00:36:41,875 --> 00:36:47,167
♪
884
00:36:47,292 --> 00:36:49,167
- Water?
- [sighs] Oh, yeah.
885
00:36:49,292 --> 00:36:51,375
I would actually love that.
886
00:36:51,458 --> 00:36:54,333
- So things did not go as
planned last night at dinner.
887
00:36:54,375 --> 00:36:56,417
He threw out this
negativity thing
888
00:36:56,542 --> 00:37:00,000
that I'm a negative person,
and I left the dinner crying.
889
00:37:00,042 --> 00:37:01,875
Sad, but maybe
it's best for us.
890
00:37:01,958 --> 00:37:03,083
I don't know.
Who knows?
891
00:37:03,083 --> 00:37:04,833
- Yeah.
892
00:37:04,917 --> 00:37:08,917
I just think that, you know,
we have been through a lot.
893
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:12,583
I think that I've tried to
protect you as best as I can.
894
00:37:12,667 --> 00:37:14,375
But I think, you know,
there are things
895
00:37:14,458 --> 00:37:18,708
that are worth telling you
that you need to know.
896
00:37:20,875 --> 00:37:23,292
[crying] I just don't feel
like Brennan is giving you
897
00:37:23,375 --> 00:37:25,333
the same respect
that you give to him.
898
00:37:25,417 --> 00:37:27,417
And I didn't want
to tell you this.
899
00:37:27,500 --> 00:37:30,208
At the same time, I had to be
realistic about what's going on
900
00:37:30,292 --> 00:37:33,167
and let you know
what's happening.
901
00:37:33,250 --> 00:37:34,375
I've heard through
the grapevine
902
00:37:34,542 --> 00:37:36,917
that he wanted to go on a
double date with Cameron
903
00:37:37,042 --> 00:37:40,125
and that he is going on dates.
904
00:37:40,208 --> 00:37:42,500
Like, he's not a good guy.
905
00:37:42,542 --> 00:37:44,792
And I'm just upset
that you even thought
906
00:37:44,875 --> 00:37:47,500
for a second that he
had your best interest,
907
00:37:47,542 --> 00:37:50,583
because he doesn't.
- [sobbing]
908
00:37:50,708 --> 00:37:53,625
♪
909
00:37:53,708 --> 00:37:56,708
- Like, I appreciate
it so much.
910
00:37:56,792 --> 00:37:59,208
And...
911
00:37:59,333 --> 00:38:04,000
it just confirms a lot
of what I've been feeling.
912
00:38:04,042 --> 00:38:06,000
And I've tried to,
like, look past,
913
00:38:06,125 --> 00:38:09,708
and, like, make--
see the best in him,
914
00:38:09,792 --> 00:38:13,333
and, like, believe
that this wasn't the case.
915
00:38:13,417 --> 00:38:17,000
But it's like, I truly believe
the way he talks to me,
916
00:38:17,125 --> 00:38:19,125
he just doesn't respect me.
917
00:38:19,208 --> 00:38:21,375
This just shows that.
918
00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:24,333
It's, like, very, very sad...
919
00:38:24,417 --> 00:38:25,875
- Yeah.
- No matter what.
920
00:38:25,958 --> 00:38:29,083
- And you deserve to be loved
and to be heard,
921
00:38:29,208 --> 00:38:31,583
and to be seen
and not diminished
922
00:38:31,667 --> 00:38:34,333
and not dismissed
to make himself feel better.
923
00:38:34,375 --> 00:38:36,667
And that's not something
you deserve.
924
00:38:36,750 --> 00:38:38,875
- Like, I don't think
there was, honestly,
925
00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:40,583
a better time than now.
926
00:38:40,708 --> 00:38:43,000
[sniffles]
I would have been devastated
927
00:38:43,042 --> 00:38:45,667
to know this after, knowing
that I had no control--
928
00:38:45,750 --> 00:38:47,833
- He's just not ready
for a commitment.
929
00:38:47,958 --> 00:38:49,167
♪
930
00:38:49,208 --> 00:38:52,042
- It just [bleep] sucks,
931
00:38:52,125 --> 00:38:54,542
but it also validates
932
00:38:54,625 --> 00:38:57,542
where I am now and, like, where
I've been, like...
933
00:38:57,625 --> 00:39:02,167
- I'm just sad that he's not
realizing how amazing you are.
934
00:39:02,250 --> 00:39:04,958
- This isn't how
it had to end it,
935
00:39:05,042 --> 00:39:07,833
and it's gonna end the way
that it needs to end.
936
00:39:07,917 --> 00:39:09,958
- Period.
937
00:39:10,042 --> 00:39:10,217
♪
938
00:39:15,125 --> 00:39:16,167
[dramatic music]
939
00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:21,667
♪
940
00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:23,000
- Hey.
941
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:28,000
- So, basically, I found out
that you tried to go
942
00:39:28,083 --> 00:39:30,042
on a double date with Cam.
943
00:39:30,125 --> 00:39:32,833
And so the fact that, like,
I feel like you've cared
944
00:39:32,875 --> 00:39:34,583
so much about yourself and
reputation in this
945
00:39:34,583 --> 00:39:36,792
and did something that stupid,
946
00:39:36,875 --> 00:39:40,333
honestly, I just don't
understand, like,
947
00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,417
why you would do something
so dumb.
948
00:39:42,542 --> 00:39:46,667
But, yeah, I can hear
your reasoning, at least.
949
00:39:46,750 --> 00:39:49,083
♪
950
00:39:49,167 --> 00:39:50,708
- Yeah.
That's not true.
951
00:39:50,792 --> 00:39:52,792
- What do you mean
it's not true?
952
00:39:52,875 --> 00:39:54,167
- I don't even know
what you're talking about.
953
00:39:54,208 --> 00:39:55,875
- I don't--
954
00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:57,750
- Me and Cam joke
about [bleep] all the time.
955
00:39:57,833 --> 00:39:59,750
Like...
- It definitely wasn't a joke
956
00:39:59,833 --> 00:40:01,625
if he felt the need
to call Clare
957
00:40:01,708 --> 00:40:04,042
and say how [bleep] up
he thought it was.
958
00:40:04,042 --> 00:40:05,417
- You have [bleep] against me?
959
00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,042
- I do have [bleep]
against you, Brennan.
960
00:40:10,417 --> 00:40:12,042
- Why can't you
just take ownership
961
00:40:12,125 --> 00:40:13,292
to anything you [bleep] do
962
00:40:13,375 --> 00:40:15,042
or even--I don't know--
say sorry?
963
00:40:15,208 --> 00:40:17,167
Yes, it does.
964
00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:19,583
Yeah, I am.
965
00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:20,958
Remember when I say
accountability?
966
00:40:21,042 --> 00:40:22,750
You don't think
I have accountability?
967
00:40:22,833 --> 00:40:25,000
You think I'm so negative.
You think you tried everything.
968
00:40:25,042 --> 00:40:26,250
You think you didn't--
like, when I say there was
969
00:40:26,333 --> 00:40:27,375
never a chance of anything.
970
00:40:27,375 --> 00:40:29,542
- The negativity
971
00:40:29,625 --> 00:40:33,708
caused there to be no [bleep]
chance of us being ever--
972
00:40:33,792 --> 00:40:35,458
- All right, once again,
blaming it on me, once again--
973
00:40:35,542 --> 00:40:36,958
- I am blaming it on you.
974
00:40:37,042 --> 00:40:38,667
- You never told me
anything about negativity.
975
00:40:38,750 --> 00:40:40,458
- You're the most negative
person I've ever met.
976
00:40:40,542 --> 00:40:42,500
That's the [bleep] that
pulled our relationship
977
00:40:42,542 --> 00:40:43,750
to go nowhere.
978
00:40:43,833 --> 00:40:45,875
- That's also--
I'm not negative.
979
00:40:45,875 --> 00:40:47,000
- And I'm not looking
for that.
980
00:40:47,125 --> 00:40:49,000
- And you literally
think you've done nothing,
981
00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:50,542
even right now.
982
00:40:50,625 --> 00:40:52,417
That's how I can feel
like you're taking this--
983
00:40:52,500 --> 00:40:53,792
is that you've done
nothing wrong.
984
00:40:53,875 --> 00:40:55,458
And, somehow,
I've been negative
985
00:40:55,542 --> 00:40:57,000
when I call you out for,
like, needing to,
986
00:40:57,042 --> 00:40:58,542
yeah, change some [bleep].
987
00:40:58,667 --> 00:41:00,167
- You think I have to take
accountability for that?
988
00:41:00,250 --> 00:41:01,750
- Uh, yeah.
989
00:41:01,833 --> 00:41:02,958
- I've been loyal
to you this whole time.
990
00:41:03,042 --> 00:41:04,625
- No, you have not.
991
00:41:04,708 --> 00:41:07,500
And you have tried to come
out of this unscathed.
992
00:41:07,625 --> 00:41:10,500
And by doing so, you have
been so [bleep] stupid.
993
00:41:10,583 --> 00:41:12,167
And you've discredited me,
994
00:41:12,250 --> 00:41:13,458
thinking that I'm not
smart enough
995
00:41:13,542 --> 00:41:14,833
and I'm going
to be your little puppet
996
00:41:14,875 --> 00:41:16,167
and stay positive
the whole time,
997
00:41:16,250 --> 00:41:17,208
when you've been doing
this [bleep]
998
00:41:17,333 --> 00:41:18,792
when I've already given
you way more
999
00:41:18,875 --> 00:41:20,792
of the benefit of the doubt,
and like, tried to,
1000
00:41:20,875 --> 00:41:22,167
like, see the positive
in you in this situation.
1001
00:41:22,208 --> 00:41:23,792
And I'm [bleep] done.
1002
00:41:23,875 --> 00:41:26,167
This isn't just me. This is not
me starting anything.
1003
00:41:26,208 --> 00:41:27,667
You did this to yourself.
1004
00:41:27,750 --> 00:41:32,000
And you cannot say
that it's because we--
1005
00:41:32,083 --> 00:41:34,875
we're friends and you
apparently were single.
1006
00:41:34,958 --> 00:41:37,750
That's--we were very much
married, and its two months,
1007
00:41:37,875 --> 00:41:39,750
and you can [bleep]
pull it together.
1008
00:41:39,833 --> 00:41:42,333
- If that's how you feel after
I saved your [bleep] life,
1009
00:41:42,417 --> 00:41:43,792
then--
1010
00:41:43,875 --> 00:41:46,292
- Are you [bleep] kidding me?
You have--
1011
00:41:46,375 --> 00:41:48,667
- Like, it's unfathomable
to me
1012
00:41:48,833 --> 00:41:50,542
that you can talk like this.
1013
00:41:50,667 --> 00:41:52,750
- You're manipulative.
You have no accountability.
1014
00:41:52,833 --> 00:41:54,500
You have no awareness
of anything.
1015
00:41:54,583 --> 00:41:56,625
And if you think
in any [bleep] world
1016
00:41:56,708 --> 00:41:59,167
that this is going
to come on me, you are wrong.
1017
00:41:59,250 --> 00:42:01,500
♪
1018
00:42:01,583 --> 00:42:03,500
- And you're going
to try to destroy me?
1019
00:42:03,625 --> 00:42:05,000
- You did not save my life.
1020
00:42:05,083 --> 00:42:07,083
Anyone would have done
the same thing if--
1021
00:42:07,208 --> 00:42:08,708
- No one else did, did they?
1022
00:42:08,792 --> 00:42:10,833
- No one else is there
for a chance.
1023
00:42:10,917 --> 00:42:13,833
And granted, yeah,
if I got to see the real you
1024
00:42:13,875 --> 00:42:15,708
in that two weeks and that's
what I got out of this,
1025
00:42:15,792 --> 00:42:17,542
knowing, like, you do exist
somewhere down there--
1026
00:42:17,625 --> 00:42:20,083
hopefully that is really you,
that's great.
1027
00:42:20,208 --> 00:42:22,667
But, like, you can also not
throw in you saved my life.
1028
00:42:22,750 --> 00:42:25,750
- All right.
All right.
1029
00:42:30,042 --> 00:42:31,833
There's no reasoning with you,
and you're going to say
1030
00:42:31,958 --> 00:42:33,958
whatever the [bleep] you want
to say, so...
1031
00:42:34,042 --> 00:42:35,625
yeah, I'll be
at the apartment [bleep].
1032
00:42:35,708 --> 00:42:38,375
And then I will see
you on Decision Day.
1033
00:42:38,458 --> 00:42:39,917
- Okay.
1034
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,792
- Peace.
1035
00:42:41,875 --> 00:42:43,000
- [bleep].
1036
00:42:43,083 --> 00:42:45,375
♪
1037
00:42:45,458 --> 00:42:47,125
- ♪ It's not love
1038
00:42:47,208 --> 00:42:48,958
♪ It's not love
1039
00:42:49,042 --> 00:42:50,167
♪ So come on
1040
00:42:50,250 --> 00:42:52,333
♪ Let it be
1041
00:42:52,458 --> 00:42:55,000
- Hi.
- Hello.
1042
00:42:55,042 --> 00:42:57,000
- You brought tissues.
- I brought tissues.
1043
00:42:57,083 --> 00:42:59,000
I brought a blankie.
1044
00:42:59,042 --> 00:43:00,833
- She's ready to go.
- She's ready.
1045
00:43:00,917 --> 00:43:02,875
- To that, I thought we'd have,
like, circle time on the floor.
1046
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,000
So everyone pick
your spot on the rug.
1047
00:43:05,083 --> 00:43:07,500
We're just going
to let it all out.
1048
00:43:07,500 --> 00:43:09,167
- I'm here--food, tears.
1049
00:43:09,250 --> 00:43:10,333
- Okay.
1050
00:43:10,458 --> 00:43:12,167
♪
1051
00:43:12,208 --> 00:43:14,167
- The circle of trust.
1052
00:43:14,250 --> 00:43:16,667
This is what it looks like.
This is what it looks like.
1053
00:43:16,833 --> 00:43:18,583
- Please talk to me
and fill me in.
1054
00:43:18,667 --> 00:43:22,125
I'm just curious
how it's all going.
1055
00:43:22,208 --> 00:43:24,708
- Um, yeah.
1056
00:43:26,292 --> 00:43:28,417
[voice breaking]
I'm probably just going to cry
1057
00:43:28,500 --> 00:43:31,417
because I found out that...
1058
00:43:31,542 --> 00:43:34,125
Brennan was asking Cam
1059
00:43:34,208 --> 00:43:37,542
to go on double dates
with other people.
1060
00:43:37,625 --> 00:43:39,792
And it just
kind of went to show,
1061
00:43:39,875 --> 00:43:42,167
after, especially, like,
our dinner the other night
1062
00:43:42,250 --> 00:43:44,125
that we had, like, that I've
just always felt like he
1063
00:43:44,208 --> 00:43:45,958
just doesn't respect me.
- Can you believe?
1064
00:43:46,042 --> 00:43:50,667
- And so, after we had dinner
the other night,
1065
00:43:50,750 --> 00:43:52,917
that ended up going like--
1066
00:43:53,042 --> 00:43:55,000
I guess, I went off
a little bit
1067
00:43:55,083 --> 00:43:57,542
just because he wants me
to be positive
1068
00:43:57,625 --> 00:43:59,375
and sit there and just shut up.
1069
00:43:59,458 --> 00:44:01,292
And so, no matter
what I say or do,
1070
00:44:01,375 --> 00:44:04,000
he will always come back
and say I made it negative.
1071
00:44:04,083 --> 00:44:05,708
Like, why can't
I stay positive?
1072
00:44:05,792 --> 00:44:07,292
And, like,
this just isn't life.
1073
00:44:07,375 --> 00:44:09,875
And, like, I get the
repercussions every day after.
1074
00:44:09,958 --> 00:44:11,375
He said this didn't work
because of me two weeks in
1075
00:44:11,458 --> 00:44:12,750
because I was negative.
1076
00:44:12,833 --> 00:44:14,667
- Honey, one of my
biggest issues with you
1077
00:44:14,750 --> 00:44:16,667
is that you are too positive.
- You're too positive.
1078
00:44:16,708 --> 00:44:18,708
- Like, what pisses me off
is that the worst sides
1079
00:44:18,792 --> 00:44:21,000
of Brennan are not on camera.
1080
00:44:21,083 --> 00:44:23,667
Like, Brennan makes Emily
delete diary cams
1081
00:44:23,708 --> 00:44:25,875
if they don't reflect well
upon him.
1082
00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:27,792
- He keeps being like,
this isn't part of our story.
1083
00:44:27,875 --> 00:44:29,375
I'm like,
I don't know what story
1084
00:44:29,458 --> 00:44:30,833
you already planned out for us,
1085
00:44:30,917 --> 00:44:32,667
but, like, this
is part of my story.
1086
00:44:32,750 --> 00:44:34,375
- Like, these are
the conversations
1087
00:44:34,458 --> 00:44:36,292
that she's had
with me off camera.
1088
00:44:36,375 --> 00:44:39,125
- And then he tried to tell me
today that, basically,
1089
00:44:39,208 --> 00:44:41,458
like, everything
should be dismissed
1090
00:44:41,542 --> 00:44:43,375
because he saved my life,
and I'm like--
1091
00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:45,083
- Yeah, the savior complex, no.
1092
00:44:45,167 --> 00:44:46,833
- Again, you appreciated me
when I hit a tree.
1093
00:44:46,875 --> 00:44:48,417
Granted, I appreciate
all you did.
1094
00:44:48,500 --> 00:44:49,833
And I'm happy of all of this.
1095
00:44:49,958 --> 00:44:51,792
I saw I think who you are
for a hot sec.
1096
00:44:51,875 --> 00:44:53,792
- Yeah.
- But, like, that is also not
1097
00:44:53,875 --> 00:44:55,708
your saving grace, and, like--
1098
00:44:55,833 --> 00:44:57,333
- I don't think we say
that's who he is.
1099
00:44:57,375 --> 00:45:00,167
I think we say that's
who he was in that moment.
1100
00:45:00,250 --> 00:45:01,958
- Mm-hmm.
- And who he is is who he is.
1101
00:45:02,042 --> 00:45:03,375
- And we can be grateful
for him in that moment.
1102
00:45:03,458 --> 00:45:05,667
But we can also reflect back
and say, you know what?
1103
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:07,125
That was great that he was
like that in that moment,
1104
00:45:07,208 --> 00:45:08,583
but that's not how
he is all the time.
1105
00:45:08,667 --> 00:45:10,542
- That's not how he is.
1106
00:45:10,625 --> 00:45:14,708
- The issue is, is that these
men have been so concerned
1107
00:45:14,792 --> 00:45:17,167
with the optics
and the story of everything,
1108
00:45:17,208 --> 00:45:19,542
rather than our feelings
and our relationships.
1109
00:45:19,625 --> 00:45:21,167
- So sad.
- And with Austin,
1110
00:45:21,292 --> 00:45:23,583
what he has an issue with
is that I called him combative
1111
00:45:23,708 --> 00:45:25,500
and dismissive on camera.
1112
00:45:25,583 --> 00:45:27,792
And I said on camera,
too, many times--
1113
00:45:27,875 --> 00:45:30,042
I was like, I can be combative
and dismissive.
1114
00:45:30,042 --> 00:45:31,500
Like, I can also be
those things.
1115
00:45:31,542 --> 00:45:32,875
- We all can be.
- Right.
1116
00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:34,208
We're all human beings.
- Yes. Yes.
1117
00:45:34,292 --> 00:45:36,000
And me saying that
about you isn't
1118
00:45:36,083 --> 00:45:37,875
me saying that, like, you are
this horrible, horrible person.
1119
00:45:37,958 --> 00:45:39,458
- Right.
- Like, it's me telling you
1120
00:45:39,542 --> 00:45:41,917
that in this time,
I experienced this part of you.
1121
00:45:42,042 --> 00:45:43,542
- That's literally
what life and marriage
1122
00:45:43,625 --> 00:45:45,375
and any relationship is.
1123
00:45:45,500 --> 00:45:47,167
It's like, these people thought
they could come on,
1124
00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:50,250
and, like, everything would be
rainbows and butterflies.
1125
00:45:50,333 --> 00:45:52,875
And I think, like, we all had
our rose-colored glasses on.
1126
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:54,625
Mine might have been on
for longer.
1127
00:45:54,708 --> 00:45:56,167
- [laughs]
- True.
1128
00:45:56,208 --> 00:45:57,833
- But you should have
never felt insecure.
1129
00:45:57,958 --> 00:45:59,333
That's not who you are.
1130
00:45:59,417 --> 00:46:01,875
I never have had so much
second-guessing myself.
1131
00:46:01,958 --> 00:46:03,542
That's not what
a healthy relationship is.
1132
00:46:03,625 --> 00:46:04,833
- It's still really hard
1133
00:46:04,917 --> 00:46:06,250
for me to, like, separate
the two realities
1134
00:46:06,333 --> 00:46:08,083
of, like, on camera versus
off camera
1135
00:46:08,167 --> 00:46:10,000
because he would say
these things to me
1136
00:46:10,083 --> 00:46:12,000
and be emotionally intelligent,
and I'm trusting that.
1137
00:46:12,125 --> 00:46:13,500
- Yeah.
- And then that stuff
1138
00:46:13,625 --> 00:46:14,750
doesn't happen off camera.
1139
00:46:14,875 --> 00:46:16,833
I see the way
that Austin just, like,
1140
00:46:16,917 --> 00:46:18,833
walks past me
when I'm changing clothes.
1141
00:46:18,875 --> 00:46:21,083
Like, I see when I'm,
like, putting on my makeup,
1142
00:46:21,167 --> 00:46:23,000
like, he's looking at himself,
he's not looking at me.
1143
00:46:23,042 --> 00:46:24,333
Like, I just want to be told
1144
00:46:24,375 --> 00:46:25,750
that, like,
I'm pretty every now and then.
1145
00:46:25,750 --> 00:46:27,042
- Isn't that sad?
1146
00:46:27,208 --> 00:46:29,667
Isn't that sad
that you don't feel that?
1147
00:46:29,708 --> 00:46:31,750
With Decision Day coming up,
we have to do
1148
00:46:31,833 --> 00:46:34,042
what's best for ourselves.
- Yeah.
1149
00:46:34,167 --> 00:46:35,750
My reality is, like, newer,
1150
00:46:35,833 --> 00:46:37,708
and it came on
a little bit faster,
1151
00:46:37,833 --> 00:46:40,833
so, like, I'm still processing
what has happened.
1152
00:46:40,958 --> 00:46:42,500
I want to say yes
on Decision Day
1153
00:46:42,542 --> 00:46:44,875
because he is telling me that
what's actually [bleep] us up
1154
00:46:44,958 --> 00:46:48,167
is the cameras
and I do love Austin.
1155
00:46:48,250 --> 00:46:50,167
Like, I think he is making
our world a better place.
1156
00:46:50,292 --> 00:46:52,167
♪
1157
00:46:52,167 --> 00:46:54,792
I know that, like, when
Austin and I are together,
1158
00:46:54,875 --> 00:46:56,667
we can have so much fun.
1159
00:46:56,708 --> 00:46:58,875
There are times when we just
lay in bed and just laugh.
1160
00:46:58,958 --> 00:47:01,667
And I know that he is
a good person.
1161
00:47:01,708 --> 00:47:03,208
I know that he has
good intentions.
1162
00:47:03,375 --> 00:47:06,000
I know that this process
was hard for him.
1163
00:47:06,083 --> 00:47:08,000
I know that it was
emotionally exhausting.
1164
00:47:08,083 --> 00:47:10,667
And I know
that he gave it his all.
1165
00:47:10,792 --> 00:47:12,625
And I know that
I gave it my all.
1166
00:47:12,708 --> 00:47:14,833
And I know that at
the end of the day,
1167
00:47:14,875 --> 00:47:17,083
he can see that, like,
I have lifted him up
1168
00:47:17,167 --> 00:47:19,208
and that, like, I love him--
I truly do.
1169
00:47:19,292 --> 00:47:22,333
I cannot wait
for this just to be easier.
1170
00:47:22,417 --> 00:47:24,833
- ♪ Don't
1171
00:47:24,917 --> 00:47:27,963
♪ Let me go
1172
00:47:33,625 --> 00:47:34,958
- ♪ We about to catch fire
1173
00:47:34,958 --> 00:47:37,083
♪ Just to burn it down,
the time is now ♪
1174
00:47:37,167 --> 00:47:40,083
♪ About to catch fire,
about to catch fire ♪
1175
00:47:40,167 --> 00:47:42,167
♪ We about to catch fire
- ♪ Fire
1176
00:47:42,292 --> 00:47:44,083
- ♪ We about to light it up
- ♪ Light it up
1177
00:47:44,167 --> 00:47:46,083
- Hi, guys.
- Hi. Hello.
1178
00:47:46,167 --> 00:47:47,375
- Welcome to Ironton.
1179
00:47:47,458 --> 00:47:48,458
- Thank you.
1180
00:47:48,542 --> 00:47:49,958
- Yay.
1181
00:47:50,042 --> 00:47:52,708
Thank you so much.
- I'll go grab your tea.
1182
00:47:52,708 --> 00:47:54,750
- How are you doing?
1183
00:47:54,833 --> 00:47:56,833
Talk to me.
1184
00:47:56,875 --> 00:47:59,667
- [sighs, clicks tongue]
1185
00:47:59,750 --> 00:48:01,333
That's a good question.
[chuckles]
1186
00:48:01,417 --> 00:48:04,583
- We had a really
interesting discussion,
1187
00:48:04,667 --> 00:48:07,250
where Austin wanted
to talk about...
1188
00:48:07,333 --> 00:48:12,042
how he's hurt
by the fact that...
1189
00:48:12,125 --> 00:48:14,042
'Cause it's only recently
that I've started to, like,
1190
00:48:14,167 --> 00:48:16,625
actually discuss ways
that I'm...
1191
00:48:16,708 --> 00:48:18,958
♪
1192
00:48:19,042 --> 00:48:21,042
Having a difficult time.
1193
00:48:21,042 --> 00:48:24,000
- I feel like sometimes the way
she, like, expresses
1194
00:48:24,083 --> 00:48:26,750
her, like, thoughts
and feelings about me
1195
00:48:26,833 --> 00:48:30,000
are more harsh
1196
00:48:30,125 --> 00:48:31,917
than, like, deserving.
1197
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,708
So I think...
1198
00:48:34,792 --> 00:48:37,708
the words that she uses
to describe me
1199
00:48:37,708 --> 00:48:41,333
aren't actual depictions
of who I am.
1200
00:48:41,417 --> 00:48:45,000
And that hurts, and I don't
know how to get over that.
1201
00:48:45,042 --> 00:48:47,208
- The conversation
was confusing to me.
1202
00:48:47,292 --> 00:48:51,833
And, like, he didn't like
that I called him combative.
1203
00:48:51,917 --> 00:48:53,750
And I think he was
more concerned
1204
00:48:53,875 --> 00:48:55,167
about how he's being portrayed
1205
00:48:55,250 --> 00:48:56,792
than, like,
how it's affecting me.
1206
00:48:56,875 --> 00:48:58,500
- Yeah.
1207
00:48:58,542 --> 00:49:01,375
I finally have just been
100% honest on camera.
1208
00:49:01,458 --> 00:49:03,083
- Yeah.
- And he's having a hard time
1209
00:49:03,167 --> 00:49:04,458
with that because--
1210
00:49:04,542 --> 00:49:06,375
- And how truthful
your relationship is.
1211
00:49:06,500 --> 00:49:09,917
- Yeah, and now when it isn't
given back to me,
1212
00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:11,750
especially off camera,
1213
00:49:11,833 --> 00:49:14,083
I have now started
to, like, regress
1214
00:49:14,208 --> 00:49:16,833
in how much, like, I...
1215
00:49:16,917 --> 00:49:18,667
- Give to him.
- Yeah.
1216
00:49:18,750 --> 00:49:21,667
- I think you're trying to just
have an authentic relationship.
1217
00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:23,417
- Yeah.
1218
00:49:23,500 --> 00:49:26,083
- And that means to, like,
figure it out, talk about it
1219
00:49:26,167 --> 00:49:27,500
so then you can move forward.
1220
00:49:27,583 --> 00:49:30,958
- Yeah. It just stinks
that now I'm hurting him.
1221
00:49:31,042 --> 00:49:33,250
- Yeah.
- And I don't want to be.
1222
00:49:33,375 --> 00:49:35,333
But I also, like,
couldn't keep,
1223
00:49:35,375 --> 00:49:39,208
like, pretending that these
things weren't happening.
1224
00:49:39,292 --> 00:49:40,875
- We all strive
to be good people,
1225
00:49:40,958 --> 00:49:42,042
and we want other
people to understand
1226
00:49:42,125 --> 00:49:43,125
that we're good people.
1227
00:49:43,208 --> 00:49:44,833
And if that comes
into question,
1228
00:49:44,958 --> 00:49:46,208
I think that's
the number-one thing
1229
00:49:46,292 --> 00:49:48,083
that you can get
defensive about--
1230
00:49:48,167 --> 00:49:50,833
is, like, I am not
a harsh, cruel person.
1231
00:49:50,917 --> 00:49:52,833
♪
1232
00:49:52,875 --> 00:49:54,667
- We're each triggering
each other
1233
00:49:54,708 --> 00:49:56,167
in certain ways.
- Yeah.
1234
00:49:56,292 --> 00:49:58,833
- And I think
the two of us together,
1235
00:49:58,875 --> 00:50:00,875
when we have a disagreement,
1236
00:50:00,958 --> 00:50:03,333
neither of us feels heard
by the end of it.
1237
00:50:03,417 --> 00:50:05,417
- When things
were going better,
1238
00:50:05,542 --> 00:50:07,542
before that chasm, I guess,
started to open up
1239
00:50:07,667 --> 00:50:11,625
between you two,
like, was that feeling there?
1240
00:50:11,708 --> 00:50:13,500
- Yeah.
1241
00:50:13,583 --> 00:50:17,167
There are a lot of things
that we...
1242
00:50:17,292 --> 00:50:19,833
are very compatible on,
very compatible with,
1243
00:50:19,875 --> 00:50:21,375
and, like, we agree upon.
1244
00:50:21,458 --> 00:50:24,250
I think there's a lot of,
like, good in our relationship.
1245
00:50:24,333 --> 00:50:26,125
Unfortunately,
that hasn't been the focus
1246
00:50:26,208 --> 00:50:28,167
for the past couple of weeks.
1247
00:50:28,250 --> 00:50:30,000
It's been mostly the bad,
1248
00:50:30,083 --> 00:50:32,333
which, like, it's kind of hard
1249
00:50:32,417 --> 00:50:34,417
to, like, see through the bad
to see the good.
1250
00:50:34,542 --> 00:50:36,833
But, like, that's what I want.
That's what I'm trying to do.
1251
00:50:36,917 --> 00:50:38,417
- I mean, obviously,
either way,
1252
00:50:38,500 --> 00:50:40,333
I'm going to support
your decision.
1253
00:50:40,458 --> 00:50:42,333
But, like, throughout
the entire process,
1254
00:50:42,458 --> 00:50:46,500
I don't feel
like you've felt desired,
1255
00:50:46,500 --> 00:50:50,083
pursued,
appreciated, cherished.
1256
00:50:50,167 --> 00:50:52,083
Like, those are,
like, very cornerstone things
1257
00:50:52,167 --> 00:50:54,375
that really should be on fire
1258
00:50:54,458 --> 00:50:55,833
in the beginning.
- Yeah.
1259
00:50:55,958 --> 00:50:58,333
- And, like, I don't see
that catching fire.
1260
00:50:58,375 --> 00:51:00,583
And I'm like, these are
red flags that are, like,
1261
00:51:00,667 --> 00:51:02,875
a hard stop, in my opinion,
1262
00:51:02,958 --> 00:51:06,375
that I feel like you would say
that to me.
1263
00:51:06,458 --> 00:51:08,417
If I was in this situation
and I told you these things,
1264
00:51:08,542 --> 00:51:10,583
you'd be like, Lindsey,
this isn't your person.
1265
00:51:10,667 --> 00:51:13,542
- I'm doing, like, all
of these things, and, like...
1266
00:51:17,292 --> 00:51:18,792
- I know.
You're tired.
1267
00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:21,667
[somber music]
1268
00:51:21,708 --> 00:51:23,417
♪
1269
00:51:23,542 --> 00:51:25,958
- Yeah, but I don't want
to be hard on him.
1270
00:51:26,042 --> 00:51:27,958
And I don't want him
to feel like...
1271
00:51:28,042 --> 00:51:30,167
♪
1272
00:51:30,250 --> 00:51:33,750
Yeah, like he's a bad person.
1273
00:51:33,875 --> 00:51:36,417
But I can't just...
1274
00:51:36,500 --> 00:51:40,042
live a life that isn't real.
1275
00:51:40,125 --> 00:51:42,833
Like, I can't keep pretending.
- Yeah.
1276
00:51:42,875 --> 00:51:46,250
♪
1277
00:51:46,333 --> 00:51:50,375
- I need to change if,
like, I want to be with her.
1278
00:51:50,542 --> 00:51:52,000
And, like, I'm willing
to put in the work
1279
00:51:52,083 --> 00:51:53,417
to see, like, how it goes.
1280
00:51:53,542 --> 00:51:55,042
And I really want
to [bleep] try.
1281
00:51:55,167 --> 00:51:58,500
But, like, where's the limit?
1282
00:51:58,583 --> 00:52:00,292
- You have to take care
of yourself.
1283
00:52:00,375 --> 00:52:01,458
- Yep.
- And, you know,
1284
00:52:01,542 --> 00:52:03,333
it's a silly cliché, but, like,
1285
00:52:03,375 --> 00:52:06,833
you can't light yourself on
fire to keep someone else warm.
1286
00:52:06,875 --> 00:52:08,833
You shouldn't just roll over
1287
00:52:08,875 --> 00:52:10,365
and be someone that you're not
just to make it work.
1288
00:52:11,042 --> 00:52:12,083
♪
1289
00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:17,250
[chill pop music]
1290
00:52:17,250 --> 00:52:22,250
- ♪ All the youngest
promises ♪
1291
00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:27,417
♪ All the youngest promises
1292
00:52:27,500 --> 00:52:32,542
♪ All the youngest promises
1293
00:52:32,708 --> 00:52:35,833
♪ Say their goodbyes
1294
00:52:35,917 --> 00:52:38,875
- How's it going?
- Oh, hello.
1295
00:52:38,958 --> 00:52:42,667
- I'm just going
to grab my stuff.
1296
00:52:46,042 --> 00:52:48,875
[soft music]
1297
00:52:48,958 --> 00:52:55,917
♪
1298
00:53:17,917 --> 00:53:20,750
All right.
Want to talk for a sec?
1299
00:53:20,875 --> 00:53:22,750
- Not really.
1300
00:53:22,833 --> 00:53:24,250
- All right.
1301
00:53:24,375 --> 00:53:27,333
I wish you the best.
1302
00:53:27,458 --> 00:53:29,833
- ♪ You know how to hurt me
1303
00:53:29,917 --> 00:53:31,708
♪ Mmm
1304
00:53:31,833 --> 00:53:34,500
♪ How to hurt me
1305
00:53:34,583 --> 00:53:38,333
♪
1306
00:53:38,417 --> 00:53:41,125
- I never thought in a million
years, it would end this way.
1307
00:53:41,208 --> 00:53:42,750
I never wanted it
to end this way.
1308
00:53:42,875 --> 00:53:45,375
I never thought he would do
the things he did.
1309
00:53:45,500 --> 00:53:47,292
I never thought
he would lie about it.
1310
00:53:47,375 --> 00:53:49,208
There's not many more words
to say at all
1311
00:53:49,292 --> 00:53:51,375
from my perspective
at this point.
1312
00:53:51,458 --> 00:53:54,750
♪
1313
00:53:54,833 --> 00:53:56,500
Like, this is the end
of Brennan and Emily.
1314
00:53:56,583 --> 00:54:00,333
- ♪ You know how to hurt me,
how to hurt me ♪
1315
00:54:00,458 --> 00:54:02,750
♪ Got me at your mercy
1316
00:54:02,833 --> 00:54:04,542
♪ I'm at your mercy
1317
00:54:04,625 --> 00:54:07,667
♪ I won't let you
drive me away ♪
1318
00:54:07,750 --> 00:54:12,292
♪
1319
00:54:12,375 --> 00:54:17,167
- ♪ If you want me
to be the one ♪
1320
00:54:17,250 --> 00:54:21,042
♪ It shouldn't be
so complicated ♪
1321
00:54:21,125 --> 00:54:23,083
- I'm hurt and upset.
1322
00:54:23,167 --> 00:54:25,208
Austin left the apartment.
1323
00:54:27,042 --> 00:54:30,458
[somber music]
1324
00:54:30,542 --> 00:54:37,583
♪
1325
00:54:37,667 --> 00:54:41,000
I'm just trying
to, like, sort through...
1326
00:54:41,042 --> 00:54:44,000
♪
1327
00:54:44,042 --> 00:54:47,833
Actions and reality
and, like, what has happened.
1328
00:54:47,875 --> 00:54:50,250
I think Austin and I were,
like, in an okay place
1329
00:54:50,333 --> 00:54:52,167
before...
1330
00:54:52,208 --> 00:54:54,083
I went to go talk
with Lindsey.
1331
00:54:54,208 --> 00:54:56,333
We hugged and kissed
each other goodbye.
1332
00:54:56,458 --> 00:55:01,042
We, like, were laughing
together, like, just--
1333
00:55:01,125 --> 00:55:04,333
just, yeah, good.
1334
00:55:04,458 --> 00:55:07,250
So, when I came back
and in the apartment,
1335
00:55:07,333 --> 00:55:11,000
something had shifted.
1336
00:55:11,125 --> 00:55:14,083
And I could tell that...
1337
00:55:14,167 --> 00:55:17,125
he was no longer really happy.
1338
00:55:17,208 --> 00:55:19,458
And we sat down,
1339
00:55:19,583 --> 00:55:22,125
and we got
into another discussion
1340
00:55:22,208 --> 00:55:25,167
about how he is worried
1341
00:55:25,250 --> 00:55:27,333
about the optics of him
on the show,
1342
00:55:27,417 --> 00:55:30,333
how I don't realize that,
like, I'm painting him
1343
00:55:30,458 --> 00:55:32,625
to look like
a really awful person
1344
00:55:32,708 --> 00:55:35,792
and not the way
that he actually is.
1345
00:55:35,875 --> 00:55:39,250
Him being so concerned about
the optics makes me question
1346
00:55:39,375 --> 00:55:41,292
the reality
of our relationship,
1347
00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:44,833
because if what he's
so focused on now
1348
00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:48,208
is the optics
of our relationship, like,
1349
00:55:48,292 --> 00:55:51,125
how do I not know that how he's
been acting this entire time
1350
00:55:51,208 --> 00:55:53,500
has been to make
the optics look good?
1351
00:55:53,625 --> 00:55:55,958
Because now they're
finally not looking good,
1352
00:55:56,042 --> 00:55:58,167
and he's not concerned
with how we're doing.
1353
00:55:58,208 --> 00:55:59,792
I mean, he is,
1354
00:55:59,875 --> 00:56:02,833
but his main concern
is the optics and not us.
1355
00:56:02,875 --> 00:56:04,333
♪
1356
00:56:04,458 --> 00:56:06,125
His main concern is him.
1357
00:56:06,208 --> 00:56:07,708
♪
1358
00:56:07,792 --> 00:56:10,333
Like, I think that there's
a lack of trust there,
1359
00:56:10,417 --> 00:56:12,333
no matter what,
1360
00:56:12,417 --> 00:56:16,000
because if Austin trusted me
and knew that I always
1361
00:56:16,083 --> 00:56:17,667
have his best interest
at heart,
1362
00:56:17,750 --> 00:56:20,208
he would know
that I was not painting
1363
00:56:20,292 --> 00:56:22,208
his name red across the town.
1364
00:56:22,333 --> 00:56:24,667
I know I still never will.
1365
00:56:24,708 --> 00:56:28,583
It feels sad because
I really do love Austin
1366
00:56:28,708 --> 00:56:32,125
and I really did want
to make this work.
1367
00:56:32,208 --> 00:56:33,875
♪
1368
00:56:33,958 --> 00:56:36,500
And from the get-go,
I had a crush on him,
1369
00:56:36,583 --> 00:56:38,708
and I still have
a crush on him.
1370
00:56:38,792 --> 00:56:43,167
♪
1371
00:56:43,250 --> 00:56:45,000
But I just think...
1372
00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:50,667
♪
1373
00:56:50,750 --> 00:56:53,708
I don't think
he would be as...
1374
00:56:53,833 --> 00:56:57,083
combative or dismissive
with his person.
1375
00:56:57,167 --> 00:57:00,750
- ♪ I was alone
1376
00:57:00,833 --> 00:57:03,708
[vocalizing]
1377
00:57:03,792 --> 00:57:05,278
♪
1378
00:57:16,042 --> 00:57:17,208
[dramatic music]
1379
00:57:17,208 --> 00:57:19,333
♪
1380
00:57:19,417 --> 00:57:21,333
- Decision Day is tomorrow.
1381
00:57:21,458 --> 00:57:23,000
And I've been taking
into consideration
1382
00:57:23,125 --> 00:57:25,792
the magnitude that this
decision has on my life,
1383
00:57:25,875 --> 00:57:27,667
you know?
1384
00:57:27,750 --> 00:57:29,167
Never thought I'd
be getting divorced,
1385
00:57:29,250 --> 00:57:32,000
but I wouldn't want to have
done it with anyone else.
1386
00:57:32,083 --> 00:57:38,708
♪
1387
00:57:38,792 --> 00:57:43,333
Oh, that's not true anymore,
unfortunately.
1388
00:57:43,375 --> 00:57:46,000
♪
1389
00:57:46,042 --> 00:57:47,750
I wish you didn't have
to make it this hard.
1390
00:57:47,875 --> 00:57:50,417
I wish we weren't
at this point.
1391
00:57:50,500 --> 00:57:53,292
I wish we could have...
1392
00:57:53,375 --> 00:57:55,833
had smooth sailing
from our reset
1393
00:57:55,875 --> 00:57:58,500
and just walked away
as friends.
1394
00:57:58,625 --> 00:58:01,292
And I just feel like
it's really unfortunate
1395
00:58:01,375 --> 00:58:02,417
that we are where we are.
1396
00:58:02,500 --> 00:58:04,667
- I am feeling a lit--
1397
00:58:04,792 --> 00:58:09,125
not a little, very uneasy,
actually, about...
1398
00:58:09,208 --> 00:58:12,583
less of the day, just more
around seeing Brennan
1399
00:58:12,667 --> 00:58:16,333
and kind of
what is going to transpire.
1400
00:58:16,417 --> 00:58:18,042
I want to make sure
that I'm saying
1401
00:58:18,208 --> 00:58:21,292
everything I need to say,
even if that hurts me,
1402
00:58:21,375 --> 00:58:22,833
makes it sad, like,
1403
00:58:22,875 --> 00:58:24,875
for me to have to say
that is hurtful to him.
1404
00:58:24,958 --> 00:58:28,833
I just want to make sure
that I'm...
1405
00:58:28,875 --> 00:58:32,417
saying all that I need
and leaving with no regrets.
1406
00:58:32,500 --> 00:58:37,167
But I have
just a bad feeling about...
1407
00:58:37,208 --> 00:58:39,375
what Brennan is coming
1408
00:58:39,458 --> 00:58:41,333
and what is in store
for us tomorrow.
1409
00:58:41,417 --> 00:58:44,083
♪
1410
00:58:44,208 --> 00:58:47,000
[mellow music]
1411
00:58:47,042 --> 00:58:51,458
♪
1412
00:58:51,542 --> 00:58:53,417
- The sex shop was really fun.
1413
00:58:53,500 --> 00:58:56,333
I enjoyed having
that experience.
1414
00:58:56,417 --> 00:58:57,708
It was a good one.
- Mm-hmm.
1415
00:58:57,792 --> 00:58:59,500
It was really fun.
- Yeah, apparently.
1416
00:58:59,542 --> 00:59:01,750
Professional over here, huh?
1417
00:59:01,833 --> 00:59:04,083
- Can we open it?
- Go ahead.
1418
00:59:04,167 --> 00:59:05,708
- Yeah, I just want to--
1419
00:59:05,792 --> 00:59:07,667
I just want to open it.
- See?
1420
00:59:07,708 --> 00:59:09,792
- Full transparency--
1421
00:59:09,875 --> 00:59:13,000
I've never had a run-in
with one of these.
1422
00:59:13,042 --> 00:59:14,667
- Mm-hmm.
- [laughs]
1423
00:59:14,750 --> 00:59:17,667
- I would find it quite odd if
you had one of these on hand.
1424
00:59:17,792 --> 00:59:19,292
You just kept them in stock.
1425
00:59:19,375 --> 00:59:21,167
♪
1426
00:59:21,208 --> 00:59:24,167
- Okay. Rechargeable.
- No, no, these are earbuds.
1427
00:59:24,208 --> 00:59:27,125
- Oh, those are earb--Wait.
- Please, put them on.
1428
00:59:27,208 --> 00:59:29,917
Apparently there is
a sound element to this.
1429
00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:32,125
- [laughs]
1430
00:59:32,208 --> 00:59:33,750
- Oh, it has a condom on.
1431
00:59:33,833 --> 00:59:37,583
Hold this for me, please.
- [laughing]
1432
00:59:37,667 --> 00:59:40,667
- It's like a jellyfish.
- [continues laughing]
1433
00:59:40,708 --> 00:59:43,000
[object squeaking]
- You hear the sound?
1434
00:59:43,125 --> 00:59:44,833
- [continues laughing]
1435
00:59:44,917 --> 00:59:47,792
- You're ruining the mood
for me with all this laughter.
1436
00:59:47,875 --> 00:59:50,542
Hey, hey, hey, hey,
be gentle with it.
1437
00:59:50,625 --> 00:59:52,625
- Let me see it.
- Smell it?
1438
00:59:52,708 --> 00:59:55,167
What?
What are you doing?
1439
00:59:55,292 --> 00:59:57,833
- I just wanted to see
what it smelled like.
1440
00:59:57,958 --> 00:59:59,833
- Oh. No, please.
Go ahead.
1441
00:59:59,917 --> 01:00:02,208
- I'm so--can I just touch it
for a second?
1442
01:00:02,208 --> 01:00:03,667
- Sure.
1443
01:00:03,750 --> 01:00:05,750
It looks like [bleep] hole,
by the way.
1444
01:00:05,833 --> 01:00:07,375
- No.
- This looks like a penis hole.
1445
01:00:07,458 --> 01:00:08,833
- That's a vagina.
1446
01:00:08,958 --> 01:00:11,083
- No, I know what
it's supposed to be.
1447
01:00:11,167 --> 01:00:14,167
But what vagina do you know
has a helmet like that?
1448
01:00:14,208 --> 01:00:15,875
- [laughing]
- Huh?
1449
01:00:15,875 --> 01:00:20,583
- I think sex toys are
an amazing addition
1450
01:00:20,667 --> 01:00:24,375
for just a little more
adventure and exploration
1451
01:00:24,458 --> 01:00:29,042
and doing something that might
be a little out of the norm.
1452
01:00:29,125 --> 01:00:32,500
And Michael seems super
receptive and fun with them,
1453
01:00:32,583 --> 01:00:36,167
so I'm excited
that he's as open as I am.
1454
01:00:36,250 --> 01:00:37,875
We're going to give it
five more minutes,
1455
01:00:37,958 --> 01:00:39,750
and then you're going
to give it a go.
1456
01:00:39,833 --> 01:00:42,375
Just going to give it a whirl.
- Sure. I'll try.
1457
01:00:42,458 --> 01:00:44,708
I can't do it if you're
laughing the entire time.
1458
01:00:44,833 --> 01:00:47,833
- I promise not to be.
1459
01:00:47,917 --> 01:00:49,833
I'm just fascinated.
I just want--
1460
01:00:49,875 --> 01:00:52,250
I want to hear the moans.
1461
01:00:52,333 --> 01:00:54,917
[laughing]
1462
01:00:55,042 --> 01:00:57,833
- Can I name her Penelope?
1463
01:00:57,833 --> 01:00:59,583
- Penelope?
- Yeah.
1464
01:00:59,667 --> 01:01:02,083
It's a cute name.
1465
01:01:02,208 --> 01:01:03,792
- Penelope?
- Yeah.
1466
01:01:03,875 --> 01:01:05,625
- Dear--Kill the lights.
- Mm-hmm.
1467
01:01:05,708 --> 01:01:07,708
- Five more minutes.
Set your alarm.
1468
01:01:07,833 --> 01:01:10,750
And then you're
getting to work.
1469
01:01:10,833 --> 01:01:14,625
[sighs] It feels like this
needs a place in the bed now.
1470
01:01:14,708 --> 01:01:17,833
So now we've got five animals.
1471
01:01:17,875 --> 01:01:19,750
- Calling Penelope an animal?
How dare you?
1472
01:01:21,333 --> 01:01:23,375
Mm-hmm.
1473
01:01:23,375 --> 01:01:25,958
- I'm so excited.
1474
01:01:26,042 --> 01:01:28,583
I don't even--
I feel like a kid on Christmas.
1475
01:01:28,667 --> 01:01:30,792
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm. I do.
1476
01:01:30,875 --> 01:01:32,458
- And what exactly
are you excited for?
1477
01:01:32,542 --> 01:01:33,833
What's exciting you?
1478
01:01:33,875 --> 01:01:35,833
- I just I want to watch
Penelope in action.
1479
01:01:35,875 --> 01:01:38,292
- I can't wait to try.
1480
01:01:38,375 --> 01:01:41,458
- Ooh, nasty.
1481
01:01:41,542 --> 01:01:43,208
♪
1482
01:01:43,292 --> 01:01:45,292
- Ready?
- Ah.
1483
01:01:45,375 --> 01:01:52,417
♪
1484
01:01:52,500 --> 01:01:54,625
[moaning, smooching]
1485
01:01:54,708 --> 01:01:56,417
- Next time...
1486
01:01:56,542 --> 01:01:57,792
while Chloe and Michael
continue
1487
01:01:57,875 --> 01:01:59,375
to grow their marriage,
1488
01:01:59,458 --> 01:02:02,375
Decision Day arrives
for the rest of the couples,
1489
01:02:02,458 --> 01:02:06,875
as they make the biggest
decision of their lives.
1490
01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:09,333
- I was very unaware
of my feelings.
1491
01:02:09,375 --> 01:02:13,750
- I felt your emotion
of what I would call love.
1492
01:02:13,833 --> 01:02:15,708
- She just, like, doesn't
trust me on camera
1493
01:02:15,792 --> 01:02:17,833
or off camera anymore.
1494
01:02:17,917 --> 01:02:19,333
- He also threatened me
the other day
1495
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and said he had enough
to ruin my life on TV
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after this all came out.
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- I'm going to say it plainly.
I [bleep] up the process.
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- [sniffles]
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- You told me you wanted to
go to war with me, so I just--
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01:02:29,708 --> 01:02:30,708
- I did not say that.
- Okay.
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01:02:30,792 --> 01:02:32,000
- I do care for her.
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01:02:32,042 --> 01:02:33,958
- [voice breaking]
I don't feel centered
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01:02:34,083 --> 01:02:37,708
to be able to, like, tell.
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01:02:37,792 --> 01:02:39,583
- Do you want to stay married?
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01:02:39,667 --> 01:02:41,458
[suspenseful music]
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01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:42,333
- Or you want
to get a divorce?
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01:02:42,417 --> 01:02:49,250
♪
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